They ARE STAR STRUK & Haunted By UR ABSENCE; They’ll Do ANYTHING Cause They THINK U DON’T CARE…😔🚫

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  • Опубликовано: 23 янв 2025

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  • @deborahjohnston1627
    @deborahjohnston1627 8 месяцев назад +26

    Yeshua said: My Strength is made perfect in your weakness

    • @MelLouMarley
      @MelLouMarley 8 месяцев назад

      Was that Yeshua or Jahovah?

    • @PS-pn9rd
      @PS-pn9rd 8 месяцев назад

      Why can't we copy quotes from RUclips in order to Google them? RUclips is weird

    • @PS-pn9rd
      @PS-pn9rd 8 месяцев назад

      My strength is made perfect in your weakness

    • @PS-pn9rd
      @PS-pn9rd 8 месяцев назад

      Oops. I only typed that to copy and paste it in some other search engine than the one who owns RUclips. Accidently posted it. Force of habit

    • @PS-pn9rd
      @PS-pn9rd 8 месяцев назад +1

      Paul said it. He was quoting the lord. Which presumably is yeshua and Jehova

  • @DivineTiming8888
    @DivineTiming8888 8 месяцев назад +20

    Light, the real ones love being called pretty beautiful gorgeous and whatever else. Divine masculine men don’t shy away from being attractive.

    • @robertball8696
      @robertball8696 8 месяцев назад +1

      I dig the rugged gentlemen greeting, I’m pretty and ugly

  • @Elizabethcoley1
    @Elizabethcoley1 8 месяцев назад +78

    Praise to God Almighty!!!!'m favoured, $95k every 3weeks!
    I can now give back to the locals in my community and also support God's work and the church. God bless America 🇺🇸 ❤️❤️❤️

    • @Nicholas_brandon
      @Nicholas_brandon 8 месяцев назад +6

      God bless you more abundantly for your generosity

    • @Nicholas_brandon
      @Nicholas_brandon 8 месяцев назад +5

      But then, what do you do? How do you come about that in that period?

    • @Elizabethcoley1
      @Elizabethcoley1 8 месяцев назад +4

      It is the digital market. God has been good to my household

    • @Elizabethcoley1
      @Elizabethcoley1 8 месяцев назад +3

      Big thanks to Renee Marie Harrison

    • @Elizabethcoley1
      @Elizabethcoley1 8 месяцев назад +3

      She’s a licensed broker in the states 🇺🇸

  • @corrieaaron9679
    @corrieaaron9679 8 месяцев назад +6

    2 Corinthians 12:9
    King James Version
    9 “And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness.”

  • @robertball8696
    @robertball8696 8 месяцев назад +2

    Power is misunderstood love just like truth is misunderstood sometimes as the highest. Truth is we create truth through our love

  • @tasmine772
    @tasmine772 8 месяцев назад +10

    non-duality, non judgment, pure expression, is a weapon many will not risk losing the currency of status and material opportunity to be humiliated or disowned.. but when you simply want to be yourself, you are unstoppable and seen as dangerous.. bc you are free.

    • @robertball8696
      @robertball8696 8 месяцев назад

      But dualism is ingrained in our genetics as 4 personality types over men and women. Duality isn’t going anywhere

  • @JasonJones-x5e
    @JasonJones-x5e 8 месяцев назад +3

    I see more darkness in people than I really care for we need more light in this world great message 🕯️

  • @bacariwilliamsBDW
    @bacariwilliamsBDW 8 месяцев назад +1

    Light, I love you. Genuinely & unconditionally, as I love myself.
    You are making it thru whatever you’re dealing with. And I’ll still love you, completely, once you do. I don’t go away, I don’t “change”. I am always with you, loving you from within and without. If we do meet up in this place, I’ll remind you again in person.
    I can tell you’ve been Reallly on this intentional spiritual journey; respect.
    💯♾️♥️♾️💯🤙🏾🗣️

  • @Jordury
    @Jordury 8 месяцев назад +1

    Thank you, take good care of yourself, I too am resting 🙏🏼💜

  • @Stokiaki87
    @Stokiaki87 8 месяцев назад +1

    I am, here for you -I'm certain. It is always so much very nicer to see you than my words can express. My eyes are boycotting other ppl bc of your tone of essence. Happy to see you is jus a mild way of saying the unsaid. Peace & love susthren. I'm around like a donut.😁✌🏿💖

  • @theochimwanda
    @theochimwanda 8 месяцев назад +5

    And you are going to be fine. you will overcome whatever you are going through. Always remember tribulations and trials don't take all life long. Passing phase what what what .

  • @josuecardosa9734
    @josuecardosa9734 8 месяцев назад +3

    the gentleman's intro has been top notch today. rough tough man.

  • @empressblessed5051
    @empressblessed5051 8 месяцев назад

    "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness."...❤❤❤

  • @ReturnofthePrince-hv3eu
    @ReturnofthePrince-hv3eu 8 месяцев назад +6

    Just know that your brother Prince. Roderick has much respect and love for you, my friend. Keep your strength. Tend to the vessel. As well.

  • @Canceledopoulos
    @Canceledopoulos 8 месяцев назад +9

    Love you Lighty. Can’t think of a RUclipsr who’s better at making me feel special and persecuted with flair and gusto. Little typo in the title

  • @XXXShadow1514
    @XXXShadow1514 8 месяцев назад +4

    9:50 we are on the right side of energy.

  • @Victory-mq7wz
    @Victory-mq7wz 8 месяцев назад +2

    You must know yourself completely in the lord God bless you light you always bring the clarity I need thank you tremendously ❤

  • @JaneCharney
    @JaneCharney 8 месяцев назад

    Hi° Definitely . The chosen ones must be aware of both sides. It's part of the experience of healing and helping everything on the planet advance as a collective. The vibes will generate beauty and love. For you, beautiful "Lovers"❤❤

  • @michelleglavor3976
    @michelleglavor3976 8 месяцев назад

    That hit hard! Caught me off guard too.
    My dear, how I wish r reach out and just hug You so!
    Spot on an t h point. This has all beng weighing heavy on Me, NOT just bearing.
    This Saggie turning beautifully 60 this year, and by golly, ALL, that pain is what got ME here. Couldn't change it if I waned to, but knowing I needed to so I'd wake up.....Most precious, priceless present for Me.
    Love and Light, Sunshine Chelle

  • @Unpolished_me
    @Unpolished_me 8 месяцев назад

    Don’t let it get to you,luv, light. You said a lot!!! You said a lot I don’t know about the darkness. But I had a dream about blue lights last night.

  • @lionsoultribe
    @lionsoultribe 8 месяцев назад +1

    Thank you LIGHT for being a frontliner (too).
    You carve ways for some of us who need a little push or shackle or chain removed.
    My poetry came back to me.
    And yes our presence calls ppl out.
    I feel like I am one makes them pick sides. They can no longer lurk or fool or play around.
    Suddenly they must pick a side...
    Suddenly the light is on em...

  • @stormsurvivor6818
    @stormsurvivor6818 8 месяцев назад

    He'll give us Salvation through our suffering.❤

  • @RazielApollyon
    @RazielApollyon 8 месяцев назад +4

    The way you present these is beautiful- well done.

  • @abdelrahim5184
    @abdelrahim5184 7 месяцев назад

    " The people in darkness have seen a great light" and naturally come to the light🙂

  • @talkmone
    @talkmone 8 месяцев назад

    Thank you Light ❤ We're all in this together. Sending you Strength💪

  • @APD2TMHGAUA-b5i
    @APD2TMHGAUA-b5i 17 дней назад

    I give praises to the most high God. Clearing out all negative energies and entities whether physical or spiritual... everyone believes in a god that is sweet caring and forgiving and he is the beneficent he is the most merciful he is the best knower... the omnificent Magnificent effervescen, ye Are All God's Children of the most high God Allah Jah Ra YahI ...as a child of him is the God of Justice present waiting weighing...I work for him & He works with me, keep your heart feathery. Grace SHINES on you, im so proud of you 👏 🥰 💛

  • @Jsoul_freespirit
    @Jsoul_freespirit 8 месяцев назад

    “Love doesn’t have to be earned or found , it just has to be realized “ at times I may be weak in physical but gaining that strength back in spirit , I love ya 🫶🏽♾️🤩light for touching all are heart strings as the collective , wherever we are rn it’s ok to feel accountable for all elements and emotions within that rise , the most high knows it’s building a foundation of fearless being true to yourself

  • @InfiniteSoulPaths
    @InfiniteSoulPaths 8 месяцев назад

    I appreciate that you acknowledge the truth of who we are; gods and goddesses! Knowing yourself does help!

  • @iceeyaahcreative
    @iceeyaahcreative 8 месяцев назад

    Love and Light, always.
    🍂🍃

  • @joegargery6991
    @joegargery6991 8 месяцев назад

    He who is in me has overcome the world! I love you Light!! You always hit right in the feels for reals hun!! ❤

  • @mylilfavniece
    @mylilfavniece 8 месяцев назад

    Your weekness makes my strength perfect. Stay blessed

  • @TheInterDimensionalDragon
    @TheInterDimensionalDragon 8 месяцев назад +2

    I feel alot of people connecting with you myself included may be these people gods goddesses re incantated in this moment in time for a reason. Keep shining ✨️.

  • @pk11126
    @pk11126 8 месяцев назад

    What can I say!!! You ALWAYS have a way to touch me!!! Yes I am stronger at my weakest point!! I Love you soooo!!!💐💐💐

  • @Icanseerightthrewyou
    @Icanseerightthrewyou 8 месяцев назад +3

    When u live in your car or on the street because of what you believe in, man I can’t wait to look at these people and just look away and say next

  • @Danyelle-p2s
    @Danyelle-p2s 8 месяцев назад

    Diversity brings out character 🙌 maintaining💫 my energy resonated with Faith✨ serenity in this spiritual realm 🙏 thankful for divine timing reveals possible interests in😇 blessings Amen ❣️

  • @robertball8696
    @robertball8696 8 месяцев назад

    We can exalt one another by seeing the better angels of each others nature. Though mystic chords of memory will swell when again touched as surely they will be by the better angels of our nature.

  • @josecores6979
    @josecores6979 4 месяца назад

    ❤Hello Light this is Love 😍. Just a thought if we understand anything... we will receive many times back what we give freely without judging or expecting anything in return. Bless those who take, and bless those you give to be it earthly blessings or spiritual. Because all of it will come back to you many times over in many forms. That is why forgiveness is so important and why everything is a blessing. Energy is energy convert bad / evil / dark energy, be the Alchemist. Fear is converted to courage, guilt to forgiveness, rage to love. Despair to hope. Dark to Light 😊❤️ The important most important thing is to get it done for and through God. Much love and thank you!! Gratitude is the grease that keeps the mechanism going.

  • @SonOFjoseph
    @SonOFjoseph 8 месяцев назад

    100% 😅 ….I’m exactly that ❤☺️🙏🏽
    This is soooo spot on!!! God is good 😌

  • @whitegoldakarawstahh
    @whitegoldakarawstahh 8 месяцев назад +2

    good evening family. I hope you all had a blessed day 🙏

  • @tomhahn2633
    @tomhahn2633 8 месяцев назад

    Thank you for your Light. Always touching. Always so concerned about others. I hope you do the same for yourself. Sending prayers and protection your way. Be good. Be the Light that you are. Blessings. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤😊.

  • @YahuwshuaTruth
    @YahuwshuaTruth 8 месяцев назад

    May Yâhwéh YâhuwSHUâ continue to guide you and activate your Twin/Envoy. I appreciate you uploads

  • @Ianto-tv3fg
    @Ianto-tv3fg 8 месяцев назад +1

    Always a pleasure, Mama LIGHT. And for sure ... gods and goddesses ... but in truth, being The Eternal is the very least special thing about any one of us xxx

  • @user-nf6pt6xn8r
    @user-nf6pt6xn8r 8 месяцев назад

    When I listen this video second time it all sounded different and made more sense … thank you sweetheart ❤

  • @user777er
    @user777er 8 месяцев назад

    I'm giving you my biggest hug Eva. U so inspire me. Truely. U take all the time U need too, beautiful soul ❤

  • @ronnasteele8316
    @ronnasteele8316 8 месяцев назад

    Poking the bear, testing my resolve, forging the steele to master my emotions... Namaste!!!

  • @KINGDIVINITY8
    @KINGDIVINITY8 8 месяцев назад

    APPRECIATE YOU LIGHT 🕊
    (SOOTHING RELAXING VOICE ) 💊
    ( EYE CANDY PRESENCE ) 🔥

  • @timmyarrington1932
    @timmyarrington1932 8 месяцев назад

    Respect and Blessings Light Bearer Much Love ❤😊

  • @robertball8696
    @robertball8696 8 месяцев назад

    It’s important to speak with as much precision as possible because we can’t let our intentions be misunderstood by one another or we risk passing like ships in the night

    • @feet77777
      @feet77777 8 месяцев назад

      But if something goes wrong wouldn't that be what was meant to happen?

  • @Impropersss
    @Impropersss 8 месяцев назад

    Thank you for this message 🎉your the best Light 🕊️may the Holy Spirit be with you forever and always 🎉

  • @CancermoonLeorising
    @CancermoonLeorising 8 месяцев назад

    Thank you for this Devine channel you are a Queen of Light and have my deepest respect❤ never doubt it

  • @mister__matt
    @mister__matt 8 месяцев назад

    Thank you for the message and blessings to you Sister Light.

  • @MysticSoul_369
    @MysticSoul_369 8 месяцев назад

    Blessings!!! Thanks for this message… It was received… He who has eyes let them see clear & he who has ears let them hear… 🙏🏾💜

  • @yahshua873
    @yahshua873 8 месяцев назад

    My beautiful Sister, "The Art Of War is deception, when strong feign weakness, lure the enemy in - then circle and devour the enemy". A Perfect Master weild both good and evil with equal strength and power! We repel evil with what is best... Peace.

  • @777Love-qq2gn
    @777Love-qq2gn 8 месяцев назад

    I love you light I appreciate you and I am grateful for your being stay present always

  • @Avidasegue444
    @Avidasegue444 8 месяцев назад

    Divinely poetic, you have a way with words that brings out passion, thank you for this message divine sending you abundance and presence

  • @publickx7611
    @publickx7611 8 месяцев назад +1

    Thank you Light - Great shares - I feel you are activating gifts in many and your own internal galaxy that will feed many generations to come in a timeless perspective - Here Now and in the future🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉 We are our future selves🎉 and we dont exist in the way we think we do IMO
    We are beyond the beyond of all. Thank you for vibrating on these levels.

  • @hannahbarge1998
    @hannahbarge1998 8 месяцев назад +1

    Therefore, in order to keep me from becoming conceited, I was given a thorn in my flesh, a messenger of Satan, to torment me. 8 Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. 9 But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. 10 That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.

  • @Markie999
    @Markie999 8 месяцев назад +6

    ☀ LIGHT ☀
    You are ❤❤❤ amazing. Thanks for the divine msg.
    I AM

  • @Rayo5204
    @Rayo5204 8 месяцев назад

    U R A Vision & A Delight. Many Blessings, Peace Grace & Love 🌷❤️

  • @finished421
    @finished421 8 месяцев назад

    Thanks Light
    I hope you get the rest you need ,
    I’m tired too ,
    ❤️

  • @theochimwanda
    @theochimwanda 8 месяцев назад

    May God bless you with that which you desire the most if it pleases him "One woman Ship"😅😅 your words inspire me. When I'm just down I'm like is there anything new on LIGHT . Keep them coming please.

  • @CreativeWerxGFX
    @CreativeWerxGFX 8 месяцев назад +2

    Always like to feel what you say. Words hold meaning, but sometimes its how you say it that cures me.

    • @robertball8696
      @robertball8696 8 месяцев назад

      Words have meaning but it’s self defined meaning that organizes us into communities

    • @robertball8696
      @robertball8696 8 месяцев назад

      The overlap of community belonging is accurately measured by the alignment of self defined language between community members individually

  • @Turtlesjourney...SantiagoJuare
    @Turtlesjourney...SantiagoJuare 8 месяцев назад

    Excellent job 💯 yesterday was our best tomorrow 💪

  • @tasmine772
    @tasmine772 8 месяцев назад

    the beauty of your serendipity, your sermon so to speak.. is a testament to the harmony that we seek in this life. the ones who really innerstand oneness for all that it is simply get it.

  • @josueaginaga6438
    @josueaginaga6438 8 месяцев назад

    I found strength in my deepest darkest part of my soul, where I feel awaken a side I never knew that side of me is, but so much love I feel in the darkest aspect of deep dark love of my soul

  • @adamrahman1314
    @adamrahman1314 2 месяца назад

    Amen amen and amen. Thank you.

  • @robertball8696
    @robertball8696 8 месяцев назад

    In a way it’s protecting us from each other. Sometimes you just find the words though

  • @PS-pn9rd
    @PS-pn9rd 8 месяцев назад

    I couldn't keep away. Had to check in with you.
    Stay positive and brave and make your own reality light. Your previous vid concerned me. Please dont spread fear concerning the demonic dirtbags who try to enter our lives. Theyd feed off that energy. Give them no energy, pay them no mind. Lifes too short. Lets enjoy it

  • @yahyah9184
    @yahyah9184 8 месяцев назад

    Thank you 😌beautiful Goddess of Light🌞!🥰

  • @DAJ-y3l
    @DAJ-y3l 8 месяцев назад

    As always you just said it like it is 💯💯 !!
    I find it so hard to believe that any other person could / would actually know or feel the exact same way as I do ! You really blow my mind ❤

  • @amakersworld2689
    @amakersworld2689 8 месяцев назад

    ``My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness.''
    Bless YOU Birhan. 🤭

  • @HelloworldWelcometoMylife1
    @HelloworldWelcometoMylife1 8 месяцев назад

    everything that you say makes perfect sense

  • @josueaginaga6438
    @josueaginaga6438 8 месяцев назад

    Thanks my beautiful queen for this words, love you so much

  • @KarlHeinrichFreimut
    @KarlHeinrichFreimut 8 месяцев назад

    I hear you. Loud and clear. As if I was an empty cathedral. I hear you. And there is no opposition inside of me. Only that choir of angels singing "Amen. Glory glory Halleluja" to every truth you offer at the altar. You are true, dear heart. 🙏 I thank you for beeing that sacrifice. You shine my light, for we are one.

  • @DanielAcostadaca661
    @DanielAcostadaca661 5 месяцев назад

    "i DON'T CARE WHO you ARE CUZ BABY I'M THA STAR"-RIP MACDRE AND I HAV LIVED IT NOW I'M MORE ALIVE THAN I HAV EVER BEEN, RICH SPIRIT-$

  • @nuttallovamychestt
    @nuttallovamychestt 8 месяцев назад +3

    Yes I know God told I so❤

  • @LashundaMenefield
    @LashundaMenefield 8 месяцев назад +1

    This was beautiful ❤

  • @GaeaRising1027
    @GaeaRising1027 8 месяцев назад

    Thank you, lover 😅
    It's to go through the fire before it gets the oil. ⚒️

  • @D.L.Seraile717
    @D.L.Seraile717 8 месяцев назад

    Rock on, Miss! You know whats up 😊

  • @corrieaaron9679
    @corrieaaron9679 8 месяцев назад

    Once again, so on point ❤🎉
    I love you, Light! ❤🎉 You are a beautiful being.

  • @ZarMichael
    @ZarMichael 8 месяцев назад

    Because of people like you i with stamd all and stand tall and Will do so untill all will hear my voice

  • @Juswanteddaughterseama
    @Juswanteddaughterseama 8 месяцев назад

    If you cared you put your pride aside give me a hug

  • @janiceclement7122
    @janiceclement7122 8 месяцев назад

    Am truly a goddess ,!! Very accurate message as always, my strength is made perfect in your weakness.Thank you Light 🌟 grace and peace love you Goddess.💕😇🙌

  • @davidattaway6798
    @davidattaway6798 8 месяцев назад

    Hello Light, In past videos I have seen your wisdom, intellect, honesty & etc but this time I felt your elegance. Thanks so much for sharing this wonderful experience. ❤ Light Amazing Light

  • @Neiscience
    @Neiscience 8 месяцев назад

    thank you for understanding.

  • @tagetcookhorne
    @tagetcookhorne 8 месяцев назад +1

    So much happens while I sleep. My nights are short but yours aren't. People insist on taking advantage of people who wish not to cause harm. Finding loop holes or creating cracks to exploit them. But there's 'a time for everything under the sun'. You have to be careful of who comes to your 'rescue' heated by my actions or the lack there of. I have studied 'people' my whole life. Those that hate me will not change, nor do they do favors. (You know the ones). Thanks for the gesture of your affections in this video 🫂, you're easy to love and difficult to hate. I'm hoping things took a turn for the better for you. (I write this as the typical whisperers plot the moment my eyes open from my slumber). My position when it comes to some relations is based on closeness. Some will have more access than others but no access is given to them who force their way in. I hope you see the black and white on the people around, me as you have explained why I do that in the spread of your videos (I never stopped to explain in that much detail to the 'blacks'). I won't be hearing your tears as they fall anymore, the traveling merchants have moved farther away. I have your 🎧. I imagined you don't need it (for reasons). You'll have to tie you hair up to put it on (in my mind, maybe you have some extra creativity laying around lol). I think you'll like its style and perks. I'm not sure if it's able to be called 'noise cancelling' unfortunately 🤕

  • @ZarMichael
    @ZarMichael 8 месяцев назад

    Because of people like you i with stamd all and stand tall and Will do so untill all will hear my voice mind thy Fertile ,Fertile thy mind

  • @amrajamaal
    @amrajamaal 8 месяцев назад

    Thank you Light

  • @JohnWicker-np7nr
    @JohnWicker-np7nr 8 месяцев назад

    ❤❤❤
    It's more than meets the eye

  • @Well-beingCris..
    @Well-beingCris.. 7 месяцев назад

    Thanks

  • @williamwaggoner8904
    @williamwaggoner8904 8 месяцев назад

    7 Circles of Love & Protection

  • @bazilleclaymore8335
    @bazilleclaymore8335 8 месяцев назад

    I'm glad youre feeling better LIGHT, last video you looked down and out.

  • @Doulyn24
    @Doulyn24 8 месяцев назад

    Conclusion...you speaking about yourself...but that actually helps people coz everyone goes through that💯✨Smart though

    • @robertball8696
      @robertball8696 8 месяцев назад

      It appears that way but it actually works by personality type and it’s not purely projection

  • @OisndaHouse
    @OisndaHouse 8 месяцев назад

    Always good to hear from you

  • @juniorchavesopicassodeyahu988
    @juniorchavesopicassodeyahu988 8 месяцев назад +1

    It would be great to approach the topic of twin flame. Anyone can be your twin flame, whether celeb or average

  • @dinkumtotzquare
    @dinkumtotzquare 8 месяцев назад

    Preface I like your work
    I gotta say when I hit play I said please don't say perky gentleman lol and you went waaaaay the other direction! LOVE IT🕊️🔥🪶💜🧿

  • @BIGEAGLE444
    @BIGEAGLE444 8 месяцев назад +12

    Pretty gentlemen light cmon don't switch it up now bby

    • @JaneDough11
      @JaneDough11 8 месяцев назад

      Ahaha

    • @hgehlon
      @hgehlon 8 месяцев назад +2

      She’s not your baby

    • @unknown-xy3dk
      @unknown-xy3dk 8 месяцев назад

      @@hgehlon btw she mentioned me by name 2 times so far 🧙🏾‍♂️🪄😉

    • @azaeladel
      @azaeladel 8 месяцев назад

      ​@@hgehlonwe're all babies to each other deep inside ✊🏽😔

  • @evansgitia9164
    @evansgitia9164 8 месяцев назад

    You just spoke straight facts got me like my favourite song

  • @bjornvollheim7303
    @bjornvollheim7303 8 месяцев назад

    And thank you back for having a place to be. 😀

  • @Johannes711
    @Johannes711 8 месяцев назад

    Thanks :) Tonight i was attacked again several times, i saw in picture, looked like the lich in adventure time with the goathorns, then i saw, not in picture, but it was createt in my mind, hard to explain, diffent types of demonsfaces and one ghostlike, and this when i feel the fear they trying to put in me, and i feel there attacks in my head also like different part of my brains i need to hold focus on its like i defending myself with focus on that part. This time i think god and helpers/angels let me experience it, they know i can handle it.