Idk who needs to hear it but it gets better. You’re hurting cause you’re growing. It’s growth. You can’t stay the same so the universe gives u challenges it KNOWS you will survive. You need to look at your problem from a different perspective. Remember life is what you make it. You’re thoughts are your life. If you’re not happy with your life. Change it. I know it’s hard but it’s worth it!
*When I die, Don't come to my grave and sit there for hours, Telling me how much you loved and missed me... Because I wanted to hear that when I was alive...Not dead.*
Same here...but, you will believe me if I tell you that I would want to meet every ARMY and give the a tight hug because they believe me about my depression when my mother didn't...So, even if you die I would feel something missing in me cuz you are now in our family who love and support each other till eternity and even if we don't meet it doesn't mean we don't love you 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
jus imagine, your younger self runs to you from behind your back, you see how happy you were and that you were just a kid with dreams, you see yourself running around and playing and your younger self has no idea who you've become now. imagine a conversation with your younger self. all you want to be again is a kid. you dont want any of the pain you carry in the present. you want to dance with your own ghost. ghost of the kid you were once. everything was so simple back then. when did it get complicated? when did we all become broken? when did our smiles disappear? when did our souls get lost? why do we grow :(
my mom didn't carry me for 9 months to see me here crying over my life. i'm not showing her my tears and my desire to fall asleep forever. i'm here for her. god help me.
please stay strong. whatever it is that you are going through at the moment, you're strong and you can overcome this. things would get better for you soon, so please keep going
Listening to this at 2 am with your ghost filling your side of the bed hurts different. I can feel your touch, your sleepy breath on my neck, and your gentle forehead kisses as I fell asleep... sometimes I feel like I regret loving to hard then I remember what you do to me and how much better my life is with you in it. thank you and I hope you are as happy as you can be where ever it may be... [edit:] if this is annoying please lmk I’ll delete but I don’t mean to rant I’m just literally writing in tears
My dog died on 2nd Feb 2021 and I'm still holding on to her memory so hard. I have no regrets, I loved her the most and I held her till she took her last breath so she would never know a moment alone. But I just can't move on. Everything hurts, I can't even listen to the songs we used to listen together.
I am not depressed but the more I listen to these slowed songs makes me feel like I am depressed...slowed songs just makes you want to listen more and relate while reading the comments
Hey your fine. I fully understood what you were saying. If anyone says anything rude, their just ignorant people. Your better than that. Always remember that.
Elliott Ernest Hi, thanks for understanding me, it’s.. great and peaceful to have people for understanding you, I’m mean in my city, no one understand me. It’s kind of sad and annoying but it’s okay, I’m okay. But whenever I am with I feel lonely, by the way, I hope you can understand what I am saying, sorry French is kind of difficult so one more languish... I clearly can’t lmao, so. Thank you, I promise I will remember of this sentence. Well have a good night/afternoon/ morning, in my country it’s raining. Look like the weather is supporting me :) (sorry for that BIIIGGGGG text, really sorry)
@@clhaine aw t'as lair trop gentille ne tinquiéte pas tout ira bien si ta besoin de quelque chose tu peux me parler je peux meme te donner mon insta j'aispaire que tu vas mieux tu mérite detre heureuse bonne chance je te soutiens
@@Mika-bo8ed hehe merci toi, oui ça va mieux, j’ai retrouvé quelques personnes pour m’écouter, je suis bien entourée maintenant je pense. mais c’est adorable, merci beaucoup, ça fait du bien hehe. je vais mieux mais toi n’hésite pas si tu te sens pas bien ig : asatsuyuu_
Many people will dedicate this song for their beloved ones . But i dedicate it to my life , its hard to live with dreams and you can't see any path going towards your dreams. I hope God answers my prayers 💕
I know what that means and I think many of us know too... I fell in love with the language but I can't learn it because everyone in my family is making fun of me and it. Also the language is hard it self... new alfabet and new all. And I have no one to help me with it also I am going to high school... And I will have to learn another languge and I won't have time to learn by myself this really hard language... I might have time for it after high school but it is not said...
"I gotta move on but it hurts to try" That kinda relationship or friendship where you're both so close and sleep on calls and you don't judge each other in a negative way just jokingly. 📖
"When you lose someone that is everything to you. You come to the realization that you just lost a soul that you spent time with, made memories with, loved with. Things irreplaceable. Someone irreplaceable. And yeah, it hurts."
This song was written in the perspective of losing a loved one but I have 3 alternate stories. The first is my past self talking to my current self, after I passed away, most likely after I killed myself because this world was too lonely for me. He(my past) knows the future and that I will die. Lonely and alone. Everyone I loved turned their back on me. And he's so angry at the world for letting me get to that point he is screaming in agony. He is my ghost, the past. He held onto me so tight because I was his future he wanted, but now i'm gone in the clouds, in heaven. How can he love anyone or trust anyone after knowing that they all left me to die like that? And to sleep a little better at night, he tells himself that he will be alright, that he truly sees himself unlike others. He tries to start loving himself more right now. Because that's all he has. Counting the days till fate touches him, he plays our favorite song and enjoys another dance, alone. Scared and alone, but he's all we have to dance with, to hold onto. The only one who will love him. I never got to say goodbye, and he knows he won't be able to too. How can he move on to a future like that, where destiny drags him down a path he fears.... In my mind as sad as this story is, it's beautiful because he might be able to love himself just enough to change fate. If this gets a like, I'll drop part 2 and 3 :)
The second perspective is the present. It's a cry from my current broken self to the old me that was once whole, caring, ambitious, and loving. When I look myself in the mirror, when I look into my own eyes, I cannot find any trace of who I used to be within now. I'm lost without him and no longer myself. Or at least the me that I once loved. To see my self disappear, to feel like I am losing who I once was tears my soul and leaves me to scream at this world. I thought I would always be that person, but I guess some things will leave you no matter how hard you grasp onto them. Maybe to dream that I could stay perfect and love myself was too much, but I did so because I believed that my old self would be someone worthy to go to heaven. Not now though, not anymore... How is it that I am supposed to love myself when I am no longer him? I can't trust someone who doesn't love me, and that is who I am right now. And as I lie awake at night, I lie to myself that he's somewhere in me, just a little harder to find. As I sway to the music and hold my arms out, I dream that when I open my eyes, I will find him once again. A ghost that I long to hold, but a figment of my mind that assures me and helps me sleep at night. You see it's so much harder to accept that I lost him because I never saw it coming. There wasn't an incident where I began to suddenly stopped loving myself. I simply slowly fell out of love. Too much, too late. It hurts too much to try and I can't find myself moving on because I cannot allow myself to love someone so broken and undeserving. Who could love me, when I can't love myself, so I sit here at night in the arms of my ghost, in the empty warmth of his arms, to find comfort until I too become a ghost. In my most trying times, I look to who I once used to be. I'll rather live a lie that helps me sleep than accept that I cannot be loved. Because maybe one day that lie will become the truth. Maybe then will all this pain be worth it.
This hits different when you like someone who can't be yours *and you know he/she wi never be yours*, you can't tell him or her your feelings because you don't want to ruin your friendship.
This song hurts me more now than I lost my fiancé. He's in heaven now but it's hurts so bad. The lyrics of this song is exactly what's I do every night since he passed away and damn it I don't know how to be alright without him. And I'm felling so stupid to dance, sing and talk with a ghost everyday
Just wanted to drop in and say I hope you're doing okay. I lost my partner suddenly and with no explanation on the 24th September. It's a pain that's suffocating, and I wish you, kind stranger, weren't having to go through it. I wish I believed in ghosts and an afterlife so I could feel he was still with me in some way. Keep strong
@@tokiarven Hi, I just saw your answer. I am very sorry for the loss of your partner. I hope you are well, kind stranger, the pain you and I and a lot of other people will experience is horrible and it will never go away. In time it will become more bearable, but it will always be there, because we will never forget the person who left us. So if you have to believe in ghosts to feel them still around you, believe that. Only heaven knows where they are now, but the loved one will always be in our hearts. He will always be in mine, even if he is broken everlasting I wish you the best, kind stranger
this is my favorite song for so many reasons it has so many different meanings to me like I don’t hear this song with my ears it goes straight into my soul if you know what I mean
I lost the love of my life but He also left me the most precious gift ever 'a daughter' and now i am a single mother at the age of 17 with a 3 yrs old girl, gave birth to her when i was 15 and he was with me for 1 year and 3 month but then in a blink on eye he was gone
i was scrolling to the comments and then i see a comment said PLAYING THIS AT 3A.M HITS DIFFERENT and then i try to listen in the music in 3 A.M and i cannot believe it i cry and i don't know why.
The same pain is killing me too , i have a gf who's from new zealand , but I'm from syria , she's just too far to reach , tho we love eachother to death , I'm praying every night to see her but I'm still concerned if I ever will 😔💔 ...
Our ol family dog of more than a decade left us just a couple days ago.. she lived such a long good life and gave us so much love. We miss her so much, it’s so difficult to cope with and every day and night I’ll put this song on just to remember her every moments with us. RIP Dora, we love you baby girl 🖤🤍🥺
The only line that hit me hard I stay up all night Tell myself I m alright Cuz m not broken because of love n all its just m all alone in this cruel world. I know that I have to do everything alone cuz I can't be burden on myself then wht abt others🙂🙂💔✌
POV: Your dancing with them, and you’ve never felt better then when you’re in their arms. Your both laughing, singing along to the song you dedicated to your relationship with them. (Romance, friends, etc.) They spin you, and you laugh at how dizzy you feel. They keep spinning you once in awhile, and on that last spin, you twirl around a corner. As you go back around the corner, their.. gone.
I know exactly what you mean.. same situation.. four years for you???? Thats a long time!! Woah!! I hope of you ever tell her she will feel the same...
This song hit me deeply.. i have nobody no friends, no girlfriend, even my mom died i have no one whom i talk & share my thoughts, feelings, i feel so emptiness 💔
Literally this song matches my situation where i fell inlove on someone in the internet that I trust with all my deep secrets, and now we're back to being strangers, but this time, with memories:(
Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) All I want for you is to stay and feel alive. Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. I need you here with me :). Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words- Someone That Will Support You :) Until tomorrow, my friend :)
Idk who needs to hear it but it gets better. You’re hurting cause you’re growing. It’s growth. You can’t stay the same so the universe gives u challenges it KNOWS you will survive. You need to look at your problem from a different perspective. Remember life is what you make it. You’re thoughts are your life. If you’re not happy with your life. Change it. I know it’s hard but it’s worth it!
i need this c:
I needed this ;c
❤️
How ? :)
Marsya Munirah wdym?
Playing This at 3am Hits Different
Aaron John BV at 6am after a long shift hits alot more different
And you capitalizing almost every first letter hits different too.
Back it up FBI agent how did u know
@@stefanvalentinivan4019 just played this at 6am hit different 😩
2am right now 😭
The shattering of a heart when being broken is the loudest quiet ever. -Carroll Bryant
Yeah
I- wow
Double wow👏👏 for you comment
@@archanakeerthy9045 No don't please!!!
@@archanakeerthy9045 don't give up don't loose hope !! Ik its hard, but there are thousands of reason to keep your life going.
*When I die, Don't come to my grave and sit there for hours, Telling me how much you loved and missed me... Because I wanted to hear that when I was alive...Not dead.*
love you fam:)
When I'm dead I don't want people to know that I died.
Same here...but, you will believe me if I tell you that I would want to meet every ARMY and give the a tight hug because they believe me about my depression when my mother didn't...So, even if you die I would feel something missing in me cuz you are now in our family who love and support each other till eternity and even if we don't meet it doesn't mean we don't love you 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
(T_T) TRUE
Damn this hurt a lot
This made my depression depressed
Same
Lol!
But it may be true what u said.
Mine too 😪😭😔
maybe there's peace in that too
Same :(
1:03 your welcome 🥺
Thank you omg
Thanks
Noo thank you
Ah, The Saviour!
ily
Son: Why always the good people die?
Mother: As you stand in a field, which flowers do you pick?
Son: The beautiful ones...
I would pick the ugliest
@@oops3795 even the ugly one are beautiful but they prefer to hide it. only those who understand their true meaning will love them...
@@shiny6583 beautiful.
Why pick flowers? Beauty is to be admired for its impermanence
Ah thats hurt 💔
jus imagine, your younger self runs to you from behind your back, you see how happy you were and that you were just a kid with dreams, you see yourself running around and playing and your younger self has no idea who you've become now. imagine a conversation with your younger self. all you want to be again is a kid. you dont want any of the pain you carry in the present. you want to dance with your own ghost. ghost of the kid you were once. everything was so simple back then. when did it get complicated? when did we all become broken? when did our smiles disappear? when did our souls get lost?
why do we grow :(
Life was beautiful back then ngl :/ but nvm we can't go back in the past so gotta make the present beautiful
This comment is fking underrated
💔
Okay,now wipe my tear!
It hits different bro💔💔
This deserves more views. It’s really good ☺️
😭❤️
Damm trueee
I feel like floating at the sky peacfully😌
my mom didn't carry me for 9 months to see me here crying over my life. i'm not showing her my tears and my desire to fall asleep forever. i'm here for her. god help me.
please stay strong. whatever it is that you are going through at the moment, you're strong and you can overcome this. things would get better for you soon, so please keep going
You can't even capitalize the "G" in "god."
Ok and its a common mistake everyone makes mistakes but go off I guess☺😘
i’m proud of you (:
same, i had MAJOR family problems my whole life. i learned how to say “i don’t want to live anymore” to myself at the age of 8.
the fact that your reading and liking every comment 🥺🥺 btw this is UNDERATED
Listening to this at 2 am with your ghost filling your side of the bed hurts different. I can feel your touch, your sleepy breath on my neck, and your gentle forehead kisses as I fell asleep... sometimes I feel like I regret loving to hard then I remember what you do to me and how much better my life is with you in it. thank you and I hope you are as happy as you can be where ever it may be... [edit:] if this is annoying please lmk I’ll delete but I don’t mean to rant I’m just literally writing in tears
I could feel him too!
no darling express it.Im here to listen dw
darling it's okay, don't hold your feelings back.
❤❤❤
sending much love to you🥺💙
This is one of the most relatable song ever and it hurts like hell.
Vaa armegona aq tu qartvels vnaxavdi, Hurt like hell sac mousmine
I asked her, do you still love me?
But then she said "It's not like before"
Hope everything got better for you...
you okay ?
:(
I’m here for you
Hey man, u deserve better. I promise it'll get better :)
Why do i like this more than the original
Same
Same
I stay up all night, tell myself I’m alright
That hits hard when u can relate
Mhmm
Alena Moua lol
yeah it hits hard as hell and i always remember all my heartbreaks when i hear this song🙂🔫
@Citlaly Calvario-Cornejo nope. But yeah. 🌚🌚🌚
@Citlaly Calvario-Cornejo yep. 🌚
Songs just hit different when you’re crying
My dog died on 2nd Feb 2021 and I'm still holding on to her memory so hard. I have no regrets, I loved her the most and I held her till she took her last breath so she would never know a moment alone. But I just can't move on. Everything hurts, I can't even listen to the songs we used to listen together.
My dog of 3 years died yesterday. I am completely broken. I just look around me and everything reminds me of her. Hoe did you cope.
Damn that made me remember my cat that died when i was in fourth grade
Im obsessed, have been for a while. I listen to this on loop.
this song never fails to make me cry
Sasha sloan songs >>>>
Honestly her songs helped me a lot through my sad days and they still do. She is a saviour, but she is underrated
This hits different when you've lost your first love :)
I am not depressed but the more I listen to these slowed songs makes me feel like I am depressed...slowed songs just makes you want to listen more and relate while reading the comments
Exactly
The dislikes were problaty the ones who weren't dancing with ghosts 😌
Probably*
Maybe because they too, lost their ghost :(
Ghosts to left them😶
@Potato op yea same with me❤️
Dislike button. Is now a ghost
I cried. Thank you 😭
"I gotta moved on, But its hurts to try" damn..ify🥺💔
this is slowed to perfection, thank you youtube for recommending this at the exact perfect time :(
“I stay up all night, tell myself I’m alright
Baby you’re just harder to see than most” that line. The tears aren’t stopping
me to😢 this hits so hard i can’t stop crying
that types of music makes my heart slowly dying and me still crying for an hour now (sorry I am french)
Hey your fine. I fully understood what you were saying. If anyone says anything rude, their just ignorant people. Your better than that. Always remember that.
Elliott Ernest Hi, thanks for understanding me, it’s.. great and peaceful to have people for understanding you, I’m mean in my city, no one understand me. It’s kind of sad and annoying but it’s okay, I’m okay. But whenever I am with I feel lonely, by the way, I hope you can understand what I am saying, sorry French is kind of difficult so one more languish... I clearly can’t lmao, so. Thank you, I promise I will remember of this sentence. Well have a good night/afternoon/ morning, in my country it’s raining. Look like the weather is supporting me :) (sorry for that BIIIGGGGG text, really sorry)
@@clhaine aw t'as lair trop gentille ne tinquiéte pas tout ira bien si ta besoin de quelque chose tu peux me parler je peux meme te donner mon insta j'aispaire que tu vas mieux tu mérite detre heureuse bonne chance je te soutiens
@@Mika-bo8ed hehe merci toi, oui ça va mieux, j’ai retrouvé quelques personnes pour m’écouter, je suis bien entourée maintenant je pense. mais c’est adorable, merci beaucoup, ça fait du bien hehe. je vais mieux mais toi n’hésite pas si tu te sens pas bien ig : asatsuyuu_
Many people will dedicate this song for their beloved ones . But i dedicate it to my life , its hard to live with dreams and you can't see any path going towards your dreams.
I hope God answers my prayers 💕
I know what that means and I think many of us know too... I fell in love with the language but I can't learn it because everyone in my family is making fun of me and it. Also the language is hard it self... new alfabet and new all. And I have no one to help me with it also I am going to high school... And I will have to learn another languge and I won't have time to learn by myself this really hard language... I might have time for it after high school but it is not said...
So relaxing and I listen to it every single day!! 100%
First thunderstorm of the year here, I feel comforted, listening to this now.
this reminds me of how much I love her then and now :((
this is truly hits me hard, how I being together with her then :((
I miss her so much rn
This brings back memories that i never had but wished i had😔
"I gotta move on but it hurts to try"
That kinda relationship or friendship where you're both so close and sleep on calls and you don't judge each other in a negative way just jokingly. 📖
Best song to cry instantly
4.44am
Raining outside, i am under my blanket
Head phone
High volume
Hits different 💯
Well, i don't know that the original version could be more sad. Well here i am vibing with the sadder version :) ur so talented. God Bless you 💕
NOT ME PLAYIMG THIS AND NOT REALIZING TEARS ARE *FLOWING*
"When you lose someone that is everything to you. You come to the realization that you just lost a soul that you spent time with, made memories with, loved with. Things irreplaceable. Someone irreplaceable. And yeah, it hurts."
There will always be that one song that reminds you of the memories you use to have someone 💟and for me this song is too special 💓💓💓
This song was written in the perspective of losing a loved one but I have 3 alternate stories. The first is my past self talking to my current self, after I passed away, most likely after I killed myself because this world was too lonely for me. He(my past) knows the future and that I will die. Lonely and alone. Everyone I loved turned their back on me. And he's so angry at the world for letting me get to that point he is screaming in agony. He is my ghost, the past. He held onto me so tight because I was his future he wanted, but now i'm gone in the clouds, in heaven. How can he love anyone or trust anyone after knowing that they all left me to die like that? And to sleep a little better at night, he tells himself that he will be alright, that he truly sees himself unlike others. He tries to start loving himself more right now. Because that's all he has. Counting the days till fate touches him, he plays our favorite song and enjoys another dance, alone. Scared and alone, but he's all we have to dance with, to hold onto. The only one who will love him. I never got to say goodbye, and he knows he won't be able to too. How can he move on to a future like that, where destiny drags him down a path he fears....
In my mind as sad as this story is, it's beautiful because he might be able to love himself just enough to change fate. If this gets a like, I'll drop part 2 and 3 :)
The second perspective is the present. It's a cry from my current broken self to the old me that was once whole, caring, ambitious, and loving. When I look myself in the mirror, when I look into my own eyes, I cannot find any trace of who I used to be within now. I'm lost without him and no longer myself. Or at least the me that I once loved. To see my self disappear, to feel like I am losing who I once was tears my soul and leaves me to scream at this world. I thought I would always be that person, but I guess some things will leave you no matter how hard you grasp onto them. Maybe to dream that I could stay perfect and love myself was too much, but I did so because I believed that my old self would be someone worthy to go to heaven. Not now though, not anymore... How is it that I am supposed to love myself when I am no longer him? I can't trust someone who doesn't love me, and that is who I am right now. And as I lie awake at night, I lie to myself that he's somewhere in me, just a little harder to find. As I sway to the music and hold my arms out, I dream that when I open my eyes, I will find him once again. A ghost that I long to hold, but a figment of my mind that assures me and helps me sleep at night. You see it's so much harder to accept that I lost him because I never saw it coming. There wasn't an incident where I began to suddenly stopped loving myself. I simply slowly fell out of love. Too much, too late. It hurts too much to try and I can't find myself moving on because I cannot allow myself to love someone so broken and undeserving. Who could love me, when I can't love myself, so I sit here at night in the arms of my ghost, in the empty warmth of his arms, to find comfort until I too become a ghost.
In my most trying times, I look to who I once used to be. I'll rather live a lie that helps me sleep than accept that I cannot be loved. Because maybe one day that lie will become the truth. Maybe then will all this pain be worth it.
@@michaelkim8954 bro what's the third perspective
Plz 3rd one😭
Plssss wlthe third perspective
This hits different when you like someone who can't be yours *and you know he/she wi never be yours*, you can't tell him or her your feelings because you don't want to ruin your friendship.
I miss my mom n’ dad deeply
I'm in love to a person who doesn't know I exist, and to a person who really doesn't exist.
She shred my heart into pieces but still each piece love her more and more every day ❤️🩹
"I feel kinda bored with the same life everyday."
EXACTLYYYY
Yeah I'm gonna give up I'm sorry
@@epiphany5 what u mean give up? I hope it isnt what i am thinking rn
@@epiphany5 heyy! You good??
Join the club honey.. ☹️
"How do I love:
"How do I love again:?
This word broke my heart💔😢
I'm speechless it's awfully touching😯😭✨👏
slowed songs have 2 moods; IM CRYING. or IM IN LOVE.
what mood ur in.
i love u guys
This hits different when you fall in love with a fictional character. 💔
I am a fucking weeb, I fall in love with every non existent character bro
Indeed
No don't do this to me
Or when your favorite character dies 😀
yup.
This song hurts me more now than I lost my fiancé. He's in heaven now but it's hurts so bad. The lyrics of this song is exactly what's I do every night since he passed away and damn it I don't know how to be alright without him. And I'm felling so stupid to dance, sing and talk with a ghost everyday
Just wanted to drop in and say I hope you're doing okay. I lost my partner suddenly and with no explanation on the 24th September. It's a pain that's suffocating, and I wish you, kind stranger, weren't having to go through it. I wish I believed in ghosts and an afterlife so I could feel he was still with me in some way.
Keep strong
@@tokiarven Hi, I just saw your answer. I am very sorry for the loss of your partner. I hope you are well, kind stranger, the pain you and I and a lot of other people will experience is horrible and it will never go away. In time it will become more bearable, but it will always be there, because we will never forget the person who left us. So if you have to believe in ghosts to feel them still around you, believe that. Only heaven knows where they are now, but the loved one will always be in our hearts. He will always be in mine, even if he is broken everlasting
I wish you the best, kind stranger
I stay up all night, tell myself I m alright✨
Can relate this af with the dream broken due to some responsibilies!🙃
"How do I love
How do I love again
How do I trust
How do I trust again"
Relatable...never thought I would ever relate to this
OMG I really love thiss awghh~
I stay up all night tell myself i'm alright
1. あなたはこれを通り抜けます、これは通過します
@@hadasanueve7704 はい🥺
It's hard that once u used to see forever with a person is just now a memory and u're dancing with his ghost rn in the back of ur mind💔
this is my favorite song for so many reasons it has so many different meanings to me like I don’t hear this song with my ears it goes straight into my soul if you know what I mean
i know im late but .. this is just masterpiece ❤️
This describes myself every day and night
I lost the love of my life but He also left me the most precious gift ever 'a daughter' and now i am a single mother at the age of 17 with a 3 yrs old girl, gave birth to her when i was 15 and he was with me for 1 year and 3 month but then in a blink on eye he was gone
i was scrolling to the comments and then i see a comment said PLAYING THIS AT 3A.M HITS DIFFERENT and then i try to listen in the music in 3 A.M and i cannot believe it i cry and i don't know why.
Wtf-..this is so good
Hi
This hits different❤️🩹.
Love this! I now listen to this every night to help me sleep! Keep up the good work! 👍
i literally came on youtube tonight looking for a song, something lyrically exactly like this. i couldn’t be more pleased
*How do i love again*
*How do i trust again*
Hits hard
OMG THIS IS HEAVEN-
It is better for your heart to remain completely empty than to be filled with the wrong things and temporary delusions🖤🖤
Crying to sad songs late at night on my lonely terrace wet in tears ~ has now become my new comfortable
You’re Profile picture is so cute 🥺😩 stay strong
@@hannak.4309 yeah army🙂
this is the perfect song for me rn🥺 thank u for this 💕 its really amazing 🙂💕
I ended up here after finishing the movie Chronicle. Damn that movie did it for me 💔 they were so young.
This hits different when you're in love with someone who loves you back but can't be together....
The same pain is killing me too , i have a gf who's from new zealand , but I'm from syria , she's just too far to reach , tho we love eachother to death , I'm praying every night to see her but I'm still concerned if I ever will 😔💔 ...
Same🥺
Song on repeat 🔂 for the hundred times 😭
Anyone here, not crying but feeling the pain in their chests, their throats, in their every part?
No one? Only me? Okay.
No bro. I am here too🙂🙂
This almost made me freaking cry me eye balls out!
My crush reccomend me to listen to this song, we have the same taste in music and she loves this song and I love her :)
Our ol family dog of more than a decade left us just a couple days ago.. she lived such a long good life and gave us so much love. We miss her so much, it’s so difficult to cope with and every day and night I’ll put this song on just to remember her every moments with us. RIP Dora, we love you baby girl 🖤🤍🥺
The only line that hit me hard
I stay up all night
Tell myself I m alright
Cuz m not broken because of love n all its just m all alone in this cruel world. I know that I have to do everything alone cuz I can't be burden on myself then wht abt others🙂🙂💔✌
My Favorite Song. Love from India ❤
POV:
Your dancing with them, and you’ve never felt better then when you’re in their arms. Your both laughing, singing along to the song you dedicated to your relationship with them. (Romance, friends, etc.) They spin you, and you laugh at how dizzy you feel. They keep spinning you once in awhile, and on that last spin, you twirl around a corner. As you go back around the corner, their.. gone.
POV : you are dancing with your old version of yourself. the innocent one at that time💔
I start shivering listening to this song
this is heartbreaking I still have this feelings for her,it's been 4 years and still I'm hoping that one day I can be her girl.
yes I'm a girl.
I know exactly what you mean.. same situation.. four years for you???? Thats a long time!! Woah!! I hope of you ever tell her she will feel the same...
I loved a girl for 4 years told her how I felt only person that made me happy only person that understood me but I get rejected
Be my girl?… :(
Aww
ew lgbtq looking ahh
Listening while reading just make everything even sadder
It's rlly goooopod 😌😌😌😌😏😏😏😏😏😁😁😁🤗✨💫 damnnn
Thx for the beautiful dream never forget this one.
I came here to cry
This song hit me deeply.. i have nobody no friends, no girlfriend, even my mom died i have no one whom i talk & share my thoughts, feelings, i feel so emptiness 💔
i love this
The starting of the song mm mmmm mm mm mm is just so 💆🏻
I don't know what's wrong with me. I just feel like crying 😔
i love this version of the song, cant help the tears flowing down my face when i hear it. Hits alot different when u feel the lyrics at 1 am
I literally cry more than three times every day...
I don't know what to do, this life is so painful 💔
We are all glow sticks we have to break before we glow
spine go cracc
Midnight ,travelling in car windows open and this song💓
Literally this song matches my situation where i fell inlove on someone in the internet that I trust with all my deep secrets, and now we're back to being strangers, but this time, with memories:(
This song gives me the chills
Dear person whoever reads this,
Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
I love you and send you hugs.
You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC.
You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is.
Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
All I want for you is to stay and feel alive.
Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
I need you here with me :).
Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
I am sorry you feel misunderstood.
But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
- The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it.
And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you.
I hope you will remember my words- Someone That Will Support You :)
Until tomorrow, my friend :)
Omg your words saved my life😢
Thank you❤❤❤❤❤. For giving me strength, love you❤❤❤❤
this is way better than original one its sound soOOO good when i put my earphones on.. I'M IN LOVE
healing is so painful, when you know that you still love him, but can’t have him and you die every single day😶💔