"what happened to us?.." || Spoken Word Poetry
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- Опубликовано: 30 сен 2024
- this poem was a free verse. truthfully came up with it on the spot.
but the meaning behind it means so much, so there you go.
I DON'T OWN ANYTHING BUT MY POEM AND MY VOICE !
The instrumental is Stone Cold by Demi Lovato, I lost the link to it. :(
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She expressed my feelings better then I could ever
Cass Cass same here I wish that I never met my ex it took me so long to get over him and now he is dating one of my friends.🥺😔
Ik right
Cass Cass same I don't know how to talk to boys anymore
Same
@@emilylong7999 this is happening to me now, he said it's because he doesn't love me anymore but the real reason is he loves my bestfriend and now I found out my bestfriend felt the same for him 🙂
Me: when I'm older I wanna be a dinosaur
Mom: because they are massive?
Me: no because they are dead
Mom : :0
mariah Elizabeth it going to get better💞
“i was forced to move on, i watched you get happier with everyone else”
Those who are heartless... Once cared too much.
Please no pointing fingers it’s done already. Yes I do hurt you mentally and physically I admit and again you did hurt me more than you know. Is just comes to the point I am done dealing my insecurities and jealousy and a lot of questions from you until now I didn’t get an answer from you. That’s all I can say sorry if I hurt you but I hope you realize not only me had fault you had mistakes a lot and I always be there for you. You take advantage on me thats that truth.
Yes a bunch is my fault to I agree,ask me anything an I will tell you
All ok need maleshe me play nogood person tell all rouned telling no good on the spot tell any second mistked tell play this no good hiding sefed no hoodok no played me no need any dramma no maked ok
I feel this
She's left we still talk, trying to be friends again see if we can do that first and then
But because she left, when I was mad, hurt enough to but stood trying to make it work ... suddenly she's free of all consiquences and blame and because I stand here, like an idiot, heart in hand, she envokes new punishments - degrees of blame, litterally punishing me for still loving her and I'm stupid enough to take it to "answer anything honestly" but of course I must be lying because My Truths are no match for her "I heards, assumptions and claims" sigh
She gets closure and I get tortured
I’m not gonna point any fingers at this point we were both to blame!! Sorry 😢 for the hurt and anything else I may had caused ♥️
Worst feeling is when someone hurts you then say youre the one who hurt them
My ex that broke me more then once said that I ruined his life
@The Love will always be here Speak please thank you hun, you are amazing
No the worse feeling is knowing that you talking to someone you are so close with because you keep talking to them because they say too be everytime you do he hurts more and more because he likes you bit you dont like him back. It hurts because he doesn't want me to leave and he wont leave be he hurts everytime but still stays...
You forget to count how many times I let you come back in..
I felt that.
When you have a fake friend. That uses you .. You feel nothing but a failure. i felt this...Should i just die if im a toy? That you use... Ugh i hate fake friends.. I wish i died..
@@idkwtf3042 me too
Why does this literally feel like you said the words I’ve been trying to say? This was amazing, I honestly understand how you feel.
Please I'm asking you to think I dont want to hurt anybody....it has to be forever babe!!!
I’m mad at myself bc I ruined my friendship with my friend and it’s all my fault and i feel like I’m dead to her but we still hang out with each other but we’re not as close like we used to be 😭😭😭
Shayla Abarca that's sad tho stay strong too
Shayla Abarca I have a best friend halie Thompson I never see again anymore because she gone way from college I used to hangout with her in high school last year but she so gone again and finds some new friends I was sad and crying alone
I can't even tell you how much I understand that. The literal exact same thing is happening to me at this very moment.
Shayla Abarca girl friends come and go, sad to say but it’s true just don’t blame yourself if they were really your friend they would talk it out with you.
I’m in the same situation it’s hard :/
"I watched you become happier with everyone else." so why not me...?
I love him,I loved him, I still love him...... I've given up on everything since this because it feels like he doesn't care.
Ashley Crawford i’m going thru the same thing 😔 and it sucks because he now has a gf he was my best friend and my first love now we are just strangers
Deep down I never stop loving you till now but you never understand how much I struggle to reach by your side so, I just step back and observed that am I the only one who still believes in love and then on I understand a little pit about me that am a damn lier because I cannot prove you that my love for you is real and pure.... Oh Weak me.
I don’t know what to say I am just tired of being insecure and crying and waiting for nothing.
@@chalin715 that's how I feel too. I'm a lying ass who lied to my self for years denied the fact it was love at first sight
But you're the one that left you were the one that was so unsure yourself and us. I never made you believe it's what you always wanted to do. Instead of facing your problems you run. Everything could be worked out if you try but if you run nothing can be worked out. You can blame everything on me I'm good with it. But I know deep down inside you know the truth. I'm sorry for the life you led I didn't do it to you. Instead of talking and telling the truth you would hide everything in Li lie. You don't want to talk that's your choice. I don't care anymore you don't want to talk then I don't want to talk. Have a good day good night good life. I mean you still ain't even told me we're done. What you think you could just keep stringing me along I'm not someone else. Heck I was even going to counseling but it was too important for me to take away from my time for you to go. You don't need to go right it's only me. Like I said you can blame me I'll take the blame. If you feel better. Alright your choice I don't beg anybody I did enough begging you don't want to talk that's your choice. You're the one that's going to lose not me
Why don't you talk to me beautiful. Happy holiday
@@shawnys-berry2768 ok I'm ready
When???
Ha Ha THE JOKES ON ME AGAIN. YEA YOU REALLY WANT TO QUIT LYING. NEVER EVER CHANGE. TIME FOR ME TO.
MOVE
ON .
OPENED MY HEART
AGAIN.
WHY
IM JUST A JOKE TO
YOU.
NEVERMORE.😢
Next I'll be 😁😊
I cant believe I
Fell for it again.
What was I thinking.
WHATEVER
The hardest part is that Acting like nothing happens when some things really do happen. Seeing them happy with another beings and not us hurts so much that we can feel our heart broke inside.
But I still hope he still remembers every little thing that happens between us. Even after he leaves, I still stay here, at the same place where he left me.
Can relate... Same here
This explained all that happened last week. And to all those who are having a rough time. Stay strong because there is always a rainbow after the rain❤️😔
you hurt me but was it really me fault. i have to say...i miss you alot and i never stoped. im truly and sorry if i hurt you, i just wish we could go back and....stoped all the fighting
WHAT HAPPENED TO US? YOU CHOSE SOMEONE ELSE YOU PLAYED ME.
I wish I could move on, but I can't.
That's the most fitting one for me.
Oh I wish you could go back in time.
Here stuck at home going through a bad breakup. I know just how u felt when u wrote this and alll the others too sitting here sobbing because of how close your words hit home...
Most heartbreaking thing I've been through is that...i had to watch her walk away but most of all what really hurt is when I had to sit there and watch my beautiful little Angel turn into Satan.....and I couldn't do absolutely nothing about it.....
I know exactly how you
@@earlbunce7677 it happens
Yes they forgot how many times we forgive them 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
I just wanted you to love me..😢
Know the feeling... 😞
I felt this💔she just said everything I wanted to
Same my ex friend zoned me the other day and i went with my best friend and now my ex wants me back but im with my best friend who actually cares about me and loves me
I'm a boy here ...... I dunno why but it feels like everything which u gone through is the same to me ... Hey thanks to express yourself like this 💖. I'm so sad that I'm afraid to love anyone else ... I know how badly I was treated but why is that feeling of going back to hers on just one call ... Why still a urge to be with her why why why
"I watched you become happier with everyone else"😢🔥
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TOXIC
I put on my prettiest smile, I felt attractive
I thought you'd love it too, I was so naive
You hated my smile
Said I look pretty when I cry
So I let you break me in all the ways you wanted
Is this love when I feel drained and shattered?
Are my scars and tears enough to fill the void within you?
Are you happy now to see my body turn sort of bluish hue?
From hurting me, what do you gain?
Am I easier to love when I'm in pain?
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I'm not happier with everyone else!!!😘💯❤I love you & miss you!!!!🌹😘💯❤🌹
It hurts when u know its ur fault.... Cuz u werre the one that pushed them away ...
@@kindheart7532 yes and its hurts when it seems thats its ur fault and they wanna break sum thats been going on for years .... 😢
@@nayomireyes6390 Speaking from experience... some thing's that continue for yrs, gets realllllly old REGARDLESS of the relationship. It's not always easy to do, esp if you love them but sometime's you have walk away and either they'll GET THEY'LL IT or SADLY THEY WON'T ... If you love them then you're praying for the better is all I can say... hang in there darling... 😓
I have a pretty good idea what happened.. a lot of broken promises, stood up twice (scared) treated a long time like I was a joke and tons of false hope (felt like a game) my heart is so true for him and always have been and it was brutally stomped on numerous times.
Then one day, he took a big turn and I know it took him a lot but I also knew his heart was big and I knew he slowly come out and I pushed and pushed to never give up on him. When he finally did do his big turn around that did take him a lot of courage to do, lots of confusion came with his big heart and leaves me doubtful, uncertain, but excited at same time (if that makes sense) we both came a long way. Lots of hurt, pain, anger but so much love. We been growing together. I just need him to make his last step closer to me for us so we can have a happy healthy future together. Just today, I accomplished an almost 11 year goal. I achieved it and I’m free!!
All I want is him (us) and to get us right for the last time so we can, hold each other’s hands, hang out, work hard, just love one another that we been wanting for a very long time.. the past is finally over. Let’s chew it up and spit it out! Like brushing off old dust to make it shine again!
He’s my guy, my fine guy, my best friend, soon to be hubby 🙏🌹
Wahooo sound good
Just to think that we were best friends the year before...
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I was forced to move on
I really deeply feel these.
How could you. You hurt me so bad. Had you as a best friend for 9 years and now you’re gone. How do u expect to go from talking 10 times a day to not talking at all. To go from loving each other to hating each other? I wish it could have been different but you’re gone for good. I’ll always remember our sleep overs and memories and “play dates” after school. Now we’re 13, we got to middle school, and we had a fight and despise each other and it sucks.
this hits me...i just lost my best friend too.
Wow, that hit me x
I couldn't of expressed it any better , thank you for sharing love you
sometimes it’s as if I don’t even know you anymore-
like if I miss the memories more than I miss you
I liked him for almost four years. When he came back, he told me he likes me. I said "It's time to try." little did I know, I'll break, worst than in the past.
Love is like a butterfly if you hold tightly it will die and if you hold loosely it will fly so
If somebody walk away from your life let them go you don’t have convince to anybody love you if they leave you it means they didn’t attach to your future
I want this voicemail without music plz😭
this is all what i want to say,, but what i have is a speech that cant be voice out. and yeah i am hurting
It's like someone said what my heart wanted to say
I need to send this video to my bf coz I dont know what happened to us and I keep apolozing for something I dont know...I watched him having fun with his friends and he is not ashamed of saying he doesnt have time to text me he is busy with friends....l keep asking myself what did l do to him but l dont have ansa we were so happy but now its all gone just like that 😩😩...maybe I have let it go...
Oh man these feeling are coming back :(
Worst feeling is when you forgive someone, and they don’t even know they had been forgiven, like they don’t even know they did something wrong and act like everything is normal, but only you know how many opportunities you had given to them and they didn’t even realize it
TRUE
Ugh true
Thats true. Why there are people that like that...
You wet my eye lashes
He made me so happy, even just being around him. And now he's left me, I feel like I'm going into this dark place to the point I feel dead inside. I don't feel like a person anymore.
Yaa.. Me too.. Now there is no interest in anything.. In life.. I feel like its a hell..
cant believe im barly seeing this . they say you fall in love 3 times my first was with this boy , man he made me so happy , and you never think about the end until it creeps up on you . its been over a year since the breakup and i still have not gotten over him .
I’m on the same boat :(. Don’t worry !! It takes time!! Especially if you loved so hard
@@yesenianolasco5735 well ty luv :( i hope everythign goes well for you
It does take time. How long??? Would love to know. Still pineing for my first and only love.
@@lewiscooper7397 we broke up over a year ago , dated like two years ago , it takes time , i still have so much love .
I stepped out of my own way like you asked .. I screamed and I wailed as I was leaving every bit of my soul screamed out for you and all I want d was to see happiness for you , if I was the thorn in your side I selflessly stepped aside so you could succeed in what you said you wanted … till this very day I wish we could reconnect as the new people we said we were going to become..
Let's fix this we can do this please
im crying ily
No matter how tough life gets
Keep on seeing the beauty in negativity
And never stop chasing the light.
Keep fighting,
T.
To my crush who's already dating someone. :')
Ҭயі૬Ҭ૯ԁԼଇν૯ nwn bro I feel. I’m in the same situation and he’s dating my best friend...
I spent so many hours worrying your safety and well-being while disregarding my own, I helped you attach yourself to people you wanted while I hurt myself step by step doing so. I gave you every forgiving after each time you hurt me, I put my heart in your hands and you squeezed it until it popped, you threw years out the window in exchange for a couple of days, i don’t understand. i’m sorry i loved you. i’m sorry for being sorry.
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TOXIC
I put on my prettiest smile, I felt attractive
I thought you'd love it too, I was so naive
You hated my smile
Said I look pretty when I cry
So I let you break me in all the ways you wanted
Is this love when I feel drained and shattered?
Are my scars and tears enough to fill the void within you?
Are you happy now to see my body turn sort of bluish hue?
From hurting me, what do you gain?
Am I easier to love when I'm in pain?
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This poem it's very beautiful and so much truth in it keep it up love your poems
You said everything I wished I could've said
That's the gods honest truth
I'll never forget u coz u are my happiness.... 💟
*you just left.*
I became in this situation at 1:00 AM this morning, didn’t know what to do, but ball my eyes out and fall asleep as I did. Woke up this morning with no texts from anyone but my regular group of girls I constantly text. And some streaks from my guy friends. Nothing too meaningful from the guy I truly miss. I’ll never understand what the hell I even did. Bc he blocked me without a warning. I’ll never understand why girls have to go through what they do now these days, bc it’s tragic for the ones that get it done to them.. not knowing who to text when u need some company or someone there in general, is the hardest thing we can go through. Especially if that person was once the love of your life.
I never intended to hurt you, I caused more problems than I probably should've - I swear I feel all these videos
I hope you do! I'm a good way!
Full of emotions, spoken from her heart. ❤Nice.
"I just wanted you to love me" That honestly hit the hardest. Through all our issues, all I ever asked was for her to be my sister, and I couldn't even get that.
I loved someone too and he knows it and I still love my other half but some how we managed to kinda fall apart alot of it is pride ego I think for him and friends getting in the way but it doesn't change how I feel about my soulmate I'll always have him in my heart but I have cut those people in my ear and try to rebuild what we had but only if he's wanting to I want to still work on us because I really do love him.
Tabatha Gilbert 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙣'𝙩 𝙖𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙚. 𝙎𝙩𝙖𝙮 𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙤𝙣𝙜.
hi love!❤️i’ve recently seen your poems and i love them and there so powerful i mean damn girl! it’s raw and it’s so powerful and rare. you show your true and inner feelings. your fighting your demons and your beating them and it’s beautiful! keep writing!💙
You're the one who lied and hurt me. But why is it my fault? You broke me, and still you make it seem like it's my fault. You killed me and I died while you're smiling with someone else, when you said you will never look at any other girl, because you only want me. You're laughing while I'm drowning. You're moving on without knowing that you left a scar that will never heal again. You made me lose my trust and believe in love. You're the one who did something wrong, but why I'm the one suffering??
Correction: what happened to when we were an us?
This is definitely relatable.
S o o o S a a a d , can't help but cry, I hope it was not me, I'll never do that to the one I l o v e.
It's like she has watched everything I went through and expressed it through my eyes...I have no words for how amazing your spoken words are❤
I feel the same way...
@@d.s_alan hang in there b. You're never alone❤
@@shyannestrength1452 thanks for your kind words🙂
@@d.s_alan of course🥺❤
And if you ever want or need someone to talk to or someone to give you advice, I'm here. I know what it's like to struggle and to not have anyone
@@shyannestrength1452 awwww😞😟
i'm really confused i told u i love you so many times and you just let like you did nothing to me i was there for you step by step and my problem was never a concern for you.. You really do not know how much i am hurting im trying to tell you that i'm over you but you know i'm lying a lot, was 5 months never enough for you and yeah happy 2 months wit your new gf. you guys are cute...
i just really miss you i just wanna say thank you. you leave your bsf behind just to make new ones we where there for you all the time and now its like you where never cared about us in the first place. Just go ahead with her she is perfect for you she is making you smile so much more than i did, well i love you and i still do and i can't stop loving you. I don't believe in love anymore i don't believe in trust anymore because you ruined it so much.
I can relate...
I just want you to love me again 😢😢💔💔
@@kindheart7532 sad
That’s exactly what just happen to me this week
Will someone right the poem replying to this coment
I get a sense of relief every time I watch one of these videos she always knows how to shape when I’m feeling into words
It's your fault if you would meet me earlier this much big disaster would not happen nor I we would continue so forget it's a blind relation
She cheated on me ,she hurt me the most but still I feel soo lonely without her😭
Do I send this to my ex best friend
Save our broken hearts 💔
this is so relatable
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Everything u say in all your videos makes so much sence cuz im that guy to my ex of 3 yrs. An im glad ive found your videos cuz I didnt know how to put it into words
😢😢😢 omg God knows I'm tired apologising for being right just for us to be okay..im giving up now.
I know it's been 8 years together but I'm giving up on us..im tired I'm really tired I'm tired of crying all night wondering what isit dat I did dat may hv caused u not to talk to me.. I'm tired of begging u to call me.. I'm tired of trying..
I swear when u realise dat I did love u I will hv been over u..
I love u but I'm giving up on us..
7 years here. Same thing. I hate not being able to say how i feel
FOREVER
Forever didn't last.
Said u will be always by my side,
Now have no sign.
The song u dedicated me says "Forever together",
Just like the song it didn't continue to play forever.
But that 3 min song did really felt like forever. !
You hold my hand and took me so far to unknown,
But you just left, now I'm lost.
Surrounded by woods,
Always there to listen to my stories but unable to help.
Poor woods, broken me, there she goes from the back door which I never knew existed.
Felt death although alive.
What could I say more, wishing you happiness.
Happiness with your future were I'm not included.!
The oceans, the stars, the future we created,
Now I'm alone unable to walk through our dreams.
But you do not notice, its deserted place for u.
My heart cry.!
My heart cry not for you to come back.!
My heart cry for the broken promises.
I do not miss you.
I miss us when we were so happy,
That was when we were together creating future in our world.
Hope you're happy with your new world,
Hope you are making it beautiful.
Hope one day I can have a glance at it.
We could not be together forever but the moment we had will at least last till I lost my memory .
just unnfinished Dreams..!
I appreciate this ..
Even if she won't
Even if she's not here to see
Ignored calls and texts
Get it together, breath, breath
Dont let her hear you weak
Dont mention the Edits ooor
The time spent, the courage it took
The pain, the disalusioned days,
Torment
Lost nights spent pacing, reciting
What I would of, what I WILL say
Background music "Only Got 1 Shot1 Opp - err
I lost myself
You'll never know what that truely means
The dry blood - broken promises
I write with
Unfinished Dreams
Waking up to my own Screams
Unable to sleep, unable to hide it
-No one asks why because they rightfully assume you're gone,
I must look like a half of me
On the inside, much less than that
You left me
It's ok I don't blame you
Turns out even I left me
Unfinished Dreams?
Naw more like .. pause ..
Remember to breath
Nothing left to Dream about ...
I miss my best friend..but my best friend had other things going ..I wasn’t his priority an was blocked out of his secret life I had to figure out for myself...an was shot down if I spoke my mind with revenge ..I’m crushed broken hearted isolated from everyone n the world...drowning myself in peach’s n creame...the reality is more than I wanna bare or face...but good luck with ur friends that made u happy...an one more thing b4 I close me d.d.johnson I’ve read more than enough could say a lot but I’m leaving u with this ....just because u don’t no my worth , I always no my worth an what I had brought to the table...my fat ugly ass wasn’t the bag of chips...but it was the fucking bag of chip that made u straight n made our world go round....I don’t need a man..I was the bitch n dick that did it all them 5yrs ...thanks for making me for that stupid for doing US...
every single word gets me .
This is like what just happened to me and my best friend 😟😢😭
I want to tell him that it isn't that easy to move on and if he feels the same but he has found someone new
even if we could just be friends😔
I thought I knew what love was when I spoke to this guy he didn’t like me but I thought I loved him truly
I met this guy we instantly clicked spoke for atleast an hour when we first met
I don’t know how to explain it
Everything you do
Everything we do
I just love thinking about u puts a smile on my face hearin you say I’m be only one you want
You’ll never know how much it means to me
When we say I love you
When we always say good morning but never goodnight because we both don’t want to call it a night
Talking 18 hours with uyou straight all our little conversations you act like a dick try to cover yourself up
But your so sweet so soft so cute I just love you
I don’t imagine myself with or even wanting anyone else because I love you I don’t want any less And I can’t get any better than you
I see all these couples and I think damn they don’t get on like we do I see differently when dating someone if you don’t wanna talk to them if they aint ur best friend if u don’t cry over them if r heart doesn’t feel crushed when they’re sad or angry at u then u don’t love him
I never believed in love at first sight but then I met you.
@@kindheart7532 popular response.. love at first site
@@veritasaequitas4704 Indeed it is a popular one ...
idk what happend to us to be fore real ive had 6 friends took away from my life and its it fault :< i want them back but i cant they far away i miss them i want them but i cant :
Hey, do you wish to get your ex back or restore someone you love?
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This is so beautiful and true. We have built a castle in the sky. But I never questioned you and I never stoped you. And I will never question and will never stop you.
This literally happened to me in my past and I hate my past because of it
"I 'WATCHED YOU WALK AWAY, I NEVER INTENDED TO HURT ANYONE, I WAS VERRY ALONE, I JUST WANTED TO BE ABLE TO 'EXPRESS' MYSELF, THERE'S NO REVENGE, COS I NEVER HAD A PLOT, ONLY A LONELY PERSON, WITH LOVE TO 'GIVE', & UNABLE TO 'EXPRESS ' IT, I NEVER PLANNED ANYTHING, NEVER HAD A CHANCE, NEVER HAD TIME, DIDN'T HAVE MUCH TIME TIME, FOR MYSELF, NOW THAT'S ALL I'VE GOT!!!.
did u ever love me?....
wht happened to us....i watched u fade away from me u said u loved me was i stupid to believe u.?.. i let u in i fought 4 u n u used me *cries*
~to my ex
It happened people... it happened, i lost my best friend, my soulmate, my sister, the one i shared all my secrets, the one i valued the most, the one i loved the most, the one i thought i could never live without... but she just threw it all away, 7 years wasted💔💔 i wasn't enough and she had enough, found another one and forgot about me and now i just feel so empty without her and idk what to do anymore...
Nobody important don't worry. It's going to be better. I had to same thing happen to me. Look I'm still here enjoying the life I have.
What uo
Lhaaaa...
My heart is severely grieved..💔😢
how many times i let my heart play tricks on me & let you in
I miss him I hope he comes back but probably not
lost effective communication. But, nothing happened .
What has to happen you are arrogant so what should I do? No body
I will never understand
And if you are still kind of somewhat, agitated than I also think you're fine in this area in my opinion. The gods honest truth, it's never been you're fault in anyway, I'm not lying, it's the reputation I have that could hurt people that I love and care for. I don't wanna even think about this lady. And so really this is what I'm afraid of, one of the biggest fear I have that I think :-( I'm going to stop if that is ok, yeh, so lol that kind of stung a little...
I can't control my tears
Oh gosh why am i crying so hard..my pillow my pillow is damp with tears 😭😭😭💔💔
Nothing is your fault I did the wrong thing and my relationships I should have stuck what's the one that truly unconditionally had love for me and my children. And I hate myself for doing and betraying you the way I did. I really really want to try to work things out eventually no matter how long it takes breast be back on that friendship impossible relationship again. A35 a 30-year friendship shooting in the way that has ended and we shouldn't betray each other the way we do. I love you more than anything and I'm willing to do anything I have to do. I just wish you would actually meet up with me so we can sit down and talk instead of screaming at each other and not talking to each other. You truly have my heart and I didn't realize that until it was too late and I regret that and I'm sorry for ever hurting you as bad as I did