I know people gonna hate on me because I speak the truth Don’t rap about guns robberies or shit I do not do Hate is coming from the same people that switch up on they crews Family is about the only reason that I’d ever shoot This gift I got for music swear to god this shit is heaven sent Say I’m not good you just can’t understand the intelligence Never pay attention to it everything else is irrelevant If I gave you the weight up on my shoulders know you couldn’t handle it In my life I’ve learned to only change for the better Always rainy days never seen a change up in my weather Always been different, outcast, been know to be a rebel I just hope you hear me out when you get this fucking letter Up late because if I try to sleep I turn and toss Past keep haunting me seeing the demons I’ve already fought Keep thinking of all the battles with em that I’ve already lost I never wanna go back there I already know the cost See people see a different side when they hear all of my songs Because I’ve learnt to deal with all of my past and keep pushing along People say they care about me but never ask what’s wrong That’s the reason I’m on do not disturb when you calling up my phone
I tried to lose feelings but I couldn’t lose it You play with my feelings for your amusement Here crying at night making lyrics to my music I can not calm down so don’t say cool it, I get left hanging like ornaments on a Christmas tree Can u please tell me how u feel about me , Cause I still like u but idk what u think about me I’m here looking like a mess Girl u got me here depressed And they say never worry bout no girl But I’m always chasing her like nuts on squirrels When I tell u she ain’t like any other I meant it You can’t jus go and lose feelings
She went to school everyday with a smile on her face and i find it kinda sad that no one sees the pain.. And she been shedding tears when she's standing in the rain.. And now she hates school cuz all they do is call her names.. She didn’t have friends and she said it was okay.. But when she got home is when she felt more alone because her parents never cared and they were never there.. She never felt love she had only felt the pain and when summer came along she had to wear long sleeves she tried to hide her scars but everyone could finally see but still they did nothing and they just let her bleed.. Then one day she finally had enough she was feeling hurt but she just wanted love so she slept with every boy in school but that what made it worse.. Everytime she stepped in class they would say hurtful words.. Called her a slut and kicked her down and no one helped her up they kept on hurting her and then i had enough.. I became the closest thing she had, i became her girl and it was us against the world and i was there every time she was sad and i held her real close when she lost her dad.. But they would still call her names and she still felt the pain but it all ended when she took her life away and now im feeling pain cuz they took my love away.. I don't know how to live and i don't know what to say but when you see someone struggling let them know there are brighter days.. And everything will be okay, One day this pain will fade away, yah one day this pain will fade away
girl I'm sorry for your pain, I'm the only one to blame, the feelings that I have inside are just coursing through my veins. I got you stuck inside my brain and nothing has been the same, the feelings that I have without you aren't even the same. and I've been going through this process and it's hard to explain I need this to work out for us, I need us to remain cause your the only the only thing that keeps me from inflicting pain and I still need you in my life cause without you there's a rain, and I just want your beautifulness to comfort me through the pain and without you there's a stress that I cant even explain and it's running through my mind and that shits stuck on replay girl I'm sorry for your pain, I'm the only one to blame the feelings that I have inside are just coursing through my veins. I got you stuck inside my brain and nothing has been the same, so won't you please stay with me girl and we should be somewhat okay.
Mama had put us through rough times But it was worth it because no we know how to ride And I never questioned why I know I lied and made you cry And I’m sorry I’ve done the things I did to make you worry why Look mama fought everyday But real love never gets in the way It was always family first But for some reason the money always curved Mamá struggled with bills, Gettin chills, But that never stopped us from climbing the hill It was hard to see mama go through all this pain But i know some day she’ll go through the right lane Me and my siblings always fought , Broke the laws, But we nev r broke the law to love each other And never let anyone keep us under We all are blessed But sometimes we just gotta go through all this stress I know mama is still in a struggle Life is like a puzzle Yea there’s gonna be trouble But remember you always gotta stay humble No one will replace the woman that gave me birth cause I’m proud of the mother that never left me in the dirt Someday I will buy you a car You’ll never have to worry about catching the bus from far You’ll have a new house I promise it won’t be loud I’ll buy you whatever you want mama Just promise you’ll never do drugs again and never get into drama I wish you the best And I know somewhere in there you’re blessed I love you with all my heart And nothing will never break us apart . Someday we will shine - love u mom 💘🤧
Growing old, sorry to leave you momma but I've been growing old. I'm all grown up gonna get enough to get you out the cold. Gonna get you a good house with some better clothes, damn. And if I don't make it, I guess that's just how it goes. Just know that your soul is beautiFUL like a golden rose. And no other mother in this world could come close to replace you. And make no mistake I love you mom, just look at the son(sun), the star you created.
Yea..yea look I really miss ur smile I remember the time that we said that we were gonna grow and have a child Lately i have been so down I been walkin around with a frown Sometimes i think if i was good enough I tried not to give up But in the end it wasnt enough
Independently, moving forward dodging memories Constantly falling in love but yo love poisoning me mentally holding on drained all my energy Tried to by off my love but my love isn't venally somehow I found interest but there was never no chemistry Occupied On your lies I lost concentration indenial responses, we lost communication your mindset was different from mines the worst combination bragging to others what truly wasn't mines caused humatliation cheating while I was blind nigga congratulations.. nigga congratulations ... congratulations..
you got your phone on do not disturb but i keep calling you you ignoring all of my texts but i still fall for you and i still got a couple on the side that i stall for you but even if you rang late at night girl id still talk to you its either we make mistakes or we just different but since you’re doing better girl you just distant i miss what we had but you forgot it all next time you ring me imma miss your call
I'ts been a while but i still don't feel no better now We was supposed to be in love but you just let me down You used to blow me up but my phone don't make a sound cause now its on do not disturb probably forever now And i tried to give you everything and more but i swear you really hurt me and i still don't know what for And my friends tried to tell me but i really did ignore And then you shattered all my heart and left the pieces on the floor I knew something was off there was signs they was flashing but when i brung it up you constantly be snapping and you not good at acting i be home napping and you four hours late and you still be blaming traffic And im waiting wondering where you at trynna hold on to our love but its slipping through the cracks And since you cheated i be steady moving back I tried to give you my heart and you just threw it in the trash And i swear you had a nigga feeling blessed Asked you on a date cause i thought you was the best Now im alone with this pain in my chest and if you ain't even care then why the fuck did you say yes💔
Baby girl, I'm sorry for your pain I'm the only one to blame It's like ever since you left me girl, nothing's been the same I hate the man that I became and I told you I would change But I kept on being stupid and I kept on playing games Girl, I'm sorry for your pain I'm the only one to blame It's like ever since you left me girl, nothing's been the same I hate the man that I became and I told you I would change But I kept on being stupid and I kept on playing games Look, this my tenth time calling your phone and you just keep hitting decline and send me straight to the tone Ever since you got with him, it's like you left me alone Ever since you left my side, I've been all on my own Well does he grab you by your hand and really tell you how he feel Was he there when you was broken and you couldn't pay your bill Was he there when you was hurting and popping all them pills When you had that miscarriage, was he there to wipe your tears Nah baby, that was me and I won't let up on you Even though we not speaking, turns out I still check on you Every night I'm on my knees, yeah I still pray for you I asked the Lord to look over you, I did stay loyal and I never wanted to call you my ex I never asked for sex, I was just asking for your best You got your lil boo and went ghost, now I'm stressed Shoot girl, I'm lucky If I even get a text I even took you to my parents house, ooh they so embarrassed now Cause they only son lost the woman that he cared about Maybe if we started over, you would give my all but my phone on do not disturb forever till you call Girl, I'm sorry for your pain I'm the only one to blame It's like ever since you left me girl, nothing's been the same I hate the man that I became and I told you I would change But I kept on being stupid and I kept on playing games Girl, I'm sorry for your pain I'm the only one to blame It's like ever since you left me girl, nothing's been the same I hate the man that I became and I told you I would change But I kept on being stupid and I kept on playing games It's Goat Not mine
Life can sometimes be a full plate// where you just need a place to escape, so I purchased an estate, out of state //needed some time to think before I head back to this race that's fast paced/ to get to the top,, just to feel like you right back at the bottom all for the cake //the world full of half baked's & most of em fake// . I'm "soul" real to fit in, only the real I relate// too... took me awhile to realize how much pain will I take// I gotta do better before it's too late// time to go back now and spread the gift god gave ,,,no more time to waste// time to hop back in the race where my destiny awaits//
Love. Uh. Tell me what do you want from me i can hear you now, " i want your honesty" Well honestly, i think you owe me an apology. For all those late nights putting up with you constantly. Oh wait , so you hate me now? Where was all those people when I held you down? Now I'm the one to blame when you let me down? Guess It's true what they say. Love is people bound.
Yeah let Me tell you something, i need you to listen cause most yall don't know this ,im trap in my feelings a fake smile you don't even notice ,thought bout ending it all but barely ever showed it and now im sitting here in silence with My hands on my heart..holding it together but slowly falling apart , I know this is life and I know that its hard just open up you don't have to sit in the dark...if only god gave me his hand i know ill go far but lately I been losing his reach cause deep down I can feel the devil inside of me , luckily I got friends who seek what I seek a better life, and a better peace ,sorry for talking so much but this is the way that I preach and hopefully one day you can see what I see, just a young nigga with a big dream, who believes that one day he can be the king!!!
I got used to you, you got used to me, But I found someone who was using me, And usually, I wouldn't let someone do what you do to me, This love shit is new to me, You say you love me then you hate me and that's news to me, What did you do to me? I feel fucked up, New girl come around and I become stuck up
I put you on do not disturb for a fucking reason u been switching up lately just like the fucking seasons one minute u staying then the next you leaving. This a cycle that just keeps on repeating . Call up my freind Bc she understands the pain I’m releasing. Hand on my heart I’m holding it bc it’s bleeding. From all this pain in the bottle tht Im Spilling No words can describe the way I’m truly feeling. My heart is broken and I’m trying to pick up the pieces. Listening to my thoughts tryna figure out they meaning tryna sew them all together but they running seamless. You walked out on me and never gave me a good reason. I try to talk to you but every time I look at you I get speechless. Every time I think about you my heart rate decreases. Your my worse nightmare only if I was dreaming every time u said I love you tht shit ain’t have no meaning.
Honestly writer to writer this really good I 🙋🏾♀️recognize good bars easily by the first 4 bars💯 an I can tell just by reading this u have a nice flow 💯 an mainly U GOT GOOD BARS🗣💯
And every time I get a message, I be thinking it's you But it’s just somebody else and that shit's got me confused And I'm always overthinking that you found someone new Cause we ain’t spoken in 3 weeks So I don't know what to do I mean I thought that you was feeling me I opened up to you and tried to show the real in me, lately it's been killing me, if the love was fake, fuck out my face or keep it real with me I just wanna know how you feel Cause lately I've been fucking caught up in my feelings, phone ain't ringing too much And it's my fault, cause I be clinging too much But you should know that you're the reason why on weekdays I be thinking too much And on the weekends I be drinking too much.. DAMN
you got your phone on do not disturb but i keep calling you you ignoring all of my texts but i still fall for you and i still got a couple on the side that i stall for you but even if you rang late at night girl id still talk to you its either we make mistakes or we just different but since you’re doing better girl you just distant i miss what we had but you forgot it all next time you ring me imma miss your call 538
I'd Tried To Be nice, But it's Aggravation Cant Wait For Day, of your Graduation All this Hard work, I'd Say, Iv Been Rather Patient From school to Work, Drop you Off, With No Hesitation Im Running Late, But For Now, Here's My Presentation I wanna Help, But For Now, I need Preparation you Said Relationship, Never Knew, the Regulations I mean, Baby you the Bomb, ..But Where's the Detonation Not From the, Pentagon, ..or this Legislation Looking In Your Gentle Eyes, I Seen, the Devastation I needed Space, But, my Place, was your Rservation I live Alone, Smoking Eighths, Was my Meditation Laws Of Attraction, had Me, Spaced out, thru Levitation All aLone, By Myself, feeling, like a Celebration Getting Back, to my Essence, Or my, Elevation Gotta Pick you Up, at Seven, in my Chevy, Racing Even times, you Got Off Late, You Still, Was Never, Waiting Ask you, How your Day Was, Told me, that your Head Was Aching She Go to Work, and Go to School, I See her Dedication Fuck is Wrong with Me, To think, we Needed, separation I Chose to Work, and She Chose, to Get her Education We argued Everyday, She even Used the Word "Complacent" I Replied, ...But im the Nigga With the Registration' That Drives you Everywhere, and Get's you, to your Destination's Bout to Start, Using LyFT, Cause, im Losing, Patience This Aint No Uber Whip, Neither, Cause its Usually Stationed ....I maneuver Different, (Wait)....This a Huge Mistake... Why Am i Yelling At you, Maybe, Im just Losing taste Or Maybe, Work Was crazy, Lately, I've Been Losing, Weight be up at Seven,... I be Snoozing,.. Till it Get, to Eight Nine, to Five, Gotta Hustle, Grind, Gotta, get the Cake Overtime, Now i Leave, at Eight, Just to Keep it, Straight Picked you Up Late, You Was Mad, You aint Get a Break Boss on your Back, Cause you asked, could you get Raise Gotta Study, Pay Tuition, gotta Maintain, your Grades We both, Had a Hard Day, now Who's Claim, To Praise And this Day and Age,...Fuck it ....Marry Me
sometimes I just sit up and think, About all the times I lost in these rinks when I can't see her on that day my heart just starts to sink something about her voice whenever she speaks, I feel like she's a part of me like a missing link, when I'm talking to this girl my knees just start to shrink, my heart changing in emotions from blink to blink, Wrote you this shit sorry I can't sing like Tink. But I guess you never really mattered, until you were there when my life turned into a disaster, the only girl in my life who ever made me wonder, If you be my girl I can always keep you flattered, hold you so tight I won’t let your heart shatter I won't let this end I swear I'll treat you like the master, please let me guide you let me be like your ladder, no playin’ games don’t be like the mad hatter.
Its been a while but i still feel no better now. Silence keeps clouding me Hand on my heart And I, I wish time never mattered And every time I get a message I be thinking it's you But it's just somebody else and that's just got me confused And I'm always overthinking that you found someone new Cause we haven't spoken in 2 months so I don't know what to do
I'm walking right wit god, I used to be a lunatic people always crossed me, something like a crucifix I can't make sense of it but I've grown used to it Chasing gods will, but still I do this music shit
Yeah, I got so much on my mind lately dont know where to begin, dont really speak on to much like to keep in the dark, keep my emotions hidden and tucked away, wishing to grow some wings and simply fly away, cause, im asking god for help, lookn up to the sky like i know you can hear me, expect em to pick me up, but he come no where near me, always told right from wrong jus so i can see the picture clearly, but its all been fiction to me lately, like a book, you can not read me easily, turn the page its a new chapter baby, with the demons that consume my thoughts, kid cudi this is the prayer, the prayer for somethin new, who knew itd be wit you...
Baby Girl I’m sorry for ya Pain I’m the only one to blame It’s like every time you left me Girl It never been the same & I hate the man I become & I told you I would change But I kept on being stupid Man I kept on playing games x2 This my 10th time calling yo phone & you just keep hitting declined & sending me to the tone Ever since you got with him it’s like you left me alone ever since you left me I’ve been all on my own
I guess every guy i fw had intentions from the start. How you say you love me then you go and break my heart? I was really ten toes down, but we still grew apart. The negative energy was making me feel unsmart. Second guessing all my actions, where did i go wrong? You really got me fucked up, just been stringing me along? I was the one here for you when you were feelin' alone. But were you really alone? You had bitches textin' your phone. Saying i'm your only but where was the proof? You thought I wouldn't find out? You thought I was a goof? This love shit really gets to me cause I fall hard. I wanted to be your forever, but you played me like a card. Look don't come crawling back like "I know I did you wrong". Yea boy you did me wrong , but now my mind is strong. Haha, I'm working on myself and ion wanna engage. You was a chapter in my life, but i just turned the fuckin' page.
This girl got me in depression all these demons got me stressing I’ve been made into a devil yeah I got all the aggression I be late to class so I ain’t even learning the lesson I know there’s a funeral so pick a seat that you can Dress in Ever since he died I’ve been feeling uncomfortable living my life feeling untouchable Now I ain’t the same because in my life I have had a lot of change Now if anybody walk up to me I’m gonna let it bang I’m going to be looking like a vampires I’m growing vangs People be rapping bout gang bangs but they don’t feel the kind of pain It’s a shame people like to blame other people for there problems Don’t want to face it head on and be like a man Instead they try to put it in the fucking demands Ok listen I’m tired of this shit making me feel like I’m wanna kill my self Don’t believe in my self Yeah Anerixed Small Weak The names keep pileing up And I can’t keep up wit it I swear I just need to get my shit Together Pull my pieces off the ground and stick them back together Man I feel like I’m in trouble gonna burst a fuckin bubble I’m done with this shit I said it for the last time Stop playing Fortnite It’s ruining your lives Focusing on a virtual game but not what’s real life Failing and your wondering why I’m sorry but I can’t help u When I don’t wanna be help This shit is so dumb I can’t even explain The closet thing to reality is Going down memory lane I wish I was there for the last seconds of him dieing Wish I was there to say I love u when he took his last breath But now I live with the most fucked up memory Something that nobody knows I live with it cause I have to This generation is cancerous I swear It’s to toxic for me And my Brain goodnight it’s time to run the pain train...
i haven't been feeling the same it's like everyday, i'm communicating with a lame all y'all is a shame some of y'all just chasing fame lately i been feeling alone none of y'all would hit my phone say hello to the dial tone i only got a handful who really there for me for them, it ain't hard to see with them, i can be me in this world, you can't be free all y'all switching lanes acting like a lame always adding fire to the flame man it's a shame y'all act like y'all don't got a brain tired of being played like i'm a game stay in your own lane i'm just tryna go on about my day but y'all always got something to say it's hard feeling lonely it's hard to make friends when everybody acting toney man, heart break ain't funny i miss when my days was sunny i'm chasing the money i remember when you told me you fell in love with me now the memory of you won't let me be my love ain't for free it's hard for people to see all the pain turn me to a G y'all claim y'all know me to a T but you don't know a thing you don't know about my pain and what i had to do in order to gain i feel like you left me in the dust baby, having you was a must just to make you laugh, i'd run a mile you always use to make me smile but we ain't talked in a while but then again, i'm just a child maybe your feelings for me was just mild i'm done loving i'm out here doing something from nothing was you just fronting? i promise i'm not stunting i wanted the world for you i told you i loved you too i don't know what to do imma just go on about my day & let y'all do you i admit i did my dirt you did too, but i still tried to make it work i feel like it just caused more hurt never wear your heart on your shirt everyone i open up i get hurt worse you said you'd fix me & you'd never leave me lonely but now it ain't the same you won't get out my brain don't expect me to come back everything i'm stating is facts none of y'all can keep it a buck if love comes my way, imma duck i was true to him but lately i been coolin all y'all just foolin don't hit my line it's past all y'all time y'all gone regret how you did me when you see me shine don't say we on "good terms" one day, it'll be my time imma grind imma keep my phone on do not disturb you will not be missed ya heard?
All I want is love don't nobody wanna love me all i wanna be is held dont nobody wanna hold when I'm down don t nobody stop and try to care don t nobody give a f*** ain't nobody in my corner so I try to keep my distance cause fake love ain't a option...
Freestylin’ flow to that OVO Need no explanation, you already know how it go The greatest alive Like I’m the Bulls back in 1995 Feelin like it’s comeback season With the homies bumpin it back in junior high Simpler things , no stressin everyday life Reminiscing on the times when everything felt right Now It’s as bland as salad without the dressing 20 years old and my story’s kinda depressing If I died tomorrow then that would be showing some progression Sign the insurance, switch it to progressive I be typing my thoughts in my phone It’s a Cole world , feelin so alone Wanna end it all No supervision No chaperone Goin down the drain , I’m going insane Losing my thoughts, no membranes Been through a lot of shit recently Lost everything I had , wasn’t going easily This is all factual and I go about it frequently Lower me down so I can sleep peacefully Ex girl cheated, left me stranded with a broken heart Must’ve been fake love from the start Thought you was different , never pictured us apart Genie granted me 3 wishes , Wishin’ shit never changed Wishin’ shit was the same Wishin’ we can go back to better days where I ain’t take the blame Even when you was wrong and I was right I was still tryna make you my wife Spoke to my moms but felt like I got stabbed in the back with a knife Praying you stayed , got on my knees pleading to Christ Living a nightmare Real traumatized Can’t take the pain , spent 3 days hospitalized You looked me in the eyes and stayed telling them lies I was nothing but truthful but saw demonic spirits in your vibe Knew something was up Got that butterfly feelin’ in my gut Ready to bust like I’m holding in a nut Going different directions , feelin’ no connection Called your phone , getting no reception Everything flipped upside down like we in Inception Friend told me the secrets you hid Ain’t wanna believe him , never thought you did Until I saw the proof on snap, all grinding on his dick Looking like you belong on pornhub or some shit Wondering what changed you First glance you came off as an angel Now I see the real you, never had a halo Never did you wrong , was always faithful Played mindtricks on me like your name was Chris Angel Stripping down your clothes was your only form of payroll 2 years and all I ask is why Not gonna front , I wanted to cry 10 days later I see you already onto the next guy Blocked you once we said our final goodbyes If I saw you in the streets I wouldn’t even give you a dime All these females playing these games Bitches ain’t shit but hoes n tricks , always been the same Stay preaching it to all of you lames You see I don’t deserve this Feelin like Harry Potter with the curses It’s the same shit over and over, I can rehearse this I’m off the dome with my own damn verses For now ima just chill it out Ain’t miss the exit, just hitting reroute
I coulda Been Better This Could Of been .... better off with that door locked and me myself I On these 4 walls . Do not disturb. I’m disturbed. Trying to find the inspiration n distribute happiness cause I do it by nature but these days shits changed and I feel like a stranger to the mirror can’t look in my own damn eyes so I see my pain clearer . Don’t disturb me I’m gone n hopeless suicidal fantasies I ain’t joking .. hope that you know ... I didn’t do any of this without purpose now I’m down on my knees begging to the stars help me fuckin live for I give into these voices knocking on my Cerebral hurting me when my eyes are open but I close em n I dream of my coffin.. with no one attending my service ... damn.... I’m a slave to my own pain n I know it
Silence Is haunting me So I Steady Dance with those ghosts of what used to be, you and me, me and ma , smiling laughing all that shit it Kills my head I can’t help but think it’d be better if I was dead cause I can’t promise I won’t hurt you’s again People in my city keep it going You all soldiers yeah I been front line row to the war zone know what I’m saying Hella lot of pain in the game even though the systems trying to contain me I never changed I feel the same thangs ... n sometimes I cry A few tears for my G’s Hoping that even tho you don’t pray god keep you alive for me cause in 18 months I’ll be free n a better me N when I am I’m taking my F a m I l y that loved me when My own blood turned n walked out on me ... coulda been better but it’s worse than I can describe in any verse can’t wait till the day I’m riding Coffinwd in a hurse I regret so much how I supposed to pretend anything I’m not no joke ... hate myself . Slit my wrists for I wrote this . Introverted hopelessness I hope that someone hits me back cause I miss The feeling of Puting On Being notices ...
Katherine Merk hang in there. Everyone says don’t do it because you’ll hurt your family, but you shouldn’t do because you have a future in rap/litterateur. Like x, and pac did but they’re gone now. It’s up to people like you to change the world.
The Real J.R. Thanks a lot man, I would of replied a year ago but I was going through Some troubles ... one year sober As of last month & out of jail now, seeing Clear skies it’s beautiful. Thanks for your love I hope wherever in the world you are that You are doing well.
Been some time but remember like it was yesterday On the phone smiling, telling jokes just how we use to play Cuz Its u girl that I’m never going to see , listening daily to that same shitty beat, Keep on waitin for that special girl to meet. Being in Relationships with girls that used to play, Walking through the rain along the broadway. Sitting late in the Nights, sad an cying, kept on going because I was forced by the hope that I could make u smiling. I'm on my knees I still pray for you I ask the lord to look over you . And I never wanted to call you my ex I never asked for sex I was just asking for your best. Stayin avake just to get a text, sittin sleepy in School, girl that shit got me stressed. Arguing with my parents, girl that shit brought me in a mess. I wasn’t able to sleep, girl that shit got me depressed. I’ve gotta worry bout the future ,can not worry bout the past, but these Problems keep on coming just to fast.
Listen I think it’s time to talk. I think that you should know. I didn’t mean for that to happen , see the way I let you go . I was i was in a state of mine where I was dropping all my thoughts . But I’m stead of thinking through i just let u go and flew. Even though you get me mad sometimes I know it wasn’t you. This was all bout me when it should of been bout you. I didn’t know what to do . I didn’t know what to say, I guess I said it up here before it was said to your face. But at the time it was late. I had to be in my place . I wasn’t thinking at all. I guess I didn’t feel straight. I wanna let u know now, that I was being a clown. But I do this for you, so that you’ll be very proud . I wanna be your forever. I wanna have u real close . Don’t wanna be in my bag, don’t wanna be very sad. Bc it’s all about lust, and it’s all bout trust . I wanna do this for you, so that we’ll always have trust.
A snippet from my verse So that summer i was on break from school. I talked to this shawty on the phone until 2 . I met up with her and she was pretty cool. Its crazy but its hard for me to find love out of the blue . She was my soulmate you know 1+1=2. Before i met her i didnt know what to do.
The wind is changing in the trees/ Making it way harder to breath/ Wanting to spill it out but to scared that your gonna leave/ Blinded by ur love , making it harder to see/ To scared to share my problems but its still bothering me/ And I can't change the way I think and I can't change the way i act/ But I'm tryna keep It positive , not tryna hit the sack/ And I'm growing in even weaker but I can not take that back/ And I can admit that I'm weak that's no lie , that's a fact/ And I hate the feel of lose and I hate the feeling weak/ And I'm tryna cry for help but for some reason I can't speak/ And Its slowing starting to leak/ But its blood , not what u think/ And I just wanna forget this pain and find the love that I seem to seek/
God bless the person that made this beat 😧
RockStar Thug Santan Dave
RockStar Thug boi1da
Boi-1da
SoIcy TrapBrat big facts💯
SoIcy TrapBrat it was drake
Took me 3 years to find this I'm so slow😑
r a q u e l l o v e s c o w s hehe take me one min Snapchat bitchs
Shazam does the shit
R a q u e l o v e s c o w s me to
R a q u e l o v e s c o w s at least your not the only 1
Me too
This beat 😍😍😍
google how drake made this song, pretty interesting.
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I love this beat ❤️
Lol
Elicar Isn't it the beat from snoh aalegra "time" just sped up?
LYRICS : silence keeps clouding me, hand on my heart and I,I wish time never mattered.
Song: time- Snoh Aalegra
Who here because of that kid rapping to his ex on the phone ??!!??!!
Caleb Saint-Surin me
Me
Caleb Saint-Surin YES THAT WAS JAYTHAKID
Me!
I kept searching til I found this instrumental and no lie I kinda think the instrumental is better then the actually song
Silence keeps clouding me
Hand on my heart
And I, I wish time never mattered
Mass seems to be matter jump for joy ,who needs chip of Oi your prensentes brings me hope
mrpatti343 You forgot the quotations.
Gonna make a rap out of your quote man it's dope
Yashua Haggerty its not his quote lol it literally says that in the song/instrumental
Nighter Plays i know that now after hearing it but ty
I love how everyone in the comments dropped their own likkle lyrics😭
Who’s here because of dat boi?
Dat boi and lamonsta
Meeee
Lamonsta
Joe knows the goat bruh
not me
Who's here 2019?
Sup
69 Comments. Nice
Me
im from 2020
I know people gonna hate on me because I speak the truth
Don’t rap about guns robberies or shit I do not do
Hate is coming from the same people that switch up on they crews
Family is about the only reason that I’d ever shoot
This gift I got for music swear to god this shit is heaven sent
Say I’m not good you just can’t understand the intelligence
Never pay attention to it everything else is irrelevant
If I gave you the weight up on my shoulders know you couldn’t handle it
In my life I’ve learned to only change for the better
Always rainy days never seen a change up in my weather
Always been different, outcast, been know to be a rebel
I just hope you hear me out when you get this fucking letter
Up late because if I try to sleep I turn and toss
Past keep haunting me seeing the demons I’ve already fought
Keep thinking of all the battles with em that I’ve already lost
I never wanna go back there I already know the cost
See people see a different side when they hear all of my songs
Because I’ve learnt to deal with all of my past and keep pushing along
People say they care about me but never ask what’s wrong
That’s the reason I’m on do not disturb when you calling up my phone
Who tryin to colab on this inbox me
I tried to lose feelings but I couldn’t lose it
You play with my feelings for your amusement
Here crying at night making lyrics to my music
I can not calm down so don’t say cool it,
I get left hanging like ornaments on a Christmas tree
Can u please tell me how u feel about me ,
Cause I still like u but idk what u think about me
I’m here looking like a mess
Girl u got me here depressed
And they say never worry bout no girl
But I’m always chasing her like nuts on squirrels
When I tell u she ain’t like any other
I meant it
You can’t jus go and lose feelings
make some videos those lyrics were fire
Damn son..
Kidd Prod Go Hard bro u have a talent💯🔥
She went to school everyday with a smile on her face and i find it kinda sad that no one sees the pain.. And she been shedding tears when she's standing in the rain.. And now she hates school cuz all they do is call her names.. She didn’t have friends and she said it was okay.. But when she got home is when she felt more alone because her parents never cared and they were never there.. She never felt love she had only felt the pain and when summer came along she had to wear long sleeves she tried to hide her scars but everyone could finally see but still they did nothing and they just let her bleed.. Then one day she finally had enough she was feeling hurt but she just wanted love so she slept with every boy in school but that what made it worse.. Everytime she stepped in class they would say hurtful words.. Called her a slut and kicked her down and no one helped her up they kept on hurting her and then i had enough.. I became the closest thing she had, i became her girl and it was us against the world and i was there every time she was sad and i held her real close when she lost her dad.. But they would still call her names and she still felt the pain but it all ended when she took her life away and now im feeling pain cuz they took my love away.. I don't know how to live and i don't know what to say but when you see someone struggling let them know there are brighter days.. And everything will be okay, One day this pain will fade away, yah one day this pain will fade away
Real story ?
You need to sing this is good I hope u sing it before someone take then is going to be to late
Yo can i use this for fb pls?
You should post this
Can i use this ??
girl I'm sorry for your pain, I'm the only one to blame,
the feelings that I have inside are just coursing through my veins.
I got you stuck inside my brain and nothing has been the same,
the feelings that I have without you aren't even the same.
and I've been going through this process and it's hard to explain
I need this to work out for us, I need us to remain
cause your the only the only thing that keeps me from inflicting pain
and I still need you in my life cause without you there's a rain,
and I just want your beautifulness to comfort me through the pain
and without you there's a stress that I cant even explain
and it's running through my mind
and that shits stuck on replay
girl I'm sorry for your pain, I'm the only one to blame
the feelings that I have inside are just coursing through my veins.
I got you stuck inside my brain and nothing has been the same,
so won't you please stay with me girl and we should be somewhat okay.
jeremiah cardenas yassss lil goat
jeremiah cardenas DUDE TGATS Y IM HERE😂🤦🏽♀️
Lol goat
😂
Original
Mama had put us through rough times
But it was worth it because no we know how to ride
And I never questioned why I know I lied and made you cry
And I’m sorry I’ve done the things I did to make you worry why
Look mama fought everyday
But real love never gets in the way
It was always family first
But for some reason the money always curved
Mamá struggled with bills,
Gettin chills,
But that never stopped us from climbing the hill
It was hard to see mama go through all this pain
But i know some day she’ll go through the right lane
Me and my siblings always fought ,
Broke the laws,
But we nev r broke the law to love each other
And never let anyone keep us under
We all are blessed
But sometimes we just gotta go through all this stress
I know mama is still in a struggle
Life is like a puzzle
Yea there’s gonna be trouble
But remember you always gotta stay humble
No one will replace the woman that gave me birth cause I’m proud of the mother that never left me in the dirt
Someday I will buy you a car
You’ll never have to worry about catching the bus from far
You’ll have a new house
I promise it won’t be loud
I’ll buy you whatever you want mama
Just promise you’ll never do drugs again and never get into drama
I wish you the best
And I know somewhere in there you’re blessed
I love you with all my heart
And nothing will never break us apart .
Someday we will shine - love u mom 💘🤧
;)
🥺🔥
This makes me think of so much, the beat is everything 🤗
Growing old, sorry to leave you momma but I've been growing old. I'm all grown up gonna get enough to get you out the cold. Gonna get you a good house with some better clothes, damn. And if I don't make it, I guess that's just how it goes. Just know that your soul is beautiFUL like a golden rose. And no other mother in this world could come close to replace you. And make no mistake I love you mom, just look at the son(sun), the star you created.
Yea..yea look
I really miss ur smile
I remember the time that we said that we were gonna grow and have a child
Lately i have been so down
I been walkin around with a frown
Sometimes i think if i was good enough
I tried not to give up
But in the end it wasnt enough
Independently,
moving forward dodging memories
Constantly falling in love
but yo love poisoning me mentally
holding on
drained all my energy
Tried to by off my love
but my love isn't venally
somehow I found interest but there was never no chemistry
Occupied On your lies
I lost concentration
indenial responses, we lost
communication
your mindset was different from mines
the worst combination
bragging to others
what truly wasn't mines
caused humatliation
cheating while I was blind
nigga congratulations..
nigga congratulations ...
congratulations..
jive hard
That was dope
Kar ma rap
Yo can I take this I'll give u the credit 💜
YALL STOP POSTING YOUR RAPS IF THEY ARE NOT COPYRIGHTED!!! PEOPLE CAN STEAL THEM!😭
@1k. Jaleel stg😭😭😭
you got your phone on do not disturb but i keep calling you
you ignoring all of my texts but i still fall for you
and i still got a couple on the side that i stall for you
but even if you rang late at night girl id still talk to you
its either we make mistakes or we just different
but since you’re doing better girl you just distant
i miss what we had but you forgot it all
next time you ring me imma miss your call
Bless_up good shit🙌
Not gonna lie 🔥🔥🔥🔥
Bless_up good shit
Bless_up and sum
Bless_up nice
I'ts been a while but i still don't feel no better now
We was supposed to be in love but you just let me down
You used to blow me up but my phone don't make a sound cause now its on do not disturb probably forever now
And i tried to give you everything and more but i swear you really hurt me and i still don't know what for
And my friends tried to tell me but i really did ignore
And then you shattered all my heart and left the pieces on the floor
I knew something was off there was signs they was flashing but when i brung it up you constantly be snapping and you not good at acting i be home napping and you four hours late and you still be blaming traffic
And im waiting wondering where you at trynna hold on to our love but its slipping through the cracks
And since you cheated i be steady moving back
I tried to give you my heart and you just threw it in the trash
And i swear you had a nigga feeling blessed
Asked you on a date cause i thought you was the best
Now im alone with this pain in my chest and if you ain't even care then why the fuck did you say yes💔
that flows fucking hard bro
7aces because he stole it 😂
Shits bars
Fly bro
Hella stole the lyrics lmaoo
been trying to find this forever🔥🔥💪🏾🤪
Baby girl, I'm sorry for your pain
I'm the only one to blame
It's like ever since you left me girl, nothing's been the same
I hate the man that I became and I told you I would change
But I kept on being stupid and I kept on playing games
Girl, I'm sorry for your pain
I'm the only one to blame
It's like ever since you left me girl, nothing's been the same
I hate the man that I became and I told you I would change
But I kept on being stupid and I kept on playing games
Look, this my tenth time calling your phone and you just keep hitting decline and send me straight to the tone
Ever since you got with him, it's like you left me alone
Ever since you left my side, I've been all on my own
Well does he grab you by your hand and really tell you how he feel
Was he there when you was broken and you couldn't pay your bill
Was he there when you was hurting and popping all them pills
When you had that miscarriage, was he there to wipe your tears
Nah baby, that was me and I won't let up on you
Even though we not speaking, turns out I still check on you
Every night I'm on my knees, yeah I still pray for you
I asked the Lord to look over you, I did stay loyal and I never wanted to call you my ex
I never asked for sex, I was just asking for your best
You got your lil boo and went ghost, now I'm stressed
Shoot girl, I'm lucky If I even get a text
I even took you to my parents house, ooh they so embarrassed now
Cause they only son lost the woman that he cared about
Maybe if we started over, you would give my all but my phone on do not disturb forever till you call
Girl, I'm sorry for your pain
I'm the only one to blame
It's like ever since you left me girl, nothing's been the same
I hate the man that I became and I told you I would change
But I kept on being stupid and I kept on playing games
Girl, I'm sorry for your pain
I'm the only one to blame
It's like ever since you left me girl, nothing's been the same
I hate the man that I became and I told you I would change
But I kept on being stupid and I kept on playing games
It's Goat
Not mine
U copied that 15 yr old kid that sang to his ex
@@f.b.i902 still wrote it
YelePlayz Aki *LIL GOAT*
@@tyson3012 he said at the bottom it's not his
@@baileywilbourn702 he gave lil goat credit
Life can sometimes be a full plate// where you just need a place to escape, so I purchased an estate, out of state //needed some time to think before I head back to this race that's fast paced/ to get to the top,, just to feel like you right back at the bottom all for the cake //the world full of half baked's & most of em fake// . I'm "soul" real to fit in, only the real I relate// too... took me awhile to realize how much pain will I take// I gotta do better before it's too late// time to go back now and spread the gift god gave ,,,no more time to waste// time to hop back in the race where my destiny awaits//
This makes yu get in your feelings 🤞🏾🔥😍
This beat hit different🤪🤪‼️
This is the best beat out there😘😘😘
This sound like Joyner Lucas, Forever !! Dope 💯
YoungJesusMusic Records basically same drums and pads, but different vocal sample
i think it is and he just used the beat from drake do not disturb challenge
YoungJesusMusic Records what I was thinking
The bass is similar, but otherwise it sounds nothing alike.
YoungJesusMusic Records it was the same producer, producer sampled this again
Love this beat
check out forever beat you'll like it more
Jahseh Onfroy
Creatively known as XXXTENTACION
Passed away Age 20 on the 18 June
(1998 - 2018)
Long Live Prince X
simpl3 nigga stfu
why you randomly bring that in.. but rip
Gay
young sage 😂
the fuck that gotta do with this beat?
Love.
Uh. Tell me what do you want from me
i can hear you now, " i want your honesty"
Well honestly, i think you owe me an apology.
For all those late nights putting up with you constantly.
Oh wait , so you hate me now?
Where was all those people when I held you down?
Now I'm the one to blame when you let me down?
Guess It's true what they say.
Love is people bound.
Can I use part of this for my lyrics to my ex rap
Tamia Webb damn that shit hit hard no cap🔥🔥🔥
This is dope. Don't let that girl use it for her ex😂
I love this instrumental so much 💕💖💞
Joyner lucas- Forever 💣💣💣💥💥💥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Everyone in my school is starting to use this song as a rap
Till death do us part
Yea u broke my heart
Ever since we broke apart
Life been getting hard
I'm in love with this instrumental😍❤
why do I like this beat better than the original?
hitmiss1 it's the exact same just tempo slowed down
Lmao same
its the same just in the middle its reversed
DTidyTv right
Mom's gone pops working all day long, the struggle was hard keeping my head up staying strong,
That dude rappn in his car to his girl thru his phone brought me here💯💪
I'm obsessed with this instrumental 😍😍😍
dope as beat and the sample is Time- by snoh Aalegra
Yeah let Me tell you something, i need you to listen cause most yall don't know this ,im trap in my feelings a fake smile you don't even notice ,thought bout ending it all but barely ever showed it and now im sitting here in silence with My hands on my heart..holding it together but slowly falling apart , I know this is life and I know that its hard just open up you don't have to sit in the dark...if only god gave me his hand i know ill go far but lately I been losing his reach cause deep down I can feel the devil inside of me , luckily I got friends who seek what I seek a better life, and a better peace ,sorry for talking so much but this is the way that I preach and hopefully one day you can see what I see, just a young nigga with a big dream, who believes that one day he can be the king!!!
Yhu mind if i take this? N this fire btw🌊
Too Litt NOKAPP
Who else thinks this is Tucson leather 2017
Tuscan Leather 🔥🔥🔥
Ajany Alonso similar beat thats why I like both of the songs
Whatsapp
This is one of the best samples I've heard in a while! Simply blankly!
B.O.B Baby
Kid Kid Crazy
A Whole 100
I could listen to this instrumental all day 😩
every 2k youtuber
I got used to you, you got used to me,
But I found someone who was using me,
And usually,
I wouldn't let someone do what you do to me,
This love shit is new to me,
You say you love me then you hate me and that's news to me,
What did you do to me?
I feel fucked up,
New girl come around and I become stuck up
love this beat so much
That sample makes this beat 🔥but the hit hat is crazy representing the old school hip hop for sure. Best freestyle beat FACTS
I put you on do not disturb for a fucking reason u been switching up lately just like the fucking seasons one minute u staying then the next you leaving. This a cycle that just keeps on repeating . Call up my freind Bc she understands the pain I’m releasing. Hand on my heart I’m holding it bc it’s bleeding. From all this pain in the bottle tht Im Spilling No words can describe the way I’m truly feeling. My heart is broken and I’m trying to pick up the pieces. Listening to my thoughts tryna figure out they meaning tryna sew them all together but they running seamless. You walked out on me and never gave me a good reason. I try to talk to you but every time I look at you I get speechless. Every time I think about you my heart rate decreases. Your my worse nightmare only if I was dreaming every time u said I love you tht shit ain’t have no meaning.
cynthia Martinez damn
Honestly writer to writer this really good I 🙋🏾♀️recognize good bars easily by the first 4 bars💯 an I can tell just by reading this u have a nice flow 💯 an mainly U GOT GOOD BARS🗣💯
This not yours
And every time I get a message, I be thinking it's you
But it’s just somebody else and that shit's got me confused
And I'm always overthinking that you found someone new
Cause we ain’t spoken in 3 weeks
So I don't know what to do
I mean I thought that you was feeling me
I opened up to you and tried to show the real in me, lately it's been killing me, if the love was fake, fuck out my face or keep it real with me
I just wanna know how you feel
Cause lately I've been fucking caught up in my feelings, phone ain't ringing too much
And it's my fault, cause I be clinging too much
But you should know that you're the reason why on weekdays I be thinking too much
And on the weekends I be drinking too much.. DAMN
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Tbag253films Ain’t that from ig?
You actually stole this
@@aimbotzeke1325 yea maybe he was just showing the lyrics and forgot to give credit🤷🏽♀️
Skeemo u thieving bitch
Lmao this is from Danny G do not disturb 😂
FINALLY FOUNT IT I WAS LOOKING FOR THIS BETA FOR LIKE 10 days !💀😂
That flip was 🔥🔥
you got your phone on do not disturb but i keep calling you
you ignoring all of my texts but i still fall for you
and i still got a couple on the side that i stall for you
but even if you rang late at night girl id still talk to you
its either we make mistakes or we just different
but since you’re doing better girl you just distant
i miss what we had but you forgot it all
next time you ring me imma miss your call
538
I'd Tried To Be nice, But it's Aggravation
Cant Wait For Day, of your Graduation
All this Hard work, I'd Say, Iv Been Rather Patient
From school to Work, Drop you Off, With No Hesitation
Im Running Late, But For Now, Here's My Presentation
I wanna Help, But For Now, I need Preparation
you Said Relationship, Never Knew, the Regulations
I mean, Baby you the Bomb, ..But Where's the Detonation
Not From the, Pentagon, ..or this Legislation
Looking In Your Gentle Eyes, I Seen, the Devastation
I needed Space, But, my Place, was your Rservation
I live Alone, Smoking Eighths, Was my Meditation
Laws Of Attraction, had Me, Spaced out, thru Levitation
All aLone, By Myself, feeling, like a Celebration
Getting Back, to my Essence, Or my, Elevation
Gotta Pick you Up, at Seven, in my Chevy, Racing
Even times, you Got Off Late, You Still, Was Never, Waiting
Ask you, How your Day Was, Told me, that your Head Was Aching
She Go to Work, and Go to School, I See her Dedication
Fuck is Wrong with Me, To think, we Needed, separation
I Chose to Work, and She Chose, to Get her Education
We argued Everyday, She even Used the Word "Complacent"
I Replied, ...But im the Nigga With the Registration'
That Drives you Everywhere, and Get's you, to your Destination's
Bout to Start, Using LyFT, Cause, im Losing, Patience
This Aint No Uber Whip, Neither, Cause its Usually Stationed
....I maneuver Different, (Wait)....This a Huge Mistake...
Why Am i Yelling At you, Maybe, Im just Losing taste
Or Maybe, Work Was crazy, Lately, I've Been Losing, Weight
be up at Seven,... I be Snoozing,.. Till it Get, to Eight
Nine, to Five, Gotta Hustle, Grind, Gotta, get the Cake
Overtime, Now i Leave, at Eight, Just to Keep it, Straight
Picked you Up Late, You Was Mad, You aint Get a Break
Boss on your Back, Cause you asked, could you get Raise
Gotta Study, Pay Tuition, gotta Maintain, your Grades
We both, Had a Hard Day, now Who's Claim, To Praise
And this Day and Age,...Fuck it ....Marry Me
THAT SHIT IS FIRE
amazing
this is by far the best, it should have the most upvotes
Have you used this yet?
you burnt down my house with this shit fire
Needed this 😩
I love this beat😍💯🔥👌❤️
Die with me, cry with me, hands 🖐🏻🤚🏻on my heart ❤️ ♥️ 💜 😪
sometimes I just sit up and think,
About all the times I lost in these rinks
when I can't see her on that day my heart just starts to sink
something about her voice whenever she speaks,
I feel like she's a part of me like a missing link,
when I'm talking to this girl my knees just start to shrink,
my heart changing in emotions from blink to blink,
Wrote you this shit sorry I can't sing like Tink.
But I guess you never really mattered,
until you were there when my life turned into a disaster,
the only girl in my life who ever made me wonder,
If you be my girl I can always keep you flattered,
hold you so tight I won’t let your heart shatter
I won't let this end I swear I'll treat you like the master,
please let me guide you let me be like your ladder,
no playin’ games don’t be like the mad hatter.
xxxdestination X respect
@@818lifestyle4
xxxdestination X can I use this
Love this beat ❤️
Lil goat turned this to heat no capp
que instrumental tan perfecto!
Callate wey😂😂😂
Its been a while but i still feel no better now. Silence keeps clouding me
Hand on my heart
And I, I wish time never mattered
And every time I get a message
I be thinking it's you
But it's just somebody else and that's just got me confused
And I'm always overthinking that you found someone new
Cause we haven't spoken in 2 months so I don't know what to do
I love this beat
this beat legit sound like a whole song no cap
I'm walking right wit god, I used to be a lunatic
people always crossed me, something like a crucifix
I can't make sense of it but I've grown used to it
Chasing gods will, but still I do this music shit
Sean Mills this snapp ❤
Sean Mills capital G ahaha DONT DISRESPECT. lmao
Yeah,
I got so much on my mind lately dont know where to begin,
dont really speak on to much like to keep in the dark,
keep my emotions hidden and tucked away,
wishing to grow some wings and simply fly away,
cause, im asking god for help,
lookn up to the sky like i know you can hear me,
expect em to pick me up, but he come no where near me,
always told right from wrong jus so i can see the picture clearly,
but its all been fiction to me lately,
like a book, you can not read me easily,
turn the page its a new chapter baby,
with the demons that consume my thoughts,
kid cudi this is the prayer, the prayer for somethin new,
who knew itd be wit you...
THOUSANDTH SUBSCRIBER RIGHT HERE ESSSKEEETIT
Love this song
Baby Girl I’m sorry for ya Pain
I’m the only one to blame
It’s like every time you left me Girl
It never been the same
& I hate the man I become
& I told you I would change
But I kept on being stupid
Man I kept on playing games x2
This my 10th time calling yo phone
& you just keep hitting declined
& sending me to the tone
Ever since you got with him
it’s like you left me alone
ever since you left me
I’ve been all on my own
Its not yours
dont take others lyrics, fucking fortnite loser
Yummy Knight mate never said it was my lyrics jeez chill out
Räņđö_Bäņđż yes ik it’s not my lyrics I’m just putting them in chat if people would like to rap to them
2019??🔥🔥🔥
Been luking 4 this beat 4 ever
I love this beat 😫😍😍😍😍
I guess every guy i fw had intentions from the start.
How you say you love me then you go and break my heart?
I was really ten toes down, but we still grew apart.
The negative energy was making me feel unsmart.
Second guessing all my actions, where did i go wrong?
You really got me fucked up, just been stringing me along?
I was the one here for you when you were feelin' alone.
But were you really alone? You had bitches textin' your phone.
Saying i'm your only but where was the proof?
You thought I wouldn't find out? You thought I was a goof?
This love shit really gets to me cause I fall hard.
I wanted to be your forever, but you played me like a card.
Look don't come crawling back like "I know I did you wrong".
Yea boy you did me wrong , but now my mind is strong.
Haha, I'm working on myself and ion wanna engage.
You was a chapter in my life, but i just turned the fuckin' page.
this is sooo good omg
I wanna hear J Cole on this beat so fuckin bad bro ..
so smooth with it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Beat is bonkers dope got me in my bag.
This girl got me in depression all these demons got me stressing
I’ve been made into a devil yeah I got all the aggression
I be late to class so I ain’t even learning the lesson
I know there’s a funeral so pick a seat that you can Dress in
Ever since he died I’ve been feeling uncomfortable living my life
feeling untouchable
Now I ain’t the same
because in my life I have had a lot of change
Now if anybody walk up to me I’m gonna let it bang
I’m going to be looking like a vampires I’m growing vangs
People be rapping bout gang bangs but they don’t feel the kind of pain
It’s a shame people like to blame other people for there problems
Don’t want to face it head on and be like a man
Instead they try to put it in the fucking demands
Ok listen I’m tired of this shit
making me feel like I’m wanna kill my self
Don’t believe in my self
Yeah
Anerixed
Small
Weak
The names keep pileing up
And I can’t keep up wit it
I swear I just need to get my shit
Together
Pull my pieces off the ground and stick them back together
Man I feel like I’m in trouble gonna burst a fuckin bubble
I’m done with this shit
I said it for the last time
Stop playing Fortnite
It’s ruining your lives
Focusing on a virtual game but not what’s real life
Failing and your wondering why
I’m sorry but I can’t help u
When I don’t wanna be help
This shit is so dumb
I can’t even explain
The closet thing to reality is
Going down memory lane
I wish I was there for the last seconds of him dieing
Wish I was there to say I love u when he took his last breath
But now I live with the most fucked up memory
Something that nobody knows
I live with it cause I have to
This generation is cancerous I swear
It’s to toxic for me
And my Brain
goodnight
it’s time to run the pain train...
i haven't been feeling the same
it's like everyday, i'm communicating with a lame
all y'all is a shame
some of y'all just chasing fame
lately i been feeling alone
none of y'all would hit my phone
say hello to the dial tone
i only got a handful who really there for me
for them, it ain't hard to see
with them, i can be me
in this world, you can't be free
all y'all switching lanes
acting like a lame
always adding fire to the flame
man it's a shame
y'all act like y'all don't got a brain
tired of being played like i'm a game
stay in your own lane
i'm just tryna go on about my day
but y'all always got something to say
it's hard feeling lonely
it's hard to make friends when everybody acting toney
man, heart break ain't funny
i miss when my days was sunny
i'm chasing the money
i remember when you told me you fell in love with me
now the memory of you won't let me be
my love ain't for free
it's hard for people to see
all the pain turn me to a G
y'all claim y'all know me to a T
but you don't know a thing
you don't know about my pain
and what i had to do in order to gain
i feel like you left me in the dust
baby, having you was a must
just to make you laugh, i'd run a mile
you always use to make me smile
but we ain't talked in a while
but then again, i'm just a child
maybe your feelings for me was just mild
i'm done loving
i'm out here doing something from nothing
was you just fronting?
i promise i'm not stunting
i wanted the world for you
i told you i loved you too
i don't know what to do
imma just go on about my day
& let y'all do you
i admit i did my dirt
you did too, but i still tried to make it work
i feel like it just caused more hurt
never wear your heart on your shirt
everyone i open up
i get hurt worse
you said you'd fix me
& you'd never leave me lonely
but now it ain't the same
you won't get out my brain
don't expect me to come back
everything i'm stating is facts
none of y'all can keep it a buck
if love comes my way, imma duck
i was true to him
but lately i been coolin
all y'all just foolin
don't hit my line
it's past all y'all time
y'all gone regret how you did me when you see me shine
don't say we on "good terms"
one day, it'll be my time
imma grind
imma keep my phone on do not disturb
you will not be missed
ya heard?
💯💯🔥
rahhhhhhh that’s sick omg imma try rap to it
Aye I love this it really gets to me
Can’t wait for the part 2 this year 🔥💯
Who here because of the dude in the car
_only1 zayy meeee I was bumpin to the beat😂😂😂
I’m here from Lil Goat
Ryan's Wishes same
Yessssss 😂💀
_only1 zayy me
This Beat will Most Definitely get ya in Feelins or make You spit real shit if your a rapper!
East Side
I’m obsessed with this song now
❤️❤️I lovvve this beat
Kodak Black!
All I want is love don't nobody wanna love me all i wanna be is held dont nobody wanna hold when I'm down don t nobody stop and try to care don t nobody give a f*** ain't nobody in my corner so I try to keep my distance cause fake love ain't a option...
tysm for this😍😍😍😍🤪💘
This song is beautiful ♥️🥰!!!!!!
Freestylin’ flow to that OVO
Need no explanation, you already know how it go
The greatest alive
Like I’m the Bulls back in 1995
Feelin like it’s comeback season
With the homies bumpin it back in junior high
Simpler things , no stressin everyday life
Reminiscing on the times when everything felt right
Now It’s as bland as salad without the dressing
20 years old and my story’s kinda depressing
If I died tomorrow then that would be showing some progression
Sign the insurance, switch it to progressive
I be typing my thoughts in my phone
It’s a Cole world , feelin so alone
Wanna end it all
No supervision
No chaperone
Goin down the drain , I’m going insane
Losing my thoughts, no membranes
Been through a lot of shit recently
Lost everything I had , wasn’t going easily
This is all factual and I go about it frequently
Lower me down so I can sleep peacefully
Ex girl cheated, left me stranded with a broken heart
Must’ve been fake love from the start
Thought you was different , never pictured us apart
Genie granted me 3 wishes ,
Wishin’ shit never changed
Wishin’ shit was the same
Wishin’ we can go back to better days where I ain’t take the blame
Even when you was wrong and I was right
I was still tryna make you my wife
Spoke to my moms but felt like I got stabbed in the back with a knife
Praying you stayed , got on my knees pleading to Christ
Living a nightmare
Real traumatized
Can’t take the pain , spent 3 days hospitalized
You looked me in the eyes and stayed telling them lies
I was nothing but truthful but saw demonic spirits in your vibe
Knew something was up
Got that butterfly feelin’ in my gut
Ready to bust like I’m holding in a nut
Going different directions , feelin’ no connection
Called your phone , getting no reception
Everything flipped upside down like we in Inception
Friend told me the secrets you hid
Ain’t wanna believe him , never thought you did
Until I saw the proof on snap, all grinding on his dick
Looking like you belong on pornhub or some shit
Wondering what changed you
First glance you came off as an angel
Now I see the real you, never had a halo
Never did you wrong , was always faithful
Played mindtricks on me like your name was Chris Angel
Stripping down your clothes was your only form of payroll
2 years and all I ask is why
Not gonna front , I wanted to cry
10 days later I see you already onto the next guy
Blocked you once we said our final goodbyes
If I saw you in the streets I wouldn’t even give you a dime
All these females playing these games
Bitches ain’t shit but hoes n tricks , always been the same
Stay preaching it to all of you lames
You see I don’t deserve this
Feelin like Harry Potter with the curses
It’s the same shit over and over,
I can rehearse this
I’m off the dome with my own damn verses
For now ima just chill it out
Ain’t miss the exit, just hitting reroute
Damn, anywhere I can get your music
I coulda
Been
Better
This
Could
Of been
.... better off with that door locked and me myself I On these 4 walls . Do not disturb. I’m disturbed. Trying to find the inspiration n distribute happiness cause I do it by nature but these days shits changed and I feel like a stranger to the mirror can’t look in my own damn eyes so I see my pain clearer .
Don’t disturb me I’m gone n hopeless suicidal fantasies I ain’t joking .. hope that you know ... I didn’t do any of this without purpose now I’m down on my knees begging to the stars help me fuckin live for I give into these voices knocking on my Cerebral hurting me when my eyes are open but I close em n I dream of my coffin.. with no one attending my service ... damn.... I’m a slave to my own pain n I know it
Silence
Is haunting me
So I Steady Dance with those ghosts of what used to be, you and me, me and ma , smiling laughing all that shit it Kills my head I can’t help but think it’d be better if I was dead cause I can’t promise I won’t hurt you’s again
People in my city keep it going
You all soldiers yeah I been front line row to the war zone know what I’m saying Hella lot of pain in the game even though the systems trying to contain me I never changed I feel the same thangs ... n sometimes I cry A few tears for my G’s Hoping that even tho you don’t pray god keep you alive for me cause in 18 months I’ll be free n a better me N when I am I’m taking my F a m I l y that loved me when My own blood turned n walked out on me ... coulda been better but it’s worse than I can describe in any verse can’t wait till the day I’m riding Coffinwd in a hurse I regret so much how I supposed to pretend anything I’m not no joke ... hate myself . Slit my wrists for I wrote this . Introverted hopelessness I hope that someone hits me back cause I miss The feeling of Puting On Being notices ...
Katherine Merk hang in there. Everyone says don’t do it because you’ll hurt your family, but you shouldn’t do because you have a future in rap/litterateur. Like x, and pac did but they’re gone now. It’s up to people like you to change the world.
The Real J.R.
Thanks a lot man, I would of replied a year ago but I was going through Some troubles ... one year sober As of last month & out of jail now, seeing Clear skies it’s beautiful. Thanks for your love I hope wherever in the world you are that You are doing well.
Silence keeps clouding me hand on my heart
This is f****** fire!!!
Been some time but remember like it was yesterday
On the phone smiling, telling jokes just how we use to play
Cuz Its u girl that I’m never going to see
, listening daily to that same shitty beat, Keep on waitin for that special girl to meet.
Being in Relationships with girls that used to play, Walking through the rain along the broadway.
Sitting late in the Nights, sad an cying, kept on going because I was forced by the hope that I could make u smiling.
I'm on my knees I still pray for you
I ask the lord to look over you . And I never wanted to call you my ex I never asked for sex I was just asking for your best. Stayin avake just to get a text, sittin sleepy in School, girl that shit got me stressed. Arguing with my parents, girl that shit brought me in a mess. I wasn’t able to sleep, girl that shit got me depressed.
I’ve gotta worry bout the future ,can not worry bout the past, but these Problems keep on coming just to fast.
Listen
I think it’s time to talk. I think that you should know. I didn’t mean for that to happen , see the way I let you go .
I was i was in a state of mine where I was dropping all my thoughts . But I’m stead of thinking through i just let u go and flew.
Even though you get me mad sometimes I know it wasn’t you. This was all bout me when it should of been bout you.
I didn’t know what to do . I didn’t know what to say, I guess I said it up here before it was said to your face.
But at the time it was late.
I had to be in my place .
I wasn’t thinking at all.
I guess I didn’t feel straight.
I wanna let u know now, that I was being a clown.
But I do this for you, so that you’ll be very proud .
I wanna be your forever.
I wanna have u real close .
Don’t wanna be in my bag, don’t wanna be very sad.
Bc it’s all about lust, and it’s all bout trust .
I wanna do this for you, so that we’ll always have trust.
I come back and listen every time
This beat is SICK!!!!
A snippet from my verse
So that summer i was on break from school.
I talked to this shawty on the phone until 2 .
I met up with her and she was pretty cool.
Its crazy but its hard for me to find love out of the blue .
She was my soulmate you know 1+1=2.
Before i met her i didnt know what to do.
Christian Reyes lmao im deaddd
Lol
2+2 is 4 minus 1 thats 3 QUICK MATHS lol sorry i had to
kyrone anderson can I use this
The wind is changing in the trees/
Making it way harder to breath/
Wanting to spill it out but to scared that your gonna leave/
Blinded by ur love , making it harder to see/
To scared to share my problems but its still bothering me/
And I can't change the way I think and I can't change the way i act/
But I'm tryna keep It positive , not tryna hit the sack/
And I'm growing in even weaker but I can not take that back/
And I can admit that I'm weak that's no lie , that's a fact/
And I hate the feel of lose and I hate the feeling weak/
And I'm tryna cry for help but for some reason I can't speak/
And Its slowing starting to leak/
But its blood , not what u think/
And I just wanna forget this pain and find the love that I seem to seek/
Hey I know this is going to to be weird but can you write some more lyrics for this song it's pretty cool
Do you also have some way of contact we can use
Gesssshh this beat is 😩🤤🤤