I always listen to sad songs usually.. When i listened for a song called happy me and i felt happy for a while listenning to such song reality hit me again as if i didn't deserve to even feel a bit of happiness because of a song .. Everytime i feel some some comfrot in my pathetic life things happen in a way that it makes more miserable.. Why ?? Why life always treats me this way .. I'm staying alone hiding in my own darkeness trying to star far away from everyone and everything but why do life treats me this way? I' not even asking for anything or trying to do anything or dream abt anything anymore .. But do i have to even keep suffering this way and be hurt this way all my life ? Or does my depression feels as i am betraying it if smile for a while ?
I always listen to sad songs usually..
When i listened for a song called happy me and i felt happy for a while listenning to such song reality hit me again as if i didn't deserve to even feel a bit of happiness because of a song ..
Everytime i feel some some comfrot in my pathetic life things happen in a way that it makes more miserable..
Why ?? Why life always treats me this way ..
I'm staying alone hiding in my own darkeness trying to star far away from everyone and everything but why do life treats me this way?
I' not even asking for anything or trying to do anything or dream abt anything anymore ..
But do i have to even keep suffering this way and be hurt this way all my life ?
Or does my depression feels as i am betraying it if smile for a while ?
The lyrics ..
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