This song is exactly what happened to me. I chose to walk away. Sometimes people think the person who walks away is heartless, but no one knows how painful it is to decide to walk away and stay away for the better of the both of you.
It's one of the hardest things I've ever needed to do. I'm already living it but I still can't wrap my mind around the fact that you can love someone so much and still it wouldn't be right to stay. How cruel is that.
I know...its hard to think about it and it breaks my heart but to be honest I really think it's for the best especially you realize that there is something wrong. It hurts but we know that we'll meet that someone soon
wow this isnt exactly how i interpreted the song, and it is always cool to know that each individual's life experiences shape their perspective, and that thats the beauty of music, anyone can see anything in it and its never wrong.
My ex is currently listing to this , he broke up with me a month ago, I still care shine him which is why I check up on him but he made his decision (:
this song and the lyrics speaks perfectly for the pov's and the burdens of someone who chooses to walked away from the ones they truly loves thinking that they didn't deserved the loved they're receiving from their precious someone and they aren't good enough. and so they've resorted into walking away from that person's life even though they loved them wholeheartedly.
I wish it's easy to reach out to people whom we've hurt when we left, after realising its still them we love the most. But its not easy, and it will never be how it used to.
@@spiritualgoddess1239 yeah I did too and it's like there's nothing you can do to fix it because what's done is done but idk I'm keeping on like I'm his even tho I haven't been for too too long. It's all my damn fault and I repeat the shit in my head everyday he said don't do it to the next one but I swear I'd rather be alone forever than with anyone else
Exactly, he is listening to this ( I know because I switched from Apple Music to Spotify for him), he broke up with me a month ago and he has this one but even if he reached out now , it wouldn’t be the same , ever because he knew how much I loved him and that I would do anything for him, I was still there when he was very cold and distant before breaking up with me . Maybe in the future if it’s not too late because he’s a very wonderful person that hurt me very deeply :/
My advice to him was when he finds someone else, to not give up easily because long distance relationship aren’t easy but they are manageable, you just have to put in some effort (:
This song's feels like it's written just for me. I broke up with the most gentlest man who was very good to me but I couldn't stay with him due to my mental health. I was having a mental breakdown when I brokeup with him. And it still hurts and I still do miss him very badly😔
Don't worry, it happened to me too friend, I broke up with him because I knew it was for the better, but I broke down in tears while doing it, and he just hugged me and said he understand, like he already expected it, but accepted it even tho it was hurting him, he still decided to comfort me first, while I was protecting him from myself 😓
Back in 2017 i met someone at my lowest, he made me feel how to be love is for the first time.. he kept me going... he loved me so much i started slowly loving myself again... but shit eat me up.. I needed to let him go.. i felt i wasn't right for him that he deserved so much better than what i can give.. so i pushed him away.. he didn't let go at first.. but eventually he did... Now it has been more than 3 years, i regret it everyday. Like this song, i have no right. So I'll just continue loving him from afar. He was the best thing that has ever happened to me, I'll be thankful that once in my life I had that kind of love. Thank you schatt.
ah burn same I met him and I pushed him away. He was such a kind, happy soul. I was depressed and I didn't think I deserved him then. But now ik I do, I was so hard on myself and being selfish, I pushed him away. He was the best thing that ever happened to me
@@courtneyhagahuno9707 🥺 I hope you'll have your second shot with him/her and that it isn't too late for the both of u. It's really hard regretting your choices everyday.
Girl... I wish you two could be together Maybe you should give yourself a chance You're right! It's no joke to regret something every single day I pushed my boyfriend away too He made me feel right just like you described It was a relanrionship from the distance We grew farther and farther until he broke up It hurted a lot Thanks God we went back together I don't regret getting back together with him
@ah burn thank you girl but idk he moved on ig, we never talk anymore and man does it hurt so much worse knowing that it was my fault. Now every guy I talk to, I compare them to him. He set the bar, he knew how to treat a lady, he is such a gentleman. And I'm envious of the girl who gets to have him and I hope she doesn't repeat the same mistake I did. He really deserved the world fr and I hope she gives it to him. Like you said, we just gotta love them from afar and wish them best❤️
i got rejected by crush, he blocked me on social media and that's it. I cried for 3 weeks i guess. Bit I'm still glad i met him. Never thought i would find such guy :)
Zev Gillesania i had a crush on one my best friends 2 years ago, i kinda hinted to him that i liked him, turns out he was homophobic (he didn’t knew i was gay), he rejected me and insulted me and said he doesn’t want to speak to me again, this broke me, and his words stuck to me for a long time, but eventually i moved on, now when i look back to what happened, i feel so stupid for wasting my time for someone who isn’t worth it, trust me, you will move on and get over it after some time, stay strong, you’ll find the right person for you❤️❤️
Day breaks and when I turn You're not on my pillow My head shakes and then the penny drops Still your t-shirt on my chair Pencilled hearts on paper I try not to think but I can't stop And doubt sets in like a storm I could feel it coming And words echo out yesterday Time pushed me to the edge The jump was my decision I've only got myself to blame 'Cause I have no right to love you When I chose to walk away I have no right to miss you When I didn't wanna stay And I have no right to need you And I knew what my heart was gonna lose I have no right to love you But I do, I still do Yeah, I still do Night falls, I'm wide awake Wishing I could call you I'm too used to hearing all about your day The cold creeps up next to me Now we don't share these covers But I've no license to complain 'Cause I have no right to love you When I chose to walk away I have no right to miss you When I didn't wanna stay And I have no right to need you And I knew what my heart was gonna lose I have no right to love you But I do, I still do You know I care, but I can't be there To make this unmade bed of roses And you deserve to be put first I had to let you go I have no right to love you When I chose to walk away I have no right to miss you When I didn't wanna stay And I have no right to need you And I knew what my heart was gonna lose To ask if you're okay When I left you so confused I have no right to love you I have no right, oh I have no right to love you But I still do Yeah, I still do, woah I still do If anyone wants the full thing in one place, here it is. 🙃
i can’t do anything but walk away from you. coming back would only prolong the pain. our differences will end up breaking us more. i really miss you. i’ve never shared this part of myself to anyone else, maybe i’ll never again. i also forgot how to feel happy, genuinely. i’m fighting through this loneliness though because i have no right to need you when i knew what my heart was gonna lose. i’m sorry.
Sometimes people walk away not because they think you don't deserve them or that you are not good enough BUT because they are hurting within themselves, they are deep inside a hole and they don't want to pull u inside too and because maybe they don't deserve u..... Not everyone is heartless....some are just broken 😞
You all have the right to feel those things because you're human. Maybe your choice to walk away was for the better so it will be okay. Just trust the process then go with the flow and you will heal sooner than you anticipated.
Sometimes I feel like I don’t deserve the people who love me, I have no right to love them because I barely show my love them, and they love me more than I can love them. I feel like I am hurting them, while hurting myself.
It’s been 3 years since you posted this comment. Hope you’re feeling better now but if not, know that you are forgiven. Just love and heal yourself first. If you feel like you have an avoidant attachment style, then find ways to become secure. That’s the goal. You will then be able to accept the love you receive and give love in return. Everybody is deserving of good things. I promise things will soon get better when we direct our focus 🧘🏽♀️ to our inner being.
@@brandonshields7005 when you forgive yourself and see the chances you got them and yourself with that choice to walk away. And when you allow yourself to take that chances and be happy again. Good luck❤
Hey Love, I'll try to change myself, for all the people around me. I'll try to stay even though I can't promise that I can. I'll fix my life, I'll find reasons to not die. Because now, I understand that you also have to choose yourself, that you also have a life of your own. So, I'll also have to live what I have. I don't believe in gods but I pray that destiny will let us cross our paths when we can both call what we have "love". I love you, Yellow.
August marx,you have a lot of reason to live honey.don’t give up your hope please?you deserve every beautiful thing in the world.so don’t you dare to even think that you can't promise if you can stay!it will be a shame to lost a pretty creature like you.stay strong.i purple you💜.promise me that you’ll stay.please???
Walk away was my choice back then but I still wanna him to be around me even if it is just in social media, am I greedy? I don't want to lose him but I cannot be with him anymore. Now, we seems like walking on different path. I'm sad but it will be better for him if he can forget the pain I gave and find his happiness. Sometimes, love is not just about being together right?
" The worst is not when you're in love with someone who can't love you back, it's actually when you're in love with someone who USED to love you. " _ We always hear songs telling the perspective of someone 'who was left behind' the one' who was hurt'. Yet, we rarely hear the perspective of 'the one who left' 'the one who regret' and this song perfectly described their unsaid feelings.
I understand the whole "I have no right to love you when I chose to walk away," but sometimes walking away is the best thing you can do for yourself when you love someone
my ex left me saying he wasn’t ready for a relationship and didn’t know what he wanted. little did i know, a week after our breakup he was already texting all these girls. he lied to me about so many things yet here i am today, till caring and loving him. life sucks.
i went through something like this tho idk if he texted other girls or smth but he said "I'm not ready to have a girlfriend." I got confused because we've been dating for a month or so. And just like that he left me questioning whether anything was real at all.
Same here tho after 1 year of relationship he asked for time saying he needed some months to "figure himself out and decide if he wanted to stay in the relationship or not". I agreed but with some conditions, one of them being exclusivity, and he agreed. Days after that he was already showing himself as single on social media, sharing memes of "wanting a girlfriend", how much he wanted someone to share nudes with and flirting with some girls. I called him out and he called me a "pyscho stalker who doesn't love herself" and blocked me. And even after all that bullshit and a couple months I am kinda still devastated lmao life really sucks But we can do this, we are getting over it with time, healing and patience. Sending you lots of love in this difficult times ❤️
*LYRICS* Day breaks and when I turn You're not on my pillow My head shakes and then the penny drops Still your t-shirt on my chair Penciled hearts on paper I try not to think but I can't stop And doubt sets in like a storm I could feel it coming And words echo out yesterday Time pushed me to the edge To jump was my decision I've only got myself to blame 'Cause I have no right to love you When I chose to walk away I have no right to miss you When I didn't wanna stay And I have no right to need you And I knew what my heart was gonna lose I have no right to love you But I do I still do I still do Night falls, I'm wide awake Wishing I could call you I'm too used to hearing all about your day The cold creeps up next to me Now we don't share these covers But I've no license to complain 'Cause I have no right to love you When I chose to walk away I have no right to miss you When I didn't wanna stay And I have no right to need you And I knew what my heart was gonna lose I have no right to love you But I do I still do You know I care, but I can't be there To make this unmade bed of roses And you deserve to be put first I had to let you go I have no right to love you When I chose to walk away I have no right to miss you When I didn't wanna stay And I have no right to need you And I knew what my heart was gonna lose To ask if you're okay When I left you so confused I have no right to love you I have no right, oh I have no right to love you But I still do Yeah, I still do, whoa I still do
"What my heart was gonna lose". That line is so true. Every love I've had and lost changed me. Took pieces of my heart. Left with me what I am today. Whatever is left I hope is enough for someone who deserves to be loved.
One week ago I made the decision. I was listening to this song for the past few months to try and convince myself that I had to end it at some point. I knew I had to do it for the both of us but for months I couldn't bring myself to do it. And I did it. I still love him, I still care, with everything I have and I swear I miss him being next to me, I know he misses me too, he's probably very hurt right now. But I knew it was a decision that had to be made. Idk if you're reading this.... I still love you, I always will, but you can't stay with someone only because you love them... I told you that from the beginning.. I hope you can heal, and love again and be happy, without me this time!
I hope you're doing better now. I recently ended a relationship with someone I loved because we weren't working, and it really does hurt. Missing him feels wrong, but of course I do. I love him.
@@BartimaeusTrilogyFan i am better!! I've moved on, and I'm in a healthier relationship now, so i can see where all the things went wrong with my ex. Still love him tbh, and we talk occasionally but i don't think i miss him anymore. I miss what we had and all our good moments, but i dont miss the person anymore... It was a hard healing journey, but I'm glad i get to look him in the eye and not feel sadness. Hope you're dealing with it, and it will get better!
@@ArtemiDM Thank you so much for the response, I'm so happy you're in a better place now! I can't see the light at the end of the tunnel yet, honestly, but I'm doing what I can to get there.
We've both did terrible things to each other. We broke each other but we tried hard to mend things. Sometimes I feel like I don't wanna be with you but at the end of the day, here I am, missing you. You try so hard for me to stay and I appreciate that because no one ever did that for me. I love you my Muchacho.
I haven’t cried in 2+ weeks over this guy, the things that’s used to trigger me don’t anymore. And then I just played this video and suddenly burst out crying 🤣
Me and one of my close friends were talking about this just the other day. Her qnd i just broke off the relationships we were in and i remember one of use said something along the lines "the victims are the ones that are pampered after a break up, but no one thinks about the weight that is on the shoulders of the person who walked away." This song is perfect for that
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Wow, the visuals?! This is so beautifully made! Hands up to the people who made this beautiful art work!
I used to have a live in relation with my boyfriend in college. The college is over and I'm back home for lockdown . We broke up. I broke up. Irreconcilable differences? We would drive each other crazy. More and more toxic and pushing and pulling and so much crying, enough for years. And so much laughter but not enough. Since I've been back home, the worst and best thing that plagued me were the dreams.. of us, of our life then and the rest of our lives, new cities and travelling . They are so vivid , as if part of memories not just dreams. And then I ake up, and I'm so confused because we were so happy just now, almost for an eternity in the dream but the truth is I haven't seen you for a 100 days.. and the lyrics of this song, the way they start and everything seems to be right out of my mouth. Because I still love him and miss him a lot. And if only love was needed, id be with him still or maybe that's hypocrisy and escape. But I know I chose what was best for myself..I think. I was surer then. And I miss him but I left. And I love him but I let go first.
I’ve been in your shoes before. Trust me, the good memories seem better and more frequent after you first leave and your heart will ache, but if you come back to him, you’ll only be reminded of why you left him. You did what was best for you - to leave a toxic relationship - and that makes you incredibly strong. The pain will fade with time. It’s gonna be okay 💞💖💝
I've been in this situation. Just always remember the reason why you left him. You don't wanna go back to that old state remember? Be strong. You deserve growth. At first it's gonna be soo hard but eventually you'll realize that leaving him was the best decision you've ever made to yourself. Your future self is going to thank you for this sweetie. Just feel the pain right now... You will leave this phase without even realising it. Someday all of this is gonna make sense to you :) have faith. The world is a big place for us and you'll meet a lot of people.
I'm in a similar place right now. It's crazy, we fought almost every day, but we were together for almost seven years and all I can think of is the happy moments and the dreams I had for our future together. I feel like I cut off a piece of myself. Like I'm hollow. I miss him so badly. But every time we've talked since, those toxic traits re-emerged in him. I know what going back would be like. But staying here, alone. I don't know. I wish it would stop hurting. But I still love him, even if we didn't work.
It breaks me that I’m the one relating to this song. I love you, and I miss you. I’m so sorry I did it and hurt us. It’s not over and we will finish what we started some day ❤️
It will never stop to amaze me how something so public can hit on such a personal level ...but I guess that's what art do . Thnkx for the emotional rollercoaster ❤
Magbalik loob na po tayo sa Makapangyarihang Diyos at itigil na po natin ang mga hindi magandang gawain o kasalanan sapagkat hindi po iyon kalooban ng Diyos at sundan po natin ang yapak ni Almighty God At magbigay po tayo ng time for Almighty God
Find new love.. at first, maybe its hard to lose someone you love.. but that is the past. Open your eyes, your heart, love your self, be happy.. someone better is out there looking for you ❤
Just found this on youtube recommendations, and I'm thankful for this for it spoke for what I'm feelin'for about a year. This is exactly what I thought
Crying so hard rn because this is just so relatable...... Loved a person but got the worst in return that literally left me shattered.... Still crying over him because I bloody still have feelings for him though I was treated so bad.... 💕 why can't people just learn how to love???? 😖😖🥺🥺
I lost my best friend, soulmate and husband, we met for nine days, got married the same day I landed and never met after that. I moved to a city I've never been to, and I'm now living in a house that was supposed to be _our_ home. I messed up and I know he hates me. I hope that if we ever meet in some airport and I see him remarried with kids, he wouldn't recognize me. And if he did, he wouldn't show it. I would probably go sit otherwise around my back turned against him and let him think he was hallucinating or daydreaming. I hope he gets to be loved by someone else who's way better and less toxic than I am.
It's amazing seeing all the comments of people still relating this song to all of their own heartbreaking experiences. It's wrong but it's comforting knowing you've been through that same feeling as many others and you didn't do it alone. This song used to break me coming up two years ago, hearing this has just made me realise how far I've come past that low point I struggled through in the past
you never told me anything.. but i remember how u looked sad when you said you had to go, so if this is how you feel, then ok.. go or stay, i will always remember how you made me feel, and i love you always
This song got to me. People give up fast sometimes. But other times, you're trying to get together, like two puzzle pieces from another box. You love him deeply, yet you know that it isn't meant to be...
I forgive you but I think you've created alot of emotional drama for alot of people. I deserve to be number 1 and not with someone so wreckless with my heart. I'm over it. Thank God.
*after getting drunk wih your mates at home smoking a cig looking out a rainy window thinking* (i did everything for her but yet i still wasnt enough) *giggles*
Its hurt when we fall in love with people we can't have
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Yas the same with my ex i cann't forget hime we were like twins ... but i cann't do smthng we broke up in 2018 😭💔
@@lamarch3660 i Hope you will gry better and find someone better
@@lamarch3660 hope you find someone better
hurts like hell, almost worse when they are your best friend
Don't you just lowkey love it when such amazing artists are our little secrets ?
not really
Kinda bittersweet...
Yess
Imagining how much work people put into their art, it would just be too selfish to think like that.
Oh yes😍
This song is exactly what happened to me. I chose to walk away. Sometimes people think the person who walks away is heartless, but no one knows how painful it is to decide to walk away and stay away for the better of the both of you.
Em G thx
It's one of the hardest things I've ever needed to do. I'm already living it but I still can't wrap my mind around the fact that you can love someone so much and still it wouldn't be right to stay. How cruel is that.
Exactly 😞
I feel ya!
I know...its hard to think about it and it breaks my heart but to be honest I really think it's for the best especially you realize that there is something wrong. It hurts but we know that we'll meet that someone soon
We all want to send this song to someone but we know we probably can't...and that breaks my heart...
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I'm making an edit to send to my ex but I don't think it's that good 😩
This song feels like the embodiment of "you didn't know what you had until it's gone."
Yea
That's exactly what it is
and "let her go"
wow this isnt exactly how i interpreted the song, and it is always cool to know that each individual's life experiences shape their perspective, and that thats the beauty of music, anyone can see anything in it and its never wrong.
My ex is currently listing to this , he broke up with me a month ago, I still care shine him which is why I check up on him but he made his decision (:
We all are thinking of that one person :(
i'am thinking 2 persons hahaha
Yes, :(
yeah..
The last line “ I still do “ cracked my heart in to two
So painful. Hard loving a person from a far.
It does
Are all guys with "Lewis" in their name just naturally Great singers and artists or is it just me
So true
:> absolutely.
true!!
I thought so too
Except Simon Lewis and his band XD ( Shadowhunter reference)
this song and the lyrics speaks perfectly for the pov's and the burdens of someone who chooses to walked away from the ones they truly loves thinking that they didn't deserved the loved they're receiving from their precious someone and they aren't good enough. and so they've resorted into walking away from that person's life even though they loved them wholeheartedly.
I wish it's easy to reach out to people whom we've hurt when we left, after realising its still them we love the most. But its not easy, and it will never be how it used to.
@@Sun_Dreamer yeah damn true 😭
damn true😭
@@spiritualgoddess1239 yeah I did too and it's like there's nothing you can do to fix it because what's done is done but idk I'm keeping on like I'm his even tho I haven't been for too too long. It's all my damn fault and I repeat the shit in my head everyday he said don't do it to the next one but I swear I'd rather be alone forever than with anyone else
Exactly, he is listening to this ( I know because I switched from Apple Music to Spotify for him), he broke up with me a month ago and he has this one but even if he reached out now , it wouldn’t be the same , ever because he knew how much I loved him and that I would do anything for him, I was still there when he was very cold and distant before breaking up with me . Maybe in the future if it’s not too late because he’s a very wonderful person that hurt me very deeply :/
My advice to him was when he finds someone else, to not give up easily because long distance relationship aren’t easy but they are manageable, you just have to put in some effort (:
This song's feels like it's written just for me. I broke up with the most gentlest man who was very good to me but I couldn't stay with him due to my mental health. I was having a mental breakdown when I brokeup with him. And it still hurts and I still do miss him very badly😔
Don't worry, it happened to me too friend, I broke up with him because I knew it was for the better, but I broke down in tears while doing it, and he just hugged me and said he understand, like he already expected it, but accepted it even tho it was hurting him, he still decided to comfort me first, while I was protecting him from myself 😓
This song hits so hard when you are the one who was left :(
@Mitchell Paul that's deep. It's really painful when we fall for someone we can't have :(
Yea I left my ex for my health and because he treated me badly , now he moved on when I’m in my room crying every day
Btw with my ex best friend so
@Blake Poirier you really just explained everything in my life right now.
Agreed but also our faults
Back in 2017 i met someone at my lowest, he made me feel how to be love is for the first time.. he kept me going... he loved me so much i started slowly loving myself again... but shit eat me up.. I needed to let him go.. i felt i wasn't right for him that he deserved so much better than what i can give.. so i pushed him away.. he didn't let go at first.. but eventually he did...
Now it has been more than 3 years, i regret it everyday. Like this song, i have no right. So I'll just continue loving him from afar. He was the best thing that has ever happened to me, I'll be thankful that once in my life I had that kind of love. Thank you schatt.
ah burn same I met him and I pushed him away. He was such a kind, happy soul. I was depressed and I didn't think I deserved him then. But now ik I do, I was so hard on myself and being selfish, I pushed him away. He was the best thing that ever happened to me
@@courtneyhagahuno9707 🥺 I hope you'll have your second shot with him/her and that it isn't too late for the both of u. It's really hard regretting your choices everyday.
Girl...
I wish you two could be together
Maybe you should give yourself a chance
You're right! It's no joke to regret something every single day
I pushed my boyfriend away too
He made me feel right just like you described
It was a relanrionship from the distance
We grew farther and farther until he broke up
It hurted a lot
Thanks God we went back together
I don't regret getting back together with him
@ah burn thank you girl but idk he moved on ig, we never talk anymore and man does it hurt so much worse knowing that it was my fault. Now every guy I talk to, I compare them to him. He set the bar, he knew how to treat a lady, he is such a gentleman. And I'm envious of the girl who gets to have him and I hope she doesn't repeat the same mistake I did. He really deserved the world fr and I hope she gives it to him.
Like you said, we just gotta love them from afar and wish them best❤️
@@courtneyhagahuno9707 same situation... yea.. we just have to accept it and be thankful...
Never ever give up on them if it's healthy love and you still love them
"I have no right to..."
Yes, you have! Sometimes the things we want are not what we need but we have the right to be sad about losing people.
i got rejected by crush, he blocked me on social media and that's it. I cried for 3 weeks i guess. Bit I'm still glad i met him. Never thought i would find such guy :)
Zev Gillesania i had a crush on one my best friends 2 years ago, i kinda hinted to him that i liked him, turns out he was homophobic (he didn’t knew i was gay), he rejected me and insulted me and said he doesn’t want to speak to me again, this broke me, and his words stuck to me for a long time, but eventually i moved on, now when i look back to what happened, i feel so stupid for wasting my time for someone who isn’t worth it, trust me, you will move on and get over it after some time, stay strong, you’ll find the right person for you❤️❤️
@@5ive___ wow you're so strong thank you for your words of encouragement. I'm gay so the struggle is really there :(
thank you❤️ your comment made me feel better about my situation ❤️
@@vicazy you're welcome 🐧
When someone puts exactly what u feel into a song and u realize ur not the only one tho... yes
Day breaks and when I turn
You're not on my pillow
My head shakes and then the penny drops
Still your t-shirt on my chair
Pencilled hearts on paper
I try not to think but I can't stop
And doubt sets in like a storm
I could feel it coming
And words echo out yesterday
Time pushed me to the edge
The jump was my decision
I've only got myself to blame
'Cause I have no right to love you
When I chose to walk away
I have no right to miss you
When I didn't wanna stay
And I have no right to need you
And I knew what my heart was gonna lose
I have no right to love you
But I do, I still do
Yeah, I still do
Night falls, I'm wide awake
Wishing I could call you
I'm too used to hearing all about your day
The cold creeps up next to me
Now we don't share these covers
But I've no license to complain
'Cause I have no right to love you
When I chose to walk away
I have no right to miss you
When I didn't wanna stay
And I have no right to need you
And I knew what my heart was gonna lose
I have no right to love you
But I do, I still do
You know I care, but I can't be there
To make this unmade bed of roses
And you deserve to be put first
I had to let you go
I have no right to love you
When I chose to walk away
I have no right to miss you
When I didn't wanna stay
And I have no right to need you
And I knew what my heart was gonna lose
To ask if you're okay
When I left you so confused
I have no right to love you
I have no right, oh
I have no right to love you
But I still do
Yeah, I still do, woah
I still do
If anyone wants the full thing in one place, here it is. 🙃
It still feels good to read the lyrics while watching lyric video
Big love
Thx :)♡
i can’t do anything but walk away from you. coming back would only prolong the pain. our differences will end up breaking us more. i really miss you. i’ve never shared this part of myself to anyone else, maybe i’ll never again. i also forgot how to feel happy, genuinely. i’m fighting through this loneliness though because i have no right to need you when i knew what my heart was gonna lose. i’m sorry.
:’((((
omg :((( this is exactly what's in my head rn :(((
This is exactly how I feel atm. Hope you're doing better now.
This is how being in love with someone when you’re depressed feels - it hurts. A lot.
And you yourself chose to walk away(even if it hurts so much) cuz you think youre not worth their love and they deserve best
i can relate
@@blackwolf2395 yesss 😭
: < T _ T
God I don’t know how I feel, sad that it showed up or better to finally have a song I relate to
its beautiful when we all connected to a song but thinking about different people.
Sometimes people walk away not because they think you don't deserve them or that you are not good enough BUT because they are hurting within themselves, they are deep inside a hole and they don't want to pull u inside too and because maybe they don't deserve u.....
Not everyone is heartless....some are just broken
😞
Couldn't have said it any better
@@wucin9631 thnkuu...
It's so true and it hurts to think that people can relate to it
This one hits deep man (relatable)
@@yesheyjatsho6627 ❤️ yea..this is practically my life story😬
This is so true and heartbreaking...
I didn't realize how deep these wounds still ran.
"To ask if you're ok
When I left you so confused."
Like a knife to the heart 💚💔
But what I’d give to hear those words rn
Yea
You all have the right to feel those things because you're human. Maybe your choice to walk away was for the better so it will be okay. Just trust the process then go with the flow and you will heal sooner than you anticipated.
Sometimes I feel like I don’t deserve the people who love me, I have no right to love them because I barely show my love them, and they love me more than I can love them. I feel like I am hurting them, while hurting myself.
Impostor syndrome.. Or you're just like me,I hate myself and don't know why.
It’s been 3 years since you posted this comment. Hope you’re feeling better now but if not, know that you are forgiven. Just love and heal yourself first. If you feel like you have an avoidant attachment style, then find ways to become secure. That’s the goal. You will then be able to accept the love you receive and give love in return. Everybody is deserving of good things. I promise things will soon get better when we direct our focus 🧘🏽♀️ to our inner being.
To those people who chose to leave their love ones... and regretted it. Your gonna move on and accept everything, you'll be fine.
Ok I’ve been working on myself and waiting for 12 years, when does being fine start?
@@brandonshields7005 when you forgive yourself and see the chances you got them and yourself with that choice to walk away. And when you allow yourself to take that chances and be happy again. Good luck❤
Thank you!! I needed to hear this so bad))
this song honestly sounds like something that could be a soundtrack of a movie
13 reasons y
netflix original type shit
I already have a scenario in my head 🫡❤ and literally acting as if I was in the movie 😂 while cleaning the house 🏠
Hey Love, I'll try to change myself, for all the people around me. I'll try to stay even though I can't promise that I can. I'll fix my life, I'll find reasons to not die. Because now, I understand that you also have to choose yourself, that you also have a life of your own. So, I'll also have to live what I have. I don't believe in gods but I pray that destiny will let us cross our paths when we can both call what we have "love".
I love you, Yellow.
We Dont have to be Blue. See mee
My life is with you. Audi
August marx,you have a lot of reason to live honey.don’t give up your hope please?you deserve every beautiful thing in the world.so don’t you dare to even think that you can't promise if you can stay!it will be a shame to lost a pretty creature like you.stay strong.i purple you💜.promise me that you’ll stay.please???
Walk away was my choice back then but I still wanna him to be around me even if it is just in social media, am I greedy? I don't want to lose him but I cannot be with him anymore. Now, we seems like walking on different path. I'm sad but it will be better for him if he can forget the pain I gave and find his happiness. Sometimes, love is not just about being together right?
Sad but true😔
'i have no right to love you'
So true ..you dont have right..
Masterpiece song ❤
" The worst is not when you're in love with someone who can't love you back, it's actually when you're in love with someone who USED to love you. "
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We always hear songs telling the perspective of someone 'who was left behind' the one' who was hurt'. Yet, we rarely hear the perspective of 'the one who left' 'the one who regret' and this song perfectly described their unsaid feelings.
that is the WROST PAIN to go though
Yeah we need songs like this more to portray what karma is. Especially its always the men who leave, and women always stay
I understand the whole "I have no right to love you when I chose to walk away," but sometimes walking away is the best thing you can do for yourself when you love someone
That "i still do" hurts, that vibrato dragged my heart along with it.
Im really spiritual and I'm crying listening to this because I feel like he wanted me to hear this...
This guy just made a song about what I am going through. Only if I ....
Still do?
"I have no right no love you
When I chose to walk away"
I'm sorry for still loving you : (
my ex left me saying he wasn’t ready for a relationship and didn’t know what he wanted. little did i know, a week after our breakup he was already texting all these girls. he lied to me about so many things yet here i am today, till caring and loving him. life sucks.
I Know that hurts ♥️but move on strong dear
U deserve better ♥️
Wish u all the best.
i went through something like this tho idk if he texted other girls or smth but he said "I'm not ready to have a girlfriend." I got confused because we've been dating for a month or so. And just like that he left me questioning whether anything was real at all.
Yes it does and I feel you. But we never know where life will take us next so just keep moving forward.
Same here tho after 1 year of relationship he asked for time saying he needed some months to "figure himself out and decide if he wanted to stay in the relationship or not". I agreed but with some conditions, one of them being exclusivity, and he agreed. Days after that he was already showing himself as single on social media, sharing memes of "wanting a girlfriend", how much he wanted someone to share nudes with and flirting with some girls. I called him out and he called me a "pyscho stalker who doesn't love herself" and blocked me. And even after all that bullshit and a couple months I am kinda still devastated lmao life really sucks
But we can do this, we are getting over it with time, healing and patience. Sending you lots of love in this difficult times ❤️
Me to he said that he dsnt care about me or loving me but we are friends on the social media wiwwm
The language of aching love. Just beautiful 🎶💔
Your songs make me feel heartbroken tho im really not
Wow....it tears me up😢
i choose to walk away, not because i did not love you anymore, but i choose myself and dreams along the way.
70k, your voice is soothing I'm glad yu showed up in my recommendations, thank you youtube. 💕
Dude, I once play this on repeat when I was at the worst. and then I found this again today, where I feel loved & accept my true self. I'm sobbing 😭
that's beautiful
Every word hits hard.
It's 2 AM and I remember u and the mem'ries u left me because of this song.
When you're still holding on to something that's not there anymore, or was never there in the first place.
Giselle thanks for been a true fan, if you don't mind let me have your email address so i can write you and get to know a true fan much better
This is the most heartbreaking song ever
*LYRICS*
Day breaks and when I turn
You're not on my pillow
My head shakes and then the penny drops
Still your t-shirt on my chair
Penciled hearts on paper
I try not to think but I can't stop
And doubt sets in like a storm
I could feel it coming
And words echo out yesterday
Time pushed me to the edge
To jump was my decision
I've only got myself to blame
'Cause I have no right to love you
When I chose to walk away
I have no right to miss you
When I didn't wanna stay
And I have no right to need you
And I knew what my heart was gonna lose
I have no right to love you
But I do
I still do
I still do
Night falls, I'm wide awake
Wishing I could call you
I'm too used to hearing all about your day
The cold creeps up next to me
Now we don't share these covers
But I've no license to complain
'Cause I have no right to love you
When I chose to walk away
I have no right to miss you
When I didn't wanna stay
And I have no right to need you
And I knew what my heart was gonna lose
I have no right to love you
But I do
I still do
You know I care, but I can't be there
To make this unmade bed of roses
And you deserve to be put first
I had to let you go
I have no right to love you
When I chose to walk away
I have no right to miss you
When I didn't wanna stay
And I have no right to need you
And I knew what my heart was gonna lose
To ask if you're okay
When I left you so confused
I have no right to love you
I have no right, oh
I have no right to love you
But I still do
Yeah, I still do, whoa
I still do
Tonight I'm feeling brave. I'm going to send this to him. Wish me luck♥️
To all who is sharing their story...i feel you ..and i love your openness 🥺❤❤
Lazy Sunday morning me , my teenage son and my husband listening this on the coach
**tears**
** tears**
**tears**
"What my heart was gonna lose". That line is so true. Every love I've had and lost changed me. Took pieces of my heart. Left with me what I am today. Whatever is left I hope is enough for someone who deserves to be loved.
Glad you're okay now
Oh I know this feeling... it's that agony of unrequited love.... Burning forever 😢
"I have no right to love you, but I do, I still do..." ❤️❤️
One week ago I made the decision. I was listening to this song for the past few months to try and convince myself that I had to end it at some point. I knew I had to do it for the both of us but for months I couldn't bring myself to do it.
And I did it.
I still love him, I still care, with everything I have and I swear I miss him being next to me, I know he misses me too, he's probably very hurt right now. But I knew it was a decision that had to be made.
Idk if you're reading this.... I still love you, I always will, but you can't stay with someone only because you love them... I told you that from the beginning..
I hope you can heal, and love again and be happy, without me this time!
I hope you're doing better now. I recently ended a relationship with someone I loved because we weren't working, and it really does hurt. Missing him feels wrong, but of course I do. I love him.
@@BartimaeusTrilogyFan i am better!! I've moved on, and I'm in a healthier relationship now, so i can see where all the things went wrong with my ex. Still love him tbh, and we talk occasionally but i don't think i miss him anymore. I miss what we had and all our good moments, but i dont miss the person anymore...
It was a hard healing journey, but I'm glad i get to look him in the eye and not feel sadness.
Hope you're dealing with it, and it will get better!
@@ArtemiDM Thank you so much for the response, I'm so happy you're in a better place now! I can't see the light at the end of the tunnel yet, honestly, but I'm doing what I can to get there.
We've both did terrible things to each other. We broke each other but we tried hard to mend things. Sometimes I feel like I don't wanna be with you but at the end of the day, here I am, missing you. You try so hard for me to stay and I appreciate that because no one ever did that for me.
I love you my Muchacho.
This song is literally what I am feeling right now..
How about now?
I haven’t cried in 2+ weeks over this guy, the things that’s used to trigger me don’t anymore. And then I just played this video and suddenly burst out crying 🤣
Healing from anything takes time and you may find yourself back there again...but you gotta pick yourself everytime love.😘 Btw Merry Christmas!
@@Purpose_Nov2025 thank you! Merry Christmas 💖
"We choose the love we think we deserve."
Me and one of my close friends were talking about this just the other day. Her qnd i just broke off the relationships we were in and i remember one of use said something along the lines "the victims are the ones that are pampered after a break up, but no one thinks about the weight that is on the shoulders of the person who walked away." This song is perfect for that
Wow, the visuals?! This is so beautifully made! Hands up to the people who made this beautiful art work!
I have no right to love you but I still do.
I used to have a live in relation with my boyfriend in college. The college is over and I'm back home for lockdown . We broke up. I broke up. Irreconcilable differences? We would drive each other crazy. More and more toxic and pushing and pulling and so much crying, enough for years. And so much laughter but not enough. Since I've been back home, the worst and best thing that plagued me were the dreams.. of us, of our life then and the rest of our lives, new cities and travelling . They are so vivid , as if part of memories not just dreams. And then I ake up, and I'm so confused because we were so happy just now, almost for an eternity in the dream but the truth is I haven't seen you for a 100 days.. and the lyrics of this song, the way they start and everything seems to be right out of my mouth. Because I still love him and miss him a lot. And if only love was needed, id be with him still or maybe that's hypocrisy and escape. But I know I chose what was best for myself..I think. I was surer then. And I miss him but I left. And I love him but I let go first.
I guess the only thing left to do is live with that... Or
I truly believe that the greatest pain.. Is that of the heart 💔
I hope you find your healing love 💕
And feel better soon..
I’ve been in your shoes before. Trust me, the good memories seem better and more frequent after you first leave and your heart will ache, but if you come back to him, you’ll only be reminded of why you left him. You did what was best for you - to leave a toxic relationship - and that makes you incredibly strong. The pain will fade with time. It’s gonna be okay 💞💖💝
I've been in this situation. Just always remember the reason why you left him. You don't wanna go back to that old state remember? Be strong. You deserve growth. At first it's gonna be soo hard but eventually you'll realize that leaving him was the best decision you've ever made to yourself. Your future self is going to thank you for this sweetie. Just feel the pain right now... You will leave this phase without even realising it. Someday all of this is gonna make sense to you :) have faith. The world is a big place for us and you'll meet a lot of people.
I'm in a similar place right now. It's crazy, we fought almost every day, but we were together for almost seven years and all I can think of is the happy moments and the dreams I had for our future together. I feel like I cut off a piece of myself. Like I'm hollow. I miss him so badly. But every time we've talked since, those toxic traits re-emerged in him. I know what going back would be like. But staying here, alone. I don't know.
I wish it would stop hurting. But I still love him, even if we didn't work.
Someone did this to me and i'm here to understand his reasons and his feelings
same
Assalam alaykum wa rahmatullahi wa barakatuh wa Eid Mubarak ❤️
One of the most beautiful and relatable songs ever. I literally cried
Me finding a fitting break up song so I could cry
man, i shocked how your voice reminds me the vocalist of One Republic!!! i'ts a incredible song, can't stop hearing
Rhys where have you've been all my life! Beautiful Song!
It breaks me that I’m the one relating to this song. I love you, and I miss you. I’m so sorry I did it and hurt us. It’s not over and we will finish what we started some day ❤️
I love listening to love songs like this, they're sad but the mellow acoustics kinda make it feel okay.
It will never stop to amaze me how something so public can hit on such a personal level ...but I guess that's what art do . Thnkx for the emotional rollercoaster ❤
Magbalik loob na po tayo sa Makapangyarihang Diyos at itigil na po natin ang mga hindi magandang gawain o kasalanan sapagkat hindi po iyon kalooban ng Diyos at sundan po natin ang yapak ni Almighty God At magbigay po tayo ng time for Almighty God
Find new love.. at first, maybe its hard to lose someone you love.. but that is the past. Open your eyes, your heart, love your self, be happy.. someone better is out there looking for you ❤
thank you
Right now, I'm starting to wonder if I am choosing to walk away cause' I'm distancing myself when I know it'll hurt me...
it’s lowkey scary to see how this song describes my situation so much and so deeply
I still do.❤️
You have literally made my day Rhys! Love this version! You're slaying lately! Your song with Kygo 'Hurting' Is also on repeat! Bravo
Love the clearness in the sound quality.. It goes without saying that this is a very emotional song
'I have no right to luv u but I do '
This hits so harrrddd
Bcoz one side love always hurt
Deeply touching, really amazing work
Just found this on youtube recommendations, and I'm thankful for this for it spoke for what I'm feelin'for about a year. This is exactly what I thought
The hardest part of walking away is that no matter how slowly you're walking, knowing that they won't even think to chase you. ❤️🩹
God only know why this thing happens. This breaks my heart even. This song hit me ❤️
Really love this song.
Respect from India 🙌
i am now crying 😢
Crying so hard rn because this is just so relatable...... Loved a person but got the worst in return that literally left me shattered.... Still crying over him because I bloody still have feelings for him though I was treated so bad.... 💕 why can't people just learn how to love???? 😖😖🥺🥺
this deserves so much more attention.
Found this on my recommendations.
Gosh I want accidents like this!
remember that person we thought we couldnt live without well look at us now living and shxt go us !
The worst day of loving someone is the day that you lose them....💔
I Lost you & gained Peace 😌
Why does this hit home so hard today love but hate how much I miss someone
Wow
I lost my best friend, soulmate and husband, we met for nine days, got married the same day I landed and never met after that. I moved to a city I've never been to, and I'm now living in a house that was supposed to be _our_ home. I messed up and I know he hates me. I hope that if we ever meet in some airport and I see him remarried with kids, he wouldn't recognize me. And if he did, he wouldn't show it. I would probably go sit otherwise around my back turned against him and let him think he was hallucinating or daydreaming. I hope he gets to be loved by someone else who's way better and less toxic than I am.
Damn 1:28am listening to this song makes my heart cry.
It's amazing seeing all the comments of people still relating this song to all of their own heartbreaking experiences. It's wrong but it's comforting knowing you've been through that same feeling as many others and you didn't do it alone. This song used to break me coming up two years ago, hearing this has just made me realise how far I've come past that low point I struggled through in the past
you never told me anything.. but i remember how u looked sad when you said you had to go, so if this is how you feel, then ok..
go or stay, i will always remember how you made me feel, and i love you always
This song got to me. People give up fast sometimes. But other times, you're trying to get together, like two puzzle pieces from another box. You love him deeply, yet you know that it isn't meant to be...
His voice has an amazing vibrance to it. I love this.
Warning: once you listen to this song you can't undo it.. you'll keep listening in loop. Go back before you get addicted of this song.
So beautiful
I forgive you but I think you've created alot of emotional drama for alot of people. I deserve to be number 1 and not with someone so wreckless with my heart. I'm over it. Thank God.
I finally found a song which perfectly describes my shitty relationship life
*after getting drunk wih your mates at home smoking a cig looking out a rainy window thinking* (i did everything for her but yet i still wasnt enough) *giggles*