There’s No Exact Formula For Awakening
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- Опубликовано: 26 апр 2022
- Self Realization is our highest purpose in life. These videos share simple messages about Awakening, Enlightenment, and Surrender.. These are the same topics taught by Mooji, Papaji, Ramana Maharshi, and Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj.
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I'm 23. Maybe you will be able to guide me.
When I was young (8-13 years old), I used to have this strange feeling of something inside of me. Now, I realise it was of having a higher consciousness than people around me. I never really vibed with people around me. They used to talk about material things very passionately, but it never attracted me. I was never interested in what a celebrity did, or who sold the best momos, or how a Ferrari has a great engine or how Dubai has great infrastructure Or why Xyz politician sucks etc. I didn't hate such stuff, it was good, but those were not really the things that I liked talking about.
There was always some kind of higher awareness that watched it from the background. It almost felt like having a bird's eye view of your actions plus the actions of others too. It felt like I'm having something that those people are missing.
Fast forward to year 14, my 10th standard. I Started masturbating, lust took over, got stuck in a stereotypical career mindset, and a few years passed. At that time, the false self within me was dominant and All I wanted in my life was to get a prestigious degree, live a happy life, enjoy weekends, chill, find a good wife, have children, plus grow side by side in my career. That was it. Maybe that constantly aware part of me that was aware of its own awareness was lost somehow.
But despite all this, I still had that spark of consciousness within me. Temples always felt strange and powerful. I still kinda had the power to sense the energies of people or places around me.
As a person, I always liked nature more than idiotic cities. I liked peace, I used to go for treks, I hated the current economic system and destruction of mother earth. I was minimalistic. Connect with nature or the universe was still there despite the fact that masturbation had reduced my life force.
Even though I was masturbating and lusty, I still never vibed with material passions. Although masturbation made me ignorant about my conscious self and made me think all I want is money, and sex; but there was still a deeper part of me who had a spiritual spark. I don't know how to explain it.
Despite losing so much life force, I felt like I'm still above most people. (i don't look down upon anyone, it's just about compatibility and who you vibe with. I think everyone will get to the stage where I am after a few years or births. Even I have to get stronger because I am not realised yet. But still, it felt like they are operating on a plane lower than me)
Even during that stage, I was always fascinated by the people who were at the top unconsciously. The great sages of ancient India realised people of the current age. They all fascinated me. I'm not even close to their 0.0001%, but even though I was not formally introduced to spirituality, I still wanted to become like them. Imagine sages who knew God, liberated beings who had all the knowledge, power and superiority in every field, let it be spirituality or worldly warfare tactics. It used to fascinate me even during that dim consciousness phase.
Okay, meanwhile, I relapsed again and again. But never gave up. At that point, I wasn't aware of the concept of "brahmacharya". But it felt like I should stop masturbating, but I relapsed again and again. There was always a part who didn't feel like being at home. I felt that this is not my true nature. Not just about masturbation, but about my whole life. It always felt like life has a higher meaning, I'm wasting my time here.
About spirituality, I didn't even vibe with famous gurus that used to come on TVs, it felt so superficial or too formal. It didn't feel real. But as you know there were many local gurus in India, and our family also had one. I mean he is long dead but we still follow his teachings. He was a devotee of Lord Rama. Despite that, his teachings felt so real, in essence, all he talked about was " Advaita". He never really mentioned the term "Advaita" specifically, but his teachings go hand in hand and are a perfect parallel to Advaita Vedantic philosophy. I would say a rare combination of jnani and bhakti at the same time. So I always had respect for him.
Obviously, when I was younger I didn't know what Advaita is or what bhakti is, but I still vibed with his teachings.
I didn't respect him just because My father and mother prayed to him, I respected him because I vibed with him.
So this is how life went from 14 to 20 years of age.
Fast forward to 2019,
A RUclips video triggered me. I was always fascinated by books like Geeta, the alchemist, the secret etc. And after watching that video, I don't remember what that was about, but I started watching more and more spiritual videos. I wanted to clear so many things. The more I showed the will to know the truth, the right knowledge came automatically in front of me. Then I read Geeta. Read it a few times over a few months. Each new time I read it, I kinda had a greater understanding. I also started getting on a little longer semen retention streaks. I researched Upanishads, Vedanta, and Geeta, and read Puranas. Read styles in which these Puranas or Upanishads were written. Even though I still had material desires, there was now a part who was more disinterested in such stuff at the same time. It was a conflict of interest stage. Yes, Material desires still had influence over me. But the sense of emptiness just kept increasing and increasing.
I don't hate material desires, life is all about enjoyment. But the fire to know the truth just kept increasing.
So essentially, the journey that started with Bhakti Yoga ended with "Non-dualism" or "Advaita". Honestly, I don't think they are two different things. Jnana, bhakti, and karma, are essentially one and the same.
I understood that Even if you start with any one of them it will eventually come to the junction where all three meet. It is only for the new beginner that jnana or bhakti appear different. And once you know the right Jnana and devotion, your karma automatically adjusts itself.
In this entire journey, I never felt like some external source gave me knowledge. No. Not really. books or videos just acted as a tool to tap into the depths of my consciousness; and the knowledge that I already knew came up to the surface. All these things just kinda removed the obstructions to the knowledge which I feel I already knew. You will understand what I mean.
Time passed and recently, I got so sick of relapsing that I decided enough is enough.
I decided this is the bottom-most I can allow myself to sink. Not more than this. Just enough is enough. That strong dispassion and strong fire to know reality just took over.
I was so so so so so tired of masturbation that I felt like " I just wanna now know who I am, enough of this slavery"
I was not about masturbation. I don't think it's bad. What is really bad is being a slave to biological software that was just meant to facilitate my spirit's journey. We can enjoy the world. Love is good, intimacy is good. But what comes first is realising who I am.
But the new problem now is, I am sick of this. I believe no external books can provide me with what I'm seeking. Trust me, I can play so well with words that the spiritual jargon and vocabulary that I have right now will easily help me achieve the " Guru" status in India if I start making RUclips videos. 😂😂
But I don't wanna play with words anymore. I don't wanna talk with anyone about spirituality. Whenever someone talks about God, I just feel like I should get silent. I know that the inner me knows who God is, but I don't know how to access that inner me. I do meditate for 2 hours a day. I know from the bottom of my heart that I have better consciousness than those around me. But the fact is I am not yet realised yet.
I wanna reach that point. I wanna experience realisation myself.
The bookish logic tells me to remove "I" and remove "want" and all that I will be left with is "realisation". I get it. I get it all. Maybe that's true. But I don't practically know how to deal with that " I" or the ego. It's like my inner me knows what the Advaita algorithm really is. But I am so clueless about how to get there.
I don't vibe with society much. I don't look down upon anyone, Neither I hate anyone. I get where these people are coming from. I understand them. I love them too. But I don't wanna be with them just for the sake of compatibility.
It's like you have left the society for your Godly search and you've entered a tunnel, but now you're in the middle. You've left the light of society so behind that it is now idiotic to look back or even to go back. But at the same time, I haven't seen the light from another end either. I'm stuck in the middle with pitch-black darkness, with who knows what kind of road and for how long.
I prayed to God. I trust him. I know I shouldn't get uncomfortable. I get it that people go through such patches. But I really want to experience God now. I'm losing my patience now. I know I should be patient but... That discomfort and strong urge to realise God makes me so impatient that it freaks me out sometimes.
What can I possibly do? How do I practically realise God?
I know there's no specific answer to this and all I need is perseverance and God's grace. But I feel so stuck, can you help me with any advice?
Thanks for reading patiently tho..
@@naam.sadhana Thats a long letter..:) I would need time to guide you and see what is most relevant “right now”. You can set up a consultation if you would like-- if you feel that would help. You can go to the “about” page of my channel and email me. In the meantime, I would say that you cannot miss. Its just a question of time. Your introspection and awareness level is good as far as what is true and what isnt. Your samskaras are advanced. You are in the deeper refining stage now...
I don't like to talk about such stuff In public comments. But I thought maybe, just maybe you'll be able to address my concern.
@@spiritualrenaissance I'm a student. So personal consultation for a prolonged period is out of the question. At least not now. But your words are assuring. Thanks!
Also, why do I have this strange intuition that we live in the end of Kaliyuga.? Do you know anything about this?
@@naam.sadhana I was referring to a “paid consultation”..::) I havent the time to do any prolonged talk with anyone actually right now. But you seem fine enough. This may all sort itself out before u know it. Stay well!
Thank you 🙏
Yess bro 👍
Someone once told me: "There is no way out of the labyrinth before one has gotten lost in one."
yes
if a person is living in true ignorance to what is and not open to all that is then one cant not exspect to reach higher states of expanded consciousness
you have to be open to all that is and not living in ignorance other wise you close the door
on reaching higher expanded levels of consciousness