Spaces- Martti Franca (Official Lyric Video)
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- Опубликовано: 8 окт 2024
- LATEST SINGLE 'San Francisco' is now available on my RUclips Channel and all major streaming platforms.
"But just for peace of mind... Love me"
Finally putting out my second single, and to make things better, we had this lyric video made! Thank you again to Coeli (Cello) and EJ De Perio (Keys) for being a part of this record.
Spaces is a song about wanting to be a part of someone's life even if it means becoming a rebound or a someone who can fill an emotional/physical gap in their life.
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I let a special person hear this song. She thought it was sad and gloomy. Almost a year after that, I didn't expect that that same person will allow me to appreciate more the message of this song.
She's my TOTGA. She's my almost and the reason behind all my what ifs and could have beens. We were in a 9 year label-less, complicated and on/off relationship. We agreed to keep it that way because unfortunately I wasn't ready to commit yet.
A year ago, after almost like forever I decided that I am finally ready to spend the rest of my life with her. But she already found somebody else. I was devastated and tried to win her back. Then I realized, she had all the reasons to find someone better. Someone brave enough to commit and I was never that person for the longest time.
Now, I still think of her. I still find myself sometimes focused on my own thoughts imagining a life with her in it. She will always be my The One.
I love her. I love her so much. That is why, I shouldn't keep her from experiencing genuine happiness even if it means letting her go to the person who deserves her better.
Thank you for this sad song. This will always remind me of Alba.
Beautiful message man, but let me tell you she will never be "The One". You might think it so man but she is not. There are so many girls out there that are just as good a person if not better. You might've pictured a future with you and her together but people come and go, and there will always be another person who might fill that gap in your life. May it be now or later.
@@JADNCK Thanks for this bruh. Letting her go for good will never be easy, most especially for me who saw my ideal girl in her. I tried entering into an exclusive relationship a few months ago but it was hard because I still think about her from time to time. I called it quits because I can't keep on lying to myself and to that person.
BA NAMAN YAN
sakit mo lods. gawan ko to kanta, balikan ko tong comment pag nagawa ko na.
@@KimTumamakMusicPH Sige bruh. Salamat! Asahan ko yan.
Ang sakit!! Lesson learned. Huwag manakit ng artist kung ayaw mo maging paksa ng kanta.
We broke up like 2 weeks ago because hindi siya maka focus sa studies niya. Ayoko man pero siya ang nag decide. I’m just hoping na once natapos na niya, ako parin. Hindi man align yung storya namin sa kanta but this song gave me chills. Gusto kong ipagdamot tong kantang to sa iba baka kasi gawin na naman nila tong BGM sa mga sad boi vids nila tas magiging meaningless na yung kanta but damn, gusto ko rin sumikat yung singer kasi ang talented niya. Thank you, Martti!
A few years back, i used to seek comfort through this song as if it understands all the things i am feeling inside. The lyrics hit so hard that it felt like the song was written based on what i feel. But listening to this song now, it hits a lot different. It's true when you mature, you understand a different kind of love. And while this song comforted me for a long time, I also think this showed how shallow love can be. A shallow love that settles for a piece of love, not a whole love a person can offer. A shallow love that only fills you for a while. A kind of love that will only suffice for the mean time. And no one deserves to feel that. To settle for a small piece of space in a person's life while you can still be a part of another's life whole heartedly. I hope someday we find the love that we deserve, not just a missing part to fill the void.
Thank you for watching this video 💕 I really hope I can get your support by subscribing to my channel 🥺 I'll be posting more content here, and right now I released a new cover of If The World Was Ending. Check out my channel to watch it now! Thank you and remember that you're always enough to fill the space in this world.
THIS IS SOOOOOO UNDERRATED!!! I thought it got millions of views!!
yo bro, same
SAME WITH HIS OTHER SONG "ALONE"!!!
sameee
2 years and still no million views? Really? One of the best song that I've ever heard plus this is a OPM. Still one of my favorite long drive songs. ❤
I guess it's time to stop filling other people's spaces and start filling the void in my heart instead. I'm finally done :) Thank you for this song.
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Why is this still underrated 😭😭😭 apaka ganda at apaka saket ng kantang to eh 🤧 I hope you’ll receive the recognition u deserve 🥺
Agree! Anyways ate Try to listen po Huminahon at bahaghari ni elle Sebastian❤️
la aq lablayp pero napapsenti aq s knta n to. huhuhuhu parang ang sarap maheartbroken. ung feel n feel m tong kanta. kse tugmang tugma sau. huhuhu sakit ma onesided love.
I just recently discovered this thank you RUclips algorithm. Ito yung kanta na gusto ko pakinggan while seating on a beach drinking beer and just staring at the sunset . ❤️
September 2021, may nakilala akong guy then ito yung unang nirecommend niya sakin na kanta at nagustuhan ko naman agad kasi nagdidiscover din ako ng mga underrated. Tapos umabot na kami sa point na nagbibigayan na kami ng playlists, sabay na kami nagdidiscover ng mga bands,songs, etc., tapos nagsesend ng mga kinacover niyang mga kanta, he played piano, guitar, bass tapos sinesend niya sa akin almost 1 month din 'yun, nagchuchurch din. Nirequest ko yung Midnight sky by Unique sa kanya tapos doon na siya nagamin na may feelings na siya sakin at ganun din ako sa kanya, hindi ako nagmadali nung mga panahong yun dahil sabi magaantay naman pero nagulat na lang ako dahil 2 days lang sila na ng bestfriend ko. Hindi ko sukat akalain na papakinggan ko ito ulit ng may kirot pero thank you sa kanilang dalawa dahil mas minahal ko pa ang sarili ko at hindi na agad magtitiwala at thanks sa mga songs na nirecommend mo.
my ryry, i knew from the very beginning that i'll never be yours, i know how foolish i am to fall for you when i already knew that you only see me as your best friend, i know that someone had already catched your eye, i know that your heart already belongs to someone but how can i not love someone like you? When you're the only one who stayed through my worse, you made me feel alive and special, you made me understand who I truly am.
I love you and i will always do.
Dunno why this song is so underrated. Been listening for a year and still feel the pain. Thanks for making this gem out of whatever pain that caused you.
“Just to find I don’t mind what I’d be, just to be a small part of your life.” This hurts and I felt that. Sometimes we’d rather settle for less even if we’re not contented ourselves just to be there for someone we love - just to be the one who makes them happy even if we’re not happy ourselves entirely.
:(((
Just to be a small part of your life.... Why does it hurts me so much ? , kahit joy pangalan niya , ang sakit niya sa pakiramdam :(
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Cheers to those who didn't give up, cheers to the artist who made this wonderful song ... Cheers to those who are still fighting there personal battles/struggls... Hindi sa habang panahon mahirap,hindi sa habang panahon masakit, laban lang 😊
Salamat sa kanta na to. I've learned my lesson. This describes my feelings so well. It's like you read the thoughts in my heart and pour it in to this song
*I’ve never felt so in love and broken with a song before.*
Sir Martti, this song of yours really touches me. It hit my deepest part of my heart where I keep all my pain. Trying to hide it away but this song let those pain get ahead of me. It makes me sad and lonely because somehow I'm related in your song. Keep up doing this best works of yours.
"just take your time
i'll always have spaces for you
i'll never get over you"
I felt that.
This hit me too.
*speechless*
*iyak na lang*
💔💛💙
Napunta ko dito dahil sa story na “Serenity” ni MaldingYsa. And totoo nga sinabi niya, ang ganda ng kantang to.
Heard this a few while ago while driving and tuning in with Wish 107.5 with Marti being Interviewed over :) I felt it hit hard since I was coping up with being an emotional gap being stuck in a Situationship or at least that is how they call it nowadays. Was spending time with someone who I know she has her eyes set on someone else. I suppose our friendship ended along with when she became in better terms with the guy she has her sights onto. Wish them all the best. Advanced Happy New Year to everyone listening to this great song and to those who will be able to find this rare gem in the future.
I used to like this song 2 years ago.
But I forgot its title but now I found it again.
It's still beautiful as I lost it.
Love me even if it is to fill the spaces
Love me, even if I know your heart was never mine
Just take your time
I'll always have space for you
I'll never get tired of loving you with all of me. i love you even if it hurts, i love you most especially when it hurts.
Let me write down your name on a cigarette
And light it up
Just to help me forget
How your hand intertwines with this
Stories tolds and snippetts that feel like ours
Just to find I don't mind what I'd
be just to be a small part of your life
But just for peace of mind
Love me even if it is to fill the spaces
Love me, even if I know it's just to feel alive
For a moment you're gone
Just to fill the spaces in his arms
What a time to forget all my sensibilities
Let the heart speak it's mind
Let it get the best of me
Even with the coldest shoulder I'll find a way to keep you warm
Find a bottom of a bottle while holding my tounge
But just for peace of mind
Love me even if it is to fill the spaces
Love me, even if I know it's just to feel alive
For a moment you're gone
Just to fill the spaces in his arms
Coz' I know that deep in your heart there's a little space for me
I saw it when I looked in your eyes
In your smile when you kiss me
Love me even if it is to fill the spaces
Love me, even if I know your heart was never mine
Just take your time
I'll always have space for you
I'll never get over you
bakit sobrang underrated to at bakit ngayon ko lang napakinggan grabe masterpiece huhu 🤍
Pwede mu cry?????? Maka sad kaayo ang song pero the same song rapud ang makahatag ug comfort 😭😭😭😭 hay 🥺
sobrang sakit pa rin talaga. i dont know how to mend this heart. i dont want anyone to help me move on. i want to repair this myself. pero sobrang sakit. ang hirap. i wish i can just wake up without feeling any pain in my chest. thank you for introducing this song to me. sabi mo, "maganda yan, pakinggan mo" habang magkasama tayo sa library. i listened to this song while im with you. at ngayon, tuwing nadidinig ko 'to, di ka mawala sa isip ko. kasi baka ako nga yung nanghihingi ng kahit kaunting puwang sa puso mo. :
Hirap din talaga na panakip butas ka, Bayani kana din. Kahit alam mong masakit para sayo tatanggapin mo pa din siya kahit alam mong di ka niya kayang piliin. Ang lungkot lang ng gantong sitwasyon.
7 months later:
I'll always have space for you.
I'll never get over you.
💔
'di ako magsasawang bumalik-balik dito 🖤
alam ko na 'tong kantang 'to before pero pinapatugtog ko lang kasi ang chill. one time, tinry kong intindihin yung lyrics. grabe, ang sakit talaga ng kantang 'to. minsan nadadala ako ng emosyon kahit hindi ko pa talaga napapagdaanan yung gustong iparating ng kanta. sana malaman 'to ng iba kasi ang ganda talaga ❤
ang sarap ang sakit. more please huhu
Martti franca thank you kasi nainterpret mo kung gaano kamartyr lahat ng taong nagmamahal pag dating sa minamahal nila. Kahit unti unting maubos sarili mo basta sa taong mahal mo titiisin mo yung pain.
Bakit napaka underrated ng kantang to grabe dinurog nito puso ko.
Been here since 2018, and it's still in my everyday playlist.
I just accidentally bumped into this song in spotify today. I’m so glad. I love it.
Buti nalang nakita ko yung love you right sa spotify and it made my way through his songs. Tagos brad specially sa things she'll never know. Those are what im going through right now. Ito yung mga kanta na gusto kong ipagdamot pero mas deserve ng spotlight
2 years and still not million views? What's wrong with you people? Most under rated song I ever heard.
i was searching a songs on spotify and heard the calming voice of him, now it's my favorite
Evergrow❤
Thanks to this I finally let it all out of what I've been suppressing, and I've open it up to someone I can trust. I don't usually open up to anyone but if I do that's the moment I can't handle hiding what's been going on in my mind. Thanks Martti!
Salamat sa Spotify nahanap ko ito kanta.
Eto talaga jam ko tuwing papasok sa school ng 6 am tapos bigla nalanv tutulo luha mo ganern ✊🏻
Been listening to this song for almost a year now and it never hurt this much until now. Ang sakit sakit.
Pwede bang ako na lang piliin mo ulit? Kahit napipilitan? Sana pwede pang gawan ng paraan. :(
it hurts!!!! even im single. i never been inlove until now but it still hurts feeling im broken. huhuhuhu. who said this kind of song is for only broken hearted?? not at all. huhuhuhuhuhuhu!!!
bat ngayon kolang to napakinggan??? ang ganda!!
4 yrs na yung naghiwalay tayo. Kahit 10months lang tinagal ng relationship natin, inaamin kong ikaw padin yung pinaka mamahal ko. Ikaw padin ang unang ex ko, at umaasa akong ikaw padin sa huli kahit 1yr na kayo ng current bf mo ngayon.
Thanks Your Home na discover ko tong song na to🥰
Love this song so much..
if ever you're reading this, you will always be my lagi.
Just discovered you and your songs today. Nag marathon ako sa mga song uploads mo and man they're all good. You write songs so well sir and you sing so well. Sana marami pang makarinig ng kanta mo, kasi deserve ng mga songs mo na madami ang makarinig. All your songs are meaningful, may pinaghuhugotan and you will really feel it.
*Ang sakiiiit feel na feel ko. Deserve mo po kuya sumikat, ang ganda ng kanta na ginawa mo.*
Selfish na kung selfish pero ayaw kong malaman ng iba to hahahahahahahaha
Tama yan para tayo tayo lang nasasaktan. Wag na natin saktan ung iba, bad yun.
Gusto to makita nya to para alam nya gusto ko sabihin sa kanya
Nahanap ko din ang kantang to.. ganda eh
I just so love to listen this song. Though masakit sya. Pero may gaan na binibigay sa puso ko eh. Sarap ulit ulitin.
There's always a space for you in my heart. 😊
i always sing this song of yours. now, i'm in pain and lost.. and my tears won't stop...
I found your 'Alone' on Spotify in 10 mins ago. They recommended your song on my discovery weekly's playlist.
Then, I'm fall in love with your song : )
I search your channel here and already subscribed. When I hear your song and see you in live vdo, I think you look like 'Atom Chanakan' (Thai Artist who I like).
Thank you for your every songs : )
- Your new Thai fan -
man, i'm in this situation right now. :( I know sa sarili kong hindi ako, na mayroong iba pero heto pa rin ako minamahal siya kasi dun ako sumasaya. Masakit pero tinitiis ko kasi siya nalang mismo yung source of happiness ko. Without her i'm nothing in this world. This song hits me so damn hard! para kong inuntog sarili ko sa pader.
This song just accidentally played in my spotify and now this becomes my favorite!🥺❤️
its almost end of 2021 and still here
i dont know why i have this kind of feeling everytime i hear any song with broken lines on their lyrics makes me hurt and lonely. im not broken. i was never until i hear this song.
I love this songgg, it's so good.. It reminds me of Ben & Ben 😊
I didn't notice that she messaged me. Immediately as soon as i saw her message, i responded and went here to play this song. This is the very song that helped me move on and idk why i want to loop this while waiting if she'd reply. She did, and we are talking. Oh God you cant even start to comprehend how much joy it brought me to have the chance to talk to you again. Even when we havent talked much as of now, it still gives me something that ive been holding all along. I never wished for us to end like that. You know i dont want that. I cant bring up closure too because i know it would kill me inside. I told you before that even if we walk separately, i would always watch your back. Im sorry i couldnt keep that promise. I cant. I dont have the courage to watch you with him. Im sorry. I miss you. I want you back. But i know i cant, i know deep inside i must not. I must not continue and i must not assume that the happily ever after ends with us. Maybe in another life time larrah nicole. I love you. Forever and a day. To the stars and beyond. Always.....
Tonight nakaka-50 plays na siguro ako. Kanina pa ako umiiyak. Siguro hanggang bukas pa to or next day or next week bahala na. Pero thank you for this song. Ang lungkot lang talaga.
Andre Wasilewski It will be okay. I thought I'd never get better after writing this song, but it gets better.
@@MarttiFranca Sabi ko na eh, babalik ako dito. I really hope it will get better soon.
THIS DESERVES SO MUCH RECOGNITION huhuhu i love this song soooo much pls
hey martti musta na? keep doing music! ever since playshop alam kong gift na sau ang music! regards to Uy Fam :)
2020 ko lang to nalaman! It should have been my love song since 2018. 😩
super ganda ng songs mo po martti franca huhu, sarap ipagdamot char.
Always touching. Thanks for making the most of your gift, brother.
A wattpad story about moving on and healing brought me here although I forgot the author, I remember the title was serenity and serendepity its a beautiful and sad story.
I don't know why but ur songs give me hope huhu bawat lyrics sinasalamin yung mga nararamdaman ko na di ko masabi. Thank u for sharing us ur music!!! Your songs can actually touch lives. More power!
Feeling ko eto ang OST ng buhay ko waaah
Aaaahhhhhhh ang sakit sakit sakit sakit sakit sakit
lagi akong bumabalik dto dahil LSS ako always HAHA. Pero this time, bumalik & nagcomment ako baka sakaling makita ko yung mga pinagrecommendan ko ng song na toh sa Omegle every midnight. Dsurb mo nman kasi kuya Martttti❤lobeyu
🥺🥺🥺
Sobrang solid nito, wala naman ako jowa at di naman ako broken pero bakit ang sakit aaaAaAaAA :-(( I love you martti franca you're going places! Can't wait sa panahon na sobrang sikat mo na, pero sa ngayon secret muna kita hihi :* 10/10
Your Home the series brought me here 😌❤️
Fav song ko to sa spotify ❤️
" Love me even if I know you heart was never mine " - this phrase hit me really hard
Queen MalditangYsa's Serendipity Series got me here, and I'm not complaining
this song made me remember an experience i never had 😭😭😭
ipagdadamot ko talaga to, baka kapag na discover i-edit edit na naman ng mga jeje 😭😭
a friend recommend this artist and i should thank him a lot.
Walang kupas ang epekto sa akin ng kantang 'to. 😔✊
"Love me please!!!"...... gnyan n gnyan ang message ng kantang to. T____T
Months after, and this song is still on repeat mode. This song is so painful, so beautiful.
Please make a tutorial for ukulele chords, please please!
THANK YOU FOR SUCH AN AMAZING SONG! YOU'RE ONE OF THE UNDERRATED SINGERS I'VE BEEN FOLLOWING FOR A WHILE NOW.
TO THE OTHERS OUT THERE WHO ARE HURT, BETTER DAYS ARE COMING. HOLD ON AND PRAY!
Okay raman okay rajud sakit sya haaaa!! Huhuhu
3 years later:
i'll always have spaces for you
i'll never get over you.
and yet after all this years i'm feeling this song.... tells me about all my grief
ang lungkot ko na nga, mas pinalungkot pako ng kantang 'to martti :CC
I just discovered this song I never realized that this song is 4 years ago I hope that he sing on wish bush💯💯💯💯💯💯
Wish bus pala sorry 🤣😂
I'm here 'cause Samantha Bernardo recommended this song....A masterpiece indeed!
Just for peace of mind.
Ngayon di na ako makatulog sa kantang to. Ang sakit. Ang sakit. Ang sakit.
Ps. Man, samin ka lang. Hahahaha
BAKET ANG GANDA!!!!! I WAS JUST SEARCHING FOR SOME "SPACE" VIDEOS PERO BAKIT YUNG MISMONG KALAWAKAN YUNG BINIGAY SAKEN. ANG GANDA NYA HUHUHUHU
how come i just knew this song? huhu so niceeee
I'm... I'm bisexual.
And... I never realized I was until I met an exchanged student from Europe.
Her name was Philipa, but I called her Pipa.
She and I met back in highschool.
She was... Beautiful. Her skin was this dark olive color and her eyes were grey, this silver kind of grey.
Her lips were pink, even without lipstick. And her hair was blonde, this gorgeous wavy blonde.
But her personality?? F**K.
She was amazing. Energetic, lovely, sweet, determined. Smart, very very very smart.
She's those type of girls you see on the internet that look so perfect.
And you deep down... She is.
. . .
I never knew what she saw in me.
First day of school, I sat at the back and she stepped inside and I remember how in awe I was of her.
How everything just slowed down so I can look at her better.
And she sat next to me. And since that day, that's how it's always been.
Me and Pipa. Pipa and me.
We did everything together.
School work, mall trips, road trips. She'd help me study and I'd help her with ary homework. We even had this habit of holding hands when we ate lunch together.
We would defend each other and our classmates from the asshole seniors that roamed the school.
And I was always ready to throw some hands if someone tried to lay a finger on her.
But that's not the best part.
. . .
I had this habit of... Walking around at night when the stars were out.
Just walking around the neighborhood, watching the cars pass by, listening to the crickets.
And... Pipa joined me. She lived nearby so... I'd wait for her at our spot.
A massive tree in a field behind my house. Every night, I'd wait for her there.
And she was always on time.
And we'd just walk. And walk and walk, talking about everything, anything and nothing.
Sometimes we'd take trips to 7/11 and eat together by the curb. Sometimes we'd pack our bags and take trips to the mall on our own.
And sometimes, we wouldn't even take walks. We'd just climb the tree... And watch the stars.
God... Those nights were amazing.
I didn't understand what I felt for her. Was it love? Was it friendship? Whatever it was, it was strong and it was definitely more than friendship.
So... One night, I asked her:
"Pipa... I don't know how I feel about you"
"What do you mean?" Jesus, her voice was so smooth... And quiet.
"I mean... I feel something so strong for you. I know we can tell each other anything, and... I know I can trust you but ... I feel like-"
"Like...?"
"I like you... In THAT way."
I was so embarrassed. So f**king embarrassed.
But... She didn't look away from me. She didn't look away.
Instead... She got closer. And kissed me.
Soft and passionate. But sweet and loving.
. . .
And that's when I knew I loved her.
I loved her, I loved her so much.
Ever since that night, we were a couple. But because we didn't want to tell anyone yet, we had to keep it on a down low.
So, at school, we would be best friends, sisters almost.
But at night, when it was just the two of us, we'd be lovers. Holding each other. Kissing and hugging and loving each other.
And by the end of our 2nd year, we decided to tell everyone. That by 3rd year, we'd be a public couple.
We'd tell our parents, our friends. And anyone close to us.
That we were in love.
You can tell by now that's not what happened.
. . .
Pipa's mom is... Overprotective. Overbearing. Too much.
So... Her mom decided to look through her stuff. Her laptop, her computer, her journals.
And she found out about us.
She was so mad... She pulled me aside when she saw me in school and said to me, with Pipa still there beside me,
"Stay away from my daughter, you *dyke* the lord will send you to hell for what you are."
Me and Pipa tried to argue that we were happy together.
That we were in love.
That we didn't want to stay away from each other.
But the mom didn't want to hear any of it.
So before the 3rd year started... She dropped Pipa out of school and they moved back to Europe.
All because I wanted to be with her. All because she wanted to be with me.
All because we were gay. That was enough to move them back .
Worse part? She deleted all of Pipa's social media accounts. So I couldn't even talk to her. tell her I missed her.
I couldn't see her again.
I don't even want to tell the rest. God it hurts too much.
But the last time I saw her was a night before she was to leave.
We met at our tree... And stayed with each other for as long as we could.
We... Even had *ahem* *ahem* together because we knew we wouldn't get the chance to love each other again.
We carved our names on the tree.
P and S were here.
They never left.
And so... I walked her home. Moving slower so I can hold her hand longer.
Pointing to the stars to distract the two of us from the fact she was leaving.
And when we reached her house...
We kissed one last time saying goodbye.
I watched her from the other side of the street, climb her fence. Climb up the railings and into her bedroom.
And it was only when her light turned off, did I get the urge to walk back home.
I ran. I kept running and running until I made it back to my own room. Climbing up the ledges to make sure no one knew I was gone in the first place.
I never cried so much before.
. . .
after she left, we managed to find a way to talk to each other. We decided to use instagram since couldn't have anything else.
And the mom was too dumb to realize instagram had a chatting option so it was our best bet.
We talked all the time.
LDR type stuff. Calls, voice mail, etc.
It was like we were never apart.
But then. 6 months after that, she called me.
And this is how it went:
"Pipa? Hey baby, what's up?"
"I don't wanna be with you anymore."
"I... What?"
"Are you deaf, Dyke? I said I don't wanna be with you anymore!"
She told me she hated me. And she told me that I was horrible to her. She told me I was nothing to her.
She even told me that she told her mom about us just to break us up.
That she wanted to get rid of me. She never loved me. I asked her for proof.
And she sent me a screenshot of the messages she sent her mom.
She called me a creep, a stalker. A perv. That's why the mom hated me. That's why she wouldn't believe us... No, me, when I said I loved her.
Pipa lied.
I hung up that call.
And she blocked me.
. . .
It's been 3 years.
I still don't know if she was telling the truth. But I don't want to know.
It's easier to hate her. It's easier to forget her for lying to me.
But I still can't help but wonder if everything we went through was all a lie.
All those kisses, all those hugs, all those nights.
The time we had sex... Was that all... Nothing?
Even when were best friends, protecting each other, being sisters. Was that nothing?
Was all that nothing?
I know... That deep down... She felt something those nights.
And everything I felt was real.
. . .
I still go to the tree from time to time.
The intials are still there.
The space she left behindis so big. That even now, when so much time has passed, I still can't help but hurt whenever I remember her.
So when I heard this song, it's like the singer took my feelings, my thoughts, my heart and poured it onto the page. Along with many others and himself who has felt the same pain
I can't help but miss her.
I don't want to. But I do.
But Pipa? By the off chance that you're here, reading this...
I hope you find happiness wherever you are.
And that you know...
When I said "I love you"
I meant it.
You’ll find someone that will eventually make you forget about all the pain caused by Pipa. Trust in love 🙂
Sakit
i listened to the song twice just so i could finish reading your story haha. it's beautiful and warm... a warmth that stings.
i hope someday you'll find your space in someone who isn't only looking for a void to fill.
@@inigovllrl5993 thank you
my first time to hear this song. it makes me think deeply and scarred me more. 12:41 AM, 03302020
i love how this song tells the reality of hopeless love
Buti na lang nahanap ko tong kanta na ito. Dahil dito araw araw ko ng pagsisihan yung kasalanan ko na nagawa ko sa kanya. I admit na kasalanan ko, alam kong disappointed ka sa inasal kong ugali, pasensya ka na kung nung last time na nagusap tayo eh, di tayo nagkaintindihan.. aaminin ko naging careless ako sa mga desisyon ko.. kaya siguro hanggang ngayon di mo pa din ako kinakausap. Pakiramdam ko nasa Archive messages mo na lang ako. Antangaa ko talaga, bat ko pa kase hinayaan na humantonf ang lahat sa ganito haisst. Sumabay pa ang quarantine.. wala na tuloy akong paraan para makausap ka at magkaayos man lang tayo, tulad ng ginagawa nating dalawa.
Salamat dahil nakilala kita, kase araw araw may bago akong natutunan sa iyo sa mga gusto mo at sa sarili ko. Sana magkaayos pa tayo. Sa totoo lang , Natatakot ako na baka isang araw, magkasalubong tayong dalawa, ngingitian na lang natin ang bawat isa katulad nung ginagawa natin dalawa nung di mo pa alam kung gaano ka kahalaga at gaano kita kamahal. Sana nga mabasa mo ito .. Pero alam kong malabo, na mabasa mo ito.. Miss na kita , kulitan ,tawanan at iyakan nating dalawa.. Miss na kita "Mangga" . Mahal na mahal kita .