Citizen Soldier - Black Hole Brain (Official Lyric Video)
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This song is 🔥
Done ✅
Is it possible for a feature song about doing everything to survive living with cptsd and dissociative identity disorder ?
Marvellous song 🎧
"Forgetting is the only way I'm safe"
That hit hard. Bit too much.
I can't help but wonder what these guys have had to go through in order to write such powerful songs
We also listen to you guys 🫶
@@CitizenSoldier That's part of what makes this place so amazing.
Still incredible that you always find the words to say the hard things
Thanks so much for the music .
The story from "Limit" is not a one-off. The first song this band published was "Let it Burn"
Jake, himself, penned Let It Burn in 2016, after a failed suicide attempt. All I can say for that 'what these guys have had to go through' is 'everything'.
@@CitizenSoldierThe difference is you have support, people that loves you, and you never will be alone and rejected. But I am. I continue being it because all of you, everyone in this fucking planet, just lives, gets mated, get friends, job, etc, and says me "You will find someone", while just everyone says me that and rejects me at the same time. I'm tired, Jake. I'm tired of this life, Citizen Soldier. I don't fucking deserve this. I'm an amazing person who has much love to give. But anyone, never, will stop in their lives for catch me, for stop because of me, for truly hear me, for truly love me. You Jake, and everyone... Anyone never will hear me. I'm drowning and dying alive in a world that never, anyone, happiness will give me. I'm tired of this. I'm tired of being left, dumped, like if I was an old and broken bag, while I am crying, alone, and trying to take my life away, anyone cares, all of you are surrounded by people, by friends, girlfriend, boyfriend, etc, who is by your side, and what I have? The only single answer of all of you: "You will be ok. You will find someone", while that's an excuse for really throw me in a side of your ways of your roads. I'm ignored, insulted, and bullied. What "someone" I gonna find if all of you in this fucking planet rejects me?
“There can’t be a hell that’s worse than the one buried in my mind”
God that hits so hard! My parents want me to do this spa thing that makes me not hear anything but my thoughts for an hour. I can’t explain how horrible that would be for me. My head is my worst enemy
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Feel you...
Dude... that's the worst thing ever that I can imagine. Like EVER. Don't let them pressure you into doing something you think would make the whole thing worse, okay? Hope you're well.
I normally don't say this, but kindly & politely tell them you'll never do that & it's impossible to fully explain what that would do to you.
Man, stuck with nothing but your mind... Nope.
I know what ya mean. I hate it when the power goes out, mostly because I don't have a distraction for my other internal monologues. My mother just utilizes her ability to fall asleep in 30sec at any time, that's what she does, but people like us? We're suddenly in a war within our minds simply due to having no distraction. I envy people who's minds aren't constantly out to get them. There is NO escape.
Note: Reason I'm with my mother is because I have 6 disabilities like a rare debilitating autoimmune disease. Living alone wouldn't be possible physically or financially. I couldn't get from the wheelchair to the bed & I recently lost the strength to roll myself in my chair. So at 36yo I have to live with my 70yo mother. She loves me, & that makes it worse, I mean here I am being a burden on someone who loves me, someone who's one of the few great people left in this world, yet she's essentially my chef, nurse, maid, therapist, etc & it's just so unfair to her. I wish dad hadn't died, he made her so happy...
You guys are always here for help 💛 and we will be there for you!
You guys are the best 🫶
Germany Tour please🙏
@@CitizenSoldierNo, y’all are the ones that have helped pull us out of that hole, that place in the dark that no one goes to, even when they hear us crying out. I think said this on your one short, but y’all saved my life. I was suicidal, depressed, and had nothing worth living for. Y’all pulled me out and convinced me there was a reason to live, even tho no one loved me and I doubted it greatly. Now, I’m in a decent place and have some friends, but I still come back to your music. I hope y’all truly understand the lives you’ve saved with your therapy, both as therapists and as musicians. God bless y’all. ❤
@AirForceCJ I feel like the same is happening with me at the Moment, even though I just learned who they were,
Their songs always help me
'Gravity got nothing on these memories' & 'forgetting is the only place I'm safe' really hit me hard 💔😢
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Same. One I use often is "no one can drown me like i can" not copyrighted. Lol feel free to use
Same it’s I been drowning too like I no copyright 😢
@javelldunn3379 It's a weird feeling. I'm sorry you have to endure this as well.
@@Viperclass are you feeling the same way ?
Words can’t explain how much I love this band. They’ve helped me through so much.
We love you back 🫶
Honestly I feel just the Same!! Helped pick me up and pull me out of the Dark!!
Same. You ever get the comments like "listening to sad stuff will just make it worse" any of those comments? While that is true for SOME people, for others like myself it is just SO helpful. Tbh if it weren't for them I'd likely be, you know, so it definitely helps me!
The line *Now Ignorance is my religion, and I am not afraid to die, cuz there can't be a hell that's worse than the one that's buried in my mind" hit me HARD.
This song hits me hard in the feels. I relate to this song alot
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Sending hugs 🫶
A mounth ago I made a promise to a friend, that i wont suicide, and since then I had so god damn horible days, and I don't understand, so I can relate so well with so much things in this video!
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Don’t understand what?
I struggle too. Let's stay alive together ❤
I can relate to a lot of these videos
Let's live another day, guys. I don't know, what you are going through, but on bad days there are small things that make me clench onto this world. I am living for the next outing with dear friends, then for a new episode of my favourite show, a following release of beloved game franchise, an upcoming autumn to inhale the bittersweet chill air one more time. It's not much, but maybe it would be enough
I’m mentally in a much better place than I used to be, but these songs still run deep in my veins - added this one to my playlist before even hearing the whole thing 😂
Appreciate you 🫶 Glad to hear it helps
Same here. Found them right as I started going uphill mentally. I stuck around because some of their songs struck a cord.
This right here, is how I got through my childhood, coming to a home of abuse, and just bottling it up and putting it away. I'm trying to unlearn it because I know it's unhealthy to bottle everything up.
We hear you 🫶
"I dont want to talk about it" that explains my life in 2 seconds
We hear you 🫶
I wasn't expecting to feel such emotions from EVERY GOD DAMN WORD OF MY PAST. Man this hit different then your other songs, you guys rock.
Much love 🫶
This song is amazing and I'm glad there's a lyric video out for it now. Definitely deserves it.
Yay! 🫶
"I don't want a mind that's open. I don't want a heart that feels"
really hit me in the feels. As always, amazing job with another awesome and relatable song!
"Forgetting is the only place im safe" Woah man, that hits hard, mostly because forgetting is like a cure to me, any random either stressful or traumatic, i just end up forgetting all of it and now im suddenly alright. Thanks for this song Citizen Soldier! Much Love! 🧡🌻
I can't even say how much you help me with your music. Just stay here ❤
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This made me cry I try to forget everything bad that's happened to me throughout my life but having ptsd it just brings the terrible memories pop up oh my God I love you guys so much
It's so impressing how this band is a safe and comforting home for us
Didn't even start and I know it's gonna be good, thank you so much Citizen Soldier. ❤
HOLY MACARONI I NEVER THOUGHT I'D GET A HEART FROM MY FAVORITE ARTIST- THIS LIKE ACTUALLY MADE MY DAY 😭
"Forgetting is the only place I'm safe" I didn't know I had trauma until a past therapist told me so I trauma blocked for 13+ years so it hits home
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For the past few days thats exactly how I've been feeling. Tormented in my own head with memories, anxiety, ptsd, etc. Trouble sleeping due to it all. I swear God lead me to you guys, everytime yall drop a song it says exactly whats wrong with me. Thank you for all you guys do hope to see yall in concert sometime💪🏽💙💯
Omg SAME!!!
Holy crap... the fact i can relate to this so well kind of scares me, you guys truly know how to make something that can connect to so many people and still can make into something beautiful is absolutely amazing. Keep it up you guys! I'll try to see you guys in Denver 🤟
See you soon in Denver! 🫶
Thank you citizen soldier I just Want to say thank you for being here I am so glad I found you
Glad you found us 🫶
"Forgetting is the only place I'm safe" that hit me hard and felt identified with
I love your lyric videos. It makes the music just seem so realistic and just makes it come to life. I'm always sitting in my dark room with my phone on full brightness when i watch it. That's the best way in my opinion. I've only listened to it a couple times when I listened to your ICU Album but I'm getting goosebumps in like the first 3 seconds when I hear it. It's always gonna be a Mystery how you guys always manage to describe a part of me and my life. Thank you for that.🥲❤️
Appreciate you 🫶
@@CitizenSoldier I appreciate y'all always keeping us alive with your music!❤️🔥
This song hits hard. My brain, my thoughts.. are my worst enemy. These songs, and honestly you guys, as you, help to another level. I love you guys so much, and I am forever grateful for you! 💚
"Die or dissociate, because forgeting is the only place I'm safe." This hit different, because it is so accurate. I can only feel safe, because I forget all the bad things. But this forgeting or rather not dealing with, the putting in a well hidden drawer and simply deafening the memory leads to my current mental health issues. One of them is dissociation.
Please keep doing this masterpieces!
Love exists to be spread 💜
WOOOOO!!!
I love this song so much, you know I've been looking forward to the music video, the asthehetic and art in these are amazing!
Glad to hear you like it 🫶
“Black Hole Brain” has become one of my favorite songs in the last few days alongside “ICU”, “Strong for Somebody Else” and “Reason to Live”. Every time I hear it I feel a little better. Your songs are some of the best things that have happened to me in the last few months. You helped me through a really difficult time and will do the same in the near future.
Thank you for your songs, words and rescue from many situations. Thanks❤
it feels like the old style of relentless, but with all the added skill you guys have cultivated throughout these years
I absolutely love it!
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I've been so excited for this song for SO. LONG. And boy did it deliver!
If I may ask, what font did you guys use for the lyrics? It looks really neat and clean
Yeah, this font is amazing, would like to know as well
MY FAVOURITE SONG HAS A LYRIC VIDEO
Glad to hear that 🫶
This song is the soundtrack to my life. Thanks for creating such awesome songs.💚
I was looking forward to this song since the first time I heard it in on of your shorts. I feel this so damn much. Thank you for this awesome song❤
Much love 🫶
just went to the mental hospital not to long ago but this is just great!
Hope you're doing ok 🫶
@@CitizenSoldier I am thank you!
I've waited so long for this song, love it, it shows exactly how I feel
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I can proudly say, after dozens of holes in my brains and veins... I'm free. I'm finally free. Citizen, you've been my guardian angle since Let It Burn. And I wish I could do more for you people like you did to me. I've tattooed your logo on my wrist yesterday, and I can't stop smiling at it when I think of it. Thank you. 💙
Man... you're incredible. It's just so damn good, love each second. Another masterpiece joined this family!
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This has gotta be one of the most relatable songs, every line hits. Love you guys so much❤
I'm in a black hole of emotions
We hear you 🫶
Thank you so much guys! Your songs are salvation for people. And I listen your songs everyday. They helped me a lot
Glad to hear it helps 🫶
Every single song on ICU has been an instant repeat for me. And this song is so damn fantastic
You guys help me so much. I wish everyone could understand how miserable I am every second of every day...
Awesome. I now I know what song I'm gonna being singing on my walk to work for the next 3 weeks
Walks are great 🫶
Citizen Soldier change my life... It's a big help for me your music
Edit: ICU is amazing!!!
Glad to hear the music helps 🫶
@@CitizenSoldier No, thanks to you for create the most epic and beautiful songs I ever heard❤️
So....D.I.D. system here. Never heard a song that gut punched all of us in such a cathartic way. ”Die or dissociate, because forgetting is the only place I'm safe”? Our entire childhood, in such a cathartic gut punch. “I would rather plan my own funeral than face what it would take to heal”? The beginning of our journey back in 2018/2019. We're finally on the right track, healing on our own and in therapy, but wow this song is 100% how we felt and still very relatable & soothing in a way I can't put into enough words. Thank you 🥺😭💜 ~Nico
This song was much needed for me. It still speaks volumes. I have been struggling with this lately. Thank you for the awesome song and for giving us all the support that we all need
Yes! Been waiting for this lyric vid ❤
Edit: please consider doing digital downloads for those who purchase the Deluxe version of ICU ❤❤
Another great song, the lyric video is off the charts as well
You guys go beyond the expectations of music artists, great work CS
“Forgetting is the only place I’m safe” wow that line really hits home last year I went through a lot of things the only thing that made me feel happy or safe was distracting myself, temporarily forgetting about the pain and anxiety. I’m a lot better now though but thank you for making this. I can tell that you’re songs come from the depths of your hearts and that they speak to the hearts of your listeners and that is a truly beautiful thing .
This was beautifully incredible
Thank you so much for this song Guys ❤
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Pls don't forget to add the new lyric videos to the album playlist! And u added this video to the singles playlist, not the ICU! Also pls add "Through Hell (Acoustic)" to the singles playlist!
Thanks for letting us know! 🫶
@@CitizenSoldier yw! Thx for the album again, it's fr amazing. Also Happy New 2024 year!)
And also u can add "Through Hell" original song to the singles playlist
Thank you! This song hits so much 🙏 You guys are the best 💜
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My friend recommended I listen to your songs. All I can say is, I’m so grateful he recommended me your music band and considering the world we live in, your songs are now needed WAY MORE than ever.
i always seem to find your songs when i need them the most, and you always seem to release the right song at the right time for me.
i wanna thank you guys for always being there, and always releasing fantastic songs that we all need to hear. thank you for always being there for us. your songs support us so much, and i dont think i can even put into words how much your music means to me, and im sure others feel the same.
im still alive because of your music. thank you.
I absolutely love Citizen Soldier. I've been listening to them for forever, and I want to thank you. You've helped me out so much with your music and still do. I love your music so much, it's amazing.
Glad to hear the music helps 🫶
Seriously, thank you so much. Even this comment made my day. @@CitizenSoldier
This song is one of my all-time favorites. PTSD is a hard thing, and this song shows it in a way I resonate with so much.
Yet another masterpiece that hit home instantly. Love guys so much thank you for another amazing song❤
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You never disappoint 🫶
We try 🫶
This is absolutely beautiful. Definitely hit home 🖤
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thank you guys for this. this song has been helping me with so much after it was released in the first place. i ( and many more) relate to this so badly..
thank you, thank you, thank you!
Glad to hear the music helps 🫶
I wish I could forget the hurt I've been threw
Sending hugs 🫶
Starting the year strong, sending you guys the best of wishes all the way from Puerto Rico.
Appreciate you 🫶
Solid song Man; love this.
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Love you guys!! I hope I'll be able to see you in concert ❤️❤️
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Oh god i've been waiting for this for so long, keep up the good work guys❤ your songs are always the best
Much love 🫶
I've never been through things so horrible to even say out loud but gosh why's this song feel so relatable? I'm about to cry
You are amazing as always, thank you
“Forgetting is the only place I’m safe” and “I’m not ready to remember” and “I would rather plan my own funeral than face what it would take to heal” hit hard right now. I unlocked a traumatic memory recently and I don’t want to go to that place to figure out what I forgot even tho I know I need to so I can heal. Thanks for another banger tho, CS (edited for a typo)
Thank you for this song, I really needed it❤️🙏
Glad to hear that 🫶
u are only band that talks about mental health and so exact way, be proud of ur work pls, because u don't even know how big thing u do
Appreciate those words 🫶
I've only very recently started therapy, and I'm only starting to realize just how much shit I managed to stuff under the carpet before it finally started to blurp out in mood swings.
I'm getting better, and maybe having this song in my playlist will help a little, who knows.
I hate that you understand, because that's not what I want for anyone, but it's a comfort knowing someone can say what I can't even though hearing it hurts just as much as saying it might
Thank you for your awesome music!! ❤
Thanks for listening 🫶
i can relate to a fair few of your songs and it honestly makes me realise how much i have been through at points in my life and the fact your songs help on the rough days i have i would like to thank you for another great song
I've been listening to this song for weeks already, and it's definitely one of my top three in the album. The video for it is so pretty, I was a little worried it wouldn't get one, but it was well worth the wait. Thank you, you guys are amazing 💙
So glad this one finally came out, was one of the ones I was waiting for! 🖤🖤
Glad to hear that 🫶
I use their music as my therapy, somehow every single song is right there with me every time.
Amazing
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*curses. A lot* god this HURTS. Why must you reach into my soul so much?
Hope it helps 🫶
@@CitizenSoldier First time I listened on the album my brain shut down. Reading the lyrics along just made it ache...and want to send so much love to those who have felt this way
Wow ...
Dites, @Citizen Soldier, il faudrait peut-être arrêter de lire dans mes pensées avant d'écrire vos chansons, je vais finir par demander des royalties haha
C'est une très belle chanson. Dédicace à l'amie qui m'a fait découvrir votre groupe il y a quelques mois, merci à elle pour m'avoir fait découvrir cet excellent groupe !
Avec tout mon respect, depuis la France 🇲🇫
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Thank you so much for your healing music.
Glad to hear it helps 🫶
THIS IS TRULY AZAMING!!!!
Thank you 🫶
Thank you for another amazing song
Much love 🫶
I just wanna say thank you so much!
Been in therapy for almost 4 years now. Around the same time i stumbled upon you and the Song "Weight of the world" and started to here every song almost on a daily bases since then. It is hard to describe it, but it helps to hear so much to hear the things i couldnt even describe with my own words.
I wann thank you for being an important part in getting me and my life at least somewhat together.
For everyobody out there and in the comments. Thank you as well. You may not realise it but this community is such a big help, it is a blessing.
"As long as I can stay distracted, the past can never get to me"....."I'd rather plan my own funeral than face what it would take to heal." Those two lines stuck out to me the most. Another awesome song that says what I could never say that eloquently. Citizen soldier, this is why I love you.
Спасибо, за ваш очередной шедевр!!!! 💪🤘❤️
This is one of my favorites 💙 It has a special place in my heart
Glad to hear that 🫶
2:06 ❤ I love this song and it reminds me of my parents 😢❤❤ I hope you going to make another song I love it you guys are awesome amazing 👏🏻👏🏻🤟🏻
More songs on the way 🫶
This band is the definition of taking your past pains and turning it into love for everyone facing the same, giving a voice to the unheard. The amount of emotion and empathy in your songs is completely unmatched and almost makes me cry every time 😭😭
My mental health is improving.
Glad to hear that 🫶
Love ya'lls music so much. It helps to know I'm not alone.
I hope one day you guys will do one related to OCD, especially the "pure" kind (where the obsessions and compulsions are all inside your head without any outward sign). It's an endless, mental rat wheel. Your mind runs and runs and runs in circles, but you never get anywhere. It's like, you have to keep the good thoughts up to keep the bad ones away, but the bad ones pop up anyway. It's exhausting. And then people use the word OCD as a quirk, or even worse: a serial killer on a tv show has it and it controls him, making him do terrible things. That's so wrong! People with mental illness are not the bad guys!!!
Sorry for the rant. It's been a tough day.
Gravity has nothing on these memories is my favorite line thank you Citizen Solider we always be there for you ❤❤💛 it’s warms my heart
For me, I bury my trauma so far down that I forget that it’s even there. But, sometimes, the thoughts leak through at times. So, this hit a bit too close to home for me. Thanks for making this amazing song. Sorry I’m a bit late to the party.😅
Love this song!! One of my favorites!! ❤❤ Love you guys!
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I love it already I am definitely adding to my Playlist my favorite group
Thanks for the support 🫶
@CitizenSoldier no thank you.... my favorite song is not okay I literally listen to it everyday because it's just the best... I hope to one day meet you guys
It seems that when I'm always needing a reminder or help you guys release a song
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Awesome Music Like Always Lyrical Genius
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This is so extremely relatable, I cant believe how descriptive your songs are.
That chorus describes exactly where I'm at right now. I never knew trauma recovery would feel like this. I'm making progress, but it's definitely easier in those brief moments when I can just forget it all.
Just got your ICU release pack!! 🥰
Yay! Enjoy 🫶
@@CitizenSoldier 👏😭❤️