adrianne lenker - not a lot, just forever (official audio)

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  • Опубликовано: 21 ноя 2024

Комментарии • 654

  • @briand1501
    @briand1501 4 года назад +3825

    she's so brave to be so vulnerable, can't even imagine the heartbreak she went through to write something like this

    • @fullysickrockstar
      @fullysickrockstar 4 года назад +36

      Heartbreak?

    • @owenthatcher9902
      @owenthatcher9902 Год назад +293

      @@fullysickrockstar i believe this whole album to be about a relationship that couldnt be understood by anyone but herself and whoever, since ended. prolly me making up some mad backstory in my head though.

    • @docwauwau7737
      @docwauwau7737 7 месяцев назад +4

      Well i can lol i mean not lol

    • @cheesecake_mp3
      @cheesecake_mp3 6 месяцев назад +5

      @nuitNo.6what are you even talking about

    • @mintepanda9788
      @mintepanda9788 3 месяца назад +4

      God loves you

  • @PixelStarzzz
    @PixelStarzzz 3 месяца назад +419

    “I could be a good mother” hits hard especially when you’re scared to grow up but at the same time can’t imagine living life without someone.

  • @Koreoz_
    @Koreoz_ 11 месяцев назад +1189

    It is 02:09 on Thursday the 28th of December 2023, and im listening to this song for the first time in my life, i hope someday in the distant future i find this again

    • @alfonsoparrado3112
      @alfonsoparrado3112 10 месяцев назад +28

      wtf are you saying bro

    • @tatejensen7892
      @tatejensen7892 9 месяцев назад +69

      Bro just put it on a playlist damn

    • @Min-hq4hq
      @Min-hq4hq 8 месяцев назад

      @@tatejensen7892LOL

    • @staaardustt
      @staaardustt 8 месяцев назад +14

      reminder to come back to this song

    • @enobywei1357
      @enobywei1357 8 месяцев назад +23

      ​@@alfonsoparrado3112 chillout I lose my favorite songs too

  • @noturlucas
    @noturlucas 8 месяцев назад +1490

    When the song is sad but the meaning is even sadder 😭

    • @swizzycake
      @swizzycake 7 месяцев назад +44

      what does it mean?

    • @Zaneexists
      @Zaneexists 7 месяцев назад +253

      @@swizzycake It's about the singer's love for her partner, the relationship, how it's gone toxic, and how it ends up not working out

    • @fourtwenty7590
      @fourtwenty7590 5 месяцев назад +24

      @@ZaneexistsI knew it. Now it hurts to listen to this bc it’s true

    • @TheDamShirtfrom1924
      @TheDamShirtfrom1924 3 месяца назад +3

      yes

  • @GriffinJenningsMusic
    @GriffinJenningsMusic 3 года назад +1532

    has to be one of the best songwriters alive.

  • @32123ABCBA
    @32123ABCBA 6 месяцев назад +2718

    I miss my mom and shes down stairs rn laughing at ig reels

  • @Aleyah3112
    @Aleyah3112 5 месяцев назад +770

    Couldn’t even smile to this! Started sobbing IMMEDIATELY! Clean up isle my face and pillow! 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂❤❤❤❤😂😂😂

    • @catzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
      @catzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz 4 месяца назад +39

      help the emojissss😭

    • @beingjaden
      @beingjaden 3 месяца назад

      cool

    • @cc_fbi
      @cc_fbi 3 месяца назад +6

      my honest reaction to this song

    • @sarahpayne-n2m
      @sarahpayne-n2m 3 месяца назад +9

      i love this i hate people saying "clean up on isle my wrists" i hope ur ok tho

    • @sashamartinez-hx6nf
      @sashamartinez-hx6nf 2 месяца назад +1

      Literally me😅

  • @mayhembunz8888
    @mayhembunz8888 4 года назад +1086

    “Not a lot just forever” the great intricate story of love summed up.

    • @poopoohead-f9h
      @poopoohead-f9h 4 месяца назад +3

      How? I don't get it.. not a lot of love? But it lasts forever? How? Not a lot meaning its simple but it lasts forever ? So confused

    • @Scarlet_Mirage
      @Scarlet_Mirage 3 месяца назад +25

      @@poopoohead-f9h I think it’s supposed to mean, you don’t want to spend a lot of time with someone you love, you want to spend all of your time with them. You don’t want to just simply kiss them or hold their hand a lot, you want to do it all the time. Not a lot, just forever. That’s just how I see it tho.

    • @poopoohead-f9h
      @poopoohead-f9h 3 месяца назад +1

      @@Scarlet_Mirageohh that makes a lot more sense

    • @floating_goblin
      @floating_goblin 2 месяца назад +3

      @@Scarlet_Mirage I also see it as an ironic statement. "I don't want a lot, just, y'know... forever."

    • @LateNightRewrites
      @LateNightRewrites 29 дней назад

      ​@floating_goblin alternatively, my read on it was like our days our both endless and numbered (shout out iron and wine's "our endless numbered days")
      They're endless to us because it's all we'll ever know. They're numbered (obviously) and in the vast stream of time they are just a brief moment.
      So while we are only here a short time ("not a lot"), a geniune love lasts forever in our perspective
      Brb gonna go have an existential crisis real quick ​@@floating_goblin

  • @silventprincess
    @silventprincess 7 месяцев назад +198

    in another lifetime, i will find you. i won’t hurt you , i’ll do everything right. i will love you like i’m breathing and show you how much you deserve

    • @lal_identity_v9478
      @lal_identity_v9478 7 месяцев назад +5

      I m so sorry and i hope you will find her / him

  • @HopelessNecromancer
    @HopelessNecromancer Год назад +191

    I can’t begin to describe how sad this song makes me

    • @devynnleo
      @devynnleo 10 месяцев назад +3

      same

    • @amelia-hx8xn
      @amelia-hx8xn 3 месяца назад +2

      it actually makes me a bit happy. the melancholy nature of the song is beautiful.

  • @marceloadelar
    @marceloadelar 4 года назад +478

    I cried the first time I heard it. Absolute sublime.

    • @Yawpism
      @Yawpism 3 года назад +5

      I cry every time 🥰

  • @madiconti777
    @madiconti777 Год назад +605

    when I first heard this song, I cried for days every time I even thought about it. the way this song makes makes my soul hurt is unmatched and i feel like clawing into myself and cleaving out whatever is inside anytime I even think it. it has touched me so much that i have to push it down and away because if I think about it too long i cannot stop. this is the most emotion a song has ever evoked out of me and it’s incredible and you are so talented and its so beautiful but i can never listen to this again because i will spend the rest of my life in tears

    • @devynnleo
      @devynnleo 10 месяцев назад +27

      these comments make me feel a bit better about feeling sad everytime i hear this song

    • @beautifullykayla
      @beautifullykayla 10 месяцев назад +7

      You should consider being a writer

    • @JesseM-k8h
      @JesseM-k8h 5 месяцев назад +2

      womp womp

    • @madix3333
      @madix3333 5 месяцев назад

      ​@@JesseM-k8h I hope your parents say that at your funeral.

    • @glamshined
      @glamshined 4 месяца назад

      Yapper

  • @kasenflopped
    @kasenflopped 7 месяцев назад +117

    possibly the best songwriter of our generation. everything is so pure and vulnerable. each word just piles on top of one another

  • @camilaspe
    @camilaspe 2 года назад +205

    truly discovering adrianne lenker and big thief 6 years ago was so beneficial for my outlook on life

    • @hibisqus
      @hibisqus 3 месяца назад +1

      if thats u in ur pfp ur rlly pretty and what u said is so real

  • @sarahb4934
    @sarahb4934 7 месяцев назад +40

    Saw this on an edit of Drake Bell and Amanda Bynes as kids together. I’ve been crying ever since. It was the moment “Quiet on Set” truly hit me.

  • @HictionaryYT
    @HictionaryYT 9 месяцев назад +56

    this is quite possibly one of the most beautiful songs ever written

  • @madisonjay8008
    @madisonjay8008 Месяц назад +12

    I know this isn't exactly what this song is about, but all throughout my life I've been connected to cats, and right now I have my own cat, he's my baby, my happiness. Your lyrics "intertwined, sewn together" really made me feel something. my mother's cat, also my childhood cat is very old and I know I don't have much time left, so I got your lyrics tattooed in a heart with a cat paw on my shoulder, as big as I could afford at the time. Thank you

    • @keorinkoluexl6365
      @keorinkoluexl6365 Месяц назад +2

      The memories we share with all those we truly love aren't a lot, they just last forever

  • @rooned
    @rooned Год назад +131

    idk why but "she comes, i let her" at 2:47 hits me so hard

  • @Sethsm1
    @Sethsm1 4 года назад +255

    The guitar part is so beautiful. The part at 0:14 that repeats throughout the song feels like genuine heartbreak coming into focus for a moment, like it's difficult to stay with for any longer.

    • @zacstaffiere
      @zacstaffiere 4 года назад +6

      beautifully said

    • @zeocit
      @zeocit 3 года назад +1

      @@zacstaffiere indeed

  • @JadaLives
    @JadaLives 4 месяца назад +30

    for me lately, this song reminds me thats time flies, too fast infact, and it feels like im running out of it completely. I’ve been so wrapped up in teenage life, whether it be boys, social media, or how i view myself. I haven’t even taken a second to realized how much my siblings have grown, or how stressed my mom has been at work, or how my brother’s a marine now.. i wish they could all live forever, but the cold but beautiful truth is, nothing lasts forever. I want to start living my life knowing this, living by this. Do everything with love, tell the people you love how much they mean to you.. or not, the time’ll pass anyway

    • @SoledadB.
      @SoledadB. 3 месяца назад

      Id you think like this you will get anxity for the future, just take things slow and when you can slow down to think and take care of your self and other

  • @morganowens6607
    @morganowens6607 8 месяцев назад +66

    It is 11:12 AM on Friday March 1st 2024. I'm listening to this song for the very first time. It's beautiful. I'm a different person right now then I'll ever be. I turned 16 this year. I hope you have an amazing day.

    • @lal_identity_v9478
      @lal_identity_v9478 7 месяцев назад +1

      I love you so much

    • @br1I
      @br1I 5 месяцев назад +1

      hope you had a wholesome 16th birthday!! ur so sweet, I hope we can make everyday an amazing day

    • @MariGhibli
      @MariGhibli 13 дней назад +1

      That’s my birthday !

  • @Koshirozation
    @Koshirozation 4 года назад +270

    lots of dog mentioning on this album, wonderful

  • @peacefulstormm
    @peacefulstormm Месяц назад +13

    I miss my dad’s best friend. Sometimes at night, I catch myself crying about him. I miss him so much. I really wish he was still here, so he could watch me grow up, to watch me progress. I was hoping he could watch me when i started high school but he isn’t here. I miss you, Shep. I love you so much. I hope you’re doing okay up in heaven, just know you mean so much to me. 💗

  • @octa-
    @octa- 3 месяца назад +60

    i feel touchstarved. i dont know why. i feel selfish for wanting love. am i really that selfish? do i really deserve love? i mean, it wouldnt hurt to give someone some love, would it? i just want someone to intertwine my hands with theirs.

    • @celine-ux6qw
      @celine-ux6qw 3 месяца назад +1

      it’s not selfish, and it’ll happen in due time, trust this earth 🍓

    • @ferris_wheel6935
      @ferris_wheel6935 2 месяца назад +3

      It is simply human to want love my friend. You will find it one day, but until it comes, it is important to find love for yourself within, and to grow yourself to be the best you can be. I may be a stranger, but I have understood how you feel before, and still remember it. Things will get better my friend 🤍

  • @Xoxoloveriver
    @Xoxoloveriver 10 месяцев назад +26

    I have cried many times to this song. The way she describes the love she has for the other person and how they both mutually feel that way makes me feel strangely sad. Really brings out an emotion in my that I didn’t know existed till now.

  • @CloverLily662
    @CloverLily662 10 месяцев назад +29

    I just keep listening to this over and over and over and crying so hard I don’t know what it is

  • @angel.p0rtal
    @angel.p0rtal Месяц назад +7

    this is how my soul sounds

  • @cancelledmoomin
    @cancelledmoomin 4 месяца назад +9

    hearing her sing ‘not a lot, just forever’ makes me think about how one day i’ll have to live without my dogs and it makes me cry every time

  • @Yawpism
    @Yawpism 3 года назад +77

    I cry every time I hear this song.

  • @TheBandSenesce
    @TheBandSenesce 3 года назад +88

    I have never had the pleasure to meet Adrianne in person. I barely know a little bit about her, but to me it feels like nobody else could have written something so pure like this.

    • @alfonsoparrado3112
      @alfonsoparrado3112 10 месяцев назад +1

      clearly you've never heard of Elliott Smith

    • @zzslippin8829
      @zzslippin8829 8 месяцев назад

      @@alfonsoparrado3112 what songs from him would u recommend

    • @alfonsoparrado3112
      @alfonsoparrado3112 8 месяцев назад

      Between the bars, alameda, 2:45 am, Twilight, no name #1. There are so many!@@zzslippin8829

    • @militaryevents107
      @militaryevents107 4 месяца назад

      @@zzslippin8829For beginners- Between the bars, Say Yes, Angeles and Waltz #2 if you like them check out Somebody that I used to know and Needle in the hay - He has inspired so many artists to make music (all of boygenius, Adriane, frank ocean ect)

  • @ssouljagrl
    @ssouljagrl 6 месяцев назад +25

    i actually sobbed with literal snot and spit coming out of me to this song

  • @Ruby-eq1qg
    @Ruby-eq1qg 3 года назад +98

    1:21-1:30 that recurring melody is one of the most things i've ever heard

  • @smileyg0th
    @smileyg0th 6 месяцев назад +43

    I’m sixteen. My boyfriend and I are on a break, regarding our relationship, right now. I think of him every time I hear this song. He’s a sweetheart. We’re intertwined and sewn together.

    • @ChainSmokinWithMom
      @ChainSmokinWithMom 5 месяцев назад

      Get your boyfriend back. Nothing good comes from a break. Trust me. Good luck I wish you the best!

    • @spaceboye9343
      @spaceboye9343 4 месяца назад +1

      How're you doing? Better now I hope?

    • @smileyg0th
      @smileyg0th 4 месяца назад

      @@spaceboye9343 I’m with someone different. I realized said “boyfriend” was great for me and I’m with the sweetest boy ever now

    • @Moncoeuresttien
      @Moncoeuresttien 3 месяца назад

      same girl but i can't forget it and replace it

    • @HopelessLoser418
      @HopelessLoser418 2 месяца назад +1

      Holy shit, the same thing is going on with me rn, except I’m 18

  •  2 месяца назад +7

    I want this to play at my funeral.

  • @BriannaDenton-fx5et
    @BriannaDenton-fx5et 4 месяца назад +3

    I’m convinced sometimes you don’t get to be peaceful. Like ever. And I wanna be. But it’s been years.

  • @MilanaBartko
    @MilanaBartko Месяц назад +13

    Let's all send a prayer to our Lord for all the people affected by Storm Milton in Florida, Quickly spreading.
    Lord, please be with everyone waiting to be rescued, keep them safe, and bring help to them soon. God, bless each and every person affected by this storm and surround them with Your love, protection, and angels. Let them know there are millions of us out here praying for them and their loved ones.
    Amen.

  • @wrensworldofficial
    @wrensworldofficial 5 месяцев назад +4

    "This song is just about a heartbreak." No, it's the feeling that comes with the last day of school. It seems happy but it feels like giving everything you worked for up, Every single year.

  • @oliviaann9946
    @oliviaann9946 3 года назад +37

    This made me cry the first time I heard it. Favourite song on Songs.

  • @madamemaximoff9838
    @madamemaximoff9838 4 месяца назад +15

    I think of him when the sun is about to rise and the sky is that dark blue, when the world is slowly waking up but in this moment everyone is quiet, I’m dealing with a heartbreak I’ve never dealt with before, i feel numb and like I’m homesick and he was my home and i feel so out of place in the world, I miss my home, I miss him

    • @kaydencesavedbygrace7
      @kaydencesavedbygrace7 4 месяца назад +1

      I love you stranger, & I pray you are doing well & heal from such heartbreak. 😢❤️ I understand the pain.

    • @madamemaximoff9838
      @madamemaximoff9838 4 месяца назад +1

      @@kaydencesavedbygrace7thank you ❤

  • @louisechambon8674
    @louisechambon8674 2 месяца назад +3

    this song is sad and happy at the same time, i listen to it when im feeling alone, and also when im really happy, i think this is cool

  • @adrianbordones4136
    @adrianbordones4136 9 месяцев назад +6

    After a month playing games with my 2 friends, one of them just touched my heart with his laugh, ruined humor and way to empathize. Discord help us to talk often. I thought I would never find someone to love or to feel loved by someone after a break, longdistance relationship with someone very different from me, but I learned so much things thanks to her. I prefered to say to to my friend I felt love, and not just friendship between us... She felt the same. I think you just have to give yourself a chance and be grateful about your past and keep walking, love, smile, feel you're loved, make someone smile. Don't get stuck! ❤

    • @adrianbordones4136
      @adrianbordones4136 6 месяцев назад +1

      After 2 months, I realize I didnt get rid of my ex (longdistance relationship) so I hurt this girl I met, prolly someone who would be the best person I have ever met, pure and genuine personality with the same humor as me, but it was my fault, it wasn't the time, cause never is the right time to do something, you just take the risk, and I lost her. Now I'm alone, focusing in me and my studies, but each day feeling I have anymore strong feelings to my ex who just played with me, but I think thats something I deserved by not having some teenager love, cause I could say she wasnt mature as I thought having my same age, but it was love in some way, even if she was too different from me.

  • @particularshadeofgreen2561
    @particularshadeofgreen2561 Год назад +96

    the love of my life dumped me a week ago, i used to think of her when i listened to this. now it feels bitter listening

    • @riley8955
      @riley8955 Год назад +13

      how are you feeling about it now? you dont have to answer but im curious; i was broken up with 10 months ago

    • @Hshshdfb
      @Hshshdfb 8 месяцев назад

      ​@@riley8955hope you guys are doing ok.

    • @emudownes9199
      @emudownes9199 Месяц назад +1

      Sorry I'm a year late but I really hope your better now

  • @meowloveeqq3679
    @meowloveeqq3679 6 месяцев назад +11

    He was a part of my soul, 2 years and I can’t get over him
    I still feel like throwing up every time i talk to him, still tear up

  • @freakbobz
    @freakbobz 2 месяца назад +8

    i love adrianne lenker, shes one of the few artists that i can listen to all of her songs and not get bored not even in the slightest. i hope she knows that she's literally changed people's lives bc of her songs, oh to see her perform one day

  • @johnentwistle952
    @johnentwistle952 4 года назад +53

    what a record.. it's a perfect fit for my top 10 acoustics ever

  • @leonorromao9523
    @leonorromao9523 5 месяцев назад +10

    i cry every time i listen to this, i wish one day i'll be a mother, and be a better version of my mom. this song is every thing to me, i listen to it when i'm sad, happy, at school, depresed in my room, before sleep, when i wake up, this song is my life. i love you adrianne Lenker.

  • @dadalance
    @dadalance 6 месяцев назад +242

    I could be a good mother

  • @MeganMaloney-im8cr
    @MeganMaloney-im8cr 7 месяцев назад +5

    This song makes me feel something different... like a real story telling of the love through my eyes and my life. It brings out raw emotions, and the lyrics are beautifully put! Such a outstanding piece of art this song is :)❤

  • @beatrix3170
    @beatrix3170 5 месяцев назад +11

    This song sounds like a warm hug from someone or something who understands me deeply in a way that I wouldn’t know how to describe with words or any kind of communication. I appreciate this piece of work with all of my heart.

  • @izzie-may
    @izzie-may 5 месяцев назад +25

    I miss my mom
    She is a single mother and raised me for most my life, and I watched drugs and alcohol rip her apart. Yesterday night she said I was dead to her because she has some messed up ideas of who I am. I wish her the best but I know I can’t save her.

    • @SoledadB.
      @SoledadB. 3 месяца назад

      Try put her to terapy

    • @MarcusBrandish
      @MarcusBrandish 2 месяца назад +1

      I’m so sorry to hear about your experience I hope that you receive nothing but the best life can give you and I pray that fate is good to you your an extremely strong person and I’m proud of you

  • @Nat-bq3kb
    @Nat-bq3kb 3 года назад +35

    this is my favorite song ever. it's gotten me through so much in the past year.

  • @sleepy.7238
    @sleepy.7238 8 месяцев назад +29

    I know this is probably not what this song means, but here is how I see it.
    "Not A lot Just Forever." Means something you have to deal with forever, it may not seem like a lot at the moment, or you may tell yourself this. But it's going to be forever. "Like the rock bears the weather." shows the rock has beared the weather, no matter if it is stormy, or sunny. It always gets through the weather. "When a dog barks wildly, to protect its infentsy" means to the dog is barking wildly, quickly getting defensive to protect its infentsy, something that will always be apart of them. Something that means alot to them. The dog may act on this without even realizing it.
    Again, I know this probably isnt what it means. But it brings me comfort to think of it this way.

    • @breezywolf14
      @breezywolf14 6 месяцев назад +1

      this is the only reason that makes sense

    • @ortezac.5339
      @ortezac.5339 6 месяцев назад +3

      *infancy.
      That aside...your interpretation seems spot on. And it hit me in the gut, going through something at the moment I'm really hoping would simply pass like all the rest but having a dark feeling it'd stay with me for the rest of my life. Thanks for putting it to words, man. TwT

  • @bringmesoda
    @bringmesoda 9 месяцев назад +7

    I remember listening to this song when it was blizzarding out and smoking cigarettes outside, but i was so drunk i didnt care because the alcohol kept me warm. Will never forget it

  • @Slipknotsbiggestfan42069
    @Slipknotsbiggestfan42069 6 месяцев назад +7

    Cried my heart out to this song but my eyelashes looked great!

  • @randomstuffandye
    @randomstuffandye Год назад +28

    This is the first time I'm listening to Arianne's music Tuesday the 2nd of May 2023

  • @huh-mx9bd
    @huh-mx9bd 10 месяцев назад +16

    I'm sobbing

  • @ChickensYT_
    @ChickensYT_ 6 месяцев назад +4

    "I could be a good mother" Idk as someone with parental issues and stuff this song makes me think about how I can change as a person and not have to be like them in any way if I don't want to, like my life is mine and I can do whatever I want with it. One day I wanna be a mom, and I wanna do better than my parents ever could. But only time will tell.

  • @chloeelaine5959
    @chloeelaine5959 3 месяца назад +2

    This is next level writing abilities. I mean pure poetry, pure emotion, absolute heart break and vulnerability.

  • @nathanwilliamsmusic1746
    @nathanwilliamsmusic1746 4 года назад +38

    Just can't really describe in words how good this is...

  • @meostocax
    @meostocax 2 месяца назад +2

    i feel like my 2 friends are the only ones keeping me alive right now

  • @musiconmars1595
    @musiconmars1595 2 дня назад

    I resonate with this song with every fiber in my being. I yearn for my ears to be touched once more by his voice, to feel the warmth of his love reach my heart. I miss him

  • @TanaQz
    @TanaQz 9 месяцев назад +4

    i never cry to songs or media but this song hit me in my core and now theres a ball in my throat

  • @LEMONBOY_thefreak
    @LEMONBOY_thefreak Месяц назад +1

    this song is making me cry.. her voice feels nastolgic in a sad sense, for some reason..

  • @Perseyus
    @Perseyus 2 месяца назад +1

    Realizing this song is about motherhood is so bittersweet. “Not a lot, just forever, intertwined, sewn together.” Representing the forever connection between a mother and her child, and how the child is “sewn” inside its mothers womb before birth, but the experience and the overwhelming love a mother feels “re-sowing” her entire life into something new. Like fixing and washing a blanket you cried, bled, laughed, and slept with; a big change, but you needed a new blanket anyway.

  • @jellie_fishh
    @jellie_fishh 10 месяцев назад +6

    what the hell this song makes me UPSET but in a good way

  • @Hailey82772
    @Hailey82772 4 месяца назад +4

    This song reminds me of him it hurts but it’s so beautiful

  • @julianbleh
    @julianbleh 2 года назад +15

    This is one of a kind, can never and will never be replaced.

  • @makiroalester4408
    @makiroalester4408 2 месяца назад +2

    let me ramble cause god this song is the epitome of my feelings rn
    I always thought if I ever moved out i'd never miss my sister and mom, they're kinda ass but in a family way in the sense they tease me to the point I cry sometimes (they'll apologize while chuckling) now that I live in a different city with my dad I miss them more than anything. my dad would never understand what it means to be emotional or why I miss them so I just cry in my pillow
    the song both comforts and makes me cry, it feels stupid strangely enough

  • @aeIiche
    @aeIiche 5 месяцев назад +4

    I keep thinking about my boyfriend every time I listen to this song. Yesterday, he told me that he thought about me in everything he saw, and it was so heartwarming to know, because I do that too. I see him in everything I see-the trees, the flowers, even my clothes. I love thinking about him, and I wish he loved thinking about me too. I love you, Jor.

  • @kiittycandy
    @kiittycandy 3 месяца назад +2

    i love this song because it reminds me of my beautiful sweet boyfriend, i love them so much. i remember before i met them i felt so miserable and lost but after i met them i knew that they were the one for me. they make me so happy i love them so much, the love they show me is so gentle and caring and i feel as if our souls are intertwined with eachother. i truly feel loved when im with them. i hope me and them stay together forever. i love you aaron. ^_^

  • @nanoxd2620
    @nanoxd2620 10 месяцев назад +4

    yo te amo adrianne lenker, todo lo que escribes es perfecto para mi, me haces llorar la mayoría del tiempo pero a la vez me das una tranquilidad que pocas veces alcanzo por mi propia cuenta, me gustaría recorrer bosques y desiertos y lagos con una guitarra y la paz que tú tienes... admirador numero 1000 del otro lado del mundo

  • @JackTheKemonomimi
    @JackTheKemonomimi 4 месяца назад +4

    its 4:58 AM and i just found this song, i love this song now.

  • @monicaandrea5586
    @monicaandrea5586 5 месяцев назад +2

    As much as I love how much more recognition Adrianne is getting now I cant help but feel a little sad. Their music was like my beautiful little secret🥺

  • @lawliet7801
    @lawliet7801 3 месяца назад +1

    the video reminds me of what i'd see outside waking up extra early for school with this song being my alarm knowing the heartache was going to be even worse that day

  • @jonarbuckle2490
    @jonarbuckle2490 4 года назад +23

    Instant tears

  • @starksvensk
    @starksvensk Год назад +50

    "i fantasize about playing this song for you on a road-trip somewhere in the wilderness"

  • @Cows-are-purple
    @Cows-are-purple 5 месяцев назад +2

    This song is healing something that was broken a long time ago

  • @RainWasTaken
    @RainWasTaken 9 месяцев назад +5

    Thank you for recommending this song to me, Noelle.

  • @thorn4363
    @thorn4363 7 месяцев назад +4

    I think about him when I listen to this 🖤

  • @liaarakal2130
    @liaarakal2130 3 года назад +19

    first song im hearing of her and wow im in awe

  • @amoradatev1994
    @amoradatev1994 23 дня назад +2

    de alguma forma vim parar aqui hoje, e essa música me machuca de uma forma tão profunda... a conexão nao precisa ser grandiosa para durar para sempre.
    Minha conexão com ele dura a tanto tempo, que acabou se tornando algo cansativo, triste e angustiante, nem sempre isso nos faz bem, mas mesmo assim, ainda há conexão

  • @caleywhite6099
    @caleywhite6099 4 месяца назад +1

    Very few songs manage to capture the feeling of heartbreak. This is a masterpiece.

  • @beabadoobeismybae
    @beabadoobeismybae 4 месяца назад +4

    your songs will always bring me to tears

  • @atmakeoutcreek
    @atmakeoutcreek 6 месяцев назад +5

    I've been listening to this for hours on end, it's so beautiful I hope she never stops singing and writing and all this it's so gorgeous and I feel blessed to listen to it

  • @Tr1ckychess
    @Tr1ckychess 2 месяца назад +1

    1:52
    "i could be a good mother"
    Always breaks my heart...

  • @jessemelancholy
    @jessemelancholy Год назад +10

    Adrianne Lenker is just something else

  • @eowynmb
    @eowynmb 2 месяца назад +1

    thank you adrianne lenker for masterfully creating a song that embraces human emotion so lovingly

  • @Emalem
    @Emalem 6 месяцев назад +2

    Adriannes songs are so perfect in the fact that you can be crying your eyes out to it at one point, then dancing around your room to it, then staring into the distance, serenading yourself with it, feel at peace with it, feel empty with it, ANYTHING

  • @travisepalmer7637
    @travisepalmer7637 2 месяца назад +1

    Reminds me of a time when mothers would sing stories so their children could fall asleep only to cry at its meaning a few years later

  • @talianiwa
    @talianiwa Год назад +8

    you’re immensely talented, thank you for sharing your gift

  • @natemartin2579
    @natemartin2579 2 месяца назад

    The last time I spoke to her she showed me song, sometimes I think about the memories we shared. But I’m glad she is no longer apart of my life.

  • @Cr4ck_bb
    @Cr4ck_bb 4 месяца назад +1

    Im going through so many emotions at the time with my current boyfriend i just feel like i shouldn't deal with this at such a young age this song brings comfort to the younger self inside of me mourning for myself who hasn't died out yet

  • @frat
    @frat 6 месяцев назад +10

    In love with someone who can never know. 💛

  • @henrydavisjr1361
    @henrydavisjr1361 4 года назад +12

    Mississippi Public Broadcasting brought me here. I LOVE it..

    • @icystorm9
      @icystorm9 4 года назад +3

      Good job Mississippi!

  • @elusivemoon33
    @elusivemoon33 3 месяца назад +2

    As a cancer myself I couldn’t ask for anyone better to deliver the message of the depth of our emotions. The poetry of the beauty of sadness. Adrienne is the epitome of the divine cancer ♋️ 🦀

  • @gabbanataylor2631
    @gabbanataylor2631 4 месяца назад +1

    This song is one of the sweetest things I've heard in so long omg

  • @upularFTW
    @upularFTW 4 года назад +134

    I think this has to be the best youtube recommendation I've received in 10 years on this site.
    Such a beautiful voice and instrumental. I'm going to have to force myself to not listen to this ten times a day.

  • @mraesop417
    @mraesop417 8 месяцев назад +5

    I find it Hard to listen to this song. It is by no means a bad song at all, I actually find it quite nice. It’s the memories this song brings along. Every time I find my self vividly remembering the time I found the love I spent was for nothing. As I sat on that FaceTime call quietly, trying to find what to say to her without bursting out in tears again. As she sat going about her evening despite telling me that she felt nothing but a random guy after all the time we spent together. I cried. Hard. Every night for weeks after then, I found it even harder knowing there was nothing of either of us could have done. She felt no spark for me as I did for her, when my heart raced when I stared at her she didn’t feel the same racing rhythm and the stumbling of my words as I looked into her chocolate brown eyes. The comfort her hand gave me intertwined with mine. It was all my own dream. I knew after I hung up that call it would be the last time we ever spoke as familiar faces. And I tried everything to make sure that wasn’t the case. And here I am. I hope it’s for the better but im still heartbroken. Healing, but slowly. I miss my beautiful girl, and I miss how much of safe space she gave me. The moments I cried in her arms, the time I comforted her as another man did the very same thing she would soon do to me. I miss her so much and this song reminds me so much.

    • @sofishqq
      @sofishqq 8 месяцев назад +3

      everythings going to be okay, i promise

    • @mraesop417
      @mraesop417 8 месяцев назад

      @@sofishqq thank you.

  • @Rosemarcella03
    @Rosemarcella03 3 месяца назад +1

    This song reminds me of the books Gathering Blue and Son both by Lois Lowry. It just brings back those feelings when I was reading those books 😢

  • @jannyzworld
    @jannyzworld 4 месяца назад +4

    This is so beautiful 🥲