This is the third reaction to this song where the reactor misses the line "IT'S HARD TO DIE." The man is about to DIE. He's saying goodbye. He's terminally ill. He's making peace. He has a little time left on earth. He's buttoning it up. He's closing the loop. He's tying up the loose ends. He's arranging for his own demise. He's fucked. He's... well. you get it.
The lyrics are actually a poem that was written by rod McEwen and it is simply about a man who is dying and bidding his loved ones goodbye!!! I love your reactions and I look forward to the next one keep up the good work !!!
As a kid, I thought this was the saddest yet happiest record about death ever to grace the top the UK chart. The song tells of a dying man who has made his peace with loved ones and ultimately, the world and no question 'Seasons in the Sun' remains a melancholy classic.
I don't think I've seen one reaction where the reactor gets the true meaning of the song. The music is light and bouncy, but the lyrics are heart-wrenchingly sad.
As a little boy in the 70's I loved this song. I never really paid attention to the lyrics then but I thought it was a happy song. Maybe this song is one of those gems that makes you feel happy and sad at the same time
This song literally has ripped my guts out since It first came out. It feels like a punch in the stomach as we lose our time on earth. Not sure you get it.
I get it. (now) Even though being familiar with the song since it's release, it took me until adulthood (and parenthood), to really let the lyrics sink in- it's very moving, despite the semi-upbeat melody.
I just love your positive soul! As others have pointed out, the song is about a dying man saying goodbye to the people he loves. The lyrics to the song have an interesting history. It was actually a retelling of a French song by a Belgian poet-composer called "Le Moribond" ("The Dying Man"). In that song, the story was of an old man who was "dying of a broken heart" because his best friend was making love to his wife. The lyrics were translated to English by poet Rod McUen and in 1964 the Kingston Trio released the first English language version. Terry Jacks heard this English version and used it as the basis/inspiration for his version of the song (If memory serves, Terry Jacks' version was released sometime around 1974). I'd post a link, but I think my songfacts links get deleted in RUclips comments. But if you do a google search for this song and the word "songfacts" it should take you there. The story is quite interesting.
@@greg2976 I got the original message in 1974 when I was only 12. Over analyzing something which needs to be taken at face value sometimes clouds your judgement.
I noticed you smiling throughout the song-did you not hear the line where he says, "goodbye my friend it's hard to die"? This is a bouncy tune, but the lyrics are about a man who is dying, who is saying goodbye to family and friends.
I was 8yrs old when this came out. It reminds me of playing with my twin brother in the woods, lakes and trails we grew up in. He passed away this past December just before Christmas. It is the most painful hurt I have ever know, RIP Brother! I miss you so much. 😭🕯️☮️☯️✝️✡️
I was 12 years and lost my best friend that year in 1974. I got the message like you did when you were 8. Maybe as children we can't see beyond the pain of losing someone until we get older and learn to accept how fate is just a natural part of living.
'The Guy From Art and Garfunkel'...was it...Simon...Paul Simon'. That is by far the funniest and cutest line to ever come from a reviewer. 🤣🤣🤣 Thanks for making me smile on a bad day girl.
I think the Michelle of the song is the man's daughter. And, as other people have commented, it's about a dying man saying his goodbyes (to his childhood friend, his father, and his young daughter).
I remember bringing this 45 into kindergarten for show and tell-yeah I'm that old now. I used to love this song so much when I was a child. It probably brought me to tears.
This is the saddest song ever. Not only is he dying young, before his papa, he's dying soon with the realization that he won't make it past this season, a good time, good weather, happy children, pretty girls, and all the birds singing in the sky. You can feel the breeze and smell the spring air in this song. He has come to terms with it and taking it all in and thanking all of his friends and loved ones before he goes.
Yet she and others her own age who've reviewed this same song tapped their toes with glee and had fun with the song. Go figure. Maybe I would do the same if I missed the message of some of the songs today.
It's fun seeing your joyful reaction when you recognize a familiar song-- especially one you start listening to without knowing whether or not you've heard it before!!!
Totally guilty pleasure! As evidenced by the fact I was petrified my neighbors would hear this (windows open, beautiful fall weather) coming from my home!
I loved this song as an 11 year old. I knew it was sad, but as an adult it is even more sad! I'm still hoping the guilty pleasure song I chose as a reply to your first request for them is still on your list! The countdown is going so fast!
When this song came out I was about 11 years old my mother went into the hospital to remove a cyst from her breasts. I was so terrified I didn't know whether she was going to live or die when I heard this song it kind of comforted me. She stayed in the hospital for about 2 weeks and she went on to live to be 93 years old she passed away in 2016. We had Joy we have fun we did have seasons in the Sun rest in peace mom 😓😓😓
The first version of the song was recorded by Jacques Brel, who also wrote it in a brothel in Tangiers. Sung in a marching tempo, it tells of a man dying of a broken heart and shows him saying his last farewells to his close friend Emile, a priest friend, an acquaintance named Antoine, and his wife who has cheated on him numerous times with Antoine (Wik) ... always enjoy your reactions and especially when you start dancing along (guilty pleasure 839) 💕
It's a song about death and saying goodbyes. I liked this song, but it's hard to describe how many times this got played on AM radio when it was out. That's why people wound up hating it. The first 50 or 60 times is OK, then it gets on your nerves a bit. lol. This guy died 3 times an hour all day on WABC.
There you go, that's exactly it, overplayed : "That's why people wound up hating it.... it gets on your nerves a bit." died 3 times an hour, HAHAHAHAHA...thanks you made my laugh for the day!...And I became a music teacher!😂
Every time I hear people react to this, lol for some reason the word die just goes right by them, but they don’t even understand the song It’s a song about a man dying and he’s saying goodbye to everyone
No... you didn't get it. I'm sorry, but it went right over your head. The song is sung from the perspective of a man who is dying from a terminal illness. He is saying goodbye to those people. It's a pretty straightforward song... not exactly cryptic lyrics. He literally said "It's hard to die" three times.
He wasn't outgrowing anyone - he was saying goodbye, because he was dying. (& Michelle was his daughter). But you're right - sad song - not really a 'guilty pleasure',
I'm not surprised that you missed that he was dying and saying good-bye to his loved ones, over half the reactors also miss that he's dying. Though I'm not surprised, I am dumbfounded how any one could miss that he's dying since he said it 3 times in the song, it's like no one is actually listening to the lyrics.
No, this song is literally about losing people in your life from the perspective of those who are passing away (ie leaving behind people such as a close childhood friend or a parent watching you die of substance abuse or leaving a spouse behind due to old age or disease). It was supposed to be profoundly sad and reflective but the way it was musically produced didn't quite translate into the deeply melancholy song it was supposed to be - and thus it is typically seen as corny or melodramatic. But it's writer meant to convey the truly deep sense of loss each situation would convey to anyone who heard it - unfortunately that deeper meaning didn't come across in the final production.
I have watched a lot of your reaction videos, and you have almost always nailed the meaning of each song-until now. Unfortunately, you have completely misinterpreted the songwriter's message behind this song. Remember the lyric "goodbye my friend it's hard to die"? The person referred to is actually dying, and saying his final goodbyes to everyone he knows and loves. Don't feel bad though, many people get caught up in the lively bouncy tune, and completely are unaware of the song's really sad message behind that upbeat music.
Although Jacks himself was not dying (AFAIK, he's still alive & pushing 80), he tells the story of a man dying young & saying good-bye to his best friend, father, & either a wife, girlfriend, or child. Note the contrast between the deep, despondent chords prior to each verse & Jacks' own fairly high-pitched voice, which makes an uneasy contrast that is echoed throughout the verses & refrain.
He and his wife had a band had some hits, the one I always remembered was, evil grows in the dark. It's just about a love gone wrong not actually evil evil. It's a good song. Still I don't think they really made it all that big so
Terry Jacks was a producer who actually created this song arrangement for The Beach Boys, but they turned it down, so he released it himself, and had a massive worldwide hit with it... his follow-up was another Jacques Brel song, "If You Go Away" ("Ne Me Quitte Pas"), which has been covered dozens, maybe hundreds of times (Scott Walker's version is excellent.) As with most Brel covers, there's a lot lost in translation - his original lyrics for "Seasons Of The Sun" are far harsher, but he's an incredible songwriter/poet; Le diable (Ça va) / The Devil (Okay) might have been written yesterday rather than over 60 years ago... there's a lot of humour in his work too, check out Chanson de Jacky or Le tango funèbre...
I really like her reviews, she has a wonderful energy. Her youth and optimism is why she maybe didn’t hear the sadness of the song. I hope she keeps that that spirit for many years.
I wish I had written it down, but i just heard the other night that all of the words had to be changed around. apparently, his wife was having an affair with a friend of his who also happened to be a catholic priest.
Now this song qualifies as a guilty pleasure song, unlike so many others that you've listened to. I never liked it personally, but kudos to those of you that do.
Oh my god, did you not even bother really listening to the lyric's. This guy was dying, and seeing his life flashing before him, and you were to busy chewing your finger-nail's. Your understanding of music, is the same as my understanding of basic rocket science ...
This is the PG version. The Kingston Trio did a version of this song that was a more direct translation from the Jacques Brel song: "Le Moribond". ruclips.net/video/GLfRtK0oxYE/видео.html
Big smile, happy face and bopping along just possibly maybe may not be the appropriate reaction to this song dear DayOne Reacts inappropriately. Hope you will grow as a person and not simply die as the person in the song and the millions and millions in actual real in your face life in the actual in your face real world.
Check out That’s What Friends are For Dionne Warwick Stevie Wonder Gladys Knight Elton John Part of the USA for Africa initiative, great vocals and positive message. Love you channel keep up the great reactions 👍
"Seasons in the Sun" is the story of a dying man, bidding farewell to loved ones who have shared his life.
Well said
It's about a man dying saying goodbye to the important people in his life
This is the third reaction to this song where the reactor misses the line "IT'S HARD TO DIE." The man is about to DIE. He's saying goodbye. He's terminally ill. He's making peace. He has a little time left on earth. He's buttoning it up. He's closing the loop. He's tying up the loose ends. He's arranging for his own demise. He's fucked. He's... well. you get it.
I listened to the song the first time when it played on the air when I was 12 years old and I got it. It must be this generation.
The lyrics are actually a poem that was written by rod McEwen and it is simply about a man who is dying and bidding his loved ones goodbye!!! I love your reactions and I look forward to the next one keep up the good work !!!
It was song written by Belgian singer songwriter Jacgues Brel in 1961….
Explain this:
ruclips.net/video/cXAKq5QvX4k/видео.html
_saying goodbye to one of his friends_
_who passed away from leukemia_
he's dying, and saying goodbye to everyone, and thanking them for the time they spend together.
As a kid, I thought this was the saddest yet happiest record about death ever to grace the top the UK chart.
The song tells of a dying man who has made his peace with loved ones and ultimately, the world and no question 'Seasons in the Sun' remains a melancholy classic.
Well said
Hello Angela...I think you missed the line "It's hard to die..." He is dying and saying goodbye to those he loved.
I don't think I've seen one reaction where the reactor gets the true meaning of the song. The music is light and bouncy, but the lyrics are heart-wrenchingly sad.
@@No1KCfan6 Yeah.... this went totally over her noggin
Other reviewers have made the the same mistake but seriously how can you miss it. He says over and over again he's going to die.
Yea, she's clueless.
I think you missed the line "It's hard to die." This song is about a dying man giving his farewells.
As a little boy in the 70's I loved this song. I never really paid attention to the lyrics then but I thought it was a happy song. Maybe this song is one of those gems that makes you feel happy and sad at the same time
Well said
The sadness of passing combined with the celebration of a good life.
He's not just dying, he is dying young, with a child. He says goodbye to "pa pa", indicating his dad is going to outlive him.
This song literally has ripped my guts out since It first came out. It feels like a punch in the stomach as we lose our time on earth. Not sure you get it.
Yeah, she seemed a little too giddy and excited at recognizing the chorus, when the overlying message of the song was about death.
your energy and vibration in a human body..you never really die...maybe check out matt fraser phycic medium.
@@teatimetel174 or why not Dungeon and Dragons where there is a resurrection spell, equally serious as your Matt "charlatan" Fraser
@@perthyren601 carry on in your 3D world.
I get it. (now) Even though being familiar with the song since it's release, it took me until adulthood (and parenthood), to really let the lyrics sink in- it's very moving, despite the semi-upbeat melody.
I just love your positive soul! As others have pointed out, the song is about a dying man saying goodbye to the people he loves. The lyrics to the song have an interesting history. It was actually a retelling of a French song by a Belgian poet-composer called "Le Moribond" ("The Dying Man"). In that song, the story was of an old man who was "dying of a broken heart" because his best friend was making love to his wife. The lyrics were translated to English by poet Rod McUen and in 1964 the Kingston Trio released the first English language version. Terry Jacks heard this English version and used it as the basis/inspiration for his version of the song (If memory serves, Terry Jacks' version was released sometime around 1974). I'd post a link, but I think my songfacts links get deleted in RUclips comments. But if you do a google search for this song and the word "songfacts" it should take you there. The story is quite interesting.
She will realize what this song is about later in her life. Just like I did.
@@greg2976 I got the original message in 1974 when I was only 12. Over analyzing something which needs to be taken at face value sometimes clouds your judgement.
Terry Jacks had a friend who died. He wrote this song to honor him.
I noticed you smiling throughout the song-did you not hear the line where he says, "goodbye my friend it's hard to die"? This
is a bouncy tune, but the lyrics are about a man who is dying, who is saying goodbye to family and friends.
Rod McKuen translated it from the Belgian, Jacks rewrote the lyrics. He had a friend who was dying of leukemia. A lovely tribute to someone he loved.
if we going down this road....Bobby Goldboro "Honey" and "Summer" two classics
And 'autumn of my life'..?
Had to stop and listen to both songs, thank you!
I was 8yrs old when this came out. It reminds me of playing with my twin brother in the woods, lakes and trails we grew up in. He passed away this past December just before Christmas. It is the most painful hurt I have ever know, RIP Brother! I miss you so much. 😭🕯️☮️☯️✝️✡️
I was 12 years and lost my best friend that year in 1974. I got the message like you did when you were 8. Maybe as children we can't see beyond the pain of losing someone until we get older and learn to accept how fate is just a natural part of living.
It's about a dying guy saying good by to friends and family.
'The Guy From Art and Garfunkel'...was it...Simon...Paul Simon'. That is by far the funniest and cutest line to ever come from a reviewer. 🤣🤣🤣 Thanks for making me smile on a bad day girl.
Terry Jacks did the song as a memorial for friend who was dying of leukemia. It's about saying goodbye to friends and family
Boy one after another those songs from my youth! I love it! Thank you.
I think the Michelle of the song is the man's daughter. And, as other people have commented, it's about a dying man saying his goodbyes (to his childhood friend, his father, and his young daughter).
I always thought the song was about him dying so he saying goodbye to his family and his little girl! This is one of my fave songs.
I remember bringing this 45 into kindergarten for show and tell-yeah I'm that old now. I used to love this song so much when I was a child. It probably brought me to tears.
This is the saddest song ever. Not only is he dying young, before his papa, he's dying soon with the realization that he won't make it past this season, a good time, good weather, happy children, pretty girls, and all the birds singing in the sky. You can feel the breeze and smell the spring air in this song. He has come to terms with it and taking it all in and thanking all of his friends and loved ones before he goes.
Yet she and others her own age who've reviewed this same song tapped their toes with glee and had fun with the song. Go figure. Maybe I would do the same if I missed the message of some of the songs today.
This is a song about dying.....
Saying his goodbyes
OMG been years since I have heard this Thank you
Dayone your take on music is awesome! Oh, and that beautiful smile us truly a bonus
It's fun seeing your joyful reaction when you recognize a familiar song-- especially one you start listening to without knowing whether or not you've heard it before!!!
Totally guilty pleasure! As evidenced by the fact I was petrified my neighbors would hear this (windows open, beautiful fall weather) coming from my home!
Know the feeling! Get some headphones no-ones got a clue what you're listening to! Cheers Jim, Surrey, U.K
Hilarious that you pretty much cry at the drop of a hat but the one song that was a slam dunk to get you crying made you smile.
It has nothing to do with a father making his kid grow up. It's about a man dying and saying goodbye to his loved ones.
Randy Vanwarmer. Just When I Needed You Most. It's a beautiful song
A more appropriate melody etc for a sad song theme in my book than Seasons in the Sun.
I loved this song as an 11 year old. I knew it was sad, but as an adult it is even more sad! I'm still hoping the guilty pleasure song I chose as a reply to your first request for them is still on your list! The countdown is going so fast!
When this song came out I was about 11 years old my mother went into the hospital to remove a cyst from her breasts. I was so terrified I didn't know whether she was going to live or die when I heard this song it kind of comforted me. She stayed in the hospital for about 2 weeks and she went on to live to be 93 years old she passed away in 2016. We had Joy we have fun we did have seasons in the Sun rest in peace mom 😓😓😓
The inspiration for the rewritten lyrics was a close friend of his who was suffering from acute leukemia and died four months later
One of the saddest songs ever written. I'm sorry you missed it by so far. This song always leaves me a blubbering fool
Nothing funny about this song at all!
The first version of the song was recorded by Jacques Brel, who also wrote it in a brothel in Tangiers. Sung in a marching tempo, it tells of a man dying of a broken heart and shows him saying his last farewells to his close friend Emile, a priest friend, an acquaintance named Antoine, and his wife who has cheated on him numerous times with Antoine (Wik) ... always enjoy your reactions and especially when you start dancing along (guilty pleasure 839) 💕
A dying man saying goodbye!
It's a song about death and saying goodbyes. I liked this song, but it's hard to describe how many times this got played on AM radio when it was out. That's why people wound up hating it. The first 50 or 60 times is OK, then it gets on your nerves a bit. lol. This guy died 3 times an hour all day on WABC.
There you go, that's exactly it, overplayed : "That's why people wound up hating it.... it gets on your nerves a bit." died 3 times an hour, HAHAHAHAHA...thanks you made my laugh for the day!...And I became a music teacher!😂
@@thomastimlin1724 Nice... and you made my day. :)
Every time I hear people react to this, lol for some reason the word die just goes right by them, but they don’t even understand the song It’s a song about a man dying and he’s saying goodbye to everyone
"Goodbye _______, it's hard to die" That says it all. What's not to understand there?
The man is either terminally ill - or on death row facing execution. Saying his final goodbyes.
Hard for me to listen to this right now.
Need to keep positive right now.
Hope I'm heading on the right track.
Covid sucks.
he is dying silly its a farewell song from his friend, terry jacks, who knew him
A very profound melody! It makes one reflect about their life! Another good funeral song! Later cats!
How did you miss "...it's hard to die, when all the birds are singing in the sky"
Good point
🤔🙄🤢🤮
A classic I basically remember this track from 1
No... you didn't get it. I'm sorry, but it went right over your head. The song is sung from the perspective of a man who is dying from a terminal illness. He is saying goodbye to those people. It's a pretty straightforward song... not exactly cryptic lyrics. He literally said "It's hard to die" three times.
Your interpretation is wrong it is about a man who is dying. And going over his life the good and the bad. It is a great song.
Brings tears to my eyes as an adult. But as a teen back then, I loved this song!!!! thank you!
He wasn't outgrowing anyone - he was saying goodbye, because he was dying. (& Michelle was his daughter). But you're right - sad song - not really a 'guilty pleasure',
Nope, he is saying goodbye to people because he's DYING!
Thus song is from Jacques Brel and called Adieu".
For what it's worth I love your hair, just gorgeous
I love your thoughtful reactions, but was amazed that you missed the meaning of this song.
He's telling everyone goodbye because he is dying!
I'm not surprised that you missed that he was dying and saying good-bye to his loved ones, over half the reactors also miss that he's dying. Though I'm not surprised, I am dumbfounded how any one could miss that he's dying since he said it 3 times in the song, it's like no one is actually listening to the lyrics.
Lovely reaction. Keep up the great work.
This is a great track.
ANGELA ITS ABOUT HIM DYING .
This song is from my childhood. In the 70’s . When I was 13.
This was the also the theme song for a movie, but I can't remember the title of the movie.
For the longest time I thought Michele was his girlfriend, but now I think it might be his daughter.
No, this song is literally about losing people in your life from the perspective of those who are passing away (ie leaving behind people such as a close childhood friend or a parent watching you die of substance abuse or leaving a spouse behind due to old age or disease). It was supposed to be profoundly sad and reflective but the way it was musically produced didn't quite translate into the deeply melancholy song it was supposed to be - and thus it is typically seen as corny or melodramatic. But it's writer meant to convey the truly deep sense of loss each situation would convey to anyone who heard it - unfortunately that deeper meaning didn't come across in the final production.
One of the greatest song in history 😎
so trueee
You totally miss the meaning of it...the song is about a guy who is dying and is remembering things and people in his life
Poet Rod McKuen cut an acoustic version in 1964 that was pretty good...
You would really love Dusty Springfield and "Son of a Preacher Man". You would also like Peter, Paul, and Mary's "Puff the Magic Dragon".
Seasons in the Sun is the Greensleeves of the 70s, Tears in Heaven is the Seasons in the Sun of the 90s.
saddest song ever
i always thought was about a man going to an electric chair to be executed...lol!!!!
GOODBYE PAPA IT'S HARD TO DIE
I have watched a lot of your reaction videos, and you have almost always nailed the meaning of each song-until now. Unfortunately, you have completely misinterpreted the songwriter's message behind this song. Remember the lyric "goodbye my friend it's hard to die"? The person referred to is actually dying, and saying his final goodbyes to everyone he knows and loves. Don't feel bad though, many people get caught up in the lively bouncy tune, and completely are unaware of the song's really sad message behind that upbeat music.
My high school had this song in a musical by the same name.
Well said
No one really knew who Terry Jacks was but EVERYONE knew Seasons In The Sun!
Well said Chris
Although Jacks himself was not dying (AFAIK, he's still alive & pushing 80), he tells the story of a man dying young & saying good-bye to his best friend, father, & either a wife, girlfriend, or child. Note the contrast between the deep, despondent chords prior to each verse & Jacks' own fairly high-pitched voice, which makes an uneasy contrast that is echoed throughout the verses & refrain.
It's about the end of our time on Earth
awesome
He and his wife had a band had some hits, the one I always remembered was, evil grows in the dark. It's just about a love gone wrong not actually evil evil. It's a good song. Still I don't think they really made it all that big so
Terry Jacks was a producer who actually created this song arrangement for The Beach Boys, but they turned it down, so he released it himself, and had a massive worldwide hit with it... his follow-up was another Jacques Brel song, "If You Go Away" ("Ne Me Quitte Pas"), which has been covered dozens, maybe hundreds of times (Scott Walker's version is excellent.)
As with most Brel covers, there's a lot lost in translation - his original lyrics for "Seasons Of The Sun" are far harsher, but he's an incredible songwriter/poet; Le diable (Ça va) / The Devil (Okay) might have been written yesterday rather than over 60 years ago... there's a lot of humour in his work too, check out Chanson de Jacky or Le tango funèbre...
The Beach Boys made real wise decision lol. Hardly a Beach Boys song, regardless of it going #1.
I really like her reviews, she has a wonderful energy. Her youth and optimism is why she maybe didn’t hear the sadness of the song. I hope she keeps that that spirit for many years.
This song was written by Belgian singer Jacques Brel ( Le Moribond ) for me the version of The Fortunes is the best
I wish I had written it down, but i just heard the other night that all of the words had to be changed around. apparently, his wife was having an affair with a friend of his who also happened to be a catholic priest.
Terry wrote this for The Beach Boys but they just couldn't get it to work so Terry recorded it himself
P. S.... Your hair is fantastic...
I never heard this song all the way through and used to think it was just a happy song
You should react to the song "Shannon" and "Wildfire" they will bring tears to your eyes.
Now this song qualifies as a guilty pleasure song, unlike so many others that you've listened to. I never liked it personally, but kudos to those of you that do.
damn i thought its impossible to not love this song🤣
Oh my god, did you not even bother really listening to the lyric's. This guy was dying, and seeing his life flashing before him, and you were to busy chewing your finger-nail's. Your understanding of music, is the same as my understanding of basic rocket science ...
She just doesnt understand
This is the PG version. The Kingston Trio did a version of this song that was a more direct translation from the Jacques Brel song: "Le Moribond". ruclips.net/video/GLfRtK0oxYE/видео.html
Another of my moms favorite songs.
Big smile, happy face and bopping along just possibly maybe may not be the appropriate reaction to this song dear DayOne Reacts inappropriately. Hope you will grow as a person and not simply die as the person in the song and the millions and millions in actual real in your face life in the actual in your face real world.
Your hair is gorgeous.
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Part of the USA for Africa initiative, great vocals and positive message. Love you channel keep up the great reactions 👍
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This was banned for awhile in the U. K. because it was considered to be about Suicide. 😮