i remember passing across this song i guess around more than two years ago. I was in the phase of my life where I was always the life of the party, and it had also been one of my darkest times. My life, that time, was alcohol, music, people, rebellion from myself. i remember listening to this song for the first time. i remember being alone at the balcony. I remember being numb from alcohol intoxication. I remember being hurt. it hit me, i wasn't okay. nobody really understood, and for a time, I've learnt to be okay with that. Then I heard this song. And I felt as though my repressed hurt resurfaced. And it didn't feel threatening. It felt okay. as if it's telling me that it's real, and that it's okay, not to be okay sometimes.
Califa Benard i’m going to beg my sister to learn how to play this in her guitar so that i could sing along (i’m not a singer but if it’s beabadoobee irdc)
my name is susan but i go by susie and my middle name is mae and i always hated my name bc i felt like it was an old lady name, but this song makes me love it
damn not me crying because this song makes me think of my best friend who never talks about her feelings even though she's clearly ✨not okay and sad✨ but has trouble being vulnerable bshghrkfjb
i remember passing across this song i guess around more than two years ago. I was in the phase of my life where I was always the life of the party, and it had also been one of my darkest times. My life, that time, was alcohol, music, people, rebellion from myself.
i remember listening to this song for the first time. i remember being alone at the balcony. I remember being numb from alcohol intoxication. I remember being hurt. it hit me, i wasn't okay. nobody really understood, and for a time, I've learnt to be okay with that.
Then I heard this song.
And I felt as though my repressed hurt resurfaced. And it didn't feel threatening.
It felt okay.
as if it's telling me that it's real,
and that it's okay,
not to be okay sometimes.
I feel like I need to change my name to susie May bc I feel like bea wrote this song for me
ive been listening to this all day long....happy I found the lyrics ....my sister has been playing this on her guitar....for days and it's beautiful
Califa Benard i’m going to beg my sister to learn how to play this in her guitar so that i could sing along (i’m not a singer but if it’s beabadoobee irdc)
my name is susan but i go by susie and my middle name is mae and i always hated my name bc i felt like it was an old lady name, but this song makes me love it
damn not me crying because this song makes me think of my best friend who never talks about her feelings even though she's clearly ✨not okay and sad✨ but has trouble being vulnerable bshghrkfjb
This woman is amazing
this is so calming
I've been looking for these lyrics for days!! thank you 💛
Laura Oliveira anytime :)
this music is my aesthetic
We are dancing to this in a recital
Lucky
Yayyyyy!
@raven Thx!
Can’t see why anyone would dislike. I hear the song sounds great, look up the lyrics and the song is more amazing than before.
In 1.5 is such a bop
omg, it makes it sound less sad :')
added to my playlist
I love this song
Beautiful
when tf did this hit 5k where was i u m
1:46
💔
Bea, why R U sooo perfect ??? 🌈💕🎆
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This is an incredibly sad song
hearing it at 3am((:
:(
how do u pronounce beabadoobee?
Bee bā doo bee
Alyona M oh my goodness
thanks 😊
I can't stop crying f*ck :(
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The lyrics r wrong