I'm 50/50 feeling atm I wanna give up but also I know that I have people who love and care about me so I stay and try everyday to be happy but find myself coming back to youtube to listen to sad music and cry alone in the dark
damn same man. feels like im stuck between life and death. it goes up for a little while then i crash down again its like there's no end to it. it kinda seems to get a little better with time but it sure is a fucking long dark road. Love and strength to you 💜
You're not alone brother, life can get quite dark, but when you have nothing you have a goal, and your goal becomes working to find what's supposed to be yours. If you have something, try to remember about it and take care of what you have unless you want to lose it.
Please don't give up. I don't know what's going on but in the span of a month in a half I've had a friend kill themselves and another wanting to. I'm trying my best to help because I care for them so much. I've noticed how sad the people were when the 1st person did it. It dosen't help in the long run because life can always get better and since we're young and can make change or try to improve in mood, it will. People care for you.
3-4-22 Thats the day my wife died. She was my Valkyrie and now that she is gone....I'm not even half a man...she literally taught me love and now I don't think anyone else will ever get that from me...im 28 and she was 33...I felt love and true loss of literally the only love I have ever known... I Love u Christy And I can't wait to see ur smile again...
i dont have words for this, im sorry you have to go through this. Glad you shared this, it really is appreciated and im here if you need someone to listen. Lots of love and strength to you 💜
I'm gonna be honest I'm not gonna think about u after this and I'm not gonna send u love or strength cause I have none myself but I need u to know whether I believe in the after life or not I hope she is thinking of u and don't forget what she told u and taught u whether she taught u to survive live or thrive don't do better for yourself do better for both of you
was wrong to say I loved her, I was wrong to think I'm right When I told her it was over, oh my darling I had lied I've been running from my demons, afraid to look behind I've been running from myself, afraid of what I'd find But how am I supposed to love you when I don't love who I am? And how could I give you all of me when I'm only half a man? 'Cause I'm a sinking ship that's burning, so let go of my hand Oh how can I give you all of me when I'm only half a man? And now I'm stuck in this hotel room by a cold neon light And I've been waiting for an answer, but it won't come tonight And every bottle I have stolen lay shattered on the floor What's broken can't be whole anymore But how am I supposed to love you when I don't love who I am? And how could I give you all of me when I'm only half a man? 'Cause I'm a sinking ship that's burning, so let go of my hand Oh how can I give you all of me when I'm only half a man? And no one can ever hurt me like I hurt myself 'Cause I'm made out of stone And I'm beyond help, don't give your heart to me But how am I supposed to love you when I don't love who I am? And how could I give you all of me when I'm only half a man? 'Cause I'm a sinking ship that's burning, so let go of my hand Oh how can I give you all of me when I'm only half a man? Hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm
I've been going thru hell for the past 2 weeks. Staying up for days losing weight doing drugs . I'm so done living like this but every time I get sober even for a minute it feels like I can't even stand the thoughts of my reality. It sucks . I pray for others to get stringer and not do what I've been doing and survive thru anger,depression, anxiety and whatvwber else. Who ever needs to hear this. I love you! As a friend as a person who cares.
Were all here for you brother God bless your honesty an may the world treat you well your a king own it fight for life no one ever said it would b easy go above an beyond what people expect of you prove everyone wrong show them the man you actually are not what the see you as I hope your doing good
would be awesome to have a place to meet and come together with people here in the comments. i relate more to y'all than most of my friends tbh love to you all 💜
Também senti isso por vezes, é ainda pior do que estar sozinho porque, pelo menos, não há ninguém por perto com quem se possa relacionar. A solidão é mesmo um inferno, espero que consigas sair dela em breve! 💜
Lyrics: I was wrong to say I loved her, I was wrong to think I'm right When I told her it was over, oh my darling I had lied I've been running from my demons, afraid to look behind I've been running from myself, afraid of what I'd find But how am I supposed to love you when I don't love who I am? And how could I give you all of me when I'm only half a man? 'Cause I'm a sinking ship that's burning, so let go of my hand Oh how can I give you all of me when I'm only half a man? And now I'm stuck in this hotel room by a cold neon light And I've been waiting for an answer, but it won't come tonight And every bottle I have stolen lay shattered on the floor What's broken can't be whole anymore But how am I supposed to love you when I don't love who I am? And how could I give you all of me when I'm only half a man? 'Cause I'm a sinking ship that's burning, so let go of my hand Oh how can I give you all of me when I'm only half a man? And no one can ever hurt me like I hurt myself 'Cause I'm made out of stone And I'm beyond help, don't give your heart to me But how am I supposed to love you when I don't love who I am? And how could I give you all of me when I'm only half a man? 'Cause I'm a sinking ship that's burning, so let go of my hand Oh how can I give you all of me when I'm only half a man?
My friend just asked me rn why I was playing a song that was a slowed reverb and I said because on a drive like this at 1am it hits different especially when your a person who is constantly thinking of something and can never stop....... She said oh I understand now but deep down they never really do because they aren't broken like us 💔
i relate to that; it sucks to feel misunderstood, it makes you feel alone :( you've put it in words really well tho! 💜 my thoughts seem to relax really well listening to s&r tracks
@@mellow_frequencies hey I just seen your reply, I hope you're okay and you've been safe 💙. Honestly I've been going through more sht then I expected. I'm not sure where I'm ever going to really go but it doesn't matter anymore because I just let the music 🎶 take me to a deeper head space so I can be alone 🌌. Please promise me to keep your head up and never stop growing 😔
@@VRDX-lp5tj all good all good. Ive been doing better actually, sorry to hear youve been through more shit. Feel free to share her if you want or shoot me a dm 🙌🏻 lots of love to you 💜
@@mellow_frequencies do you have a Instagram by chance , and honestly everything started looking up then just went downhill again and I'm confused on so much at the moment on wtf I'm even doing.
ive lost many people in my life due to suicide and now im on the verge of ending everything...i keep falling apart and everytime i try to move on and go on with life it just fucks me over. im drained and tired from fighting :( but i know i have people that care for me and ik i would hurt them so i do stay but at the same time i just want to bleed till there is nothing left but a broken hearted body.
Sorry to hear that :( i relate with the second part though and idk i dont really have words for it it just fucking sucks. Feel like you’re going to add a lot of value to this world tho. Now i know you dont need a lecture but when youre ready: Find out why you’re here, then you’ll know what you’re fighting for. Lots of love, strength and clarity to you 💜
dont do that man ik it gets a bit shit sometimes in life, it happens to all of us but all you can do is get back and keep moving foward, its been 7 months since you posted that and i just hope youre okay and life got better for you. Remember, pain is power!
Wanted to leave this here Your loved whether u know it or not today is my last day here I'm going for my last ride on my bike but ur loved needed and worthy of someone good
you're one of the strong souls that's able to admit their pain and move through it. Even though it sometimes feels like you can't, it'll all make sense some day 💜
Listening to songs in ‘slow and reverb’ is like listening to your favorite songs for the first time again😊
Yesss, exactly!
trueee
I'm 50/50 feeling atm I wanna give up but also I know that I have people who love and care about me so I stay and try everyday to be happy but find myself coming back to youtube to listen to sad music and cry alone in the dark
damn same man. feels like im stuck between life and death. it goes up for a little while then i crash down again its like there's no end to it. it kinda seems to get a little better with time but it sure is a fucking long dark road. Love and strength to you 💜
You're not alone brother, life can get quite dark, but when you have nothing you have a goal, and your goal becomes working to find what's supposed to be yours. If you have something, try to remember about it and take care of what you have unless you want to lose it.
Keep going for yourself I've been where you are now and it will get better , message me anytime if you need someone to listen 👍
Just checking in on you. How have you been?
Please don't give up. I don't know what's going on but in the span of a month in a half I've had a friend kill themselves and another wanting to. I'm trying my best to help because I care for them so much. I've noticed how sad the people were when the 1st person did it. It dosen't help in the long run because life can always get better and since we're young and can make change or try to improve in mood, it will. People care for you.
love the song and how relatable it is
It's such a strong song, and it only gets stronger when slowed and reverbed
I think I found this at the right point in my life ✌️
We ended and this song just makes me cry everytime i play
3-4-22 Thats the day my wife died. She was my Valkyrie and now that she is gone....I'm not even half a man...she literally taught me love and now I don't think anyone else will ever get that from me...im 28 and she was 33...I felt love and true loss of literally the only love I have ever known...
I Love u Christy
And I can't wait to see ur smile again...
i dont have words for this, im sorry you have to go through this. Glad you shared this, it really is appreciated and im here if you need someone to listen. Lots of love and strength to you 💜
Be strong bro you get that, i‘m thinking of you.
My biggest fear.
She will find you when your time comes.
What comes after the longing is your both "forever"
Oh my god….. I’m speechless holy shit I am so so sorry that’s absolutely heart wrenchingly horrific 🥺🥺🥺😔😔😔😔
I'm gonna be honest I'm not gonna think about u after this and I'm not gonna send u love or strength cause I have none myself but I need u to know whether I believe in the after life or not I hope she is thinking of u and don't forget what she told u and taught u whether she taught u to survive live or thrive don't do better for yourself do better for both of you
was wrong to say I loved her, I was wrong to think I'm right
When I told her it was over, oh my darling I had lied
I've been running from my demons, afraid to look behind
I've been running from myself, afraid of what I'd find
But how am I supposed to love you when I don't love who I am?
And how could I give you all of me when I'm only half a man?
'Cause I'm a sinking ship that's burning, so let go of my hand
Oh how can I give you all of me when I'm only half a man?
And now I'm stuck in this hotel room by a cold neon light
And I've been waiting for an answer, but it won't come tonight
And every bottle I have stolen lay shattered on the floor
What's broken can't be whole anymore
But how am I supposed to love you when I don't love who I am?
And how could I give you all of me when I'm only half a man?
'Cause I'm a sinking ship that's burning, so let go of my hand
Oh how can I give you all of me when I'm only half a man?
And no one can ever hurt me like I hurt myself
'Cause I'm made out of stone
And I'm beyond help, don't give your heart to me
But how am I supposed to love you when I don't love who I am?
And how could I give you all of me when I'm only half a man?
'Cause I'm a sinking ship that's burning, so let go of my hand
Oh how can I give you all of me when I'm only half a man?
Hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm
I've been going thru hell for the past 2 weeks. Staying up for days losing weight doing drugs . I'm so done living like this but every time I get sober even for a minute it feels like I can't even stand the thoughts of my reality. It sucks . I pray for others to get stringer and not do what I've been doing and survive thru anger,depression, anxiety and whatvwber else. Who ever needs to hear this. I love you! As a friend as a person who cares.
I hear you Ronnie, thanks for sharing! Lots of love and strength to you 💜
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I hope your doing better sincerely. I love you !!!
Were all here for you brother God bless your honesty an may the world treat you well your a king own it fight for life no one ever said it would b easy go above an beyond what people expect of you prove everyone wrong show them the man you actually are not what the see you as I hope your doing good
would be awesome to have a place to meet and come together with people here in the comments. i relate more to y'all than most of my friends tbh
love to you all 💜
1:20 “what’s broken can’t b whole anymore” damn…
we're all broken bro, there's nothing more human than that 💜
@@mellow_frequencies that’s so true
Love the style and production,,,,,this is so awesome mahn
i agreee the original is really a piece of art, i just gave it a little twist ;)
❤❤❤❤ song speaks facts…
Nah man PUT THE ZYZZ MUSIC Life is good baby !💪💪
I love this song bro tysm
its hard for me to let the kind words in, i appreciate it bro 🙏💜
Beautiful. Thank you.
🙏
this lyric is so deep
Porque me sinto sozinho, mesmo rodeado de pessoas? inexplicável, as vezes o silencio não é a melhor resposta, mas sim a que sobrou.
Também senti isso por vezes, é ainda pior do que estar sozinho porque, pelo menos, não há ninguém por perto com quem se possa relacionar. A solidão é mesmo um inferno, espero que consigas sair dela em breve! 💜
Lyrics:
I was wrong to say I loved her, I was wrong to think I'm right
When I told her it was over, oh my darling I had lied
I've been running from my demons, afraid to look behind
I've been running from myself, afraid of what I'd find
But how am I supposed to love you when I don't love who I am?
And how could I give you all of me when I'm only half a man?
'Cause I'm a sinking ship that's burning, so let go of my hand
Oh how can I give you all of me when I'm only half a man?
And now I'm stuck in this hotel room by a cold neon light
And I've been waiting for an answer, but it won't come tonight
And every bottle I have stolen lay shattered on the floor
What's broken can't be whole anymore
But how am I supposed to love you when I don't love who I am?
And how could I give you all of me when I'm only half a man?
'Cause I'm a sinking ship that's burning, so let go of my hand
Oh how can I give you all of me when I'm only half a man?
And no one can ever hurt me like I hurt myself
'Cause I'm made out of stone
And I'm beyond help, don't give your heart to me
But how am I supposed to love you when I don't love who I am?
And how could I give you all of me when I'm only half a man?
'Cause I'm a sinking ship that's burning, so let go of my hand
Oh how can I give you all of me when I'm only half a man?
My friend just asked me rn why I was playing a song that was a slowed reverb and I said because on a drive like this at 1am it hits different especially when your a person who is constantly thinking of something and can never stop....... She said oh I understand now but deep down they never really do because they aren't broken like us 💔
i relate to that; it sucks to feel misunderstood, it makes you feel alone :( you've put it in words really well tho! 💜 my thoughts seem to relax really well listening to s&r tracks
@@mellow_frequencies hey I just seen your reply, I hope you're okay and you've been safe 💙. Honestly I've been going through more sht then I expected. I'm not sure where I'm ever going to really go but it doesn't matter anymore because I just let the music 🎶 take me to a deeper head space so I can be alone 🌌. Please promise me to keep your head up and never stop growing 😔
@@VRDX-lp5tj all good all good. Ive been doing better actually, sorry to hear youve been through more shit. Feel free to share her if you want or shoot me a dm 🙌🏻 lots of love to you 💜
@@mellow_frequencies do you have a Instagram by chance , and honestly everything started looking up then just went downhill again and I'm confused on so much at the moment on wtf I'm even doing.
@@VRDX-lp5tj yess i have @mellowfrequencies and that sucks sorry to hear that :/ but its relatable tho,
ive lost many people in my life due to suicide and now im on the verge of ending everything...i keep falling apart and everytime i try to move on and go on with life it just fucks me over. im drained and tired from fighting :( but i know i have people that care for me and ik i would hurt them so i do stay but at the same time i just want to bleed till there is nothing left but a broken hearted body.
Sorry to hear that :( i relate with the second part though and idk i dont really have words for it it just fucking sucks. Feel like you’re going to add a lot of value to this world tho. Now i know you dont need a lecture but when youre ready: Find out why you’re here, then you’ll know what you’re fighting for. Lots of love, strength and clarity to you 💜
dont do that man ik it gets a bit shit sometimes in life, it happens to all of us but all you can do is get back and keep moving foward, its been 7 months since you posted that and i just hope youre okay and life got better for you. Remember, pain is power!
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Wanted to leave this here
Your loved whether u know it or not today is my last day here I'm going for my last ride on my bike but ur loved needed and worthy of someone good
hope youre okay 💜
I hope you're still there😪
Please respond are you there. Im bouta cry
a listen this 100000000
10/18/22.. 😭😭
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It's on Spotify?
unfortunately not :( maybe if we ask Dean tho
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Wake up G, Wake up...
You are the last hope of ur father
Wdym?
Why i AM so fucking shit why me why me Jezus why
you're one of the strong souls that's able to admit their pain and move through it. Even though it sometimes feels like you can't, it'll all make sense some day 💜
@@mellow_frequencies you really seem like a great person
Keep doing you
@@michellemumba4449 appreciate you! 💜🙏🏻
I dedicate this song to my ex-girlfriend who I broke up with bc I could never tell her I was trans
Song somes my step sons realsonship to the t
It pains help. Guys
What’s going on?