We're glad to have both of you still here. Everyone has someone they can talk to. You should find that someone and talk to you friend. Do that for you.
It takes a lot of balls to say this stuff and be so vulnerable. Glad you’re still here man. Things can always get better even if it seems impossible at the time.
@@marcmarc6591 I struggle with depression and severe social anxiety, I've been suicidal. I'm not a republican, but whatever fits your narrative and helps you sleep comfortably at night, you do you buddy. He's manipulative whether consciously or subconsciously, that's what he is and why he does this. All. The. Time.
I’m very glad you’re still here, I’ve been watching you since I was literally a kid and never stopped, maybe a lot of people don’t like you but you’ve helped a lot of us out there and nothing will change that
My last battle with Stage 4 Vocal Cord Cancer has definitely had me going through my ups & downs but I’m so glad I found the strength to push forward through the darkness & I’m glad you found the strength as well my brother 💪🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿
Damn I used to watch you as a kid man. Lots of good memories and belly ache inducing laughs and lessons learned. Thank you boogie. Love you. (Even in a place like Iran homie)
You've owned up to your mistakes man. It feels like you're finding your own voice again, I love your new content, love the insane stories. Glad you are alive. ❤
I'm glad you are still here Boogie! Definitely have seen your growth and it's getting better. One day at a time and always know that life is definitely worth it.
I am glad you are here......I struggle everyday with some loses I have had in my life and i have a great amount of anxiety like you. I hope you find something fun.
I feel ya Boogie. I’ve had a great many rough years. Humans are inherently flawed, all of them. I give myself the freedom to make mistakes. Everyday it is a struggle to get up out of the bed & keep going. A positive mindset, my family and relentless desire to bring a little joy into the world is what I focus on. All my best & much love! ❤️👍
The last part of this video hit me hard. I have so much in this life but I keep trying to sabotage it with my alcoholism, food addiction and stupid choices. Thanks for helping me muster up hope.
Great timing on posting this Boogie. I was actually planning on committing suicide earlier today, mostly because of how abusive my father is towards my family and I, but I'm still here and I'm glad for it. I'm glad you're still here too, you've been one of my favourite youtubers for years and I still sometimes re-watch your old videos on suicide, depression and other complex issues because even though you don't know me, I still feel like you're directly talking to me and that makes me feel a lot better about my situation in life. Keep doing what you're doing and thank you for all the years of content!
Sorry to hear about that, I had a friend who had a similar situation. They used it as motivation to work hard through school and got a great job to where they could be financially support themselves and their Mum in their early 20s. Forced the Dad to get some perspective on the fact he didn’t own the family - and ended up working out for everyone. Stay strong, and yeah Boogie’s awesome!
@@djuk6573 ik I probably shouldn't waste my time with you, but how would you know? You don't know me or my life. Also, you don't have to be a prick just because you can get away with it.
As someone who looks up to you in a lot of ways. Especially as someone who struggles with many of the same struggles you express I’m grateful for you. You probably won’t see this and this fine but much love to you Boogie. Glad you’re still here.
@@gahagahabahaga1289 I look up to someone who is honest about their flaws. You can look up to what people do and still not view them as perfect or role models for everything in life.
I am so glad you are still with us. I had taken similar life choices minus divorce and surgery. Fighting cripeling depression and trying not to blow up from overeating. My wish to skate again gave me endles motivation to start working out and being active father again. Find your love and persevere.Stay strong! One love🤙
Thank you for posting this Boogie. It takes guts and courage to stick around and I for one am glad you did. Screw the haters and keep doing you for you. Plenty of us are glad to see you're still around and putting your voice in the world. Keep it up
Just on the off chance you read this, I've been watching for over 10 years now and I want to say I'm really glad you are still around. Thanks for all the laughs over the years and sharing this story, I really think it's going to help anyone in that same mental space right now, keep doing what you do!
Glad you are still here! My favorite youtuber, you are wonderful storyteller. I really enjoy your videos and perspective on life. Keep being around. Much love to you, Boogie!
Been following you for years man and back when I got hit by a tractor trailer at 70mph and got a massive tbi, neck injury, ptsd, couldn't walk for a long time, as well as many other things... I want YOU to know YOUR videos were my go to.. Hell, they still are! We come from similar back grounds growing up and I'm glad you're still with us and you do bring us joy man. Alot of people have said nasty things over the years and that's what people do with everyone. Doesn't make it right by no means but I'm glad you continue to fight and do what you love. WE LOVE YOU MAN and I look forward to all your new content moving forward. Much love man and nothing but positive vibes. Continue to grow and heal ✌️❤️
Boogie, I love you and that won’t ever change! It’s been a crazy decade and I’ve been a subscriber since 2011, I still love your content and I’ll always be proud of what you’ve achieved.
Dang. This actually gave me goosebumps. I also tried to off myself in 2019. I ended up in the hospital and then a mental facility and I have been picking up the pieces ever since. I know how this feels. The day I was gonna do it, I decided to not because I was taking care of my two little kids and momma wasn’t home and I refused to leave them alone. When she was home, in the middle of the night, that’s when I tried. I am also thankful that I didn’t succeed. This life is worth living.
Been rocking with you for a long time, Boogie and I'm glad you're still here. You've come so far and given me hope when I felt I had no reason for it. Keep on pushing and I'll do the same.🙏🏾🙏🏾🤞🏾
That was like free therapy. Glad your still here and looking forward to more videos in the future. Thanks for the videos that help keep some of us sane.😊
As someone who lost his mom just last year, this is definitely what I needed to hear to keep myself in good spirits through my grief. Thank you boogie.
Something you said about 18 minutes in struck me as totally relatable, and I always feel guilty saying it because of how many people have lost so much due to Covid, but the ways the world changed and slowed down due to Covid saved my life. At age 42, I was at the lowest point of my life in the fall of 2019, and I saw no way out, and the ways the world changed in 2020 and how we were forced to reevaluate our lives and make drastic changes literally saved my life…mentally, physically, emotionally, spiritually, all of it. I’m glad I’m still here, and I’m glad you’re still here too my friend.
Very touching Boogie, 2019 was my mental health low, followed by COVID which made it much worse. I’m finally bouncing back and I’m so fucking glad you didn’t end it all. You’re my favorite content creator and I’ve been watching you since I was 12 (now 22). There is no one else who comes close to your heart. Love you man and here’s to a brighter future and a boogie comeback :)
I can relate to this so much, the self sabotaging it's something I struggle with daily. I have BPD and OCD and there are days where even breathing gets hard, living it's hard. I tried to commit 54 days ago, I recently got out of the hospital. I'm glad I'm still here, it will be hard but I don't want to hit rock bottom again. Thank you so much for advocating for speaking about this. I'm glad we're still here.
@astrid x I attempted twice in 2007. First a rope but then it broke during my attempt then a week later an entire bottle of xanys woke up the next day physically feeling fine. I'm not super religious but something wanted me to stick around. Yrs past n my parents who are my best friends as well fell on financial hard times and I was able to help and they got to keep their house even to this day. Sometimes it takes a very long time but after my attempts I realized literally everyone is here for a reason. Just be a good person and you'll effect ppl you encounter in ways you'll sometimes never see. Stay strong
I also battle the challenges of OCD daily. I feel it's a highly misunderstood, debilitating and degenerative illness, that can have a profoundly devastating impact on an individual if left untreated for too long. I don't think I'll ever recover. I'm too far gone. I've had OCD for as long as I remember and I'd consider my overall quality of life to be poor. I hate that it attacks the things I like the most and my general ability to function. I avoid cooking because it means moving stuff. I avoid going in the garden due to the anticipation of compulsive rituals to be able to go back inside which may be observed by neighbours. Everything in my house has to be flush to a wall or straightened before I can turn on my PC, play a video game, or simply relax. It's pretty much taken over and is unbearably overwhelming. I'm still going, dude. I don't know how, but I'm still going. My existence feels like just getting through the work week to then try my best to settle at home to enjoy a hobby, only to lose so much time performing rituals and battling anxiety before I can attempt to enjoy something, only to then go to work again! Those little victories taste so sweet when they pop up, though. I know all too well how challenging it is, and you're not alone in that battle.
@@marcmarc6591 thank you so much for sharing this. You are right, everyone is here for a reason, it's just hard to see it sometimes, especially when existing it's so hard. I'm sure it'll get better and i really don't want to attempt again. I'm really glad you got to help ur parents, you should be very proud of that. I hope I'll get the chance to give back as well. Thank you for understanding.
@@feelinmotion1227 I felt every word of this, for real. People don't get how challenging it is to leave the house and at the same time how hard it is to stay outside. The rituals are insane, the thoughts are so insane and crazy sometimes I just can't handle them. I'm really sorry to hear people that have to live like me, or like us, but at the same time I'm glad I'm not alone in this. Sending much love, we got this, one day at a time.
Ive been watching boogie for what seems like a decade, boogie tows the line on his content, but keep in mind he may be the only person on youtube that a viewer may be able to relate to, on a trauma/experience level, their is no doubt he provides.
I'm glad to see ur doing good boogie, screw the terrible people in this world who attack and bully others. My dad made his decision 15 years ago, I've never forgot that pain, and the thought of doing that to someone that I love is what keeps my mind I'm the right place.
Holy crap that was a rollercoaster of a video! I've had my fair share of shit in life and just when I think things are looking up I get push back down again... I've begun to accept that I'm not deserving of true happiness without pain in this world but I have things to be happy about and I'm trying so hard to focus on that! Love you Boogie
If your genuinely a good person. Born with a heart and soul then you do deserve happiness. Everyone makes mistakes everyone makes the wrong choice from time to time but that's what makes us human. And its ok to be human. There's no words that can instantly make someone's life better but if you read this let me just tell you "don't take life too seriously cuz no matter what you'll never get out alive.
@@marcmarc6591 thanks, it's definitely difficult to believe I'll ever have a good run of uninterrupted happiness... I don't know why I have such bad luck in life but I always feel like it's punishment for something... I've just yet to figure out what
It’s funny how sometimes, when things get really bad and you begin to hate your life…someone who you have never been able to meet in person reminds you why you should keep living. Thank you, Boogie… I’ve watched you for years- from when I was a kid until this point now. I really needed this video… I really really did…
I've been a fan of you since 2012 I was 10 years old and now I'm 20 and you've been a awesome inspiration I'm glad that you're alive without you I don't think youtube will ever be the same
Thank you Boogie. I am glad you are still here. I am going through a tough time due to health issues, and your videos helped see that life can be tolerable.
I went through a depressive episode recently, and finding hope was really hard. At the end of this video when you shockingly say your happy, that’s something I felt. It’s weird so go through hardship, one after another, only to come out of it somewhat happy. I think much like our demons, our path to happiness lies within.
You’ve definitely helped me get through a dark time in my life that almost destroyed me and I just wanna say thank you from the bottom of my heart. You’re an amazing person and I can’t wait to see what else you got for us!
Boogie buddy I’m a big fan of you for years now and I will always be your fan and I hope you keep on doing good 👍 god bless you and your family I will like to meet you one of these days
I don't know man, I never got caught up in any of the BS. I've been here since 2011/2012 and I have nothing but love for you man. It's been a pleasure, honestly. Glad to hear you are doing good buddy, I'm happy for you.
Beautiful message in the video, you might be under selling yourself because you seem to be one of the most selfless, caring, and real influencers on this platform.
Thank you, Boogie. You're a wonderful human being. Some are too narrow-minded, obsessed with their own agendas, and/or lack the empathy for others to be able to comprehend the internal battles that many experience. You need not give them the time of day, and I'm really glad that you're still here actively overcoming those challenges. To share this so transperently must be a challenge in itself, and I thank you for that.
Hell yeah!!!! You got this bro. I am also experiencing the same awakening in my life. Can't please everyone and it ok not to. Be here and draw the good energy from those who want to see you do better and you will. You have inspired me to do more in my life to set it on the stright path thank you. You have also inspired me to interact with your channel more. Thank you so much.
Man you helped me though out the year's ever since 2012 when I was a freshman in high school I'm so sorry you've been thru so much I want you to be happy boogie
Good video, easy to slag people off that have been through tough times but takes a lot to open up no matter what anyone says. Been in a bad place plenty of times and I’ve definitely found as I’ve got older talking helps. Keep it up pal👍🏻
Without sounding like too much of a crazy person, you've been a great friend of mine for years, Boog. I learned about you approximately 2 weeks before your Video Game Award many years ago. I've been here through thick and thin and you've never offended me. I realize people mess up in life. You've been one of the most relatable people I've known for years. I haven't felt mentally well for about 4 years now. Please, don't go anywhere, Boog... Myself, as well as many others, need you here. Thank you. Haha, I'm very slowly becoming happy, but it's still hiding somewhere. Thank you, thank you, thank you...
That last bit got me hard. We all have purpose and I'm glad you're here to see yours. Thank you for telling us your story. Your words of encouragement and hope help out more than I can possibly express.
I've been watching you since I was 13 (I'm 23 now) and you have always been one of the most honest and kindest and wisest people I've known on this platform. In recent years, the algorithm has propped up click hate RUclipsrs who spew nothing but venom and outrage, you're genuinely one of the last glimmers of sanity on this platform. Never go, we love you Boogie ❤️ I'm really glad you're still here. Also, the last part of Ara Batur by Sigur Ros is one of the most uplifting pieces of music on earth, I listen to it when I'm anxious. I'd highly recommend it.
Boogie you don’t know me but I want you to know how much you’ve affected my life. I’m a 23 year old guy who has had struggles with an anxiety disorder and more currently a year long vertigo struggle. Other than that im very active and healthy so they can’t figure out what’s wrong with me. You’re an inspiration to all kinds of people and way too hard on yourself. Thank you for continuing to make these videos and fighting with us.
@deejay my sister has vertigo as well also a big anxiety problem. Stay strong and please just try to appreciate what u have no matter how little or how much and think a little less bout the things you don't have. I know that's easier said then done but if you just try then there will always be hope
I'll never forget watching those old storytime videos Boogie made about mental health and his past. Fantastic content. This video reminded me of those. Crazy to think how Boogie's death would have effected my roommate and I around 2017, 2018. We were big Boogie fans and still are. So glad Boogie is still on earth and RUclips.
I went through my divorce around the same time as yours. Your divorce video helped me push through mine even while I was having the same “delete myself” thoughts. So from the bottom of my heart, thank you, Boogie. You really helped me get through a hard time.
Could you revisit your subject on managing money? I found your "What it's like to be broke" video to be very insightful and I'd like to hear your thoughts on the matter 10+ years later and what you've learned about it over the course of that time.
Thank you for sharing man, I'm sorry to hear the horrible things you have gone through, but I'm glad that you didn't go through with it. Thank you for fighting, thank you for sharing, thank you for doing you best. We appreciate you man, don't you ever forget.
Thanks boogie I’m starting to feel the same way I’m having problems but it’s like no one cares and sometimes I just think about ending it all. Sad part is I don’t think anyone but my immediate family would care
@@fvrlit just gotta push yourself out of your comfort zone more and involve yourself as best you can. i was in your position a while ago but not as serious as what your going through what helped me was doing things that scared me the most and my confidence began to build up
Love ya boogie. I battled with my severe depression throughout my early 20s and still to this day, but being able to watch influencers like you, watching your fight through it and your survival through it, gives me and everybody else around us just that nice kick in the butt to get us through the day. And look at all of us, we made it through all of our worst days and more to come
Boogie2988. Been watching you since I was a small child. Almost 21 now. Crazy how time flies. It sucked to see you go through what you did. But I always hoped the best for you. Because I know youre better than that. I have hope. All the drama you gotta leave that. Focus on yourself, your health. Please don’t let go of yourself. keep watching yourself. And don’t be too harsh on yourself. I love your channel and I will continue to wish you the best of luck. Thank you for being a part of my childhood.
I'm glad you're still here. you've been a huge inspiration for me. I'm diagnosed major depressive disorder and Cptsd from years of childhood trauma. I get my sleeve surgery on May 9th. as always, we love you.
Back in 2018, I wanted to off myself. One youtuber reached out to me and helped me out and, for that, I am forever thankful that he did. I understand your pain. I love you boogie.
we need more people to talk about mental health.. thanks for being here boogie and making my teenage years a hell of a lot more enjoyable.. I hope to hear more stories even if they're hard to talk about..
Nietzsche says that those who seek pity do so to exert power over people. They do not have any other power than to make otherwise content people feel sad. Weak men are not good men.
Been watching your channel for years. Please keep making videos like this, I think there’s a lot of people feeling the same way. I come back to these vids when I’m feeling down.
This was, exactly what I needed to hear, right in the correct moment, you prevented a life to be lost, with tear in my eyes, I want to thank you.
I have no clue who you are, but I love you. Keep goin. Something good has to be coming up sometime...
So glad this can help. You got this. Keep it up. Stay.
Tu eres especial para muchos. El oxígeno es infinito así que puedes robar toda una vida de el.💪🏾
Thank you for choosing life, my friend.
We're glad to have both of you still here. Everyone has someone they can talk to. You should find that someone and talk to you friend. Do that for you.
It takes a lot of balls to say this stuff and be so vulnerable. Glad you’re still here man. Things can always get better even if it seems impossible at the time.
Lol no it doesn’t.
He's been saying this type of thing his entire career, it's how he gets the most views and he thrives on pity
@vislow. Yea cuz you've never experienced what he's saying I guess no one experiences it. Let me guess your a republican.
@@marcmarc6591 I struggle with depression and severe social anxiety, I've been suicidal. I'm not a republican, but whatever fits your narrative and helps you sleep comfortably at night, you do you buddy. He's manipulative whether consciously or subconsciously, that's what he is and why he does this. All. The. Time.
@@Vislow absolute king response he’s literally made this same video i don’t know why people are so blind to it
I’m very glad you’re still here, I’ve been watching you since I was literally a kid and never stopped, maybe a lot of people don’t like you but you’ve helped a lot of us out there and nothing will change that
I am glad you are alive. We need you on the battlefield still sir
My last battle with Stage 4 Vocal Cord Cancer has definitely had me going through my ups & downs but I’m so glad I found the strength to push forward through the darkness & I’m glad you found the strength as well my brother 💪🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿
@@Kyfow Thank you & very much appreciated 💪🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿 My apologies for the late reply
Preach Boogie! Please dont go anywhere you're awesome bro. We love you bro 👊
Exactly, don't go anywhere bro, we appreciate you man. Thank you for sharing :)
Damn I used to watch you as a kid man. Lots of good memories and belly ache inducing laughs and lessons learned. Thank you boogie. Love you. (Even in a place like Iran homie)
Come to Jesus he loves you!
@@christianpalmer stop with the jesus spam under everything. It's literal SPAM
@@PhoenIXPhantasies oh he's the light of the world though
@@christianpalmer how would you like it if people told you to join their religion 24/7
@@TheAidanodian it's not a religion it's a reality I hope you can understand what I mean by that
Must be hard being rich and never working a day in your life.
Thank you so much Boogie for your insightful words and deciding back in 2019 to stay with us. Glad you’re here buddy
The Lions suck!
Loving the sheer amount of videos lately boogie. and stories. keep it up
You've owned up to your mistakes man. It feels like you're finding your own voice again, I love your new content, love the insane stories. Glad you are alive. ❤
No poor choices sir
Your advice helped me 10 years ago and still helps me today. Needed to hear this and I’m glad you’re still here. Thank you Boogie
I'm glad you are still here Boogie! Definitely have seen your growth and it's getting better. One day at a time and always know that life is definitely worth it.
I am glad you are here......I struggle everyday with some loses I have had in my life and i have a great amount of anxiety like you. I hope you find something fun.
I feel ya Boogie. I’ve had a great many rough years. Humans are inherently flawed, all of them. I give myself the freedom to make mistakes. Everyday it is a struggle to get up out of the bed & keep going. A positive mindset, my family and relentless desire to bring a little joy into the world is what I focus on. All my best & much love! ❤️👍
I’m glad you’re still around Boogie. Keep it up man. You’ve given me, and countless others, hours upon hours of joy and entertainment.
The last part of this video hit me hard. I have so much in this life but I keep trying to sabotage it with my alcoholism, food addiction and stupid choices. Thanks for helping me muster up hope.
You got this man
Great timing on posting this Boogie. I was actually planning on committing suicide earlier today, mostly because of how abusive my father is towards my family and I, but I'm still here and I'm glad for it. I'm glad you're still here too, you've been one of my favourite youtubers for years and I still sometimes re-watch your old videos on suicide, depression and other complex issues because even though you don't know me, I still feel like you're directly talking to me and that makes me feel a lot better about my situation in life. Keep doing what you're doing and thank you for all the years of content!
Sorry to hear about that, I had a friend who had a similar situation. They used it as motivation to work hard through school and got a great job to where they could be financially support themselves and their Mum in their early 20s. Forced the Dad to get some perspective on the fact he didn’t own the family - and ended up working out for everyone. Stay strong, and yeah Boogie’s awesome!
Sure. Of all the things that didn't happen, this didn't happen the most.
@@djuk6573 ik I probably shouldn't waste my time with you, but how would you know? You don't know me or my life. Also, you don't have to be a prick just because you can get away with it.
Hope you’re doing ok.
@@phyxp12345 Aw thank you, I'm doing the best I can and I hope you are too.
As someone who looks up to you in a lot of ways. Especially as someone who struggles with many of the same struggles you express I’m grateful for you. You probably won’t see this and this fine but much love to you Boogie. Glad you’re still here.
what are your standards if this is who you look up to
@@gahagahabahaga1289 I look up to someone who is honest about their flaws. You can look up to what people do and still not view them as perfect or role models for everything in life.
Love you bossman, glad you're still here
I am so glad you are still with us. I had taken similar life choices minus divorce and surgery. Fighting cripeling depression and trying not to blow up from overeating. My wish to skate again gave me endles motivation to start working out and being active father again. Find your love and persevere.Stay strong! One love🤙
Thank you for posting this Boogie. It takes guts and courage to stick around and I for one am glad you did. Screw the haters and keep doing you for you. Plenty of us are glad to see you're still around and putting your voice in the world. Keep it up
Theres a reason all of us is here, theres a purpose for us all and I'm glad your here. You're amazing, keep your head up.
I'm glad you were able to pull through all of that and I'm glad you're still here.
I'm glad you're still in the land of the living, too. I appreciate you and your videos.
I'm glad you're here and I HOPE you never feel like that again
Just on the off chance you read this, I've been watching for over 10 years now and I want to say I'm really glad you are still around. Thanks for all the laughs over the years and sharing this story, I really think it's going to help anyone in that same mental space right now, keep doing what you do!
As a fellow Arkansan brother I'm glad you're still around. I've been there.
I really needed to hear this, thank you Boogie
Glad you are still here! My favorite youtuber, you are wonderful storyteller. I really enjoy your videos and perspective on life. Keep being around. Much love to you, Boogie!
Been following you for years man and back when I got hit by a tractor trailer at 70mph and got a massive tbi, neck injury, ptsd, couldn't walk for a long time, as well as many other things... I want YOU to know YOUR videos were my go to.. Hell, they still are! We come from similar back grounds growing up and I'm glad you're still with us and you do bring us joy man. Alot of people have said nasty things over the years and that's what people do with everyone. Doesn't make it right by no means but I'm glad you continue to fight and do what you love. WE LOVE YOU MAN and I look forward to all your new content moving forward. Much love man and nothing but positive vibes. Continue to grow and heal ✌️❤️
Boogie, I love you and that won’t ever change! It’s been a crazy decade and I’ve been a subscriber since 2011, I still love your content and I’ll always be proud of what you’ve achieved.
Dang. This actually gave me goosebumps. I also tried to off myself in 2019. I ended up in the hospital and then a mental facility and I have been picking up the pieces ever since. I know how this feels. The day I was gonna do it, I decided to not because I was taking care of my two little kids and momma wasn’t home and I refused to leave them alone. When she was home, in the middle of the night, that’s when I tried.
I am also thankful that I didn’t succeed. This life is worth living.
Glad you are still with us 👍
@@zodden01 ❤️ thank you
Thanks for sharing this Boogie. I hope it helps both you and many others.
I've known you since 2010. I'm glad that you stuck around. You inspired me to better myself as a guy who struggled with weight and social anxiety.
Been rocking with you for a long time, Boogie and I'm glad you're still here. You've come so far and given me hope when I felt I had no reason for it. Keep on pushing and I'll do the same.🙏🏾🙏🏾🤞🏾
Glad you're still here homie. Keep fightin the good fight
shout out to you boogie! I come back to your channel every so often for you life updates, and im always happy to hear things are getting better.
We all need you in our lives boogie. Pls stay for the ling run
I’m glad you’re here Boogie. I’ve been watching your videos for 8 years and I love your videos !
That was like free therapy. Glad your still here and looking forward to more videos in the future. Thanks for the videos that help keep some of us sane.😊
I'm so glad you made that choice to stay and keep pushing through what life will throw at you, keep it up and thank you
As someone who lost his mom just last year, this is definitely what I needed to hear to keep myself in good spirits through my grief. Thank you boogie.
Something you said about 18 minutes in struck me as totally relatable, and I always feel guilty saying it because of how many people have lost so much due to Covid, but the ways the world changed and slowed down due to Covid saved my life. At age 42, I was at the lowest point of my life in the fall of 2019, and I saw no way out, and the ways the world changed in 2020 and how we were forced to reevaluate our lives and make drastic changes literally saved my life…mentally, physically, emotionally, spiritually, all of it. I’m glad I’m still here, and I’m glad you’re still here too my friend.
Very touching Boogie, 2019 was my mental health low, followed by COVID which made it much worse. I’m finally bouncing back and I’m so fucking glad you didn’t end it all. You’re my favorite content creator and I’ve been watching you since I was 12 (now 22). There is no one else who comes close to your heart. Love you man and here’s to a brighter future and a boogie comeback :)
Dude. I cried at the end. We love you Boogie and are so glad you're still here ❤️
I can relate to this so much, the self sabotaging it's something I struggle with daily. I have BPD and OCD and there are days where even breathing gets hard, living it's hard. I tried to commit 54 days ago, I recently got out of the hospital. I'm glad I'm still here, it will be hard but I don't want to hit rock bottom again. Thank you so much for advocating for speaking about this. I'm glad we're still here.
@astrid x I attempted twice in 2007. First a rope but then it broke during my attempt then a week later an entire bottle of xanys woke up the next day physically feeling fine. I'm not super religious but something wanted me to stick around. Yrs past n my parents who are my best friends as well fell on financial hard times and I was able to help and they got to keep their house even to this day. Sometimes it takes a very long time but after my attempts I realized literally everyone is here for a reason. Just be a good person and you'll effect ppl you encounter in ways you'll sometimes never see. Stay strong
I also battle the challenges of OCD daily. I feel it's a highly misunderstood, debilitating and degenerative illness, that can have a profoundly devastating impact on an individual if left untreated for too long. I don't think I'll ever recover. I'm too far gone.
I've had OCD for as long as I remember and I'd consider my overall quality of life to be poor. I hate that it attacks the things I like the most and my general ability to function. I avoid cooking because it means moving stuff. I avoid going in the garden due to the anticipation of compulsive rituals to be able to go back inside which may be observed by neighbours. Everything in my house has to be flush to a wall or straightened before I can turn on my PC, play a video game, or simply relax. It's pretty much taken over and is unbearably overwhelming.
I'm still going, dude. I don't know how, but I'm still going. My existence feels like just getting through the work week to then try my best to settle at home to enjoy a hobby, only to lose so much time performing rituals and battling anxiety before I can attempt to enjoy something, only to then go to work again!
Those little victories taste so sweet when they pop up, though. I know all too well how challenging it is, and you're not alone in that battle.
@@marcmarc6591 thank you so much for sharing this. You are right, everyone is here for a reason, it's just hard to see it sometimes, especially when existing it's so hard. I'm sure it'll get better and i really don't want to attempt again. I'm really glad you got to help ur parents, you should be very proud of that.
I hope I'll get the chance to give back as well.
Thank you for understanding.
@@feelinmotion1227 I felt every word of this, for real. People don't get how challenging it is to leave the house and at the same time how hard it is to stay outside. The rituals are insane, the thoughts are so insane and crazy sometimes I just can't handle them. I'm really sorry to hear people that have to live like me, or like us, but at the same time I'm glad I'm not alone in this. Sending much love, we got this, one day at a time.
Thank you very much for this video. In particular I'm grateful for the last portion of the video where you give hope to others. Thank you.
This made me realize all the things I should be grateful for but take for granted.
I am most certainly grateful that you are still around Boogie!!! 😀😀😀
Ive been watching boogie for what seems like a decade, boogie tows the line on his content, but keep in mind he may be the only person on youtube that a viewer may be able to relate to, on a trauma/experience level, their is no doubt he provides.
videos like these are important boogie, there the reason i and many others started watching and still watch you till this day
sup boogie
glad you're here
I'm glad to see ur doing good boogie, screw the terrible people in this world who attack and bully others. My dad made his decision 15 years ago, I've never forgot that pain, and the thought of doing that to someone that I love is what keeps my mind I'm the right place.
Holy crap that was a rollercoaster of a video! I've had my fair share of shit in life and just when I think things are looking up I get push back down again... I've begun to accept that I'm not deserving of true happiness without pain in this world but I have things to be happy about and I'm trying so hard to focus on that!
Love you Boogie
If your genuinely a good person. Born with a heart and soul then you do deserve happiness. Everyone makes mistakes everyone makes the wrong choice from time to time but that's what makes us human. And its ok to be human. There's no words that can instantly make someone's life better but if you read this let me just tell you "don't take life too seriously cuz no matter what you'll never get out alive.
@@marcmarc6591 thanks, it's definitely difficult to believe I'll ever have a good run of uninterrupted happiness... I don't know why I have such bad luck in life but I always feel like it's punishment for something... I've just yet to figure out what
Been watching your channel on and off since May 2013. We love you Boogie!
It’s funny how sometimes, when things get really bad and you begin to hate your life…someone who you have never been able to meet in person reminds you why you should keep living. Thank you, Boogie…
I’ve watched you for years- from when I was a kid until this point now. I really needed this video… I really really did…
I'm glad you're still alive, Boogie. Your new outlook is awesome, and I love your honesty.
I've been a fan of you since 2012 I was 10 years old and now I'm 20 and you've been a awesome inspiration I'm glad that you're alive without you I don't think youtube will ever be the same
I'm glad you're still here brother, thank you for gettin me through some rough times
I was actually just hoping for an update on this topic the other day.
Thank you Boogie. I am glad you are still here.
I am going through a tough time due to health issues, and your videos helped see that life can be tolerable.
I went through a depressive episode recently, and finding hope was really hard. At the end of this video when you shockingly say your happy, that’s something I felt. It’s weird so go through hardship, one after another, only to come out of it somewhat happy. I think much like our demons, our path to happiness lies within.
Thanks for sharing all this boogie and I’m glad you’re still here. You’ve helped me more than you’ll ever know.
We are all glad you're still here dude. Keep up the great work.
You’ve definitely helped me get through a dark time in my life that almost destroyed me and I just wanna say thank you from the bottom of my heart. You’re an amazing person and I can’t wait to see what else you got for us!
Boogie buddy I’m a big fan of you for years now and I will always be your fan and I hope you keep on doing good 👍 god bless you and your family I will like to meet you one of these days
I am glad you didn't as well you are such a talented guy I knew you would get redemption and you will beat any challenge that tomorrow brings
I don't know man, I never got caught up in any of the BS. I've been here since 2011/2012 and I have nothing but love for you man. It's been a pleasure, honestly. Glad to hear you are doing good buddy, I'm happy for you.
Beautiful message in the video, you might be under selling yourself because you seem to be one of the most selfless, caring, and real influencers on this platform.
Thank you, Boogie.
You're a wonderful human being.
Some are too narrow-minded, obsessed with their own agendas, and/or lack the empathy for others to be able to comprehend the internal battles that many experience. You need not give them the time of day, and I'm really glad that you're still here actively overcoming those challenges. To share this so transperently must be a challenge in itself, and I thank you for that.
Hell yeah!!!! You got this bro. I am also experiencing the same awakening in my life. Can't please everyone and it ok not to. Be here and draw the good energy from those who want to see you do better and you will. You have inspired me to do more in my life to set it on the stright path thank you. You have also inspired me to interact with your channel more. Thank you so much.
Man you helped me though out the year's ever since 2012 when I was a freshman in high school I'm so sorry you've been thru so much I want you to be happy boogie
Good video, easy to slag people off that have been through tough times but takes a lot to open up no matter what anyone says. Been in a bad place plenty of times and I’ve definitely found as I’ve got older talking helps. Keep it up pal👍🏻
Without sounding like too much of a crazy person, you've been a great friend of mine for years, Boog. I learned about you approximately 2 weeks before your Video Game Award many years ago.
I've been here through thick and thin and you've never offended me. I realize people mess up in life. You've been one of the most relatable people I've known for years.
I haven't felt mentally well for about 4 years now. Please, don't go anywhere, Boog... Myself, as well as many others, need you here. Thank you.
Haha, I'm very slowly becoming happy, but it's still hiding somewhere. Thank you, thank you, thank you...
stay strong boogie i have watched you since 2013 i'm still a big fan of yours and thank you for everything boogie take care much love
Im really happy that your happy Boogie you deserve it
That last bit got me hard. We all have purpose and I'm glad you're here to see yours. Thank you for telling us your story. Your words of encouragement and hope help out more than I can possibly express.
I've been watching you since I was 13 (I'm 23 now) and you have always been one of the most honest and kindest and wisest people I've known on this platform. In recent years, the algorithm has propped up click hate RUclipsrs who spew nothing but venom and outrage, you're genuinely one of the last glimmers of sanity on this platform. Never go, we love you Boogie ❤️ I'm really glad you're still here. Also, the last part of Ara Batur by Sigur Ros is one of the most uplifting pieces of music on earth, I listen to it when I'm anxious. I'd highly recommend it.
Nothing but love for you! Showing vulnerability takes "pelotas" of steel, man! Keep waking up every day and stay strong. You're not alone
Boogie you don’t know me but I want you to know how much you’ve affected my life. I’m a 23 year old guy who has had struggles with an anxiety disorder and more currently a year long vertigo struggle. Other than that im very active and healthy so they can’t figure out what’s wrong with me. You’re an inspiration to all kinds of people and way too hard on yourself. Thank you for continuing to make these videos and fighting with us.
@deejay my sister has vertigo as well also a big anxiety problem. Stay strong and please just try to appreciate what u have no matter how little or how much and think a little less bout the things you don't have. I know that's easier said then done but if you just try then there will always be hope
@@marcmarc6591 Appreciate your kind words and encouragement. Seems there are good people in this world after all
I'll never forget watching those old storytime videos Boogie made about mental health and his past. Fantastic content. This video reminded me of those. Crazy to think how Boogie's death would have effected my roommate and I around 2017, 2018. We were big Boogie fans and still are. So glad Boogie is still on earth and RUclips.
You're a good person and you matter, keep going bud
Be grateful, despite your suffering, Boogie. Life is hard, and yet wonderful and unbelievable too. Live.
Glad you’re still here.
thank you for this Boogie ... you will save lives with this video guaranteed.
i am very happy you are still here, loved your content for years now !!
I went through my divorce around the same time as yours. Your divorce video helped me push through mine even while I was having the same “delete myself” thoughts. So from the bottom of my heart, thank you, Boogie. You really helped me get through a hard time.
Im very glad you're still around Boogs love ya brother
Could you revisit your subject on managing money? I found your "What it's like to be broke" video to be very insightful and I'd like to hear your thoughts on the matter 10+ years later and what you've learned about it over the course of that time.
Thank you for sharing man, I'm sorry to hear the horrible things you have gone through, but I'm glad that you didn't go through with it. Thank you for fighting, thank you for sharing, thank you for doing you best. We appreciate you man, don't you ever forget.
Thanks boogie I’m starting to feel the same way I’m having problems but it’s like no one cares and sometimes I just think about ending it all. Sad part is I don’t think anyone but my immediate family would care
Don’t make a permanent choice based on a temporary feeling.
I care bro seriously
@@jadensickguy it gets hard man. I get left out of everything. I have friends but I don’t know what I’m doing wrong
@@fvrlit just gotta push yourself out of your comfort zone more and involve yourself as best you can. i was in your position a while ago but not as serious as what your going through what helped me was doing things that scared me the most and my confidence began to build up
@@jadensickguy thank you man I really appreciate it
Love ya boogie. I battled with my severe depression throughout my early 20s and still to this day, but being able to watch influencers like you, watching your fight through it and your survival through it, gives me and everybody else around us just that nice kick in the butt to get us through the day. And look at all of us, we made it through all of our worst days and more to come
Boogie2988. Been watching you since I was a small child. Almost 21 now. Crazy how time flies. It sucked to see you go through what you did. But I always hoped the best for you. Because I know youre better than that. I have hope. All the drama you gotta leave that. Focus on yourself, your health. Please don’t let go of yourself. keep watching yourself. And don’t be too harsh on yourself. I love your channel and I will continue to wish you the best of luck. Thank you for being a part of my childhood.
Same bro, I've been watching this man for over 10 years
I'm glad you're still here. you've been a huge inspiration for me. I'm diagnosed major depressive disorder and Cptsd from years of childhood trauma.
I get my sleeve surgery on May 9th.
as always, we love you.
Back in 2018, I wanted to off myself. One youtuber reached out to me and helped me out and, for that, I am forever thankful that he did. I understand your pain. I love you boogie.
we need more people to talk about mental health.. thanks for being here boogie and making my teenage years a hell of a lot more enjoyable.. I hope to hear more stories even if they're hard to talk about..
Nietzsche says that those who seek pity do so to exert power over people. They do not have any other power than to make otherwise content people feel sad. Weak men are not good men.
Glad to have you around still brother! Been here since error 33 days
Long term fan Boogie. Love your honesty
Been watching your channel for years. Please keep making videos like this, I think there’s a lot of people feeling the same way. I come back to these vids when I’m feeling down.