Rn im sitting in silence at my christmas family meeting, everyone talking abt their experiences and sht while I have done nothing but sat 12 hours infront of my pc a day for years zero friends no relationships nothin😂
This holiday season has been the loneliest because the older I get I'm losing friends and family along the way. I was seeing a beautiful woman about 6 months ago but she was toxic. But because of severe loneliness I started fantasizing about her thinking if maybe she was a decent person I could have been with her today. Or maybe I could have dealt with her toxic behavior.
Although I have been going out and it’s been pretty wild with so many people doing their Christmas shopping and having a good time with friends and family. But even in a crowd, I’m still on the outside. Still looking in. However, I’m ngl, I do prefer a lonely holiday than one that is drama filled.
I been coping hard af these past few days 😪 I'm tryna timeskip these next couple weeks. I been playing street fighter and drawing to keep my mind of things. December is the worst month ever.
Tomorrow the whole family, 10+ ppl will be at the table. But i will stay at home. Gave to each of my nephews juicy gift cards with cash, got some tasty food, good games and will stay with myself. Don't feel lonely at all. More lonely there, at the table. p.s love Blade Runner 2049. Reflects on many of us. Many can relate to it. And on the top, a visual and musical, - masterpiece.
Because it's in a man's DNA to want to survive and live. If you were in a pool of alligators you might die but you would definitely try to fight your way out. The problem with depression is it creeps up on you and you can't physically fight it. Depression is an apex demon that won't stop from the morning you wake up until you fall asleep.
I'm from Indonesia (42/M). The girl that I've been quite close with for six months, seems to just slip away from me. She said that she's been close with another guy. It really breaks my heart so much, and sent me even further down in my depression (& suicidal ideation, tbh). Everything just loses meaning. Even though I've spent my Christmas day (25h December) with some good & old friends (thankfully), but the deep sense of loneliness is still there. In fact, here I am now, sitting down in my room in front of my computer watching this video about loneliness. Reality is often disappointing (Thanos' quote). Life is a cruel joke. Well, at least for some people like us here. Thank you for this video, really. Ironically, glad to know that at least I'm not alone in feeling like this especially during the most festive season of the year (Christmas, and soon, New Year's Eve).
Were you born to older parents like me? I also have no relationship with my extended family. When I am in my 30s and 40s I will literally have no family at all
Wanting someone (anyone) to text or call yet you turn the phone off. Why? Because when the phone is on you know no one cares. When it's off - there's a chance.
It does get easier but it takes a solid 5 years each time you wanna change who you are. we're not built to perceive that far into the future or really make ourselves feel good in the moment because of our future success. After being a lonely incel virgin for 25 years ive achieved everything i ever wanted in just a few years. Became good looking, gained muscle, gained money, had sex, had someone love me. All be it I have lost most of those things now, I rest calm knowing I can get all that back and more
Christmas was not that bad i spend time with my familiy, but when i would be alone Christmas would be maximum depressive. Our lifes are a failure let us be honest here we are just socially cannon fodder
Rn im sitting in silence at my christmas family meeting, everyone talking abt their experiences and sht while I have done nothing but sat 12 hours infront of my pc a day for years zero friends no relationships nothin😂
I have almost 6k hours on R6 Siege because I love the game but also because I have no gf or friends so I have nothing else to do.
This holiday season has been the loneliest because the older I get I'm losing friends and family along the way. I was seeing a beautiful woman about 6 months ago but she was toxic. But because of severe loneliness I started fantasizing about her thinking if maybe she was a decent person I could have been with her today. Or maybe I could have dealt with her toxic behavior.
Although I have been going out and it’s been pretty wild with so many people doing their Christmas shopping and having a good time with friends and family. But even in a crowd, I’m still on the outside. Still looking in. However, I’m ngl, I do prefer a lonely holiday than one that is drama filled.
Im 23 years old and never had any social media. I was always an outcast wich lead to it me never getting social media.
Fuck social media.
Shout out to y'all brothers
We'll make it outta this season
I been coping hard af these past few days 😪 I'm tryna timeskip these next couple weeks. I been playing street fighter and drawing to keep my mind of things. December is the worst month ever.
man you been missing in action!
I’ve been going through a rough day today and your video was very therapeutic. Thank you for making it. Merry Christmas and happy new year.
Valentine day is the worst day seeing couples all day while you sit there with nothing
I will say this though, since I have nobody to spend my money on, I was able to buy myself all the good stuff I want.
😔
This whole thing called society is chalked out brotha, regardless of all that, I wish you much love and peace:) Safe travels
Christmas was depressing for me no snow no presents
Tomorrow the whole family, 10+ ppl will be at the table. But i will stay at home. Gave to each of my nephews juicy gift cards with cash, got some tasty food, good games and will stay with myself. Don't feel lonely at all. More lonely there, at the table.
p.s love Blade Runner 2049. Reflects on many of us. Many can relate to it. And on the top, a visual and musical, - masterpiece.
Same here. But i dont get affected, im used to this.
Bro...im so tired...but why i can't fuckin leave..?
Because it's in a man's DNA to want to survive and live. If you were in a pool of alligators you might die but you would definitely try to fight your way out. The problem with depression is it creeps up on you and you can't physically fight it. Depression is an apex demon that won't stop from the morning you wake up until you fall asleep.
Because god is a sadist?
@chief8559 💯 correct
It’s over for survival instinct cels
I hate new years, i dont get why people keep celebrating it
I'm from Indonesia (42/M). The girl that I've been quite close with for six months, seems to just slip away from me. She said that she's been close with another guy. It really breaks my heart so much, and sent me even further down in my depression (& suicidal ideation, tbh). Everything just loses meaning. Even though I've spent my Christmas day (25h December) with some good & old friends (thankfully), but the deep sense of loneliness is still there. In fact, here I am now, sitting down in my room in front of my computer watching this video about loneliness. Reality is often disappointing (Thanos' quote). Life is a cruel joke. Well, at least for some people like us here. Thank you for this video, really. Ironically, glad to know that at least I'm not alone in feeling like this especially during the most festive season of the year (Christmas, and soon, New Year's Eve).
I have no family and i have never celebrated xmas. Might as well be fiction for me.
Were you born to older parents like me? I also have no relationship with my extended family. When I am in my 30s and 40s I will literally have no family at all
I am just copemaxin at this point 😅
Totally understandable & virtual hugs man 😢😢
Thanks and you too this life is brutal af
@@GameMaxxin2080thats normal for guys like us we have to cope to get trough all this
Who isn’t? All of us are
7:11 you can relocate to Asia to offset the inflation for sure. You don’t even need a visa. Just get a passport.
Wanting someone (anyone) to text or call yet you turn the phone off. Why? Because when the phone is on you know no one cares. When it's off - there's a chance.
Soo im not human now? From Human to subhuman to not a human....man where it will end?
what do you mean? did i say something about you not being human
I should’ve booked an escort , but instead, I bought myself something nice.
It does get easier but it takes a solid 5 years each time you wanna change who you are. we're not built to perceive that far into the future or really make ourselves feel good in the moment because of our future success. After being a lonely incel virgin for 25 years ive achieved everything i ever wanted in just a few years. Became good looking, gained muscle, gained money, had sex, had someone love me. All be it I have lost most of those things now, I rest calm knowing I can get all that back and more
I have big plans for next year for my life. I wish I could just hit the fast forward button to get there.
Javal, do you think middle-aged black men invented the Red Pill (at least, the modern philosophy/movement as has existed since the early 00’s)?
Javal, what advice would you give to inkwells who are middle-aged black men? (Especially short, bald-headed, pot-bellied, etc)
@@stoneylonesome4062 theres no magic advice just keep on coping and hopefully gain and maintain decent finances for yourself
Christmas was not that bad i spend time with my familiy, but when i would be alone Christmas would be maximum depressive. Our lifes are a failure let us be honest here we are just socially cannon fodder
How can I join the discord?
Very shit words. Basically trying perpetuate the capitalism with never give up.
joined yt 12 yrs ago and ur this stupid lmao
I dunno, it cheered me up some. If it's cope so be it
Hey bro, hope your doing well
Im tryng to also Start a discord But dont know how to do it.
Can you tell me how you Did it?
Any tips?
A lonely Christmas beats a rowdy Christmas 😂 stay far from weak man. Our time is coming. 👊🏻👊🏻