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In the darkness of night I shine the light , the war we fight I look above what makes the situation feel right , I’m lost seeing you gone only to show you that your not alone , the darkness so deep I share my love through the rights and the wrongs . I’m hurt by your loss , in my world I see life get stolen for a price , in the lead I see life grow from the seed ,
In my heart of soul I seem to lose control , the shadow of my soul left me wondering , why did I choose to live a life full of loss , I hurt from the cost of what I remember, I’m here inside you open thoughts I lose sight of what I lost , blind justice of a land so lost , I’m hurt from the past in the memory of old to the memory now , took the blame for everything I lost my friends along the way , I’m still here to show you that the love stays true inside the heart of me or you, the pain opens up another scar , I’m losing sight of what i need hurt from the cuts and I wonder where I’m at in this world where I lose sight of my life and glide through my stolen life to see it fade away to a white cloud
In the darkest times I seem to write the hardest rhymes, I will probably seek my soul after my father dies, I see hell on earth from all the traumatize, Sometimes i sit in deep thoughts when I look at my forty five, Thinking I need to get my order right, be faithful no naughty guy, Before I'm in a cold coffin underground fortified, I don't want to be stuck and mortified trying to warm up life ...........
Another one Yeah, I'm back again fresh return It's now my turn to gain I wasn't the main character in my own story Yet I was the prey , fuckin predators thought they'd cut Me short I took a gulp in the faith tot, felt like I had found my plot That's how I knew I had reached the pinnacle, had to use my bicycle Pandling alone in the "lonely streets" Where thy saw me perfectly fit. But I kept on grinding because I had to eat of course there was no meat But that didn't matter It wasn't all about getting fatter Afterall too much of meat is junk and I already looked like a punk A nigga sleeping in the park Cares not about how a meal looks like You gotta be real...
So many dreams were crushed but I can’t stop trying So many days were lost tryna find my desires I’m stuck inside a box claiming I’m not perfect I finally got a sense of peace but the past still burdens me I’ve walking forward looking back searching What for why now these steps taken not enough yet Ok I get it please just give me time to finish Pushing limits training myself for my next route Had to switch up Change habits be a better man Looking at my progress still slow but it’s going well I want more but I be hesitant to go forward Reminded of the loss can’t even see the wins I look at the days since I last smiled authentically Always wearing masks tryna hide my sensitivity Living in a dull world feeling a lot of negativity Everyday I wake up I just want to go back to sleep But I can’t days off only twice a week Hard work creates stress free when you get to reap The benefits of longevity but that’s not now That’s later on when I’m old and grey When I’m tired and retired and my time is almost over Saving money in a folder so I can have it when I’m older Saving money in my savings so I can use it when I’m older I see something that I want but I just save that shit for later I know vaping is not working but my excuse is that it helps It’s not as bad as what I used to But you know different clouds Used to get high just to become some one else Now I wanna get to know me better so I can be myself It’s hard to look in the mirror and see yourself completely different I hate the way I feel some days I don’t believe it I used to have these dreams but never got to reach em Now I just repeat the same routine going through the motions Losing myself when do I get to The point that I can relax Not just I pull back funds save can’t waste pay checks I see how many got comfortable and I don’t think they happy So I started working on my self breaking patterns I was used to Now I’m used to being uncomfortable, I still hate how it feels I just know how to Get through it without feeling miserable Now I see to go forward I must go through every obstacle Can’t expect to go vacation while you buildup something real How’s it feel to know you hitting every goal I thought it would feel great but I’m still climbing up the hill Waiting for the results of the final step when I get to the top And my top isn’t very high I guess I just want a enough to go I got my own place and a nice car with some essentials I can fit inside So I’m focused on my goals tunnel vision til I reach success Just want to check boxes not just accept mediocre results So many dreams were crushed but I can’t stop trying So many days were lost tryna find my desires I’m stuck inside a box claiming I’m not perfect I finally got a sense of peace but the past still burdens me I’ve walking forward looking back searching What for why now these steps taken not enough yet Ok I get it please just give me time to finish Well on this road that I go, see my past turn to ghost See my days turn to crush limits I couldn’t before Working harder push through tired keep going I can’t stop and look, I got places to be I know the feeling of being set back When you looking at everybody jet past You look at them and say can I even have that You see the devil and get tempted by the contract I never gave my signature because I hate being controlled I hate feeling like someone got me in chokehold I get claustrophobic and I can’t breathe Being restricted because they got me No I got me I take care of my own needs One day I will be able to say good morning And mean it, not have to fake it like seriously This world is so fake it’s sad really we can’t even seem to settle down People come in for a fun time not a long time Spend your money for their enjoyment Then turn around and tell you I’m sorry I gotta go you have no money left You can’t afford me, there’s no more time to waste to work together My experience I can’t save everyone is what I’ve experienced I’ve had a lot of doors opened I should’ve kept closed It’s seem like I’ve been walking backwards so long I never thought about turning, now I turned around New love comes and I just turn it down I gotta do the work before it can work out Mentality is set from the past that still haunts Not a way to become whole that’s just a bad habit Feels like I’m stuck carrying so much baggage I want to let it go, but I know it’s gonna take time I keep going not stopping like somebody cut my brake line I’ve been going for a while wondering when I’ll get to relax Probably when I retire and I’m out of shape and loveless It’s ok tho, different paths for different people My paths different It’s mine to burden So I will travel til it’s over and do my best to make it Keep on turning pages new day faking smile until it’s permanent Fake it til you make favorite quote I heard so now I live it So many dreams were crushed but I can’t stop trying So many days were lost tryna find my desires I’m stuck inside a box claiming I’m not perfect I finally got a sense of peace but the past still burdens me I’ve walking forward looking back searching What for why now these steps taken not enough yet Ok I get it please just give me time to finish Purple lightning333k- pessimistic
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🎼 Key - D Minor. 🎹 Made using FL Studio. 🎶 Beat Tempo - 160 BPM.
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Don’t worry the storm shall disappear, the rain made it muddy , the soil made fresh to grow its best
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In the darkness of night I shine the light , the war we fight I look above what makes the situation feel right , I’m lost seeing you gone only to show you that your not alone , the darkness so deep I share my love through the rights and the wrongs . I’m hurt by your loss , in my world I see life get stolen for a price , in the lead I see life grow from the seed ,
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See what chu grow from the Soul n Seed
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In my heart of soul I seem to lose control , the shadow of my soul left me wondering , why did I choose to live a life full of loss , I hurt from the cost of what I remember, I’m here inside you open thoughts I lose sight of what I lost , blind justice of a land so lost , I’m hurt from the past in the memory of old to the memory now , took the blame for everything I lost my friends along the way , I’m still here to show you that the love stays true inside the heart of me or you, the pain opens up another scar , I’m losing sight of what i need hurt from the cuts and I wonder where I’m at in this world where I lose sight of my life and glide through my stolen life to see it fade away to a white cloud
Billboard-ready 😎💎🥂
In the darkest times I seem to write the hardest rhymes,
I will probably seek my soul after my father dies,
I see hell on earth from all the traumatize,
Sometimes i sit in deep thoughts when I look at my forty five,
Thinking I need to get my order right, be faithful no naughty guy,
Before I'm in a cold coffin underground fortified,
I don't want to be stuck and mortified trying to warm up life ...........
Another one
Yeah, I'm back again fresh return
It's now my turn to gain
I wasn't the main character in my own story
Yet I was the prey
, fuckin predators thought they'd cut
Me short
I took a gulp in the faith tot, felt like
I had found my plot
That's how I knew I had reached the pinnacle, had to use my bicycle
Pandling alone in the "lonely streets"
Where thy saw me perfectly fit.
But I kept on grinding because I had to eat of course there was no meat
But that didn't matter
It wasn't all about getting fatter
Afterall too much of meat is junk and I already looked like a punk
A nigga sleeping in the park
Cares not about how a meal looks like
You gotta be real...
deep 😎💎🥂
Bak
over leven.
Tijd waard ik voll
uit
Op bestaan .
Zoet water bronnen.
So many dreams were crushed but I can’t stop trying
So many days were lost tryna find my desires
I’m stuck inside a box claiming I’m not perfect
I finally got a sense of peace but the past still burdens me
I’ve walking forward looking back searching
What for why now these steps taken not enough yet
Ok I get it please just give me time to finish
Pushing limits training myself for my next route
Had to switch up Change habits be a better man
Looking at my progress still slow but it’s going well
I want more but I be hesitant to go forward
Reminded of the loss can’t even see the wins
I look at the days since I last smiled authentically
Always wearing masks tryna hide my sensitivity
Living in a dull world feeling a lot of negativity
Everyday I wake up I just want to go back to sleep
But I can’t days off only twice a week
Hard work creates stress free when you get to reap
The benefits of longevity but that’s not now
That’s later on when I’m old and grey
When I’m tired and retired and my time is almost over
Saving money in a folder so I can have it when I’m older
Saving money in my savings so I can use it when I’m older
I see something that I want but I just save that shit for later
I know vaping is not working but my excuse is that it helps
It’s not as bad as what I used to
But you know different clouds
Used to get high just to become some one else
Now I wanna get to know me better so I can be myself
It’s hard to look in the mirror and see yourself completely different
I hate the way I feel some days I don’t believe it
I used to have these dreams but never got to reach em
Now I just repeat the same routine going through the motions
Losing myself when do I get to
The point that I can relax
Not just I pull back funds save can’t waste pay checks
I see how many got comfortable and I don’t think they happy
So I started working on my self breaking patterns I was used to
Now I’m used to being uncomfortable, I still hate how it feels
I just know how to
Get through it without feeling miserable
Now I see to go forward I must go through every obstacle
Can’t expect to go vacation while you buildup something real
How’s it feel to know you hitting every goal
I thought it would feel great but I’m still climbing up the hill
Waiting for the results of the final step when I get to the top
And my top isn’t very high I guess I just want a enough to go
I got my own place and a nice car with some essentials I can fit inside
So I’m focused on my goals tunnel vision til I reach success
Just want to check boxes not just accept mediocre results
So many dreams were crushed but I can’t stop trying
So many days were lost tryna find my desires
I’m stuck inside a box claiming I’m not perfect
I finally got a sense of peace but the past still burdens me
I’ve walking forward looking back searching
What for why now these steps taken not enough yet
Ok I get it please just give me time to finish
Well on this road that I go, see my past turn to ghost
See my days turn to crush limits I couldn’t before
Working harder push through tired keep going
I can’t stop and look, I got places to be
I know the feeling of being set back
When you looking at everybody jet past
You look at them and say can I even have that
You see the devil and get tempted by the contract
I never gave my signature because I hate being controlled
I hate feeling like someone got me in chokehold
I get claustrophobic and I can’t breathe
Being restricted because they got me
No I got me I take care of my own needs
One day I will be able to say good morning
And mean it, not have to fake it like seriously
This world is so fake it’s sad really we can’t even seem to settle down
People come in for a fun time not a long time
Spend your money for their enjoyment
Then turn around and tell you I’m sorry
I gotta go you have no money left
You can’t afford me, there’s no more time to waste to work together
My experience I can’t save everyone is what I’ve experienced
I’ve had a lot of doors opened I should’ve kept closed
It’s seem like I’ve been walking backwards so long
I never thought about turning, now I turned around
New love comes and I just turn it down
I gotta do the work before it can work out
Mentality is set from the past that still haunts
Not a way to become whole that’s just a bad habit
Feels like I’m stuck carrying so much baggage
I want to let it go, but I know it’s gonna take time
I keep going not stopping like somebody cut my brake line
I’ve been going for a while wondering when I’ll get to relax
Probably when I retire and I’m out of shape and loveless
It’s ok tho, different paths for different people
My paths different It’s mine to burden
So I will travel til it’s over and do my best to make it
Keep on turning pages new day faking smile until it’s permanent
Fake it til you make favorite quote I heard so now I live it
So many dreams were crushed but I can’t stop trying
So many days were lost tryna find my desires
I’m stuck inside a box claiming I’m not perfect
I finally got a sense of peace but the past still burdens me
I’ve walking forward looking back searching
What for why now these steps taken not enough yet
Ok I get it please just give me time to finish
Purple lightning333k- pessimistic
Man this mf hard. I wrote a bad mf to this one.
Everyone in here writing verses stop.😂😂 Jesus save that shi fa us 😓