I found this song in 2016 not understanding the meaning, but loved the sound. I'm now 23 and it's the first time I've heard this in years. The ache I felt at the ending of the song when I finally realized the meaning. Holding onto someone who only drains you, and knowing you're also apart of the problem. It's such a viscous cycle that feels impossible to break. The bread crumbs, the hope, the history. It feels like it will never make sense. Beautiful song, I'm about to listen to all the old x ambassadors albums❤️
song for some reason makes me feel like a relationship you shouldn't be in but I just keep on trying to make it work even though it's destroying my inner peace... like the only peace I get is from being I'm a tradegy
That IS what this song is 🥺 been through it three times, myself. Also, what you described sounds like you're trauma bonded to whomever you're referring to.
I am so glad I found these guys. I am in love with them. They are true artists. Their music reaches all ages. Best I have heard in years. They are special.
this song captured all my emotions perfectly truley amazing and beautiful it really touched my heart and it makes me get my emotions out absolutely perfect song!
Like anytime someone asks me what my favorite song is I can never come up with an answer. Its so hard. But listening to this song again just now for like the millionth time in my life it came to me. ITSTHIS SONG! THIS IS MY FAVORITE SONG EVER!
Just hear to honor the legacy of a song that came on in a bar in San Rafael, CA in January 2016 where I sat having fantastic tomato soup with a woman I loved so much but could never stay with because crystal meth is hell.
I have no idea why I'm only just seeing this now...five years later...but yes. I love those skies there. I always take time to go there when leveling a toon.
Lord knows I've been here before. And it hurts like hell. Willing to stay knowing damn well I can't forgive them. Love can definitely be a bitch on your soul.
Okay so he doesnt actually kill his girlfriend in this song. It's a song about a toxic relationship because she likely has depression and only keeps him around because she's lonely. Anyway the flies, it means he's lying in bed with flies buzzing in his room thinking about his anxiety and fears about his relationship.
The flies are the flaws in this relationship that cannot be overcome. The sleeping is the denial of the inevitable end. Once they take flight, it's really over.
She’s too broken and hurt. She’s not over her ex, and she’s struggled with mental problems. She’s scared to love again and pushes me away. Despite all that Im still in love with her. I hope she can heal and grow and just maybe in the future we can be together. But it hurts to have to let her go:(
It’s a Czech word that roughly means “the state of torment upon realizing ones own misery.” In essence, it’s like not realizing you’ve been heartbroken until now, and now it’s really hitting ya feels brah
I was never playing a part, Damn, don't you get it, this me, I am worth it, I am real, and I am still not Rihanna, but I am doing better, and I am working on it, I am not perfect, can you try helping me on it?
+hat12071997 it's about a toxic relationship. How you can stay with someone who doesn't make you happy just so you're not alone. "I swear I'll stay with you but I just can't forgive you. And I'll never be whole again."
I found this song in 2016 not understanding the meaning, but loved the sound. I'm now 23 and it's the first time I've heard this in years. The ache I felt at the ending of the song when I finally realized the meaning. Holding onto someone who only drains you, and knowing you're also apart of the problem. It's such a viscous cycle that feels impossible to break. The bread crumbs, the hope, the history. It feels like it will never make sense. Beautiful song, I'm about to listen to all the old x ambassadors albums❤️
Right there with you.
this is an absolute work of art... the way this song built up, it felt like my emotions went on a journey. stunning!
well said, could not agree more!
GypsyxFirexGoddess I agree
Jason d // same here
Love it
been listening to this song since 2 summers ago.... pure , pure gold ..
same, same
'a state of agony and torment created by the sudden sight of one’s own misery'.
ExecHousewife many don't understand
song for some reason makes me feel like a relationship you shouldn't be in but I just keep on trying to make it work even though it's destroying my inner peace... like the only peace I get is from being I'm a tradegy
That's the definition
Exactly. Having a talk tonight with the one who I’m in this exact place with.
Jaycee Davis That's exactly what its about. I've been in this exact situation
That was the song is written about
That IS what this song is 🥺 been through it three times, myself. Also, what you described sounds like you're trauma bonded to whomever you're referring to.
In a strange way this song inspires me to change all the wrong ive done in my life i keep repeating this song and cant stop crying
Cristian Gomez crazy bro I feel the same way about this song and keep playing. It over and over again
I just discovered this song and somehow God wanted me speak to me with it. Hope you guys are doing well .
Most underrated song from X ambassadors
I love how the drum beat fades like a flat lining heart beat.
Why is it the radio plays the shit outta certain songs, but miss entirely playing the most amazing ones of all
I am so glad I found these guys. I am in love with them. They are true artists. Their music reaches all ages. Best I have heard in years. They are special.
You should look at Kaleo if you like X Ambassadors. They're a smal indie/folk rock outfit that makes really soulful, beautiful music.
‘When this love like a hole
Swallowed my soul
Dragging me
And I swear I'll stay with you
But I just can't forgive you
And I'll never be whole again’
Can't get enough of this jam. beautiful...
I've played it about 20 times today!!
Niccole Litton me and u both
this song captured all my emotions perfectly truley amazing and beautiful it really touched my heart and it makes me get my emotions out absolutely perfect song!
I'm just finding this song and I feel like I've been missing everything .
Same!
❤
Me too
The good thing is: you found it.
Yea it’s a low key gem
I wish he made more songs like this one ):
right!!! i’ve been trying to find songs like this but i just cant
THIS SONG IS WRITTEN WITH A TRUE ARTISTS EAR!
Amazing song can't stop listening!!!
Still come back here to enjoy this amazing song.
Wow is this ever moving and beautiful
Like anytime someone asks me what my favorite song is I can never come up with an answer. Its so hard. But listening to this song again just now for like the millionth time in my life it came to me. ITSTHIS SONG! THIS IS MY FAVORITE SONG EVER!
Amazing beautiful song!
wow touches the soul!!
wow! perfection
loooove them loooove this... I can relate to him going thru emotional abuse
Love this song, Ambassadors rule! :))
This song wanna make me cry x( I still love it tho
This is such a beautiful song ❤
This is a solid video thank you for allowing me to drift
Song has always moved me
First time listening to this band and i feel late to the party but this is beautiful #2018
Beautiful song, I love it......
Honestly I should be hearing this shit on the radio
best song ever.
Just hear to honor the legacy of a song that came on in a bar in San Rafael, CA in January 2016 where I sat having fantastic tomato soup with a woman I loved so much but could never stay with because crystal meth is hell.
Yes it is
Amazing.......
this is a really good song
This song makes me cry, my ex girlfriend dedicated this song to me when we dated. I really love her, but she has a boyfriend and she's over me...
Charlie Forsey I feel you man... I do
Yeah, I understand. My ex also has a boyfriend, and I'm not over her.
i miss you.
SOOOO GOOD LIVE!!!!
I soooo agree!
love this song 😍😍
I love someone that I can't have... hurts...
I know that feeling; everyone else calling and knocking at your door all except that one person.
I cry for her and if get rejected i dont know what it be next
Just stay for the night and swear that I'm yours :(
are those the skies of outland in hellfire peninsula? Good choice lol
I have no idea why I'm only just seeing this now...five years later...but yes. I love those skies there. I always take time to go there when leveling a toon.
Yes! I noticed this too! Perfection.
Lord knows I've been here before. And it hurts like hell. Willing to stay knowing damn well I can't forgive them. Love can definitely be a bitch on your soul.
still a goodie!!
winter nights. right here.
I. don't. even... words.
this song reminds me of the great times i had with my ex girlfriend.
All bad
ohh so good.
What does it mean when he says .. " and these flies kept sleeping, all my fears on their wings"....
deep
It means those flies arent sleeping with all the shit there carrying on there wings in the same room as him and his fears
no it literally means there are flies buzzing around the carcass of his now dead girlfriend that he killed
Okay so he doesnt actually kill his girlfriend in this song. It's a song about a toxic relationship because she likely has depression and only keeps him around because she's lonely. Anyway the flies, it means he's lying in bed with flies buzzing in his room thinking about his anxiety and fears about his relationship.
The flies are the flaws in this relationship that cannot be overcome. The sleeping is the denial of the inevitable end. Once they take flight, it's really over.
@@DISCUSSTING i actually can totally see this aong being about that.
the beat tho 😣😍
Would love to sing a cover to this
She’s too broken and hurt. She’s not over her ex, and she’s struggled with mental problems. She’s scared to love again and pushes me away. Despite all that Im still in love with her. I hope she can heal and grow and just maybe in the future we can be together. But it hurts to have to let her go:(
Lovee!
so awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love you!
What does "Litost" mean? I can not find the meaning anywhere.
regret and misery..it's Czech
It’s a Czech word that roughly means “the state of torment upon realizing ones own misery.” In essence, it’s like not realizing you’ve been heartbroken until now, and now it’s really hitting ya feels brah
Wendy sent me.
Same here
this guy
Watch.. HONEYBEE by Steam Powered Giraffe if you like this though!
Yeah, you get it!
Where is the karaoke version?
🐝
Blood on the covers still i can see the stains
Maria!!
Why did my ex send me this song even tho she is with someone else??
💖
❤️
I was never playing a part, Damn, don't you get it, this me, I am worth it, I am real, and I am still not Rihanna, but I am doing better, and I am working on it, I am not perfect, can you try helping me on it?
0:13 ❤🎉😂😮
RaaaaaawR!
Wtf i said cline could do wha he can want
I'm just done
Marissa
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3:30
Wade Cota Raped the fuck outta this song.
Great job Wade , great job !
is this about a girl commoting suicide?
I think it's about him killing his girlfriend/ex girlfriend.
+hat12071997 it's about a toxic relationship. How you can stay with someone who doesn't make you happy just so you're not alone. "I swear I'll stay with you but I just can't forgive you. And I'll never be whole again."
What a horrible story