Prostitute interview-Hot Topic

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  • Опубликовано: 10 окт 2024
  • Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Hot Topic, a prostitute in South Central Los Angeles.
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  • @NancyJSimpson
    @NancyJSimpson 3 года назад +658

    Pain is the attachment to expectation. If you expect something and it does not occur you feel pain. Hot Topic has learned that if she attaches to a man who she likes she can be hurt. She has learned not to attach to fancy words that can be empty and lead to pain. She has learned not to trust her body if it responds to a man that can lead to the pain of rejection down the road.
    Our beautiful Hot Topic wonders why her "Pretty Woman" man does not come along and save her from her life. The truth is only Hot Topic can save herself and it is so very hard. No one can ever minimize what it must take for someone making quick money to work all day and make what one or two tricks can pay her in the back seat of a car.
    That being said, there is something profound about positive energy, karma if you will. No judgment really, however there is negative energy that goes with the life of sex work. Many women need to get high just to force themselves to do it. There are the pimps using girls in horrific ways. There is the trafficking of underage girls. Or, underage girls selling themselves. There are married men cheating on their families. There is robbery of the johns. Not to mention rape, beatings, and the kidnapping of the sex workers themselves.
    Sometimes you have to do the right thing to get the right thing. And, I know how challenging that can be for a sex worker with no GED or work history. Nigh impossible, but it can be done.
    There is no magic to the day to day of working a regular job, but there is a magic to doing the next right thing. There is a magic to holding your head up high. There is a magic to knowing you got out of the game.
    Hot Topic, you go girl. You love yourself enough to get out of the game and find your way to higher ground. You are young and intelligent and there is magic and love in the world. However, sometimes you have to risk everything to find it.

    • @CMoore8539
      @CMoore8539 3 года назад +30

      Such a beautiful comment. You are absolutely right!♥️

    • @nurseanastasialiberty
      @nurseanastasialiberty 3 года назад +12

      Thank you for your amazing comment! You are absolutely right that on she can save herself. No one can save us. We have to make the change when we are ready. Unfortunately, some may never get to that stage of readiness for change. Change can happen but it is difficult for most.
      I hope she finds love and peace.

    • @janityy
      @janityy 3 года назад +6

      We are not supposed to come up under mortals EVER Spirit will tell u to throw people down if u listen . I did and again it cost me a lot of pain I lost a lot but what i gained was enormous . No-one is coming along to save u ,you have to save ureself u cannot put that on another soul that is advertising. Monogamy is a scam let alone the scam prostitution is .
      The Bible is clear on we are not to worship people so if u worship men u are a traitor straight facts u are a traitor to Spiirt. Mortals fart and shit all day that's reality so why do u want them lol .
      I'm so glad when I watch these videos that I never sold out to God for mortals ,as soon as i saw trouble Spirit told me to dump the love of my life and i did for God .
      Choices choices choices
      U CANNOT WORSHIP MORTALS

    • @janityy
      @janityy 3 года назад +5

      Good interview she was real honest about men and how she wants them wow

    • @melissabrownin5057
      @melissabrownin5057 3 года назад +9

      VERY WELL SPOKEN

  • @seedofabraham0149
    @seedofabraham0149 3 года назад +1600

    One of the reasons why I never allowed my children to stay or sleep over someone else's home. Never trusted it.

    • @suzybailey-koubti8342
      @suzybailey-koubti8342 3 года назад +69

      My mama was the same way when we were growing up in the 1960’s. My mama trusted NOBODY!

    • @Eileo50
      @Eileo50 3 года назад +37

      I was the same with my girl it was always something in the back of my mind because I had trauma in my life very sad 😢 💜

    • @finolaomurchu8217
      @finolaomurchu8217 3 года назад +63

      Yes, I never let them have sleepovers, you never know who will visit someone elses house. Once innocence is taken, the damage cannot be undone.

    • @catt9720
      @catt9720 3 года назад +22

      I don’t either fuck that

    • @domidoll77
      @domidoll77 3 года назад +11

      Same here

  • @brandy4522
    @brandy4522 3 года назад +1000

    "I had a good childhood". Proceeds to share a childhood of nightmares. Blessing to you sweet lady.

    • @trinidazzlinghenry4562
      @trinidazzlinghenry4562 3 года назад +24

      I thought the same thing....

    • @Ivory-ev6du
      @Ivory-ev6du 3 года назад +33

      It was normal to her

    • @dontedavis6414
      @dontedavis6414 3 года назад +40

      She said good because she got anything she wanted she just didn’t realize the horrible acts she had to do to have all those nice things.

    • @pinkcameo5423
      @pinkcameo5423 3 года назад +9

      Interesting point Brandy C. When she said she had a pretty good childhood I thought she was about to describe some fairly stable middle-class upbringing. I had to stop watching midway 😔. It's not easy to overcome a legacy of abuse and dysfunction. But human WILL, determination, and spiritually can make all the difference!!! Loving regards to this young lady. 🌺💝

    • @robm8067
      @robm8067 3 года назад +6

      I totally understand. Young children can take any situation good or bad as truth if it doesn’t involve too much pain. I thought my mom was great until I was only as an adult that I realized she was a physically and mentally abusive raging narcissist with bipolar symptoms. I’ve had to reprogram my thinking regarding people. Its a lifelong process that never ends.

  • @kianna7089
    @kianna7089 3 года назад +447

    How could someone do that to a 4 year old child so sick and disgusting 🤢

    • @skootrzworldz4297
      @skootrzworldz4297 2 года назад +1

      Should be put under the prison!!!

    • @jenniferdemarco5718
      @jenniferdemarco5718 6 месяцев назад +3

      For me the sexual trauma started as I entered a foster home at 1 1/2 yrs until I was removed at age 4. Beyond words….life changing.

    • @jenniferdemarco5718
      @jenniferdemarco5718 6 месяцев назад +4

      I now want to foster all the children and give them the love I was looking for and deserved.

    • @zariahcousin7462
      @zariahcousin7462 3 месяца назад +3

      I agree🤢🤮🤮

    • @debraberg4513
      @debraberg4513 Месяц назад

      I was gonna say animal...but animals don't even do that to their young. I thought having a crazy abusive Turk mom was bad....but these stories trip me tf out. Sad.

  • @amyfarmer1423
    @amyfarmer1423 3 года назад +413

    “I really don’t even want to be loved. I just want someone who cares enough not to hurt me.” 💔😭 You deserve that and so much more.

    • @pambeforethestorm9784
      @pambeforethestorm9784 2 года назад +9

      That comment sent me into a tailspin, so very sad and painful to watch and imagine 😢💔

    • @prestcoldandy910
      @prestcoldandy910 2 года назад +7

      Very bright and very beautiful , she looks like gladys knights double , i hope she finds happiness , she deserves it

    • @sefff12
      @sefff12 2 года назад +9

      I’ve watched a ton of these videos and that was the line that got me over any other. She hasn’t come across A single good man in her life. Hurts my heart.

    • @anisezettecarey2448
      @anisezettecarey2448 2 года назад +7

      I Feel Her Though… People Kill Who They Love… Dont Love Me Either

    • @michelemelucci4667
      @michelemelucci4667 2 года назад +1

      Her feelings are mine , exactly.

  • @miapdx503
    @miapdx503 3 года назад +630

    "I just want someone who loves me enough not to hurt me."
    I want that for you honey. With all my heart. 💕

    • @tanikanakeyalewis4202
      @tanikanakeyalewis4202 3 года назад

      Hot Topic craves Her favorite Sexual Lover. 😶.

    • @huejackson316
      @huejackson316 Год назад

      Hey do not be taken by her lies...she had people qho loves her...laqyees...athlete...ceo...n she did ntn but stole from them...she stole n sold everything from her children...this bitch is a liar....she lied on her mother (r i p )...wow

  • @vikicarts1772
    @vikicarts1772 3 года назад +247

    Being abused and used as a child prostitute to buy cabbage patch dolls is perhaps the saddest and most abhorrent thing I have ever heard.
    I just can’t comprehend how people can be so cruel and disgusting to anyone let alone a CHILD!! Evil.

  • @kurdishgirl6361
    @kurdishgirl6361 3 года назад +752

    Her mom was her first pimp. She set a trick on fire. She was a surrogate for her pimp and his wife.She had been hurt emotionally and physically from day 1. She still cares about how to be a good mother and tries to leave her children something valuable behind. She has a big heart and cares for others more than she cares for herself. She still seems to have that little girl inside of her who seeks for validation and questions her own worth. Hope she learns how to genuinely love herself one day. I wish her much love and strength on her journey ❤️💪🏽

    • @lsfrancis655
      @lsfrancis655 3 года назад

      Llkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkklll

    • @pambeforethestorm9784
      @pambeforethestorm9784 2 года назад +4

      This comment resonates so deep for me....you explained this so well, I cry for her and women like her, and pray she and others in this position find true Self Love within so that they can finally blossom both mentally and emotionally 💖 I only wish I could like your comment a 1000xs. Thank you 😊❤👑

    • @stacyyoust
      @stacyyoust 2 года назад +2

      Good therapy to handle the early abuse

    • @huejackson316
      @huejackson316 2 года назад +1

      Hey too many lies in this interview...please do not believe 90% of what she said

    • @basjansen1864
      @basjansen1864 Год назад

      @@huejackson316 Hey sounds like a pimp denying...

  • @Anibanani501
    @Anibanani501 3 года назад +447

    "I knew what I had to do to get that cabbage patch doll"
    Makes me want to cry. All I had to do was put it on my Christmas list for Santa and it was wrapped under the tree. My gosh, this poor woman.

    • @bripage438
      @bripage438 3 года назад +6

      Foreal, broke my heart

    • @tchrhistry
      @tchrhistry 3 года назад +6

      Cabbage patch doll, she’s in her 40s

    • @diouranke
      @diouranke 3 года назад +17

      to think these 'men' got away with it and they're still out there..

    • @TheBeastBandit
      @TheBeastBandit 3 года назад +33

      @@tchrhistry She was 4 when that happened. Critical listening is a skill, sis.

    • @illex759
      @illex759 3 года назад +6

      He'll yeah. I'm 42. Cabbage patch dolls were huge when we were kids. I asked santa and got one too. Still have it.

  • @nopenope8369
    @nopenope8369 3 года назад +587

    When she was 4 years old !!!!! Wtf is wrong with this world??

    • @vidamariaixchel7873
      @vidamariaixchel7873 3 года назад +39

      A mother from hell in this case.

    • @Oultrepreu
      @Oultrepreu 3 года назад +51

      That broke my heart. I honestly teared up. How does anyone look at an innocent child that way?

    • @plutoplatters
      @plutoplatters 3 года назад +4

      And......... were talking many decades ago !! Now's even better !!

    • @deandrarobinson2156
      @deandrarobinson2156 3 года назад +14

      That was so cringing to hear...I can't even imagine if that happened to me. As a child you should not even be doing that. Also, she makes many excuses

    • @downthehill2896
      @downthehill2896 3 года назад +2

      crazy

  • @shuga1313
    @shuga1313 3 года назад +125

    After seeing this , I have NOTHING to complain about at all . My heart goes out to all the people interviewed on this channel

  • @dmarr8816
    @dmarr8816 3 года назад +229

    Omg 4 years old....any age this is so wrong. those men should be in prison! to take advantage of a child, this breaks my heart

    • @rockcea
      @rockcea 3 года назад +26

      Don't forget her mom too .

    • @mattparr3038
      @mattparr3038 3 года назад +22

      Shot like a dog. Anyone who does things like that to young kids, should be hung and tortured until death.

    • @Ivory-ev6du
      @Ivory-ev6du 3 года назад +3

      So sad 😞

    • @Itsunclegabby
      @Itsunclegabby 3 года назад +1

      @Lori Joy Fine Art Channel I hate them.

  • @georginaheffernan5743
    @georginaheffernan5743 3 года назад +111

    This woman is so smart and classy - despite what she has been through. She has so much potential. Hot Topic, if you are reading this, I'm rooting for you, we are all rooting for you. You are so articulate and emotionally intelligent, you are young enough to have the life you deserve. Much love. XXX

  • @cosmicjourney4555
    @cosmicjourney4555 3 года назад +312

    Watching this interview and others like this makes me feel ashamed of anything I ever complained about.

    • @wesleyalan9179
      @wesleyalan9179 3 года назад +3

      Yeah, I know,right!?!?

    • @Carrietbean
      @Carrietbean 3 года назад +3

      Absolutely. I'm going to work that because clearly, it could be a whole lot worse!

    • @elijahgavin6706
      @elijahgavin6706 3 года назад +22

      It’s good to be grateful for how good you have it but disregarding your problems because they aren’t as bad as someone else’s isn’t healthy.

    • @Carrietbean
      @Carrietbean 3 года назад +5

      @@elijahgavin6706 That is true as well, Elijah.

    • @lovedbuthated17
      @lovedbuthated17 3 года назад

      No but really omg

  • @dannfish
    @dannfish 3 года назад +142

    Wow Hot Topic is so articulate and smart. I am so sorry she was abused as a child, it left her virtually no paths away from this lifestyle.

  • @Jasahaful
    @Jasahaful 3 года назад +432

    There's a special place in hell for these sexual abusers

    • @richardfox9495
      @richardfox9495 3 года назад +6

      Why can't they do something with them,but we know Alot of top powerful creeps are doing it as well.

    • @tinavarble6270
      @tinavarble6270 3 года назад +1

      Yes they most certainly will

    • @ethelbentancourt4251
      @ethelbentancourt4251 3 года назад +1

      Thank God for that they murder the soul

    • @jenrich111
      @jenrich111 2 года назад +3

      there is no hell And all Paedos should be punished in their lifetime but few get punished by the legal system or they get 18months for destroying a young child's whole life. The grooming and trauma has major impact and ALL PAEDOS need to be in prison as one Paedo can/have molested/raped 90 boys n girls in their lifetime. It's an addiction for them and often they were tapped on and the cycle repeats. But this strong Lady has broken the cycle with her own babies. Well Done.

    • @redandclassy
      @redandclassy 2 года назад

      I feel the same way

  • @dp6970
    @dp6970 3 года назад +370

    “I had a good childhood”....”my mother was a prostitute”. 😣
    Another example of abuse or neglect being the norm for these people and it’s just not fair.. 💔

    • @njprime4632
      @njprime4632 3 года назад +1

      Ikr

    • @unknownkingdom
      @unknownkingdom 3 года назад +6

      The most jarring one was the guy who said "I wasn't in gangs growing because I saw my older brothers in gangs and decided I didn't want to follow them". Then a minute later "I went to jail because I killed someone when I was 18."

    • @itypethetruthnobshere8975
      @itypethetruthnobshere8975 3 года назад

      Some people are comfortable with 300 a month they think that’s a normal life

    • @patriciahastings3718
      @patriciahastings3718 3 года назад

      FACT I had a good childhood.Wowww Her MIND is definitely GON. AND she found it okay.

    • @viralbuthow000
      @viralbuthow000 3 года назад

      Hear it constantly on this channel. The "is what it is" life.

  • @PrettyReddTheDoula
    @PrettyReddTheDoula 3 года назад +221

    4 min in and I'm mortified.

    • @elijahgavin6706
      @elijahgavin6706 3 года назад +16

      Four years in and her life was destroyed by a terrible mother and evil men

    • @RZ42148
      @RZ42148 3 года назад

      Exactly.

  • @jenniferkoopman9711
    @jenniferkoopman9711 3 года назад +74

    "I just want someone who cares enough not to hurt me" ugh. My heart aches for her ♡

  • @allyeee
    @allyeee 3 года назад +368

    She is beautiful. People do not understand that sometimes you lie (about age, life) to survive and stay sane. We are not here to judge but try to understand the way she is because of what she's been through. Compassion goes a long way. She is judged by the outside world, the least we can do is hear her story and have compassion. She is more than beautiful, she radiates an energy of optimism. Thank you Mark for always reminding them that they are worthy of good.

    • @kerrybee8327
      @kerrybee8327 3 года назад +4

      Touché!

    • @leesaemmanuel9533
      @leesaemmanuel9533 3 года назад +5

      💯

    • @lovelite6737
      @lovelite6737 3 года назад +5

      I can’t believe what this lady is saying she has clearly lied about being 32 tell one lie you’re tell another😳

    • @KoKoCola82
      @KoKoCola82 3 года назад +9

      @@lovelite6737 I was thinking the same thing. She said she lost her virginity and got pregnant at 18, has 4 kids and 3 grandchildren... it’s not adding up

    • @DovebeholdenChrist
      @DovebeholdenChrist 3 года назад +1

      @@KoKoCola82 Time displacement as one goes through metal illness there is dry CALLED rubbing WICH is different from getting/giving. head and insertion of the penis.. trust me I know from experience

  • @lexilexx545
    @lexilexx545 3 года назад +95

    I was molested at 4. Raped at 10. Abused by mom physically and emotionally. Was very promiscuous my teenage years. Started doing drugs at 17. I began prostitution to feed my addiction to crack and heroin at age 21. I am now 26 and I've been clean over 3 years. I was blessed to have a big support system. I can't imagine how where I'd be without my support system. She can live a normal life when she's ready! I pray she meets someone and gets a support system to help her out of this lifestyle.

  • @mtf.9583
    @mtf.9583 3 года назад +185

    The best part of this interview was hearing her say she was going to Ralph’s to buy fourteen bell peppers to make stuffed bell peppers. I almost cried. I wish her all good things.

    • @bonjovirocks24
      @bonjovirocks24 2 года назад +3

      I wish she'd only buy 4 and save the money. She's setting herself up to be used.

  • @sophiesummerfield7701
    @sophiesummerfield7701 3 года назад +254

    The older I get the more scared I am of men.

    • @msdecemberloveangel8236
      @msdecemberloveangel8236 3 года назад +14

      Those words u said need to be framed. O my sister i can relate. Im just reading the comments section I didn't comment untill I saw urs. Im speechless but I feel uuuuuu!!!

    • @shamusobi2748
      @shamusobi2748 3 года назад +5

      Really? I was more horrified about the vile woman (her mother in name only) prostituting her to be abused...to me that's more scary. A smiling caring person telling you it's ok....look at the damaged person she created.

    • @sophiesummerfield7701
      @sophiesummerfield7701 3 года назад +7

      @@shamusobi2748 yes definitely her mother was in the wrong as well. Super scary power dynamic

    • @ceceprincess4758
      @ceceprincess4758 3 года назад +2

      God didnt give us the spirit of fear but power love and a sound mind. Stay prayed up

    • @jasonkyle5884
      @jasonkyle5884 3 года назад +6

      I feeeeel uuuu sista😣

  • @sakinasabree
    @sakinasabree 3 года назад +244

    Most of the women who tells their story lie about their age. THAT’S NOT THE POINT YALL! it’s waaaay bigger than her age ! We all know she lied. You can’t have started intercourse at 18 , and have a 22 year old daughter and say that your age is 32. That’s 40yrs old at the minimum. WE GET IT FOR GOD SAKE. LISTEN TO THIS WOMEN STORY WHO CARES ABOUT THE AGE THING !!!!! These women live a life that starts with trauma at home try to understand them, and hear them out. Stop it with the age thing “oh I don’t believe her because she lied about her age” THEN YOU’RE ON THIS PAGE FOR THE WRONG REASONS.

    • @jennifercochrane8218
      @jennifercochrane8218 3 года назад +19

      Girl, these people in the comments about someone's age is ridiculous 🙄. Thank you for seeing past that, and looking at the bigger picture

    • @bornblondi3723
      @bornblondi3723 3 года назад +6

      Honestly I think she had the baby before of 18

    • @kendianal7593
      @kendianal7593 3 года назад +4

      I was doing math like I was is my calculus 2 class😭🤣

    • @ericapullum3708
      @ericapullum3708 3 года назад +3

      I just wonder what else she lied about

    • @mrs.cocomoody190
      @mrs.cocomoody190 3 года назад +2

      I was just trying to add things up lol. I'm like I thought she was 32 🤔 but then she started saying how old her children are🤔

  • @laraoneal7284
    @laraoneal7284 3 года назад +82

    She is minimizing how childhood trauma has affected everything about her life. She needs to address the trauma emotionally to get to her core of what has motivated her whole attraction to the lifestyle. God bless her. She is carrying so much hurt and sadness.

    • @goodgirlgonereal2601
      @goodgirlgonereal2601 3 года назад +1

      She did and explained the effects, however, she doesnt let those explanations become dramatic.
      Attraction the the life has to do with being good at it and its money that comes so fast that youd need to be a CEO of a major corporation to get money as fast.

    • @allisona2505
      @allisona2505 2 года назад +6

      When you grow up in chaos, chaos becomes normal. She's not minimizing anything this is literally how she views things. It's horrific to us because we didn't grow up being abused. Abuse is all she has known. She has been conditioned to think exploitation is love.

  • @Ms.pretty314
    @Ms.pretty314 3 года назад +73

    I will never let my children sleep over at anyone’s house. This was a roller coaster wowwww

  • @kitchencountertalk9115
    @kitchencountertalk9115 3 года назад +58

    This is the saddest story/interview that I've ever heard. My heart goes out to her.

    • @msdemeanour
      @msdemeanour 2 года назад

      Definitely one of the saddest

  • @natassiahammond323
    @natassiahammond323 3 года назад +60

    THERE IS NOTHING SEXY ABOUT A 4 YEAR OLD!!!!! What is wrong with them? This is something I will never understand. It's just heartbreaking 💔😢 and disgusting. Her innocence was stolen 😔 at such a young age. Then life went down hill from there. They didn't even lock him up. 🤷🏽‍♀️😡

  • @ifuckminds1621
    @ifuckminds1621 3 года назад +72

    We gotta be here for OUR children people.❤️

  • @kendraphic87
    @kendraphic87 3 года назад +68

    My daughter just turned 4 smh. I can’t imagine. I can’t watch the rest of this.
    I pray she gets out of this lifestyle, heals and finds peace. 🙏🏿

    • @nikkison973
      @nikkison973 2 года назад

      I know. It made me physically ill.

  • @cierra8083
    @cierra8083 3 года назад +92

    Although she lives this alternative lifestyle she has so much class and sounds so intelligent and oriented. You've obviously got a lot of class and you have a lot of common sense. You deserve so much more. Please seek help. I understand it's not easy. You just deserve so so so much more.

    • @allisona2505
      @allisona2505 2 года назад +2

      Alternate lifestyle..? she was literally brainwashed as a child to view exploitation as love. That's not a lifestyle choice. That's effed up.

  • @tiffysimm7346
    @tiffysimm7346 3 года назад +155

    I can see the comment section on these videos being turned off in the future because many of you come here to pick these people apart instead of hearing their stories.

    • @SoftWhiteUnderbelly
      @SoftWhiteUnderbelly  3 года назад +46

      Yup

    • @nurseanastasialiberty
      @nurseanastasialiberty 3 года назад +14

      @@SoftWhiteUnderbelly Everyone deserves a safe place to tell their story. I'm sorry that some do not understand. It's not our job to judge someone's story, but to listen and learn from it. I wish most understood that. Everyone deserves love and respect on here.

    • @brendaedwards3651
      @brendaedwards3651 3 года назад

      Were listening but also our opinions to not tearing her apart wish her the best😉😉

    • @sheatree8520
      @sheatree8520 3 года назад +4

      @@SoftWhiteUnderbelly
      I hope you turn the comment section off!

    • @come_on_barbie_123
      @come_on_barbie_123 3 года назад +13

      @@sheatree8520 I don't. Sometimes, ppl leave valuable feedback!

  • @autumnfatale
    @autumnfatale 3 года назад +26

    We definitely need an update. Much love to you girl. You do deserve it.

  • @quantaVastitude2021
    @quantaVastitude2021 3 года назад +56

    Don't seek people to love you . Love yourself so they ll love you. Love yourself

  • @bettybelay5600
    @bettybelay5600 3 года назад +270

    It’s so disgusting that some of you all see this woman pour her whole soul for this interview and the only thing that you comment about is her age?? Her story is one of the worst I’ve heard on this channel and the fact that you glaze over it all to give stupid commentary is so absurd.

    • @elizabethbrown5289
      @elizabethbrown5289 3 года назад +1

      Exactly

    • @raymeester7883
      @raymeester7883 3 года назад +8

      First time?

    • @bettybelay5600
      @bettybelay5600 3 года назад +7

      @@nbrooksmurphy I’m not denying the fact that she could be lying. It’s just not up to us as viewers to pick these people apart. Mark invited her to share her story, if that’s what she believes then it’s her reality. Also if thats what she has to tell herself to make her feel better about how she’s perceived then why tear her down? She’s suffering enough without the comments given by people who I imagine are in their warm homes with food and stability trying to guess her age?
      Also if her story is false what does anyone have to gain from that? The satisfaction of calling someone out? Do you think outing her is somehow going to be a lesson to someone who is considering lying about their story or their age. Or would it more likely further damage the spirit of a this woman if she were to look at the comments?

    • @Itsunclegabby
      @Itsunclegabby 3 года назад +3

      @@nbrooksmurphy What part do you think she's lying about? She's on freaking camera saying she was abused at 4, and you think she just made it up??

    • @lovelite6737
      @lovelite6737 3 года назад +10

      Say what you want!! There is no way this lady is 32 she meant to say 52😳

  • @PrisAbatto
    @PrisAbatto 3 года назад +54

    I wait every morning for Mark’s new content. These conversations or monologues are amazing. Thank you Mark!!

  • @kettlesCougar
    @kettlesCougar 3 года назад +28

    I thank her for telling her story! It takes strength to revisit past traumas and talk about it. This channel is great because you give people a platform to tell their stories and give you a glimpse of how people end up doing the things they do.

  • @tywent6442
    @tywent6442 3 года назад +48

    “I was just tryna PERFORM what she did”🥺😞😞😞😞

  • @lolaalia1671
    @lolaalia1671 3 года назад +25

    She started with “ I had a pretty good child hood” this really broke my heart 😢

  • @gee9351
    @gee9351 3 года назад +140

    I like her alot...she has a beautiful spirit. She deserves and is worthy of the love and respect she is seeking. But it starts within you beautiful! Wish her nothing but the best ❤

    • @stud6414
      @stud6414 3 года назад +1

      This woman would drag you through the mud.

  • @jaydahlee3786
    @jaydahlee3786 3 года назад +53

    I know mark be so perplexed at the stories he hears everyday.

  • @804Queen1
    @804Queen1 3 года назад +47

    A lot of the folks being interviewed and thier family and friends read these comments. We should always be kind and speak life into these broken souls. This was one of the most heartbreaking stories on this channel. If you're reading this Hot Topic, you are worthy of love. The moment you believe it, your life will transform. 💙💙

  • @ChardonAnn
    @ChardonAnn 3 года назад +23

    This whole interview my mouth was open LITERALLY! Omg
    My heart is hurting for you Hot Topic
    I’m praying for every part of your soul and mind!

  • @fabrizio483
    @fabrizio483 3 года назад +58

    Child abuse is a common theme. So sad.

  • @cubarayj
    @cubarayj 3 года назад +87

    I struggle to get my head around the sitting on a Cadilac steering wheel story.
    Her story took something from me. I wish her well

    • @angelaf6319
      @angelaf6319 3 года назад +16

      horrifying isn't it?

    • @alexislaughlin6599
      @alexislaughlin6599 3 года назад +10

      I’m having a hard time getting past that part of her story as well. 🥺

    • @cubarayj
      @cubarayj 3 года назад +12

      @@angelaf6319 makes me feel ashamed and embarrassed listening to how self destructive we can be to one another as humans.
      She has spent her whole life trying to please men.

    • @cubarayj
      @cubarayj 3 года назад +12

      @@alexislaughlin6599 I felt as though I was wrong for continuing to listen.
      4 year old girl robbed of her childhood for the pleasure and gratification of a monster.

    • @elijahgavin6706
      @elijahgavin6706 3 года назад +6

      It’s scary how matter of factly she shares that story

  • @JL-hf6mr
    @JL-hf6mr 3 года назад +212

    I’m surprised that so many comments are about her age. That is not the most shocking part of this interview. At least I don’t think so 🤷🏼‍♀️

    • @luvangelmyers2731
      @luvangelmyers2731 3 года назад +5

      🙏🏽🙌🏽#FACTS!!

    • @Xwaterwicca
      @Xwaterwicca 3 года назад

      Right I could care less

    • @davechristian7543
      @davechristian7543 3 года назад +4

      you r right n also about being eaten out, thinking they just liked the topic.. sorry but i was amazed also as normally don't ever comment

    • @ashleydouglas7861
      @ashleydouglas7861 3 года назад +1

      Didn't catch her age what is it

    • @haloreyes7853
      @haloreyes7853 3 года назад +1

      Fr

  • @loracorkhill2824
    @loracorkhill2824 3 года назад +11

    Broke my heart when she said I just want someone to like me enough not to hurt me.

  • @nurseanastasialiberty
    @nurseanastasialiberty 3 года назад +22

    Thank you for sharing! I hope others can put aside their judgements and learn from her story. Those who are questioning her age, aren't looking at her as a person(but as a number) and are refusing to understand the message of her story. It's not her age that matters, but the message. Some may question the truth, but that's not for us to judge. Our job is to listen and learn. Everyone on here deserves love and respect.

  • @kdeloris2225
    @kdeloris2225 3 года назад +67

    She set the trick on fire🔥 I had to go to counseling after that.

  • @goddesstyra
    @goddesstyra 3 года назад +68

    A lot of you folks in the comments that complain when comments end up getting turned off on other videos, are the reason they end up getting turned off.

    • @jennifercochrane8218
      @jennifercochrane8218 3 года назад

      Amen to that 👌🏽

    • @kerrybee8327
      @kerrybee8327 3 года назад

      👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾

    • @MrsWanderingWife
      @MrsWanderingWife 3 года назад

      We don’t all have one mind 🤦🏾‍♀️

    • @xanlysphynx8839
      @xanlysphynx8839 3 года назад +1

      Omg what is the comment section for.....like omg clout chaser word up.....all comments are not nice some even cruel but we should have a right to say what we want....and who is to say we are overboard with our words when they talk about the craziest offense controversial shit....bump that!!!! fuck this channel if they remove the comment section.....I've been here since the beginning and always, ALWAYS most of the comments are just real comments and well wishes. Bye Felicia

    • @Itsunclegabby
      @Itsunclegabby 3 года назад +5

      @@xanlysphynx8839 God, you're dense. Look at the entitlement dripping off of you. NO, YOU DO NOT GET TO SAY WHATEVER YOU WANT WITHOUT CONSEQUENCES.

  • @Retrosenescent
    @Retrosenescent 3 года назад +38

    She seems like one of the smartest, sanest, most lucid interviewees you’ve had so far. She must not be on drugs?

    • @charlotte87x
      @charlotte87x 2 года назад +3

      I'd say she is.

    • @stuff1784
      @stuff1784 2 года назад

      Her body has probably built a high tolerance to the drugs.

  • @jonazeuqsalev
    @jonazeuqsalev 3 года назад +25

    She's smart and well spoken. I hope she finds the happiness she longs for.

  • @rowan7682
    @rowan7682 3 года назад +38

    We need a follow up with her. She could definitely get out of this.

  • @monicastewart442
    @monicastewart442 3 года назад +22

    She seems to be a Sweet person. I think if she got therapy she would actually live a better life and she is intelligent. You can tell by the way she talks

  • @spacewombat6174
    @spacewombat6174 3 года назад +29

    Please people be kind with your words, show these souls some empathy. They have had enough judgement and difficulties in life without haters making them feel worse when they open themselves up to the world. This is not a circus for our entertainment.

  • @asherburns2953
    @asherburns2953 3 года назад +23

    This poor woman didnt have a chance. She could have been a successful person, she's very aware and present. I wish you the best.

  • @TheMm8107
    @TheMm8107 3 года назад +33

    Preach!! Say it louder for the folks in the back!! Pretty doesn’t get you far!! Care about me and SHOW me!! She definitely deserves that!!

  • @myvibe9641
    @myvibe9641 3 года назад +39

    15.55 This is the first time the penny dropped for me on the 'why' some women stay with their pimp/ (boyfriend). Manipulation & mental abuse is so powerful. They r=find out your trauma & give you the 'perception' of what you're missing. You'll accept the bare minimum, ignore ALL red flags for that tiny nice gesture/ gift or mask of love. Thank you Mark & Hot Topic x

    • @dandelionkisss
      @dandelionkisss 3 года назад +2

      This really made me get it too.

    • @thematriarchy2075
      @thematriarchy2075 3 года назад +3

      You didn't mention physical violence and the fact that prostitution is illegal, which is the perfect set-up for exploitation.

  • @barthamburg4351
    @barthamburg4351 3 года назад +16

    This poor woman. Such a shame. Anyone reading this, please take care of your children don't let bad things happen to them. Protect them with your life

  • @katebell6748
    @katebell6748 3 года назад +23

    Here I am in the midst of quarantine feeling guilty that I’m letting my daughter have too much “screen time” (tv, iPad, zooming with friends,etc.).... then there’s mother’s like hot topics that put theirs through hell and probably lose no sleep over it 😡

    • @ivyrussia5831
      @ivyrussia5831 3 года назад +2

      exactly. you are a wonderful mother! don't ever beat yourself up over small trivial things like television

    • @JaZmine147
      @JaZmine147 3 года назад

      You don't know her mother's story so don't judge. She's probably had a horrible life as well.

  • @jani775
    @jani775 3 года назад +9

    Childhood trauma and abuse can mess up a person forever 😪 💔 it breaks my heart to hear stories like this. I really want her to get profesional help. You are a very special person ❤

  • @reggaeone
    @reggaeone 3 года назад +27

    wonderful personality...hope she learns to believe in herself and realizes that she is priceless

  • @TFQ161
    @TFQ161 3 года назад +15

    I wait every am as well :) I’m so proud of your work, Mark. I tell all my patients and friends about your channel!

  • @jodykurt9935
    @jodykurt9935 3 года назад +43

    Mark I'm curious- do you notice that in nearly every single interview you do, when you ask the interviewee "have you ever been in love before ?" Every single person says "huh?" I just think its interesting.....

    • @hunchoshaq5493
      @hunchoshaq5493 3 года назад +4

      I do this sometimes when somebody asks me a question. Saying huh kinda gives me a second to figure out how or what I want to say.

    • @kel4me520
      @kel4me520 3 года назад

      It's heartbreaking 💔

    • @amydv8123
      @amydv8123 3 года назад

      i noticed too

    • @gracetruexbby
      @gracetruexbby 2 года назад

      Omg I was literally just thinking the same thing!!

  • @miichyy807
    @miichyy807 3 года назад +37

    My Mom has been a Prozzy most of my life...So much I could say on this topic. Love everyone, including my beautiful Mother flaws, scars and all!

    • @DynamiteDB
      @DynamiteDB 3 года назад +1

      Please share

    • @miichyy807
      @miichyy807 3 года назад +2

      @@DynamiteDB theres so much to say it’s hard to narrow it down to a single comment on YT, ya know? Is there something specific you want me to elaborate on?

    • @seedofabraham0149
      @seedofabraham0149 3 года назад +6

      Mothers no matter how awful they were will always be exalted and celebrated. A father misses one of his children's soccer game and he's a bum and a dog.. Unbelievable.

    • @seedofabraham0149
      @seedofabraham0149 3 года назад +11

      Her mother was instrumental in creating her daughter to be where she is today. Child neglect and offering and sacrificing her own daughter for money. Her mother should've been charged criminally for not protecting her daughter according strange men easy access to her child

    • @miichyy807
      @miichyy807 3 года назад +9

      @@seedofabraham0149 Well that’s just not true. My Dad left when I was very young, I did everything I could to find him when I turned 18, I did find him. He’s not necessarily the greatest man, by societies standards. But as I said above, I love EVERYONE, including my prozzy Mother and my absent Father. I judge no one and look down on no one because of their life choices.

  • @giftedhands9492
    @giftedhands9492 3 года назад +52

    I don't think she's 32 but she's a beautiful soul trapped in this world.

    • @itskarensworld406
      @itskarensworld406 3 года назад +5

      I agree. She probably is off by a few years due to not remembering or acknowledging her birthday

    • @drenaejohnson2091
      @drenaejohnson2091 3 года назад +5

      Neither do I she looks much older

    • @A...LA...LA...A
      @A...LA...LA...A 3 года назад +7

      She is not 32, she said she has a 22 year old who is the oldest child. I feel heartbroken watching this but I'm afraid some of this, if not most of this isn't truth.

    • @sharonisaac445
      @sharonisaac445 3 года назад +8

      42-55 yes.

    • @kimberlybaldwin5911
      @kimberlybaldwin5911 3 года назад +5

      Definitely not 32

  • @myahollandia3552
    @myahollandia3552 3 года назад +48

    Lord have mercy!!!!!!!!!! This woman never had a chance at all

  • @BloomWithBlossom
    @BloomWithBlossom 3 года назад +35

    This is some of the saddest sh** I’ve ever heard in my life and I am scared as sh** for my nieces... Lord Jesus 🤭 Men are so sick... were is the movement to help these men... where is the focus that we need to have on little boys so they don’t become that!

    • @kusheran
      @kusheran 3 года назад +1

      But the men were raised by single women! Maybe parents NEED each other to raise good people.

    • @kandyblack485
      @kandyblack485 3 года назад +5

      @Kusheran that's not true. Some men who came from a single household are married and successful. To blame single mothers for sick men is a lie. Sick predators grew up in foster care or were abused. Not the same.

  • @TigerLilyNo13
    @TigerLilyNo13 2 года назад +4

    I’m so proud of you for going into therapy. Ask your therapist about Accelerated Resolution Therapy. You need to be fast tracked Bc you’ve suffered enough. You deserve to be your top priority. Good for you being an example for your roommate! Looking forward to your updates!

  • @anaespinoza1286
    @anaespinoza1286 3 года назад +5

    Ok, this one got to me more than most of the videos. I can’t stop crying. Wow. Poor soul. Praying for you.

  • @nancy7634
    @nancy7634 3 года назад +20

    Bless her soul. When not validated from your parents you are always seeking it.

    • @annabellefay3307
      @annabellefay3307 3 года назад +1

      So true.

    • @andreaphelps3357
      @andreaphelps3357 3 года назад +2

      True

    • @ashleydouglas7861
      @ashleydouglas7861 3 года назад +3

      And how the hell do u overcome that with no access to therapy I need healing from this

    • @nancy7634
      @nancy7634 3 года назад

      @@ashleydouglas7861 ❤️

    • @mamaksstorytime
      @mamaksstorytime 3 года назад

      @@ashleydouglas7861 You must find the way to validate yourself.
      Kyle Cease is good if you want to check him out on RUclips.
      Or if you want to try meditation, Davidji is a very nurturing teacher.

  • @kyrstincoleman1823
    @kyrstincoleman1823 3 года назад +16

    When your life was taking away from you so early…… lost identity. Sad, yet true.

  • @marisacowan603
    @marisacowan603 2 года назад +5

    I feel SO much for this girl. She deserves EVERYTHING in the world. She is such a sweet person. I hope she finds someone that gives her the world and then some!

  • @tivonnacute5
    @tivonnacute5 3 года назад +11

    Honestly made me cry when she started talking about love & being called pretty. Yeah but what else

  • @cheekqueen
    @cheekqueen 3 года назад +5

    Wow...to have been through so much. He’s soul is just somehow captivating. I look forward to finding out how things pan out for her. I like that she is very thoughtful of her own children even though she didn’t get a fair chance from the start. Please keep us posted

  • @bellabusk49
    @bellabusk49 2 года назад +12

    Such strength, so well spoken. Woman deserves love and happiness for the rest of her days. I really hope you have her back on here, and I pray it is under better conditions. She is a role model in so many ways. She seems like someone who is able to grow past her struggles if there opportunity was given, incredibly rare but I am glad she possesses such a spirit/trait.

  • @LandandHomesHawaii
    @LandandHomesHawaii 3 года назад +5

    Hi Mark, I would love to see an update on this lovely woman. I’m rooting for her all the way...I’m sending much love to her. If you see her again soon, please give her hugs form me and tell her she is worthy and wonderful and LOVED.

  • @Adrian-AosFotos-Irish
    @Adrian-AosFotos-Irish 3 года назад +12

    Bless her ,she's a good woman with a lot of love in her heart .

  • @Eileo50
    @Eileo50 3 года назад +13

    When people have a hard life they age rapidly go look at faces of addiction and you’ll see the progression god bless this woman may she find peace xx

  • @rickyc664
    @rickyc664 3 года назад +12

    I'd pay to find out she's lying about her childhood, but I'm afraid she's not. Her story broke my heart.

  • @missdulcie99
    @missdulcie99 3 года назад +9

    She seems a very intelligent, thoughtful and caring lady. I wish her all the best.

  • @FemaleDallasTexas
    @FemaleDallasTexas 3 года назад +11

    She is a very intelligent woman. Her life should be turned into a movie.

  • @onrecordwithoni
    @onrecordwithoni 3 года назад +10

    She is so smart and so knowledgeable! So articulate and beautiful! I pray she gets off the streets and to a better life . She can be a motivational speaker if she wanted ! Some if the things she said were so powerful 🤍

  • @theresak6688
    @theresak6688 3 года назад +11

    I live in LA and have worked in revenue around Figueroa and would have never imagined the depth and the pain to these stories. If you're living in LA from another state originally, there is so much to learn about the pain that is embedded in these individuals stories. We all pass by each other so much and a lot of the time in a state of stress and we do not realize how much privilege we carry at times. Thank you for sharing insight to these stories and providing the platform for these individuals to tell their stories, as many people would never know. Hot Topic, you are a beautiful soul. You were dealt an unfair hand in life and I wish you nothing but healing from here on out.

  • @richardbroekman3668
    @richardbroekman3668 3 года назад +14

    Lovely woman, such a tragic childhood. You got it in you to make a life you deserve! We are all rooting for you! :)

  • @MDC8915
    @MDC8915 3 года назад +12

    Mark,
    Thank you thank you thank you. For all that you do for these beauty souls and for the healing these stories have brought to me. Not because I feel better about myself, but for the awareness it has brought into my life.
    Karma is real, and you have so much good karma coming your way. ❤️

    • @monicahorton9725
      @monicahorton9725 3 года назад

      Mark , I live your voice .I love your beautiful spirit ❤ You need your own Television 📺 show , keep up the excellent work 👏 God bless you 🙏 and the people you interview 🙏 😊 🙌 blessed 🙌

  • @gabriellebernard198
    @gabriellebernard198 3 года назад +9

    Shes so well spoken. Expressing yourself is an artform

  • @keepinitabuckwithbriel4464
    @keepinitabuckwithbriel4464 3 года назад +14

    Omg this is so fucking sick. I have a daughter and these stories give me total goose bumps. Wow

  • @o.6358
    @o.6358 3 года назад +20

    This hurts my heart.

  • @PearlsCraftsYT
    @PearlsCraftsYT Год назад +1

    Was she untruthful about her age? She said she was 33 then said she has a 22 year old.

  • @rumham7466
    @rumham7466 2 года назад +5

    It always breaks my heart when someone says their childhood was okay, or nothing craz y happened.. and then go on to disclose that they were abused in the most horrendous ways.

  • @Vizonera
    @Vizonera 3 года назад +25

    Underneath her pain is a beautiful soul.

  • @DominicChrisitianMom
    @DominicChrisitianMom 3 года назад +20

    I wonder how many women think Mark is their prince charming. He is kind of coming out of nowhere caring... I'd imagine Mark is the portrait of a prince charming. Careful out there guy!

    • @tubester4567
      @tubester4567 3 года назад

      Mark gets dozens of phone calls every day from these women wanting money.

    • @Retrosenescent
      @Retrosenescent 3 года назад

      I’m sure most of them do

    • @shayb8203
      @shayb8203 3 года назад

      And he's SOO handsome! Mark's an angel

  • @Sandalphon13729
    @Sandalphon13729 Год назад +2

    Omg!! Each sentence shocked me more!!! I don’t think I’ve ever been so devastated by someone’s childhood and that’s saying a lot watching these interviews. I seriously don’t know what to say!!!

  • @jessiewhitman8688
    @jessiewhitman8688 3 года назад +4

    This...is beyond heartbreaking. Prostitution/rape is the only thing she has known her whole life. This woman needs love and compassion.

  • @kittenkaboddle773
    @kittenkaboddle773 3 года назад +7

    This interview is sooooo intense, I share a lot of her feelings and questions...like she is me, us black women have been so screwed over were so flawed and the cause is our own people...family, boyfriends and friends..it's just sad...like there's no one to truly love us, people just take from us in everyway possible.

  • @ladonna9603
    @ladonna9603 3 года назад +12

    It's not to many of his sessions that leaves me with my mouth open😮,but this one here definitely have.

    • @BriaBarrows
      @BriaBarrows Год назад

      Shows you how disturbing the world is

  • @mz40oz
    @mz40oz 3 года назад +9

    I'm gonna be 32 this year too and its crazy to think she has been through sooo much

  • @elizabethmontalvoe-townmus9158
    @elizabethmontalvoe-townmus9158 3 года назад +11

    She is so nice. I hope she is able to see her value and love herself..... then, the good will come. Praying for her. 😇

  • @Gia_Mc_Fia
    @Gia_Mc_Fia 3 года назад +2

    When it comes to having a deep relationship with someone, you have to become friends first. Then go through experiences to find out where you stand as friends, as time will tell. Each day brings its challenges and only your actual friends will be there, because your true friends hurt when you do. I love how you keep showing people that they can believe in you as a friend. I hope you never change that, or allow others to change that in you. Once you find out you are genuinely cared for by someone, from what I have experienced, you don't have much of a choice in the matter of love. Love will find a way. But real love, with someone that loves you back, is worth the pain. Good luck! I really enjoyed your interview. I am happy knowing that someone like you is in the world.