eating disorders | you are haunting me

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  • Опубликовано: 8 фев 2025

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  • @celestialdreaminq
    @celestialdreaminq  2 года назад +50

    Please don’t read the comments if you are easily triggered. I try to delete as many of the triggering ones as I can, but I don’t know your trauma or triggers, so PLEASE be careful.

  • @novemberrobinson5584
    @novemberrobinson5584 3 года назад +323

    I feel like dying every time someone says
    "You're too fat to have an ED"
    "Come on you don't even look Anorexic"
    "This is for attention"
    "You're so dramatic"
    "It's all the influence of the internet and your phone"
    "Don't exaggerate"
    "Why do you create problems that aren't even there?"
    "You need to lose weight"
    "Do it the healthy way"
    "You're only drama and drama"
    "Your pain doesn't even exist, you just make it up"
    "You don't have a reason to be depressed"
    "It's all in your head"
    "You're so fortunate, look at people who have nothing"
    "You're a mistake"

    • @fandomedits7949
      @fandomedits7949 2 года назад +3

      My older brother told me some of these yesterday

    • @bilmil16
      @bilmil16 2 года назад +2

      These are the things mum tells me everyday even tho I’m struggling

    • @allycontreras2977
      @allycontreras2977 2 года назад +3

      my mother has told me so many of these before 💔

    • @strawbearry3128
      @strawbearry3128 2 года назад +1

      there's someone in my head saying this to me

  • @sejg817
    @sejg817 4 года назад +237

    I'm a recovered anorexic and bulimic, and it has taken me years. I am happy I am where I am today but too often I just want to be sick again. I want this. I struggled for so long, it just feels like my safe place

    • @celestialdreaminq
      @celestialdreaminq  4 года назад +27

      I understand where you’re at, but in case anyone hasn’t told you lately, I’m SO proud of you.

    • @sejg817
      @sejg817 4 года назад +4

      @@celestialdreaminq I appreciate it. Thank you

    • @cece8534
      @cece8534 4 года назад +3

      Omg im so proud of you! ❤️

    • @denell1856
      @denell1856 3 года назад +2

      Jesus Christ loves you

    • @athenablack6079
      @athenablack6079 3 года назад +1

      Honestly same this is exactly what I was going to comment. Please keep going and keep fighting it, I'm right here with you trying to do the same thing maybe across the world but I believe in you.😊

  • @Nesoro03
    @Nesoro03 5 лет назад +141

    I've rewatched this over and over again since I've found it. Thank you.

    • @celestialdreaminq
      @celestialdreaminq  5 лет назад +3

      Nesoro aw thank you so much!! that means so much to me.

    • @denell1856
      @denell1856 3 года назад +2

      Jesus Christ loves you

    • @giraffewhiskers2045
      @giraffewhiskers2045 3 года назад

      @@denell1856 no he doesn’t, if he did he wouldn’t put me through abuse and rape again, he would’ve stopped it before it happened

  • @lilyy4329
    @lilyy4329 3 года назад +48

    this is beautiful. thank you. that’s all that needs to be said.

  • @itsurboychad2218
    @itsurboychad2218 2 года назад +39

    I almost cries because I went 12 calories over my daily goal so I’m watching this to calm dowm

  • @skinnbones2828
    @skinnbones2828 3 года назад +18

    I have watch many of these lately and this is my favorite by far :)

  • @mayev_
    @mayev_ Год назад +6

    "because of school?"
    "no, because of everything."
    real shit

  • @csedits2000
    @csedits2000 3 года назад +13

    One of my favourite edits, beautiful work

  • @montgomerymulti3594
    @montgomerymulti3594 5 лет назад +68

    This is so beautiful 😍

  • @ChaoticCaitlin1
    @ChaoticCaitlin1 3 года назад +12

    I go to the cupboard or fridge to get food and then I walk out with nothing. This is how it started and will continue

  • @brianamarie6491
    @brianamarie6491 3 года назад +518

    I know that all of u are here trying to trigger urself, and u need to stop. go get some water and some food. ur perfect.

    • @Itsbeckybroo
      @Itsbeckybroo 3 года назад +39

      Im here to see someone i can relate to even if its through phone its to make me feel not alone

    • @SerenadeWinter
      @SerenadeWinter 3 года назад +32

      Help stop i didnt actually know i was triggering myself till i saw your comment thanks :)

    • @charlie.couillard
      @charlie.couillard 3 года назад +33

      I can go get water that’s it

    • @alexferguson7125
      @alexferguson7125 3 года назад +9

      @@charlie.couillard same👷

    • @capific250
      @capific250 3 года назад +10

      shh they cant know

  • @YeshuaHamashiach5791
    @YeshuaHamashiach5791 3 года назад +16

    I feel so alone. I'm not a kid. I'm 35. I'm sick and I need help but I can't get help. I'm so alone. I have no connection to anyone. I don't have much support but I'm not literally "alone" feel me? I mean, I have family that tries somewhat but it's just not what I need to fill the void. It's not 100% sincere support if you understand. I just never feel connected. And with all that's going on in the world... It's getting heavy man. Too heavy. I hope that you all find peace. Not to be a downer but I've pretty much given up on ever finding it...

  • @milliet4489
    @milliet4489 2 года назад +17

    I’m trying to starve myself. That seems way harsh and stuff but yeah. I’m 13 and I’m in school but my stomach always rumbles in class and ppl hear so I force myself to eat idk what to do cause i feel rlly fat even tho I’m skinny I’m just not skinny enough.

  • @anxious_dog_lover67
    @anxious_dog_lover67 Год назад +8

    Ik what we are all doing. Triggering ourself. We need to get better. Here's why. This is a sensitive subject so pls don't read it if it might trigger you.
    Is it worth the thigh gap?
    Is it worth being skinny if you pass out?
    Sweetie ily and pls stop. Not for me. For you. For ur future. Gl everyone including myself ❤

  • @tuanaaydn7769
    @tuanaaydn7769 Год назад +10

    I need my sickness again these days

  • @charlotte8765
    @charlotte8765 3 года назад +9

    i miss her sometimes.

  • @maxzieswift3536
    @maxzieswift3536 3 года назад +9

    I want to me happy ,confident with my body just for once

  • @レイ-y2u
    @レイ-y2u 3 года назад +18

    Mom....
    I Hate Eating.

  • @yohchill6074
    @yohchill6074 2 года назад +4

    naah cuz one day i'll be eating too much and next I'm not eating for weeks

  • @ilovethemall908
    @ilovethemall908 2 года назад +5

    I wanna get better I wanna be like my friends who are so pretty and confident and skinny and don't have to starve themselves but I don't know how to stop or if I even can

  • @alliyahd8650
    @alliyahd8650 3 года назад +5

    People been through had eating disorders skipping breakfast lunch dinner you stop eating that not normal damage your body and starve to death people pick you bullying you make fun you don't listen to them not listen haters out there mess their lives
    Tell them is my body positivity
    not change it's your fat and skinny girls and women have shapes and sizes both equal beautiful

  • @multifandomstanner
    @multifandomstanner 3 года назад +14

    Fandoms:
    To the Bone, Glee, Red Band Society, Pretty Little Liars, Gossip Girl, All the Bright Places, SKINS,
    Other Shows that have characters who have an ED but not in this video:
    Degrassi: The Next Generation
    I didn’t know that Spencer Hastings had an ED I just thought she had addiction to speed.
    Idk the rest of the fandoms.

    • @imieelizabeth
      @imieelizabeth 2 года назад +4

      its not spencer in this video, its a different character that troian bellisario played in her own film "feed" portraying eds from her personal experience!! :)

    • @saminaweissgarnicht455
      @saminaweissgarnicht455 2 года назад +4

      plus dancing academy

  • @N0b0dy1mp0rtant
    @N0b0dy1mp0rtant Год назад +2

    I got AFRID, this has helped me.

  • @Mo_videos4
    @Mo_videos4 3 года назад +11

    My brother keeps on calling me names like your fat or you need to lose weight so I started eating less

  • @aexiety8569
    @aexiety8569 5 лет назад +38

    This is beautiful! From what show is the girl from 1:55?

    • @chickenguts2293
      @chickenguts2293 3 года назад +3

      The edge of seventeen

    • @livie8437
      @livie8437 2 года назад +3

      The edge of seventeen but idk why she’s in there she doesn’t have an ed

  • @einfach_shadow1078
    @einfach_shadow1078 3 года назад +4

    nice video even when its hard to watch ^^
    can somebody help me? Whats the movie called at 1:21 (the blond girl)
    thank you and take care of yourself :)

    • @harrystyles595
      @harrystyles595 3 года назад +4

      That’s Cassie from a netfix series called skins, take care (:

    • @Jesus_L0v3s_U
      @Jesus_L0v3s_U 3 года назад +2

      cassie from skins on season 1-2
      it's on hulu, netflix doesnt have it

    • @esposa_do_normanreedus3611
      @esposa_do_normanreedus3611 3 года назад

      @@harrystyles595 do you know where else to watch? my grandmother took Netflix 😔

    • @aviezer_who_drinks_seltzer371
      @aviezer_who_drinks_seltzer371 2 года назад +1

      It's free to watch on RUclips yall

  • @rainyarmypurpleworld4307
    @rainyarmypurpleworld4307 2 года назад +2

    It's hard that's all I can say

  • @gulslaakpnar5218
    @gulslaakpnar5218 2 года назад +3

    2:37 which movie?

  • @nicolechung1649
    @nicolechung1649 3 года назад +1

    OMGGG THERES MARLEY I LOVE GLEE MOST EDITS DOSENT PUT HER IN IT ❤️❤️ LOVE THIS EDIT

  • @theaudreyfam3274
    @theaudreyfam3274 Год назад

    i hate everything about myself

  • @olaj4711
    @olaj4711 3 года назад +5

    What is the title where there's a girl with purple hair?

    • @JosieArchives
      @JosieArchives 3 года назад +1

      The road within, it’s a Movie

  • @amayalomeli946
    @amayalomeli946 4 года назад +7

    MAKE MORE FOSTER VID :( PLZZZZ

  • @Tahmid_040
    @Tahmid_040 Год назад

    What is 2:30 called

  • @Melissa-ih5iy
    @Melissa-ih5iy 2 года назад +1

    I have a eating disorder

  • @AlperiyaCAlperiya
    @AlperiyaCAlperiya Год назад

    1:38 what show?

  • @YeahItTotoro
    @YeahItTotoro 2 года назад

    i hate having no gag relfex

  • @laurenhanna174
    @laurenhanna174 2 года назад

    see the quote "there is no thin enough it doesnt exist" does anyone know where that is from?

    • @celestialdreaminq
      @celestialdreaminq  2 года назад +2

      I think it’s from “to the bone” if I remember correctly

  • @lbam
    @lbam 2 года назад +1

    2:48 fandom?

  • @ilydanek5809
    @ilydanek5809 3 года назад +1

    whos the one 0:19

  • @allisonclark301
    @allisonclark301 2 года назад

    what show is the girl with purple hair from?

  • @sara-francesevette4327
    @sara-francesevette4327 4 года назад +10

    2:18 what’s the name of that film

  • @milji1116
    @milji1116 4 года назад +6

    what’s the movie/show at 1:32?

  • @zoeking5474
    @zoeking5474 4 года назад +7

    Where's the quote at 1:11 from?

  • @jenehenrico2587
    @jenehenrico2587 3 года назад

    Name of song?

  • @lunasuarez7049
    @lunasuarez7049 4 года назад

    where's the girl in ruclips.net/video/F8F0rx56vjc/видео.html from?

  • @Kaiya.wilson
    @Kaiya.wilson Год назад +1

    JESUS LOVES YOU VERY MUCH

  • @fucalogica8169
    @fucalogica8169 4 года назад +7

    Film at 0:30 ?

    • @caramarie1370
      @caramarie1370 4 года назад +1

      It's a short film on youtube called "empty - award-winning short film" by Tom Smith

  • @elv1santzi3
    @elv1santzi3 Год назад +1

    3:18 which movie?