Alcohol and my life.

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  • Опубликовано: 24 дек 2024

Комментарии • 6 тыс.

  • @gustoonz
    @gustoonz 5 лет назад +4933

    Dude, you can do this. So many people are behind you. Can't wait to see all that you keep accomplishing.

    • @alexwright4290
      @alexwright4290 5 лет назад +69

      Love seein boys supportin BOYS ♡ always practice what u preach, good fuckin man

    • @lemonaut1
      @lemonaut1 5 лет назад +27

      Russel Brand conquered alcoholism, and has a RUclips channel full of loving advice useful for every step of the way. Check it out. You can get your life back, we're all rooting for you.

    • @shawnmoran3606
      @shawnmoran3606 5 лет назад +25

      Thank you Gus. You're saying this to more person than 1.

    • @raymondnewbill5294
      @raymondnewbill5294 5 лет назад +5

      @@lemonaut1 he also beat Heroin addiction and meth and coke and sex!!! Lol.... Not just alcohol!!!

    • @hardizengana
      @hardizengana 5 лет назад +20

      kozmik__WZRD u alright?

  • @everdash
    @everdash 5 лет назад +1277

    "I've lost. No one took anything away. I gave it away."
    Thank you, man. Exactly. I'll do this with you. We got this.

    • @Hudpower
      @Hudpower 5 лет назад +3

      how are the kids doing? Still in the field?

    • @everdash
      @everdash 5 лет назад +4

      @@Hudpower And trying to catch every single one. :)

    • @TheTheode
      @TheTheode 5 лет назад +7

      @notion1 it's a good way to learn.

    • @itzlitz1073
      @itzlitz1073 5 лет назад +4

      I hope u succeed

    • @kidmanier
      @kidmanier 5 лет назад +7

      notion1 petty, hope someone u love relapses.

  • @AlexWhalen99
    @AlexWhalen99 5 лет назад +2978

    Best of luck with your recovery man. We love you

    • @joeshmo121
      @joeshmo121 5 лет назад +10

      MosEisleyBlues No, clearly he is not...he said it himself he hasn’t felt like he has “lived” or felt like “himself” in 7 years, just because someone is alive and keeping on doesn’t mean that they are alright

    • @SyndromeM
      @SyndromeM 5 лет назад +9

      @@moseisleyblues8492 Yeah, love gotta mean something different for everyone so just because YOU don't feel comfortable saying you love him it doesn't mean other people feel the same as you my dude ;)
      Love you too Evan, I believe in you!

    • @HelloThere.....
      @HelloThere..... 3 года назад

      @@amalgamilabs537 a meme? I hope you're not talking about the video bro watch it again if you think so

  • @007king94
    @007king94 4 года назад +164

    For all those wondering, from what I can gather from his IG, it looks like Evan is doing well and is leading a healthier, more fulfilling life!

    • @DasGoodSoup
      @DasGoodSoup 6 месяцев назад

      How much gathering did you do

  • @SacredLiquid
    @SacredLiquid 5 лет назад +1555

    Dude this is breaking my heart.
    We love you.

    • @elijahherman
      @elijahherman 5 лет назад +3

      I feel emotional but not heartbroken... I'm really happy he's being so honest with us :) this is good

    • @ob5048
      @ob5048 5 лет назад +21

      Petr Říha your moves are fucking weak

    • @elijahherman
      @elijahherman 5 лет назад +9

      @Petr Říha who do you think you're helping by flinging this shit everywhere? You're delusional, out of touch, uncompassionate, and paranoid. What reason does he have to lie? You're incoherent. Imagining that a recovery program would force him to make a RUclips video is next level insanity. Lay off the crack for a bit

    • @thegrindstone13
      @thegrindstone13 5 лет назад +8

      Petr Říha if you really think that lowly of him, why the fuck are you on this video anyways? Just unsubscribe and don’t make people feel even shittier about themselves because you know deep down you’re a shit person with an even more shit personality.

    • @SulkyStoner
      @SulkyStoner 5 лет назад +5

      @Petr Říha you are a fucking low life if i've ever seen one. have fun burning in hell lmfao, fuckin boomer

  • @Jomzi01
    @Jomzi01 5 лет назад +540

    No more smoking beers. Good luck man, you can do it.

    • @joem2166
      @joem2166 5 лет назад +17

      Jomzi01 alcohol is not fam anymore. We decided it’s out.

    • @aquariuss0ul330
      @aquariuss0ul330 5 лет назад +1

      But smoking the hops is 👌

  • @AntonKudin
    @AntonKudin 5 лет назад +729

    The amount of positivity you gifted out to people with your creativity is immeasurable. We're here to return the favor! We're with you, rooting for you! Make the change!

    • @ronbrown8706
      @ronbrown8706 5 лет назад +1

      Good luck to you my friend...
      I totally understand. You got support if you need it...

  • @bestboy138
    @bestboy138 4 года назад +915

    i can’t stop drinking either because i am a total and complete loser.
    UPDATE - i haven’t drank since 7-6-20 so that’s a record for me and I’m feeling a little better about myself so I’m pulling for you.

    • @eminatorstudios
      @eminatorstudios 4 года назад +8

      you got this, hope you're still going strong.

    • @bestboy138
      @bestboy138 4 года назад +45

      Eminator Studios - 25 days sober and today was my birthday and I fought the urge to drink. I got this!

    • @Exzilieon
      @Exzilieon 4 года назад +4

      You got this, keep it up!

    • @sashawitwicky
      @sashawitwicky 4 года назад +4

      GO GO GOOO!!!! 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾

    • @doctordaro2112
      @doctordaro2112 4 года назад +3

      @@bestboy138 KEEP GOING!

  • @blueblueblue7154
    @blueblueblue7154 4 года назад +1242

    Still rooting for you evan, think about you often.

    • @enemy1134
      @enemy1134 4 года назад +8

      sadly he passed away from alcohol poisoning :(

    • @sketchyaf8487
      @sketchyaf8487 4 года назад

      @@enemy1134 OH SHIT!!!!

    • @sketchyaf8487
      @sketchyaf8487 4 года назад +2

      @@enemy1134 LIIIIIES

    • @KS-vf3ru
      @KS-vf3ru 4 года назад +29

      No he didn’t he literally tweeted three days ago

    • @mantispr3ys
      @mantispr3ys 4 года назад

      @@sketchyaf8487 hahahahahaha fuck dude

  • @alduinwolfenstein8035
    @alduinwolfenstein8035 5 лет назад +376

    Are we long lost brothers? Since 2012 I've been in the same boat. It's time. I'll be right there with you homie

    • @cylekobe4782
      @cylekobe4782 5 лет назад +11

      Alduin Wolfenstein you got this brother🤟🏼🤙🏼

    • @antoniosdawood4784
      @antoniosdawood4784 5 лет назад +6

      stay strong brother it might be tough but when you get rid of it you'll be a thousand times better and every second you felt you wasted will come back better you can do this

    • @NG.4769
      @NG.4769 5 лет назад +6

      I've been in this boat since 2014, with both alcohol and opiates. I've drug my body and my psyche through the ground, and blood, piss, shit. I'm gonna try to join you guys and get a hold of my life for myself and for those closest to me, and my future endeavors.

    • @10baseball27
      @10baseball27 5 лет назад +4

      I've slowly been winging myself of booze by drinking 2 glasses of wine a night after work and a good workout but still I feel like shit. I'm down to join you guys as well. Let's do it

    • @Romeokilo420
      @Romeokilo420 5 лет назад +1

      10baseball27 you boys will get through this, pop in to this thread in a week or a month and tell us how you guys are doing, wanna make sure we all get through this

  • @JustanamebroDK
    @JustanamebroDK 5 лет назад +400

    Hey man, i fully support you

    • @OceillTV
      @OceillTV 5 лет назад +23

      This needs more attention. Please go to emergency care to find the right steps to end the drinking. Please.

    • @particles1101
      @particles1101 5 лет назад

      subuxone

    • @Talisman09
      @Talisman09 5 лет назад +1

      Every alcoholic is familiar with withdrawals already..

    • @JustanamebroDK
      @JustanamebroDK 5 лет назад +1

      @@Talisman09 Doesn't stop them from dying when they go cold turkey

    • @Talisman09
      @Talisman09 5 лет назад +1

      @@JustanamebroDK Have you ever had a seizure from alcohol withdrawal? Because I have and I'm sure I know a lot more about it than you. They are EXTREMELY unlikely to kill. Repeated withdrawal over years is what increases the danger. Evan is nowhere near that stage, he is at the beginning and it might not even worsen for him if he makes the change now

  • @scottg9366
    @scottg9366 4 года назад +61

    Just saw a tik tok and someone used your voice over. The comments were all how much everyone loves and misses you. If you don't know, you're LOVED man. I hope you're well.

  • @TodayInWrestlingHistory
    @TodayInWrestlingHistory 5 лет назад +354

    Sobriety is hard but you can do it man! I recently celebrated 5 months of recovery and I feel better than ever.

    • @jerrylopez3412
      @jerrylopez3412 5 лет назад +2

      Jacob Delatorre congrats on 5 months man, keep pushing!!!

    • @TodayInWrestlingHistory
      @TodayInWrestlingHistory 5 лет назад +1

      Thank you!

    • @HarmonieM
      @HarmonieM 5 лет назад +1

      Proud of you

    • @icwhatudidderr
      @icwhatudidderr 5 лет назад +1

      Congrats man! Keep with it... i'm in recovery myself, I know how tough of a journey it can be; it's a rough road, but it's definitely worth it!

    • @sean640
      @sean640 5 лет назад +1

      sober for you baby

  • @godemperor9122
    @godemperor9122 5 лет назад +273

    Dont be afraid to post stuff like this Evan, we're with you all the way!

  • @REEZTALMIGHTY
    @REEZTALMIGHTY 5 лет назад +285

    I’d rather see you take a break for a while than lose you forever❤️

    • @fries6612
      @fries6612 5 лет назад

      REEZTALMIGHTY facts

  • @tacobravo91
    @tacobravo91 3 года назад +6

    I am a treatment specialist at drug and alcohol rehab facility. I see this struggle every day. You are making one of the biggest steps! You can do this. Open up, let everything out, you are able. Keep your head up bud and know you can get through this.

  • @Uberwenis
    @Uberwenis 5 лет назад +324

    Your moves are strong, bro. I know we don't know each other, but I believe in you.

  • @bbash
    @bbash 5 лет назад +777

    You have such a unique sense of humor and I always thought you were so down to earth when i was watching you vines/videos before. You deserve a good life. You got this brother. Keep pushing.

    • @MySaraMarie
      @MySaraMarie 5 лет назад +3

      bash couldn’t have said it better

    • @sketchylol
      @sketchylol 5 лет назад +2

      literally couldnt have said it better

    • @dillon7981
      @dillon7981 5 лет назад

      Legitness couldn’t have said it better

    • @asaporter7411
      @asaporter7411 4 года назад

      for sure couldn't have said it better

  • @jayhm9393
    @jayhm9393 5 лет назад +351

    The amount of honesty and courage this fucking takes. Proud of you brother, everyone's dealing with something. Hope this journey leads you to a better place. All love dude.

  • @zackbartlett2112
    @zackbartlett2112 3 года назад +1

    I love you brother. Alcohol is probably the hardest thing to get off of. You're bright. Stay true brother.

  • @Wegaaa
    @Wegaaa 5 лет назад +500

    It's amazing you're speaking about this brother, we all support you.
    Don't forget that you have made all of us laugh and cheered up our days when we were down, you've done us a huge favor even if it goes unnoticed, you've made a person's life out there better and gave them hope.
    The cycle passes down from person to person, you being positive and speaking about this causes nothing but a natural effect for other people to improve their lives too. Just by wanting to do this for yourself and family and girl and friends just means you're an amazing human being, and as long as you try, nothing else or how hard you try should matter. You're amazing.

  • @jacobbyers1525
    @jacobbyers1525 5 лет назад +292

    I watched this 75 says ago and I've been sober for 75 days now, this video lended me so much strength bro, thank you so much, I hope your path to sobriety is going as well as mine, u da best

    • @theprodigy4260
      @theprodigy4260 5 лет назад +2

      Congrats bro, keep up the streak

    • @boahnation9932
      @boahnation9932 5 лет назад

      Keep going hell yeah :)

    • @Xemplifi
      @Xemplifi 5 лет назад

      Congrats bro!

    • @jessicapreston9808
      @jessicapreston9808 4 года назад +3

      This made me cry to read. Maybe I’m just emotional today but..that’s really cool. I hope he is doing ok, I hope you’re doing ok, but either way him posting this video was not for nothing

    • @kylemuecke7510
      @kylemuecke7510 4 года назад

      I hope you're okay and I hope he is okay too. You guys got this!

  • @WhiteNucklin
    @WhiteNucklin 5 лет назад +124

    I got sober at 22 also. That was 20 years ago. Best decision I've ever made. I love you.

  • @Terr8765
    @Terr8765 4 года назад +177

    He's pretty active on Instagram. Seems like he's doing okay.

    • @Tatertot_Tommy
      @Tatertot_Tommy 3 года назад +23

      Kay , I just want to thank you for the update on ole boy. I appreciate you.

    • @No______Name______
      @No______Name______ 3 года назад +6

      Thank you Kay!

    • @Gorbag01
      @Gorbag01 3 года назад +6

      Thank you. I always think about our boi and wonder how he's doing

    • @aliisakalma8245
      @aliisakalma8245 3 года назад +7

      In the absolute worst phases of my life I've been posting funny stuff too. He has been going away sometimes from instagram too. Publicity is not really natural for people and he could be going through some absolute mayhem every day and the show must go on you know. But we don't know about the interpersonal stuff.

    • @thealaskanforever
      @thealaskanforever 3 года назад +1

      What’s his Instagram?

  • @suesskind
    @suesskind 5 лет назад +206

    It will be difficult, but not impossible! Get a support system, don't be afraid to ask for help. This is not something you can do by yourself and that's totally fine.

  • @David_Painter
    @David_Painter 5 лет назад +277

    Dude I have been a fan for quire some time, and I am so proud of you for being bold enough to share this part of your life with us. We are here to help, support and hold you accountable. Love you man, and keep fighting!

  • @lukewallace3336
    @lukewallace3336 5 лет назад +226

    Bro I’ve seen alcohol ruin so many people around me, and I’m so glad u are going to give it up man! That’s so great that u are being vulnerable with us. Takes a lot heart and balls to do this

  • @MrSpock-hw7mm
    @MrSpock-hw7mm 3 года назад +1

    Im the same as you man an alcoholic, i finally got help went to rehab in 2017 and stayed clean and sober over a year and then relapsed and used for about 6 months, but i got back on the wagon and have almost 2 years sober now. Life is tough sometimes but ive gotten some peace from forming a connection with some sort of higher power. I know it sounds corny but iam a bettet person now. wish you well Evan there are lots of people that can relate to you

  • @Amylsmith1407
    @Amylsmith1407 5 лет назад +234

    So brave dude. You got this and we’re all here behind you.
    You CAN do this. The time is NOW. Reach out when you need support ❤️

  • @jordanwright2352
    @jordanwright2352 5 лет назад +382

    Be careful with alcohol withdrawals, it’s very dangerous, I’m still going through it, it’s scary, but I promise you it’s worth it. I promise.

    • @notaclue638
      @notaclue638 5 лет назад

      How do you tell if you're addicted? Physically? Dw if you don't wanna answer

    • @Ohnobito
      @Ohnobito 5 лет назад +1

      You go pale sweat shake become sick in some cases have seizures. Apparently the withdrawal is worse than heroin and such and is actually dangerous because you can die from the withdrawal.

    • @Ohnobito
      @Ohnobito 5 лет назад +1

      A personal friend of mine went through it, it was bad he couldnt dress or anything I remember having to bathe him before taking him to the hospital once.

    • @Ohnobito
      @Ohnobito 5 лет назад

      As far as the first steps of noticing it I'm not sure just what I have observed and been told.

    • @EjvindGEMDark
      @EjvindGEMDark 5 лет назад +2

      Seriously don’t ever go cold turkey - do it in a hospital. It can and will kill you.

  • @NougatCN
    @NougatCN 5 лет назад +202

    Wow seems like a lot of people are rooting for you bud, good luck

  • @ryangonzalez5050
    @ryangonzalez5050 4 года назад +206

    Almost been a year, hope you’re doing well. Would love a follow up

    • @thewonderfulwizardoftheweb1053
      @thewonderfulwizardoftheweb1053 4 года назад +3

      he’s active on twitter, don’t know if he’s addressed this again though

    • @gwindes
      @gwindes 4 года назад +11

      @Ass Clown break it down into smaller chunks if you need to. Start with sober for a weekend, then 3 days then 5 days and work your way to that coveted week. Then you can work to 2 weeks and then month, multiple months, a year to multiple years and ultimately to a lifetime of soberness. You can do this! You got this!

    • @Talisman09
      @Talisman09 3 года назад +8

      self promises are always embarrassing to think back on when you break them. I can only imagine what it's like when it's in the form of a youtube video with half a million views LOL. I've had a drinking problem in my late 20s - early 30s and I finally feel like I'm putting it behind me. No booze for over 2 months now and no desire to drink whatsoever

  • @borkedosaurus
    @borkedosaurus 4 года назад +732

    If anyone has the M O V E S to get through this, it’s you, fam.

    • @lisamichelle9425
      @lisamichelle9425 4 года назад +1

      Awww I love this, fam.

    • @ctfcNIG
      @ctfcNIG 3 года назад +1

      His moves are weak

    • @ChergioPad
      @ChergioPad 3 года назад +2

      @@ctfcNIG shut up, fam only, you beach

    • @ctfcNIG
      @ctfcNIG 3 года назад +1

      @@ChergioPad im not fam anymore? Dad?

    • @PrincesSindy
      @PrincesSindy 3 года назад +1

      This is the BEST comment! He definitely has the moves lol

  • @jkfarrj
    @jkfarrj 5 лет назад +270

    Was waiting for the first joke during the first 30 seconds or so... then started watching seriously. You the man Evan, you got this.

  • @junexDful
    @junexDful 5 лет назад +77

    I’m a week sober and man, I really want the best for myself. This is now and we are here. This is the beginning but we are strong.

    • @xTwistedxRagex
      @xTwistedxRagex 5 лет назад

      You've got this. It's gonna be hard, but with help you are going to make it.

    • @vBUNNYv
      @vBUNNYv 5 лет назад

      What a legend! Congrats on 1 week. Keep busy, and remember how strong you are and don’t be afraid to talk to someone if times get hard.

    • @ESB234
      @ESB234 5 лет назад

      Good job! Keep it up

    • @matthewblunderbuss4545
      @matthewblunderbuss4545 5 лет назад

      AWESOME! I'm a year sober from my addiction and life couldn't be better.

    • @Trollldoll
      @Trollldoll 5 лет назад

      day 9 for me here! we can do it

  • @euroshane
    @euroshane 3 года назад +6

    Bro I'm 2 years clean off a 10 year heroin addiction and have accomplished soo much and learning to love life again! You got this man, Ive watched ur videos for years and never had any idea you were struggling with addiction. This was sooo damn powerful cuz Ive never heard someone so ready and to be able to explain the despair so well! That took an extreme amount of courage to admit that and then to do it to a damn camera and audience!! Ur a lot stronger than me bro you got this! I cant wait to see the opposite of this video soon!

    • @sarahmayo6963
      @sarahmayo6963 3 года назад +1

      Dude, you're amazing too! I've seen the things heroin addicts go through and to be clean.... That's no small thing. Not even close. Congratulations! I hope you're still going strong!

    • @euroshane
      @euroshane 3 года назад +1

      @@sarahmayo6963 thank you! I love the support and yes so glad to say stronger than ever!

    • @sarahmayo6963
      @sarahmayo6963 3 года назад +1

      @@euroshane Hell yeah, dude! I hope you're proud of yourself EVERY SINGLE DAY

  • @connorotoole178
    @connorotoole178 5 лет назад +357

    Hey man,
    Even if you're coming back to this video after failing, thats OK too... just try to be patient with the process. Sometimes its not as easy as "this is the day" but its certainly the biggest step.
    Good luck brother, we're all rooting for you

    • @peterolsen5503
      @peterolsen5503 5 лет назад +11

      Good advice

    • @DL3w003
      @DL3w003 5 лет назад +1

      Thank you

    • @DIMLOONS
      @DIMLOONS 5 лет назад +3

      This is nice. It applies to many, not just one.

    • @flywittzbeats4008
      @flywittzbeats4008 5 лет назад +1

      perfect comment. Every time you try you'll get closer and understand it more and more.

  • @alexarnold3251
    @alexarnold3251 5 лет назад +309

    2 years clean here (heroin) and my buddy who saved me is goin on 1 year from alcohol and crack. Keep it up dude, you got this.

    • @Shmyrk
      @Shmyrk 5 лет назад +4

      Any pointers for H? Trying to help my brother

    • @Falcons8455
      @Falcons8455 5 лет назад +8

      @@Shmyrk Suboxone helped me quit. I'm just over a year clean. It's good to hear he has his families help because that is huge. I definitely wouldn't have quit without my family.

    • @Shmyrk
      @Shmyrk 5 лет назад +4

      Falcons8455 thanks man. Great job dood, keep clean!

    • @Teomaru_
      @Teomaru_ 5 лет назад +3

      Falcons8455 keep on keeping on man, you got this!

    • @MDMamba
      @MDMamba 5 лет назад +3

      Falcons8455 yea but if you’re still using subs you’re not clean just remember that bro. Not saying you are but if you are, get rid of them shits. Unfortunately I had to quit cold turkey or else my wife was out with the kids. That gave me enough motivation to deal with the pain.

  • @theprostidude
    @theprostidude 5 лет назад +120

    "I can do this."
    Yes you absofuckinglutely can. You got this, dude. Keep your head up and keep looking forward and soon this step becomes a leap and next thing you know you're 5 months sober and loving it. You got this, man. I'm rooting for you.

  • @ethanbumgardner4455
    @ethanbumgardner4455 3 года назад

    You got this Evan!! You are stronger than you think!!!! I hope you make a great recovery, and I hope that one day you look back at this video, and realized how for you have come. Keep moving forward my dude. You got this!!!!

  • @gussetblaster6786
    @gussetblaster6786 5 лет назад +249

    I'm 10 months 27 days clean after 24 years of hardcore drug and alcohol abuse. The key is to surrender and ask for help. Good luck my man!

  • @brianperkins1770
    @brianperkins1770 5 лет назад +181

    I struggle with alcohol as well. Proud of you man. Keep your head up and stay strong my guy.

    • @rasmusnalleko
      @rasmusnalleko 5 лет назад +4

      Same here. You can do it bro.

    • @Thumbogreen
      @Thumbogreen 5 лет назад

      Brian Perkins been sober for a year and a half now go to aa

    • @lastofthebrohicans4998
      @lastofthebrohicans4998 5 лет назад

      @@Thumbogreen I missed my first meeting today. Didn't mean to . im in the middle of a unexpected move. But I'm ten years in. Waking up hearing what this other guy did. We're in an important time and we need to be sober and vigilant

  • @thelikebutton4328
    @thelikebutton4328 5 лет назад +73

    You can do it Evan. I believe In you.

  • @derekclawson5707
    @derekclawson5707 4 года назад +1

    My older sister and I are fans of your content. I have honestly been drinking almost every day since last September since my beloved cat passed away and times are hard since this damn pandemic. Nothing bad to say about this. Just that is men have no other choice usually but to cope alone.

  • @junka22
    @junka22 5 лет назад +61

    "I've made other people not okay in the process of being not okay, and I'm not okay with that, okay?" I feel ya hard on that one. Good luck bro!

  • @R3dHeadRedemption
    @R3dHeadRedemption 5 лет назад +82

    "Nobody's taken it from me, I GAVE it away"
    That was beautifully profound. Put on your armor now, it's time to fight homie (you totally got this!)

  • @Fanchus
    @Fanchus 5 лет назад +492

    It’s November 17, 2019 today. Just know I still think about you everyday and I hope you’re doing better man. We love you.

    • @meghan_.
      @meghan_. 4 года назад +15

      It’s May 29th, 2020. I hope he’s okay

    • @JediGillGaming
      @JediGillGaming 4 года назад +2

      @@meghan_. I have hope for him.. he always did have the MOVES!!

  • @illnation82
    @illnation82 4 года назад +3

    Watching this video about 11 months ago, I was not ready to quit. I was definitely %100 rooting for you, but I wasn't ready to root for me yet. What your video did was plant the seed, and its message stayed with me and grew. I'm now almost 4 months sober because of this video. "I must end the cycle, I'm doing this for me" resonates loud and clear, and was something I repeated a thousand times a day, and still do. Thank you Evan for giving me my life back.

    • @illnation82
      @illnation82 4 года назад

      6 months clean

    • @kieranstanley6008
      @kieranstanley6008 4 года назад

      @@illnation82 I’m proud of you, man. Keep on keeping on.

  • @timhoffman1169
    @timhoffman1169 5 лет назад +79

    Accountability is an important thing in recovery, you’re making an amazing first step!

  • @RevolutionInsignia
    @RevolutionInsignia 5 лет назад +1059

    Why is it that the funniest people have the darkest shadows?

    • @OHG_Fawx
      @OHG_Fawx 5 лет назад +99

      Comedy is a very effective defense mechanism. Its served me well for decades.

    • @edo12310
      @edo12310 4 года назад +5

      @@OHG_Fawx everybody has feelings and emotions fear is one of those emotions
      if you only have the courage to share your fear that makes you more then annother

    • @thirdeye1219
      @thirdeye1219 4 года назад +3

      Google "hintergedanken"

    • @charbelly8488
      @charbelly8488 4 года назад +21

      He just posted your comment on his Instagram

    • @anonym-bd1jp
      @anonym-bd1jp 4 года назад +5

      its the dark shadows that make them funny.

  • @kcb3832
    @kcb3832 5 лет назад +82

    Just yesterday I woke up hungover with a phone call from my girlfriend telling me how mean I was, I've been drinking a lot lately and I'm trying to get it together. Watching this helps a lot.
    Been following you since vine man, thank you and good luck with your recovery.

    • @hamokamo
      @hamokamo 5 лет назад

      You've got this bud, I believe you can be the best you can be, and you've got this. World is yours for the taking !

  • @stahl1624
    @stahl1624 3 года назад

    The first steps to fixing a problem is admitting there is one.
    Keep going brother, you can do this!

  • @rektchord
    @rektchord 5 лет назад +80

    I'm two years sober now after 10 years of alcohol hell. I hear your pain mate, I know that place. Much love.

  • @nighthorizon11
    @nighthorizon11 5 лет назад +65

    One of the most talented and creative youtubers/content creators out there. We’re with you all the way.

  • @TheAntwain143
    @TheAntwain143 5 лет назад +137

    Your moves are strong.
    Stay in there brother. I’m inspired by your courage to talk about this and rooting for you 100%.

  • @JDs1stChannel
    @JDs1stChannel 4 года назад +1

    Hey brotha. I am 2 years 2 months and 4 days clean today. I just noticed this video, and the message you have is deep. You need to know that you are not alone. That there are so many people out here that have the same disease. I’m 32 and used since I was 14. I always thought it was a normal thing to do. I burned so many bridges, hurt so many people, both friends and family, yet never realized that I actually had a problem until that one faithful day a little over two years ago. I may have this amount of time but I am no better than anyone. I fight my thoughts to use every day, every damn day, but I CHOOSE not to use ONE DAY AT A TIME. You CAN do this. Stay sober, stay safe, and live life the way you always wanted to.

  • @OGbqze
    @OGbqze 5 лет назад +131

    Any progress is progress, doesn't matter how small the step you took it's one step closer to what you want. Just keep moving forward, don't give up on what you want.

  • @chloeryanne2864
    @chloeryanne2864 5 лет назад +117

    You got this dude! It's all about progress and not perfection💙

    • @Parcory
      @Parcory 5 лет назад +1

      Chloe Ryanne you know my friend bill don’t you ;)

  • @BJBowen
    @BJBowen 5 лет назад +89

    I have always admired you, Evan. Your spirit for creative exploration and self expression is unrivaled in my opinion.. You CAN do this, and also, I’m not going to waste this day high now. Thank you for the continued inspiration. Sending my thoughts G

  • @aggressionsessions7839
    @aggressionsessions7839 4 года назад

    Well done for admitting you have a problem and you aim to make your life better, I've seen what alcohol can do, my mate recently attacked his best friend of 15yrs due to his drinking problem instead of accepting that he has a problem he blames everyone for his misfortune, so what your doing right counts for alot and not many people admit it or owe to them selves to change, good on you for making the first step in the right direction.

  • @TheSawzy
    @TheSawzy 5 лет назад +113

    KEEP YOUR HEAD UP BROTHER, NO SUBSTANCE CAN CONTROL YOU, YOU CONTROL YOU 🖤

  • @cultxlv9848
    @cultxlv9848 5 лет назад +87

    "I've made other people not okay in the process of not being okay, and I'm not okay with that." ❤️
    I feel you, stay strong brother.

  • @shadstout6387
    @shadstout6387 5 лет назад +35

    Recovery is possible man. It worked for me. AA saved my life.
    You got this.

  • @kg1193
    @kg1193 4 года назад +1

    I don't follow a lot of your videos, but I'm already proud of you bro! Narcotics Anonymous has changed my life! There's always support out there for you man!

  • @OutlawShelz
    @OutlawShelz 5 лет назад +69

    I'm in recovery too bro, I get it. We do recover. Find a meeting, get a sponsor, and work the steps (healing) and dont quit before your spiritual awakening and miracle(s) happen. Keep up these videos. We love you!!!

    • @psilocybin097
      @psilocybin097 5 лет назад +1

      What If you do not believe in god?

    • @chriscox52282
      @chriscox52282 5 лет назад

      @@psilocybin097 then hopefully you'll find a "real" reason to quit. (atheist here as well). I started getting heart palpitatuons I was drinking so much. 1.75L of vodka every 5 days. That's was my wakeup call.

    • @brynleejoelle8552
      @brynleejoelle8552 5 лет назад

      @@psilocybin097 its not necessarily about god. It can be any higher power. I know a lady once in recovery that had a bird as her higher power. I dont personally believe in god. I belive in myself and the people around me all as one if that makes any sense.

    • @benbass579
      @benbass579 5 лет назад

      @@psilocybin097 The point of having a higher power in recovery is so that you can be in the care of a loving power greater than yourself. For addicts and alcoholics the substance was our higher power, so we need to change it to something positive. It doesn't have to be the God you learned about from your respective religious institution or parents. It can be anything greater than yourself which is loving and caring. Something as simple as being in a room of people who love you fits the criteria.

  • @ContraFidem
    @ContraFidem 5 лет назад +27

    hey. I quit 100 days ago after years of wanting to quit and not being able to. i recommend the stopdrinking subreddit, which has been a pleasant community for me. keep going, its worth it.

  • @aureliebredael2625
    @aureliebredael2625 5 лет назад +60

    You helped me smiling through hard times, thank you for that. Now it's your turn! Hold on to positivity and break the cycle!

  • @imarjunverma
    @imarjunverma 2 года назад +3

    I love you bro! Thanks for making me laugh when i was at my lowest. Hope you are doing better. I hope you are happy and healthy now. I came back to this video whenever I feel low. I can’t even explain why this video makes me feel motivated. It gives me a push whenever I feel low.
    I will end the cycle.
    Thanks for everything man!
    Stay happy!

    • @Crunchatize_Me_Senpai
      @Crunchatize_Me_Senpai 2 года назад

      He posted a new video today! He seems to be doing great, and I sincerely hope you are too!

  • @sashHolic
    @sashHolic 5 лет назад +167

    Today me and my sister remembered you while cleaning the house, I told her your not fam anymore cause ur moves are weak and we laughed and came back to watch the video.
    Then I found this and I'm so sorry, be strong you are not alone.
    We are all here supporting you.
    You're a great comedian with great content and so much potential.
    Don't give up. Please ❤

    • @dojjcale6251
      @dojjcale6251 5 лет назад

      It would be cool if the next scene was the moral conscience of a foodbank - just to be genuine.
      Oh, great film aswell.
      ruclips.net/video/s_n7o30Ra60/видео.html&lc=Ugz0WLqg2b5tYf-gUjp4AaABAg.8m_mY6_Fi7w8pmQs9OFSTi

    • @louis_iii
      @louis_iii 5 лет назад +1

      That's exactly the same way I got here. We love and support you Evan!

  • @jimmyhunter6819
    @jimmyhunter6819 5 лет назад +125

    I hope you keep doing well man. Best of luck.

  • @eternallysenseless8957
    @eternallysenseless8957 3 года назад

    You’ve made me laugh for years; I don’t know what I’d do if we lost you, and lots of people here think the same thing. Whenever you post a video, not only do you make us all laugh but you also say “I’m still here and I’ll be alive next year.”

  • @jayjaymoo
    @jayjaymoo 5 лет назад +52

    I grew up with alcoholics in my family. I grew up with a fear of becoming one. I didn't have my first drink till I was 25. And I only allow myself a certain amount to never become drunk. I only drink if I'm in a good headspace. Even though I allow myself to loosen up and drink, im still so overly cautious.
    I respect this, and you, so much.
    Good luck, you got this.

    • @lavapancakes
      @lavapancakes 5 лет назад +3

      I'm in the same boat. Currently 18, never drank because of the past in my family. All my friends around me do it and I've never given in to the pressure. I might do it when I'm older and my brain is fully matured

    • @dekl0l
      @dekl0l 5 лет назад +3

      I lived the same life! I'm 29, barely drink at all. I grew up around alcoholics, grew up in a pub, saw and witnessed things caused due to alcohol that put me off for life. I smoke, but never touch alcohol unless it's my birthday or christmas or something like that.

  • @rybru6975
    @rybru6975 5 лет назад +98

    Holy shit this is pretty much what I did when I wanted to get sober 3 years ago. One time I was so depressed while using I wanted myself to remember it so I wrote 20 pages in a notebook just how I felt and how I wanted to quit. A year of failures and getting back up and have been sober for 2 years. Best thing I've ever done and I still have those pages. Good luck on your journey, it'll be tough but I know you'll be fine.

    • @Gblonkers
      @Gblonkers 5 лет назад +1

      Bass Bear power to you man keep up the fine work

  • @M007-j9k
    @M007-j9k 5 лет назад +76

    This is the right step.. Good luck 🍀

  • @KendallHopkins
    @KendallHopkins 3 года назад +1

    I’ve been subscribed to you for a long time. I’ve also been an alcoholic for a long time. I’ve been struggling to get sober for a long fucking time. And for whatever reason this popped up in my recommended section today, a year after you posted it. I have loved your videos for so long, and I had NO IDEA that we shared this struggle. I’m inspired and proud of you. Thank you so fucking much for posting this.

  • @travisburkley23
    @travisburkley23 5 лет назад +18

    I hope your recovery goes well. I'm 116 days sober today after using heroin and pills every day for about 3 years and I feel so much better now. You got this bro!!! Keep us updated we care about you man.

    • @BWeezie405
      @BWeezie405 5 лет назад +1

      KEEP GOING BRO. I’ve got five months of H I just need to quit this alcohol now ::

  • @nokuse
    @nokuse 5 лет назад +201

    This was posted 4 months ago. I hope you're still sober and on the road to recovery. I was fighting alcoholism for years. For 16 years it gradually got worse. I lost everything. Relationships and jobs became second to my drinking. I hated it, but I couldn't change, no matter how hard I tried. I felt overwhelmingly hopeless. I couldn't see a future for myself. Once, a friend of mine told me her brother was celebrating 7 years sobriety. I couldn't imagine it for myself. I couldn't even imagine 1 year. I believed I would never see that for myself. But here I am, about to be 14 years sober. Alcoholism is no joke. People think you can just quit, but it gets such a hold on you that you can't make decisions for yourself. You end up imprisoned inside yourself having no control. You're forced to watch as your body destroys itself.
    I'm a testimony that a person CAN quit. It IS possible to see 7 years sobriety. Find something your passionate about and fill all your time with it. If there are still places you don't associate with drinking, like fancy restaurants, movies,...go there instead of places you'll be tempted to drink. For me, it was church. I focused on learning all I could. If the life it promised was truly better, I was willing to try. I got a girlfriend that I wanted to be a better person for. She had no problem with living a sober lifestyle. I took her to the movies and fancy restaurants all the time, because I wasn't tempted to drink at those places. She would buy puzzles for us to stay home and complete instead of me going to the bar. I kept myself busy, focusing on becoming a better person. Months turned to years and years are now over a decade.
    You can do it. I know you can. But the change has to come from within you. I tried to run away from it, moved to a few different states. But I kept running into the same people, drinkers. It was because I hadn't changed. I was still the same on the inside, looking for what was comfortable. Until I changed that, it didn't matter how many times I changed my surroundings.
    You can do it. I hope you're well and still fighting.

    • @janelllehto4009
      @janelllehto4009 4 года назад +2

      Thanks for sharing. Your story is powerful.

    • @spawny6191
      @spawny6191 4 года назад +1

      Getting no comments on this comment is embarrassing for humanity. Good job. I'm one month sober now. Many people out there are in the very battle every day. Its hard. Its so easy to drink everything away. But waking up wondering what destruction you've cause its incredibly hard. So you drink again. Things progress the wounds grow deeper and you grow more alone. Yup I've done it too. I'm 25 I have a great chance to change my life and I did 1 month ago now. I feel incredible now. Productive, creative, healthier and happier.

  • @arrowsplayground
    @arrowsplayground 5 лет назад +65

    Been watching you forever and knew you struggled. Mad props yo
    I've done it and it's so hard. The strength alone to do this is awesome.

    • @jrmbvn
      @jrmbvn 5 лет назад

      how ??

    • @arrowsplayground
      @arrowsplayground 5 лет назад

      @@jrmbvn subtle jokes about it. He seemed slammed when he ate the 50 nuggets. You can see it in there face. Mine would always get real red.

    • @jrmbvn
      @jrmbvn 5 лет назад +1

      @@arrowsplayground I meant how have you done it

    • @arrowsplayground
      @arrowsplayground 5 лет назад

      @@jrmbvn rehab once and looney bin twice.

  • @matthewvanwyhe1498
    @matthewvanwyhe1498 3 года назад +1

    Don't give up man. Praying for you.

  • @YoungBohemith
    @YoungBohemith 5 лет назад +23

    I'm with you 100% I had this moment today I wasted 6 years of my life to alchohol no more I'm with you buddy you got this

    • @StupidPuppet27
      @StupidPuppet27 5 лет назад

      Kasper you got it homie

    • @HotdogSosage
      @HotdogSosage 5 лет назад

      Welcome to the first day of the rest of your life

  • @ando-09
    @ando-09 5 лет назад +65

    The hardest thing is admitting it to yourself and you've done that, hopefully you can allow yourself to be proud. Good luck with everything man

  • @wadeharper3475
    @wadeharper3475 5 лет назад +57

    Get better my dude. Been watching for years and appreciate all the laughs. But you gotta work on you and get better and make the best life you can make.

  • @thomaskentwgu2874
    @thomaskentwgu2874 4 года назад

    I hope you are getting clean. Took me many attempts over about 3~4 years. Now, still sober for a few years. Much better to be clear headed.

  • @maximumeffort6675
    @maximumeffort6675 5 лет назад +98

    Love you vids made me get through hard times get well soon

  • @noelrodriguez6625
    @noelrodriguez6625 5 лет назад +21

    This, what I just saw, is EXACTLY the perfect way to prove just how strong you are.
    Your honesty, your desire to get better, and your persistence *WILL* make you better. I believe in you man. We all believe in you.

  • @joeypassmusic
    @joeypassmusic 5 лет назад +5

    I've made other people not okay in the process of not being okay and I'm not okay with that, OK?"
    Felt that. You're an inspiration and not alone my dude, we''re supporting you along the way. You got this!

  • @joshtimms7804
    @joshtimms7804 4 года назад

    Keep checking in and I really hope you’re doing okay. I have similar struggles and I have you in my heart. Stay strong big man x

  • @Cableread1213
    @Cableread1213 5 лет назад +26

    Unknowingly, A lot of other people needed to hear this right now too dude. I know I did. Been clean for a while but the mind wanders when you least expect it. Keep taking steps forward. You got this.

  • @shmag888
    @shmag888 5 лет назад +10

    Hearing 7 years was crushing. You do this for you man, be the man you know you can be.

  • @akillgore4229
    @akillgore4229 5 лет назад +249

    Bro I'm 5 years off heroin and my life is genuinely good. 12 step programs work for me. HMU if I can help

    • @studderboxx5488
      @studderboxx5488 5 лет назад +3

      I really need to get into a program myself. 10 yrs is long enough

    • @handwashedstars
      @handwashedstars 5 лет назад +9

      @@studderboxx5488 I know programs help a lot of people out there, but all you need is to believe in yourself and to want it bad enough. I'm 10 years sober, no program.

    • @EssentialE13
      @EssentialE13 5 лет назад +1

      handwashedstars congrats brother, god bless.

    • @mikeekim4702
      @mikeekim4702 5 лет назад +2

      handwashedstars Exactly bro. I’m 3 years myself and I was able to get through it and do it myself cuz all I had to do was believe. Gotta cut ties with all the ppl who were in the same boat with u doing and it sucks having to do that cuz it was friends who I’ve had since middle school but you gotta do what you gotta do. Idk how u feel about religion but praying and believing in Christ to help you was all I needed. That and just believing yourself like you said

    • @handwashedstars
      @handwashedstars 5 лет назад

      @@mikeekim4702 I'm not really religious. Congrats on your 3 years though! I have nothing against religion, but the 12 steps and groups like AA and NA are basically the same thing as religion when it comes to getting sober. It comes back around to the same thing, you just gotta believe in yourself. Regardless though, i'm glad people out there are able to get sober no matter the path they take to do so.

  • @ernielopez5401
    @ernielopez5401 3 года назад +1

    I came to watch a classic piece of RUclips gold and left with heavy feels. I have had this conversation so many times in my past. Sober since 8/5/2019. It’s difficult but possible. You have my support.

  • @meandab
    @meandab 5 лет назад +49

    Been sober for about a year. Best decision I ever made. Best of luck to you.

    • @Sparklykitty888
      @Sparklykitty888 5 лет назад +1

      congrats to you! I am happy you are in a better place

  • @Marinthees
    @Marinthees 5 лет назад +87

    Big respect to you for tackling your problems head on. You got this brother, seriously. You can do it.

  • @mushtop205
    @mushtop205 5 лет назад +84

    Bro one quote that I live by “progress not perfection”. Change takes time and it’s hard to just 180 a lifestyle

    • @Hailee104
      @Hailee104 5 лет назад

      Mushtop thank you

    • @mushtop205
      @mushtop205 5 лет назад +1

      Hailee :)

    • @kryo1
      @kryo1 5 лет назад

      Gamer quote.

    • @mushtop205
      @mushtop205 5 лет назад +1

      cynister big brain quote

    • @tylermcnally9931
      @tylermcnally9931 5 лет назад

      The difficult thing with that approach and alcoholism is that you tell yourself "It's fine, I'll just drink less often. This week, I'm only going to drink 3 nights instead of 7." Then, after the first night, you're hungover and you think "It's fine, I'll just have a few beers this afternoon to help with the hangover." Then a few beers turns into 12. You're hungover again. You say "It's fine, I'll just have a few beers tonight to help with the hangover. The cycle repeats. This is what he's talking about when he says "break the cycle." It's extremely difficult to just slowly make progress when it comes to quitting. When it's gotten as bad as it has for him, best bet is to go cold turkey in rehab. Withdrawals can be deadly. However, mentally, this is absolutely true. You cannot expect complete perfection in your mental state right when you quit. That will definitely take time.

  • @almamorrissey8594
    @almamorrissey8594 3 года назад

    I struggled for long time as well. So, so proud of you homie. Five years sober this year. You can too. Love ya!

  • @travism3290
    @travism3290 5 лет назад +42

    We're all here for you, you've got this

  • @juvidisciple
    @juvidisciple 5 лет назад +87

    shed tears. we love you man. all my friends do too. you got this man.

  • @jesseleis8762
    @jesseleis8762 5 лет назад +43

    Take one day at a time turtle and before you know it, you will forget how long its been. We all support ya

  • @kristinsherry1542
    @kristinsherry1542 3 года назад

    Dude, I'm so sorry you've had to deal with this. And if I were more up to date with your current affairs I would have supported you in your time of need. But I'm here now and I hope you have successfully dealt with your demons and have forgiven yourself for past mistakes. Addiction is a hard thing to battle but you can't beat yourself up for things that have happened, what you need to do is learn and grow from these experiences. I think the world of you. So much love and much support.

  • @lindsaylele
    @lindsaylele 5 лет назад +50

    July 9th of this year is 2 years since my husband or I have drank alcohol. You can do this my dude.