Thanks for sharing. Indeed, the process of ego death is discarding the one you thought you were . It is not a way to punish people, although it may like that on the outside, but behind the scenes its just the beginning of true freedom and liberation that was obscured by the ego.❤✌
I just recently had the most beautiful dmt induced ego death.. I felt my ego being reconstructed and parts of it praised and parts of it lectured.. and the whole of my being once reassembled was loved by the entities, and praised for my purity in thought, but warned me about my hubris. It was overall beautiful. I felt powerless, meaningless. But it felt so good to surrender, trust, and have something pure assist you through this crazy experience. I no longer fear death, and they told me as beautiful as this revelation is, you still have work here. Accept that life ends, your loved ones have come here and you will too! Thank you for the visit, and I see why she loves you and worries about you(talking about my girlfriend of 4 years). It was hard but very rewarding.
@@rabidpichu7391did you do your dmt trip through a medical professional? I've heard that some doctors and scientists who are looking into it will assist patients in a controlled environment.
I had a conversation with my family last night about finding the purpose in life and I asked many existential questions about our lives. They just want me to follow the typical norm of getting a degree, find a job, make a living for life. Recently, I had a spiritual awakening and everything I believed is crumbling down. I just feel like nothing even matters to me anymore. I just want to disassociate from the society to live in peace and be aligned with my true authentic self. Everybody calls me crazy. Eventually, the conversation turned into a heated argument, It was literally so depressing that I ended up leaving the room in tears. Later, I ended up spending the rest of the night alone in my room and spent a long time doing meditation to release the negativity. Deep down, I do trust the process. It is all a part of the transformation for the greater good, if somebody can relate to this, I just want to say keep moving forward, the universe will reward those that dares to follow their hearts! Peace! 🙏
🙏👌❤️, this awakening is happening for your highest good, the old self is crumbling away so that new self can be born. No matter how much they call you crazy, they are going to be forced to accept your inner transformation whether they like it or not. Don’t judge them, bless this people and recognise that these are souls like you who forgot who they are.
I think we are in very similar situation, too similar to be exact. Ever since the first mushroom trip alone 3 months ago, everything to me isn't as fun as it used to be. I asked questioned to myself, feeling unreal; i feel dissociated, i want to have a non-hustle life by nature, a dog. My family expects me to be working in a big company, have high salary, exactly the same as what you said. I never really tell my parents, i keep things to myself, but from what they have been telling me, i feel stressed and burdened because those are not what i want. I also feel nostalgic of everything in the past, i regretted not appreciated things i did. Sometimes the memory just relive in my head when i zone out, and it feels very real. Just like it has just happened. But i learned to focus on myself, i have not achieved the state of not caring about what other people say, but i think i'm getting there. Even my parents will be gone someday and there'll be only me, so why do i have to do something to make them proud, which i don't even know if the pride will still exist when they're gone. I love them, but i assume you'd know what i mean. And i realize that things may not be as important and difficult as i think it is. I have the feeling to just focus on the present, and what is destined to come, will come. I try not to worry too much about the future. If i am destined to be living the way i want, it will happen. If not, then i guess it is what it is, i will still appreciate it, because life also gives you what you want based on your energy. May have some grammar mistakes though, but i'm sharing because i finally come across someone who has the same notion and feelings as me. Peace to you too
i tried to explain to my family life is beautiful and we need to be mindful and they are just stuck. I couldn’t understand why i like seeing the good things. I feel out of place all of sudden.
Its stoooopid, nothing and everything at the same time🤦🏾♂️ You people are all lost, its like saying nothing gave rise to existence 🤦🏾♂️ As the saying goes, stay away from drugs, including the most dangerous, alcohol too
@@freeyourmind7538 it’s not at all like saying nothing gave rise to existence. It’s more like saying when your ego gets put aside for awhile you realize that everything you thought you were is just made up and will pass away along with your food body. You then feel like nothing or no thing at all. But at the same time you see and feel that you are connected and are apart of everything. Sorry that went over your head 🤡
@@ChangeYourLife1122 the love you're showing by explaining the life altering event is awesome! Whatever they did to you, they couldn't break you. You rock!!!! 💪
It is what it is my friend , you just allow the process to do its own thing. And yes , ego death is extremely painful to the point where you end up questioning your sanity.
I needed this video. I’ve been struggling with extreme mental health issues since mid 2020 which have landed me in hospital multiple times. I thought all my suffering was for nothing. I’ve been searching for a reason for it all for so long and I think I know now. Thank you ❤
😳 I’m experiencing a similar ego death to your relationship one wow. The ruminating is so real, I can hardly do anything in a day, and I’ve never been like this in a relationship before. Thank you for being so thorough. I have been so near actual death lately…. Somehow I recalled how my ego may be what’s led me to this place and these miserable and agonizing feelings. I have to let go of my ego if I want to live. I can’t hurt the people in my life by not changing
I have been through it, ego is dead, it started two years ago. And its the best thing that has happened. I used to spend money like water and no productivity and life crisis, i felt miserable. I am not the mind, I am not the body. Then i started meditating and concentrating on spiritual awakening. I think this experience makes you more wise and mature, you become more observant with yourself and others
My ego death climaxed with the most peaceful sensation I had ever experienced in my life. I confused this pure peace as confirmation my decision was the correct one. After two attempts before assistance arrived, I slowly felt the heavy heart return and deep sadness. Still, I was so confused why I felt so peaceful when my decision became final. My persona did die that day and what a relief that was. I consider that day as my rebirth and am doing much better with my life. I really enjoyed your video.
Good for you🙏❤️, you just experienced what we call “satori”- a moment of enlightenment where you feel one with everything around you. As you align more with your true self , you are going to experience these moments . Keep it up ✊
I went through huge amounts of torment, abuse, punishment, misunderstandings and accusations throughout my childhood that lead to permanent trauma, ive been surrounded by drug addicts and alcoholics most of my whole life and feared them, i struggled heavily in school and at home working with my father in his business. Over the years i many times sat in my bedroom crying after my dad grabbed me painfully by the skin and threw me into the wall and would have existential crisis about life, existence, suffering, why were here and would want to leave it all and die. Back in 2019 i developed a spiritual awakening ever so slowly and my world completely changed. I learned that i have high functioning autism and ADHD and thats why i failed school and couldn't run my dads business because im ditsy or slow. Ive struggled with emotional dysregulation, severe anxiety, working memory deficit, insomnia, psychological demand avoidance, rejection sensitivity dysphoria, executive dysfunction, poor interoception, misophonia, maladaptive daydreaming disorder, etc. But I have a splinter skill in reading, spelling and typing but could never write poems, essays, do PowerPoints, etc. Now im still living with my parents still struggling and trying to figure out meaning in life and thats why im watching this video. I also experience synchronicities, angel numbers, manifestation and miracles.
Dear brave heart, You are an extraordinary strong soul to get through all this. Much respect to you. Do not worry. Just hold on a bit more. You will be able to leave your toxic family away, and you will be with your true soul tribe. You will find the way out. The universe will show you. Just have a little bit more patience ❤. Much love 💕
Your problem is that you’re telling yourself you have all of these problems. You’ve let labels define you. Every time you fail you put a label on it and excuse it. Those labels are a crutch. You’ll never get better/succeed/excel bc you’ve convinced yourself that you’re broken. You go in telling yourself that you’re ADHD, autistic, etc. so yeah of course you’re not going to get things done. You ve already failed before even trying. I’m 42 and just realized that my telling myself and others that I have ADHD and autism is WHY i would exhibit symptoms of both. Thoughts become words, words become actions, actions become habits, habits become character. Try the opposite.
At the start I was like "yep, yep, that's me, yet, omg how does he know me?!". I've been like this for some years now. It happened about 10 years ago when I went to prison. I lost everything. I went from poor, to wealthy, back to broke. And I had no interest in money after this. I hated it. I still do. I've felt like I don't fit into this life and tapping out would be no problem at all. I've lost loved ones, I've had cancer, I've recently broke up from a 14 year relationship. I've quit an alcohol addiction. I'm about to tackle smoking and the green stuff. I now realize what I'm going through.
You are doing just fine my friend! There are no mistakes. You are exactly where you need to be on the spiritual path right now. Sometimes what appear to be negative situations, can indicate you're actually an accelerated path. You're not all comfy, taking an easy journey - but quickly getting all this "loss" stuff out of the way. Sometimes the ego needs to be stripped bare, in order for you to experience your true Self. Don't despair! You're on a much higher level than the mind would want you to believe. 🫶
I have been experiencing this for so long that I don’t even remember when I started thinking like this. The first time I discovered that I wasn’t the only one who thinks like this was when I started reading things written by Henry David Theroux. I’m not sure if that’s how you spell good last name or not. But when I discovered him it was the first time I didn’t feel alone and the first time realizing that if he also saw the world this way others probably do too.
Life's rough man in sorry you went though all of this. I had an ego death at 19 it's been 7 years nearly 8 since then now I'm facing a lot of darkness myself literally my deepest fear so I know I have to surrender it so I can become who I'm suppose to without fear.
Dreams seem real while you are in them... Your every thought is a trance...a spell...brought upon Awareness...which is peace Itself. In Pure Awareness there is no diversity whatsoever...
I believe I am experiencing an EGO death right now. I have been in a toxic relationship more than once and surrounded by toxic family members. I have been in years of depression and anxiety, until I finally accept it and acknowledge its role in my spiritual journey. While some of my family members are aware of what i m going through others are questioning my sanity. Somehow it is strange that I want to frequently move to the countryside and enjoy the peace.
They told me to surrender so I sat back and watch it all unfold, just waiting, crying. I wished for death more times than I care to count, I didn’t know this was ego death. After a while I just felt numbed to it all, just watching like a backseat driver I felt faded but it’s getting brighter now, like a flame being relight from embers it’s so peaceful.
Ive lost my gf my job my kids and my dads really not well right now. I've been falsely accused. Literally don't see the point in anything anymore. Just don't see why it's happening I had spiritually awakened 7 years ago and built myself back up don't get me wrong that did soooo much good but now it's like the rest of this shit is now coming to the surface and it's like what's the point life seems to be squeezing me into a tight corner and I'm hanging on by a thread.
@ I’m not gonna try and understand what you’ve been through, I’m not in your body. But I know things work themselves out when you care for yourself through loss of people and hope caring for your being can be the change for everything. Whenever you hurt inside please take that as a sign you are human, life isn’t fair but we can carve our own paths, Don’t give up yet please.
@@tanishatoombs-wiks8309 I think the universe is setting me up for a bigger and better life. I've just got 12k comp from my job and I've just won tickets to my favourite artists well one of
It’s not easy to share with people. The last few months were rough. But I am slowly starting to surrender. And the process has become little bit easier, I must say. But there are times when my heart gets heavy and I can’t stop crying.
Of all the videos I've watched, and things I've read, you've explained this extremely well. I hope your channel grows, and this information reach the masses. Someone told me today you can have an ego death (dark night of the soul) after meeting a 'false twin.' I find that hard to believe.
Thank you for your support. Unfortunately there is no such thing as a" false twin flame", probably it's someone that nowadays is referred as a" karmic" or some form of a toxic relationship. When you meet a real twin flame, its not gonna be cool at all, a real twin flame is going to trigger a massive breakdown of your ego very painfully and you will not wanna wish to meet this person. There is a lot of misleading information about twin flames out there talking about romance or mission stuff. When you meet a true twin flame, they are going to trigger an ego death experience which will force you to go within whether you like it or not. ✌❤
@@ChangeYourLife1122 Absolutely agree, as this was my experience Aug 2023, ruminating thoughts, lack of sleep, unexplained heart palpitations, random crying spells...all sorts of things. It's hard to believe a 'catalyst twin' so called 'false twin' could trigger an ego death as well. Thank you for responding💌
I have a channel that explains twins flames perfectly. Im not sure if you are familiar with this channel. The channel is called New World Allstar by kurt Johnson. He is the person that figured out twin flames.
@@ChangeYourLife1122 Yes, I'm familiar with Kurt's channel. Alot of information as well. He mentioned the DM doesn't have any inkling of the twin flame connection, and doesn't experience what the 'other self' (myself) experience. However, my other self was more aware of the uniqueness of the connection, before ending things than I was...before I went through ego death. My TF mentioned, "It feels like I'm supposed to be with you." Surprising as he's practical in his thinking and disconnected from expressing emotions. He told me a month ago that he saw repeating numbers 666. I think it's possible for the DM to receive 'downloads.'
Be sure to allow the death to happen completely. If not and instead you suppress and have a false death and a magnification of ego will occur and result in more traumatic experiences to manifest in your life. Then this process repeats and escalates until ego can no longer suppress and all the trauma is now magnified and even more intense to go through the experience. If you are meant to experience ego death you can’t continuously avoid or run from this. The truth is it’s a blessing… and gift..
I ask these questions.Is it truly the death of the ego mind or is it acceptance and then a merge of who were and who you are now.In so many ways the ego is who you started off as.Your inner child in so many ways.Could you really kill a piece of yourself?Or could you accept your ego as a part of your spirtual journey?
"Ego death" is just basically helping you to rediscover the one you have forgotten. I use the term" ego death" figuratively, but one could say there isn't such a thing as ego death, only as a pointer for a realization of who you truly are. And Yes, ego still operates after your spiritual awakening and it's impossible to get rid of it because you dont need to, you just transcend it.
Not going through ego death, but certainly a transformation to a higher and best purpose in serving God. Maybe it is an ego death? Not having any negativity with it. Did have an external event that liberated me from my ego.
Its crazy finding what else you are beyond just ego. The death of the ego. Still has you existing in a non ego like awareness. Non thinking version of something that is like thinking but a different thing all together. Awareness aware of itself and diserning its decision making using nuetral free will and angles of consideration through understanding varying perspective view points. And knowing what you want to choose and why. Without having to think about it. Just understanding it innately the same way you know your hand is connected to. Your arm without looking or thinking about it. A non me centrality. Selfless observation of self wirhout identifying with that illusion of i
Wow! You really helped me! I’ve been in intense physical (sciatic nerve) pain. I already went through the crazy suicidal part. 😫Awful!! I stopped taking too much aspirin and I’m trying to see pain as an illusion. The pain is less, then more! You say I should let it run its course. Don’t fight it? So just feel the pain. If I have to go out and I struggle with the pain (hard to walk) just get my project done. Is that prolonging it? This was a great video. I appreciate you! Thanks💙😇🙏😁❗️
For me this is just the collapse of the sense of safety around the outside world but everything has alwahs been in my mind. The law of attraction caused massive ammounts of fear in me because while my ego was dying it was terrifyed of evrrything being manifested
I am on this journey, triggered by meeting my twin flame. Holy shit it’s so painful and isolating 😢 I was even asked by spirit to leave my career of 35 years. I have no clue what to do. I just cry every day, I’ve had the suicidal thoughts, it’s just awful. 😩😩😩😩
Oh, you met your other incarnation? I relate because i have also met my twin flame. The obsessive thinking is unexplainable. Who helped you regarding your twin flame situation?
@@ChangeYourLife1122 no one has helped except my own guide. I got downloaded with the information. Yeah, the obsessive thoughts are insane. I can’t stand it. I force myself to think of something else now. I want off this ride.
@@jessicamosley4431 on the other hand besides the spiritual awakening part, your twin flame is trying to show you that you are a creator. Remember when you used to see your twin flame name everywhere , that’s should be showing you that your mind is so powerful and you can use it to create the reality you want😂. The law of attraction 101
Its painful to say the least... mine was brought about after i moved abroad and i had a triggering event happened to me. Didnt even realize what was going on but it felt like the world was ending. Fears i never had before came up. Pains and aches i never had before, developed. I would have random breakdowns for absolutely no reason at all. I seriously thought i was going to die. I moved back home recently because it was too much and i lacked support back there. Ive only been back a month when i realized it hadnt ended. I still feel the same. Processed some stuff and i felt a deep appreciation for my ego. For my coping mechanisms. These parts of me that developed this way so i could have survived a shit ass childhood. I respect and appreciate what she did for me, so much. But im older now... and i have choices now. I choose differently for myself.
From my very own experience - I highly warn of joining a spiritual community. Or rather, prepare, that joining it might be a very painful part of the process.
How do people find peace after the death of your false self ? How do you find your true self when all you thought to be true was false ? Sometimes i wish i was in a bad dream and cant wait to wake up .
I am going thru it as well. It has taken me a while, but worth it. I am shedding all the negative self identities. Piece by piece. I cannot tell you why it takes time, but is very typical. I recall my joyous self when I was very little and before abuse at home terrorizing me caused so much pain that I really needed to pretend I was something else. I wanted to be happy and calm, but thought it was me that was bad. Simply learning that I am okay and always was okay. I am in my 60s now, and survived adapting to live the best I could without feeling the real me. I guess I gave up. I was depressed that this identity was all I would ever be, and I never experienced joy. That triggered an "awareness experience" for me. Not some amazing change of life's circumstances, but a better acceptance of what is real. What a difference my life is now. I do experience real joy. My life is simple but happy to simply be. No achievements needed at all. Accepting much. Letting go and trusting. I believe in a higher purpose rather than chaos. I found meditation with a good spiritual guide as paramount. Try Mooji, you will find him here on RUclips. Also Samaneri Jayasara. Both excellent! Listen to Mooji's "Invitation". It shocked me to experience my true self. Amazing to find out what they mean that "only the ego is suffering" and the real you cannot be harmed or suffer at all. You must see for yourself, as no one can do this for you. We spend our whole lives being told what we are by others, who are themselves completely brainwashed. Take heart, you will find your true self. Peace is coming. You will experience joy as well.
Don't be afraid. Just keep doing alternate deep breathing. It is scary, no doubt. I have gone through it. It is not easy. Read the Indian literature. Ego death is explained very well. It will help. Sending blessings your way. Jesus said the path is lonely. No doubt about it. We have to walk it alone. Do yoga also.
I feel I'm on this process, I've lost almost everything on the outside, lost my home, split with a longterm partner and my next relationship was for the last half becoming abusive and toxic which escalated until the end. I feel lost with no purpose and my mind is blank I have thought about suicide many many times, I've had serval mental health assessments, I've been hospitalized a few times at my lowest points. I think I'm going through ego death but this is about 3 years it's been like this perhaps more than one ego death slowly slowly I think and I hope Im going to get through this
@@ChangeYourLife1122 multiple multiple things are all relatable that is said, the isolation, people thinking I'm going a bit mad, even turned away from me. This truely is an unimaginable experience, I'm not fighting it that I'm aware but this is just taking years. I have the curiosity what's the end result, breaks me into tears writing these comments my body shakes at times too Is it reasonable that this crushing experience can be years in duration?
@@ch1417 In my experience - yes. I have been lucky to already have had childern when it happend, so for me suicide was not an option. But this painful process brings also some possitive changes - I started to open up to better understandding of music, literature etc. You might come over a book or film or anything which helps you to a deeper understanding of your problems and your self. My advise is - be careful in looking for gurus or communities, sometimes they might try to misuse your present vulnerability. Many of us "did it", you will do it too :)
- Total Meaninglessness & - Loss of Purpose in Life. - Death of False Self. - Dark Night of the Sole. - Spritual Awakening. 1:50...What is EGO-Death ?... List ==>
6:10...6 Types...... 1) .Loosing a Loved One 2) .Turmoil illness 3) .Loosing Everything on the Outside 4) .Meeting your Twinflame 5) .Abuse 6) .Any other type of Personal Crises. 6:56...8:45 Yourself Identified by..... Type of identification (outside validation)- 1. Attached to People- Loosing a Loved One, or Breakup. 2. Physical Body- Turmoil illness, something terable happens to body. 3. Material Pleasure- Money, Fancy Possessions, Wordly Success or Fame. 4. Becoming Homeless, Loosing Status
💖💖Please, would you elaborate more on your break up experience? :) My ultra crisis has started from break up and I have the same like you, it was 4 weeks of relationship and 5 months has gone now and I still want her, thinking about her and I am in the process of manifesting her back into my life as well as I work on my inner self on subconscious levels
I met someone for 4 weeks, and felt like I knew her or felt familiar, and it was the first time meeting her. The moment this person breaks up with me, I went into this unexplainable desperate rage accompanied with the endless obsessive thinking( 1000 thoughts per hour thinking about this person) non- stop, crying all day long, stalking this person like crazy, yearning for her. I didn’t know why I was super addicted to this person and this addiction was not something I have never encountered in my life, even when I looked in her eyes, it’s like I felt one with her. Your situation is no different, and you have just met your twin flame. The symptoms you are experiencing right now are the following: 1. Uncontrollable obsessive thinking 2. Intense emotional love regarding your person 3. Heart pain- 4. Sleepless nights 5. Ego death
@@ChangeYourLife1122 I had very similar, almost the same. Only after she left me I made one thing. Well, a bad thing. While drunk and out of jealousy I wrote her husband (She was during divorce) and I wrote him that ''she is scr...ing left and right'' (she had already a different guy month later after we split up) the point is - she is, at least this is my thinking, like 98% dont want to do anything with me. What you think abut it? On the other hand I know that we may change this mental image of every person in our life and we can do that in our mind and suppress subconsciousness with it in order to manifest a desired outcome. And although there is no contact, cos Im blocked everywhere, my goal with her is to get back together to be in a beautiful relationship. Thank you for your response.
Not exactly. Ego death is not something intentionally planned or everyone goes through regarding their circumstances . It’s a forced process initiated by your “higher self”. If you suspect that you are going through a mental health problem, please go see a doctor. It may not be sign of ego death.
Could we possible solve this problem by making gradual changes and not suddenly making extreme moves like intensive meditation or self enquiries..for example.start with 1 min.meditation for a week learning to deal with the.minor ego backlash feom that then 2 min for a week then 3.min the keep at it.till your sitting 10 hours a day. I feel like sitting an hour a day will trigger an ego backlash. Also before meditation work on building a suitable ego.For example an ego that is virtous and moral,an ego thats kind and wholesome Before you jump ship completely. There are protective meditations like loving kindness that protects the mind during an ego backlash. Also do an Ennagram Test to see what type of Ego you have then choose a meditation that suits that.🌾Thank you.
@@BMill88 Still horrifying. The sense of privacy is destroyed. Suspicion arises. Merging feels like intrusion, because first it requires the acknowledgement of a separation that didn't to be the case just moments before. Also the uncertainty of not knowing if the other parts existed because they do or because you were brainwashed to believe they do. It's very much akin to dissociative identity disorder, virus/host, COVID-19, brain fog "we're all in this together", "the sixth sense", Bruce Willis, dementia, piscean, ♓
So I mean, you were right about everything you said about ego death. Besides you judgment on other people thinking they're going through people with us. Not saying you wouldn't have a clue because you kind of could. But you can't really discern that fact. I've made that mistake in the past because of how intense some of the things I've went through has been. And other people have not been intense like that. So I was thinking they probably didn't really go through it. That's probably untrue, but sometimes it's probably true. But I choose not to really judge on that fact. However , I didn't hear you mention anything about taking medicine for a intentional ego death. Which is quite a big topic to skip. And ancient topic is that that has been used since our known history. Successfully I might add. Maybe I just didn't hear you say it though.
Ive been in and out of depression since 2019,alot of traumatic things happened to me and had some horrible nights where it felt like dark night of the soul,but i still don't know if they were ego death or no cause im still depressed and my life is currently falling apart
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Question…. He said this is no different than what Jim Carey has gone through… etc… and then referred to all the names he listed, as yogi masters? Jim Carey?… the actor?
i was just giving an example of people who went through an ego death experience, not attempting to classify them according to roles. and yes, jim carrey as well went through an awakening through ego death.
I’ve been having obsessive thoughts about my gf dying for a year in a half now everyday and it triggered a dark night of the soul in me and I am scared I will manifest her death, it actually started because I had an intrusive thought abt her dying and then I was scared it would manifest and it started this whole spiral since I resisted it so much, and the part of the video when you said a loved one close to you will die during the dark night of the soul if I rely on other people for happiness or something like that triggered me even more and made the obsessive thoughts even worse, do you have any advice for me i really need help
I would recommend to start reading the power of now by eckhart tolle. Your mind is worried about what would happen to your girlfriend. Your thoughts are triggering fear of losing a loved one.This are just throughs in your mind to make you beleive that everything is falling apart, but in a true sense, nothing is happening. ❤👊
@@ChangeYourLife1122 okay I’ll check that out, I just have one more question, when you said if you depend on other people for happiness you’ll lose those people or with the other examples you said, do you mean you’ll manifest the loss of those people from your unconscious, or you mean if we lost those people it would cause a dark night of the soul
It’s hard to explain but what I mean is like if someone happened to die or leave your life would that be manifested from your unconscious? Or would it just be a random event that ended up triggering the dark night of soul
Because me just worrying about her death started my dark night of the soul and it was enough for me to do the shadow work and everything and I thought the thoughts just came from an intrusive thought but after watching this video it made it seem more like intuition and like a force I can’t control and it makes it ever harder to let go of this belief that she’ll die and it seems out of my control and I have no direction right now to solve it
I just need a damn car. Everything from that point I will be at peace. I can’t maintain any job no matter how good I am. There is always someone who destroys me. I’m tired. Damn I can’t take it
16:40 Urgent message, may help tou guys. You people need God/Allah/Islam, as it states in tne Quran, your ULTIMATE purpose is to worship the Creator, NOT YOUR EGO! And worship doesn't mean praying all day and only praying, worship in Islam is very broad, so much so that planting a tree is worship, feeding a thirsty dog in the road is worship, even smiling is a form of worship!!! Once you kill your ego and follow the guidance from your Creator, you really are buzzing through life, and live a happy life. I hope you dont take this as another, oh, no, another reliigious nutcase, I hope you consider it because just going through these messages, i feel sad and hope i can help out. As stated at thr end of the video, there are spiritual communiities and Islam does fall into that category, so visit your local mosques and enjoy the chit chat. ✌🏾 Peace and love❤
@@freeyourmind7538meeting a twin flame is just another type of trigger for a spiritual awakening. I was giving an example of the types of triggers that causes a spiritual awakening and meeting a twin flame is one of them. If you don’t know what twin flames are , let me break this down to you. Twin flames is when a singularity soul incarnated as 2 bodies in this lifetime. Another term for twin flames is simultaneous incarnations. The soul decided to incarnate twice. What is this has to do with spiritual awakening? Because when you meet the other half of your soul( twin flame) it triggers a breakdown of your ego which will eventually force you to awaken spiritually. Yes you also have a twin flame out there, it’s just you haven’t met yours. And I highly recommend you to not wish meeting this person because you will wish you never did, trust me.
Trust the process of the death of the identity, letting go of the story...the new world has moved on from all those trust issues you keep bringing up .......just let it go .......the world will still love you....😂😂
Depends on how much conditioning you have accumulated during the course of your life. The amount of conditioning will determine the period and the type of ego deaths will face. For example, you can lose a loved as the first ego death then followed by having a turmoil illeness as the second ego death and so on. For me personally i went through 2 ego deaths which was triggered by meeting my twin flame and the second one was triggered by by an intense abuse in my family system. 🤗
@@ChangeYourLife1122 hmmm inseem to have had these starting from a VERY early age and then ever since in my life. By early age I mean 11 years old. I am unconvinced it was all about me as having a sociopath dad has nothing to do with my input on this world. So no. Sometimes things happen to you at you etc and have NOTHING to do with you. You're just there in the line of fire like a child running from a war zone that they have no understanding of. Explain that
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At the death of ego the greatest realization is the subtle acknowledgment that you have always been okay.
Thanks for sharing. Indeed, the process of ego death is discarding the one you thought you were . It is not a way to punish people, although it may like that on the outside, but behind the scenes its just the beginning of true freedom and liberation that was obscured by the ego.❤✌
I just recently had the most beautiful dmt induced ego death.. I felt my ego being reconstructed and parts of it praised and parts of it lectured.. and the whole of my being once reassembled was loved by the entities, and praised for my purity in thought, but warned me about my hubris. It was overall beautiful. I felt powerless, meaningless. But it felt so good to surrender, trust, and have something pure assist you through this crazy experience. I no longer fear death, and they told me as beautiful as this revelation is, you still have work here. Accept that life ends, your loved ones have come here and you will too! Thank you for the visit, and I see why she loves you and worries about you(talking about my girlfriend of 4 years). It was hard but very rewarding.
@@rabidpichu7391did you do your dmt trip through a medical professional? I've heard that some doctors and scientists who are looking into it will assist patients in a controlled environment.
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I had a conversation with my family last night about finding the purpose in life and I asked many existential questions about our lives. They just want me to follow the typical norm of getting a degree, find a job, make a living for life.
Recently, I had a spiritual awakening and everything I believed is crumbling down. I just feel like nothing even matters to me anymore. I just want to disassociate from the society to live in peace and be aligned with my true authentic self. Everybody calls me crazy. Eventually, the conversation turned into a heated argument, It was literally so depressing that I ended up leaving the room in tears. Later, I ended up spending the rest of the night alone in my room and spent a long time doing meditation to release the negativity.
Deep down, I do trust the process. It is all a part of the transformation for the greater good, if somebody can relate to this, I just want to say keep moving forward, the universe will reward those that dares to follow their hearts! Peace! 🙏
🙏👌❤️, this awakening is happening for your highest good, the old self is crumbling away so that new self can be born. No matter how much they call you crazy, they are going to be forced to accept your inner transformation whether they like it or not. Don’t judge them, bless this people and recognise that these are souls like you who forgot who they are.
In anyway you have to make a living unless you have rich family.
I think we are in very similar situation, too similar to be exact.
Ever since the first mushroom trip alone 3 months ago, everything to me isn't as fun as it used to be. I asked questioned to myself, feeling unreal; i feel dissociated, i want to have a non-hustle life by nature, a dog. My family expects me to be working in a big company, have high salary, exactly the same as what you said. I never really tell my parents, i keep things to myself, but from what they have been telling me, i feel stressed and burdened because those are not what i want.
I also feel nostalgic of everything in the past, i regretted not appreciated things i did. Sometimes the memory just relive in my head when i zone out, and it feels very real. Just like it has just happened.
But i learned to focus on myself, i have not achieved the state of not caring about what other people say, but i think i'm getting there. Even my parents will be gone someday and there'll be only me, so why do i have to do something to make them proud, which i don't even know if the pride will still exist when they're gone. I love them, but i assume you'd know what i mean.
And i realize that things may not be as important and difficult as i think it is. I have the feeling to just focus on the present, and what is destined to come, will come. I try not to worry too much about the future. If i am destined to be living the way i want, it will happen. If not, then i guess it is what it is, i will still appreciate it, because life also gives you what you want based on your energy.
May have some grammar mistakes though, but i'm sharing because i finally come across someone who has the same notion and feelings as me. Peace to you too
i tried to explain to my family life is beautiful and we need to be mindful and they are just stuck. I couldn’t understand why i like seeing the good things. I feel out of place all of sudden.
You're not alone...
Its crazy you become nothing, but everything at the same time
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Hell yeah. I felt it last week. Didn't think it was possible.
Its stoooopid, nothing and everything at the same time🤦🏾♂️
You people are all lost, its like saying nothing gave rise to existence 🤦🏾♂️
As the saying goes, stay away from drugs, including the most dangerous, alcohol too
@@freeyourmind7538 it’s not at all like saying nothing gave rise to existence. It’s more like saying when your ego gets put aside for awhile you realize that everything you thought you were is just made up and will pass away along with your food body. You then feel like nothing or no thing at all. But at the same time you see and feel that you are connected and are apart of everything. Sorry that went over your head 🤡
@@freeyourmind7538May you always call it stoopid!❤❤❤
Thank you.. thank you.. just omg thank you. You've explained this perfectly. I did experience an ego death through narcissistic abuse.
Same applies to me✌❤. Thank you for sharing
@@ChangeYourLife1122 the love you're showing by explaining the life altering event is awesome! Whatever they did to you, they couldn't break you. You rock!!!! 💪
Same do I. I hope you discovered how UNLIMITED you are. WE ARE ONE, you're never alone and never will be
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I am in a Transition & it’s extremely, hard…. extremely… I mean its not a choice, if people even knew, this is hell…
It is what it is my friend , you just allow the process to do its own thing. And yes , ego death is extremely painful to the point where you end up questioning your sanity.
How do i come back its like almost 2 years i cant keep this up helllppp
@@jessical3919how are u now
Yep - I’m in it, feeling it. It’s painful and scary - but learning to love it 🙏🤍✨
I’m going through it now … I feel like it’s peaking. It’s hard … I can’t even explain it. It’s just , everything.
I needed this video. I’ve been struggling with extreme mental health issues since mid 2020 which have landed me in hospital multiple times. I thought all my suffering was for nothing. I’ve been searching for a reason for it all for so long and I think I know now. Thank you ❤
You are welcome ❤️
😳 I’m experiencing a similar ego death to your relationship one wow. The ruminating is so real, I can hardly do anything in a day, and I’ve never been like this in a relationship before. Thank you for being so thorough. I have been so near actual death lately…. Somehow I recalled how my ego may be what’s led me to this place and these miserable and agonizing feelings. I have to let go of my ego if I want to live. I can’t hurt the people in my life by not changing
Thanks for sharing 🤗✌❤, i highly recommended to start reading the power of now by eckhart tolle.
Im in that situation also❤🙏🏼
I have been through it, ego is dead, it started two years ago. And its the best thing that has happened. I used to spend money like water and no productivity and life crisis, i felt miserable. I am not the mind, I am not the body. Then i started meditating and concentrating on spiritual awakening. I think this experience makes you more wise and mature, you become more observant with yourself and others
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My ego death climaxed with the most peaceful sensation I had ever experienced in my life. I confused this pure peace as confirmation my decision was the correct one. After two attempts before assistance arrived, I slowly felt the heavy heart return and deep sadness. Still, I was so confused why I felt so peaceful when my decision became final. My persona did die that day and what a relief that was. I consider that day as my rebirth and am doing much better with my life. I really enjoyed your video.
Good for you🙏❤️, you just experienced what we call “satori”- a moment of enlightenment where you feel one with everything around you. As you align more with your true self , you are going to experience these moments . Keep it up ✊
I went through huge amounts of torment, abuse, punishment, misunderstandings and accusations throughout my childhood that lead to permanent trauma, ive been surrounded by drug addicts and alcoholics most of my whole life and feared them, i struggled heavily in school and at home working with my father in his business. Over the years i many times sat in my bedroom crying after my dad grabbed me painfully by the skin and threw me into the wall and would have existential crisis about life, existence, suffering, why were here and would want to leave it all and die. Back in 2019 i developed a spiritual awakening ever so slowly and my world completely changed. I learned that i have high functioning autism and ADHD and thats why i failed school and couldn't run my dads business because im ditsy or slow. Ive struggled with emotional dysregulation, severe anxiety, working memory deficit, insomnia, psychological demand avoidance, rejection sensitivity dysphoria, executive dysfunction, poor interoception, misophonia, maladaptive daydreaming disorder, etc. But I have a splinter skill in reading, spelling and typing but could never write poems, essays, do PowerPoints, etc. Now im still living with my parents still struggling and trying to figure out meaning in life and thats why im watching this video. I also experience synchronicities, angel numbers, manifestation and miracles.
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Dear brave heart, You are an extraordinary strong soul to get through all this. Much respect to you. Do not worry. Just hold on a bit more. You will be able to leave your toxic family away, and you will be with your true soul tribe. You will find the way out. The universe will show you. Just have a little bit more patience ❤. Much love 💕
God bless you. You are a special and magic person.
Your problem is that you’re telling yourself you have all of these problems. You’ve let labels define you. Every time you fail you put a label on it and excuse it. Those labels are a crutch.
You’ll never get better/succeed/excel bc you’ve convinced yourself that you’re broken.
You go in telling yourself that you’re ADHD, autistic, etc. so yeah of course you’re not going to get things done. You ve already failed before even trying.
I’m 42 and just realized that my telling myself and others that I have ADHD and autism is WHY i would exhibit symptoms of both.
Thoughts become words, words become actions, actions become habits, habits become character.
Try the opposite.
Very well made video. Thank you for offering support, especially to the ones who have just started on this journey. Much love&light 💗
You are welcome and thank you❤️🙏
At the start I was like "yep, yep, that's me, yet, omg how does he know me?!". I've been like this for some years now. It happened about 10 years ago when I went to prison. I lost everything. I went from poor, to wealthy, back to broke. And I had no interest in money after this. I hated it. I still do. I've felt like I don't fit into this life and tapping out would be no problem at all. I've lost loved ones, I've had cancer, I've recently broke up from a 14 year relationship. I've quit an alcohol addiction. I'm about to tackle smoking and the green stuff. I now realize what I'm going through.
Stay strong my friend, you will get through this, your life will never be the same 🤗❤👊
You are doing just fine my friend! There are no mistakes. You are exactly where you need to be on the spiritual path right now.
Sometimes what appear to be negative situations, can indicate you're actually an accelerated path.
You're not all comfy, taking an easy journey - but quickly getting all this "loss" stuff out of the way.
Sometimes the ego needs to be stripped bare, in order for you to experience your true Self.
Don't despair! You're on a much higher level than the mind would want you to believe. 🫶
I have been experiencing this for so long that I don’t even remember when I started thinking like this. The first time I discovered that I wasn’t the only one who thinks like this was when I started reading things written by Henry David Theroux. I’m not sure if that’s how you spell good last name or not. But when I discovered him it was the first time I didn’t feel alone and the first time realizing that if he also saw the world this way others probably do too.
Life's rough man in sorry you went though all of this. I had an ego death at 19 it's been 7 years nearly 8 since then now I'm facing a lot of darkness myself literally my deepest fear so I know I have to surrender it so I can become who I'm suppose to without fear.
An excellent presentation,simple words, well-delivered,straight to the heart n mind.Thanks.
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Dreams seem real while you are in them...
Your every thought is a trance...a spell...brought upon Awareness...which is peace Itself.
In Pure Awareness there is no diversity whatsoever...
Thanks for sharing🤗❤
I believe I am experiencing an EGO death right now. I have been in a toxic relationship more than once and surrounded by toxic family members. I have been in years of depression and anxiety, until I finally accept it and acknowledge its role in my spiritual journey. While some of my family members are aware of what i m going through others are questioning my sanity. Somehow it is strange that I want to frequently move to the countryside and enjoy the peace.
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They told me to surrender so I sat back and watch it all unfold, just waiting, crying. I wished for death more times than I care to count, I didn’t know this was ego death. After a while I just felt numbed to it all, just watching like a backseat driver I felt faded but it’s getting brighter now, like a flame being relight from embers it’s so peaceful.
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Ive lost my gf my job my kids and my dads really not well right now. I've been falsely accused.
Literally don't see the point in anything anymore. Just don't see why it's happening I had spiritually awakened 7 years ago and built myself back up don't get me wrong that did soooo much good but now it's like the rest of this shit is now coming to the surface and it's like what's the point life seems to be squeezing me into a tight corner and I'm hanging on by a thread.
@ I’m not gonna try and understand what you’ve been through, I’m not in your body. But I know things work themselves out when you care for yourself through loss of people and hope caring for your being can be the change for everything. Whenever you hurt inside please take that as a sign you are human, life isn’t fair but we can carve our own paths, Don’t give up yet please.
@ don’t give up please!
@@tanishatoombs-wiks8309 I think the universe is setting me up for a bigger and better life. I've just got 12k comp from my job and I've just won tickets to my favourite artists well one of
Okay who else is going through an ego death but clicked on this video just because the thumbnail looks like David Tennant?
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Gratitude for sharing 🙏🏼 ✨️ ❤️ 💕
Thank you for your support and have a nice day✌❤
Had my first ego death 2 days ago, it hurt really really bad but worth it
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It’s not easy to share with people. The last few months were rough. But I am slowly starting to surrender. And the process has become little bit easier, I must say. But there are times when my heart gets heavy and I can’t stop crying.
Of all the videos I've watched, and things I've read, you've explained this extremely well. I hope your channel grows, and this information reach the masses. Someone told me today you can have an ego death (dark night of the soul) after meeting a 'false twin.' I find that hard to believe.
Thank you for your support. Unfortunately there is no such thing as a" false twin flame", probably it's someone that nowadays is referred as a" karmic" or some form of a toxic relationship. When you meet a real twin flame, its not gonna be cool at all, a real twin flame is going to trigger a massive breakdown of your ego very painfully and you will not wanna wish to meet this person. There is a lot of misleading information about twin flames out there talking about romance or mission stuff. When you meet a true twin flame, they are going to trigger an ego death experience which will force you to go within whether you like it or not. ✌❤
@@ChangeYourLife1122 Absolutely agree, as this was my experience Aug 2023, ruminating thoughts, lack of sleep, unexplained heart palpitations, random crying spells...all sorts of things. It's hard to believe a 'catalyst twin' so called 'false twin' could trigger an ego death as well.
Thank you for responding💌
I have a channel that explains twins flames perfectly. Im not sure if you are familiar with this channel. The channel is called New World Allstar by kurt Johnson. He is the person that figured out twin flames.
@@ChangeYourLife1122 Yes, I'm familiar with Kurt's channel. Alot of information as well. He mentioned the DM doesn't have any inkling of the twin flame connection, and doesn't experience what the 'other self' (myself) experience. However, my other self was more aware of the uniqueness of the connection, before ending things than I was...before I went through ego death. My TF mentioned, "It feels like I'm supposed to be with you." Surprising as he's practical in his thinking and disconnected from expressing emotions. He told me a month ago that he saw repeating numbers 666. I think it's possible for the DM to receive 'downloads.'
@@shelita3010 you got it 👌
This is happening to me now. I stopped drinking and partying and see how the real world is. I still smoke 🍃💨 it helps loads
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Be sure to allow the death to happen completely. If not and instead you suppress and have a false death and a magnification of ego will occur and result in more traumatic experiences to manifest in your life. Then this process repeats and escalates until ego can no longer suppress and all the trauma is now magnified and even more intense to go through the experience. If you are meant to experience ego death you can’t continuously avoid or run from this. The truth is it’s a blessing… and gift..
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I ask these questions.Is it truly the death of the ego mind or is it acceptance and then a merge of who were and who you are now.In so many ways the ego is who you started off as.Your inner child in so many ways.Could you really kill a piece of yourself?Or could you accept your ego as a part of your spirtual journey?
"Ego death" is just basically helping you to rediscover the one you have forgotten. I use the term" ego death" figuratively, but one could say there isn't such a thing as ego death, only as a pointer for a realization of who you truly are. And Yes, ego still operates after your spiritual awakening and it's impossible to get rid of it because you dont need to, you just transcend it.
Not going through ego death, but certainly a transformation to a higher and best purpose in serving God. Maybe it is an ego death? Not having any negativity with it. Did have an external event that liberated me from my ego.
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Great video ❤
But what do you think happens to the outside trigger ?
How do you get out of this state? I feel like my good memories are wiped help. How do i come back
Surrender fully to what is.
I literally ego deathed on 🍄’s I learned a shit ton 🤯
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My ego has had some near death experiences but is still kicking
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Beautifully explained.
Thanks ❤️🙏
Its crazy finding what else you are beyond just ego. The death of the ego. Still has you existing in a non ego like awareness. Non thinking version of something that is like thinking but a different thing all together. Awareness aware of itself and diserning its decision making using nuetral free will and angles of consideration through understanding varying perspective view points. And knowing what you want to choose and why. Without having to think about it. Just understanding it innately the same way you know your hand is connected to. Your arm without looking or thinking about it. A non me centrality. Selfless observation of self wirhout identifying with that illusion of i
Thanks for sharing ❤️🙏
Wow! You really helped me! I’ve been in intense physical (sciatic nerve) pain. I already went through the crazy suicidal part. 😫Awful!! I stopped taking too much aspirin and I’m trying to see pain as an illusion. The pain is less, then more! You say I should let it run its course. Don’t fight it? So just feel the pain. If I have to go out and I struggle with the pain (hard to walk) just get my project done. Is that prolonging it? This was a great video. I appreciate you! Thanks💙😇🙏😁❗️
Thanks for sharing.✌❤
feel the pain fully and love it as you do so
@@Klazi Thank you. I needed that piece of information! God bless!💥🙏😁❣️❗️
Thnaks for the infor.much love from sri lanka
You are welcome ✌❤
Brilliant - thank you
You are welcome❤
For me this is just the collapse of the sense of safety around the outside world but everything has alwahs been in my mind. The law of attraction caused massive ammounts of fear in me because while my ego was dying it was terrifyed of evrrything being manifested
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I am on this journey, triggered by meeting my twin flame. Holy shit it’s so painful and isolating 😢 I was even asked by spirit to leave my career of 35 years. I have no clue what to do. I just cry every day, I’ve had the suicidal thoughts, it’s just awful. 😩😩😩😩
Oh, you met your other incarnation? I relate because i have also met my twin flame. The obsessive thinking is unexplainable. Who helped you regarding your twin flame situation?
@@ChangeYourLife1122 no one has helped except my own guide. I got downloaded with the information. Yeah, the obsessive thoughts are insane. I can’t stand it. I force myself to think of something else now. I want off this ride.
@@jessicamosley4431read the power of now by eckhart tolle
@@jessicamosley4431 on the other hand besides the spiritual awakening part, your twin flame is trying to show you that you are a creator. Remember when you used to see your twin flame name everywhere , that’s should be showing you that your mind is so powerful and you can use it to create the reality you want😂. The law of attraction 101
@@ChangeYourLife1122 everything I’ve read says that doing that pushes the other person away
Ego death is suffering. Suffering sheds sin. Focus on spiritual & inner growth. You will find it. All makes sense one day.
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thanks so much so informative
You are welcome 😊
Its painful to say the least... mine was brought about after i moved abroad and i had a triggering event happened to me. Didnt even realize what was going on but it felt like the world was ending. Fears i never had before came up. Pains and aches i never had before, developed. I would have random breakdowns for absolutely no reason at all. I seriously thought i was going to die. I moved back home recently because it was too much and i lacked support back there. Ive only been back a month when i realized it hadnt ended. I still feel the same. Processed some stuff and i felt a deep appreciation for my ego. For my coping mechanisms. These parts of me that developed this way so i could have survived a shit ass childhood. I respect and appreciate what she did for me, so much. But im older now... and i have choices now. I choose differently for myself.
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From my very own experience - I highly warn of joining a spiritual community. Or rather, prepare, that joining it might be a very painful part of the process.
Joining a spiritual community helps those to navigate their journey if they are totally confused about what is happening.
@@ChangeYourLife1122 How do you say a benevolent spiritual community from a dangerous sect, specially in the state of total confusion?
@@ChangeYourLife1122I’ve had same experience having trouble and pain in a spiritual community.
How do people find peace after the death of your false self ? How do you find your true self when all you thought to be true was false ?
Sometimes i wish i was in a bad dream and cant wait to wake up .
You remember who you are as the conscious awareness of the mind. It’s not something to find , but who you already are.
@@ChangeYourLife1122 your right , tanks for bringing me back 🙏🏽
I am going thru it as well. It has taken me a while, but worth it. I am shedding all the negative self identities. Piece by piece. I cannot tell you why it takes time, but is very typical. I recall my joyous self when I was very little and before abuse at home terrorizing me caused so much pain that I really needed to pretend I was something else. I wanted to be happy and calm, but thought it was me that was bad. Simply learning that I am okay and always was okay. I am in my 60s now, and survived adapting to live the best I could without feeling the real me. I guess I gave up. I was depressed that this identity was all I would ever be, and I never experienced joy. That triggered an "awareness experience" for me. Not some amazing change of life's circumstances, but a better acceptance of what is real. What a difference my life is now. I do experience real joy. My life is simple but happy to simply be. No achievements needed at all. Accepting much. Letting go and trusting. I believe in a higher purpose rather than chaos.
I found meditation with a good spiritual guide as paramount. Try Mooji, you will find him here on RUclips. Also Samaneri Jayasara. Both excellent! Listen to Mooji's "Invitation". It shocked me to experience my true self.
Amazing to find out what they mean that "only the ego is suffering" and the real you cannot be harmed or suffer at all. You must see for yourself, as no one can do this for you. We spend our whole lives being told what we are by others, who are themselves completely brainwashed. Take heart, you will find your true self. Peace is coming. You will experience joy as well.
Can you stay with me as friend? Bcoz it's my spritual awakening and i am alone but I am you also
Of course
Don't be afraid. Just keep doing alternate deep breathing.
It is scary, no doubt. I have gone through it. It is not easy. Read the Indian literature. Ego death is explained very well. It will help. Sending blessings your way.
Jesus said the path is lonely. No doubt about it. We have to walk it alone. Do yoga also.
You just need a friend. Just go out on any hangouts and try new people. That simple it is
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@@farahtweedie168hey this really helped could you please recommend which books
It's the mind worldbeing itself as subject and objects.
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I'm going threw it and I want it 2 be over. And I know we gotta go threw it 2 get threw it🥳😇
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Mine was with drugs and i thought it was hell now im reflecting on my incedint and trying to cure my mind from depression (i think its depression)
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I feel I'm on this process, I've lost almost everything on the outside, lost my home, split with a longterm partner and my next relationship was for the last half becoming abusive and toxic which escalated until the end. I feel lost with no purpose and my mind is blank I have thought about suicide many many times, I've had serval mental health assessments, I've been hospitalized a few times at my lowest points. I think I'm going through ego death but this is about 3 years it's been like this perhaps more than one ego death slowly slowly I think and I hope Im going to get through this
This is it my friend, you are not going crazy. Best of luck ❤✌
@@ChangeYourLife1122 multiple multiple things are all relatable that is said, the isolation, people thinking I'm going a bit mad, even turned away from me. This truely is an unimaginable experience, I'm not fighting it that I'm aware but this is just taking years. I have the curiosity what's the end result, breaks me into tears writing these comments my body shakes at times too
Is it reasonable that this crushing experience can be years in duration?
@@ch1417 In my experience - yes. I have been lucky to already have had childern when it happend, so for me suicide was not an option.
But this painful process brings also some possitive changes - I started to open up to better understandding of music, literature etc. You might come over a book or film or anything which helps you to a deeper understanding of your problems and your self.
My advise is - be careful in looking for gurus or communities, sometimes they might try to misuse your present vulnerability.
Many of us "did it", you will do it too :)
@@alena-qu9vj really hope so, I hope no I need to be please 65% of my way through
@@ch1417 yes. It depends on the amount of conditioning you have, the more the conditioning, the more likely is going to last for years.
It's so SAVAGE... POWERUP AND RISEABOVE
Thank you for sharing. Indeed, it's so savage, but it was mearnt to wake people up to who they truly are beyond the illusions of their ego. ✌❤
- Total Meaninglessness &
- Loss of Purpose in Life.
- Death of False Self.
- Dark Night of the Sole.
- Spritual Awakening.
1:50...What is EGO-Death ?...
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6:10...6 Types......
1) .Loosing a Loved One
2) .Turmoil illness
3) .Loosing Everything on the Outside
4) .Meeting your Twinflame
5) .Abuse
6) .Any other type of Personal Crises.
6:56...8:45 Yourself Identified by.....
Type of identification (outside validation)-
1. Attached to People- Loosing a Loved One, or Breakup.
2. Physical Body- Turmoil illness, something terable happens to body.
3. Material Pleasure- Money, Fancy Possessions, Wordly Success or Fame.
4. Becoming Homeless, Loosing Status
💖💖Please, would you elaborate more on your break up experience? :) My ultra crisis has started from break up and I have the same like you, it was 4 weeks of relationship and 5 months has gone now and I still want her, thinking about her and I am in the process of manifesting her back into my life as well as I work on my inner self on subconscious levels
I met someone for 4 weeks, and felt like I knew her or felt familiar, and it was the first time meeting her. The moment this person breaks up with me, I went into this unexplainable desperate rage accompanied with the endless obsessive thinking( 1000 thoughts per hour thinking about this person) non- stop, crying all day long, stalking this person like crazy, yearning for her. I didn’t know why I was super addicted to this person and this addiction was not something I have never encountered in my life, even when I looked in her eyes, it’s like I felt one with her.
Your situation is no different, and you have just met your twin flame. The symptoms you are experiencing right now are the following:
1. Uncontrollable obsessive thinking
2. Intense emotional love regarding your person
3. Heart pain-
4. Sleepless nights
5. Ego death
@@ChangeYourLife1122 I had very similar, almost the same. Only after she left me I made one thing. Well, a bad thing. While drunk and out of jealousy I wrote her husband (She was during divorce) and I wrote him that ''she is scr...ing left and right'' (she had already a different guy month later after we split up) the point is - she is, at least this is my thinking, like 98% dont want to do anything with me. What you think abut it?
On the other hand I know that we may change this mental image of every person in our life and we can do that in our mind and suppress subconsciousness with it in order to manifest a desired outcome. And although there is no contact, cos Im blocked everywhere, my goal with her is to get back together to be in a beautiful relationship. Thank you for your response.
So... all Autistic and ADHD people have been through multiple multiple ego deaths... I have.
Not exactly. Ego death is not something intentionally planned or everyone goes through regarding their circumstances . It’s a forced process initiated by your “higher self”. If you suspect that you are going through a mental health problem, please go see a doctor. It may not be sign of ego death.
@@ChangeYourLife1122But why wouldn't someone going through ego death NOT suspect that it's a mental health thing?
@@ChangeYourLife1122 My point exactly... And their is no mental health issues here.
Could we possible solve this problem by making gradual changes and not suddenly making extreme moves like intensive meditation or self enquiries..for example.start with 1 min.meditation for a week learning to deal with the.minor ego backlash feom that then 2 min for a week then 3.min the keep at it.till your sitting 10 hours a day.
I feel like sitting an hour a day will trigger an ego backlash.
Also before meditation work on building a suitable ego.For example an ego that is virtous and moral,an ego thats kind and wholesome
Before you jump ship completely.
There are protective meditations like loving kindness that protects the mind during an ego backlash.
Also do an Ennagram Test to see what type of Ego you have then choose a meditation that suits that.🌾Thank you.
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And so it is🙏🏾💚.
Thank You💫...
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You welcome🤗✌❤
I projected IMEG from my face 👀 to physical clothes last year 😇👁️🌹💫✨😁🙏🤗🌍
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Yeah, I'm suicidal BECAUSE of ego death. This merging with the universe shit aint for me. 😂
Its rough aint it. How are you now?
@@BMill88 Still horrifying. The sense of privacy is destroyed. Suspicion arises. Merging feels like intrusion, because first it requires the acknowledgement of a separation that didn't to be the case just moments before. Also the uncertainty of not knowing if the other parts existed because they do or because you were brainwashed to believe they do. It's very much akin to dissociative identity disorder, virus/host, COVID-19, brain fog "we're all in this together", "the sixth sense", Bruce Willis, dementia, piscean,
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So I mean, you were right about everything you said about ego death. Besides you judgment on other people thinking they're going through people with us. Not saying you wouldn't have a clue because you kind of could. But you can't really discern that fact. I've made that mistake in the past because of how intense some of the things I've went through has been. And other people have not been intense like that. So I was thinking they probably didn't really go through it. That's probably untrue, but sometimes it's probably true. But I choose not to really judge on that fact. However , I didn't hear you mention anything about taking medicine for a intentional ego death. Which is quite a big topic to skip. And ancient topic is that that has been used since our known history. Successfully I might add. Maybe I just didn't hear you say it though.
Thank you for sharing. ❤✌
Ego deaaaath! 🩷❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙💜
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Pray for life
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My body is being emotional about it. I'm not sure if I should let it happen.
Surrender to what is❤
Thank you
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what bout the 3rd and 4th?
Regarding?
Ive been in and out of depression since 2019,alot of traumatic things happened to me and had some horrible nights where it felt like dark night of the soul,but i still don't know if they were ego death or no cause im still depressed and my life is currently falling apart
This is it, you can’t be mistaken
Who are you? I like your presentation, and I would like to know more about you such as your background, credentials, etc.
I go by a name of Ndamulelo Munyai, a 24-year-old born in South Africa, has a deep connection to spirituality, personal development, and the exploration of the human condition. My journey has been shaped by a rich cultural heritage and a profound interest in understanding the nature of existence, leading me to engage in work that aims to awaken consciousness and challenge misconceptions within spiritual communities. Through my work, i seek to bridge the gap between spiritual and material worlds, offering insights that inspire transformation and growth.
The power of Izanami
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Want ego death?
5g + of magic mushrooms.
That's how I achieved mine multiple times
lol, that was a funny one.
@@ChangeYourLife1122 went from atheist to a firm believer.
Changed my entire life
I felt it on 5 hits of acid
Question….
He said this is no different than what Jim Carey has gone through… etc… and then referred to all the names he listed, as yogi masters? Jim Carey?… the actor?
i was just giving an example of people who went through an ego death experience, not attempting to classify them according to roles. and yes, jim carrey as well went through an awakening through ego death.
I’ve been having obsessive thoughts about my gf dying for a year in a half now everyday and it triggered a dark night of the soul in me and I am scared I will manifest her death, it actually started because I had an intrusive thought abt her dying and then I was scared it would manifest and it started this whole spiral since I resisted it so much, and the part of the video when you said a loved one close to you will die during the dark night of the soul if I rely on other people for happiness or something like that triggered me even more and made the obsessive thoughts even worse, do you have any advice for me i really need help
I would recommend to start reading the power of now by eckhart tolle. Your mind is worried about what would happen to your girlfriend. Your thoughts are triggering fear of losing a loved one.This are just throughs in your mind to make you beleive that everything is falling apart, but in a true sense, nothing is happening. ❤👊
@@ChangeYourLife1122 okay I’ll check that out, I just have one more question, when you said if you depend on other people for happiness you’ll lose those people or with the other examples you said, do you mean you’ll manifest the loss of those people from your unconscious, or you mean if we lost those people it would cause a dark night of the soul
It’s hard to explain but what I mean is like if someone happened to die or leave your life would that be manifested from your unconscious? Or would it just be a random event that ended up triggering the dark night of soul
Because me just worrying about her death started my dark night of the soul and it was enough for me to do the shadow work and everything and I thought the thoughts just came from an intrusive thought but after watching this video it made it seem more like intuition and like a force I can’t control and it makes it ever harder to let go of this belief that she’ll die and it seems out of my control and I have no direction right now to solve it
@@RJBeats-jf7ot losing a loved one can trigger a dark night of the soul. Unless you dont depend on people for happiness, then you are safe.
I just need a damn car. Everything from that point I will be at peace. I can’t maintain any job no matter how good I am. There is always someone who destroys me. I’m tired. Damn I can’t take it
Accept the present moment as it is
@@ChangeYourLife1122 Should I get shrooms? Maybe I need to further along myself and get out my own head.
Transcend
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Musk and Trump's egos are immortal.
Born again? Reborn?
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Do you see Angel Numbers when you think about death?
No, what are you implying?
Absorb
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I have no purpose, meaning or direction in life. I on the other hand my ego is fully intact. I have been like this since 2019.
You will get through it. I highly recommend to start reading the power of now by eckhart tolle ✌❤
16:40 Urgent message, may help tou guys. You people need God/Allah/Islam, as it states in tne Quran, your ULTIMATE purpose is to worship the Creator, NOT YOUR EGO!
And worship doesn't mean praying all day and only praying, worship in Islam is very broad, so much so that planting a tree is worship, feeding a thirsty dog in the road is worship, even smiling is a form of worship!!!
Once you kill your ego and follow the guidance from your Creator, you really are buzzing through life, and live a happy life.
I hope you dont take this as another, oh, no, another reliigious nutcase, I hope you consider it because just going through these messages, i feel sad and hope i can help out.
As stated at thr end of the video, there are spiritual communiities and Islam does fall into that category, so visit your local mosques and enjoy the chit chat.
✌🏾 Peace and love❤
Thanks for sharing and I like how you use your pointing, very good☺️❤️❤️👍🏾
@@ChangeYourLife1122 8:39 what do you mean by meeting my twin flame? I dont think this concept was explained or maybe it went over my head🤷🏾♂️
@@freeyourmind7538meeting a twin flame is just another type of trigger for a spiritual awakening. I was giving an example of the types of triggers that causes a spiritual awakening and meeting a twin flame is one of them.
If you don’t know what twin flames are , let me break this down to you.
Twin flames is when a singularity soul incarnated as 2 bodies in this lifetime. Another term for twin flames is simultaneous incarnations. The soul decided to incarnate twice. What is this has to do with spiritual awakening? Because when you meet the other half of your soul( twin flame) it triggers a breakdown of your ego which will eventually force you to awaken spiritually.
Yes you also have a twin flame out there, it’s just you haven’t met yours. And I highly recommend you to not wish meeting this person because you will wish you never did, trust me.
Trust the process of the death of the identity, letting go of the story...the new world has moved on from all those trust issues you keep bringing up .......just let it go .......the world will still love you....😂😂
Listening to an AI talk is cringe I hate the internet so much now
This channel is different, forget about Ai. Try to get the message 🙏❤️
I want to leave this realm and never return.
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The moment I see yoga girl in the lotus position I switch off.
AI voice = click away
There is no such thing as an ego death stop lying my goodness
Then what are you doing here🤔
Must have never experienced anything like it yet, just wait life will have its turn. Or no depends on how ignorant and stubborn you are.
How many ego deaths can one person have?
Depends on how much conditioning you have accumulated during the course of your life. The amount of conditioning will determine the period and the type of ego deaths will face. For example, you can lose a loved as the first ego death then followed by having a turmoil illeness as the second ego death and so on. For me personally i went through 2 ego deaths which was triggered by meeting my twin flame and the second one was triggered by by an intense abuse in my family system. 🤗
@@ChangeYourLife1122 hmmm inseem to have had these starting from a VERY early age and then ever since in my life. By early age I mean 11 years old. I am unconvinced it was all about me as having a sociopath dad has nothing to do with my input on this world. So no. Sometimes things happen to you at you etc and have NOTHING to do with you. You're just there in the line of fire like a child running from a war zone that they have no understanding of. Explain that