I'm the kind of system that most people doubt. I have over 120 different parts, but most of them arent... complete. They tend to appear when they're needed and then disappear. Fragments. There are only about 15 of us that are "fully formed" with personalities and interests, everyone else feels like tiny shattered pieces of glass
This song perfectly portrays what its like to have a dissociative disorder. The chaos, the confusion, the feeling of helplessness, wanting to change your childhood. Your music is extremely relatable, and I love it! ~Vivian, Jewel, and River (The Potato System) ❤
I looked for this. I looked for acceptance and representation. Lilly, Sammy, me, Fate, Glacia and Joe. We're all stuck here looking for these things. Lilly, a child who just barely knows why she's here. Sammy, here to absorb the trauma. Me, Dylan, the host. Fate, to keep us together. Glacia, to stop it from ever happening again at any cost. Joe, who just doesn't understand right or wrong and is just here to fight back.
I'm crying so hard singing along to this..Ithe first to emerge is the protector. And had always saved me from hurting myself..which the attempt lead to 25 personalities emerging over these past few weeks..I thought I could continue to suppress it,the other parts of me. But now they have voices of their own,and for the first time in my life I and We feel whole.
We appreciate this and relate to it, haven't listened much to your music but are going to start it's amazing and we especially relate to the "abuse I can't rember" it's nice to see it expressed and I hope y'all are doing well
This. Is. So. Amazing. I freaking love the amtmosphere of your voice and the contrast between the music und the sound of your wonderful voice. I hope, you get better soon. Know all your songs. Your're amazing.
This hits so deep because I’ve been diagnosed since Feb 12 2016 and I’ve discovered 5 of my alters I’ve had since childhood I barely heard your song today I absolutely love it!
Still listening in 2022, I love this song, it hits home. Well said and it makes me a bit emotional because you are singing my song! Thank you for this! The Synergy System 🌈
This song is going immediately into our derealization playlist for grounding- Thank you so much for putting the feelings of realizing someone has DID into words! -Toby (Galax-alt System)
I recently was diagnosed with split personality disorder but I was undiagnosed for years and just treated for ptsd /bipolar and depression the way this disorder eats u alive Bec u Kno something is wrong and no one else sees it 😔😌 but once I was diagnosed I feel better knowing I'm not a lost cause there is help out here to bad it happened after my last "attempt" I wish there was a song about being undiagnosed and shit
Zach Nathaniel and Angie have been with me since I was little my parents didn't understand me though I was crazy had me locked away Medicated for something that couldn't be cured with pills I struggle with my system every since.i show my family this song and they shut me out people who suffer from this don't give up we have to reach out to people like us and help thos in need
Im kind of going on a binge of your music right now and it's making me shake /pos. The atmosphere of your voice is comforting and the lyrics hit very close to home.
You are a hero for us seriously that’s how we feel just knowing that there’s someone out there with a voice really helps. I always listen to this in tough times let it be constantly crashing or whatever. I hope you get famous and get your roses for the story you tell. Most people don’t understand and we get left out. Once again thank you 🙏
I’ve been looking for songs like this for a while. Songs that are written by those with DID. I love the lil’ faded messages you put (the grey ones) in between. I know what it feels like, obviously not exactly as I’m not you, but the confusion, not believing it, choas, wanted to change the childhood and denial. (I am assuming Elizabeth, Cube and your pursuit (I forgot the middle word)) are a few of your alters. I really appreciate you sharing a part of your view of DID as you have to deal with it. ~ CC and Jax (The Cloudless System)
I do not know how, I do not know why or what But I know this has touched me from the bottom of a heart I can't cry for I have already cried too much But if I could, I would Thank you I do not know why How come But thank you Really
Please keep making music. It is so nice to hear something that i can truly relate to instead of the usual -me piecing together emotions that kindov fit. It makes me feel... not so alien. Thank you.
Hey man, I don't know what you're going through - but I can guess it's probably rough, considering what you commented. Hang in there man, dissociation isn't a death sentence - and it's something that can definitely get more manageable over time, especially with care. Good luck dude.
If anyone can help me figure out whether I have it or not, I'd be grateful if they did because I think I have it but can't tell for sure in the same time. " NOTE My family won't let me go to any doctor"
Hey, good morning from Japan I'm still looking for translators who can do English to Spanish for my work - but hopefully we'll be able to get it translated soon! Appreciate the comment dude :D
![Headspace [A song about Dissociative Identity Disorder and denial]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/VccM8hLSL0Y/mqdefault.jpg)
![I Dream of Violence [A song about CPTSD and child abuse]](/img/1.gif)
This is a whole ass bop, even for me, a singlet
I'm the kind of system that most people doubt. I have over 120 different parts, but most of them arent... complete. They tend to appear when they're needed and then disappear. Fragments. There are only about 15 of us that are "fully formed" with personalities and interests, everyone else feels like tiny shattered pieces of glass
This song perfectly portrays what its like to have a dissociative disorder. The chaos, the confusion, the feeling of helplessness, wanting to change your childhood. Your music is extremely relatable, and I love it! ~Vivian, Jewel, and River (The Potato System) ❤
Thank you! And I gotta say I love your system name
I love your systems name -jamie
I looked for this. I looked for acceptance and representation. Lilly, Sammy, me, Fate, Glacia and Joe. We're all stuck here looking for these things. Lilly, a child who just barely knows why she's here. Sammy, here to absorb the trauma. Me, Dylan, the host. Fate, to keep us together. Glacia, to stop it from ever happening again at any cost. Joe, who just doesn't understand right or wrong and is just here to fight back.
You know them well. That’s a good thing 🥰
I'm crying so hard singing along to this..Ithe first to emerge is the protector. And had always saved me from hurting myself..which the attempt lead to 25 personalities emerging over these past few weeks..I thought I could continue to suppress it,the other parts of me. But now they have voices of their own,and for the first time in my life I and We feel whole.
we love your music this made me a bit emotional because we can relate so much thankyou ~chaos system
We appreciate this and relate to it, haven't listened much to your music but are going to start it's amazing and we especially relate to the "abuse I can't rember" it's nice to see it expressed and I hope y'all are doing well
Dang. We've been trying to find a good song about D.I.D. this is amazing! We thank you so much!
~The Tribe
We are glad we've found your music 😮💨, such a great feeling to feel understood...please keep the music going
- The Horde
This. Is. So. Amazing.
I freaking love the amtmosphere of your voice and the contrast between the music und the sound of your wonderful voice. I hope, you get better soon. Know all your songs. Your're amazing.
Thank you for this song! (Em, Emily, Tim, Rita, Luna)
This hits so deep because I’ve been diagnosed since Feb 12 2016 and I’ve discovered 5 of my alters I’ve had since childhood I barely heard your song today I absolutely love it!
This is amazing, absolutely true, keep up the good work!
-the solar system 🌠
we have the same system name:)-ghost
We all love your music and it makes me especially so happy to see songs about it ~The MTOV System
We love this song so much. It’s amazing and so real and it feels so like us -joseph
I didn't showed others yet, but trust me, they all will like this (Junko)
This song is everything to us.
Still listening in 2022, I love this song, it hits home. Well said and it makes me a bit emotional because you are singing my song! Thank you for this!
The Synergy System 🌈
This song is going immediately into our derealization playlist for grounding- Thank you so much for putting the feelings of realizing someone has DID into words! -Toby (Galax-alt System)
Wow this hits deep. We have DID and this and your first DID song hit so hard. Thank you.
~Clayton
We listen to the other one a lot, this one will be no different.
~Clayton
This is amazing!! Please put this on Spotify soon!!
I recently was diagnosed with split personality disorder but I was undiagnosed for years and just treated for ptsd /bipolar and depression the way this disorder eats u alive Bec u Kno something is wrong and no one else sees it 😔😌 but once I was diagnosed I feel better knowing I'm not a lost cause there is help out here to bad it happened after my last "attempt" I wish there was a song about being undiagnosed and shit
Thank you. Me and tes appreciates this
Zach Nathaniel and Angie have been with me since I was little my parents didn't understand me though I was crazy had me locked away Medicated for something that couldn't be cured with pills I struggle with my system every since.i show my family this song and they shut me out people who suffer from this don't give up we have to reach out to people like us and help thos in need
Was looking for this for my fiance and my brother. Thank you.
Im kind of going on a binge of your music right now and it's making me shake /pos. The atmosphere of your voice is comforting and the lyrics hit very close to home.
Love this, as a medically recognized system with 19 alters this portrays us perfectly.
You are a hero for us seriously that’s how we feel just knowing that there’s someone out there with a voice really helps. I always listen to this in tough times let it be constantly crashing or whatever. I hope you get famous and get your roses for the story you tell. Most people don’t understand and we get left out. Once again thank you 🙏
Gosh I love your songs so much 😤🦋💜💙
This song really portrays the feelings of chaos, discord, and helplessness and we all love all of your songs and much love from The Symbiosis system
Hot choco is good
Thank you for a voice! Thank you!
DR.stone and blaze will love it its do relatable
We loved this so much, it’s beautiful and I couldn’t help but loop it -solar system
Nice! I lovit! Thank you ❤️
I’ve been looking for songs like this for a while. Songs that are written by those with DID. I love the lil’ faded messages you put (the grey ones) in between. I know what it feels like, obviously not exactly as I’m not you, but the confusion, not believing it, choas, wanted to change the childhood and denial. (I am assuming Elizabeth, Cube and your pursuit (I forgot the middle word)) are a few of your alters. I really appreciate you sharing a part of your view of DID as you have to deal with it. ~ CC and Jax (The Cloudless System)
Thank you for making this.
This is amazing and I love how well I shows how I feel.Being the 2nd oldest in a system of 10 it can be chaotic,so this soothed me
Love the song
I always thought what was wrong with me until I got diagnosed with DID at 14 and now people at school think I’m a weirdo
your voice making this song so great :3 and i hope you will make next amazing songs!
Thank you for this /Gen -Galactic Garden sys
I know I'm late to see this but
I feel you I have d. I. d as well
I give you my support and hope your doing well
We love this song ~Vioh System
I can relate to this too well
We are not alone. DID ... stop the stigma
Theres only two, me and him, he is cold, heartless and im just a soft person
i have 11 theres a few that lurk in the back of my mind that never fronts.
Thank you- Alyx from the 5ive
That's an incredibly clever system name
I do not know how,
I do not know why or what
But I know this has touched me from the bottom of a heart
I can't cry for I have already cried too much
But if I could, I would
Thank you
I do not know why
How come
But thank you
Really
My friend with DID will love this!
I hope they will!!
@Coalescence My friend has DID. What do you mean?
I don't personally have this disorder but I kind of understand I think idk.
Why is this not on spotify? This is awesome
Here's the link open.spotify.com/track/6HIwG8t4VzNjXgBP5tcN0w?si=JAoIEHyWS1-kRtb9VS50WA&
@@EmbeddedSystems_Shius thanks
Please keep making music. It is so nice to hear something that i can truly relate to instead of the usual -me piecing together emotions that kindov fit. It makes me feel... not so alien. Thank you.
Tks u haveing a hard time after talking to a psy today
Hey man, I don't know what you're going through - but I can guess it's probably rough, considering what you commented.
Hang in there man, dissociation isn't a death sentence - and it's something that can definitely get more manageable over time, especially with care. Good luck dude.
We are still on diagnose, they still diagnose us, but this song fits us so well
We love you(r song)
I hope u don't mind if I follow u, bcs this is amazing(Junko)
The thing is I relate to the song alot
The sad bit is I will forget about this song) : cuz I'm losing my memorys
It feels good to have someone to relate to. Apparently there’s a whole world of us but yet i feel alone with this. Thank you. ❤️✨Kaleidoscope System.
wow that made us quite emotional. not something to listen to in the background ^^
If anyone can help me figure out whether I have it or not, I'd be grateful if they did because I think I have it but can't tell for sure in the same time.
" NOTE My family won't let me go to any doctor"
Well DID never can be cured
Necesito esto en español
Hey, good morning from Japan
I'm still looking for translators who can do English to Spanish for my work - but hopefully we'll be able to get it translated soon! Appreciate the comment dude :D
I know how you feel, fellow D.I.D
Can I take this masterpiece for my short film, my short film is about DID. will definitely give credits.
Sure!! Go ahead!
Do you have a channel or whatever on spotify?
Yeah, here's the link: open.spotify.com/artist/5rtPxYOqAocKkPSv8A808c?si=8GnnVN-FR3qTTk4v55_9Tw
@@EmbeddedSystems_Shius thanks
Moon knight
Why is everybody having names here 😐?
We have the same names or maybe he doesn't have one at all ...
ive been told the heroin can make it worse, o n it has 🥴