Please don’t read the comments if you are easily triggered. I try to delete as many of the triggering ones as I can, but I don’t know your trauma or triggers, so PLEASE be careful.
I feel like dying every time someone says "You're too fat to have an ED" "Come on you don't even look Anorexic" "This is for attention" "You're so dramatic" "It's all the influence of the internet and your phone" "Don't exaggerate" "Why do you create problems that aren't even there?" "You need to lose weight" "Do it the healthy way" "You're only drama and drama" "Your pain doesn't even exist, you just make it up" "You don't have a reason to be depressed" "It's all in your head" "You're so fortunate, look at people who have nothing" "You're a mistake"
I'm a recovered anorexic and bulimic, and it has taken me years. I am happy I am where I am today but too often I just want to be sick again. I want this. I struggled for so long, it just feels like my safe place
Honestly same this is exactly what I was going to comment. Please keep going and keep fighting it, I'm right here with you trying to do the same thing maybe across the world but I believe in you.😊
I feel so alone. I'm not a kid. I'm 35. I'm sick and I need help but I can't get help. I'm so alone. I have no connection to anyone. I don't have much support but I'm not literally "alone" feel me? I mean, I have family that tries somewhat but it's just not what I need to fill the void. It's not 100% sincere support if you understand. I just never feel connected. And with all that's going on in the world... It's getting heavy man. Too heavy. I hope that you all find peace. Not to be a downer but I've pretty much given up on ever finding it...
I’m trying to starve myself. That seems way harsh and stuff but yeah. I’m 13 and I’m in school but my stomach always rumbles in class and ppl hear so I force myself to eat idk what to do cause i feel rlly fat even tho I’m skinny I’m just not skinny enough.
Ik what we are all doing. Triggering ourself. We need to get better. Here's why. This is a sensitive subject so pls don't read it if it might trigger you. Is it worth the thigh gap? Is it worth being skinny if you pass out? Sweetie ily and pls stop. Not for me. For you. For ur future. Gl everyone including myself ❤
I wanna get better I wanna be like my friends who are so pretty and confident and skinny and don't have to starve themselves but I don't know how to stop or if I even can
People been through had eating disorders skipping breakfast lunch dinner you stop eating that not normal damage your body and starve to death people pick you bullying you make fun you don't listen to them not listen haters out there mess their lives Tell them is my body positivity not change it's your fat and skinny girls and women have shapes and sizes both equal beautiful
Fandoms: To the Bone, Glee, Red Band Society, Pretty Little Liars, Gossip Girl, All the Bright Places, SKINS, Other Shows that have characters who have an ED but not in this video: Degrassi: The Next Generation I didn’t know that Spencer Hastings had an ED I just thought she had addiction to speed. Idk the rest of the fandoms.
its not spencer in this video, its a different character that troian bellisario played in her own film "feed" portraying eds from her personal experience!! :)
Please don’t read the comments if you are easily triggered. I try to delete as many of the triggering ones as I can, but I don’t know your trauma or triggers, so PLEASE be careful.
I feel like dying every time someone says
"You're too fat to have an ED"
"Come on you don't even look Anorexic"
"This is for attention"
"You're so dramatic"
"It's all the influence of the internet and your phone"
"Don't exaggerate"
"Why do you create problems that aren't even there?"
"You need to lose weight"
"Do it the healthy way"
"You're only drama and drama"
"Your pain doesn't even exist, you just make it up"
"You don't have a reason to be depressed"
"It's all in your head"
"You're so fortunate, look at people who have nothing"
"You're a mistake"
My older brother told me some of these yesterday
These are the things mum tells me everyday even tho I’m struggling
my mother has told me so many of these before 💔
there's someone in my head saying this to me
I'm a recovered anorexic and bulimic, and it has taken me years. I am happy I am where I am today but too often I just want to be sick again. I want this. I struggled for so long, it just feels like my safe place
I understand where you’re at, but in case anyone hasn’t told you lately, I’m SO proud of you.
@@celestialdreaminq I appreciate it. Thank you
Omg im so proud of you! ❤️
Jesus Christ loves you
Honestly same this is exactly what I was going to comment. Please keep going and keep fighting it, I'm right here with you trying to do the same thing maybe across the world but I believe in you.😊
I've rewatched this over and over again since I've found it. Thank you.
Nesoro aw thank you so much!! that means so much to me.
Jesus Christ loves you
@@denell1856 no he doesn’t, if he did he wouldn’t put me through abuse and rape again, he would’ve stopped it before it happened
this is beautiful. thank you. that’s all that needs to be said.
Thank you.
I almost cries because I went 12 calories over my daily goal so I’m watching this to calm dowm
I have watch many of these lately and this is my favorite by far :)
"because of school?"
"no, because of everything."
real shit
One of my favourite edits, beautiful work
This is so beautiful 😍
Montgomery Grey Multi thank you so much!!
I go to the cupboard or fridge to get food and then I walk out with nothing. This is how it started and will continue
I know that all of u are here trying to trigger urself, and u need to stop. go get some water and some food. ur perfect.
Im here to see someone i can relate to even if its through phone its to make me feel not alone
Help stop i didnt actually know i was triggering myself till i saw your comment thanks :)
I can go get water that’s it
@@charlie.couillard same👷
shh they cant know
I feel so alone. I'm not a kid. I'm 35. I'm sick and I need help but I can't get help. I'm so alone. I have no connection to anyone. I don't have much support but I'm not literally "alone" feel me? I mean, I have family that tries somewhat but it's just not what I need to fill the void. It's not 100% sincere support if you understand. I just never feel connected. And with all that's going on in the world... It's getting heavy man. Too heavy. I hope that you all find peace. Not to be a downer but I've pretty much given up on ever finding it...
Hey, it's been 2 years but are you okay?
I’m trying to starve myself. That seems way harsh and stuff but yeah. I’m 13 and I’m in school but my stomach always rumbles in class and ppl hear so I force myself to eat idk what to do cause i feel rlly fat even tho I’m skinny I’m just not skinny enough.
Same here..
Ik what we are all doing. Triggering ourself. We need to get better. Here's why. This is a sensitive subject so pls don't read it if it might trigger you.
Is it worth the thigh gap?
Is it worth being skinny if you pass out?
Sweetie ily and pls stop. Not for me. For you. For ur future. Gl everyone including myself ❤
I need my sickness again these days
i miss her sometimes.
I want to me happy ,confident with my body just for once
Mom....
I Hate Eating.
Me too!!!
naah cuz one day i'll be eating too much and next I'm not eating for weeks
I wanna get better I wanna be like my friends who are so pretty and confident and skinny and don't have to starve themselves but I don't know how to stop or if I even can
People been through had eating disorders skipping breakfast lunch dinner you stop eating that not normal damage your body and starve to death people pick you bullying you make fun you don't listen to them not listen haters out there mess their lives
Tell them is my body positivity
not change it's your fat and skinny girls and women have shapes and sizes both equal beautiful
Fandoms:
To the Bone, Glee, Red Band Society, Pretty Little Liars, Gossip Girl, All the Bright Places, SKINS,
Other Shows that have characters who have an ED but not in this video:
Degrassi: The Next Generation
I didn’t know that Spencer Hastings had an ED I just thought she had addiction to speed.
Idk the rest of the fandoms.
its not spencer in this video, its a different character that troian bellisario played in her own film "feed" portraying eds from her personal experience!! :)
plus dancing academy
I got AFRID, this has helped me.
My brother keeps on calling me names like your fat or you need to lose weight so I started eating less
This is beautiful! From what show is the girl from 1:55?
The edge of seventeen
The edge of seventeen but idk why she’s in there she doesn’t have an ed
nice video even when its hard to watch ^^
can somebody help me? Whats the movie called at 1:21 (the blond girl)
thank you and take care of yourself :)
That’s Cassie from a netfix series called skins, take care (:
cassie from skins on season 1-2
it's on hulu, netflix doesnt have it
@@harrystyles595 do you know where else to watch? my grandmother took Netflix 😔
It's free to watch on RUclips yall
It's hard that's all I can say
2:37 which movie?
the road within
OMGGG THERES MARLEY I LOVE GLEE MOST EDITS DOSENT PUT HER IN IT ❤️❤️ LOVE THIS EDIT
i hate everything about myself
What is the title where there's a girl with purple hair?
The road within, it’s a Movie
MAKE MORE FOSTER VID :( PLZZZZ
What is 2:30 called
I have a eating disorder
1:38 what show?
i hate having no gag relfex
see the quote "there is no thin enough it doesnt exist" does anyone know where that is from?
I think it’s from “to the bone” if I remember correctly
2:48 fandom?
Dance academy. That's Kat in season 3.
whos the one 0:19
hannah in pretty little liers
what show is the girl with purple hair from?
2:18 what’s the name of that film
Sara Evette it’s glee it’s a series on Netflix
@@sydneypetersxxx4778 thank you
what’s the movie/show at 1:32?
Its a movie called The Road Within, i think
Where's the quote at 1:11 from?
To the bone it’s on Netflix
@@someoneundercover6034 thank you!
@AnoncremWasTaken fr she’s rlly pretty!
Name of song?
where's the girl in ruclips.net/video/F8F0rx56vjc/видео.html from?
JESUS LOVES YOU VERY MUCH
Film at 0:30 ?
It's a short film on youtube called "empty - award-winning short film" by Tom Smith
3:18 which movie?