Suffer in silence
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- Опубликовано: 15 сен 2024
- Beat credits go Magestick Records
Lyrics
He wakes up, another day has passed
Theres no tellin how much longer this will last
He could die today but he dont care about that
All he cares about is whats inside this tiny little bag
Its called fentenayl but people think its heroin
Its in every city from California to Maryland
This shit is more deadly than a bow and a arrow is
Itll torture you to death the shits a mental terrorist
The person in this song knows that all too well
He used to be happy but now hes livin in hell
The room that he grew up in has turned into to a cell
And his mother prayin every night that he goes to jail
It aint malicious all she wants is for her son to be safe
She doesnt recognize the man with scabs all over his face
He lookin skinny and frail his eyes are empty and glazed
And all his mom can do is sit at home and pray
This song is dedicated for people that are broken
It might sound so familiar cuz you might actually know em
They suffer in silence and all their pain is self chosen
Its only after they die that somebody finally noticed
Shes been screamin for help for 10 years
Took a blade to herself for each tear
That she cried she aint afraid to die
She doesnt feel anything except for the blade of the knife
Or the tip of the needle when it be breakin the skin
She pulls up on the plunger then pushes all of it in
Suddenly shes in heaven she might not come back again
Who would care if shes gone? She dont have family or friends
All that she has is some fentenayl and some meth
She shoots em both until she feels a strain in her chest
Shes been rollin the dice steadily prayin for death
And shes cursin Gods name cause it aint happenin yet
All that shes ever wanted was love and respect
Now shes jammin a needle into the vein of her neck
This aint gonna kill her but itll make her forget
Jus for a little bit until she does it again
This song is dedicated to people that are broken
It might sound so familiar cuz you might actually know em
They suffer in silence and all their pain is self chosen
Its only after they die that somebody finally noticed
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This is heat🙏🏼
Bro you go hard. I went through the same damn thing. Your subtoxin song hit me real hard. I just got off of it and your song pushed me to it. God bless you homie
same . living in a groundhogs day cycle of clinics & tapers & withdrawals & dose increases after giving up.....over and over again.
Me too all of his songs gives me cold chills it's like exactly what you are thinking
Wow!!!!!!! Gives me chills! Hit the mail on the head! Good job keep it up please
How has this not blown up
Bro I got a new favorite rapper im straight up addicted to your music bro on God
Sub number 795 today.
🔥🔥❤️🔥🔥 Great message an flow
Found you on tik tok yoi are amazing
How does this not have wayyy more views
Respect . Greetings from holland
10 years sober bro. Your rhymes are good reminders. I don't know hoops of Spotify but you should get more content on there. Would live to listen off yt.
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I dig this instrumental, I've used it a couple times over the years, awesome to hear other people using it as well
Damn bro.. you nailed it. Keep it coming. I got so many people that are going to hear this.
This is amazing your lyrics are very deep love it ♥️🫶
this shits hard man. you need to get in a studio with these tracks🔥💯
Love the song!!
Please publish your music! You are amazing and I feel all your music so deeply ❤ Thank you!
thank you so much for this
💕🙏💕🙏💕🙏💕🙏💕 Facts 🦋r.i.p to all those who we all have lost. To many to post. Fly high to those that didnt make it. I miss yall
😭😭❤❤ whew you got me crying because this is real! Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing with us! Music is always what lifts me and i haven't heard something like this since denace! ❤ I love that you included both pov too . Sending you my love because you deserve all that is coming to you [the good] hugs! 🫂
I love your music, it hits my soul. I lost my brother to suicide a couple years ago and ive been suffering in silence not letting anybody in. But i didnt go back to drugs. Im proud of myself for that because all i want is to be numb. Keep doing your music, you are saving lives.
Im sorry to hear about your brother. Mt condolences are with you. Thank you for sharing with me. Im glad this song speaks to you. We have just made a studio version of this song. So it will be out on all platforms before long.
Man I’m feeling this to the core
Life gets better brother! Stay strong and work on you, you’ll be a weapon!
I just found your music and i absolutely love it.
Powerful.
Damn man, u got a voice & the words .. so glad I made it out.. things have changed so much ❤
Your music is meant for the soul. The Ears just got lucky. Much respect and love to you for how far you've come and for all the lives you have/will touch and/or possibly save throughout your journey. Your daughter has one hell of a dad❤️
#KeepGoing
Truth ❤
Fire
This goes hard ❤
This is amazing. Lyrics so true.
👌🏻🙏🏻 👌🏻
Loooovvveee it so relatable
Dude, my girl just literally found your music tonight..ive been listening to it nonstop since. People say this way too damn much, but everything you rap about is describing my entire life. I've related to other rappers songs here and there, but I've never listened to someone who I can't relate to this much with every line you spit. Thanks homie, keep it up.
This means the world to me dude. Thank you ❤️
Bad Ass!
You are spot on. It is all too familiar. My big brother passed away in April of 2022 from a fentanyl overdose. He struggled with addiction most of his life. He was only 40 years old. We didn't know how to help him. His addiction was in the driver's seat.... My brother was just a helpless passenger 😢 fuck! I miss my big brother so much 🥺
So dam talented
Im sitting here crying. This song touched me
Wow.. this hit personally because I lost my dad and my brother 3 weeks apart due to fentanyl overdoses 😢 I literally told them I loved them 4 days before they passed cause that was the first time I got to see both of them in over a year💔
Your music speaks such volumes thank you for so much much love bro
Get on soundcloud its free and i need this on my playlist
Great job! A sad story. 😢
Whew!! Amazing job Matt!
Can't believe more people haven't found this yet. I'm fighting now. My wife died 3 weeks ago, battling to get clean.
Yo u straight called my ass out got me crying bro. Been off fenny and meth for 2 months. Was on for 3 years age 17-19
congrats man
9 years clean and going through a divorce and this song and a few others seriously gave me hope that I won’t relapse
Shit hits home hard bro. Keep going
Amazing man, truly.
Wow as a woman struggling with meth addiction this brought tears to my eyes. How powerful .
I just read your comment. I pray your okay!!!! I don't wish that on anyone. That shit and myself and others ripped my ass apart. I believe in you though
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Nice job matt
Hey Matt, I’ve been meaning to comment for a while now. I just found your music about a week ago, man. It hits hard and you’re an amazing artist… I would love to see a collaboration with Colicchie as I think that would be amazing. I first got clean in 2014 but have relapsed 6 times since then, I recently relapsed in November on crack but stopped using in December. Before that I was clean for almost 7 years. I’m starting to get back into writing myself as I used to write a lot of poetry. I like to make beats on my iPad in GarageBand and make music for myself as it is really therapeutic.
Stay tuned for that collab ;). Good luck with your journey. It's never easy, but you've done it before...so you have the strength! It's in you. Nobody said recovery meant we were perfect.
Amazing…. First time listening tonight… and I think you are a beacon for so many who feel they have no voice. This songs message brings me to Chester Bennington (Linkin Park)and the song One more light…. He was speaking loudly too. Not sure anyone was really listening… but I’m listening to you.
Matt, you really are amazing! I pray you are doing well. Everyday is a struggle. Stay Strong and stay safe!
facts man
I woke up feeling free. 🔥❤️💯 You doing ok today?
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Lost my son Max to fentanyl in 2020. Thank you for making this song!
I felt this way toooo much….7/3/2022 we do recover
You got great talent that’s me that’s my story
This needs more support Suffer in slience Even in mayhem Screaning still suffering alone lonely now im lost hurt confused Why you go break my heart i gave too an ungrateful girl faithful man Satinswhore wow bitch you fucked my mind all the way So happy im no longer heroin user suboxone came off that cold pain in my stomach now have too see what those Dman things did Stress my ex just so Greatful she stole my time Like a witch from Wizard of oz Sad Most pain i have felt since 2005 passing my grandmother Now FakeLove 100% feelings gave for less then 20% of what wasnt real at all im so hurt Music is my only true.friend
There is a solution, we do recover! 💜💜
Go to apple music
I NEED HELP FINDING THE BEAT !! HELP
My boy put me on this and it's real af 💯. Please let ppl comment on ur "subtoxin" video.... 🙏
The rich robbing the poor
Bruh God is choosing you right now to be the walking body of Jesus you're doing it now by your testimony and the struggles you've endured to love them through this and help them realize their worth. I'm praying God continues using you because your lyrics and big pharma is the horses in revelations we become so selfish me me me me in addiction and God uses this to show you the nature of him and how far we have been put in mental and physical prison cells although I struggle my heart breaks for all the broken were all worth more.
I lost my son oct29th 2020 to overdose of fetti 😢 I tried so hard to help him get clean
Gives me Eminem vibes a little
Hey dude, how is life going?
My family got rob last Thursday I can't feed my family we starving and thirsty my baby can't eat . Say if that happens to your family how would it feel. I got rob from Fort Drum Market Store to my place Galveston Pl SW people see us struggling and can't help because of too much pride and greedy. They had stole from a poor mother and they riding in a shiny black car how sad y'all have money.
I lost my best friend due to fettys but I got sober finally 6 years opioids stole me from my life
I am that girl
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