It took me losing ALL family + friends .. homelessness + joblessness to know what true happiness is. It comes from within .. and the ❤️ of TMH YAH. Blessings Big Ward 🙏🏾
I would highly suggest that people watch the video on YT by the Revelations of Jesus Christ titled: "It's Worse Than You Think (Dr***s)." Let us hold fast to the Lord, read/study, & apply His words to our lives. If you do not have a personal relationship with Christ, I pray that you'll get to know Him while you can; tomorrow isn't promised to anyone. For those who follow the Lord, remember Psalm 91:4, "He will cover you with His feathers, and under His wings you will find refuge; His faithfulness will be your shield and rampart." >In Christ, the U.S.
My mom passed away when she was 64 of renal failure and respiratory distress. She had me when she was 37 years old. By the time she was in her late 40's early 50's she was sick and dying. But I never knew how bad her health was until I got in my mid 20's my self. I had never seen my mom cry before believe it or not. The first time I ever saw my mom cry I asked her why was she crying? She told me as she lie in her bed tears flowing down her face that she realized how evil the world was and how this world is so messed up, how evil people get everything, and the good always suffer for no reason no matter how kind we are, no matter if we follow the bible or believe in god the good people always suffer. She followed up with saying She would be glad when its all over too. She told me She was just ready to go ready to " get out of here" she sick of living. I didn't understand it then but I do now. I have come to the conclusion that I may never reach any of the goals, save any money, travel anywhere do this do that accomplish my dreams...my kids would never meet her, or my biological parents, they wouldn't even have "grandparents" had I had some..my mom and dad would never see me get married or own a home or nothing anyways..she died 10 years ago mt dad died 16 years ago..I've come to the conclusion I was just born to be a witness
My oldest son died on Christmas day 2019 i miss him he was 31 yrs old when he passed me and my wife are doing the best we can dealing with it. Love you Jamychal Howard.
May he rest in peace until you all meet again may his presence surround you that he is now your guardian angel and I know he doesn't want you to cry and to be happy that you were the best parents he could ever asked for....my dad don't give a damn about me :*( .. but I'm okay my uncles raised me better 😌 he was my dad but yeah he was blessed to have such wonderful parents and he wants you to know that 💗
My. Condolences. I definitely feel your pain. Someone took. My first child's life.. You never know what people are feeling until It happens to you.. I wouldn't wish this pain on my worst enemy🎉
Well he obviously not one who gravitates to those ready to admire him around the clock and liked it so much to think it wud be a special idea to promote it himself. He can’t be one of them with such a humble statement he thought to share. Wow…quite touching unlike the UN touchables who feels nothing
"Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness."
In my honest opinion, Revelations has been going on but when you first start stepping into your Spiritual Awakening, it’s made very clear that Revelations is happening. You’re going to be alright Big Ward it’s all apart of the Awakening process. I would like to say welcome to the real world…Keep God First & Continue To Walk In FAITH! 🙏🏾🤝🏾💯
I would highly suggest that people watch the video on YT by the Revelations of Jesus Christ titled: "It's Worse Than You Think (Dr***s)." Let us hold fast to the Lord, read/study, & apply His words to our lives. If you do not have a personal relationship with Christ, I pray that you'll get to know Him while you can; tomorrow isn't promised to anyone. For those who follow the Lord, remember Psalm 91:4, "He will cover you with His feathers, and under His wings you will find refuge; His faithfulness will be your shield and rampart." >In Christ, the U.S.
God is in control. We can't fight against spirit forces. God said "Do not be afraid. Stand firm and you will see the deliverance of the Lord." Do His will and we will be safe no matter what happens.
You described my feelings to a T. I'm so tired I'm numb. Tired of this world, the endless killings, terror attacks, mindless evil, people literally HATING each other for how the other person votes. Everything is backwards. You do good you're punished, you do bad you're rewarded. People wanting to redefine sexuality and gender, and wanting to FORCE the rest of us to go along with it. I'm just tired. There's no fun in this world now. You go anywhere you have to watch your back like a hawk, you have to cover your house in cameras just to feel mildly safe, while a camera isn't going to save you. I'm not going to even go into all these wars. This world is terminally ill and is beyond saving, in my opinion. But it all happens in accordance with God's will. Not mine. He's got a plan and we're just tiny specks in his universe. I've accepted that and am just trying to stay prayed up, behave myself, and stay in good with Jesus as best I can. Nothing else matters much. Sorry for yet another insanely long comment. Maybe I should start a channel instead of gushing in Big Ward's comments section. 😂 Love listening to you, Big. I think you make more sense than most in this world. Stay safe, and know you're loved and appreciated by a lot of us. ❤️
I'm so sorry to see you burdened with the thoughts you are. I'm the same. I wake every morning like " this shit again"😢 Felt this way since a kid seeing the pain in this world. Long term friendships crumbling? Families crumbling, marriages.sexual depravity..it tears my heart apart. Everything just feels so dam meaningless. All I can say is I'm glad we have each other here. I appreciate you Big Ward.
My baby daughter woke me up at 11 o’clock and she know I’m a night 🦉 but seeing all her 2 babies playing and opening up their toys, uplifted my heart and touch my soul with warmth and blessings from the most high, what a joy in the Morning 🙏
I feel you Big Ward. I cried yesterday in my car cause I miss my grandmother & my dad & the thought of not having anyone. Tired of being single & alone but life moves on. Times are hard & this spiritual battle is real right now on this planet. I just try to get through each day at this point & I'm ready for this to be over too. I'm tired too
Brother Big Ward that rush of wanting to cry is THE HOLY SPIRIT coming on you. Happens to me when true love is shown in many different applications I witness. The Bible is the only living book, His word. Yes it may have been tweaked thru the generations but it is HIS (the Lord) way to communicate to us. Don't rely on any man in a pulpit,, READ THE WORD FOR YOUR OWN KNOWLEDGE AND TO SHOW YOURSELF APPROVED. The Lord is knocking on your door my brother, He is putting his soldiers in formation for what is coming. Much love from your brother in Birmingham,Al.😊
I hope everyone will come to our true reconciliation with the Lord because we can't afford to no longer straddle the fence. Either you going to believe wholeheartedly with the word said or you are going to go on the other side. There's no time to straddle on the fence with the Lord. He will make that final decision on our lives once we leave this earth❤
Big Ward, you said one of your dreams and goals was to help a lot of people and you are. Biblically, all goals should serve the greater purpose of our lives-to know and love God, love others, and make disciples (Colossians 3:23). It seems to me that is what you are and have been doing.
Big Ward I feel you. I found whats important now in the End is just be down with it all goin down. God dont make no mistakes, trust in him and be at peace. Thats all we can do cause its bigger than all this. Peace be with you.
Hey man!!! I love you, and your word means so much to so many people. Don’t give up on you. You’re worth every second here like anyone else. Just because the world is evil doesn’t mean you let it take you over or anyone. We will get through it one day at a time by helping others. I treat my day like everyone is dead. So Ik to be happy and Ik to do good by others and my goal before I’m gone is to put a smile on whom ever I meet. Happiness comes from the soul. We come from the same family. We all are here together. And you’re never alone. I love everyone equally. And wish we all could feel that thought. But all minds are different. But the heart can always be changed❤️
Exactly. it's all consuming though. I'm not going to lie. I used to have to physically up and walk away and shed tears when I was involved in discussions like the one he had in the last live. It was enough to drive me insane. But God is the reason why we need to keep on going. To moment by moment seek Gods will and guidance. If you leave everything up in your head and it doesnt change your diet or your lifestyle of your thought proccess the stuff of the bible will be enough to drive anyone insane. every second we breathe is a second to live for God.
Thanks for telling him. Lol... he is still a young man.. GOD still got him. He has to go through it. I remember being awakened and frustrated back in 2008, 09. I was wishing for Marshall Law... lolololol. GOD is real and Life on his planet still has plenty beauty. Bless. Merry Christmas
@ god has been here for me from the day I was born. And if I didn’t have him in my heart then I wouldn’t be here today. I wouldn’t have went through the pain and suffering Iv been through for nothing. As everyone one of us have are own memories that we hold dearly. The pain and suffering, is there to give us growth. We live in a society that doesn’t talk to others because we think we’re going to upset or waste one’s time. But honestly it’s normal to talk to one another even if you don’t know them. We should start understanding each other instead of going about everyday trying to make things better. When we have the power to make the world a better place. It’s just because, people are mis directive and fall into patterns that lend into habits that stop so many beautiful souls from becoming there best version of themselves. I struggle with so much, but I give my struggles to god. And ask for guidance everyday because I’m only 25 and the amount of pain iv been through from a child has me questioning my insanity, but ik the road to hell feels like heaven. And the road to heaven feels like hell. I’m just one out of 7 billion souls on earth. It’s something about us that makes us so rich with love and compassion for others. That makes us so special.
@@Christianismyname alot has to do with what we allow into our mind. That creates our belief system. We are constantly blasted with negative information. Turn it all off sometimes. Bless.
@@NEXAlliance I wish I didn’t know so much about life. The challenges and struggles Iv been through is just unbelievable. I’m glad Iv went through them but it just feels unfair for others that have to go through the same stuff depending on situation’s. It’s like if I had everything I want I’d still wouldn’t be happy. I rather be poor with small means then be rich and spend my time isolated with no goals. I own a sealcoating business in Wisconsin. Iv been running it for 6 years now and I’m just doing what I love. And see people struggling everyday. And see that makes me sad. I’d rather drop everything and just be there for others. And I can’t save everyone. Because they need the will to change their life for them. But all we can do is try to help. Iv spent my whole life helping. And giving. I’m nor rich or poor but I’m alive. And I really just appreciate all the beautiful relationships I have with so many people.
Merry Christmas Big Ward! I feel the same way. Just yesterday I was telling my sister in law things going on. Her response..." you need to stop watching UTube!" I don't understand how so many are blinded & going about their business in la-la land?!?! I have said many times...it's "good versus evil" exploded in 2020. See it everywhere! When you were speaking I felt like God was saying that he wants us to be joyful & not let the evil one take away our peace..No matter the consequences! That's what I'm trying to do & maybe all this is the evil one playing tricks. Love your passion, stay blessed!
When I read your comment it was like I wrote this. I know exactly what you are saying and it's so frustrating trying to tell people. They will look at you like you have three heads. I mean really how can people not see what is happening before their eyes. Oh, they tell me the same thing too "stop watching UTube. So I am to the point that I don't want to talk to anyone. I just keep my faith going. You are right it's good versus evil. Have a blessed day!
@@stephenkarla7113 Thank you for your comment! I've endured more pain, grief, loss & suffering the last few years than the majority of my life combined. It can be lonely at times, I understand your sentiment. What I know for certain is God closes one door & always opens another one. When I found this channel (by chance) I knew it was heaven sent. It's as though God is blessing us by aligning the like minded together for support & comfort while providing us with wisdom, keeping our "eyes wide open." Stay in faith, trust in the Lord. Glad you are part of this community & walk alongside with me! Stay blessed! You are not alone!
I was having a terrible day today and on Christmas too for crying out loud. vut when Big ward said we all going through this together it made me feel much better and I appreciate it. Thanks. You may have saved a life big ward tonight. Peace. Thanks. Thanks. Thanks.
Christmas is Satanic Santa Clause is Satan Your Christmas tree is shaped like a pyramid with a pentagram star on top pagan Holidays were forbidden Christ wasn’t born in December that’s Nimrod birthday December 25 one of the most evilest person to ever live
Merry Christmas Mr. Ward. I finally saw you laugh just a little bit and I was truly happy for you. Thank you for being you. Peace and blessings to you.
I have been telling my clients this holiday season that Christmas needs to be every other year and maybe it will be special again because now it is just stressful and expensive. I believe what is going on with you Big Ward is that you can feel a real storm looming and it is. 2025 and going forward is going to be hell on fire. Everyone must get it together, be mindful of your money and your mindset and stay prayed up and silent. Yes, the storm is on it's way and you can intuitively feel it. You are not wrong......
I had a similar experience about 10 years ago. I started thinking about all of the things you're talking about here, and just started crying. I told a friend who was a pastor (I didn't go to his church, I used to be atheist) about the experience, and he said I was anointed and called what I felt "Godly sorrow." He said it's when your soul is overcome with sadness and you cry to God like you used to cry to your momma when you were a kid, because she was the only one who could take away the sorrow and replace it with love. When you're grown, momma can't really do that anymore. You can go to her when you need her, but she can't take it away like she used to. You can talk to her for hours, and you'll still feel it when you hang up the phone. When we're grown, only God can do that for us. And that's why you want to cry out to him. Needless to say, I'm not an atheist anymore. I felt God in my soul that day and have been trying to get as close to Him as I can since then. My heart goes out to you, my friend. I get exactly where you're coming from.
Your words are highly valued! You can't put a price on this knowledge. My dreams of being a millionaire died a long time ago and struggling with the dreams of just being ok, money wise, put me in this state of mind. Your words confirmed my thoughts in all this. I'm actually relieved I'm not the only one with this thought or the ability to see it for what it is. You are helping Big Ward. May not be the way you visioned or dreamed you would but right here, right now, your channel and you abilities!
BW, you have been a breath of fresh air, brutal truths and a blessing to many of us viewers, now it's your turn my friend. God's getting ready to bless you. Don't deny it nor reject it. Just graciously accept it and give all thanks and praises to our Lord Jesus. ❤
Stand still and see the salvation of the Lord!! Let not your heart be troubled, God is not mocked ! The time is nay ! God is in control ! Come down ! No man kno the hour for the coming of the Lord ! So put God first , love harder , And yes God will be done it all apart of his divine plan ! This not new news it’s been in his word !! As the old folks say try to live right ! Amen 🙏🏽 And for God sake stop your worries it’s not in your control! God got this thing Hallelujah! Got it Good 👍
The true Sabbath day is calculated by the Time/Calendar God ordained in the beginning of creation, Genesis 1:14 True Sabbaths are not calculated by the "Famous Gregorian calendar" or any other man made time. "He shall think to change times and laws..." Daniel 7:25 What calendar will be used for worship in Isaiah 66:22,23? God is seeking those who will worship Him in Spirit and in truth. Keeping God's Sabbath by God's Time in Genesis 1:14 is truth.... What if God should allow a Sabbath test to be enforce on nations, by "The Powers To Be", to see if His people will keep His Truth or no??? God's truth is our shield and buckler, Psalms 91❤️
I love you big Ward, idgaf you don't know how much you help me and others get through this life, I just wanna say on they behalf, we love you big dog❤💯💪
Be thankful that you were one of those he opened your eyes to see those things coming upon the earth. Many can't see it. They can't. You know you can't stop watching right? No matter what you do you wake up watching just like I do. There's a reason for that. Christ told All his children to watch. He did...
I never thought I’d say it , say 10 years or so ago, but I will be SO glad when it’s over. My brain , my body and emotions are shot out. You know ow somethings going on Big Ward. I’ve been knowing for a few years but people laugh in my face so I just keep it to myself. Glad to have you.❤
God’s plans reign supreme over human plans. It was written. We are the last generation and witnessing prophetic events from the book of revelations. What a joyous time to be alive to witness these events. God bless all my fellow human beings.
Jesus is my reason to keep going!the holy spirit wakes me up every morning, telling me I am one day closer to seeing my king,surrounded by all his Glory, comin to meet us in the air to rescus us.thats my goal but if I live or die in christ Jesus, I gain. Im heaven bound like a freight train. My name is written in the Lambs book of life. I will be there when the saints go marching in and when the roll is called up yonder. I have the victory in Jesus.what an honor it is to serve God and walk daily trusting in him.i am so loved from above.😊
Once you see and know The Truth You can't unsee it. That's when you realize worldly gain doesn't matter. That realization is the release of it all that takes place, like a new Life has come upon you.
I am living every emotion and thought you have discribed ! The exact same thing has happened to me and my pairadime Big Ward. God bless you for sharing. I know now i am not alone. God Bless.
@@perthgirl1012 Jesus means hail Greek deity Zeus. That's who you have been calling. Source: Dictionary of Christian Lore and Legend. YAHUSHA THE SON, AND YAHUAH OUR (ISRAELITES- SO-CALLED NEGROES) FATHER. JEREMIAH 30:7 -8 SHALL BE FULFILLED. HALLELU-YAHUAH!! THERE'S NO "J" IN HEBREW. NOW YOU KNOW.
@@mjulianleeso wether it’s Jesus are yahusha y’all still birds of a feather bra ! Smh ! The ignorance of this matter is pitiful ! I don’t know why Hebrew Israelites don’t even know Constantine added and took away from the New Testament at the council of Nicaea ! Are how it’s clear hebrews wrote the Old Testament and the Roman’s wrote the new !
Best thing about your videos, everything you speak of or about comes from within yourself. Your honest direct feeling of the topic or questions. Always real my friend keep up 💯 the great work.
New subscriber you on point and I'm glad you are different than everyone else. You talk about the right things and all these other channels are just doing it for subscribers and money. U can tell your a messenger and anointed. And part of the trucking industry 💪🏿 I appreciate you brother frfr. Keep goin for the newbies
I too feel the desolation. We must be the light. Years ago I was on duty in the navy and was on watch instead of being home. That night I sang the Christmas story to myself while my sailors slept. It was my prayer. You can do this too. I'm 61 now and spent christmas alone watching TV. I know what you say. It's truly empty with evil so prominent in the air of our times.
I think you are a great person Big Ward. Don't be defeated before the battle even starts. That is what the enemy wants. Stay strong and stay positive. We are all in this together!
I understand what you're feeling. There's a lot of evil going on that is sometimes hard for one's mind to comprehend. It's imperative that believers remember that the Lord said during the last days, "...You will be betrayed even by parents, brothers, relatives, and friends... And all men will hate you because of me. But not a hair on your head will perish..." (read Luke 21:12-18). So, the darkness we're experiencing in this world was predicted by Christ. Yet, He promised that it wouldn't destroy us. However, it's important that we use wisdom & limit the people whom we allow into our lives, share personal info with, put our trust/faith in, etc. Let us hold fast to the Lord, read/study, & apply His words to our lives. If you do not have a personal relationship with Christ, I pray that you'll get to know Him while you can; tomorrow isn't promised to anyone. For those who follow the Lord, remember Psalm 91:4, "He will cover you with His feathers, and under His wings you will find refuge; His faithfulness will be your shield and rampart." >In Christ, the U.S.
Merry Christmas Big Ward ❤! I kept by myself after buying presents. I'm good 👍 ❤❤❤ Epsolm salt, a warm bath and a good cry with the water dripping down on me feels good. I was disowned by voting Trump. My fiancé and Firefighter buddies took me in though. Psalms 91 is my personal favorite.
It took me losing ALL family + friends .. homelessness + joblessness to know what true happiness is. It comes from within .. and the ❤️ of TMH YAH. Blessings Big Ward 🙏🏾
@@jarrettthe20-yearrecoverin35 1000%🫡
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Do nothing. Stay humble. Ignore the media. Love God
I would highly suggest that people watch the video on YT by the Revelations of Jesus Christ titled: "It's Worse Than You Think (Dr***s)."
Let us hold fast to the Lord, read/study, & apply His words to our lives. If you do not have a personal relationship with Christ, I pray that you'll get to know Him while you can; tomorrow isn't promised to anyone. For those who follow the Lord, remember Psalm 91:4, "He will cover you with His feathers, and under His wings you will find refuge; His faithfulness will be your shield and rampart."
>In Christ, the U.S.
My mom passed away when she was 64 of renal failure and respiratory distress. She had me when she was 37 years old. By the time she was in her late 40's early 50's she was sick and dying. But I never knew how bad her health was until I got in my mid 20's my self. I had never seen my mom cry before believe it or not. The first time I ever saw my mom cry I asked her why was she crying? She told me as she lie in her bed tears flowing down her face that she realized how evil the world was and how this world is so messed up, how evil people get everything, and the good always suffer for no reason no matter how kind we are, no matter if we follow the bible or believe in god the good people always suffer. She followed up with saying She would be glad when its all over too. She told me She was just ready to go ready to " get out of here" she sick of living. I didn't understand it then but I do now. I have come to the conclusion that I may never reach any of the goals, save any money, travel anywhere do this do that accomplish my dreams...my kids would never meet her, or my biological parents, they wouldn't even have "grandparents" had I had some..my mom and dad would never see me get married or own a home or nothing anyways..she died 10 years ago mt dad died 16 years ago..I've come to the conclusion I was just born to be a witness
Bless yu. Be wise Be cautious Be calm
The righteous were told by Christ they would suffer and had to pick up their cross.And we are promised eternal life.
Many of us are just watchers in this world unfortunately evil people are in control for now
Feel this
Hi you will be able to do what you plan out and work on.
My oldest son died on Christmas day 2019 i miss him he was 31 yrs old when he passed me and my wife are doing the best we can dealing with it. Love you Jamychal Howard.
I'm so very sorry for your loss! No greater pain than losing your own child!
my brother also passed away at 31 also in 2021
My prayers go out to you
May he rest in peace until you all meet again may his presence surround you that he is now your guardian angel and I know he doesn't want you to cry and to be happy that you were the best parents he could ever asked for....my dad don't give a damn about me :*( .. but I'm okay my uncles raised me better 😌 he was my dad but yeah he was blessed to have such wonderful parents and he wants you to know that 💗
My.
Condolences. I definitely feel your pain. Someone took.
My first child's life.. You never know what people are feeling until It happens to you.. I wouldn't wish this pain on my worst enemy🎉
I did cry today big ward your not alone things are weird 😢
I sure did too. It's been a rollercoaster of a day finna go to be early as hell. Done.
I've been feeling weepy today too and i don't know why
Can y'all agree that this Christmas was very "different" this year? I felt it, I know you did too. Peace be safe
Just a mental breakdown.. 🫠 I am good now
Well he obviously not one who gravitates to those ready to admire him around the clock and liked it so much to think it wud be a special idea to promote it himself. He can’t be one of them with such a humble statement he thought to share.
Wow…quite touching unlike the UN touchables who feels nothing
"Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness."
Isaiah 41 : 10
In my honest opinion, Revelations has been going on but when you first start stepping into your Spiritual Awakening, it’s made very clear that Revelations is happening. You’re going to be alright Big Ward it’s all apart of the Awakening process. I would like to say welcome to the real world…Keep God First & Continue To Walk In FAITH! 🙏🏾🤝🏾💯
Rapture soon. People will know real suffering in the Tribulation.
I would highly suggest that people watch the video on YT by the Revelations of Jesus Christ titled: "It's Worse Than You Think (Dr***s)."
Let us hold fast to the Lord, read/study, & apply His words to our lives. If you do not have a personal relationship with Christ, I pray that you'll get to know Him while you can; tomorrow isn't promised to anyone. For those who follow the Lord, remember Psalm 91:4, "He will cover you with His feathers, and under His wings you will find refuge; His faithfulness will be your shield and rampart."
>In Christ, the U.S.
@@Ranger1991aggree
@@Ranger1991 Only if you are dumb enough to listen to the sigh koz lies. Bible oldest propaganda rag there is.
You're right Big Ward. The only thing that matters is God and spreading the word of God. We must love God and each other.
its already over and the masses dont even know it I think that the rich building bunkers should tell you its over
@@didforloveI Think That They Know! Praise ! Praise The Most High!
Yep..its mind 🤯 blowing..we are that generation..The veil is being removed from your eyes..
" And in those end days Men shall beg for death and not find it "Revelations 9 : 6 .
the living will envy the dead
Pretty much
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God is in control. We can't fight against spirit forces. God said "Do not be afraid. Stand firm and you will see the deliverance of the Lord." Do His will and we will be safe no matter what happens.
Me too Ward, what's been happening most definitely the last 4 years has made me bitter, and heartbroken, like nothing really matters anymore.
With God all things are possible❤
You described my feelings to a T. I'm so tired I'm numb. Tired of this world, the endless killings, terror attacks, mindless evil, people literally HATING each other for how the other person votes.
Everything is backwards. You do good you're punished, you do bad you're rewarded. People wanting to redefine sexuality and gender, and wanting to FORCE the rest of us to go along with it. I'm just tired.
There's no fun in this world now. You go anywhere you have to watch your back like a hawk, you have to cover your house in cameras just to feel mildly safe, while a camera isn't going to save you. I'm not going to even go into all these wars. This world is terminally ill and is beyond saving, in my opinion.
But it all happens in accordance with God's will. Not mine. He's got a plan and we're just tiny specks in his universe. I've accepted that and am just trying to stay prayed up, behave myself, and stay in good with Jesus as best I can. Nothing else matters much.
Sorry for yet another insanely long comment. Maybe I should start a channel instead of gushing in Big Ward's comments section. 😂
Love listening to you, Big. I think you make more sense than most in this world. Stay safe, and know you're loved and appreciated by a lot of us. ❤️
Great comment and I think the same way you do. I think only spiritual ones have that particular discernment.
Agree
I'm so sorry to see you burdened with the thoughts you are. I'm the same. I wake every morning like " this shit again"😢 Felt this way since a kid seeing the pain in this world. Long term friendships crumbling? Families crumbling, marriages.sexual depravity..it tears my heart apart. Everything just feels so dam meaningless. All I can say is I'm glad we have each other here. I appreciate you Big Ward.
My baby daughter woke me up at 11 o’clock and she know I’m a night 🦉 but seeing all her 2 babies playing and opening up their toys, uplifted my heart and touch my soul with warmth and blessings from the most high, what a joy in the Morning 🙏
I feel you Big Ward. I cried yesterday in my car cause I miss my grandmother & my dad & the thought of not having anyone. Tired of being single & alone but life moves on. Times are hard & this spiritual battle is real right now on this planet. I just try to get through each day at this point & I'm ready for this to be over too. I'm tired too
Literally in the same situation lost my sister this year don’t have any of my grandparents here and still coping w it…. ❤️🩹
@strengthdexterity3653 I'm sorry to hear that. It's really tough 💚
@strengthdexterity3653 You Must ENDURE! ALL GLORY ALL HONOR ALL PRAISE TO THE MOST HIGH YAH OUR CREATOR OUR POWER OUR STRENGTH! PSALM 148:14
Brother Big Ward that rush of wanting to cry is THE HOLY SPIRIT coming on you. Happens to me when true love is shown in many different applications I witness. The Bible is the only living book, His word. Yes it may have been tweaked thru the generations but it is HIS (the Lord) way to communicate to us. Don't rely on any man in a pulpit,, READ THE WORD FOR YOUR OWN KNOWLEDGE AND TO SHOW YOURSELF APPROVED. The Lord is knocking on your door my brother, He is putting his soldiers in formation for what is coming. Much love from your brother in Birmingham,Al.😊
Your honesty is refreshing. I did feel Christmas was not the same. Let’s see how the New Year goes.
I hope everyone will come to our true reconciliation with the Lord because we can't afford to no longer straddle the fence. Either you going to believe wholeheartedly with the word said or you are going to go on the other side. There's no time to straddle on the fence with the Lord. He will make that final decision on our lives once we leave this earth❤
Glad I found your channel really been helping me through these difficult times. (OTR truck driver)
Are you getting work right now?
been sitting at a truck stop since Monday, but there are days where there’s layovers in states like Virginia
Big Ward, you said one of your dreams and goals was to help a lot of people and you are.
Biblically, all goals should serve the greater purpose of our lives-to know and love God, love others, and make disciples (Colossians 3:23).
It seems to me that is what you are and have been doing.
I always appreciate your content. It’s so genuine. People need genuine people with pure motives. The spirit is guiding you
Keep Going Big Ward With Your Dreams And Keep Stacking Your Rewards In Heaven Putting God First - Merry Christmas And Happy New Year 2025🎉🎉🎉
Merry Christmas... Big Ward
Big Ward I feel you. I found whats important now in the End is just be down with it all goin down. God dont make no mistakes, trust in him and be at peace. Thats all we can do cause its bigger than all this. Peace be with you.
Merry Christmas to all rejoice a Saver was born unto the World🙏
Hey man!!! I love you, and your word means so much to so many people. Don’t give up on you. You’re worth every second here like anyone else. Just because the world is evil doesn’t mean you let it take you over or anyone. We will get through it one day at a time by helping others. I treat my day like everyone is dead. So Ik to be happy and Ik to do good by others and my goal before I’m gone is to put a smile on whom ever I meet. Happiness comes from the soul. We come from the same family. We all are here together. And you’re never alone. I love everyone equally. And wish we all could feel that thought. But all minds are different. But the heart can always be changed❤️
Exactly. it's all consuming though. I'm not going to lie. I used to have to physically up and walk away and shed tears when I was involved in discussions like the one he had in the last live. It was enough to drive me insane. But God is the reason why we need to keep on going. To moment by moment seek Gods will and guidance. If you leave everything up in your head and it doesnt change your diet or your lifestyle of your thought proccess the stuff of the bible will be enough to drive anyone insane. every second we breathe is a second to live for God.
Thanks for telling him. Lol... he is still a young man.. GOD still got him. He has to go through it. I remember being awakened and frustrated back in 2008, 09. I was wishing for Marshall Law... lolololol. GOD is real and Life on his planet still has plenty beauty. Bless. Merry Christmas
@ god has been here for me from the day I was born. And if I didn’t have him in my heart then I wouldn’t be here today. I wouldn’t have went through the pain and suffering Iv been through for nothing. As everyone one of us have are own memories that we hold dearly. The pain and suffering, is there to give us growth. We live in a society that doesn’t talk to others because we think we’re going to upset or waste one’s time. But honestly it’s normal to talk to one another even if you don’t know them. We should start understanding each other instead of going about everyday trying to make things better. When we have the power to make the world a better place. It’s just because, people are mis directive and fall into patterns that lend into habits that stop so many beautiful souls from becoming there best version of themselves. I struggle with so much, but I give my struggles to god. And ask for guidance everyday because I’m only 25 and the amount of pain iv been through from a child has me questioning my insanity, but ik the road to hell feels like heaven. And the road to heaven feels like hell. I’m just one out of 7 billion souls on earth. It’s something about us that makes us so rich with love and compassion for others. That makes us so special.
@@Christianismyname alot has to do with what we allow into our mind. That creates our belief system. We are constantly blasted with negative information. Turn it all off sometimes. Bless.
@@NEXAlliance I wish I didn’t know so much about life. The challenges and struggles Iv been through is just unbelievable. I’m glad Iv went through them but it just feels unfair for others that have to go through the same stuff depending on situation’s. It’s like if I had everything I want I’d still wouldn’t be happy. I rather be poor with small means then be rich and spend my time isolated with no goals. I own a sealcoating business in Wisconsin. Iv been running it for 6 years now and I’m just doing what I love. And see people struggling everyday. And see that makes me sad. I’d rather drop everything and just be there for others. And I can’t save everyone. Because they need the will to change their life for them. But all we can do is try to help. Iv spent my whole life helping. And giving. I’m nor rich or poor but I’m alive. And I really just appreciate all the beautiful relationships I have with so many people.
Wow you said alot. Soo true. I'm sick of it all also. Satan is definitely a roaring lion taking souls.
Merry Christmas Big Ward! I feel the same way. Just yesterday I was telling my sister in law things going on. Her response..." you need to stop watching UTube!" I don't understand how so many are blinded & going about their business in la-la land?!?! I have said many times...it's "good versus evil" exploded in 2020. See it everywhere!
When you were speaking I felt like God was saying that he wants us to be joyful & not let the evil one take away our peace..No matter the consequences! That's what I'm trying to do & maybe all this is the evil one playing tricks.
Love your passion, stay blessed!
There is nothing else we can do but continue living our lives like nothing changed. Peace and blessings to you. I am way tired of the headaches.
@kelza777 thank you! Peace, love, joy & blessings to you as well!
@@kelza777Come Out Of All Sin! Live Righteously Saints!
When I read your comment it was like I wrote this. I know exactly what you are saying and it's so frustrating trying to tell people. They will look at you like you have three heads. I mean really how can people not see what is happening before their eyes. Oh, they tell me the same thing too "stop watching UTube. So I am to the point that I don't want to talk to anyone. I just keep my faith going. You are right it's good versus evil. Have a blessed day!
@@stephenkarla7113 Thank you for your comment! I've endured more pain, grief, loss & suffering the last few years than the majority of my life combined. It can be lonely at times, I understand your sentiment. What I know for certain is God closes one door & always opens another one. When I found this channel (by chance) I knew it was heaven sent. It's as though God is blessing us by aligning the like minded together for support & comfort while providing us with wisdom, keeping our "eyes wide open."
Stay in faith, trust in the Lord. Glad you are part of this community & walk alongside with me! Stay blessed! You are not alone!
I agree with you.... once you realize the ugly facts in the world, you can't ever go back 😭
I was having a terrible day today and on Christmas too for crying out loud. vut when Big ward said we all going through this together it made me feel much better and I appreciate it. Thanks. You may have saved a life big ward tonight. Peace. Thanks. Thanks. Thanks.
These are the times we are in, just gotta ride the storm out.
Everything is going to be alright. I wish that we were there to hug you. God's got us. ❤
Merry Christmas big Ward and family and thank you for your service 🇺🇸
Me too I miss them too man. Holidays are tough for me now, I can’t explain this pain just feels empty
Christmas is Satanic Santa Clause is Satan Your Christmas tree is shaped like a pyramid with a pentagram star on top pagan Holidays were forbidden Christ wasn’t born in December that’s Nimrod birthday December 25 one of the most evilest person to ever live
Sir! , you are speaking exactly what I have been experiencing, those goals don’t matter no matter no more we have to prepare and obey God now
You have strong voice and powerful words Mr. Ward, that's just what we need from you in this ish right now ❤
I just got done crying too , a overload of thoughts came to me and I was over analyzing today too…
In those days people will seek death but will not find it. They will long to die, but death will flee from them!
Don't stress about things not in your control and just trust in the process! What will be will be it is what it is
Don't think it's stress it's more like an unexplained heaviness
Merry Christmas Mr. Ward. I finally saw you laugh just a little bit and I was truly happy for you. Thank you for being you. Peace and blessings to you.
I have been telling my clients this holiday season that Christmas needs to be every other year and maybe it will be special again because now it is just stressful and expensive. I believe what is going on with you Big Ward is that you can feel a real storm looming and it is. 2025 and going forward is going to be hell on fire. Everyone must get it together, be mindful of your money and your mindset and stay prayed up and silent. Yes, the storm is on it's way and you can intuitively feel it. You are not wrong......
I had a similar experience about 10 years ago. I started thinking about all of the things you're talking about here, and just started crying. I told a friend who was a pastor (I didn't go to his church, I used to be atheist) about the experience, and he said I was anointed and called what I felt "Godly sorrow." He said it's when your soul is overcome with sadness and you cry to God like you used to cry to your momma when you were a kid, because she was the only one who could take away the sorrow and replace it with love. When you're grown, momma can't really do that anymore. You can go to her when you need her, but she can't take it away like she used to. You can talk to her for hours, and you'll still feel it when you hang up the phone. When we're grown, only God can do that for us. And that's why you want to cry out to him. Needless to say, I'm not an atheist anymore. I felt God in my soul that day and have been trying to get as close to Him as I can since then. My heart goes out to you, my friend. I get exactly where you're coming from.
I love how he always say "blow a back out" so casually in his conversations 😂.
😂😂😂100.
😂😂 my dawg
Your words are highly valued! You can't put a price on this knowledge. My dreams of being a millionaire died a long time ago and struggling with the dreams of just being ok, money wise, put me in this state of mind. Your words confirmed my thoughts in all this. I'm actually relieved I'm not the only one with this thought or the ability to see it for what it is.
You are helping Big Ward. May not be the way you visioned or dreamed you would but right here, right now, your channel and you abilities!
Merry Christmas 🎄🎁 ❤❤❤
BW, you have been a breath of fresh air, brutal truths and a blessing to many of us viewers, now it's your turn my friend. God's getting ready to bless you. Don't deny it nor reject it. Just graciously accept it and give all thanks and praises to our Lord Jesus. ❤
On replay. I'm in the Word and thank God, I'm not brainwashed about Christmas, bc, God forbids it. Believe, it's scripture.
Where in the Bible does it forbid me to celebrate Jesus birth
Speak the truth my man. With eyes to see and ears to hear. This realm is in full swing with revealing itself. Praise to the Father!
It can end anytime you wantit too, me, I choose to be happy while im here.
Big Ward doesn't need to edit, your a natural storyteller, love your channel, it touches me
Your words are so powerful. Thank You so much for your videos.
Stay Strong Y’all 🙏🏾 🙏🏾
Stand still and see the salvation of the Lord!! Let not your heart be troubled, God is not mocked ! The time is nay ! God is in control ! Come down ! No man kno the hour for the coming of the Lord ! So put God first , love harder , And yes God will be done it all apart of his divine plan ! This not new news it’s been in his word !! As the old folks say try to live right ! Amen 🙏🏽 And for God sake stop your worries it’s not in your control! God got this thing Hallelujah! Got it Good 👍
1 Corinthians 15:1-4, Ephesians 2:8-9
Amen.
The true Sabbath day is calculated by the Time/Calendar God ordained in the beginning of creation, Genesis 1:14
True Sabbaths are not calculated by the "Famous Gregorian calendar" or any other man made time.
"He shall think to change times and laws..." Daniel 7:25
What calendar will be used for worship in Isaiah 66:22,23?
God is seeking those who will worship Him in Spirit and in truth.
Keeping God's Sabbath by God's Time in Genesis 1:14 is truth....
What if God should allow a Sabbath test to be enforce on nations, by "The Powers To Be", to see if His people will keep His Truth or no???
God's truth is our shield and buckler, Psalms 91❤️
I like your videos because they come straight from the heart
Anything Material, Never Mattered!🙏🏾
I love you big Ward, idgaf you don't know how much you help me and others get through this life, I just wanna say on they behalf, we love you big dog❤💯💪
Be thankful that you were one of those he opened your eyes to see those things coming upon the earth. Many can't see it. They can't. You know you can't stop watching right? No matter what you do you wake up watching just like I do. There's a reason for that. Christ told All his children to watch. He did...
I never thought I’d say it , say 10 years or so ago, but I will be SO glad when it’s over. My brain , my body and emotions are shot out. You know ow somethings going on Big Ward. I’ve been knowing for a few years but people laugh in my face so I just keep it to myself. Glad to have you.❤
I believe we are living in Satan's little season. Next is Judgement & Being with God our Father.
God’s plans reign supreme over human plans. It was written. We are the last generation and witnessing prophetic events from the book of revelations. What a joyous time to be alive to witness these events. God bless all my fellow human beings.
If a person doesn’t believe, they couldn’t have picked the worst time to have been born in all of human history.
Merry Christmas 🎄 happy new year
Merry Christmas Big Ward
Merry Christmas Big Ward 🌲🎅🏾🌲
Big bro... God bless you in Jesus name!
I be glad when it’s over too 💯
John Wayne, once said, ""It Ain't The Men, That Don't Cry, It's The One's That Sure!"" SO as the group, Bloodstone, once sang , ""Go On and Cry!""
Jesus is my reason to keep going!the holy spirit wakes me up every morning, telling me I am one day closer to seeing my king,surrounded by all his Glory, comin to meet us in the air to rescus us.thats my goal but if I live or die in christ Jesus, I gain. Im heaven bound like a freight train. My name is written in the Lambs book of life. I will be there when the saints go marching in and when the roll is called up yonder. I have the victory in Jesus.what an honor it is to serve God and walk daily trusting in him.i am so loved from above.😊
I can't relax either, Big Ward
Thanks for being real, Big Ward. You are an inspiration to many of us.
That’s the problem now, we supposed to cry in silence nd take everything the world throw at us. Men y’all stay strong 💪🏾 we gone be alright 🤞🏾💯
i believe you are destined to be here-- thank you for being so real- need big Ward wisdom
God working through you. God working through alot of people. Keep the faith.
Once you see and know The Truth
You can't unsee it.
That's when you realize worldly gain doesn't matter.
That realization is the release of it all that takes place, like a new Life has come upon you.
Hello Big Ward YOU ARE A MESSENGER!!!!!
Shoutout to Big Ward for always keeping it 💯 like a A+
It's priceless
Just keep Praying about it, and Everything and I MEAN EVERYTHING, will be just Fine! PRAY!
Matthew 6
Amen 🙌💯♥️🙏✌️
@TrinaWooding-c3r Thank You so Much ! 💙💙💙💙
We are going through it together.. You are a chosen one.
I hear you big Ward.. that group video you did last night got me thinking what if we just keep coming back as the world gets colder and colder
I'm thankful 🙏 for you reaching out and knowing you big Ward! That's why I said your real to the fullest! Bro!
I am living every emotion and thought you have discribed ! The exact same thing has happened to me and my pairadime Big Ward. God bless you for sharing. I know now i am not alone. God Bless.
The Bible says no man knows whn God is coming and to live each day like it's your last
Read Luke 21
God is not coming, his son Jesus is. PSALM 83.18 KJV ❤
If people lived every day like it was the last, they would commit crimes and not worry about the consequences!
@@perthgirl1012 Jesus means hail Greek deity Zeus. That's who you have been calling. Source: Dictionary of Christian Lore and Legend. YAHUSHA THE SON, AND YAHUAH OUR (ISRAELITES- SO-CALLED NEGROES) FATHER. JEREMIAH 30:7 -8 SHALL BE FULFILLED. HALLELU-YAHUAH!! THERE'S NO "J" IN HEBREW. NOW YOU KNOW.
@@mjulianleeso wether it’s Jesus are yahusha y’all still birds of a feather bra ! Smh ! The ignorance of this matter is pitiful ! I don’t know why Hebrew Israelites don’t even know Constantine added and took away from the New Testament at the council of Nicaea ! Are how it’s clear hebrews wrote the Old Testament and the Roman’s wrote the new !
Rawest RUclips drop I've ever seen.
Best thing about your videos, everything you speak of or about comes from within yourself. Your honest direct feeling of the topic or questions. Always real my friend keep up 💯 the great work.
It is real rather they believe it or not. We all about to find out, I agree I am tired, whatever will be, will be.
Appreciate the shout out Big Ward. Also don't fret. Christ is our redeemer and he got this. Just put your trust and faith in him.
New subscriber you on point and I'm glad you are different than everyone else. You talk about the right things and all these other channels are just doing it for subscribers and money. U can tell your a messenger and anointed. And part of the trucking industry 💪🏿 I appreciate you brother frfr. Keep goin for the newbies
SO TRUE...THANK YOU
I too feel the desolation. We must be the light. Years ago I was on duty in the navy and was on watch instead of being home. That night I sang the Christmas story to myself while my sailors slept. It was my prayer. You can do this too. I'm 61 now and spent christmas alone watching TV. I know what you say. It's truly empty with evil so prominent in the air of our times.
I absolutely love this video.. WOW 😳
Wake up video
Heaviness that is over us !!
❤🙏🏻🎄
I think you are a great person Big Ward. Don't be defeated before the battle even starts. That is what the enemy wants. Stay strong and stay positive. We are all in this together!
I understand what you're feeling. There's a lot of evil going on that is sometimes hard for one's mind to comprehend.
It's imperative that believers remember that the Lord said during the last days, "...You will be betrayed even by parents, brothers, relatives, and friends... And all men will hate you because of me. But not a hair on your head will perish..." (read Luke 21:12-18). So, the darkness we're experiencing in this world was predicted by Christ. Yet, He promised that it wouldn't destroy us. However, it's important that we use wisdom & limit the people whom we allow into our lives, share personal info with, put our trust/faith in, etc.
Let us hold fast to the Lord, read/study, & apply His words to our lives. If you do not have a personal relationship with Christ, I pray that you'll get to know Him while you can; tomorrow isn't promised to anyone. For those who follow the Lord, remember Psalm 91:4, "He will cover you with His feathers, and under His wings you will find refuge; His faithfulness will be your shield and rampart."
>In Christ, the U.S.
Man U taught me something from this video and that’s speak what you know
Merry Christmas Big Ward❤❤
I was just saying that dawg… Revelation time 😅😭😭😭
You telling the truth brother I definitely feel the same way so sad
Merry Christmas Big Ward ❤! I kept by myself after buying presents. I'm good 👍 ❤❤❤
Epsolm salt, a warm bath and a good cry with the water dripping down on me feels good. I was disowned by voting Trump. My fiancé and Firefighter buddies took me in though. Psalms 91 is my personal favorite.
I totally agree with you and everyone in the comments, glad Im not alone, cause I was feeling like that.