Starts at the 0:34 mark I have faced the fact that your friends will move on in a matter of months Anniversary due dates will bring them back and talk about memories of what you'd done My time spent with you felt like magic The thought of you gone, I can't stand it With the way I feel my love has been depleted and consumed by hate My heart aches And I don't understand the changes I have been subjected to I have turned against something that I onced loved You Starts at the 0:56 mark My heart it's collapsing within itself My breath it is oh so fading My thoughts are damaged and violence has been spilled in them Ever since your death I have felt different Felt insecure and broken inside These feelings has kept me locked in my mind Hopelessness glossed over my hatred after the month of July My thoughts evolved around that same time My emotions are freeing themselves from me I'm breaking down because of how fragile I am I need help to understand I look up and question what there is left for me Starts at the 1:43 mark Why can't I ease the pain? I'm not able to ease the pain ever it seems Hate is now all that I am feeling By suffering with these changes consuming my energy I have been matched with death and he has created a new identity for me I have been anguished I haven't ever been this depressed since I mixed Tell me how do I get rid of it? Tell me how to end the changes? Pain is controlling my life That's why I have made plans to set things right I take in my final moments Regret is the first emotion I have It's too late i have settled in My pain has been cleansed My lifeline has been extended as I just made my own decisions to move on Made sure to gather my thoughts and spill them out to my parent's I asked for help to work around the pain I have yet to banish the hatred These changes has had an impact and your death is one that will be left with us To be honest I feel disrespected and violated by your actions But in the end these changes sculpt us all into becoming someone different since then I am just not proud of my image, yet Start at the 2:50 mark Your suicide has brought me feelings I can't return from I realize I could have made a difference If only I could have known your pain that you were struggling with I could've helped you get your thoughts out To get you the help you needed You calling me that night was what that was about I was the one person you relied on You wouldn't have felt cold if only I noticed that you had called I'm sorry, I wasn't there when you needed me I didn't abandone you I wish I could tell you now so you could hear the words that I am weeping I am to be blamed That is why my heart has been consumed by hate That same night I got back home from being with friends I went into my room and checked my phone A single missed call from you I called back but it went to voicemail Thought nothing of it until an hour later When my phone started buzzing from diffent people Telling me what the actions you had committed that were unspeakable I left my house and ran to yours and saw cops and your broken hearted parent on your porch I knew you were depressed before but I believed your problems were solved after you told me you found a happy state of mind I stared at your doorway Didn't know what would happen next But what did was a pair of paramedics taking you out of the house A week later your parents put their little girl under ground So subtle and quick I even was brought down quicker than I expected because your funeral I missed That's a disgrace to your memory I had been there for you And you for me That is a debt I can't ever pay back I'm sorry
its been a long road in this called life, depressed and feeling like a waste of time, went from chasing dreams to them being out of sight, in a bad environment where me and my dad always fight, wanna choose his bitch over his own kind, the type of nigga to watch his own son sit in misery, the way he treats me its still a fucking mystery, been broke yeah i thought it was meant to be, gave my heart for the taking, its always free show love, just praying, im using words but no one understands what im saying. pushing people away started blaming, blaming people for my mistakes, the way I feel is like my life is just a game, its a shame a 17 year old feels this pain, turned to a pen and pad an started pouring out my thoughts, cant even be happy, i fell like not enough, ive been pushed down but i still manage to get back up, I push myself away because its hard to trust, no love because its lost,
It's been so hard with scares....Baby come around i need you im hurt i cant live anymore Its been ever hard since the beginning I need your life You are a meaning to me have faced the fact that your friends will move on in a matter of months Anniversary due dates will bring them back and talk about memories of what you'd done My time spent with you felt like magic The thought of you gone, I can't stand it With the way I feel my love has been depleted and consumed by hate My heart aches And I don't understand the changes I have been subjected to I have turned against something that I onced loved You
I feel so alone Like I'm not at home And my heart was disowned And I'm broken for stones And my bare hands were just a fair fare and I stay there like a fan fare and I want all of my bones to stale I look in my heart, I see the dark No light, I'm just so apart I'm just running I couldnt even start My journey I'm yearning to begin Heartbreaks just pulling my rim Bones shattered like memories slim Made this will all on a whim Left here. Broken. Right here. Spoken. It is. So clear It's my heart that, I fear, yeah Everything was done Everything was crazy Everything I shun Everything I'm breaking But nothing has begun Overwhelming heartache Feelings for the one Feelings left in heartbreak Clear light. Cold dark Warm night. Forced mark Someday. I will Stand by my will, I'm saying I will begin Hearts looking thin But I will retract I'll start to act As my natural self, who has no wealth But is looking for at story to tell, hes doing well It's like hes by himself, with a million arms greeting It's like he ain't by himself around him help starts breeding, it's like the cause will tell, that he can start greeting, it's like a story begun, and I guess its time for his fun. (I had a story to tell and that's my story farewell.x4) I had a story to tell Bout how my heart just fell And all the darkness telled That I was still far from hell And I'm not going there As long as I don't tear My eyes just fell back in the well but oh well yeah I feel broken I feel lost Dont feel woken permafrost But one day when I had to pay In the bright side while I lay You will find a way for may (me) Let the light see other ways It was broken now its forged Had no tokens now I'm stored Feel like I'm in another world No longer feeling broken Feel like I changed the world My life is now woken Feel like Im in a dream Turn into a paradise Feel like I reached my dream Now I'm in a paradise yeah
** I WROTE THIS WHILE LISTENING TO THIS PIECE*** I ask myself why. Every time I pick up the phone I cry You don't see the way my heart breaks You don't see every day how this pain aches every bone every vessel You made a mess out of someone who was down for you till her last breath Every promises broken Your words unspoken I look up to the sky asking Him why. Why. Why did I let a man break my heart a thousand times? And then maybe I thought I wasn't broken that it was my head making up the stories shaken Anxiety and stress and depression takes over Now I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder I just wanted you to sacrifice Not adding up another lie Still I ask myself why. Why. Why did I let you in my life? I can't blame you for the pain that you caused I let you in my life we were both in distraught You should've let me be Till you can figure out what you're meant to be Cause I don't know if you even believe in me or in you. You don't see the way I see you. I see marvel, I see grandure I see lights in the stream its like mother nature made you perfect, all the cells in your body made you a somebody but for a nobody like me. Why. Why. Why did I ever call you mine?
They say that I'm crazy they say I'm insane They say that I'm lazy that I'm weak in the brain But they don't understand me they don't know about pain I've walked in the darkness I've been in the rain Tears shed for something now nothings the same Thoughts running wild like a run away train More medication more pills for his mind No understanding that love make him blind There must be a logic there must be a case It couldn't be that love is what makes his heart race His tears are from madness not sadness or grace He speaks of the clouds and the stars up in space Just look at his eyes he's got a look on his face Just give him his pill and get him out of this place There's no such thing as love where's his meds for god's sakes Who cares that she left you who cares that she's gone Just take your medication your feelings are wrong Now bow to the system the machine that repels you Enslaving your mind and all that compels you
I’m not proud of myself feels like I can’t take advice Going thru reality yeah drugs adds the vibe Been hardly sober trying to put up the fights Sometimes I even wonder why I’m still alive Treated you like a queen now I’m just reminiscin Pictures in our gallery didn’t mean anything But somehow I just wanna keep on checking Where you are, how you been I’ll just keep on thinking Do you remember the nights we hold each other while I’m drivin Maybe you didn’t care but damn I felt like I was livin Yeah we stopped talking but I keep on tearing Do all I can to make this memories disappearing Somehow they come back even when I’m smoking Shit hit me so hard it just keep on stabbin I felt us, I felt alive but then I was just dreamin Woke up to reality you’re still on my mind Still reminiscin when I had problems and you make me fine Baby if I can wish for one thing for us it is time I thought that we could grow, we could climb But I just realised I ain’t worth even a dime Goin thru old text and our pictures Holdin the photo on my hand while the other is liquor Those times we had baby do you remember Wish I could rewind to the times we were together It was sweet memories I’ll hold onto forever But there’s nothing I can do cos you’re now happier Everyday my life just get sadder and sadder Lost my homies and they were always here Adventures thru the nights drunk and laughter Now they all go separate ways it’s just me and my lighter They all go No matter how strong you hold I keep it bold But I can’t control My friends they fold Love is a troll Treat me like I have no soul Life is cold
Need to find the right beat but this a song I wrote for my pawpaw Yeah I fuckin miss u n I got some more issues I been cryin so long it’s become apart of my scar tissue I feel nothing but regret n a whole lot of pain I guess u cud say my life will never really be the same I can’t believe your gone this feelin I been feeling just feels so wrong It made me so depressed That i had to write this song I’m really sorry I ain’t get to make u proud before u were gone n I ain’t come n visit at all cuz my dumbass thought I wasn’t strong enough but I wish I cud take it back rewind To your house kick back and relax maybe play a song Its hard to believe I ain’t gonna get to see you in so long so I guess this song is my so long to one of my best friends I’ve known as my pawpaw I know you didn’t want none of us sad but now that your gone it hurts so bad we ain’t just lose a legend but a grandfather and a dad it was so unexpected it happened so fast once I heard the news i was just so confused I couldn’t grasp the fact never in my life will I get to see you again or that you’re now apart of my past it really never dawned on me that the hurt would be this vast yeah ya gone but never forgotten your memory will always last thinking bout when you taught me how to reel n cast or how to ride a bike I remember I kept bustin my ass u helped me up n we both just laughed No matter how bad I wanted to quit or how many questions i asked it was nothing but the truth you spit to my ass u said grandson we r poor n we may never have shit n that’s why we got to have strong will determination and grit anything we ever get we worked hard for that shit I’ll never forget all the lessons that you taught me or how much that it meant but most of all I’m sorry for the time that my dumbass never gave ima make you proud before the end of my days I’m gon change my ways this is what I proclaim to me u are a legend n I can never be the Man U were nowhere close to the same but for u Ima get my shit together and dig myself out this hole However I’m truly sorry it took yo death to get some shit through my skull n for that I’ll Always feel somewhat unwhole but I’ll always love you I mean it for real that shit is unconditional I’m sorry I ain’t come see u much at the end Id give up Anything n my life just to see you again I promise the next time u see me ima be a man n that’s the new damn plan I’m sorry for everything again I hope you really understand for you ima do better in life n grow as a man so this is where I stand an ordinary man whose changing his life for a loved one I’ll never see again rest easy I love you Reed Vipperman so much I’m sorry I let u down there at the end I promise I’ll make u proud I’m sorry I ain’t come see u as much when I should’ve it was hard for me to see u like that but it’s so much harder now w out u here I’m sorry I didn’t come c u a lot I hate myself for it I hope u can forgive me I love u so much
(Hook) You ask me if im okay... I’m okay Verse 1 No I’m not, cuz every since we broke up I’ve been hurt And every time you picked me up you threw me in the dirt baby you my blessing but forever I’ll be cursed Our relationships a story and i will finish first And I had never called you out or labeled you a name Cuz really im in love but you didn’t feel the same You turned me on and set me up and played me like a game Cuz I gave you all I got and I want my fucking change Just to be exact it’s a fact That I always said I love your you never said it back I guess it’s just too late and it’s just a broken chance Just like those broken promises that came up in advance I didn’t want it anymore but I was scared to let you know That you fucked me over twice and it’s time to let you go Never once have I mistreated you or been unfair I gave you my respect, and I guess you didn’t care Cuz I told you I’m in love and I told you I was scared You told me it’s forever but I noticed your not there
Its been hard ever since the beginning People told me they loved me but didn't mean it This world has a meaning To make a dude take his life away While pointing guns at his face No matter how hard you try You still cant run away My momma is dead Dad aint doin right But the pain still sticks through Every day and every night That one time I heard them gunshots I knew I couldn't stay But soon as my life end I'll be able to run away
FeuilleDeCigare What's love, without a someone to share that feeling/ what's it like to lose the one's you hold most dear, please tell me the meaning/ death took you apart and now death is what I've been fearing/ there's no pain left in me cause I've stopped feeling/ but the pain never fades from our hearts so what's the reason to keep breathing/ Ain't got reason to keep living/ kept my head up for some time but now I'm sinking/ unable to do something I've stopped moving/ i always knew one day i'd start loosing/like a dead flower I'm no longer blooming/as the seasons pass by i just witter/guess life's a bunch of lies with people full of bitter/ i got more to share that comes from my heart/no longer feeling that spark/soon to be my thoughts lost in the dark/I've been lost in this never ending abyss/feeling like the end of the world i been stuck in this forever going mist/never make mistakes in life and you won't end like this/
Most of the drama these days It ain’t like elementary Back in them days Those days were easy You never worried that you would fade But now and days Things have changed You try to get away and you fade It’s hard it’s not easy(nope) It’s rough when you keep getting thrown Under the bus But no one knows And now no on cares They think of themselves And they don’t share It’s irrelevant to why I’m saying this shit But I’m doing it for the hell of it No one knows how you feel Only you can keep you real People can lie cheat and steal And do what ever they want to against your will You can’t stop it Because they just keep throwing it At sometimes you can’t always catch it Whateva you have left they snatch it And steal it and sometimes keep it You try to get it back but you just leave it Then you dream it And all you can do is just leave Find somethin new try find somethin to keep you there It hard to find something like that Something that can help you And shape you maybe possibly change you I found that once but I left it It hurt me and broke me But it changed me Sometimes you need something to kick you Tell you STOP what your doin and think After you think it you can do it Maybe not all the time Sometimes you feel like a mime Trapped inside your crime That’s a crime making you believe you did it When really all you did was let them believe it Sometimes you gotta admit And outwit them maybe then they’ll stop But no they just keep growin like crops They are worse than weeds worse than crops Then you exceed and achieve And make them grieve But that doesn’t help You feel like a thieve and you believe that Causing some bad chitchat Make then feel like a black rat in subway You then feel astray Trying to keep it away and hide the pain You feel like the rain trying to go down a clogged drain Tryna keep you sane But your brain can’t handle it make you feel like your on a dessert or an island Making you frightened And you left sitting there sobbin With your eyes throbbin
Có chú đom đóm đi lên Bằng chính giai điệu mộc mạc Của thôn quê Hằng ngày vẫn cứ cố gắng Phát triển cho đam mê Rồi bỗng một ngày cậu tỏa sáng Có nhiều lời khen chê Cậu chỉ muốn tung bay thật xa Vác nhiều hành trang để đem về Đem về cái mới, đem về kiến thức Và nhiều góc nhìn sâu rộng Bầu trời showbiz chưa đầy một năm Chứng kiến âm nhạc bị xao động Từ một "cậu nhóc kiệm lời" Cùng "gã đánh đàn điên" Từ đó chàng Đóm lạ thường Không còn tìm ai để hàn huyên Người "anh cả" tự vã vào tay Vì nghĩ vừa mất thằng em Sau ánh hào quang trong đó là ai? Đâu phải người thức hằng đêm Cùng anh em để chia sẻ Âm nhạc và cuộc sống Ở bên ngoài là sự hào nhoáng Mấy ai thấu hiểu được ở bên trong Như thái cực ta chỉ thấy được Một phần trôi nổi Ở nơi đáy vực có một tia sáng Dần dần le lói Chàng Đóm đang cố báo hiệu Cho đàn đóm biết Chỉ mong phát hiện vài điều Trước khi xảy ra điều đáng tiếc Đâu mơ nhà cao, đâu ham giàu to Tháng ngày tha hương tìm được tổ ấm Vậy mà chẳng thể một lần gọi về Nói rằng "Mẹ ơi con khổ lắm Nơi đây họ gieo cho con hy vọng Mang đến nhiều lòng tin Mọi chuyện sẽ chẳng có gì Nếu như con người Không vứt bỏ nhân tính" Tôi đã mang đến cho mọi người Bao nhiêu nguồn lợi Như thế vẫn chưa đủ? Tôi có người anh em hằng ngày Thực hiện đam mê đến khuya Vẫn chưa ngủ Vậy mà giờ họ coi tôi như con rối Mong một ngày tôi rời khỏi đây Sẽ không về với đơn côi Cuộc đời nào biết Những gì chờ phía trước ta Còn nhiều thử thách Liệu rằng có thể bước qua Khát khao chạm vào Giấc mơ muôn màu Bầu trời như rực cháy Ở quanh mình là hàng ngàn đom đóm Chiếu sáng để ta thấy đêm Rực rỡ như đóa hoa mặt trời Phát sáng bằng từ hit "Hình tượng người lính" Như cách cậu bắn phát súng đầu tiên Nhắm vào 2019 Từ chú "đom đóm Mất ánh sáng xoay vòng" Rồi có cả binh đoàn Dù bay thật xa Cậu vẫn không quên westside mới Chính là nơi giữ linh hồn Thời khắc được nhắc nhiều nhất Thêm một "bài hát liên hoàn" Thật bắt tai Cậu bước đến mảnh đất người khác Tay chân run nhưng vẫn cầm chắc mic Sống bên trong tháng ngày mà Sân khấu y như khán đài và Bên dưới là tiếng hò reo của khán giả Và không gian cứ thế hài hòa Những giấc mơ hoài bảo Người nghệ sĩ như một chiến binh Cũng đổ mồ hôi và xương máu Đôi khi muốn thét "Tụi mày nhờ tao Những gì người làm thì trời đang thấy Bộ tụi mày nghĩ tao khờ sao?" Ey! Sống chung với một bầy sói Chung với một bầy sói Chung với một bầy sói Có chàng đom đóm Sống chung bầy sói Cậu ta khiếp đảm với những cái đầu Luôn ỷ mình giàu Bản tính cực chày cối An yên hoặc mất trắng Cậu đã biết mình nên làm gì Trong những ngày tới Để đôi mắt còn thấy bình minh Giữ lí trí luôn phải bình tĩnh Rời khỏi nơi không còn niềm tin Quay về "G" Để ta có thể là chính mình Để đôi mắt còn thấy bình minh Giữ lí trí luôn phải bình tĩnh Rời khỏi nơi không còn niềm tin Quay về "G" Để ta có thể là chính mình
We're the people living on the earth's crust No hugs no trust No love just lust We need to stand up its a must Cause they don't really care about us People on the floor dying people on the floor lying People trying people fighting People lying people crying So many people all alone So many people without homes Cause of drones while the Pope sits on a golden throne that's it mind blown People always in there homes Always on their phones Everyone's a sheep they're clones Somethings happening I can feel it in my bones Give glory to God on high Give glory to the God on heights Give glory to Jesus Christ Give glory to the one that's right... leading me in righteous ways salvation, that's my life and my every single day so to You I'm giving praise It's long overdue but I finally came through with the blessings that come from You Without You what would I do? I wouldn't be, I wouldn't breathe. I wouldn't have a pulse. I wouldn't have the Holy Ghost sealing me up for the life you've proposed: eternity, all because Jesus, he lives in me. Everything I'm gonna do I'm gonna do it with the three, the holy trinity: God, Jesus, and The Holy Spirit, reside in me preserving me, reserving me, all I have to do is believe in Jesus Christ, he died for me, and rose on the third day fulfilled the prophecy, by the power of God His power knows no bounds His power of love has given me new sounds to these beats.
I ask myself why Why I ever gave you a chance Every time we talk I think “should I tell him that” don’t see the pain inside me Only notice my mistakes Which haunt me I wish I never loved you like I did I wish I never met you I wish I never let you break me a million times You hurt me so many times It felt like should I even trust him again? I couldn’t imagine letting you hurt me again They all say they care for me But it don’t feel that way The only thing I feel is my anxiety and stress Sometimes I think was that only a story I made up or was it a really life equation that went on on and never found an answer so here we are now Sometimes I imagine this never happened Then I just sit there and laugh You’ve damaged me so much it’s easy to say I never want you back in my life You have a place in my heart at the very bottom because that’s where you belong
Solo pido tiempo Solo quiero tiempo Necesito tiempo Para poder lograr todo esto x2 Solo pido tiempo pah cumplir todos mis sueños se que vivo de esto y moriria por esto si esto es lo que me llena me inspira cada dia me saco mil problemas escribiendo poesia Si no despierto algun dia quiero irme viendo lo logrado en mi vida Diciendo yo hice lo que quise Y por esto me ire con una sonrisa No quiero intentarlo yo quiero lograrlo Naci para esto para escribir textos dios solo pido tiempo damelo
I don't know why He loves to see me cry I guess it makes him feel So strong I don't know why I even try To make us work Knowing it won't Tears in my eyes It's not by surprise That he doesn't notice The pain I hold inside So hurt From the scars he gave me From the bruises he created I should have known Stupid girl I was I don't know why I tried to face him alone Knowing I couldn't win Knowing he would hurt me again I've led myself to this But to hurt to make it end
This ain't make sense to me anymore? Yea yea yea What is there left fighting for? Chorus: This ain't make no sense anymore Like what is there left to stay worth fighting for I think about the edge everyday that I wake And I hate myself for this monster I made I look into this mirror at myself everyday Wake up everyday knowing Im her biggest mistake When I just put her down cause the drugs bring her up Cause she only feels happy when she's all messed up Verse: Dark clothes, I can see her eyes glow in the night Green eyes with that hair down right by her side Scars on her body cause she never satisfied Darkness clouds her mind but that fire burning in her eyes All and all alone her heart beats another lonely pump But she don't want it cause she don't know to feel love It has messed her up to the point she stay messed up To the point Im where Im at The point is that Im messed up I've Been screaming help but the help don't come Its just my demons in the night Always fighting when they come Eating me alive till my body's nothing but numb Then they break her down while I fight my all for her love. While I watch them hurt the ones I love Im cursed from this mind that's controlling me Putting her down I can't help its killing me Light in her eyes, but the darkness creeps slow While she tells me how she feels and all the thoughts go.... Chorus: .....This ain't make no sense anymore Like what is there left to stay worth fighting for I think about the edge everyday that I wake And I hate myself for this monster I made I look into thus mirror at myself everyday Wake up everyday knowing Im her biggest mistake When I just put her down cause the drugs bring her up Cause she only feels happy when she's all messed up Instrumental thanks @TowerBeatz.
I plan to purchase this beat in upcoming Oct for my tour in 2020. This song is called "Disappear" by Ryde Ryders It's about a girls life I changed from heavy drugs and cutting, that i'll never meet or talk to again... She changed me as much as I changed her....
Look here by now, Everybody gets hurt no matter where u are Just look above And God will give us the strength to dig ourselves outta the dirt I mean it's Hard to explain it My whole life Is like a brush to canvas u can Describe it's flow in Your own words from how u paint it never the less. You can solve Shit by talking it out sharing your thoughts knowing your life is in a balance but it doesn't mean a thing without knowing beyond on What that Exact life of yours will bring...
mọi thứ không ổn như em nghĩ người tính thật không bằng trời tính trái tim anh quả thật là giỏi chịu đau đớn hơn người lính còn đâu những phút ta nắm tay, còn đâu những giây ta đắm say quá khứ hoang tàn cùng đống đổ nát anh mang mà một mình ngắm mây làm sao yên lòng khi đêm thức giấc ngồi khóc một mình rồi suy tư nếu anh được chọn anh chọn làm chim bồ câu bay xa đàn di cư nếu chọn yêu theo cách trưởng thành anh xin lỗi anh không giỏi bạn bè em nói anh là thằng rapper rất ngầu và nông nổi nơi anh tới chỉ đường anh vào có bảng đường ra nắm tay anh đi cùng anh đi tới anh dắt đi ngắm vườn hoa nhưng ai đã chấm đường ta, chương yêu đặt bút kết thúc một khối son ngà giờ đây không còn ai lo chuyện bếp nút cũng tại anh cả, anh chưa đủ trưởng thành nếu anh gặp em không phải khi đó thì đã không tưởng đành anh đã mộng tưởng thành nhưng hy vọng cũn vụt bay 12h đêm ám ảnh tên em đang gọi phía nơi đường ray
Tao đang ngồi đây và tao rap về những thứ mà tao yêu Những thứ cầu kì đơn giản và không có gì cao siêu Và tao hiểu về những thứ mà mày chưa trải qua Muốn một lần đứng trên sân khấu không nhìn anh em phải xa Và tao muốn muốn một lần nắm tay cô ấy Muốn bước đi cùng với cô ấy ở giữa dòng đời xô đẩy Tao thích cách cô ấy nhìn tao với nụ cười dịu dàng Nhìn cô ấy tao hiểu được rằng bao nhiêu buồn phiền tiêu tan Một phút chiêm nghiện cuộc đời tao thấy mình đầy tội lỗi Nhưng tao vẫn sống sống khép kín và không nổi trội Tao biết tụi mày sống ở ngoài đời tụi mày hơn tao Nhưng tụi mày làm đéo gì biết tao đã chịu nhiều cơn đau Học sinh lớp 10 với bao nổi buồn tao mở cho mình cánh cửa mới Hiphop là thứ tao chọn và tao chọn lang thang giữa đời Bỏ qua những lời thị phi tao với anh em cùng chill Tạm biệt những thứ đã qua và thứ tao đã từng yêu
Dans ma tête les mots trottinent Si Je me fais un sang d’encre C’est un peu de mon hémoglobine Qui imbibe la page Qui inhibe la rage l’existence est plus précieuse qu’un rubis Mais On ne choisi pas d’être on la subi J’ai garder mon rap loin de vos lubies Devenant quelqu’un putain de volubile Le loisir a dénoncer plutôt que moisir j’ai énoncé Par ce que Choisir c’est renoncer Là où vis l’insulte Tu meurs politesse D’humeurs solidaire Mais même Entouré d’une foule Je demeures solitaire J’ai compris qu’être seul C’est le loyer de la création Je trouverais la chaleur d’un foyer Que dans la crémation Pas Une larme à la ronde Retenu par la manière psychique Derrière la barrière civique Une âme vagabonde Contenue par la matière physique De l’encre J’en ai bu des litres Ou les élus délivrent Je l’ai es éluder c’est déluré libre Dés que j’ai lu des livres C’est l’déluge des lignes C’est du délire le sais tu Élif ? Courber l’échine jusqu’à avoir la notalgie Qui a de la mémoire à de La nostalgie Ce que j’ai perdu ce que j’ai gagné En vertu du vice que je ne peux pas nier Si Souvent j’étais pommé J’en est noirci mes poumons Je ne voulait pas le sommet Mais être loin de tous l’monde Moi et ma solitude on a pris nos marque Perdu dans l’excédentaire Mais loin de la vie de monarque Si nomade pas sédentaire L’innommable fait mal comme de la limonade Sur un abcès dentaire J’ai été à l’Agonie presque KO J’ai trouvé de l’harmonie dans le chaos
Hurt again, I seem to never think, I’m writin down my problems, Now we turnin up the heat, Day ones? They never here for me, Real talk came small when they snitchin on the streets. Been dead. Guess my insides are weak, Cause I wallow in em pain, While momma O D, If you really see the pain, Then you cryin here wit me, Cause I’m broken and torn, Still had to keep it G When I became a man, I was fighting for my life, 5 years 14, Real talk no rights, Hustle in the bin, Play spades at night Keep it winnin win big, It’s either that or die. Just sum small
One day you be loving me The next you be killing me Are you kidding me? You left me for that b***h You threw me in a ditch I’m thinking of jumping off a bridge You just a little b***h You really fucking changed! One day you were loving The next you bluffing God stop freaking lying You driving me insane You were just another mistake You hit me like a grenade (Lol idk what tf I wrote)
صباح الليل..صباح الابتسامة اليائسة صباح القهوة الباردة..صباح فيروز الساكتة و كلشي بحياتي بالعكس..الا الوقت و السطر الماضي مجازي..بعدك مافي قاعدة ثابتة يا اعظم ضحكة بهالليل المليان مآسي و اصدق كلمة بقصة رهنا رواحنا فيا لتبقى خالدة بعمري ما لبست قناع الا وقت كفر وشي بدموعي الأصدق من هالضحكة الكاذبة و الدنيا ماشية و انا لسا عايش ع امل انو نقدر نتغير..لكون الوحي تكوني الكاتبة و قاتل الوقت مو لانساكي..لاني مواعدك و اكتب ديوان حزن و ما كون بكلمة قاصدك و يكون التفكير ببكرا..مو بترميم هالخاطر يلي انكسر مع كلمة بخاطرك العتب محبة..رفعتو عن هالبشر و جهزتلك مليار كلمة و بعرف مارح عاتبك ع شو رح عاتبك على حياة رسمناها سوا و شايف كل الوانا باهتة ! ع بُعدك..ولا ع يلي صار بعدك ولا على عيوني يلي عم شوف فيا كل العالم حاقدة على اليأس ولا الوعد ولا الشتا ولا البرد ولا الشوك يلي كان ورد والا ع الالف مرض ولا على كل ما ورد بهالنص ولا ع كلمة نسيان يلي بقاموسي ماعادت واردة
It's kinda scary but if I confess The feelings I suppress and exactly how depressed I feel It ain't what I wanna reveal it's somethin I wanna conceal But I peel back the layers I feel that's the way... Waging war with my emotions And forfeiting my notions This is deeper than the ocean Can't keep up with the motions The change the pain the games Just make it go away.. Change your ways remain the same Keep forgetting that it ain't a game Ain't it a shame? Pictures that you painted in vein while lacing cocaine in your veins...
One love one love one love just one love Destape mis sentimientos y los deje volar Era una bandada de pajaros en el cielo Preparen apunten fuego Cayeron todos en el jodido suelo Ahora estoy solo y sin consuelo Paso el tiempo y salieron nuevos huevos Me pense dos veces si los libero Escuchaba como piaban como pedian Ellos querian ellos querian ponerse volar El te mentia el te mentia y tu pelo me atraia Era como la lava que de mi volcan salia Te tuve que hablar lo tuve que intentar Y deje volar solo al pajaro de la curiosidad Fue el 20 de Abril nunca se me va olvidar Viernes 3 de Julio por la tarde Un paseo calido bajo el sol que arde Sabado 4 de Julio por la tarde No sabia si besarte bastante cobarde Faltaban diez minutos para las nueve Un pajaro se escapo y el beso pude darte Domingo 5 de Julio por la tarde Solo nosotros sabemos fue inolvidable Despues de las doce ya eramos inseparables En la actualidad mientras yo escribo Pienso en lo que hiciste y no lo olvido Me siento muy mal por los errores que he cometido Se perfectamente que te he mentido Pero no estaba comprometido Me vine a Chile por un retiro espiritual Y el fallo tuyo que siempre fue igual Lo llevaste a un nivel extremo y no me dijiste na La cancion de Quiero te estaba esperando Y yo por ti estaba cambiando Estaba quitando todo ese mal Eras tu solita la razon principal Sin poder tocarnos en 3 meses No me esperaste y ahora todo se estremece Quizas luchaste demasiado y no te quedan fuerzas Ahora me toca a mi la situacion inversa Pierdo la cabeza y entro en el baño Me miro en el cristal y se que con ella tambien te hice daño Y yo recibi tu perdon y fuiste capaz de volverme a dar la mano De ahora en adelante nada sera en vano Cumplamos nuestros sueños como dos felices vitorianos Te perdono pero no me sano Te extraño Te quiero y tambien Te amo
and lately i’ve been depressed thinking should i stay or should i go. I don’t even know who i am anymore don’t know who i’ve became tired of sitting up at night crying all the pain out. I wish things could go back to the way they were. But things have changed lately it doesn’t seem like reality. I ain’t really have no one to talk to so all i do is add another scar to that vein. Everyone looks at me like i’m a outsider. i just wanna go back to the times when everything was perfect. I ain’t really have nobody to explain the things i go thru. I’m just tryna fit in but we’re to i belong.
Hey @towerbeats mind if I use this piece of music for a video concept I'm writing. The video focuses on issues and problems that some people may go through. From being alone throughout your life, anxiety, depression, kicked around. Bullied called names etc. Etc. It revolves around my life 🙏🏻.
Này em , anh muốn được đón em về mỗi khi tan trường Anh muốn đc nắm tay em , dắt em mỗi khi sang đường Anh hiểu , anh chiều , bao nhiêu , cao siêu. Hạnh phúc của anh đơn giản là mua cho em một ly trà sữa Rồi mỗi ngày vài tin nhắn , hôm nay đã nhớ anh chưa Nhưng nếu cuộc sống chỉ một màu hồng thì đã ko viết ra những lời này Tao đã cô đơn quá lâu do anh giả tạo hay do bị trời đày Tao chưa bao giờ cảm thấy hài lòng với công việc mà anh phải làm thường ngày Tao đã chọn cách im lặng khi biết con nhỏ đó nói thương mày ?! Tao chưa bao giờ nghĩ về những người mà tao làm tổn thương Và tao chưa bao giờ nghĩ về cảm xúc của họ và chỉ xem nó là bình thường. Đôi khi đồng lương hàng tháng , ko đủ để tao chi trả Đôi khi chỉ vì đồng tiền mà tao phải nhận bao nhiu lời xỉ vả Đôi khi anh em họp mặt đông đủ chứ cần gì phải đi đâu xa Đôi khi buồn thì hút cỏ , chứ cần gì đến mấy bình shisha. Thôi mày đi ra , tránh xa tao ra lúc này thì tao chỉ muốn 1 mình Đời này đủ nhạt rồi tao ko cần mày phải nói, chấm hết tại đây thôi. Buồn thì để cho mưa trôi ,hôm nay đến đây là đủ rồi x3 ...haizz
Tomo tanto tiempo que no encuentro forma alguna De explicarte que te amo y como usted no hay ninguna No dejaba de luchar para bajarte hasta la luna Poder tenerte a ti para mí es una fortuna 🔮
Mọi thứ không ổn như em nghĩ Người tính thật không bằng trời tính Trái tim của anh quả thật rất giỏi chịu đau đớn hơn một người lính Còn đâu những phút ta nắm tay Còn đâu những giây ta đắm say Quá khứ hoang tàn cùng đống đổ nát ,anh mang ngồi 1 mình ngắm mây Làm sao yên lòng khi đêm thức giấc, ngồi khóc 1 mình rồi suy tư Nếu anh được chọn , anh chọn làm chim bồ câu bay xa đàn và di cư Nếu chọn yêu thương theo cách trưởng thành thì anh xin lỗi anh không giỏi Bạn bè em nói về anh là thằng rapper rất ngầu và nông nổi Nơi anh tới chỉ được anh vào , có bảng cấm đường ra !_ Nắm tay anh đi cùng anh vào , anh dắt đi ngắm vườn hoa Nhưng ai đã chấm đường ta Chương yêu đặt bút kết thúc Mùi khói sau nhà giờ đây không còn .. Ai lo chuyện bếp núc Cũng là tại anh cả ... anh chưa đủ trưởng thành Nếu anh gặp em không phải khi đó thì tình đã không tưởng đành Anh đã mộng tưởng thành .. Những hy vọng cũ vụt bay [ ] 12h đêm ám ảnh tên em... khi gọi phía nơi đường rây !
Yah I’m hurt ain’t nothing new All these moments turned out fake Your turned around I wasn’t having it Shit blew me away First sight of you was a blaze Now both my eyes filled with haze Ain’t nothing new My response always ain’t nothing dude Y’all just here cause I’m a legend I’m in line looks like I’m next bitch Shit was adding up so on to the next bitch Or the next kiss Shit ain’t adding up Shit u was a dub Ending our relationship like a stub All y’all could do is nod
J'ai la vie devant moi et des idées derrière la tête Mais j'ai pas trouvé l'inspiration depuis la dernière averse Je vis avec ce qui me tue et la fatigue me dupe Mes désirs ont pris le dessus et laissent en moi d'infimes fêlures Quand je me réveille lentement le matin J'attends la nuit impatiemment Elle est comme un pansement Y'a qu'avec elle que j'ai pas sommeil, ouais Aucun matin ne me donne du bonheur La caféine comme seul moteur J'attends le soir pour atteindre les hauteurs Et dévoiler le contenu de mon coffre Ça va, seulement, je vous oublie si facilement Qu'il suffit que je ferme les yeux pour voir s'effacer le monde Je vois le soleil dès l'aube heurter le peu de ma liberté Et je me dis dans mon lit : "Barre-toi, ne crois pas que le labeur tue" Hé, sans rigoler, le temps m'isole Je vis dans l'éloignement du monde qui m'environne [Refrain] Je suis : mi-loup, mi-homme Je suis : mi-loup, mi-homme Face à mon vœu le plus cher Qui me restreint et m'emprisonne Je suis : mi-loup, mi-homme Je suis : mi-loup, mi-homme Face à mon vœu le plus cher Qui me restreint et m'emprisonne [Couplet 2] J'ai la vie devant moi et des idées derrière la tête Mais j'ai pas trouvé l'inspiration depuis la dernière averse Je vis avec ce qui me tue et la fatigue me dupe Mes désirs ont pris le dessus et laissent en moi d'infimes fêlures Je me comporte comme un Loup des Steppes Je m’en-cloisonne pour apprivoiser mon âme Parce qu'à l'extérieur tout m'effraie Il n'y a que vu de loin que la foule est belle Je m'imagine parfois au milieu En ressentant ce que ça pourrait me faire Mais je me comporte comme un Loup des Steppes Séduire une femme est à la portée du moindre imbécile Rompre avec elle est réservé seulement aux intrépides Mon cœur est un pendule qui oscille entre une crainte et un désir Lorsque tu sors la nuit, je suis certainement en train d'écrire Je vois ma vie comme une phrase interrompue Pendant des semaines et des mois Combien de fois j'ai dit : "Aidez-moi" ? Le plus dur c'est de s'aimer soi Mais comment dois-je faire pour me diriger vers autrui Alors que je suis confortable chez moi ? Lorsque je voulais me faire des souvenirs Je me suis bousillé la mémoire Je me comporte comme un Loup des Steppes Je m’en-cloisonne pour apprivoiser mon âme Parce qu'à l'extérieur tout m'effraie Il n'y a que vu de loin que la foule est belle Je m'imagine parfois au milieu En ressentant ce que ça pourrait me faire Mais je me comporte comme un Loup des Steppes Sans rigoler, le temps m'isole Je vis dans l'éloignement du monde qui m'environne [Refrain] Je suis : mi-loup, mi-homme Je suis : mi-loup, mi-homme Face à mon vœu le plus cher Qui me restreint et m'emprisonne Je suis (Paroles par lonepsi)
Yo im hurting more then these words i spit could possibly express my emotions toying with me as im under all this stress im searching for a better me looking down this long road ahead of me Cant you see im in for the long run not the short one ruining this game will only leave you hurting more then I can emphasize better be ready to step aside people like that need to be left behind yourself is the real ride or die fuck the people that mistaken you're kindness for weaknesses people like that will never see the truth from make believe better get ready speak your mind never let the haters win the rhyme there always trying to still the light fuck the foresight im geting in line one day you will see you shouldn't have left me behind im glad im moving on unbeatable feelings belittling me all these hurt feelings killing me its best if i just leave they say if you love her you can let her go Now im flying solo its what's best for my mojo Damn One thing I've learned in life better be ready despite all the good in the light darkness creeps up on sight no warning tonight thing's flipped now I'm finding different ways to grip I'm at my wits end with this shit it's been 6 month's you should really just quit I've moved on to a better time you had you're chance you fooled me for the finial time.. Now you staying behind this game you ran isn't the one it was simply no fun with all these HURT feeling's killing me the rest is history I could've really used an epiphany it was clear to me I had to do it by myself in order to get where I was meant to be I say it clearly
Tek isteğim hayallerimin gerçekleşmesiydi Ama ölüm yaşayacağımı kim bilebilirdiki Nenem halam dostum sevgilim Bak birer birer hepsi gitti ---------------------------------------- Güzel günler görecektik söz vermişti Güzel günler görmüştük dediği gibi 4 yıl boyunca sevdik birbirimizi Ama ölüm onu seçmişti ----------------------------------------- Herşeyden üstündü bendeki yeri Sürekli kavga ederdik herkes gibi Babaannem sen meleğim gibiydin Seni öptüğüm gece bana veda etmiştin ------------------------------------------------------- Kimseye değişmezdi asla beni Ölüme bile hazırdık beraber birliktik Kimse koruyamazdı beni onun gibi Benim yüzümden öldün dostum affet beni ------------------------------------------------------------ Hayatımda gördüğüm en gururlu insan Yaşadıklarını bize söylemezdi üzülmememiz için Oğlu onu terketti beni oğlu bilmişti Seni hala özlüyorum canım halam benim ------------------------------------------------------------------ Şimdi bakıyorum da etrafıma gizlice Yanıma kalanlar çok sevdi beni En kötü anımda benimlelerdi Çünkü onlar benim ailem gibiydi ------------------------------------------------------------------ Görkem diye bir dostum var artık benim Çok asi manyak deli gibi biri Onun için feda ederim herşeyimi O da sever beni özkardeşi gibi ------------------------------------------------------------------ Şevval diye dostum var benim yanımda 3 yıl boyunca herşeyi yaşadım onunla Yarına her zaman umutla bakmamı sağladı Ben de yemin ettim onu koruyacağıma ------------------------------------------------------------------ 13 yıldır sizinleyim canım kardeşlerim Açınız sevginiz herşeyiniz ben de saklı Tanıdığım en Güzel-yakışıklı kardeşsiniz Aytaç ve Aydan iyi ki benimlesiniz ! ------------------------------------------------------------------ Kısa süre oldu sen aramıza geleli Gidenlerden çok daha fazla değerli Kafasına uymazsa hiç değmez işe eli Onun adı Berkan vardır bi bildiği ------------------------------------------------------------------ Bazen bana abi bazen bana sırdaş Kaan sen de olmasan güldürmez hayat İhtiyacım olunca bi telefon yeter sana Hep yanımdaydın sonsuz teşekkürler sana ------------------------------------------------------------------ Gözlerindeki masumiyet hep yetti bana Hep kardeş gözüyle baktım sana Melisa Hafızamı kaybetsem seni unutmam Seni çok seviyorum sen de bunu unutma ------------------------------------------------------------------ Her sınıfa lazım bi manyak değil mi Hep güldürüyorsun Simge bizi Yüzün hep gülsün asla solmasın Solduran olursa ben yine burdayım ----------------------------------------------------------------- Yerinde asla duramayan biri Hayatı hep dolu yaşayan biri Hele bide elindeki o tesbihleri Hepimizden akıllı Ozan'ım benim ------------------------------------------------------------------ Onun kalbi o kadar masum ki Sürekli belayı çeker duramaz yerinde Bazen sinirli bazen neşeli Senin yerin her zaman kalbim de ------------------------------------------------------------------ Zamanında çok insana değer biçmiştim Ne olursa olsun asla vazgeçmemiştim Ama onlar gibi asla düşünmemişim Şimdi hançerlerle dolu benim kalbim ------------------------------------------------------------------ Doğru insanlara bazen yanlış yaptım Elimde olsa düzeltmek isterdim Ben hep en kötüyü yaşadım Sizlere de kötü davrandım özür dilerim ----------------------------------------------------------------- İşte bu benim hayatım bu benim eserim Yanımda olanlara çok minnettarım Onlar bana hep karanlığı yaşatırken Yıldız olup gecemi aydınlattınız ------------------------------------------------------------------ Ne yaparsan yap ne olursa olsun Hep aklımdasın haberin olsun Yaptıklarından asla pişman olma Bilirim o zaman çok üzgün olursun ------------------------------------------------------------------ Hani hep derdin ya sen bana İyi bir baba olacaksın bu hayatta Ne kadar üzsen beni kırsan da İlk kızım sendin bunu unutma -----------------------------------------------------------------
Kick a verse like a ball Hit the goal like Ronaldo Uneducated fuck is my name yo Used to be quiet like I lost my voice Now I am loud whether I have a choice Ha, fuck all you boy toys Got my heart broken but I'ma roll Got my heart stole and my soul Flyover the stars like I'm going space yo
Ver: One Tao đang ngồi đây và tao rap về những thứ mà tao yêu. Những thứ cầu kì đơn giản và không có gì gọi là cao siêu. Và tao hiểu về những thứ mà mày đã từng trải qua .Muốn một lần đứng trên sân khấu không nhìn anh em phải xa ta. Tao muốn một lần sống hết cuộc đời mà tao đã phải hy sinh. Muốn bước đi trên con đường mà tao đã đính chính. thích cách con gái nhìn tao đã phải mà dính thính. Nhìn tụi tao bây giờ như 1 vị thần đang ngồi ở đây thình lình. Một phút chiêm nghiện cuộc đời tao thấy mình đầy tội lỗi Nhưng tao vẫn sống sống khép kín và không có gì gọi là nổi trội. Tao biết tụi mày sống ở ngoài đời thì tụi mày phải hơn tao. Nhưng tụi mày làm đéo gì biết tao đã chịu nhiều cơn đau .tao biết là cuộc sống này nó vô trị vì vậy ước mơ của tao sẽ là 1 ách thống trị . Đối với tao hip hop old school là đam mê và chất ngất , khiến mày hạ gục và anh em tao là chất nhất Hook : Once I used to be the night Swallow dreams and pride And when I stay on high, keep my eyes from being blind I’m gonna rock that crowd cause No one talking louder No one had that power But me who own that ground and Then “I’m gonna be the pride” That dream haunting all night And when I’m going down, keep on askin my momma why She said “leave that crown cause No one talking louder No one had that power to get outta their childhood” Ver :2 Mày muốn biết tao sống thế nào? Thì điều đó dễ, hoàn toàn không khó, Rất nhiều thứ thay đổi ý nghĩ tao nhưng tiền sẽ không nằm trong đó, Cứ tưởng tượng tao là cục sắt, 2 bên năm châm, tao nằm ở giữa, Con ** Rap đam mê gọi tao, còn thằng con tao thì khóc đòi sữa, Cứ tưởng tượng đi, 24 tiếng, tao ngủ đc 2, Còn lại thức, học, đi làm, và thời khoá biểu này còn giữ dài dài, Và họ nói, đam mê là khi được sống trong hoang tưởng, Ok đồng ý tao không thực tế nên đam mê này tao vẫn đang giữ, Nên vẫn ở đây, là Young B Ray, ngày hai không khác ngày một, Không có tiền để đốt như mày thế nên tương lai tao là thứ tao đốt, Tao là cái thằng mà ba má mày luôn luôn quen miệng chỉ và nói, Nếu mày không giỏi, thì sẽ như nó, sẽ phải sống trong khổ và đói,Nên đây là lúc, tôi mong mọi người cứ đổ lỗi vào tôi, Bởi vì tôi biết là tôi cứng đầu, nhưng chỉ do khổ nỗi mà thôi, Con xin lỗi cha, cái lỗi bất hiếu này con khó thể trả, Con xin lỗi mẹ, con biết cái tội này mẹ sẽ khó để buông tha, Nuôi con khôn lớn, đặt kì vọng mong một ngày con sẽ thành tài, Sẽ 1 ngày được nở mày nở mặt, nhưng con đem về hoàn toàn ngược lại, Con không phải kĩ sư bác sỹ, cũng không thành danh giống như ai kia, Tài duy nhất của con là viết câu từ ý nghĩa ở trong đêm khuya, Nó sẽ giúp gì? Khi cả gia đình còn chờ từng cắc, Khi vợ đang khóc và con đang la vì cơn đói bụng nó quặn từng thắc, Con nên dừng lại ở đây? Hay gánh tảng đá này tiếp tục bước, Con sẽ dạy con con thế nào? Khi cha của nó là thằng bỏ cuộc,
I'm scared for your well being im scared for your life its like I'm graspin for a breath I need a break from life but I never get it but now I got you you fiz my pain
(Viết chơi tí :v ) Lời em nói đều là sự thật Nên a k có gi phải thất mắc Tình yêu của em đều là giả dối Nói như v mà em nó vẫn chối Anh tự hỏi e sẽ trả lời ra sao Khi anh hỏi là người thứ mấy Em vẫn nói là người thứ 3 Nhưng thật ra nó là trâm mấy Anh coi tụi em như gió mùa Khi Anh rap mà tụi em chơi chó hùa Đêm vào bar thì cũng nhảy múa Sáng thì Theo mẹ e đi lên chùa Em sống tốt như v em vẫn ế Nói như v k sợ bị cừời chê Ừ đáng lẽ em nên k có mặt Làm cho anh phải rơi nước mắt K có gì phải thắc mắc Khi a sắp kết câu = chữ cặc
the other night I felt so blue. I never knew that I'd lose you. Never knew our time would come through. I was on my phone laughing with my friend. Then I seen that text you decided to send. Then I ran outside and I yelled through the ripple of the wind, “Why god, aren't I enough. Will I ever be enough for her. Will I ever be enough for anybody, just somebody please. Just somebody I plead, please let me have someone, that cares about me, brags about me, and only talks about me please. I'll travel over the mother fucking seas. Just for somebody that'll love me, that will see, that I can be enough. Please god just this one chance. I will do anything for her, just one chance. One chance… Please god. Please.” No more tears for me to keep weeping. Just blood from the wounds, they keep seeping. Hurting our bleeding, I can not stop weeping, I can't stop crying. On the inside I'm dying, cause I'm not enough, not enough for all this romantic stuff. I try to stay tuff, and scream I don't give a fuck. But really it's the only feeling that is stuck, inside of me, that's all I'll be, you don't know or see, the demons that are continuously fighting with me. I've given up now I guess I'll never be happy. Never be glad. Instead I'll always be sad, because what my relationship could've been is all gone now. She left in a week. She told me I need to seek for a different chick cause she's too good for me. I guess she right, I can't even build up the courage to talk to people anymore. What if they also leave me and walk out the door. Every time it happens and it leaves me sore. It breaks me down in the core. I give up now. Goodbye. I guess I'll just never be your guy….
Peyton Chanley in this world you have to love yourself, and if you want it back you have to be patient. Don't look for anything because what you need will come to you. "Your pain is the breaking of the shell that encloses your understanding, it is the bitter potion by which the physician within you heals your sick self. Therefore, trust the physician and drink the potion in silence and tranquility." - Khalil Gibran
cut off all communication, block her on all social media and try to improve yourself in whichever way possible. Start working out, find new hobbies to occupy your time, get a job, find new friends. It aint easy not by a long shot but in the big picture that was one girl and she wasn't the one. Move on with your life time heals everything, the feelings that you thought would never go away will eventually disappear.
Im glad i could help, my closest friends have been suicidal and some even attempted. Every single one regrets the pain they brought not only on themselves but their family and friends. I gave my ex the world and it wasn't enough. The hardest truth that ive come to realize is that you can do everything in your power to try to make someone happy and at the end of the day they can still say they dont love you and want to leave or whatever other bs excuse they come up with. Love yourself bruh, you a king you just going through some growing pain thats it.
feeling numb is it the white is it this rum is it too late to take you home giving head while you high you mind blowned lost in your love two cyrafoams lost in the mud me and you bad blood since trust issues got the best of us got you swinging at me like a pendulum I guess life's a ferris wheel till your carnival closes got hit with thorns while looking for a roses catch a bade case of physcosis treated me like a toy tell pinochio how woody my nose is this my sad symphony catch the simplicity but still complex like my broken heart with no remedy your words shot through my head like they did Kennedy can it be I need a therapist for some serenity my life's a metaphor see that clearly like crystal methamphetamine
Start: 11 I never wondered why My heart was pounding for you The dreams I have had this day Is the beat of my heart It makes sense to wonder why I am Hurt Start:31 I am broken into pieces I will follow your rules Listening to all the different people Makes me wonder why I am drowning underwater but but that still makes sense And they still wonder why Im Hurt
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It is always good to get out of the rut. Happy Friday!
great stuff bro!
Tower Beatz hey bro I have a question, what type of font do you use for the image that is on the video?? Great work btw, keep killing it 🔥
I took this from Pixabay bro
Tower Beatz thanks bro. Keep killing it!!
Tower Beatz thanks bro. Keep killing it!!
This song is so very beautiful it moves me so.
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Sick! I will defenilty use that Beat! Pure Art!
Thnx!
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Man I made a lit rap to this
Beautifull piano action! Big like and +1 subscriber❤🔥❤🔥🔥🔥
Good playing good beat 💓 always so good man soo good job
Starts at the 0:34 mark
I have faced the fact that your friends will move on in a matter of months
Anniversary due dates will bring them back and talk about memories of what you'd done
My time spent with you felt like magic
The thought of you gone, I can't stand it
With the way I feel my love has been depleted and consumed by hate
My heart aches
And I don't understand the changes I have been subjected to
I have turned against something that I onced loved
You
Starts at the 0:56 mark
My heart it's collapsing within itself
My breath it is oh so fading
My thoughts are damaged and violence has been spilled in them
Ever since your death I have felt different
Felt insecure and broken inside
These feelings has kept me locked in my mind
Hopelessness glossed over my hatred after the month of July
My thoughts evolved around that same time
My emotions are freeing themselves from me
I'm breaking down because of how fragile I am
I need help to understand
I look up and question what there is left for me
Starts at the 1:43 mark
Why can't I ease the pain?
I'm not able to ease the pain ever it seems
Hate is now all that I am feeling
By suffering with these changes consuming my energy I have been matched with death and he has created a new identity for me
I have been anguished
I haven't ever been this depressed since I mixed
Tell me how do I get rid of it?
Tell me how to end the changes?
Pain is controlling my life
That's why I have made plans to set things right
I take in my final moments
Regret is the first emotion I have
It's too late i have settled in
My pain has been cleansed
My lifeline has been extended
as I just made my own decisions to move on
Made sure to gather my thoughts and spill them out to my parent's
I asked for help to work around the pain
I have yet to banish the hatred
These changes has had an impact
and your death is one that will be left with us
To be honest I feel disrespected and violated by your actions
But in the end these changes sculpt us all into becoming someone different since then
I am just not proud of my image, yet
Start at the 2:50 mark
Your suicide has brought me feelings I can't return from
I realize I could have made a difference
If only I could have known your pain
that you were struggling with
I could've helped you get your thoughts out
To get you the help you needed
You calling me that night was what that was about
I was the one person you relied on
You wouldn't have felt cold if only I noticed that you had called
I'm sorry, I wasn't there when you needed me
I didn't abandone you
I wish I could tell you now so you could hear the words that I am weeping
I am to be blamed
That is why my heart has been consumed by hate
That same night I got back home
from being with friends
I went into my room and checked my phone
A single missed call from you
I called back but it went to voicemail
Thought nothing of it until an hour later
When my phone started buzzing from diffent people
Telling me what the actions you had committed that were unspeakable
I left my house and ran to yours and saw cops and your broken hearted parent on your porch
I knew you were depressed before but I believed your problems were solved after you told me you found a happy state of mind
I stared at your doorway
Didn't know what would happen next
But what did was a pair of paramedics taking you out of the house
A week later your parents put their little girl under ground
So subtle and quick
I even was brought down quicker than I expected because your funeral I missed
That's a disgrace to your memory
I had been there for you
And you for me
That is a debt I can't ever pay back
I'm sorry
stay strong
its been a long road in this called life, depressed and feeling like a waste of time, went from chasing dreams to them being out of sight, in a bad environment where me and my dad always fight, wanna choose his bitch over his own kind, the type of nigga to watch his own son sit in misery, the way he treats me its still a fucking mystery, been broke yeah i thought it was meant to be, gave my heart for the taking, its always free show love, just praying, im using words but no one understands what im saying. pushing people away started blaming, blaming people for my mistakes, the way I feel is like my life is just a game, its a shame a 17 year old feels this pain, turned to a pen and pad an started pouring out my thoughts, cant even be happy, i fell like not enough, ive been pushed down but i still manage to get back up, I push myself away because its hard to trust, no love because its lost,
thats 5 min of writing off the top
J Lewis the lyrics are amazing but can you make it into a song??
By amazing I meant deep don't worry your not alone 😔😢
It's been so hard with scares....Baby come around i need you im hurt i cant live anymore Its been ever hard since the beginning I need your life You are a meaning to me have faced the fact that your friends will move on in a matter of months
Anniversary due dates will bring them back and talk about memories of what you'd done
My time spent with you felt like magic
The thought of you gone, I can't stand it
With the way I feel my love has been depleted and consumed by hate
My heart aches
And I don't understand the changes I have been subjected to
I have turned against something that I onced loved
You
Oh this is so good! So unique! I really like this!
+Anabella Aiyanna Thank you so much!
I feel so alone
Like I'm not at home
And my heart was disowned
And I'm broken for stones
And my bare hands were just a fair fare and I stay there like a fan fare and I want all of my bones to stale
I look in my heart, I see the dark
No light, I'm just so apart
I'm just running I couldnt even start
My journey I'm yearning to begin
Heartbreaks just pulling my rim
Bones shattered like memories slim
Made this will all on a whim
Left here. Broken.
Right here. Spoken.
It is. So clear
It's my heart that, I fear, yeah
Everything was done
Everything was crazy
Everything I shun
Everything I'm breaking
But nothing has begun
Overwhelming heartache
Feelings for the one
Feelings left in heartbreak
Clear light. Cold dark
Warm night. Forced mark
Someday. I will
Stand by my will, I'm saying
I will begin
Hearts looking thin
But I will retract
I'll start to act
As my natural self, who has no wealth
But is looking for at story to tell, hes doing well
It's like hes by himself, with a million arms greeting
It's like he ain't by himself around him help starts breeding, it's like the cause will tell, that he can start greeting, it's like a story begun, and I guess its time for his fun. (I had a story to tell and that's my story farewell.x4)
I had a story to tell
Bout how my heart just fell
And all the darkness telled
That I was still far from hell
And I'm not going there
As long as I don't tear
My eyes just fell back in the well but oh well yeah
I feel broken
I feel lost
Dont feel woken
permafrost
But one day when I had to pay
In the bright side while I lay
You will find a way for may (me)
Let the light see other ways
It was broken now its forged
Had no tokens now I'm stored
Feel like I'm in another world
No longer feeling broken
Feel like I changed the world
My life is now woken
Feel like Im in a dream
Turn into a paradise
Feel like I reached my dream
Now I'm in a paradise yeah
may i use this lyrics plz
Como siempre hermoso te amo tower beats
** I WROTE THIS WHILE LISTENING TO THIS PIECE***
I ask myself why.
Every time I pick up the phone I cry
You don't see the way my heart breaks
You don't see every day how this pain aches
every bone every vessel
You made a mess out of someone
who was down for you till her last breath
Every promises broken
Your words unspoken
I look up to the sky asking Him why.
Why.
Why did I let a man break my heart a thousand times?
And then maybe I thought I wasn't broken
that it was my head making up the stories shaken
Anxiety and stress and depression takes over
Now I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
I just wanted you to sacrifice
Not adding up another lie
Still I ask myself why.
Why.
Why did I let you in my life?
I can't blame you for the pain that you caused
I let you in my life we were both in distraught
You should've let me be
Till you can figure out what you're meant to be
Cause I don't know if you even believe in me
or in you. You don't see the way I see you.
I see marvel, I see grandure
I see lights in the stream its like mother nature
made you perfect, all the cells in your body
made you a somebody but for a nobody
like me. Why.
Why.
Why did I ever call you mine?
Dope bro
Dam bro this is it...
So cool piano, nice beat bro.
Buenoooo tower vuelve a las andadas con una nueva instrumental de rap!! mi like hermano!!
They say that I'm crazy they say I'm insane
They say that I'm lazy that I'm weak in the brain
But they don't understand me they don't know about pain
I've walked in the darkness I've been in the rain
Tears shed for something now nothings the same
Thoughts running wild like a run away train
More medication more pills for his mind
No understanding that love make him blind
There must be a logic there must be a case
It couldn't be that love is what makes his heart race
His tears are from madness not sadness or grace
He speaks of the clouds and the stars up in space
Just look at his eyes he's got a look on his face
Just give him his pill and get him out of this place
There's no such thing as love where's his meds for god's sakes
Who cares that she left you who cares that she's gone
Just take your medication your feelings are wrong
Now bow to the system the machine that repels you
Enslaving your mind and all that compels you
techmaster90 Great flow!!! I can feel your sorrow through the lyrics, this is very inspiring👍🏻
loved this and i just sang it sounded right
techmaster90 🔥🔥🔥
Can I use the song
yes
甚麼事情你絕對不會忘記
當深處泥沼中要如何才不放棄
又是誰仗義的將你拉出這烏煙瘴氣
那些記憶時間相宜的放映
睡前放空時 回憶不斷播放
那幻燈片總是 隨意胡亂多樣
又是誰將你 軌跡重返說唱
別讓經歷和淚滴沖淡偷換了你的模樣子百態誰知我幾分
何時找到知己能伴我一生一程
雖說年輕但我堅信打磨堅硬循序漸進天晴抑是天陰成功和夢想終將他媽變得簡易
所以我下筆mm. 詩文歌頌 成為rapper從來都不是癡人說夢
的確之前某刻我也是曾墮落
但我專心爬起成功一旦失神錯ah
那些記憶 還有教訓 讓我更有氣力即使現實要命 痛的教育 無法言喻刻骨銘心 隨緣即應 伙食一天十元
餓得時間 發的誓言 夢想實踐
努力翻身的奴隸正被奴役 這段酷刑 即是苦行
想好主意因成功引起所有人的注意
thanks for this beat ❤️
I’m not proud of myself feels like I can’t take advice
Going thru reality yeah drugs adds the vibe
Been hardly sober trying to put up the fights
Sometimes I even wonder why I’m still alive
Treated you like a queen now I’m just reminiscin
Pictures in our gallery didn’t mean anything
But somehow I just wanna keep on checking
Where you are, how you been I’ll just keep on thinking
Do you remember the nights we hold each other while I’m drivin
Maybe you didn’t care but damn I felt like I was livin
Yeah we stopped talking but I keep on tearing
Do all I can to make this memories disappearing
Somehow they come back even when I’m smoking
Shit hit me so hard it just keep on stabbin
I felt us, I felt alive but then I was just dreamin
Woke up to reality you’re still on my mind
Still reminiscin when I had problems and you make me fine
Baby if I can wish for one thing for us it is time
I thought that we could grow, we could climb
But I just realised I ain’t worth even a dime
Goin thru old text and our pictures
Holdin the photo on my hand while the other is liquor
Those times we had baby do you remember
Wish I could rewind to the times we were together
It was sweet memories I’ll hold onto forever
But there’s nothing I can do cos you’re now happier
Everyday my life just get sadder and sadder
Lost my homies and they were always here
Adventures thru the nights drunk and laughter
Now they all go separate ways it’s just me and my lighter
They all go
No matter how strong you hold
I keep it bold
But I can’t control
My friends they fold
Love is a troll
Treat me like I have no soul
Life is cold
Siiiii! Me escuchaste! Justo el beat que necesitaba bro! Mejor no pudiste hacerlo! Sigue creciendo mi canal y gracias a vos, mi música tambien!
Obsessive mind Hola! Gracias por seguir mi trabajo! Saludos y un abrazo grande desde 🇵🇪
Trop Beau!!! j'adore
Need to find the right beat but this a song I wrote for my pawpaw
Yeah I fuckin miss u n I got some more issues I been cryin so long it’s become apart of my scar tissue I feel nothing but regret n a whole lot of pain I guess u cud say my life will never really be the same I can’t believe your gone this feelin I been feeling just feels so wrong It made me so depressed That i had to write this song I’m really sorry I ain’t get to make u proud before u were gone n I ain’t come n visit at all cuz my dumbass thought I wasn’t strong enough but I wish I cud take it back rewind To your house kick back and relax maybe play a song Its hard to believe I ain’t gonna get to see you in so long so I guess this song is my so long to one of my best friends I’ve known as my pawpaw I know you didn’t want none of us sad but now that your gone it hurts so bad we ain’t just lose a legend but a grandfather and a dad it was so unexpected it happened so fast once I heard the news i was just so confused I couldn’t grasp the fact never in my life will I get to see you again or that you’re now apart of my past it really never dawned on me that the hurt would be this vast yeah ya gone but never forgotten your memory will always last thinking bout when you taught me how to reel n cast or how to ride a bike I remember I kept bustin my ass u helped me up n we both just laughed No matter how bad I wanted to quit or how many questions i asked it was nothing but the truth you spit to my ass u said grandson we r poor n we may never have shit n that’s why we got to have strong will determination and grit anything we ever get we worked hard for that shit I’ll never forget all the lessons that you taught me or how much that it meant but most of all I’m sorry for the time that my dumbass never gave ima make you proud before the end of my days I’m gon change my ways this is what I proclaim to me u are a legend n I can never be the Man U were nowhere close to the same but for u Ima get my shit together and dig myself out this hole However I’m truly sorry it took yo death to get some shit through my skull n for that I’ll
Always feel somewhat unwhole but I’ll always love you I mean it for real that shit is unconditional I’m sorry I ain’t come see u much at the end Id give up Anything n my life just to see you again I promise the next time u see me ima be a man n that’s the new damn plan I’m sorry for everything again I hope you really understand for you ima do better in life n grow as a man so this is where I stand an ordinary man whose changing his life for a loved one I’ll never see again rest easy
I love you Reed Vipperman so much I’m sorry I let u down there at the end I promise I’ll make u proud I’m sorry I ain’t come see u as much when I should’ve it was hard for me to see u like that but it’s so much harder now w out u here I’m sorry I didn’t come c u a lot I hate myself for it I hope u can forgive me I love u so much
Underrated
:/)
(Hook)
You ask me if im okay...
I’m okay
Verse 1
No I’m not, cuz every since we broke up I’ve been hurt
And every time you picked me up you threw me in the dirt
baby you my blessing but forever I’ll be cursed
Our relationships a story and i will finish first
And I had never called you out or labeled you a name
Cuz really im in love but you didn’t feel the same
You turned me on and set me up and played me like a game
Cuz I gave you all I got and I want my fucking change
Just to be exact it’s a fact
That I always said I love your you never said it back
I guess it’s just too late and it’s just a broken chance
Just like those broken promises that came up in advance
I didn’t want it anymore but I was scared to let you know
That you fucked me over twice and it’s time to let you go
Never once have I mistreated you or been unfair
I gave you my respect, and I guess you didn’t care
Cuz I told you I’m in love and I told you I was scared
You told me it’s forever but I noticed your not there
Fire 🔥
Frickin amazing!!!
Feels bro 😔
Verse 1
เจ็บทุกครั้งเพราะว่ามันยังไม่ชิน
รักของคุณที่ให้ผมหนะมันไม่จริง
ไม่มีคุณผมก็คงจะไม่ได้บิน
รักของผมคุณก็ทำเป็นไม่ได้ยิน
เจ็บอยู่ที่อกไม่มีคนมาดามใจ
พอไม่มีคุณหมดสิ้นแรงบันดาลใจ
เจ็บที่คุณไปโดยไม่มองกลับหลัง
ของขวัญที่คุณให้ก็ต้องเอามันจับฝัง
เจ็บที่คุณไปไม่มีวันชำเลืองมา
มองหน้าคุณก็ระคายเเละเคืองตา
มองดูไปยังไม่มีทางแก้
คุณกับผมคงไม่มีทางแน่
มองดูกันมันก็เป็นลางแย่
คุณกับผมคงจะเจอทางแยก
รักของผมที่คุณเคยได้สดับ
ยังคำนึงจนถึงวันที่ประจักษ์
ภาพของคุณมันก็คงจะลางไป
หันไปไร้ทางกลับหันกลับไร้ทางไป
รั้งคุณไว้คิดถึงวันสำราญใจ
ไร้ซึ่งผมไร้ซึ่งความรำคาญใจ
ขาดคุณไปก็ไม่มีไฟนำทาง
มองหน้าผมคุณก็คงจะรำคาญ
(Hook)
เจ็บที่ยังรัก เจ็บที่เธอทิ้ง
เจ็บที่วันนั้น มีฉันคนนี้
เจ็บในทุกครั้ง เจ็บที่เคยรัก
อยากให้เธอหัน หันมามองกัน
Verse2
คุณกับผมคงจะอยู่คนละเกรด
จำนรรจาถึงเวลาคงจะfade
โลกของเราคงมีสีคนละเฉด
เราสองคนเหมือนกับอยู่คนละเขต
มีเหตุกับคุณตลอดจนทั้งแดนไทย
ฝันมันก็สลายเมื่อคุณได้หายเป็นแฟนใคร
หยิบหนังสือเอามาเป็นสื่อใช้แทนใจ
ให้คุณได้หยิบมาอ่านไม่ว่าจะอยู่ที่แดนใด
อยากจะเคลื่อนอยากจะขับเพื่อออกจากfriend zone
มองขึ้นไปบนฟ้า to see the fucking rainbow
Sometime we taking back into the fucking same zone
มันก็พังทลายwe breaking down that friend zone
โคลนที่สกปรกไม่สกปรกเท่าใจคน
มองกันไปที่ใดก็คงต้องมองที่ใจตน
มันก็คงจะจริงที่ไม่มีคุณก็อยู่ได้
อยู่กันต่างระดับคุณอยู่เหนือผมอยู่ใต้
เจ็บในตอนที่จบเหมือนกับว่าตกจากเก้าอี้
ใช้เวลาเข้ามาเยียวยาจนกว่าว่ามันจะเข้าที่
ไอตัวพี่เองก็ไม่ไว้ใจก็เพราะว่าเท่าที่
ได้เจอและก็ได้รู้จักไม่มีใครดีได้เท่าพี่
เจ็บในตอนที่จากถ้าหากว่าคุณไม่ปลงใจ
ในวันที่ไม่มีคุณไอตัวผมเองก็คงไป
ผมก็คงจะหายแล้วก็สลายเป็นลมไป
คำที่ว่าลาจากถ้าออกจากปากก็จนใจ
Its been hard ever since the beginning
People told me they loved me but didn't mean it
This world has a meaning
To make a dude take his life away
While pointing guns at his face
No matter how hard you try
You still cant run away
My momma is dead
Dad aint doin right
But the pain still sticks through
Every day and every night
That one time I heard them gunshots
I knew I couldn't stay
But soon as my life end
I'll be able to run away
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Dankey Memes nice rap
FeuilleDeCigare
What's love, without a someone to share that feeling/
what's it like to lose the one's you hold most dear, please tell me the meaning/ death took you apart and now death is what I've been fearing/ there's no pain left in me cause I've stopped feeling/
but the pain never fades from our hearts so what's the reason to keep breathing/
Ain't got reason to keep living/
kept my head up for some time but now I'm sinking/ unable to do something I've stopped moving/ i always knew one day i'd start loosing/like a dead flower I'm no longer blooming/as the seasons pass by i just witter/guess life's a bunch of lies with people full of bitter/ i got more to share that comes from my heart/no longer feeling that spark/soon to be my thoughts lost in the dark/I've been lost in this never ending abyss/feeling like the end of the world i been stuck in this forever going mist/never make mistakes in life and you won't end like this/
trenton holster damn...
Smooth bro!
woke up listen to ur beat and instant started freestylin on it perfect beat amazin beat TB ¬~
Most of the drama these days
It ain’t like elementary
Back in them days
Those days were easy
You never worried that you would fade
But now and days
Things have changed
You try to get away and you fade
It’s hard it’s not easy(nope)
It’s rough when you keep getting thrown
Under the bus
But no one knows
And now no on cares
They think of themselves
And they don’t share
It’s irrelevant to why I’m saying this shit
But I’m doing it for the hell of it
No one knows how you feel
Only you can keep you real
People can lie cheat and steal
And do what ever they want to against your will
You can’t stop it
Because they just keep throwing it
At sometimes you can’t always catch it
Whateva you have left they snatch it
And steal it and sometimes keep it
You try to get it back but you just leave it
Then you dream it
And all you can do is just leave
Find somethin new try find somethin to keep you there
It hard to find something like that
Something that can help you
And shape you maybe possibly change you
I found that once but I left it
It hurt me and broke me
But it changed me
Sometimes you need something to kick you
Tell you STOP what your doin and think
After you think it you can do it
Maybe not all the time
Sometimes you feel like a mime
Trapped inside your crime
That’s a crime making you believe you did it
When really all you did was let them believe it
Sometimes you gotta admit
And outwit them maybe then they’ll stop
But no they just keep growin like crops
They are worse than weeds worse than crops
Then you exceed and achieve
And make them grieve
But that doesn’t help
You feel like a thieve and you believe that
Causing some bad chitchat
Make then feel like a black rat in subway
You then feel astray
Trying to keep it away and hide the pain
You feel like the rain trying to go down a clogged drain
Tryna keep you sane
But your brain can’t handle it make you feel like your on a dessert or an island
Making you frightened
And you left sitting there sobbin
With your eyes throbbin
Was always hurt always put down in the dirt but now I’m doing what I use to dream about
Có chú đom đóm đi lên
Bằng chính giai điệu mộc mạc
Của thôn quê
Hằng ngày vẫn cứ cố gắng
Phát triển cho đam mê
Rồi bỗng một ngày cậu tỏa sáng
Có nhiều lời khen chê
Cậu chỉ muốn tung bay thật xa
Vác nhiều hành trang để đem về
Đem về cái mới, đem về kiến thức
Và nhiều góc nhìn sâu rộng
Bầu trời showbiz chưa đầy một năm
Chứng kiến âm nhạc bị xao động
Từ một "cậu nhóc kiệm lời"
Cùng "gã đánh đàn điên"
Từ đó chàng Đóm lạ thường
Không còn tìm ai để hàn huyên
Người "anh cả" tự vã vào tay
Vì nghĩ vừa mất thằng em
Sau ánh hào quang trong đó là ai?
Đâu phải người thức hằng đêm
Cùng anh em để chia sẻ
Âm nhạc và cuộc sống
Ở bên ngoài là sự hào nhoáng
Mấy ai thấu hiểu được ở bên trong
Như thái cực ta chỉ thấy được
Một phần trôi nổi
Ở nơi đáy vực có một tia sáng
Dần dần le lói
Chàng Đóm đang cố báo hiệu
Cho đàn đóm biết
Chỉ mong phát hiện vài điều
Trước khi xảy ra điều đáng tiếc
Đâu mơ nhà cao, đâu ham giàu to
Tháng ngày tha hương tìm được tổ ấm
Vậy mà chẳng thể một lần gọi về
Nói rằng "Mẹ ơi con khổ lắm
Nơi đây họ gieo cho con hy vọng
Mang đến nhiều lòng tin
Mọi chuyện sẽ chẳng có gì
Nếu như con người
Không vứt bỏ nhân tính"
Tôi đã mang đến cho mọi người
Bao nhiêu nguồn lợi
Như thế vẫn chưa đủ?
Tôi có người anh em hằng ngày
Thực hiện đam mê đến khuya
Vẫn chưa ngủ
Vậy mà giờ họ coi tôi như con rối
Mong một ngày tôi rời khỏi đây
Sẽ không về với đơn côi
Cuộc đời nào biết
Những gì chờ phía trước ta
Còn nhiều thử thách
Liệu rằng có thể bước qua
Khát khao chạm vào
Giấc mơ muôn màu
Bầu trời như rực cháy
Ở quanh mình là hàng ngàn đom đóm
Chiếu sáng để ta thấy đêm
Rực rỡ như đóa hoa mặt trời
Phát sáng bằng từ hit
"Hình tượng người lính"
Như cách cậu bắn phát súng đầu tiên
Nhắm vào 2019
Từ chú "đom đóm
Mất ánh sáng xoay vòng"
Rồi có cả binh đoàn
Dù bay thật xa
Cậu vẫn không quên westside mới
Chính là nơi giữ linh hồn
Thời khắc được nhắc nhiều nhất
Thêm một "bài hát liên hoàn"
Thật bắt tai
Cậu bước đến mảnh đất người khác
Tay chân run nhưng vẫn cầm chắc mic
Sống bên trong tháng ngày mà
Sân khấu y như khán đài và
Bên dưới là tiếng hò reo của khán giả
Và không gian cứ thế hài hòa
Những giấc mơ hoài bảo
Người nghệ sĩ như một chiến binh
Cũng đổ mồ hôi và xương máu
Đôi khi muốn thét
"Tụi mày nhờ tao
Những gì người làm thì trời đang thấy
Bộ tụi mày nghĩ tao khờ sao?"
Ey! Sống chung với một bầy sói
Chung với một bầy sói
Chung với một bầy sói
Có chàng đom đóm
Sống chung bầy sói
Cậu ta khiếp đảm với những cái đầu
Luôn ỷ mình giàu
Bản tính cực chày cối
An yên hoặc mất trắng
Cậu đã biết mình nên làm gì
Trong những ngày tới
Để đôi mắt còn thấy bình minh
Giữ lí trí luôn phải bình tĩnh
Rời khỏi nơi không còn niềm tin
Quay về "G"
Để ta có thể là chính mình
Để đôi mắt còn thấy bình minh
Giữ lí trí luôn phải bình tĩnh
Rời khỏi nơi không còn niềm tin
Quay về "G"
Để ta có thể là chính mình
Este beat es la perfección...
Right on tower beats
We're the people living on the earth's crust
No hugs no trust
No love just lust
We need to stand up its a must
Cause they don't really care about us
People on the floor dying people on the floor lying
People trying people fighting
People lying people crying
So many people all alone
So many people without homes
Cause of drones while the Pope sits on a golden throne that's it mind blown
People always in there homes
Always on their phones
Everyone's a sheep they're clones
Somethings happening I can feel it in my bones
Give glory to God on high
Give glory to the God on heights
Give glory to Jesus Christ
Give glory to the one that's right...
leading me in righteous ways
salvation, that's my life
and my every single day
so to You I'm giving praise
It's long overdue
but I finally came through
with the blessings that come from You
Without You what would I do?
I wouldn't be,
I wouldn't breathe.
I wouldn't have a pulse.
I wouldn't have the Holy Ghost
sealing me up for the life you've proposed:
eternity,
all because Jesus, he lives in me.
Everything I'm gonna do
I'm gonna do it with the three,
the holy trinity:
God, Jesus, and The Holy Spirit,
reside in me
preserving me, reserving me,
all I have to do is believe
in Jesus Christ, he died for me,
and rose on the third day
fulfilled the prophecy,
by the power of God
His power knows no bounds
His power of love
has given me new sounds
to these beats.
I ask myself why
Why I ever gave you a chance
Every time we talk I think “should I tell him that”
don’t see the pain inside me
Only notice my mistakes
Which haunt me
I wish I never loved you like I did
I wish I never met you
I wish I never let you break me a million times
You hurt me so many times
It felt like should I even trust him again?
I couldn’t imagine letting you hurt me again
They all say they care for me
But it don’t feel that way
The only thing I feel is my anxiety and stress
Sometimes I think was that only a story I made up or was it a really life equation that went on on and never found an answer so here we are now
Sometimes I imagine this never happened
Then I just sit there and laugh
You’ve damaged me so much it’s easy to say I never want you back in my life
You have a place in my heart at the very bottom because that’s where you belong
Hey you are wonderful in this field😰
Solo pido tiempo
Solo quiero tiempo
Necesito tiempo
Para poder lograr todo esto x2
Solo pido tiempo pah cumplir todos mis sueños
se que vivo de esto y moriria por esto
si esto es lo que me llena me inspira cada dia me saco mil problemas escribiendo poesia
Si no despierto algun dia quiero irme viendo lo logrado en mi vida
Diciendo yo hice lo que quise
Y por esto me ire con una sonrisa
No quiero intentarlo
yo quiero lograrlo
Naci para esto para escribir textos dios solo pido tiempo damelo
rimas esto con esto... hahhd sajajahhahahaajajajjajaja
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ไม่เป็นอย่างนี้ได้ไหม คุยกันได้ไหม
เผื่ออะไรอะไร มันจะดีกว่านี้
อาจยังพอแก้ไข ทันเวลาที่มี
เผื่อยังมีวีธี ที่ดีกว่าการเลิกรา
ที่เธอเปลี่ยนไป มันคงจะเป็นเพราะฉันแย่
มันรู้เธอคิดอะไร แต่ว่าคงมีไปจากฉันแน่
ที่ยังไม่ยอมคุย เธออาจจะรอให้ฉันแก้
หรือว่าเธอเองแค่กำลังรอ ระยะทำใจกันแน่ (วะ)
เหมือนมันเป็นสัญญาณ ที่บอกกับฉันว่าเธอพร้อม
ทุกครั้งที่เลิกกัน เหมือนเป็นเหตุการณ์ให้เธอซ้อม
เวลาทะเลาะกันเธอชอบหนีไป ให้เพื่อนเธอล้อม
เธอพูดเหมือนฉันไม่มีข้อดีอยู่เลย ในภาพที่เธอย้อน
เธอเองก็คงจะมี ไอ้คนในแบบที่อยากได้
เพราะเราต่างคนต่างรู้กันดี ว่าเราต่างคนต่างปากร้าย
บางทีก็เบื่อทะเลาะ จนอยากจะยกมืออยากไหว้
เหตุผลเพราะเราต่างคน ต่างมีสิ่งที่อยากได้
และมันจะไปแปลกตรงไหน
เธอบอกว่าใครๆ เขาก็คงไม่ทน
แต่มันผิดที่ฉันเอง ที่เป็นคนที่รู้แต่ทำไม่ได้
และเธอคงจะเบื่อเต็มที เหนื่อยเต็มที
รู้ดีเธอยื้อไม่ง่าย แต่ว่าคุยกันก่อนได้ไหม
เผื่ออะไร จะดี ไม่เป็นไร
ไม่เป็นอย่างนี้ได้ไหม คุยกันได้ไหม
เผื่ออะไรอะไร มันจะดีกว่านี้
อาจยังพอแก้ไข ทันเวลาที่มี
เผื่อยังมีวีธี ที่ดีกว่าการเลิกรา
เธอเองก็คงจะเบื่อเพราะโรคส่วนตัวฉันโคตรจะสูง
เธอตัดสิ้นฉันง่ายๆ ทุกอย่างที่ทำแม่งโคตรจะศูนย์
เธอบอกเธอโคตรรำคาญ เลยหนีไปกับเพื่อนกับฝูง
เธอฉันมีแต่เหตุผลเดิมๆ เธอบอกไม่น่าจะหวังสูง
ถ้าถามในมุมของฉัน ฉันว่ามันยังไม่สุดทาง
ถ้าเราต่างทนกันไหว ในวันที่รักมันสุดจาง
ลองหันหน้ามาคุยกัน ในมันที่ความสัมพันธ์ของเรามันสึกบาง
ลองนึกถึงวันที่รักกัน เธอเองก็รู้นะว่ามันสุด จำ
และมันจะไปแปลกตรงไหน
เธอบอกว่าใครๆ เขาก็คงไม่ทน
แต่มันผิดที่ฉันเอง ที่เป็นคนที่รู้แต่ทำไม่ได้
และเธอคงจะเบื่อเต็มที เหนื่อยเต็มที
รู้ดีเธอยื้อไม่ง่าย แต่ว่าคุยกันก่อนได้ไหม
เผื่ออะไร จะดี ไม่เป็นไร
ไม่เป็นอย่างนี้ได้ไหม คุยกันได้ไหม
เผื่ออะไรอะไร มันจะดีกว่านี้
อาจยังพอแก้ไข ทันเวลาที่มี
เผื่อยังมีวีธี ที่ดีกว่าการเลิกรา
ไม่เป็นอย่างนี้ได้ไหม คุยกันได้ไหม
เผื่ออะไรอะไร มันจะดีกว่านี้ (มันจะดีกว่านี้)
อาจยังพอแก้ไข้ ทันเวลาที่มี
เผื่อยังมีวิธี ที่ดีกว่าการเลิกรา
I don't know why
He loves to see me cry
I guess it makes him feel
So strong
I don't know why
I even try
To make us work
Knowing it won't
Tears in my eyes
It's not by surprise
That he doesn't notice
The pain I hold inside
So hurt
From the scars he gave me
From the bruises he created
I should have known
Stupid girl I was
I don't know why
I tried to face him alone
Knowing I couldn't win
Knowing he would hurt me again
I've led myself to this
But to hurt to make it end
This ain't make sense to me anymore?
Yea yea yea
What is there left fighting for?
Chorus:
This ain't make no sense anymore
Like what is there left to stay worth fighting for
I think about the edge everyday that I wake
And I hate myself for this monster I made
I look into this mirror at myself everyday
Wake up everyday knowing Im her biggest mistake
When I just put her down cause the drugs bring her up
Cause she only feels happy when she's all messed up
Verse:
Dark clothes, I can see her eyes glow in the night
Green eyes with that hair down right by her side
Scars on her body cause she never satisfied
Darkness clouds her mind but that fire burning in her eyes
All and all alone her heart beats another lonely pump
But she don't want it cause she don't know to feel love
It has messed her up to the point she stay messed up
To the point Im where Im at
The point is that Im messed up
I've Been screaming help but the help don't come
Its just my demons in the night
Always fighting when they come
Eating me alive till my body's nothing but numb
Then they break her down while I fight my all for her love.
While I watch them hurt the ones I love
Im cursed from this mind that's controlling me
Putting her down I can't help its killing me
Light in her eyes, but the darkness creeps slow
While she tells me how she feels and all the thoughts go....
Chorus:
.....This ain't make no sense anymore
Like what is there left to stay worth fighting for
I think about the edge everyday that I wake
And I hate myself for this monster I made
I look into thus mirror at myself everyday
Wake up everyday knowing Im her biggest mistake
When I just put her down cause the drugs bring her up
Cause she only feels happy when she's all messed up
Instrumental thanks @TowerBeatz.
I plan to purchase this beat in upcoming Oct for my tour in 2020.
This song is called "Disappear" by Ryde Ryders
It's about a girls life I changed from heavy drugs and cutting, that i'll never meet or talk to again...
She changed me as much as I changed her....
Respect from TR!
เพลง *หาย* *(กบ ชบา) อย่าเห็นแก่ตัวแล้วหายไป โดย ไม่บอกอะไร เพราะคนที่ค้างคาไม่ใช่คน ที่จากไป ถ้ายังให้เกียรติกัน ช่วยบอกฉัน อะไรที่อยู่ในใจ เบื่อหน่าย อึดอัด ไม่ได้ดั่งใจ ความเงียบก็เปรียบกับ งานศิลป์ แต่นี่มันรักเรา และขอโทษที่ผมแมร่ง ไม่อิน เหตุผลคือสิ่งเดียวที่อยาก ได้ยิน แล้วจะบินจะเดิน ก็เชิญไปตามใจ ต้องการ *(*1*)*รัก ที่ เธอ พูด ตอน เรา อยู่ด้วยกัน ขอ แลก คืน ด้วย เหตุ ผล ที่เลิกกับฉัน**1** **!**ไม่ใช่ตอบกันอย่างนี้ ไม่ใช่ตอบด้วยการ หายไป ที่เธอตอบกันแบบนี้ เป็นคำตอบไม่มี หัวใจ**!** หายไม่พูดจา จากไป ไม่ร่ำลา ลืมรักที่ให้มา ลืมง่ายเหมือน กระพริบตา ลาไม่บอก เธอแมร่งโคตร กระจอก ที่บ้านไม่สอนหรือไง จะมาจะไปอย่างน้อยเขา ให้บอก มีคำที่อยากตะคอก เพื่อเธอจะปวดใจ ตอนแรกก็พูดมาก ตอนจากเสือก เป็นใบ้ ถ้าไม่มีปัญญา รักษา ใจใคร.อย่าเข้ามา อีดอกมาทำคนดีดีเค้าต้องเสียใจ (*1*)
Insane keep moving
Look here by now,
Everybody gets hurt
no matter where u are
Just look above
And God
will give us the strength
to dig ourselves outta the dirt
I mean it's Hard to explain it
My whole life
Is like a brush to canvas
u can Describe it's flow
in Your own words
from how u paint it
never the less.
You can solve Shit
by talking it out
sharing your thoughts
knowing your life
is in a balance
but it doesn't mean a thing
without knowing beyond
on What that
Exact life of yours
will bring...
MauriOra Aotear0a can used dis to add on wat i have plz i really like how yu used yur choice of words❤😊
shiit que buena base para expresar metas,sufrimientos,propositos,te felicito broh
TROL XD Muchas gracias! Esta es de uso libre
Tower Beatz bueno hermano,que suerte! tus bases son lo mas bueno!
Right on tower beata
mọi thứ không ổn như em nghĩ
người tính thật không bằng trời tính
trái tim anh quả thật là giỏi chịu đau đớn hơn người lính
còn đâu những phút ta nắm tay, còn đâu những giây ta đắm say
quá khứ hoang tàn cùng đống đổ nát anh mang mà một mình ngắm mây
làm sao yên lòng khi đêm thức giấc ngồi khóc một mình rồi suy tư
nếu anh được chọn anh chọn làm chim bồ câu bay xa đàn di cư
nếu chọn yêu theo cách trưởng thành anh xin lỗi anh không giỏi
bạn bè em nói anh là thằng rapper rất ngầu và nông nổi
nơi anh tới chỉ đường anh vào có bảng đường ra
nắm tay anh đi cùng anh đi tới anh dắt đi ngắm vườn hoa
nhưng ai đã chấm đường ta, chương yêu đặt bút kết thúc
một khối son ngà giờ đây không còn ai lo chuyện bếp nút
cũng tại anh cả, anh chưa đủ trưởng thành
nếu anh gặp em không phải khi đó thì đã không tưởng đành
anh đã mộng tưởng thành nhưng hy vọng cũn vụt bay
12h đêm ám ảnh tên em đang gọi phía nơi đường ray
Tao đang ngồi đây và tao rap về những thứ mà tao yêu
Những thứ cầu kì đơn giản và không có gì cao siêu
Và tao hiểu về những thứ mà mày chưa trải qua
Muốn một lần đứng trên sân khấu không nhìn anh em phải xa
Và tao muốn muốn một lần nắm tay cô ấy
Muốn bước đi cùng với cô ấy ở giữa dòng đời xô đẩy
Tao thích cách cô ấy nhìn tao với nụ cười dịu dàng
Nhìn cô ấy tao hiểu được rằng bao nhiêu buồn phiền tiêu tan
Một phút chiêm nghiện cuộc đời tao thấy mình đầy tội lỗi
Nhưng tao vẫn sống sống khép kín và không nổi trội
Tao biết tụi mày sống ở ngoài đời tụi mày hơn tao
Nhưng tụi mày làm đéo gì biết tao đã chịu nhiều cơn đau
Học sinh lớp 10 với bao nổi buồn tao mở cho mình cánh cửa mới
Hiphop là thứ tao chọn và tao chọn lang thang giữa đời
Bỏ qua những lời thị phi tao với anh em cùng chill
Tạm biệt những thứ đã qua và thứ tao đã từng yêu
BUMBLE K hay quá bạn
I hide pain with a smile,
Feel like a shame thats no denial,
Drama piles,
While,
I file my complain,
Time for trial,
Only god can judge me
Gravei um som em cima desse beat e é até hj um dos melhores
this music makes me feel my pain
mano eres un moustro🔥👽
Nice! Big up
Dans ma tête les mots trottinent
Si Je me fais un sang d’encre
C’est un peu de mon hémoglobine
Qui imbibe la page
Qui inhibe la rage
l’existence est plus précieuse qu’un rubis
Mais On ne choisi pas d’être on la subi
J’ai garder mon rap loin de vos lubies
Devenant quelqu’un putain de volubile
Le loisir a dénoncer
plutôt que moisir j’ai énoncé
Par ce que Choisir c’est renoncer
Là où vis l’insulte
Tu meurs politesse
D’humeurs solidaire
Mais même Entouré d’une foule
Je demeures solitaire
J’ai compris qu’être seul
C’est le loyer de la création
Je trouverais la chaleur d’un foyer
Que dans la crémation
Pas Une larme à la ronde
Retenu par la manière psychique
Derrière la barrière civique
Une âme vagabonde
Contenue par la matière physique
De l’encre
J’en ai bu des litres
Ou les élus délivrent
Je l’ai es éluder c’est déluré libre
Dés que j’ai lu des livres
C’est l’déluge des lignes
C’est du délire le sais tu Élif ?
Courber l’échine jusqu’à avoir la notalgie
Qui a de la mémoire à de La nostalgie
Ce que j’ai perdu ce que j’ai gagné
En vertu du vice que je ne peux pas nier
Si Souvent j’étais pommé
J’en est noirci mes poumons
Je ne voulait pas le sommet
Mais être loin de tous l’monde
Moi et ma solitude on a pris nos marque
Perdu dans l’excédentaire
Mais loin de la vie de monarque
Si nomade pas sédentaire
L’innommable fait mal comme de la limonade
Sur un abcès dentaire
J’ai été à l’Agonie presque KO
J’ai trouvé de l’harmonie dans le chaos
¡Esta Buenisima! Hace Mucho Que No Escuchaba Una Melodia De Piano Así :D ¿Es Uso Libre?
I can't find you, where are you, I need you I can't even see you
Have the demons gonee when are you coming back.
Thanks 😊💞😍😍😍
Very Nice I love this Beat
Hurt again,
I seem to never think,
I’m writin down my problems,
Now we turnin up the heat,
Day ones? They never here for me,
Real talk came small when they snitchin on the streets.
Been dead.
Guess my insides are weak,
Cause I wallow in em pain,
While momma O D,
If you really see the pain,
Then you cryin here wit me,
Cause I’m broken and torn,
Still had to keep it G
When I became a man,
I was fighting for my life,
5 years 14,
Real talk no rights,
Hustle in the bin,
Play spades at night
Keep it winnin win big,
It’s either that or die.
Just sum small
One day you be loving me
The next you be killing me
Are you kidding me?
You left me for that b***h
You threw me in a ditch
I’m thinking of jumping off a bridge
You just a little b***h
You really fucking changed!
One day you were loving
The next you bluffing
God stop freaking lying
You driving me insane
You were just another mistake
You hit me like a grenade
(Lol idk what tf I wrote)
صباح الليل..صباح الابتسامة اليائسة
صباح القهوة الباردة..صباح فيروز الساكتة
و كلشي بحياتي بالعكس..الا الوقت
و السطر الماضي مجازي..بعدك مافي قاعدة ثابتة
يا اعظم ضحكة بهالليل المليان مآسي
و اصدق كلمة بقصة رهنا رواحنا فيا لتبقى خالدة
بعمري ما لبست قناع
الا وقت كفر وشي بدموعي الأصدق من هالضحكة الكاذبة
و الدنيا ماشية و انا لسا عايش ع امل
انو نقدر نتغير..لكون الوحي تكوني الكاتبة
و قاتل الوقت مو لانساكي..لاني مواعدك
و اكتب ديوان حزن و ما كون بكلمة قاصدك
و يكون التفكير ببكرا..مو بترميم
هالخاطر يلي انكسر مع كلمة بخاطرك
العتب محبة..رفعتو عن هالبشر
و جهزتلك مليار كلمة و بعرف مارح عاتبك
ع شو رح عاتبك
على حياة رسمناها سوا و شايف كل الوانا باهتة !
ع بُعدك..ولا ع يلي صار بعدك
ولا على عيوني يلي عم شوف فيا كل العالم حاقدة
على اليأس ولا الوعد ولا الشتا ولا البرد
ولا الشوك يلي كان ورد والا ع الالف مرض
ولا على كل ما ورد بهالنص
ولا ع كلمة نسيان يلي بقاموسي ماعادت واردة
It's kinda scary
but if I confess
The feelings I suppress
and exactly how depressed
I feel
It ain't what I wanna reveal
it's somethin I wanna conceal
But I peel back the layers
I feel that's the way...
Waging war with my emotions
And forfeiting my notions
This is deeper than the ocean
Can't keep up with the motions
The change the pain the games
Just make it go away..
Change your ways remain the same
Keep forgetting that it ain't a game
Ain't it a shame?
Pictures that you painted in vein
while lacing cocaine in your veins...
One love one love one love just one love
Destape mis sentimientos y los deje volar
Era una bandada de pajaros en el cielo
Preparen apunten fuego
Cayeron todos en el jodido suelo
Ahora estoy solo y sin consuelo
Paso el tiempo y salieron nuevos huevos
Me pense dos veces si los libero
Escuchaba como piaban como pedian
Ellos querian ellos querian ponerse volar
El te mentia el te mentia y tu pelo me atraia
Era como la lava que de mi volcan salia
Te tuve que hablar lo tuve que intentar
Y deje volar solo al pajaro de la curiosidad
Fue el 20 de Abril nunca se me va olvidar
Viernes 3 de Julio por la tarde
Un paseo calido bajo el sol que arde
Sabado 4 de Julio por la tarde
No sabia si besarte bastante cobarde
Faltaban diez minutos para las nueve
Un pajaro se escapo y el beso pude darte
Domingo 5 de Julio por la tarde
Solo nosotros sabemos fue inolvidable
Despues de las doce ya eramos inseparables
En la actualidad mientras yo escribo
Pienso en lo que hiciste y no lo olvido
Me siento muy mal por los errores que he cometido
Se perfectamente que te he mentido
Pero no estaba comprometido
Me vine a Chile por un retiro espiritual
Y el fallo tuyo que siempre fue igual
Lo llevaste a un nivel extremo y no me dijiste na
La cancion de Quiero te estaba esperando
Y yo por ti estaba cambiando
Estaba quitando todo ese mal
Eras tu solita la razon principal
Sin poder tocarnos en 3 meses
No me esperaste y ahora todo se estremece
Quizas luchaste demasiado y no te quedan fuerzas
Ahora me toca a mi la situacion inversa
Pierdo la cabeza y entro en el baño
Me miro en el cristal y se que con ella tambien te hice daño
Y yo recibi tu perdon y fuiste capaz de volverme a dar la mano
De ahora en adelante nada sera en vano
Cumplamos nuestros sueños como dos felices vitorianos
Te perdono pero no me sano
Te extraño Te quiero y tambien Te amo
and lately i’ve been depressed thinking should i stay or should i go. I don’t even know who i am anymore don’t know who i’ve became tired of sitting up at night crying all the pain out. I wish things could go back to the way they were. But things have changed lately it doesn’t seem like reality. I ain’t really have no one to talk to so all i do is add another scar to that vein. Everyone looks at me like i’m a outsider. i just wanna go back to the times when everything was perfect. I ain’t really have nobody to explain the things i go thru. I’m just tryna fit in but we’re to i belong.
Yo fuckin best beat ever. Love it! Keep it up!
Quang Tèoooooooo
i love it
Hey @towerbeats mind if I use this piece of music for a video concept I'm writing. The video focuses on issues and problems that some people may go through. From being alone throughout your life, anxiety, depression, kicked around. Bullied called names etc. Etc. It revolves around my life 🙏🏻.
Can we use this free track to post a freestyle on Instagram, with no commercial or promotional purposes ?
Này em , anh muốn được đón em về mỗi khi tan trường
Anh muốn đc nắm tay em , dắt em mỗi khi sang đường
Anh hiểu , anh chiều , bao nhiêu , cao siêu.
Hạnh phúc của anh đơn giản là mua cho em một ly trà sữa
Rồi mỗi ngày vài tin nhắn , hôm nay đã nhớ anh chưa
Nhưng nếu cuộc sống chỉ một màu hồng thì đã ko viết ra những lời này
Tao đã cô đơn quá lâu do anh giả tạo hay do bị trời đày
Tao chưa bao giờ cảm thấy hài lòng với công việc mà anh phải làm thường ngày
Tao đã chọn cách im lặng khi biết con nhỏ đó nói thương mày ?!
Tao chưa bao giờ nghĩ về những người mà tao làm tổn thương
Và tao chưa bao giờ nghĩ về cảm xúc của họ và chỉ xem nó là bình thường.
Đôi khi đồng lương hàng tháng , ko đủ để tao chi trả
Đôi khi chỉ vì đồng tiền mà tao phải nhận bao nhiu lời xỉ vả
Đôi khi anh em họp mặt đông đủ chứ cần gì phải đi đâu xa
Đôi khi buồn thì hút cỏ , chứ cần gì đến mấy bình shisha.
Thôi mày đi ra , tránh xa tao ra lúc này thì tao chỉ muốn 1 mình
Đời này đủ nhạt rồi tao ko cần mày phải nói, chấm hết tại đây thôi. Buồn thì để cho mưa trôi ,hôm nay đến đây là đủ rồi x3 ...haizz
Tomo tanto tiempo que no encuentro forma alguna
De explicarte que te amo y como usted no hay ninguna
No dejaba de luchar para bajarte hasta la luna
Poder tenerte a ti para mí es una fortuna 🔮
Can I upload my track with this beat into my channel :)?
Puedo subir mi track con este beat a mi canal :)?
Mọi thứ không ổn như em nghĩ
Người tính thật không bằng trời tính
Trái tim của anh quả thật rất giỏi chịu đau đớn hơn một người lính
Còn đâu những phút ta nắm tay
Còn đâu những giây ta đắm say
Quá khứ hoang tàn cùng đống đổ nát ,anh mang ngồi 1 mình ngắm mây
Làm sao yên lòng khi đêm thức giấc, ngồi khóc 1 mình rồi suy tư
Nếu anh được chọn , anh chọn làm chim bồ câu bay xa đàn và di cư
Nếu chọn yêu thương theo cách trưởng thành thì anh xin lỗi anh không giỏi
Bạn bè em nói về anh là thằng rapper rất ngầu và nông nổi
Nơi anh tới chỉ được anh vào , có bảng cấm đường ra !_
Nắm tay anh đi cùng anh vào , anh dắt đi ngắm vườn hoa
Nhưng ai đã chấm đường ta
Chương yêu đặt bút kết thúc
Mùi khói sau nhà giờ đây không còn .. Ai lo chuyện bếp núc
Cũng là tại anh cả ... anh chưa đủ trưởng thành
Nếu anh gặp em không phải khi đó thì tình đã không tưởng đành
Anh đã mộng tưởng thành .. Những hy vọng cũ vụt bay
[ ] 12h đêm ám ảnh tên em... khi gọi phía nơi đường rây !
la mejor pista puñetaaaaaaaaaa me estoy casquetiando
Pwede ba gamitin tong beats boss
Yah I’m hurt ain’t nothing new
All these moments turned out fake
Your turned around I wasn’t having it
Shit blew me away
First sight of you was a blaze
Now both my eyes filled with haze
Ain’t nothing new
My response always ain’t nothing dude
Y’all just here cause I’m a legend
I’m in line looks like I’m next bitch
Shit was adding up so on to the next bitch
Or the next kiss
Shit ain’t adding up
Shit u was a dub
Ending our relationship like a stub
All y’all could do is nod
Muuuy Duro 😎!!!!!
J'ai la vie devant moi et des idées derrière la tête
Mais j'ai pas trouvé l'inspiration depuis la dernière averse
Je vis avec ce qui me tue et la fatigue me dupe
Mes désirs ont pris le dessus et laissent en moi d'infimes fêlures
Quand je me réveille lentement le matin
J'attends la nuit impatiemment
Elle est comme un pansement
Y'a qu'avec elle que j'ai pas sommeil, ouais
Aucun matin ne me donne du bonheur
La caféine comme seul moteur
J'attends le soir pour atteindre les hauteurs
Et dévoiler le contenu de mon coffre
Ça va, seulement, je vous oublie si facilement
Qu'il suffit que je ferme les yeux pour voir s'effacer le monde
Je vois le soleil dès l'aube heurter le peu de ma liberté
Et je me dis dans mon lit : "Barre-toi, ne crois pas que le labeur tue"
Hé, sans rigoler, le temps m'isole
Je vis dans l'éloignement du monde qui m'environne
[Refrain]
Je suis : mi-loup, mi-homme
Je suis : mi-loup, mi-homme
Face à mon vœu le plus cher
Qui me restreint et m'emprisonne
Je suis : mi-loup, mi-homme
Je suis : mi-loup, mi-homme
Face à mon vœu le plus cher
Qui me restreint et m'emprisonne
[Couplet 2]
J'ai la vie devant moi et des idées derrière la tête
Mais j'ai pas trouvé l'inspiration depuis la dernière averse
Je vis avec ce qui me tue et la fatigue me dupe
Mes désirs ont pris le dessus et laissent en moi d'infimes fêlures
Je me comporte comme un Loup des Steppes
Je m’en-cloisonne pour apprivoiser mon âme
Parce qu'à l'extérieur tout m'effraie
Il n'y a que vu de loin que la foule est belle
Je m'imagine parfois au milieu
En ressentant ce que ça pourrait me faire
Mais je me comporte comme un Loup des Steppes
Séduire une femme est à la portée du moindre imbécile
Rompre avec elle est réservé seulement aux intrépides
Mon cœur est un pendule qui oscille entre une crainte et un désir
Lorsque tu sors la nuit, je suis certainement en train d'écrire
Je vois ma vie comme une phrase interrompue
Pendant des semaines et des mois
Combien de fois j'ai dit : "Aidez-moi" ?
Le plus dur c'est de s'aimer soi
Mais comment dois-je faire pour me diriger vers autrui
Alors que je suis confortable chez moi ?
Lorsque je voulais me faire des souvenirs
Je me suis bousillé la mémoire
Je me comporte comme un Loup des Steppes
Je m’en-cloisonne pour apprivoiser mon âme
Parce qu'à l'extérieur tout m'effraie
Il n'y a que vu de loin que la foule est belle
Je m'imagine parfois au milieu
En ressentant ce que ça pourrait me faire
Mais je me comporte comme un Loup des Steppes
Sans rigoler, le temps m'isole
Je vis dans l'éloignement du monde qui m'environne
[Refrain]
Je suis : mi-loup, mi-homme
Je suis : mi-loup, mi-homme
Face à mon vœu le plus cher
Qui me restreint et m'emprisonne
Je suis
(Paroles par lonepsi)
i can use this beat to make a song with no profit at all and put the creator on the desc. or i have to buy this beat for that?
Yo im hurting more then these words i spit could possibly express my emotions toying with me as im under all this stress im searching for a better me looking down this long road ahead of me Cant you see im in for the long run not the short one ruining this game will only leave you hurting more then I can emphasize better be ready to step aside people like that need to be left behind yourself is the real ride or die fuck the people that mistaken you're kindness for weaknesses people like that will never see the truth from make believe better get ready speak your mind never let the haters win the rhyme there always trying to still the light fuck the foresight im geting in line one day you will see you shouldn't have left me behind im glad im moving on unbeatable feelings belittling me all these hurt feelings killing me its best if i just leave they say if you love her you can let her go Now im flying solo its what's best for my mojo Damn One thing I've learned in life better be ready despite all the good in the light darkness creeps up on sight no warning tonight thing's flipped now I'm finding different ways to grip I'm at my wits end with this shit it's been 6 month's you should really just quit I've moved on to a better time you had you're chance you fooled me for the finial time.. Now you staying behind this game you ran isn't the one it was simply no fun with all these HURT feeling's killing me the rest is history I could've really used an epiphany it was clear to me I had to do it by myself in order to get where I was meant to be I say it clearly
This is really good!
Ryan Tin thank you so much I really appreciate that..
Damn That's DOPEEEEEE
Cute Wolf thanks I really appreciate that!!
You are really really Dope ♥ One love from Italy ♥ and i will sub to you ^_^
Tek isteğim hayallerimin gerçekleşmesiydi
Ama ölüm yaşayacağımı kim bilebilirdiki
Nenem halam dostum sevgilim
Bak birer birer hepsi gitti
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Güzel günler görecektik söz vermişti
Güzel günler görmüştük dediği gibi
4 yıl boyunca sevdik birbirimizi
Ama ölüm onu seçmişti
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Herşeyden üstündü bendeki yeri
Sürekli kavga ederdik herkes gibi
Babaannem sen meleğim gibiydin
Seni öptüğüm gece bana veda etmiştin
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Kimseye değişmezdi asla beni
Ölüme bile hazırdık beraber birliktik
Kimse koruyamazdı beni onun gibi
Benim yüzümden öldün dostum affet beni
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Hayatımda gördüğüm en gururlu insan
Yaşadıklarını bize söylemezdi üzülmememiz için
Oğlu onu terketti beni oğlu bilmişti
Seni hala özlüyorum canım halam benim
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Şimdi bakıyorum da etrafıma gizlice
Yanıma kalanlar çok sevdi beni
En kötü anımda benimlelerdi
Çünkü onlar benim ailem gibiydi
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Görkem diye bir dostum var artık benim
Çok asi manyak deli gibi biri
Onun için feda ederim herşeyimi
O da sever beni özkardeşi gibi
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Şevval diye dostum var benim yanımda
3 yıl boyunca herşeyi yaşadım onunla
Yarına her zaman umutla bakmamı sağladı
Ben de yemin ettim onu koruyacağıma
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13 yıldır sizinleyim canım kardeşlerim
Açınız sevginiz herşeyiniz ben de saklı Tanıdığım en Güzel-yakışıklı kardeşsiniz
Aytaç ve Aydan iyi ki benimlesiniz !
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Kısa süre oldu sen aramıza geleli
Gidenlerden çok daha fazla değerli
Kafasına uymazsa hiç değmez işe eli
Onun adı Berkan vardır bi bildiği
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Bazen bana abi bazen bana sırdaş
Kaan sen de olmasan güldürmez hayat
İhtiyacım olunca bi telefon yeter sana
Hep yanımdaydın sonsuz teşekkürler sana
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Gözlerindeki masumiyet hep yetti bana
Hep kardeş gözüyle baktım sana Melisa
Hafızamı kaybetsem seni unutmam
Seni çok seviyorum sen de bunu unutma
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Her sınıfa lazım bi manyak değil mi
Hep güldürüyorsun Simge bizi
Yüzün hep gülsün asla solmasın
Solduran olursa ben yine burdayım
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Yerinde asla duramayan biri
Hayatı hep dolu yaşayan biri
Hele bide elindeki o tesbihleri
Hepimizden akıllı Ozan'ım benim
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Onun kalbi o kadar masum ki
Sürekli belayı çeker duramaz yerinde
Bazen sinirli bazen neşeli
Senin yerin her zaman kalbim de
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Zamanında çok insana değer biçmiştim
Ne olursa olsun asla vazgeçmemiştim
Ama onlar gibi asla düşünmemişim
Şimdi hançerlerle dolu benim kalbim
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Doğru insanlara bazen yanlış yaptım
Elimde olsa düzeltmek isterdim
Ben hep en kötüyü yaşadım
Sizlere de kötü davrandım özür dilerim
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İşte bu benim hayatım bu benim eserim
Yanımda olanlara çok minnettarım
Onlar bana hep karanlığı yaşatırken
Yıldız olup gecemi aydınlattınız
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Ne yaparsan yap ne olursa olsun
Hep aklımdasın haberin olsun
Yaptıklarından asla pişman olma
Bilirim o zaman çok üzgün olursun
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Hani hep derdin ya sen bana
İyi bir baba olacaksın bu hayatta
Ne kadar üzsen beni kırsan da
İlk kızım sendin bunu unutma
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Kick a verse like a ball
Hit the goal like Ronaldo
Uneducated fuck is my name yo
Used to be quiet like I lost my voice
Now I am loud whether I have a choice
Ha, fuck all you boy toys
Got my heart broken but I'ma roll
Got my heart stole and my soul
Flyover the stars like I'm going space yo
Ver: One
Tao đang ngồi đây và tao rap về những thứ mà tao yêu. Những thứ cầu kì đơn giản và không có gì gọi là cao siêu. Và tao hiểu về những thứ mà mày đã từng trải qua .Muốn một lần đứng trên sân khấu không nhìn anh em phải xa ta. Tao muốn một lần sống hết cuộc đời mà tao đã phải hy sinh. Muốn bước đi trên con đường mà tao đã đính chính. thích cách con gái nhìn tao đã phải mà dính thính. Nhìn tụi tao bây giờ như 1 vị thần đang ngồi ở đây thình lình. Một phút chiêm nghiện cuộc đời tao thấy mình đầy tội lỗi Nhưng tao vẫn sống sống khép kín và không có gì gọi là nổi trội. Tao biết tụi mày sống ở ngoài đời thì tụi mày phải hơn tao. Nhưng tụi mày làm đéo gì biết tao đã chịu nhiều cơn đau .tao biết là cuộc sống này nó vô trị vì vậy ước mơ của tao sẽ là 1 ách thống trị . Đối với tao hip hop old school là đam mê và chất ngất , khiến mày hạ gục và anh em tao là chất nhất
Hook :
Once I used to be the night
Swallow dreams and pride
And when I stay on high, keep my eyes from being blind
I’m gonna rock that crowd cause
No one talking louder
No one had that power
But me who own that ground and
Then “I’m gonna be the pride”
That dream haunting all night
And when I’m going down, keep on askin my momma why
She said “leave that crown cause
No one talking louder
No one had that power
to get outta their childhood”
Ver :2
Mày muốn biết tao sống thế nào? Thì điều đó dễ, hoàn toàn không khó,
Rất nhiều thứ thay đổi ý nghĩ tao nhưng tiền sẽ không nằm trong đó,
Cứ tưởng tượng tao là cục sắt, 2 bên năm châm, tao nằm ở giữa,
Con ** Rap đam mê gọi tao, còn thằng con tao thì khóc đòi sữa,
Cứ tưởng tượng đi, 24 tiếng, tao ngủ đc 2,
Còn lại thức, học, đi làm, và thời khoá biểu này còn giữ dài dài,
Và họ nói, đam mê là khi được sống trong hoang tưởng,
Ok đồng ý tao không thực tế nên đam mê này tao vẫn đang giữ,
Nên vẫn ở đây, là Young B Ray, ngày hai không khác ngày một,
Không có tiền để đốt như mày thế nên tương lai tao là thứ tao đốt,
Tao là cái thằng mà ba má mày luôn luôn quen miệng chỉ và nói,
Nếu mày không giỏi, thì sẽ như nó, sẽ phải sống trong khổ và đói,Nên đây là lúc, tôi mong mọi người cứ đổ lỗi vào tôi,
Bởi vì tôi biết là tôi cứng đầu, nhưng chỉ do khổ nỗi mà thôi,
Con xin lỗi cha, cái lỗi bất hiếu này con khó thể trả,
Con xin lỗi mẹ, con biết cái tội này mẹ sẽ khó để buông tha,
Nuôi con khôn lớn, đặt kì vọng mong một ngày con sẽ thành tài,
Sẽ 1 ngày được nở mày nở mặt, nhưng con đem về hoàn toàn ngược lại,
Con không phải kĩ sư bác sỹ, cũng không thành danh giống như ai kia,
Tài duy nhất của con là viết câu từ ý nghĩa ở trong đêm khuya,
Nó sẽ giúp gì? Khi cả gia đình còn chờ từng cắc,
Khi vợ đang khóc và con đang la vì cơn đói bụng nó quặn từng thắc,
Con nên dừng lại ở đây? Hay gánh tảng đá này tiếp tục bước,
Con sẽ dạy con con thế nào? Khi cha của nó là thằng bỏ cuộc,
omm i fw this beat too much. might actually jus post sum on ig
Tupac miss you 💔😞
Do I have permission to use your beatbecuase I sing good and I like it
Yes it says free in the title ;)
This beat is free but not for commercial use unless you purchase a license.
Puedo usarlo? Le dare créditos
Please answer, I wanna buy this beat, tryna get something started, wrote a song to it but ts not on your website, what to I do?
Is it copyright free? Please reply can I do rap with this track
Lovely
I'm scared for your well being im scared for your life its like I'm graspin for a breath I need a break from life but I never get it but now I got you you fiz my pain
Buena papu 🥑
Ah c’est la frappe he merce bien le s
Wonderful
(Viết chơi tí :v )
Lời em nói đều là sự thật
Nên a k có gi phải thất mắc
Tình yêu của em đều là giả dối
Nói như v mà em nó vẫn chối
Anh tự hỏi e sẽ trả lời ra sao
Khi anh hỏi là người thứ mấy
Em vẫn nói là người thứ 3
Nhưng thật ra nó là trâm mấy
Anh coi tụi em như gió mùa
Khi Anh rap mà tụi em chơi chó hùa
Đêm vào bar thì cũng nhảy múa
Sáng thì Theo mẹ e đi lên chùa
Em sống tốt như v em vẫn ế
Nói như v k sợ bị cừời chê
Ừ đáng lẽ em nên k có mặt
Làm cho anh phải rơi nước mắt
K có gì phải thắc mắc
Khi a sắp kết câu = chữ cặc
the other night I felt so blue. I never knew that I'd lose you. Never knew our time would come through. I was on my phone laughing with my friend. Then I seen that text you decided to send. Then I ran outside and I yelled through the ripple of the wind, “Why god, aren't I enough. Will I ever be enough for her. Will I ever be enough for anybody, just somebody please. Just somebody I plead, please let me have someone, that cares about me, brags about me, and only talks about me please. I'll travel over the mother fucking seas. Just for somebody that'll love me, that will see, that I can be enough. Please god just this one chance. I will do anything for her, just one chance. One chance… Please god. Please.”
No more tears for me to keep weeping. Just blood from the wounds, they keep seeping. Hurting our bleeding, I can not stop weeping, I can't stop crying. On the inside I'm dying, cause I'm not enough, not enough for all this romantic stuff. I try to stay tuff, and scream I don't give a fuck. But really it's the only feeling that is stuck, inside of me, that's all I'll be, you don't know or see, the demons that are continuously fighting with me. I've given up now I guess I'll never be happy. Never be glad. Instead I'll always be sad, because what my relationship could've been is all gone now. She left in a week. She told me I need to seek for a different chick cause she's too good for me. I guess she right, I can't even build up the courage to talk to people anymore. What if they also leave me and walk out the door. Every time it happens and it leaves me sore. It breaks me down in the core. I give up now. Goodbye. I guess I'll just never be your guy….
Peyton Chanley in this world you have to love yourself, and if you want it back you have to be patient. Don't look for anything because what you need will come to you.
"Your pain is the breaking of the shell that encloses your understanding, it is the bitter potion by which the physician within you heals your sick self. Therefore, trust the physician and drink the potion in silence and tranquility." - Khalil Gibran
cut off all communication, block her on all social media and try to improve yourself in whichever way possible. Start working out, find new hobbies to occupy your time, get a job, find new friends. It aint easy not by a long shot but in the big picture that was one girl and she wasn't the one. Move on with your life time heals everything, the feelings that you thought would never go away will eventually disappear.
partypickle2012 believe it or not, your comment could have just saved my life. And for that I thank you.
Im glad i could help, my closest friends have been suicidal and some even attempted. Every single one regrets the pain they brought not only on themselves but their family and friends. I gave my ex the world and it wasn't enough. The hardest truth that ive come to realize is that you can do everything in your power to try to make someone happy and at the end of the day they can still say they dont love you and want to leave or whatever other bs excuse they come up with. Love yourself bruh, you a king you just going through some growing pain thats it.
if im using this for a non profit use am i able to use this beat for a song?
I gotta write smth to this
O que chingon
feeling numb is it the white is it this rum is it too late to take you home giving head while you high you mind blowned lost in your love two cyrafoams lost in the mud me and you bad blood since trust issues got the best of us got you swinging at me like a pendulum I guess life's a ferris wheel till your carnival closes got hit with thorns while looking for a roses catch a bade case of physcosis treated me like a toy tell pinochio how woody my nose is this my sad symphony catch the simplicity but still complex like my broken heart with no remedy your words shot through my head like they did Kennedy can it be I need a therapist for some serenity my life's a metaphor see that clearly like crystal methamphetamine
Luis Enrique ruclips.net/video/nkLID6WWoy0/видео.html
collab?
Awesome lyrics
Great job dude, that was actually really good👍
Luis Enrique can i use this please?
Start: 11
I never wondered why
My heart was pounding for you
The dreams I have had this day
Is the beat of my heart
It makes sense to wonder why
I am
Hurt
Start:31
I am broken into pieces
I will follow your rules
Listening to all the different people
Makes me wonder why
I am drowning underwater but but that still makes sense
And they still wonder why
Im
Hurt
GabbyPlayz Cdrj
Yo can I use the words I'll give you some credit
Hi, I wonder if I can borrow this for a song