Welcome everyone! This video is a very different video from what I would normally put out and you're going to see a very different side of me in this video but I really hope you all enjoy :D Thank you all so much for your support
There is a lot of sad things in the comments right now, so I'm gonna try to brighten it up. Everybody who has ever lost someone to anything, your not alone and it's okay you'll get through it Have a good day.
These are the things some people don't see. The pain people go though mentally and physically is sometimes impossible to imagine. This game is so beautiful and tells the truth so much, I respect those who lost because of cancer
Thank you Mini for playing it. I almost forgot this game... I have lost so many people in my family against cancer that remembering them make me cry all over again, specially that one close to me died on April of this year. I was very attach to her... She was my mother aunt... At least she left peacefully but still... I cant get in my mind she already gone. Again thank you.
Tomboygamer 109 Life is a rollercoaster, it sucks depending who your riding with. It'll be better for you because you get to sit next to God while I sit in the back row by myself. May you be loved for the rest of eternity.
I almost died. It wasn't cancer or a disease. It was just words that caused it. And a few hits. Suicide attempt #1: March 20th, 2016, the day before my birthday. Attempted overdose. Suicide attempt #2: December 4th, 2016. Cut over 10 times on each arm. Almost died. Honestly I'm glad suicide didn't work. At times of course. But the feeling of wanting to die, never will go away from me.
Don't. Just don't. Who cares if people make fun of you. Show them you don't care. Show them you're powerful. Don't let them get to u. Words may cause hate, sadness, but they are just words. Words. It isn't really the words. It the way people use them on u. If people are making fun of you, they obviously don't want u to be better than them. They are jealous. Don't let them get to u. Stay strong.
Be strong...try the hardest you can to fight these dark thoughts...always be positive...make all the connections with god powerful and unbreakable...don't give in to these dark thoughts... be strong...☺
My favorite thing about this video is how many of the comments are people telling others about their problems and others supporting them. I think it's cool that there is no messing around.
My mom just died this past September from a pulmonary embolism...a blood clot that moved to the lungs and stopped blood from going there. About 2 hours before she died I had to go down stairs of the house to do something. My aunt (her sister) was watching TV, while my mom was asleep in her chair. When I went down stairs my mom sounded like she was gurgling as she breathed. As it turns out, that was fluid building up in her lungs and in a way she suffocated. At around 1am, my aunt knocked on my door with me and my girlfriend asleep. She was frantic and saying that the paramedics are doing everything to recesitate her. I walked out to the living room, to see a Lucas brand CPR automated chest compressor over her, while another paramedic was pumping air into her with those bag things. I go back to my room and was just in shock seeing what was going on. Pretty much was emotionless and numb from it. My girlfriend held me. About a half hour later my aunt came and knocked om the door again crying and saying "I'm so sorry, but your mom is gone". I told her I'm sorry too. My girlfriend and I just held each other for a little bit and I went back out to the living room and then into my parent's bedroom with my aunt and dad and a sheriff. It took about an hour for the coroner to arrive from Minneapolis to get my mom. The sad thing is, that day before I was helping my mom stay balanced while trying to use crutches as she broke her ankle a few days earlier, about a month after my dad had his heart attack. He was off from work for a month, then went back to work. A week after he does that, my mom dies. Helping my mom with the crutches and then giving her a hug was the last big thing I did for her before she died. I don't fully comprehend what the hell happened exactly. She was put on a blood thinner and was cleared from the hospital with no blood clots...a couple days later she's gone. The paramedics had the gall to say that she looked like she was abused by us, because she was bruised...even though we told them multiple times that she was on blood thinners, which help cause bruising. Watching a parent die before your eyes is one of the worst things you can ever witness. I am not a drinker, but damn, at that point I kind of wished I was. Spend as much time with your family, no matter how much they piss you right off, just spend time with them because you never know when someone could die.
I always love coming back to this video and seeing this sentimental and sensitive side of mini it's truly amazing how sweet he is inside and out ♥️♥️♥️♥️
Well its human feelings to because i'm 14 and almost everytime i watch toy soldiers by eminem or its been a long day by wiz khalifa i almost cry because i feel bad that they lost somebody in there lives
I apologize things are like this and I know how it is to lose someone, rest in peace Joel, you were a blessing and it is an honor, even if I only get to hear your laughter.
I wish nothing but the best for her health; Nobody deserves cancer, not even tyrants, not even martyrs, not even terrorists- Nothing is as bad as cancer. The fact your friend has survived it six times gives me hope, hope that they will survive it once more, and to finally be rid of it (Saying that as in, this is the last time they get it; Then they live the rest of their life in peace.) I really hope she survives, please let me know if the situation updates. -I once again wish her luck.
Lyricsin best of luck to her. I had a friend myself who was diagnosed with cancer about 4 years ago. When he had found out it was stage 3 kidney cancer. He had fought it for almost 4 years but he sadly passed away last March on the 19. His son has locked himself away and tried to separate himself from everyone. Out of all of us he was hit the hardest :'(
Mini Ladd, If you are reading this I just want to say thank you. You are one of the most "human" of the youtubers. You connect with your fans. And I speak for everyone when I say that we appreciate it. This video was truly touching and not just because of the game, but you giving your relation to it. Just keep it up Craig.
+xxNoobTubezz (xxNoobTubezz) I agree with you. Mini you have made us feel and connect with us like Markiplier has. You both have connect with us like no other RUclipsr has. I like to thank you both for doing this for us. Thank you so much Mini and Mark. Thank you both from me and my brother.
Yea.... My freind has cancer... He is a good friend of mine and I just can't imagine life without him... He is like my brother and my life would be so... I would be so lost without him. he can't leave me.
Mini first of i, on behalf of everyone here, can say thank you. This is without a doubt the best video you have ever done! The reason i say this is because this shows the real you. Not the hilarious character, but the serious, down to earth man that we all love. I want to say thank you! I hope you're ok, and we all are always here for you man! You are always going to be one of the inspirations to me. Hopefully one day i can become as successful as you. Once again, thank you!
my first grandpa died when I was 5 from cancer. My second grandpa was diagnosed with an early stage cancer, but was treated and now he's luckily cured. This hit me like a 6000 ton truck
David Brinkerhoff that sucks man! I feel your pain. Try to stay positive. I learned myself that mourning the dead is useless if you don't live with the living.
thank you mini for making this. and playing that..it makes me see what people can actually be like, like when you shared how you felt and how it doesnt matter what race you are or culture or anything. its the fact that we are all people living on the same earth and we should appreciate what we have while we have it. thank you mini. truly thank you
when the father said if i hold him tight enough nothing can take him right? it reminded me of my father he didn't die of cancer but of a meth related heart attack and i was only three i realized that i never got to tell him that i love him or ever got to say good bye. it pains me when other people are not happy that i will try my hardest to make them happy so they never have to get to anything as worse as that feeling that i have.
I know how u feel I never got to say good bye or I love to my grandma even though I have a ocean of tears I hope u live the best life as u can and I bless u that nothing ever bad happens to u
when he was with Joel while he was crying in the room. That got me. Even tho i've never had anyone close to me with cancer it still hit me. I wish Joel could still be alive for the sake of his parents and so he could have a full life of fun things to come. Rest in Peace Joel you will be missed.
I know how you feel. No matter how many times I watch this... when those recordings start at the beginning it... it feels like something is breaking, and I don't know what. And it's like nothing I've ever felt before. It isn't like when someone around you actually does get or dies from cancer, or when a family member dies... it's different to that. And it's special in it's own way. And as much as it isn't a good feeling... it's one of the reasons I have watched this video so many times...
mini....this is beautiful....the point you started crying I lost it...I normally don't cry...but...this...I'm speechless.....the feelings you were showing here...I wish all guys were like you....this is just.....I have no words for this except thank you...thank you for sharing this with all of us....
It doesn't matter what you do go do it even if no one wants it "even if your trying to act all bigg and tough it opens your eyes when you realize life is easier than what you think it will be!" -Minnie Lad 2016-forever
I cried. I'm not afraid to admit it. I lost a very close friend when I was in high school, and watching you play this, Mini, brought all of those feeling and emotions back to me. I just want to say thank you for having the courage and bravery to show this side of yourself, because it takes a lot to do something like that. Thank You :)
For some people its not sad because there a callase it because they have a different perspective on things.This seemed really happy especially when they sent him cards :)
This is a life changing game. It shows how much people care and how hard it is to fight cancer. Thx for playing this Mini, I think I kinda needed to cry. #keepfighting
My grandma lost her life by working and had cancer... She was my everything until she past away. When i herd the news of her lost i was speashless... Same as my uncle... He commited suecied and when i herd about it i fell on my hands and knees and cried about a hour. Thank u for reading this if your mini and for everyone else around me. Thank u.
I know how you feel Mini, my great aunt died from cancer a few years ago and my grandpa had just got diagnosed with stage 4 bone cancer, which means it's not cure able, he only has a few more months and I just have a bad history with cancer. I pray for anyone who has lost a loved one from this horrible disease. I hope that soon enough, we will find a cure.
Dont even know where to begin with this.. Im so glad you made this video. It was such a journey to go through. I teared up way more than I feel like I should have, but oh well no shame. Im so sorry to hear about whatever you have been through, no matter who it was I cant imagine how painful it must have been. But they can see how great of a person you have become now and how many people you have affected around the world. It is great to see the more deep and down to earth side of you that we dont always get to see in like Mario Kart or other gaming videos. It definitely made me think about things going on in my life, and I thank you for this video. Best of luck to you in everything you wish to do. Love your channel, and I can appreciate it alot more now seeing more of you. See you in the next one.
I held in my emotions for almost the whole video, not to be tough, but to contain. And... I lost it... at the end. The real pictures got me... I haven't cried in 3 years... This is beautiful.. Thank you Mini. :)
seeing my lovely friend Craig tearing up inside like this, makes me cry as well. I cried at the cards, the bottles, the church... But seeing Craig tear up makes me cry too...
hey Criag, i know this video was up a year ago but i just wanted to say i know the tough things everyday. And not alot of people thank you for that. But, i just want you to know that i think you are such an amazing person.And i just thought you should know that you have helped me through so much, and in truely thank you for that. A couple of years ago i lost my grandma to brain cancer, and the hard thing is that she died 2 days after my birthday. and i knew that i am not the only person who loses people in their life time. but the thing is that all of use end up losing something or someone that we truely love. and we all feel the same pain as one another. Craig you have helped me by just being you, not by the content you upload or the games you play. its the smile you put on your face even when you, yourself are going through something hard. so thank you Craig for being you and not trying to be someone else.
My Great grandpa died of cancer when I was 7, I remember my mom telling me in her and my dad's room, I.... I didn't take it well, it wasn't my age that made it hard, in fact I was pretty mature for my age, it was the fact that I was too mature, I understood and remembered and realized that I would never see him again. I cried, I cried for so long, and you know what's funny, he said to his daughter, my grandma," don't you dare hook me up to that machine if I'm dead", it made me think that maybe it's better that he's gone, no pain, no suffering, and that he's in a better place.
Keanu- Sausage that happeed to my grandmother a few years ago and even though she was sometimes mean and not everyone liked her it still hit me hard my grandpa must feel horrible he outived everyone in his family age wise for generations and we have a real bond and i even told him when my grandmother died that he has to give me at least another 10 years before he passes and im not afraid that he wont complete that task but what truely horrifies me is that what ill do when he does complete it but then dies so hopefully hell give me 20 years
Mini, thank you for this video. I can truly say it has made me happy and sad all at the same time. Just recently I lost someone very very dear to my heart. I've lost a lot of family and friends in my short amount of time on Earth (20yrs). I know the pain of loosing someone you love to a disease, especially cancer. And I just want to thank you for putting up this amazing gameplay and sharing your emotions with us. Craig, we are all here for you, I know what it's like to be hurting like that, but one thing that always makes me feel better is knowing that they are finally home with God. Heaven is a beautiful place where everything is absolutely perfect. Our loved ones are ALWAYS watching over us, until we meet them again. I love you Mini! I'm here for you man!
Right at the end......where he was so happy with his pancakes and manju and the bubbles.......made me cry for the first time in 7 years.......and now ill never forget the story of joel the brave knight who fought the dragon called cancer.
I had a pet that meant the world to me and then she just laid down and didn't get back up again. Never to run again, never to play again, and I know she is happy somewhere else and that I'll see her again, but I've never been the same sense that day and It kills my heart every time I remember that and I never ever want to let her daughter go because I want something to hold on to…… :(
But I know she wouldn't want me to dwell on the sadness but to remember the happy times with her and I promised her something and I will fulfill that promise no matter what it takes…..Because she meant the world to me.
Wow that's deep hope you are all right that's so bad to hear I wish that your dog is in an amazing place and I hope that your family is handling it well
I had an experience like yours my dog was my best friend ever and one day I found him lying ground never to open his eyes again after 3 to 4years later I can't think about it without crying. mock me if you want but that dog was the greatest friend I ever had none of my friends compare to him
Started crying when he read the cards. Started bawling when Joel was crying. Now it's the ending, I'm crying now. Poor, Joel. R.I.P little Joel. This game made me cry 3 times.
I cried mainly at the same times as you and I also cried when the father felt full of despair. I have been there but with anxiety and depression. I have felt lost and like I was drowning in a pool of hopelessness.
I can't give my grandpa that's been amazing to me that has diabetes a hug because i used to live with him, but i had moved across seas before he had diabetes, so he's in america and i'm in australia, and he's seriously been so amazing to me, and he's still alive but i can physically hug him, and there's just not enough time in the day to talk to him... I really hope he doesn't die, like seriously, again, he's been so good to me, i think i love him more than my parents... ;-;
Pixel Paints No ones gives a shit! Quit trying to say depressing story's and trying to make people feel bad. I'm not a dick, technically this is a Dick move. This is a gaming experience, not a biography where everyone says shit.
R.I.P. Brave Knight you are missed and inspire many. You were so strong throughout your journey. You are in a better place and you will be able to see your parents very very soon because they will be right up there with you. Goodbye for now Joel
Hey Craig, I've watched your content since maybe about 2014, and I went back to this video because my own Nana is at stage 4 and trying to make her comfortable now. I really hope that your play throughs help me, and make me smile in this though time. And especially this video, because I can relate to it so much more.
This was probably the best feels game I've ever watched/played. To be honest, seeing this side of you makes you look way more human Mini. It allows all of us to make connections with you and feel closer to you as a RUclipsr than most. I plead you to make more of these type of videos.
Cancer has real affected my life, when I was only 9 my mom passed from cancer then I turned 13 and my great grandma passed from cancer it has taken a toll on me but I know that neither of them are in pain anymore so that's good but I have really had a hard time since they passed I'm 17 now but it's still hard once you lose people really close to you my family wasn't the same without them my dad started dating which I hated my sister started to be less social and when we have a family gathering people are acting a lot different and when my great grandma passed my grandma was going through a hard time already she was having a hard time with money and that happened and she seemed really depressed and didn't talk to people a lot not even my grandpa it's been a rough journey but things have gotten better since then. Things always get better even though sometimes you don't think they can.
This game just watching it made me cry every minute, to think of the pain people go through that you would have never known about. Especially for the people that have never faced or never experienced something like this in real life, because even if you haven't, it stills breaks your heart. Seeing it; hearing it ; feeling it even though your not there. This is something that has and will effect my perspective on how I see things in the world from now on, and has probably done the same for anyone who's made, watched or played this game. May Joel rest in peace with God by his side.
The whole way through this video I was either on the edge of crying or actually crying, I really don't know what to say or feel after that. Such a powerful game that really hits you where it hurts. This spoke to me personally because my aunt got cancer a while ago and not only did it affect everything about her but also our whole family and all the relatives. Luckily she beat it but I know that not that many people are as lucky. All I can really say to those who are fighting any illness, or know someone who is, or those who have lost someone is never give up and know that you aren't alone, support is everywhere. Also I wanted to say thank you to Mini Ladd, its because of people like you doing the things you do that keep my spirits high whenever things get tough, you're great mini keep up the great work.
this video really hit close to home for me i currently am battleing cancer and it just makes me verry sad to know that little kids that still have there whole lifes ahead of them cant experiance the joy of growing up it truly is a very dificult illness to fight not only becouse of the pain that you pysicaly feel but the pain the you feel mentaly and emotionaly that none can relate to unless they have experianced the pain that cancer can inflict in your life thank you for reading and have a good day
I have a few things to say about this video... 1) It was enlightening to kind of share this experience with you Mini it showed everyone a new light to you and it's just deep. 2) I couldn't get through the entire thing without pausing a few times for a break because my chest was so tight while watching this. This was truly enlightening.
I heard someone was arrested for trying to sabotage cancer researcher's work and when asked why they said "cancer should not be cured because it's a gateway to the Lord" blew my mind
Mini you are a legend you know exactly what to say and the right time to say it please don't let corruption take over your life the way you are right now is perfect. If only there were more people like you and me in this world it would truely be beautiful. Keep it up mini.
I know this is an older video. But having watched a second playthrough of it struck home, after having dealt with cancer at age 26 during 2017. It's tougher than tough, harder than hard. It's describable in endless ways, making it indescribable as a whole. I wanted to extend a hug and prayers to anyone that has endured, and to those that have witness others that struggle or have struggled with it - including you, Craig. Thank you for reading this story for your viewers, myself included.
Thank you for playing this... Thank you for sharing it, and thank you for really feeling it. I can see the genuine empathy you experienced as you played this, and I can tell it really moved you.. Peace to anyone you may have lost, and to you as well.
Welcome everyone! This video is a very different video from what I would normally put out and you're going to see a very different side of me in this video but I really hope you all enjoy :D Thank you all so much for your support
first call ir
+Mini Ladd *grabs popcorn*
Plz reply to me say hi
hit me daddy
Father
"Hey it's you again! I love you, you're my friend" I lost it at that point 😭
I lost it at the card about the parents writing a card to there children
Cancer is a dragon breathing fire that only some can avoid some get hit and fight through but others arent as lucky
There is a lot of sad things in the comments right now, so I'm gonna try to brighten it up.
Everybody who has ever lost someone to anything, your not alone and it's okay you'll get through it
Have a good day.
Byrrl you too man thx
Byrrl thanks for that mate
Burro you are one of the rare species of good people on this planet
Sorry Byrrl not Burro
thank you
I kept it together until the last part at the picnic when Joel said "I remember you" I started sobbing
Lone _Wolf77777 you and me both that made me break
Russianator 13 same
Lone _Wolf77777 I always cry at the spinner of thoughts
Same
Isaiah Bratcher my aunt died from cancer so this really got to me
This hurts like hell since my dad died of cancer, and seeing + watching this... hit home for me in so many ways.
Lilja my granddad died and his last word to me was I didn't win but you will have a great life then he died in my arms
Lilja May he forever be loved
Lilja my grate grandpa died 6 months ago and this got to me also
These are the things some people don't see. The pain people go though mentally and physically is sometimes impossible to imagine. This game is so beautiful and tells the truth so much, I respect those who lost because of cancer
Thank you Mini for playing it. I almost forgot this game... I have lost so many people in my family against cancer that remembering them make me cry all over again, specially that one close to me died on April of this year. I was very attach to her... She was my mother aunt... At least she left peacefully but still... I cant get in my mind she already gone. Again thank you.
RoxasLoverForEver I am sorry
I have lost a lot of family to
My aunt just passed last summer cause of cancer😭😭
*You have to enjoy the little things*
Zach Detour
Yes you do.
Zach Detour that God gives you in your life
Amen to that
cause you never know the day it will all end suddenly
Joel, may you forever rest in peace, you never got to experience life to its fullest, and you are missed by many.
And Elijah, Forever shall you rest in truth and peace
Logan Mason He wasn't able to live life as long as others, but he got to see God and Jesus before any of us. And those kind of balance eachother out.
YahBoiPlays Potato Tomato
It’s not just the anniversary of the day Joel died, it is also the anniversary of the day Joel entered Heaven, and that is worth celebrating.
theyellow truth it's not celebrating someone dying. It's celebrating the life they lived
Spinestro same
Spinestro ...you just made me cry with that comment
Spinestro ...you just made me cry with that comment
That's so sweet u knoe
Me: I'm not crying you are
Everyone else: yeah man we're all crying no ones ashamed
Me: *TEARS UP* *sniffles*
ThE YEllow E Should I be ashamed I was relatively unmoved?
even the pain of a stab wound couldn't compare to Losing a loved one
cancer is real guys remember that and dont let it go
life is a roallacoster and if it stops halfway through know God is always with u
Tomboygamer 109 I know cancer is real its a real bitch to 😥😥
Tomboygamer 109 Life is a rollercoaster, it sucks depending who your riding with. It'll be better for you because you get to sit next to God while I sit in the back row by myself. May you be loved for the rest of eternity.
Tain Holsclaw No one gives a shit. We don't need a lesson.
i wish this was a movie R.I.P Joel
same But it's real
it kinda is😊
JeXe Shark Shitty movie.
Rush Shark I don't think it would be as powerful as a movie
I almost died. It wasn't cancer or a disease. It was just words that caused it. And a few hits.
Suicide attempt #1: March 20th, 2016, the day before my birthday. Attempted overdose.
Suicide attempt #2: December 4th, 2016. Cut over 10 times on each arm. Almost died.
Honestly I'm glad suicide didn't work. At times of course. But the feeling of wanting to die, never will go away from me.
Rainbowz God, get some help, if you don't have help already. Like, legitimate help.
Suicide is no way out, just remember that, everyone has their place in the world. Suicide will only hurt others.
And you.
Don't. Just don't. Who cares if people make fun of you. Show them you don't care. Show them you're powerful. Don't let them get to u. Words may cause hate, sadness, but they are just words. Words. It isn't really the words. It the way people use them on u. If people are making fun of you, they obviously don't want u to be better than them. They are jealous. Don't let them get to u. Stay strong.
Be strong...try the hardest you can to fight these dark thoughts...always be positive...make all the connections with god powerful and unbreakable...don't give in to these dark thoughts... be strong...☺
My favorite thing about this video is how many of the comments are people telling others about their problems and others supporting them. I think it's cool that there is no messing around.
1:06:24 thanks for the good luck and all that...but i lost my mom from cancer when i was eleven
AVP Master Me when I was nine due to breast cancer
you know that feel then
sucks, dont it
god i still miss her
How long has it been for you? It gets easier
R.I.P Joel your in a better place now
Yea
Joel died?
*You're
+Tysnakes Are you fucking kidding me? It's not the time to be making spelling corrections.
+The Wolfinizor ikr like wtf
My mom just died this past September from a pulmonary embolism...a blood clot that moved to the lungs and stopped blood from going there. About 2 hours before she died I had to go down stairs of the house to do something. My aunt (her sister) was watching TV, while my mom was asleep in her chair. When I went down stairs my mom sounded like she was gurgling as she breathed. As it turns out, that was fluid building up in her lungs and in a way she suffocated. At around 1am, my aunt knocked on my door with me and my girlfriend asleep. She was frantic and saying that the paramedics are doing everything to recesitate her. I walked out to the living room, to see a Lucas brand CPR automated chest compressor over her, while another paramedic was pumping air into her with those bag things. I go back to my room and was just in shock seeing what was going on. Pretty much was emotionless and numb from it. My girlfriend held me. About a half hour later my aunt came and knocked om the door again crying and saying "I'm so sorry, but your mom is gone". I told her I'm sorry too. My girlfriend and I just held each other for a little bit and I went back out to the living room and then into my parent's bedroom with my aunt and dad and a sheriff. It took about an hour for the coroner to arrive from Minneapolis to get my mom.
The sad thing is, that day before I was helping my mom stay balanced while trying to use crutches as she broke her ankle a few days earlier, about a month after my dad had his heart attack. He was off from work for a month, then went back to work. A week after he does that, my mom dies. Helping my mom with the crutches and then giving her a hug was the last big thing I did for her before she died. I don't fully comprehend what the hell happened exactly. She was put on a blood thinner and was cleared from the hospital with no blood clots...a couple days later she's gone. The paramedics had the gall to say that she looked like she was abused by us, because she was bruised...even though we told them multiple times that she was on blood thinners, which help cause bruising.
Watching a parent die before your eyes is one of the worst things you can ever witness. I am not a drinker, but damn, at that point I kind of wished I was. Spend as much time with your family, no matter how much they piss you right off, just spend time with them because you never know when someone could die.
I'm all for dark humor, but it has to be timed correctly and now is not the time...sorry for your loss.
Ratkill9000 Amen
I am sorry for your loss
I AM SO SORRY,I HAVE FELT YOURE PAIN
I always love coming back to this video and seeing this sentimental and sensitive side of mini it's truly amazing how sweet he is inside and out ♥️♥️♥️♥️
I think mini ladd is gonna be a great father someday, based off how much he seems to care about joel
How are babies made?
+xXManipulatorXx I'll need to see an ID to tell u that
Couldn't be any more right!
so true I cried so much
Well its human feelings to because i'm 14 and almost everytime i watch toy soldiers by eminem or its been a long day by wiz khalifa i almost cry because i feel bad that they lost somebody in there lives
I apologize things are like this and I know how it is to lose someone, rest in peace Joel, you were a blessing and it is an honor, even if I only get to hear your laughter.
Im already crying,I dont need any more feels.
why are you using wolfy's icon
I'm so sorry for you I know how it is to lose someone as well
+SandStormer123 I'm crying too
I'm so sorry, but I know what it's like. Going to funerals, looking back on good times and then moving on
I started crying when Joel did because I thought "he probably knows his life is over soon" : (
I am also affected by this because my aunt was affected by breast cancer but she fought through it and I am very happy for her
same. I cried
God damn it, Mini, I love you...I'm so sorry for what has happened..you've actually been helping me through a lot of..stuff..thank you for, well, you.
Daimian Black have a great life buddy
i have to say this game was the first game since Beyond two souls that Broke me
Same
Same
Same
yeah but beyond two souls was worst for me
Beyond two souls broke me, but if some things were a little bit different it would've left a better impression in my brain.
That moment when ur about to break, then an ad pops up
same
same here
+james komorek yah
+james komorek AdBlock... Sah dude
Kailen Phillips ☺🖕
This game hit me so hard... I have a friend who has cancer, she's had it 6 times and she's been fighting it for almost 8 years
Lyricsin I hope she gets better 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
I wish nothing but the best for her health; Nobody deserves cancer, not even tyrants, not even martyrs, not even terrorists- Nothing is as bad as cancer. The fact your friend has survived it six times gives me hope, hope that they will survive it once more, and to finally be rid of it (Saying that as in, this is the last time they get it; Then they live the rest of their life in peace.) I really hope she survives, please let me know if the situation updates. -I once again wish her luck.
Lyricsin in my world.now she has set a record for suriving cancer
Lyricsin best of luck to her. I had a friend myself who was diagnosed with cancer about 4 years ago. When he had found out it was stage 3 kidney cancer. He had fought it for almost 4 years but he sadly passed away last March on the 19. His son has locked himself away and tried to separate himself from everyone. Out of all of us he was hit the hardest :'(
okay ive fallen apart
that was really powerful
Doctor Straightrazor I
I broke when he read those cards in the hallway
Tobias Spicer Same here
yep same
Tobias Spicer same
How I broke way before that I'm just a emotional person in general
Tobias Spicer SAME😭😭
Three years ago I almost lost my younger brother.... well kinda did... he died for 45mins but came back to life... making me cry thinking of it
howd he die for 45 minutes
They gave him cpr
oh wow im sorry but happy that he lived
Thx
I will not answer any more questions ok thx
Craig, this side of you was always there. Even when it's not showing. Thanks for playing that game :)
Agreed
+Erica Stagnolia you hit the nail on the head
Mini Ladd, If you are reading this I just want to say thank you. You are one of the most "human" of the youtubers. You connect with your fans. And I speak for everyone when I say that we appreciate it. This video was truly touching and not just because of the game, but you giving your relation to it. Just keep it up Craig.
+xxNoobTubezz (xxNoobTubezz) I know I'm not Craig but that is really sincere and keep up the positivity ☺👍
+xxNoobTubezz (xxNoobTubezz) I agree with you. Mini you have made us feel and connect with us like Markiplier has. You both have connect with us like no other RUclipsr has. I like to thank you both for doing this for us. Thank you so much Mini and Mark. Thank you both from me and my brother.
Yea.... My freind has cancer... He is a good friend of mine and I just can't imagine life without him... He is like my brother and my life would be so... I would be so lost without him. he can't leave me.
Is he okay now?
Is your friend ok now
Hows your friend doing ??
crying within the first twenty minutes. Well I'm going to be a train wreck after this.
yup definitely a sobbing train wreck.
This is an experience I will never forget, nor will ever want to forget.
MsFanofmanythings1 Would you like a tissue? Don't use them all, I still need them to mop a small pool.
Mini first of i, on behalf of everyone here, can say thank you. This is without a doubt the best video you have ever done! The reason i say this is because this shows the real you. Not the hilarious character, but the serious, down to earth man that we all love. I want to say thank you! I hope you're ok, and we all are always here for you man! You are always going to be one of the inspirations to me. Hopefully one day i can become as successful as you. Once again, thank you!
my first grandpa died when I was 5 from cancer. My second grandpa was diagnosed with an early stage cancer, but was treated and now he's luckily cured. This hit me like a 6000 ton truck
David Brinkerhoff that sucks man! I feel your pain. Try to stay positive. I learned myself that mourning the dead is useless if you don't live with the living.
Gijs Huisman I didn't even see my first grandpa...
thank you mini for making this. and playing that..it makes me see what people can actually be like, like when you shared how you felt and how it doesnt matter what race you are or culture or anything. its the fact that we are all people living on the same earth and we should appreciate what we have while we have it. thank you mini. truly thank you
when the father said if i hold him tight enough nothing can take him right? it reminded me of my father he didn't die of cancer but of a meth related heart attack and i was only three i realized that i never got to tell him that i love him or ever got to say good bye. it pains me when other people are not happy that i will try my hardest to make them happy so they never have to get to anything as worse as that feeling that i have.
may your father rest in peace
ur father is in a better place now hope it doesn't happen to you
I know how u feel I never got to say good bye or I love to my grandma even though I have a ocean of tears I hope u live the best life as u can and I bless u that nothing ever bad happens to u
It reminds me of how when we moved away from each other I regret not spending time with her when we have family gatherings
may he rest peacefully
when he was with Joel while he was crying in the room. That got me. Even tho i've never had anyone close to me with cancer it still hit me. I wish Joel could still be alive for the sake of his parents and so he could have a full life of fun things to come. Rest in Peace Joel you will be missed.
Thank you Mini, it was an honor to watch this with you.
R.I.P. Joel. May he rest in heaven, knowing that his story is being told.
I had to b lymphoma non-Hodgkin'sI was diagnosed May 15, 2014 and I'm in remission now and it's been almost a year from today that I was cancer free
Thats amazing to hear! Lifes to short so make the most of it 👊🏻
The first couple words broke my brain
+José Morales yeah it know as blood cancer
If u want to see what I went through it on my Instagram @brendonduzer it a pic of a dog
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
when i started to heard the live voice recordings my heart instantly fell
I knew that this was going to be hard and it was very much😢 cried so much
I also felt that way
I know how you feel. No matter how many times I watch this... when those recordings start at the beginning it... it feels like something is breaking, and I don't know what. And it's like nothing I've ever felt before. It isn't like when someone around you actually does get or dies from cancer, or when a family member dies... it's different to that. And it's special in it's own way. And as much as it isn't a good feeling... it's one of the reasons I have watched this video so many times...
mini....this is beautiful....the point you started crying I lost it...I normally don't cry...but...this...I'm speechless.....the feelings you were showing here...I wish all guys were like you....this is just.....I have no words for this except thank you...thank you for sharing this with all of us....
It doesn't matter what you do go do it even if no one wants it "even if your trying to act all bigg and tough it opens your eyes when you realize life is easier than what you think it will be!"
-Minnie Lad 2016-forever
I cried. I'm not afraid to admit it. I lost a very close friend when I was in high school, and watching you play this, Mini, brought all of those feeling and emotions back to me. I just want to say thank you for having the courage and bravery to show this side of yourself, because it takes a lot to do something like that. Thank You :)
sorry for your loss
This is so sad, I just cant hear this child cry. R.I.P Joel Evan Green
r.i.p.
Yes ❤️
+Arjun Gill rest in peace joel even green
For some people its not sad because there a callase it because they have a different perspective on things.This seemed really happy especially when they sent him cards :)
R.i.p 😢
This is a life changing game. It shows how much people care and how hard it is to fight cancer. Thx for playing this Mini, I think I kinda needed to cry. #keepfighting
#keepfighting
+I NEED A NAME #keepfighting
#keepfighting
#keepfighting
#keepfighting
My grandma lost her life by working and had cancer... She was my everything until she past away. When i herd the news of her lost i was speashless... Same as my uncle... He commited suecied and when i herd about it i fell on my hands and knees and cried about a hour. Thank u for reading this if your mini and for everyone else around me. Thank u.
This game broke me.
T_T
I cried honestly ever time I see a youtuber play it
+Swag Potato #fuckcancer
Yes me too especially at 1:18:39
At first i was like "Pff from what am i gonna cry" 1 hour later i cry ;~;
For all the people that gave this a thumb down. REALLY this happened in real life. You people are crazy. SHOW SO E LOVE...
SOME
Agreed
They're probably just a bunch of pricks who don't like mini no matter what game he plays
I agree show respect for this father
I know how you feel Mini, my great aunt died from cancer a few years ago and my grandpa had just got diagnosed with stage 4 bone cancer, which means it's not cure able, he only has a few more months and I just have a bad history with cancer. I pray for anyone who has lost a loved one from this horrible disease. I hope that soon enough, we will find a cure.
Dont even know where to begin with this.. Im so glad you made this video. It was such a journey to go through. I teared up way more than I feel like I should have, but oh well no shame. Im so sorry to hear about whatever you have been through, no matter who it was I cant imagine how painful it must have been. But they can see how great of a person you have become now and how many people you have affected around the world. It is great to see the more deep and down to earth side of you that we dont always get to see in like Mario Kart or other gaming videos. It definitely made me think about things going on in my life, and I thank you for this video. Best of luck to you in everything you wish to do. Love your channel, and I can appreciate it alot more now seeing more of you. See you in the next one.
I was crying I nether wanted to go through that feeling again and this game just feels so real and emotional.
Agreed
its a true story yep
IkR
+Niko Anthony A. Gambe really it's true...
Thanks for playing this game, really means a lot to me and so many other people.
I held in my emotions for almost the whole video, not to be tough, but to contain. And... I lost it... at the end. The real pictures got me... I haven't cried in 3 years... This is beautiful.. Thank you Mini. :)
+Shotak i could not even hold it from the begining, i was crying the whole entire time
seeing my lovely friend Craig tearing up inside like this, makes me cry as well. I cried at the cards, the bottles, the church... But seeing Craig tear up makes me cry too...
me too
mini that makes you man because you are brave enough to express a sensitive side towards things that matter
This isn't a game it's an experience
Good thing mini isn't mark. Mark would be crying in the first five minutes
True
Mark is gonna play it..... I'm saving a whole box of tissues for that.
yeah lol
I'm really glad mini isn't cancer either
+penguin Golightley wtf do u mean lol?
I haven't cried in about 6 years... this broke me.
Thank you for playing this game and sharing it with us. You have so much of my respect Mini.
hey Criag, i know this video was up a year ago but i just wanted to say i know the tough things everyday. And not alot of people thank you for that. But, i just want you to know that i think you are such an amazing person.And i just thought you should know that you have helped me through so much, and in truely thank you for that. A couple of years ago i lost my grandma to brain cancer, and the hard thing is that she died 2 days after my birthday. and i knew that i am not the only person who loses people in their life time. but the thing is that all of use end up losing something or someone that we truely love. and we all feel the same pain as one another. Craig you have helped me by just being you, not by the content you upload or the games you play. its the smile you put on your face even when you, yourself are going through something hard. so thank you Craig for being you and not trying to be someone else.
I cant count how many times i cryed throughout this video
same
Me to
You have no idea pal
same
It so true tho
someone I knew died from cancer ,my hearts sank in tears
My Great grandpa died of cancer when I was 7, I remember my mom telling me in her and my dad's room, I.... I didn't take it well, it wasn't my age that made it hard, in fact I was pretty mature for my age, it was the fact that I was too mature, I understood and remembered and realized that I would never see him again. I cried, I cried for so long, and you know what's funny, he said to his daughter, my grandma," don't you dare hook me up to that machine if I'm dead", it made me think that maybe it's better that he's gone, no pain, no suffering, and that he's in a better place.
Keanu- Sausage may he roam free in the plains of heaven
God bless you and god bless you're great grandfather.
Keanu- Sausage that happeed to my grandmother a few years ago and even though she was sometimes mean and not everyone liked her it still hit me hard my grandpa must feel horrible he outived everyone in his family age wise for generations and we have a real bond and i even told him when my grandmother died that he has to give me at least another 10 years before he passes and im not afraid that he wont complete that task but what truely horrifies me is that what ill do when he does complete it but then dies so hopefully hell give me 20 years
Mini, thank you for this video. I can truly say it has made me happy and sad all at the same time. Just recently I lost someone very very dear to my heart. I've lost a lot of family and friends in my short amount of time on Earth (20yrs). I know the pain of loosing someone you love to a disease, especially cancer. And I just want to thank you for putting up this amazing gameplay and sharing your emotions with us. Craig, we are all here for you, I know what it's like to be hurting like that, but one thing that always makes me feel better is knowing that they are finally home with God. Heaven is a beautiful place where everything is absolutely perfect. Our loved ones are ALWAYS watching over us, until we meet them again. I love you Mini! I'm here for you man!
its ok to cry mini we wouldn't make fun of u for doing it
Yea
I agree it's ok I cry so much 😔
+Rayleigh Michaud so true
Who didn't cry?
Your profile picture makes you sound sarcastic
R.i.P my grandma 07/23/03 (cancer)😭😭😭
Daily Car im soo sryy for your lost she is in a better life
I'm so sorry, I hope you're well. God bless
V8 Gameing in so sorry for you're lost
Well she probably was a piece of shit and deserved it thank you God😂😂😂😂😂
V8 Gameing sorry for your loss mate
Right at the end......where he was so happy with his pancakes and manju and the bubbles.......made me cry for the first time in 7 years.......and now ill never forget the story of joel the brave knight who fought the dragon called cancer.
at 37:08 I felt what you felt mini I cried s little, I know what its like to lose someone....
(just finished the video) .....I..I can't, I relate too much, this is ow 😭
I had a pet that meant the world to me and then she just laid down and didn't get back up again. Never to run again, never to play again, and I know she is happy somewhere else and that I'll see her again, but I've never been the same sense that day and It kills my heart every time I remember that and I never ever want to let her daughter go because I want something to hold on to…… :(
But I know she wouldn't want me to dwell on the sadness but to remember the happy times with her and I promised her something and I will fulfill that promise no matter what it takes…..Because she meant the world to me.
Wow that's deep hope you are all right that's so bad to hear I wish that your dog is in an amazing place and I hope that your family is handling it well
Xavi Daw thanks
me?
I had an experience like yours my dog was my best friend ever and one day I found him lying ground never to open his eyes again after 3 to 4years later I can't think about it without crying. mock me if you want but that dog was the greatest friend I ever had none of my friends compare to him
after what happened to my grandpa (died from throat cancer) I could connect well (I couldn't say goodbye) that was in 2010😩
Maddie Roo same my grandpa died from lung cancer that was 2017
Started crying when he read the cards. Started bawling when Joel was crying. Now it's the ending, I'm crying now. Poor, Joel. R.I.P little Joel. This game made me cry 3 times.
this game didnt make me cry many times. the crying just never stopped
I cried mainly at the same times as you and I also cried when the father felt full of despair. I have been there but with anxiety and depression. I have felt lost and like I was drowning in a pool of hopelessness.
+Midnight LJ ive been there bro
+TRU3SNIP3S 101 Thanks for letting me know I am not alone
anyone else sob uncontrollably?
Yeah...
me my mom had cancer
I know the feeling... Mine did as well...
+Connor Jauw sorry it must have been hard for you going through that
throughout the whole game
I broke down at 13:29, little did I know how sad this experience got
wow that brought me back to my mom fighting cancer so long ago. an man this video hit me so hard.
thank you mini for doing this game
Love this video make me think of my grandmother that passed from cancer
I can't give my grandpa that's been amazing to me that has diabetes a hug because i used to live with him, but i had moved across seas before he had diabetes, so he's in america and i'm in australia, and he's seriously been so amazing to me, and he's still alive but i can physically hug him, and there's just not enough time in the day to talk to him... I really hope he doesn't die, like seriously, again, he's been so good to me, i think i love him more than my parents... ;-;
can't* physically hug him
Pixel Paints thats sad😢
Pixel Paints I know how u feel man
I cried so hard
Pixel Paints No ones gives a shit! Quit trying to say depressing story's and trying to make people feel bad. I'm not a dick, technically this is a Dick move. This is a gaming experience, not a biography where everyone says shit.
R.I.P. Brave Knight you are missed and inspire many. You were so strong throughout your journey. You are in a better place and you will be able to see your parents very very soon because they will be right up there with you. Goodbye for now Joel
Hey Craig, I've watched your content since maybe about 2014, and I went back to this video because my own Nana is at stage 4 and trying to make her comfortable now. I really hope that your play throughs help me, and make me smile in this though time. And especially this video, because I can relate to it so much more.
25 minutes in and I already know i wasn't ready for this trip to feeladelphia...
all aboard the feel train
Same
Good spelling idiot!
+xxbravo swatxx It was meant to be spelled like that idiot.
+xxbravo swatxx it is a joke not stupid u are the idiot sir
A friend of mine died of cancer when he was 3 months shy of his 10th birthday and I was devastated because he was my only friend in grade 2
My mum is currently battling cancer.
WoodsGaming I hope she beats it
WoodsGaming I currently have a family member going though chemo and I wish nothing for the best of u man
This was probably the best feels game I've ever watched/played. To be honest, seeing this side of you makes you look way more human Mini. It allows all of us to make connections with you and feel closer to you as a RUclipsr than most. I plead you to make more of these type of videos.
Cancer has real affected my life, when I was only 9 my mom passed from cancer then I turned 13 and my great grandma passed from cancer it has taken a toll on me but I know that neither of them are in pain anymore so that's good but I have really had a hard time since they passed I'm 17 now but it's still hard once you lose people really close to you my family wasn't the same without them my dad started dating which I hated my sister started to be less social and when we have a family gathering people are acting a lot different and when my great grandma passed my grandma was going through a hard time already she was having a hard time with money and that happened and she seemed really depressed and didn't talk to people a lot not even my grandpa it's been a rough journey but things have gotten better since then. Things always get better even though sometimes you don't think they can.
Press A to show respect.
This game just watching it made me cry every minute, to think of the pain people go through that you would have never known about. Especially for the people that have never faced or never experienced something like this in real life, because even if you haven't, it stills breaks your heart. Seeing it; hearing it ; feeling it even though your not there. This is something that has and will effect my perspective on how I see things in the world from now on, and has probably done the same for anyone who's made, watched or played this game. May Joel rest in peace with God by his side.
44:38 "Ditt nrvr gir meg den styrken jeg trenger i livet" means your presence gives me the strength I need in life
GOD DAMNIT YOU MADE ME FUCKING START CRYING AGAIN
No_Balls_Deluxe I'm sorry, I cried too
+No_Balls_Deluxe me too
The whole way through this video I was either on the edge of crying or actually crying, I really don't know what to say or feel after that. Such a powerful game that really hits you where it hurts. This spoke to me personally because my aunt got cancer a while ago and not only did it affect everything about her but also our whole family and all the relatives. Luckily she beat it but I know that not that many people are as lucky. All I can really say to those who are fighting any illness, or know someone who is, or those who have lost someone is never give up and know that you aren't alone, support is everywhere. Also I wanted to say thank you to Mini Ladd, its because of people like you doing the things you do that keep my spirits high whenever things get tough, you're great mini keep up the great work.
Thanks to Mini I could actually sit through the entire experience
this video really hit close to home for me i currently am battleing cancer and it just makes me verry sad to know that little kids that still have there whole lifes ahead of them cant experiance the joy of growing up it truly is a very dificult illness to fight not only becouse of the pain that you pysicaly feel but the pain the you feel mentaly and emotionaly that none can relate to unless they have experianced the pain that cancer can inflict in your life thank you for reading and have a good day
I hope everything goes well for you😄
Steph Marquez thank you =)
Everything will go well :) Trust on yourself man !
nicko aleta it's a positivity game
my mom was in stage 4 cancer I was hoping and praying she would get better and it was a meracl that she got better 😭
The same thing happened to me.
if you still wanna talk about it ore have some one who you can text with i wish i can help you.
I have a few things to say about this video... 1) It was enlightening to kind of share this experience with you Mini it showed everyone a new light to you and it's just deep. 2) I couldn't get through the entire thing without pausing a few times for a break because my chest was so tight while watching this. This was truly enlightening.
I heard someone was arrested for trying to sabotage cancer researcher's work and when asked why they said "cancer should not be cured because it's a gateway to the Lord" blew my mind
I actually cried when I was watching this because my great grandpa died from cancer
rip
my gramps passed away from cancer too brother. *hug* it'll be alright
Same bro I know how you felt:(
my grandpa doesn't even remember me.
Srry for ur loss :(
Mini you are a legend you know exactly what to say and the right time to say it please don't let corruption take over your life the way you are right now is perfect. If only there were more people like you and me in this world it would truely be beautiful. Keep it up mini.
I know this is an older video. But having watched a second playthrough of it struck home, after having dealt with cancer at age 26 during 2017. It's tougher than tough, harder than hard. It's describable in endless ways, making it indescribable as a whole. I wanted to extend a hug and prayers to anyone that has endured, and to those that have witness others that struggle or have struggled with it - including you, Craig. Thank you for reading this story for your viewers, myself included.
I cried right when Brian tried to calm Joel down in the hospital room and he prayed to God to calm Joel down because he couldn't...
i started to cry when the photograghs came up
anyone who's dealt with this I feel for you I know what you've felt more or less so much love you guys and support to you.
Great to know people around like you
Sam Vass wasn't like that always but I'm in a better place now (not dead just through it)
Thank you for playing this... Thank you for sharing it, and thank you for really feeling it. I can see the genuine empathy you experienced as you played this, and I can tell it really moved you.. Peace to anyone you may have lost, and to you as well.