When you constantly feel like you’re being tested by God…
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Journal moment from earlier this month-
9:20am - morning thought…
I realized this morning I’ve been trying to justify my existence in the world and I don’t have to…. I am here to know something. I have a feeling it has all to do with the love of my Father, Yahweh. That feels impossible, my brain tells me there’s got to be more, but my heart says “that’s it”.
Man, this is how I've been feeling lately. It's a long rough season.
it’s really wild how you described exactly how i feel… such a deep revelation
“You have no frame of reference for this place” wooooo that made me tear up
Yessss, God showing his faithfulness! That has been the theme. Grace and mercy.
This been me just had this conversation with him. This is confirmation for me
I believe God "proves" Himself to us, not because He has to, but to show us that we can trust Him.. on a personal level. And with that trust, we can in turn go deeper in trust with Him and have more faith in Him. Like He fr helps us trust Him and He literally does not have to do that bc His word and Jesus are more than enough for us to. 😭 God really loves us so much to give like that and meet us where we're at 🥹
I'm in a confusing season where it seems like my yieldedness and obedience is being tested. All it has proven to me is that I don't love God enough to obey wholeheartedly. I'm depressed and afraid, because it just keeps going, keeps grieving my heart. I have prayed, "Lord, please help me love You so that I can obey You better." Nothing. Yet the instructions and commands keep coming.
I'm so tired. I keep wishing for death.
He’s bringing you deeper into faith & trust… He knows you love Him enough to withstand this trial & not give up. rest in His love & comfort when you’re weary, pray for strength & His peace that surpasses all understanding. pray that He silences all other voices that are not of Him so you may find restoration in the silence. He hasn’t forsaken you, you’re just being stretched for His glory and your good. God bless you❤
@naomizmiti I cried when I saw your comment. This is on point. It was proven to me by time and circumstances that I don’t truly love God as much as I think I do. Before I didn’t understand why can’t I just fully trust and obey Him. Now I came to a conclusion that I am being prideful infront of God. Deep in my heart, once hidden, I held it against Him. That this time I finally chose Him over the world. Therefore anything that is set before me, I deserve it because I reciprocated His love. Now that I know I can never will. I have to accept His mercy. For truly I am nothing without Him.
The question I’ve been figuring out why did He chose me. What is my purpose? Who am I? I’m His.
I deeply relate to this comment!! Praying the Lord uplifts both of us, & shows us mercy and comfort.
Yes this is the same for me. Unable to move forward it seems but it’s just so hard because I have nothing in this world I want, I’ve given up All hopes of a nice life. I’ve been rejected my family is not family anymore. I’m alone and miserable. I’m trying not to complain, it’s just so overwhelming. I’m ready to go home, and I want out. This place is too evil and my flesh is evil. I’m watching for the rapture, I hope to be counted worthy to go and see Jesus.
"You have no frame of reference for this place..." woww that's exactly how I feel right now and had no clue. I've been contributing/comparing this season to me getting comfortable with trusting God in the unknown. Even if I feel like I'm floating around, I'm not... He's got me secure, like a catch net right underneath me.
❤ the part about don’t be disgusted by humanity, that’s where I meet you! Woooooo! I felt that part the most!
I swear we are twins sometimes we go through things at the same time. Same understanding coming from it. Same insecurities and maturity level. Same nurturing needed from abba
Literally the exact words He has been sharing with me! Thank you for sharing your experience D
I believe we will always be tempted on earth.
After all, how else can we resist something if it was not presented for us to resist/overcome?
How else are you going to get the opportunity to “walk on water” if you don’t have the opportunity to take a step out of the boat?
No temptation = no test of the spirit working through you.
Wow. This spoke to me SO MUCH! Thank you.
I love everything about this. The film style, the set, and most importantly the conversation. It’s beautiful and so relatable and punctual. Thank you
Same but I definitely keep failing the tests 😭🙏🏾
GODS TIMING, because NO one talks about the psychological growth and impact. I felt all of it and every single bit but ALL BE GLORY TO GOD. Growth & maintenance ❤️god bless you
I love how you reveal the complicated walk but simply it. The full human error filled experience through God's redeeming Love.
This is such confirmation!!!!
Omg you get what I've been going through
I always wonder when i listen to others say this has been going on for the past few weeks, ive been going through the past seven years some even my whole life
Such an amazing message. Thank you for this message
FATHER is so wise. HE asked questions that I feel so incompetent to answer. I respond in a gamut of emotions and, like a child, sometimes testing proverbial boundries, as a child. HE is great. I do not know what else to say, honestly. GOD bless you.
Thank you so much. I needed this.
I just hit the caterpillar and cocoon in your book unraveled last night. Oh how great is His timing. ❤
So temptation comes from Satan,Test come from God. They are two different things.
this is true ❤
GLORY to God ‼️🫴🏽✝️❤️🛐🙌🏽 #Confirmation
GRACE...GRACE...GRACE!
"Let no man say when he is tempted (tested and tried), 'I am being tested by God.' For God cannot be tempted, neither does God tempt (test or try) any man. For EVERY man is tempted when he is drawn away of his own lust..."(James 1:13-15)
"The enemy comes only but to steal, and to kill, and to destroy." (John 10:10)
"And this is the victory that overcomes the world, even our faith." (1 John 5:4)
I’m going to give ALL that I have to spend eternity with you!!!! The love that He has for us all!!!🙌🏽
Gosh I relate to this so so much!
I set notifications for your post❤
I love you so much!
Or when Jesus asked Simon in Luke Do you see this woman ? Simon was sitting right next to Jesus. But he wanted him to open his eyes and actually SEE her. Often we LOOK but don’t see .
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i asked Him about that He is so funny
There are songs Jesus sings to me and they are also on video every day like this
I said Lord why do i still have so much pain and thorns you said i’m ready let me out.
Like the princess and the pea with a whole bag of peas i am black and blue when are we done with the peas? I wailed.
He said Im still whooping that ass. And a song came about it. So hilarious.
My new name is Badass girl with a sword, my prayer partners new name is Jackass with a sword, He says His new name is I Am Whoopass.
He always told me jokes one of our favorite ways to talk to eachother so He said at the end time i will pull out all the stops and He showed me 40 pages of two witness jokes in the bible. it is a thing.
The servants waiting for the Lord to return from the wedding are the ones who rejected the bride and tried to pose as her. Jesus said they would be eating in the latrines if they cast out, or didn’t receive her when she came by with letters to everyone. He said they will be serving in the latrines the lowest place at the table if they even get in. after the wedding the master takes a bathroom break so they will see His ass then. I guess they have some bodily functions in heaven they have spas. He does have a body.
Joke from cloud of witnesses church in heaven
He is late you know Jesus came to the wedding in Cana late and still had to make the wine.
Then He came to resurrect Lazarus after he stank four days. So now He is late and delayed. He turned the bride into a water bucket of new wine. Maybe they will be so drunk on the Spirit they wont notice its so late.
Jesus hanging out with lil ole me telling me jokes, doing my hair and how does He have time for it? i said you need to go run the universe dont you, you are playing around here with me, dont you have work? He said i can multitask
He turned her into a weirdo pet prophet singing new name seal songs to call the animals.
Said soon they will be calling you a false pet prophet saying you got my dawgs song wrong.
Hosea 2:14 to 19 the singing woman pet prophet and the end times covenant with the animals.
Jesus said you are a false pet prophet you said all dogs go to heaven and if all of them go we will be overrun with them so we will take the special ones.
hahaha im crying laughing
Part of my dogs song i found a verse about my dog in the Holy Bible and these songs i got first are confirmed by scripture prophecy. It is really amazing to me. What!?how is the dog in the bible?
Psa 68:23 That thy foot may be dipped in the blood of thine enemies, and the tongue of thy dogs in the same.
Jesus came singing this about my dog
Callie Callie Callie you’re a funny dog
You take a lil ole worm
And throw him round and round
You throw him up and down till he’s a rotten swirl
Til he’s good and stinky smelling like a dead worm
Then you put him down and roll around
On top of him
The next day He sang a song to me the same tune
Laura Laura Laura
You’re a funny girl
You take a lil ole devil
And throw him round and round
Till he’s good and stinky
Smelling like wormwood
Then you put him down
In the pit of hell
And in My name
He will go right there