I can't agree with you there, there is no best song ever. Theoretically there could be but there isn't, it's an amazing song and one of the best in my perspective too. But the key word is perspective you know?
Probably something to do with the fact that you're not allowed to say anything negative about Christianity on radios and shit because they get mad. Similar thing happened to Kate Bush with Running Up That Hill
@@solartea_ I mean censorship in general, many radios probably play then around the world but some countries have censorship laws on streaming which makes it to where you can't say negative things about God in music
That transition at 10:57 onwards, which didn't exist in the 2011 version, brings this song to another level for me. So good how they do it live as well!
I'm not gonna lie, I just randomly discovered this band a few weeks ago and started going through their entire catalog. I find they're one of those bands where I have to listen to some of their songs a few times before getting into it, but man..once I do start to get into it, I'm hooked. This is one of those songs I noticed was extremely popular through some reading and couldn't understand fully why until now. It really is a masterpiece. I was just driving into Providence on this beautiful spring day, blasting this the whole way, and I believe I might've had what some a call a spiritual experience. I've been numb from heroin for the past decade + and I'm about to celebrate 5 months sober, so music just hits me on a whole new level these days now that I have a brand new perspective on life. Even during these wild, sad times, there's a lot to be appreciative and grateful for. Anyway, thank you to the RUclips Algorithm Gods for helping me find these dudes.
@@saltlickbeau thank you so much. It's funny how a few simple, kind words from a stranger can make you feel. I'm really sorry to hear that you're struggling atm. I've been there..plenty of times unfortunately. Not sure just where you're at in your addiction right now, but there is a way out. Get yourself into a treatment center if necessary or see if you can find a zoom meeting. I can direct you to some good ones.
It's not hyperbole to compare this kid to Prince. He does his own thing, has his own language, can play everything, has chops to burn, and seems to know exactly what he's doing even though no one else does. The world caught up to Prince, and will catch up to Will.
DO YOU HAVE SOMETHING AGAINST DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOGGGGGGSSSSS?!!!?!!!?!!!
"They should call it anti-depressing"As a friend of mine suggested"As its not the sadness that hurts you, it's the brains reaction against it" That part cuts so deep for me :'(
“I am incapable of being human, I am incapable of being inhuman” really stuck with me because I feel like I just don’t fit into the mold I’m expected to but there isn’t exactly anything I can do about it.
This where the longest 13 minutes of my life, and for the most part i couldn't get a word of what he was saying, but i could felt it, it resonated with me on a deeper level, where language was not imporntant, and it moved me to the point where im crying writting this. truly a masterpiece
I love the way that "do you have something against dogs" is said with the energy that the coming out should have. there's so much emotional buildup to what is ultimately nothing, and instead of being lost it's all put into the kind of frustration of "why the fuck did I say that."
I literally lost my mind when I fought my sexuality in college. I began hearing voices saying ",you're gay," then ", you're straight" back and forth as if there were 2 people arguing in my head but the weirdest part was when whenever these voices would manifest around me I thought I was telepathic and transmitting the voices (you're gay, you're straight) to other people so that they were having the same auditory hallucinations as I was in so I was drowning in words consuming me. I cut my palms with a knife to change my palm lines because of some limited understanding of palmistry which is like a pseudoscience like astrology. I thought if certain lines in my palm were deeper and longer I'd be reverse engineering my reality and I'd no longer be gay because I'd be in a different path where my queerness didn't exist. I also tried to get this girl to cheat on her boyfriend with me because I thought that if I had a girlfriend I had "proof" to the voices or myself that I wasn't gay which was a totally fucked up thing to do and I wish I could go back in time and been her gay friend but I was just totally losing it and a coward as well. I thought of taking a shit ton of LSD and swimming to the ocean and being exhausted from swimming and drowning while tripping my brains out to stop the voices and pretty much to kill myself. It took me 13 years for me to be ok and adjust but I made it. It's strange how something so simple can make you so neurotic
originally i didn't like this new one, cos i thought it sounded rlly empty, but on re-listening to it i feel like it's just very distant from the subject matter, which changes the tone a lot. the first was really involved and overwhelming and gives you the sensation of being swept up in the action/emotions, and this is more like looking back on a memory with a different perspective.
I like that additional line "in the mall in the nighttime, you came back alone with a flash light..." because it's a reference to partydog's webcomic cartoon show.
i get you on this, but that's the point of the re-recording, for will to express his retrospective on the relationship in a more rational manner (im pretty sure you know that though). i personally prefer this version because you can hear the instrumentation more -and the frank ocean reference- but I also think both recordings are necessary for the full experience. like i prefer the 2011 cute thing more so i get wanting something more raw.
haha what if i fell in love with the ideal version of myself i projected onto you as fantasy against the loneliness of being gay and depressed in my adolescence
I like that additional line _"in the mall in the nighttime, you came back alone with a flash light..."_ because it's a reference to partydogz's webcomic cartoon show.
I was listening to this song around meeting my first boyfriend at the time, I was laying my head against my dad’s truck window, watching an airplane take off in Missouri at the climax of this song. This song will always have a place in my heart. This song just means something to me.
The line “it’s been a year since we first met / I don’t know if we’re boyfriends yet” is heart wrenching. Maybe that’s a gays only experience but okay.
I met the guitarist Ethan when he was 12 and he was shredding even then. I told his mom he was literally going to be a rock star. Love that he is and love this band!
i prefer this version almost entirely because of this line: i couldn't tell you what it means but it meant something to me like fuck, its not even that profound but i relate super fukkin hardcore
That's what I really like about Will's lyrics. None of them are really all that deeply meaningful but at the same time, he sings them exactly how they are for him.
I can never decide whether I like that line or "Thank God for the little things and / fuck God that they're little things I'm / running out of prayers to sing" from the original version better. Will is such a talented lyricist.
this and on gp by death grips are on heavy repeat lately, it’s unbelievable how well this song conveys sadness. i hate how relatable so much of this is.
9:34 oh my jesus lord this part of the song is so good i feel so sad and so happy at the same i just feel alive. this has been my favorite song ever since 8th grade and it has been here with me as my soundtrack the whole time i can not get over how beautiful this shit is
One of the best songs I have ever heard. Packed with references to other phenomenal works as well. Gut wrenchingly emotional, but with a sense that Will is removed from the situation and able to look back upon it with harsh judgement. Leaves you feeling broken, angry, and a little crazy. What a fantastic song.
My friend who I was very close with introduced me to Will Toledo. We are no longer friends but I’ve gotten more and more into his music. I remember my ex friend sometimes and wish we could’ve shared this one last time. But it’s over. And I miss them, but the music even though a reminder of them helps me cope. Will is an amazing artist
last night I drove to Harper's ferry and I thought about you There were signs on the road that warned me of stop signs The speed limit kept decreasing by ten As we entered a town about halfway there It was almost raining at the train station We put our hoods on our heads at the train station We threw rocks into the river The river underneath the train tracks And when the train came it was so big and powerful When it came into the little station I wanted to put my arms around it But the conductor looked at me funny So we had to say goodbye and leave The monopoly board still in the backseat Took that nightmare left turn to get out of town Ran into the decreasing speed limits again What should I do? (Eat breakfast) What should I do? (Eat lunch) What should I do? (Eat dinner) What should I do? (Go to bed) Where can I go? (Go to the store) Where can I go? (Apply for jobs) Where can I go? (Go to a friend's) Where can I go? (Go to bed) I wrote "Beach Death" when I thought you were taken I wrote "Beach Funeral" when I knew you were taken I wrote "Beach Fagz" well it wasn't about you But it could've been, well no it couldn't have (I spent a week in Ocean City) I spent a week in ocean city (And came back to find you were gone) and came back to find you were gone (I spent a week in Illinois) I spent a week in Illinois (And came back to find you were still gone) and came back to find you were still gone I pretended I was drunk when I came out to my friends I never came out to my friends We were all on Skype And I laughed and I changed the subject She said, "What's with this dog motif?" I said, "Do you have something against dogs?" I am almost completely soulless I am incapable of being human I am incapable of being inhuman I am living uncontrollably It should be called the anti-depression As a friend of mine suggested Because it's not the sadness that hurts you It's the brain's reaction against it It's not enough to love the unreal I am inseparable from the impossible I want gravity to stop for me My soul yearns for a fugitive from the laws of nature I want a cut scene, I want a cut from your face to my face I want a cut, I want the next related video I don't want to go insane I don't want to have schizophrenia Oh oh oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh oh oh Last night I dreamed he was trying to kill you I woke up and I was trying to kill you It's been a year since we first met I don't know if we're boyfriends yet Do you have any crimes That we can use to pass the time I'm running out of drugs to try We said we hated humans We wanted to be humans We said we hated humans We wanted to be humans Get more groceries, get eaten Get more groceries, get eaten Get more groceries, get eaten Oh oh oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh oh oh In the mall in the nighttime You came back alone with a flashlight It was the start of nothing (backwards) And it was my favorite scene I couldn’t tell you what it means But it meant something to me And pretty soon you'll find some nice young Satanist with braces and one Capital "O", significant Other And you can take him home to your mother and Say, "Ma, this is my brother" We said we hated humans We wanted to be humans We said we hated humans We wanted to be humans Get more groceries, get eaten Get more groceries, get eaten Get more groceries, get eaten By the one you love When they put their lips around you You can feel their smile from the inside Last night I dreamed he was trying to kill you I woke up and I was trying to kill you Your ears perked up I perked up when your ears perked up You were all looking around And I hoped it was for me I hoped you were using your sonar systems for me The ancients saw it coming You can see that they tried to warn them In the tales that they told their children But they fell out of their heads in the morning They said sex can be frightening But the children were not listening And the children cut out everything Except for the kissing and the singing When they finally found their home At Walt Disney studios And then everyone grew up With their fundamental schemes fucked right up But there are lots of fish left in the sea There are lots of fish in business suits That talk and walk on human feet And visit doctors, have weak knees Oh please let me join your cult I'll paint my face in your colors You have a real nice face I had an early death The ocean washed over your grave The ocean washed open your grave The ocean washed over your grave The ocean washed open your grave The ocean washed over your grave The ocean washed open your grave The ocean washed over your grave The ocean washed over your grave (we're too scared to do shit) The ocean washed open your grave The ocean washed over your grave The ocean washed over your grave The ocean washed over your grave (we're too scared to do shit)
The part around 4:22 feels like releasing everything you’ve ever kept in the open. Kind of that part of coming out with your friends, it feels so cathartic.
you ever have one of those songs that changes you? that is not only a moment of your life but also grows with you as you change? this song is never leaving me. even if i dont listen to it for years, if i hear it again, it will all come back. it always does. i really miss my boyfriend.
in the mall, in the night time, you came out alone with the flashlight it was the start of nothing new and it was my favorite scene I couldn't tell you what it means but it meant something to me
exactly what happened to me this summer. except for i was riding a bike haha but seriously driving while beach life-in-death is playing is one of my favorite experiences ever
no matter how many years pass ill always come back to this song. the first time i heard it at 13 it felt like i got punched in the stomach. it makes me cry to this day.
Pretty soon you’ll find some nice, young satanist with braces and one capital ‘O’ significant other. You can take him home to your mother and say, “Mom, this is my brotha!”
Ive known about CSH for years but I never really listened to their songs; then glass beach decided to cover this song and I ended up listening to this first so I could compare the two and I literally (like fr) cried. Needlessly to say this version is better
honestly i ignored them for far too long cause i kept mixing up its only sex w like, cake, the artist. and cake isnt rly my thing but after finally deciding to listen to twin fantasy after i heard so many good things abt it, goddamn
Congratulations you just unlocked an achievement “good music taste” This song is so amazing if you made it here’s u have a great music taste,I hope you having a good day/night,if not remember to stay strong ❤️
Last night I dreamed that this was played in class and half of the people knew the lyrics and were shouting them. Regardless everyone was having fun jumping and dancing to the song.
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bro will is stretching to the 10 minute mark for those midroll ads
LOL
@@syachipeanut thank you for your meaningless expression of amusement 🙏
@@mappplesirrup8473 LOL
@@mappplesirrup8473 LOL
@@mappplesirrup8473 LOL
I sometimes wonder if Car Seat Headrest knows that they literially created the best song ever
I can't agree with you there, there is no best song ever. Theoretically there could be but there isn't, it's an amazing song and one of the best in my perspective too. But the key word is perspective you know?
@@dawnerband7505 falling for you by Weezer is the best song ever, I figured it out
@@finmin2k Not even the best song on the album.
@@dawnerband7505 stop speaking like Ben Shapiro
@@thatonenotthisone5215 it's in the name
can't believe that Will invented the concept of boyfriends for this album, truly a blessing for us all
Truly a gay icon 💅
0:00 - 13:16
I love this part
Same bro fuck 13:17
Same
Yeah fucking hate 13:17
@@MercuryFlyingI was born to fuck 13:17 🗿
i love this part -1:51 - 3,14:00
i am very careful with this video because if i hear a single second i have to put everything down and listen to the entirety of a 13 minute song
@@asscancer9510 not my fault. thank will.
i mean is that really that bad
@@mappplesirrup8473 id prefer to be able to do tasks uhhh not crying
@@allyski5914 if you try hard enough, you can do both
plssssss this is so accurate if i get past 'last night i drove to harper's ferry and i thought about you' im sticking for the entire 13 minutes
this is genuinely one of the best songs ever made and i'm not even hyperbolising. holy fuck man, what a song
It's beyond amazing, but it is nowhere near the best, or one of the best.
@@spucclah8039 how about you learn what perspective is ?
@@butchdeloria2995 you too?
@@spucclah8039 well it is for this person, and many others. Art is subjective, let people be
@@spucclah8039 "nuh uh, no u"
love this version but sad that they cut “thank God for the little things and fuck God that they’re little things” because those were such good lines
THIS WAS THE BEST LINE ESPECIALLY LIVE OH MY GOD
Probably something to do with the fact that you're not allowed to say anything negative about Christianity on radios and shit because they get mad. Similar thing happened to Kate Bush with Running Up That Hill
@@stupidedgykid9563 probably has nothing to do with radio which radio is playing csh
@@solartea_ I mean censorship in general, many radios probably play then around the world but some countries have censorship laws on streaming which makes it to where you can't say negative things about God in music
@@stupidedgykid9563 no radio would play a 13 minute song. CSH should not be radio friendly.
i never been able to comfortably stare at my ceiling for 13 minutes and 17 seconds until this.
:)
:D
same pfp lol
Famous prophets (stars) will let you do that for about 2 minutes and 53 seconds longer
@@-thesignpainter9486 multiple times too if youre feeling lucky
the fucking chills down my spine when he says “i don’t want to go insane”
🥵
Tbh I think that's the best part
Same😂
I come back to this song just for that line sometimes
A classmate and I bonded over this song. I found out the other day that she overdosed. Krystal I hope you’re in a good place
L
ACCIDENT
CAT STEP ON KEYBOARD
@@Andrew-iv3ff she had a sense of humor so she wouldn’t be offended by saying it was an L. She was a cool kid and was really light hearted
@@EthanDCash I'M SO SORRY
“and it was my favorite scene; I couldn’t tell you what it means, but it meant something to me...”
me watching Evangelion
you mean the hospital scene
@@oyupdik2353 the one where shinji nutted?
Ciara **spilt some yoghurt
I mean he did make a song referencing Eva
same thing with flcl
i was straight before i listened to this album
me too but I'm still violently heterosexual
im violently homosexual
@@regularrr1028 based
SpiffyMcBU god it also made me a furry
L imo
I pretended I was drunk when I came out to my friends...
damn that one hits really close to home
I think a lot of us have had this exact scenario before :(
@@eliasmsv3156 literally the exact scenario
I never came out to my friends
@@frempy4426 we were all on skype
@@utterkid2 and i laughed and changed the subject
That transition at 10:57 onwards, which didn't exist in the 2011 version, brings this song to another level for me. So good how they do it live as well!
that part goes fucking HARD I always crank my speakers
it’s the best part of the song FOR SURE
its around 9:30 for me. my brain just leaves this earth at that point
I'm not gonna lie, I just randomly discovered this band a few weeks ago and started going through their entire catalog. I find they're one of those bands where I have to listen to some of their songs a few times before getting into it, but man..once I do start to get into it, I'm hooked. This is one of those songs I noticed was extremely popular through some reading and couldn't understand fully why until now. It really is a masterpiece. I was just driving into Providence on this beautiful spring day, blasting this the whole way, and I believe I might've had what some a call a spiritual experience. I've been numb from heroin for the past decade + and I'm about to celebrate 5 months sober, so music just hits me on a whole new level these days now that I have a brand new perspective on life. Even during these wild, sad times, there's a lot to be appreciative and grateful for. Anyway, thank you to the RUclips Algorithm Gods for helping me find these dudes.
Congrats on 5 months !!
@@saltlickbeau thank you! Still 6 more days til it's official 5 months, but I'll get there..God willing.
Thomas Harrington I’m struggling a bit rn and this just made me bawl my eyes out haha I’m so proud of you :,)
@@saltlickbeau thank you so much. It's funny how a few simple, kind words from a stranger can make you feel. I'm really sorry to hear that you're struggling atm. I've been there..plenty of times unfortunately. Not sure just where you're at in your addiction right now, but there is a way out. Get yourself into a treatment center if necessary or see if you can find a zoom meeting. I can direct you to some good ones.
Ey is 7 months now
idk why but i love the "There are lots of fish in business suits" part of the song so much
omg at 8:21 i got a Michelle Obama ad and so it said "you can take him home to your mother and
Say, "Ma, this is..."Hi I'm Michelle Obama" i died lmao
Lmao
And I never opened a soda can the same way again
Yeah, I just gotta sit in silence for 13 minutes every time.
Ngl i thought it was him lighting up a cigarette or something
I thought it was Will licking his lips and taking a deep breath lol
I thought it was will drinking water from a bottle
@@CrunchyElia yea i think he's just making sounds with his mouth
that feeling when the ocean washes over your grave
Fr
that feeling when the ocean washes open your grave
ikr it makes me too scared to do shit
that feeling when you have knee surgery tomorrow
Matador, you have a genius. Seriously. Take care of him.
It's not hyperbole to compare this kid to Prince. He does his own thing, has his own language, can play everything, has chops to burn, and seems to know exactly what he's doing even though no one else does. The world caught up to Prince, and will catch up to Will.
@@willisworn I'm not saying he's better, but Will has a more artistic vision with most of his music.
Weird fucking comment
he ruined it
LOL madlo
DO YOU HAVE SOMETHING AGAINST DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOGGGGGGSSSSS?!!!?!!!?!!!
this is a more longer dogs than the other dogs im satisfied
yeah, i do
@@villiv2547 cats > dogs
lmao
@@villiv2547you obviously never owned a dog😭
"Your ears perked up
I perked up when your ears perked up
You were all looking around
And I hoped it was for me"
makes me cry every single time.
can't believe will invented guitars to make this song.
can’t believe will invented music
cant believe will invented
cant believe will
@@epicfailpaws will
@@alexbutt WILL VENTED‼️‼️‼️
tfw it's not enough to love the unreal
tfw the gravity did not come to me
tfw your soul yearns for a fugitive from the laws of nature
Shutup anime profile picture nerd 😤
he said "what's with this anime pic?"
i said
DO YOU HAVE SOMETHING AGAINST WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEBS
me when im inseperable from the impossible
"They should call it anti-depressing"As a friend of mine suggested"As its not the sadness that hurts you, it's the brains reaction against it"
That part cuts so deep for me :'(
please tell me your friend makes his own music, this would be one of the best song titels ever
@@kapoios1206?? They were quoting the lyrics in this song
“I am incapable of being human, I am incapable of being inhuman” really stuck with me because I feel like I just don’t fit into the mold I’m expected to but there isn’t exactly anything I can do about it.
i listen to this a normal amount of times every day
🧢🧢🧢🎓🎓🎓
i’m not a gay furry but this kinda makes me wish i was
Same what fuck
Wait what the fuck and what does this have to do with the song lol
Dream it, be it.
OOoh i get it....HAHAHA
from the song's lyrics :
She said, "What's with this dog motif?"
I said, "Do you have something against dogs?"
i've cried to this song at least 30 times
crying rn
actually shitting and cumming right now. Oh my gosh
@@treeman1544
i respect this comment and hate it so much at the same time
rookie numbers
@@treeman1544 damn that is pretty arousing.
gorgeous, beautiful song
It is
try the rest of the album, or better yet, all of will's discography! beautiful stuff.
This song makes me feel about 87 different emotions throughout its runtime and I can't name a goddamn one
Same
Gay
@@Wasteulon So true bestie
lust
dorcelessness
This where the longest 13 minutes of my life, and for the most part i couldn't get a word of what he was saying, but i could felt it, it resonated with me on a deeper level, where language was not imporntant, and it moved me to the point where im crying writting this.
truly a masterpiece
*were
@@koopalovetoast2409 thanks
I love the way that "do you have something against dogs" is said with the energy that the coming out should have. there's so much emotional buildup to what is ultimately nothing, and instead of being lost it's all put into the kind of frustration of "why the fuck did I say that."
this is literally the greatest song ever made
im not sure i could emotionally handle hearing this song live
I did
@@zemineriver8043 what was it like
@@sy_mbiotic great!
the whole transition section from part 1 to 2 (4:47-5:38) is one of the biggest improvements on the album
wait was that not there before? That's 100% one of my favorite parts
I really hope Will knows how many people have been touched by his art.
diddy
Yeah I got touched for sure... Many times
I literally lost my mind when I fought my sexuality in college. I began hearing voices saying ",you're gay," then ", you're straight" back and forth as if there were 2 people arguing in my head but the weirdest part was when whenever these voices would manifest around me I thought I was telepathic and transmitting the voices (you're gay, you're straight) to other people so that they were having the same auditory hallucinations as I was in so I was drowning in words consuming me. I cut my palms with a knife to change my palm lines because of some limited understanding of palmistry which is like a pseudoscience like astrology. I thought if certain lines in my palm were deeper and longer I'd be reverse engineering my reality and I'd no longer be gay because I'd be in a different path where my queerness didn't exist. I also tried to get this girl to cheat on her boyfriend with me because I thought that if I had a girlfriend I had "proof" to the voices or myself that I wasn't gay which was a totally fucked up thing to do and I wish I could go back in time and been her gay friend but I was just totally losing it and a coward as well. I thought of taking a shit ton of LSD and swimming to the ocean and being exhausted from swimming and drowning while tripping my brains out to stop the voices and pretty much to kill myself. It took me 13 years for me to be ok and adjust but I made it. It's strange how something so simple can make you so neurotic
"I don't want to go insane
I don't want to have schizophrenia"
ocd
originally i didn't like this new one, cos i thought it sounded rlly empty, but on re-listening to it i feel like it's just very distant from the subject matter, which changes the tone a lot. the first was really involved and overwhelming and gives you the sensation of being swept up in the action/emotions, and this is more like looking back on a memory with a different perspective.
i get you but to me it's fun to have this different perspective on the same song.
I like that additional line "in the mall in the nighttime, you came back alone with a flash light..." because it's a reference to partydog's webcomic cartoon show.
I honestly thought High to Death and Famous Prophets (Stars) were empty-sounding.
@@Rainbow_Quartz how in god holy fucking name is the breakdown of stars "empty"
i get you on this, but that's the point of the re-recording, for will to express his retrospective on the relationship in a more rational manner (im pretty sure you know that though). i personally prefer this version because you can hear the instrumentation more -and the frank ocean reference- but I also think both recordings are necessary for the full experience. like i prefer the 2011 cute thing more so i get wanting something more raw.
haha what if i fell in love with the ideal version of myself i projected onto you as fantasy against the loneliness of being gay and depressed in my adolescence
music like this is the one thing that gives me true passion for life
this is so true. i can picture so many moments from the future and past of my life reading this sentence
I like that additional line _"in the mall in the nighttime, you came back alone with a flash light..."_ because it's a reference to partydogz's webcomic cartoon show.
I was listening to this song around meeting my first boyfriend at the time, I was laying my head against my dad’s truck window, watching an airplane take off in Missouri at the climax of this song.
This song will always have a place in my heart. This song just means something to me.
The line “it’s been a year since we first met / I don’t know if we’re boyfriends yet” is heart wrenching. Maybe that’s a gays only experience but okay.
Nate Ryans it’s really relatable though lmao
Only gay people have ambiguous relationships
@@segaki shut up hetero.
@@istfopab7177 jeez man, bit insensitive?
am gay and can say everyone feels this
this song represents my entire life since i've heard it 5 years ago, can't believe i'm 22 now
It's insane that WIll invented music to release this banger
I don't think I'm the target demographic of this song but it fucking slaps.
SAME
you literally have a racoon in your profile pic, youre among your people dont worry
Why wouldn't you be?
I cant even make fun of furries anymore i just feel bad
@Leo-mu8kn Yes, but it is a realistic raccoon, not an anthropomorphic raccoon, in case you couldn't tell.
I met the guitarist Ethan when he was 12 and he was shredding even then. I told his mom he was literally going to be a rock star. Love that he is and love this band!
i prefer this version almost entirely because of this line:
i couldn't tell you what it means
but it meant something to me
like fuck, its not even that profound but i relate super fukkin hardcore
I relate as fuck dawg, goes hard
it is pretty profound though
Literally this song for me lmao
That's what I really like about Will's lyrics. None of them are really all that deeply meaningful but at the same time, he sings them exactly how they are for him.
I can never decide whether I like that line or "Thank God for the little things and / fuck God that they're little things I'm / running out of prayers to sing" from the original version better. Will is such a talented lyricist.
this and on gp by death grips are on heavy repeat lately, it’s unbelievable how well this song conveys sadness. i hate how relatable so much of this is.
their fking exmilitary mixtape is just...insane, dude. go and love it if you haven't yet.
Most relatable comment I’ve ever heard in my life
Who the hell decided to put an ad in the middle of a song
2020
Who doesn't have automatic add block in their browser?
@Hans Nase people who don’t use browser
@@masterofdisguise9564 I sometimes forget people actually watch youtube on their phone.
@@hansnase364 That's like 90% of people
9:34 oh my jesus lord this part of the song is so good i feel so sad and so happy at the same i just feel alive. this has been my favorite song ever since 8th grade and it has been here with me as my soundtrack the whole time i can not get over how beautiful this shit is
god literally
My friend: "I'm more of a cat person"
Me: 2:47
b-but alf... you.. *shakes head, never mind*
truly the best timeline
I shaved my goatee because of this
Didn’t think i would find a community reference here but I did and it made me smile lmao
One of the best songs I have ever heard. Packed with references to other phenomenal works as well. Gut wrenchingly emotional, but with a sense that Will is removed from the situation and able to look back upon it with harsh judgement. Leaves you feeling broken, angry, and a little crazy. What a fantastic song.
Imagine not liking this song
kinda cringe to not like it tbh
I’m not at the beach this is a bathtub
I have news for you, you must obey me
I miss this meme so much. Things were simpler then. Just some really bad acting from a p-star and that was all we needed for a good and hearty meme
I DON'T WANT TO HAVE
SCHIZOPHRENIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Oh please let me join your cult
I'll paint my face in your colors
dude, that line always gets me.
My friend who I was very close with introduced me to Will Toledo. We are no longer friends but I’ve gotten more and more into his music. I remember my ex friend sometimes and wish we could’ve shared this one last time. But it’s over. And I miss them, but the music even though a reminder of them helps me cope. Will is an amazing artist
Vlad I miss you you stupid fuck. I’m glad we arent friends anymore but I miss you so fucking bad sometimes you were my best friend
Also just like. Will inspires me so much to write poetry. God knows I want to get into music to (because of him)
i wish i wrote this song
Huy Doan same. fuck even My Boy, I wish.
There is so much poetry that’s left to be written, don’t be discouraged.
Huy Doan Dont worry,its possible you can also write a masterpiece
I think the same way all the time
is this any good in your opinions?
soundcloud.com/finean-williams/turn-the-news-off
being alive is awesome
thats the best thing ive heard in A WHILE. thank you
last night I drove to Harper's ferry and I thought about you
There were signs on the road that warned me of stop signs
The speed limit kept decreasing by ten
As we entered a town about halfway there
It was almost raining at the train station
We put our hoods on our heads at the train station
We threw rocks into the river
The river underneath the train tracks
And when the train came it was so big and powerful
When it came into the little station
I wanted to put my arms around it
But the conductor looked at me funny
So we had to say goodbye and leave
The monopoly board still in the backseat
Took that nightmare left turn to get out of town
Ran into the decreasing speed limits again
What should I do? (Eat breakfast)
What should I do? (Eat lunch)
What should I do? (Eat dinner)
What should I do? (Go to bed)
Where can I go? (Go to the store)
Where can I go? (Apply for jobs)
Where can I go? (Go to a friend's)
Where can I go? (Go to bed)
I wrote "Beach Death" when I thought you were taken
I wrote "Beach Funeral" when I knew you were taken
I wrote "Beach Fagz" well it wasn't about you
But it could've been, well no it couldn't have
(I spent a week in Ocean City) I spent a week in ocean city
(And came back to find you were gone) and came back to find you were gone
(I spent a week in Illinois) I spent a week in Illinois
(And came back to find you were still gone) and came back to find you were still gone
I pretended I was drunk when I came out to my friends
I never came out to my friends
We were all on Skype
And I laughed and I changed the subject
She said, "What's with this dog motif?"
I said, "Do you have something against dogs?"
I am almost completely soulless
I am incapable of being human
I am incapable of being inhuman
I am living uncontrollably
It should be called the anti-depression
As a friend of mine suggested
Because it's not the sadness that hurts you
It's the brain's reaction against it
It's not enough to love the unreal
I am inseparable from the impossible
I want gravity to stop for me
My soul yearns for a fugitive from the laws of nature
I want a cut scene, I want a cut from your face to my face
I want a cut, I want the next related video
I don't want to go insane
I don't want to have schizophrenia
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh oh oh
Last night I dreamed he was trying to kill you
I woke up and I was trying to kill you
It's been a year since we first met
I don't know if we're boyfriends yet
Do you have any crimes
That we can use to pass the time
I'm running out of drugs to try
We said we hated humans
We wanted to be humans
We said we hated humans
We wanted to be humans
Get more groceries, get eaten
Get more groceries, get eaten
Get more groceries, get eaten
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh oh oh
In the mall in the nighttime
You came back alone with a flashlight
It was the start of nothing (backwards)
And it was my favorite scene
I couldn’t tell you what it means
But it meant something to me
And pretty soon you'll find some nice young
Satanist with braces and one
Capital "O", significant Other
And you can take him home to your mother and
Say, "Ma, this is my brother"
We said we hated humans
We wanted to be humans
We said we hated humans
We wanted to be humans
Get more groceries, get eaten
Get more groceries, get eaten
Get more groceries, get eaten
By the one you love
When they put their lips around you
You can feel their smile from the inside
Last night I dreamed he was trying to kill you
I woke up and I was trying to kill you
Your ears perked up
I perked up when your ears perked up
You were all looking around
And I hoped it was for me
I hoped you were using your sonar systems for me
The ancients saw it coming
You can see that they tried to warn them
In the tales that they told their children
But they fell out of their heads in the morning
They said sex can be frightening
But the children were not listening
And the children cut out everything
Except for the kissing and the singing
When they finally found their home
At Walt Disney studios
And then everyone grew up
With their fundamental schemes fucked right up
But there are lots of fish left in the sea
There are lots of fish in business suits
That talk and walk on human feet
And visit doctors, have weak knees
Oh please let me join your cult
I'll paint my face in your colors
You have a real nice face
I had an early death
The ocean washed over your grave
The ocean washed open your grave
The ocean washed over your grave
The ocean washed open your grave
The ocean washed over your grave
The ocean washed open your grave
The ocean washed over your grave
The ocean washed over your grave (we're too scared to do shit)
The ocean washed open your grave
The ocean washed over your grave
The ocean washed over your grave
The ocean washed over your grave (we're too scared to do shit)
SixteenTheAnimator thank you!🖤🖤🖤
damn I never noticed the backwards line ty
as if i didn't have all of the lyrics memorized perfectly hahahaha
thank you for rewrite for us this magic
don’t think i’ve ever actually just sat and read the lyrics alongside the song. shits a masterpiece
I will pay literally anything to listen to this for the first time again
not to be dramatic or anything but this version makes me want to launch myself into the sun
sorry. i guess we can still listen to the original.
Carlos not on services like Spotify! They took it off!
Do you have something against dogs?
Toothy Hester ruclips.net/video/g14Jj6gSgPY/видео.html
Tommy Hester good thing it actually is on Spotify, search up “twin fantasy (mirror to mirror)
Whoever keeps putting ads in the middle of the song will never get their grave washed open by the ocean
10:56 Hits me really hard.
It's like "you can't be with her/him, now move on with your life"
Don't hug trains, kids.
MioNami The conductors will look at you funny. 🚉
Then you will get embarrassed and have to leave
@@charchuuu with the monopoly board still in the back seat
@@danielgleb then take a nightmare left turn to get out of town
Salty Chlorite heading into decreasing speed limits again
I've scarcely listened to this band in years, yet I still remember all the lyrics to this song. For some reason it dug its way deep into my memory.
I was listening to Twin Fantasy while I was reading Goodnight Punpun and It was one of the best moments in my life
Is this the best song of all time?
Perhaps
Oh please, let me join your cult.
This was the best 13 minutes17sec concert i've been to
DO YOU HAVE SOMETHING AGAINST DOGS?
wakeupspaceboy actually no, I find dogs very pleasant to be around.
you got a typo, the lyric is actually "DO YOU HAVE SOMETHING AGAINST DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOGS?"
do you have something against dgs
DO YOU HAVE SOMETHING AGAINST ISLE OF DOGS?
@@kidneylukeactually no, i find death grips a very pleasant band
‘it’s been a year since we first met idk if we’re boyfriends yet’ & ‘hey ma this is my brother’ really hit me different for some reason
The part around 4:22 feels like releasing everything you’ve ever kept in the open.
Kind of that part of coming out with your friends, it feels so cathartic.
And to think he wrote this when he was just 10 years old.
WHAT.
Maya Olivo They're joking, but he was no older than 17 when he did
I think he was 19
Merl Luthor Yeah somethimg like that, he's twenty five now and released the original Twin Fantasy in 2011
he was actually 3 days old when he wrote this guys
This is the greatest song of 2010s, I haven't listen to it for a long time and I think today is the best time. The last day of June. Still as great.
really cool when a meme introduces you to some quality music
what meme now
We stay hearing about will Toledo but never about won’t Toledo
I’m very mad that I find this funny
@@valkyrie2832 good
I hate myself for laughing at this
i wonder how my neighbours feel about having to hear me sing this almost every day
you ever have one of those songs that changes you? that is not only a moment of your life but also grows with you as you change? this song is never leaving me. even if i dont listen to it for years, if i hear it again, it will all come back. it always does. i really miss my boyfriend.
me too
CSH really started making me listen to songs longer than 10 minutes and enjoy every second it
i showed this to my friend and he said it was too long and now we're not friends anymore
BRUH THE LENGTH IS WHAT MAKES IT GOOD
@@Calz20Videos yeah it could be like four good songs but instead it's one experience
13 minutes isn’t even long🙄
in the mall, in the night time,
you came out alone with the flashlight
it was the start of nothing new
and it was my favorite scene
I couldn't tell you what it means
but it meant something to me
I wanna drive down the highway at night and break the speed limit while having a mental breakdown to this song
exactly what happened to me this summer. except for i was riding a bike haha
but seriously driving while beach life-in-death is playing is one of my favorite experiences ever
I remember wanting to scream till I passed out while listening to this song😂
i mean, i ain’t gay but uh
MASSIVE LEGEND HERE
powerk15 no 😤
you are now
you are now
@@felixschmidt3633 bitch
this is a nice re-record
Like was he THERE when I was in that one extremely meaningful relationship from last year that I can't move past?!
just discovered car seat headrest and this is like the fourth song by them I’ve listened to,, this one song feels like an entire album and I LOVE it
Thank you so much Will. This album makes me feel alive.
This seems like it would fit the vibes of night in the woods
this shi is legit a top 10 song of all time no matter who or what ever you are, anyone who has experienced love can relate to this song
I love the physical expression of the guy in the drawing it’s exactly how I feel listening to this
no matter how many years pass ill always come back to this song. the first time i heard it at 13 it felt like i got punched in the stomach. it makes me cry to this day.
Shoutout for being the GREATEST SONG OF ALL TIME
Pretty soon you’ll find some nice, young satanist with braces and one capital ‘O’ significant other. You can take him home to your mother and say, “Mom, this is my brotha!”
Ive known about CSH for years but I never really listened to their songs; then glass beach decided to cover this song and I ended up listening to this first so I could compare the two and I literally (like fr) cried.
Needlessly to say this version is better
glass beach!!
honestly i ignored them for far too long cause i kept mixing up its only sex w like, cake, the artist. and cake isnt rly my thing but after finally deciding to listen to twin fantasy after i heard so many good things abt it, goddamn
glass beach mentioned??
Congratulations you just unlocked an achievement “good music taste”
This song is so amazing if you made it here’s u have a great music taste,I hope you having a good day/night,if not remember to stay strong ❤️
Last night I dreamed that this was played in class and half of the
people knew the lyrics and were shouting them. Regardless everyone was having fun jumping and dancing to the song.