Drown (Lyrics)- Tyler Joseph
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- Опубликовано: 21 сен 2024
- Lyrics to the song "Drown" by Tyler Joseph off his album 'No Phun Intended.'
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"Tyler is so wise and his words are so meaningful and the way he expels words is so powerful."
Tyler: I am a bean
+iBlurryface Tyler can be poetic yet can be hilarious sometimes
Tyler: my taste in music is your face
Tyler: I put socks on my feet
Tyler: A moth ate through your favorite shirt
+iBlurryface did he seriously say that lmao i'm dying
heyitsboomer
It's on his Twitter
Tyler: *writes meaningful songs like Drown*
Also Tyler: _fAST FOOD GREASY TACO I LOOOVE-_
Pretty much
yeah, that's tyler
I've got two faces BLURRYS THE ONE IM NOT
*MY CHALUPAS*
Speed _ BEEF AND CHEESE AND LETTUCE
I was 15 when I first listened to this and wanted to end my life, I’m now almost 21 and studying psychology at University in order to help others struggling with mental health. You can get through anything, stay alive 🖤
Georgia Kingsley this comment literally made me cry, I am so happy that you have been able to use the pain in your past to help others. Literally, I don’t even know you yet I’m so proud. Keep up the hard work, I'll be praying for you ❤️
Monique Castelli Thankyou, I really appreciate your kind words🖤
❤️
We have the same dream! I'm 15 in 2 days, and I too want to become a psychologist to help others who are struggling with mental health. I too wanted/want to end my life, but the idea of helping others keeps me alive.
Please reply, I'd love to hear about your personal experiences and about the psychology course!!!!!!!!!!!
Yesssssssss im so proud of you! Congratulations on staying alive and pushing through the droughts. So very proud :)💛
Tyler is honestly my biggest inspiration, because the same guy who struggled with so much, who wrote these insanely deep and emotional songs is now touring all over the world, playing shows with his best friend, releasing his 6th album, he's got a beautiful family and his son has just been born. I could go on and on about how far this man has come and how insanely proud we all are of him. No matter what happens, there's always something to look forward to |-/
Idk if you're gonna read this but hi. I'm Alex. I'm coming back to this song today because I'm stuck in a cycle. My family is once again falling apart and I don't know what to do. Twenty one pilots has helped me so much and I don't know what I would do without them. I don't know what I would do without the clique. If my attempt had worked then I would've never discovered self titled, rab, npi, and I would've made it to experience the release of Clancy. I love everything about this band and they have inspired me and my writing so much. Stay alive, please. Because I'm starting to think that it might be worth it |-/
I love your comment so much, and I definitely agree, we are so proud of how far he’s come. Stay alive |-/
@@pandorasbox_music Bring your burdens to Christ. All it takes is a conversation between you and He. You're going through a process to become the person you were created to be. The best thing you can do is be aware that there is a reason for everything and an intended direction for your life. You have to look for it in every battle you face. Strength doesn't come naturally, it is born out of trials and tribulations. Leaders aren't born, they're created. "As iron sharpens iron, so one person sharpens another."
Psalm 32:8
I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will counsel you with my eye upon you.
Proverbs 3:5-6
Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to Him, and He will make your paths straight.
Tyler is one of the few people who can rap with class and emotion
But there is actually so many
+BigBanksPlaylist1 who
Lupe Fiasco, Eyedea, Slug from Atmosphere, Brother Ali,Sage Francis (also does spoken word). Those guys listed are all smart people who have emotion in their songs, real meaning including love or education on world problems. Especially Sage Francisand Brother Ali if you want class and emotion. Theres a lot more too
+BigBanksPlaylist1 okay thanks I'll check them out. I have heard about Sage before
Eminem (Not slim), Hilltop Hoods
I didn't cry reading the lyrics but I almost cried explaining to my best friend what I did last night (listening to Tyler's old songs) and how strong Tyler was 10 years ago and how far he's become
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TYLER
I am not a muggle true
Littleoreo
no I didn't. why?
Littleoreo what I meant by "did last night" is actually listening to Tyler's old songs. It's not that clear I'm gonna change that ^^
I am not a muggle Oh, sorry. I didn't see that, i was ready to give you an Internet hug and therapy😂
I am not a muggle I love ur username are you a fan of Harry Potter
"Sometimes you have to choose between turning the page, or closing the book"
_For the love of TØP, turn the page..._
you should turn the page but i’m starting to close the book
@@hurtingful4643 please don't, i know it's hard cause it'll always be
Silverwolf5369X but you don’t understand what i’m going through
Silverwolf5369X is right, it’s not worth it. i have also gone through things and i still am. i understand it is hard to stay alive, but we’ll stay alive, for tyler thanks to his meaningful lyrics i stay a little calm. you have to see that it is worth it to stay alive. you have a purpose, you are alive for a reason. please, stay alive fren ||-//
Tyler be writing insanely deep lyrics like this
Also Tyler: PENNY LOAFER SQUEAK!!
Don’t forget about Taco Bell saga
Yo a newer comment
ACROSS LINOLEUM
@@my_nam3s_blurryface BIG FLEX COMPLEX
Napoleonnnn
I love how drown and fall away both have one part in them thats the same
Yeah, Tyler did that to blasphemy as well, since this album wasn't released to the Internet or put on anything like iTunes, he took a verse and put it into the songs for twenty one pilots(the self titled album)
YES YES YES I WAS LIKE "I THOUGHT THIS SOUNDS FAMILIAR"
YES THATS THE SONG I COULDNT THINK OF WHICH SONG HAD THAT PART IN IT
He did it with ode to sleep too, Just Like Yesterday has the "On the eve of a day" verse in it as well as ode to sleep
Ikr i was scrolling thorough the comments while listening and I listened to that part and I was like "where have I heard that before"
I love how Tyler Joseph writes better songs about God than any Christian band I've heard. And while Tyler and Josh are Christians they don't claim to be a Christian band.
james pope it’s a good way to go under the radar and when people dig deep into the lyrics they’ll find a Christian meaning. I’m glad someone else noticed this other than me.
Omg yes
I have notice it to
Just bc I’m atheist doesn’t make me an atheist band.
Hector Vazquez Its not that, but the fact than many of their songs have a Christian meaning.
I know probably no one will see this but This song and this band and this fan base, has saved my life ||-// thank you 💛
Yeah, thank the lord for TØP. My favorite band by far. Stay alive ll-//.
No problem just here to pass these songs and live on
Stay alive brother
I'm honored, as a member of this fan base, to have helped save your life. Stay alive, it's worth it. We all promise.
Same ||-//
This is the saddest song I’ve ever heard. I listened to this in my darkest times. Now it reminds me of how far I’ve come since then. I made it to college. I have a girlfriend. I learned how to play guitar on my own. I know who I am and who I want to be. I still have dark times. To everyone who is in the place I was 5 years ago, it hurts, but if you make it through this, you’ll survive anything. You are strong and worthy of a happy life.
You're a not alone, man. This music and lyrics is what unite us. I hope you find a glimmer of light in TOP's music as some of us do. As you said, you have achieved many things; you deserve a happy and worthy life too. We are the only ones who can face our own demons and hope you can be free of them someday. Stay alive |-/
So you "taught yourself to play guitar, tearin' it up" ok sorry but fr tho congrats, you made it!
working on making it through my senior year of high school right now. today's one of my lowest days so i'm listening to the old songs. thank you, i needed this :)
did u learn guitar on “the tube”? ty sai for the amazing lyrics
I only listen to this song in my darkest times also, been atleast 8 years since I've listened to it. But here I am again.
"He can't fall down anymore 'cause he's already on the floor"
I'd usually say I'm not emotional...
Tyler had different plans
Stay alive frens. You've made it this far. you can make it. You're not alone.
Thank you for your beautiful comment. Stay alive-and I mean that. I don’t want to use that phrase as lightly as I would a “sincerely” to close a letter. I mean it with every fiber of my being. The world would feel a genuine loss if you do not remain in it. I don’t know you, but I do know that you have a purpose in this world, and I hope that you share your gifts with everyone around you. God bless you for your thoughtful comment and selfless heart. ||=//
l-/
thank you stay alive friend
Caleb Cash poor man
Thank you. You save me |-/
The whole no phun intended album is like a sharp knife through my fucking heart I relate to every song so so much it makes me scream and cry the fact that tyler can perfectly describe how i feel inside when I can't makes me terrified but glad that he understands
Jinchuriki same it seems like his songs understand me more then I do myself
I know that sounds weird
But it’s like I can’t describe the pain in my mind and his songs basically put the pain into words
Into songs I love
tb saga
Edgy
What about tb saga
@@smileycelest2906 *ESPECIALLY* TB Saga
It's saddening to think he thought he would not live to adulthood, Thank god he is still around. If he and the band as a whole wasn't around a lot of people would not be here
Stay Alive |-/
so true l-/
Exactly ||-//
There’s been times too, that I thought I wouldn’t live to the age of 18, it shocked me that I even graduated high school, now thanks to his music and other bands/artists influences I have made it to my last year of college, and I am finally happy with life
Yess ||-//
I always thought I'd never see my graduation from highschool, I was so close, and I remember clearly, I was sitting on my bed, it was maybe 1 am, and I was thinking of how I should kill myself, and if I should write a suicide note, and I wanted to play music because it would help me think. I just so happened to play this song. It made me realize that maybe if I stick around for a little more, I'll find something good. And lucky for me, I found some amazing people who have the same goals as me. Write songs and stay alive, and I'm happy to say I graduated :) every time I'm starting to go through a dark time, I come to this song to make me feel better.
Thank God and the universe and everything and life and Josh and Jenna and the clique and oh god II-//
I don't know what we would all do without Tyler Joseph
I do truly believe it was God.
The people who refuse to listen to anything other than stressed out,ride and heathens are really missing out honestly.
I thought this was gonna be hate on mainstream fans and you positively surprised me ❤️
For some, like me, it may actually be a *barrier* to discovering these songs. I only decided to listen to TØP because my friend kept nagging me about it. I hate stressed out and ride and I assumed that’s what all their other songs were. A year or so later here I am, knowing all the songs and so grateful I got pushed to listen to them.
True dat
Give them time to discover the songs if they are true banditos.
HONESTLYYY
i love this. because tyler goes deep, and shows the real side of what its like with depression. he doesnt sugercoat it, he doesnt say its not that bad. he tells you how it is, the ugly, and horrible truth. he shares his insecurities and darkest thoughts.
so you know youre not alone, so you know this is real and happening. but also so you know that you can get trough. no matter how dark it gets, that you can stay alive, live on.
stay safe frens, you're worth it |-/
undun the beauty is that the ‘you’ in this song is Jesus, there is always hope
Tyler invaded my mind and wrote a song about what he found. It's so true to me that I'm beyond tears.
Sally Foster the beauty is that the ‘you’ in this song is Jesus, there is always hope
2:32
"for name's sake, abuse grace"
me: hey this sounds familiar
*looks it up* *fall away comes up*
Me: WOAHHHH!
the whole paragraph is in fall away aswell not just those words
I'm glad you found out :)
the whole verse
when your name is Grace...
Grace I have to ask..do you feel threatened by young Tyler😂😂
todays a drown kinda day
I wish Drown was on Spotify
felt it's an old tøp on yt kinda day every day
@@MementoMori-kn4dhmy friend said there was a way to put your own audio files on there as songs but idk how to do that
Todays a drown kinda day fr
Jesus loves you :)
I love how this is partly the same rap as in Fall Away, because it's so special knowing that I heard it live. This, which he wrote so many years ago and now performs in front of thousands of people. Wow, just wow.
Lisa Kokx I REALISED THAT AND I GOT HAPPY
Lisa Kokx I rapped it to my cat
I got really happy as well when I thought of it! And that, my friend, is quality. Yes, I agree. Rap those lyrics to your cat. Show him/her how much you rock those beautifully constructed sentences (I'm lame sorry)
Lisa Kokx nonono you're not lame, I actually have rapped the hardest part of Kitchen Sink
Potato That Sings I am so proud of you that is really difficult! I should be able to rap every TOP song, but I often fuck up. It doesn't help that I'm not a native English speaker either haha (also I love your name and your icon)
i’m showing this song to my mum, and she said that tyler sounds different from when he’s in twenty one pilots. i said, “well of course, he isn’t using the best of microphones and it’s in his basement” but she said no. she said that tyler sounds as if he’s trying to sound like someone he isn’t because he doesn’t have the confidence yet.
wow my heart.
no. this album is raw as hell and 100% Tyler and his struggles. He's not acting like someone he isn't. The screaming, the emotion... It's real. But when Tyler created Twenty One Pilots, he sounded different because he got to know his mind, and he could write about it with a steadier voice and a clearer head. also, he quite literally got older, and his voice changed. That's why he sounds different.
*screams*
@@emanuelashosha aGREED
ruby is unoriginal your mum is a smart lady
I don’t think that he’s trying to sound like someone else, he’s just younger here. He was in a chapter of his life then, different from twenty one pilots, different from blurry face, different from vessel. It’s the time that changes. It’s very beautiful to be able to experience this Tyler.
I totally lost it when he said ' don't wanna do this anymore'.
Right as i read this, he said it an I was just like SHITTT THIS IS GANNA BE THE DEATH OF MEE
Pøwer tø the fairly løcal dreamer samE
Pøwer tø the fairly løcal dreamer I started sobbing at that part
Pøwer tø the fairly løcal dreamer SAME
Pøwer tø the fairly løcal dreamer smaeeeer
Eminem: I’m the best rapper.
Tyler: *hold my chlorine*
Ok I like Tyler, but saying that he is better than Eminem is just wrong.
Michael Bozas when
@@ahhh8092 okay well no, Tyler isnt a better rapper than em, he doesnt trtcto be.
Wtf is this dumbass statement of yours
@@michaelbozas traitor
Not every artist have the same music
its almost 2019 and im still here, and im ever so grateful for that
edit: well its 2020 now angels :) seeing all these replies makes me so happy. im sticking around no matter how hard life has been or will be, and i hope you all do the same
Now its the 2019
Glad you’re all still here
Stay alive frens |-/
it is 2019, and I'm still here xD
Same
Frens
This is the man who has saved 1000's of lifes.
Probably millions at this point
quite literally
I’m one of em
@@Zurtron me too
@@Zurtron - Me too
I feel safe in this part of the Clique... is deep, like no one can find us here
Same
Hehehehe he I found you
You're safe everywhere in the clique (sorry for the bad English) stay alive fren |-/
babs blobios
Your English is great!
Iconbelu you'll always be safe here, my fren :)
🖤 - No Phun Intended
💚 - Self Titled
💜 - Regional at Best
💙 - Vessel
💗 - Blurryface
💛 - Trench
wtf is this supposed to mean
lori miller the colors of the albums probably
even tho blurryface would be ❤️ so I don’t know-
lori miller i honestly have no idea-
lori miller went from black the saddest color to yellow the happiest color
🖤💚💜💙💗💛
I'm actually crying purely because of the emotional state Tyler must have been in to write this song. Is that normal?
it's totally normal. I think
sam e ):
+Ashley i was crying 15 minutes ago because i couldn't find out why Tyler was so sad so.. i guess yes, yes it is normal
+Ashley Same. Before I even thought about how well I can relate, that was me. And I write poetry so I know how it is...
.: Stay Street.:StayALIVE l-/
I have literally done the same thing, more than once lol
If you're here because you can relate to the song, listen to me.
It gets better.
I'm not just saying that to be cliche and cheesy. No, I really, really mean it.
I was at a point where I thought I was going to die. I was convinced I had nothing to live for. I was convinced my life was over. I lost purpose, I lost sanity, I lost motivation. I was ridden by anxiety and drowned by depression. I almost died.
But I made it out of the dark tunnel of feelings. The dark tunnel of horrid hate, and intrusive thoughts, and reeling OCD. I made it out, and now I'm breathing the beautiful, free air again. And it feels so good. After you've been sad for so long, happiness is so beautiful.
Hang on. Hang in there. Stay strong. Stay street. Stay alive I-/
thank you , I needed this..
neem k Of course :) stay alive fren
Grayce Crandall thank you, I needed this. I'm going through a really tough time rn
Info Chan Stay Alive I-/
Grayce Crandall thank you fren |-/
im still crying about the fact that the second rap is the same as in fall away
rip me
+Hanna Howell Lester same omg
+Hanna Howell Lester bruh same.
PHANDOM
OH MY GOD THANK YOU IVE BEEN TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT SONG IVE HEARD IT IN BEFORE
I am so proud of how far tyler has got since he wrote this, I mean his child is turning 1 in a little over a month, he is happily married, and when this was written I don't think he even imaged being able to save thousands or even millions of lives just because he was writing music. Tyler Joseph is a life saver, or for me he was, and being able to come back and listen to his music that got me through middle school is so amazing. If I can make ir, and if Tyler can make it, you can too. I hope you're all doing well :)
I wish we all could just see him and say thank you because his music helped so many people and his music just make life more easy
I’m not crying.
You’re crying.
I’m fine.
I’m lying. I’m very far from fine.
Lets both cry.
Oh no no
*Emperor Ingo*
this is supposed to be serious but i’m crying laughing, bless you you magnificent human being
@@skeletronas5867 U HAVE THE EXACT SAME PROFILE PIC
LOL
diamOnd RG3 it’s a meme, the oh yea yea meme
And I, I can feel them moving in, feel my conscience wearing thin. And my skin, it will start, to break up and fall apart
After all this time, I've always found myself turning to Drown. I've been a fan for quite a few years now. This song is gorgeous, but it kills me to know that Tyler wrote it in high school. He dealt with some of the same things and horrible thoughts that some of us have and he turned the pain into a beautiful thing and helped so many others. Now look - here you are. Right now. Alive. You deserve to be. You are worth it. Let's all keep singing together. ||-//
Thanks this means alot to me and alot of other people he helped us figure things out like not to commit suicide and we all should thank him and you guys thank you for writing this it means alot thank you for keeping us alive ||-//
Hello,
Today you are alive
You are alive because of yourself
You should be proud of that
You didn't drown,
Even though you almost did,
Even though you were fighting for air,
Hoping that someone would reach out and grab your hand.
You struggled, yes
But you made it
You didn't drown
You're still here,
Still alive.
Nique Smile i love you ❤️
I… thanks
I recently almost drowned accidentally. That was my third time.
Hi... um... I'm not trying to ruin the message or the mood or anything, but him saying "can you drown me" is a good thing here. See, he doesn't mean "can you kill me." What he's saying is "can you save me." He's saying a prayer to God and asking him to drown him in His love. But I get what your saying.😊☺
and that makes it worse, I am still alive. why I am here? fuckkkk
This song absolutely broke me. 35 year old man standing in my kitchen balling. I swear it's like all of the words I can never seem to find to explain, and he already wrote a song about it... Thank you, Tyler.
The first rap section makes me cry…
Specially the "Is the blood mine or yours? Don't want to do this anymore" part
LilySkittles Cat the first few seconds into the song makes me cry...
all no phun intended makes me cry
Me too
no wey no entendi
to the clikkies who are still listening to this song, yes we lost the full album to copyright, but no phun intended will always be in our hearts. stay alive ||-//
@@staytars I did as well. Thank you for this as well!
MAD MADDY you’re welcome!
Kiara real clique members use multiple gigabytes on their device just for tyler
@@staytars this is sick, thank u so much
@@staytars Oh my goodness you're amazing I downloaded it
This sounds different at night...
You can here all the different background noises
Pttld
Honestly
It’s different underwater as well
Does it count if I'm in my closet?
@@BeallRacing25 i think so. I was there for years🤣
Heres the lyrics again for if you can’t keep up like me 😅
Here I come, come to you in the very clothes
That I killed, killed you in and now I know I'm alone
I walk to you, rain falls from you
Can you wash me, can you drown me?
I wanna be a lot of things, so much pent up inside of me
I wanna be stronger, too long I've sat here undecidedly
Planning strategy, half of me know it's all just a fallacy
Failing miserably, drastically and then I crash dramatically
Into a wall I've hit a hundred times before
And yet I still ignore the dark red blood stains on the floor
And I'm back in front of you, Lord, with the blood on the floor
Is the blood mine or yours? Don't wanna do this anymore
Back and forth between me and me and who you call me to be
You see a man free who thinks he has to buy a key
To a door but he can't 'cause he's poor and he can't
Fall down anymore 'cause he's already on the floor
And his heart is broken and all and this is his scar
But it's warm from crying 'cause he will try nine times
To realize nine crimes but he has more than nine lives
So he picks himself up and keeps climbing for the prize again
Here I come again to you
Just to show the blood soaked through
Through my bones and all I own
Is there a way for me to grow?
I walk to you, rain falls from you
Can you wash me, can you drown me, please?
Every time I feel selfish ambition is taking my vision
My crime is my sentence, repentance is taking commission
It's taking a toll on my soul, I'm screaming submission and
I don't know if I am dying or living
'Cause I will save a face for name's sake
Abuse grace, take a aim to obtain a new name in a newer place
But my name is lame, I can't walk and I ain't the same
And my name became a new destiny to the grave and
They say the ocean's blue but it's black right now
In the dark, on the sand, looking out at my crowd
Depression and drowning singing now the full parts
A lightning reveals where the ocean stops and the sky starts
I've been told by the sky that the ocean I shall win
But it's hard for me to see where ocean stops, and where sky begins
A random strike of light reminds me of what is true
But right now the ocean is black and black the sky is too
Ty..
Imagine yourself as Tyler's parents at the time. You walk around quietly because you know Tyler's recording music in the basement. You know how much this means to him. You sit down next to your spouse and just listen to the music your son is creating down there. All the children are in their rooms listening also. You hear the child that you have spent so much time with, raising him the best you can, you hear him shout "Save me". You hear him scream "He can't fall down any more, he's already on the floor". You hear all these words coming out of his mouth, and you try not to cry. It doesn't work.
1. Fall on floor
2. Try not to cry
3. Cry a lot
U made me feel so bad for my mom... I wonder if the real reason she hates tøp is because of the message behind it... She tries to help but she doesn't know she's making it worse..
Iirc his family and him had problems that he doesnt like to talk about to outside people
You don’t know how his parents were
But cool story bro
@@ofeliar9978 I'm sorry I hope things are better now, praying for you
A year ago I thought I’d die from suicide. Now I’m on a better track with a plan to become a pilot. My dream is to join the U.S. Air Force. When I make it there, I’ll remember crying to this song and be glad I didn’t end my life.
Stay alive |-/
That's and amazing dream hope you get there!
Keep going dude! Achieve your dreams
im sorry but PILOT ARE THERE TWENTY ONE OF THEM
You go, kid! Always reach out if you need it
Yes! The bad times will cease one day and you’ll be so glad you are alive
I think 0:00-3:38 is the best part
Even Stranger Things Offical idk man, i like 0:01 to 3:35
Same
sweet reets asmr yep same!!❤ |-/
+Paige the Pigeon I see you on Presley walker's streams!
RJ Reyna ohhh yay I've been recognized! I really like twenty one pilots as you can probably tell XD
For the past 8 years I’ve always returned to this album when going through rough patches.
I hope anyone who sees this finds their way out of whatever hardship they’re in. Things will get better eventually, just give it some time and hope. You’re not alone
I'm the same, for the past 6 years. I needed to read this tonight and you're not alone either.
Thank god I found this song a few years back
And the band
They have helped me through my tough times with their music. I really want to meet Twenty Øne Piløts and thank them for their music. I struggle with ADHD, anxiety, and depression and I fear of letting my parents down if I give up with life. Often times I feel as if life isn't worth living. But with music from a band that goes through what I go through, I feel like I can keep fighting. Last weekend I tried to take my life but I remembered their song Migraine when Tyler sings "sometimes to stay alive you gotta kill your mind" and then I thought to myself "you know what? I almost died when I was born but I fought for my life. I'm not going to end something I just started 13-14 years ago." So all in all, their music reminds me that all people have depression or have had it and the strong ones stay alive.
And thank you to the supportive clique. You guys understand where I'm coming from and what I'm talking about.
Stay alive, fren. |-/
I know exactly what your going through. Life's tough but you have to keep going and not give up becuase there are people that care about you and always will. Stay Alive |-/
C-Rap Pop-sicles stay alive, stay with us. If you ever consider it again, think how sad the clique would be. Because even though we don't know each other... we are still family and we help everyone. But not just us. Think. Think how Tyler and Josh would feel. That's what I told my friend, and it saved her. 💖
C-Rap Pop-sicles Its so tru, all of us have somthing that we go through and i aswell am glad that i found this band because alot of us prob wouldnt be here to listen to this beautiful music. (also i have herd of run-on-sentences, dont make fun o me, bada tsssss.) |-/
I'm happy that you're alive! Please, keep going! Stay alive, fren |-/
Like same. I want to end it all sometimes, but I don't want to make my whole family sad when I die. I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die.
This is the drama-free, lovely, side of the clique, most of which have been heavily influenced by Tyler, if it wasn't for him, some of us wouldn't be alive right now. But your life is worth it, and I'm completely serious when I say this, stay alive, it gets better tomorrow. I promise. |-/
Margot l-/ |-/
|-/
Margot l-/ but this side of the clique also has fake suicides :/
the clique is so amazing i just love to read the comments and see that everyone supports each other in their hard times and that is what makes the clique so important for me and my live
stay alive my frens |-/
Stay alive fren |-/
sad bop
libby You are everywhere
Rishav Bajaj ikr
Mood
My life is a sad bop
libby half of tøp’s songs are sad bops if you listen close enough
I was 14 when I first heard this song, that's when I started developing a huge love for this band. Their music helped me so much, and getting to see them in concert when I was 15 was a dream come true. Now I'm 20 and I'm headed for college for art. This band helped me through depression, and helped make so many happy memories and friendships. God I wish I could thank them for it all. I'm listening to all their songs now and crying happy tears of nostalgia :') and I remember every single word of every song ah :') I'll never stop supporting Tyler and Josh 💖
So proud of you 😌
"This is perfect music to listen to while studying!"
*attempts to study but is too busy trying tot sing along with Tyler
that's a perfect description of me rn
*attempts to study but is unable to see properly because the tears
_relatable_
*cry
Adrienne Carlisle lol yea
i know liTERALLY no one will see this but i just really wanted to write it all down, today i broke a promise i made to myself and cut again, i was clean for about a month and no one (except for my mom and a few teachers) knew that i ever even cut in the first place, i've just been having a terrible week/month and thinking about suicide, i would never do it when im this young but i would always think that if the only things that are actually keeping me alive (tøp, music, my best friend) disappeared then i would have nothing left to live for, anyways, i put in my earbuds and put on this song and instantly started crying because of how beautiful it is and it just calmed me down. anyways, stay alive frens |-/
BichItsMiles I saw this. Keep a journal and start learning a new skill. It’s worth it, I promise.
Stay alive fren, I care about you. It will be better, I promise ||-//
I'm here if you need someone to talk to 💕|-/
BichItsMiles hope you’re doing better and are okay homie x
Stay alive fren
To all the Tyler/Josh/TØP Haters:
It's okay if you don't like them. It's okay if you don't like their type of music. But don't you dare fucking say they're not talented. Don't you dare say that they write songs that are useless. Don't say that they haven't influenced us. Because that is not fucking true. Tyler and Josh have helped me, and many other people with their life and their problems. They are talented and deserve the recognition that they are getting.
From: The clique
No Comments Needed.
my mom say that they are a band with problems and if i listen to it itll affect me
she doesnt know im depressed
Panic! At The Discø with the Crybabies
THANK YOU
CreeperLexYT MSP omg same, I was just saying how I love twenty one pilots so much mainly bc of the hope they give in their songs and she said that it's so depressing and not to listen to it because it will affect me....
I have depression. And they help me.
Panic! At The Discø with the Crybabies listen i dont say that they are not talented. But i think that they are a bit overrated
this is my first time visiting this song since i was about 12 years old. i'm 16 now and this song, along with an abundance of other tøp songs, singlehandedly saved my life. i stayed up many many nights contemplating my life and instead i turned to their music. to those currently going through what lots of us went though and are still fighting, you're bold and brave as fuck for holding on. i love you so much. i'm so thankful this video is still up 🖤
How are you doing?
How are you?
Same bro this is insane
Me too omg
Mom: why you crying
Me: im not crying I got something in my eye
Mom: lol what
Me: many tears
not paige *A mood*
"Can you drown me, please?" I'm not even crafting rn just crying
Valerie Moondust i like ur profile pic hawt dan
lol I craft when it's phan cry when it's TØP
+arithesquareflake same
+arithesquareflake same
💗
This song is so important to me, I always cry a little whenever I hear it
Sameee I love this song so much when I can't fall asleep I listen to this
I'm listing to this on loop while a hurricane cat 5 is coming my way
bird feather123 stay safe
+bird feather123 literally me the whole time Irma was in Florida
I wish more ppl knew this side of Tyler. Most fans have no idea that his songs are mostly about God. 🤦
This art is beautiful
Can you drown me...please?
That cut deep..
😐
Same for me...
Same
Icyystorm - Same, fren.
huh, that's deep "can you drown me please?" on their album "no phun intended" and yet you unintentionally made a pun...and I'm the first to notice. nice.
It's 2018... Reply if you made it as well. ❤️
Bloo Jayy We made it ♡
《lewis》 we made it. The OG tb saga true fans clique. We’ve stayed alive frens and we shall stay alive even longer. |-/ forever
Here brother
❤
❤
Mom walks in
Mom: Why are you crying sweetie
Me: Who me
Mom: yea what's wrong
Me:I'm not crying you are!!
Mom: k whatever spaghetti is done lol love you
Smøl Bean "who me" 😂
Smøl Bean
Wow you're the non plural version of me : 'D
Kozakura Miyuki knees weak arms are heavy
don't get upsetti have some spaghetti
Smøl Bean if my mom walked in, she would ask me why I'm crying, and if I even mention twenty øne piølets, she'll say "I don't want to hear it."
even though i like tylers old stuff better, im glad that he is happier now and im so proud of him
Can't believe this is by the same guy who wrote TB Saga...
Liz Wright SAME
ikr
Liz Wright me @all his songs
and Coconut Sharks in the Water
ChaseMooncheese that song is a beauty to great for this world
It's pretty weird for me to come here after listening to TB saga...
Ikr XD
Haha same
ikr
fakeyøuØUT 24 Same
fakeyøuØUT 24 I came from Coconut Sharks in the Water.
I have depression but lately i have been doing so much better and i just feel so much better than usually. I feel that im finally seeking happiness and i thank tyler and josh for getting me through everything. It really does get better.
Emily Spence stay alive fren! |-/
I was listening to No Phun Intended and this song came and i scrolled down to the comments. I didn't remember leaving this comment but finding this comment from me a month ago made me remember. one day about a month ago i was in school working on a project. as this comment states, at the time i was starting to be happier and my depression was fading. we were allowed to use headphones and listen to music while working on our project, so i decided to listen to Save. i remember, within seconds of clicking on that song... something just hit me... something hit me so hard. "was i once really this sad? was this how bad i really felt for months?" I was in a room of 20 something people, so i couldn't address my emotions properly (alone), but for whatever reason, that song helped me to look back and realize how deeply sad i truly was. if you are fighting depression, i would recommend sitting down, alone, thinking back to your darkest day(s) or night(s). if you are on this video, chances are you're a big twenty one pilots fan. listen to the song that helped you battle the hard times the most, or that made you cry the most, or the most emotional song for you. it doesnt even have to have anything to do with twenty one pilots, but listen to that one song. if you dont have one, find one that means something to you. listen to it and remember your worst and most emotional nights of sobbing your eyes out and realize that you have gotten better, bc you arent in that state right now. unless you are sobbing, which in that case listen to that song and sob some more. you will get through this. music is so powerful. i believe in every single damn one of you. sorry that was so long, it is currently 3:30 am and i am very deep in thought. regardless, stay alive |-/
emily ._. You're a beautiful and loving soul, that's why this world is so hard on you. You see the flawed ways we humans sometimes treat each other, and it affects you. It hurts you. I'm so happy to hear your depression is fading every day, but always know that this harsh life isn't our final resting place. Thank you for your comment :) thank you for caring and allowing yourself to be vulnerable in order to show others that they're not alone. Peace will win, and fear will lose.
Stay strong stay alive meh frens l-/
this is actually really good :)
“He will try nine times realize nine crimes but he has more then nine lives” there’s nine bishops...
I was looking for that comment
NINE CIRCLES ON THE BLURRYFACE ALBUM COVER
A totally random person wow 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼 u don’t know anything about dema right ?
Ela T those circles represent the nine bishops, right?
*sitting in the corner of my bedroom* *whisper* i need answers
I feel like these types of songs are best to listen to at 3 in the morning when you wanna have a good cry
Your pfp is everything
@@biscuitwater9619
Ikr, it just adds to the comment!😂😂😂
well guess what I'm doing right now😔✌
Ya know. I LOVE INSOMNIA
this guy deserves a grammy. he got his Grammy
PØWER to the LØCAL DREAMER twenty one pilots and he pulled his pants down while doing it
He got a Grammy, but his poor pants didn't get it :( Sorry, pants.
They need another
This songs are the ones that show what depression truly is, that shows how much Tyler has suffered, and how Tyler has won his demons, he is helping us to beat our demons, and one day, we will find hope and joy. |-/
Greetings from Spain :)
This song makes me so emotional I just can imagine what Tyler went thru during this sad part in time, mind you, he said he wouldn’t make it to 18 but he is now 30 making world hits and now has two golden plagues I’m so proud of him and josh both they’ve impacted my life in many ways I’m so glad he’s safe, everyone stay alive|-/ it’s worth it, this is an edit to this comment, recently a few hours ago he announced his wife was pregnant with their baby girl, Jenna is 2 months pregnant and josh dyed his hair for the baby, woW I love this clique I hope the baby comes safely
*This is the same man who wrote TB saga and Coconut Sharks in the Water.*
Found you! This is 🌻Ned is a Banditø🌻!!
yep
sksksksk i was really emotional and then i read this comment and i burst out laughing 😂😂😂😂💀
LOL yeah
As well as many songs that are keeping me alive
Here I come, come to you in the very clothes
That I killed, killed you in and now I know I’m alone
I walk to you, rain falls from you
Can you wash me?
Can you drown me?
I wanna be a lot of things, so much pent up inside of me
I wanna be stronger, too long I’ve sat here undecidedly
Planning strategy, half of me know it’s all just a fallacy
Failing miserably, drastically and then I crash dramatically
Into a wall I’ve hit a hundred times before
And yet I still ignore the dark red blood stains on the floor
And I’m back in front of you, Lord, with the blood on the floor
Is the blood mine or yours? Don’t wanna do this anymore
Back and forth between being me and who you call me to be
You see a man free who thinks he has to buy a key
To a door but he can’t ‘cause he’s poor and he can’t
Fall down anymore ‘cause he’s already on the floor
And his heart is broken and all and this is his scar
But it’s warm from crying ‘cause he will try nine times
To realize nine crimes but he has more than nine lives
So he picks himself up and keeps fighting for the prize again
Here I come again to you
Just to show the blood soaked through
Through my bones and all I own
Is there a way for me to grow?
I walk to you, rain falls from you
Can you wash me?
Can you drown me?
Please?
Every time I feel selfish ambition is taking my vision
My crime is my sentence, repentance is taking commission
It’s taking a toll on my soul, I’m screaming submission and
I don’t know if I am dying or living
‘Cause I will save a face for name’s sake
Abuse grace, take a aim to obtain a new name in a newer place
But my name is lame, I can’t walk and I ain’t the same
And my name became a new destiny to the grave and
They say the ocean’s blue but it’s black right now
In the dark, on the sand, looking out at my crowd
Depression and drowning singing now the full parts
Of lightning reveals where the ocean stops and the sky starts
I’ve been told by the sky that the ocean I shall win
But it’s hard for me to see where ocean stops, and where sky begins
A random strike of light reminds me of what is true
But right now the ocean is blacker than black, the sky is too
Why did you write the lyrics on a lyrics video?
?????? Not like this is a music video or anything
@@benny-yl2sv its easier to rehearse singing it/singing along if you can see the lyrics before hand
@@JennxPennxClips idk i think it's just stupid
@@benny-yl2sv to each their own, ik it helps me out when I'm playing along on piano so I can remember easier
i wish more people knew about no phun intended bc its a beautiful album
i'm just finding this...
This is the best band ever.
Emotion. Solid sounds. Real thoughts given through real lyrics.
Music isn't music without a mind behind it....music draws, creates, and exposes the thoughts inside the mind/heart involuntarily within the one who "hears". No crack can hide it. No crevice can withstand it...poetry in motion. Philosophy in sound.
One of the greatest poets ever hides behind a blurry face....and the world doesn't even know it
I 100% agree
I agree with most of this but tyler was a solo artist at 17 back then so it technically wasn't a band
This song makes me want to weep because it reminds me why I love Tyler's music so much. To a lot of other people who haven't been touched by depression or mental illness, this is just a sad song. To me, and im sure to a lot of other fans of his music, it's a message that there are other people out there who have the same thoughts and emotions as us. His music isn't trying to fix us, it's showing us that we aren't completely alone.
That's very true
Agreed
Yeah...
in a way it’s almost like he’s fixing me by letting me know I’m not alone
I love this song. I'm stumbled by the fact that Tyler wrote it in high school.
I have a piano tutorial for it on my channel, if anyone wants to learn it!
I love your piano tutorials.
TutorialsByHugo thanks!!!!!
TutorialsByHugo I was just gonna look for one XD Thanx :)
TutorialsByHugo Man, what are you doing here :') I replied you the song ride from top and you made the tutorial, you're amazing man!! Greetings from Argentina
+TutorialsByHugo Thank you omg!!!
Mom: You've been very emotional lately.
*shows her drown*
*mom starts crying*
have a reply
Siri Smith 😂
Ikr this song is so good xD I haven't cried in two years, I listened to this and started crying almost immediately after
holdingon2.crybaby yes
#gorillaz #tøp|-/
I really don't know how or why, but Tyler is the only musical artist that I feel like is actually changing people's lives from his words. it's just unbelievable that a person can do that.
If your depression is cured by a music artist, you never had depression in the first place.
KronosUber i never said i had depression but okay
@@kronosuber9849 they never said they were depressed? they just said that their life was changed in a way from this
Drown vs. My Blood stop I’m already crying
Same, those are my two favorite TOP songs.
@@raph7335 Yeah I know that. What I meant is two favorite songs written by Tyler Joseph.
@@raph7335 What song written by Tyler Joseph do you like the least (or dislike).
@@raph7335 For me its Levitate.
Joshua Kemmett
I think Not Today is the worst written twenty one pilots song, just because the themes the song covers had already been done but better. The ideas were good and the instrumental was one of their best, but the the verses seemed very ‘filler’ to me and unnecessary. I have my reasons but I don’t want to be offensive or anything, and I’m sure no one wants to read it 😂😂
2:39 AND I I CAN FEEL THE PULL BEGIN FEEL MY CONSIEN- wait wrong song sorry
Same for me XD
TRUE
LOL That was me
PIPER
Omg , I did the same thing
THE SAME LYRICS ARE IN "FALL AWAY" PLEASE TELL ME SOMEONE ELSE HAS NOTICED THIS
yes Tyler made this before Fall away then he used these lyrics for Fall Away
+webkinzcats4 it's so good though
TheHiddenSNOW I wasn't saying it's not good.
+webkinzcats4 I know 😟
People have know this for a long time now
This song expresses exactly what it is like to live in legalism… it is so devastating/hopeless trying to serve God in the flesh and crashing &falling every time, into a brick wall… thank God for the grace of Jesus to deliver from that type of torment, and to bring me to trust Jesus by the simple biblical gospel, true peace with God
Twenty one pilots and Tyler Joseph is only band what can make me cry. Trust me, I have nerves of steel and people think I'm the one who doesn't give a single fuck and will never cry. If they only could see my soft side, if they only could..
How dare you read my mind....
MsGadget HAHAHA >;DD
Btw, love your profile pic , its sic as fricc
MsGadget pugs are awesome.
True that. Anyway, do me a favor and remember to stay alive, so when you become famous for being awesome, i can say I talked to you XD
Reminder : this is the same man who wrote TB Saga......let that (kitchen) sink in
Danny Martinez not all people who seem sad or write deep lyrics are sad 24/7, or vice versa with being happy. people have their dark times, and their light times.
Danny Martinez what is tb saga? Sorry x
Kate W look up "Tyler Joseph - TB Saga" it's a song Tyler wrote for his solo album "No Phun Intended" and this song (Drown) is on it as well, but yea just look it up, it's a funny song
Danny Martinez 👏 I absolutely love how you explained it, and wasn't one of the people who say,
"OMG1!!1 YOU DON'T KNOW TB SAGA *FAKE FAN!!!*"
like, I see a lot of that. props to you, man.
Anonymous yea no I'm not like that, I just like helping new members of the skeleton clique discover all these great songs
the sad part is that I relate all my life to every depressing song lyric from twenty one pilots.
Samantha Carlson that is the unhealthiest thing ever. Are you beyond dead?
Gasca I don't know what you mean.
same
Sam Carlson same!
sighhhhhhh
It’s been years since I last heard this song. In truth, to be exact, 9 years ago. My best friend was a TOP fan and so am I. He passed away a few months ago and I’ve been listening to Clancy alone. This was a song I had forgot but now remember, and with that, the memories of my best friend are pouring in my mind. Forgotten memories.. now remembered. I’m forever going to miss him deeply. To anyone reading this, please remember it’s worth it to stay alive. You are
loved ..
so sorry for your loss. i have no idea how ur feeling and these statements may seem baseless, but genuinely I'm proud of you for pushing through. btw ur never listening alone. Hundreds of thousands of people are streaming their music everyday, and u shouldn't feel that ur alone :)
@visionlol4769 thank you for your words. They resonate more than you'll ever know. It's nice to know that I'm not alone listening to Clancy. That brings much comfort. Thank you for being kind. I wish happiness for you
''I crash dramatically into a wall I've hit a hundred times before yet I still ignore the dark red blood stains on the floor,''
My life summed up in just three lines of lyrics. I don't know how Tyler manages to say the things I've been thinking so easily.
I don't think it is easy for him, I think that he knows there are so many people that can relate to his emotions that he puts it out there in hopes of people holding on to his music and being able to feel the same emotion that he had so they don't feel so alone
stolenbaby2008 i agree so much with you
stolenbaby2008 IN almost every Twenty One Pilots video i watch you are here im not kidding
Sometimes I feel like going to the comment section to TØP songs is better than any therapists out there.
Stay alive |-/
You are loved ❤️
Alondra Toro it's actually a Tyler Joseph song, not tøp
Music is very good therapy...but seriously, don't knock actual therapists. They've saved so many people's lives, and straightened out so many others. Everyone, struggling or not, should go to therapy at least once.
If only it wasn't so damn expensive.
I know what you mean, these comment sections are full of people trying to help each other and they expect nothing for it, no money, no fame, just love. It's so pure ❤
You too, stay alive fren ||-//
Yeah no, stop believing that
I listen to this song *religiously*
Glammy Grammy I’ve listened to this song on repeat at work for 3 weeks straight
Me too I think it's blasphemy if you don't and I would sell my heavydirtysoul for this song to be on my screen whilst I sit in the trees and contemplate about why I don't just listen to this on my car radio then I start to levitate and oh god it's time to leave the city cus my taxi cab pulled up to take me to see ruby so on the way I get hungry and pull in for a taco bell saga
Anyone else think of the song whenever Paladin Strait comes on? That actually happens a lot for me with Tyler’s songs, new songs make me thing of much older songs. How far we come, and seemingly far we have to go… but it’s good that we are not alone. Keep swimming.
This song is so beautiful, it almost makes me cry everytime i listen to it. Anyone else?
me
ikr
i cri evryteim ;-;
😭everytime
Boody Hoody Hoo.
I'm emotionally drained after relating to this song so much.
+Muffintrash because all "phans" listen to twenty one pilots cause they're "emo trash"
cringe
Me too. It's amazing how much strength tyler must've had when making this song. Bless his pure soul.
+Cerr Røse *HeavyDirtysoul
+Jacob Martin omg
Does anyone else have a twenty one pilots / Tyler Joseph marathon whenever they feel depressed?
Yeah, I do, but I listen to them all the time anyway :P
for me its like everyday :(
Every day my friend
mia Shall me right now.
jaslyn crespin Ahw i hope u feel better soon :((
life tip: don’t listen to these songs years after your emo phase or you WILL have flashbacks
too late
ME RN
So we all here rn🧍🏻
@@jayputman4599 yepp
Yeahh..
This song means so much to me. Same for Car Radio. These two songs is exactly what I pray to the Lord. This is everything I feel like telling Him. I wanna do this someday...sing songs like this to reach out and impact others because so many people here are hurting. But it's like a war with my own head saying I wouldn't make it, and that anxiety grew worse. So this is exactly what I pray to God. Who else is impacted by this song?
Sabby Løuise i agree wholeheartedly
Sabby Løuise what makes me feel near to God with prayer is addict with a pen and actually made me better plus this song of course
I agree... Soo much
This is so relatable. Like I know everyone pulls different meanings from twenty one pilots lyrics but so often they become heartfelt prayers for me.
we made it. |-/
regional atgabby thx🙂
We made it. With scars and tears running down our faces. But. We made it. Yes. Oh, yes we sure did. |-/ stay alive everyone.
+Smol Bean This made me emotional. I love The Clique
we did fren.
regional atgabby we did
Whoever is reading this, I'm proud of you. It's been hard and you've made it through another day and that's something big, I know it's hard but if the only thing you did today was stay alive and keep your heart beating, I'm proud of you.
Stay alive ||-//
thanks, I really needed to hear that today
Thank you, I really needed to hear that..
Thank you I needed that
stay awake thanks... stay alive friend |-/
Thank you, thank you so much. I needed this. You just made me so much happier, I’m so greatful.
I’m just trying to live my life and be a good disciple of Christ.
May your journey be blessed, and may He guide you, brother
Amen
amen
Same brother
keep up the good work brother
"Then I crash dramatically into a wall" story of my life
Same
same
Kattyson AJ Ok I know it's deep af and stuff but now that I read your comment I can only picture someone crashing into a wall like squidward crashed into the...thing. You get what I mean.
Before he finally went "ugly" again.
What is life even? Yeah same
Kattyson AJ Yeah.... same.
BACK OFF WARNER/RUclips. DON'T TOUCH MY CHILDDD
@@emanuelashosha no this is as well
@@emanuelashoshamost of No Phun Intended is being taken down because of goner and trees. You really never know what RUclips will strike as copyright tho :(
@@dennysopen2477 F*CK
@@emanuelashosha but wHY??
@@kipplingxx *panics*
I tried to ask my mom if we can go to the doctors office, and she asked "Why?" and I said "You remember when they gave me the written test to see if I have depression? I wanna redo it" (I had lied on that test, because I felt paranoid that my mom was watching me fill it out) and she said "No. Because you don't have it, and if they think you do the first thing they'll do is put you on medication, and I won't let that happen." and so I just walked away. I heard my mom telling my dad about it and how I don't sleep well at night anymore (falling asleep late and then having restless sleep and terrible nightmares) and he said "Why? Why does she feel like this? There is no need for her to! she has friends, we love her and she knows that, she's in a good school and a good home!" and I felt like crying in my bed. I just listened to self-titled and vessel and blurryface and all of their songs and albums, crying. I felt better after that. wish me luck, frens, I want to try and ask again. ***Stay Alive |-/***
CC _ROCKZ i'm so sorry to hear that :( but ask again, make them understand. you're so brave for seeking help, make sure you get it! i'm sure you're parents will understand soon :) you can also tell then that depression does not think about if you're loved, if you are in a good school, if you have friends, if you have a "good" life, it doesn't work like that. it just comes. i hope everything good for you 💓 stay alive |-/
CC _ROCKZ It's always like this. The people who seems the happiest are the most sad ones. I have the same thing. My parents think that I fake my own depression, just so I could be like my sister, who has depression too. But I don't. Yes, I have friends, but I don't want any friends. They're just waste of time. And I'm in a school I don't like. I feel you.
I'm so sorry, please keep trying to ask for help. Reach out for help. Don't give up, we're here for you. I know you can do this, fren.
Stay alive I-/
I'm so sorry fren. I know how you feel. I have to hide my feelings in from so many people. literally only one person in my life understands (only because she has the same stuff going on and she loves tøp as well). I can't trust anyone else that I know of. that's why I just listen to tøp and Halsey and Melanie to be away from all of the troubles. stay alive fren |-/ hope your parents say yes 😳😊
Hey guys, I'm back with an update! We went to the doctors office Friday, and they made me do the test again. I didn't lie on this one, I told the truth to the best of my abilities. My mother and father now know I am depressed, my mother knows about my self-harm, and are wanting to try and help. They asked if there's any activities I like, (the doctor said she wanted to get me into something) and I said I want to take piano lessons again. I used to until we couldn't afford it anymore. I will be signed up for lessons, and possibly counselling. Wish me luck on the rest. Thank you all for the nice comments as well, it really helped me to know even random strangers care, and have gone through the same. ***Stay Alive |-/***
[Edit] Also, they realized I was serious about it as well. They realized I am really not ok mentally. My grandmother from my Mothers side had/has severe depression, and my dad has Bipolar depression (which he doesn't want to accept or admit). So hopefully I can get therapy sessions! I really do want to get better, and will try to do so!
Always come back to his old music. Hits your soul differently.