Tried for 9 years, accepted that it just wasn’t meant to be for us- (didn’t want to go down IVF route) now 17 weeks pregnant with our first baby, very shocked and surprised, so keep the faith that it will happen for you eventually too. Very brave to be able to talk about it publicly ❤️
It’s so hard, I had 3 miscarriages and a premature daughter who died at six weeks, it was utterly devastating, I did go on to have a beautiful family, but I have never forgotten my little angels that couldn’t stay, they are part of me and always will be. Take one day at a time, keep talking and never be afraid to show how you feel xx
I got goose bumps when you showed Adam and your mum the test results, and i felt physically sick when you said you'd miscarried, I promise there is a light and the end of the tunnel. I have been pregnant 11 times and have 2 healthy boys, keep going it will happen x
@@priscyman with both times I lost weight, ate healthily and also both boys were conceived after the miscarriages where I bled the most, I dont know if that made a difference but thats what happened
I had a miscarriage at 6 weeks after years of fertility. I got pregnant 2 weeks later and delivered a healthy baby boy. Don’t lose faith. Grieve. Honor your body and feelings. Try again when you feel ready. ❤️
Keep going Sophie I had ectopic lost my tube and Overy then miscarriage scarring on my tubes tilted womb. I'm now a mother of five and also my two babies I lost xxxxx
Thank you for sharing. I had miscarriages and each one is a child and will not be replaced by another pregnancy. Thanks for talking about it as it is not talked about and it's scary because you don't know what to expect. xx
So sorry for your loss. I too have been through miscarriage and I feel for you. It will always make me sad but it will be easier when you have some time to grieve. I had four and years of trying. But wanted you to know things can change. We did it in the end and had two lovely boys .Five years apart. I think you will get there too.
Oh honey what a powerful honest and heartbreaking journey.... your little star will always be a part of you both and yes you really are so brave mature eloquent and so so considerate of others in a similar situation by sharing your devastation. Strength love and protection to you both
I am so sorry for your loss my darling. I hope you are doing as well as you can be. Thank you for sharing your story, it doesn’t matter if it was ‘just’ 6 weeks, it was a little life that you had a future mapped out as soon as you saw those 2 lines 😔 I am 10 months post my MC at 11 weeks and it was the most heart breaking thing I have ever experienced and should not be a taboo topic at all so again thank you and much love to you and Adam 💗 xx
Hi hun just subscribed you came up on my tv as a suggestion watching this with a tissue in my hand just got to the part your telling your hubby I remember these feelings but reading the title also makes me sad. I miscarried at 5 months and it was traumatic I found out on my scan long story but I feel your pain xxx so sorry for you both. You sound local to me xxx
I’m so sorry to hear this. I had a scare while pregnant and my heart just sank. I can only imagine what you are going through. Sending strength and best wishes xxx
Hi Soph, I am so sorry babe , I know how it feels me and my hubby have had 4 miscarriages and have been trying for about 9years but because I am a plus size woman they won’t give me clomid till I get my Bmi to 35 , it’s been such a hard time and I can so relate to you I hate hospitals doctors etc! I’ve started SlimmingWorld to help but I feel so close to your story! Just wanted to say thanks for raising awareness as I never told anyone about my miscarriages xx
So hard to watch this, but absolute credit to you for putting this out there. I have followed your story for 3 years and know what this meant to you both. For now, you need to heal, continue loving each other and communicating as you do. Team Payne ❤️❤️
You are so courageous and strong to do this when its been such a recent experience. I'm so sorry this happened to you. Wishing you all the happiness thats soon to come. ❤
I really admire how strong and resilient you are Sophie. You're going through such a struggle (that I and so many relate too) and your ability to stay strong is really admirable. You deserve the world and it will happen! 💚
Sending you so much love. I have had three miscarriages and know how extremely difficult it is to go through that kind of loss. You are so brave to come out and talk about your experience. I am wishing you and Adam the best on your journey forward. ❤️
Hi sophie just found your video. Infertility and miscarriage is devastating. I have filmed my story on my channel to try and spread awareness 💕 you are so lovely its so sad you have had to go through this xx
I am so sorry for your loss it must be so hard after being so excited after all this time. You have done a really important thing to talk about your experience though as so few do and it happens to so many. Look after yourself and look to the future xxx
You are so brave. I know it was hard to share but thank you for sharing. It's so important to raise awareness but also for you to process what's happening. Sending you and Adam all the love in the world xxxx
So sorry you have gone thru this hun. Your absolutely right early miscarriage isn't really spoken about, and you have been incredibly strong to do it so soon after your loss. I know how hard this must be for you as I had my first pregnancy at 32 which resulted in early miscarriage. I couldnt contemplate trying to get pregnant for the following 6months. But 12 months later to the day I discovered I was pregnant again. My beautiful boy is 22 now, my only child due to my health complications. I know I was so lucky to have him and I still think of what I lost 😓 My heart goes out to you both...sending you my deepest heartfelt condolences on your loss xxx
Aww Sophie, my heart broke for you guys watching this. I’ve seen from your videos how much you both have wanted a baby. I can’t imagine how devastating a miscarriage must have been. Thanks for sharing your journey, it’s still such a not spoken about topic and I think it’s important the conversations happen. Sending love x
Thank you so much for sharing this extremely hard part of your journey with us. An amazingly strong thing to do 💞 I'm 35 and feel like I can't talk about any of our journey. No1 knows we have been trying... For a looong time, I only found out I'd been pregnant when I actually miscarried and because of that i was just told it as a passing comment as a reason for my lower abdominal pain and sent on my way. It hurts my heart so much not being able to actually tell anyone. Your an amazing young couple. Stay strong 💖
I’m so sorry this happened you. I miscarried early at about 6 weeks and it’s so difficult, physically and emotionally. Sending you all my love and hope you feel comfort knowing you are not alone.
It is terrible that in most hospitals the EPU's are always among the pregnancy department. I'm so sorry for your loss, your feelings are so so valid. Thinking of you both x x x
I'm so sorry Sophie...I have been thinking of you off and on wondering how things were going...I'm so proud of your honesty and bravery speaking about this so soon after miscarriage...you and Adam will get your light at the end of the tunnel hopefully sooner rather than later...and when that day happens you will be the best parents and give a child all the love they deserve...take care of yourself and each other chick...big hugs xxxx
I am so very sorry to hear this. My heart goes out to you, Adam and your precious baby. Almost ten years ago, my first baby was stillborn. Things have changed so much in regards to breaking the taboo, talking about loss, sharing our and our family's stories. It makes for a much healthier society and a much kinder one too. One you're contributing to
I haven’t watched to the end of the video - but I have been on the journey with my husband for a decade now. We have had losses, breakthroughs, set backs. Still trying and I hope you will too, I feel I can never give up, it’s the most soul destroying, lonely process. My friendships have been affected, my whole Life has been trying to conceive
Broke my heart from seeing you so happy and telling Adam but knowing what the outcome was 😞 I’m so sorry this happened to you. Please don’t loose hope. Sending you so much baby dust 🪄🪄 I had 2 consecutive miscarriages and fell pregnant again and bled and thought here we go again. I bled for a week and was convinced I had lost my baby again as I thought there is no way I can loose that much blood and still have a healthy pregnancy. But I went for a scan at 8 weeks and there she was with a healthy heartbeat and she’s now almost 8. Miracles can happen. 💞💖💞
You are so brave for filming this. I'm going through a infertility journey myself, it is the hardest most frustrating thing to go through. Sending you so much love x
I am crying so hard watching this 😢 I am so sorry you are going through this. I know how hard infertility is.. I’m 4 years in and undergoing testing. Don’t give up hope sweetheart ❤️ Sending lots of love xxxx
Sophie I’m so sorry to both of you...all I can say is please don’t give up ive been where you are and it’s the worst thing ever. 6 months after our miscarriage we got pregnant with our now 2 year old twins. There is hope just take your time to recover both mentally and physically I had counselling and was the best thing I ever did xxxx ps you are so right nurses are so matter of fact about it when you feel like your world is crashing down. Everyone will say at least you know you can get pregnant but that doesn’t make it any better. If you ever need to talk please reach out
I have never been so invested in someone that i don't know. Ive been watching for years now. I truly am devasted for you and have all the faith and all the things crossed that one day it will happen for you one way or another. Apreciate you sharing such a horrible situation. All my love ❤ xx
Hi Sophie, Sorry to hear your news. I had a miscarriage 8 years ago and still wonder if. I've been with my husband for 3 years and still have yet to conceive. I've lost 4.5 stone and just had my first "normal" period which lasted for a "normal" time range of 5 days. I've had on/off irregular periods for the past 10 years. I'm with you on this journey and it's so hard but don't give up. There's nothing worse than one line on a stick over and over and over again but hopefully it will happen for you soon. Raw Beauty Kristi is nice to watch - they struggled for 15 years and she didn't ovulate ever and then bam out of the blue. She's had a healthy pregnancy so far. Take care xxx
I think I went through every emotion with you whilst I was watching that Sophie. You're a strong woman and you're gonna get through this 😚 I hope Adam and your family are keeping strong too as I know that a miscarriage and grieving for your loss is so so difficult. I'm sending you all lots of love and hugs xxx
You are so incredibly strong, thank you so much for sharing your experiences with us. I feel like this topic is not spoken about enough by society, even though it is such a common thing. ❤
I am so sad, and so sorry you and Adam have gone through this. What a rollercoaster of a month. The video you put together was so beautiful. I cried when you revealed the pregnancy to Adam, and your Mum. The joy in your face was just contagious. I'm so sorry it was taken away. I'm glad you've got therapy. I completely understand that empty feeling. My first baby was stillborn at 6 months pregnant (please don't think I'm making this about me, I'm not) and I felt incredibly empty afterwards. You're so brave and positive, which shows in this video. I'm not on instagram, only Facebook. But if you ever want to talk, reach out. I love your videos, vlogs, hauls. You and Adam seem a very secure, strong couple. You will heal. Just give it time. Sending you both all my love, and your little bean. ❤
Sophie, you're a very strong woman . I see my sister's female strengths in you. I'm praying for you and everyone whose posted comments in here. God bless all of you
Aw hun I’m so sorry!!! What an awful thing to go through especially after so much effort and emotional stress to get there 😢 I hope you’re doing okay!! 1 thing to take away from this is that you know your body can do it. You can get pregnant. I know that maybe doesn’t help but hopefully give you a positive-ish mindset going forward. Thinking of you both💓 remember to be kind to your self cause you deserve it 💓
Just got nearer the end and heard you said people are saying at least you know you can get pregnant sorry I commented early. I’m sorry if that upsets you 😢 sending lots of love to you both 💓
I’m so sorry Sophie, what a loss. It’s ok to take your time and absorb this. Thank you for bringing this subject up and normalizing it. Big social distanced hugs to you and Adam 🌸💕🌸
So sorry for your loss... My love to you both. I lost my first baby 28 years ago, time makes it easier to handle , but you never forget. Every year when my baby's due date comes around it makes us sad... I have a little tattoo in memory of my lost boy....
I'm so so sorry to hear your sad news!! We lost our baby at 38 week so know exactly what you are going through. As difficult as it is try and stay strong. At the end of this dark tunnel there is light. Sending lots of love and preyers to you both ❤ xxx
I’m so sorry for you both. I think you are very very brave to share this with us and your right it’s 1 in 4. I know so many people who have been through this, some worse than others. I think it’s amazing that you have shared this to raise awareness I think part of the struggle for women who go through this is that people don’t talk about it. Take your time and look after yourselves. I’m so very sorry xxxx
So sorry too hear this news. Everyone has too grieve in their own way for whatever loss they have gone through. Your honesty is brave and as women these heartbreaking things need to be discussed, though it may not be for everyone. Take care of each other and take whatever time you need. Heart goes out too you both❤
I'm so sorry to hear your sad news, thank you for sharing your story. I can see how hard it was for you to go over it on camera. So much love and respect for you ❤ sending lots of love and positive thoughts to you and Adam xxx
Sophie I’m so so so sorry for you both. I know you’ll have heard that a million times now but you both deserve to be pregnant and have a baby so much it’s heartbreaking. Thanks for sharing your story and being open and honest as always. You’re an inspiration and will make the best mum someday x
Oh my love. I am so so sorry. I know first hand that nothing anyone says will help right now but please remember you're not alone, we are here with you. Sending you, Adam and your family so much love and strength xx 💕
Oh Sophie, thank you so much for sharing your story and being so open. Ap sorry for your loss. You and Ad do what you need to, to heel, this is your journey. A beautifully put together video 💕 xxxx
I just can't bring myself to give this a thumbs up, how can I possibly say this is a good video when you have had to go through this painful time. I am extremely sorry for you both as you said it affects Adam as well. Sending you a huge Cwtch and wishing you both all the very best 😊😊😊
Oh Sophie your reactions to finding out were so lovely. I've always been very open about my own miscarriage and that has helped me massively. My heart absolutely breaks for you, thinking of you both x
Sending you so much love and hugs. I've suffered from miscarriages and an ectopic pregnancy and it's just heartbreaking so my heart goes out to you. Praying for you both ❤️❤️ xxxx
Sophie I am so sorry to hear this I really hope you and Adam are as ok as can be given the circumstances. Sending lots of love to you both and will say a wish for you tonight. You are so brave talking about this, it will help so many people and like you say this isn’t talked about very much. ❤️ xx
I’m bawling my eyes out, Sophie I’m so sorry for what’s happened. I’m thinking of u and Adam and sending lots of love....I became infertile 5 years ago due to cancer treatment but I was lucky as I had a daughter who is now 19, I didn’t think it would affect me but boy I was devastated. People would say but at least u have a child, and of course I was grateful for that fact but it still hurt, I was only 34. I’ve accepted it now, sometimes I think about it, I have 2 pugs and a cat and I have become one of those people that treat their animals like their kids lol I think I’m compensating......ur are both in my thoughts, I’m sending u lots of positive energy 💖💖💖
I’m so, so sorry! I couldn’t help but cry with you both. I had a miscarriage in 2015. I literally found out I was pregnant and the next day was bleeding heavily. It didn’t hurt any less though. I now have a 16 month old beautiful boy. I pray it happens for you too!! Xx
I had a miscarriage hun and I know how it feels my heart goes out to you and if I can give you some advice it would be talk about your loss it helps! Xxx
Dearest Sophie and Adam I'm so sorry this is happening to you. You truly are my favourite couple to watch, your love for eachother really shines through and you two are so strong together. I had a missed miscarriage 13 years ago, it doesn't go away, no matter how long you knew you were pregnant for, your whole future changes and when it's cruely take away its devastating. I nw have 2 children they are 11 and 10 and both wonderful and challenging at the same time. But I will never stop grieving for the little one I loved so fiercely for 5 weeks. Thank you for your honesty it takes a lot of courage to talk about something so personal, and although I can't physically do anything you and Adam are always in my prayers and you will make the most wonderful parents I'm sure of it. Sending you both so much love xxx
I’m so sorry Sophie that you went through this. I haven’t watched the video, I can’t. I had two miscarriages, two stillbirths and my beautiful baby girl died after prematurely delivered. But I have three teenagers now that healed the pain but I still have ptsd so I’m sorry I just couldn’t watch xxxx
Iv litrally felt u heart to heart iv just come out of russell Hall hospital for having a misscarrige but not only that I had a missed miss carriage of a billeted ovum and had to have surgical managment operation and it broke me I know exsactly what your going through however we are strong women and if you ever need to talk im here 💞
I am so sorry for your loss. It's such a hard journey with fertility. The why me for me is after 12 years I haven't got pregnant. I didn't have a happy ending but I hope you do. Life is a hard road sometimes. X
This is so heart baking! Bless you! On a slight positive if there can be one, you and your husband got pregnant so it worked! Feel positive for your future xx
So sorry for your loss. I know what it's like to go through this, it's truly one of the worst things to experience and the pain never leaves. It's been 10 years this year since my loss and my heart still hurts I'll never get over it, but over time you do learn to heal and it does get a little easier to live with. Sending lots of love to you both 💖 x
I am so so sorry to hear this. I know how much you and Adam both want a baby. One day you's will be amazing parents, it will happen for ya's one way or another. I've cried my eyes out for ya's, it's such a horrible thing for anyone to go through . Sending big hugs to you both 💞💞
Sophie I just wish I could hug you and Adam. I have sat here nodding in agreement and crying for your loss . you must do what is right for you and Adam you are both the most important part of this story. Thank you for having the strength to share your story. it is important that people know that no matter how many weeks pregnant you are when you suffer the heartache of a miscarriage it is a pregnancy and that pregnancy is so important to the parents . ❤️❤️❤️
I’m so sorry to you both for your loss. I’ve been there too twice and it’s just the worst pain. Look after each other and take the time you need together. Love from Australia xx
So, so sorry to hear this 😘. We struggled to conceive, then miscarried but now have two beautiful boys. It might not seem like it now but there is hope. Look after yourselves xxx
Iam crying with you. For you loss and for mine. We will be blessed with our baby’s 💖 I was 9 weeks preg and miscarriaged in august this year, this was my first time pregnancy. I was heavy bleeding, no clots or pain. Same as you with COVID. I had no one with me and I to have high anxiety. I had internal scan and the lady was so blunt and not sympathetic just broke me. She Directed me into a room and I cried my heart out. She then told me I have to have bloods done. However because my hormone level didn’t come down Fast enough I had to go back in the next 2 days, same happen in the next 2 days after. Then I had to go back the next week. This (excuse my swearing) f u c k i n g killed me. Seeing women preg in hospital all happy. Happy showing scans, happy showing scans to the dad. I had to look down every time I went in because I knew I’ll be breaking in tears if I looked up. But we will get there. Thankyou for sharing your story. It makes me feel I wasn’t so alone, with others also facing a hard time finding this out on your own. 💞
@@sophiepaynexo thankyou Sophie✨. I’m also sorry for yours as it’s quite raw for you. But yes we so do💖. You both will be amazing parents. My luck is with you both⭐️
I had to go back and forward to hospital over about 2 months. They didn't want to do d&c as my hormones were going down but they werent going down enough to discharge me. It was so long and drawn out. At the begining the nurses were so positive that it could all work out, but like Sophie said I just knew, right from the moment I bled I knew it was over. I realise now how lucky I am with the hospital I went to, you go in the main door and pregnancy/labour is to the left and upstairs, EPAU is to the right and upstairs, they have a corridor that connects but youre directed in a totally different way and kept apart which helps
Literally crying within the first 5mins as I saw myself in you going through the same thing for over 4 years.... after giving up on doctors, fertility doctors, added stress we became pregnant with our little boy, almost lost him at 6 weeks but God had him and now he is here 💙💙🙏🙏 have faith, stay strong and try and to laugh through the hard times. It will happen have faith 🙏💙🙏💙
So sorry guys! The pain your going through is the worse! Brings back so many memories 😪 we tried for years and finally fell to then suffer a loss 💔 18months later we had our rainbow baby. Sending you both love !
You are looking so beautiful girl.. and you will get your happy ending I know it. I was never able to have babies and hid my pain for many years. Bless you for being so raw and honest hun xxx
I’m so so sorry for you and adam. I was you 24 years ago. The good news to take from this is that your body knows how to get pregnant now. I lost four and when I got pregnant for the fifth time I said no more if I lost that one. I didn’t and went on to have a beautiful daughter. You’ll get there shugs,don’t give up.just take your time,you are young,you’ll never forget, some days will be worse than others. You will be a fantastic mama. Sending you a virtual hug x
I am so so sorry Sophie💜 I was in your shoes last August, I miscarried at 13 weeks so know how you feel! The pain doesn't go away, but it does ease❤️ Sending all the love in the world xxx
Anyone else crying? Seeing you so excited and sharing the news brought it all back for me. 😪 everyone so so happy for us then cruely snatched away. Sending you love, what an utterly shit year 🙁
You are so strong and you and Adam have a beautiful relationship. I hope and pray that you reach the light at the end of your tunnel and we will all be here, supporting you, along the journey. Much love, stay safe, be blessed xx
I’ve been following you for so long and this broke my heart. I just want this for you! My best friend is in a similar position and it breaks my heart to see her struggling with it. I’m so sorry 😭 I suspect I have pcos I haven’t had a period currently for over 6 months and sometimes even up to a year, and I have the other symptoms but never had it diagnosed. I worry about the tests they have to do because of my anxiety.
Aw Sophie, my heart is broken for you both. There is nothing I can say to make it better, it hurts , it’s hard to get through. I lost my first pregnancy and the second was successful and as you said, now you know your body can get pregnant. All you can do now is just support each other, take time to grieve and a time will come when you feel like seeing what the next step is for you. Take care of each other❤️
I am so so sorry for your loss ❤ Such an emotional video to watch. I can't imagine how you must be feeling. I think you are incredibly brave being so honest, you are utterly amazing. Wishing you all the love in the world ❤❤❤ xxx
Sends lots of loving thoughts and hugs to you both.❤❤ My path to becoming a mother is very similar to yours, even though everyone's story is different. I am sure that you will succeed in becoming parents and you will become some wonderful parents.😊🥰🇩🇰
I'm so sorry for your loss there are no words that can help sadly i know that from experience thank you for talking about it & raising awareness thinking of you both ❤
Tried for 9 years, accepted that it just wasn’t meant to be for us- (didn’t want to go down IVF route) now 17 weeks pregnant with our first baby, very shocked and surprised, so keep the faith that it will happen for you eventually too. Very brave to be able to talk about it publicly ❤️
It’s so hard, I had 3 miscarriages and a premature daughter who died at six weeks, it was utterly devastating, I did go on to have a beautiful family, but I have never forgotten my little angels that couldn’t stay, they are part of me and always will be. Take one day at a time, keep talking and never be afraid to show how you feel xx
I got goose bumps when you showed Adam and your mum the test results, and i felt physically sick when you said you'd miscarried, I promise there is a light and the end of the tunnel. I have been pregnant 11 times and have 2 healthy boys, keep going it will happen x
Can i please know what you did diffrently to concieve and go to have babies ?
@@priscyman with both times I lost weight, ate healthily and also both boys were conceived after the miscarriages where I bled the most, I dont know if that made a difference but thats what happened
Watching you crying is so so hard, I’m so sorry you’re going through such a hard time. Lots of love to you guys 🤍🤍🤍🤍
I had a miscarriage at 6 weeks after years of fertility. I got pregnant 2 weeks later and delivered a healthy baby boy. Don’t lose faith. Grieve. Honor your body and feelings. Try again when you feel ready. ❤️
Keep going Sophie I had ectopic lost my tube and Overy then miscarriage scarring on my tubes tilted womb. I'm now a mother of five and also my two babies I lost xxxxx
Thank you for sharing. I had miscarriages and each one is a child and will not be replaced by another pregnancy. Thanks for talking about it as it is not talked about and it's scary because you don't know what to expect. xx
So sorry for your loss. I too have been through miscarriage and I feel for you. It will always make me sad but it will be easier when you have some time to grieve. I had four and years of trying. But wanted you to know things can change. We did it in the end and had two lovely boys .Five years apart. I think you will get there too.
Oh honey what a powerful honest and heartbreaking journey.... your little star will always be a part of you both and yes you really are so brave mature eloquent and so so considerate of others in a similar situation by sharing your devastation.
Strength love and protection to you both
Really sorry to hear this sad news
You’re right to few people talk about the pain of miscarriage 😭😭
I am so sorry for your loss my darling. I hope you are doing as well as you can be. Thank you for sharing your story, it doesn’t matter if it was ‘just’ 6 weeks, it was a little life that you had a future mapped out as soon as you saw those 2 lines 😔 I am 10 months post my MC at 11 weeks and it was the most heart breaking thing I have ever experienced and should not be a taboo topic at all so again thank you and much love to you and Adam 💗 xx
Hi hun just subscribed you came up on my tv as a suggestion watching this with a tissue in my hand just got to the part your telling your hubby I remember these feelings but reading the title also makes me sad. I miscarried at 5 months and it was traumatic I found out on my scan long story but I feel your pain xxx so sorry for you both. You sound local to me xxx
Absolutely gutted for you both. Take your time and mourn all you need. Give Adam a massive hug! Thank you for telling your story
I’m so sorry to hear this. I had a scare while pregnant and my heart just sank. I can only imagine what you are going through. Sending strength and best wishes xxx
Thank you Sandy
Literally balling my eyes out watching this, I'm so heartbroken for you both but when it happens you guys are going to be amazing parents x
Hi Soph, I am so sorry babe , I know how it feels me and my hubby have had 4 miscarriages and have been trying for about 9years but because I am a plus size woman they won’t give me clomid till I get my Bmi to 35 , it’s been such a hard time and I can so relate to you I hate hospitals doctors etc! I’ve started SlimmingWorld to help but I feel so close to your story! Just wanted to say thanks for raising awareness as I never told anyone about my miscarriages xx
I'm so sorry Sophie, sitting here having bubbled the whole time, we're absolutely heartbroken for you both 😞💜💜💜
So hard to watch this, but absolute credit to you for putting this out there. I have followed your story for 3 years and know what this meant to you both. For now, you need to heal, continue loving each other and communicating as you do. Team Payne ❤️❤️
You are so courageous and strong to do this when its been such a recent experience. I'm so sorry this happened to you. Wishing you all the happiness thats soon to come. ❤
I’m so sorry to hear this, such sad news. I hope you are ok. Xx
I really admire how strong and resilient you are Sophie. You're going through such a struggle (that I and so many relate too) and your ability to stay strong is really admirable. You deserve the world and it will happen! 💚
Sending you so much love. I have had three miscarriages and know how extremely difficult it is to go through that kind of loss. You are so brave to come out and talk about your experience. I am wishing you and Adam the best on your journey forward. ❤️
Hi sophie just found your video. Infertility and miscarriage is devastating. I have filmed my story on my channel to try and spread awareness 💕 you are so lovely its so sad you have had to go through this xx
I am so sorry for your loss it must be so hard after being so excited after all this time. You have done a really important thing to talk about your experience though as so few do and it happens to so many. Look after yourself and look to the future xxx
You are so brave. I know it was hard to share but thank you for sharing. It's so important to raise awareness but also for you to process what's happening. Sending you and Adam all the love in the world xxxx
So sorry you have gone thru this hun. Your absolutely right early miscarriage isn't really spoken about, and you have been incredibly strong to do it so soon after your loss. I know how hard this must be for you as I had my first pregnancy at 32 which resulted in early miscarriage. I couldnt contemplate trying to get pregnant for the following 6months. But 12 months later to the day I discovered I was pregnant again. My beautiful boy is 22 now, my only child due to my health complications. I know I was so lucky to have him and I still think of what I lost 😓
My heart goes out to you both...sending you my deepest heartfelt condolences on your loss xxx
Aww Sophie, my heart broke for you guys watching this. I’ve seen from your videos how much you both have wanted a baby. I can’t imagine how devastating a miscarriage must have been. Thanks for sharing your journey, it’s still such a not spoken about topic and I think it’s important the conversations happen. Sending love x
Thank you so much for sharing this extremely hard part of your journey with us. An amazingly strong thing to do 💞
I'm 35 and feel like I can't talk about any of our journey. No1 knows we have been trying... For a looong time, I only found out I'd been pregnant when I actually miscarried and because of that i was just told it as a passing comment as a reason for my lower abdominal pain and sent on my way. It hurts my heart so much not being able to actually tell anyone.
Your an amazing young couple. Stay strong 💖
I’m so sorry this happened you. I miscarried early at about 6 weeks and it’s so difficult, physically and emotionally. Sending you all my love and hope you feel comfort knowing you are not alone.
It is terrible that in most hospitals the EPU's are always among the pregnancy department. I'm so sorry for your loss, your feelings are so so valid. Thinking of you both x x x
Broke my heart to watch this. Much love to you both and hope your time comes soon. X
You are so strong. You and Adam look after each other and love will make it happen ❤️
I'm so sorry Sophie...I have been thinking of you off and on wondering how things were going...I'm so proud of your honesty and bravery speaking about this so soon after miscarriage...you and Adam will get your light at the end of the tunnel hopefully sooner rather than later...and when that day happens you will be the best parents and give a child all the love they deserve...take care of yourself and each other chick...big hugs xxxx
I am so very sorry to hear this. My heart goes out to you, Adam and your precious baby. Almost ten years ago, my first baby was stillborn. Things have changed so much in regards to breaking the taboo, talking about loss, sharing our and our family's stories. It makes for a much healthier society and a much kinder one too. One you're contributing to
I haven’t watched to the end of the video - but I have been on the journey with my husband for a decade now. We have had losses, breakthroughs, set backs. Still trying and I hope you will too, I feel I can never give up, it’s the most soul destroying, lonely process. My friendships have been affected, my whole
Life has been trying to conceive
Broke my heart from seeing you so happy and telling Adam but knowing what the outcome was 😞 I’m so sorry this happened to you. Please don’t loose hope. Sending you so much baby dust 🪄🪄 I had 2 consecutive miscarriages and fell pregnant again and bled and thought here we go again. I bled for a week and was convinced I had lost my baby again as I thought there is no way I can loose that much blood and still have a healthy pregnancy. But I went for a scan at 8 weeks and there she was with a healthy heartbeat and she’s now almost 8. Miracles can happen. 💞💖💞
You are so brave for filming this. I'm going through a infertility journey myself, it is the hardest most frustrating thing to go through. Sending you so much love x
I am crying so hard watching this 😢 I am so sorry you are going through this. I know how hard infertility is.. I’m 4 years in and undergoing testing. Don’t give up hope sweetheart ❤️ Sending lots of love xxxx
Sophie I’m so sorry to both of you...all I can say is please don’t give up ive been where you are and it’s the worst thing ever. 6 months after our miscarriage we got pregnant with our now 2 year old twins. There is hope just take your time to recover both mentally and physically I had counselling and was the best thing I ever did xxxx ps you are so right nurses are so matter of fact about it when you feel like your world is crashing down. Everyone will say at least you know you can get pregnant but that doesn’t make it any better. If you ever need to talk please reach out
I have never been so invested in someone that i don't know. Ive been watching for years now. I truly am devasted for you and have all the faith and all the things crossed that one day it will happen for you one way or another. Apreciate you sharing such a horrible situation.
All my love ❤ xx
Hi Sophie, Sorry to hear your news. I had a miscarriage 8 years ago and still wonder if. I've been with my husband for 3 years and still have yet to conceive. I've lost 4.5 stone and just had my first "normal" period which lasted for a "normal" time range of 5 days. I've had on/off irregular periods for the past 10 years. I'm with you on this journey and it's so hard but don't give up. There's nothing worse than one line on a stick over and over and over again but hopefully it will happen for you soon. Raw Beauty Kristi is nice to watch - they struggled for 15 years and she didn't ovulate ever and then bam out of the blue. She's had a healthy pregnancy so far. Take care xxx
I think I went through every emotion with you whilst I was watching that Sophie. You're a strong woman and you're gonna get through this 😚 I hope Adam and your family are keeping strong too as I know that a miscarriage and grieving for your loss is so so difficult. I'm sending you all lots of love and hugs xxx
You are so incredibly strong, thank you so much for sharing your experiences with us. I feel like this topic is not spoken about enough by society, even though it is such a common thing. ❤
I am so sad, and so sorry you and Adam have gone through this. What a rollercoaster of a month. The video you put together was so beautiful. I cried when you revealed the pregnancy to Adam, and your Mum. The joy in your face was just contagious. I'm so sorry it was taken away. I'm glad you've got therapy. I completely understand that empty feeling. My first baby was stillborn at 6 months pregnant (please don't think I'm making this about me, I'm not) and I felt incredibly empty afterwards.
You're so brave and positive, which shows in this video. I'm not on instagram, only Facebook. But if you ever want to talk, reach out. I love your videos, vlogs, hauls. You and Adam seem a very secure, strong couple. You will heal. Just give it time. Sending you both all my love, and your little bean. ❤
Sophie, you're a very strong woman . I see my sister's female strengths in you. I'm praying for you and everyone whose posted comments in here. God bless all of you
Aw hun I’m so sorry!!! What an awful thing to go through especially after so much effort and emotional stress to get there 😢 I hope you’re doing okay!! 1 thing to take away from this is that you know your body can do it. You can get pregnant. I know that maybe doesn’t help but hopefully give you a positive-ish mindset going forward. Thinking of you both💓 remember to be kind to your self cause you deserve it 💓
Just got nearer the end and heard you said people are saying at least you know you can get pregnant sorry I commented early. I’m sorry if that upsets you 😢 sending lots of love to you both 💓
Gosh I cried mr eyes out. Such deserving people to be parents, it can be a cruel world sometimes 😩
I’m so sorry Sophie, what a loss. It’s ok to take your time and absorb this. Thank you for bringing this subject up and normalizing it. Big social distanced hugs to you and Adam 🌸💕🌸
So sorry for your loss... My love to you both.
I lost my first baby 28 years ago, time makes it easier to handle , but you never forget.
Every year when my baby's due date comes around it makes us sad...
I have a little tattoo in memory of my
lost boy....
I'm so so sorry to hear your sad news!! We lost our baby at 38 week so know exactly what you are going through. As difficult as it is try and stay strong. At the end of this dark tunnel there is light. Sending lots of love and preyers to you both ❤ xxx
I’m so sorry for you both. I think you are very very brave to share this with us and your right it’s 1 in 4. I know so many people who have been through this, some worse than others. I think it’s amazing that you have shared this to raise awareness I think part of the struggle for women who go through this is that people don’t talk about it.
Take your time and look after yourselves. I’m so very sorry xxxx
So sorry too hear this news. Everyone has too grieve in their own way for whatever loss they have gone through. Your honesty is brave and as women these heartbreaking things need to be discussed, though it may not be for everyone. Take care of each other and take whatever time you need. Heart goes out too you both❤
I'm so sorry to hear your sad news, thank you for sharing your story. I can see how hard it was for you to go over it on camera. So much love and respect for you ❤ sending lots of love and positive thoughts to you and Adam xxx
Sophie I’m so so so sorry for you both. I know you’ll have heard that a million times now but you both deserve to be pregnant and have a baby so much it’s heartbreaking. Thanks for sharing your story and being open and honest as always. You’re an inspiration and will make the best mum someday x
Oh my love. I am so so sorry. I know first hand that nothing anyone says will help right now but please remember you're not alone, we are here with you. Sending you, Adam and your family so much love and strength xx 💕
Oh Sophie, thank you so much for sharing your story and being so open. Ap sorry for your loss. You and Ad do what you need to, to heel, this is your journey. A beautifully put together video 💕 xxxx
Sending you both so, so, so much love and hugs right now❤️
I just can't bring myself to give this a thumbs up, how can I possibly say this is a good video when you have had to go through this painful time. I am extremely sorry for you both as you said it affects Adam as well. Sending you a huge Cwtch and wishing you both all the very best 😊😊😊
Oh Sophie your reactions to finding out were so lovely. I've always been very open about my own miscarriage and that has helped me massively. My heart absolutely breaks for you, thinking of you both x
Sending you so much love and hugs. I've suffered from miscarriages and an ectopic pregnancy and it's just heartbreaking so my heart goes out to you. Praying for you both ❤️❤️ xxxx
Sophie I am so sorry to hear this I really hope you and Adam are as ok as can be given the circumstances. Sending lots of love to you both and will say a wish for you tonight. You are so brave talking about this, it will help so many people and like you say this isn’t talked about very much. ❤️ xx
I’m bawling my eyes out, Sophie I’m so sorry for what’s happened. I’m thinking of u and Adam and sending lots of love....I became infertile 5 years ago due to cancer treatment but I was lucky as I had a daughter who is now 19, I didn’t think it would affect me but boy I was devastated. People would say but at least u have a child, and of course I was grateful for that fact but it still hurt, I was only 34. I’ve accepted it now, sometimes I think about it, I have 2 pugs and a cat and I have become one of those people that treat their animals like their kids lol I think I’m compensating......ur are both in my thoughts, I’m sending u lots of positive energy 💖💖💖
I’m so, so sorry! I couldn’t help but cry with you both. I had a miscarriage in 2015. I literally found out I was pregnant and the next day was bleeding heavily. It didn’t hurt any less though. I now have a 16 month old beautiful boy. I pray it happens for you too!! Xx
I had a miscarriage hun and I know how it feels my heart goes out to you and if I can give you some advice it would be talk about your loss it helps! Xxx
Dearest Sophie and Adam I'm so sorry this is happening to you. You truly are my favourite couple to watch, your love for eachother really shines through and you two are so strong together. I had a missed miscarriage 13 years ago, it doesn't go away, no matter how long you knew you were pregnant for, your whole future changes and when it's cruely take away its devastating. I nw have 2 children they are 11 and 10 and both wonderful and challenging at the same time. But I will never stop grieving for the little one I loved so fiercely for 5 weeks. Thank you for your honesty it takes a lot of courage to talk about something so personal, and although I can't physically do anything you and Adam are always in my prayers and you will make the most wonderful parents I'm sure of it. Sending you both so much love xxx
I’m so sorry Sophie that you went through this. I haven’t watched the video, I can’t. I had two miscarriages, two stillbirths and my beautiful baby girl died after prematurely delivered. But I have three teenagers now that healed the pain but I still have ptsd so I’m sorry I just couldn’t watch xxxx
Iv litrally felt u heart to heart iv just come out of russell Hall hospital for having a misscarrige but not only that I had a missed miss carriage of a billeted ovum and had to have surgical managment operation and it broke me I know exsactly what your going through however we are strong women and if you ever need to talk im here 💞
I just can’t think of any words, so so sorry for what you and Adam are going through xx
I am so sorry for your loss. It's such a hard journey with fertility. The why me for me is after 12 years I haven't got pregnant. I didn't have a happy ending but I hope you do. Life is a hard road sometimes. X
This is so heart baking! Bless you!
On a slight positive if there can be one, you and your husband got pregnant so it worked! Feel positive for your future xx
So sorry for your loss. I know what it's like to go through this, it's truly one of the worst things to experience and the pain never leaves. It's been 10 years this year since my loss and my heart still hurts I'll never get over it, but over time you do learn to heal and it does get a little easier to live with. Sending lots of love to you both 💖 x
I'm so sorry to you and Adam for your loss. I wish I had the words to even come close to comforting you in this time, just sending love your way.
I am so so sorry to hear this. I know how much you and Adam both want a baby. One day you's will be amazing parents, it will happen for ya's one way or another. I've cried my eyes out for ya's, it's such a horrible thing for anyone to go through . Sending big hugs to you both 💞💞
Sophie I just wish I could hug you and Adam. I have sat here nodding in agreement and crying for your loss . you must do what is right for you and Adam you are both the most important part of this story. Thank you for having the strength to share your story. it is important that people know that no matter how many weeks pregnant you are when you suffer the heartache of a miscarriage it is a pregnancy and that pregnancy is so important to the parents . ❤️❤️❤️
I'm so sorry Sophie, you are so brave 💖 We all love and support you xxxx
I’m so sorry to you both for your loss. I’ve been there too twice and it’s just the worst pain. Look after each other and take the time you need together. Love from Australia xx
I am 2 minutes in and sobbing for you. I know where this video is going to lead and I am so so sorry. I wish you all the luck 💕
So, so sorry to hear this 😘. We struggled to conceive, then miscarried but now have two beautiful boys. It might not seem like it now but there is hope. Look after yourselves xxx
This breaks my heart for u I'm so sorry as I know how much u want to have a baby x
Iam crying with you. For you loss and for mine. We will be blessed with our baby’s 💖
I was 9 weeks preg and miscarriaged in august this year, this was my first time pregnancy. I was heavy bleeding, no clots or pain. Same as you with COVID. I had no one with me and I to have high anxiety.
I had internal scan and the lady was so blunt and not sympathetic just broke me.
She Directed me into a room and I cried my heart out. She then told me I have to have bloods done. However because my hormone level didn’t come down Fast enough I had to go back in the next 2 days, same happen in the next 2 days after. Then I had to go back the next week.
This (excuse my swearing) f u c k i n g killed me. Seeing women preg in hospital all happy. Happy showing scans, happy showing scans to the dad.
I had to look down every time I went in because I knew I’ll be breaking in tears if I looked up.
But we will get there. Thankyou for sharing your story. It makes me feel I wasn’t so alone, with others also facing a hard time finding this out on your own. 💞
I’m so sorry you had to go through that angel, we got this 💖💖
@@sophiepaynexo thankyou Sophie✨. I’m also sorry for yours as it’s quite raw for you. But yes we so do💖. You both will be amazing parents. My luck is with you both⭐️
I had to go back and forward to hospital over about 2 months. They didn't want to do d&c as my hormones were going down but they werent going down enough to discharge me. It was so long and drawn out. At the begining the nurses were so positive that it could all work out, but like Sophie said I just knew, right from the moment I bled I knew it was over.
I realise now how lucky I am with the hospital I went to, you go in the main door and pregnancy/labour is to the left and upstairs, EPAU is to the right and upstairs, they have a corridor that connects but youre directed in a totally different way and kept apart which helps
Literally crying within the first 5mins as I saw myself in you going through the same thing for over 4 years.... after giving up on doctors, fertility doctors, added stress we became pregnant with our little boy, almost lost him at 6 weeks but God had him and now he is here 💙💙🙏🙏 have faith, stay strong and try and to laugh through the hard times. It will happen have faith 🙏💙🙏💙
Thank you so much and congratulations on your little boy!
I am so so sorry 😢. Thank you for sharing. Stay strong! Big virtual hugs to you and Adam 😘🤗
So sorry guys! The pain your going through is the worse! Brings back so many memories 😪 we tried for years and finally fell to then suffer a loss 💔 18months later we had our rainbow baby. Sending you both love !
You are looking so beautiful girl.. and you will get your happy ending I know it. I was never able to have babies and hid my pain for many years. Bless you for being so raw and honest hun xxx
I’m so so sorry for you and adam. I was you 24 years ago. The good news to take from this is that your body knows how to get pregnant now. I lost four and when I got pregnant for the fifth time I said no more if I lost that one. I didn’t and went on to have a beautiful daughter. You’ll get there shugs,don’t give up.just take your time,you are young,you’ll never forget, some days will be worse than others. You will be a fantastic mama. Sending you a virtual hug x
I am so so sorry Sophie💜 I was in your shoes last August, I miscarried at 13 weeks so know how you feel! The pain doesn't go away, but it does ease❤️ Sending all the love in the world xxx
I’m so sorry this happened soph, I’ve been following along praying you get your happy ending. You still will! Look after yourself x
you are so brave, so strong and so resilient. I am also 1 in 4 and I promise you, it gets easier. Take your time and be kind to yourself (L)
Anyone else crying? Seeing you so excited and sharing the news brought it all back for me. 😪 everyone so so happy for us then cruely snatched away.
Sending you love, what an utterly shit year 🙁
Are you obese too? you definetly should lose weight if you wanna have a baby so bad, and stop complaining
@@verano6944 Disgusting comment, you should be ashamed.
@@LaceyLouelle just report them. Obviously some weird stalker with a sad life
My heart’s broken for you. Thank you for sharing and i wish you so much luck for the future x
You are so strong and you and Adam have a beautiful relationship. I hope and pray that you reach the light at the end of your tunnel and we will all be here, supporting you, along the journey. Much love, stay safe, be blessed xx
I’ve been following you for so long and this broke my heart. I just want this for you! My best friend is in a similar position and it breaks my heart to see her struggling with it. I’m so sorry 😭 I suspect I have pcos I haven’t had a period currently for over 6 months and sometimes even up to a year, and I have the other symptoms but never had it diagnosed. I worry about the tests they have to do because of my anxiety.
Aw Sophie, my heart is broken for you both. There is nothing I can say to make it better, it hurts , it’s hard to get through. I lost my first pregnancy and the second was successful and as you said, now you know your body can get pregnant. All you can do now is just support each other, take time to grieve and a time will come when you feel like seeing what the next step is for you. Take care of each other❤️
Just sat on the other side of the world and cried with you. You're both so brave and wonderful ❤️
I'm so sorry for your loss, sending you and your husband love and strength.
I am so so sorry for your loss ❤ Such an emotional video to watch. I can't imagine how you must be feeling. I think you are incredibly brave being so honest, you are utterly amazing. Wishing you all the love in the world ❤❤❤ xxx
Sends lots of loving thoughts and hugs to you both.❤❤ My path to becoming a mother is very similar to yours, even though everyone's story is different. I am sure that you will succeed in becoming parents and you will become some wonderful parents.😊🥰🇩🇰
I'm so sorry for your loss there are no words that can help sadly i know that from experience thank you for talking about it & raising awareness thinking of you both ❤
SO SORRY TO HEAR YOUR STORY. MY HEART GOES OUT TO BOTH OF YOU❤️🙏🏽❤️
Absolutely heart breaking 😔 so sorry to hear this ❤