This was for me. While you were speaking my stomach began to hurt. The pain didn’t leave me for several hours. It’s on my right side. There I have a huge myoma. I look pregnant even though I’m not - that’s how big it is. I always believed I got a myoma because of a spiritual reason and now I am certain of it. Soon I’ll be operated but the risk of getting myoma again is 70-80%, so I pray and hope God will deal with the root cause. The doctors can only remove it but they can’t prevent it to grow again. I know I am certain that God will heal me. I would have been died long time ago. I have like you put it “marinaded” in all sorts of abuse growing up. For some reason I am here and for some reason my abusers are still after my very life. I have felt many times that breakthrough hasn’t happened for me because God hates me. My abusers have used God and the Bible against me in a very blasphemous way. They put themselves above God. That’s the “Christianity” I grew up with. But now I have become to know God how He truly is. Wow what a difference!! That’s the worst kind of abuse - to present God how He is not. I thank God for what He has given me and not to take it for granted. I wish I could say I have found my tribe but I haven’t. God will show me eventually.
I think I’m dealing with a broken heart due to complex trauma, taking care of parents who both have dementia and I’ve isolated myself for a few years now. I really need help. I had deliverance ministry 10 years ago that was done by a person who left me on my own afterwards and I fell into deep dark depression and panic disorder. I keep telling myself that I would love to visit your church since you’re only an hour and a half away, but I never do. The church has let me down so. Many times over the past 10 years that I haven’t attended for awhile. I would love to break off these strongholds, but my own prayers haven’t worked, yet. When I listened to this, I burst into tears. I know this was for me, so thank you.
There is also deliverance videos you can watch. Orphan Spirit videos. It sounds like you’re hurting because you feel people can’t move forward with you and you feel alone in moving forward and being the one who became in charge when you still feel you need guidance. I am sorry your suffering, but keep letting God advance you and guide you, your in a season where your not as alone as it feels, may he heal any wounds still to be recovered from so you can rejoin community after this wilderness where God is your Father and guide.
@@SRose-vp6ew Hi there, Thank you for responding! You're probably right. I've tried to talk to my Christian therapist about these issues and he doesn't even believe that Christians can be oppressed. I've turned to a new church to speak with someone on the inner healing team and I left there more frustrated. I haven't gone in for deliverance again because I'm terrified the same thing will happen as it did 10 years ago. That was probably the most traumatic thing that ever happened to me and I never want to go thru that again. Anyways, thank you for your insight and prayer!
We have an excellent spirit-filled masseuse here in Redding, California that can also relieve trauma from the body... personal friend.
Oh my goodness, during my lowest point, I was dreaming Angels were sewing my soul back together like patchwork. Thank you Jesus ❤
I had this too except I was awake. The Lord allowed me to see and feel this! 🙏 ❤
Numb from the trauma and deep seated unresolved grief.
This was for me. While you were speaking my stomach began to hurt. The pain didn’t leave me for several hours. It’s on my right side. There I have a huge myoma. I look pregnant even though I’m not - that’s how big it is. I always believed I got a myoma because of a spiritual reason and now I am certain of it. Soon I’ll be operated but the risk of getting myoma again is 70-80%, so I pray and hope God will deal with the root cause. The doctors can only remove it but they can’t prevent it to grow again. I know I am certain that God will heal me.
I would have been died long time ago. I have like you put it “marinaded” in all sorts of abuse growing up. For some reason I am here and for some reason my abusers are still after my very life. I have felt many times that breakthrough hasn’t happened for me because God hates me. My abusers have used God and the Bible against me in a very blasphemous way. They put themselves above God. That’s the “Christianity” I grew up with. But now I have become to know God how He truly is. Wow what a difference!! That’s the worst kind of abuse - to present God how He is not. I thank God for what He has given me and not to take it for granted. I wish I could say I have found my tribe but I haven’t. God will show me eventually.
I think I’m dealing with a broken heart due to complex trauma, taking care of parents who both have dementia and I’ve isolated myself for a few years now. I really need help. I had deliverance ministry 10 years ago that was done by a person who left me on my own afterwards and I fell into deep dark depression and panic disorder. I keep telling myself that I would love to visit your church since you’re only an hour and a half away, but I never do. The church has let me down so. Many times over the past 10 years that I haven’t attended for awhile. I would love to break off these strongholds, but my own prayers haven’t worked, yet. When I listened to this, I burst into tears. I know this was for me, so thank you.
There is also deliverance videos you can watch. Orphan Spirit videos. It sounds like you’re hurting because you feel people can’t move forward with you and you feel alone in moving forward and being the one who became in charge when you still feel you need guidance. I am sorry your suffering, but keep letting God advance you and guide you, your in a season where your not as alone as it feels, may he heal any wounds still to be recovered from so you can rejoin community after this wilderness where God is your Father and guide.
@@SRose-vp6ew Hi there, Thank you for responding! You're probably right. I've tried to talk to my Christian therapist about these issues and he doesn't even believe that Christians can be oppressed. I've turned to a new church to speak with someone on the inner healing team and I left there more frustrated. I haven't gone in for deliverance again because I'm terrified the same thing will happen as it did 10 years ago. That was probably the most traumatic thing that ever happened to me and I never want to go thru that again. Anyways, thank you for your insight and prayer!
I love Jesus and how he is helping me ❤
I’m numb and need help but don’t know where to go
That’s why arthritis in right shoulder not just from a heavy purse and in right hip socket and lower back
I numbed myself off for so long and that’s where the devil crept in
Anyone heard of Kay Tolman, Revelation Gateway Ministries? SRA Deliverance ministry...
Somebody understands….. I wept this whole video.