Before the Breakthrough Is a Breakdown | Chosen Ones

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  • Опубликовано: 29 ноя 2024

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  • @joshuaanzalone2060
    @joshuaanzalone2060 2 года назад +14

    God never leaves us. I will always trust in God no matter what. The enemy will never have my soul

  • @ellenluney1912
    @ellenluney1912 2 месяца назад

    Thank you Connie just came across your vidoes what a breath of fresh air I know I have found a like minded christain I think like you Thank you Lord for Connie❤

  • @GodAmbition_1997
    @GodAmbition_1997 2 года назад +20

    The breakdown is very hard even on your finances, but you will do better once the Breakthrough hits. I went through Covid 19 and 2 weeks passed without having work, but healed in 4 days. I went through 2 weeks with finances and waited a week before pay. It will happen, but the Enemy will attack before it does because he knows your desperate needs. God also knows us as chosen ones because it was planned to form us.

    • @conniekyom144
      @conniekyom144  2 года назад +5

      Yes... the breaking is almost unbearable but hold fast to the promise that glory is just on the other side!

    • @valwhit1971
      @valwhit1971 2 года назад +3

      connie k yom Romans 8:18 New King James Version
      For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us.
      Just went through a huge breakdown ( HUGE) , and a breakthrough on a grand scale. My love life restored- under Christ Jesus which translates to huge financial blessings and recovery in my live. God is GREAT

  • @juniortate2373
    @juniortate2373 2 года назад +10

    Perfect timing sister I've survived the war and attacks and now have come out on top 👍🏾

    • @jimiethelbah4159
      @jimiethelbah4159 2 года назад +1

      Perfect timing.
      I agree

    • @conniekyom144
      @conniekyom144  2 года назад +3

      Praise God! God's chosen ALWAYS come out on top! Blessings

  • @isaacxvasquez
    @isaacxvasquez Месяц назад

    Powerful ❤

  • @Allaboutagoddess
    @Allaboutagoddess 2 месяца назад

    Thank you so much

  • @jimiethelbah4159
    @jimiethelbah4159 2 года назад +12

    Heavenly Father thank you for using Sister Connie to deliver this message this hour. Couldn't have come at any better time. I am in the breakdown.
    Another lesson I am learning from.
    Thank you Connie. I do see the Breakthrough now..
    Christ Jesus your Blessings & protection upon your child Connie, along with all believers around the globe.
    This I request in Jesus Name Amen & Amen.

    • @conniekyom144
      @conniekyom144  2 года назад +2

      It pleased the Father to crush His Son. It is a hard saying but God is beyond our understanding, His thought above our thoughts! God bless

    • @ladyree7575
      @ladyree7575 2 года назад +1

      Amen 🙏❤️🙏

    • @jimiethelbah4159
      @jimiethelbah4159 2 года назад

      @@ladyree7575 when two or more agreed, Christ is in there . Amen
      Blessing & protection to you and yours in Jesus Name Amen

  • @AldenBasa
    @AldenBasa 8 месяцев назад +1

    AMEN ONE LOVE ONE GOD ❤❤❤❤GOD LIVES WITHIN US ❤❤❤❤AFFIRMATION CONFIRMATION ❤❤❤❤MY BREAKTHROUGH IS NOW LIKEWISE CHOSEN ONES ❤❤❤❤

  • @gladysbolden6337
    @gladysbolden6337 Год назад +1

    Thank you, Connie, for helping me understand what is going on in my life because sometimes it really seems like i am losing it, and I agree this is very deep. I really wish I could meet you just to talk BLESS YOU CONNIE 🙏 you have helped me so much love you

  • @アナスタシーアオーゼロヴァ人生Vログ

    Yes I was in new age too and I see these readings come up on my timeline sometimes but it’s yucky disgusting. But the thoughts of manifesting sometimes come to my mind telling me I’m doing something wrong. Stay strong on this. New age is false light and false sense of security ❤

  • @LOVELYBEEEMPRESS
    @LOVELYBEEEMPRESS Год назад

    ty for making these videos im on my journey now. thanks again

  • @theonlycoreyj
    @theonlycoreyj 2 года назад +9

    I was definitely meant to come across this video! I'm excited to watch it. I'm really not okay right now and I haven't been okay for years. I'm holding onto my faith with every little bit of strength I have left. My breakthrough is coming soon I can feel it. 😭🤍🕊️

    • @conniekyom144
      @conniekyom144  2 года назад +2

      I pray the Lord's joy over you Corey! We live in a broken, sinful world. We get depressed because we know subconsciously that the world isn't the way it should be. It's ok to not be okay in some sense, haha. That's normal for a Christian because this is not our home. I would say, I'm generally miserable. The most joyful times I have are in the Lord's presence. His presence is pure joy and so so sweet. Blessings

  • @LynnDisclose
    @LynnDisclose Год назад

    Awesome, I'm definitely in the breakdown

  • @antonytebogo1111
    @antonytebogo1111 Год назад

    1111 YES&AMEN 1111

  • @benerd-ft8xu
    @benerd-ft8xu Год назад

    Am glad I made it.

  • @prettymind8230
    @prettymind8230 Месяц назад

    Connie, you should watch this video of yours again. Love you❤

  • @oneemusicgroup
    @oneemusicgroup Год назад

    Currently going through my breakdown looking forward to my reunion with my children I never wavered during this process always felt his love & protection which has brought me through thank you for the confirmation bless you my sister 🙏🏾

  • @benjaminsoi8470
    @benjaminsoi8470 Год назад

    Thanking Lord God for His goodness.Amen

  • @donaldsonotto5231
    @donaldsonotto5231 2 года назад +4

    Yes I believe you
    Amen 💖🙏 Amen 💖 amen
    Thank Jesus name

  • @rosesanchez838
    @rosesanchez838 2 года назад +1

    Precious Connie. Again you have elevated my faith in GOD. Yes the breaking down is almost iimbearble with all the darkness hurt and pain but then the light comes. WHAT GOOD NEWS COMFORT! AMEN !!!

  • @jabulisilendlovu-y7u
    @jabulisilendlovu-y7u Год назад

    Im out of words, im going thru exactly what u were a year ago...i cnt describe the excruciating pain during this period...im out of words..... most of the time i don't even know what to say in prayer...
    Thanks for this video....Truly u r a God-Send

  • @whitneynewberry6981
    @whitneynewberry6981 Год назад

    I love this so much. Divinely timed of course❤❤❤

  • @mornelotter9026
    @mornelotter9026 7 месяцев назад

    Very powefull message!! Thank you !!

  • @johndonohue2678
    @johndonohue2678 2 года назад +3

    Happy for you. Stay strong. I'm still in the beat down. It's getting better but still overwhelming and difficult. I still have my faith in God all will work out. I will be back and stronger than ever when he wants me to be. Thanks for another great video.

    • @conniekyom144
      @conniekyom144  2 года назад +1

      Yes you will John.. Hang in there! Blessings

  • @johnmoya2826
    @johnmoya2826 Год назад

    Life is a gift and God gave you that gift for a reason you have a purpose you're special you're loved never forget that in Jesus mighty name Amen !!!

  • @catherinevaughanpoet
    @catherinevaughanpoet 2 года назад +18

    Please, please pray for me as I am so severely depressed. 🙏🏼💙

    • @carefulcarpenter
      @carefulcarpenter 2 года назад +4

      Sorry to hear that, but you are clearly not alone.
      I found the Keto diet corrected some misinformation I had accepted over the years. Sugar is the culprit; glucose(grains) turns to sugar in the body. Depression is the low after the high. 💗

    • @Jeremy-oh9ff
      @Jeremy-oh9ff 2 года назад +3

      Jesus loves you ....I believe in you be strong

    • @wandaneaves4116
      @wandaneaves4116 2 года назад +2

      I pray for you Catherine I pray GOD touch you heal you and deliver you and set you free right now I pray that he wrap his loving arms around you and show you just how much you are sooo loved I pray he send minister Angels to minister to your precious spirit and lift you on high I decree and declare this is your time of restoration and everything that has been stolen from you is now being restored in JESUS name I pray AMEN you are sooo loved dear hold your head up GOD got you in his hands

    • @catherinevaughanpoet
      @catherinevaughanpoet 2 года назад

      @@Jeremy-oh9ff Thank you 🦋✨

    • @Jeremy-oh9ff
      @Jeremy-oh9ff 2 года назад

      @@catherinevaughanpoet what's wrong I'm here to listen

  • @jakobepopo
    @jakobepopo Год назад

    Thank you. Wow, this is what is happening to me right now.

  • @Open_Dimensions
    @Open_Dimensions Год назад

    Glory to God on high

  • @euniceo5345
    @euniceo5345 2 года назад

    Connie. I love you. I mean it. I’m your sister in Christ and I am thankful for that. I’m thankful for you!

  • @chrisbishop4671
    @chrisbishop4671 Год назад

    God knows the way…into the future…clairvoyance…

  • @Will2Wisdom
    @Will2Wisdom Год назад

    Then I have had many breakthroughs.

  • @jshadowens1979
    @jshadowens1979 Год назад

    You are such a blessing.... 🎉 ty my dear sister in Christ.... p.s it's ok to tell about the fast when it's finished but you probably know it by now..... love❤you in Jesus name Amen....hallelujah

  • @geneva-n9x
    @geneva-n9x Год назад

    Connie, U continue with your spiritual talks (sharings) for it touches US deep down with a reality of God's word , spe orally for me a person who just found out to be a "Chosen One", your explanations have help ME alot .... praying U continue using that gift God has bestowed up U "Amen" Shalom (try to use the word "Shalom" as a protection for U - envious persons out there), Blessings

  • @masriembing70
    @masriembing70 Год назад

    God bless you

  • @BradCampbell-bf6kw
    @BradCampbell-bf6kw Год назад

    Thank you
    For that video
    God bless

  • @Jeremy-oh9ff
    @Jeremy-oh9ff 2 года назад +1

    Wow you understood my heart .you are so amazing and beautiful. I understand thank you

  • @spiritualassassin7129
    @spiritualassassin7129 2 года назад +1

    Can you talk about peoples obsession with constantly trying to humble the chosen ones. They hate to see are star shine lol

  • @jack-of-all-trades1234
    @jack-of-all-trades1234 Год назад

    This was a really good lesson.

  • @nomsaluciamzolo3890
    @nomsaluciamzolo3890 11 месяцев назад

    Who's breakdown yours where I am I'm not u r be strong u gonna make it and your petty friends u will come out gold 😘

  • @larinhoward4140
    @larinhoward4140 2 года назад

    God bless you always 🙏 🙌 👏 ❤
    You always 💯🎯💯🎯💯🎯👍👍👍🙌🙌🙌🔥💎🔥💎🔥💎🛡📖🗡

  • @djredrayne
    @djredrayne 2 года назад

    🙌

  • @Jkellie-vo9od
    @Jkellie-vo9od Год назад

    Lord Jesus Christ GOD In Heaven And Earth Amen, Amen, 🙏🙏 We Praise And Worship Your Holy Name In Heaven And Earth Amen, Amen, 🙏🙏 We Repent For Our Sins We Thank You For Everything You Have Done For Us All In Heaven And Earth Amen, Amen, 🙏🙏 We Thank You For Your Word Of Life In Heaven And Earth Amen, Amen, 🙏🙏

  • @richarddowd4001
    @richarddowd4001 Год назад

    Pursuing the Lord for me has been struggling to be disciplined to read His word and pray daily. I know I need to do it but I fail a lot. I want to get to that place that I hear about where folks enjoy and thrive in their worship.

  • @アナスタシーアオーゼロヴァ人生Vログ

    Thank you for sharing your experience ❤ very encouraging ❤

  • @jennydoucette2538
    @jennydoucette2538 2 года назад +1

    i had some person asking me to get a tarot reading and contact her psychic. i wrote back about how the Bible says youre not to consult such ppl and i told her to go find another mark cuz i aint the one. my life has been miserable so i have been tempted by this new age bs as well. but we didnt take the bait! so God is proud of us.

  • @hungryjimbo
    @hungryjimbo 2 года назад

    What a wealth of information Connie 👏.

  • @Mimi-hl3fo
    @Mimi-hl3fo 2 года назад

    💕u

  • @centralpath3372
    @centralpath3372 2 года назад +1

    Very vulnerable upload, thank you. Loved the meditative vibe from the fast, your cadence was relaxing. Hallelujah ✨

    • @conniekyom144
      @conniekyom144  2 года назад +1

      Whenever I spend more time with the Lord, my spirit gets super calm. It's the peace that pass all understanding! Blessings

    • @carefulcarpenter
      @carefulcarpenter 2 года назад

      @@conniekyom144 I discovered this peace when I was a young man. I remember the day. I was laying on my back looking up at the blue, blue sky.....
      A year or two earlier I was dating the minister's daughter.........
      At age 20 I had a serious life-directing vision of my future.
      At age 48 I began trying to find a language to describe the insights given me over the years.
      At age 51 I began a 4.7 year personal journey into the study of the Bible.
      My direct ancestors translated the KJV into English.
      My grandmother was the daughter of a minister.
      I learned why my Bible Study Ministers explained why Jesus knew that Christians are not curious people...........
      They ignore truth.
      Sadly.

  • @After_this_He_will_return
    @After_this_He_will_return Год назад

    I'm in despair right now. I don't feel God at all, reading the Bible makes my heart angry and I have so much fear. ☹️😭😭
    I have never gone through a trial like this before, but I know God will bring me out of it! He has promised to never leave nor forsake me. He knows my heart and that I'm angry and it's hard to pray, but He will execute judgement for me and bring me out even though my judgement is probably because of sin.
    Got is faithful. 🙏

  • @Aaron_1987
    @Aaron_1987 2 года назад

    Thank you for sharing

  • @solarsthetic4047
    @solarsthetic4047 Год назад

    Interesting 🤔

  • @jeromemurdock2455
    @jeromemurdock2455 2 года назад

    Thank you sister, I totally understand you, it was rough this year. Marriage was on rocks started to get into drugs, chase women, my sister died in front of me while I was giving cpr, lost my ID and social security cards, all documentation, but my wife forgave me, my ego was killed, a test is what I felt, but he is restoring me and my marriage, and I still love and blessed. Thank you for your channel Lord is GREAT

    • @conniekyom144
      @conniekyom144  2 года назад

      Wow, what a testimony.. Praying you stay strong in the faith regardless of all you went through. May the Lord bless you with his joy, peace and love. Blessings

  • @larinhoward4140
    @larinhoward4140 2 года назад +1

    And God didn't turn his back on his son he was turning his back on the sin.
    And you're so correct the father ordained it
    To be.

  • @lightinthedarkness_J812
    @lightinthedarkness_J812 2 года назад

    Hallelujah God got you through this trial. ❤

    • @conniekyom144
      @conniekyom144  2 года назад

      All glory to The Most High! Blessings

  • @After_this_He_will_return
    @After_this_He_will_return Год назад

    I am scared because I'm not worshipping God in this storm and I cry out asking Him to speak to me and help my unbelief, but not a lot happens. He did lead me to fast for 25 days last month and told me when to eat again. He told me I would be healed spiritually but I was not healed. I don't understand any of this. :( Can somebody please help me? I don't know what to do. 😭
    I do worship God some and surrender to His grace and cry out to Him, but not very often. I'm being honest.
    Father please help me. 😭😭🙏🙏

  • @larinhoward4140
    @larinhoward4140 2 года назад

    And the other Mentor was Shonda inspires and she was saying we pressed through no matter what we're always praising God we're always standing strong no matter what and that's what I did today so between her confirmation and yours revelation of Truth.
    God is awesome
    Amen 📖 🙏

  • @ascension4444
    @ascension4444 27 дней назад

    Connie, those Symptoms happen to me ALOT. My body purging toxicities like that. It's very annoying and difficult to deal with! I also want to say just how frustrated I've been because ppl Especially the younger generations, they just flat out refuse to listen.. They think they know everything and will just bang heads with you because they know better. It's funny because I was the same way when I was younger and always knew better then my elders. But as generations go on things are getting worse and worse and they're all soo blind to the truth. They talk as if society is normal. They think it's OK to sin continuously. Just because Jesus died for our sins, they think it's OK to keep sinning and I just don't understand ppls train of thinking. Especially this country but also the world, more so this country... It's a disaster zone. People are Evil. It's like a movement for ppl to become more and more Greedy, Selfish, Ignorant, Insubordinate, and more then ever many are Mocking God, they're Mocking Jesus, they call Christianity a fake Religion. While in my eyes I feel there's only ONE religion.. There's only ONE GOD. Only ONE JESUS... What is the point of all these different religions, Ppl praying to different God's. I don't understand it at all. People just won't listen. They only continue to become worse, Darker & Darker. I just feel soo deeply that Humanity is DONE FOR! I see soo soo many ppl ending up completely damned for all of eternity. Soo many will not be saved because they choose Darkness over Light! It makes zero sense to me and it hurts. 😢

  • @larinhoward4140
    @larinhoward4140 2 года назад

    Your Message is so true and so prophetic the breakdown Before the Breakthrough just real quick God had spoken with me today cuz last year I found this finch bird and it was alive and God by the joy and the peace that I found in the bird and I took him to safety and he was on my finger and I was able to take him to safety and then this year I find the same type of bird but it was dead and I asked the Lord Lord what is this mean and he said rebirth the wisdom of word of Truth many are called with understanding but few are chosen with the truth God can speak to us through things that are living or dead this world is spiritually dead crucified the flesh don't destroy the anointing in you God shall redeem your soul from deceit and violence and precious shall be their blood being his sight Psalm 72:14 I just wanted to share that with you because as I gave that prophetic word to a couple of people I was leaving for lunch and my scooter broke down and I had to push it 3 miles to get to the house and I barely made it back to work on time and I just saying God is good God gave me a prophetic word and he gave me confirmation from you and one other Mentor just wanted to share God's a blessing and you're a blessing thank you for encouraging word and Confirmation God 🙌
    God bless you always thank you for the on-time word
    🙋‍♂️🙏📖🗡🛡🔥💎❤💯🎯💯🎯🙌🙌👍👍

    • @conniekyom144
      @conniekyom144  2 года назад

      Oh wow Larin! thanks so much for sharing! Isn't it amazing, God is speaking to us all the time! I'm glad this video was confirmation for you! God bless you!

    • @larinhoward4140
      @larinhoward4140 2 года назад

      Yes it was Connie I had three confirmations Shonda inspires you and a person at my work thank you for your videos they're on time God bless your 🙌 💯🎯

  • @carefulcarpenter
    @carefulcarpenter 2 года назад

    Funny--- I went through the same thing for three days! Saturday, Sunday, and Monday. Monday I had a muffled voice.
    GBY. 👀🐡

    • @conniekyom144
      @conniekyom144  2 года назад

      Hope it's not a cold! Blessings to you!

    • @carefulcarpenter
      @carefulcarpenter 2 года назад

      @@conniekyom144 Saturday by noon I was under the covers again with the chills. I was in bed the rest of the day until Sunday morning. Sunday I was dizzy everytime I sat up, so I could not get out of bed. I did not eat (fasted) for three days. Tuesday I was without symptoms other than a muffled voice.
      I wonder if I had covid? Otherwise, I have not been sick for two decades.
      No jab for me.
      I had other health issues that have been corrected by learning and implementing the Keto diet. Seems I was heading on my way out--- but the Lord "woke me up!"
      Sugar, glucose, carbohydrates, are killing us slowly, and robbing us of essential nutirients.
      Mind-Body-Spirit.
      An elder couple from church taught me a valuable lesson this spring--- or should it be better stated that the Lord used an elder couple "Elders at the Church" to awaken me to a reality about Christianity.
      Did they recognize an honest carpenter speaking truth?
      The Lord works in mysterious ways! 💗

  • @richellepeace4457
    @richellepeace4457 2 года назад

    What happens after the point of just not wanting anything here, just to go home. There is nothing on this rock worth having.

  • @seanvandermerwe3409
    @seanvandermerwe3409 4 месяца назад

    I am rejected everywhere I go and even if I do get someone to speak to me they are very uncomfortable talking to me I feel Soo alone 😞 is this normal for a chosen one please let me know someone

  • @delorestapia1755
    @delorestapia1755 Год назад

    I would love to talk to you..I have questions..I do believe I'm one of the chosen ones

  • @tobysoile861
    @tobysoile861 2 года назад

    Hi Connie I'm new at your subscription my name is Toby and I identify with your videos it seems like like I'm going through the same things this year and four out of five of the last videos I've watched you've been right on the nail this one here I'm watching right now it's so profound that the things you are coming out of your mouth so in parallel with with I'm going through that is freaking me out evidence do I need I'm here in my room and I'm kind of in a bad way nevertheless in this adversity I feel like everything that I've done up to this point as far as my inability to obey God God is used these things he says he uses good and bad things for the power of his glory for those who love him and I know them deep in my heart that I love the Lord but I've been going along like the rest of these people at church I know you mentioned but it's not my business to know if they are or not right now unless I'm going to hang out with them or marry one because I need also to test the spirits and I will learn about that later I had a relation like you did about 3 months ago it's sad that I had to and I am confessing use illicit drugs to put me in a state enough to see through the lies of the devil it always does this which the sadness it's involved here with that I have convinced myself it's helping me when I know it's not but it does give me an edge on and I drive and I'm able to focus and learn now ever since I was 20 then 55 now I learned that that amphetamines help people with ADHD focus it drives me to want to learn about stuff when I was 20 I decided I was going to hang out with a friend a girlfriend because I'm a deadhead this is a band grateful Dead secular kind of hippie band you probably heard of them and a friend of mine who was also into the music in the time invited me to her fathers Bible study at this point I've never really read the Bible only probably Revelation 9 and I knew about Jesus a little bit and some of the other Old testament stories John and will and job and all them so I started to study using the Bible people say that it's sac religious or an abomination but I tell you that it gave me the ability to see the truth when before it wasn't there so plainly and I knew that there was some thing wrong with that okay now it's been like 20 years and a little bit a little bit by little I'm going in and out of treatments till now this last time I relapsed I ended up living with the same guy who was my boss who had that bible study and come to find out he's like my only real friend and my only real connection to Jesus I never had no problem going to church in fact I kind of knew that it would be a good place to find a wife I've lived in South Central for five years because because it's going in and out of drug rehabs trying to figure out my problems when there was never any solution not even till now they say do you have to find God and and they don't allow you to talk about any God like Jesus but if you say any of the other ones you know something else talks about Buddhism there is no there is no argument so I would go back to my old ways until having almost go crazy so just one video hits it right on the nail I had almost flipped my wig when I am right now and on a brinks of going into the psych ward because of my behaviors praise God I believe he has delivered me from such agony that I was headed even there was signs like my teeth being grinded down so bad that the dentist thought I was filing my teeth indirectly I knew that it says in the Bible that gnashing of. Teeth due to grinding now I know that they're not really connected but it was a hint that if I don't get right and I'm not sure what that was yet with God damn I'm headed there because evidence of my mouth told me that this is where I'm going now that was just one thing that paralleled with the breakdown my breakthrough was that in John MacArthur sermon about being self deceived caught my ear it based it on where Paul writes to the churches about being lukewarm and I started to think to myself this is what I've been doing I've been going along thinking that I'm okay like everyone does I've been just going to church and hanging out with Jesus I haven't been obey or pray all the essential things of the traits of a Christian starts to make me feel convicted inside to the point feeling like I'm already burning in hell I also didn't really believe that Jesus lived inside me too much I didn't take it that literal that is being deceived in My mind by my own self thoughts which come from the devil I'm pretty sure now I thought they were from me which corresponds with what you went through when you realize who you are in Christ see we need to know who we are in Christ and once we stand on that and know that and believe that you can move forward okay I know I'm jumping around a lot so this breakthrough in my life is the realizing that I have been or may have not been even saved at all self deceiving myself l like many others do so it was time for me to take what I'd already read many times and apply it when it really it was just before something that would go in one ear and out the other or it didn't seem to have apply to me at the time having thought I knew something I knew nothing but what I did know was I was being tricked either by something far beyond or myself always wondered why God didn't answer my prayers for one I didn't pray enough which gave me no relationship or just very little and two I wasn't obeying God and I'm stil in sin which brings confusion and consequences

    • @tobysoile861
      @tobysoile861 2 года назад

      Connie you are amazing and I know that the Lord is talking through you to me because I don't think God talks to me which I know he will now if I pray enough he will speak to my heart no more excuses and there is power in the name of Jesus and I'm going to test it to see if it really does work there's got to be a reason why people sing the songs right now about just power so here I am realizing that I've been self deceiving myself and I'm good with it but I'm not good with this relationship I'm not happy with my relationship with Almighty not because of God because of me not giving my all or it's my attitude precisely my thoughts are bad which let me turn makes me behave like something that should return my actions you know what I'm talking about this simple little law the of the world is overlooked people that are crazy don't know they really are you know that and the world and science says that they're mentally ill when really it's more like spiritual warfare going on in their minds have been brought to a robate mine ing this side I'm getting a little freaked out about myself and being self-destructive like I do I would just take more drugs satisfying they need to feel better about myself because of a personal problem that happened long ago which is the base of my problems now I'm going to get back to you later thank you so much and I'm going to be listening to you from now on

    • @tobysoile861
      @tobysoile861 2 года назад

      Hey Connie I have a drive to tell you about my experience because I believe that it'll make our face even stronger if we collaborate and identify with each other that's why it says unity rather than solidarity cuz when man gets alone with God he always will get his own agenda I mean there's times when you are with God in a quiet place and praying but I'm talking about like examples like Jim Jones started out probably be good intentions got alone and then end up killing thousands of people in a cult in Guyana. Back to break down to break through the only thing is different about me now is that I'm thinking and I know better I'm not sure why it was a process I was supposed to do all those things to get this Revelation which would have never came maybe if I hadn't done those things that's where says God will use good and bad things for his glory and it may sound like I'm just trying to justify my drug abuse but I know that it can ultimately kill me and it may or make me go crazy the same thing that was depriving me of my relationship with God brought me to God or closer now hopefully this Satan will not snatch these truths out of my heart I know he dwells in the mind so it's important that I keep these things fresh most of my love to study a Bible has become increasingly more and more which is probably the only thing I had going for me now now I'm still on drugs but I know that I got to do this to please the Lord I have to obey him and I'm lost because of culture and programming and etc once you've had sex without marriage and you have deprived yourself of any sex life all you want is to experience which will trap you into thinking that you don't need to be married thankful enough God loves me enough to make my consequences immediate which I have don't like too much but the best thing for me evidence that he cares for me I recently got in a relationship after 7 years of being alone again having two kids that lost to substantive abuse in a relationship that was based on getting loaded all the time fell apart lost the kids and left me feeling like a loser losing my kids like you said just devastating I didn't realize I didn't think that it would happen to me now feeling like I should just be like job and die I knew better than to blame the Lord in retrospect thinking but my mom used to always say you made your bed you lay in it made me feel like I deserved what I was getting and I would call ponder on the fact that doing it my way anything was never going to work and I'm going to try anything else finally knowing that God's way is the best way because it is I started to believe I've been wrong all along I've been in The matrix and the illusion is gone like you said that's what happens when the renewing of your mind takes place which happened to me long time ago it wasn't a full renewing though I didn't know all of what I needed to do I wasn't willing at the time being on drugs will make you feel like you have impending thoughts of Doom you either live with it or you question am I going crazy this is how it's going to be so you've tried to find a way out of this madness knowing that the answer to everything is Jesus but not able to tap into the source okay now that I know that it's not such a good thing that using drugs in the way that I have was Taylor made to my destruction now by this time I went through all the things that you said about the traits of a Christian but I knew I had more potential because I keep asking the questions that form more questions that makes me want to know more and more and more when most people stop right there at the first sentence and take it either literally and understand it and apply it or they just shake their head and smile and it never helps them grow no knowing that I felt deceived myself and being easily vulnerabl e philosophies of today I feel inadequate again this relationship with this woman is coming to a halt after a year and you left me screaming to the Lord feeling like this woman came from God was really a learning experience for me the traits that I'm talking about are empathy that I care I truly care for people when others put on a disguise and lie and cheat and steal to get what they want left me empty and shallow to the world again what am I doing wrong and why did God make me like this why is it that I do the right thing so I'm told love Mercy all those things caring and all I do is get walked on there's got to be a reason why because the world hates God because they love their sin more since that you are like you said reeking of heaven and they cannot stand that so you look like a loser to them which is right on point send me when before they knew you were a Christian or you said something to them about the Lord they're mine changed and they thought less of you and you could tell by their actions something that I look for is evidence it's called testing the spirit Spirit and saying people test the people to know if they're of God I never knew you had to do that I thought that was something else I thought they were talking about something you can't see so now I know that you get to avoid the people that are causing you to stumble you need to test their spirit so they dont cause you to stumble

    • @tobysoile861
      @tobysoile861 2 года назад

      Here I am I just need to tell you this and if you don't read it it's okay that way I can move forward I am so glad that I heard you I needed this validation or whatever it is because I wasn't going to grow unless buy some crazy means listen to what it said unless you either came through music or I had to go through a breakdown or a hardship to catch my attention which is true in my case and yours now mind you I'm always testing everything against the word of God now more so now than ever cuz I want it all now there's got to be more to this than what I was getting and I knew that to be true some people talk about miraculous miracles and you will pray and pray and it seem like God would never work in my life when he was really working the whole time it just took his time for me to reveal it in such a way that I would be receptive it's really wild stuff that's the testimony that I have that you can go along knowing the truth and it necessarily won't set you free until you're ready for it or he it's in his will now feeling like time is running out and being 55 and alone most of my life I've met this beautiful one that I prayed for a wife and wished a little bit to God about my need and a miracle happened he brought me this woman which verified that he answered my prayer the only thing I did the wrong thing and fell in a trap which ended up recently bring me to the brinks I've almost suicidal now feeling my job that God had abandoned me after he had given me such a wonderful gift squandered my gift and fell in transgressions which now I'm going to do it his way because my way has never worked with anything besides I realized I really have nothing to lose believing in this man and why do I have an born tendency to rebel against Jesus so I started to wonder why and it came up with because if he's really God and we are born of the sinful nature a nice natural thing is to shun the real God never had a problem with any other religions because they don't stand for anything so there's no spiritual tuition with them wow I'm not I'm not that good at telling stories but I need to do this it says you'll confess one another you'll be healed so this is also my confession pastor Stanley says that when you come to the point that you start realizing that everything's coming from God and I think I have done that then that's one of the keys to know that you're on the right track I think you know what I'm talking about because it's all coming from God everything is do you agree okay so I have so many things to say to you about when you had your sleep paralysis well I live with a lady who talks about her experience when she was younger sister hound her about accepting Jesus well I'm listening to her stories thinking that she's Miss Miss goody two shoes and didn't take her story to heart when my mind asked a question he gives me the answer right away it seems like either somebody tells me I hear in a sermon or I'm in a place where it's shown to me anyway also Charles Stanley says that sometimes people have to be laid down to listen and she was knocked over when she was younger by some spirit she says it was the holy Spirit and that's the way she accepted the Lord which gave her a sign which we all want and brought her faith up too far what a blessing which I thought I wish I had I believe that

  • @lauries608
    @lauries608 2 года назад +1

    My children have abandoned me through these times. It is so painful. I have lost all friends except a few and a home; living in air b n b.s quite a journey.

    • @conniekyom144
      @conniekyom144  2 года назад +1

      I'm so sorry Laurie, I understand what it's like to be rejected from family, especially when you never did anything that was worthy of flat out rejection and abandonment. Hang in there.

  • @AdamWolfgangSnow
    @AdamWolfgangSnow 8 месяцев назад

    111111

  • @rahulbhatia2649
    @rahulbhatia2649 4 месяца назад

    what happen after the breakthrough does we go to the new birth new life ?

  • @sjh3350
    @sjh3350 2 года назад

    You should start your own church your amazing !

  • @LogicalWisdom.G
    @LogicalWisdom.G Год назад

    But why all this story is it an amusement for god ?