she is gone. out of my life, but i wish her well in hers. through the pain. and i can't numb the hurt no matter how many times i cut myself open, or shots i down, or joints i smoke. the world has gone from those brilliant shades of chartreuse and periwinkle to the utter grayscale of current reality. i truly haven't a reason that i am here still. when i think of better times, I would think of the day we met. i wish i could relive it over and over again. but i can't, she's gone. it is merely via the grace of god i have yet to pass.
It’s been 9 months 3 days and 8 hours since I lost her. I don’t wanna say I feel your pain because we all go through something unique. I just pray that you stay on this world so one day someone will see your smile and think of a beautiful song like this one.
I usually don't comment and just listen to your pieces to appreciate them and add to a playlist of songs I go through to learn, but I feel it's worth letting you know that this specific piece hits me especially in the feels. Wonderful job as always.
no because he has inspired me to want to play piano…like i mean i’ve been playing piano since i was little but i stopped for awhile, but now that i’ve came across his piano i finally decided that i want to play again. the beautiful melodies that he plays are honestly so mesmerizing, i always feel like they have so much emotion to them. i just love the way he plays, and how each piece always has had such beautiful sounds; the type that just makes you have a wonderful feeling inside of you. but besides that, keep doing what you’re doing, your piano skills are honestly over the top!
word ive been playing for a few years but hes showed me how i can create beautiful and romantic pieces that rly excite me. ive started composing now and its fun asf.
this is literally incredible. With how you can turn unsaid words into music is just…amazing. It’s beautiful, Ive started listening to your music yesterday and I’m in love with how you compose songs.
this was so beautiful i cried. honestly made me reminisce about my grandparents. i miss them every day. thank you for reminding me of my happy memories with them.
What a beautiful piece of music! It's not only a girl's smile. It brings me back to the old days when I was a little bit happy. Thank you! I listen to your songs every night.
I can see my crush smile while listening to this piece, I am getting butterflies, its been ages and I can still see her look. I kind of gave up on the dream of love but this piece reminded me, why I loved her in the first place. Thank you
@@TheaVee Of course! The rolled chords in the opening of Gustav Lange’s Blumenlied kind of give me a romantic vibe that is probably the closest I’ve heard to this, personally. Clara Schumann has some that are close for the same reasons. You forgot your question mark! With grammar like that you must have let your dog type, right? 😀
youre so talented, and able to create different songs with a mixture of emotions. most of your songs sound sad, with little happy sparks in the middle and end, but this is happiness all around and i absolutely love it along with everyone else.
This is astonishingly beautiful. I can tell it has so much meaning and emotion behind it. I haven’t played piano since I was 11 but I’m getting back into it now because I want to learn how to play “Turn the Lights Back On” by Billy Joel. I almost know the first page! Anyways, thank you for sharing your beautiful music with us.
I keep on remembering these songs and i always put them to other things; It's kind of sad that you're not as popular as you should be, and that I'm also stupid. This is beautiful.
Yeah i don’t know what to do… I am fine with the yt stats, but also would like my Spotify account to have the same support… I’ll figure out something, but for now I just want to thank you for everything. Thanks for staying throughout my journey :)
any time i see this man posts a video, i check to see if the songs on spotify, and if it is, then i add it to my playlist before i even listen to it. great work.
There's just something so beautiful about this one right here. Been on the piano for around 3-4 months now. I've only learned moonlight sonata mvt 1 and 2 but THIS is a must learn for me. will be working on this by next week.
This piece is so beautiful! And the way you play it is soo graceful! I'm trying to learn it while u play, and I can't wait for the music sheet! This song made me have tears, which is such an elegant, beautiful piece! Thank you for sharing your amazing performances with the pieces you play!
am stunned to speak.. that is mesmerizingly beautiful. your harmony is exquisite, and it makes me reflect on poignant memories from the past. great work
As I was listening I closed my eyes, and I swear I saw a woman's smile. So beautiful, so innocent, it sent a shock of love, relaxation, and the same nervous feeling you would get when you look at your crush. Yet I have no idea who that person was my mind fabricated, but I hope to find that person one day.
starting at 3:25, i love the trade off with the hands. the balance you maintain between the otherwise competing melodies is beautiful and difficult. also i have to point out how you're balancing writing music AND doing school. very impressive
This man always writes the most jaw dropping and beautiful heartwarming music ever. Every time I listen to your compositions I’m in complete awe. Seriously so amazingly written, composed, and played. Love you and love your music with all my heart 💕
Ahora estaba pasando un mal momento, pero me aparecio tu video, y realmente se me fue mi tristeza, gracias por siempre alegrarme en mis momentos dificiles con tu musica, te quiero matsuii ❤
This piece just brought me closer to figuring something out maybe. This piece felt so…. Idek what to call it. But just….. yes to this piece. Yes yes lol
Bro your music is amazing. I’ve been playing piano since 2020, I learned off RUclips and took lessons for a few months but stopped because they were giving me non-challenging music. Despite loving to play piano, I’ve never really been interested in listening to piano music, but your music has captivated me and motivated me to make some of my own piano compositions. Your music is beautiful and captures emotions that many songs fail to capture. Keep up the amazing work!
dude, i listened to this while looking at pictures of her and me together and she has the brightest smile ever.. i cried because i just realized that i love her so much thank you for posting this
You shared your channel in a leage game we played together, and I love your stuff. That was prob 5 months ago. I fall asleep to your music sometimes. Keep on going and creating, never stop, please.
All I can think of is myself. My smile, appears during happiness and also masks away the pain, anxiety, sadness and so much more. The more I think of it, the more teary I get. 🥲
I miss my girl best friend, dam shes so beautiful, i want to see her smile again, i have this massive crush on her and we stopped a while ago, i still messed up and freaking depressed, i pray every day to see her again, she’s literally so close but so far away, i miss her so much.
Matsuii, I don't know who you are but I definitely want to be like you. Maybe I'll try to upload impros or something, but I love your way of putting words into music. I hope one day I can reach people like you've reached me. Love your work ❤
and once again he always gets it right
I hope so… I’m not quite sure with the piano mixing though
@@Matsuiio IT'S NOT POSSIBLE, this is incredible
Indeed he did
He never Disapoints❤
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Thats a beautiful way to start the morning on a school day
Doing that rn 😂😂😂
HOW DID U KNOWWWW 😭😭
that unknown nostalgia coming from those notes give me chills ✨
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she is gone. out of my life, but i wish her well in hers. through the pain. and i can't numb the hurt no matter how many times i cut myself open, or shots i down, or joints i smoke. the world has gone from those brilliant shades of chartreuse and periwinkle to the utter grayscale of current reality. i truly haven't a reason that i am here still. when i think of better times, I would think of the day we met. i wish i could relive it over and over again. but i can't, she's gone. it is merely via the grace of god i have yet to pass.
Pain and joy
doubt and hope
She may never come back, but life will forever be so much better having known her
I’m sorry man
It’s been 9 months 3 days and 8 hours since I lost her. I don’t wanna say I feel your pain because we all go through something unique. I just pray that you stay on this world so one day someone will see your smile and think of a beautiful song like this one.
I can’t get enough of this song. The dynamics put into the notes gives it a perfect amount of happiness and nostalgia
I usually don't comment and just listen to your pieces to appreciate them and add to a playlist of songs I go through to learn, but I feel it's worth letting you know that this specific piece hits me especially in the feels. Wonderful job as always.
Thank you :) I’ve been thinking that my old music is way better than the new stuff, but these type of comments are really helpful
no because he has inspired me to want to play piano…like i mean i’ve been playing piano since i was little but i stopped for awhile, but now that i’ve came across his piano i finally decided that i want to play again. the beautiful melodies that he plays are honestly so mesmerizing, i always feel like they have so much emotion to them. i just love the way he plays, and how each piece always has had such beautiful sounds; the type that just makes you have a wonderful feeling inside of you. but besides that, keep doing what you’re doing, your piano skills are honestly over the top!
word ive been playing for a few years but hes showed me how i can create beautiful and romantic pieces that rly excite me. ive started composing now and its fun asf.
I couldn't agree more
That explains what I'm feeling today...
Your music gives me hope that life can become more than what it is. Thank you for playing and uploading your music!
What a nice compliment !! If I were to describe my style, it would be as “idealistic”
A portrait of what life could be… just how you described it
Thank you for putting her smile into your sound. You are a beautiful soul.
this is literally incredible. With how you can turn unsaid words into music is just…amazing. It’s beautiful, Ive started listening to your music yesterday and I’m in love with how you compose songs.
PERFECT i cant stop thinking when her smile
this was so beautiful i cried. honestly made me reminisce about my grandparents. i miss them every day. thank you for reminding me of my happy memories with them.
Beautiful harmony choices, and the title is very fitting :)
Thank you so much Edin, it’s very meaningful coming from you :)
What a beautiful piece of music! It's not only a girl's smile. It brings me back to the old days when I was a little bit happy. Thank you! I listen to your songs every night.
I can see my crush smile while listening to this piece, I am getting butterflies, its been ages and I can still see her look. I kind of gave up on the dream of love but this piece reminded me, why I loved her in the first place. Thank you
Never knew how versatile a bouncy 3/4 could be until I scrolled through your channel
Have you ever heard a waltz.
@@TheaVee Of course! The rolled chords in the opening of Gustav Lange’s Blumenlied kind of give me a romantic vibe that is probably the closest I’ve heard to this, personally. Clara Schumann has some that are close for the same reasons.
You forgot your question mark! With grammar like that you must have let your dog type, right? 😀
man what the hell is a bouncy 3/4 💀
@@averylll17 2 Famous examples you might have heard of are Chopin’s A minor waltz and the waltz sections of the ever-popular Merry-Go-Round of Life.
I love your songs you play, they always have a special way to reach deep in my memories and make me cry.
That’s my main goal as a composer !! Glad to hear this
This gives me very strong feelings of when I first and last met her, thank you.
youre so talented, and able to create different songs with a mixture of emotions. most of your songs sound sad, with little happy sparks in the middle and end, but this is happiness all around and i absolutely love it along with everyone else.
This is astonishingly beautiful. I can tell it has so much meaning and emotion behind it. I haven’t played piano since I was 11 but I’m getting back into it now because I want to learn how to play “Turn the Lights Back On” by Billy Joel. I almost know the first page! Anyways, thank you for sharing your beautiful music with us.
Wow great dynamics. This is music not just notes on a page. Amazing 🤩
your pieces always hit the spot man
oooh, her smile is beautiful :)
Me: *sees Matsuii posted*
Also Me: *Rushes to youtube to watch the new composition*
I love it
Matsuiis back 🚑🔥🔥
This made me cry. I miss her smile so much
I keep on remembering these songs and i always put them to other things; It's kind of sad that you're not as popular as you should be, and that I'm also stupid. This is beautiful.
Yeah i don’t know what to do… I am fine with the yt stats, but also would like my Spotify account to have the same support…
I’ll figure out something, but for now I just want to thank you for everything. Thanks for staying throughout my journey :)
@@Matsuiio couldn't help but smile :) you deserve more. Happy to support you.
Amazing as usual, and good luck on your bio test!
Ohhh thanks 😞😞
The power of music is deep man
I just.. it's put me into a trance.
any time i see this man posts a video, i check to see if the songs on spotify, and if it is, then i add it to my playlist before i even listen to it. great work.
Wow!!! I was mesmerized on how beautiful this piece was. Thank you❤️🔥✨
There's just something so beautiful about this one right here. Been on the piano for around 3-4 months now. I've only learned moonlight sonata mvt 1 and 2 but THIS is a must learn for me. will be working on this by next week.
now i need to go check out all your other compositions after that masterpiece
No words can describe how great this song is, I found one of my new favorites. You definitely earned my sub.
i hope shes doing well and achieve everything she wanted. will always be here , i miss you so much emi.
143 - OUR DEAREST MARI. THE SUN SHINED BRIGHTER EHEN SHE WAS HERE.
She sounds so lovely and gentle. Hope the test went well.
This piece is so beautiful! And the way you play it is soo graceful! I'm trying to learn it while u play, and I can't wait for the music sheet! This song made me have tears, which is such an elegant, beautiful piece! Thank you for sharing your amazing performances with the pieces you play!
Thank you so much for taking the time to write this :’)
The sheet is ready if you are still interested
thank you for sharing your art with the world, keep going and good luck on bio
Your compositions are incredibly relaxing and emotional, they help me smile and bring me joy. Thank you so much Mastuii, it's beautiful.
I cannot describe how this makes me feel. Just wanna say, this is by far one of ur best creations
i imagining my mom's smile while hear this :)
I hope i could make her smile more often.......
This is super enchanting!! Genius ✨
That's so beautiful 😭💗you're an amazing music writer
you always know how to spark emotion and evoke it from ones mind; you're very talented i hope u go far with this
I always feel a childlike wonder when I listen to your works, they always elevate me
Truly amazing! Fragile, charmed and enchanted piece...absolutely wonderful❤
this is so beautiful, genuinely - can't wait for the sheets one day, would love to play this as well
am stunned to speak.. that is mesmerizingly beautiful. your harmony is exquisite, and it makes me reflect on poignant memories from the past. great work
I can always take a deep breath when I listen to these melodies...really thank you
Impressive, truly impressive, your music is the real art I was seeking for in ten years, thank you so much
As I was listening I closed my eyes, and I swear I saw a woman's smile. So beautiful, so innocent, it sent a shock of love, relaxation, and the same nervous feeling you would get when you look at your crush. Yet I have no idea who that person was my mind fabricated, but I hope to find that person one day.
Matsuii you always make such beautiful songs❤
Everytime you upload a Song it makes my life a little bit better thx and this specific song i remember her again....
starting at 3:25, i love the trade off with the hands. the balance you maintain between the otherwise competing melodies is beautiful and difficult. also i have to point out how you're balancing writing music AND doing school. very impressive
the balance is 90% music 10% school (help)
Very beautiful. Thank you for sharing! Going right into my playlist.
I wan to reiterate, this is outstanding.
@@daniellekroppglad you liked it :D !!
goodluck buddy! thank you for the beautiful pieces, they really help make my day better.
This sounds like pure bittersweet love!
I like how you changed what chords and melody you play from your typical Matsuii pieces.
Gonna learn this real quick before I leave to Japan for a month, I wanna learn something pretty, thank you for the piece!
This man always writes the most jaw dropping and beautiful heartwarming music ever. Every time I listen to your compositions I’m in complete awe. Seriously so amazingly written, composed, and played. Love you and love your music with all my heart 💕
Thanks for such a nice compliment
As always best. Thank to world i found your chanel from milions of them....... Thats gift
This is so beautiful😭💗💗
Ahora estaba pasando un mal momento, pero me aparecio tu video, y realmente se me fue mi tristeza, gracias por siempre alegrarme en mis momentos dificiles con tu musica, te quiero matsuii ❤
This piece just brought me closer to figuring something out maybe. This piece felt so…. Idek what to call it. But just….. yes to this piece. Yes yes lol
I LOVE YOUR MUSIC!!!!!!
:D THANKSS
Wonderful!! Thank you very much for sharing this masterpiece with your fans!!
Bro your music is amazing. I’ve been playing piano since 2020, I learned off RUclips and took lessons for a few months but stopped because they were giving me non-challenging music. Despite loving to play piano, I’ve never really been interested in listening to piano music, but your music has captivated me and motivated me to make some of my own piano compositions. Your music is beautiful and captures emotions that many songs fail to capture. Keep up the amazing work!
Reminds me of something beautiful and peaceful
dude, i listened to this while looking at pictures of her and me together and she has the brightest smile ever.. i cried because i just realized that i love her so much thank you for posting this
Idk how cringey this could sound but I composed this after looking a picture of her lol
@@Matsuiio THAT IS NOT CRINGEY WHATSOEVER!!! 💖💖
This is beautiful
Thanks ^^
Oh man, i wanna cry now, i hope one day someone hears this when they see me smile
Thx for this beautiful piece, i'll anxiously wait fot the sheet, meanwhile good luck om your biology test❤❤
The only reason I play piano is to one day be able to play your songs for someone, beautiful piece as always
You shared your channel in a leage game we played together, and I love your stuff. That was prob 5 months ago. I fall asleep to your music sometimes. Keep on going and creating, never stop, please.
i cried immediately thank you ❤
I love and hate you for this all at the same time😭
this is amazing
Good luck for your tests! ❤
We need this on spotify and apple music
I honestly wanna make lyrics cause this sounds that good. good job
this song to me feels like losing something that meant a whole lot to you
You are a great komposer. Keep it going!
All I can think of is myself. My smile, appears during happiness and also masks away the pain, anxiety, sadness and so much more. The more I think of it, the more teary I get. 🥲
Luck with your biology test. I loved the piece.
this song plays in your mind when you watch her do something.
How she made me feel, back in the day when she was still here…
Beautiful as always!
I miss my girl best friend, dam shes so beautiful, i want to see her smile again, i have this massive crush on her and we stopped a while ago, i still messed up and freaking depressed, i pray every day to see her again, she’s literally so close but so far away, i miss her so much.
I love the nostalgic
wonderful. god, i love all your stuff also good luck on your bio :) i have all my finals next week!!!
Same, good luck !!
beautiful work❤🩹
the smile I have never seen again
in Matsuii we trust.
Matsuii, I don't know who you are but I definitely want to be like you. Maybe I'll try to upload impros or something, but I love your way of putting words into music. I hope one day I can reach people like you've reached me. Love your work ❤
I love your channel sm thank you
sounds good :3
What i wish someone would hear and feel when they see me smile
Same 🥲
So beautiful 💕💕 pleasee release sheet music!!
as usual very beautiful!!!
Glad to hear it !! ^^