Sody - Maybe It Was Me (Official Video)

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  • Опубликовано: 15 янв 2025

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  • @ashleypetticrew2072
    @ashleypetticrew2072 5 лет назад +3586

    It is truly beautiful to have a song from the perspective of someone who hurt someone else. It sucks because it is almost rare to find a song like this and I absolutely love this song for that

  • @ijustexistbro
    @ijustexistbro 6 лет назад +1912

    Recommendations, you've done well.

  • @mariaslioupkidou9769
    @mariaslioupkidou9769 5 лет назад +609

    It's hard listenning to this song when you've hurt someone and you relate to every single lyric

    • @puppycattango
      @puppycattango 5 лет назад +26

      It really is it is one of my biggest regrets and I wish I wasn't so stupid

    • @Brittany3885
      @Brittany3885 4 года назад +8

      Me too and he's still hurting

    • @vallenciamatamu1010
      @vallenciamatamu1010 4 года назад +8

      It is hurtful.. hope one day he'll realize that i wasn't the one for him and he'll move on.

    • @Dasymose
      @Dasymose 4 года назад +4

      Yea I just hurt someone I love and they left me and I didn’t realize it was me until they left and I was in deep thought and they don’t wnat me back and I’m the one hurting very bad, I’d do anything to be with that person again and fix all the mistakes I’ve done , I’d make everything better.

    • @leehenson3167
      @leehenson3167 4 года назад +1

      maria Slioupkidou I hurt the One. Undid a year of love and building trust in one minute. I’m afraid of my own shadow now

  • @capriisunss
    @capriisunss 4 года назад +409

    Since this quarantine, I’ve reflected on myself and past relationships.
    I’ve realized I was to blame but I put the blame on them.
    Since then, it’s been hard to listen to the songs I’ve been listening to because they’re mostly about being hurt.
    I can’t relate to them.
    But this one... this is me.

    • @Dasymose
      @Dasymose 4 года назад +2

      CapriSuns same

    • @jalinematalines2628
      @jalinematalines2628 4 года назад +2

      I can relate to what you’re going through this time.

    • @dariaarmbrister9404
      @dariaarmbrister9404 3 года назад +5

      it's good to be honest with yourself, since the pandemic started i self reflected on myself and it has helped me be better.
      we all have done things we arent proud of but at least we know what we did was wrong and be better

    • @N0vaArrowww
      @N0vaArrowww 2 года назад

      I’m the reason why I never had a solid friendship. Yes, they weren’t perfect either but after realizing it I was hard to work with. Maybe it’s better that I’m now alone and quiet, instead of surrounded saying the wrong things. I tend to listen more.

  • @af4u2
    @af4u2 6 лет назад +432

    6 months form now you can be in a completely different space. Believe in yourself and never give up... Love From Pakistan 🙋

    • @quinxr6025
      @quinxr6025 5 лет назад +6

      And you wrote this 6 months ago

    • @johntuttle7684
      @johntuttle7684 5 лет назад +2

      Hello from 6 months later 👋🏻

    • @gurpreetjiishufisu
      @gurpreetjiishufisu 5 лет назад +1

      Haha chill bruh she ain"t doin' nothin' LOVE FROM INDIA.😊

    • @jessicacole8404
      @jessicacole8404 5 лет назад +2

      *here 1 year in the future. I hope in an other year we will all have luck and good times*

    • @masterchief1998w
      @masterchief1998w 5 лет назад +2

      Hello from the future! Believe in time, you’ll be better, you’ll find your peace, you’ll find yourself. Best of all you’ll know everything happened for a reason.

  • @user-ev5fe7mq1g
    @user-ev5fe7mq1g 5 лет назад +2520

    Maybe it WAS me?
    This song is so needed in todays music. It's all about the narcissistic perspective and "fuck my ex." We all should be able to take a step back and be a little more introspective.

    • @salma6364
      @salma6364 5 лет назад +62

      Yes, its always like the other did something wrong but maybe the person singing the song did something wrong.

    • @SnowFlake0905
      @SnowFlake0905 5 лет назад +60

      @@salma6364 usually both parties are to blame. It's rarely just one person who fucks it all up

    • @CamKev
      @CamKev 5 лет назад +7

      Damn you really figured this one out. Cheers* Let’s do better.

    • @valerieselenec
      @valerieselenec 5 лет назад +19

      SnowFlake0905 I guess I’m a rare case then. I fucking destroyed my ex-boyfriend, and he was an angel. I’m to blame. I miss him. I love him.

    • @shreya1969
      @shreya1969 5 лет назад

      One cannot clap with a single hand

  • @cobblerama
    @cobblerama 5 лет назад +43

    Love how the UK is finally letting that gorgeous accent seep through into the vocals.

  • @nooooooor9678
    @nooooooor9678 Год назад +5

    Fr this is such an amazing song and the fact that we keep making the mistakes and the song is so natural like why do we punish our loved ones the most and then realise but keep doing the same. Hope we heal the ones we’ve hurt!

  • @thefoodyoumaylike1293
    @thefoodyoumaylike1293 6 лет назад +1125

    Your's voice is so amazing

  • @Mia-ej9oj
    @Mia-ej9oj 5 лет назад +1426

    Pressed this video by accident
    And I don’t regret it at all
    Might be my new favorite song

    • @Hannah-og3ew
      @Hannah-og3ew 5 лет назад +3

      Same!

    • @orlamahoney2537
      @orlamahoney2537 4 года назад

      Same tbh

    • @safiyyah.07
      @safiyyah.07 4 года назад +1

      same tbh

    • @iliabear
      @iliabear 3 года назад

      If you haven't heard- bedroom ceiling, yet. 💔💜💜 I just discovered her today by way of related songs. 🖖🤙🤘

  • @lindsaylopez8930
    @lindsaylopez8930 6 лет назад +236

    Found this song at the perfect time

  • @JanJan-lz5ds
    @JanJan-lz5ds 2 года назад +2

    Just got here and I've already replayed this 50 times!

  • @ItzYoGyalCuTiE
    @ItzYoGyalCuTiE 5 лет назад +541

    Angel: IT WASN'T ME!
    Sody: Maybe it was me.
    Me heartbroken: It was me.

    • @CozyAriel
      @CozyAriel 5 лет назад +13

      Selena: it ain't me

  • @renesinger6181
    @renesinger6181 4 года назад +46

    I‘ve left the love of my life 2 years ago for another person who i‘ve thought i love more.. and here i am .. 2 yeas later, crying every single day listening to this song bc i miss him. i hate myself for what i did to him💔

    • @e.drenalin6138
      @e.drenalin6138 4 года назад

      I needed this rn. I'm sorry for your pain. And thank you 💖🙏🏻

  • @user-rd1mm9hw5g
    @user-rd1mm9hw5g 5 лет назад +107

    i relate to this on so many levels, but it's about a broken friendship

  • @aw-uf4ij
    @aw-uf4ij 5 лет назад +5

    “ Wonder if you’ve forgiven me yet, because I’m still trying too” this line is really relatable for me. This whole song is, but that line stuck out the most.

  • @MeghanSiggy
    @MeghanSiggy 5 лет назад +22

    IN LOVE with this song! “I regret all the times of leaving you in the back of my mind, maybe it was me?”

  • @Tony-jq7ry
    @Tony-jq7ry 5 лет назад +16

    this song can be looked in both sides cause even when it wasnt you, you sometimes blame yourself for it not working out even when it was them the whole time...never compromise yourself for someone cause someone that really loves you or likes you will accept you for who you are.

  • @TT_Editz
    @TT_Editz 6 лет назад +100

    Don't know how I got here but you have an amazing voice and your words hit me hard
    Love from Ghana

  • @annathecreativeindividual3648
    @annathecreativeindividual3648 6 лет назад +328

    Finally RUclips recommended me sth so definitely worth watching!!! It is soooooo beautiful!!! Sody, your voice is just amazing! Keep it up! ❤️🔥

  • @jemma3065
    @jemma3065 6 лет назад +33

    This song was made during the perfect time

  • @courtneyhaslett5056
    @courtneyhaslett5056 6 лет назад +1

    I needed this song about 2 years ago

  • @gabrielvp2568
    @gabrielvp2568 5 лет назад +41

    Your the role model for respect for exses and lovers and taking responsebilety for facts .thank you for giving me someone to look up to

  • @amenkadalasko3514
    @amenkadalasko3514 4 года назад +1

    Words almost fail me. I think many more people than just I can relate to this song. Hits hard and shows true soul. Thank you for sharing this gift. Be safe and happy

  • @720reddog
    @720reddog 5 лет назад +10

    Love Love Love this song. It hits in a way that really is hard to admit sometimes we mess things up and the pain of regret is a hard pill to swallow. Really a weighty song.......

  • @RaphaelGarcia
    @RaphaelGarcia 6 лет назад +46

    Ready for the rest of the world to catch up on her music 🙌🏽❤️

  • @viktoriajunglingova3123
    @viktoriajunglingova3123 6 лет назад +1509

    ♪ Lyrics ♪
    Do you remember when we were so good?
    Or do you forget like I do, forget like I do?
    But you were my first and you've taken a piece of me
    I painted you in the blame and it's not okay
    I was selfish, couldn't help it
    But I still care about you, still care about you now
    I know I'm stubborn, but I still think about you
    Cause maybe it was me, I just couldn't see
    But it was me who fucked it up, or maybe it was us
    So helpless and young
    Or maybe everything was all my fault
    And I regret, all the times
    Leaving you in the back of my mind
    Cause maybe it was me,and I just couldn't see
    But maybe it was me
    Magnified all of your flaws in my head
    We know that I've got mine too, I've got mine too
    Wonder if you have forgiven me yet?
    Cause I'm still trying to, I'm still trying to
    I was selfish, couldn't help it
    But I still care about you, still care about you now
    I know I'm stubborn, but I still think about you
    Cause maybe it was me, I just couldn't see,
    But maybe it was me who fucked it up
    Or maybe it was us, so helpless and young
    Or maybe everything was a my fault
    And I regret, all the times
    Leaving you in the back of my mind
    Cause maybe it was me, and I just couldn't see
    But maybe it was me
    Oh, I've finally realised
    I've opened my eyes, and now I see
    Cause maybe it was me, I just couldn't see
    But maybe it was me who fucked it up
    Or maybe it was us, so helpless and young
    Or maybe everything was all my fault
    And I regret, all the times,
    Leaving you in the back of my mind
    Cause maybe it was me, and I just couldn't see
    But maybe it was me
    You're welcome ♥

    • @jude3013
      @jude3013 5 лет назад +6

      the lyrics are in the description btw but thanks

    • @jesslabrunette
      @jesslabrunette 5 лет назад +2

      Actually they aren’t anymore.

    • @jude3013
      @jude3013 5 лет назад +1

      Jessica Rodriguez i wrote that a month ago lmao

    • @jesslabrunette
      @jesslabrunette 5 лет назад +3

      Well some videos keep the lyrics on the description soooo

    • @jude3013
      @jude3013 5 лет назад

      Jessica Rodriguez ik

  • @mushky3713
    @mushky3713 5 лет назад +1

    I cant stop to hear this song

  • @tntorqu
    @tntorqu 5 лет назад +3

    dude that song was freaking beautiful!!!!!

  • @mohammeddail1496
    @mohammeddail1496 10 месяцев назад +2

    A wonderful voice that attracts you like a magnet, and beautiful singing that delights the ear and enters the heart. I wish you always success. Thank you very much

  • @ccarta192
    @ccarta192 5 лет назад +5

    Best time to listen to music like this 3 am when it is desolate and there a beautiful ugliness to the old city streets. Singing out loud hoping no one can hear u or better yet praying not to get mugged.

  • @Nothemomma904
    @Nothemomma904 8 месяцев назад +1

    Feel this in my soul

  • @alexismew1788
    @alexismew1788 5 лет назад +728

    It wasn't me.
    It was him.
    But I still think sometimes I did something wrong..

    • @DianneObi
      @DianneObi 5 лет назад +7

      Alexis Mew thanks you !👏🏾😂 it wasn’t me please

    • @alana2998
      @alana2998 5 лет назад +7

      I guess sometimes things don't work out and are not meant to be

    • @Alien_cancerian
      @Alien_cancerian 4 года назад +1

      Same

    • @emmarascon6672
      @emmarascon6672 4 года назад +5

      ya i know how you feel. even though it was all him you still feel like it is all your fault like you messed it up

    • @sadquotes5040
      @sadquotes5040 3 года назад +2

      this is exactly how I feel listening to this song he cheated but yet i still blame it on myself

  • @Lukebreezy
    @Lukebreezy 4 года назад

    Oh what a good lyrics ... Its never easy for someone in our world today to accept his/her fault ... Keep on blessing souls

  • @msa7130
    @msa7130 6 лет назад +7

    this perfectly described how i'm feeling for the past few days, thank you this came up on my recommendation.
    coincidence?

  • @maikgrunicke9241
    @maikgrunicke9241 4 года назад +1

    Love this song. I have always been regretting, how I was when I was in my first relationship. Every time I listen to this song, I feel the guilt, to remind me to be a better person. Even if I can't make up for what I did, at least I can be better then before. And this song is a perfect reminder
    thank you for this song

  • @lilhiphop5318
    @lilhiphop5318 6 лет назад +31

    KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK!
    THEY EVEN FEATURED THIS SONG ON BEST SONG OF OCTOBER 2018

  • @sophiakellylily8330
    @sophiakellylily8330 6 лет назад +1

    THIS. is amazing.
    the message, her voice, her beauty. those features.
    she’s gonna be so famous.

  • @damaramohammed
    @damaramohammed 4 года назад +3

    Discovered this song a longtime ago but i can really relate to it now...it sucks knowing you hurt someone even though it was so long ago to realised they are still hurting.

  • @loofaah6088
    @loofaah6088 6 лет назад +1

    I may be late but I'm still going to leave a comment before this amazing singer and song blows up

  • @sharonho754
    @sharonho754 6 лет назад +24

    This is so beautiful. This is on the top of my playlist

    • @Sodymusic
      @Sodymusic  6 лет назад +1

      wow thank you so much x

  • @tsegasintayehu7809
    @tsegasintayehu7809 6 лет назад +1

    this is was most beautiful song ive ever heard i want to memorize it and sing it over and over

  • @marvelite3477
    @marvelite3477 6 лет назад +3

    I so feel this song. You read my mind. This song makes me want to cry I love it so much and I love you. Thank you for this.

  • @nathanf.6783
    @nathanf.6783 5 лет назад

    Sody!!! Thank You for this touching, insightful, song of healing. More people need to hear it. Such a true work of art. Through it you have gained my loyalty. Love from Texas.

  • @MellowMadnessRMX
    @MellowMadnessRMX 6 лет назад +38

    So glad I stumbled across this song/video.

  • @maddiewelch797
    @maddiewelch797 3 года назад +1

    Needed this

  • @arlenechavez4923
    @arlenechavez4923 6 лет назад +39

    This is my first time hearing her and I love her voice 😊

  • @daelyndriesen
    @daelyndriesen 6 лет назад

    she’s gorgeous, her voice is beautiful, her song is relatable, she is perfect.

  • @carlieelizabeth9567
    @carlieelizabeth9567 6 лет назад +2

    Legit listened to this for 5 seconds, and immediately fell in love, am now subscribed💕

  • @shatakshisharma5240
    @shatakshisharma5240 5 лет назад

    This is a real UNDERRATED song, i can swear that, holy sh*t only 3.1 million views are u kidding me.

  • @marccrous7384
    @marccrous7384 5 лет назад +4

    Stumbled upon this, it is beautiful. Consider me a fan from this moment on

  • @wendyt1940
    @wendyt1940 4 года назад

    I’m subscribing to underrated song writers and singers now because They bring so many new perspectives now.

  • @Sofia-lv163
    @Sofia-lv163 6 лет назад +11

    Awe , after hearing this song I feel like I m singing this song for my friend . U just put my feelings in ur song .thank u sody . Love ya ❤️❤️❤️

    • @Sodymusic
      @Sodymusic  6 лет назад +1

      You Tube thank you 💕 I hope the song helps you in some way 💕

  • @ambergilbert6589
    @ambergilbert6589 5 лет назад +2

    Why am I actually In tears?! Ygg this song is amazing

  • @Littlebulldog88
    @Littlebulldog88 5 лет назад +2

    First time I’ve ever heard of Sody. I hate to say this, but thank you RUclips. 🤗

  • @chaseikpa5077
    @chaseikpa5077 6 лет назад

    This took me back 3yrs and it hurts....

  • @makaylaann_asorrymillennia8375
    @makaylaann_asorrymillennia8375 5 лет назад +15

    The way this song can make you open your eyes to righting your wrongs... Taking responsibility❤

  • @briansteel7371
    @briansteel7371 5 лет назад +1

    Losing someone, you thought was the one really hurts and especially if u think ur to blame, but u take a step back and realize things werent gonna work out regardless of what you do

  • @RoseOnTheGrey
    @RoseOnTheGrey 5 лет назад +4

    I was searching for a song today about this exact feeling. Surprised I found it but sooo good im learning that on the ukulele

  • @aw-uf4ij
    @aw-uf4ij 6 лет назад

    “Wonder if you have forgiven me yet, cause I am still trying to, I am still trying to” DAMN hits home for me. I feel the same way! This song is so relatable, for real!

  • @niladri.biswas
    @niladri.biswas 6 лет назад +171

    *Waiting for the time, when whole world will know u*
    Love from India 🇮🇳
    Edit : now it is 4.8M+ . I'm so happy for u Sody... Love you ❤️

    • @amirali-fv2jb
      @amirali-fv2jb 6 лет назад +1

      true

    • @Sodymusic
      @Sodymusic  6 лет назад +6

      Love you ❤️

    • @xDaitya
      @xDaitya 5 лет назад +1

      One more love from India..❤ Soon it's gonna be from the whole world..

  • @ellengeldenhuys5217
    @ellengeldenhuys5217 5 лет назад +2

    I can relate to this on so many levels, THANK YOU.

  • @davidbluiz3221
    @davidbluiz3221 6 лет назад +3

    Cannot get over the glorious voice anymore 😍😍😍

    • @Sodymusic
      @Sodymusic  6 лет назад

      awh thank you so much 💕

  • @BunniiOnScreen
    @BunniiOnScreen 5 лет назад +1

    this song.. it found me at just the right time

  • @kindabored144
    @kindabored144 5 лет назад +3

    This girl is so underrated

  • @mase2themaze
    @mase2themaze 4 года назад

    Thank god, a calm video, no quick edits

  • @Ritvikaaaa
    @Ritvikaaaa 6 лет назад +19

    It's beautiful ... Will be on no. 1

  • @aaaaaiiiiirrrrr
    @aaaaaiiiiirrrrr 6 лет назад +2

    ive sent this to so many friends that will make sense of this, and they respond with a resouding YES all around, no joke

  • @mansie.
    @mansie. 6 лет назад +1140

    Closed my eyes and listened,
    Got me so high on my feelings.
    If you have a perspective,
    You'll cry, like I just did.
    Or
    *Maybe it's just me?!* :'(
    DEEP+DOPE❤️
    #NewMelody bought me here🐾🔥

    • @ambika179
      @ambika179 6 лет назад +19

      I thought its a part of the lyrics😂❤🌹

    • @sunilthe1103
      @sunilthe1103 6 лет назад +2

      And you can relate it

    • @nostalqiia
      @nostalqiia 6 лет назад +1

      samee

    • @afaqmccall5482
      @afaqmccall5482 6 лет назад +1

      Yeah pretty much you're right

    • @mansie.
      @mansie. 6 лет назад +1

      @@ambika179 😂♥️

  • @pninasimmer5723
    @pninasimmer5723 6 лет назад

    I've never heard of Sody before, but I'm so glad I clicked. This reminds me so much of my ex. I have tears in my eyes.

  • @walkingfortress9698
    @walkingfortress9698 6 лет назад +184

    Ur voice is so DAMNNN BEAUTIFUL GIRL

  • @unknownperson4720
    @unknownperson4720 6 лет назад +2

    This is the first time that I listen to this artist's music and I love it.

  • @Dani-hq9ix
    @Dani-hq9ix 6 лет назад +41

    Underrated

  • @3ne2db0ne
    @3ne2db0ne 6 лет назад +1

    this girl knows my life. Beautiful voice & lyrics

  • @meeeljal3801
    @meeeljal3801 6 лет назад +5

    THIS DESERVES WAY MORE VIEWS!!!! THIS IS SOOOO GOOD❤️

  • @jonahramirez3394
    @jonahramirez3394 5 лет назад

    Aye God loves you sody. You can sing for the Lord and make him proud.

  • @Melody_Treasury
    @Melody_Treasury 6 лет назад +5

    Wow !!! …..
    I'm so glad to have discovered your channel : this is the best that music - lyrics and vocals - can offer.
    Can't wait for your next releases.

  • @erinfarley9246
    @erinfarley9246 6 лет назад

    i've never heard someone put this feeling into lyrics before, looooooooove this

  • @christen6259
    @christen6259 6 лет назад +30

    wow.
    everything about this song is so raw & beautiful.
    ur voice is like gold & so gorgeous
    keep going! you inspire me a lot
    much love xo 💕💕

  • @zia2117
    @zia2117 6 лет назад

    This song speaks a lot to me. :( the pain of first love. When its already over but your mind keeps thinking about the other person and everything that happened.

  • @clairehamm7531
    @clairehamm7531 6 лет назад +6

    What the crap this is actually so good . Hope for more good songs from her🤩

  • @emmareilly22
    @emmareilly22 6 лет назад

    THIS song is what I’ve been looking for

  • @emilydevry
    @emilydevry 5 лет назад +3

    aaah this is beautiful ❤

  • @nikolasajbenova1864
    @nikolasajbenova1864 5 лет назад +1

    this song is amazing ! I cried while listening to it...and i listened to it like 100 times

  • @officialhayson6055
    @officialhayson6055 6 лет назад +3

    Such a talented queen!

  • @deanna6742
    @deanna6742 5 лет назад +1

    Looks like I got a new fav relatable song

  • @sugar2cuube
    @sugar2cuube 5 лет назад +107

    Me when everyone is getting blamed for stealing the last cookie but it was me:

  • @shasushiz
    @shasushiz 5 лет назад +1

    until today, this song still brings nostalgia to me because i used to listen to it everyday after i broke up with my ex boyfriend.

  • @YousufJamz
    @YousufJamz 6 лет назад +50

    She is gonna be the best one day

    • @YousufJamz
      @YousufJamz 2 года назад

      4 years later, hello guys !

  • @hananadel1227
    @hananadel1227 6 лет назад +1

    Beautiful

  • @inocenzared3368
    @inocenzared3368 5 лет назад +26

    I sometimes ask myself this same question, but then I remember that I gave everything too him. My love for him even when he hurt me, my trust even when he lied, my time even when he never had any for me, my patience even when he never had it with me, and so much more that I can't even describe. I gave my everything to him because I loved him for him, but he still left thinking he could do better than me. Turns out he was wrong, and I was always right but I could never give myself the same love, trust, time, and patience to myself to be able too notice.

    • @halee2322
      @halee2322 4 года назад +4

      I feel like seeing ur comment was a sign for me I needed to see this

    • @MarilynVatican
      @MarilynVatican 4 года назад +1

      Inocenza Red wait did I write this?

    • @redheart7872
      @redheart7872 4 года назад +1

  • @BeeKool__113
    @BeeKool__113 6 лет назад

    Lovely voice! This song speaks volumes. It feels like it is a rarity to find a song where the storyteller takes full responsibility for the demise of a relationship. It is usually the other way around. Placing blame elsewhere. I find the lyrics so mature and brave to speak truths. Amazing!

  • @Edsthemeparks
    @Edsthemeparks 6 лет назад +5

    Stunning song, unbelievable vocal, massive superstar in the making 👍✌️#sody

  • @minghon2460
    @minghon2460 4 года назад

    The song is so heart rendering and hits strong and home

  • @buckysmetalarm4397
    @buckysmetalarm4397 6 лет назад +3

    SHE 👏 IS 👏 AMAZING. Honestly I'm so happy for her. She has an amazing voice and she can make great things❤❤

    • @Sodymusic
      @Sodymusic  6 лет назад

      Bucky's metal arm Thank you! ❤️

  • @shannonwarner817
    @shannonwarner817 6 лет назад

    these lyrics. so so amazing!

  • @samihayusuf763
    @samihayusuf763 6 лет назад +3

    Beautiful song❤️

  • @nancyvaughttt
    @nancyvaughttt 5 лет назад +1

    It was annoying that this song was in every single recommended section i have, even when i refreshed the page. So i watched it and i love this song now.

  • @jam3th
    @jam3th 5 лет назад +8

    I love your voice, songs and face.. God you're my fave now.

  • @zinnianaeem6887
    @zinnianaeem6887 6 лет назад

    Her voice is powerful. I'm drawn to it like crazy.