I feel you, this is my whole family, but come to find out I'm adopted. So God put me in this family to awaken them, but they refuse, so this part of my journey, as far as I'm concerned, is over. There was so many lies, gaslighting, manipulation, the list goes on. It's true 💯 it is their own personal healing that they must go through even if you did make a mistake, and had taken accountability for that mistake, that they must heal. These individuals made plenty of mistakes against me and never once had taken accountability.
Now more than ever the lines of separation are being drawn. God Is Separating the Wheat and Chaff. Stay steadfast in the Word of God, He is our only salvation 🙏🏻 Sending you prayers and love from across the ocean, South Africa 🇿🇦
This is totally me… CONSTANTLY, I feel like I don’t belong anywhere, not in my moms family, not in my Dads, nowhere, I am a gentle-empath, and I do want every to get along with each other. And I tried just like you to get a long with family members, I even humbled myself and I was happy for their success, but they don’t give me the same energy in return, EVER
Others are so insecure, unhappy, and miserable and can't stand when we are blessed and happy....as chosen I get missles thrown at me by friends and family all the time...they are never happy for me and rather celebrate when I'm down...ouch!
So true, once I made up my mind to serve the Lord and God started blessing me with 2 jobs etc. some of my family members started competing with me and turned jealous and envious… the more he blessed me the more it grew, now I cut them off cause I can’t trust them either. Ppl wanna see you do good but never better than them. My own mother betrayed me in the worst way because she is jealous and envious… I had to stop communicating with them and yes I prefer to be alone just like you cause I love my own vibes. The chosen life.
My entire family treated me like this. My immediate and outside family. My siblings abused me, my aunts, uncles, cousins, all disliked me. I have 8 siblings and out of that 8, only 1 I can talk to but I know she’s just as a snake. I get disliked from complete strangers without saying anything. Like so much contempt and angry looks from random people. They like try hard to ignore my presence. At first I thought it was in my head, and something was wrong with me. No, there’s nothing wrong with us. I have a kind and empathetic heart. Most people are not like that so I stay to myself. I have no one in my life. I tried making friends they turned out to be narcissistic. Tried dating for a husband and to have kids, most were narcissists. So at 30yrs old I’m done with most people. It’s too much damage to deal with them. It’s a gamble with your spiritual peace and mental health and your chances of encountering a decent person is 5-10%. Not worth the trade off.
That was a precise description of a chosen ones life. We tend to be loners as the outside world would say but I say we are exclusive to ourselves, we are very discerning of negative manipulative spirits in people so we don’t entertain, we would rather enjoy our own company.
This is happening with my children. I raised them most of their life by myself. My daughter is painting me out to be a monster. I was clearly not perfect but I found out she doesn't even "like" me. What did I do so bad to deserve this? I have been going through terrible hardship and they are sticking the knife in and twisting it harder. Why? What did I do to deserve such mean children? They were my whole life!
I too am going through the same thing with my daughter and one of my sons. I thank God my youngest does not play a part in their evil. You just learn to deal with it and put in God’s hands!
I know it's hard but we have to remember that the Bible says in the last days that it would be like this just stay in your word and be encouraged and know that this to shell pass I'm speaking from experience I have too grown children and it is not easy BUT GOD
God bless you for speaking out. The Lord revealed this very thing to me. I recently cut ties with all of my immediate family members to include friendships that I had in the last 15 to twenty years. It hurts, but GOD has to separate his chosen ones from the Wicked. My immediate family are narcissists, to include ex's, and people who I thought were my friend's. Even in my own church. I am called for a very important mission, and now I know why the enemy has been attacking so hard. However greater is he that is in us than he who is in the world! No enemy will prosper in the mighty name of Jesus.
@@conniekyom144 We can't. I believe we are the light of the world and we are supposed to lead by example. We are still to love on them at a distance and pray that they repent and turn from their wicked ways. I've tried since I was a child to not only have compassion, but to show them the right way. They chose to not heal from their childhood wounds, they chose to continue to live in darkness because of their pride. I'm not saying I'm perfect. I've lived a very lukewarm lifestyle and made decisions that I'm not proud of. However, I was surrounded by darkness and most were narsasstic. By the grace of God he called me out. I'm so grateful that our God is so merciful that he calls us back home and leads us to the path of righteousness. It's only because of him that I'm still standing. I have been spiritually attacked since birth. I'm sure we could swap stories and realize that we have endured so much suffering, but that's because we have a higher calling and a devine purpose.
Glory hallelujah amen that is so true but God will never leave us so it's all good in Jesus Christ mighty name glory be to God thank you Lord for protecting us your chosen One hallelujah amen thank you my only father for love and protecting us amen
“Family members who cut you off but still subscribe to your RUclips channel.” That’s all you need to know about #chosenones, #blacksheep, #scapegoats, #truthtellers. Very proud of you. Stay the course.
Wow now that I look back over my life and really was about the whole bunch of people in my family until this day I don't have a relationship with any of them and it's not that I don't want a relationship but they don't want one so I can protect my spirit out of my boundaries I now understand it's the demons and the I hate the holy Spirit in Christ in me the light of God in me so if I could use between family my heavenly father they already done lost but I'm afraid for him and I'm going to continue to love my life shine bright so help me holy Spirit I am willing a man I now know I am the chosen one a child of the most high God through Jesus Christ my Lord and Savior amen
That is exactly how I feel to hear you say what you said only verifies the way I felt about family exes baby mamas a lot of people in my life that always use me but then talk shit behind my back thank you for bringing it to light for me.
My mother from the age of 4 was a narcissist abusive mother who always hit me and sent me to my room, didn't want to read to me, gave me no love, hugs, kisses any positive attention or affection. I was never touched by my own mother or father. Never told I was loved ever. I didn't talk to my mother for the last 15 yrs of her life by her choice. She hated me from the time I was born. She was better with my older sister. They were close and they both would tag team against me my whole life pit 1 against the other. She kept relatives away too so we would not have any relationships at all. I have been a loner my whole life except a few relationships that was not happy in. I do not trust people, and being chosen people don't get you anyway. At 67 getting used to being alone. Can't wait for the 2nd coming or when Jesus takes me home. This is a very evil world now and waiting to go to my real home.. heaven . God bless you all
That’s exactly it, Gaslighting antics. Connie your spirit disrupts their demons. Those ugly family antics, is coming from their place of insecurity and jealousy. That means you are on the right path, and powerful, inspiring example to countless others😇😇😇
I felt this. My family finds every reason to hold a grudge against me. And after 3 years no contact they forced me to apologize (for idk what) and I did because I love God and that’s what He’d want me to do. But I never got the apology I deserved. And I realized whatever I did I did when I was 18 or younger. Because I haven’t been around them since I was in high school. And they still can’t forgive or stop gas lighting me. 30 years older than me. That’s sad
Hello!... and just some food for thought. A major downside in apologizing to a gaslighter is that it rewards and reinforces their bad behavior and only serves to exacerbate their sense of entitlement. This in reality serves to harden their hearts against God's will even further and to aid and abet in shaping them into an even worse person.
This happened with my father and some cousins. It is because these people have demons and they are haunted by the flaws of what they will never put down. They hate you for exposing that and you did nothing. I say leave them and not waste your self respect like I did and work on forgiveness. You can't waste pearls on pigs ,otherwise they will attack you and trample on them! Jesus meant that for the his chosen.
Hello Connie I can relate to this video Jealousy turns into competition competition turns into hate. Like vultures They wait till you're down Thank you for this video
*Thanks ever so much Connie. I am deeply grateful for your contributions. It gave me tremendous clarification and refinement of focal point. You're amazing and very caring.*
😂😂 you're the best. It's a paradox god wants us to share our light to the people. We can't hide in our comfort zone. Embrace the hate and be bigger cause you are! 😉
The person your describing is a narcissist. I was raised by a narcissist father and it was traumatizing. It took me many years to heal from this trauma and God saved me. I have kept away from a large part of my family because there narcissistic and manipulative. I finally forgave them and pray for there healing.
Yes same here.. my father bullied me. He was demeaning and always putting me down… and he’s not the only one…. He was never there for me. Anyway, thanks for stopping by and for sharing a little about your own experience. Appreciate you Raiah!
And it seemed like the closer I got to God and Pressed in to him the further my family and those around me pushed away from me because of God's blessing and anointing on me they didn't want to believe it or receive it but we keep pressing on keep pressing through and do the will of our father please God not man And yes God is a rewarder to those that diligently seek him and he will even give us the desires of our hearts for being obedient To the will of the father
This video is on point. You are right about the jab I agree 100 percent. The two thirds are brain washed. Its impossible to get through to them. They have the spirit of offense
Hey there Connie. you just read my life girl thank you I really needed to hear that and I needed the encouragement also and I just wanted to say we are excepted in the beloved Jesus love's us and that's all that matters we just have to 🙏 pray for there salvation before its to late!!! I really enjoyed your testimony BLESS YOU
My God! My Goddd! For years I’ve searched for the words to begin to express the magnitude of what I’ve endured…Thank you Abba and bless this platform - exponentially in Jesus Name
Amen 📖 🗡 🛡 🔥 💎 👑 Hope all is well God bless you always ❤ chosen one I understand I was always the bad person and always the outcast of the family and always misunderstood falsely accused and never understood Always to everyone the loser of everything but in God's eyes I was the winner of everything his champion and a man after God's Own Heart because Iam the apple of his eye To God be the glory God 😊 👍 📖 🛡 🗡 God bless you Connie you're the best chosen one of the most high🎯💯🙌👍🔥💎
Connie you're a beautiful person and you're the chosen one of the most high there be haters debaters and manipulators out there. And the more we walk in the truth will be hated despise and rejected of all men of this generation And just remember the closer we get to God everything Godly will be hated by everything evil but you're the best you're uplifting and encouraging and edifying in every way keep pressing on pressing through and just be you and keep operating in the anointing of the Lord you're a blessing To this last generation Connie let the will of God be done 📖🗡🛡👑🙋♂️🙏🔥💎🙌🎯💯
I ran across your vids accidentally this morning and my spirit immediately connected we have matching energies I'm finding out and I find this strange because that just doesn't happen too often..... we seem to have experienced and are experiencing the same things in life again I find this quite remarkable and I'm liking your energy have a good day my friend
The same in my family! I asked my mom forgiveness and her ego was stronger that her love for me so I let her go. They just wanted money from me and use me
Thank you for this video. Its like we are all living the SAME life in different forms, such things pierce your heart but we gotta stay vigilant. I would suggest you and others reading this comment to PLEASE read Bhagavad Gita, it's the most profound and arguably the oldest Spiritual text that exists. Blessings to all wonderful souls.🙏🏻❤️
They were playing with Ouji Boards... When I was a baby , they performed spell work... Thought I would never figure this out.IV Come from a very Narcissistic family uncle's Raping Sister,and possibly a little brother was wronged...GAS Lighting As though I was a bad guy. That was the smoke screen... They did horrible things. They poisoned me on more than one occasion.
I had to come to terms with the fact that I haven't done certain things in my life to gain the approval of some nor to make them feel less than, regardless what they may believe. So, when they withhold normal affirmations or want to see me in a negative light for the GOOD I want to do, it doesn't matter. I have actually been very supportive of the disgruntled ones in my life, have even paid too much attention to these needy folks and ignored the saner ones. My regret. Doesn't matter how much we show them love and attention; it is never enough. Like pouring perfectly good water into a bucket with a hole in it. I now focus on the relatively good people and the positives I am able to do with my life. Some have distanced themselves from me; I have had to put some distance between myself and a few others. Water finds its own level. People who are GRATEFUL for what they have to work with will join with like minded ones, not comparing themselves to anyone else. Competing with themselves, if anyone. Supporting one another. Encouraging and acknowledging each other's positives, and being lovingly honest if there is an issue that needs to be addressed, etc. Forming a tribe of those who appreciate mutuality: mutual respect, mutual, support, mutual love in some cases. So grateful for these rare ones. Seasons of solitude/semi-solitude are great blessings when we use them well. BTW With our ALLEGED crimes, there seems to be no statute of limitations, even when the unhealed ones in our lives won't tell us what we have actually DONE to cause such hostility. For those offenses we've actually committed, for which we have apologized verbally and made amends in action - short of offering them our souls - there is no forgiveness. No matter what we have or haven't done, we most always seem to be "on trial" with these unhappy people. They will start a vicious smear campaign because maybe we didn't give them the attention they thought they deserved from us - or something equally irrational - and their not taking into account that we were completely distracted with something else at the time we committed this heinous crime. All they had to do was to talk to us, and we would have taken them out for lunch to prove our love and loyalty. No, as much as we may love some people, we cannot fix this kind of brokenness. A difficult lesson for some of us who like to see everyone whole and happy. Time to take my dog for a romp in the park. He is not difficult to understand. Gorgeous day. Sun is shining. Life is good. God bless you all.
I don’t do telegram nor social mida just you tube using my next door free Wi-Fi I can give you postal address if any good survivor two years ago I was homeless built home from welfare I live England 🏴 address 9 kelvin gardens dh8 5ru consett County Durham
I noticed you're a lot like me in a lot of ways you'll stand for the truth and speak the truth no matter the cost stand for God's honor and his defense just like I do each and every day you're the best God is with you always ❤ chosen one ❤ 🙏
This is some kind of nutz my brother in law went out of his way to stop and talk to me the other day just to lie somemore like he knew I was getting ready to go its like he did it just to f with me. Sometimes you can't help it. Its getting better day by day. Thanx for you and everything you share.
Just Remember you are Loved I Love you and don't even know you GOD LOVES YOU Know that at different hour somebody will pop up oh you will say it's Bryant the hurt chosen one GOD Bless es U. Ta ta
Family, flesh and blood, kin, common parents and upbringing yet never understood by parents, uncles and aunts, brothers and hundreds of cousins... yet no deep meaningful connections with any family members, i feel like a stranger traveling through an unreal and lost superficial and shallow world, so as a chosen it is better to walk alone with God and avoid the endless drama from family who just don't get it and understand that the blessings they all enjoy, are a gift for me from my father above and I expectantly hope to fellowship with you brothers and sisters in spirit and truth. Powerful words Connie... you hit the nail on its head again 👏
Connie when I see you and when I listen to you you're the queen Chosen One of the most high God with a pure message of Truth glorifying God in his honor and you are blessed and highly favored chosen one of this generation of the revelation of Truth God bless you always ❤ chosen one of God
As soon as I was born my demonic plant wicked jealous brother was waiting for me. He was already spoiled and demanding that my mum not pick me up from my cot when I was crying. He became very violent over the years. I have a great and mighty call to build and direct a Global Miracle Healing Centre NYC 💓 and relocate from Glasgow Scotland UK. I have been physically sick for almost 40 years and his jealousy and hatred has made things worse. My precious elderly mum now in heaven tried to care for me but he tried to block that help the whole way. Lord have mercy 💔
the deflecting never ends, they will take a 10 second conversation and spin you in circles of torment not concluding it for hours, day and night, it's their only tactic for keeping attention, slowly over time my wrath has come out to draw the line of where these battles start when I recognize the deflecting, that or walk away. My wrath has become my sword. But nonetheless, ive tried communicating in its simplest form many times and many years, and it doesn't get through, nothing is simple. It's like walking someone outside to show them the sky is blue, yet there resting demon comes out to deny
When I’m around others acting in ways of man-made religion or in the world’s ways I often have to shake off the demonic dust from my feet after leaving their presence. I’ve learned how to pray for them in a spirit of love because they and their spirits hold no power over me anymore. I’m able to quickly center myself in Christ Jesus when I feel my peace leaving. God bless you for sharing your wisdom and edification! Truly a blessing to me!
Please pray for me to be bold in spite of persecution from my Christian family. They have told me that whenever I try to tell my teachers (who believe the prosperity gospel) that they are wrong, I am putting Christianity in a bad light. They also do this whenever I try to tell my LGBT library teacher that unless she repents, she is going to hell. My parents and teachers threaten me with being expelled and title 9 law!
We were warned in Matthew 10:36. My "family" hates my guts! They have stabbed me in the back more times than I can count. I spent half a century forgiving them! Finally, I realized they were never going to change, and neither were they going to STOP. Ever!!! I gave them fair warning. They spent their last chance in less than a week. I walked away, went NO CONTACT, and haven't seen, nor spoken to them since the Summer of 2016. Nor will I. I'm done with Toxic People. I leave all vengeance to God. But they will never be allowed into my life again. They've caused me too much anguish already. No more!
Connie just always remember to some we are nothing and nobody's but to God where everything and precious and anointed in his sight because we are the apple of his eye one time the enemy put in my mind that I was trash and I found this bracelet With beautiful stones and God told me in my spirit because God talks to me through symbolic symbols the world calls you trash I call you my ultimate treasure and that's what you are Connie his Ultimate treasure. Press on Connie to the High Calling of Christ📖🗡🛡👑🙋♂️🙏🙌🎯💯🔥💎❤
Amen. Serious ⛽️ lighting I’m just really understanding what that word means 😅. Thanks. But I’m unavailable for that. I really don’t care anymore. It’s old, exhausting and ridiculous. I love 💕 them to the moon and back. But I can’t, I’m NOT. I have to have my solitude. I’m a cool 😎 girl, woman. Thank God for creating me with this type of personality/spirit All the rushing around the anxiousness the constant chatter and mood swings 😓 disdainful rudeness. Naw, I took care of you. God bless them and all they go to do ❤😅. But stay away. Thank you for this message ❤
Hi Larin, I’ve been a little sick the last few days. Sore throat and coughing so I’ve been taking it easy. I hope and pray you are well and that you are walking in the joy of the Lord, my brother
Yes yes and yes. Family "friends" etc. . we are isolated and yes we like that at times being alone. but we are human and not wired solitude all the time. So it's one more part of the torture we go through. I've grown leaps and bounds with God but I don't know about anyone else but i drink daily. Not drunk.. but yea numb a bit. All the while learning growing in wisdom worshipping all of what you discuss on this channel. Is there any one else out there drinking dialy cause of this chosen path pain? I'm not proud of it. It seems to be my thorn in the flesh.
As You I am extremely sensitive and emotional I had to give it to GOD my sister is sober but doing evil stealing my money In slaving me for 5 years I could send my father sister and her ripoff bookie
Hi beautiful you know I stopped and just watched you and listen to you & fine there's a very Big heart ❤️ in there and God's hand is All over it stay blessed and strong,, I luv you and so does God 🙏😘 your husband is a blessed man if he doesn't know 👑🙏
I had that same moment when I realized it was NEVER ME who was being evil. And I realized I was being gas lit my entire life.
I understand and I'm so sorry Sis😪
They paint me like a monster when I was innocent and kind
It’s real, can’t believe how envious they are saddening, but Christ gives me peace ✝️
It’s the saddest thing when it’s your own family
Father of lies’s favorite weapon Deception. The Truths is Love and Forgiveness
Hatred from family members can be terrifying and painful, but Jesus told us who our real family is.
I feel you, this is my whole family, but come to find out I'm adopted. So God put me in this family to awaken them, but they refuse, so this part of my journey, as far as I'm concerned, is over. There was so many lies, gaslighting, manipulation, the list goes on. It's true 💯 it is their own personal healing that they must go through even if you did make a mistake, and had taken accountability for that mistake, that they must heal. These individuals made plenty of mistakes against me and never once had taken accountability.
Now more than ever the lines of separation are being drawn. God Is Separating the Wheat and Chaff. Stay steadfast in the Word of God, He is our only salvation 🙏🏻 Sending you prayers and love from across the ocean, South Africa 🇿🇦
Yessss… amen. Blessings to you all the way in South Africa!!
@@conniekyom144 🙏🏻😘
This is totally me… CONSTANTLY, I feel like I don’t belong anywhere, not in my moms family, not in my Dads, nowhere, I am a gentle-empath, and I do want every to get along with each other. And I tried just like you to get a long with family members, I even humbled myself and I was happy for their success, but they don’t give me the same energy in return, EVER
U r not alone
Gaslighting, discarding, text book narcissistic behaviour.
Don't let these demons desturb your peace.
Peace they can never achieve.
Others are so insecure, unhappy, and miserable and can't stand when we are blessed and happy....as chosen I get missles thrown at me by friends and family all the time...they are never happy for me and rather celebrate when I'm down...ouch!
“The BLOOD of the COVENANT (Yeshua)🕊
Is THICKER! than the Water of the womb 🙏🏾 #BloodThickerThanWater
So true, once I made up my mind to serve the Lord and God started blessing me with 2 jobs etc. some of my family members started competing with me and turned jealous and envious… the more he blessed me the more it grew, now I cut them off cause I can’t trust them either. Ppl wanna see you do good but never better than them. My own mother betrayed me in the worst way because she is jealous and envious… I had to stop communicating with them and yes I prefer to be alone just like you cause I love my own vibes. The chosen life.
Sounds like the life of a chosen one.. Right there with you
My entire family treated me like this. My immediate and outside family. My siblings abused me, my aunts, uncles, cousins, all disliked me. I have 8 siblings and out of that 8, only 1 I can talk to but I know she’s just as a snake.
I get disliked from complete strangers without saying anything. Like so much contempt and angry looks from random people. They like try hard to ignore my presence. At first I thought it was in my head, and something was wrong with me. No, there’s nothing wrong with us. I have a kind and empathetic heart. Most people are not like that so I stay to myself.
I have no one in my life. I tried making friends they turned out to be narcissistic. Tried dating for a husband and to have kids, most were narcissists. So at 30yrs old I’m done with most people. It’s too much damage to deal with them. It’s a gamble with your spiritual peace and mental health and your chances of encountering a decent person is 5-10%. Not worth the trade off.
That was a precise description of a chosen ones life. We tend to be loners as the outside world would say but I say we are exclusive to ourselves, we are very discerning of negative manipulative spirits in people so we don’t entertain, we would rather enjoy our own company.
This is happening with my children. I raised them most of their life by myself. My daughter is painting me out to be a monster. I was clearly not perfect but I found out she doesn't even "like" me. What did I do so bad to deserve this? I have been going through terrible hardship and they are sticking the knife in and twisting it harder. Why? What did I do to deserve such mean children? They were my whole life!
She misses her dad because of the separation. Try to make her understand in a gentle way and share her with your baby father.
It's okay I'm experiencing the same thing but Life goes on we're going to live and enjoy our best life in Jesus Christ mighty name God bless us amen
I too am going through the same thing with my daughter and one of my sons. I thank God my youngest does not play a part in their evil.
You just learn to deal with it and put in God’s hands!
I know it's hard but we have to remember that the Bible says in the last days that it would be like this just stay in your word and be encouraged and know that this to shell pass I'm speaking from experience I have too grown children and it is not easy BUT GOD
God bless you for speaking out. The Lord revealed this very thing to me. I recently cut ties with all of my immediate family members to include friendships that I had in the last 15 to twenty years. It hurts, but GOD has to separate his chosen ones from the Wicked. My immediate family are narcissists, to include ex's, and people who I thought were my friend's. Even in my own church.
I am called for a very important mission, and now I know why the enemy has been attacking so hard. However greater is he that is in us than he who is in the world! No enemy will prosper in the mighty name of Jesus.
I felt this to the T
Yes I went through something similar… how can light have fellowship with darkness?
@@conniekyom144 We can't. I believe we are the light of the world and we are supposed to lead by example. We are still to love on them at a distance and pray that they repent and turn from their wicked ways. I've tried since I was a child to not only have compassion, but to show them the right way. They chose to not heal from their childhood wounds, they chose to continue to live in darkness because of their pride.
I'm not saying I'm perfect. I've lived a very lukewarm lifestyle and made decisions that I'm not proud of. However, I was surrounded by darkness and most were narsasstic. By the grace of God he called me out. I'm so grateful that our God is so merciful that he calls us back home and leads us to the path of righteousness. It's only because of him that I'm still standing. I have been spiritually attacked since birth. I'm sure we could swap stories and realize that we have endured so much suffering, but that's because we have a higher calling and a devine purpose.
Glory hallelujah amen that is so true but God will never leave us so it's all good in Jesus Christ mighty name glory be to God thank you Lord for protecting us your chosen One hallelujah amen thank you my only father for love and protecting us amen
“Family members who cut you off but still subscribe to your RUclips channel.” That’s all you need to know about #chosenones, #blacksheep, #scapegoats, #truthtellers. Very proud of you. Stay the course.
May be best to distant yourself even if it is family. Then allow God to do the rest. This is relatable. Stay strong and thanks for sharing.
my entire family were jealous envious and hated in my own success
Family is just another empty word that makes empty sentences that makes empty conversations write them off....
precisely. It's just a word. Your REAL family are the strangers you meet, who become friends, because you ALL resonate on the same frequency
Wow now that I look back over my life and really was about the whole bunch of people in my family until this day I don't have a relationship with any of them and it's not that I don't want a relationship but they don't want one so I can protect my spirit out of my boundaries I now understand it's the demons and the I hate the holy Spirit in Christ in me the light of God in me so if I could use between family my heavenly father they already done lost but I'm afraid for him and I'm going to continue to love my life shine bright so help me holy Spirit I am willing a man I now know I am the chosen one a child of the most high God through Jesus Christ my Lord and Savior amen
I absolutely get you about the 🐦 🐦♥️ I rescue dogs globally and my dogs are my joy and my life. My piece of Heaven on this earth.
That is exactly how I feel to hear you say what you said only verifies the way I felt about family exes baby mamas a lot of people in my life that always use me but then talk shit behind my back thank you for bringing it to light for me.
You’re right. This is a very heavy, hurtful topic. Your channel helps me to better deal with the long suffering, pain of rejection.
Wow. I am so flabbergasted that there is someone who can speak what I think. In Jesus name I thank you so much. Amen and love 💖
My mother from the age of 4 was a narcissist abusive mother who always hit me and sent me to my room, didn't want to read to me, gave me no love, hugs, kisses any positive attention or affection. I was never touched by my own mother or father. Never told I was loved ever. I didn't talk to my mother for the last 15 yrs of her life by her choice. She hated me from the time I was born. She was better with my older sister. They were close and they both would tag team against me my whole life pit 1 against the other. She kept relatives away too so we would not have any relationships at all. I have been a loner my whole life except a few relationships that was not happy in. I do not trust people, and being chosen people don't get you anyway. At 67 getting used to being alone. Can't wait for the 2nd coming or when Jesus takes me home. This is a very evil world now and waiting to go to my real home.. heaven . God bless you all
I've turned them over to God and forgiven them
Sooooo True sister 🤍🙏🏽
They hate that it’s you and not them
You really touch my heart knowing that there is someone that. Care's and is Real not fake A a big plus for speaking the.truth
That’s exactly it, Gaslighting antics. Connie your spirit disrupts their demons. Those ugly family antics, is coming from their place of insecurity and jealousy. That means you are on the right path, and powerful, inspiring example to countless others😇😇😇
I felt this. My family finds every reason to hold a grudge against me. And after 3 years no contact they forced me to apologize (for idk what) and I did because I love God and that’s what He’d want me to do. But I never got the apology I deserved. And I realized whatever I did I did when I was 18 or younger. Because I haven’t been around them since I was in high school. And they still can’t forgive or stop gas lighting me. 30 years older than me. That’s sad
Hello!... and just some food for thought. A major downside in apologizing to a gaslighter is that it rewards and reinforces their bad behavior and only serves to exacerbate their sense of entitlement. This in reality serves to harden their hearts against God's will even further and to aid and abet in shaping them into an even worse person.
@@livinginthespirit407 Yes that’s something I’ve been learning over the years 🎯 Never again
@@PrincessMaureen98 Great to hear, thank you for your response : ).
This happened with my father and some cousins. It is because these people have demons and they are haunted by the flaws of what they will never put down. They hate you for exposing that and you did nothing. I say leave them and not waste your self respect like I did and work on forgiveness. You can't waste pearls on pigs ,otherwise they will attack you and trample on them! Jesus meant that for the his chosen.
Hello
Connie
I can relate to this video
Jealousy turns into competition competition turns into hate.
Like vultures
They wait till you're down
Thank you for this video
*Thanks ever so much Connie. I am deeply grateful for your contributions. It gave me tremendous clarification and refinement of focal point. You're amazing and very caring.*
😂😂 you're the best. It's a paradox god wants us to share our light to the people. We can't hide in our comfort zone. Embrace the hate and be bigger cause you are! 😉
Awe, sweet lady. I pray for your suffering. We are with you.
The person your describing is a narcissist. I was raised by a narcissist father and it was traumatizing. It took me many years to heal from this trauma and God saved me. I have kept away from a large part of my family because there narcissistic and manipulative. I finally forgave them and pray for there healing.
Yes same here.. my father bullied me. He was demeaning and always putting me down… and he’s not the only one…. He was never there for me. Anyway, thanks for stopping by and for sharing a little about your own experience. Appreciate you Raiah!
Just know you're loved always and highly respected
By the chosen ones of the most high
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Thank you Connie for finding your voice.
You are a big help to me
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Sad but true about the family. 💯
Hello
Connie
Only keep those around that you can trust and they trust you.
That will put you in a happy good vibe where you can keep your sanity.
❤❤❤ I know exactly what it's like. Keep your peace and just stick with God. 🙏
Gracias. Dios te guarda.
Your so. Wonderful fantastic superb Everything you say has happened to me and more 😂 I cry because you speak
Matthew 10:36And a man's foes shall be they of his own household.
"I enjoy my own energy!" Bwahahaha! Quote of the year! Your too good.
And it seemed like the closer I got to God and Pressed in to him the further my family and those around me pushed away from me because of God's blessing and anointing on me they didn't want to believe it or receive it but we keep pressing on keep pressing through and do the will of our father please God not man
And yes God is a rewarder to those that diligently seek him and he will even give us the desires of our hearts for being obedient
To the will of the father
Love your content I just discovered your RUclips today glad I did 😊😊 love your energy you so right about us chosen ones
I agree, I'm not religious but Eye do have a really big Heart. 🤨♥️
Yes, I am going through a lot ALL alone😭
This video is on point. You are right about the jab I agree 100 percent. The two thirds are brain washed. Its impossible to get through to them. They have the spirit of offense
Hey there Connie. you just read my life girl thank you I really needed to hear that and I needed the encouragement also and I just wanted to say we are excepted in the beloved Jesus love's us and that's all that matters we just have to 🙏 pray for there salvation before its to late!!! I really enjoyed your testimony BLESS YOU
I was The Black Sheep but the first in my family to break Generational Curses
Wowwwww💯💯💯
My God! My Goddd! For years I’ve searched for the words to begin to express the magnitude of what I’ve endured…Thank you Abba and bless this platform - exponentially in Jesus Name
Amen 📖 🗡 🛡 🔥 💎 👑 Hope all is well God bless you always ❤ chosen one I understand I was always the bad person and always the outcast of the family and always misunderstood falsely accused and never understood
Always to everyone the loser of everything but in God's eyes I was the winner of everything his champion and a man after God's Own Heart because Iam the apple of his eye
To God be the glory
God 😊 👍 📖 🛡 🗡
God bless you Connie you're the best chosen one of the most high🎯💯🙌👍🔥💎
Yes, my energy matches my beautiful dogs 🐕🐕♥️🐾 loyal, faithful, noble and kind and fiercely protective. My love like theirs is unconditional!
11:11 YES&AMEN 11:11
Connie you're a beautiful person and you're the chosen one of the most high there be haters debaters and manipulators out there. And the more we walk in the truth will be hated despise and rejected of all men of this generation
And just remember the closer we get to God everything Godly will be hated by everything evil but you're the best you're uplifting and encouraging and edifying in every way keep pressing on pressing through and just be you and keep operating in the anointing of the Lord you're a blessing
To this last generation
Connie let the will of God be done
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I appreciate you brother.. always
I ran across your vids accidentally this morning and my spirit immediately connected we have matching energies I'm finding out and I find this strange because that just doesn't happen too often..... we seem to have experienced and are experiencing the same things in life again I find this quite remarkable and I'm liking your energy have a good day my friend
The same in my family! I asked my mom forgiveness and her ego was stronger that her love for me so I let her go. They just wanted money from me and use me
I am the I am I love you my sister
Thank you for this video. Its like we are all living the SAME life in different forms, such things pierce your heart but we gotta stay vigilant. I would suggest you and others reading this comment to PLEASE read Bhagavad Gita, it's the most profound and arguably the oldest Spiritual text that exists.
Blessings to all wonderful souls.🙏🏻❤️
They were playing with Ouji Boards... When I was a baby , they performed spell work... Thought I would never figure this out.IV Come from a very Narcissistic family uncle's Raping Sister,and possibly a little brother was wronged...GAS Lighting As though I was a bad guy. That was the smoke screen... They did horrible things. They poisoned me on more than one occasion.
I had to come to terms with the fact that I haven't done certain things in my life to gain the approval of some nor to make them feel less than, regardless what they may believe. So, when they withhold normal affirmations or want to see me in a negative light for the GOOD I want to do, it doesn't matter. I have actually been very supportive of the disgruntled ones in my life, have even paid too much attention to these needy folks and ignored the saner ones. My regret. Doesn't matter how much we show them love and attention; it is never enough. Like pouring perfectly good water into a bucket with a hole in it. I now focus on the relatively good people and the positives I am able to do with my life. Some have distanced themselves from me; I have had to put some distance between myself and a few others. Water finds its own level. People who are GRATEFUL for what they have to work with will join with like minded ones, not comparing themselves to anyone else. Competing with themselves, if anyone. Supporting one another. Encouraging and acknowledging each other's positives, and being lovingly honest if there is an issue that needs to be addressed, etc. Forming a tribe of those who appreciate mutuality: mutual respect, mutual, support, mutual love in some cases. So grateful for these rare ones. Seasons of solitude/semi-solitude are great blessings when we use them well.
BTW With our ALLEGED crimes, there seems to be no statute of limitations, even when the unhealed ones in our lives won't tell us what we have actually DONE to cause such hostility. For those offenses we've actually committed, for which we have apologized verbally and made amends in action - short of offering them our souls - there is no forgiveness. No matter what we have or haven't done, we most always seem to be "on trial" with these unhappy people. They will start a vicious smear campaign because maybe we didn't give them the attention they thought they deserved from us - or something equally irrational - and their not taking into account that we were completely distracted with something else at the time we committed this heinous crime. All they had to do was to talk to us, and we would have taken them out for lunch to prove our love and loyalty. No, as much as we may love some people, we cannot fix this kind of brokenness. A difficult lesson for some of us who like to see everyone whole and happy.
Time to take my dog for a romp in the park. He is not difficult to understand. Gorgeous day. Sun is shining. Life is good. God bless you all.
Sister keep hope in peace amen
I don’t do telegram nor social mida just you tube using my next door free Wi-Fi I can give you postal address if any good survivor two years ago I was homeless built home from welfare I live England 🏴 address 9 kelvin gardens dh8 5ru consett County Durham
I noticed you're a lot like me in a lot of ways you'll stand for the truth and speak the truth no matter the cost stand for God's honor and his defense just like I do each and every day you're the best
God is with you always ❤ chosen one ❤ 🙏
Same I’m super chill and love my own space. But once I get around people and have to speak I’ll feel drained and feel like my space has be invaded
This is some kind of nutz my brother in law went out of his way to stop and talk to me the other day just to lie somemore like he knew I was getting ready to go its like he did it just to f with me. Sometimes you can't help it. Its getting better day by day. Thanx for you and everything you share.
Totally get it!!
Just Remember you are Loved I Love you and don't even know you GOD LOVES YOU Know that at different hour somebody will pop up oh you will say it's Bryant the hurt chosen one GOD Bless es U. Ta ta
These people just want to watch you achieve while trying to tear people down.
Family, flesh and blood, kin, common parents and upbringing yet never understood by parents, uncles and aunts, brothers and hundreds of cousins... yet no deep meaningful connections with any family members, i feel like a stranger traveling through an unreal and lost superficial and shallow world, so as a chosen it is better to walk alone with God and avoid the endless drama from family who just don't get it and understand that the blessings they all enjoy, are a gift for me from my father above and I expectantly hope to fellowship with you brothers and sisters in spirit and truth. Powerful words Connie... you hit the nail on its head again 👏
Connie when I see you and when I listen to you you're the queen Chosen One of the most high God with a pure message of Truth glorifying God in his honor and you are blessed and highly favored
chosen one of this generation of the revelation of Truth
God bless you always ❤ chosen one of God
It happened too me also
But I learned and healed
As soon as I was born my demonic plant wicked jealous brother was waiting for me. He was already spoiled and demanding that my mum not pick me up from my cot when I was crying. He became very violent over the years. I have a great and mighty call to build and direct a Global Miracle Healing Centre NYC 💓 and relocate from Glasgow Scotland UK. I have been physically sick for almost 40 years and his jealousy and hatred has made things worse. My precious elderly mum now in heaven tried to care for me but he tried to block that help the whole way. Lord have mercy 💔
You make me realize a lot of to remind me
the deflecting never ends, they will take a 10 second conversation and spin you in circles of torment not concluding it for hours, day and night, it's their only tactic for keeping attention, slowly over time my wrath has come out to draw the line of where these battles start when I recognize the deflecting, that or walk away. My wrath has become my sword. But nonetheless, ive tried communicating in its simplest form many times and many years, and it doesn't get through, nothing is simple. It's like walking someone outside to show them the sky is blue, yet there resting demon comes out to deny
I'm dealing with backstabbing family members right now and I live in their house
🙋♀️🙋♀️🙋♀️ Yep !
I learn to stay in solitude and leave them alone
Thank you, Amen.
When I’m around others acting in ways of man-made religion or in the world’s ways I often have to shake off the demonic dust from my feet after leaving their presence. I’ve learned how to pray for them in a spirit of love because they and their spirits hold no power over me anymore. I’m able to quickly center myself in Christ Jesus when I feel my peace leaving.
God bless you for sharing your wisdom and edification! Truly a blessing to me!
Please pray for me to be bold in spite of persecution from my Christian family. They have told me that whenever I try to tell my teachers (who believe the prosperity gospel) that they are wrong, I am putting Christianity in a bad light. They also do this whenever I try to tell my LGBT library teacher that unless she repents, she is going to hell. My parents and teachers threaten me with being expelled and title 9 law!
Same here that is my life……
Its crazy they want your blessing
I am here in the flesh
We were warned in Matthew 10:36. My "family" hates my guts! They have stabbed me in the back more times than I can count. I spent half a century forgiving them! Finally, I realized they were never going to change, and neither were they going to STOP. Ever!!!
I gave them fair warning. They spent their last chance in less than a week. I walked away, went NO CONTACT, and haven't seen, nor spoken to them since the Summer of 2016. Nor will I. I'm done with Toxic People. I leave all vengeance to God. But they will never be allowed into my life again. They've caused me too much anguish already. No more!
#ALLBLOODAINTFAMILY #ALLFAMILYAINTBLOOD
English Translation >All blood is not family, and all family is not blood.
But was built to keep going
Truth
In the last years, i barely did manage a single conversation with anybody without saying something sooo wrong, that they had to run. LOL.
Merry Christmas
Connie just always remember to some we are nothing and nobody's but to God where everything and precious and anointed in his sight because we are the apple of his eye one time the enemy put in my mind that I was trash and I found this bracelet
With beautiful stones and God told me in my spirit because God talks to me through symbolic symbols the world calls you trash I call you my ultimate treasure and that's what you are Connie his Ultimate treasure.
Press on Connie to the High Calling of Christ📖🗡🛡👑🙋♂️🙏🙌🎯💯🔥💎❤
Awww thank you for the sweet words of encouragement. You always brighten my day, Larin! God bless you, His chosen one
Love you always 💓 God bless 🙌 🙏 ❤
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Amen. Serious ⛽️ lighting I’m just really understanding what that word means 😅. Thanks. But I’m unavailable for that. I really don’t care anymore. It’s old, exhausting and ridiculous. I love 💕 them to the moon and back. But I can’t, I’m NOT. I have to have my solitude. I’m a cool 😎 girl, woman. Thank God for creating me with this type of personality/spirit All the rushing around the anxiousness the constant chatter and mood swings 😓 disdainful rudeness. Naw, I took care of you. God bless them and all they go to do ❤😅. But stay away. Thank you for this message ❤
Amein
Hope all is well God bless you always ❤ 🙏
Hi Larin, I’ve been a little sick the last few days. Sore throat and coughing so I’ve been taking it easy. I hope and pray you are well and that you are walking in the joy of the Lord, my brother
God bless you always ❤ 🙏
Yes yes and yes. Family "friends" etc.
. we are isolated and yes we like that at times being alone.
but we are human and not wired solitude all the time.
So it's one more part of the torture we go through.
I've grown leaps and bounds with God but I don't know about anyone else but i drink daily.
Not drunk.. but yea numb a bit.
All the while learning growing in wisdom worshipping all of what you discuss on this channel.
Is there any one else out there drinking dialy cause of this chosen path pain?
I'm not proud of it. It seems to be my thorn in the flesh.
As You I am extremely sensitive and emotional I had to give it to GOD my sister is sober but doing evil stealing my money In slaving me for 5 years I could send my father sister and her ripoff bookie
Hi beautiful you know I stopped and just watched you and listen to you & fine there's a very Big heart ❤️ in there and God's hand is All over it stay blessed and strong,, I luv you and so does God 🙏😘 your husband is a blessed man if he doesn't know 👑🙏