And, for Pete’s sake, if you do something that might have been a little unwise, just tell your medical team right away. Don’t make them do detective work that will delay your treatment. They will find out anyway.
I get what you want to say but it also isn't true... I don't NEED to drink coffee but I am and I enjoy it. As I but have any problem with heart, blood pressure or digestive system I can do it and it won't affect me negatively. But on the other hand makes me a little happier in the morning. :) You also can get all of the nutrients by having very plain and boring diet but why would you? Spices are nice.
Also along the same lines, if you wouldn't eat it or wipe your a*s with it, it belongs in the trash. That second one is in reference to toilet paper that has fallen on the bathroom floor, or in the toilet. That happened where I work, and someone just put it back where they found it, still wrinkly and half drenched in toilet water.
For those of who are wondering the freeze pause at 4:00 is “I'M NOT GIVING ANY OPINION ABOUT RAW MILK HERE YOU CANNOT SELL IT IN MOST PLACES WITHOUT GETTING BLASTED BY SOME AUTHORITY BUTIF YOU FEEL COMPELLED TO, PLEASE LEAVE THE LONGEST POSSIBLE COMMENT ABOUT IT”
and the of explaining those kinds of intrusive thoughts to a doctor would have been unbearable. I also would've have avoided talking about it as much as possible
And it's okay to be sexually attracted to people though! That's human nature, but unfortunately its completely possible for it to effect someones life if it's nonstop. It's okay to get professional help for it, don't go to the internet please.. people on the internet will say absolutely anything, because there is no consequences for what they say. It's sad he just wanted to live his life without struggling, and this is what happened when he tried to self medicate.. lesson is don't trust anyone on the internet about your body, see a physician, it could save your life.
One problem is that it's really hard to get taken seriously when you want to talk with a medical professional about an excessive sex drive. It seems that you often just get told stuff like "other men wish they had that problem" as though you didn't just confide in them about something deeply personal that's clearly troubling you. I don't know whether that was the case for CC and whether that's the reason he resorted to this, but something like that can easily destroy any faith someone has in the entire field of medicine's ability to help them. Don't just laugh and dismiss it if someone tells you something like that. Because they had to overcome a lot of feelings of shame to even get that far, and they wouldn't have done that if there wasn't a problem. You want people to _seek_ care, not _avoid_ it, and by acting like that you're contributing enormously to the latter.
Aye. Mental disorder/illness often carry a lot of negative connotation with them, and so does going to a psychiatrist. But its just such a valuable field of medicine...
As someone with OCD, I have to sympathize with this guy, sounds like he was struggling with intrusive thoughts. I hope he was able to get therapy after this whole ordeal.
@@JamesterIsDivergentwhat? i imagine most of us with ocd that involves ourselves (like harm ocd) don't act on our intrusive thoughts, but are obviously very distressed by them and have compulsions to try to soothe it.
as soon as you said he had uncontrollable compulsive thoughts of a sexual nature any time he saw another person, I immediately knew 'CC' was experiencing intrusive thoughts and likely had OCD. OCD isn't just keeping your room super clean. it's so much more than that and is rated one of the most debilitating mental disorders
@@raven4k998 maybe mental health professionals and society at large should do a better job of making people aware of these conditions and their symptoms accurately. As someone with ocd and adhd, its not my fault that I only got diagnosed as an adult with both of these
@@rashinthamendis2376 Most definitely your fault or your parents.. You have access to decades of research on symptoms of what you're experiencing. It would be your fault that you can't connect the dots not the fault of doctors/science.
I'm glad there are people like you out there spreading awareness about what OCD is really like. The general public seems to just theow the term around for anyone who loves sorting or arranging things
Or not liking round numbers 🙄 No, you don't have OCD because you You want the volume on 15 instead of 14. I hate when people think it's something quirky and fun. Well said
I’m a regular viewer and I love learning about the body, medicine and surgery. This video especially makes me appreciate all over again how AMAZING our bodies are! Like some of these inner interactions are borderline magical - I don’t put any thought into my muscles in my day to day, but these amazing processes are happening all the time. I never ever get tired of learning about all the cool things that happen in our bodies. Now excuse me while I go back and rewatch at least four times to try and understand and remember some of this biology! 😊
I like how the Ambulance that comes for every patient in every video, no matter what State, is from District of Colombia. Those guys really get around.
I've learned so much from your videos! I especially appreciate the Latin and Greek translations making medical conditions easy to understand and remember. Thanks for educating others!!!
I used to have pretty bad OCD when it came to organization and plugging things into sockets. It took years of me realizing i had a problem and making active, conscious efforts to not feed it. Im fine, now, thank goodness. It totally could have developed into something far more destructive and disabling.
@@Jules-740 i realized it was a problem and just refused to feed it until I eventually no longer got the urge. I know that's probably not much help but that's literally all I did.
@@Jules-740 spending too much time fiddling with sockets and stuff. I would keep unplugging something and pushing it in, making sure the connection was as secure as possible. I would run into this scenario if I was working on my computer or gaming console, like installing an SSD or simply just reconnecting the HDMI cable. If I spent too much time doing this, I would become consumed, fiddling with the plug-in until my brain thought it was perfect.
Yes very medical but this case again makes me rub my eyes wondering yikes... and Why, but he explains it well then. I can only guess why a man would 'medical castrate?' himself for likely wrongful thoughts he feels he has?
Get a Latin primer. Latin is the also the language of lawyers and the courts. Latin used to be required to graduate from high school. Nurses need to learn Latin as well. It is truly useful to take a little time to learn even just one or two words per day. If learned gradually in that manner you can learn 400-800 words per year.
I worked in behavioral health for23 years. We got an OCD patient once who was a chronic (self-pleasurer), literally obsessed to the point he did it dozens of times every day & the skin was falling off his parts (still didn't stop him, sadly). He was an OTR truck driver & also did it while driving which was horribly dangerous. We felt sorry for him. He was truly miserable and it was ruining his life & he was in danger of losing his CDL as well. They finally decided on Depo-Provera injections (female hormones) which reduced his nonstop urges and was doing much better and pretty satisfied with treatment after 6 months.
In my semi sheltered life I knew these people had to exist. But sometimes I wonder if it's a mix of upbringing because really I'm not sure if trauma could be why. But chemical and hormonal is something I never thought of
I feel sad for this poor man. I also struggle with intrusive thoughts that sometimes make me feel like a bad person, and like somebody’s watching my head and judging me. If you struggle with intrusive thoughts are not your fault, you can’t control your feelings. It’s what you do that matters not what you think.
I feel for CC, it must be hard having intrusive thoughts like that. I've never understood why people would feel self-conscious about impotence when an uncontrollable sex drive like that would be so much harder to deal with in everyday life. I don't think he's crazy at all, and in theory it's not too wild of a leap to do a bit of research and try to self-medicate with something you'd think of as a safe food ingredient.
I’ve seen folks with intrusive thoughts like this in our ocd clinics. It’s important to remember that people with OCD thoughts like this, hate having these thoughts. They don’t enjoy the obsessions and often they feel fear or distress whenever they happen - not sexual desire or pleasure. I empathize so much.
Dr. Bernard’s explanation of the guy didn’t give me any reason to believe he had any mental health problems at all. What part of seeing a baddie at work and getting horny and having naughty thoughts about her is unnatural? When you teach guys that any attempt to flirt or secure a girlfriend is considered creepy and rapey, when you teach them that their natural drives are toxic and wrong, when you set up a work environment where simply breathing in a woman’s direction wrong can get you fired for sexual harassment, don’t be surprised when more and more stories like these surface.
I have this too. Its called primarily obsessive OCD. If you dont have a therapist, please find one as fast as you can, because it was ruining my life before i got one.
It sounds like he was having intrusive thoughts that were sexually violent. It's actually rather tragic that he felt he had no option but to try to research and self medicate. He knew he couldn't act on them and they were devastating his life, but if he sought help, then it sounds like he feared prosecution and persecution.
Yeah my best friend has "pure O" OCD and it's so sad. He's such a good person but he is constantly anxious that he's evil because of the intrusive thoughts.
@@sveinungjhaving those thoughts alone wouldn’t have got him committed unless flat out told them he was planning on acting on those thoughts and the doctor thought he was a threat , he would have just been medicated
@@sean5558 That is true, but the fear of it happening is real, especially when you don't have an explanation/understanding of why these thoughts are happening in the first place. A lot of medical professionals are also clueless about how intrusive thoughts work which can lead to some very painful and judgemental conversations on the way to getting proper help. It typically works out in the end, but it is absurdly difficult to take that first step.
A urologist friend of mine once worked on a patient who performed mechanical autocastration, using a beet knife. He did need a bit of life saving surgery (you know, arterial bleeding and stuff), but in the end, his plan had worked.
Usually medical descriptions dont bother me but him describing the needle and what the patient did with it literally made me physically recoil like letting go on a tightly sprung spring
In case anyone was wondering at 4:01 in the video. The message that flashed by was; “I’m not giving any opinion about raw milk here. You cannot sell it in most places without getting blasted by some authority, but if you feel compelled to, please leave the longest possible comment about it.”
@@helenaconstantine omfg, so goes the dirt and forest I go hiking in!!! Omfg I sleep by bugs! Holy snikes! Sometimes I even get in creeks and streams!!! Why am I NOT dead yet?!!!
Works for some people, doesnt for others. It works for the less disturbing ones for me, but the ones comcerning death and gore, i cant let myself think about that or ill be filled with dread all night
Its ridiculous that RUclips forces its creators to adopt such a silly way of self-censoring to not get demonetized. Even medical terms are not okay if they have *aaaaaaanything* to do with sexual activity.
I've struggled with intrusive thoughts my whole life and I'm glad you presented the patients OCD with respect and neutrality. Most people don't like to talk about their intrusive thoughts because they come from what the person experiencing them thinks of as the most taboo so there's a lot of self stigmatizing. There needs to be more awareness for what they are because having intrusive thoughts and not knowing is like constantly being held hostage by your own mind and believing it's because deep down you're a terrible person.
Intrusive thoughts can pop into mind at any time or linked to things as basic as switching on a light switch. They include things that the OCD sufferer finds repulsive and disgusting, such as harming others, paedophilic thoughts and visions of people dead/dying. All of which OCD sufferers virtually never do. However, you can see why a ritual may be done to try to alleviate these thoughts.
I understand the difference of resiliency due to having ocd or mental disorders, however the last part can be controlled with mindset. If you honestly believe it is wrong yet have intrusive thoughts but are able to stop it. It would mean that you are not a bad person. You may have the thought, but to have control is what makes an individual. Ive noticed with people i know that have conditions such as depression often blame themself in everything. Which leads to a cycle of rinse and repeat, medicine and theraphy may help. However mindset and how you view yourself goes a long way
That meme, "The doctors punching my balls as soon as I go under" f*cking KILLED me 😂😂😂 I love all the not so subtle imagery in this video and how hard you were trying to dance around saying certain words, even though they would've been medically accurate. Just shows how overreaching the RUclips censors are 😂😂😂
That poor guy. He needed therapy, to talk through his feelings. Instead, he inflicted pain on himself! 😢 Fascinating video. Well balanced, educational, and not patronising! 👍
"At 2 month follow up, CC appeared to be in better spirits, with no more suprapubic pain, no more night sweats, and no more anxiety." I kinda expected 'no more testicles' lol
@@freezEwareThe lower testosterone might help a little, but the intrusive thoughts likely stem from a mental disorder. His first step should have been therapy. Even after this ordeal it's still his next step. If the problem is mental then find an expert and get treated. Even if you just suspect that it might be mental, it doesn't hurt to talk to an expert. It's a lot better than permanently injuring yourself or others.
@@freezEware hopefully someone referred him to a professional. whether it's OCD or maybe some hormonal issue causing hypersexuality, something is going on and it didnt have to come to injecting calcium chloride into himself
I have OCD and i really feel for this guy. I don't think I could ever bring myself to do something of this scale, but I understand the fear and distress with intrusive thoughts. I hope this guy has gotten the help he needs.
Yeah. It's actually good to see many comments on OCD and intrusive thoughts here. I lived for the first 22 years of my life absolutely unaware that they were a thing. I thought I was a freak and a monster who'd always have to hide his "real thoughts." And I was ashamed and alienated by that. I was afraid that I'd do something if I ever allowed myself the chance It did not even occur to me to look for any information on it. Then around 22, I actually spoke about it to an online friend (it's a lot easier to do something like that when you're just a handle on the internet), and it absolutely shocked me when they just told me, without any disgust or fear, that it sounds like intrusive thoughts, and immediately linked me to resources about it. That absolutely changed my life. Being able to put a name on it, seeing that it was a known and normal symptom of a known disorder, really made me feel absolutely redeemed. I was able to find help for it (I actually only realized I even had OCD from these symptoms, even if it is absolutely obvious in hindsight) and come to terms with the idea that these thoughts were not a reflection of me as a person, but a symptom. They became much more tolerable. Over time it allowed me to explain it to people close to me in terms that they easily understood and did not feel appalled by. It's been 10 and some years now and I am married to a person who is perfectly aware of my problems (which have become much less severe in any case) and accepts that without any judgement. I just hope that others can also come to understand that they do not need to be trapped by something like this.
@@goblinrat6119yes! It’s excellent that the awareness on intrusive thoughts and OCD seems great in these comments Often there’s that stereotype that OCD is washing your hands often, fear of germs and contamination, or lining things up perfectly While this can sometimes be true, I think intrusive thoughts, rumination, and obsession is more common Like the intrusive thoughts that this poor man was dealing with is very very common and typical in OCD It’s so important that this aspect of the disorder is made aware of, so sufferers don’t feel scared to come forward I’m so glad you were able to speak to the friend, it’s very important! I too have OCD, I was terrified when I was having these thoughts, but with googling, I found out what they were I now have a background in psychology
@@goodmorning2386 Well I've known people who were just that. Chronic hand washing OCD sufferers. Stereotypes are usually based on reality after all. The human race would end in two generations if everyone had OCD. It's a pretty weird alien genetic defect.
@@theworldisending22 Really? wow! never knew that!! Maybe you should go around telling everyone that crying isn't the only symptom of depression. People will think you're a genius!!!
I have OCD and this is so heartbreaking I’m not even 5 minutes in. Intrusive thoughts are like our worst fears but the compulsions can be so extreme. Poor dude
My older brother is in the hospital following a heart attack. He was in better spirits when I sent him this video, with the message, "it could be worse". Thank you for your time in making these. My wife and I watch every month.❤
Hey, Chubbyemu. I have OCD as well and it makes me so happy that you’re talking about it or something OCD adjacent. OCD is not just “Oh I gotta clean my house uwu”, it’s intrusive thoughts of every variety that disturb the mind because they are often what the patient wants to AVOID, not what they really want.
so you know what you have to do put cheese making ingredients In-between your legs directly into the pair like CC did just like he did it will help with your OCD
@@jmhemtp hey it helped him make a full recovery so he can confirm the memory's of the pain stop him from giving in to his ocd now so yes I can confirm it works
I once overdosed on calcium. I had bought a calcium supplement, which I realized later that the mg's were way to high. Then I took two tums, not realizing that Tums are just calcium. I can't remember everything I experienced, but I do remember terrible joint pain. Crazy enough, if you OD on calcium it actually causes calcium to be leached from your joints. It was pretty painful.
as a man, this was incredibly painful to watch. why would someone ever do this to themselves? poor guy. edit: replies are proof that any comment can lead to a gender and sexuality argument
I wouldn't be surprised if the poor dude had pure O OCD - an anxiety disorder that causes the worst kind of intrusive thoughts, either about hurting yourself or others a lot of the time. My best friend struggled for years with it, and it took years of therapy and a bunch of meds, including an antipsychotic, to control the intrusive thoughts. I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy.
it sounds like he was terrified he was going to grape somebody at some point, and took extreme self-sacrifical measures to make sure that never happens. its almost heroic in some way, he knew he was sick and he did his best to restrain himself against that sickness.
A lot of people tend to think OCD is just when someone has the pet peeve of having something out of order or being a "clean freak". Its actually a physical issue in the brain where certain thoughts or thoughts patterns can get looped and these thoughts cause an overwhelming amount of anxiety. These thoughts can be anything and not something you consciously think of. The "C" in OCD stands for compulsion. Basically someone does a certain action that temporarily relieves the anxiety. As someone who has had OCD that involved intrusive sexual thoughts(straight or gay), it is a tremendous suffering to have to go through(especially in the case that I'm straight dude).
@@kyetes.866probably means it's quite distressing having compulsive gay thoughts while being straight. would be the same issue having compulsive straight thoughts if you were gay.
@@kyetes.866 Because he has intrusive thoughts that are homosexual in nature that he does not identify with. Imagine if you were 100% gay but your mind kept forcing you to think chicks were hot. That would be torture.
@@HTMLpopper I had the opposite happen, the compulsive behaviors are still going strong, but the intrusive thoughts I had back when I was going through puberty have become much rarer (to clarify, mine aren't sexual in nature, they mostly concerned religion - despite me not being a very religious person - as well as the incredably absurd and irrational fear that I might somehow summon a demon by accident)
One of my co-workers had this affliction. We found out after he left a little notebook he always carried around. There were pages of pages of descriptions and classifications of literally everyone he met in out 4 story office.
It’s crazy how isolating and scary mental health symptoms are till you see a psychiatrist and get a diagnosis and you realize there’s millions of other people like you out there people don’t understand why the diagnosis is so helpful and important to people gives you a reason why you’re feeling the way you do and a sense of normalcy
Sadly OCD is still highly misunderstood even among psychiatrists. My partner has OCD and when he tried to explain his intrusive thoughts, they just went “Huh, that’s weird, why would you have those.” ☹️
@@YuBeaceRight, when I explained my intrusive thoughts a doctor recommended that I get help for “dangerous thoughts.” Would NEVER act on my intrusive thoughts. Thought I was insane and dangerous until I learned I had OCD… was just absolutely petrified that I would act on my thoughts and was using compulsions to help. Four months of intensive inpatient care and ERP therapy (the correct treatment) and I’m feeling much much better than I was. INSANE how misunderstood OCD is- even in the medical community.
I've been very passionate about how the "intrusive thoughts" meme has created potential for more understanding of OCD but is also being used to wildly misrepresent what they are which can be a bad thing. People now think an intrusive thought is when you go to the store and suddenly get the urge to buy a big bottle of wine and get drunk or when you make an inappropriate joke or touch something you're not supposed to. None of those are really intrusive thoughts. I think most of us have experienced something of the sort, but a lot of people will look at you like you're insane or a bad person if you try to explain it. The "feeling like jumping" or "holding a knife and havign the thought of stabbing someone" are fairly common (though I don't know if they fit by the strict definition of the term), but people now think an intrusive thought is when you do something fun on an impulse instead of something highly distressing, so when someone explains their intrusive thoughts about murder, self-harm or the like, people still don't understand that they're unwanted thoughts and don't reflect the person in any way.
Yes! Knowing that it’s a medical thing you’re going through and not some “moral failing” is so freeing and reassuring. Speaking from experience with executive dysfunction/ADHD.
@@thatDUDEfromMAINE yeah, toothaches and related things are really unpleasant. I am getting over an infection now and it is horrible at first. Thankfully there is penicillin and other stuff. If you follow the doctors instructions the pain can noticeably decrease in 2 days but they recommend 10 days of antibiotics. These are not the one pill and you are done things my parents took. Medicine has changed so follow the doctor's instructions and don't stop taking the medication just because you feel a little better. You might have the infection come back as resistant to the antibiotic then you are screwed!! The idea is to get rid of as much of it as possible. Above all else don't put things into your body that were not intended to be there. Someone drank a jar of pickle juice and that was a big mistake too!
One of the few things I've learned from this channel is how the balls are actually a wonderful place to put topicals for pain relief, obviously in common sense doses but still I honestly would've never thought that the skin down there is so thin that it's a place you could put pain relief cream and such.
Somehow it never occurred to me that OCD could also apply to those kinds of thoughts and impulses. Now I’m actually surprised it doesn’t happen more often.
Where's the last place you remember seeing it? If we just retrace your steps, I bet we find your lost testicle in no time. Teamwork makes the dream work!! ✌️
ocd is such a painful disorder. its not just being clean. i saw a reply to a comment that says “intrusive thoughts dont discriminate”, which is sadly correct. i have ocd and i cant describe how intense this disorder is.
Bro, he could have visited a therapist. Or there are other ways of self-control. If he really needed to go that far, there are many drugs to lower testosterone safely and temporarily. Self-harm is no better than grape.
It makes me sad how many people in these comments are not informed on OCD. I have OCD, my mother is an OCD therapist- OCD is not just being clean or a neat freak. OCD is unwanted, obsessive thoughts that lead to compulsions. One of these sub categories is very commonly hyper sexuality, sexuality, pedophilia, or sexual OCD. These are thoughts that a person does not want, but happen anyway so they often react with a compulsion. The reason this makes me think that he probably had OCD is he reacted to his own unwanted sexual thoughts by essentially castrating himself which would be considered a compulsion. Intrusive thoughts are often misunderstood and used in the wrong context compared to impulsive thoughts. Intrusive thoughts can be brutal, sexual, gory, intense unwanted thoughts. Impulsive thoughts are like- dying your hair or buying something. Intrusive is unwanted Impulsive is without thinking. People with intrusive thoughts do not normally act on them- let alone want them. Many obsess over their thoughts and find ways to continually act on compulsions. OCD is so wildly misunderstood and a HUGE stereotype. I hope someday the disorder is understood better than it is in the general population,
Unless something gets into the standardize education system, most of the populace of the country will be completely ignorant about it. Nutrition being a prime example (and one full of corruption here in the US). Sad fact of reality, and one that's unlikely to ever change in our lifetimes no matter how much we wish it did..
Maybe in these videos your comment applies, but of course that is anti-survivorship bias, you only would hear that phrase tied to something bad, if something bad happened. Not like learning electromechanics on my own caused me to inject myself with cesium or whatever.
@@clayton8or I've stumbled onto you comment in my research of electromechanics and cesium. Finally I found what I was looking for! I shall inject myself with cesium, per your advice. Thank you! And, yes, you are right about survivorship bias.
@@clayton8or researching "electromechanics" is fundamentally different. the laws and physical properties and math around electromechanics are well documented, and reading a textbook on it would just be memorizing concepts. Other people have already come to these conclusions. This guy had looked up science papers and came to his OWN conclusion AND acted on it. The analogy would be like reading a few physics papers and coming to the conclusion that gravity is just magnetism
When a stupid or mentally ill person does their own research, that is when it always ends badly. An intelligent or educated person can research all day and never cross that threshold of idiocy and end up mutilating themselves.
Calcium chloride is also used for weight in tractor tires for better traction when pulling heavy loads. Also, it has a very low freezing point, so it doesn't need to be removed in winter. It is, however, highly corrosive to metal, so it can only be used in tube-type tires.
I have osteoporosis through prescribed steroids, so I was on calcium for years. I ended up with hyper calcification and did I feel 💩. It mainly affected my liver which lowered my folic acid and iron. I woke up every morning with the hangover from hell and I hadn’t had a drink for about 25 years at this point. I can’t imagine what it felt like in my testicles.
Honestly, this is a very sad case and I do feel for him. The measures were obviously very drastic but this guy seemed to be struggling hard to do something like this.
I would usually say that I dislike hospitals and doctor appointments, but I loved this channel so much that it made me change my mind. I've been binge watching this content and I can say: thank you for doing this for so many years, Dr. Bernard. Also, I find it amazing that the format hasn't changed, 'cause it's great.
Several years ago he started asking his subscribers for feedback, and I think the small critiques allowed his format to stay because he refined it so perfectly!
Yeah, RUclips has been recommending this vlogging anesthesiologist and now I'll probably just die young because Im now too paranoid to ever go under for surgery again
i suffer from hypersexuality due to trauma and his circumstances are scarily familiar to me. im just thankful for the years of cbt (the therapy kind lmao, not the wikipedia article!) that prepared me for those thoughts and feelings in the workplace. i hope he got the support he needed for something so intimately upsetting in both the physical and mental sense. its hard to describe for people who arent used to it; but these kinds of thoughts and feelings can make you feel gross, uncomfortable. and in many cases when there are also societal gender norms in place, it can make you feel very predatory. like a monster or something.
@@squanchy666 thank you! Also this was a cruel revelation that RUclips retroactively added in my username from around 2010 instead of having me make a new one 🤢
I agree. Glad to see some people still have sense. A lot of people with these kinds of thoughts/urges want to seek help and make a prevention plan but external shame and lack of resources hinders that. The people who think they should be refused help and just throw the ones who acted in their urges in prison are just showing they'd rather wait for someone to become a victim and punish the attacker than try to help the potential attacker before they do it.
Yes but a lot of people are already calling him a potential rapist and congratulating him for 'fixing himself' before attacking a woman. The poor guy sounds like he's just thoroughly screwed up with some sort of compulsive disorder.
4:01 "I'm not giving any opinion about raw milk here. You cannot sell it in most places, without getting blasted by some authority. But if you feel compelled to, please leave the longest possible comment about it" 😂
I came to the comments specifically looking for very long comments about raw milk I'm not finding any a little disappointed now I have to do my own research.
Woo! Go clean butthole! Im realizing that, I am kinda comin up to that time in my life where I should get one. Mid 20's. Figure 30's I should have my first one? No noticeable issues, but I have (non-genetic) family members that have had different cancers. Heavens I don't want a bag.
@@jommydavi2197 this video is transphobic you really ought not to joke and make light of the situation here. EDIT HOW? Nearly half of all transwomen end up committing suicide and so many people are claiming it's a mental disorder!
It sounds like he achieved his objective. I sympathise with the man because I know it can be extremely frustrating living with egodystonic sexual arousal. It's like Pure O OCD but worse because it's driven by testosterone. It's kind of like a food addiction, but worse because sexual arousal is taboo and acting on the powerful urges would hurt other people. You don't go to jail for buying and eating a dozen doughnuts.
"You don't go to jail for buying and eating eating a dozen donuts." Unless you are in Florida and a brain dead cop thinks that the glaze that fell from the donut is meth.
Word. I'm a recovering meat beater addict. It took me almost ten years to find someone who could help me, and not belittle me or the issue, and have an understanding of the problem. I think another reason sex addiction is downplayed to a normal sensation because people don't want to admit there's a problem (like how decades ago fewer people admit smoking and drinking can be a problem).
@@ravensthatflywiththenightm7319 Yeah. Wish I wasn't making that up. Look up donut glaze meth or something like that. Cop found a piece of glaze from a donut and said it was meth and arrested the dude. Just where everyone keeps their meth, out of a baggy and on the floor. Edit : He got a $37,500 settlement.
4:01 In Florida, you can get raw milk "for animal consumption" from some dairies. Some people have trouble digesting milk with the enzymes boiled out and need raw milk.
Eight months ago back in November, I had epididymitis in my right testicle and I was in a lot of pain. I just remember thinking “I’m only 21 and I’m going to be walking around with one ball for the rest of my life.” They did an ultrasound on both my testicles and they also gave me some antibiotics. I thought that was pretty bad, however after hearing this story I don’t think that was really bad after all.
As a woman, I would also say it's not that bad too! I've never heard any girl praising or caring about that part of the body to be honest... And you can always get a prosthetic one and never tell a soul, we wouldn't know. It could be a different story when it comes to having children -maybe- but in that case it's just a matter of trying harder, which shouldn't be unpleasant after all. So cheer up ❤
@@Neerepha Genitals are very unattractive things anyway, regardless of sex or species. They can put in a prosthetic but most people don't bother. My Brother had one taken out at 19 because of cancer, he was O.K afterward I don't think it has ever bothered him.
I knew a kid who was missing one, in the youth rehabilitation system. He had an implant, but they called him the “Bionic Balls,” because this information somehow got out. He spent his youth in treatment and reform institutions, due to bullying and running away so he didn’t have to go to school. So happy for kids that there is anti-bullying curriculum today. I hope that kid is OK now and not still on the streets suffering from addiction because some people are so mean!
@@ericconnor8419 Well, I’d say genitals are “attractive,” but not for looks. That Your saying that makes me feel a lot better about the fact that my insurance won’t fix ugly hemorrhoids. A lot of people have things that make their genitals not pretty. One of my kids had a hydrocele (fluid in the testicle) and after his surgery, his testicles were very asymmetrical. The sac around them, I mean. It’s normal for genitals to look “weird.” But you’re right…those parts aren’t “pretty “ anyway.
It’s soo sad to hear that this man felt soo low about himself for having his thoughts, shout out to him for realizing how bad they got and wanted to help himself before something bad happened. I hope he got actual help after that incident.
@@nothingboie7329 just keep praying and seeking Him. I used to be an athiest and hated the idea of religion. Start with the bible and prayer. He wants a personal relationship with you :)
Yeah, OCD is torture. I have it, its not that "oh i want this picture frame to be even and centered" thing everyone thinks they have, this is an absurdly frustrating thing to actually live with.
I have OCD (including thoughts of harming others) and I feel really bad for the guy. There's a difference between having intrusive thoughts and actually being a sexual predator (same with having thoughts of killing people and being homicidal), it sounds like he was the former.
@@BumboLooks Having OCD does not make someone evil. I cannot control the thoughts that pop into my head and greatly disturb me. By that standard you should call people with hand-washing OCD "evil" too.
@@matthewcrome5835 You are evil if you have OCD intrusive thoughts about hurting other people... Washing your hands until they bleed is merely self-harming...
Having ocd over germs is FAR LESS concerning than imagining killin someone….if someone is feeling things like that that’s tranatizing. Too many people are acting on it sadly
Huh?!? He was "a good person" because injected stuff into his nuts, because of a fetish?!? I happen to be familiar with this utterly bizarre case, and there is a BUTTLOAD left out of this video (because it's not medically relevant... And would DEFINITELY get demonetized...) (Believe it or not) this is about a fetish "polycule" of gay furries, all obsessed with having oversized genitals, esp balls. And it ended with one (VERY suspicious, and even more avoidable) death, and another man permanently paralyzed... And NONE were "good people"- They ALL watched someone they claimed to "love", die very slowly, very preventably and did NOTHING. all because they were too fixated with their own fetishism. The full story is EXTREMELY fvcked up... (iirc there was a YT video called "Dylan and the Muscle-Pups" about the whole shitshow.)
Intrusive thoughts are really hard to deal with and can be really scary at times. You feel as though you can't tell anyone about it because people will hate you or be disgusted by you. I feel sad for this man that went through the extreme measure of castrating himself in order to make it stop. I do hope that maybe he was able to get some therapy after having treatment for his injury...
If his intrusive thoughts involved harming other people, then I admire his dedication to preventing this from happening. In this particular video, it would have been useful to include a more appropriate alternative approach to solving his initial problem.
i feel so bad for this guy, and for everyone else that struggles with similarly intense intrusive thoughts and/or obsessive compulsions. it's devastating that it's still not so normalized to get psychological help or even just generally talk about issues just because they have sexual undertones. and the way that people also just don't understand that intrusive thoughts are unwanted and distressing...
This episode honestly made my eyesight go a bit grey as if I was about to fain because my blood was struggling to get to my head because this made me feel so unwell.
"Immune Privilege" heard that for the first time today. I didn't even know that kind of mechanism existed in the body. Wow nature is so smart! Thanks, doctor for making these informative videos.
God created this barrier for the fact that sperms are first made in puberty, unlike in females which ova r made during intrautrine life, and at puberty they only grow and mature thats why the immune system "cant see" the sperm during development in order to consider them self-antigens that also explains why men can still have kids at age 1717373 y.o while females can't thats also explain why old women have higher risk of giving birth to a child with diseases like dawn syndrome anyway.. go thank Allah for his creations
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why cannot u speak more clearly?i donot understand what this dude has been up 2 and why -was he giving himself a home sex change surgery or WHAT???
Raw milk? Sounds dangerous if mishandled so makes sense to have tight controls
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We really need to normalise seeing a therapist.
Its too bad that people become so pride when they say I don’t need therapy but everyone knows that they do
Some things not even a therapist can help with
Yes!!
we really need to make them not cost 75 / hr on average in most places, people cant afford therapy
Better Help is here
And, for Pete’s sake, if you do something that might have been a little unwise, just tell your medical team right away. Don’t make them do detective work that will delay your treatment. They will find out anyway.
well I rather let you do the unwise things and I will not cause they sound painful and I am not interested in suffering from painful things like that
Or if they don't, you die
House was right. Everybody lies
@@SublimeooHe wasn't right that time it was lupus though
Can we trust the Sun Bear of death? Hmmm
"If you don’t need to put it in your body, don't put it in your body." Very simple, but very wise, and that applies to so many things.
I get what you want to say but it also isn't true... I don't NEED to drink coffee but I am and I enjoy it. As I but have any problem with heart, blood pressure or digestive system I can do it and it won't affect me negatively. But on the other hand makes me a little happier in the morning. :) You also can get all of the nutrients by having very plain and boring diet but why would you? Spices are nice.
This makes zero sense. You don't NEED to do a lot of things. But there are things you want
@@SwayTree technically you drink liquids when your thirsty coffee is just an option that tastes better than water
why does your pfp look like the man face was trans
Also along the same lines, if you wouldn't eat it or wipe your a*s with it, it belongs in the trash.
That second one is in reference to toilet paper that has fallen on the bathroom floor, or in the toilet. That happened where I work, and someone just put it back where they found it, still wrinkly and half drenched in toilet water.
For those of who are wondering the freeze pause at 4:00 is “I'M NOT GIVING ANY OPINION ABOUT RAW MILK HERE
YOU CANNOT SELL IT IN MOST PLACES
WITHOUT GETTING BLASTED BY SOME AUTHORITY
BUTIF YOU FEEL COMPELLED TO,
PLEASE LEAVE THE LONGEST POSSIBLE COMMENT ABOUT IT”
Literally just stopped and rewound to see what it said 😂 perfect amount of shade lol
I feel compelled to leave the longest comment!
😂😂 I love whoever put that
Holy shit that made me giggle 😂
What even are you talking abiut
This is actually sad, the guy recognised that he had a problem and was willing to actually find help, but he looked for it at the wrong place.
Why didnt he take the problem up with medical experts then? Hard to feel empathy for someone this dumb.
and the of explaining those kinds of intrusive thoughts to a doctor would have been unbearable. I also would've have avoided talking about it as much as possible
@@asusmctablet9180 That's what happens when your healthcare isn't available for everyone for close to nothing.
@@boopteehee6663 Yeah. A doctor would probably have referred him to a psychiatrist though, who could have helped him.
And it's okay to be sexually attracted to people though! That's human nature, but unfortunately its completely possible for it to effect someones life if it's nonstop. It's okay to get professional help for it, don't go to the internet please.. people on the internet will say absolutely anything, because there is no consequences for what they say. It's sad he just wanted to live his life without struggling, and this is what happened when he tried to self medicate.. lesson is don't trust anyone on the internet about your body, see a physician, it could save your life.
Who knew you could castrate yourself with cheese ingredients
@@donkeadthe title of the journal article at the very beginning
@@donkeadI didn’t, I read the paper at the start
You could castrate yourself with a big rock if you wanted
Not CC apparently
Lol
it’s actually comforting to read so many people with OCD. thank you to those that were brave enough to admit they also have intrusive thoughts
It make me feel lucky that mine can be resolved through internet research.
One problem is that it's really hard to get taken seriously when you want to talk with a medical professional about an excessive sex drive. It seems that you often just get told stuff like "other men wish they had that problem" as though you didn't just confide in them about something deeply personal that's clearly troubling you. I don't know whether that was the case for CC and whether that's the reason he resorted to this, but something like that can easily destroy any faith someone has in the entire field of medicine's ability to help them. Don't just laugh and dismiss it if someone tells you something like that. Because they had to overcome a lot of feelings of shame to even get that far, and they wouldn't have done that if there wasn't a problem. You want people to _seek_ care, not _avoid_ it, and by acting like that you're contributing enormously to the latter.
Same with doctors advising shots that were approved in months. Just cant trust them anymore
Aye. Mental disorder/illness often carry a lot of negative connotation with them, and so does going to a psychiatrist. But its just such a valuable field of medicine...
As someone with OCD, I have to sympathize with this guy, sounds like he was struggling with intrusive thoughts. I hope he was able to get therapy after this whole ordeal.
yeah that's what i thought too
I have horrific intrusive thoughts but I’m open about them and fine, have never acted on them.
@@JamesterIsDivergentnot everyone is able to be open and control it like that, sadly
same but my intrusive thoughts are usually like.. getting a tattoo or buying something I don't need, not injecting my balls with calcium chloride
@@JamesterIsDivergentwhat? i imagine most of us with ocd that involves ourselves (like harm ocd) don't act on our intrusive thoughts, but are obviously very distressed by them and have compulsions to try to soothe it.
as soon as you said he had uncontrollable compulsive thoughts of a sexual nature any time he saw another person, I immediately knew 'CC' was experiencing intrusive thoughts and likely had OCD. OCD isn't just keeping your room super clean. it's so much more than that and is rated one of the most debilitating mental disorders
he should have got mental help from a professional instead of self medicating cause this is the danger to self medicating
@@raven4k998 maybe mental health professionals and society at large should do a better job of making people aware of these conditions and their symptoms accurately. As someone with ocd and adhd, its not my fault that I only got diagnosed as an adult with both of these
The sky can turn green during a tornado, the reason why is unknown though
@@rashinthamendis2376 Most definitely your fault or your parents.. You have access to decades of research on symptoms of what you're experiencing. It would be your fault that you can't connect the dots not the fault of doctors/science.
@@rashinthamendis2376not an excuse to do whatever devious thoughts youre thinking
I'm glad there are people like you out there spreading awareness about what OCD is really like.
The general public seems to just theow the term around for anyone who loves sorting or arranging things
Or not liking round numbers 🙄 No, you don't have OCD because you You want the volume on 15 instead of 14. I hate when people think it's something quirky and fun. Well said
Ikr some ocd can be about theft or perverted things.. it is hell
@@houssam19941 or anything. Why are u lumping into categories?? Thats what original commentor was talking about
@@bmo14lax why anything
@@houssam19941 because not every OCD person fits in a box. There are unique people with unique symptoms, etc.
I’m a regular viewer and I love learning about the body, medicine and surgery. This video especially makes me appreciate all over again how AMAZING our bodies are! Like some of these inner interactions are borderline magical - I don’t put any thought into my muscles in my day to day, but these amazing processes are happening all the time. I never ever get tired of learning about all the cool things that happen in our bodies. Now excuse me while I go back and rewatch at least four times to try and understand and remember some of this biology! 😊
if you don't need to put it into your body don't put it into your body trust the doctor on this one he knows best
Glad to share the same interest!
I appreciate how you describe these cases that sound absolutely insane with respect and understanding for the patients.
Yes, professional and informative. I, on other-hand, am like wtf?! This fool just castrated himself because he's horny?! Lol!
yeah, good thing he doesn't make jokes
ROFL which means all his meme jokes just go over your head? Jk yeah but his jokes are subtle and tasteful but at times savage too
I only clicked cause I saw an inflamed ball sack
@@nameunknown007lol right
I like how the Ambulance that comes for every patient in every video, no matter what State, is from District of Colombia. Those guys really get around.
They are committed 😂
No wonder the ambulance bills are always outrageous.
But he drove himself to the hospital.
@@Kiwisan8The only public service in D.C. that works!
They go all the way from down here in South America. Commitment.
I've learned so much from your videos! I especially appreciate the Latin and Greek translations making medical conditions easy to understand and remember. Thanks for educating others!!!
I used to have pretty bad OCD when it came to organization and plugging things into sockets. It took years of me realizing i had a problem and making active, conscious efforts to not feed it. Im fine, now, thank goodness. It totally could have developed into something far more destructive and disabling.
What concious efforts did you make to fix this?
@@Jules-740 i realized it was a problem and just refused to feed it until I eventually no longer got the urge. I know that's probably not much help but that's literally all I did.
@@neondystopian I guess what I mean to ask is how do you know which actions feed it?
@@Jules-740 spending too much time fiddling with sockets and stuff. I would keep unplugging something and pushing it in, making sure the connection was as secure as possible. I would run into this scenario if I was working on my computer or gaming console, like installing an SSD or simply just reconnecting the HDMI cable. If I spent too much time doing this, I would become consumed, fiddling with the plug-in until my brain thought it was perfect.
@@neondystopian ok thank you. This helps me to understand. I appreciate it.
I think you've taught more of us regular folk more about medical terminology than any other human being, probably ever. Thanks for doing what you do.
Yes very medical but this case again makes me rub my eyes wondering yikes... and Why, but he explains it well then.
I can only guess why a man would 'medical castrate?' himself for likely wrongful thoughts he feels he has?
Get a Latin primer. Latin is the also the language of lawyers and the courts. Latin used to be required to graduate from high school. Nurses need to learn Latin as well. It is truly useful to take a little time to learn even just one or two words per day. If learned gradually in that manner you can learn 400-800 words per year.
Emia..... meaning presence in blood
BRO why did he had to name him CC
Amy common medical dictionary can do that. This guy isn't a doctor at all. These are purely urban legends. Lol at way he talks too.
I worked in behavioral health for23 years. We got an OCD patient once who was a chronic (self-pleasurer), literally obsessed to the point he did it dozens of times every day & the skin was falling off his parts (still didn't stop him, sadly). He was an OTR truck driver & also did it while driving which was horribly dangerous. We felt sorry for him. He was truly miserable and it was ruining his life & he was in danger of losing his CDL as well. They finally decided on Depo-Provera injections (female hormones) which reduced his nonstop urges and was doing much better and pretty satisfied with treatment after 6 months.
Hormonal imbalance
Damn that’s crazy
I gained 40 pounds in 1 year on Depo-Provera. I hope this doesn't happen to him!!
In my semi sheltered life I knew these people had to exist. But sometimes I wonder if it's a mix of upbringing because really I'm not sure if trauma could be why. But chemical and hormonal is something I never thought of
Oh god I'm glad they actually found a treatment that helped him.
I feel sad for this poor man. I also struggle with intrusive thoughts that sometimes make me feel like a bad person, and like somebody’s watching my head and judging me. If you struggle with intrusive thoughts are not your fault, you can’t control your feelings. It’s what you do that matters not what you think.
I feel for CC, it must be hard having intrusive thoughts like that. I've never understood why people would feel self-conscious about impotence when an uncontrollable sex drive like that would be so much harder to deal with in everyday life. I don't think he's crazy at all, and in theory it's not too wild of a leap to do a bit of research and try to self-medicate with something you'd think of as a safe food ingredient.
rule 1 dont inject anything in your body, it seems pretty obvious
Ummmm... how about seeing a doctor?
Uh.. no. It is 'pretty wild'.
I’ve seen folks with intrusive thoughts like this in our ocd clinics. It’s important to remember that people with OCD thoughts like this, hate having these thoughts. They don’t enjoy the obsessions and often they feel fear or distress whenever they happen - not sexual desire or pleasure. I empathize so much.
@@mm6705 What?
Dr. Bernard’s explanation of the guy didn’t give me any reason to believe he had any mental health problems at all. What part of seeing a baddie at work and getting horny and having naughty thoughts about her is unnatural? When you teach guys that any attempt to flirt or secure a girlfriend is considered creepy and rapey, when you teach them that their natural drives are toxic and wrong, when you set up a work environment where simply breathing in a woman’s direction wrong can get you fired for sexual harassment, don’t be surprised when more and more stories like these surface.
@@honkhonk5181School must have been hard for you
@@honkhonk5181your pfp says a lot about you
I have this too. Its called primarily obsessive OCD. If you dont have a therapist, please find one as fast as you can, because it was ruining my life before i got one.
It sounds like he was having intrusive thoughts that were sexually violent. It's actually rather tragic that he felt he had no option but to try to research and self medicate. He knew he couldn't act on them and they were devastating his life, but if he sought help, then it sounds like he feared prosecution and persecution.
That could have ended very differently had he talked with a doctor. There are many drugs that could inhibit his libido.
Yeah if he went to get help, they would but him in psychiatric jail
Yeah my best friend has "pure O" OCD and it's so sad. He's such a good person but he is constantly anxious that he's evil because of the intrusive thoughts.
@@sveinungjhaving those thoughts alone wouldn’t have got him committed unless flat out told them he was planning on acting on those thoughts and the doctor thought he was a threat , he would have just been medicated
@@sean5558 That is true, but the fear of it happening is real, especially when you don't have an explanation/understanding of why these thoughts are happening in the first place. A lot of medical professionals are also clueless about how intrusive thoughts work which can lead to some very painful and judgemental conversations on the way to getting proper help. It typically works out in the end, but it is absurdly difficult to take that first step.
A urologist friend of mine once worked on a patient who performed mechanical autocastration, using a beet knife. He did need a bit of life saving surgery (you know, arterial bleeding and stuff), but in the end, his plan had worked.
Usually medical descriptions dont bother me but him describing the needle and what the patient did with it literally made me physically recoil like letting go on a tightly sprung spring
Hearing that description made my gonads try to retract into my body
Bruh I don't even have testes and it made me recoil.
In case anyone was wondering at 4:01 in the video. The message that flashed by was;
“I’m not giving any opinion about raw milk here. You cannot sell it in most places without getting blasted by some authority, but if you feel compelled to, please leave the longest possible comment about it.”
Raw milk is available here (Idaho). It’s much thicker than regular whole milk/Vit.D milk. Taste is SO much richer, though. Probiotic, too.
Good eye, btw! 🙏
@@bobsiddoway If probiotic means "containing bacteria that can cause deadly disease).
@@helenaconstantine omfg, so goes the dirt and forest I go hiking in!!! Omfg I sleep by bugs! Holy snikes! Sometimes I even get in creeks and streams!!! Why am I NOT dead yet?!!!
Never change, Chubbyemu.
Never change.
As someone who has had crippling OCD, those are intrusive thoughts. They are terrible, and I completely understand this guy.
They say to embrace the intrusive thought to take away its power. I'm not very good at it.
Whatever it is that guy has, by the 200 words emu used to describe it, it just sounded like he has a s*x addiction
Works for some people, doesnt for others. It works for the less disturbing ones for me, but the ones comcerning death and gore, i cant let myself think about that or ill be filled with dread all night
It helps writing them, and thinking about them from multiple perspectives, or at least it does for me.
Get over it, don't be insane. Get help if you need, jeez!
I bite my fingernails but I keep it limited.
I find these videos very helpful. Thanks for all this valuable information.
I'm always happy to see Dr. Bernard explaining stems for those who had a horrible time in middle school
Its ridiculous that RUclips forces its creators to adopt such a silly way of self-censoring to not get demonetized. Even medical terms are not okay if they have *aaaaaaanything* to do with sexual activity.
@@TrainedACEAnd yet a dude has a video with his asshole and sack on full display, shaving himself
@@TrainedACEUntrue
@@walruses223uiit’s tru nudity is allowed for education
@@bobthebuilder1360but it's not monetizable which is the real reason for the self censorship, so that creators can make some money from their time
@@bobthebuilder1360 oh yes, i ghought you meant that nudity is nit allowed even if its educstional
As a retired paramedic, I love your channel. It helps me stay in touch with emergency medicine.
roid medic
@@BesoffenerIslamist sigma medic
@@BesoffenerIslamist I don't think so. He looks great like he works hard in gym with good diet nothing about his physique screams steroids
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"Dr. Glaucomflecken" is also an awesome youtuber
I love to hear you explain these videos. You do such a great job.
Thought with a morbid subject, the way this video is made is fantastic. I hope i see more of those in your library :) Thank you!
I've struggled with intrusive thoughts my whole life and I'm glad you presented the patients OCD with respect and neutrality. Most people don't like to talk about their intrusive thoughts because they come from what the person experiencing them thinks of as the most taboo so there's a lot of self stigmatizing. There needs to be more awareness for what they are because having intrusive thoughts and not knowing is like constantly being held hostage by your own mind and believing it's because deep down you're a terrible person.
thank you for the insight
What are intrusive thoughts??
Intrusive thoughts can pop into mind at any time or linked to things as basic as switching on a light switch. They include things that the OCD sufferer finds repulsive and disgusting, such as harming others, paedophilic thoughts and visions of people dead/dying. All of which OCD sufferers virtually never do. However, you can see why a ritual may be done to try to alleviate these thoughts.
@@samrowe2843 yes this exactly! thank you for explaining
I understand the difference of resiliency due to having ocd or mental disorders, however the last part can be controlled with mindset. If you honestly believe it is wrong yet have intrusive thoughts but are able to stop it.
It would mean that you are not a bad person.
You may have the thought, but to have control is what makes an individual. Ive noticed with people i know that have conditions such as depression often blame themself in everything. Which leads to a cycle of rinse and repeat, medicine and theraphy may help. However mindset and how you view yourself goes a long way
That meme, "The doctors punching my balls as soon as I go under" f*cking KILLED me 😂😂😂 I love all the not so subtle imagery in this video and how hard you were trying to dance around saying certain words, even though they would've been medically accurate. Just shows how overreaching the RUclips censors are 😂😂😂
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OCD is so difficult to deal with. Obsessions can take over your life and make you do the most illogical things.
That poor guy. He needed therapy, to talk through his feelings. Instead, he inflicted pain on himself! 😢
Fascinating video. Well balanced, educational, and not patronising! 👍
"At 2 month follow up, CC appeared to be in better spirits, with no more suprapubic pain,
no more night sweats, and no more anxiety." I kinda expected 'no more testicles' lol
Same
I expected him to say "and no more intrusive thoughts" but likely he is back to it
@@apsoypike1956Please talk to someone about it. I hope you are okay
@@freezEwareThe lower testosterone might help a little, but the intrusive thoughts likely stem from a mental disorder. His first step should have been therapy. Even after this ordeal it's still his next step. If the problem is mental then find an expert and get treated. Even if you just suspect that it might be mental, it doesn't hurt to talk to an expert. It's a lot better than permanently injuring yourself or others.
@@freezEware hopefully someone referred him to a professional. whether it's OCD or maybe some hormonal issue causing hypersexuality, something is going on and it didnt have to come to injecting calcium chloride into himself
I have OCD and i really feel for this guy. I don't think I could ever bring myself to do something of this scale, but I understand the fear and distress with intrusive thoughts. I hope this guy has gotten the help he needs.
Yeah. It's actually good to see many comments on OCD and intrusive thoughts here. I lived for the first 22 years of my life absolutely unaware that they were a thing. I thought I was a freak and a monster who'd always have to hide his "real thoughts." And I was ashamed and alienated by that. I was afraid that I'd do something if I ever allowed myself the chance It did not even occur to me to look for any information on it. Then around 22, I actually spoke about it to an online friend (it's a lot easier to do something like that when you're just a handle on the internet), and it absolutely shocked me when they just told me, without any disgust or fear, that it sounds like intrusive thoughts, and immediately linked me to resources about it.
That absolutely changed my life. Being able to put a name on it, seeing that it was a known and normal symptom of a known disorder, really made me feel absolutely redeemed. I was able to find help for it (I actually only realized I even had OCD from these symptoms, even if it is absolutely obvious in hindsight) and come to terms with the idea that these thoughts were not a reflection of me as a person, but a symptom. They became much more tolerable. Over time it allowed me to explain it to people close to me in terms that they easily understood and did not feel appalled by.
It's been 10 and some years now and I am married to a person who is perfectly aware of my problems (which have become much less severe in any case) and accepts that without any judgement. I just hope that others can also come to understand that they do not need to be trapped by something like this.
@@goblinrat6119yes! It’s excellent that the awareness on intrusive thoughts and OCD seems great in these comments
Often there’s that stereotype that OCD is washing your hands often, fear of germs and contamination, or lining things up perfectly
While this can sometimes be true, I think intrusive thoughts, rumination, and obsession is more common
Like the intrusive thoughts that this poor man was dealing with is very very common and typical in OCD
It’s so important that this aspect of the disorder is made aware of, so sufferers don’t feel scared to come forward
I’m so glad you were able to speak to the friend, it’s very important! I too have OCD, I was terrified when I was having these thoughts, but with googling, I found out what they were
I now have a background in psychology
@@goodmorning2386 Well I've known people who were just that. Chronic hand washing OCD sufferers. Stereotypes are usually based on reality after all.
The human race would end in two generations if everyone had OCD.
It's a pretty weird alien genetic defect.
@@BumboLooks that’s never the only symptom
@@theworldisending22 Really? wow! never knew that!! Maybe you should go around telling everyone that crying isn't the only symptom of depression. People will think you're a genius!!!
Hearing this channel talk about OCD as someone who suffers from it is so nice.
I have OCD and this is so heartbreaking I’m not even 5 minutes in. Intrusive thoughts are like our worst fears but the compulsions can be so extreme. Poor dude
My older brother is in the hospital following a heart attack. He was in better spirits when I sent him this video, with the message, "it could be worse". Thank you for your time in making these. My wife and I watch every month.❤
🎈 a get well soon balloon for your brother.
Hope buddy recovers well
How old is your brother? I wish him a speedy recovery
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🎱a get well ball because i cant find any other colors of balloons, hoping for a speedy recovery nonetheless
Hey, Chubbyemu.
I have OCD as well and it makes me so happy that you’re talking about it or something OCD adjacent.
OCD is not just “Oh I gotta clean my house uwu”, it’s intrusive thoughts of every variety that disturb the mind because they are often what the patient wants to AVOID, not what they really want.
so you know what you have to do put cheese making ingredients In-between your legs directly into the pair like CC did just like he did it will help with your OCD
Can confirm.
@@jmhemtp hey it helped him make a full recovery so he can confirm the memory's of the pain stop him from giving in to his ocd now so yes I can confirm it works
@@raven4k998 I was referring to how severe intrusive thoughts can be, in reference to rockster's comment.
@@jmhemtp at least you have some tact. This comment thread is why people with mental illnesses are afraid to talk about it smh
He was trying to make cheese balls😂
I once overdosed on calcium. I had bought a calcium supplement, which I realized later that the mg's were way to high. Then I took two tums, not realizing that Tums are just calcium. I can't remember everything I experienced, but I do remember terrible joint pain. Crazy enough, if you OD on calcium it actually causes calcium to be leached from your joints. It was pretty painful.
as a man, this was incredibly painful to watch. why would someone ever do this to themselves? poor guy.
edit: replies are proof that any comment can lead to a gender and sexuality argument
I wouldn't be surprised if the poor dude had pure O OCD - an anxiety disorder that causes the worst kind of intrusive thoughts, either about hurting yourself or others a lot of the time. My best friend struggled for years with it, and it took years of therapy and a bunch of meds, including an antipsychotic, to control the intrusive thoughts. I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy.
As a female person with a crotch and an imagination this was painful to watch. 😬
The comment above you said that the man deserves an Darwin award for that
it sounds like he was terrified he was going to grape somebody at some point, and took extreme self-sacrifical measures to make sure that never happens.
its almost heroic in some way, he knew he was sick and he did his best to restrain himself against that sickness.
as a woman with testicles, this was incredibly painful to watch
A lot of people tend to think OCD is just when someone has the pet peeve of having something out of order or being a "clean freak". Its actually a physical issue in the brain where certain thoughts or thoughts patterns can get looped and these thoughts cause an overwhelming amount of anxiety. These thoughts can be anything and not something you consciously think of. The "C" in OCD stands for compulsion. Basically someone does a certain action that temporarily relieves the anxiety. As someone who has had OCD that involved intrusive sexual thoughts(straight or gay), it is a tremendous suffering to have to go through(especially in the case that I'm straight dude).
“especially in the case that I’m straight dude”?
@@kyetes.866probably means it's quite distressing having compulsive gay thoughts while being straight.
would be the same issue having compulsive straight thoughts if you were gay.
@@kyetes.866 Because he has intrusive thoughts that are homosexual in nature that he does not identify with. Imagine if you were 100% gay but your mind kept forcing you to think chicks were hot. That would be torture.
I can relate totally, I grew out of many compulsive behaviors by my late teens but still struggle heavily with intrusive thoughts in my mid 20's.
@@HTMLpopper I had the opposite happen, the compulsive behaviors are still going strong, but the intrusive thoughts I had back when I was going through puberty have become much rarer (to clarify, mine aren't sexual in nature, they mostly concerned religion - despite me not being a very religious person - as well as the incredably absurd and irrational fear that I might somehow summon a demon by accident)
Love the video, Impossible to fall asleep due to loud ads suddenly coming on tho😭
One of my co-workers had this affliction. We found out after he left a little notebook he always carried around. There were pages of pages of descriptions and classifications of literally everyone he met in out 4 story office.
What did they say about you?
@@fuckcensorship69 I definitely cannot post that here.
@@barryschalkwijk9388ah cmon, you peaked our curosity
@@bigpoop789 *piqued
I am also curious to know what was written on the pages lol
It’s crazy how isolating and scary mental health symptoms are till you see a psychiatrist and get a diagnosis and you realize there’s millions of other people like you out there people don’t understand why the diagnosis is so helpful and important to people gives you a reason why you’re feeling the way you do and a sense of normalcy
Sadly OCD is still highly misunderstood even among psychiatrists. My partner has OCD and when he tried to explain his intrusive thoughts, they just went “Huh, that’s weird, why would you have those.” ☹️
@@YuBeaceRight, when I explained my intrusive thoughts a doctor recommended that I get help for “dangerous thoughts.”
Would NEVER act on my intrusive thoughts. Thought I was insane and dangerous until I learned I had OCD… was just absolutely petrified that I would act on my thoughts and was using compulsions to help.
Four months of intensive inpatient care and ERP therapy (the correct treatment) and I’m feeling much much better than I was. INSANE how misunderstood OCD is- even in the medical community.
As for these types of intrusive thoughts, they aren't common, thank goodness!
I've been very passionate about how the "intrusive thoughts" meme has created potential for more understanding of OCD but is also being used to wildly misrepresent what they are which can be a bad thing.
People now think an intrusive thought is when you go to the store and suddenly get the urge to buy a big bottle of wine and get drunk or when you make an inappropriate joke or touch something you're not supposed to.
None of those are really intrusive thoughts. I think most of us have experienced something of the sort, but a lot of people will look at you like you're insane or a bad person if you try to explain it. The "feeling like jumping" or "holding a knife and havign the thought of stabbing someone" are fairly common (though I don't know if they fit by the strict definition of the term), but people now think an intrusive thought is when you do something fun on an impulse instead of something highly distressing, so when someone explains their intrusive thoughts about murder, self-harm or the like, people still don't understand that they're unwanted thoughts and don't reflect the person in any way.
Yes! Knowing that it’s a medical thing you’re going through and not some “moral failing” is so freeing and reassuring. Speaking from experience with executive dysfunction/ADHD.
I was a medic in the army and this video made my but cheeks clench. Testicular, foot and eye pain are my three weakest pain thresh holds.
Soldier Medic! Warrior Spirit!
Even women wince at the thought or sight of undeserved testicular pain (ie not in self defense, we love it when that happens😏😏)
teeth can be pretty brutal
Anything related to eye injuries gives me the ick
@@thatDUDEfromMAINE yeah, toothaches and related things are really unpleasant. I am getting over an infection now and it is horrible at first. Thankfully there is penicillin and other stuff. If you follow the doctors instructions the pain can noticeably decrease in 2 days but they recommend 10 days of antibiotics. These are not the one pill and you are done things my parents took. Medicine has changed so follow the doctor's instructions and don't stop taking the medication just because you feel a little better. You might have the infection come back as resistant to the antibiotic then you are screwed!! The idea is to get rid of as much of it as possible. Above all else don't put things into your body that were not intended to be there. Someone drank a jar of pickle juice and that was a big mistake too!
One of the few things I've learned from this channel is how the balls are actually a wonderful place to put topicals for pain relief, obviously in common sense doses but still I honestly would've never thought that the skin down there is so thin that it's a place you could put pain relief cream and such.
Somehow it never occurred to me that OCD could also apply to those kinds of thoughts and impulses. Now I’m actually surprised it doesn’t happen more often.
As somebody who has lost a testicle. I have had many needles inserted into that area. I can't possibly imagine why someone would do that willingly.
Where's the last place you remember seeing it? If we just retrace your steps, I bet we find your lost testicle in no time. Teamwork makes the dream work!! ✌️
@@tonylarson1134agreed. Once he finds it he should attach an AirTag to it. Don’t want to lose it again
@@tonylarson1134 Goddammit!
I hate what my humour has become.
Well, there’s gotta be a balls lost and found somewhere, right? Can we find a map of them around the world?
@@qvindicatorlmao 🤣
ocd is such a painful disorder. its not just being clean. i saw a reply to a comment that says “intrusive thoughts dont discriminate”, which is sadly correct. i have ocd and i cant describe how intense this disorder is.
That's amazing dude. Very cool and awesome...
@@BumboLooksnope
asian parent with extra steps ?
is it like hearing voices?
@@mitza420 Nope, that's schizophrenia, psychosis and dementia...
RUclips put this at the top of my video list. I tried ignoring it but it never went away. There, I've watched it.
Hear me out- this guy trying to castrate himself instead of commiting grape with a silent "g" is actually admirable
Bro, he could have visited a therapist. Or there are other ways of self-control. If he really needed to go that far, there are many drugs to lower testosterone safely and temporarily.
Self-harm is no better than grape.
It makes me sad how many people in these comments are not informed on OCD.
I have OCD, my mother is an OCD therapist- OCD is not just being clean or a neat freak. OCD is unwanted, obsessive thoughts that lead to compulsions. One of these sub categories is very commonly hyper sexuality, sexuality, pedophilia, or sexual OCD.
These are thoughts that a person does not want, but happen anyway so they often react with a compulsion.
The reason this makes me think that he probably had OCD is he reacted to his own unwanted sexual thoughts by essentially castrating himself which would be considered a compulsion.
Intrusive thoughts are often misunderstood and used in the wrong context compared to impulsive thoughts. Intrusive thoughts can be brutal, sexual, gory, intense unwanted thoughts. Impulsive thoughts are like- dying your hair or buying something.
Intrusive is unwanted
Impulsive is without thinking.
People with intrusive thoughts do not normally act on them- let alone want them. Many obsess over their thoughts and find ways to continually act on compulsions.
OCD is so wildly misunderstood and a HUGE stereotype. I hope someday the disorder is understood better than it is in the general population,
Unless something gets into the standardize education system, most of the populace of the country will be completely ignorant about it. Nutrition being a prime example (and one full of corruption here in the US).
Sad fact of reality, and one that's unlikely to ever change in our lifetimes no matter how much we wish it did..
@@AceStrife It’s so horrific that you’re absolutely right. What a world we live in
and if you ever confess to having some of those subcategories, youll instantly be wanted dead by thousands of peoplew
I literally had no clue until this video
OCD can make a person do anything for just a minute of no compulsions or intrusive thoughts.
"Started doing his own research" always ends well
Maybe in these videos your comment applies, but of course that is anti-survivorship bias, you only would hear that phrase tied to something bad, if something bad happened. Not like learning electromechanics on my own caused me to inject myself with cesium or whatever.
The research was not the problem. Everyone should do their own research.
@@clayton8or I've stumbled onto you comment in my research of electromechanics and cesium. Finally I found what I was looking for! I shall inject myself with cesium, per your advice. Thank you! And, yes, you are right about survivorship bias.
@@clayton8or researching "electromechanics" is fundamentally different. the laws and physical properties and math around electromechanics are well documented, and reading a textbook on it would just be memorizing concepts. Other people have already come to these conclusions. This guy had looked up science papers and came to his OWN conclusion AND acted on it. The analogy would be like reading a few physics papers and coming to the conclusion that gravity is just magnetism
When a stupid or mentally ill person does their own research, that is when it always ends badly. An intelligent or educated person can research all day and never cross that threshold of idiocy and end up mutilating themselves.
Calcium chloride is also used for weight in tractor tires for better traction when pulling heavy loads. Also, it has a very low freezing point, so it doesn't need to be removed in winter. It is, however, highly corrosive to metal, so it can only be used in tube-type tires.
I have osteoporosis through prescribed steroids, so I was on calcium for years. I ended up with hyper calcification and did I feel 💩. It mainly affected my liver which lowered my folic acid and iron. I woke up every morning with the hangover from hell and I hadn’t had a drink for about 25 years at this point. I can’t imagine what it felt like in my testicles.
Honestly, this is a very sad case and I do feel for him. The measures were obviously very drastic but this guy seemed to be struggling hard to do something like this.
Yep he needs morral support and counseling, such a shame he's done all this halm to him self
What integridient he put
@@rebelous3:40
its calcium chloride injection
@@MattHayllarall he needs is a hole for his noodle
Raw milk is legal in the UK i think because I have had it before multiple times of course it was checked for any diseases and other stuff beforehand
Bro is so slick with his words. We all know what happened with no nouns and only implications
I would usually say that I dislike hospitals and doctor appointments, but I loved this channel so much that it made me change my mind. I've been binge watching this content and I can say: thank you for doing this for so many years, Dr. Bernard.
Also, I find it amazing that the format hasn't changed, 'cause it's great.
Several years ago he started asking his subscribers for feedback, and I think the small critiques allowed his format to stay because he refined it so perfectly!
It sure is easy to get you to change your mind. lol
@@onekerri1 What would make you say that?
Yeah, RUclips has been recommending this vlogging anesthesiologist and now I'll probably just die young because Im now too paranoid to ever go under for surgery again
@@XLegendaryDrummerX Because, by watching this channel you decided that you now like "hospitals and doctor appointments". haha
i suffer from hypersexuality due to trauma and his circumstances are scarily familiar to me. im just thankful for the years of cbt (the therapy kind lmao, not the wikipedia article!) that prepared me for those thoughts and feelings in the workplace. i hope he got the support he needed for something so intimately upsetting in both the physical and mental sense.
its hard to describe for people who arent used to it; but these kinds of thoughts and feelings can make you feel gross, uncomfortable. and in many cases when there are also societal gender norms in place, it can make you feel very predatory. like a monster or something.
Good luck out there Vocanova
@@squanchy666 thank you! Also this was a cruel revelation that RUclips retroactively added in my username from around 2010 instead of having me make a new one 🤢
@@Xurnalea well it's good to meet you Xurnalea
Thank you for sharing and I wish you strength in your journey ❤❤
I’m not sure societal gender norms are relevant here
Thanks for the video, i was just about to do this myself. Now i know to just inject even more when i do it myself :)
OCD made me think i was pyscopath before I was diagnosed, people really underestimate what a nightmare its to live with :')
i like how people sympathize with him instead of belittling him. I wish he gets the mental health help he needs
I agree. Glad to see some people still have sense. A lot of people with these kinds of thoughts/urges want to seek help and make a prevention plan but external shame and lack of resources hinders that. The people who think they should be refused help and just throw the ones who acted in their urges in prison are just showing they'd rather wait for someone to become a victim and punish the attacker than try to help the potential attacker before they do it.
Yes but a lot of people are already calling him a potential rapist and congratulating him for 'fixing himself' before attacking a woman. The poor guy sounds like he's just thoroughly screwed up with some sort of compulsive disorder.
"1 week earlier, he was living his normal life...which meant something was wrong."
Yeah, me too
Please put up a mug with the emu logon on it in the merch store. You have the coolest logo on youtube imo
Therapist: Chubbyemu ball X-ray doesn’t exist it can’t hurt you.
Chubbyemu ball X-ray:
4:01 "I'm not giving any opinion about raw milk here. You cannot sell it in most places, without getting blasted by some authority. But if you feel compelled to, please leave the longest possible comment about it" 😂
danks
I came to the comments specifically looking for very long comments about raw milk I'm not finding any a little disappointed now I have to do my own research.
@@aprilh9210 I spotted one, it was very long and very earnest.
@@loftyradish6972what did it say? (pls like my comment if you answer, it’s the only way i get notifications and i’m genuinely curious)
Reddit and 4chan, what an iconic duo for health advices
As soon as I heard "imageboards" I knew it wasn't going to end well
"If you don't need to put it in your body, don't put it in your body."
Good advice.
Did not expect to see a /vp/ thread in a Chubbyemu video but was not disappointed.
This one was more uncomfortable than the colonoscopy I had today.
Which turned out fine. The whole staff was awesome.
Ayo?
Uncomfortable? That's a party, just like a prostate exam
How long was the staff?
Woo! Go clean butthole!
Im realizing that, I am kinda comin up to that time in my life where I should get one. Mid 20's. Figure 30's I should have my first one? No noticeable issues, but I have (non-genetic) family members that have had different cancers. Heavens I don't want a bag.
@@jommydavi2197 this video is transphobic you really ought not to joke and make light of the situation here.
EDIT HOW? Nearly half of all transwomen end up committing suicide and so many people are claiming it's a mental disorder!
It sounds like he achieved his objective. I sympathise with the man because I know it can be extremely frustrating living with egodystonic sexual arousal. It's like Pure O OCD but worse because it's driven by testosterone. It's kind of like a food addiction, but worse because sexual arousal is taboo and acting on the powerful urges would hurt other people. You don't go to jail for buying and eating a dozen doughnuts.
"You don't go to jail for buying and eating eating a dozen donuts."
Unless you are in Florida and a brain dead cop thinks that the glaze that fell from the donut is meth.
@@Gatorade69 Wait, seriously?
Word. I'm a recovering meat beater addict. It took me almost ten years to find someone who could help me, and not belittle me or the issue, and have an understanding of the problem. I think another reason sex addiction is downplayed to a normal sensation because people don't want to admit there's a problem (like how decades ago fewer people admit smoking and drinking can be a problem).
@@ravensthatflywiththenightm7319 Yeah. Wish I wasn't making that up. Look up donut glaze meth or something like that. Cop found a piece of glaze from a donut and said it was meth and arrested the dude. Just where everyone keeps their meth, out of a baggy and on the floor.
Edit : He got a $37,500 settlement.
@@Gatorade69 That's messed up, man :(
Yo, that surgeon punching my ballls meme is wild! hilarious
4:01 In Florida, you can get raw milk "for animal consumption" from some dairies. Some people have trouble digesting milk with the enzymes boiled out and need raw milk.
Eight months ago back in November, I had epididymitis in my right testicle and I was in a lot of pain. I just remember thinking “I’m only 21 and I’m going to be walking around with one ball for the rest of my life.” They did an ultrasound on both my testicles and they also gave me some antibiotics. I thought that was pretty bad, however after hearing this story I don’t think that was really bad after all.
Hey, what were your symptoms that led you to realize you had epididymitis?
As a woman, I would also say it's not that bad too! I've never heard any girl praising or caring about that part of the body to be honest... And you can always get a prosthetic one and never tell a soul, we wouldn't know. It could be a different story when it comes to having children -maybe- but in that case it's just a matter of trying harder, which shouldn't be unpleasant after all. So cheer up ❤
@@Neerepha Genitals are very unattractive things anyway, regardless of sex or species. They can put in a prosthetic but most people don't bother. My Brother had one taken out at 19 because of cancer, he was O.K afterward I don't think it has ever bothered him.
I knew a kid who was missing one, in the youth rehabilitation system. He had an implant, but they called him the “Bionic Balls,” because this information somehow got out. He spent his youth in treatment and reform institutions, due to bullying and running away so he didn’t have to go to school. So happy for kids that there is anti-bullying curriculum today. I hope that kid is OK now and not still on the streets suffering from addiction because some people are so mean!
@@ericconnor8419 Well, I’d say genitals are “attractive,” but not for looks. That Your saying that makes me feel a lot better about the fact that my insurance won’t fix ugly hemorrhoids. A lot of people have things that make their genitals not pretty. One of my kids had a hydrocele (fluid in the testicle) and after his surgery, his testicles were very asymmetrical. The sac around them, I mean. It’s normal for genitals to look “weird.” But you’re right…those parts aren’t “pretty “ anyway.
It’s soo sad to hear that this man felt soo low about himself for having his thoughts, shout out to him for realizing how bad they got and wanted to help himself before something bad happened. I hope he got actual help after that incident.
After he was neutered those urges are forever gone
@@Rockin4D See I wasn’t understanding the effect and the ending, probably because I was working but omg😩
He needs Jesus. The good Lord has helped me with my anxious and intrusive thoughts.
@@Mink_Tracks Tell the guy to help with mine, he ain't lstening to me.
@@nothingboie7329 just keep praying and seeking Him. I used to be an athiest and hated the idea of religion. Start with the bible and prayer. He wants a personal relationship with you :)
Ahh random RUclips recommendations you never cease to amaze.
That moving x-ray was awesome!
1:41 got me outta nowhere what 😭😭
Same I love it
LOL
Yeah, OCD is torture. I have it, its not that "oh i want this picture frame to be even and centered" thing everyone thinks they have, this is an absurdly frustrating thing to actually live with.
The "shriveling fruit" is a very nice touch lol.
This is the true definition of mozzarella balls
I have OCD (including thoughts of harming others) and I feel really bad for the guy. There's a difference between having intrusive thoughts and actually being a sexual predator (same with having thoughts of killing people and being homicidal), it sounds like he was the former.
@@BumboLooks Having OCD does not make someone evil. I cannot control the thoughts that pop into my head and greatly disturb me. By that standard you should call people with hand-washing OCD "evil" too.
@@matthewcrome5835 You are evil if you have OCD intrusive thoughts about hurting other people...
Washing your hands until they bleed is merely self-harming...
@@BumboLooks kinda ironic coming from you lol.
"Madness, as we know, is like gravity. All it takes is a little push!" 😉
Having ocd over germs is FAR LESS concerning than imagining killin someone….if someone is feeling things like that that’s tranatizing. Too many people are acting on it sadly
The fact that he tried this shows he was a good person. It’s awful and I feel bad. We need help and treatment for these people
Huh?!? He was "a good person" because injected stuff into his nuts, because of a fetish?!?
I happen to be familiar with this utterly bizarre case, and there is a BUTTLOAD left out of this video (because it's not medically relevant... And would DEFINITELY get demonetized...)
(Believe it or not) this is about a fetish "polycule" of gay furries, all obsessed with having oversized genitals, esp balls. And it ended with one (VERY suspicious, and even more avoidable) death, and another man permanently paralyzed... And NONE were "good people"- They ALL watched someone they claimed to "love", die very slowly, very preventably and did NOTHING. all because they were too fixated with their own fetishism.
The full story is EXTREMELY fvcked up... (iirc there was a YT video called "Dylan and the Muscle-Pups" about the whole shitshow.)
@zzzip3896how
They're crazy
@zzzip3896 why?
@@tafdiz the thing is, it was intrusive thoughts, lower testosterone wouldn't have done anything
Intrusive thoughts are really hard to deal with and can be really scary at times. You feel as though you can't tell anyone about it because people will hate you or be disgusted by you. I feel sad for this man that went through the extreme measure of castrating himself in order to make it stop. I do hope that maybe he was able to get some therapy after having treatment for his injury...
Regardless of the complications, it sounds like he ultimately achieved his goal.
watching this video causes mild physical pain between my legs
your not the only one
A viewer watches one Chubbyemu video, here's what happens to his...
@@markstyles1246 Balls :D
If his intrusive thoughts involved harming other people, then I admire his dedication to preventing this from happening. In this particular video, it would have been useful to include a more appropriate alternative approach to solving his initial problem.
I don't believe that chubby emu would present or have 1 that they would stand by for they didn't entertain what their specific critique was
Instead of doing cbt he should have done cbt
@@amandabushore7890 this is going in my comment hall of fame
actually, intrusive thoughts usually only lead to the harm of the person thinking them, not harm to anyone else
And we didn't find out if it worked, now I feel blue balled.
i feel so bad for this guy, and for everyone else that struggles with similarly intense intrusive thoughts and/or obsessive compulsions. it's devastating that it's still not so normalized to get psychological help or even just generally talk about issues just because they have sexual undertones. and the way that people also just don't understand that intrusive thoughts are unwanted and distressing...
Randy Marsh got himself into a nutty situation 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
This episode honestly made my eyesight go a bit grey as if I was about to fain because my blood was struggling to get to my head because this made me feel so unwell.
I have never heard of/experienced that before, but damn that does not sound pleasant
@@Killbayneyeah lol I’m not sure that’s normal 😬
It just made my balls hurt. You’ve gotta love sympathy genital pain.
GB watched one ChubbyEmu video. This is what happened to his brain.
Maybe you need a checkup.
"Immune Privilege" heard that for the first time today. I didn't even know that kind of mechanism existed in the body. Wow nature is so smart! Thanks, doctor for making these informative videos.
I suspect he's referring to the blood barriers. Most people have heard of the blood brain barrier but the genitals also have a similar barrier.
@@Santa-ny1yp Thank goodness for that... that may have been a silver lining which saved this poor fellow from any further misery
God created this barrier for the fact that sperms are first made in puberty, unlike in females which ova r made during intrautrine life, and at puberty they only grow and mature
thats why the immune system "cant see" the sperm during development in order to consider them self-antigens
that also explains why men can still have kids at age 1717373 y.o while females can't
thats also explain why old women have higher risk of giving birth to a child with diseases like dawn syndrome
anyway.. go thank Allah for his creations
this is the second video today that i saw the cover of that book on computer science in a random youtube video
Remember kids: See a medical professional or Chubbyemu sees you.