MY MESSAGE TO LOGAN PAUL | Suicide is NOT a Joke

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  • @yehet5198
    @yehet5198 6 лет назад +135

    I'm actually disgusted. The girl that was with him was literally smiling!

  • @morgane.1204
    @morgane.1204 6 лет назад +315

    He should have turned the camera off and left. Japanese culture has high respect for the dead and he just recorded a dead body. You should never show a dead body especially someone who hung themself and especially to young audience. This is suicide forest there are signs outside the forest saying that "your family loves you" and it advise not going in alone. Japanese government even has a rule that if you find a person in the forest you should not record it and leave, and tell the authorities. What he did was highly disrespectful.

  • @stormdoesstuff3997
    @stormdoesstuff3997 6 лет назад +113

    I put a prayer for the family of this person on my instagram and somebody commented ' Why is it a big deal?' I was in tears. I had to explain how some people react differently, especially those who have expeirenced it themselves.

    • @abigailgonzales615
      @abigailgonzales615 6 лет назад +1

      StormLP how HEARTLESS does have to be to say 'whats the big deal' to that?

  • @TheJoshSpeaks
    @TheJoshSpeaks 6 лет назад +177

    I think part of the problem is the "bro" behavior that Logan and Jake Paul have with any situation they encounter. If you treat every instance of life like it's a joke then when you encounter serious situations, your default is to treat it like every other thing happening. I totally agree with everything you said here, there are so many people struggling with suicidal thoughts that need to know that there is hope. I also think for the people out there who carry that prankster bro mentality, they need to learn how to separate entertainment from reality, and that has to be demonstrated for them by the people they look up to like Logan Paul.

    • @jaynekarinova256
      @jaynekarinova256 6 лет назад +2

      Well said. I was looking for the right words yesterday to describe that kind of behavior, and you hit the nail on the head with the whole “bro” mentality.

    • @jenshaw8085
      @jenshaw8085 6 лет назад

      The Paul's are toxic. They are screwing with millions of young minds. The future is doomed.

    • @BettyWhite2171
      @BettyWhite2171 6 лет назад

      The Josh Speaks The girl in their video was laughing too. Her brain was thinking, "Jackpot!".

    • @jillianweitz9303
      @jillianweitz9303 6 лет назад

      The Josh Speaks exactly!

    • @tinkyleaf
      @tinkyleaf 6 лет назад

      Everyone deals with death differently some people naturally laugh or try to joke the wrong choice he made was to put the video up without remorse

  • @anxnymxuspixie5988
    @anxnymxuspixie5988 6 лет назад +54

    Very true. I've lost all respect for Logan, the way he acted dressed as Pokémon throwing a pokeballs at the locals. His recent behaviour is discusting

    • @awo9800
      @awo9800 5 лет назад

      I like your wording but saying his actions are disgusting is an understatement in my opinion.

  • @howdyboi9863
    @howdyboi9863 6 лет назад +73

    I hated Logan so much before this incident but this took it way to far, thank you for posting this and helping awernss

  • @gxrltears
    @gxrltears 6 лет назад +60

    Kristen, I am so happy that you talked about this. Even though you advertised to people that dealed with suicide to not watch this video, but I watched it anyway even if I attempted suicide 10 times throught 2013-2017 and I still deal with self-harm.
    I was really shocked when I came to know about this drama with other various videos. Your video was the one that touched me and that I liked the most. I totally agree with your opinion and I am really happy that you gave your opinion on this thing.
    Also, your videos really helped me with all the crap I deal with. You are one of my favourite youtubers! :)
    Thank you a lot for helping (indirectly) me!!

    • @FloraViolin
      @FloraViolin 6 лет назад +4

      I agree with you in every word!!

    • @gxrltears
      @gxrltears 6 лет назад +2

      Floraviolin I hope you'll get always better! And thank you!

    • @daniellaconley7955
      @daniellaconley7955 6 лет назад +2

      I agree with you...he should not have done what he did and definitely should not have posted it...she helps me a lot too i deal with self harm,depression,anxiety,and suicidal thoughts but remember he did what he did for attention and we don't need to worry about what he does it is not a positive atmosphere for people especially those of us who have problems of our own with suicidal thoughts and depression and things

  • @melliemunster702
    @melliemunster702 6 лет назад +29

    This is very upsetting and makes my stomach in knots. Ugh. Thank you for posting your insight.

  • @ava8636
    @ava8636 6 лет назад +27

    ugh. how disgusting. Japanese culture has a lot of respect for the dead and the fact that he recorded the video in the first place is just disgusting. I have to many words of how I feel about this.

  • @charliedixon4758
    @charliedixon4758 6 лет назад +36

    He shouldn't of even videoed it! He was laughing and making jokes! So sick!!

  • @lauragadille3384
    @lauragadille3384 6 лет назад +6

    I was very sucidal in my teenage years. No one helped and no one cared. I was alone and a afraid. Music especially listening to Garth Brooks got me through a lot of hard times. I have struggled with mental illness my whole life and now I'm getting the much needed counseling and medication I so need. This guy discussed me. This is not a joke, someone was in so much pain that he or she thought death was the only option to relieve it. Your not not alone, please don't take your life. There is help for you. If you to talk I'm here for you. This guy needs to be banned from all social media.

  • @gayandawkward653
    @gayandawkward653 6 лет назад +25

    I apreciate that you talked about this because most of the students a the middle school i attend tell me and my group of friends to kill ourselves because we watch frickin anime, and try to pass it off as a joke five minutes later and they never get in trouble. One such idiot noticed my self harm scars and even said "wow you've actually attempted it, glad someone took my advice" and I cried for an hour and had to leave early. Now that youtube stars like Logan Paul are making jokes about it too, it feels like I'm standing on the edge of a cliff that ever so slowly cracks off.

    • @jaynekarinova256
      @jaynekarinova256 6 лет назад +5

      Nina the Potato don’t worry sweetie, middle school kids can unfortunately be some of the worst bullies out there. One day you’ll be graduated and away from all of them. There’s nothing at all wrong with liking anime :) my boyfriend and his friends are in their 30s and they still love it. Don’t let these bullying fools get the best of you. make sure you take good care of yourself and get whatever help you need for your self-harming. There’s no shame at all in getting help, i started seeing a therapist over the last couple years myself.. i wasn’t self harming but id been in a very dark place. And one day you’ll look back on this chapter of your life and be so grateful that you’re now onto better things, far away from the bullies who will likely always have miserable lives. Studies have shown that there’s a screw loose when it comes to bullies.. they are either a straight up sociopath or have severe issues behind the scenes that they never tell anyone about. When I was in middle school I got bullied for having hairy arms 😜 I was kind of an “ugly duckling” back then and kids could be so mean, but I also remember being so appreciative of the nice kids who would stick up for me. There are good people out there who will always want good things for you, remember that these bullies will one day be long forgotten in your past because you’ll be too busy living your own beautiful life ♥️

    • @Lore-ys4rr
      @Lore-ys4rr 6 лет назад +4

      Betty White People have been committing suicides before these generations so I don't get why you would call them "way too sensitive",bottling up your problems and putting up a fake strong persona is not the way to go,in my opinion.

    • @BettyWhite2171
      @BettyWhite2171 6 лет назад

      Lorena Perez I never said to bottle it up. There are plenty of people who they can talk to. Especially now with the internet. No excuse.

    • @Lore-ys4rr
      @Lore-ys4rr 6 лет назад +2

      Kids can be very cruel but don't let them bring you down.If you are self harming yourself,reach out for someone you know respects you and love you.Believe me,you are stronger than you think.Be strong.And again,if you can,ask for support.There's nothing wrong or shameful about asking for help.

    • @elisimming5191
      @elisimming5191 6 лет назад

      That's so terrible! I mean my classmates just don't care at all and they joke about it but that's so awful

  • @OK-we3il
    @OK-we3il 6 лет назад +55

    All content of this brother's is so narcissistic and sociopathic that i have no hope that Logan can understand any message addressed him

    • @LikeKristen
      @LikeKristen  6 лет назад +2

      true. I don't think he really thinks what he did was wrong. This video was more for me to spread awareness for the situation I suppose. I think the more people speak up about it the better.

    • @jenshaw8085
      @jenshaw8085 6 лет назад +2

      True. Him and his brother never have any consequences for their behavior. His "apology" video is now at 12M views. Guess how much money he made out of that situation... it's so sad.

    • @taylorking381
      @taylorking381 6 лет назад

      funny that Logan didn't high five guess the guy was lefted hanging hahaaha

  • @apoorrva
    @apoorrva 6 лет назад +113

    that is that. but his apology too was nowhere near convincing. its so disgusting of him.

    • @fujoshipeanut5074
      @fujoshipeanut5074 6 лет назад +5

      apoorva His twitter apology was him just making excuses saying he makes loads of videos so he was bound to make a mistake

    • @feetbilo8169
      @feetbilo8169 6 лет назад +4

      His apology was out of regret because he got so much hate that he did deserve
      He wasn't sorry. I feel sorry for that person and how Logan treated him. Logan really doesn't deserve fame because of it.
      He is truly disgusting and I can't even describe how heartless that video was and even if Logan felt a twinge of guilt/sympathy he wouldn't have uploaded that video.
      Therefore he shouldn't deserve all the views, subscribers and fame he has

    • @apoorrva
      @apoorrva 6 лет назад +2

      yep! he never deserved it in the first place

    • @awo9800
      @awo9800 5 лет назад

      His apology dosn't mean anything to me. It is a pointless video. He is the stupidest person alive. I hate him so much.

    • @awo9800
      @awo9800 5 лет назад

      I am sorry but he did deserve that hate. Anyone who has the ordasity to mock suicide can go to hell.

  • @charliedixon4758
    @charliedixon4758 6 лет назад +16

    At 4minutes. This is so right. I have witnessed this, I've seen suicide. The girl was LAUGHING basically.

  • @camdyncombs4797
    @camdyncombs4797 6 лет назад +10

    Thank you for standing up to this, Kirstin you are so brave.

  • @unicornqueen1238
    @unicornqueen1238 6 лет назад +6

    One of my best friends called me after they watched Logan's video and she was sobbing down the phone because I have attempted before and I'm suicidal again and she's been supporting me so well but she was petrified I was going to do that to myself and it hurt so bad... it just annoys me how someone can upload something like this for everyone to see

  • @MaddieScowen
    @MaddieScowen 6 лет назад +5

    What bothers me is that he said that it was an "in the moment" sort of thing when he posted the video, but in the moment is being there and seeing it. He made the conscious decision to go back and edit the footage, include that clip and post the video, knowing what was in it. He has a young audience demographic and I can't imagine what that could do to a child's mental state. As someone who has experienced mental illness and suicidal thoughts, it is so triggering and upsetting to see. It was disrespectful to the victim, their family and everyone watching. I'm glad you spoke up about this girl, much love to you❤️

  • @Lore-ys4rr
    @Lore-ys4rr 6 лет назад +4

    Thanks for this video.
    There are people saying that the community is overreacting with this and they are not.His actions were wrong in all levels,from not being educated about mental illness to not being aware of Japanese culture to profiting from a dead person's body to disregarding Japan's authorities about not filming a dead body in the forest.

  • @kathylgoedert
    @kathylgoedert 6 лет назад +12

    you’re right on. demeaning and cruel.
    wish he was very wary about teenagers copycatting each other causing multiple suicides.

  • @StormsandSaugeye
    @StormsandSaugeye 6 лет назад +6

    I lived in Japan for three years.
    What is terrible is that every defense of this idiot never dares touch on the central problem:
    The Victim.
    I'm a Buddhist. I converted when I lived in Japan.
    There is nothing right about this whole matter. Once I saw the video for myself....Let's just say that whatever good tropical vibes I had cultivated during the last week fell apart. What gets me is the exploitation of another persons tragedy for personal gain. What disturbs me is the utter lack of respect for the dead that I saw on display in that video.
    I don't have anything good to say. May the victim be released from suffering and be guided to liminality.
    Nam Myoho Rengei Kou.

  • @samibrockway4995
    @samibrockway4995 6 лет назад +12

    I never liked Logan and this just makes it worse

    • @awo9800
      @awo9800 5 лет назад

      Agreed. Logan paul is the stupidest person alive.

  • @blackbirdfly0128
    @blackbirdfly0128 6 лет назад +3

    Your channel literally saved. my. LIFE last year. You gave me the push to try self-harm recovery again. Thank you, Kristen

  • @hanny3498
    @hanny3498 6 лет назад +11

    Okay so I went shopping with my mom earlier and literally overheard like 12 year olds talking about jake Paul so they obviously know the Paul brothers and I couldn’t imagine seeing that as a 12 year old it’s so messed up

    • @LikeKristen
      @LikeKristen  6 лет назад +4

      I work at an elementary school and hear kids talking about the Paul brothers ALL OF THE TIME!! They sing the songs, they know the videos...this is why it is so important for us to speak up about it. They need to learn that they can't just put whatever they want out on the internet and have no consequences.

  • @Sasu123456789x1
    @Sasu123456789x1 6 лет назад +4

    I was honestly disgusted when I heard what he did...

  • @yellowumbrella1444
    @yellowumbrella1444 6 лет назад +2

    I watched the full video and it made me sick to my stomach, I actually cried. Please everyone stay strong.

  • @aly4055
    @aly4055 6 лет назад +3

    What‘s also great is that under his apology video, all of his fans wrote stuff like „yah logan s all good dude u made a mistake it‘s okay bro logang for life man💕“
    Like... ??? Tf?
    Wym he did „nothing wrong“? He literally recorded a dead body which in itself is extremely disrespectful. He also cracked jokes about it and, as you said, he also uploaded this video consciously and never thought to himself ‚hm, maybe i shouldn‘t show a dead person in my video‘.
    How can people still be defending him?

  • @ellemiray7842
    @ellemiray7842 6 лет назад +1

    Wow, Kristen. You are truly outstanding and intelligent. I couldn't have said it any better. I really miss you and I hope you come back soon. Love you!

  • @CarmenCandauRodriguez
    @CarmenCandauRodriguez 6 лет назад

    If there were more people like you people with mental illnesses wouldn't feel so alone. You have no idea how much your videos have helped me through my chronic depression

  • @SRMthy
    @SRMthy Год назад

    You are very right my dear! I am beyond shocked that someone can upload such videos without any concern on what others who are survivors can go through😞💔😭
    You are very right, it broke my heart and triggered such grief as I lost my dear son last year😞💔
    Wish my son had come across your videos of support and kindness.

  • @Saaarraahh
    @Saaarraahh 6 лет назад

    I am so happy that you uploaded this and talked about this. Love you ❤️. You’re my favorite mental health channel.

  • @isaacb2000
    @isaacb2000 6 лет назад +1

    I like how she added the part about not telling people to kill themself. I see that alot in comments and people say that so lightly

  • @alexandramorgan6254
    @alexandramorgan6254 6 лет назад

    You’re a wonderful person. Thank you so much for having the courage to genuinely care about strangers you’ve never even met. We need more people like you and I only hope I can be more like you in that way

  • @beautifulangel3081
    @beautifulangel3081 6 лет назад

    I lost someone I used to date to suicide. I didn’t until I started dating someone else and I just felt like crap. When Logan posted that i felt all that sadness and my own depression just came back out. I’m glad that you have made a video addressing this and not just showing your anger towards it. Thanks

  • @fujoshipeanut5074
    @fujoshipeanut5074 6 лет назад +1

    I feel like after getting over the initial shock with nervous laughter, the weight of the situation would sink in and you'd not want to look at the footage again, let alone upload it for your young audience to see... a dead body...

  • @theretrogamingnerd3316
    @theretrogamingnerd3316 6 лет назад +8

    Sounds a bit hypocritical to tell someone to kill themselves because someone didn't have proper respect for someone's life.

    • @misslilkev2
      @misslilkev2 6 лет назад +2

      TheRetroGamingNerd Right?? I'm glad she made that point too.

  • @libbybowerman7627
    @libbybowerman7627 6 лет назад

    I can’t say thank you enough for making this video. Thank you. Not only will it educate people like Logan. It will spread awareness that suicide is not a joke and should be taken like a real issue. Thank you so much. We need more youtubers like you and less like Logan. I want to say thank you for posting every single one of your videos. They have affected my life so much and I know that you have touched others. Thank you again xx

  • @AutumnSage98
    @AutumnSage98 6 лет назад

    I haven't watched the video. But as someone with depression, extremely bad cases where I'll shut myself off from friends and family. Memes, jokes, or even conversations joking about suicide is extremely therapeutic for me. Laughing at your problems is psychologically proven to not only engage in deeper meaningful relationships. But it also is good for people with the same problems that I have.
    I love your videos ❤❤❤ I just thought I'd point this about.

  • @lunathemoon9670
    @lunathemoon9670 6 лет назад

    Kristen I am so glad you talked about this! I don't even understand how ignorant some ppl can be!

  • @tinglesaj8883
    @tinglesaj8883 6 лет назад +1

    Only commenting this bc it's the most recent video...
    But thank you for making these videos Kristen
    For so long I tortured myself scarring my body
    And you really showed me how to stop
    You basically saved me
    Thank you Kristen

  • @emmablackwell37
    @emmablackwell37 6 лет назад +8

    I completely agree with you 100% on this! I watched the video and honesty I got so emotional and it made me cry. I personally found this offensive and hurt me. As someone who has attempted suicide and has suicidal thoughts this video was so disrespectful and there are no excuses for what he did. You said everything I think and my opinion is the same as yours. Like you said he didn't have to upload the video. This video was triggering for me to be honest and makes me feel like shit. Yeah he did wrong but he doesn't deserve to be told to kill himself. I don't agree with what he did but that's never the right thing to do. He can apologise all he wants I don't care he's wrong. I'll never forgive him for this. He shouldn't have done it and he doesn't deserve to get recognition for this. I've had arguments with people about this video already and some people just annoy me. Anyway rant over I just needed to get that off my chest. Kristen I've been watching your videos for a while now and I admire your strength and honesty. Your videos help me so much when im struggling and you're the best. Keep up the good work love you ❤❤

  • @awkwardgesture3697
    @awkwardgesture3697 6 лет назад

    Really glad I found your channel I'm happy you're still here

  • @LexifromZargon
    @LexifromZargon 6 лет назад +2

    Kirsten you are one of the onely god youtubers you are awesome and informative pls dont stop we need you you are my personal heroe

  • @ingvildkvakestad
    @ingvildkvakestad 6 лет назад +2

    As a person who almost killed them self this made me sick

  • @lotte7695
    @lotte7695 6 лет назад

    I really love your voice, it's super beautiful and calming! And your videos are really helpful and smart

  • @morgangomola5763
    @morgangomola5763 6 лет назад

    RUclips didn't demonitize the video, Logan took it down himself. I have a big problem with this entire situation and how the RUclips creators and developers are acting. RUclips needs to get their shiz together before something like this happens again. Thanks for covering this topic and spreading suicide awareness ❤️

  • @flawlessbonbon9530
    @flawlessbonbon9530 6 лет назад

    you are a one beautiful soul out there! keep on walking your journey girl! I support you so much.

  • @darksouls-qv8jb
    @darksouls-qv8jb 6 лет назад

    As someone who suffers from suicide I would not wish it upon my worst enemy

  • @salemridlon2470
    @salemridlon2470 6 лет назад +1

    I met someone online. She was so nice. She was so kind. I talked to her daily. I thought we were friends. Then, one day she betrayed me. She said everything was a lie. She said that we weren’t really friends. I felt so betrayed. I lost my trust in everyone. I told one of my online friends my story and she helped me so much. She helped me, she revived my trust in people. She helped me, she checked up on me every day. Then one day, she asked me how I was. I gave my usual answer. “I’m fine.” Then, she asked me something she had never asked before. “Are you sure you are fine.” I started crying at that moment. I was not fine. I told her ‘no’ and she has helped me so much. I look up to her. She saw right through me, she knew I was not fine. I told her my darkest secrets about being suicidal. She was the one that helped me reach out for help. My point is, if you are suicidal, if you are going through a bad time, people will help you. You just need to find the right ones.

  • @WiggleIsWiggly
    @WiggleIsWiggly 6 лет назад +1

    What bothers me most is not only that he reacted like that but THIS VIDEO WAS NOT LIVE! He would have watched it back multiple times, edited it and uploaded it to RUclips and spent time creating the thumbnail and the title. I was so shocked when I saw it because it really was graphic and CHILDREN can easily access his videos. He has a very young audience and it sickens me that he ignored that and was so heartless

    • @WiggleIsWiggly
      @WiggleIsWiggly 6 лет назад

      Just watched the rest of your video and I realise now you actually said this 😂

  • @tayajohnson9009
    @tayajohnson9009 6 лет назад +5

    Can you make a video on how to handle ptsd at school plz. I really need it

  • @MinttMeringue
    @MinttMeringue 6 лет назад +3

    I heard other creators mention this, and when I heard it, I was livid. Especially since I love human geography and culture around the world, i was angry he was treating death in a JAPANESE setting lightly (they take it seriously, I've seen others mention this as well) but even in any other setting he should have handled it better.

  • @loalion23
    @loalion23 6 лет назад

    So I found you, through your video how to love with depression, and have been watching your vids. And you looked very familiar. I guess we went to BV together. It's so cool to see you doing this. Follow your dreams. Your videos about depression have been a lot of help, please keep making them. Hopefully one day people like you can become bigger than someone like Logan Paul.

  • @liamodonovan8883
    @liamodonovan8883 6 лет назад

    it is absolutely disgusting how him or anyone could make a joke out of suicide it is so wrong to make fun of suicide I turn to channels like yours when I feel like dying thank you Kristin the world needs more angels like you love you

  • @blythieeeeee
    @blythieeeeee 6 лет назад

    i just wanted to say that i really appreciate your channel. the best thing we can do is educate ourselves and others. thank you for taking your time to help others. i agree with your video completely and your channel is amazing. and so are you. you are clearly very strong and also very beautiful, inside and out. thank you for doing what you do. you are a huge help and a lifesaver. thank you so much. (:

  • @calgomes9283
    @calgomes9283 6 лет назад +2

    Can you do a video on emotional/mental abuse? It would help me a lot. Thank you! Love what you do with your channel.

  • @itsnotoveryet8140
    @itsnotoveryet8140 6 лет назад

    I have suffered with depression for about 5 years, and back in 2016 I tried killing myself, and I've had friends that have lost people to suicide, and the fact that he made that video and posted it makes me really mad, I didn't watch the actually video but I've seen people talking about it and it makes me sick to my stomach that he would put someone who was so depressed and took their life on the internet like that. It's so wrong.

  • @taylorchaos69666
    @taylorchaos69666 6 лет назад

    Thank you, for being a voice or reason.

  • @jane7086
    @jane7086 6 лет назад

    agree completely. thank you for making this video.

  • @freypokorny2363
    @freypokorny2363 6 лет назад +3

    Thanks for this

  • @anevrans84
    @anevrans84 6 лет назад

    I've not been okay for some time now. It started 3-2 years ago when i was in 3-4th grade, my friend accendently told me that i was fat when we were talking, I'm sure she didnt mean it bad or something, i just laughed and played cool about it and i actually didnt care about it back then. Later in 4th grade i think so someone mentioned that i was fat again and i begun to think a lot about it, but it wasnt that bad at that point. The first day of school in 5th grade one of my dogs died we needed to go to the vet and basicly get him killed. I felt horrible, i felt like i was responsible for killing him, sometimes i even cried myself to sleep. Later on my teacher died she meant a lot to me and i broke even more down, i was starting to skip some meals some times, i just had bad thoughts and i couldnt socialize or concentrate anymore, i felt heavy. At Januar 2018 one of my good friends mom died of cancer and i hated seeing her being sad and it just made me feel guilty cause i couldnt do anything to help her. Not so long ago i started cutting myself and I'm still doing it. I'm afraid of myself. I just cant control it. I've been wanting to talk to my parents but i just can't, I'm afraid their gonna be mad at me, feel guilty or feel hurt because of me. I've seen your videos and I'm afraid i might have depression. I dont know what to do and i really want help, cause "I" think that people isnt supposed to be scared of them self. Can you give me some advise?

  • @grey6800
    @grey6800 6 лет назад

    I can't put into words how hurt I was when I heard about this and watched the video. My sister and uncle both attempted suicide, and I have also had many suicidal thoughts before. This hit me so hard, imagining if my sister or uncle had succeeded and was shown that way to a globe audience for views made me feel like throwing up. From where I stand Logan Paul should NOT be able to continue on his career path.

  • @Jellyrats_
    @Jellyrats_ 6 лет назад

    Thanks to you so far I am 1 week and 2 days clean
    I hope I can stay like this I haven't yet told an adult I'm a bit scared too but I'm trying to get to that point of telling one I told a couple of my friends knowing they're helping me but thanks to you I got the confidence to tell us a couple people
    I use other Alternatives instead of self-harming like drawing where my cuts were supposed to go and if I ever think of a suicidal thought I just distract myself with positive thoughts or at least try to
    Although I never know when it may hit again
    I just wanted ti say Your videos gave me confidence to tell people
    Though the downside is I don't know if my depression are self-harming car suicide thoughts will come back I know they probably will but for now I'm trying to live in the moment of being clean from cutting

  • @mynamejehhff1608
    @mynamejehhff1608 6 лет назад

    Thanks for making this video..I’m absolutely disappointed and disgusted by the way he acted towards suicide

  • @queenoftheundead9097
    @queenoftheundead9097 6 лет назад

    I agree with you, when I heard about this... I honestly felt anger and sadness at the same time, you should respect the dead. thanyou for making this video.

  • @speezy-997
    @speezy-997 6 лет назад +1

    you deserve more followers.

  • @thedeathwishchronicles
    @thedeathwishchronicles 6 лет назад

    What he did is absolutely horrible. It makes me absolutely sick.

  • @thatdapperpotato6160
    @thatdapperpotato6160 6 лет назад

    I try to use the term “triggered” lightly, but that was exactly what I was when I saw what was going on. This was so disrespectful and disgusting. I was in the middle of a depressive episode when I (stupidly) watched a reupload of the video and I just got so... I just... have no words.

  • @jessek.1351
    @jessek.1351 6 лет назад +1

    hey, Kristen, you okay? i think some subscribers of yours, like me, are very worried :/
    you don’t have to make a whole video, maybe a small update or something would be nice
    (edit) i am so sorry about your kitten, he must’ve been the best. i hope you get better and recover from what happened ;;

    • @raniadahayu1412
      @raniadahayu1412 6 лет назад

      wait what happened

    • @just4540
      @just4540 6 лет назад

      she’s fine!! her engagement party is today.

  • @ismaeelali1314
    @ismaeelali1314 6 лет назад +5

    Just an idea, did Logan monetize his apology?

    • @guichabanaano27
      @guichabanaano27 6 лет назад +1

      Ismaeel Ali yes... Yes he did... He is getting money when people watch his apology. That makes the whole thing even more disgusting.

    • @feetbilo8169
      @feetbilo8169 6 лет назад +1

      Kirsten's apology about people like Logan was way more real than his one and Logan monetised his video? How ughhh

  • @pikapikalovesdrawingidonte23
    @pikapikalovesdrawingidonte23 6 лет назад +2

    Logan should’ve just went to japan and went to the forest and come back to America and tell us what happened instead of just recording a dead body

  • @lemonboi6837
    @lemonboi6837 4 года назад

    The most disturbing part is the man who hanged him self, his daughter sow Logan’s video. That’s so sad.

  • @innocentkittens2568
    @innocentkittens2568 5 лет назад

    THANK YOU LIKEKRISTEN

  • @Cozy_cavy
    @Cozy_cavy 6 лет назад

    I was waiting for your video on this... :(

  • @whatlady2823
    @whatlady2823 6 лет назад

    I had a major problem with the video because both of my parents have tried to commit suicide before I was born, and it almost killed my dad, so I would have never existed.

  • @feetbilo8169
    @feetbilo8169 6 лет назад

    Kirsten, don't apologise for calling him an idiot he deserves that.

  • @cosplay_by_mar2945
    @cosplay_by_mar2945 5 лет назад +1

    The worst thing is that I know I'm suicidal and there was someone on my cosplay acount a little time ago they told me to kill mezelf I must say I've attempted a few times.....

  • @gimygaming8655
    @gimygaming8655 6 лет назад +1

    Please come back and upload.

  • @blackcatt10
    @blackcatt10 6 лет назад +2

    Please come back

  • @RaqoverytoWellness
    @RaqoverytoWellness 6 лет назад

    Hey Kristen, how do you film these types of videos without triggering yourself? Or, if you do get triggered, how do you employ your coping strategies to deal with it?
    I tried embarking on a more mental health oriented route with my channel and it led to a four day long crisis. Henceforth, I'm more skeptical of trying again even though I really want to. :( During that time I reached out a few times on Twitter and luckily the #SickNotWeak community reached back for me which was uberly helpful and heartwarming. I guess I just also want to say thank you for sharing your voice in this matter and for anyone else struggling, you are not alone.
    Hope you're well. xxx

  • @reze2507
    @reze2507 6 лет назад

    This is so wrong. He really needs to see this video and see what he’s done wrong. This makes me sick too, and yes, I am suicide attempt survivor, and that video was the most absolute sickening video I’ve ever seen.

  • @gayliendraws2472
    @gayliendraws2472 6 лет назад

    Unrelated but please oh please do a coping with a lost loved one. I just lost my best friend to a car crash and I truly want to be up there with her. I’m so scared and I need advice. I trust you.

  • @popoplotc1802
    @popoplotc1802 6 лет назад +1

    Could you pls do a video talking more about depression type: dysthymia

  • @kimonofilosofo3474
    @kimonofilosofo3474 6 лет назад +3

    Wait. Why aren't you posting any videos?

  • @MusicLover-gb6kx
    @MusicLover-gb6kx 6 лет назад +1

    Can you do a video of coping skills for anxiety and depression

  • @coywolfdiaries9098
    @coywolfdiaries9098 6 лет назад

    Im also disgusted that youtube is even allowing the video to be up for the time it was and all the reuploads of the video. I am disgusted by it completely!

  • @DJLargey
    @DJLargey 6 лет назад +2

    Please come back and start uploading

  • @louiserosser9404
    @louiserosser9404 6 лет назад +1

    I have bpd anxiety and depression and I told my Cpn I was going to take another paracetamol over dose and she didn’t even take me seriously even though I have taken loads of over doses and I now have liver damage

  • @rosalinlangiotti2285
    @rosalinlangiotti2285 6 лет назад

    Nobody wants to help me bc I'm on Medicaid. I called a lot of psychiatrist offices and they all said they don't except my insurance. I even got told by quite a lot that or whatever practice that their practice is only for the working class. How is that fair to me and anyone else that is unable to work and needs a psychiatrist. The only place I can go to, has lowered my Zoloft and They don't except appointments for the psychiatrist. The therapy there sucks. I don't know what to do.Oh, and now their going to take me off the seizure medicine that I am on. I went and saw a neurologist and they said that my seizures are pseudo seizures and won't give me any anti seizure mess unless I show what the neurologist said and she said to go to pscychiatry so I go to psychiatrist and now their telling me that I don't need it and that's what my anti anxiety med is for which their going to lower. I'm just so sick of this. No doctors listen. It's ridiculous. The stigma that comes with being on Medicaid and with the anxiety disorders that I have along with being raped, and having PTSD bc of it and depression OCD, pseudoseizures. I don't understand why it's so difficult to get help that I need. The nurse that's at the current place I have no other choice but to go to, the nurse there writes all kinds of stuff in my chart to mess up my medicine. I don't understand why you would do that someone to make their life harder than it already is.

  • @sophieanderson7229
    @sophieanderson7229 6 лет назад +1

    I go to the gym with my parents... and they don't know I self harm. but I can't really wear a long sleeve while working out. how else can I hide it?

  • @emilyjane9901
    @emilyjane9901 6 лет назад

    Idk if you have made a video like this before, i couldnt find it if you did, but could you do a video of how to ask for help.... even ehen you dont know what kind of help you want/need?

  • @jelly_awesome0286
    @jelly_awesome0286 6 лет назад

    He used to be my idol but once I saw that video, I was discussed. I really hate him now. Logan needs help

  • @itzyourgirljanae7885
    @itzyourgirljanae7885 6 лет назад +2

    I’m so discussed you should have kept that person’s out of the public eye Logan PAUL!!!. There is nothing i can say .... But thank you for making this video to tell those who are struggling you don’t have to go out like that or better yep hang on

  • @ceciliagullstrand5086
    @ceciliagullstrand5086 6 лет назад

    Hi Kristen!
    I just wanna tell you that Jacksepticeye had a charity livestream for eight and a half hours. And by the end of it 220,000 dollars had been donated to The American Foundation for Suicid Prevention. The donation is open for a week so the money still keeps coming in. He wanted to do something positvie in regards to the Logan Paul situation.
    #PMA2018

  • @randomthoughts6519
    @randomthoughts6519 6 лет назад +1

    I'm disgusted by his actions

  • @mykieanise8517
    @mykieanise8517 6 лет назад +3

    I'm worried about Kristen. She's been gone for 4 months...

    • @just4540
      @just4540 6 лет назад +2

      Ol' mate Babbleton i was worried about her as well, but i checked her instagram and she’s doing great! her engagement party is today!!

    • @mykieanise8517
      @mykieanise8517 6 лет назад

      just Hey, I don't mean to waste your time, but has she updated her Instagram? I don't want to be annoying or anything, but I don't have the space on my phone to download anything. Thanks

    • @just4540
      @just4540 6 лет назад

      Ol' mate Babbleton yeah she has! she just posted two days ago for father’s day, and she says she’s working to apply to graduate school for her master’s in marriage and family therapy.

    • @mykieanise8517
      @mykieanise8517 6 лет назад

      just Okay, thank you! 😃

  • @jenmorricone4014
    @jenmorricone4014 9 месяцев назад

    He will get his...and they will get theirs.

  • @morganminecraftlegion9101
    @morganminecraftlegion9101 6 лет назад

    My friend, Eithan Lorenzen shot himself a little over a year ago. I only got to know him for a month. What my family doesn't realize is that you can still become close friends with somebody in as little as a week, as such with this scenario. I have slow reactions to things, especially when in disbelief. Syross didn't believe that I had any sorrow for what had occurred, and I don't think Jade did either. I am still broken. He was my friend in English and Elvish. It's only been recently that I've started having suicidal thoughts. My way of dispersing them has been to laugh it off, have good jokes about suicide. It's not funny to everybody, but Rusty Cage was right when he suggested that these jokes are a sort of therapy to some people. I'm sorry about putting all this into a comment, and I wouldn't blame you if you reported me. Life is pretty fucked up, so why does anybody act like it's not. It's all in front of you: Cancer, Diabetes, War, Poverty, Pedophiles and Rapists, Certain Corrupt Political Figures, Murder, etc. I've used simple logic to determine that there is no meaning to life. Biologically speaking, the goal is to reproduce and have healthy children. Woo hoo. Some say the meaning of life is to give life a meaning. A re-writeable block. Interesting. My point is: Why does life exist? Why life? My temporary meanings are 1.) To not screw up the lives of my friends and family by ending my own and 2.) To enjoy Windows and .NET framework development a little longer. I am the eldest among my brothers, so I will never be able to take this course of action. They are likely to outlive me as it is. That's kind of scary, because my younger brother is psychotic.

  • @tezza355
    @tezza355 6 лет назад +1

    Hi I really need your help!Can you please do a video About not wanting to recovery?I know it sounds weird but i am suffering with it a lot.I really want to wanting to recovery but i still cant wanting to recover ...please help!!!i am going for the second time to the hospital!!😞😞

  • @lucybeavis6651
    @lucybeavis6651 6 лет назад +1

    So sad my friend dad comited I’m literally crying so sad 😢