This Message was Meant to Find You🦄💜| PICK A CARD🔮 In-Depth Tarot Reading
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- Опубликовано: 16 ноя 2024
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Pile 1: 2:42
Pile 2: 48:22
Pile 3: 1:24:34
Pile 4: 1:57:19
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🕐Timestamps🕓
Pile 1: 2:42
Pile 2: 48:22
Pile 3: 1:24:34
Pile 4: 1:57:19
You are so important to me and my life lately. Thank you for your work, your faith strengthens mine
VERY interesting (liveblogging my reading): I was aiming for pile 3 but my thumb hit 4. I took a card out of my rider-waite for my own self at the beginning of this reading and it was Temperance in reverse. The same card that you got when you felt called to cut the deck. Also the knight of pentacles reversed was your back of the deck energy, and my deck had the knight of pentacles upright on the back
i will accept that pile 4 hug ;-;
i also took the whole day off classes yesterday and today. so i am resting :)
I am in love with Megadeck okay bye
"Anxiety screams, intuition whispers." - Eso
Thank you 😭😭😭😭😭 I NEEDED THIS 🥺🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏💖💖💖 bless you
I heard her say this in a reading 3 weeks ago and now its kind of a mantra for me😅
My favourite quote also.
Great quote and great guidance 🙏
Pile 2: That part when she said "You're having a hard time telling the difference between what's your intuition and what your anxiety is" I FELT THAT it's so hard being unable to discern whether I'm having a gut feeling about something or if it's just all these doubts clouding my head
sammeee
I chose pile 2 too and this is literally me!!!! I feel like that’s why I can never make decisions😭😭
I literally saw this comment the moment she started saying that line!! What are the odds 😭
Same😭✋
feel this!!! at least we’re not alone huh
Pile 4 here, if anyone else feels like this please know I love you, everyone loves you the Universe loves you, everything will be okay. Don’t be afraid to speak out and ask for help.
Pile 4 hit different. You’re the only one I trust at this point
We gonna get better, take a sparkle tea 🍵❤️✨
im already crying gurl
Looking forward to our spa day!
111 likes
Can u believe how on point she is! Amazing lol
Pile 4: “you’re being kind of defensive”
Me: “no I’m not 😡”
Hahaha sammeee
Lol sameeee
Hehe
LOL!
Pile 4 here! When you started crying I felt super loved. It’s been super rough. Struggling with ocd and stuck in the house, you can imagine what’s goin’ on. Thank you for the love. Your empathy means a lot. It’s such a powerful thing.
At this point, you're the only one I trust when it comes to readings.
literally same
Same here too
She’s awesome right🥰
she knows me too well at this point
Same!! Lol
pile 3: Literally smiled when you said "you feel like it's going to work out, but you don't want to admit that in case it doesn't" really sums up my whole thought process towards my goals for this year, I loved this reading
Any updates?
@@wordsworth6003 Any updates?
Pile 4 here, idk how but you’re the only one who has ever described in a good detail what’s really going on. I actually believe that this reading was meant to find me. Thank you for being so honest and caring. And a giant hug to all the other pile 4’s who probably need it.
I feel the same it seemed like a detailed reading of what I'm going through. Like it was made just for me
@@ohmally34 we'll get through it, in the meantime stay strong ❤
@@notmyname9191 thank you🙏
Group hug 🤗
❤️
Her timing is always perfect
also wanted to say stay happy everyone despite of all odds💕🐾
She works for the universe
I picked number two I am a Virgo ♍️ my goal is my passion project for my painting I all ready stated. I need to be more organized. I don’t want to show anyone until it done. I want to collaborate with lots of people. I need help with getting money but I want to do it myself. I all ways can do better. I am afraid no one wants to support me and my art. I have lots of dreams. Change is hard. I hope people are not jealous of me I won’t let them brother me. I feel powerful in my art people don’t understand me because I am different. I am very happy now.
Pile 4 here. Everything was so accurate. The throat and heart chakras, not feeling good, needing to reach out to others. I started tearing up from that 7 of swords, and it didn't stop. I'm currently seeing a therapist and making strides in my healing, but man is it hard. I've been thinking about cutting my hours at work, taking a long vacation, anything just to rest more. I'm so bad with nurturing myself, and feel so guilty for it like I don't deserve it, but it sounds like that's exactly what I need. Thanks so much for this reading. For the other pile 4 people, sending you lots of love
You’re going to be okay! You should be so proud of yourself 🥰✨🤍
ah same here. sending you lots of love and healing.. we will get through this
take care of yourself :)
Pile 4: this was the most accurate reading I’ve ever seen. I’ve been going through so much, and I haven’t done much work at all. When you said we need a break I instantly felt ashamed because I felt like I had been doing that, but I was suffering the entire time.
Pile 4 here too. I don't feel ashamed AT ALL though.
I know I need and TOTALLY DESERVE a break.
Namaste!
Pile 2 - Don’t worry it resonated with me a lot ☺️ “Anxiety screams. Intuition whispers.” Wow the first time I heard this statement and it spoke to me so much, thank you 🥰
I need to make a decision and stick to it and I need to trust myself.
Same 💗💗 and yes “I’m stuffy” 😉😆
@@winniemariah7021 yes always 😅🤣
Good luck! If you were drawn to pile 2, look up the timestamp as an angel number for a final Affirmation to help you on your path. 💛🙏🏼💛
@@AlinaLeeArts thank you ☺️☺️💛💛
Same here 😭
Pile 3 here 🖐 anyone else feeling like their life and dreams have been on hold for so long and kind of getting sick of being patient? I'm so excited to start my school and have a new life so I loved pile 3 it gave me hope I'm still stoked I just want it to hurry up 😂
I think its all cause of covid 🙄
@@theoptimist3246 if its meant to be then nothing can stop it jk i think its management smh bc chinas done so well then theres us lmao not to assume you live in america tho 😆
I couldn’t agree more with what you just said, it hit home. On hold for soo long
Yes. I’ve been good. I’ve been hurt, made mistakes, and learned from them. I’ve done so much work and improvement. I’ve waited. I know I deserve happiness, wealth, and abundance and I just can’t believe it’s taking this long...
I clicked on this vid 7 months later & I like how true this pile is! Im a creative artist/designer just recently I’ve decided to make the official move to SoCal by next year I currently live in the Bay Area. The last few months have been rough trying to land a job in my career field. I’ve been working hard on myself listening to my guts and doing everything it takes to make me happy as a artist. It’s crazy how accurate it is cause I’m taking actions now vs manifesting. The loveeee in the pile is my drive & my passion 💕
Honestly, Pile 2 really felt like that little push I needed to keep going with my endeavor. It resonated 100% with me.
I'm ur 111 like ! Also yes I agree Pile 2 really resonated with me lmao surprising honestly .
pile2: "you might be kind of person who is hard onyourself all the time"
Me: Ohh 🥺
Mood
Me = perfectionist.
Pile 3 started to relate as soon as you mentioned "dreaming of something" I do a lot of daydreaming/lucid dreaming. I've been dreaming a lot about meeting my soulmate and getting my dream job. I'm scared when I do meet them, I'll mess something up- make a fool of myself. I also feel for my job, a part of me thinks I won't make it. I wanna push past any negativity and I wanna take in positivity
you have it your hand !! goodluck :D
*Me thinking I haven't deserved love and happiness for the past 10 years.*
Eso: "Spirit is saying you deserve this. You deserve it. DAMMIT, YOU DESERVE IT!"
you do!!!
Thank you 🥺
Her; “awh pile 4, can i give you a hug? “
Me - *breaks down”
felt that
Sending u love
Absolutley relatable
Same 😩
girl, me too
#3, this is one of the best readings you’ve ever done. Whatever you did to prepare, please keep doing it!!!!!
I agree so much this reading had me smiling ear to ear
Agree❤️
Dont tell her that, she'll drink 2 pots of coffee ;)
i was about to click off of the video bc i’ve already done like 3 readings and was thinking “why do i need a 4th i get the point” and when i read your comment i decided to watch it and you were right lol
Truth, loved this reading 🙂
I was drawn to pile 4 so bad and the weird thing is, i don't feel that way, but I used to. It's the message I needed to hear 3 years ago. But that made me realize how strong I was to come out of this and feel happy again. So If you are reading this, I promise you it gets better. You need to give time to yourself. Sending u lots of love!:)
Same here! I'm over it and def in a MUCH BETTER PLACE now!!! ❤
pile 4, so accurate. when you cried it was so hard to not cry . i feel like the people who chose that pile really do feel so trapped and recently i’ve been having dreams where i’m traveling and don’t make it to my destination, being bullied, or just dreams of me being stuck somewhere trying to show me how i feel but i never really addressed it until watching this because i really don’t tell anyone my problems i just keep it to myself . thank you for this .
Your post is so accurate! I have dreams of trying to get to the airport and suddenly I’m not on the plane or I don’t make it somehow 😫
@@milkandbluemy dream is the same but I'm in a ship.... Wow
I’m usually someone that remembers dreams but I hadn’t remembered any of my dreams for a while and I’ve been having headaches almost every day 💀
Me picking pile 4: oh I finally feel drawn to a bright colored deck! Maybe that’s a good sign!
Pile 4: 🙃
Me: 😬🤡
I picked pile 4 right away too.. I think I just wanna buy that deck.. the candle blew out (signifying that the reading was over) in pile 4 right after she told us she thinks pile 2 is for us. When a sign is presented, I listen. 😅
XD XD XD That's what happened to me, too!!!!! XD LMAO.
😂😂😂😂🤦🏻♀️
@@AlinaLeeArts interesting. I took that as a sign of what the reading was about. It was very much about a struggle
a big hug to all of us who picked pile 4 😭🫂
Pile 2 - 1:19:26 "The 1st loved one that comes to your mind is currently making their presence known to remind you how much they love you. They are still with you"
A few seconds before she read that the photo of my dead father fell on the desk and I had to pause to reach for it. I cried so much when she read that (and then we both ended up with stuffed nose lol)
Just burst out into tears... my message 🤍🤍🤍
when she asked pile 4 “are you okay?” i immediately started bawling because NO ITS BEEN A HARD COUPLE DAYS OKAY? 😭
Same same🙈❤
Mmm take a rest babes
Same, I was literally just thinking a few days ago that I'm not okay and I want to just rest and go home (●´⌓`●)
same😩
My damn exam
Whenever Eso posts, I am speed!
You made me think about turbo🐌
This is the first time I'm this early 🥺💖
Pile 3. God I hope this comes true. This needs to come true. I can't take any more disappointments
did it happen???
@@VeGohan It did! Not too long after this reading I moved into a new city and got the job of my dreams
@@angstaaja1 good for u im happy for u
Pile number 4 : “ if you’re not feeling bad bro this is not your pile “ I stopped crying after u said that ahahahahahhahahaha . I appreciate the air hug . Your voice and energy brings so much love and healing to me I always talk about your voice
Pile 4. Just before finding this reading i was thinking “something is wrong with me” “I don’t feel very well” and the moment you started talking i cried and then you cried with me lol
pile 4: i just want to thank you for understanding, i've been going through a really rough time for a very long time and it's getting harder to keep going, and nobody really gets it and it's really hard to express how i'm feeling it's good for once to feel like someone understands and you've actually explained what i'm going through better than i can, putting feelings into words is really hard for me.
Pile 3. This isn’t about a person but a career change. I’m excited about the future
Hoot hoot!
Me too
😁💕
Pile 1 hit deep. With every single word. Finally I don't feel confused or alone.
Nice pfp
gang gang
Let's take a moment and appreciate the person reading us these cards
Hats of too ur girl 😍❤️😊
Pile 4. This definitely talked about how I felt in the past about a situation. I've been reflecting on it lately. I didn't think things would get better, but they sure enough did. I'm so grateful I got through it.
We gonna get better, take a sparkle tea 🍵❤️✨
Me: picks pile 4 immediately because it’s staring deep into my soul🥵 👀😂
Also me: sobbing later about how hard this message hit. ✨
It’s not easy to hear how hard everything was that I went through, but being seen and validated makes me feel... less alone. Thank you. And for the hug too💕
Pile 4- I’m dealing with childhood trauma, and have just started therapy for cptsd and BED. You described exactly what I’ve been going through, finally acknowledging what happened to me and what I’ve suffered at the hands of people who were bigger and stronger than me, and that didn’t mean I was weak. I was a child who was taken advantage of and made to feel like I don’t deserve love or respect because someone else had already decided that for me. I’m slowly beginning to heal and find hope. When you started crying, I felt that deeply. I feel so much love from you, thank you. ❤️
Pile 4-
This hit hard and honestly is convincing me that I should go back to therapy. I hope everyone else who chose this deck to is coping through whatever they are going through the best they can. And I hope that anyone who sees this is getting the healing and closer they need. 💙💙💙💙
“Some people are meant to be in your life for a reason and some people are meant to be in your life for a season.”
Your tears were the biggest blessings we could ever have deserved from this reading.. pile 4.. you're so special no words can reach the brightness of your soul.. Thank you so so much..
Pile#1 I've been struggling with depression and really negative thoughts because of my slow career. I feel really shitty everyday. This really helped. Thankyou ❤️
I hope you get better soon (⊃｡•́‿•̀｡)⊃
🥺❤️
Same here :) I would suggest affirmations (Roxy talks) she helped me rewire my thoughts to positive. It is a good work out :)
#1 I'm so fucking exhausted with everything. It's like I'm having this constant mental battle with myself about my dreams while also holding myself back just because my family doesn't support me.
Hey.. ik how it feels. I've been there and I'm still going through it . But trust me when I say that when u let that shit go ,about however they try to bring u down . don't ever let that stop you. As long as u believe in yourself that's all you'll ever need. Trust me on that.. now I'm climbing up my stair to my dreams step by step all by myself and tbh i don't feel any regrets of not following my dreams. I'm proud I did that for me. Be brave. You got this.
Stay strong sweetheart, Much love to you :)
#1 and thank you! I hear it feel it and I am in the midst of it. She felt Leo for sure I do hope the men in the deck enter my life. Solitude is something I love but I feel that there is something. More for me. I have lots of naysayers right now and this reading resonated more than I expected. Thanks again sending much love to everyone
You are so freaking adorable and compassionate! Thank you for your sweet loving reflection in your card reading.
Me exactly 1h ago to a random big white cat in my neighborhood
"Please, talk with my angels and tell me what to do. Tell them to stop making me more confused!"
Eso tarot 30 min ago: *upload a video with the white cat pile*
Definitely not a coincidence !!!
Srly??? 💀😂😂😂
@@cherrypie3422 Yeah!!
@@dohab9777 well, my angel squad has weird ways to show me their support 💀
Damn...!!
With pile 1: Gecko stands for rebirth. It reminds me of a snake with legs. A snake can represent a cycle that repeats itself. The legs represent taking action. It also might mean breaking the cyclical nature of a snake. Choosing to move forward with action. Also, geckos are known to let go of their tail in order to escape danger. So it means letting go of something in the past in order to move forward. This is different from a snake who will keep engulfing its own tail (the past) , thus epeating the same mistakes.
This is what I interpreted it as.
Wow that’s so powerful, and spot on! Thanks for sharing your perspective!!!
@@MeestiMoore totally resonates
Thank you so much. It totally resonated especially with your description
Eso, reading pile 4: ...u ok, girl?
me, after having two anxiety attacks today: ....yeah.....
Pile 3. Single for almost a decade. I recently met someone and he’s giving me all these happy feelings. 😅 We both know we are attracted with each other but decided to take things slow, be friends for now and see where it goes. Everything resonated. Thank you! ❤️
how is it going with this person? 🥰
We still laugh together everyday. He’s become more sweet and caring. He also recently introduced me to his family. ❤️
@@hunnyfunny14 for real?? that's great I'm so happy for you!!! you deserve all the love in the world so go get your man 😌😌
im with you!! 😼
@daaisu thank you! it’s been worth the tears and the very loooong wait. 😂 i wish you love and happiness as well. do take care and stay safe. 😊🥰
Pile 1: I was literally so shocked, everything you said was 100% accurate and relevant to my life. EVERYTHING. Thank you so much!
“idk if you guys are like stuffy”
me: balling my eyes out
I hope this message is clear and resonates beautifully with people. Have an amazing day 😽🤍🍄🍀
Thank you so much!!
i’ve had four friends and one uncle die within a span of ten months. i’m a full time college student (music major), and my schoolwork is falling behind, because i haven’t had the time to properly grieve. some days it’s hard to get out of bed, and my anxiety makes it hard for me to think clearly. i wasn’t able to sing for two weeks, and it’s literally what i’m training to do professionally. i’ve felt like a failure and a disappointment to my family. I’ve been contemplating taking a leave of absence to get myself back on track, but i’m fearful of the consequences that could hold. i chose pile 4 and i think i received my answer, thank you for being so comforting, i’ve never felt so much loss and hopelessness.
Sorry dear. All is gonna be okay
You might need a day off, you might need a coffee, you might need a good cry, take all you need but friend go back at it harder than before!! May god bless you
I'm sorry for your loss😔😪. Maybe you need a bit of break if you are able 2 grief & heal. May you always have happy memories of them all & may you heal from your loss.🙋♀️ hello from Australia 🐨🦘
Pile 4 here: I had surgery to lose weight and change my life, and my addiction to food turned into alcoholism. I turned into everything I never thought was possible and I feel horrible. The worse I feel about myself, the more I drink. I want to get better and want to live the life I was meant to but it’s hard. I don’t feel like I’m worth anything at this point and I’m just grateful for this reading. I appreciate you and your readings and I’m sending all the love and good vibes your way, you deserve it ❤️
Pile 2
“I feel stuffy” my ear has been clogged for days 💀. This pile was on point !
Pile 3.. yeah this situation is DEFINITELY high stakes you are spot on as always
Pile 3 here! This reading was super spot on. I’m venturing to college this coming fall and I’ve been daydreaming and dreaming at night about my college career. I’ve been learning to be more optimistic and I just have a feeling that the academic and career goals I’ve been working towards will come to me and I’ll finally be rewarded after 4 years of hard work. I’m staying in a positive mindset and I’m excited to move on with my life to bigger and new experiences. When you mentioned that the person may be a Pisces and that you felt a rush in your stomach/hands, I began crying. I’m a Pisces and whenever I think about my future in college, I get such a rush of positivity in my chest that I’ve never felt before. I claim my reading with positivity! :)
Pile 4 : I know I deserve better, but how ? And where ? Where to put my efforts ?
And yes I’m very intuitive, that’s why I’m waiting for some signs from the universe to show me my path.... but I receive nothing. So I’m stuck 🤓
I also chose Pile 4 and I just want to say you’re not alone. Put your efforts into the things you love and less effort into waiting for a sign from the universe. Sometimes we just gotta get up and do and not over think, and that’s when the signs start to show 💕 Sending you lots of love and positivity. We got this.
We gonna get better, take a sparkle tea 🍵❤️✨
Ask your guides..out loud..💙❣💫
pile2: the reason why the yin/yang card is reversed for me is that the feminine energy and masculine energy aren't fully trusting of each other yet. there's huge baggage clearing past conditioning dead weight. as Teal Swan says, it is important to deal with the resistance before starting the work.
the magician below the making a choice card really cracked me up - either of the ways is okay, my intuition has been telling me this, but i need to close this cycle with this last leg. and for this to happen, all of me needs to come together at the same level of commitment, trusting the outcome will take care of itself no matter what the result.
wow. as much as i wanted to pick pile 4, i kept getting drawn back to pile 2. i decided to trust my gut, and hope it was a good choice. as soon as you mentioned earth signs, i’m a capricorn, i was intrigued. LET ME TELL YOU, this reading was spot on! i am currently working on something in my personal life, and while there are few haters and “don’t believe” in what i’m aiming for, i have a very supportive group, and even leaders that have said what i’m trying to accomplish is possible and i’m doing the right thing. i’m telling you, i started to tear up because this gave me an unbelievable amount of motivation to keep driving towards my goal even if i’ve been feeling down about it, hence the anxiety that was explained!! THANK YOU UNIVERSE!! 💫🙇♀️
Pile 3 I’m in the middle of a career transition into a field in a new state for more money right now so this definitely applied 💕
Group one here: everything in the reading was on point...even with the “vagueness” of people not supporting you. I have people not supporting me, but it’s not in the endeavors I’m pursuing, but the actions not related to that, that I’m taking. Which is speaking up against racism and all that stuff that’s being upheaved right now. As far as the education I’m pursuing, I’ve had nothing but support from everyone in my life. They think I’m perfect for this direction I’m taking, which I realize how fortunate I am to have that.
I wish I had no fear to stand up for the injustice I've been made aware of. Others are shot down in cold blood for exposing the truth. I wish I could let go of the fear.
@@elanabethfariss117 it’s a long road, and a tough one for sure. You have to pick and choose your moments, but it’s important when you start. I know everyone’s circumstances are different and not everyone can express the injustices so freely. Something that’s helped me get out of the fear headspace, is that as a white woman, I have the privilege to not worry about it 24/7, whereas those who are black or part of a minority are at risk just for their skin color. It’s important to speak up for our neighbors who need it.
I just cut out a narcissist who has been in my life for a while and I am finally out of an emotionally abusive relationship (same person). So when she said you are cutting people out that don’t support you, ya, you spot on.
I am in remission for breast cancer since I was 28 and I’m 31 and I picked pile 4 and cried with you. I’m depressed and anxious and dealing with grieving about the death of my formal self because I know I will never be the same. I even talked back to you, I felt I had a friend that understood me and gave me great advice. You’re a blessing. Thank you 💕
Pile 3. I just don't care anymore. Honestly. I'm like whatever. If it happens it happens.
Bruh I'm right there with you as of about five days ago. Something switched. I'm still there, but... I'm not expecting anything anymore
Saaaaame
Ur personality in ur readings always give me a serotonin boost
Pile 4 : Everything for the most part, on the outside is ok... But on the inside my heart is broken... I cry myself to sleep many nights, like last night... But honestly I’m ok... I’m going to be ok! 🙂
Omg so did I ok we can get through this I believe in us ❤️ sending u love
@@Wellwithkel Sending love right back to you! 🥰🤗
Sameee girl we will be okay!❤
Pile 2 resonated really hard. I started crying at Hello from Heaven. My Pop-pop was my biggest support and I’ve really been missing him since he died so that really touched me
“Pile four can I give you a hug”
Me: breaks down crying.
I’m honestly holding onto so much and someone I really thought was meant for me betrayed and just other personal things in my life and I’m hurting so badly...
PILE 2: LMAO me needing to write my thesis and being extra low key so I don’t face the wrath of my supportive amazing advisor cause I have 0 motivation and I’m scared of producing shitty work 😂😩
Self sabotaging at its best
Yeah I need to suck it up and write and stop watching pick a cards 😂 I need to just ask for help and stop being so stubborn and feeling bad for not producing ‘good work’
Thanks Eso and mega deck ✨✨
I feel you on this! I recently told my thesis advisor how much I've been struggling and he was so supportive and it took so much weight off of my shoulders.
@@phdprincess omg! I’m so happy to hear that! Imposter syndrome and feeling stuck is so awful especially in academia. I wish you all the best and to a very successful thesis!!! We got this ❤️❤️
Pile 4. Spiralling is not the word. 40 plus years of acting like my emotions don't matter and intellectually dealing with multiple emotional, mental, physical traumas and sexual abuse starting in childhood, followed by an abusive marriage, creating PTSD. Been going through the healing process for years. Speaking my truth and confronting my abusers, finally eliminating all toxic people from my life helped with the healing process. At least I am starting to feel like my face is just above water now. Ironically I work as a healer. Thank you for your message.
I'm so sorry you had to go through that... It really breaks my heart how people can go through so much and feel like their emotions don't matter. I'm also pile 4, 15 and feeling like life don't matter cuz there will always be someone better than you. I hope you're feeling better and have wonderful people around to help you
@@bazzxliner Thank you for your kind words. They are very reassuring.
@@angelicaannegreen6709 i hope youre ok, and if you arent i hope it all gets better and that you can be happy. i guess im not the best at comforting people or anything, but idc rn i wanna help if i can. your emotions matter, they matter a lot. please just know they do, even if people tell you they dont matter, or if you think that. i doubt i can probably grasp what going though that might feel like but its probably horrible. so just know that even if i dont know you, i care for you. im not saying this just to be nice or anything like that. i care, i promise i do. if i can do anything to help, ill do it.
@@melomimi thank you for taking the time to reach out and let me know that your heart understands that we all matter. I wrote this post to be real and i know many people worldwide have gone through some sort of version of this kind of abuse. Unfortunately it has been a silent epidemic that only recently is having light shed on it and being taken seriously as the criminal actions that they truly are. I have been forced to be silent so many times about injustices but i could never keep silent for long. My speaking out against injustices all my life have cost me very dearly in my personal life, professionals life, financially and with my health. I wanted to boldy shine my truth and vulnerability to enable anyone else who is suffering to know that it is not fixed overnight and is a lifelong process of being committed to forgiving yourself and others. Only then can you begin a very confronting journey of embodying the phoenix rising from the ashes. Blessing you and those you love.
Wishing you all the best on your healing path, sending you lot of love and light ✨💖
I just spent my whole day off just binge watching Esotarot readings. Its rainy and gloomy and cold outside.. It feels so comforting watching these videos 🤩
I’m not crying over pile 3, you are...
It’s divine and meant to be ✨
I had a panic attack after hearing this. It was crazy...
Same sis, same
i literally can’t stop crying
Pile 3: My partner and I had a world-changing night JUST last night, where I opened up about a lot of trauma-related and PTSD things and just let myself be me for the first time possibly ever. I've been so terrified about doing that, but he not only accepted that part of who I was, listened completely, but made me feel completely safe. I've been working on it myself, but he says he wants to help me on my path to healing, supporting me through it, wherever he can. I feel like I've met my match, and this reading made me so emotional. Thank you
Stay strong! Sending healing and positive vibes your way. 🧡
"If you felt drawn to any of the other piles, feel free to watch. The first and fourth piles started with sevens".
Those are exactly the piles I felt drawn too omg. This was all so accurate ❤️❤️
Pile 4: "aww pile 4 can I give you a hug? I hope you're doing okay" *starts sobbing* LMAO
This reading couldn't have a better timing and was feeling incredibly accurate, thank you so much, you are trully a gifted person! 🍀❤ I took pile 3 and it was so worth it😳😄😘
Pile 4. Thank you so much for your empathy and your support. Your very reading was therapeutic on it it's own. I really needed to hear this now. Great timing. Things are piling up as you said and I can't heal myself. I am not making it easy on myself either. Thank you again for your time and support. Much love and appreciation.
If i wasn't high off my ass, I would definitely be crying lol. Pile 2 is spot on. Going thru something tough and kinda painful. But im trusting my guides and I have this gut feeling we're being pushed this way purposefully to better things.
eso: “i dont wanna scare you”
me: “i wasn’t scared but now i am 😰”
Pile 3!!! I’m going to visit my person’s city around thanksgiving. When you said it i was speechless. I have no words to describe how amazing and relatable this reading was. I feel more connected to the universe and my spirit guides than ever. You are such a great reader!! I deeply appreciate what you do. Sending tons of positive energy your way ❤️ love ya!!
Pile 2: Today is a good day, feeling myself. Eso: “ You got the emotional maturity...!” 💁🏻♀️Sure do!! *Start to twerk in my head* 😂
Purrrr
purrt, as u shouldd 😌💓
Crying, pile 4. Spot on, two of my friends past away and I’m going through a break up. It’s been 3 months. I’m not doing good. You’re saving me. Thank you so much
Pile 2: “You need to make a choice with conviction. Choose what is real and not.”
Me: *contemplating whether to stop working in two years to get a Theatre Arts degree which will have so many hostilities from family*
👁👄👁
Pile four here. I just want to preface this by saying I haven’t looked at these videos in a couple weeks. I decided to come up here because it came up on my recommended and I must say, this was one of the most accurate readings I’ve ever received. I’m going through a dark night of the soul and just learned through shadow work that I self abuse a lot, so you bringing that up truly showed me that better meditation and less “external sources of happiness” are the key. Thank you so much
Literally nobody:
Me: ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the stage, M E G A D E C K
Omg you being stuffed in pile 2 is funny because i'm ALWAYS stuffed because of allergies
SAMEEEE, Im alergic to polenn
Same here and I have chosen this pile too
SAMEE ik this is gross but snot got on my mask at school because it literally wouldn’t stop
if you feel like your body produces too much snot, look up kapha foods to avoid. Ayurveda can be very helpful if you want to heal 💜
Same here lol
i chose pile 2, girl, you never fail. you were so spot on
Barely started, and that 7 of swords is smacking me across the face
Me: *meditates on which pile I should pick*
My brain: ALL OF THEM
Me: fr?
My brain: fr fr
Yes lol
same girll!🤣am soooo confused
I had some indecision with pile 2.
I chose the other one and she said "if you had some indecision with pile 2 you should watch it!"😱
I've been in all piles so far, haven't made it to 4 yet
LMAO SAME
omg pile three is so accurate what the heck 💀 “i’m getting a lot of Pisces energy” my crush is a Pisces, “a certain crystal” her name is Jade 😀 i- “thank you for being a friend” SHES BASICALLY MY BESTFRIEND TOO HKDDHVSBSKVSHDBSH
“why am i so stuffed up?”
me, watching this after i was just done crying over the project that i need to get done but i haven’t been able to get it done yet because my emotions have been screwed with for the past few weeks: 👁👄👁
I chose pile 4 and honestly yes I do really need a hug im having a hard time
(⊃｡•́‿•̀｡)⊃ I hope you'll feel better soon
I got 4 as will i wish you hope, love , happiness never give up on you, Your a great person i hope you feel better soon with all my love and heart i wish you the very best🌞🌺🌞🌺❤🐬🐬🌹
chose pile 4 too, sending you an biiig virtual hug right now, you deserve it, stay strong and keep the faith in yourself, you can do this ! 🤍🌻
@@nerdenestubbing1055 thank you ( >' '>)
🤗
First of all, “not everybody gonna ever understand you and thats okay.”
"Do you have colds or something?"
Me: *sniffing because of allergies" Y-yes?
This comment is so hilarious omg 😹😹😹
Lol me too
pile #4: lol i been rocking this energy for about umm 2 years now weeeeeeeeee
Pile 2 was already incredibly spot on, but then you said that we're having a hard time telling the difference between our intuition and our anxiety and that's EXACTLY what I was telling my friend literally ten minutes ago. Girl, you good. ❤
Holy shit I was not ready for the tears 😭😭😭 pile 4 right here, it’s nice to know I’m not alone 🥺
Pile 4: This resonates so deeply-- Today, I started feeling much better, but I am in no hurry to rush myself. To any reading this: It will get better
Pile 3 is so sweet and wonderful! I just said to myself yesterday that I will always come first no matter what and I just learned to have this attitude toward myself not so long ago and it feels amazing! Thank you so SO much for this reading. I smiled ear to ear throughout the whole reading 😄
Pile 4: I feel shitty knowing that you felt that energy. I’m so sorry omg.
I cant begin to explain how hard pile 2 resonated
I love how excited you are for the 'megadeck' hahaha, it's very adorable! :)
PILE 2: omg today I considered having a career in writing and I've always loved creating. Im a psych major currently and don't get me wrong I love psychology, but I also see myself being a writer and the thought of it already brings me happiness and peace. Child me is very pleased with the idea but I still want to think it over bc it did come almost out of nowhere. I want to make sure it isnt impulsive but this pile really did give me reassurance. tysm
Same im a nursing major and I respect and love nursing but I’ve come to realize that it’s not what I want to do.