Lewis Capaldi - Before You Go (Official Video)

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  • Опубликовано: 27 ноя 2024

Комментарии • 58 тыс.

  • @learnwithlilolme4522
    @learnwithlilolme4522 4 года назад +1676

    "it's crazy how your mind can make you feel so worthless....."
    I felt that

  • @astinagustin6444
    @astinagustin6444 4 года назад +2364

    Since I know this song, I always cried. It's not because I lost someone, but myself. It's like I ask myself what do I want before I go.. What should I do for make me feel better at my whortless. Thank you Lewis, you've done a good song ever for my depression..
    And this is for you who scrolling the comment and in the same state with me. You're amazing, you're deserve better for your life. Thank you for stay alive. You can, we can♡

  • @gracewilliams2904
    @gracewilliams2904 4 года назад +2888

    "When I was about five or six I think, my aunt committed suicide and just remember recently speaking to my mum about their feelings, her feelings about going through that sort of rigmarole in your head of, “What could I have done here? Could I have done anything?”- Lewis Capaldi
    This song is so sad yet so beautiful. Thank you for sharing something that is so personal to you Lewis. And to anyone out there struggling, as corny as it sounds, there is a light at the end of the tunnel. People love and care about you. You got this, always keep fighting! :)

    • @itsvela15
      @itsvela15 4 года назад +18

      Wow I'm sorry to hear about your story and for myself I guess I'm kinda struggling but I'll be alright hopefully

    • @jack-er5bz
      @jack-er5bz 4 года назад +20

      @@itsvela15 that was about Lewis lol

    • @itsvela15
      @itsvela15 4 года назад +6

      @@jack-er5bz well I learned something new but either way that's some terrible news to here n it makes it even more sad after all he keeps making these sad songs but they are all special and have meanings

    • @GoogleUser-nh3xk
      @GoogleUser-nh3xk 4 года назад +3

      Grace Williams his story is so same to the protagonist from perks of being a wallflower

    • @namulondo7489
      @namulondo7489 4 года назад +1

      The words U just said inspired me

  • @UnluckyNobita-zuka
    @UnluckyNobita-zuka 29 дней назад +107

    If my tears were colourful, my pillow would be the best painting in the world.💞

    • @murkqz
      @murkqz 25 дней назад +3

      this the greatest comment I've ever read 🤍

    • @JzEeDagOa
      @JzEeDagOa 21 день назад

      Damn bruh. 😭😭😭

    • @PachiLamnio
      @PachiLamnio 19 дней назад +1

      Sky lee💞 forever

    • @7beers
      @7beers 10 дней назад +1

      No it would be a mess of colors.

  • @goofygal1994
    @goofygal1994 4 года назад +9211

    The fact that in each clip the girl is smiling and laughing and looks as if she’s always so happy and then the ending.. just proves that anybody could be struggling no matter the situation. Always be kind, you never know how much just a smile could help someone.
    Love you Lewis and this song ❤️

    • @weltschmerz4606
      @weltschmerz4606 4 года назад +13

      💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙

    • @jakeparrino8960
      @jakeparrino8960 4 года назад +130

      This hit me right in the feels, tears poured down my face from the line "It kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless"

    • @iltipo2386
      @iltipo2386 4 года назад +10

      Che gnocca! Bellissima 😘

    • @gunawanmahananto7103
      @gunawanmahananto7103 4 года назад +1

      ruclips.net/video/2vgWYGlrZSM/видео.html

    • @sisumer
      @sisumer 4 года назад +6

      Riva Portell wow
      I don’t understand what your saying

  • @farishahamani5399
    @farishahamani5399 4 года назад +4780

    This song definitely proven that behind every smile, lies a thousand tears and sadness

  • @ilabli
    @ilabli 4 года назад +2008

    “Time can heal, but this wont”. This so true. Family and friends left will be hurt forever and will think its their fault. To all people struggling, please seek help. You are not alone. Yes, it is difficult but please hold on, you can get through this.

    • @tannorthacker4234
      @tannorthacker4234 4 года назад +22

      Most people who meet me hate me

    • @davidthomson8996
      @davidthomson8996 4 года назад +5

      Well.... How do you get over a permanent mental illness?

    • @davidthomson8996
      @davidthomson8996 4 года назад

      Hasn't um.. Been moving.. 😂

    • @itzsk8911
      @itzsk8911 4 года назад +1

      @@tannorthacker4234 every friends parents hate me. Dont understand why

    • @annabelle466
      @annabelle466 4 года назад +4

      There will be someone out there who loves you and understands you!

  • @Virtue-zk3dr
    @Virtue-zk3dr Месяц назад +28

    I scroll and scroll... and i feel every comment. The sadness. The pain. The hardship. The loss. And i feel the love, and the memories, and the heart... this song can truly drag you heart out. And show whats truly going on in your life.... this is how we has humans grow... with things like this, that bring our hearts out to... just feel... we all have to feel... especially rn... so lets feel... with this song.

  • @nicolejedward
    @nicolejedward 4 года назад +3734

    “It kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless” 😭😭😭 the most relatable lyric ever!! Love the video, well done king xx 💋

    • @rickiayela
      @rickiayela 4 года назад +11

      nicolejedward I know right 😭❤️ this song is seriously so amazing! I loved reading your comment too! I just posted a cover of Lewis capaldi on my page I’d love to hear what you think :)

    • @skylinebilly8646
      @skylinebilly8646 4 года назад +21

      I used to feel this way, but I was able to overcome it with the help of my family and friends once I overcame the fear of shame and thinking they wouldn't understand. Now I know someone who says she feels this way on a somewhat regular basis. I tried to help her and be there for her when she would let me, empathize, be positive, offer encouragement, and try to make her happy. But things have gotten really bad for her the last few weeks, and she's dealing with an immense amount of stress on top of her depression and anxiety, and she's pushed me away. I can't help wishing I could have done more, or could be doing more. Even though I believe she's strong enough to not take the final option, I'm just so very worried about her and holding out hope that she'll be able to get herself to a better place soon. 👻, if you watch this video and see this comment, please know that you are NOT worthless, that things WILL get better, and you have more people out there that love you, care about you, and believe in you than you sometimes realize or are willing to admit to yourself. And we're all here for you and ready to help you get through this when you're ready to let us.
      That goes for everyone else out there too. You have more people around you that are willing to help than you realize. Yeah, there will always be a few people that can't comprehend how anyone could ever feel this way, and won't understand what you're going through. But there are far more people around you that do, or will at least try to understand, and they'll be relieved that you reached out to them for their help.

    • @nicolejedward
      @nicolejedward 4 года назад +5

      Skyline Billy needed to read this right now. Thanks for the reply! 😀

    • @skylinebilly8646
      @skylinebilly8646 4 года назад +4

      @@nicolejedward You're very welcome! I hope it helps you. I just heard this song for the 1st time a few days ago, and when I heard him sing that line it was instantly like a punch to the heart and gut, bringing up memories of my own struggles, and reminding me of what she's going through. But within a few moments there was also this soothing calm that fell over me, because it also reminded me that I got through it, and there are other people out there, like Lewis, that can at least relate to the people that do struggle with it.

    • @Fae_Winter
      @Fae_Winter 4 года назад +2

      nicolejedward 😢🥺♥️

  • @tulelahileni2074
    @tulelahileni2074 4 года назад +581

    We live in a toxic world where people's opinions define us and it's not suppose d to be that way so if you are reading this your loved and appreciated. Your mistakes dont define you neither your insecurities stay blessed.

    • @ris4430
      @ris4430 4 года назад +2

      This is so truee , tysm, never listen to them,

    • @laawanyagosakan2283
      @laawanyagosakan2283 4 года назад +3

      Reading this absolutely made my day. It put a smile on my face and brought me to tears. Thank you @Tulela Hileni

    • @wwaterlilyy
      @wwaterlilyy 4 года назад +1

      Thank you so much

    • @karenacuario4305
      @karenacuario4305 4 года назад

      Thank you for this 😢 I feel alone and sad.

    • @the.real.ace_haejoo-imnida
      @the.real.ace_haejoo-imnida 4 года назад +1

      In this TOXIC WORLD, we have TOXIC FANS, TOXIC BASHERS most of all TOXIC ATTITUDE of PEOPLE 😢

  • @iStephTV
    @iStephTV 4 года назад +6364

    Knowing he wrote this song for his aunt who lost the battle to suicide, makes this song much more meaningful. I lost my significant other due to suicide 8 years ago...if I ever write a book and it becomes a movie...this would have to be the theme song.

    • @drakoon9856
      @drakoon9856 4 года назад +123

      Yea I believe that it would be perfect theme song.. I almost lost my battle to suicide too 8 years ago.. This song hits me pretty weirdly.. It's very strong one.

    • @yvetteamara4091
      @yvetteamara4091 4 года назад +43

      My condolences ❤️

    • @thehockeys4336
      @thehockeys4336 4 года назад +47

      I losy my cat amd i cry every day

    • @kateschreiber6612
      @kateschreiber6612 4 года назад +33

      Well good luck your dream. This song is so sad now that I know what it means

    • @JennaPeronaMusic
      @JennaPeronaMusic 4 года назад +16

      how do yoiu know it is his aunt that died? anyway Im so sorry for him his trouble through out life makes me want to cry. Who ever disliked this needs to get there ears checked lol

  • @NicholasBiwot
    @NicholasBiwot 15 дней назад +24

    I miss you rosemary..cancer took you but my heart is with you.i miss you mum 😊

  • @josaphinemickelson5108
    @josaphinemickelson5108 3 года назад +1874

    “It kills me to know your mind could make you feel so worthless.”
    This line it hard

    • @chelsealash2270
      @chelsealash2270 3 года назад +8

      It does 😔

    • @adi4032
      @adi4032 3 года назад +5

      Like we didn't know

    • @MrEverett93
      @MrEverett93 3 года назад +5

      Especially when it's you're mind, and other sufferd 😕

    • @itsdjinane9096
      @itsdjinane9096 3 года назад +2

      @@MrEverett93 mmķķlmmmmmm

    • @lylekress4433
      @lylekress4433 3 года назад +1

      Yo I read that right as he said it

  • @bunn4811
    @bunn4811 4 года назад +14683

    100 Reasons To Stay Alive ❤️❤️❤️
    1. to make your parents proud
    2. to conquer your fears
    3. to see your family again
    4. to see your favourite artist live
    5. to listen to music again
    6. to experience a new culture
    7. to make new friends
    8. to inspire
    9. to have your own children
    10. to adopt your own pet
    11. to make yourself proud
    12. to meet your idols
    13. to laugh until you cry
    14. to feel tears of happiness
    15. to eat your favourite food
    16. to see your siblings grow
    17. to pass school
    18. to get tattoo
    19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
    20. to meet your internet friends
    21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
    22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
    23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
    24. to see untouched snow in the morning
    25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
    26. to see stars light up the sky
    27. to read a book that changes your life
    28. to see the flowers in the spring
    29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
    30. to travel abroad
    31. to learn a new language
    32. to learn to draw
    33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
    34. Puppy kisses.
    35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
    36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
    37. Trampolines.
    38. Ice cream.
    39. Stargazing.
    40. Cloud watching.
    41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
    42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
    43. “I saw this and thought of you."
    44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
    45. The relief you feel after crying.
    46. Sunshine.
    47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
    48. Your future wedding.
    49. Your favourite candy bar.
    50. New clothes.
    51. Witty puns.
    52. Really good bread.
    53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
    54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
    55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
    56. The smell before and after it rains.
    57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
    58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
    59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
    60. Trying out new recipes.
    61. The feeling you get when your favourite song comes on the radio.
    62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
    63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
    64.Breakfast in bed.
    65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theatre.
    66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
    67. feeling of being loved
    68. Forgiveness.
    69. Water balloon fights.
    70. New books by your favourite authors.
    71. Fireflies.
    72. Birthdays.
    73. Realising that someone loves you.
    74. Spending the day with someone you love.
    75. Spending the whole day in bed.
    76. Eating a whole pint of your favourite ice cream.
    77. Floating in water on your back and just staring up at the sky.
    78. First dates (even the bad ones make for funny stories.)
    79. Bonfires and s'mores.
    80. Relationships where you love someone but aren’t in love with them.
    81. Coming home to someone you love.
    82. The colour of autumn leaves when they change.
    Summer.
    83. Singing songs at the top of your lungs with your friends.
    84. Cuddling.
    85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
    86. Someone’s skin against yours.
    87. Holding hands.
    88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
    89. Singing off key with your best friends.
    90. Road trips.
    91. Spontaneous adventures.
    92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
    93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
    94. Thunderstorms.
    95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
    96. The taste of your favourite food.
    97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
    98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
    99. Compliments and praise.
    100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it.
    PS: there are so many beautiful things to live. so live, and live, and live.
    Edit: Thank you for the likes, I don't really think I deserved them! Just doing what you need!

    • @Shesjustbetterlol
      @Shesjustbetterlol 4 года назад +502

      This made me happy because before I read this I felt worthless but this made me want to live. Thank you so much. 😭❤

    • @leeannkirkwood1524
      @leeannkirkwood1524 4 года назад +253

      This made me cry fr I screenshot these Thankyou x

    • @Crochegeation
      @Crochegeation 4 года назад +71

      Thnk youu

    • @mrgrumpy8158
      @mrgrumpy8158 4 года назад +56

      Thanks man I know what yoilu try to do

    • @tharshinikaliapan7344
      @tharshinikaliapan7344 4 года назад +128

      This made me cry... Thanks for reminding how worthy I am

  • @mruss2979
    @mruss2979 4 года назад +145

    It's not about the song, it's just the person that we're think about when we hear this song that make us cry.

    • @sandraisfan4346
      @sandraisfan4346 4 года назад +1

      M Russ believe me I crying for my self 😓

  • @Ash-da-bash
    @Ash-da-bash Месяц назад +26

    I recently just found this song and i cant help but cry to it. I was at my aunts house when she lost the battle. It's the scariest thing i've ever seen and i found this and it has been my song to cry to and helping me through this time. Lewis if you ever read this comment i want you to know that if weren't for finding this song 2 days after she did that i would've joined her. So i just wanted to thank you for writing this. It has meant SO MUCH to me and is just helping me not give into the battle.

    • @catherinemelo2692
      @catherinemelo2692 Месяц назад +3

      stay strong and positive please

    • @ehopkins3114
      @ehopkins3114 Месяц назад +1

      I'm sorry for your loss. I'm watching my father slowly die, from stage 4 cancer. I'm his only child and all he's got. Literally makes me bawl!

    • @Ash-da-bash
      @Ash-da-bash Месяц назад +2

      @@ehopkins3114 I'm sorry to hear that but you can make it through it. I believe in you

    • @ehopkins3114
      @ehopkins3114 28 дней назад +1

      @Ash-da-bash Thank you! I've managed for almost 14 years. I refuse to give up!! I've got 4 other children, depending on me!

    • @Jimmy_the_Pooh
      @Jimmy_the_Pooh 20 дней назад

      @@ehopkins3114 🫵💜✌️

  • @audreymosra280
    @audreymosra280 4 года назад +400

    Depression isn't easy, thank you Lewis for voicing us out ❤️

    • @notmewrongbitch2906
      @notmewrongbitch2906 4 года назад +1

      Yayane O I am tho

    • @emilylololololol
      @emilylololololol 4 года назад +4

      @Yayane O i can't- just because you're crying does NOT mean you have depression. Don't go around saying that, it won't be nice.

    • @AdamBoyer-me2jy
      @AdamBoyer-me2jy 6 месяцев назад

      😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢​@allangomez6046

    • @LauraGilliam-ki9is
      @LauraGilliam-ki9is 6 месяцев назад

      Qqq​@@notmewrongbitch2906

    • @saludhernandez7991
      @saludhernandez7991 5 месяцев назад

      I had a girlfriend who is in a different school than me I am now in 4th grade I have not seen her since second grade🥲

  • @ugnevi9334
    @ugnevi9334 4 года назад +638

    I just read all these comments, and realise what horrible things people have to go trough. *Stay strong you dropped this👑*

    • @adssin2682
      @adssin2682 4 года назад +8

      Yes brotha

    • @rosytimes9456
      @rosytimes9456 4 года назад +2

      Yea. Most of them are probably copied, but that same exact story is most probably happening somewhere in the world and it’s sad to realize that.

    • @ugnevi9334
      @ugnevi9334 4 года назад +2

      @@rosytimes9456yeah

    • @adammendes1311
      @adammendes1311 4 года назад +2

      🥰❤️

  • @cassgraff
    @cassgraff 4 года назад +1634

    I always suspected this song was about suicide and that's why it resonated with me so much. I am so glad that something so touchy and so important to talk about was put in such a beautiful format. Thank you, Lewis, for creating an anthem that speaks so truthfully and connects with so many people. This truly is a work of art and I hope everyone who listens to it takes the message and does good with it

    • @henrythomas801
      @henrythomas801 4 года назад +1

      Behind the scenes footage. ruclips.net/video/A16ajmr-OYg/видео.html

    • @soomidavies123
      @soomidavies123 4 года назад +2

      How do you have so many goddamn likes?!

    • @OtakuScandal
      @OtakuScandal 4 года назад +14

      if i'm not mistaken, its about his family member that suicided :'(

    • @phoeb7538
      @phoeb7538 4 года назад +9

      This song is about his aunt who had committed suicide x

    • @ChinZoneITSharing
      @ChinZoneITSharing 2 года назад

      Seriously?

  • @ChelseeMontclair
    @ChelseeMontclair 3 месяца назад +43

    in 2020 my uncle took his life, i was living with him at the time, and the night he took his life we were sitting together listening to music. i didnt know that would be the last time we sat and talk. i eventually left to go hang out with friends. i told him that i would be back. i crashed out at a friends and my phone died. when i finally got it charged and check my messages and find out that he was gone. i didnt want to believe it. i was mad at everyone who was telling me that he was gone and he took his life. i thought it was a sick joke. i listen to this song on repeat after he passed, laying in his room. this song still hits me today i wish i could have shared this song with him rip uncle duk i miss you so much,

    • @kierandevenney5616
      @kierandevenney5616 2 месяца назад +2

      You hv gained an angel to look after u and direct u in ur lifes adventures..ive attemptd suicide 3 time n found on each occasion suffer bad with depression most my life..but im glad im still here..watever road we are on it wasnt my time to go

    • @robertjames6301
      @robertjames6301 2 месяца назад

      He misses you too🤞🏽💯

  • @Potatocheesebread
    @Potatocheesebread 4 года назад +5768

    “Suicide doesn’t end the pain. It just passes it to someone that loves you”

    • @stimpzkg2676
      @stimpzkg2676 4 года назад +179

      THATS FREAKING DEEP

    • @solbyedits8385
      @solbyedits8385 4 года назад +119

      Yeah that’s true,I was thinking about doing that and I saw a video that said that exact same thing,so here I am!

    • @cole9803
      @cole9803 4 года назад +47

      simplymixqii love you don’t ever consider that again

    • @B41LEY1SH1M
      @B41LEY1SH1M 4 года назад +10

      ye.

    • @ramomerzay986
      @ramomerzay986 4 года назад +10

      Lewis make my life. Thank U. Mela Koerner

  • @tobybiagio4257
    @tobybiagio4257 4 года назад +3420

    i remember this song coming on while i was sitting on my room floor and was contemplating self-harm/suicide, and this came on shuffle and i listened to the lyrics and sobbed. i know that you won't see this, but thank you for helping me. i finally told my parents what was happening and they got me the help i needed. thank you so much
    Edits;
    1. thanks for the support everyone
    2. thank you for standing up to the trolls everyone who said such nice things!
    3. evidently the trolls weren't reading properly, i shared my story on here to let people know that they can get through the tough times even if it doesn't seem like it, and i was thanking lewis for creating such a moving song.
    4. thank you for all of the likes, almost 2k people!

    • @Tiago-xl8ug
      @Tiago-xl8ug 4 года назад +77

      I’m so proud of you ❤️. You got this and stay strong❤️❤️

    • @saadiamousssaoui1244
      @saadiamousssaoui1244 4 года назад +40

      u did a great Job Proud of you

    • @Andrea-mu8ee
      @Andrea-mu8ee 4 года назад +40

      Youve got this. Stay strong ❤❤❤

    • @monztyrr485
      @monztyrr485 4 года назад +26

      Very proud of you

    • @ashauk88
      @ashauk88 4 года назад +25

      Hugs for you

  • @keira5421
    @keira5421 4 года назад +286

    Unlike other singers, instead of just singing a catchy song he makes the song have emotions and deep feelings and there so powerful, believe me.

    • @riley1181
      @riley1181 4 года назад +5

      This is a catchy song though

  • @ThomasPenninger
    @ThomasPenninger 4 года назад +4879

    Lewis is such a huge inspiration to me, I hope at some point I can sing with him 🙏

    • @ThomasPenninger
      @ThomasPenninger 4 года назад +28

      Srsly, who's ready for the video? 😁💪

    • @loveatlas8904
      @loveatlas8904 4 года назад +11

      Tom The Fusician
      How did you even comment so early??? This only came out for me two minutes ago.

    • @aroura2000
      @aroura2000 4 года назад +5

      DemonQueen 2003 me too 😂

    • @ThomasPenninger
      @ThomasPenninger 4 года назад +7

      @@loveatlas8904 im a magician I guess lol

    • @callumpalmer-jagels8180
      @callumpalmer-jagels8180 4 года назад +6

      The premier was amazing I watched the whole thing!!!. This song is my favourite song ever now!. It was someone you loved but now it is by far this song!!!.

  • @nataliemelendez9635
    @nataliemelendez9635 4 года назад +2697

    Do you ever just start crying and lay down and realize nobody really knows how hurt you are.....

    • @theylovemilo2248
      @theylovemilo2248 4 года назад +15

      yea

    • @nushratahmed
      @nushratahmed 4 года назад +11

      Yea...😔😞😭

    • @meileen1519
      @meileen1519 4 года назад +36

      Yes, many people would tell me I'm so skinny and start to constantly say that and I'm just really hurt but I laugh it off so people don't see me being hurt in the inside

    • @hannahleemacumber1355
      @hannahleemacumber1355 4 года назад +6

      As sad as it is yep😭😔

    • @Kman1989
      @Kman1989 4 года назад +7

      Yes. Every night

  • @beautyintheboots8742
    @beautyintheboots8742 4 года назад +257

    This song is so perfect. We always feel regret of not doing enough when people are with us, but sometimes people hide the signs. 💚

    • @Boggaaa
      @Boggaaa 4 года назад +2

      So true! I feel like it's also effort that makes or breaks it

  • @JoelKyayonka
    @JoelKyayonka Месяц назад +45

    Rest In Peace, Liam. Thank you for your music. I dedicate this song to you.

  • @fatoumatabassirou9028
    @fatoumatabassirou9028 4 года назад +227

    "If only I'd have know you had a storm to weather.. " This sentence brokes me, it proves that no matter how much we think to know a person, basically we only see what it decides to show us 😔

  • @charlieryan5364
    @charlieryan5364 4 года назад +9226

    This song was about his aunt who died, the emotion is so real and you can hear that in his voice, such a great singer

    • @iaminyourtoilet9889
      @iaminyourtoilet9889 4 года назад +127

      This song just melts my heeart

    • @bobbywoodward2333
      @bobbywoodward2333 4 года назад +76

      This song was made before my girlfriend left me as I mentioned the song to her

    • @paddyconnors236
      @paddyconnors236 4 года назад +26

      I know because I got an ad that told me

    • @joelleholland7260
      @joelleholland7260 4 года назад +21

      I love this song it's beautiful I sing it in the shower all day😍

    • @makaylawilliams8776
      @makaylawilliams8776 4 года назад +9

      Charlie Ryan are you for real or you just guessing

  • @queenofthenight3518
    @queenofthenight3518 4 года назад +436

    He is a good change for this crazy industry, he is talented, he doesn’t promote ,,face” but Music, he doesn’t do drugs, curse, no nudity, just pure talent.

    • @pepavasata6790
      @pepavasata6790 4 года назад +15

      Oh he curses, all right?

    • @gouravdhoundiyal6372
      @gouravdhoundiyal6372 4 года назад +5

      @@pepavasata6790 maybe he meant to say not curse in his songs

    • @neilstander7139
      @neilstander7139 4 года назад

      Behind the scenes footage revealed. ruclips.net/video/pcLH1rkmytk/видео.html

    • @sarahhughes6561
      @sarahhughes6561 4 года назад +1

      Gourav Sharma he has cursed in some songs, just not a whole lot

    • @jorgegutierrez3882
      @jorgegutierrez3882 4 года назад

      Gourav Sharma But he does curse in his songs...

  • @khoirulbidayah9497
    @khoirulbidayah9497 Месяц назад +17

    Come here again after hearing Liam passed away. It really breaks my heary, I cant stop crying 💔

  • @meganpantalones2514
    @meganpantalones2514 8 месяцев назад +547

    As someone who struggle in the past with depression and suicidal thoughts this song got me right in the feels lol if you’re reading this and you struggled with the same… I love you.

  • @im_just_weird_courtney3967
    @im_just_weird_courtney3967 4 года назад +455

    “When you hurt underneath the surface , like troubled water running cold. Well time can heal but this won’t”. How have so many people unliked this song ?? It’s so pure.

    • @rickybobby249
      @rickybobby249 4 года назад +8

      Cuz people don't know what music is now

    • @saladman7772
      @saladman7772 4 года назад +4

      Because if it isnt about drugs, alcoholism , sounds like shitty unbalanced washers or doing stupid immature shit they dont want to listen to it

    • @rajhesseseray3846
      @rajhesseseray3846 4 года назад

      Im so sad .. please help me im gonna turn down my life .😥😥😥😥😥😥

    • @That_fella_named_J
      @That_fella_named_J 4 года назад +1

      The soul of this song is so raw and true

    • @ismaelsaavedra4698
      @ismaelsaavedra4698 4 года назад +1

      @@rajhesseseray3846 keep fighting, breathe, everything will be fine. Hugs and love to you :)

  • @andymorris358
    @andymorris358 4 года назад +243

    I had no idea this was about suicide. This breaks my heart. We need to TALK TALK TALK about mental health!! It is NOTHING to be ashamed of!! I deal with depression and anxiety everyday and it is REAL. You are LOVED❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @qclife1428
      @qclife1428 4 года назад

      stay strong ❤

    • @andymorris358
      @andymorris358 4 года назад

      Qc Life ❤️🥰🙏🏻

    • @itskayla3329
      @itskayla3329 4 года назад

      Omg your so kind I hope u stay strong ❤️❤️

    • @ray02074
      @ray02074 4 года назад +1

      So true.
      Mental illness deserves more recognition. It is just as serious as any health condition or disease. It kills people every year. People who didnt actually want to die, but just couldnt bare to deal with the pain. Sorry if im rambling, but i feel strongly about what you have said. To whoevers reading this: I wish you a life of happiness and i will probably never meet you in person, but i will always care about you. Have a wonderful day.

  • @Sparroxx
    @Sparroxx Месяц назад +37

    This was me and my dads fav song. Till he sadly passed away.
    Its hard how to explain how a song can bring you so much joy, but so much pain at the same time.
    Ty Lewis for this amazing song, and rip the legend himself.

    • @humbleplumbersadventures4602
      @humbleplumbersadventures4602 Месяц назад +1

      So true

    • @destroit6594
      @destroit6594 Месяц назад +3

      Hope you doin ight bro

    • @Sparroxx
      @Sparroxx Месяц назад +2

      @@destroit6594 theres no other option brother ❤️

    • @royalspin
      @royalspin Месяц назад +1

      Sorry for your loss.I just lost two people within a week and yeah it definitely sucks .May they all rest in peace and hope they're all in a much better place .🙏😔

    • @Sparroxx
      @Sparroxx Месяц назад

      @@royalspin they are indeed bro, keep your head high, for me and them 🦾

  • @ynfya3411
    @ynfya3411 4 года назад +537

    He's not the second of anyone, he was just himself

  • @laurasirait5120
    @laurasirait5120 4 года назад +1181

    The whole scene shows how she was being an angel to everyone and probably saves those ppl's lives from depression, but at the ending u realize she didn't have an angel to save her herself😢

    • @queenoffire4394
      @queenoffire4394 4 года назад +4

      beautiful words❤❤❤

    • @nittesommer677
      @nittesommer677 4 года назад +2

      Maybe she had, but they just didn't know how bad she was feeling and how to help 💔

    • @manusego
      @manusego 4 года назад

      💕💕💕💕

    • @ronaldtartt2970
      @ronaldtartt2970 4 года назад +6

      The hole thing about how she helps everyone but she has no help is what I'm going through

    • @estebangalan9485
      @estebangalan9485 4 года назад +1

      Like waoh , great comment!!! Hundred per cent with that. Apreciate people like this, they’re like an endangered specie

  • @moustafakotb5860
    @moustafakotb5860 4 года назад +1718

    you’ve saved everyone from depression
    now who’s gonna save you?

    • @theyaangold2250
      @theyaangold2250 4 года назад +18

      💔💔

    • @Quinn5721
      @Quinn5721 4 года назад +23

      I felt this😭😭😭

    • @DarkAngel-kt8if
      @DarkAngel-kt8if 4 года назад +56

      I wish i knew... Im always telling people they are worth every minute... I make so many people happy.. I dont have happiness for myself i watch other people be happy an smile, when they leave i cry all to myself thinking bad things... I love them an i wanna watch my sisters grow i wanna be here... But it all hurts so much and no one sees that I'm dying, will anyone ever see? Will anyone ever ask me if im okay? Could someone hold me threw the darks nights.. But.. Im fine 😊

    • @thisuser1728
      @thisuser1728 4 года назад +35

      @@DarkAngel-kt8if No, you are not fine. Don't try to be strong for other people. It's very great and brave that you help them, but you should speak to them about your feelings , too. If you ever need to talk to somebody, you can come back here, whenever.

    • @morielsantos7397
      @morielsantos7397 4 года назад +15

      Nobody ill just smile thru the pain ☺️

  • @Ritika1d
    @Ritika1d Месяц назад +27

    RIP Liam Payne

  • @AIR4CEsnipa
    @AIR4CEsnipa 3 года назад +2635

    “When you’re happy, you like the music. When you’re sad, you understand the lyrics”
    -idk

    • @chadpowell1832
      @chadpowell1832 3 года назад +14

      i was gonna save this for the 69th comment but, nice

    • @adiriyandi7231
      @adiriyandi7231 3 года назад +2

      And you got of them 🤦

    • @ydrayton4910
      @ydrayton4910 3 года назад +7

      Omg! That was a great way to put it!!

    • @مرمنهناكابتشر
      @مرمنهناكابتشر 3 года назад +5

      Dr. Zakir Naik says what the media are doing is that he confuses these misguided groups and portrays them as representing Muslims Watch the video
      💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙"
      .
      ruclips.net/video/ZGft71yF01o/видео.html

    • @jadablankenship5451
      @jadablankenship5451 3 года назад +2

      I undustand them

  • @angelakrismonika7522
    @angelakrismonika7522 4 года назад +1450

    Imagine that, Lewis capaldi and James Arthur make a collab, how many peoples that you want to try to break their heart through a song 💔
    When I heard this song for the first time, i didn't ever think that this song describe about someone lose a BF/GF, I just thought how God ways to take away my father 7 years ago, and I have to lose my brother too 7 months ago because of an accident 🥀🥀💔
    I wish the both of u can get a true happiness in there ❣️

    • @garyjones9517
      @garyjones9517 4 года назад +5

      Hi I’m a girl this is my grandpas account. This makes me think of when my father when I was a baby. I didn’t relize this was about suicide

    • @ellalawrence4642
      @ellalawrence4642 4 года назад +3

      Sorry for you lose of ur dad and how u had to lose ur brother

    • @angelakrismonika7522
      @angelakrismonika7522 4 года назад +2

      @@ellalawrence4642 because of an accident, when my brother went to office then a pickup car drove up too fast in that was time the pickup car in the red light and my brother in the green light, on video shows me the pickup car has broken up traffic rules, because of besides the pickup car there was 2 motorcycle which has showed me that the motorcycle really stopped.

    • @adaliedelgadillo1040
      @adaliedelgadillo1040 4 года назад +3

      when i listen to this song i think about my dad that passed when i was two and i just wish we could’ve had more time together

    • @fahadyasir5640
      @fahadyasir5640 4 года назад +2

      We need a JA and LC collaboration for sure!!!!!!

  • @JulietFlawless
    @JulietFlawless 4 года назад +368

    “Was there something I could’ve done...” if only people were open minded 😔

  • @brandihuber1016
    @brandihuber1016 2 месяца назад +16

    It’s been six years and there isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t wish my friend hadn’t made that final choice. His pain is over, but those that are left on his absence will always carry this hurt.

  • @black0_0
    @black0_0 4 года назад +2752

    When u realise that a stranger in internet understands u more than ur family and friends
    Hits hard

  • @cosmocat23
    @cosmocat23 4 года назад +768

    To anyone who feels alone...
    to anyone who feels like they can't help themselves...
    to anyone who feels like they aren't good enough...
    to anyone who feels like they are worthless and not cared about...
    to anyone who is just suffering and begging for help...
    It's okay. You're not alone. Maybe you can help someone else and you can find a way to help yourself.
    Your skin isn't paper, don't cut it.
    Your face isn't a mask, don't cover it.
    Your body isn't a book, don't judge it.
    Your life isn't a movie, don't end it.
    Your heart isn't a door, don't lock it.
    You're beautiful💓
    Be you...
    Read this if you have ever felt alone, suicidal, depressed, lost, scared, worthless, abandoned, or anything of that nature, this is for you!
    YOU are beautiful
    YOU are wanted
    YOU are wonderful
    YOU are enough
    Don’t quit on yourself. Don’t hurt yourself. You are worth the world and nobody wants to see you suffering!! This is not the end, the way you feel right now will pass. Believe me. Things will get better!! Don’t do something permanent over something temporary. You are better than that. All stars need to see darkness before the light. And always remember: don’t change so that people will like you. Be yourself and the right people will find and love the real you!
    Your
    Own
    Unique
    Mindset
    Always
    Try
    To
    Engage in the
    Right ways...
    Now read the first letter of every word...
    Y O U M A T T E R!!!
    No matter what other people may say. Always remember you matter, just like anybody else. You are perfect, just the way you are! You are worth the time to write this, I care about you!
    Continue on, be a soldier, fight that war because I know you can win. I believe in you, I am rooting for you!!
    Don’t stop moving!
    You are enough dear!!
    Spread the love ❤️

    • @genesis1954
      @genesis1954 4 года назад +8

      Thank you❤️

    • @slayingtheo
      @slayingtheo 4 года назад +6

      Our Face Needs Mask
      To Protect Our Selves From COVID-19

    • @cosmocat23
      @cosmocat23 4 года назад +1

      Dang _ItsShadow lmao

    • @slayingtheo
      @slayingtheo 4 года назад +1

      @@cosmocat23 XD

    • @ririkanseriya
      @ririkanseriya 4 года назад

      Thx for the motivation

  • @Brianna17238
    @Brianna17238 4 года назад +232

    The way Lewis constantly feeds us with content tho we stan (1) America’s Sweetheart

  • @simonevanvuuren3901
    @simonevanvuuren3901 25 дней назад +2

    I listened to this song a year ago, ready to give up and end everything. I didn’t see a way out of the suffering. I ended up in a mental hospital for 4 weeks. But I kept going, made changes and now I own my own business, have purpose in my life and for the first time in my 26 years of life I feel a sense of excitement for my future. Sure, I still struggle most days, but I’m so happy I didn’t give up. Don’t give up on yourself. Keep going. Your mind will take control if you let it. Stay strong, stay here, I love you ❤

  • @judeduarte1272
    @judeduarte1272 4 года назад +320

    All of his songs are masterpieces, he’s incredible

  • @nadaylight
    @nadaylight 4 года назад +557

    “it kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless” when you love someone so much it stuns you that they can struggle loving themselves🥺

    • @Alex-011
      @Alex-011 4 года назад +2

      nada exactly

    • @natomajade7321
      @natomajade7321 4 года назад +5

      Holy shit the way you worded that hit me

    • @skylinebilly8646
      @skylinebilly8646 4 года назад +4

      Completely heartbreaking. If only they could see themselves the way you and others see them. I've tried to tell her that so many times, but it hasn't gotten through to her yet.

    • @serenityrosequartz
      @serenityrosequartz 4 года назад +4

      @@skylinebilly8646 i wish someone will tell me that but...no one..

    • @skylinebilly8646
      @skylinebilly8646 4 года назад +2

      @@serenityrosequartz Either they don't understand how you feel, or you need to surround yourself with better people that will tell you how wonderful and special you are, and how great you make them feel when they're around you.

  • @NoFilterNikki
    @NoFilterNikki 4 года назад +416

    “Was never the right time when you called”. Dude that hits deep. I’d give anything to hear my moms voice again. But when I could...it was never the right time.

    • @mtchauraya
      @mtchauraya 4 года назад +3

      Nicole Gugler I know that feeling.......lost my mom last year

    • @TheZaneEternity
      @TheZaneEternity 4 года назад +11

      Ah shit this makes me realise I should try more, thanks

    • @Midoriblitz
      @Midoriblitz 4 года назад +4

      This is a different interpretation of the song, thanks for this. Makes me think of speaking to mine more often.

    • @NoFilterNikki
      @NoFilterNikki 4 года назад +4

      Midoriblitz A hard lesson learned was “make the time”. If my family calls, I stop what I’m doing now and take the call. You never know if it’s the last time you’ll be able to.

    • @NoFilterNikki
      @NoFilterNikki 4 года назад +1

      Michelle Chauraya I lost my mom in November of 2017. What I’d give to just be able to listen to her same stories for hours again.

  • @jenniferfaust707
    @jenniferfaust707 24 дня назад +4

    I love this song and this is the first time I saw the video. I can't stop crying. Have you ever been in a position where you have to make a choice? The path is breaking off into three or four different branches and you stand there, waiting not knowing which way to choose because you don't want to make a mistake. If you do, what will you do? That's where I am. I write and I wrote like a journal entry and a poem about this. I am not at the point where I would do something drastic, but I'm not okay either. I do have a mental illness, but it isn't always about that. It's about how we feel about ourselves and how we need to have peace inside. I'm working on me. I hide myself away because I don't want to be a burden and I've been betrayed by people in my life....family and friends have hurt me. So I just want to thank Lewis Capaldi for putting into words my thoughts sometimes. And if you are reading this, I am stronger than you know for writing this for everyone to see. I'll be damned if I allow where I am to trap me. It's a stepping stone to I don;t know where, but I can't wait to see what my future holds for me. There is nothing more that I would rather do than to show those who betrayed me and the naysayers just how strong I truly am.

  • @Linaaaa1104
    @Linaaaa1104 3 года назад +668

    “It kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless”. Damn that really hit deep 😢

  • @babygirl3615
    @babygirl3615 4 года назад +688

    This song really makes me cry "Its crazy how your mind can make you feel so worthless"😭😭 Depression sucks

    • @trinidey3469
      @trinidey3469 4 года назад +2

      Ya🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

    • @marktaylor3749
      @marktaylor3749 4 года назад +1

      Chin up buddy,you got this🙂🤞👌

    • @alhudgins814
      @alhudgins814 4 года назад

      LvckySTL that’s the truth

    • @shahyasir232
      @shahyasir232 4 года назад +2

      Yes 😥

    • @bubbles7330
      @bubbles7330 4 года назад +5

      But once you come out of depression..believe me it feels soo good!! ☺️

  • @kristougherparages8882
    @kristougherparages8882 4 года назад +656

    I don't understand why lewis isn't so popular when he's one of the best singer ever. He deserve better!

    • @bxnnyvxbez
      @bxnnyvxbez 4 года назад +5

      Ikr🤯

    • @rolandpapp7010
      @rolandpapp7010 4 года назад +10

      he's the 56th best artist as of 05/09/2020 on spotify. id say that counts as pretty popular

    • @kristougherparages8882
      @kristougherparages8882 4 года назад +5

      @@rolandpapp7010 yeah but i want him to be far more better than that! His talent in singing is crazy! He could be number one!

    • @rolandpapp7010
      @rolandpapp7010 4 года назад +3

      @@kristougherparages8882 well, yeah, currently he's my favorite artist, but he deserves more.

    • @elvy5
      @elvy5 4 года назад +2

      Very good point. Incredible voice!

  • @yurytery1
    @yurytery1 6 дней назад +4

    It kiils me how your own mind can make you feel so worthless..my best line ❤

    • @rjrnj1
      @rjrnj1 11 часов назад

      Mine, too.
      I'm constantly amazed at how true this is.

  • @uub15
    @uub15 4 года назад +213

    the switch to the funeral hUrt :( for anyone going through hard times, stay strong. your life has a purpose & meaning, ily

    • @miroslavpompa6834
      @miroslavpompa6834 4 года назад +2

      umai b ❤️🙏

    • @sophiebeak7047
      @sophiebeak7047 4 года назад +3

      umai b thank you I needed to hear this today 😓💜

    • @uub15
      @uub15 4 года назад +1

      Sophie Beak omg no worries anytime, hope you’re ok or as ok as you can be 💕

    • @sophiebeak7047
      @sophiebeak7047 4 года назад +1

      umai b I'm not ok but I am safe 💜💜💜

    • @ursoulsmate
      @ursoulsmate 4 года назад +1

      Didn't even expect I'd feel this way, but I saw your words and they quite touched me, thanks for making me smile this night

  • @reas3457
    @reas3457 4 года назад +460

    “It kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless” That hit hard

  • @mdwx3A7X
    @mdwx3A7X 3 года назад +1837

    My best friend lost his battle to depression Friday. This song is hitting home. I loved him more than anything in this world.

  • @BrandonRoark-k3w
    @BrandonRoark-k3w 3 месяца назад +18

    U never know what someone is really going through or what they are hiding behind that smile. Just be there for each other not much to ask

    • @foxholladay4761
      @foxholladay4761 2 месяца назад

      😮😂🎉😢😅😊❤❤❤❤❤❤❤sderthikolpubnrtedsa

  • @XCVII.97
    @XCVII.97 4 года назад +1931

    “It kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless”

    • @Squelch10
      @Squelch10 4 года назад +18

      In this week i took ur comment and rembered it and u have helped me to remember that my mind is making me fell worthless. No one is worthless u may feel like it but just remember u are loved and stay happy. 😭😒😮😁😂😃😊 stay happy

    • @anonymousduh1424
      @anonymousduh1424 4 года назад +2

      🥺💓

    • @savannastekly7444
      @savannastekly7444 4 года назад +7

      THAT LINE K I L L S ME :(

    • @valkbuds7473
      @valkbuds7473 4 года назад +1

      edi wow

    • @Pohtaitoh
      @Pohtaitoh 4 года назад +2

      Nice dude, you can copy the lyrics lmao.

  • @shamarmayne9712
    @shamarmayne9712 4 года назад +687

    the people who smile the most are often the ones who are suffering the most ...who are hiding alot inside

  • @imleharrypotter976
    @imleharrypotter976 4 года назад +1430

    “I hate you, I hate you, I hate you but I was just kidding myself”
    These lyrics hit hard

    • @isabr0
      @isabr0 4 года назад +2

      What ? I did not understand ?

    • @mairaherrera7495
      @mairaherrera7495 4 года назад +4

      I thought it said hit you 😂

    • @sxfana
      @sxfana 4 года назад +4

      Nice, you're Harry Potter

    • @kourtneykardasim8680
      @kourtneykardasim8680 4 года назад +5

      That’s rich coming from you Harry

    • @noahfence5600
      @noahfence5600 4 года назад +2

      Listen to dance with the devil by immortal technique it hits so hard and gives you chills

  • @reedcassiem909
    @reedcassiem909 3 месяца назад +10

    OK seriously. This Man writes what is in my heart and soul.

  • @u.magnovenju
    @u.magnovenju 4 года назад +422

    "Well time can heal, but this won't."

    • @El-ec9gt
      @El-ec9gt 4 года назад +1

      Ricki Ayela okay stop commenting on like everything

    • @emsmartin6055
      @emsmartin6055 4 года назад +2

      Right!!! Such a relatable verse.

    • @u.magnovenju
      @u.magnovenju 4 года назад +1

      @@emsmartin6055 whole song is just damn

  • @josefine394
    @josefine394 4 года назад +417

    I’m ready to get my heart broken by this video

    • @junrio7652
      @junrio7652 4 года назад +14

      well I'm expecting another pole dancing video to a sad song

    • @jamiepayton1574
      @jamiepayton1574 4 года назад +2

      Juniro that’s his beauty, a combination like no other

    • @lillielaraway5519
      @lillielaraway5519 4 года назад +1

      @@junrio7652 was hoping for a video like grace too haha

    • @MarlynDeQueen
      @MarlynDeQueen 4 года назад

      @@lillielaraway5519 not with a song like this lol

    • @tannorthacker4234
      @tannorthacker4234 4 года назад +1

      I cried for many reasons mostly depressed reasons

  • @Ishmam27
    @Ishmam27 4 года назад +425

    The amount of times ive replayed this song is insane

  • @petrzmarzlak7906
    @petrzmarzlak7906 29 дней назад +2

    we didnt come here to have a good mood and smile... Lewis is really good in his role. Stay strong! Thank you Sire!

  • @claricecunan2754
    @claricecunan2754 4 года назад +414

    HEY! I know ur crying right now, sad and depressed, just want u to know that you will get through this, and there's someone who loves u that is God, He's always with u okay! Wipe your tears Fighting with you! I love you💕💪

    • @joanneogbe6407
      @joanneogbe6407 4 года назад +8

      Clarice Cunan God is so good! No matter in which situation we are, he wants to spend time with us, be there for us and show us how much we mean to him🙏🏾

    • @claricecunan2754
      @claricecunan2754 4 года назад +1

      @@joanneogbe6407 Yes and Amen!❤

    • @ltbobstertronus616
      @ltbobstertronus616 4 года назад +1

      Step one stop listening to this
      Step 2 stop believing that love plays out how singers portray it ( because if you act like that you’re bound to fail)
      Step 3 listen to anti love songs start here if you wanna ruclips.net/video/aaIRbAU3kNc/видео.html

    • @blob3938
      @blob3938 4 года назад +1

      I'm not crying, I'm not sad or depressed and plz don't love meh, u don't know meh

    • @therealfluttershy5349
      @therealfluttershy5349 4 года назад +1

      No he doesn't if he did he would want me to be happy but instead evtytime somthing hood happens in my life gets taken away and if he did he would not have let me be abused when I was younger

  • @talm6175
    @talm6175 4 года назад +2315

    as someone who struggles with suicidal thoughts and depression, you can’t imagine how much this song means to me. thank you lewis for speaking to so many hearts

    • @myrnaissa8418
      @myrnaissa8418 4 года назад +14

      🙏🏽❤️

    • @ignaciodinamarca5423
      @ignaciodinamarca5423 4 года назад +8

    • @tasnime_88
      @tasnime_88 4 года назад +31

      I'm happy to hear that, I hope you will never have such thoughts cause I seriously don't know how to live if someone else decides to end their life, I know my words could not be that worthy but i just wanted to say that today's sun was so precious to do that

    • @tessnim5342
      @tessnim5342 4 года назад +14

      Thank you for living, your life soo precious 💙💜💚🧡💛❤

    • @snshssnshs279
      @snshssnshs279 4 года назад +5

      Listens to billie Elish once

  • @_Draven_
    @_Draven_ 4 года назад +10141

    Once a wise man said:" when you're happy you enjoy the melody, when you're sad you understand the lyrics"...

  • @JaydenFlores-zp1xv
    @JaydenFlores-zp1xv Месяц назад +11

    0:50 this actually makes me cry

  • @amymcclane1421
    @amymcclane1421 2 года назад +5868

    This song hit home in every way. I lost my husband to suicide 8 months ago, we had just celebrated 15 years of marriage, he left me with our 2 boys (14 and 10) life will never be the same. I have his ashes, I talk to him, I ask questions, he started suffering from depression after his father passed away in 2019, he was under psychiatric care, but I had no idea he was suicidal. The day he took his life, was the worst day of my life. He took his life in a location that our kids wouldn't find him, but it was the 1st place I looked for him. I still have that image, I still hear myself screaming, I remember calling 911, I still remember the police staying at my side the entire night not allowing anyone to come near or talk to me unless I said it was okay, I remember another officer not allowing my kids to come out of the house to protect them from seeing anything. Dec 2nd 2021 forever changed my life. I was in a fog and numb until I returned to work in January. My boys are at the age that they need their dad and he isn't here, I have been leaning on uncle's to help guide the boys. I played this song on their Dad's birthday recently as we decided to celebrate his birthday instead of mourning him (like his mother decided to do) I only want my children to mourn their fathers death on the day he passed, not on his birthday as well. My MIL hates me for that but I am doing what is best for MY children... Sorry for rambling...

    • @nseobongakpan5109
      @nseobongakpan5109 2 года назад +266

      Hey Amy, So sad to read this. I pray your heart heals. Losing a loved one is the worse pain ever...I'm dealing with the pain of losing my dad too. #'Sendingyoucyberhugs

    • @bettyachieng726
      @bettyachieng726 2 года назад +76

      Hugs 🤗

    • @KeneylaSpace
      @KeneylaSpace 2 года назад +101

      Sorry for you loss :( im heartbroken for you, i wish you all the best ❤

    • @coolnitin
      @coolnitin 2 года назад +73

      The stories are different but suffering is permanent...You are a doll in God's Play ಥ‿ಥ

    • @daffabintangpratama8853
      @daffabintangpratama8853 2 года назад +39

      omg im sorry for your lost

  • @mar-ok7gq
    @mar-ok7gq 4 года назад +325

    *in Gaga's voice:*
    TALENTED, BRILLIANT, INCREDIBLE, AMAZING, SHOW STOPPING, SPECTACULAR, NEVER THE SAME, TOTALLY UNIQUE, COMPLETELY NOT EVER BEEN DONE BEFORE

    • @嘉-g5e
      @嘉-g5e 4 месяца назад

      感恩

  • @jayb7154
    @jayb7154 4 года назад +210

    So this is what it's like to be here before millions of views

  • @cathyfisher9057
    @cathyfisher9057 27 дней назад +1

    I saw the cutest clip of a young dad, or maybe an older brother, singing the chorus of this song with a real little boy. The song grabbed my heart & I had to find it so I can listen to it over & over. This song is so great! Now I'll have to listen to more of your songs. Your voice is endearing❤😂

  • @daydreameralina
    @daydreameralina 4 года назад +437

    Can't stop crying, being suicidal and seeing this hits different 😪

    • @alexleodeleon5614
      @alexleodeleon5614 4 года назад +47

      I'm sorry you're feeling like this .People care I care even though you don't know me. Please talk to people about how you are feeling.

    • @chloexoxo1302
      @chloexoxo1302 4 года назад +12

      i relate ngl but i’m always here and i will always care x

    • @ClanMcGrieve
      @ClanMcGrieve 4 года назад +14

      You aren't alone. Please call Samaritans: 116 123. They will listen without judgement. 💛

    • @Dominika69m
      @Dominika69m 4 года назад +14

      You’re an awesome human being. Please stay strong and talk to someone ❤️ you matter

    • @chloes1053
      @chloes1053 4 года назад +4

      I hope you are okay 😕

  • @aswinas2181
    @aswinas2181 3 года назад +1528

    It hurts so much when the person who gave you so much memory, becomes a memory.

    • @dalika9065
      @dalika9065 3 года назад +15

      This song is not about love, it's about his aunt (suicide)

    • @gamingcollection4448
      @gamingcollection4448 3 года назад +1

      Thank you

    • @dy7660
      @dy7660 3 года назад +6

      I’ve heard this same thing a million times

    • @aswinas2181
      @aswinas2181 3 года назад +5

      @@dy7660 better close your ears

    • @ruefitz5318
      @ruefitz5318 3 года назад +2

      I can relate to this, and I can definitely agree.

  • @Zir2904
    @Zir2904 4 года назад +615

    Smiling is just an expression not a mood

    • @aldonakaras8364
      @aldonakaras8364 4 года назад +6

      Zajebiste , śliczne

    • @acc45460
      @acc45460 4 года назад +5

      @Hannah Degenhardt I don't know you and my words mean nothing but just... hold on.

  • @daithrel-yy8lr
    @daithrel-yy8lr 4 месяца назад +11

    You are worthy, you are loved, despite what others tell you, what you are telling yourself or what your mind tells you. And I love you❤️

    • @IvvieMiller-ij6io
      @IvvieMiller-ij6io 4 месяца назад +1

      And u are blessed with all the love there is. even for God and Jesus 🙏🏼

    • @Belefint
      @Belefint Месяц назад

      @daithrel-yy8l Thank you for saying this. I needed to see/hear this today. ♥

  • @chloeymarsh4505
    @chloeymarsh4505 4 года назад +158

    imagine spending an hour on your make up just before watching this
    nice one lewis cheers luv x

    • @lopsidedlori
      @lopsidedlori 4 года назад

      Never would spend that much time

    • @Bob-pj6tz
      @Bob-pj6tz 6 месяцев назад

      It's good to laugh !!!

  • @ave.pz1
    @ave.pz1 4 года назад +241

    Honestly, he makes the absolute best songs that you can cry to.

    • @oliviamontgomery6064
      @oliviamontgomery6064 4 года назад

      Amen

    • @yetinotyet
      @yetinotyet 4 года назад

      @Mbita Acoustic Guitar Its really good. You perfectly captured every nuance on the guitar. Earned a sub🙋🏻‍♀️

    • @krishna2332
      @krishna2332 4 года назад

      Hii army? 💜

    • @keylasantana6693
      @keylasantana6693 4 года назад

      @Mbita Acoustic Guitar imi iXii da iiwicjuj r j xxx jjsu oasi sa equilibrato uhmtribuni

  • @yaboi5470
    @yaboi5470 4 года назад +5036

    I don’t think anyone else’s voice would fit these lyrics better than his

    • @cianalexander7035
      @cianalexander7035 4 года назад +12

      Tru

    • @joemgabuay5413
      @joemgabuay5413 4 года назад +95

      James Arthur

    • @Huttz
      @Huttz 4 года назад +32

      @@joemgabuay5413 be very good but wouldn't be as good just like if Lewis sang his.. no-one does it better than the original the original is how it's meant to be

    • @LateNightVibesRR
      @LateNightVibesRR 4 года назад +34

      @@joemgabuay5413 When I heard this on the radio, that's who I thought it was. They sound so similar

    • @TimoAgain
      @TimoAgain 4 года назад +16

      This is really in the style of ed sheeran, all his songs are

  • @biancarosa1318
    @biancarosa1318 24 дня назад +2

    And now all the healing I did for the last 20 years just vanished.. this song is a killer.

  • @korraasami2320
    @korraasami2320 4 года назад +6387

    Imagine if Lewis Capaldi and James Arthur made a song together.

  • @elenakaras1489
    @elenakaras1489 4 года назад +2158

    How many people cried listening to this song 😭😭😭

  • @sommergittens22
    @sommergittens22 4 года назад +1054

    She was there for everyone, but was there anyone there for her?

    • @beyourself8701
      @beyourself8701 4 года назад +75

      But isn't that a part of the mysterious horror of suicide...loved ones don't always know and those suffering from suicidality don't want to be a burden to loved ones or to others. ❤

    • @bec9011
      @bec9011 4 года назад +9

      Yes ;-)

    • @Oioi1998s
      @Oioi1998s 4 года назад +12

      That really hurts 💔

    • @MOAEJ
      @MOAEJ 4 года назад +8

      Been there

    • @sasssg4691
      @sasssg4691 4 года назад

      We are 🙏

  • @kinda.austrian
    @kinda.austrian Месяц назад +4

    I listened to this song so many times during the end of my last run in heroin addiction. Celebrating four years next week.🙏🏼

    • @JulietMHorner
      @JulietMHorner 29 дней назад

      So proud of you for choosing YOU!! 🧡

    • @kinda.austrian
      @kinda.austrian 29 дней назад

      @@JulietMHorner 🙏🏼❤️

  • @sharanyajain3943
    @sharanyajain3943 4 года назад +198

    He doesn't write songs, he writes feelings

    • @lmao2910
      @lmao2910 4 года назад +1

      Because her aunt died😔

  • @poopspaghetti7031
    @poopspaghetti7031 4 года назад +1805

    What if Ed Sheeran, Adele, James Arthur and him did a colab?? That would be the song of the decade

    • @mizu7744
      @mizu7744 4 года назад +22

      OMG that would make my day

    • @chill6423
      @chill6423 4 года назад +29

      Honestly, Before You Go x Castle On The Hill would be a great mashup

    • @Jordanhsheh
      @Jordanhsheh 4 года назад +11

      No no it would be song of the century 🌟

    • @mattiebonds8167
      @mattiebonds8167 4 года назад +7

      I would cry so hard

    • @mizok-popteas4018
      @mizok-popteas4018 4 года назад +2

      Poop Spaghetti and Taylor Swift composed the song

  • @familyletterio6496
    @familyletterio6496 4 года назад +25319

    Hey you random person searching through the comments. I only wish you happiness!

  • @MariaMinor-xr2so
    @MariaMinor-xr2so 2 месяца назад +4

    Sitting on my bed sobbing and singing this for both my bf and my ex. My ex took his life. My bf is struggling with self harm and I’m scared he might end up there too. If you struggle with self harm or suicidal thoughts please get help. ❤

  • @hsinju323
    @hsinju323 4 года назад +558

    This song deserves so much more attention because it’s just such a beautiful song

    • @ychnreddy
      @ychnreddy 4 года назад +3

      Gavin Bissett ikr

    • @jundelantar6559
      @jundelantar6559 4 года назад +2

      Agreed

    • @levistrange1482
      @levistrange1482 4 года назад +1

      I agree I cry to this sometimes but yet it doesn't get a bunch of love.💖💖💖

    • @kylie__ann8957
      @kylie__ann8957 4 года назад +1

      Honestly

    • @dennysny7670
      @dennysny7670 4 года назад

      Yes,songs like these deserve more recognition ruclips.net/video/9tvU1emWJgY/видео.html

  • @duckless1556
    @duckless1556 4 года назад +20204

    He’s not the next Ed Sheeran, he’s the first Lewis Capaldi.

    • @erikeriks
      @erikeriks 4 года назад +224

      Nobody said he's the next Ed Sheeran in the first place stop making up lies for attention

    • @duckless1556
      @duckless1556 4 года назад +285

      Erik Eriks Just because you never heard anyone say it, and nobody asked you

    • @Neil-Aspinall
      @Neil-Aspinall 4 года назад +18

      No he's just a Ed Sheeran copiest.

    • @Carly-j1z
      @Carly-j1z 4 года назад +27

      Cuddle Bear someone said it in his someone you loved video and got thousands of likes your just copying and pasting

    • @duckless1556
      @duckless1556 4 года назад +42

      Carlee Brown First off all I can’t copy and past and second off all how was I suppose to know and why does it bother you

  • @ronin5996
    @ronin5996 4 года назад +191

    "Was there something that I could have said to make it all stop hurting?"
    My dad didn't commit suicide, but he died from cancer. I still wish I had told him I loved him before he passed away.
    This song has the power to speak to people on an emotional level. Even though he's singing for his aunt that committed suicide, it's a song that can reflect on any heartbreaking death. Rest in peace to anyone who suffered during their life.

    • @samuelvista
      @samuelvista 4 года назад +1

      My great grandmother died 2 weeks ago. Her funeral was last week. I saw her 2 hours before she passed. She died of stomach cancer.

    • @Avatar1454
      @Avatar1454 4 года назад

      Sorry to hear it bruh. Same here. My dad died from a heart attack and I wished I had a chance to tell him the same.

    • @Avatar1454
      @Avatar1454 4 года назад

      @@samuelvista Deepest sympathies bruh. Hope you're doing ok.

    • @beverleykalloosingh8159
      @beverleykalloosingh8159 4 года назад +1

      I'm so sorry to hear this. But even though you never told him you love him, you showed him how much you love him. Action speaks louder than words. In this world, you don't have to tell someone you love them for them to know you love them, the little things you do says it all for you. So please don't feel guilty or anything, he knew that you loved him and he will watch over you no matter what. Take care and be happy♥️

    • @jaydengarofalo3842
      @jaydengarofalo3842 4 года назад

      I'm sorry may God be with you.

  • @joaolucassouzapires
    @joaolucassouzapires 2 месяца назад +4

    This song is incredibly powerful. Thank you, Lewis.

  • @reginageorge823
    @reginageorge823 3 года назад +1238

    "It kills me how your mind can make you feel so wortheless". This really hits home.

    • @Kappy25
      @Kappy25 2 года назад +21

      Thanks to this stupid planet and its bullies 😒

    • @jenna6149
      @jenna6149 2 года назад +18

      Sending love and light to all of us who understand this all too well.

    • @kellykasari6332
      @kellykasari6332 2 года назад +5

      Its hard when you just had millions of broken pieces and your life just keeps moving.You have to fight and fight untill all these pieces will fall apart like an old building

    • @codexrat
      @codexrat 2 года назад +2

      @@Kappy25 I love u, in if it matters

    • @charlieherbert4053
      @charlieherbert4053 2 года назад

      Hello beautiful how are you

  • @bellablue9520
    @bellablue9520 2 года назад +1123

    As someone who has survived a suicide attempt recently, this hits hard. Such a powerful, emotional song. His voice is just so amazing. Now I work really hard on myself. Getting the help I need. I know it's easier said than done, but please never give up. I know, I've been there. You are stronger than you think. It's just not worth it. You're here for a reason. ❤️❤️

    • @pavinishchannel7093
      @pavinishchannel7093 2 года назад +26

      i hope you’re doing okay!! ❤️❤️❤️

    • @bellablue9520
      @bellablue9520 2 года назад +27

      @@pavinishchannel7093 I'm doing much better. Thank you. ❤️❤️

    • @anonymousalien5392
      @anonymousalien5392 2 года назад +25

      Tho I'm just a stranger, I believe that you can pull yourself out. Always remember, your life is yours alone, don't let you mind control it and spoil ur moments ^^

    • @fabriciasantos1947
      @fabriciasantos1947 2 года назад +11

      Jesus te ama ❤️

    • @Maricruz0613
      @Maricruz0613 2 года назад +8

      Your words are beautiful.....every. day. Is. A. Struggle.My Son keeps me going.

  • @stevenrobbins7402
    @stevenrobbins7402 3 года назад +550

    Lost my high school best friend to suicide this year. This song brings me to tears everytime I hear it. Every word hits me like a sledgehammer. If only I'd have known you had a storm to weather. Miss you James. Love you brotha.

    • @luvblare1242
      @luvblare1242 3 года назад +10

      Omg I'm so sorry to hear that...

    • @luvblare1242
      @luvblare1242 3 года назад +6

      And so sorry for your lost...

    • @leovigildoferreira
      @leovigildoferreira 3 года назад +5

      Jesus Cristo is the way for your life to find peace and the fulfillment of your existential void

    • @Rcganti
      @Rcganti 3 года назад +5

      I'm so sorry are you ok?

    • @stevenrobbins7402
      @stevenrobbins7402 3 года назад +5

      @@Rcganti it gets better every day. I'll never understand, and I don't attempt to, honestly. I just have to keep going on, and try to "live with it" as best I can. Thank you all for your posts.

  • @VirgilDante2693
    @VirgilDante2693 21 день назад +116

    Anyone listening with me in November 2024?

  • @iml2492
    @iml2492 4 года назад +317

    As someone who was suicidal as a teenager, this song hits me on a different level. To anyone out there that feels suicidal and thinks it’s the only way out - please know that whatever you are going through will pass and that it does get better.
    Anything good or bad going on in your life right now is temporary. Don’t make a permanent decision for a temporary problem.

    • @qcox6010
      @qcox6010 4 года назад +2

      Thank you and I mean it I'm a teen and I've thought about comiting suicide and sometimes I still do I'm in tears right now plz contact me on Snapchat and maybe we can talk. kingqdog1128

    • @euphoricsadnessx
      @euphoricsadnessx 4 года назад

      @Evangeline Sackuvich i hope everyone finds their lights 💜
      Maybe even me. No. Nevermind😊

    • @zehboogadaba
      @zehboogadaba 4 года назад

      I don’t know you, I don’t know your story but I know your pain. I’ve been through that too. I’m here for you.

    • @worldtech8345
      @worldtech8345 4 года назад

      thank you, have a nice life ❤️❤️

    • @kuyaobeth5395
      @kuyaobeth5395 4 года назад

      m.ruclips.net/video/awlDOF89d-4/видео.html
      Before you go with lewis capldi.