casperrr - dead b4 21 (ft. not home.)

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• anime:
the day i became a god
• lyrics:
i let that shit get the best of me
now i be rocking on therapy
i do this shit all so carefully
the weight on my neck is just killing me
pour down sleeve
i can't fucking sleep
watch my eyes close
yeah on my 4D
this shit like 3D
i like her nose ring
lil bitch got tag team
her love like bad dream
i pour my once all alone now
i whip it like green and i lay out
all of my boys tryna hang out
but i'm just tryna smoke till i black out
it's weird when i have future in my head
because before 21 i see myself dead
i can't see any color how can i not be mad
i don't have an expectation for the start of my life
just the end
i can't see anything i cannot blend
in between the society i'm on a deep end
will i be able to stand
find myself in this shitstorm
did they already know my end before i was born
last summer i was more lost than found
was left picking up the pieces scattered on the ground
i couldn't talk i couldn't sleep
i couldn't walk i couldn't eat
i lost some pounds i lost some weight
now all my pants fall from my waist
scars on my wrist and tears on my face
the deepest wounds are the ones you can't see
i'm the only one who can feel
all the pain they reveal
i hope i'll get better this year
sometimes i stand still
i tried i tried i tried i tried
i cried i cried i cried i cried
i tried i tried i tried i tried
i cried i cried i cried i cried

[@rtfmusic7967]

One of the best features on this channel 🔥🔥

[@Slit_]

nice, also congrats on passing 1k

[@itslissymusic]

😍

[@Histxrry]

Black screen on this one.. 😞

[@rtfmusic7967]

2 months to go till I'm 21... I don't think I'll make it to 22 to be honest

[@noizu.]

dont say that :< youre always welcome here

[@xvis925]

more lost than found since 2 damn young i thought it would pass or sum. dont feel obliged to live no more but shi barely any comments here it just look like a vacant space. every room i walk in no matter how many people. typing bullshit but i couldnt be more serious