Hi Eleanor! 🥺💕 I have commented this on your last video as well but I don't know if you've seen it so here I am once again! I was wondering if you will ever be covering the "Zodiac Killer case" apparently the identity of the killer has been released to the public and he has been caught. I really do not want to look into it myself because I don't want any spoilers 🥺 Plus your videos are stunning and amazing and always full of details! If you could please take a look at the case please do! I really love your videos and work💕💞 Thank you very much if you're reading this and if you'll be taking a look at the case! I love you :3 💞💕 Stay safe and take care of yourself! Bye bye! 🥺💞💞💞💞💞
I will never forget what Matthew's father said to his killers at the sentencing: "may you live a long life, and thank Matthew every day for it". Matthew had been against the death penalty, and his father wanted to recommend the death penalty for his son's murderers, but instead recommend consecutive life sentences, to respect Matthew.
@@Ked7032 I feel like it depends. It’s only a punishment to people who actually want to die and be put out of their misery, it isn’t really a punishment for those who fear death (because they know they’re going to hell for their actions) and want to live
@@nikki2giovi He was a boy, just because you turn 18 doesn't make you a man. I felt uncomfortable being called a women until I was 25, looking back now I honestly think that 25 should be age when people are considered grown up. Not meaning that word boy is offensive. He was 21 he was just a boy, still studying, with all his life ahead of him.
he was probably so glad he could bring up the strength to go out alone after the jumping. i just can imagine how bad he felt after getting attacked again .
The fact they found him with tears shown over dry blood is the most saddest vision and sight to see his thought process was probably the most darkest in those hours alone it has ever been to be attacked again after he finally got the courage to start living again I will never forget this story RIP Mathew 🤍
As a survivor of gang rape, it broke my heart to hear the outcome of Matthew's ordeals.. it always seems more heartbreaking when it's someone else's story compared to my own.. poor sweet man.. I'm so sad about this. Need part two, asap.!
@@hazier2349 thank you.. and you're right.. I used to take it for granted.. I'm a reformed cutter.. I'm doing better nowadays but this world makes me scared for the children.😔
And the tear stains on his face. This makes me so mad and so sad, I am trying not to cry, so senseless. I remember this and I thought then that it was so horrifying and sickening.
I was a young teen when Shepard's death occurred. When I tell you, I became an Ally overnight and joined every GSA club I could, I mean it. I'm still an Ally over two decades later. And my daughter is LGBT, this is still a fear. Society is terrifying.
I completely agree. I am also a part of the LGBTQ+ community. It’s terrifying out there. I hope your daughter is doing well and thank you for being an accepting parent. So many parents are not so accepting or kind.
@@musicallytalented16 lol ok. My God said Love Thy Neighbor so I will. I'm also an ally and you're what's wrong with this world. I pray you can open your heart to love and not hate. Hate eats you away.
ikr, she manages to tell the story with so much respect to the victims and their loved ones, while educating and entertaining us at the same time. not every true crime youtuber does that so well as eleanor.
@@0h_hi_mark I like them both, Bailey definitely cares about the victims imo, she just expresses it differently than Eleanor does. And Bailey doesn't care about insulting the perpetrators, which I also love 😂 The two of them just have different styles, I don't think it's fair to say one is better than the other.
She’s so great and telling these people’s stories. So much so that if people discuss true crime and specific killers Elenor has discussed, I can normally mention the victim’s names and share something about them. I feel like that stops their names from dying :(
We females are always warned not to go out at dark in a strange place alone, but boys are unfortunately not given the same advice and especially if you are at a greater risk for being targeted. Its really a shame.
Matthew wasn't killed because he was gay. He was killed in a drug deal gone wrong. One of the killers was gay & knew Matthew as they had previous sexual relations, as well as to get drugs.
I remember hearing a gay man saying he was afraid to be gay when he was young because all he have heard about being gay was Matthew's case. Is sad to know how much fear the LGBTQ community have to live with (and still do today).
Watch the documentary on the Bondi Beach gay murders in Sydney, Australia in the '80s. There were something like 80 murders over a 10-15 years, mainly during the AIDS epidemic and killing gays was then a 'blood-sport' for some and quietly tolerated by many. The police were many years later condemned for their passive complicity. I grew up with that in the background. I remember colleagues at work at the time saying, 'They brought it on themselves.'
Exactly! It's sad , it's like people are afraid to be who they are and true to their preferences because of horrible people as such whom did this to poor Matt. I support the LBGT 🌈 community, I have family members who are apart of the community and I have even indulge in certain behavior with the ssme sex , growing up 😂 I have a kinky side let's just say and it's no harm in that as long as you are respectful of yourself and others regardless.
I just find it F'ed 🖕🏾 up people can't be whom they want because of insecure and hateful individuals who lurk around this world . Nobody should have to hide the beauty of their souls because of who they choose to be with ! It's a free world. Liberty 🗽 and ⚖️ justice for all! I support Matthew, and hurt to hear this happened to him 😢. I support the LBGT 🌈 community. 🕊️ peace ✌️ and love to All
I haven't cried over a true crime case in years. But hearing that the police woman's words of comfort to Matthew when he was still conscious hit me so hard.
I remember reading about this case, and crying afterwards. That poor boy went through hell and back. I pray that he is resting well, and that everybody who hurt him is haunted by what they did forever.
It’s so upsetting what he went through but not only that he was still alive when they found him,,, it felt like they could save him and get him back :(
Denver local, born and raised, his story was told to the baby gays. Not just his death, but who he was. So many of them remember him, and miss him. Matthew was a huge part of our culture, and history. He may be gone, but his spirit lives on. My drag mama even remembers him fondly and some time she got to spend with him. I was to young to remember the media coverage (i was four), but his story is why my mom and family had fear when i came out.
@128 feral cats Oh god stupid edgy comments 🙄 I can’t see it so they probably deleted it but I’m guessing it was stupid and offensive, also known as “edgy” 🙄🙄🙄
My son turns 18 on October 29. I'm terrified for him. I never want him to leave my nest. His father and I know it's going to be difficult at times. He's a beautiful boy, free spirited, loves makeup, skirts and combat boots. And for all our advancements, South Carolina is still not exactly gay-friendly. But I know what kind of human being I've raised and at some point, I have to let go and trust God, the One who made him as he is. 🧡💛💙💓💜
As a victim of SA, I just want to say that you can get over getting physically beaten, once those injuries start to heal.. but its so hard to forget that SA.. it feels like somebody ripped your soul apart and took a piece away with them 😭😭😭😭
my heart breaks every time i hear about the case of Matthew. I can't imagine how scared he must have been that night, and he seemed like such a sweet guy! Rest in peace and my prayers go to his family and his loved ones!
Matthew wasn't killed because he was gay. He was killed in a drug deal gone wrong. One of the killers was gay & knew Matthew as they had previous sexual relations, as well as to get drugs.
@@tybiggs9754 that doesn't change his murder and the horrible death he had, though. He didn't deserve to die the way he did, be it due to a bad drug deal, sexual orientation, appearance, etc.
This case and the Junko Furuta case break my heart. All the cases are tragic, but these two in particular put such an ache in my heart. Thank you for the respect you show the victims and their families.
The junko case left me with a cold fire in my stomach. The only thing I could find to not get angry about was how the reporters didn't hide the names of the boys and defended it by saying they weren't kids but monsters.
I get sick thinking about what happened to her. Worst case i've looked into. I also wish I hadn't. I can't believe people like her attackers exist. She went through hell I hope she rests in peace.
My brother is homosexual and when he came out my mother was so fearful for his future as an African American gay male. Now I understand why. This poor man went through something so unimaginable. His attackers deserve nothing less than what they did to poor Matthew.
The fact it takes a murder, the death of someone discriminated just because of them being themselves, just to get people to listen is so heartbreaking and such a statement on the way of the world. Wake up. People matter
Unfortunately, this seems to be the way the US works. Until a certain amount of deathly car accidents, they don't install traffic lights at certain intersections or crosswalks,etc. It seems like it always takes loss off someone's life(lives) for laws to change here. Like seatbelt laws or drunk driving. Things that seem like common sense to us, always takes people literally getting killed. It's ridiculous honestly.
@@ddddavyy8383 “Americans.. they’re a different breed” A different breed from what?? Everybody else who’s equally as horrible if not worse in terms of discrimination? I mean, please, name 5 societies that are demonstrably *more* tolerant and accepting than the US lmao
the show “Laramie” is based off of this case. It’s an amazing show that depicts the harmfulness of homophobia. Rest in peace Matthew, may you and your story live on and educate others
It’s called “The Laramie project” and I was a usher at the theatre when they performed this..I got to sit in the back and watch the show..It was brilliant but tragic
Same! It would be laughable if it wasn't for the context every time. I hear it so much in these and never actually see any of these things randomly discarded so when I finally do I'm gonna think it's a body right away and be totally wrong!
I have the most random creepy story and your comment reminded me of it. Some guy was riding his bike one morning and he noticed a guy standing against a tree and the guy on the bike thought he had just moved back for him but nah he was dead he h@nged himself
My parents knew Matthew personally, they did theatre with him at our community theatre in Casper. Thank you for covering this case with such respect and empathy.
My junior year in high school, our theater club did a show called the “Laramie Project”. it was about Matthew’s life and his impact in America after his death. This case really broke me, but I am so happy a part of him lives on. RIP Matthew
@@jfhfhnghfhd1027 😳 who are you mystery man - I must know if we are talking about the same high school. Reveal yourself!! ( if you are okay with that ^^ )
Ironically enough, I live in Wyoming, and if a teacher so much as brought this up in class in any way that wasn't a thinly veiled "He deserved it," they'd face horrific backlash from the public and the schoolboard.
I've always been affected by Matthew's case. It got personal when my son came out nearly three years ago and I've told him all about Matthew. His story is important. And it never fails to bring me to tears when I think about him.
The way you described the blood on his face being washed away by tears almost brought me to tears. That is one of the most heartbreaking things I've ever heard.
I was attacked outside of a bar in 2006 for being a transman who was flirting with a lady. This hits had as I remember the fear of being LGBTQ in thr 2000s. I ended up moving out of state and living as female for another 13 years before I finally could not take it anymore and came out.
i'm so sorry u had to go through that. it makes me so sad hearing the things people go through for being gay, transgender, black, etc. nobody deserves to go through something like that simply because of race or gender identity/sexual orientation. it's sad that so many people live with such a hate in their heart, and people even support them. it's truly sickening.
@@seulty I am just glad that people in general have become so much more empathetic, black lives matter, Pride and so many other wonderful groups are garnering support after years. It's just sad that people have to lose their lives to finally get the attention and love they deserved in life.
He has such gentle eyes. This story broke my heart. Having a sibling in the LGBTQ+ community, this doesn’t bear thinking about 💔 Rest in peace Matthew, lots and lots of love ❤️
I can't thank you enough Eleanor for covering this case. As an LGBT individual it means so much to see this case covered. I am true crime fan, but this is the first time I am hearing of this case. It just goes to show how cases involving minoritys are often sidelined. With your level of detail and compassion for Matthew it really gives a true idea of exactly who he was, and how impactful his murder was in action against Homophobia. Matthews death is just as important now as it was twenty years ago, and to see it discussed with this level of sincerity, and also raising awareness of LGBT people and important issues is just amazing.
Am watching this with my youngest LGBTQ+ teen & she begged me to give a tip that could save someone else. I've been a nurse for 30 years. If you ever encounter someone whose jaw is clenched shut this severely & you HAVE to attempt opening it for CPR place 2 fingers where their earlobes attach at the jaw & press. You can make firm circular motions to massage this area & just below the temples. This usually loosens the temporomandibular joint allowing you to open their jaw & perform CPR.
@@victorguevara9227 thanks for asking 😊. He is physically ok. The person who attacked him is still trying to get him again. He lives in our neighborhood and stalks him. We are careful to drive him where he needs to go and he always has a friend with him if he has to walk anywhere. He is better than he was but still afraid of being jumped from behind again 😒
@@hmbogi that’s terrifying i hope he can heal and get justice. What a disgusting person that must be for just attacking ur son for simply existing and living his truth. It’s no ones business who they are and how they live their life!!
Matthew wasn't killed because he was gay. He was killed in a drug deal gone wrong. One of the killers was gay & knew Matthew as they had previous sexual relations, as well as to get drugs.
@@tybiggs9754 that doesn't change his murder and the horrible death he had, though. He didn't deserve to die the way he did, be it due to a bad drug deal, sexual orientation, appearance, etc.
I remember being a scared gay teen in Louisiana and scared to come out after hearing this story. I didn’t know at the time but I learned that I had a loving and understanding family. May Matthew continue to rest in peace. This is truly sad. I hate that such a good person had so much happen to him in his short life. Thanks for covering this Eleanor. 🏳️🌈🏳️🌈
This is one of the most heartbreaking stories I've heard. Nathan Lane (Actor, The Birdcage, The Producers, The Lion King, etc..) mentioned this story and spoken about how much Matthew inspired him to come out as gay to the public in the 90's
Poor poor lad, living with post traumatic stress, depression and anxiety is so hard to live with. I’ve been living with it for 8 years, it doesn’t go away but you find ways to cope with it. RIP Matthew ❤️
Thank you for this, I'm studying A-level Criminology and we're covering this. This will make studying for it so much easier. This is such a tragic case
@@aaliyahali8265 a bunch of different ones, private investigator, correctional officer, a lot of police work, forensic scientist, social worker, lawyer, criminal profiler, anything that deals with crimes, criminals and the law
I’m studying Criminal Psychology, I watch Eleanor constantly to help me study cases. Uncle works as a Criminologist and he watches her too, good luck in your studies 🖤
I'm so proud of the maturity in the comment section today Eleanor invest hard research, energy and hours into giving us this disturbing heavy content. Many comments are about the case instead talking about how attractive Eleanor is. Thank you, Thank you , Thank you 💛
I mean she’s GAWGESS & does an amazing job a shedding light on cases. Doing it all while respectful knowledgeable awesome & Gawgess!!!! -- WE CAN TELL SOMEONE’S STORY WITH LOVE AND STILL BE ATTRACTIVE 😉
Yeah exactly like if people wanna compliment her then they should just go to her instagram or something instead of doing it on a real crime case video.
I remember crying when I heard about this case. I actually heard it because when I told my mom I liked men she told me about this as a "warning" for me to stay straight. But honestly I didn't even care about her intentions I just felt horrible about his death.
This poor soul! Absolutely terrible. I got goosebumps all over my body when you said the officer was telling Matthew "come on baby boy, you've got this kiddo." Bc he was his parents baby boy, their kiddo, even tho he was an adult. RIP matthew!
Why do these evil people always end up finding the most amazing, caring, empathetic of people to steal from the world? Either through murder or destroying them through the trauma, pain and be depression of the horrible things they inflict on them? ]: I love learning about true crime cases, but especially when the victims are such amazing people, it just fucking hurts to hear everything they had to go through. This is so heartbreaking and really hope his family and friends are dealing as well as they possible.🖤
I know this probably isn’t the case here because he was genuinely a lovely guy but people are more likely to talk about the good things the victims have done and the goodness of their hearts while avoiding bad things (if any). However, people who are attacking and killing someone are more likely to choose innocent types of victims.
I learned of this case from Ellen's documentary. The description of his tears really stuck with me through these years. I know he's the catalyst for the US to seek justice for the LGBTQ+ community but I wish he had lived to see the impact he made.
My senior year of high school, our theatre class performed The Laramie Project. We were able to video chat with some of the real people mentioned in this case who knew Matthew. We are all so honored that we were able to help tell Matthew's story.
I was born and raised in Wyoming and this is the one big thing we are both horrified for being known for and also proud of what came out of it in the end. I'm so glad you're covering it I think I recommend it a year or two ago.
not sure proud is the word I would use, also a Wyoming native and considering that those girls didn't get nearly enough time in jail and that the people of that state still wants to keep the LGBTQ+ population as hidden as possible not sure much good came out of it and they sure didn't learn much either (mom of 3 LGBTQ kids & a Wyoming native who is grateful I moved) I am glad I didn't try to raise my kids there. They get enough hate as it is.
I first heard about this case when I watched the documentary “Matt Shepard is a friend of mine” it’s a fantastic and heartbreaking documentary that gives you insight on the life that Matthew had and what he meant to the most important people in his life. Definitely worth a watch!
My son is the age of Matthew when he passed away and I couldn’t imagine. My heart goes out to his parents and my heart breaks for what Matthew endured. It’s devastating!
What a terribly sad, infuriating story. Matthew sounds like such a lovely, kind-hearted boy, with such a big, bright future ahead of him that was stolen from him and all his loved ones.
I just don't get people that do this sort of thing. Other people's sexuality doesn't harm them. It doesn't take money out of their pocket or affect their lives one way or another.
This case breaks my heart every time it’s discussed. Eleanor, I have to say a thank you. Thank you for showing the photos of Matthew so full of life and joy. One thing I have immense respect for you for is that you don’t show the photos of these victims in the hospital with their wounds, or their bodies at crime scenes, etc. you always show them in the best light and allow them to be seen and remembered at the best ❤️
I appreciate so much your coverage of this particular incident. I cannot express how very much the death of Matthew Shepherd affected people in the US. Those of us who have had friends in the LGBTQ community were terribly concerned for our friends in both physical and psychological ways. I cannot imagine how those who were in that community must have felt. This is an important story and one that will stick with me forever.
Matthew's story has always made my heart ache. I remember watching an interview by the female police officer who found him first, and its always brought me some comfort amidst the horror that she found him and comforted him in some of his last conscious moments. I don't know if he could hear her, but I'm sure it was of some comfort to his mother that this angel of a lady was there talking to him and telling him he wasn't alone.
This case has haunted me ever since I first heard about it many years ago. I'm a true crime enthusiast and the stories usually don't emotionally impact me much, but this case is different for some reason. Thank you for spreading awareness of it.
I was 11 when this happened and I was so terrified for my brother he had been jumped several times at work school and coming home. This case broke me heart and made me hold my brother so tight.
I can listen about Bundy, Ramirez, Dahmer and other of these monster all day without flinching, but this one... This one always gets to me. I've seen so many videos about it and every single time I cry. All of these stories are sad, but this one always was specially heartbreaking to me. Matthew became a symbol and never will be forgotten. Even in his death he was still helping others (with people realizing what a huge problem homophobia actually was and unfortunately still is).
Oh my… I’m quite tough watching your videos but this one got me very emotional. 😢 humankind seems so broken doesn’t it. And taking the opportunity, you’re so kind and respectful when sharing all the stories… you’re amazing!
I used this case in my presentation on hate crimes against lgbtq+ people, said presentation was in my home counry in Eastern Europe. A very homophobic place. But I saw some empathy and sense come through to them. So sad these things have to be this way :( rest in peace, Matthew
I wasn't born when the Matthew Shepard took place, but I do remember when I was 14 and coming to terms with being LGBTQ+ and I was doing research on the crimes committed against us. This case especially broke my heart.
My high school did a day of the dead celebration every year, and all the clubs would each make a decorated alter for someone who had something to do with the topic of the club. Anyway, I was VP of the Gender Sexuality Alliance and we made an alter for Matthew Shepard my junior year and it was really important to me not only as young queer person but this case took place like an hour away from where i grew up, and Matthew died in the same hospital i was born in 😥💕
I'm an Asexual Ally, and I headed my High Schools "Gay-Straight Alliance Club", its what we had back then...and at one point being on the club for so long I did a study on Mathew and...what's it called...damn I'm old now...I did a speech on him for a school topic. Anyways, I think I kind of relate to you a little bit with this so I wanted to share.
Only just started but there’s a play based off this case called “the Laramie project” and it’s one of the most interesting and well put together pieces of theatre ever.
My school staff came together a couple years ago and did that play for 6-12 grade. The entire school. It was so heart wrenching. I knew of the story before hand but that play hit different.
There is also a collection called Considering Matthew Shepherd by Craig Hella Johnson. He tells the story through music. It’s really long but it’s so powerful and heartbreaking.
I had the privilege of meeting someone that knew Matthew personally. To hear the details about the case and loss that he left behind was extremely sad.
I didn’t even hear about this during pride month. It’s something that deserves to be known outside of that. Not only was this man a victim bc of his sexuality but he is someone’s son someones lover. It’s so devastating
Matthew's story was one that impacted me so much growing up, and I wasnt even born when it took place. Thank you for taking the time to cover this Eleanor!
I was waiting for something to listen to while I do my school, as soon as I saw this I was able to get the motivation to get it done. Eleanor always makes my days and I always listen to her videos whenever they come out or when I'm relaxing or anything really.
Ive had a similar gang assault and never received justice. Idk if I ever found closure nor what that looks like for the situation.Looking back at my teenage self, I locked the memory away but my body still reacted to the trauma. I was peeing the bed, I was overdosing on Adderall which led to lack of sleep and psychosis. My mom victim blamed me and family never confronted me about it. Im so happy that Matthew found a support system instead of a downward spiral many stay stagnant in
Hey, me too lol Such a sad story, I can't imagine hating someone enough to do something like this, over something that literally doesn't effect me at all. It's so mind-blowing to me.
I'm in Campbell county. It's still a shit hole here, and we still get threats on the regular for having the audacity to not be straight or cis. Matthew changed America, but he didn't change Wyoming, at least not where I am.
@@Leo-wh1st I am sorry. As a lesbian demigirl I have been told multiple times to not visit Wyoming, and (if everything I've been told is true) I am so sorry for you who live there.
I live in Wyoming and still till this day we talk about Matthew still till this day. Something similar happened to my brother all because he is gay. I hope that nobody ever has to go through this because it is truly heartbreaking.
He seems like such an amazing person! I remember hearing what happened at about 12 and It still sticks in my head. One of the most important moments of my young gay life.
Thank you so much for covering this case. I lived through the horror of this case, knowing however that long after Stonewall Riots, these attacks were still not uncommon in the US against the LBGTQ community. Thank you for reminding younger people about this important point in LBGTQ rights history. You also have brought up details of which I was unfamiliar since so much has become known since the time when it happened. Love your show.
I did the play The Laramie Project in high school and I’m convinced this is the case that got me on true crime and learning as much as I can about the victims. Thrilled to see you covering this story Eleanor ♥️
I’m sorry I can’t watch this one because for the first time, I don’t think I can handle hearing everything the victim went through. Thank you for posting this and raising more awareness about these kinds of hate crimes. I don’t even have to watch this to know that you handled everything very respectfully and I adore you for that! I’ll see you next video ❤️
Thank you Eleanor for your compassion in storytelling of true crime cases. There are less than a handful of true crime channels I watch for reasons fact checking and respect for the victims and their families are important in recreating the timeline and events for awareness and education. Thank you for all the hard work and time you put into these stories. You’re truly an angel. 😘
Thank you so much for covering this, Eleanor. My mom grew up around Laramie and it was hard for her to process this. It makes me so sad because Matthew truly was a person of change and didn’t deserve a single thing that happened. RIP to a beautiful soul ❤️
I live here in the states and was 19, two years younger than him when this happened and then at a fairly young age, my heart broke when I heard on the news what happened. And now at 43, looking into his innocent looking eyes breaks my heart all over again. RIP sweet angel🥺💙
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Hi Eleanor! 🥺💕 I have commented this on your last video as well but I don't know if you've seen it so here I am once again! I was wondering if you will ever be covering the "Zodiac Killer case" apparently the identity of the killer has been released to the public and he has been caught. I really do not want to look into it myself because I don't want any spoilers 🥺 Plus your videos are stunning and amazing and always full of details! If you could please take a look at the case please do! I really love your videos and work💕💞 Thank you very much if you're reading this and if you'll be taking a look at the case! I love you :3 💞💕 Stay safe and take care of yourself! Bye bye! 🥺💞💞💞💞💞
Eleanor, do a Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold Case I'm suprised you haven't done video about that yet.
I've never been this early to your video
You're so much prettier fresh faced❣ love what you do You're am inspiration ❤
Your hair is on point today. Looking good today.
I will never forget what Matthew's father said to his killers at the sentencing: "may you live a long life, and thank Matthew every day for it". Matthew had been against the death penalty, and his father wanted to recommend the death penalty for his son's murderers, but instead recommend consecutive life sentences, to respect Matthew.
In my opinion living a long life instead of death penalty is a better punishment
@@Ked7032 I feel like it depends. It’s only a punishment to people who actually want to die and be put out of their misery, it isn’t really a punishment for those who fear death (because they know they’re going to hell for their actions) and want to live
@@kaylao.3326 I feel either are punishments. One is just more humane.
The video didn't make me cry but reading this comment brought tears to my eyes.
damn. thats so deep im abouta shed a tear.
The fact that this poor man was horrifically attacked twice is beyond heartbreaking 🥺🥺 rip angel 👼🏻
It made me very uncomfortable that she kept calling him “boy”. He was 21 and constantly bullied because of his height…
@@nikki2giovi He was a boy, just because you turn 18 doesn't make you a man. I felt uncomfortable being called a women until I was 25, looking back now I honestly think that 25 should be age when people are considered grown up. Not meaning that word boy is offensive. He was 21 he was just a boy, still studying, with all his life ahead of him.
@@Lindinshh that’s such autistic logic
He most likely died due to a drug deal gone bad.
@@emeraldkrown848what 💀
It literally says "murder" on the title and here I am hoping that he managed to survive... Poor boy...
Ikr. I’m always wishing they could have have made it. It’s just not fair how easily people take each other’s lives.
There is a movie about him and I still wanted him to live in the end. This is truly heartbreaking story.
@@strujillo516 what the movie title
Me too!! Poor boy :(
@@qvxri The Matthew Shepherd Story.. that's the movie title 😢
he was probably so glad he could bring up the strength to go out alone after the jumping. i just can imagine how bad he felt after getting attacked again .
Ugh! I know! So sad...
Right :(
It’s honestly so sad
ugh I didn't even think of it that way until now. breaks my heart.
I feel so bad :(
The fact they found him with tears shown over dry blood is the most saddest vision and sight to see his thought process was probably the most darkest in those hours alone it has ever been to be attacked again after he finally got the courage to start living again
I will never forget this story RIP Mathew 🤍
As a survivor of gang rape, it broke my heart to hear the outcome of Matthew's ordeals.. it always seems more heartbreaking when it's someone else's story compared to my own.. poor sweet man.. I'm so sad about this. Need part two, asap.!
So sorry it happened to you. I wish you are doing much better now. God bless.
@@cheyenneninnette4763 Aww thanks, you're a sweetheart. Yeah, I was a teenager when it happened. I think I'm doing okay nowadays.🤍
@@millsmami People are fucking sick. Sick sick sick. My best wishes. Don't take your mental health for granted btw
@@hazier2349 thank you.. and you're right.. I used to take it for granted.. I'm a reformed cutter.. I'm doing better nowadays but this world makes me scared for the children.😔
@@millsmami Glad to hear you're doing okay now. You stay safe now kayyy?
This is so heartbreaking especially the part where the police lady was talking to him.
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I was like on the brink of tears at that part
@@mollsewa same
And the tear stains on his face. This makes me so mad and so sad, I am trying not to cry, so senseless. I remember this and I thought then that it was so horrifying and sickening.
Same i started tearing up by just hearing that
I don't cry watching these videos but when Eleanor said about his tear tracks, I physically felt my heart break... this poor man, I feel so sad.
I know, it's so heartbreaking ☹️
I totally agree with you my heart absolutely broke.
Me too... I usually never cry watching these videos (though they do make me sad) but this one broke my heart so badly
same. Just thinking about what he endured while tied to the fence in the freezing cold, all on his own, just makes me upset.
me too😞
He didn't lost his life, it was brutally taken away from him. This just breaks my heart rip
Matthew most likely died due to a drug deal gone bad. He was dealing to a former lover.
I was a young teen when Shepard's death occurred. When I tell you, I became an Ally overnight and joined every GSA club I could, I mean it. I'm still an Ally over two decades later. And my daughter is LGBT, this is still a fear. Society is terrifying.
I completely agree. I am also a part of the LGBTQ+ community. It’s terrifying out there. I hope your daughter is doing well and thank you for being an accepting parent. So many parents are not so accepting or kind.
Thank you! ❤️
I was a teen too there was a lot more awareness going on in my school after the crime
@@musicallytalented16 lol ok. My God said Love Thy Neighbor so I will. I'm also an ally and you're what's wrong with this world. I pray you can open your heart to love and not hate. Hate eats you away.
@@musicallytalented16 It's not a lifestlye, nor is there anything unnatural about it.
You don't get to dictate right or wrong.
the way that Eleanor speaks so respectfully about every single case is amazing and the way she educates everyone
ikr, she manages to tell the story with so much respect to the victims and their loved ones, while educating and entertaining us at the same time. not every true crime youtuber does that so well as eleanor.
She’s literally regurgitating information 😵💫
Why I like her more than Bailey sarien . She’s good but doesn’t have the same touch and care as Elenor does
@@0h_hi_mark I like them both, Bailey definitely cares about the victims imo, she just expresses it differently than Eleanor does. And Bailey doesn't care about insulting the perpetrators, which I also love 😂 The two of them just have different styles, I don't think it's fair to say one is better than the other.
She’s so great and telling these people’s stories. So much so that if people discuss true crime and specific killers Elenor has discussed, I can normally mention the victim’s names and share something about them. I feel like that stops their names from dying :(
We females are always warned not to go out at dark in a strange place alone, but boys are unfortunately not given the same advice and especially if you are at a greater risk for being targeted. Its really a shame.
Yeah really no one should...its sad
the advise should be don't murder or rape people instead of don't go out alone, i hate people 💔
@@Luvandrockettes I agree. Instead of warning people who want to have fun at night, tell people not to rape or murder
I’m a frog 🐸 that’s great and all. But that isn’t life. Evil people will still do evil, you have to take precautions to reduce your risk.
I gonna be honest and say humans are my second monsters i fear sometimes. But its the unknown thats number 1
I remember this on the news. A really sad and horrible thing to happen.
@Тоmmуlnnit 🅥 Go away. Not the place for stupid chain tweets like that. 🤬
Ape Huncho right now seeing neales views : :/
@@jmy871 didn’t think i’d see someone who knows about Ape Huncho here
@@johnhw4709 i know everyone
Matthew wasn't killed because he was gay. He was killed in a drug deal gone wrong. One of the killers was gay & knew Matthew as they had previous sexual relations, as well as to get drugs.
I remember hearing a gay man saying he was afraid to be gay when he was young because all he have heard about being gay was Matthew's case. Is sad to know how much fear the LGBTQ community have to live with (and still do today).
Watch the documentary on the Bondi Beach gay murders in Sydney, Australia in the '80s. There were something like 80 murders over a 10-15 years, mainly during the AIDS epidemic and killing gays was then a 'blood-sport' for some and quietly tolerated by many. The police were many years later condemned for their passive complicity. I grew up with that in the background. I remember colleagues at work at the time saying, 'They brought it on themselves.'
Exactly! It's sad , it's like people are afraid to be who they are and true to their preferences because of horrible people as such whom did this to poor Matt. I support the LBGT 🌈 community, I have family members who are apart of the community and I have even indulge in certain behavior with the ssme sex , growing up 😂 I have a kinky side let's just say and it's no harm in that as long as you are respectful of yourself and others regardless.
I just find it F'ed 🖕🏾 up people can't be whom they want because of insecure and hateful individuals who lurk around this world . Nobody should have to hide the beauty of their souls because of who they choose to be with ! It's a free world. Liberty 🗽 and ⚖️ justice for all! I support Matthew, and hurt to hear this happened to him 😢. I support the LBGT 🌈 community. 🕊️ peace ✌️ and love to All
@@savianofilms7471 as long as LGBT don't force their ideologies on kids
@@musicallytalented16 how does that happen
I haven't cried over a true crime case in years. But hearing that the police woman's words of comfort to Matthew when he was still conscious hit me so hard.
Matthew most likely died due to a drug deal gone bad. He was dealing to a former lover.
I remember reading about this case, and crying afterwards. That poor boy went through hell and back. I pray that he is resting well, and that everybody who hurt him is haunted by what they did forever.
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@@imtheking7736 Quit advertising your boring youtube channel everywhere, before you get taken down for spamming the same comment over & over. 😒
It’s so upsetting what he went through but not only that he was still alive when they found him,,, it felt like they could save him and get him back :(
He really didn't deserve all this. He seemed like the sweetest boy ever. I really can't believe life can be so cruel sometimes for no fucking reason
Everything you read was a lie.
I remember when this news story came out; HIS story impacted a generation. His parents fought so hard to make sure his story will never be forgotten.
Matthew most likely died due to a drug deal gone bad. He was dealing to a former lover.
Denver local, born and raised, his story was told to the baby gays. Not just his death, but who he was. So many of them remember him, and miss him. Matthew was a huge part of our culture, and history. He may be gone, but his spirit lives on. My drag mama even remembers him fondly and some time she got to spend with him.
I was to young to remember the media coverage (i was four), but his story is why my mom and family had fear when i came out.
@@brandonbates5692 did u come up with that on your own, in your moms basement?
Baby gays???
@@TheRedsofine Lol. Usually refers to younger people who are just realizing they're gay (Teenagers, early 20s).
@128 feral cats Oh god stupid edgy comments 🙄 I can’t see it so they probably deleted it but I’m guessing it was stupid and offensive, also known as “edgy” 🙄🙄🙄
My son turns 18 on October 29. I'm terrified for him. I never want him to leave my nest. His father and I know it's going to be difficult at times. He's a beautiful boy, free spirited, loves makeup, skirts and combat boots. And for all our advancements, South Carolina is still not exactly gay-friendly. But I know what kind of human being I've raised and at some point, I have to let go and trust God, the One who made him as he is. 🧡💛💙💓💜
The fact that he was alone for so long that his tears washed away dried blood... Ugh this case just makes me so so sad.
Matthew most likely died due to a drug deal gone bad. He was dealing to a former lover.
As a victim of SA, I just want to say that you can get over getting physically beaten, once those injuries start to heal.. but its so hard to forget that SA.. it feels like somebody ripped your soul apart and took a piece away with them 😭😭😭😭
Trust me 😢
You live in south london don’t you.. I know you
So true
Matthew most likely died due to a drug deal gone bad. He was dealing to a former lover.
my heart breaks every time i hear about the case of Matthew. I can't imagine how scared he must have been that night, and he seemed like such a sweet guy! Rest in peace and my prayers go to his family and his loved ones!
They always seem to find the sweetest ones :(
Matthew wasn't killed because he was gay. He was killed in a drug deal gone wrong. One of the killers was gay & knew Matthew as they had previous sexual relations, as well as to get drugs.
@@tybiggs9754 that doesn't change his murder and the horrible death he had, though. He didn't deserve to die the way he did, be it due to a bad drug deal, sexual orientation, appearance, etc.
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@@tybiggs9754 How do you know that? Im just curious where you got that information from
This case and the Junko Furuta case break my heart. All the cases are tragic, but these two in particular put such an ache in my heart. Thank you for the respect you show the victims and their families.
The junko case left me with a cold fire in my stomach. The only thing I could find to not get angry about was how the reporters didn't hide the names of the boys and defended it by saying they weren't kids but monsters.
Yeah, Junkos murder I will forever remember and somewhat regret looking into to be honest.
I get sick thinking about what happened to her. Worst case i've looked into. I also wish I hadn't. I can't believe people like her attackers exist. She went through hell I hope she rests in peace.
These are so sick cases. Also girl in a box is very horrifying and sad. 😥😥
ANYTHING BUT THE JUNKO CASE. PLEASE. THAT MADE ME REALLY SICK.
this girls consistency is on another level
@Тоmmуlnnit 🅥 Not the time or the place.
@@patziic 😂😂 LMAOO
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@@patziic LOL Its a scam comment 😂 dont click the link! Might get a virus!
truly! shes my #1 fave now. I binged all her old episodes already lol.
My brother is homosexual and when he came out my mother was so fearful for his future as an African American gay male. Now I understand why. This poor man went through something so unimaginable. His attackers deserve nothing less than what they did to poor Matthew.
Matthew most likely died due to a drug deal gone bad. He was dealing to a former lover.
The fact it takes a murder, the death of someone discriminated just because of them being themselves, just to get people to listen is so heartbreaking and such a statement on the way of the world. Wake up. People matter
Unfortunately, this seems to be the way the US works. Until a certain amount of deathly car accidents, they don't install traffic lights at certain intersections or crosswalks,etc. It seems like it always takes loss off someone's life(lives) for laws to change here. Like seatbelt laws or drunk driving. Things that seem like common sense to us, always takes people literally getting killed. It's ridiculous honestly.
@@sugarbabe5728 Americans...they're a different breed
@@ddddavyy8383 literally man what is wrong with some of the people in this world
@@ddddavyy8383 “Americans.. they’re a different breed” A different breed from what?? Everybody else who’s equally as horrible if not worse in terms of discrimination? I mean, please, name 5 societies that are demonstrably *more* tolerant and accepting than the US lmao
You know he was killed in a botched meth robbery right?
In university, we had a module on this and our coursebook was his story, written by his mother.
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@@fruitygarlic3601 It was under deviance, crime and social control. I was a sociology major.☺
Matthew most likely died due to a drug deal gone bad. He was dealing to a former lover.
This is one of the few that never fails to make me cry…so senseless and cruel. RIP Matthew
the show “Laramie” is based off of this case. It’s an amazing show that depicts the harmfulness of homophobia. Rest in peace Matthew, may you and your story live on and educate others
I've seen it. It's excellent.
It’s based off a play by the same name the live performance was moving
Where could it be streamed?
There's also a documentary, a movie, and a Dateline episode. All 3 are worth the watch.
It’s called “The Laramie project” and I was a usher at the theatre when they performed this..I got to sit in the back and watch the show..It was brilliant but tragic
this is the most heartbreaking thing i've ever heard in my life. this poor baby...my god, may he rest in peace. he deserved the entire world and more.
Matthew most likely died due to a drug deal gone bad. He was dealing to a former lover.
Eleanor: “And she saw what seemed to be a ..”
Me: Mannequin as always
Eleanor: “a scarecrow”
Me: Oh that’s new
Right. People usually say "mannewuin." He had to look pretty horrific for that man to think he was a scarecrow.😓
well, wyoming. probably more farms than shops lol
naw fr 😂😂💀
Same! It would be laughable if it wasn't for the context every time. I hear it so much in these and never actually see any of these things randomly discarded so when I finally do I'm gonna think it's a body right away and be totally wrong!
I have the most random creepy story and your comment reminded me of it. Some guy was riding his bike one morning and he noticed a guy standing against a tree and the guy on the bike thought he had just moved back for him but nah he was dead he h@nged himself
My parents knew Matthew personally, they did theatre with him at our community theatre in Casper. Thank you for covering this case with such respect and empathy.
Oh man. His face was covered in blood except for 2 streaks down his face cuz he was crying.😭 that image will be hard to forget.
So sad 😭
This part got me too☹
That is so heartbreaking.
I can't imagine being the one to discover him like that😭 that poor poor man.
Just breaks your heart😭
My junior year in high school, our theater club did a show called the “Laramie Project”. it was about Matthew’s life and his impact in America after his death. This case really broke me, but I am so happy a part of him lives on. RIP Matthew
i remember this we were all in tears by the end of the night
@@jfhfhnghfhd1027 😳 who are you mystery man - I must know if we are talking about the same high school. Reveal yourself!! ( if you are okay with that ^^ )
Ironically enough, I live in Wyoming, and if a teacher so much as brought this up in class in any way that wasn't a thinly veiled "He deserved it," they'd face horrific backlash from the public and the schoolboard.
@@Sunshine.infused that’s what I’m wondering too bc we did the same play
In Australia, our states curriculum has year 12 drama students do a unit on important plays and Laramie was one of them. Great play.
I've always been affected by Matthew's case. It got personal when my son came out nearly three years ago and I've told him all about Matthew. His story is important. And it never fails to bring me to tears when I think about him.
I am the same. I also told my gay son about Matthew. I sob whenever I think of him and his story.
Matthew most likely died due to a drug deal gone bad. He was dealing to a former lover.
The way you described the blood on his face being washed away by tears almost brought me to tears. That is one of the most heartbreaking things I've ever heard.
I was attacked outside of a bar in 2006 for being a transman who was flirting with a lady. This hits had as I remember the fear of being LGBTQ in thr 2000s. I ended up moving out of state and living as female for another 13 years before I finally could not take it anymore and came out.
i'm so sorry u had to go through that. it makes me so sad hearing the things people go through for being gay, transgender, black, etc. nobody deserves to go through something like that simply because of race or gender identity/sexual orientation. it's sad that so many people live with such a hate in their heart, and people even support them. it's truly sickening.
were the people that did it charged? i can’t even imagine how that feels. people evil💔
@@seulty I am just glad that people in general have become so much more empathetic, black lives matter, Pride and so many other wonderful groups are garnering support after years. It's just sad that people have to lose their lives to finally get the attention and love they deserved in life.
Trans man means you were initially born as a woman? I'm so confused.. Help
@@kadzo6614 yeah what’s confusing
He has such gentle eyes. This story broke my heart. Having a sibling in the LGBTQ+ community, this doesn’t bear thinking about 💔
Rest in peace Matthew, lots and lots of love ❤️
I can't thank you enough Eleanor for covering this case. As an LGBT individual it means so much to see this case covered. I am true crime fan, but this is the first time I am hearing of this case. It just goes to show how cases involving minoritys are often sidelined. With your level of detail and compassion for Matthew it really gives a true idea of exactly who he was, and how impactful his murder was in action against Homophobia. Matthews death is just as important now as it was twenty years ago, and to see it discussed with this level of sincerity, and also raising awareness of LGBT people and important issues is just amazing.
Look up his name on youtube. There was a movie made about him.
I love how Eleanor shows respect and emotion when talking about the cases. Such a sad story. Rest In Peace Matthew. Gone too soon
Am watching this with my youngest LGBTQ+ teen & she begged me to give a tip that could save someone else.
I've been a nurse for 30 years.
If you ever encounter someone whose jaw is clenched shut this severely & you HAVE to attempt opening it for CPR place 2 fingers where their earlobes attach at the jaw & press. You can make firm circular motions to massage this area & just below the temples. This usually loosens the temporomandibular joint allowing you to open their jaw & perform CPR.
Thank you very much ❤️
Matthew's story terrifies me. My child is trans and got attacked last year. I gotta opt out of this one. Bless you all.
Is your child okay now?
@@victorguevara9227 thanks for asking 😊. He is physically ok. The person who attacked him is still trying to get him again. He lives in our neighborhood and stalks him. We are careful to drive him where he needs to go and he always has a friend with him if he has to walk anywhere. He is better than he was but still afraid of being jumped from behind again 😒
@@hmbogi that’s terrifying i hope he can heal and get justice. What a disgusting person that must be for just attacking ur son for simply existing and living his truth. It’s no ones business who they are and how they live their life!!
@@hmbogi I'm so sorry that happened to your child 🙏
@@hmbogi Thanks for getting back to me and I'm so sorry this happened to him.
I remember being a kid hearing about this story. Soooo sad, he didn't deserve this at all.. no one does. rip Matthew
@@AxxLAfriku what?
Matthew wasn't killed because he was gay. He was killed in a drug deal gone wrong. One of the killers was gay & knew Matthew as they had previous sexual relations, as well as to get drugs.
@@kailynx874 GAGAGAGAGAHA
@@tybiggs9754 that doesn't change his murder and the horrible death he had, though. He didn't deserve to die the way he did, be it due to a bad drug deal, sexual orientation, appearance, etc.
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I remember being a scared gay teen in Louisiana and scared to come out after hearing this story. I didn’t know at the time but I learned that I had a loving and understanding family. May Matthew continue to rest in peace. This is truly sad. I hate that such a good person had so much happen to him in his short life. Thanks for covering this Eleanor. 🏳️🌈🏳️🌈
So handsome
You welcome..
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Matthew most likely died due to a drug deal gone bad. He was dealing to a former lover.
He was such a nice humble guy..it really broke my heart💔..when Eleanor says " that was the time any of them ever saw him "crumbled by stomach
This is one of the most heartbreaking stories I've heard. Nathan Lane (Actor, The Birdcage, The Producers, The Lion King, etc..) mentioned this story and spoken about how much Matthew inspired him to come out as gay to the public in the 90's
Matthew most likely died due to a drug deal gone bad. He was dealing to a former lover.
Poor poor lad, living with post traumatic stress, depression and anxiety is so hard to live with. I’ve been living with it for 8 years, it doesn’t go away but you find ways to cope with it. RIP Matthew ❤️
Thank you for this, I'm studying A-level Criminology and we're covering this. This will make studying for it so much easier. This is such a tragic case
@@aaliyahali8265 a bunch of different ones, private investigator, correctional officer, a lot of police work, forensic scientist, social worker, lawyer, criminal profiler, anything that deals with crimes, criminals and the law
@@Taylor-kb6dp wait so which one did you want?
I’m studying Criminal Psychology, I watch Eleanor constantly to help me study cases. Uncle works as a Criminologist and he watches her too, good luck in your studies 🖤
wow I wish this existed when I was at college
@@beigelover95 You can do online courses sweetie 😁 to be honest I wish it was an option everywhere.
I'm so proud of the maturity in the comment section today Eleanor invest hard research, energy and hours into giving us this disturbing heavy content. Many comments are about the case instead talking about how attractive Eleanor is. Thank you, Thank you , Thank you 💛
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yes! i think it’s lovely that people feel the need to compliment eleanor but it’s quite unnecessary on videos like these so i agree!
I mean she’s GAWGESS & does an amazing job a shedding light on cases. Doing it all while respectful knowledgeable awesome & Gawgess!!!!
-- WE CAN TELL SOMEONE’S STORY WITH LOVE AND STILL BE ATTRACTIVE 😉
Yeah exactly like if people wanna compliment her then they should just go to her instagram or something instead of doing it on a real crime case video.
Yeah I've seen that many times and I agree she's very pretty but those comments don't mention the content in the vid
I remember crying when I heard about this case. I actually heard it because when I told my mom I liked men she told me about this as a "warning" for me to stay straight. But honestly I didn't even care about her intentions I just felt horrible about his death.
Matthew most likely died due to a drug deal gone bad. He was dealing to a former lover.
This poor soul! Absolutely terrible. I got goosebumps all over my body when you said the officer was telling Matthew "come on baby boy, you've got this kiddo." Bc he was his parents baby boy, their kiddo, even tho he was an adult. RIP matthew!
Something about Mathews story in particular has always made me so sad. Thank you for covering it x
So sad that both times he felt safe on his own, he was attacked.
Why do these evil people always end up finding the most amazing, caring, empathetic of people to steal from the world? Either through murder or destroying them through the trauma, pain and be depression of the horrible things they inflict on them? ]: I love learning about true crime cases, but especially when the victims are such amazing people, it just fucking hurts to hear everything they had to go through.
This is so heartbreaking and really hope his family and friends are dealing as well as they possible.🖤
when you're in a garden, which flowers do you pick?
I know this probably isn’t the case here because he was genuinely a lovely guy but people are more likely to talk about the good things the victims have done and the goodness of their hearts while avoiding bad things (if any). However, people who are attacking and killing someone are more likely to choose innocent types of victims.
I learned of this case from Ellen's documentary. The description of his tears really stuck with me through these years. I know he's the catalyst for the US to seek justice for the LGBTQ+ community but I wish he had lived to see the impact he made.
Matthew most likely died due to a drug deal gone bad. He was dealing to a former lover.
My senior year of high school, our theatre class performed The Laramie Project. We were able to video chat with some of the real people mentioned in this case who knew Matthew. We are all so honored that we were able to help tell Matthew's story.
The part about the tear stains where blood would be….instant tears of my own.
I was born and raised in Wyoming and this is the one big thing we are both horrified for being known for and also proud of what came out of it in the end. I'm so glad you're covering it I think I recommend it a year or two ago.
not sure proud is the word I would use, also a Wyoming native and considering that those girls didn't get nearly enough time in jail and that the people of that state still wants to keep the LGBTQ+ population as hidden as possible not sure much good came out of it and they sure didn't learn much either (mom of 3 LGBTQ kids & a Wyoming native who is grateful I moved) I am glad I didn't try to raise my kids there. They get enough hate as it is.
Matthew is from my home town. My mom was best friends with him in middle school. I often think about how much better my town would be if he had lived.
I’m so sorry 😞 your mom must miss him
i’m so sorry.
😢 your mom must’ve been devastated
I first heard about this case when I watched the documentary “Matt Shepard is a friend of mine” it’s a fantastic and heartbreaking documentary that gives you insight on the life that Matthew had and what he meant to the most important people in his life. Definitely worth a watch!
I watched this too, it absolutely broke my heart but was an amazing tribute to him!
My son is the age of Matthew when he passed away and I couldn’t imagine. My heart goes out to his parents and my heart breaks for what Matthew endured. It’s devastating!
So, you don't think that someone's sexuality is a good reason to murder them?
Neither do I, lol....
What a terribly sad, infuriating story. Matthew sounds like such a lovely, kind-hearted boy, with such a big, bright future ahead of him that was stolen from him and all his loved ones.
I just don't get people that do this sort of thing. Other people's sexuality doesn't harm them. It doesn't take money out of their pocket or affect their lives one way or another.
This case breaks my heart every time it’s discussed.
Eleanor, I have to say a thank you. Thank you for showing the photos of Matthew so full of life and joy. One thing I have immense respect for you for is that you don’t show the photos of these victims in the hospital with their wounds, or their bodies at crime scenes, etc. you always show them in the best light and allow them to be seen and remembered at the best ❤️
that is just horrific, that poor boy went through so much he didn't deserve any of it, may he rest in peace ❤️
It’s so amazing that you are talking about this case! As someone from Wyoming, it means a lot knowing that someone is finally talking about this!
the account of the female officer trying to help him made me just cry so hard.
I appreciate so much your coverage of this particular incident. I cannot express how very much the death of Matthew Shepherd affected people in the US. Those of us who have had friends in the LGBTQ community were terribly concerned for our friends in both physical and psychological ways. I cannot imagine how those who were in that community must have felt. This is an important story and one that will stick with me forever.
Matthew's story has always made my heart ache. I remember watching an interview by the female police officer who found him first, and its always brought me some comfort amidst the horror that she found him and comforted him in some of his last conscious moments. I don't know if he could hear her, but I'm sure it was of some comfort to his mother that this angel of a lady was there talking to him and telling him he wasn't alone.
This case has haunted me ever since I first heard about it many years ago. I'm a true crime enthusiast and the stories usually don't emotionally impact me much, but this case is different for some reason. Thank you for spreading awareness of it.
I was 11 when this happened and I was so terrified for my brother he had been jumped several times at work school and coming home. This case broke me heart and made me hold my brother so tight.
I can listen about Bundy, Ramirez, Dahmer and other of these monster all day without flinching, but this one... This one always gets to me. I've seen so many videos about it and every single time I cry. All of these stories are sad, but this one always was specially heartbreaking to me. Matthew became a symbol and never will be forgotten. Even in his death he was still helping others (with people realizing what a huge problem homophobia actually was and unfortunately still is).
Thank you for not being a monster, lol.
~Ben
if anything ever happens to me, I want eleanor to document it
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I did a 10 page paper on this young soul in my Psych class in college. Breaks my heart to this day. Rest in sweet peace, Matthew. 💜💜
There’s a play/ movie based on this young man, very tragic. He should not be forgotten
What is it called. I want to watch it
@@missEva-ie1bt The Laramie Project.
I have not seen the film but I believe it’s the same as the play.
Oh my… I’m quite tough watching your videos but this one got me very emotional. 😢 humankind seems so broken doesn’t it.
And taking the opportunity, you’re so kind and respectful when sharing all the stories… you’re amazing!
I used this case in my presentation on hate crimes against lgbtq+ people, said presentation was in my home counry in Eastern Europe. A very homophobic place. But I saw some empathy and sense come through to them. So sad these things have to be this way :( rest in peace, Matthew
I wasn't born when the Matthew Shepard took place, but I do remember when I was 14 and coming to terms with being LGBTQ+ and I was doing research on the crimes committed against us. This case especially broke my heart.
The amount of respect i have for Eleanor is astronomical
She's a great narrator love her story's x
Map pride!
@@anti.bctards7376 W H A T???
@@anti.bctards7376 your parents need to give you more attention fr.
@@anti.bctards7376 no.
My high school did a day of the dead celebration every year, and all the clubs would each make a decorated alter for someone who had something to do with the topic of the club. Anyway, I was VP of the Gender Sexuality Alliance and we made an alter for Matthew Shepard my junior year and it was really important to me not only as young queer person but this case took place like an hour away from where i grew up, and Matthew died in the same hospital i was born in 😥💕
I'm an Asexual Ally, and I headed my High Schools "Gay-Straight Alliance Club", its what we had back then...and at one point being on the club for so long I did a study on Mathew and...what's it called...damn I'm old now...I did a speech on him for a school topic. Anyways, I think I kind of relate to you a little bit with this so I wanted to share.
Only just started but there’s a play based off this case called “the Laramie project” and it’s one of the most interesting and well put together pieces of theatre ever.
I searched it and so many things popped up..
My school staff came together a couple years ago and did that play for 6-12 grade. The entire school. It was so heart wrenching. I knew of the story before hand but that play hit different.
There is also a collection called Considering Matthew Shepherd by Craig Hella Johnson. He tells the story through music. It’s really long but it’s so powerful and heartbreaking.
Matthew most likely died due to a drug deal gone bad. He was dealing to a former lover.
i literally cried hearing his story, he looked like an incredible person to be around, i can’t stop crying. Rest easy Matthew 💕.
Test easy, lol
@@-rainyleafu-9758 REST* OMGGG NO I AM SO EMBARRASSED
I had the privilege of meeting someone that knew Matthew personally. To hear the details about the case and loss that he left behind was extremely sad.
This story hurts my heart so much. I'm glad to see it covered outside of pride month, it seems to be the only time people want to remember is exists.
I didn’t even hear about this during pride month. It’s something that deserves to be known outside of that. Not only was this man a victim bc of his sexuality but he is someone’s son someones lover. It’s so devastating
There’s a movie about Matthew. I think it’s on Lifetime. This is how I was introduced to his story
His death effected EVERYONE. His life and death changed hearts and made way for acceptance all over. Matthew will NEVER be forgotten.
Matthew's story was one that impacted me so much growing up, and I wasnt even born when it took place. Thank you for taking the time to cover this Eleanor!
I remember reading about this case some years ago, and it stuck with me ever since. RIP Matthew.
What a heart breaking case! Poor kid, cant imagine what he went through during this terrible senseless ordeal. May his soul rest in perfect peace
I was waiting for something to listen to while I do my school, as soon as I saw this I was able to get the motivation to get it done. Eleanor always makes my days and I always listen to her videos whenever they come out or when I'm relaxing or anything really.
Ive had a similar gang assault and never received justice. Idk if I ever found closure nor what that looks like for the situation.Looking back at my teenage self, I locked the memory away but my body still reacted to the trauma. I was peeing the bed, I was overdosing on Adderall which led to lack of sleep and psychosis. My mom victim blamed me and family never confronted me about it. Im so happy that Matthew found a support system instead of a downward spiral many stay stagnant in
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I’m so sorry to hear this happened to you. You’re very strong for being able to talk about this and live your life so fully today. ❤️
I'm so sorry
Cindy, I am so sorry that happened to you. It isn’t fair and it isn’t your fault. Sending you a ton of love and support🤍
i’m really proud of you
I grew up and still live in Casper. What happened to Matthew was tragic and literally changed the world. Thank you for sharing his story.
Hey, me too lol
Such a sad story, I can't imagine hating someone enough to do something like this, over something that literally doesn't effect me at all. It's so mind-blowing to me.
I'm in Campbell county. It's still a shit hole here, and we still get threats on the regular for having the audacity to not be straight or cis. Matthew changed America, but he didn't change Wyoming, at least not where I am.
@@Leo-wh1st I am sorry. As a lesbian demigirl I have been told multiple times to not visit Wyoming, and (if everything I've been told is true) I am so sorry for you who live there.
I love Wyoming! I’m sorry for those that have a different experience here.
I live in Wyoming and still till this day we talk about Matthew still till this day. Something similar happened to my brother all because he is gay. I hope that nobody ever has to go through this because it is truly heartbreaking.
He seems like such an amazing person! I remember hearing what happened at about 12 and It still sticks in my head. One of the most important moments of my young gay life.
i can’t believe i’ve never heard this story before. poor poor matthew i can’t believe this happened to him. thank you for covering it eleanor
Thank you so much for covering this case. I lived through the horror of this case, knowing however that long after Stonewall Riots, these attacks were still not uncommon in the US against the LBGTQ community. Thank you for reminding younger people about this important point in LBGTQ rights history. You also have brought up details of which I was unfamiliar since so much has become known since the time when it happened. Love your show.
I did the play The Laramie Project in high school and I’m convinced this is the case that got me on true crime and learning as much as I can about the victims. Thrilled to see you covering this story Eleanor ♥️
I discovered your channel about three weeks ago. Best discovery I have ever made. I love how respectful too. It is refreshing.
Thank you so much for talking so extensively about Matthew’s life and who he was and what he wanted to accomplish.
I’m sorry I can’t watch this one because for the first time, I don’t think I can handle hearing everything the victim went through. Thank you for posting this and raising more awareness about these kinds of hate crimes. I don’t even have to watch this to know that you handled everything very respectfully and I adore you for that! I’ll see you next video ❤️
Thank you Eleanor for your compassion in storytelling of true crime cases. There are less than a handful of true crime channels I watch for reasons fact checking and respect for the victims and their families are important in recreating the timeline and events for awareness and education. Thank you for all the hard work and time you put into these stories. You’re truly an angel. 😘
Thank you so much for covering this, Eleanor. My mom grew up around Laramie and it was hard for her to process this. It makes me so sad because Matthew truly was a person of change and didn’t deserve a single thing that happened. RIP to a beautiful soul ❤️
I live here in the states and was 19, two years younger than him when this happened and then at a fairly young age, my heart broke when I heard on the news what happened. And now at 43, looking into his innocent looking eyes breaks my heart all over again. RIP sweet angel🥺💙