Sadly, many people don't understand that just because physical SA didn't happen, doesn't mean you have no reason to be afraid. If someone feels entitled enough to follow you to your safe, PRIVATE area, then they probably have no problems going further.
I wouldn't say many. Only the lowest form of scum would have such a grotesque belief. I would say that's many people. Honestly, I don't know how anyone could leave thier home's if that wasn't the majority of people and was, in fact, many people.
Something interesting is that Mammon was grumpy about the song literally being a big fuck you to him, but he didn't do anything but be grumpy until Fizz quit AND THEN he got pissed. You can insult him all you want, but the moment you threaten his wallet is when he goes all off.
That story was chilling. I'm sorry you had to go through that, and I hope you never have to again. Also, That song Fizz sings, "2 Minutes Notice" is so good. It's so satisfying to see him stand up for himself and break away from Mammon. a fitting final show from the finest performer in Hell.
Ngl, after Fizz says “G’day, mate” and flips off Mammon, Mammon’s angry cry before transforming kinda sounds like Hades’s anger from the Hercules movie 😂😅
I like how this episode shows why Blitzo is instinctively protective of Fizz with that flashback and I also love how now that him and Fizz are on talking terms again, he tries to be respectful of Ozzie's title as a lord of sin, but still doesn't respect Mammon. What's really crazy is that throughout this episode, Mammon didn't lie once about his intentions and was always honest about who he is and his greedy nature
@@golden3065 I mean greed doesn't have to do with dishonesty, yeah people can do dishonest things cause of greed but when you are as big as mammon you can be as open as you want and who tf is gonna stand up to yo?
@@mistabrrrlyIt's also kinda of wild for a literal Sin to call up an imp on his cell to ask for help. I'm sure that helped ease it over for Blitz too, considering Oz actually levelled with him and spoke candidly and wasn't a haughty prick, with the enormous difference in station on the "totem pole" of Hell.
I’m sorry that happened to you Alicia. I’ve only been watching your reactions for a short time and you’ve always been a breath of fresh air. Your funny, cute, and your laugh always makes me happy. (I know she’s married guys so before you guys say I’m hitting on her I’m really not so chill) i wish I had a friend like you that had your positive energy. I wish nothing but happiness for you and your family for the rest of time. Gives small hug.
Seriously. I only been a subscriber for a little while, and it's just baffling. How could someone be so confidently disgusting? Nobody deserves what happened to Alicia. What the actual hell
She’s not married yet, but you are 100% correct about everyone else. I don’t think anyone hopefully thinks your hitting on her and I doubt anyone minds you complimenting her.
I love that Ozzie recognizes that Fizz’s face is one of the few places he still has feeling in. Rubbing their foreheads together is such a sweet gesture between the two. I love them both!
As a guy myself, I just... Wretch at the thought of people doing that to each other. I'm so sorry that you experienced that in the first place. Hopefully, with Rich around, as well as other people who care about you, you won't have to go through that terrible experience ever again. That Oshi no ko episode 6 story broke me. But hearing it a second time after so long... It's still nerve-wracking.
Yeah there’s just things that people just need to just keep it to yourself, like I’m sure every has those fantasies but that’s all they are just fantasies and the part of the brain doesn’t know good and bad, it just makes thoughts, but yeah I do also feel bad for females since we’ll ik it can happen vice versa, it happens more often females which is why you hardly see them walk alone at night. Also I’d be on edged if I saw the same mf get off on the same floor as me 4x
This episodes an emotional one. It’s probably my absolute favorite one. Anyone who’s gone through this kinda thing you have my respect and I hope your life is better now.
Notice how during the whole Fuck You song, Mammon is actually enjoying it. Then he only gets angry when Fizz calls him out by name, but he just kinda pouts and doesn't actually do anything because the crowd loves him. He's still profitable, so even making Mammon the butt of the joke isn't a deal breaker. He ONLY steps in directly, when Fizz QUITS. So when he STOPS making him money, THAT is the line. Really Mammon is kind of an ideal example of what a Sin, a representation of a negative concept, is. He is greed PERSONIFIED, through and through. Also shoutout to Don Darryl Rivera who did the voice of Burnie Burnz, the psycho fan in this episode. His performance was REALLY fucking good. Every detail was perfect to make this guy as hate-able as possible. Props to you mate. Speaking of mate, OF COURSE the Australian sin is a giant spider.
Alicia’s content is always entertaining to watch. I always enjoy hearing her perspective on things. But when I heard that story, I felt that second hand fear. I’m always paranoid about shit, but the idea that people like that exist who have the guts to say that in person is terrifying. I can’t imagine how scary that situation could’ve been. I’m glad you’re better now and hope you continue to grow and get the chance to be even better!
The problem for me is that they didn't even have the guts to say it immediately. They specifically followed her around and waited till she was alone, which is SO much worse than just going up to her the moment they saw her and say it while her friends are there. Even if you could play it off as a "funny haha" thing to say even though it's obviously not, the moment you decided to do it while she had absolutely no security around her you completely removed any element that it could be a joke or some sort of dumb funny comment. And that's not even going over the fact that they looked up where she was staying, which turns it into a legitimate threat
Hearing what Alicia experienced is terrifying, I was legit speechless upon hearing that. It was like my brain couldn’t process what was said. It’s really unfortunate to hear she had to deal with something like that. I’m just glad she wasn’t hurt (physically) cause it really could have gotten worse with how they were talking
I don’t wanna make light of that story, but when you said what happened, the first thing that came into my head was Randy Feltface telling “how do you RESPOND to that?!” That sort of fantasy is the DEFINITION of something you keep TO YOURSELF, not TELL THE PERSON *IN THE FANTASY* unless it’s a significant other
I love how Fizz's body language changes so much when he gets to interact with the kid. He goes from putting on a face to being more genuine because that little imp made him feel so much better for that brief moment.
Alicia is my new hero. There are things I haven’t experienced and hope I never will, and hearing her tell us her story, that she was able to recover from THAT, it gives me hope. I know how easy it is to sit here and say “That’s awful, that never should have happened,” but she’s so incredibly strong for making it through. Looking at all of the things she’s overcome, all of the trials and fears, it’s inspiring. I don’t know how much of her comment section she reads, but if she sees this: thank you for your story. Thank you for being here today. Thank you for supporting the people in your community, even when you feel like you can’t. You are absolutely amazing.
I appreciate having such an incredible community. It makes me happy to be able to open up about what I went through now and enjoy my life by being open more :D thanks for the super thanks too!
Holy shit....... i can't imagine going through all of that. Not gonna lie, my momma bear instinct started to kick in while listening to that story. That's crazy
What kinda thought process does someone have to go through to even think doing or saying something like that to someone is okay? What, did they think it was cool? Did they expect something? Was *this* what they wanted? It's fucked.
I'm so sorry that happened to you Alicia. Those kinds of people are the absolute worst. Nothing gets my blood boiling faster or hotter than people like that. Even as I'm typing this all I'm feeling is indignation for what they did to you. I know that feeling of panic and overwhelming anxiety far too well. I remember when I first had an attack my heart was pounding in my ears, my body was trembling, I couldn't breathe, and my eyes were tearing up. I don't even know what triggered it and I didn't know what was happening, but my step aunt saw what was happening and helped me through it. It is one of the worst things anyone could experience and I'm sorry you had to go through that.
This is THE episode I have been waiting for her to react to sence she started this series. My personal favorite episode of the whole series and is cemented Viz as my favorite character.
The character development for Fizz and Asmodeous is legendary. When introduced to them I couldn't care less for either but now I love them. Fiz signing to the kid broke me. And this is just the mid point, what are we in for with the rest of the show?
Hmmm, "Why doesn't Mammon give Fizz drugs to help with the anxiety?" You think the Deadly Sin of *Greed* Mammon would spend *any* amount of money to cover for a flaw? Naw bruv. He'd just throw away what he deems as worthless.
@@bromodragone8405 Well, from the fact that Ozzy builds Fizz-bots for Mam means it's less about Bel controlling the flow of drugs, and more Mam not wanting to spend the resources.
When you think about Fizz knowing sign language actually fall really well in line with his character. With his horns and arms accessibility was probably a huge issue for him
Yeah, it's an interesting thing to notice. Imps don't have any visible ears, so it's been an educated guess that their horns are linked to their auditory system. So Imps with horn damage having partially/temporary/or permanent deafness has been pretty firmly established.
Just because you where not touched doesn’t mean that you still didn’t feel violated and terrified, and it’s amazing that you are happier and you are able to open up and talk about it
This was a hard ep for me to watch. I have autism. When I first got diagnosed with it I was hard to process. I was always told I was cused, a disease, or a mistake. My symptoms were a lot to handle, so we had to rely on a lot of help. And to be fair that did help me a lot, But I always had this feeling that I was never gonna be anything on my own. I’m in a good position right now, I got into my dream college, I’m making some short comics, and even getting recognized from people i admire for years. But my doubts slips in, and I barely feel worthy I am because at the end of the day I’m just this flawed mess a person. So I can heavily relate to fizz. Not gonna lie, this episode tear up.
Fellow Autistic here, I had a similar thing going on, and seeing this comment made my day. And don’t worry, everyone has a chance for success, regardless of what others say
It's so frustrating how many of us on the spectrum have the same story of growing up neglected like this. This shouldn't be something we can all relate to the way we can right now.
Have autism also and college and higher edgucation in general was the worst mistake of my life. All it did was waste time and money. Now I am without workbecause I wasted time on trying to go to school back when there was jobs.
Your story was very heartbreaking. I’m so sorry that you had to experience something like that. People can really suck at times but I’m also really glad that you’re now in a safe place to be able to talk about it and so glad that you have such a loving community.
Hey Alicia, Idk if you'll see this but I just wanna say that I'm so sorry you've had to deal with gross people when you streamed for the first time. I think you've done an amazing job with just dealing with bull that you shouldn't have had to and I'm just really proud of you ^-^ Don't let others get to you, you have been amazing and I hope you don't have to deal with weirdos as much now and that this message isn't too weird lol :> I just really respect your ability to go through so much and still be able to put yourself out there and crush it ^-^
Amazing reaction to an absolutely amazing episode. But that story... omg I'm so so sorry you went through that. I can't even imagine how horrifying that experience must have been
Listening to you recount the crap those pieces of sh*t put you through was a gut punch. I’m sorry you and others have had to deal with wastes of existence like that. That aside, this was another great reaction and there is just something immensely therapeutic about Fizz’s “Fuck You” song. I’m not sure what precisely it is, but it has it ranking up with “The House of Asmodeus” as my favorite song(s) of the series. Can’t wait for your reactions to more of the series and Hazbin Hotel. P.S. Welcome to the Purgatory of Waiting for New Episodes:D
You are so strong for sharing that story. There are so many people out there who feel like what they went through isn't enough to validate their intense anxiety, and I know hearing what you went through and how you overcame it will help so many in their journey to heal. These kinds of experiences are so hard to talk about, and we appreciate you being so vulnerable. It takes a lot of strength.
I am so glad I didn’t skip a single second of this video, to learn who you are about female commentators is something I’ll never forget. Im glad to be apart of the change for better .
Dearest Alicia, you don’t know me but I love your work. Your reactions and content is just pure gold. after hearing your story I’m so sorry to hear the BS you had to go through. My only wish I was there to help you. You are the best, so inspirational and the most beautiful person both inside, outside and VR avatar. God bless you and remember you are loved by so many. Just a fan from Australia
Only recently stumbled on to your channel recently, and I have to say that I really appreciate how real you are. It took me a long time to realize that I've been broken. It took me even longer to finally pull myself out of that pit, and get my life back together. More and more I've come to see how my trauma is still affecting me. It's nice to know that other people understand what it's like. Sorry if this came off as super sappy and weird, but thank you.
Don't apologize for being a sobbing mess, I've always enjoyed how open you are with your emotions. It's at the point that I find you more expressive and entertaining than a lot of reactors who aren't Vtubers. And I'm so sorry you suffered through that experience, that's massively fucked up. Also, this episode rocks. I think I still like the previous one more, overall, but there are several moments from this one that are the best in the entire series (yes, I cried at the scene with the kid doing ASL, I ain't afraid to admit it).
I have serious self-worth issues that tie back to my depression so I identity with Fizz on a major level, this episode always brings the tears for me no matter how many reactions to it I see
Ozzie turning up to throw hands for his man is such a huge W! He stands to lose so much from the confrontation but he steps up anyway. I cry every time D': cuz it's love, baby!
what i find interesting is mammon is like the only sin weve seen so far that is his straight up trait ozzie is lust but he loves fizzaroli and bee is gluttony but lost a chugging contest to an imp while mammon is just staight up greedy as hell
I know you've heard it again and again in your chat, but I feel like adding a drop into the ocean. I'll probably glow by unseen, but in case I'm not: You're a legend, Alicia. And not in the manipulative Mammon way. You were strong enough to stare down such a horrifying situation and *still* move forward with your goals. You were determined and willful enough to push through fear and come out the other side. That is downright *inspirational.* Nobody deserves fear like that in their lives, but you unfortunately were confronted with the worst humanity had to offer. And through it all, you walked out okay. Hurt, scared, shaking, but okay enough to clean up, stand up, walk from that place of fear, and do what you felt had to be done. You seriously have my deepest respect for what it's worth.
Alica, they don't have to touch you or physically harrass you for it to be crossing the line, so it's incredible that you can share it and have managed to continue in this line of work. You're amazing.
Your story broke my heart. You are such a sweet and wholesome person who just seems to want everyone else to be happy. I hate how awful people can be to each other, and you are such a breath of fresh air. Nobody deserves to be talked to or made to fear the world like they did to you. I can't even imagine how messed up those people were in the head to walk up to someone and say such awful things. I've dealt with a lot of awful treatment from people and seen parts of humanity that terrify me, and it's been a struggle most of my life to push past those deep seeded fears people instilled in me as a kid. It's so liberating though when you find people who make you feel truly safe and loved, as I do with my friends and I'm sure you do with Rich. I truly hope the world never stops you from being you, because it'll be a worse place for it.
I'm so sorry for what you had to go through, I'm glad that you had friends and a little bit of a support team. Crazy how little they have to protect their people.
I am so glad to see how intelligent Alicia is in her analysis of not just this but pretty much every show she watches on the channel (from what I've seen). That bein said it was heartbreaking to see how emotionally raw her reactio was to this episode. I hate to see someone's trauma as entertaining in any way, but the fact that this episode connected with her trauma AND she appreciated the show for it is what I find incredibly amazing about this video and Alicia herself as a person. This woman deserves so much support for her content, as both a person and an entertainer. I may not be a Patron or even a Twitch viewer, but I do mean it when I say she deserves the support.
I am SO HAPPY to see that 2 minutes notice wasn't DMCA. Amazing to see you react to it on its full glory. Also, hope you're healing well from all the trauma you said you went through during this episode.
Remember Fizz's words early on talking to Ozzie. "A toy is just a toy." Fizz is desperate for Mammon to see him as perfect, because broken toys get thrown out.
I cannot fathom that those guys straight up said that stuff to your face. It’s good they did not keep it secret and try anything… I’m really sorry Alicia. You are doing good moving past that. Keep it up!
"Who tops?" Actually, I think it's clearly Fizz. Vivz has this thing where it's always the taller or more powerful of the pair being the bottom. Angel is tall in Hazbin but a power bottom. It's not stated now BUT in old Q&A's it was said Vaggie was the top between her and Charlie too. Stolas is a demon prince of endless power and the bottom to Blitz. Viz also said (possibly wrong now too like Chaggie) that Lucifer and Lilith were switches. Given how Ozzie can change his size AND Fizz made the comment of "your good at squeezing things in" well eyeing up his booty, I wouldn't be surprised if they switch a lot too or if Ozzie liked Fizz taking charge. That's my thought at least
I like how when fizz is really starting to breakdown before the "Im a Klown" song, we see Mammon seemingly act like hes concerned for Fiz, making you think he'll be secretly nice like beelzebub and ozzie, only for the scene to SWIFTLY turn and double down, making it clear that Mammon only cares about fizz's wellbeing if it helps his brand. Fizz having a breakdown isn't a problem for him because he cares about fizz's wellbeing as a person, but because he cares about the PR around Fizz's image and him having a breakdown could affect that image. It also helps make mammon look very sinsiter and threatening when he was played off as a joke before. But the joke is that he's SUCH an awful person he doesn't even CARE about trying to hide it at all.
Im so sorry that happened to you, and I honestly have no idea how I’d react in your place. I’d probably freeze from being taken so off guard too. I hope those creepy fuckers rot!
Ozzy wasn't entirely lying, he did want BlitzO to protect him, but it extended beyond simple physical protection. I think he wanted to BlitzO to save Fizzy from the shitty Mamon situation. Holy crap I didn't expect to love Fizzy as much as I do at the end of this season when they first introduced him at the beginning, they did such a great job with him.
Miss Alicia, get for yourself a weapon of decent enough form and size, and also keep a mixture of beyond hot pepper juice made from the seed oil, Cloves oil, and alcohol mixed in water, put in a small spray bottle to keep in a pocket or quick to reach area. Just make sure you don't let the blend get on your skin. Capsaicin (the reason why peppers and cloves are so hot) can cause some irritation of skin if left untreated. But cloves is also a good usage for toothache/jaw pain and cloves oil is the main ingredient in Novacain that dentists use to numb.
The sudden shift to a more dark tone caught me off guard when listening to your story. I cant even fathom to imagine a scenario you experienced. I am glad you have great friends to have our back or watch over you.
31:20 to 40:20 ; Poor baby Alicia! 😢 I'm horrified that that actually happened to someone in real life! And, I myself recently had an epiphany about myself that I realized that I might have agoraphobia myself. Which I didn't think for a long time. But now I know what it is, my own life's issues started clicking into place, as I realized I don't like going anywhere I can't easily return from. And if I'm going anywhere I need a friend or someone I feel safe around to be with me. And that I don't like to use public transportation either. All those things made me realize I might have Agoraphobia. And it really sucks.
Alicia i'm so sorry that happened to you. Im always so happy to see your videos and hearing you cry is making me so sad. People like that will always make me disfusted i hope you are doing better now
I've been stalked before and while I understand as a guy it can be a little different, it got me insanely anxious. So I can't even imagine what that shit would've done to me. The fact you're still here now streaming speaks volume. Keep up these vids!
No one deserve to have people they don't know just talk and act that way. There really are some freaks out there. And it's so sad to hear that you had to get scared so badly like that. I'm sure most people wouldn't have done much better in such a situation, so I think it's unfair to call that drama. So you were definitively better off not going places that might call it that or not provide security. But thankfully, nothing more came from it and it sounds like your friends took it to heart to try extra hard so you wouldn't end up on your own when it mattered afterward. So glad to hear you stayed safe. And so glad to hear you feel you're in a better place now! Love the content I've been watching so far. Stay awesome! Also, those tunes do be popping!
That's horrifying and I'm sorry that ever happened to you. When facing a terrible, scary, or life threatening situation its not just fight or flight. Its fight, flight, or freeze. Locking up and/or not responding is also a defense mechanism.
I attended an IOP group and one thing that I kept having to remind my peers of is this: Do not light yourself on fire to keep others warm. There is a better way to help others even if you cannot see it right now. I am glad you are in a better place.
Episode 6&7 are the best episodes in the show so far and I'm so happy that I get to see your reactions to both of them I was filled with warm fuzzies after this episode and I hope you will too
Alicia, you are so strong for coming through that shit. I'm so sorry you were so hurt and I pray Fai and Sol protect you from similar situations. You deserve so much better.
I’m so sorry you went through that experience. The way you described it was physically chilling to listen to. I can’t say enough…I don’t have the words to describe my feelings properly, but I am truly sickened you had to endure that, and I hope you were able to feel much better after time passed. I pray for your happiness and well-being Alicia.
Extremely sorry that situation with those creeps happened to you, Alicia. Your reactions are top-notch and I'm glad to have discovered you a while ago. This episode did an amazing job at showing Fizzarolli's insecurities from Mammon's manipulation and exploitation of his image and his resignation song to break off from his grasp was stellar! The sign-language kid moment and the wholesome moment with Ozzie in the room get me everytime. ❤ Stay awesome as always, girl!
One thing I like in this episode that shows that Mammon is tuly sin of greed, he doesnt have a meltdown when the song is about him or when he gets insulted at the end. No, he swallowed it cause it made him money, only when Fizz quit he gets mad.
Thank you so much for opening up. I have a fried with a social media following and they have gotten into similar situations and you explaining your story helps me to better help my friend with going through things. Again thank you.
There a lot of real creeps out there. A friend of mine in college was stalked by an older student teaching assistant. My wife was hit on and harassed when she worked at an art store. My daughter has gone through this type of crap too. Even now, when she needs to do an in-person trade with a stranger, she brings either me or her brother just to sit in the car as a precaution just in case the other party has ideas.
The feeling of the one thing you love and cherish most being forever linked to the worst you’ve ever felt in the entirety of your existence is something I truly hope the majority of people reading this never truly understand. Whether it be groundbreaking work, a beloved hobby, a parent, anything. Knowing that the happiest times in your life left you scarred, damaged or changed is something no one can understand unless they’ve been through it. To have that experience and then go on to do what she did is something I could never imagine. I can’t even begin to comprehend the bravery and the strength required to do as she did on stage that day, simply because I’m lucky enough to be AMAB. But to know that despite whatever pain is there, she can still be proud of the things she did. That’s something special. Something truly special.
Just wanted to say I love your content, it's rough seeing you go through things but also amazing that you're able to discuss it you have all the respect in the world Go Alicia you rock girl!
"At least you have Stolas in your corner." Stolas is both lower ranking and weaker, magically and politically. Mammon and Asmodeus are Deadly Sins and each rule one of the Rings of Hell.
My wife went through something like that with an abusive ex boyfriend. I broke his fkin nose and married her. 12 and a half years later I'm planning taking her to Hawaii for our anniversary! She still has panic attacks just like that. I don't care if it's the middle of the night and I got work in two hours I wake up and hold her until everything's ok. I'm sure Rich is the same for you. Keep believing in yourself and doing things your way. See you next episode!😁😁
My Little Pony, specifically Friendship is Magic, was designed for kids, but found a huge unexpected market in adults. It deals with some pretty heavy topics at points, like death (Shown through Hibernation), self-harm (Torturing oneself with nightmares), etc. It's a very good show, and I have no doubt you would love it.
Fizzy's and Ozzy's song reminds me of "I'll Cover You" from RENT sooo much. Also I'm sorry you had to deal with what you went through Alicia but knowing you have friends that were there for you after and never left your side again is a great thing to hear. I had a friend who went through something similar, and you have all my support and rage backing you no matter what.
Love your reactions, you are so true to your heart and I like that. Thank you for being honest with your feelings, subscribed, I was gone off the net almost 7 years because of my health issues and now I’m finally getting back some energy and inspiration to draw, thanks to positive content I see, and I like your opinion and mindset, not sucking up. But I feel hyped to get behind my work and do what I can, even if it’s just one hour I work. Baby steps… I have CFS…
Found your channel fairly recently and just been bingeing your reactions - and I just want to offer you the biggest virtual hug right now. What you shared about what happened when you were a commentator…Jesus f**k. Just…hug. You are amazing, girl. And I hate that those things happened to you. I love your reactions. You’re hilarious, you’re a great communicator, you’re so genuine…thank you for being you and sharing yourself with all of us 😊 Also, yeah, by far this is my favorite song from this series so far at the end 😂 I hope it gave you the same sort of catharsis it gave Fizz!
Such a cathartic episode, to evoke such emotions and bullet to the soul pinpoint impact what some people have been through and rupture that soul fracture that makes us what we are... f**k, this made me cry, it totally gutpunched my trauma and helped heal me... Ow, but damn
When I read that title, I thought the episode just made you cry, and that's it. I was not expecting that story, you're incredibly strong for sharing that and providing an incredible insight on this topic. Great reaction.
My Little Pony Friendship is Magic starts out as a family show for parents with young kids. It has jokes that the parents will get while being entertaining for both. Each season gets a little more intense moving to a teen focus and young adult while still being suitable for young children. The fandom made more adult animations ranging from violent to emotional both positive and negative and romantic to full on sexual. But the fandom tries to keep that within the adult side of the fandom. The musician scene was so epic that it spilled into every other fandom. Pony musicians work on HB & Hazbin. The LivingTombStone came from the Brony music community.
One of my favorite paradoxes in life is reacting to people who react to things I love. Glad you are one of my favorites, cause that was a really heavy story you told. I am so sorry that happened, but I appreciate you telling me about it. Makes me feel like I am not alone in my anxiety. I was raised by a perfectionist too; I am not as famous as Fizzie or even you, but I know what it is like to fear losing everything because one's standards are too immaculate... I understand that... Also, I know you are not really like Burnie here, but your impression (no pun intended) of him is scarily accurate. I also know people like him and just... oogh! Great shot, Blitzy!
Welcome to the the Mid-Season Finale of Season 2 of Helluva Boss, where we officially gets introduced to Mammon the Sin of Greed and with that making the total Count of Seven Deadly Princes that we have officially met(and/or seen) into Four, leaving just Three Left, i wonder how they will look like and be like, as well as when we’ll meet them? Also, Fun Fact about the Glam Sisters(or their Music Theme at least): when Season 2 was still on the way and all we had were a Teaser/Trailer and Storyboard Videos, their Theme were always in the background of those Videos, I just thought it was just some Background Theme, so imagine my surprise when I watched this Episode and realized it was actually the Character Theme for these Two Characters specifically, I was not expecting that, Anyway, I do we get to see them again, I thought they were interesting. By the way, this was a very well done Episode, felt like I was watching a Movie here, they did very good with this one, Anyway, with this you have finally caught up with this Show and Hazbin Hotel isn’t that far-off, after this I guess there’s some Music Videos and the Pilot, but after that I wonder what else you’ll do in the meantime of waiting for more Episodes? Side-Note: quite the Story you told there, didn’t know you had gone through something like that, thank you for telling, i appreciate you sharing something like that with us and even though it wasn’t as bad as it could’ve been, i hope you never get to go through something like that again.
I'm blown away by how vulnerable you let yourself be on these vids. I can't believe how much you had to endure as a commentator. It really sucks that people do shit like that. Please do be safe and secure, and thank you for bringing attention to that shit that happens. Thank you for bringing attention to that side of things, and please do continue to be you and be safe!
36:50 I’m so glad you seemed help, it’s awful things like that happened and things like this happen to women just for trying something they like. I’m a guy and just listening to the story got me breathing funny. So glad mediums like helluva boss are able to bring these things out. Stay strong and never stop doing what you wanna do Alicia. (I KNOW, I KNOW, I’M LATE.)
I'm yet to comment on any of your videos yet as far as I'm aware, but I figured if there was any time for me to, it would be now. I discovered your content a while back, having been recommended the same video a few dozen times and said, "Fuck it, we ball." Ever since, it's been a joy to watch these videos. You really do have the vibe of a prefessional and a friend all at once. I slowly picked up on some things from comments and stories, and then the cancer battle happened, and you ended up being a huge inspiration to me. My brother battled cancer the same time as you did, and your recovery gave him some inspiration to keep going to chemo. As for myself, I've been victim to a number of things in my life that I've been trying to unpack as I slowly come into myself as an adult and a writer. I keep these things locked up, hidden in boxes without lids in cells without keys, but hearing you bring up the things that happened to you so naturally, hearing how you could weave a bit of trauma unpacking into a normal conversation, keep it serious, and not bring down the mood, gave me my own kind of inspiration. Between you and my lovely girlfriend, I finally, after half a decade, feel like I can speak a bit more openly about what happened to me. Why exactly I'm saying this, I have no idea. Something about hearing your voice crack under the pressure of your pain really got to me. I've heard that crack in myself and know what kinds of thoughts run through your mind when you hear it, and I figured it would be nice to hear a few things: You've done so much for us, and done so well in creating this beautiful community. No matter what anyone says, crying and venting and being human doesn't make you any lesser of a host. I can guarantee so many here have stories like yours, and in showing us the human quotient, you've given us a place to feel safe and a person to relate to. So...thank you. For besting your past and for being human with us. Not just a silly anime elf girl model or a goofy voice or an enthusiastic commentator, a human being, someone we can all relate to and build a connection to. Thank you, Alicia. I look forward to seeing what comes next.
Just a reminder from a new fan that you are an amazing person. It's so rare to find a commentor that has the right combination of smart (your wit is so sharp, it is a hazard), sassy, and fun (hard to believe how rare this quality is as some people just can't engage or are stuck in their own persona and forget to be entertaining). I just have a constant smile while watching your channel. Honestly your are my first vtuber I really liked. My friends have showed me other vtuber channels and I couldn't get into them (popular ones too). This was months ago. I just told them this style wasn't my thing as I couldn't get engaged with the animated models. Boy do I owe them an apology. Apparently all I had to do was find someone whose personality is strong enough to punch my feelings straight through a animated model. So subscribing after this comment and subscribing to my first vtuber. Idk Helluva Boss and Fizz made you feel emotional and then I felt emotional and wondered if it was possible to send a hug to animated pixels online. Not only are you fun, engaging, and clever, you are a fighter. I've felt that same helplessness. One story that stood out was when I was a teen and had older men walk behind me on my way home (right by a park no less) occasionally whispering what they would want to do with my body. I spent a long time walking crowded areas before they lost interest and I felt comfortable enough to walk home. It is dehumanizing. That you were able to socialize at all after how that pervert treated you. Damn! I feel you. Your channel isn't just sass and fun. You opened up and connected. ❤
Sadly, many people don't understand that just because physical SA didn't happen, doesn't mean you have no reason to be afraid. If someone feels entitled enough to follow you to your safe, PRIVATE area, then they probably have no problems going further.
I wouldn't say many. Only the lowest form of scum would have such a grotesque belief. I would say that's many people. Honestly, I don't know how anyone could leave thier home's if that wasn't the majority of people and was, in fact, many people.
Something interesting is that Mammon was grumpy about the song literally being a big fuck you to him, but he didn't do anything but be grumpy until Fizz quit AND THEN he got pissed. You can insult him all you want, but the moment you threaten his wallet is when he goes all off.
That story was chilling. I'm sorry you had to go through that, and I hope you never have to again. Also, That song Fizz sings, "2 Minutes Notice" is so good. It's so satisfying to see him stand up for himself and break away from Mammon. a fitting final show from the finest performer in Hell.
Very much agreed
Ngl, after Fizz says “G’day, mate” and flips off Mammon, Mammon’s angry cry before transforming kinda sounds like Hades’s anger from the Hercules movie 😂😅
Whoever those perverts were I'd like to sing Fizzy's song to them and say "G'day mates" afterwards. That should ruin their day.
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What happened to her?
I like how this episode shows why Blitzo is instinctively protective of Fizz with that flashback and I also love how now that him and Fizz are on talking terms again, he tries to be respectful of Ozzie's title as a lord of sin, but still doesn't respect Mammon. What's really crazy is that throughout this episode, Mammon didn't lie once about his intentions and was always honest about who he is and his greedy nature
It also shows how much they’ve mended cause both Ozzie and Fizz call him Blitz instead of Blitzo
The best businessman don't need to lie, only parasitic larpers do that
Ironic how the embodiment of greed is honest
@@golden3065 I mean greed doesn't have to do with dishonesty, yeah people can do dishonest things cause of greed but when you are as big as mammon you can be as open as you want and who tf is gonna stand up to yo?
@@mistabrrrlyIt's also kinda of wild for a literal Sin to call up an imp on his cell to ask for help. I'm sure that helped ease it over for Blitz too, considering Oz actually levelled with him and spoke candidly and wasn't a haughty prick, with the enormous difference in station on the "totem pole" of Hell.
I’m sorry that happened to you Alicia. I’ve only been watching your reactions for a short time and you’ve always been a breath of fresh air. Your funny, cute, and your laugh always makes me happy. (I know she’s married guys so before you guys say I’m hitting on her I’m really not so chill) i wish I had a friend like you that had your positive energy. I wish nothing but happiness for you and your family for the rest of time. Gives small hug.
Damn, you take the words right out of my mouth! 😢
Seriously. I only been a subscriber for a little while, and it's just baffling. How could someone be so confidently disgusting? Nobody deserves what happened to Alicia. What the actual hell
She’s not married yet, but you are 100% correct about everyone else. I don’t think anyone hopefully thinks your hitting on her and I doubt anyone minds you complimenting her.
She's engaged
ye, he knows @@darkblightballas7445
I love that Ozzie recognizes that Fizz’s face is one of the few places he still has feeling in. Rubbing their foreheads together is such a sweet gesture between the two. I love them both!
Also his tail if you see how wound up in a good way Fizz gets when Ozzie plays with it when they're in the kitchen
As a guy myself, I just... Wretch at the thought of people doing that to each other. I'm so sorry that you experienced that in the first place. Hopefully, with Rich around, as well as other people who care about you, you won't have to go through that terrible experience ever again. That Oshi no ko episode 6 story broke me. But hearing it a second time after so long... It's still nerve-wracking.
Yeah there’s just things that people just need to just keep it to yourself, like I’m sure every has those fantasies but that’s all they are just fantasies and the part of the brain doesn’t know good and bad, it just makes thoughts, but yeah I do also feel bad for females since we’ll ik it can happen vice versa, it happens more often females which is why you hardly see them walk alone at night. Also I’d be on edged if I saw the same mf get off on the same floor as me 4x
This episodes an emotional one. It’s probably my absolute favorite one. Anyone who’s gone through this kinda thing you have my respect and I hope your life is better now.
Notice how during the whole Fuck You song, Mammon is actually enjoying it. Then he only gets angry when Fizz calls him out by name, but he just kinda pouts and doesn't actually do anything because the crowd loves him. He's still profitable, so even making Mammon the butt of the joke isn't a deal breaker.
He ONLY steps in directly, when Fizz QUITS. So when he STOPS making him money, THAT is the line.
Really Mammon is kind of an ideal example of what a Sin, a representation of a negative concept, is. He is greed PERSONIFIED, through and through.
Also shoutout to Don Darryl Rivera who did the voice of Burnie Burnz, the psycho fan in this episode. His performance was REALLY fucking good. Every detail was perfect to make this guy as hate-able as possible. Props to you mate.
Speaking of mate, OF COURSE the Australian sin is a giant spider.
I was waiting for him to pull out his talking knife that wants to stab everyone
@@krajicsek13 Mammon is the SIn of Greed NOT Pride. When someone makes fun of you, it is your ego/pride that takes the hit.
Alicia’s content is always entertaining to watch. I always enjoy hearing her perspective on things. But when I heard that story, I felt that second hand fear. I’m always paranoid about shit, but the idea that people like that exist who have the guts to say that in person is terrifying. I can’t imagine how scary that situation could’ve been.
I’m glad you’re better now and hope you continue to grow and get the chance to be even better!
Less guts and more a lack of human intelligence.
The problem for me is that they didn't even have the guts to say it immediately. They specifically followed her around and waited till she was alone, which is SO much worse than just going up to her the moment they saw her and say it while her friends are there. Even if you could play it off as a "funny haha" thing to say even though it's obviously not, the moment you decided to do it while she had absolutely no security around her you completely removed any element that it could be a joke or some sort of dumb funny comment. And that's not even going over the fact that they looked up where she was staying, which turns it into a legitimate threat
What happened to her?
Hearing what Alicia experienced is terrifying, I was legit speechless upon hearing that. It was like my brain couldn’t process what was said. It’s really unfortunate to hear she had to deal with something like that. I’m just glad she wasn’t hurt (physically) cause it really could have gotten worse with how they were talking
I don’t wanna make light of that story, but when you said what happened, the first thing that came into my head was Randy Feltface telling “how do you RESPOND to that?!”
That sort of fantasy is the DEFINITION of something you keep TO YOURSELF, not TELL THE PERSON *IN THE FANTASY* unless it’s a significant other
"MORGAN!....MOOOOORRRGGAANNN!"
I love how Fizz's body language changes so much when he gets to interact with the kid. He goes from putting on a face to being more genuine because that little imp made him feel so much better for that brief moment.
Alicia is my new hero. There are things I haven’t experienced and hope I never will, and hearing her tell us her story, that she was able to recover from THAT, it gives me hope. I know how easy it is to sit here and say “That’s awful, that never should have happened,” but she’s so incredibly strong for making it through. Looking at all of the things she’s overcome, all of the trials and fears, it’s inspiring. I don’t know how much of her comment section she reads, but if she sees this: thank you for your story. Thank you for being here today. Thank you for supporting the people in your community, even when you feel like you can’t. You are absolutely amazing.
I need to give you hug know you have all of us your rats and that we all love your talks
I appreciate having such an incredible community. It makes me happy to be able to open up about what I went through now and enjoy my life by being open more :D thanks for the super thanks too!
Holy shit....... i can't imagine going through all of that. Not gonna lie, my momma bear instinct started to kick in while listening to that story. That's crazy
What kinda thought process does someone have to go through to even think doing or saying something like that to someone is okay? What, did they think it was cool? Did they expect something? Was *this* what they wanted? It's fucked.
@cryw1092 honestly, I don't believe they were thinking. People can be so dumb
I'm so sorry that happened to you Alicia. Those kinds of people are the absolute worst. Nothing gets my blood boiling faster or hotter than people like that. Even as I'm typing this all I'm feeling is indignation for what they did to you. I know that feeling of panic and overwhelming anxiety far too well. I remember when I first had an attack my heart was pounding in my ears, my body was trembling, I couldn't breathe, and my eyes were tearing up. I don't even know what triggered it and I didn't know what was happening, but my step aunt saw what was happening and helped me through it. It is one of the worst things anyone could experience and I'm sorry you had to go through that.
This is THE episode I have been waiting for her to react to sence she started this series. My personal favorite episode of the whole series and is cemented Viz as my favorite character.
The character development for Fizz and Asmodeous is legendary. When introduced to them I couldn't care less for either but now I love them. Fiz signing to the kid broke me. And this is just the mid point, what are we in for with the rest of the show?
the rest of the SEASON, you mean. cause there aint no fuckin' way this show is ending in two seasons.
@@UltimateGamerCCViv has plans for four seasons of Helluva Boss and three for Hazbin Hotel.
ty for clearing that up.@@FallenOne669
@@FallenOne669 I hope all of that comes to fruition.
Hmmm, "Why doesn't Mammon give Fizz drugs to help with the anxiety?" You think the Deadly Sin of *Greed* Mammon would spend *any* amount of money to cover for a flaw? Naw bruv. He'd just throw away what he deems as worthless.
Also, drugs are Belphegor's thing.
@@bromodragone8405 Well, from the fact that Ozzy builds Fizz-bots for Mam means it's less about Bel controlling the flow of drugs, and more Mam not wanting to spend the resources.
Yup, we all had that reaction to Fizz and the little bean speaking in ASL... was just so precious.
When you think about Fizz knowing sign language actually fall really well in line with his character. With his horns and arms accessibility was probably a huge issue for him
Yeah, it's an interesting thing to notice. Imps don't have any visible ears, so it's been an educated guess that their horns are linked to their auditory system. So Imps with horn damage having partially/temporary/or permanent deafness has been pretty firmly established.
Just because you where not touched doesn’t mean that you still didn’t feel violated and terrified, and it’s amazing that you are happier and you are able to open up and talk about it
This was a hard ep for me to watch. I have autism. When I first got diagnosed with it I was hard to process. I was always told I was cused, a disease, or a mistake. My symptoms were a lot to handle, so we had to rely on a lot of help. And to be fair that did help me a lot, But I always had this feeling that I was never gonna be anything on my own. I’m in a good position right now, I got into my dream college, I’m making some short comics, and even getting recognized from people i admire for years. But my doubts slips in, and I barely feel worthy I am because at the end of the day I’m just this flawed mess a person. So I can heavily relate to fizz. Not gonna lie, this episode tear up.
Fellow Autistic here, I had a similar thing going on, and seeing this comment made my day. And don’t worry, everyone has a chance for success, regardless of what others say
It's so frustrating how many of us on the spectrum have the same story of growing up neglected like this. This shouldn't be something we can all relate to the way we can right now.
I relate so much to this comment.
Know that you ain’t alone 🫂
Same
Have autism also and college and higher edgucation in general was the worst mistake of my life. All it did was waste time and money. Now I am without workbecause I wasted time on trying to go to school back when there was jobs.
Your story was very heartbreaking. I’m so sorry that you had to experience something like that. People can really suck at times but I’m also really glad that you’re now in a safe place to be able to talk about it and so glad that you have such a loving community.
There’s at least one prior boss I’ve had that I’d love to sing “2 minute notice” too
Hey Alicia, Idk if you'll see this but I just wanna say that I'm so sorry you've had to deal with gross people when you streamed for the first time. I think you've done an amazing job with just dealing with bull that you shouldn't have had to and I'm just really proud of you ^-^ Don't let others get to you, you have been amazing and I hope you don't have to deal with weirdos as much now and that this message isn't too weird lol :> I just really respect your ability to go through so much and still be able to put yourself out there and crush it ^-^
Fun fact, the little deaf Imp is called Oliver.
Amazing reaction to an absolutely amazing episode. But that story... omg I'm so so sorry you went through that. I can't even imagine how horrifying that experience must have been
Listening to you recount the crap those pieces of sh*t put you through was a gut punch. I’m sorry you and others have had to deal with wastes of existence like that.
That aside, this was another great reaction and there is just something immensely therapeutic about Fizz’s “Fuck You” song. I’m not sure what precisely it is, but it has it ranking up with “The House of Asmodeus” as my favorite song(s) of the series.
Can’t wait for your reactions to more of the series and Hazbin Hotel.
P.S. Welcome to the Purgatory of Waiting for New Episodes:D
The purgatory waiting and the gut punch of Look My Way
@@rosenrot234 That’s not a gut punch, that’s a full on Shoryuken of Emotional Damage.
@@BakaSupreme that phrasing is literally so accurate
You are so strong for sharing that story. There are so many people out there who feel like what they went through isn't enough to validate their intense anxiety, and I know hearing what you went through and how you overcame it will help so many in their journey to heal. These kinds of experiences are so hard to talk about, and we appreciate you being so vulnerable. It takes a lot of strength.
I am so glad I didn’t skip a single second of this video, to learn who you are about female commentators is something I’ll never forget. Im glad to be apart of the change for better .
Dearest Alicia, you don’t know me but I love your work. Your reactions and content is just pure gold.
after hearing your story I’m so sorry to hear the BS you had to go through.
My only wish I was there to help you. You are the best, so inspirational and the most beautiful person both inside, outside and VR avatar.
God bless you and remember you are loved by so many. Just a fan from Australia
Only recently stumbled on to your channel recently, and I have to say that I really appreciate how real you are. It took me a long time to realize that I've been broken. It took me even longer to finally pull myself out of that pit, and get my life back together. More and more I've come to see how my trauma is still affecting me. It's nice to know that other people understand what it's like. Sorry if this came off as super sappy and weird, but thank you.
Don't apologize for being a sobbing mess, I've always enjoyed how open you are with your emotions. It's at the point that I find you more expressive and entertaining than a lot of reactors who aren't Vtubers. And I'm so sorry you suffered through that experience, that's massively fucked up.
Also, this episode rocks. I think I still like the previous one more, overall, but there are several moments from this one that are the best in the entire series (yes, I cried at the scene with the kid doing ASL, I ain't afraid to admit it).
I have serious self-worth issues that tie back to my depression so I identity with Fizz on a major level, this episode always brings the tears for me no matter how many reactions to it I see
You deserve to feel safe and happy. It breaks my heart all the time for people do that kind of crap.
that story was something else... alicia , mad respect for pulling through hope the best for you
Ozzie turning up to throw hands for his man is such a huge W! He stands to lose so much from the confrontation but he steps up anyway. I cry every time D': cuz it's love, baby!
what i find interesting is mammon is like the only sin weve seen so far that is his straight up trait ozzie is lust but he loves fizzaroli and bee is gluttony but lost a chugging contest to an imp while mammon is just staight up greedy as hell
I know you've heard it again and again in your chat, but I feel like adding a drop into the ocean. I'll probably glow by unseen, but in case I'm not: You're a legend, Alicia. And not in the manipulative Mammon way. You were strong enough to stare down such a horrifying situation and *still* move forward with your goals. You were determined and willful enough to push through fear and come out the other side. That is downright *inspirational.* Nobody deserves fear like that in their lives, but you unfortunately were confronted with the worst humanity had to offer. And through it all, you walked out okay. Hurt, scared, shaking, but okay enough to clean up, stand up, walk from that place of fear, and do what you felt had to be done. You seriously have my deepest respect for what it's worth.
5:05 its because of the no holds bared jokes like this that I love her reactions
Alica, they don't have to touch you or physically harrass you for it to be crossing the line, so it's incredible that you can share it and have managed to continue in this line of work. You're amazing.
Your story broke my heart. You are such a sweet and wholesome person who just seems to want everyone else to be happy. I hate how awful people can be to each other, and you are such a breath of fresh air. Nobody deserves to be talked to or made to fear the world like they did to you. I can't even imagine how messed up those people were in the head to walk up to someone and say such awful things. I've dealt with a lot of awful treatment from people and seen parts of humanity that terrify me, and it's been a struggle most of my life to push past those deep seeded fears people instilled in me as a kid. It's so liberating though when you find people who make you feel truly safe and loved, as I do with my friends and I'm sure you do with Rich. I truly hope the world never stops you from being you, because it'll be a worse place for it.
I'm so sorry for what you had to go through, I'm glad that you had friends and a little bit of a support team. Crazy how little they have to protect their people.
I am so glad to see how intelligent Alicia is in her analysis of not just this but pretty much every show she watches on the channel (from what I've seen).
That bein said it was heartbreaking to see how emotionally raw her reactio was to this episode. I hate to see someone's trauma as entertaining in any way, but the fact that this episode connected with her trauma AND she appreciated the show for it is what I find incredibly amazing about this video and Alicia herself as a person.
This woman deserves so much support for her content, as both a person and an entertainer. I may not be a Patron or even a Twitch viewer, but I do mean it when I say she deserves the support.
I am SO HAPPY to see that 2 minutes notice wasn't DMCA. Amazing to see you react to it on its full glory. Also, hope you're healing well from all the trauma you said you went through during this episode.
Remember Fizz's words early on talking to Ozzie. "A toy is just a toy."
Fizz is desperate for Mammon to see him as perfect, because broken toys get thrown out.
I cannot fathom that those guys straight up said that stuff to your face. It’s good they did not keep it secret and try anything… I’m really sorry Alicia. You are doing good moving past that. Keep it up!
This is one of my favorite episodes of the show so far, close to Ozzies's. It's just so good.
"Who tops?"
Actually, I think it's clearly Fizz. Vivz has this thing where it's always the taller or more powerful of the pair being the bottom.
Angel is tall in Hazbin but a power bottom. It's not stated now BUT in old Q&A's it was said Vaggie was the top between her and Charlie too. Stolas is a demon prince of endless power and the bottom to Blitz. Viz also said (possibly wrong now too like Chaggie) that Lucifer and Lilith were switches.
Given how Ozzie can change his size AND Fizz made the comment of "your good at squeezing things in" well eyeing up his booty, I wouldn't be surprised if they switch a lot too or if Ozzie liked Fizz taking charge. That's my thought at least
I like how when fizz is really starting to breakdown before the "Im a Klown" song, we see Mammon seemingly act like hes concerned for Fiz, making you think he'll be secretly nice like beelzebub and ozzie, only for the scene to SWIFTLY turn and double down, making it clear that Mammon only cares about fizz's wellbeing if it helps his brand. Fizz having a breakdown isn't a problem for him because he cares about fizz's wellbeing as a person, but because he cares about the PR around Fizz's image and him having a breakdown could affect that image.
It also helps make mammon look very sinsiter and threatening when he was played off as a joke before. But the joke is that he's SUCH an awful person he doesn't even CARE about trying to hide it at all.
Im so sorry that happened to you, and I honestly have no idea how I’d react in your place. I’d probably freeze from being taken so off guard too. I hope those creepy fuckers rot!
Ozzy wasn't entirely lying, he did want BlitzO to protect him, but it extended beyond simple physical protection. I think he wanted to BlitzO to save Fizzy from the shitty Mamon situation. Holy crap I didn't expect to love Fizzy as much as I do at the end of this season when they first introduced him at the beginning, they did such a great job with him.
Miss Alicia, get for yourself a weapon of decent enough form and size, and also keep a mixture of beyond hot pepper juice made from the seed oil, Cloves oil, and alcohol mixed in water, put in a small spray bottle to keep in a pocket or quick to reach area. Just make sure you don't let the blend get on your skin. Capsaicin (the reason why peppers and cloves are so hot) can cause some irritation of skin if left untreated. But cloves is also a good usage for toothache/jaw pain and cloves oil is the main ingredient in Novacain that dentists use to numb.
The particular "beyond hot pepper" would be Habanero or Carolina reaper pepper oil produced from the seeds.
Finally, now you’re in the same boat as the rest of us, waiting for new episodes
5:02 Alicia slowly and carefully thinks of the most based thought on the scene.
Your story filled me with an anger I can scarce describe. Im so sorry that happened to you, no one should ever have to go through that.
i love how fizz and blitz freindship explains so wholesomely why blitz is such a fire lord, he was protecting fizz! thats so sweet
The sudden shift to a more dark tone caught me off guard when listening to your story. I cant even fathom to imagine a scenario you experienced. I am glad you have great friends to have our back or watch over you.
31:20 to 40:20 ; Poor baby Alicia! 😢
I'm horrified that that actually happened to someone in real life!
And, I myself recently had an epiphany about myself that I realized that I might have agoraphobia myself. Which I didn't think for a long time. But now I know what it is, my own life's issues started clicking into place, as I realized I don't like going anywhere I can't easily return from. And if I'm going anywhere I need a friend or someone I feel safe around to be with me. And that I don't like to use public transportation either. All those things made me realize I might have Agoraphobia. And it really sucks.
Alicia i'm so sorry that happened to you. Im always so happy to see your videos and hearing you cry is making me so sad. People like that will always make me disfusted i hope you are doing better now
Fizzs’ song at the end is the best quitting scene in all of fiction. Now I want to see someone quit their job with this song.
I've been stalked before and while I understand as a guy it can be a little different, it got me insanely anxious. So I can't even imagine what that shit would've done to me. The fact you're still here now streaming speaks volume. Keep up these vids!
No one deserve to have people they don't know just talk and act that way. There really are some freaks out there. And it's so sad to hear that you had to get scared so badly like that. I'm sure most people wouldn't have done much better in such a situation, so I think it's unfair to call that drama. So you were definitively better off not going places that might call it that or not provide security.
But thankfully, nothing more came from it and it sounds like your friends took it to heart to try extra hard so you wouldn't end up on your own when it mattered afterward. So glad to hear you stayed safe. And so glad to hear you feel you're in a better place now!
Love the content I've been watching so far. Stay awesome!
Also, those tunes do be popping!
That's horrifying and I'm sorry that ever happened to you. When facing a terrible, scary, or life threatening situation its not just fight or flight. Its fight, flight, or freeze. Locking up and/or not responding is also a defense mechanism.
I attended an IOP group and one thing that I kept having to remind my peers of is this: Do not light yourself on fire to keep others warm. There is a better way to help others even if you cannot see it right now. I am glad you are in a better place.
Yes three of the best characters mammon and glitz and glam. They make this episode worth it, plus the twins sing the best song of the show.
Episode 6&7 are the best episodes in the show so far and I'm so happy that I get to see your reactions to both of them I was filled with warm fuzzies after this episode and I hope you will too
Alicia, you are so strong for coming through that shit. I'm so sorry you were so hurt and I pray Fai and Sol protect you from similar situations. You deserve so much better.
I’m so sorry you went through that experience. The way you described it was physically chilling to listen to. I can’t say enough…I don’t have the words to describe my feelings properly, but I am truly sickened you had to endure that, and I hope you were able to feel much better after time passed. I pray for your happiness and well-being Alicia.
Extremely sorry that situation with those creeps happened to you, Alicia. Your reactions are top-notch and I'm glad to have discovered you a while ago. This episode did an amazing job at showing Fizzarolli's insecurities from Mammon's manipulation and exploitation of his image and his resignation song to break off from his grasp was stellar! The sign-language kid moment and the wholesome moment with Ozzie in the room get me everytime. ❤
Stay awesome as always, girl!
One thing I like in this episode that shows that Mammon is tuly sin of greed, he doesnt have a meltdown when the song is about him or when he gets insulted at the end. No, he swallowed it cause it made him money, only when Fizz quit he gets mad.
Thank you so much for opening up. I have a fried with a social media following and they have gotten into similar situations and you explaining your story helps me to better help my friend with going through things. Again thank you.
This whole episode feels like one massive low key wedding between Fizz and Ozzie. Just got to love the little details in this episode, and the songs.
There a lot of real creeps out there. A friend of mine in college was stalked by an older student teaching assistant. My wife was hit on and harassed when she worked at an art store. My daughter has gone through this type of crap too. Even now, when she needs to do an in-person trade with a stranger, she brings either me or her brother just to sit in the car as a precaution just in case the other party has ideas.
The feeling of the one thing you love and cherish most being forever linked to the worst you’ve ever felt in the entirety of your existence is something I truly hope the majority of people reading this never truly understand.
Whether it be groundbreaking work, a beloved hobby, a parent, anything. Knowing that the happiest times in your life left you scarred, damaged or changed is something no one can understand unless they’ve been through it.
To have that experience and then go on to do what she did is something I could never imagine.
I can’t even begin to comprehend the bravery and the strength required to do as she did on stage that day, simply because I’m lucky enough to be AMAB.
But to know that despite whatever pain is there, she can still be proud of the things she did. That’s something special. Something truly special.
Just wanted to say I love your content, it's rough seeing you go through things but also amazing that you're able to discuss it you have all the respect in the world
Go Alicia you rock girl!
Always love your insights, I’ve been waiting for this one!
I knew this would be a hard one. Definitely one of my favorite episodes in the show.
"At least you have Stolas in your corner."
Stolas is both lower ranking and weaker, magically and politically. Mammon and Asmodeus are Deadly Sins and each rule one of the Rings of Hell.
Alicia, i want to give you the biggest hug ever given….and thats a big hug.
My wife went through something like that with an abusive ex boyfriend. I broke his fkin nose and married her. 12 and a half years later I'm planning taking her to Hawaii for our anniversary! She still has panic attacks just like that. I don't care if it's the middle of the night and I got work in two hours I wake up and hold her until everything's ok. I'm sure Rich is the same for you. Keep believing in yourself and doing things your way. See you next episode!😁😁
My Little Pony, specifically Friendship is Magic, was designed for kids, but found a huge unexpected market in adults. It deals with some pretty heavy topics at points, like death (Shown through Hibernation), self-harm (Torturing oneself with nightmares), etc. It's a very good show, and I have no doubt you would love it.
Fizzy's and Ozzy's song reminds me of "I'll Cover You" from RENT sooo much. Also I'm sorry you had to deal with what you went through Alicia but knowing you have friends that were there for you after and never left your side again is a great thing to hear. I had a friend who went through something similar, and you have all my support and rage backing you no matter what.
Love your reactions, you are so true to your heart and I like that. Thank you for being honest with your feelings, subscribed, I was gone off the net almost 7 years because of my health issues and now I’m finally getting back some energy and inspiration to draw, thanks to positive content I see, and I like your opinion and mindset, not sucking up. But I feel hyped to get behind my work and do what I can, even if it’s just one hour I work. Baby steps… I have CFS…
Found your channel fairly recently and just been bingeing your reactions - and I just want to offer you the biggest virtual hug right now. What you shared about what happened when you were a commentator…Jesus f**k. Just…hug. You are amazing, girl. And I hate that those things happened to you.
I love your reactions. You’re hilarious, you’re a great communicator, you’re so genuine…thank you for being you and sharing yourself with all of us 😊
Also, yeah, by far this is my favorite song from this series so far at the end 😂 I hope it gave you the same sort of catharsis it gave Fizz!
Such a cathartic episode, to evoke such emotions and bullet to the soul pinpoint impact what some people have been through and rupture that soul fracture that makes us what we are... f**k, this made me cry, it totally gutpunched my trauma and helped heal me... Ow, but damn
When I read that title, I thought the episode just made you cry, and that's it. I was not expecting that story, you're incredibly strong for sharing that and providing an incredible insight on this topic. Great reaction.
My Little Pony Friendship is Magic starts out as a family show for parents with young kids. It has jokes that the parents will get while being entertaining for both. Each season gets a little more intense moving to a teen focus and young adult while still being suitable for young children. The fandom made more adult animations ranging from violent to emotional both positive and negative and romantic to full on sexual. But the fandom tries to keep that within the adult side of the fandom. The musician scene was so epic that it spilled into every other fandom. Pony musicians work on HB & Hazbin. The LivingTombStone came from the Brony music community.
One of my favorite paradoxes in life is reacting to people who react to things I love. Glad you are one of my favorites, cause that was a really heavy story you told. I am so sorry that happened, but I appreciate you telling me about it. Makes me feel like I am not alone in my anxiety. I was raised by a perfectionist too; I am not as famous as Fizzie or even you, but I know what it is like to fear losing everything because one's standards are too immaculate... I understand that...
Also, I know you are not really like Burnie here, but your impression (no pun intended) of him is scarily accurate. I also know people like him and just... oogh! Great shot, Blitzy!
I'm sad you went through that, glad you had the strength to recover, always happy to see your content, you bring a lot of joy.
You aren't ready for the song "Just Look My Way".
Welcome to the the Mid-Season Finale of Season 2 of Helluva Boss,
where we officially gets introduced to Mammon the Sin of Greed and with that making the total Count of Seven Deadly Princes that we have officially met(and/or seen) into Four, leaving just Three Left, i wonder how they will look like and be like, as well as when we’ll meet them?
Also, Fun Fact about the Glam Sisters(or their Music Theme at least): when Season 2 was still on the way and all we had were a Teaser/Trailer and Storyboard Videos, their Theme were always in the background of those Videos,
I just thought it was just some Background Theme, so imagine my surprise when I watched this Episode and realized it was actually the Character Theme for these Two Characters specifically, I was not expecting that,
Anyway, I do we get to see them again, I thought they were interesting.
By the way, this was a very well done Episode, felt like I was watching a Movie here, they did very good with this one,
Anyway, with this you have finally caught up with this Show and Hazbin Hotel isn’t that far-off, after this I guess there’s some Music Videos and the Pilot, but after that I wonder what else you’ll do in the meantime of waiting for more Episodes?
Side-Note: quite the Story you told there, didn’t know you had gone through something like that, thank you for telling, i appreciate you sharing something like that with us and even though it wasn’t as bad as it could’ve been, i hope you never get to go through something like that again.
Remember when this was the haha demon murder show? Now it's stabbing my heart every episode.
I'm blown away by how vulnerable you let yourself be on these vids. I can't believe how much you had to endure as a commentator. It really sucks that people do shit like that. Please do be safe and secure, and thank you for bringing attention to that shit that happens. Thank you for bringing attention to that side of things, and please do continue to be you and be safe!
36:50 I’m so glad you seemed help, it’s awful things like that happened and things like this happen to women just for trying something they like. I’m a guy and just listening to the story got me breathing funny. So glad mediums like helluva boss are able to bring these things out. Stay strong and never stop doing what you wanna do Alicia.
(I KNOW, I KNOW, I’M LATE.)
I'm yet to comment on any of your videos yet as far as I'm aware, but I figured if there was any time for me to, it would be now. I discovered your content a while back, having been recommended the same video a few dozen times and said, "Fuck it, we ball." Ever since, it's been a joy to watch these videos. You really do have the vibe of a prefessional and a friend all at once. I slowly picked up on some things from comments and stories, and then the cancer battle happened, and you ended up being a huge inspiration to me. My brother battled cancer the same time as you did, and your recovery gave him some inspiration to keep going to chemo. As for myself, I've been victim to a number of things in my life that I've been trying to unpack as I slowly come into myself as an adult and a writer. I keep these things locked up, hidden in boxes without lids in cells without keys, but hearing you bring up the things that happened to you so naturally, hearing how you could weave a bit of trauma unpacking into a normal conversation, keep it serious, and not bring down the mood, gave me my own kind of inspiration. Between you and my lovely girlfriend, I finally, after half a decade, feel like I can speak a bit more openly about what happened to me.
Why exactly I'm saying this, I have no idea. Something about hearing your voice crack under the pressure of your pain really got to me. I've heard that crack in myself and know what kinds of thoughts run through your mind when you hear it, and I figured it would be nice to hear a few things: You've done so much for us, and done so well in creating this beautiful community. No matter what anyone says, crying and venting and being human doesn't make you any lesser of a host. I can guarantee so many here have stories like yours, and in showing us the human quotient, you've given us a place to feel safe and a person to relate to. So...thank you. For besting your past and for being human with us. Not just a silly anime elf girl model or a goofy voice or an enthusiastic commentator, a human being, someone we can all relate to and build a connection to. Thank you, Alicia. I look forward to seeing what comes next.
Just a reminder from a new fan that you are an amazing person. It's so rare to find a commentor that has the right combination of smart (your wit is so sharp, it is a hazard), sassy, and fun (hard to believe how rare this quality is as some people just can't engage or are stuck in their own persona and forget to be entertaining). I just have a constant smile while watching your channel.
Honestly your are my first vtuber I really liked. My friends have showed me other vtuber channels and I couldn't get into them (popular ones too). This was months ago. I just told them this style wasn't my thing as I couldn't get engaged with the animated models. Boy do I owe them an apology. Apparently all I had to do was find someone whose personality is strong enough to punch my feelings straight through a animated model. So subscribing after this comment and subscribing to my first vtuber.
Idk Helluva Boss and Fizz made you feel emotional and then I felt emotional and wondered if it was possible to send a hug to animated pixels online.
Not only are you fun, engaging, and clever, you are a fighter. I've felt that same helplessness. One story that stood out was when I was a teen and had older men walk behind me on my way home (right by a park no less) occasionally whispering what they would want to do with my body. I spent a long time walking crowded areas before they lost interest and I felt comfortable enough to walk home. It is dehumanizing. That you were able to socialize at all after how that pervert treated you. Damn!
I feel you. Your channel isn't just sass and fun. You opened up and connected. ❤
That women self roast, what a wonderful joke! Good comedy!