Song: “Heavy” by Skydxddy and Citizen Soldier (out now) *Hello my sunflowers 🌻 To all those who also relate to this please know you’re not alone and I’m so sorry. Please remember that you are strong and I’m very proud of you for coming this far ❤ I love you. Thank you so much for being here* ❤❤❤
I feel like people put me under not knowing what I go through every day and it kills me slowly every day. So seeing this makes me feel not alone!! 👇🏼 Cae, has helped me heal from my toxic father figure. And seeing her every day with those videos of her healing from toxic people makes me heal slowly!! Thank you so CAE!!!!!
I don t have depresion but i heard this words many Time i my life. Now i Just say well being my frind is for strong one❤😂💪 I hope you never heard this words again love ya ❤
Painful, it makes you a burden....push everything aside so no one has the chance to say it...keep it in...lie to yourself...smile while crying on your room floor at 1 am silently....a burden that no one wants....I'm tired...it happened again on Saturday, and I came home from meeting those people and the ending of this video is exactly what happened...
The bad thing is people that just say “ haha I’m so depressed guys I’m so depressed!!!!” And you know they are pretending but it makes you think like an outcast no one wants to be seen with.
my problem is when i say it in a joking but not joking tone, and NO ONE has picked up that i’m serious because im always so “happy go lucky” in reality i get stressed so easily and often that i always have to make sure no one knows i feel like crying so often
@@hearingless11 THANK U SO MUCH- u just described my entire life in a few sentences. I get u so much. I just cry in my bedroom, shower, wherever and whenever I can without anyone knowing. Depression just SUCKSSSS..I should know lol 😂 😭 And the thing is - I can’t even share it with anyone bc either they judge me about it, or just assume I’m joking cuz I hide it all the time. HUMOR HIDES PAINN- one of my mottos. Also- HIDE URSELF FROM THE WORLD- I have terrible mottos, but they DO work, soooooo..ya. Anyways, sometimes when I share my real feelings or emotions with someone, even if it’s not even MEAN, or HURTFUL, or in ANY WAY POSSIBLE HURT, somehow THEIR feelings get hurt, even when it’s not even directed towards them..I don’t get it! I could just say (long story, and this is how it happened actually irl) “I’ve been wanting to hang out with yall too” and WHAT HAPPENS? SOMEHOW I HURT THEIR FEELINGS! And it’s ALL MY FAULT and IM ALWAYS THE PROBLEM and I- anyways, I don’t usually share anything with anyone else anymore except for 2 friends who actually GET me, get me. Also I’m SO so srry that I’m writing all this, it’s just SOO hard to keep all of this in-I’ve been wanting to cry all freaking day 😭😭this kinda helped- ‼ U DONT HAFTA READ IT UNLESS U WANNA, I JUST DID IT CUZ I NEEDED TO SHARE AND GET THIS ALL OUT!! ‼ 🤷🏾♀🤦🏾♀💖😭
@thisgirliscrazyweirdandlovesit thanks for sharing! i can totally relate! humor DOES hide pain for me too, and i wish i had friends who lived closer that i really trusted. unfortunately i only see them once or twice a year. anyways, i am here if you ever need someone to talk to, and you aren’t in this alone. keep going my fellow sunflower. ✨YOU GOT THIS✨. ❤️🤟🏻🫶🏻🌻
@@hearingless11 Omhg ur so freaking nice!!!!!! Ur the best sunflower I’ll ever meet, and tysm! Also, once or twice a YEAR?! Maybe try to meet new people who live around u! Ucould try to make other friends who u can trust too! U deserve at least ONE amazing friendship, if not more! Hey, yk what? I’LL be ur friend, haha! If U ever wanna talk, I’m here, too! Ur ABSOLUTELY AMAZING!! Tysm! 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🙃✨✨🤩🤩⭐⭐ 🤣
"Dramatic, annoying, over dramatic" I've heard that before. It's their fault I don't trust them anymore. If you're gonna talk behind someone's back, at least *try* to hide it. It hurts
❤❤❤ There’s a saying that goes “If someone’s talking about you behind your back, let them. They’re behind you for a reason”. I hope this helps you. ❤❤❤
I hope you find someone who will care more about you, but never feel like you have to suppress your emotions. Try journaling and venting in a journal, if you can get a good therapist.
I feel like people put me under not knowing what I go through every day and it kills me slowly every day. So seeing this makes me feel not alone!! 👇🏼 And I love your message!!
Cae, has helped me heal from my toxic father figure. And seeing her every day with those videos of her healing from toxic people makes me heal slowly!! Thank you so CAE!!!!!
I see what she means. Pushing someone to change or simply take control won't get better. On the contrary, amn feels misunderstood and alone. I believe in you. Thank you Cae for showing us how hard it can be for people and that this "you're making it worse than it is" doesn't help. PS: You are beautiful and a strong woman ❤❤❤❤
Yes I agree with you because if your just trying to push someone to change and feel better, then you don’t really care about their emotions and you just want to get the problem out of their way so you won’t have to carry it
Cae, your mental health videos keep me stable. No one had ever made me feel like home except you, Cae, you made me feel like home when I was watching your videos. Thank you for bringing me out of the dark, and opening the light by showing me your lovely fantasy stories/characters. Cae, you are not alone, and will NEVER be. No matter what, I will always love you and support you. You saved millions of lives, including mine. I appreciate you with all my heart. Giving love and hugs, Cae, never forget, you are my HERO 🌎❤️❤️❤️❤️
This made me cry😢😢 I'm so sorry for all of the people that go through this❤❤ I don't go through this, but sometimes I feel unheard and ignored and sometimes unimportant. I tend not to talk about my troubles or even mention that I'm struggling because this is what I'm afraid of, I guess, and I don't want to put my burdens on someone else. I love you, Cae!! Your videos kind of feel like a safe place because you're so comforting, and they remind me that I'm not the only one struggling. I love all of your videos!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!
@@KyndalMcConnell-vx8pf I had a friend like that so when she yells at you just drop her! It's not like she can do anything about it! And if she hits you hit her back! No one deserves a friend like that! Not even the worst of people!
@@KyndalMcConnell-vx8pfAwwww I’m so sorry for that I also have a friend like that she always says what goes through her mind and when I try to say what is going on in my mind then I get yelled at or she is saying that I know nothing 💔😢
I hate people who just wants to be near people on good times and they think everyone seeks attention. I don’t know what this world has come to. Thank you for this channel it has been a big help I I wish the best for you cae, just know I’m always here for you.
True friends will help you through your struggles- not leave you because they’re too heavy to carry. True friends stick with you- through rough roads, easy roads, and to the end. ❤
You saved my daughter's life cause she has been bullied for 6 years and she been wanted to commit suicide but your videos saved her and now she's 13 almost 14 and you is her hero ❤️❤️
This made me cry 😭 it’s so relatable like, my grandmother recently died and it’s been hard for me. But when I try to express that I get a “good for you” like they’re not even paying attention. Or a “do you need help?” But not in a nice way in a “do you need to be locked in a mental hospital for the rest of your life.” But Cae you really help me thank you! ❤
If someone is too heavy, lighten the load instead of dropping it. You don't have to be depressed along with someone to support them. The people who have helped me the most were the people who shared their happiness with me regardless of what I was able to reciprocate. To those who struggle with depression, this is your sign to let it out. The harder you try to force yourself to be happy, the farther away that happiness gets. Give yourself permission to be depressed, to feel sad, to feel angry, to feel empty of anything. You'll never be your best self if you don't learn to love who you are at your worst. The bare minimum is still something accomplished.
true for me i do it infront of everybody and i cant help it they just hurt me more and more even family and friends even bffs i lost i always feel left out and everybody hates me and i get upsaet easily i get called crying for atantion and depresion and anxiety i want to do su!cide but i cant im scared if my dad would get deprressed aswell school dont get me started home worse and also theres and end in friend which happens to me always well cae saved me 3 years ago i was on the edge of runing away bc of everyone until i found cae shes helped me and i wish to be her when im older and do acting and cosplaying im sick at the moment but every body says im not and this all reltalble hate on me hate on me ive gone through enough i can handle it well atlest i think i can if you guys hate cae you arent a person AND STOP HATING ON HER PLSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can relate. I can relate so bad. A few “friends” of mine left me because I was “too depressed” and one thought I had bipolar when I didn’t. They saw me as an attention seeker, and only that. They couldn’t care less about my feelings.
Cae always remember if your physical or emotional burdens get to heavy to carry God said, give them to me so you don't have to suffer anymore. Nobody will ever listen or understand they'll say you're dramatic or too depressing but always remember you can still spill all the contents of your heart out to God ❤😢
Thank you Cae. This is very relatable to me. I've had friends who have left me because I started speaking my mind. They thought I was lying, not trying hard enough, too depressing and negative, and they eventually left me. But I also now have friends that have stayed, listened, and understood what I was going through, making me realize I'm not alone. To anyone going through this, keep fighting. Don't give up.
This made me cry so hard. I just went through one of the hardest breakups and he said, “You don’t have mental health issues you just make bad decisions!!”. 💔😭
@@selenazihanchen1763the thing is I’m not perfect. I will never be perfect. It took me a while but I’m starting to realize I have to be happy with who I am not who I can’t be.
My ex bsf back stabbed me said "you belittled me" I never would do that to anyone I've had it happen to me before it sucks I would never she got all my friends to gang up on me I started crying and hyperventilating and couldn't breath beating on my head pulling my hair it sucks and it sucks being accused of doing the one thing that broke me
This is the reason that people hide their emotions and dont tell anyone how they feel. We just get called attention seekers and over dramatic. Im so sorry if anyone is going through this, your amazing and your are feelings are valid, talk to people so it dosnt consume you to the point where you cant tell anyone. ❤❤❤
I really hope that anyone, including Cae, can get through any mental health issue they are going through. And just remember you aren't alone. Cae your amazing and keep doing what your doing. ❤❤❤❤
Recently I had a mental breakdown that forced me to go back to therapy. It was because of something similar. Thank you Cae, for showing us that we’re not alone and we can look up to someone like you. ❤🌻 In case anyone needed to hear this today, you’re doing great. Don’t be afraid to be yourself.
People that don't deal with depression take it for granted and it shows. It affects us that have it so much more than they know when they say things like this. We already feel like the worst thing ever even though we KNOW that isn't true we can't stop from feeling it.
I feel this..somedays you just cannot take that pain and have to hide it. And people think you’re an attention seeking liar it’s never easy, but eventually..you will get through it 💜😊
I get it I have depression seizures and asthma and I always get told by everyone including my family that I'm just looking for attention but I've been alone my whole life and no one cares I always get told that I'm just looking for attention
I has had this happen to me I wanted to commit suicidal actions but my true friends and family helped me get through it I was made for a reason and I stopped this like that so AMEN GOD IS GOOD 🙏🙏☀️☀️
I felt that, sometimes you just can’t help but feel like a burden. Like you’re screaming into a void and no one is there to listen. Well I’ve screamed myself hoarse and I can’t anymore, I’ll just suffer in silence. Some of my friends, they always make light of my situation or say oh it’s not that bad, and now I don’t want to tell them anything. Thank goodness I still have some real ones who will listen no matter what though.
My best friend and I both have abusive parents and we promised when we were kids that we’d stick together no matter what. We’ve been friends for 13 years now, and I would do anything for her.
You matter and anyone who says that doesn’t deserve to be your friend. Everything you feel is completely real, and only you can know how serious it is. Stay strong and don’t listen to them ❤
Hey. Things will get better. Just take it one step at a time. Nothing lasts forever and the darkness you're in now is escapable. Sending you big hugs and best wishes.
Thank you Cae. I needed this. All of my friends have blown me off and called me dramatic when I tell them stuff like this. I don’t feel as alone anymore. Thank you❤️
You can tell that she’s not actually acting and she’s left out her true feelings and it just break my heart that people have to go through this and if you relate to someone this just know that there is AT LEAST one person who truly loves you ❤
Aww Cae bless your sweet soul, Your doing so so well and I cannot express how proud I and us sunflowers are of you, somewhere on the other side of this screen we are protecting your gorgeous precious heart, and remember sunflowers your not alone and your doing so well! We Love you so much Cae! Thank you for staying with us. 💙⚔️💙⚔️💙⚔️💙⚔️
I recently told a friend “always be nice to someone, they might need it, and you might make them a better person.” And I also said “you loose certain people for a reason, and those reasons might be good for you and your health.”
@@JingYanLau don't hate yourself everyone has this phase but trust me your making yourself mentally ill just think how far you've come how pretty you are and remember not everyone's perfect
"You're making me look bad" is not something a true friend would do. You are not responsible for their perceptions. Sometimes people just need quiet support. Sometimes I need to be held to settle my spirit. Spoken words just ruin it. Feeling the weight does not demand that it crush any of us.
Guys trust me...These kind of people are NOT friends. A real friend wouldn't do this...Its better for you to lose them❤. For all of the people who struggles everyday, You are not alone. You are loved and you are important.❤
Thank you for this Cae. I don’t know if you will see this, but I want you to know that what you are doing is amazing! It makes people(and me!) feel seen and heard. It makes us feel less alone. Hope you are doing ok. Please keep doing the wonderful, amazing things you are doing, and always be you. Love you Cae 🩷🩷🩷🫶🫶🫶
I've had people like that in my life in middle school, I went through a lot of depression episodes and mental health battles, and it's really hard to say what I want to say because every time I do something always happens around me. 2021-2023 were not the best years for me with these battles and episodes. I try so hard to keep my friends, but they always expect me to do so much, even my parents do the same, and it becomes too much and I lose balance of the weight that was put onto my shoulders. I watched your videos because I can relate so much to your life, being bullied, being someone that nobody wanted to be around, overworking, depression, anxiety, the battles of mental health I get it. Now my life is getting back on track in 2024, and I'm going to keep supporting you through your battles of mental health, I love you and your videos. Thank you, for being there for me virtually, and for everyone else who has gone through these issues like us. I'll carry your heavy as you carry all of our heaviness making these videos for us, we love you Cae
This is exactly why I don't trust anyone with my innermost self. I socialize when I feel up to it, tell them what they want to hear, wear the mask they want to see, but if they push too far one day when I'm not in control, every little truth they DIDN'T want to hear comes pouring out and then that's the end of the relationship. Been hurt too many times before, to the point I don't even trust my own family anymore.
Mmm, my dad walked out on us so I'm stuck with my mom and grandma. They're more emotionally and mentally abusive, not to mention controlling. I'd like to say it gets better but it really doesn't. Just 2 days ago they tortured and killed my dog, well my grandma and cousin did, and had the audacity to mock me as I cried, ordered me to stop. Thankfully it was evening, so I got away with running to my room and locking myself in till the next day, when I showed up with a neutral mask as if nothing had happened and pretended to be fine while literally being destroyed inside. And today, they keep on talking to me and addressing me as if nothing was wrong.....I really hate them sometimes
Even though I don’t have any issues with my mental health I just want let you know that I understand and I know that it’s hard but you are strong and never alone, your important ❤
Painful, it makes you a burden....push everything aside so no one has the chance to say it...keep it in...lie to yourself...smile while crying on your room floor at 1 am silently....a burden that no one wants....I'm tired...it happened again on Saturday, and I came home from meeting those people and the ending of this video is exactly what happened...I hate being alone. :)
That sounds really hard, you can tell me about it here if it helps If it doesn't, well God loves you, And hopefully you can find people who will stay with you, they're out there somewhere
this is so sad mental health is not a joke people strugle a lot with it out in the world and if someone tells you that you are being deamatic when you speak out about it they are not real friends❤🌻🌻🌻
To anyone who is or has had to go through this; I’m sorry, and I hope that things will get better. Eventually, you will find someone who cares. I promise
I've been suffering from mental health for over years now and it really Helps me knowing that I'm not alone Everyone just says your Overdramatic and a little liar but they don't know what we have been through ❤
It’s a lot harder on you when you lose a friend but I love you so much and I hope you have a great life with the people you truly love and care for ❤️❤️
To anyone who has to go through this I’m sorry. When people say you’re being dramatic or trying to seek attention they don’t deserve to be your friend. Friends are those who stick by you for the good and bad days. Don’t worry about anyone’s opinion.❤❤
You have saved my life twice, this morning I was in a corner of my room where no one could see me, holding a knife near my stomach my hand shaking but then my sister walked by my room watching your videos. I dropped the knife and ran tou sister giving her a hug. even tho I'm only 11 I do struggle with self harm and other things. But whether its hearing or thinking of yyour voice always makes me whole agian. I've written multiple suicide notes. I've once even thought about jumping out my window but then thought of you. You are the only person who has ever made me feel like a person. And anyone who struggles your not alone and haters I hope you find your passion and find something better to do --your sunflower 4 lifer🌻🌻🌻
We must protect her at all costs ❤ thank you for being bold and brave and sharing your heart with us here in the internet, your crazy world makes mine feel less small ❤
Everyone thinks I'm happy and good but I'm not I'm depressed but your channel has helped me through a lot so thank you so much for helping me through this Walmart happy but I'm so very depressed and I I hide it but now I'm better because of you you are so pretty you are so find and true and you speak your language of kindness and love and don't ever let anyone bully you about it and be rude those people who are they better be expecting a demon at the door
People are always telling me "Ash, there's no way you're depressed. I always see you laughing and smiling." Just because I'm laughing and smiling doesn't mean I'm not depressed. I'm doing that to keep me from crying in public.
I've been having a similar experience to this, last year, i had lots of friends and we enjoyed being together, but now my depression is getting harder and they never said that they don't want to be my friends to my face, we just loose touch, and even the friends i still have, i can feel them slowly slipping away.
The fact she actually was crying hits hard.. I love you cae.. You really make my day and.. I really do hope you can make it through this and I know you can because your a strong, beautiful, Woman. And to those who relate I am so so sorry And please take care of yourself. you deserve the world. I love you all
I have many friends like this but I have one friend where I can be open and it brings us closer... like today, I'm a teen, and I found out I have Bipolar disorder...I told my friend, and she sat on a call with me while I had the biggest mental breakdown in my whole life... I'm blessed to have her... but I'm also not blessed because of my other friends and family... this video makes me see reality in every way I couldn't see it before. I just want to thank Cae for being here and fighting these difficult battles and thank you for spreading the awareness of the difficulties of mental disorders... I haven't posted anything for my youtube in nearly a month because of depression... So, I appreciate your strength to continue. I love you Cae, your just like a sister to me and everyone else here, I assume.
I feel exaketly like that😢 I cry every night and I always have to hide my feelings and all of my friends are fake friends that just are there in my good Times but never there in my bad times😢😢
Song: “Heavy” by Skydxddy and Citizen Soldier (out now)
*Hello my sunflowers 🌻 To all those who also relate to this please know you’re not alone and I’m so sorry. Please remember that you are strong and I’m very proud of you for coming this far ❤ I love you. Thank you so much for being here* ❤❤❤
Thank you ❤❤ this song is amazing too! 🌻🌻
It hurts....
I feel like people put me under not knowing what I go through every day and it kills me slowly every day. So seeing this makes me feel not alone!!
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Cae, has helped me heal from my toxic father figure. And seeing her every day with those videos of her healing from toxic people makes me heal slowly!! Thank you so CAE!!!!!
I don t have depresion but i heard this words many Time i my life. Now i Just say well being my frind is for strong one❤😂💪
I hope you never heard this words again love ya ❤
Painful, it makes you a burden....push everything aside so no one has the chance to say it...keep it in...lie to yourself...smile while crying on your room floor at 1 am silently....a burden that no one wants....I'm tired...it happened again on Saturday, and I came home from meeting those people and the ending of this video is exactly what happened...
Any 'friend' that tells you this does NOT deserve you, you are worth much more than you know
Agreed!
@@epiclover1I also agree!
My best friend told me that I deserved to get abandoned and bullied back in school 😊🥲
@@sarahemilywhitethey are not real
@@St4r-0n-P4WZZ I'm confused who's not real?
Appreciate you sharing the message 🫶
I love your music ❤
Hiii I love your music!!❤️❤️❤️
Me too❤❤❤
❤❤youuu! love your music
Hello Citizen Soldier thank you and SkyDxddy for the song ❤it’s helped me and many others
You can see all the emotion Cae puts into these shorts. It’s absolutely amazing and lifesaving for some people ❤
Lifesaving for me. She saved me 4 times..
@@Army-girl151 are you feeling better now?
@@Army-girl151 remember you are always loved. You always matter! The world would never be the same without you
@@HeartnadoArtthanku so much. This means the absolute world to me❤❤
@@Tora__Skyedon't know, but better than before❤
Anyone struggling with mental health Be strong and You got this! Eventhough We don't know each other I care for you sunflowers so much!🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻
Hey captain
Hiya! How are you?
This is so freaking sweet thank you
Even though I'm a stranger, too: thank you so much. :)
Thanks 😊
The bad thing is people that just say “ haha I’m so depressed guys I’m so depressed!!!!” And you know they are pretending but it makes you think like an outcast no one wants to be seen with.
FRR!
my problem is when i say it in a joking but not joking tone, and NO ONE has picked up that i’m serious because im always so “happy go lucky” in reality i get stressed so easily and often that i always have to make sure no one knows i feel like crying so often
@@hearingless11 THANK U SO MUCH- u just described my entire life in a few sentences. I get u so much. I just cry in my bedroom, shower, wherever and whenever I can without anyone knowing. Depression just SUCKSSSS..I should know lol 😂 😭 And the thing is - I can’t even share it with anyone bc either they judge me about it, or just assume I’m joking cuz I hide it all the time. HUMOR HIDES PAINN- one of my mottos. Also- HIDE URSELF FROM THE WORLD- I have terrible mottos, but they DO work, soooooo..ya. Anyways, sometimes when I share my real feelings or emotions with someone, even if it’s not even MEAN, or HURTFUL, or in ANY WAY POSSIBLE HURT, somehow THEIR feelings get hurt, even when it’s not even directed towards them..I don’t get it! I could just say (long story, and this is how it happened actually irl) “I’ve been wanting to hang out with yall too” and WHAT HAPPENS? SOMEHOW I HURT THEIR FEELINGS! And it’s ALL MY FAULT and IM ALWAYS THE PROBLEM and I- anyways, I don’t usually share anything with anyone else anymore except for 2 friends who actually GET me, get me. Also I’m SO so srry that I’m writing all this, it’s just SOO hard to keep all of this in-I’ve been wanting to cry all freaking day 😭😭this kinda helped- ‼ U DONT HAFTA READ IT UNLESS U WANNA, I JUST DID IT CUZ I NEEDED TO SHARE AND GET THIS ALL OUT!! ‼ 🤷🏾♀🤦🏾♀💖😭
@thisgirliscrazyweirdandlovesit thanks for sharing! i can totally relate! humor DOES hide pain for me too, and i wish i had friends who lived closer that i really trusted. unfortunately i only see them once or twice a year. anyways, i am here if you ever need someone to talk to, and you aren’t in this alone. keep going my fellow sunflower. ✨YOU GOT THIS✨. ❤️🤟🏻🫶🏻🌻
@@hearingless11 Omhg ur so freaking nice!!!!!! Ur the best sunflower I’ll ever meet, and tysm! Also, once or twice a YEAR?! Maybe try to meet new people who live around u! Ucould try to make other friends who u can trust too! U deserve at least ONE amazing friendship, if not more! Hey, yk what? I’LL be ur friend, haha! If U ever wanna talk, I’m here, too! Ur ABSOLUTELY AMAZING!! Tysm! 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🙃✨✨🤩🤩⭐⭐ 🤣
"Dramatic, annoying, over dramatic"
I've heard that before. It's their fault I don't trust them anymore. If you're gonna talk behind someone's back, at least *try* to hide it. It hurts
❤❤❤ There’s a saying that goes “If someone’s talking about you behind your back, let them. They’re behind you for a reason”. I hope this helps you. ❤❤❤
One of the best bits of advice i was ever told is that what other people think of me isn't my business, and it's not my problem, it's theirs.
Thanks I need this
Yes that happens so much in my grade I just wish it would stop
it helps to know I’m not alone ❤
“ there ‘s danger in expressing and safety in supressing “ hit hard tbh . my literal motto atm is secret , emotionless , silent = safe .
Its hard to do it but i relate if nobody knows then your safe
@@BellaLivvy exactly
@@BellaLivvyfr
silence is safety, hide the hurt the words i live by at the moment. the song overall just hit hard.
I hope you find someone who will care more about you, but never feel like you have to suppress your emotions. Try journaling and venting in a journal, if you can get a good therapist.
I've heard all those sayings from people. And people wonder why I don't rant/vent/ talk to them about my problems.
To those who relate and even CAE.. YOU MATTERS!! I LOVE YOU AND YOU ARE AMAZING! KEEP FIGHTINGG❤❤
No no why am I cryingg 😭
I feel like people put me under not knowing what I go through every day and it kills me slowly every day. So seeing this makes me feel not alone!!
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And I love your message!!
Cae, has helped me heal from my toxic father figure. And seeing her every day with those videos of her healing from toxic people makes me heal slowly!! Thank you so CAE!!!!!
Thank you so much! This great short of Cae plus your words are exactly what I needed just right now.
Thank you so much😭. I needed this❤❤. You r Awsome ❤❤
@@JulieLaqua true. Same here..
I see what she means. Pushing someone to change or simply take control won't get better. On the contrary, amn feels misunderstood and alone. I believe in you. Thank you Cae for showing us how hard it can be for people and that this "you're making it worse than it is" doesn't help. PS: You are beautiful and a strong woman ❤❤❤❤
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So true!❤
Yes I agree with you because if your just trying to push someone to change and feel better, then you don’t really care about their emotions and you just want to get the problem out of their way so you won’t have to carry it
If someone says this to you, ignore it. You’re not alone, there’s others to help you! Just, know you’re not alone.
Cae, your mental health videos keep me stable. No one had ever made me feel like home except you, Cae, you made me feel like home when I was watching your videos. Thank you for bringing me out of the dark, and opening the light by showing me your lovely fantasy stories/characters. Cae, you are not alone, and will NEVER be. No matter what, I will always love you and support you. You saved millions of lives, including mine. I appreciate you with all my heart. Giving love and hugs, Cae, never forget, you are my HERO 🌎❤️❤️❤️❤️
Same here as it tares me apart
Fr❤
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This made me cry😢😢 I'm so sorry for all of the people that go through this❤❤ I don't go through this, but sometimes I feel unheard and ignored and sometimes unimportant. I tend not to talk about my troubles or even mention that I'm struggling because this is what I'm afraid of, I guess, and I don't want to put my burdens on someone else. I love you, Cae!! Your videos kind of feel like a safe place because you're so comforting, and they remind me that I'm not the only one struggling. I love all of your videos!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!
Same I watch this multiple times and I cried 😢😢😢
I cried to but because I relate to this and it is really hard to deep with it and because I’m only 10
I have a “friend” like that when I need her she yells at me and I don’t know how to tell her to stop
@@KyndalMcConnell-vx8pf I had a friend like that so when she yells at you just drop her! It's not like she can do anything about it! And if she hits you hit her back! No one deserves a friend like that! Not even the worst of people!
@@KyndalMcConnell-vx8pfAwwww I’m so sorry for that I also have a friend like that she always says what goes through her mind and when I try to say what is going on in my mind then I get yelled at or she is saying that I know nothing 💔😢
I hate people who just wants to be near people on good times and they think everyone seeks attention. I don’t know what this world has come to. Thank you for this channel it has been a big help I I wish the best for you cae, just know I’m always here for you.
True friends will help you through your struggles- not leave you because they’re too heavy to carry. True friends stick with you- through rough roads, easy roads, and to the end. ❤
I agree 100% ❤❤❤
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I love your RUclips
You saved my daughter's life cause she has been bullied for 6 years and she been wanted to commit suicide but your videos saved her and now she's 13 almost 14 and you is her hero ❤️❤️
she is to good
So good to hear that
I hope she's doing well!! God bless your Family!! I know what it's like to worry that a family member will die. No one deserves that
God bless her heart ❤CAE has the kinda magic amongst everyone 🥰
I feel your daughter I get bullied to and I barely have any friends
This makes me cry to see you like this. I go through this everyday at school and my home. Your not alone you have family
everywhere that can help you.
The helplessness in her eyes is so accurate😢
This made me cry 😭 it’s so relatable like, my grandmother recently died and it’s been hard for me. But when I try to express that I get a “good for you” like they’re not even paying attention. Or a “do you need help?” But not in a nice way in a “do you need to be locked in a mental hospital for the rest of your life.” But Cae you really help me thank you! ❤
How are you doing? Are you ok?
@@Sunny2012-r5t I’m better now thank you ❤
I get told to kill myself😢
This song is what i feel
I had some "friends" like this and if any Sunflower is shared about some hard times they have been through that they are the bravest brave.
If someone is too heavy, lighten the load instead of dropping it. You don't have to be depressed along with someone to support them. The people who have helped me the most were the people who shared their happiness with me regardless of what I was able to reciprocate.
To those who struggle with depression, this is your sign to let it out. The harder you try to force yourself to be happy, the farther away that happiness gets. Give yourself permission to be depressed, to feel sad, to feel angry, to feel empty of anything. You'll never be your best self if you don't learn to love who you are at your worst. The bare minimum is still something accomplished.
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This hit me hard AF I started leaving my family I lock myself in my room to the point I am only friends with AI
Thank you so much. It hurts so much to pretend in front of everyone that you're fine but all they do is just hurt you more
true for me i do it infront of everybody and i cant help it they just hurt me more and more even family and friends even bffs i lost
i always feel left out and everybody hates me and i get upsaet easily i get called crying for atantion and depresion and anxiety i want to do su!cide but i cant im scared if my dad would get deprressed aswell school dont get me started home worse and also theres and end in friend which happens to me always well cae saved me 3 years ago i was on the edge of runing away bc of everyone until i found cae shes helped me and i wish to be her when im older and do acting and cosplaying im sick at the moment but every body says im not
and this all reltalble hate on me hate on me ive gone through enough i can handle it well atlest i think i can
if you guys hate cae you arent a person AND STOP HATING ON HER PLSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Same I do that all the time and feel the same way
I can relate. I can relate so bad.
A few “friends” of mine left me because I was “too depressed” and one thought I had bipolar when I didn’t. They saw me as an attention seeker, and only that. They couldn’t care less about my feelings.
To whoever needs to hear this you're not a burden and you've got a heavenly father who loves you
Thank you for that
Ty i neede that :)
Amen, sister. ❤️
Thank you. I really needed that.
Amen thank you sister
Cae always remember if your physical or emotional burdens get to heavy to carry God said, give them to me so you don't have to suffer anymore. Nobody will ever listen or understand they'll say you're dramatic or too depressing but always remember you can still spill all the contents of your heart out to God ❤😢
Agreed
Agreed
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So true
True❤❤❤
Thank you for saying this. This is so meaningful to me.
Thank you Cae. This is very relatable to me. I've had friends who have left me because I started speaking my mind. They thought I was lying, not trying hard enough, too depressing and negative, and they eventually left me. But I also now have friends that have stayed, listened, and understood what I was going through, making me realize I'm not alone. To anyone going through this, keep fighting. Don't give up.
same
You can see all the emotion Cae puts in her shorts ❤ngl its a lifesaver for most people❤🌻( so sorry if anyone went through this😢)✨
Sending you all the love! ❤❤❤
I relate to this so much! Because if I let out any emotion then people question my reaction
This made me cry so hard. I just went through one of the hardest breakups and he said, “You don’t have mental health issues you just make bad decisions!!”. 💔😭
You’re perfect
@@selenazihanchen1763the thing is I’m not perfect. I will never be perfect. It took me a while but I’m starting to realize I have to be happy with who I am not who I can’t be.
It's so true! They always promise that they'll be on our side, but the moment something happens and we really need their help they drift away.😢
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Right
So true
I started crying when I was watching it😢😢I can relate in real life
So relatable I feel bad for anyone who went through this
My ex bsf back stabbed me said "you belittled me" I never would do that to anyone I've had it happen to me before it sucks I would never she got all my friends to gang up on me I started crying and hyperventilating and couldn't breath beating on my head pulling my hair it sucks and it sucks being accused of doing the one thing that broke me
This is the reason that people hide their emotions and dont tell anyone how they feel. We just get called attention seekers and over dramatic. Im so sorry if anyone is going through this, your amazing and your are feelings are valid, talk to people so it dosnt consume you to the point where you cant tell anyone. ❤❤❤
I feel you girl.... This relates to me so bad 😔😢😭
I really hope that anyone, including Cae, can get through any mental health issue they are going through. And just remember you aren't alone. Cae your amazing and keep doing what your doing. ❤❤❤❤
Recently I had a mental breakdown that forced me to go back to therapy. It was because of something similar. Thank you Cae, for showing us that we’re not alone and we can look up to someone like you. ❤🌻
In case anyone needed to hear this today, you’re doing great. Don’t be afraid to be yourself.
People that don't deal with depression take it for granted and it shows. It affects us that have it so much more than they know when they say things like this. We already feel like the worst thing ever even though we KNOW that isn't true we can't stop from feeling it.
I feel this..somedays you just cannot take that pain and have to hide it. And people think you’re an attention seeking liar it’s never easy, but eventually..you will get through it 💜😊
I get it I have depression seizures and asthma and I always get told by everyone including my family that I'm just looking for attention but I've been alone my whole life and no one cares I always get told that I'm just looking for attention
@@TrinityWooten-w5w I do also suffer from seizures and it is really tough certain days but at least I know I’m not alone
I have never seen a more relatable short. Cae, you are awesome, no matter what they say, keep doing you, We love you.
I hope your okay ❤
I honestly feel like this, you are not alone, Cae you are awesome.
‘Call me when you not ‘depressed’
“Oh don’t worry sweetie. I won’t EVER be calling you again”
Fr (also sorry if this sounds rude)
Perfect response 👏❤️
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I has had this happen to me I wanted to commit suicidal actions but my true friends and family helped me get through it I was made for a reason and I stopped this like that so AMEN GOD IS GOOD 🙏🙏☀️☀️
I felt that, sometimes you just can’t help but feel like a burden. Like you’re screaming into a void and no one is there to listen. Well I’ve screamed myself hoarse and I can’t anymore, I’ll just suffer in silence. Some of my friends, they always make light of my situation or say oh it’s not that bad, and now I don’t want to tell them anything. Thank goodness I still have some real ones who will listen no matter what though.
My best friend and I both have abusive parents and we promised when we were kids that we’d stick together no matter what. We’ve been friends for 13 years now, and I would do anything for her.
You matter and anyone who says that doesn’t deserve to be your friend. Everything you feel is completely real, and only you can know how serious it is. Stay strong and don’t listen to them ❤
Hey. Things will get better. Just take it one step at a time. Nothing lasts forever and the darkness you're in now is escapable. Sending you big hugs and best wishes.
@@iamklover Thank you
@@user-fm4ip7lo8u thank you!
Thanks for bringing us to the light🌻❤️
This is why I keep my hurt inside and I’m way to happy on the outside so people will think I’m so happy all the time and could never be depressed
Thank you Cae. I needed this. All of my friends have blown me off and called me dramatic when I tell them stuff like this. I don’t feel as alone anymore. Thank you❤️
You got this!❤❤
Thank you
Your welcome!🥰🥰
I just wanna hug Cae really bad 😭😭❤️❤️❤️
Me too!❤❤❤❤😢😢
Samee🫶🏼😭
I can honestly relate with you Cae
I feel like that ALL the time and it honestly sucks
Especially since I miss college
I can relate to this! I've had friends leave me when I needed them the most, and its heart breaking ; #mentalhealthmatters
I’m so sorry that happened to you ❤ stay strong, any “friends” who do that don’t deserve you
@@iamklover l agree
You can tell that she’s not actually acting and she’s left out her true feelings and it just break my heart that people have to go through this and if you relate to someone this just know that there is AT LEAST one person who truly loves you ❤
You're beautiful and so strong. You got this girl. I want to be like you. Your videos always make me happy. Your my favorite. You got this.
Aww Cae bless your sweet soul, Your doing so so well and I cannot express how proud I and us sunflowers are of you, somewhere on the other side of this screen we are protecting your gorgeous precious heart, and remember sunflowers your not alone and your doing so well! We Love you so much Cae! Thank you for staying with us. 💙⚔️💙⚔️💙⚔️💙⚔️
I recently told a friend “always be nice to someone, they might need it, and you might make them a better person.” And I also said “you loose certain people for a reason, and those reasons might be good for you and your health.”
We need more people like you in this world
Literally 😊
Just a little reminder that you have more than 5 million people that support you. Stay strong Cae! ✨💖💗😉
Reminder:
Other people may leave you but you always have someone by your side who will never leave you and that person is... Yourself
True words. ❤❤
True but I hate myself...I literally battle myself everyday
@@JingYanLau don't hate yourself everyone has this phase but trust me your making yourself mentally ill just think how far you've come how pretty you are and remember not everyone's perfect
@@Kpop_Lore Thanks for the advice but the thing is....I hate myself so much that I can't even convince myself that I am pretty
"You're making me look bad" is not something a true friend would do. You are not responsible for their perceptions.
Sometimes people just need quiet support. Sometimes I need to be held to settle my spirit. Spoken words just ruin it.
Feeling the weight does not demand that it crush any of us.
I kind of relate I made myself look like what people want to see as their queen bee but now I forgot what my style was my voice and me 💔
I feel this so much rn I really relate
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Guys trust me...These kind of people are NOT friends. A real friend wouldn't do this...Its better for you to lose them❤. For all of the people who struggles everyday, You are not alone. You are loved and you are important.❤
It's worse when it's your own family that says it to you
I have barely any friends in my school, and ur bringing me happy ness , and ik im strong { I CRY EVERY TIME I WAtCH ONE OF UR MENTALHEALTH VIDEOS}
Cae I am really really proud of you keep winning the good fight for me please.
You’re not too heavy to me. If you were then, I’ve been working out 🏋️♀️ I still got you 💪🧃❤️💙
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Haha, very funny 🙄
You’re not alone we’re here for you❤
Thank you for this Cae.
I don’t know if you will see this, but I want you to know that what you are doing is amazing! It makes people(and me!) feel seen and heard. It makes us feel less alone. Hope you are doing ok. Please keep doing the wonderful, amazing things you are doing, and always be you.
Love you Cae 🩷🩷🩷🫶🫶🫶
This is true 😢
I've had people like that in my life in middle school, I went through a lot of depression episodes and mental health battles, and it's really hard to say what I want to say because every time I do something always happens around me. 2021-2023 were not the best years for me with these battles and episodes. I try so hard to keep my friends, but they always expect me to do so much, even my parents do the same, and it becomes too much and I lose balance of the weight that was put onto my shoulders. I watched your videos because I can relate so much to your life, being bullied, being someone that nobody wanted to be around, overworking, depression, anxiety, the battles of mental health I get it. Now my life is getting back on track in 2024, and I'm going to keep supporting you through your battles of mental health, I love you and your videos. Thank you, for being there for me virtually, and for everyone else who has gone through these issues like us. I'll carry your heavy as you carry all of our heaviness making these videos for us, we love you Cae
This is exactly why I don't trust anyone with my innermost self. I socialize when I feel up to it, tell them what they want to hear, wear the mask they want to see, but if they push too far one day when I'm not in control, every little truth they DIDN'T want to hear comes pouring out and then that's the end of the relationship. Been hurt too many times before, to the point I don't even trust my own family anymore.
I know your pain. Currently stuck with my abusive parents and I have to mask at all times
Mmm, my dad walked out on us so I'm stuck with my mom and grandma. They're more emotionally and mentally abusive, not to mention controlling. I'd like to say it gets better but it really doesn't. Just 2 days ago they tortured and killed my dog, well my grandma and cousin did, and had the audacity to mock me as I cried, ordered me to stop. Thankfully it was evening, so I got away with running to my room and locking myself in till the next day, when I showed up with a neutral mask as if nothing had happened and pretended to be fine while literally being destroyed inside. And today, they keep on talking to me and addressing me as if nothing was wrong.....I really hate them sometimes
Even though I don’t have any issues with my mental health I just want let you know that I understand and I know that it’s hard but you are strong and never alone, your important ❤
@@aelinrosashry6228OMG THEY KILLED YOUR DOG?THATS CRUEL!!I AM SO SORRY THAT YOUR GOING THROUGH THIS
@@Wednesday_Addams123 yeah..
Painful, it makes you a burden....push everything aside so no one has the chance to say it...keep it in...lie to yourself...smile while crying on your room floor at 1 am silently....a burden that no one wants....I'm tired...it happened again on Saturday, and I came home from meeting those people and the ending of this video is exactly what happened...I hate being alone. :)
That sounds really hard, you can tell me about it here if it helps
If it doesn't, well God loves you,
And hopefully you can find people who will stay with you, they're out there somewhere
@@lil-ily3237 Thank you....I hope one day, I can find those people. 🫂❤🩹
I literally just found this song today and I love it so much!
Press if you would be her friend🩷❤️
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You are loved by all of us but seeing yoi made me cry cuz its so relatable 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
this is so sad mental health is not a joke people strugle a lot with it out in the world and if someone tells you that you are being deamatic when you speak out about it they are not real friends❤🌻🌻🌻
she spoke my life in one short
To anyone who is or has had to go through this; I’m sorry, and I hope that things will get better. Eventually, you will find someone who cares. I promise
I relate…. Thankfully I have some friends who are willing to help me carry my pain so the load isn’t so heavy anymore ❤️
I've been suffering from mental health for over years now and it really Helps me knowing that I'm not alone Everyone just says your Overdramatic and a little liar but they don't know what we have been through ❤
I'm glad someone understands how this feels. Thank you
It’s a lot harder on you when you lose a friend but I love you so much and I hope you have a great life with the people you truly love and care for ❤️❤️
This is the way I feel every day but your videos make me feel better
To anyone who has to go through this I’m sorry. When people say you’re being dramatic or trying to seek attention they don’t deserve to be your friend. Friends are those who stick by you for the good and bad days. Don’t worry about anyone’s opinion.❤❤
Got anything for family members who do that to you?
So relatable I’m apart of a trio and I’m the one who is always left out
You have saved my life twice, this morning I was in a corner of my room where no one could see me, holding a knife near my stomach my hand shaking but then my sister walked by my room watching your videos. I dropped the knife and ran tou sister giving her a hug. even tho I'm only 11 I do struggle with self harm and other things. But whether its hearing or thinking of yyour voice always makes me whole agian. I've written multiple suicide notes. I've once even thought about jumping out my window but then thought of you. You are the only person who has ever made me feel like a person. And anyone who struggles your not alone and haters I hope you find your passion and find something better to do
--your sunflower 4 lifer🌻🌻🌻
You have so many people that genuinely love & would carry you love. I would
i would carry my friends when they are like this. Its really tough for them
Stop 😢 seeing Cae cry makes me so sad, I wanna give her a huge hug
We must protect her at all costs ❤ thank you for being bold and brave and sharing your heart with us here in the internet, your crazy world makes mine feel less small ❤
Everyone thinks I'm happy and good but I'm not I'm depressed but your channel has helped me through a lot so thank you so much for helping me through this Walmart happy but I'm so very depressed and I I hide it but now I'm better because of you you are so pretty you are so find and true and you speak your language of kindness and love and don't ever let anyone bully you about it and be rude those people who are they better be expecting a demon at the door
People are always telling me "Ash, there's no way you're depressed. I always see you laughing and smiling." Just because I'm laughing and smiling doesn't mean I'm not depressed. I'm doing that to keep me from crying in public.
The way I relate to this so much, I’m always keeping to myself and this is almost exactly how I feel.
Cae has always been amazing ❤
I've been having a similar experience to this, last year, i had lots of friends and we enjoyed being together, but now my depression is getting harder and they never said that they don't want to be my friends to my face, we just loose touch, and even the friends i still have, i can feel them slowly slipping away.
Dont't try to find friends that carry you. Find the ones that'll Help you grow Wings♥️
I relate to this and it's really hard.
The fact she actually was crying hits hard.. I love you cae.. You really make my day and.. I really do hope you can make it through this and I know you can because your a strong, beautiful, Woman. And to those who relate I am so so sorry And please take care of yourself. you deserve the world. I love you all
I have many friends like this but I have one friend where I can be open and it brings us closer... like today, I'm a teen, and I found out I have Bipolar disorder...I told my friend, and she sat on a call with me while I had the biggest mental breakdown in my whole life... I'm blessed to have her... but I'm also not blessed because of my other friends and family... this video makes me see reality in every way I couldn't see it before. I just want to thank Cae for being here and fighting these difficult battles and thank you for spreading the awareness of the difficulties of mental disorders... I haven't posted anything for my youtube in nearly a month because of depression... So, I appreciate your strength to continue. I love you Cae, your just like a sister to me and everyone else here, I assume.
I feel exaketly like that😢
I cry every night and I always have to hide my feelings and all of my friends are fake friends that just are there in my good Times but never there in my bad times😢😢
This made me cry and i love your videos your a pro 🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻
I love Citizen Soldier, so glad you're helping spread their message!