owning up to my insincerity.

i initially hesitated to speak out publicly, but i believe now is an appropriate time.
last week i was turned against yet again due to word of mouth on how i was "supporting shitty people" in noah's server. i won't delve into the specifics of noah's recent troubles, but i believe it is time for me to take responsibility for my insincerity in forgiving controversial users.
let me make it crystal clear that i only extend forgiveness to friends who acknowledge their mistakes and take accountability for them.
on one hand, there's fortest. to this day i still have faith that she can change as a person. and as much as i do understand that she has made people uncomfortable, her and i have been best friends for over a year now. i stood with her for months by now and have actually got to know her experiences more and see her change.
and noah on the other hand is a different story. from the start of his own downfall, i was feeling on the fence on letting go from noah as the months go by with drama revolving around him. i know how the way i trusted him in the past has spawned various inconveniences, so i will now refuse to look back at noah while equally refusing to defend him again.
in an overall note i am seriously sick and tired of facing incredibly petty inconveniences and scrutiny like how i was defending noah for a bit too long. and i'm sure you, the reader, can resonate the same way with how i feel and want to say.

[@candlelight20]

This is why I don’t use discord. I see it as nothing else other than a chatroom and a severe inconvenience

[@notnintendo]

im so excited for nimp year 2!!!

[@zendio6882]

i forgive you

[@VANILLAZILLA]

Not my place i know but this is why i don't use discord.
And because i got hacked

[@piotrziemba2257]

i dont know what this is about

[@CrudeMacaroni]

drama you shouldn’t care about if you aren’t in the fandom i am in.

[@idk-uv2ni]

i think i’m done with everything

[@idk-uv2ni]

and i have something to say over here
my friend, (i don’t talk to you much anymore but whatevs) you’re a good person even if you’ve did horrible things
the ct community is horribly prone to drama, so you should be expecting some random idiot to just slide into your dms and say “fuck you” or something just because you did something you don’t even take the blame for
jsyk this is your reality and you have to live it unfortunately

[@CrudeMacaroni]

@@idk-uv2ni i haven’t seen anybody randomly dm me “fuck you” actually. but i appreciated your words.

[@Cant-Nado]

Despite not knowing what hqppened, i still forgive ya sa you are now, rather than ur past self.
edit: i dunno how to use youre properly lol💀

[@coemcoem7070]

You can do it