I had a abusive childhood. Mentally I was a mess. I got saved and 1985 but it still haunts me. There's a constant longing for love for my family that I will never have there's a constant rejection and resentment of me being born. It is very hard to move forward. They are lost and I know what their fate will be. I forgive them. But on top of my remembrance of the past is the burden of their future. I'm taking anxiety medication and sometimes I feel like I'm going to disappear from myself. I know my bible really well and I know better and to be feeling like this. But guilt is something that has been ingrained in me. I blame myself for so many things. I am unworthy to be safe but I do accept but I am forgiven and it is forgotten. I'm morning for my family that is not dead yet. Please pray for me. I don't think right many times. Right now is it important I'm in the world and I'm trying to lead people to Christ and open up their eyes to the truth. I can't afford to fall apart. My sadness is stealing my joy. I know you can't treat spiritual with physical. I've studied about demonic forces and I think I might be up against that. Please pray for me. Thank you for posting this
@@crissgerwing1704 thank you. Your advice helped me get through another year. I am no longer taking any medications and since distances myself from my family. I'm much happier now but I do long for my family to still love me
@@Kenlydford where I live I made that a family. God gave me a man like a father I wanted period in a woman in my life like a mother. And a lady named Barbara Jean who prays for me every night and everyone where I live. Your advice did not fall on deaf ears. Thank you for being that voice in the wilderness God bless you you have no idea how the words of the stranger is healing me through the power of Christ Our Lord.
My update is much more positive then the comments I made last year. I can feel prayers from strangers. Strangers dinner scent of God through this mission. Since then I have donated money for this cause. And God has blessed me again and again. He hears me and he hears all of us.
I listened to unshackled back in the 1970’s, and would fall asleep listening to it on drives home from night Bible study’s. Sometimes staying up to finish listening to the story until we returned home and asked my parents to keep it on until the story was finished 😊 I recently started listening again through this channel.
I never dealt with same sex attraction but drug addiction. My brother on the other hand has recently told me that he is gay. It’s something I don’t even know what to say. I just love him and have to put that in God’s hand. There is nothing I can say. I pray for him because he has turned away from God years ago.
I had a abusive childhood. Mentally I was a mess. I got saved and 1985 but it still haunts me. There's a constant longing for love for my family that I will never have there's a constant rejection and resentment of me being born. It is very hard to move forward. They are lost and I know what their fate will be. I forgive them. But on top of my remembrance of the past is the burden of their future. I'm taking anxiety medication and sometimes I feel like I'm going to disappear from myself. I know my bible really well and I know better and to be feeling like this. But guilt is something that has been ingrained in me. I blame myself for so many things. I am unworthy to be safe but I do accept but I am forgiven and it is forgotten. I'm morning for my family that is not dead yet. Please pray for me. I don't think right many times. Right now is it important I'm in the world and I'm trying to lead people to Christ and open up their eyes to the truth. I can't afford to fall apart. My sadness is stealing my joy. I know you can't treat spiritual with physical. I've studied about demonic forces and I think I might be up against that. Please pray for me. Thank you for posting this
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@@crissgerwing1704 thank you. Your advice helped me get through another year. I am no longer taking any medications and since distances myself from my family. I'm much happier now but I do long for my family to still love me
@@Kenlydford where I live I made that a family. God gave me a man like a father I wanted period in a woman in my life like a mother. And a lady named Barbara Jean who prays for me every night and everyone where I live. Your advice did not fall on deaf ears. Thank you for being that voice in the wilderness God bless you you have no idea how the words of the stranger is healing me through the power of Christ Our Lord.
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My update is much more positive then the comments I made last year. I can feel prayers from strangers. Strangers dinner scent of God through this mission. Since then I have donated money for this cause. And God has blessed me again and again. He hears me and he hears all of us.
I listened to unshackled back in the 1970’s, and would fall asleep listening to it on drives home from night Bible study’s. Sometimes staying up to finish listening to the story until we returned home and asked my parents to keep it on until the story was finished 😊
I recently started listening again through this channel.
I never dealt with same sex attraction but drug addiction. My brother on the other hand has recently told me that he is gay. It’s something I don’t even know what to say. I just love him and have to put that in God’s hand. There is nothing I can say. I pray for him because he has turned away from God years ago.
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