It’s been 4 years and I honestly don’t know if EMOTIONLESS is still alive or not. I don’t who needs to hear this but keep fighting, you’re so strong and you deserve everything. God wanted to wake you up today for a reason and he’s always with you. Your life is definitely not about to end, it’s just a new chapter in your life with new lessons you have to learn and you have to go through it. You have to stay alive no matter what. If anyone wants to talk I’m always here. I love y’all so much. Stay strong angels ❤️
I think shes dead bc she dont posts any videos anymore and bc this person is not emotionless but i hope she lives and i think that this is her bf or husband
Listen. I know it maybe hard, but please tell somebody that you trust about your issues. It may seem scary in the moment, but it will help you so much in the long run to get help.
I told my friends and they told my family they didn’t support me and help me they said to stop lying and that I may one day get it but I have it no one helps me no one I get kicked down from my dreams I want to commit suicide very much I have cried for 80 days straight I can’t no more
Christmas is the worst day for many of us. Its a day when everyone is happy and it is espected that you should be too. But if you don't have anything to be happy about or look forward to. It's so lonely. I may have fun with my cousins in the afternoon and be happy in just that moment, but as soon I'm alone with my head again at night it almost breaks me. I think I've cried every Christmas night for the last few years. And the weeks coming up to Christmas, I'm constantly in borderline panic attack. Part of me don't want to go celebrate, as I don't think I fit in or deserve it. But, Christmas alone is.. worse..
EMOTIONLESS are you okay? Because you haven’t uploaded in 2 years ( I mean it’s fine if you don’t wanna upload anymore but well I’m kind of worried ( about everyone somehow ) so yeah ^~^
Ik I'm late, but can you check out his instagram v1sual3_ and let me know, coz I don't have ig. I don't want him to be active or upload anything on YT, but I just hope he's there
@@angeloferrari2384 this is my audio to her and EMOTIONLESS name is Ida and she is Danish and we became friends through this audio but we stopped talking 2 years ago.
Same i guess pal and this is me , as in this is me speaking in the video mate. If you need to chat I've got sc , fb and IG and Kik etc if you need to talk sometime?
3:00 "Depression is without a doubt always been my best friend" That hit me hard cause it's so true💔 And it's heart breaking that it needs to be like that
Depression can be coped through excercise and going out in the nature.. you are worth more than anybody else. Once you learn to love yourself you will love everything around you, believe me I have been through it but never ever thought of suicidal thoughts cause i had faith that there is light and hope. You dont need anyone sometimes to deal with depression just your self and and the creator. You will come out of it in no time. Some days are good but others can be miserable. But still we need to try our best no matter what happens. If you do so you attract people who understand your pain and that person or persons are true blessing. I'm glad I found it. I'm thankful to God and also to the person who supported me to come out of it. Never give up on yourself. Life is more than one can imagine. Being grateful brings blessings. To all of us who are in depression or going through right now. Please you have good things in life just shut the negative mind for a minute and imagine how beautiful your life can be. It can be magical. There is always light in the moments of darkness too. Both light and darkness balance well. Find that light in your heart you will find peace. Engage yourself in things you always wanted to do. Life is you, you being present in this world. You are a gift to the world in some or other way. You have a purpose. You are created for a purpose, all you need is to ask, seek, learn. Sometimes we get blinded with our purpose cause of so many distractions and lose it. Wgen we lose it we become weak. You are loved never give up.
I want to be alone all the time I stare at the ceiling because nothing is fun and happiness not in my book..... I had a torch in my tunnel but like all torches go out and now I don't think I'll find the end of the tunnel
I feel the same way I've cut my arm multiple times I can't sleep at night i hate feeling this way and the worst part is no cares no one asks me if I'm okay ...i have no friends, I lost my grandma 9 months ago it jus sucks being alive and dealing with haters and bullies and everything else it jus sucks all of this needs to stop it hurts but people still hurt you.
I'm depressed without any reason and this why i fucking hate my life even more when i get better i get worst deprssion is like a dark cloud always follwoing me I tried to put an umbrella but it was burned and every time i buy one it burned so i give up....i didn't have any money to buy anthor one i was usless , life is worthless for me and the day that i came to this life , the devil laugh at me And there's one way , a way to end this , to end this shit , and it's a easy way Suicide :) i'm not coward i'm not selfish ,i'm just tierd of living my life in this way
The one reading this You are phenomenal my friend. you are not alone. You are Loved. You are beautiful, we are all connected through our pain, and in our pain we come out stronger. For all of you hurting inside, for all of you wanting to scream, to jump, to cut, to fall, to pull the trigger,- for all of you who can't do it anymore, I'm here and I pray for you. *Hug if needed - take care of yourself and stay safe❤.
Please post more .. I just found this channel and im scared becuase i know its not you talkin in the vids but you haven't posted in a year and its scary :( i hope your doing okay.. I hope everyone is
I totally relate… it’s unspeakably difficult at times to get through even the “normal” tasks of your day, or even to get the day started. I find starting small with little accomplishments (for me, it’s cleaning) helps me feel productive and therefore positive. Keep your head up and keep thinking positively. You are worth it!
@@RandomThings-fw9im sigh... :( im soo depressed and her vida comforted me knowing there are others like me feelin this way tryin so hard to fight it...im soo tired.sigh.
I know it feels like you don't have hope in life but believe me I'm same as you. life is hard but don't do it. live it find hope I know its hard but you have to find it..... everything has the end find it .. find "happy" in your life .... so far i have notices that, your strong infact your very strong caues you share this with us that a start keep it up .. live your life ...
I seen my days to be dead, Nobody seems right in the head. We have lived through grief, Have you seen the relief? I have been stressed, to do my best. in this game of life, we are filled with strife. to those who care, some of us won't be there. we loved and lived, but we have also sinned. gun to the head. when we pull, we be dead. we have lost our hope, we hang with rope. we find pills to pop. when will we stop? this is our nightmare but nobody seems to care we got the memo, we ALWAYS let go. some don't slit their wrists, some of them just don't get the gist. we don't all hurt the same, yet the thing we have only has one name we seen the session. we have depression. We say we are fine, but we are not wine. we get worse with memories, of our past that has us on our knees. The Dead Poem -Alex D.
Depression since 10... I’m now 15 and it’s only gotten worse... I’ve tried to kill myself multiple times, I cut, not for distraction, but to feel pain, because now, I feel nothing, I don’t cry, I not smile, I just.... lay there... I feel no pain anymore, I have no friends, every time someone tries to help, I pick them away, because five years of depression changes someone.... it fucks someone up big time, it messes with there life.... the life I wish would just... end 😔
Depression is my best friend. We've lived together for 8 years. "I had a dream I got everything I wanted And if I'm being honest It might've been a nightmare"
Never take ur life Yes u lost ur friend but he wouldn't want you to die for him he'd want you to live for him and if she loved u and lied its her Loss ur a grate person never forget that
Hey... I know it has been two years.. but I really hope you're doing okay. And I realized that you may not know me...but just know that, for anyone who is reading this now, I am that one more person that still wants you to be here.
I’m not depressed but I’m going through a lot right now and this literally I can relate so much I think like I’m loosing everyone my friends even my family, I just wished things could be how they used to when I was younger , I wish pain would go away I never tell anyone how I rlly feel I try to tell some of my close mates but they just think I’m joking and I don’t have the strength to tell my parents because I don’t actually know why I’m like this but I think about things and they get to me it’s so confusing I wish I could just be happy and pain free.
Don't worry, thats the same way I felt before I discovered I have fucking depression. You think your being over dramatic but your not. Its...it's okay 😥
SparkyStarQueen Gaming no not in the slightest it just means that you have a battle ahead. Depression stops you seeing the good in life which is the cruelest part of life you can still be happy but its just gonna take a little longer that's all :)
idc that i’m late to this video. i listen to it all the time. i tell people i’m not okay and they tell em in too young to know what sadness is when i cry every night and i just wanna die. i really wanna die
I'm sorry if anyone feels like this because no one deserves to except me which is happening now but its ok just please tell someone if you feel like me because you don't deserve to
Samia MoroCco Oujda Samia well just know that he doesn't deserve you and yes its going to hurt for a while but its ok and you don't deserve this you should be happy but there is always going to be someone who trys to ways others down but just know others want you to be happy and you deserve to be happy
Jeshuah Corral its going to hurt for a long time but no matter what it is going to be worth living and you may say that I dont understand but I do I know first hand I am suffering with depression too and it hurts so much and I want to die but just know that you deserve to live and if you dont want to live for yourself then live for others like I do
hey I'm worried, it's been years but this creator hasn't posted any recent videos yet, anymore. Is she/he okay or ? :(( Please to anyone who comes across and reading this please always remember that you are loved, be strong and remember that there's always rainbow after the rain. You are not alone. I may not know you, but i care about you, really...
To my parents and family members, I’m sorry I was never a perfect daughter I’m sorry I never had good grade I’m sorry I was never good at school I was never pretty I’m sorry for begin a bad child I’m sorry for begin fat I’m sorry for making you disappointed I’m sorry for making you guys mad I’m sorry I was never a little bit good at anything I’m sorry SO MUCH- I’ve been in depression when I was 10.. (i don’t wanna explain that story but..) It was going great till I turn 13 it getting worse haha_ I know you guys won’t support me and my gay life., But I was never perfect at anything haha. I hope you guys will forgive me for all the things I did and made you mad and shameful... 『 I wish I was never existed 』 -bye... (Time: 02:02am)
I am sorry that is happening to you I am going through it to also my depression came when I was 10 it was not that bad now that I am 13 I am hurting to much I honestly feel like I an going to die 😵💀😭
I have depression and it’s been really bad lately because my parents have been fighting constantly not one day they don’t fight. they fight about how my dad always goes to his friends house which is 2 hours away from where I live and he leaves me at home for the whole day and there’s no food at home and I’m starving to death but my mom works 4 hours away and late. And sometimes I just wonder my god gave me this life, what I did to deserve this life. And I just want to end it all but I’m scared but I just want to stop dealing with this pain that I’ve been dealing with for me whole life and I’m just SICK OF IT and don’t even get me started about school. I used to be popular because I was new to the school but after my 3 year at that school I slowly started to lose each and everyone of my friends. They talked about me behind my back and I thought they were a best friends who I would never hate but now I just sit alone at school with my hood on and don’t participate in anything . My teachers always ask if I’m ok and I always respond with “I’m fine.” Even though I’m not everyone in my class makes fun of me and calls me hood girl and laughs. Anyways let’s talk about my depression, I was 4 when I got my depression yes I know “ a 4 year old who knows what depression was? Yeah right” well first, my family was poor so I had to live with my aunt and cousins in the same house. my mom would work but my dad didn’t so they would always fight about money. So I would run up to my cousins room and I would always ask why they were fighting but my cousins wouldn’t answer so I slowly understand what they were fight about and I didn’t have a child hood like everyone else did. I was rather raised more like a adult.... ( part 2 is coming tmrw btw this is a real story and yes this my what my childhood was like sadly)
Its understandable my best friend is starting to hate me my only friend lives far from me I'm always lonely. Depression tried killing my 11 year old friend luckily she's still alive. We saved her but I just stopped
I always do the things that I don’t want to do I don’t know what to do when I can’t talk to anyone I can’t help myself I know im nothing i really hate myself
vjnt1star no you don’t because there is so much in this world that is so good I know that you don’t feel good but you know that is just life and you, me or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life but somewhere you’re going to feel better maybe tomorrow, six months from now or ten years from now you are going to feel awesome with a cute family and you are going to live but it isn’t going to be a nice journey but it is worth it trust me🙂😕
Not die. I'm 13 too. Ive been through a lot and I can just imagine what you're going though. I think you should try to be optimistic, even if you're an overthinker like me. Be positive. Don't let the depression consume you. Smile, hug someone, people care about you. I may not know you, but *I* care about you.
You never been depresion only me now and am cry ewery time not you, nobody like me am not have here a parents you have a parents and home and you going and speek whit family not to am,tell me hous take me hands now hous tell me samting good nobody!Tell me Szymonie why you not have to love somone and you have change you live?
I don’t know what is wrong with, my mom and dad are still together, I have friends, I’m not bullied so what in the world is wrong with me. I find it very hard to look In the mirror and like what I see. My one specialty is a fake smile I do it all day long.
Ive never actually had the guts to kill myself even though i wanted to die but now i started thinking about the future and i don’t want a future and i’m seriously thinking about ending it. idk.
It’s been 4 years and I honestly don’t know if EMOTIONLESS is still alive or not. I don’t who needs to hear this but keep fighting, you’re so strong and you deserve everything. God wanted to wake you up today for a reason and he’s always with you. Your life is definitely not about to end, it’s just a new chapter in your life with new lessons you have to learn and you have to go through it. You have to stay alive no matter what. If anyone wants to talk I’m always here. I love y’all so much. Stay strong angels ❤️
I hope Emotionless is living life and no time for RUclips or other stuff but I have a dark feeling that this did not have a happy ending.
I think shes dead bc she dont posts any videos anymore and bc this person is not emotionless but i hope she lives and i think that this is her bf or husband
Nobody knows about me and my depression
Listen. I know it maybe hard, but please tell somebody that you trust about your issues. It may seem scary in the moment, but it will help you so much in the long run to get help.
None of my friends or family knows, yes...
Me too
I told my friends and they told my family they didn’t support me and help me they said to stop lying and that I may one day get it but I have it no one helps me no one I get kicked down from my dreams I want to commit suicide very much I have cried for 80 days straight I can’t no more
My family knows about it ,but they don't understand how I feel ,and i don't know how to explain it to them..
I love that this is on Christmas because Christmas isn’t always happy people feel like this and I like how this shows how he is feeling.
Lili Pie thank you for listening (this is me in the video)
Real Me no problem it’s nice to listen to how other people feel
Christmas is the worst day for many of us. Its a day when everyone is happy and it is espected that you should be too. But if you don't have anything to be happy about or look forward to. It's so lonely. I may have fun with my cousins in the afternoon and be happy in just that moment, but as soon I'm alone with my head again at night it almost breaks me. I think I've cried every Christmas night for the last few years. And the weeks coming up to Christmas, I'm constantly in borderline panic attack. Part of me don't want to go celebrate, as I don't think I fit in or deserve it. But, Christmas alone is.. worse..
This is how I feel every single day
angie Barber that's a small part of my story but together we can get through this struggle
jed hennessy I hope we can because my depression is getting worse by the minute. It's like it's trying to kill me every chance it gets
That's what it does it comes to you gift wrapped nice and neat, but make no mistake its a remorseless predator that wants to destroy you
jed hennessy yeah well it's working alright 😪
Thats what depression does :( onwards and upwards is the o ly way to survive
I hated seeing anyone I the same situation that I am in people don't deserve to go through so much pain.
EMOTIONLESS are you okay? Because you haven’t uploaded in 2 years
( I mean it’s fine if you don’t wanna upload anymore but well I’m kind of worried ( about everyone somehow ) so yeah ^~^
Same man am scared for him honestly am afraid that maybe his 4th attempt of suicide worked..
Ik I'm late, but can you check out his instagram v1sual3_ and let me know, coz I don't have ig. I don't want him to be active or upload anything on YT, but I just hope he's there
@@vanessadmitrivosco5631 probably she shout down ig bc i can t find her
@@angeloferrari2384 this is my audio to her and EMOTIONLESS name is Ida and she is Danish and we became friends through this audio but we stopped talking 2 years ago.
@@hennessy8094 do you know why?
this describes everything i’m feeling.
Kara Sims glad i could help someone relate
Real Me it’s just that, i don’t look forward to life. i look forward to death. and this video is exactly what i’m feeling
Same i guess pal and this is me , as in this is me speaking in the video mate. If you need to chat I've got sc , fb and IG and Kik etc if you need to talk sometime?
@@realme883 where i can talk to you?
I feel exactly the same :(
2020, everyone??
Love ya'll ❤️
Suicide Hotline in the UK : 116 123
3:00 "Depression is without a doubt always been my best friend"
That hit me hard cause it's so true💔 And it's heart breaking that it needs to be like that
1:07 already have.
It’s describes so much like all people like me want is a hug or a friend or some one who fucking understands
It's been 4 years and i still don't hear u bestie i wish you are happy and doing great
People say: "just stop being sad" but, I just cant they dont understand
Depression can be coped through excercise and going out in the nature.. you are worth more than anybody else. Once you learn to love yourself you will love everything around you, believe me I have been through it but never ever thought of suicidal thoughts cause i had faith that there is light and hope. You dont need anyone sometimes to deal with depression just your self and and the creator. You will come out of it in no time. Some days are good but others can be miserable. But still we need to try our best no matter what happens. If you do so you attract people who understand your pain and that person or persons are true blessing. I'm glad I found it. I'm thankful to God and also to the person who supported me to come out of it. Never give up on yourself. Life is more than one can imagine. Being grateful brings blessings. To all of us who are in depression or going through right now. Please you have good things in life just shut the negative mind for a minute and imagine how beautiful your life can be. It can be magical. There is always light in the moments of darkness too. Both light and darkness balance well. Find that light in your heart you will find peace. Engage yourself in things you always wanted to do. Life is you, you being present in this world. You are a gift to the world in some or other way. You have a purpose. You are created for a purpose, all you need is to ask, seek, learn. Sometimes we get blinded with our purpose cause of so many distractions and lose it. Wgen we lose it we become weak. You are loved never give up.
I want to be alone all the time I stare at the ceiling because nothing is fun and happiness not in my book..... I had a torch in my tunnel but like all torches go out and now I don't think I'll find the end of the tunnel
I feel the same way I've cut my arm multiple times I can't sleep at night i hate feeling this way and the worst part is no cares no one asks me if I'm okay ...i have no friends, I lost my grandma 9 months ago it jus sucks being alive and dealing with haters and bullies and everything else it jus sucks all of this needs to stop it hurts but people still hurt you.
I'm depressed without any reason and this why i fucking hate my life even more
when i get better i get worst
deprssion is like a dark cloud always follwoing me
I tried to put an umbrella but it was burned and every time i buy one it burned
so i give up....i didn't have any money to buy anthor one i was usless , life is worthless for me and the day that i came to this life , the devil laugh at me
And there's one way , a way to end this , to end this shit , and it's a easy way
Suicide :)
i'm not coward i'm not selfish ,i'm just tierd of living my life in this way
The one reading this
You are phenomenal my friend. you are not alone. You are Loved. You are beautiful, we are all connected through our pain, and in our pain we come out stronger. For all of you hurting inside, for all of you wanting to scream, to jump, to cut, to fall, to pull the trigger,- for all of you who can't do it anymore, I'm here and I pray for you. *Hug if needed - take care of yourself and stay safe❤.
"I want to say goodbye to this world because all I've ever felt os pain and hell" wow that really hit home😢💔
Please post more .. I just found this channel and im scared becuase i know its not you talkin in the vids but you haven't posted in a year and its scary :( i hope your doing okay.. I hope everyone is
john carranza I was thinking the same thing
I really hope shes ok..
Same..
same omg
I feel the same so much i was crying😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
just_live_a_little50 sm im happy you can relate ❤
Where is the admin of this channel why are they inactive are they okay what happened please someone tell me
I really hope shes ok.....
I wanna give this guy a real hug.
Emotionles ur still not forgotten.. " from 2023 ".
Is it just me or when you cut it doesn't hurt, but then after, you can feel the pain
I totally relate… it’s unspeakably difficult at times to get through even the “normal” tasks of your day, or even to get the day started. I find starting small with little accomplishments (for me, it’s cleaning) helps me feel productive and therefore positive. Keep your head up and keep thinking positively. You are worth it!
This video describes a lot
Female Nightmare Fredbear it describes because this is me in the video :/
jed hennessy yes
living with pain all day really hurts
Do you know if something has happened to this RUclipsr? Because she hasn’t uploaded since 2017 and I am really worried :(
Did she die?
@@serissahosein6126 idk :(
@@RandomThings-fw9im sigh... :( im soo depressed and her vida comforted me knowing there are others like me feelin this way tryin so hard to fight it...im soo tired.sigh.
I was wondering this too..
Bro did this person die like its been 2 years..
It sucks because it’s never gonna go away.....it hurts so bad that I feel like I can’t breathe
I know it feels like you don't have hope in life but believe me I'm same as you. life is hard but don't do it. live it find hope I know its hard but you have to find it..... everything has the end find it .. find "happy" in your life .... so far i have notices that, your strong infact your very strong caues you share this with us that a start keep it up .. live your life ...
Ham Hd i will give it everything i have :)
It’s funny how “I’m fine” works every time
i just want to sleep
but i dont want get up to turn my light off
so im sitting here on my phone
The ones that... Make u happy...and make u smile everyday....are the ones that are the most broken inside
I try to help everyone but no one sees my pain my troubles my hatred towards myself
I seen my days to be dead,
Nobody seems right in the head.
We have lived through grief,
Have you seen the relief?
I have been stressed,
to do my best.
in this game of life,
we are filled with strife.
to those who care,
some of us won't be there.
we loved and lived,
but we have also sinned.
gun to the head.
when we pull, we be dead.
we have lost our hope,
we hang with rope.
we find pills to pop.
when will we stop?
this is our nightmare
but nobody seems to care
we got the memo,
we ALWAYS let go.
some don't slit their wrists,
some of them just don't get the gist.
we don't all hurt the same,
yet the thing we have only has one name
we seen the session.
we have depression.
We say we are fine,
but we are not wine.
we get worse with memories,
of our past that has us on our knees.
The Dead Poem
-Alex D.
That actually made me cry
Depression since 10... I’m now 15 and it’s only gotten worse... I’ve tried to kill myself multiple times, I cut, not for distraction, but to feel pain, because now, I feel nothing, I don’t cry, I not smile, I just.... lay there... I feel no pain anymore, I have no friends, every time someone tries to help, I pick them away, because five years of depression changes someone.... it fucks someone up big time, it messes with there life.... the life I wish would just... end 😔
Are you still here? Do you need to talk over Instagram or Snapchat? I got you :)
i'll be your friend
Damn..
Yep that's what i think of my life as well :(
Depression is my best friend. We've lived together for 8 years.
"I had a dream
I got everything I wanted
And if I'm being honest
It might've been a nightmare"
Hey man are u okay? Haven’t posted in 3 years honestly am worried about you
i want depression to destroy me..... Cuz now I'm so addicted to this pain that I can't able to recognize myself without it anymore....
Never take ur life
Yes u lost ur friend but he wouldn't want you to die for him he'd want you to live for him and if she loved u and lied its her Loss ur a grate person never forget that
2020? Anyone?
Can I share my audio with you? It’s my newest video. (I just want you to see it) 😂✨
depression at 9 years old
I'm now 10 and that depression is still here.
I had it seince 8 im now 12 its still there ik whats it like but dont think about anyharm to your self
Finnaly i can show my mom why i'm crying like when i say i'm deperesed she could understand its not that ez
Depression is my bestfriend
Hey... I know it has been two years.. but I really hope you're doing okay. And I realized that you may not know me...but just know that, for anyone who is reading this now, I am that one more person that still wants you to be here.
this is exactly how i feel. i cant get help. no one understands. pills never help. i want to disappear.
Don't worry, I feel the same way and always remember *your* *not* *alone* its...it's okay 😥
Depression 💔💔💔
I hope you're still here 💞
Are you okay? You haven’t posted in a year... are you still here...? :(
I'm A G Note what if they’re gone...
ivy 419 I really hope not. I hope they get help...
...
To the person or people who own this channel I hope your doing well.
I’m not depressed but I’m going through a lot right now and this literally I can relate so much I think like I’m loosing everyone my friends even my family, I just wished things could be how they used to when I was younger , I wish pain would go away I never tell anyone how I rlly feel I try to tell some of my close mates but they just think I’m joking and I don’t have the strength to tell my parents because I don’t actually know why I’m like this but I think about things and they get to me it’s so confusing I wish I could just be happy and pain free.
Don't worry, thats the same way I felt before I discovered I have fucking depression. You think your being over dramatic but your not. Its...it's okay 😥
I can relate to this
I been depressed since i was 12 now im 15 now its not fun
Wait I’m young and I’m depressed does that mean I will never get happy.. :(
SparkyStarQueen Gaming no not in the slightest it just means that you have a battle ahead. Depression stops you seeing the good in life which is the cruelest part of life you can still be happy but its just gonna take a little longer that's all :)
Real Me okay..
I was like you before and I have comed to a point when I believed that I'll never be happy again. I was wrong;)
Pretty much yeah
idc that i’m late to this video. i listen to it all the time. i tell people i’m not okay and they tell em in too young to know what sadness is when i cry every night and i just wanna die. i really wanna die
How listening this in 2021
How can I contact you? I actually have been wanting to share my audio as well
I've never seen the good side of life, there is no good side. With a world like this, I think we should all just be non-existent.
Just found your channel pls upload just so I know your all good honestly
I want people to go away from me but yet I still need a comfort. But then I realised no one gonna realise how shit I'd been thru.
I'm sorry if anyone feels like this because no one deserves to except me which is happening now but its ok just please tell someone if you feel like me because you don't deserve to
Jazmin.y. flores plz tell me how My Boyfriend cheated on me with my best friend how i can be fine i love him so much i can't i'm depression not
This is me speaking in the video please talk to me
Samia MoroCco Oujda Samia well just know that he doesn't deserve you and yes its going to hurt for a while but its ok and you don't deserve this you should be happy but there is always going to be someone who trys to ways others down but just know others want you to be happy and you deserve to be happy
jed hennessy 😭😭😭😭😭Give me ur facebook
Jazmin.y. flores thank u so much thank 😭😭😭😭😭😭i just think of susciade
Im going through a lot of paim right now, all im doing is hiding it but im starting to think that its not worth living anymore
That's depression , see someone get it sorted get rid of it asap if not depression will get rid of you and then it will come for your family x
Jeshuah Corral keep fighting brother, your life depends on it
Its just so hard
And you can't explain how much it hurts and that's why it hurts even more because it feels like no one else can help
Jeshuah Corral its going to hurt for a long time but no matter what it is going to be worth living and you may say that I dont understand but I do I know first hand I am suffering with depression too and it hurts so much and I want to die but just know that you deserve to live and if you dont want to live for yourself then live for others like I do
hey I'm worried, it's been years but this creator hasn't posted any recent videos yet, anymore. Is she/he okay or ? :(( Please to anyone who comes across and reading this please always remember that you are loved, be strong and remember that there's always rainbow after the rain. You are not alone. I may not know you, but i care about you, really...
I'm worried too ! Is there a way to find out! I have been restless about the creator 😢
To my parents and family members,
I’m sorry I was never a perfect daughter
I’m sorry I never had good grade
I’m sorry I was never good at school
I was never pretty
I’m sorry for begin a bad child
I’m sorry for begin fat
I’m sorry for making you disappointed
I’m sorry for making you guys mad
I’m sorry I was never a little bit good at anything
I’m sorry SO MUCH-
I’ve been in depression when I was 10.. (i don’t wanna explain that story but..)
It was going great till I turn 13 it getting worse haha_ I know you guys won’t support me and my gay life.,
But I was never perfect at anything haha.
I hope you guys will forgive me for all the things I did and made you mad and shameful...
『 I wish I was never existed 』
-bye...
(Time: 02:02am)
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Are you okay now friend?
I am sorry that is happening to you I am going through it to also my depression came when I was 10 it was not that bad now that I am 13 I am hurting to much I honestly feel like I an going to die 😵💀😭
I have depression and it’s been really bad lately because my parents have been fighting constantly not one day they don’t fight. they fight about how my dad always goes to his friends house which is 2 hours away from where I live and he leaves me at home for the whole day and there’s no food at home and I’m starving to death but my mom works 4 hours away and late. And sometimes I just wonder my god gave me this life, what I did to deserve this life. And I just want to end it all but I’m scared but I just want to stop dealing with this pain that I’ve been dealing with for me whole life and I’m just SICK OF IT and don’t even get me started about school. I used to be popular because I was new to the school but after my 3 year at that school I slowly started to lose each and everyone of my friends. They talked about me behind my back and I thought they were a best friends who I would never hate but now I just sit alone at school with my hood on and don’t participate in anything . My teachers always ask if I’m ok and I always respond with “I’m fine.” Even though I’m not everyone in my class makes fun of me and calls me hood girl and laughs. Anyways let’s talk about my depression, I was 4 when I got my depression yes I know “ a 4 year old who knows what depression was? Yeah right” well first, my family was poor so I had to live with my aunt and cousins in the same house. my mom would work but my dad didn’t so they would always fight about money. So I would run up to my cousins room and I would always ask why they were fighting but my cousins wouldn’t answer so I slowly understand what they were fight about and I didn’t have a child hood like everyone else did. I was rather raised more like a adult.... ( part 2 is coming tmrw btw this is a real story and yes this my what my childhood was like sadly)
Its understandable my best friend is starting to hate me my only friend lives far from me I'm always lonely. Depression tried killing my 11 year old friend luckily she's still alive. We saved her but I just stopped
I always do the things that I don’t want to do I don’t know what to do when I can’t talk to anyone I can’t help myself I know im nothing i really hate myself
I kinda like to feel pain
I wanna say goodbye to this world
vjnt1star no you don’t because there is so much in this world that is so good I know that you don’t feel good but you know that is just life and you, me or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life but somewhere you’re going to feel better maybe tomorrow, six months from now or ten years from now you are going to feel awesome with a cute family and you are going to live but it isn’t going to be a nice journey but it is worth it trust me🙂😕
All this happens two me
just_live_a_little50 sm your not alone ❤
Check in with us EMOTIONLESS 🥺
Aww
I don't want anyone near me except my mom when I'm sick
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If you ever had depression. It will always stay there😔
Idkwhattosay yy i have depression right now and i can’t handle it i dont know how it works :(
Richely it’s like an abusive relationship, it’s hard to get out of because it’ll always haunt you for your life and it’ll trigger you whenever it can.
Aye 420 hahahaha funny
This is almost to true . . .
well.. i feel the same.. i hve depressed since 13 now im 20 years old.. im just waiting for my death :) love u all.. i hope u hve gud day
DONT BE STUPID!!!IM HERE FOR U TO THE END..OKAY!!!
swak ng
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Im so fucking tired of trying 😪
Im 13 yrs old and im really really depressed like i want to die today what should i do
Not die. I'm 13 too. Ive been through a lot and I can just imagine what you're going though. I think you should try to be optimistic, even if you're an overthinker like me. Be positive. Don't let the depression consume you. Smile, hug someone, people care about you. I may not know you, but *I* care about you.
man............ a4e you okay its been years pls
You never been depresion only me now and am cry ewery time not you, nobody like me am not have here a parents you have a parents and home and you going and speek whit family not to am,tell me hous take me hands now hous tell me samting good nobody!Tell me Szymonie why you not have to love somone and you have change you live?
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How can someone send you an audio? Just wondering how you get them and/or how listeners like me can send their own
nobody know about my depression thay only see the happy girl in my but I'm not I'm just broken but no-one can see it....
Sana ang dali magpakamatay 😢
u not posting again since 2017 how are u?
I don’t know what is wrong with, my mom and dad are still together, I have friends, I’m not bullied so what in the world is wrong with me. I find it very hard to look In the mirror and like what I see. My one specialty is a fake smile I do it all day long.
What happened ? Is she ok or did she just leave yt?
My question too...
How can I send u a record
Ive never actually had the guts to kill myself even though i wanted to die but now i started thinking about the future and i don’t want a future and i’m seriously thinking about ending it. idk.
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