I'm 64 yrs, and have been hurt by narcissistic people over the years. I have no friends left after the pandemic and my choice in politics. I have grown to like my own company and love my pets and I love my Lord Jesus. It's all I need. ❤
The worst part was realising they were never our friends to begin with, this applies to family also. We all saw what everyone was made of a few years ago and it cannot be unseen, wish the good ones out there were easier to find 😔
I felt exactly the same. Start of convid I went deep into rabbit holes and was seriously depressed about the state of the world. But 2 years ago I became a Christian, follow Jesus and my life has meaning again. It says in the Bible what is actually going on in this world and what will happen. I feel comforted finally. 🙏 ❤
@@finallyawakened3350 Does it say in the bible or are there some very powerful groups of people making it a self for filling prophecy to bring in the fifth empire which they will control?
I think most people with any integrity feel the same, we have been manipulated and lied to for a very long time it seems, being on my own for a lot of the time gives me lots of time to worry about these things, thank you for talking it helps, i hope you feel better soon.
The Lord told me last year, you MUST PRAY over all your intake…Food, Water, Spiritual ask Holy Spirit to filter everything you watch and listen too. Pray for your family, friends and your enemies… that the eyes of their hearts will be open.. We are in the last days… watch and pray always… put your Trust in the Lord and He will grace you with Peace that surpasses All understanding. May God Bless you.
Sweet Rebecca, you're not crazy. You explained very well hoe many of us feel. We didn't get the thingy a few years ago and we were dumbfounded about the whole thing and peoples reactions. I'm not sure what's going on exactly, but I know that only God can fix it and I'm on His team. Maybe there's a church near you, where you can sit for a while and light a candle, or maybe even go to mass. This helps us. Please never consider ending the whole thing. A friend of us did on the 25th of October. It's so hard. I'm not a commentwriter, so I hope I don't trigger you with God and church, but hold His hand and you'll feel better. Keep making nice videos, enjoy your animals and this too will pass. love from the Netherlands, Sonja
❤ Wow I relate to so many things you're saying and feeling. Thank you for your videos. I love reading all the kind comments that people write. Makes me have a little more hope in the world.
Well, it looks like your sharing has allowed many like-minded people to fill the comments section and allow each of us a little sense of "we're really not alone", rather just somewhat distant from our people. I could write so many things regarding many topics you touched on, but, to keep this rather short, I'll just share (as a woman who also escaped my country when the insanity hit, and moved to live off grid in rural Mexico), that I often wonder if our cultures made us feel that we're alone or unusual, when perhaps in times not too long ago, MANY women would be living as we are; the simple life in the country with animals. I remember high school was all about how many friends you could have. I always thought it was so ridiculous because the popular ones were so fake, while I was sincere and only had a few friends. Looking back, I should have started to be okay with being a loner a long time ago. Even in the truth community, people still play popularity and domination games. It's seriously ridiculous as adults, but they do, so easy to see. They must be afraid. Many foreigners around me always ask if I'm lonely. I almost have to laugh at the question. I'm alone but have never felt happier in my life. People suck my energy. A few friends visiting or a workaway here and there, that's enough. Dogs cats, chickens, goats... Maybe ducks... That's enough. Sleep well, my dear, and thank you for sharing!! It really hit me to know there's others like myself out here.
Rebecca, you seem so lovely and honest and come across as a best friend on line. I’m 64 and found carnivore in 2020 and despite regaining my health, I feel I have lost something in my relationships. I was the only one in my friends groups and family who didn’t get the j-b and sometimes I feel like a freak who doesn’t seem to fit in anywhere. I think it’s important to stay true to yourself, but the downside is the feelings of alone.
Aw thank you, that's lovely to hear ❤sorry you have also felt like an outsider, I guess the more of us there are, the less 'outside' we become. Really happy to hear you have regained your health! 🥰🥰🥰
Same here but because of not getting the j-b, I found new and like minded people who want my company and value my outlook in life. They, in fact, are much more valuable to me than any of the old superficial "friends".
Chin up girl, you've got this, claim the little victories as they all add up. When I retired from my factory job in 2019, I was feeling the same way, setting in my 12x16 foot shed in the back yard with all the amenities. Now at 73 years old I'm finding, through the internet and applying reason it's actually a challenge to keep my sanity while running all the errands, as the wife is captured by the media and thinks I'm crazy. While she deals with her type 2 diabetes oblivious to what is causing all her misery, while eating whatever she wants then shooting the insulin. I'm just the guy who lives out back that doesn't know anything.
Thank you Rebecca for such a wonderfull courageous conversation. Agree totally with your perspectives and concerns. My view is that you need to do a 180 degree flip on everything that "they" recommend. Being carnivore is not well tolerated in this asylum. I find it easier to remain in stealth mode and prefer the company of my dog and long walks in nature far from the madding crowd. You are not alone. There are a growing number of like minded folk out there, but they are in stealth mode for good reason. Love your channel. I wish you well.
Love, I think the fact that you're so emotional over all of this says everything about the content of your character. The mountain is eternal, and so is the climb. I feel this way often too, I think it's the curse of being a person who thinks and feels deeply. I've also found that these periods of discomfort and cosmic struggle are often a signal that there is a bend in the road ahead. You can't change the whole world, but you can orient yourself towards doing whatever good you can. We are all small in this universe, but not without power. I believe that it has to hurt, I think the pain will tell you the truth about what you need to do, if you listen carefully. You are verging on a change. I have faith in this. Also, please forgive me, but I don't think it's true to say that MS ruined your life. It caused you intense suffering and threw you into disarray, shattered the world you knew and made you into someone different. And all of it hurt terribly. It changed you. But, and forgive me for this is said with love, I don't think it ruined you. You came out of it wiser, kinder, more beautiful, more compassionate, more determined, and with a desire to hold out a hand to others who are suffering the way that you did. You have been dedicating your time to giving hope, comfort and community to people who need it. Despite the fact that you had none of those things when you needed them the most, instead of being bitter and resentful, you are choosing to be a light in the darkness for others. You are not ruined. Your suffering wasn't for nothing. You are a sun in a world full of shadows and that is so because you've chosen this path, even despite everything that happened to you, despite waking up from your illness into a world that feels beyond hope. There is little that is more honorable and admirable than continuing to fight for good and for truth in a world that feels swallowed by hopelessness and lies. I understand how you feel, I understand the grief and the anger and the despair. I feel it too. But I don't think your life is ruined. Different from how you imagined it being, wildly so, but not ruined. Listen to what your emotions are telling you. There is a truth underneath it that will guide you. I think meditation (perhaps of the form that we discussed via email) could be tremendously useful for you right now. Please take a break this weekend and enjoy a slow cup of tea, you definitely need it. I am sending you a huge hug ❤
Also, I apologize if this was too forward of me..I got very emotional writing it and may have been a bit carried away. I hate that you feel this way, and I hope you find your peace.
Oh wow, what a comment. Thank you so much for taking the time to counsel me, my friend. I have read your words carefully several times over and I could not appreciate them more ❤ *goosebumps* You are a very beautiful person Allison (and an excellent writer!) and I'm so glad we have connected. Email coming soon!!! 😘😘😘
@@cabanachronicles ♥️♥️♥️ happy if what I've said brought some measure of comfort or relief. We are living in strange times indeed. Looking forward to hearing from you soon 🥰
One of the ways I survive is finding channels such as yours, genuine individuals with experience, life skills, wisdom, empathy and understanding. Thank you. Love Donkeys, so cruisy.
Thanks for being so honest. I totally get that alone feeling. I'm 49 and perimenopausal and I don't know it it's hormones that are contributing to my low mood right now or if I'm just going slowly mad. I was in a toxic relationship that I ended just before the pandemic started. He absolutely slandered me to anyone he could. Everyone started to think I was nuts before I even refused to do the safe and effective thing and once I stood up for what I thought was right for me, it just added to the situation. It did make me see the people around me in a different light, that most of them were just as toxic and easily swayed and never questioned any information that was put in front of them. Its a lonely road right now that some of us seem to have to walk right through and some days are really hard. It's like a veil has been lifted and I'm just stood here in horror watching the nightmare unfold. Sending you love and best wishes and I believe you of all people have the strength to get through this
I'm so sorry to hear you went through that, but well done for getting out, and for sticking to your guns re: the safe and effective thing. It's a lonely road indeed, but the right one. Thanks for your kind words ❤
Orchestrated oppression creates crippling negativity.. many of us even if we have a healthy body have an unhealthy concept of life as we are paralysed by fear... Any sensitive human being now sense the agenda of pure evil.. I still have the heart to send you love peace and hope that many of us can keep the vibration of love amongst a thick dark cloud of hate..💕💗💞 I live in a cold damp flat in a tower block in England.. with a deadbeat job that only offers me minimum wage nearly 55 when putting my best foot forward the people that I have believed in knowingly put obstacles in my way. Honey you got to make the most of what you got I'm so hoping to escape this hell hole..
Thank you for sending love and peace. and for reminding me how blessed I am to be living where I am. I hope you manage to escape - sending love and hugs back to you ❤
Thanks for sharing how you feel so publicly. You are amazing and being human is hard. Earth school is hard. You are going through a spiritual awakening. Everyone in the world is an energetic being and has come to earth to experience something and learn something. We all have a purpose and the spiritual awakening is going within to find your purpose and the love in your heart. Our experiences in life, especially as a child has created shame, guilt, lack of self worth, and created a wall around our hearts and blocking love for self and others. Everything changed when I learned about this. Everyone who is nasty to you, critical of you etc. they are showing you how they feel inside. They can also be showing you how you feel inside. We are bouncing of each others energies and each others pain and hurt. The answer is to question everything, question your thoughts, feelings and to connect with your pain and hurt within you to release it, cry it out and heal. Isolating and going within is part of the process of waking up to who you truly are behind all the pain, hurt, guilt, shame etc. Keep going lovely, you are doing great. You will begin to feel more love and more happiness with yourself. Ignore the haters, the bullies and let them be. They will learn to wake up or not, it is their choice. Come back home to yourself and love for yourself and everything will change for you. Sending you so much love 💌
Oooo good chanel! I am experiencing similar problems after healing very much from several chronic conditions with keto..i am not cured and still have issues but not bed and housebound now..Many times i have wanted to go out and try and have some sort of life..meet people etc however because of the way i see the world, and how humanity has proved to be such a shocking disapointment especially over the last 4 years of compliance and total insanity, i really struggle to relate to anyone anymore so am still just as isolated.It is frustrating and depressing .Luckily i have my grown up kids who also see the b***shi* and my animals who make me keep going...Totally relate to everything you are saying here..refreshing and couragous well done!❤
So glad you have also (mostly) healed your health conditions. Wonderful that your kids see through the bullshit, and that you have animals ❤ It really is shocking what's gone on these past few years.
Love and hugs! I can relate to it all, and you express yourself so beautifully! I'm 69 years old and an artist, with few other job skills and a lot of financial challenges, and I have felt more isolated with the political climate and especially since COVID. My cat is my best friend at this point, and the beautiful part is the peace and quiet of nature where I live, here in the central prairie of the US.
Hi Rebecca. I have followed you for a while, but never commented. But this really resonated with me. Im a 43 year old woman (living in norway). I have been chronically ill for 22 years. Im doing better and better (been on carnivore for 18 months), but the last years especially has been savage, when you are alone and vulnerable. Very different from my first years of chronic illness. If you got no protection like familyor partner, people have no problem attacking you. Even people that you know, sbd thought would act nice, if they want your company. I have also noticed for a while, that when i engage in peoples wellbeing and show them friendly interessert, im talked to like they are doing me a favor when thry answer me. Like im an underdog. Its weird, but i realized not long back ago, that the world doesnt function like it used too, and i need to adapt to that, and keep my mouth shut, a lot more. Only focus on people who put in the right effort back to me. Which takes practice when you get easily engage in most things and people. I think we could have worked out well as friends. Maybe strange to just ask like that.
Hi thanks for commenting! I'm sorry to hear you've been ill for so long, but happy carnivore is helping. You're right, the focus needs to be on people who reciprocate the right kind of effort. It's so touching to hear that we could be friends, I'm sure it's true. Thank you for your empathy and wisdom. ❤
looking forward to your video about menopause and carnivore. I really suffered for two years, until i started carnivore. After a few months after that almost all of my symptomps where gone. When i do feel any sort of symptoms, its very light and not a problem or possible to even compare with how i felt. I dont know what direction your symptoms took, but i try to convince friends that suffers from menopause, to try carnivore. They dont, but you know. At least they know about the option.
Now that you have your physical health back, you’re strong enough to tackle the trauma of having to deal with a chronic illness and the loss of community that comes with that. It’s a journey on its own. There’s good people out there, don’t lose hope ❤
Not sure how this came on my RUclips recommended videos, but glad it did. I echo your sentiments. I need to get a dog back in my life, I wish I could escape this mad toxic cruel world. Hang in there. ❤
Thanks so much for your honesty and thanks for being brave enough to share your feelings and experiences, many of which I can really relate to. I hope sharing has made you feel a bit better this evening. Your channel seems to me to be unusually authentic and VERY worth while. Your amazing healing journey through the Proper Human Diet gives people with chronic illnessness valuable information and a lot of hope. God bless you in this life and in the next!
You're right. There are some ugly people out there. You meet them in the street, on the net, they get elected to high office. The best defence against such ugliness remains honesty, integrity, truth - qualities that you have in abundance. In the short term, you get scant reward for remaining doggedly true to yourself but I do think it pays in the long term. There is goodness out there. Don't lose heart.
I am absolutely in with you in all this.... this doesn't often happen because I'm labeled autistic and people call me 'lacking empathy' but I genuinely cried just hearing you and your soul pour itself out. Humans must win and overcome and become better.
Thank you for sharing Rebecca. I find that you are are processing so many of the difficulties that I am. Every day seems like a battle. I have to focus on the smallest of victories to keep me focused. All the best to you.
Hi Rebecca, I don't watch mainstream tv and am subscribed to 10 you tube channels of which you are one ,you are not fake you help so many people. There are a lot more good people than bad it's just they get all the publicity.
Loved listening to your comments, you are spot on about the crazy world we are living in. People are finally waking up. Unfortunately a lot of people have been brainwashed by MSM. I feel that the tide is turning, stay strong and we will hopefully come out of this ok. Keep away from medical interventions and keep your body pure, you own antibodies will Protect you. I am a 70 year old male and have been carnivore for 6 months now. Wow what a difference It has made to my health. I might be getting long in the tooth but I have hopefully many years to enjoy yet. Rebecca you keep going girl. Onwards and upwards and keep smiling. Looking forward to you next video. Kind Regards Antony.
Thank you for giving a voice to plenty of us who feel the same. I’m sure meaning will present itself to you soon enough as long as you keep aiming upwards like you are.
I wish I knew why we were here; the thought never leaves. So much suffering and struggle, for what? The world works against those with good-intentions/by-design. I’d love to live in the woods w animals, but again, what does it all mean?
Don't doubt yourself, the world has gone crazy, not you. For now, the only coping mechanism we can control is the food we eat. It's the basis, imho. In the end humanity wins, but it will take some time. Hang in there, in the beautiful place you found, away from the weirdness.
@@cabanachronicles always welcome in Belgium, we'll have a Christmas dinner and I'll make you a meat dish, and it will all be good. I have always dreamed of just meeting up with my like minded awakened folks on youtube.
Hey... I'm sorry to hear you're feeling lonely. The way I see you, you are a part of a big movement steering people towards health and wellbeing, and you have people who resonate with your particular way, and it helps them a lot. I don't have much in common with you, but still I am drawn by your openness. I have experienced toxic relationships, and learning about how that happened, and what I can do to prevent that has made me more resilient and confident. I now seek the company of genuine and nice people, have better boundaries, and it all makes for happier experience of life. Acknowledging all, but focusing on the good really makes a difference. Hope your life gets filled with more and more of the good, of your own and others' making, so the thoughts of doom just don't have a place to hold onto anymore!
When I was living abroad I was very lonely. I had many nice people around me but still I was lonely. Now I live in my home country and I can be alone without feeling alone. I know that I belong. I would say my mental struggles started when I was living abroad. My friends have experienced the same especially when living in Spain. People are very nice but they don't let you in. I'm just sharing. Wish you all the best!
It's true, it's kind of hard to make close friends in Spain - totally different to Mexico where I spent 2 years. I'm slowly getting there though, the people in Galicia are really lovely.
Hi Rebecca I could have filmed this, I can relate so hard to what you’re saying. While carnivore hasn’t cured me it has changed my life (I lost 7 stone), I’ve left an abusive marriage and feel so alone - all the things you talked about. I’m trying to say (badly) I get it, I hear you. I think you haven’t felt heard from important people since getting ill, which can lead you to feel crazy, and when you start to feel heard (hopefully this channel helps with that) then you’ll start to feel happier. That maybe is a little deep for a RUclips comment. I did wonder watching this whether you may be autistic. I say this from the context of having been diagnosed myself this year aged 49. I see some familiarities between us. Anyway that’s your business, I really hope you start to feel better soon ❤
Thank you dear. Yes the channel certainly does help me feel heard and connected with likeminded people❤I'm not autistic. I grew up in an environment of (unnamed) autism which was pretty confusing, and maybe have some learned autistic behaviours, but not autistic myself. Wow, diagnosis at 49. That's huge. Hope it's been a positive/helpful thing to learn?
@ good to know! Yeah it felt big when it happened in August because at the same time I was in the process of leaving a 10 year emotionally abusive relationship/marriage, trying to lose weight with carnivore (I lost 7 stone), dealing with chronic illness and relocating! Once I told people I am autistic it felt like everything went back to normal tbh. My normal anyway. Your channel really inspires me on a personal level, keep doing what you do.
I feel your pain Rebecca. The world is upside down - run by the evil light worshippers. The last 4 years have been hell for me and destroyed my relationship. I'm carnivore as well, for pre diabetes. My partner was jabbed and masked and believed everything the tv told her. Love you xoxo
It takes a good year to recover from an abusive relationship even in the best of worlds. Just keep plodding on and you will get stronger. As for meaning in life, I have never found it and now just accept even small changes as important. Wishing you the best
I feel the same as you on many levels. I tend to myself mostly but do help those in need without giving up myself. I had to learn it, it's changing old thought patterns. It feels alone sometimes because so many are going the opposite direction.❤ Also, you know better now on how to make decisions/choices. Make your life beautiful and don't worry about everyone else.😊✌️
Wow. Know that you're not alone---my journey has been almost the same, eerily so. My animals keep me going as well. They're never fake. Thank you for sharing. ❤
I relate to a lot of what you said. The awakening journey is fascinating but isolating. Of course I’m glad to have this knowledge, for self protection as much as anything, but the reality of the world at large is so much more unpleasant than we ever thought and that is hard to bear. Viewed from above, it’s a journey we chose to take and is very enriching. The dull bits are just when you can’t see past the bend in the road. Just keep walking and the next time you look up there’ll be something interesting in view that will re-energise you. The mental healing I think comes in waves. It was interesting to hear you say what’s on your mind.
I feel you. What keeps me going is my healing journey, of both body and mind. For me carnivore was not enough, I had to restrict more. Things like egg whites, white fish, food additives and coffee are not good for me. I have been eating only beef, sea salt and water for a year now. After making this change I got better physically and mentally. Caffeine causes high levels of adrenaline and cortisol, so I felt more calm and mentally stable after quitting. Quitting is hard though, it took 3 weeks before I started feeling awake again, but I recommend it 🌞
It is probably best to reduce consumption for a few weeks before quitting, that is what I did. My major problem is chronic fatigue, I tried to mitigate that with drinking more coffee. After a while I was drinking it all day, with little positive effect, but it caused my dependency to grow large. It may not be as hard to quit for you, it depends on how much you are consuming.
@@MagnusTheNorthman Sorry that you have chronic fatigue. Amazing that you achieved giving up caffeine while struggling with that. Unfortunately my body has become fully dependent on the stuff - my parents are hooked as well, and allowed me to drink it very young! I have tried to give up twice before, first few days ok, but within a week I'm bedridden and in tears and just want a cup of tea to make it go away! Yes it's a good idea to try to reduce consumption first... it would be truly amazing to make it to a month. I love both tea and coffee, but don't love being so wired all the time!
My grandma used to give me coffee (with a lot of cream and sugar) when I was a small kid 😅 Not good. If you make it a month it will be a lot easier, even after 2 weeks it will probably start getting easier. The diet has helped a lot with symptoms related to chronic fatigue (CFS/ME). I no longer have IBS, migraines, low blood pressure, and I sleep less. I still struggle with fatigue, but it has gotten better. Now that I am not poisoning myself with plants, pesticides and processed food, I hope that I am giving my body a break so it can slowly heal.
You're never alone. Your Creator is always there. We'll get better at not being drawn in by things designed to drain our joy and even eventually our faith. We love you 🎉
New sub here. I too feel like most people are of another species! And many days the only reason I get out of bed is to feed my kitty. She keeps me going. I can relate to a lot of this. Thank you for sharing
You’re not in a weird headspace- I can relate to everything you said, fakeness particularly. I’m 43, male English - lion diet, really wish I could qualify to immigrate to Europe away from this overcrowded place
@ it cured or reduced all my illnesses even issues I didn’t realise I had until after they got better- but it didn’t 100% cure my frustration / depression which only confirms that it’s situational rather than clinical- I just hate urban environments & love trees, animals & nature. Problem is that doesn’t exist anymore in England unless you own a small detached house with acres of land… which in England costs £millions where as in parts of Europe or USA you can live off grid for under £100k
This really resonates! I feel compelled to say this particular video is very representative of your healing journey through a RUclips channel. It helps you and everywhere here sort things out and heal. Thank you very much and say hi to those animals for us :)
Possibly the main thing is feeling safe. Feeling safe in your body and feeling safe in the world. When we don't feel safe we are in a place were we don't feel safe then we are in a place of dis-ease. I know because I have a chronic illness and I have had it my whole adult life. My childhood was full of trauma and I have never felt safe. I don't think it's about eating meat or eating vegetables. I think it's about psychological safety which then translates to your body. Thus putting your body from the sympathetic nervous system to the parasympathetic and this is what I believe heals your body. I am sorry that you are not feeling good. You opened yourself up to the wrong person or people. You got away from a toxic environment but your head hasn't moved away from it. I am not saying don't process it. Yes process it, it needs processing, learn what you can from it and put it down. You say you need to live a real life. What does that mean to you? None of it makes sense, but does it have to? Hope you feel better soon. ❤️
One reason I am glad you are hear is that you have brought hope and love to those in your audience who did not know MS could be cured. That us no small thing. In fact, it is monumental, it is everything, to those who suffer but do not need to. And also have done so with kindness and a true heart. God bless you and walk with you in good times, and difficult matters of life. Stay the course. You are doing ao well and your audience needs you.
Definitely feel you. It's a really sad state of the world we're in right now. I'm just trying to be myself and happy and ppl either try to abuse me or hurt me. Good ppl exist but they're definitely much rarer, sadly.
I hope you're feeling a bit better after your chat. I agree that it's so refreshing when you encounter people who are not fake. Have you considered teaching young people English? Living in Greece as an Australian, I've found teaching very rewarding and I'm sure your language skills would be highly valued. Pets are wonderful soul mates but young people who are less affected and fake than adults, can also give you a lift and a purpose.
Thanks - yes I do feel better after talking, and reading all the wonderful comments ❤Yes I'm going to look for English teaching work, I've done it a million times and wanted to move beyond it, but I'm going to go back to it pretty soon I think 🙏
I survive this toxic world by talking with God throughout the day. I stay in a state of gratitude, try to anyway. I work in my garden and talk to my plants. I have only 2 good friends. I really don't engage in the world. It's lonely at times, but peace in my life far outweighs the loneliness. Gave up dating due to a narcissistic man 8 years ago. I pray every day that God will fix this world. If reincarnation is real, I do NOT want to come back. I also do carnivore. Always pray over your food, ask God to bless the animal that gave it's life for us. I believe it's going to get better in the world.
The world will get better, it's God's promise, so take courage in that. Keep enduring now as you are and keep in mind 2 Corinthians 4:17, 18 The hardships we face now are described as momentary and light when compared to how life will be when God brings the world back to how he originally intended Don't allow any problems to cloud your view of that reward and make you give up. Better times are just ahead. Perhaps also pray for understanding on the outworking of his purpose. And the answers to other huge questions like why we have to suffer, get sick and die. He pays great attention to sincere hearts and understands how you feel at any given moment
The world has not changed, only your perception through your newfound awareness. This has happened to many philosophers, or just every day people who all of a sudden started to think for themselves and see the world through a new lens. After a friend of old, finally became aware how upside down our world is, she asked me: Who the heck can one depend on and trust? I told her she can depend and trust the same person each one of us can fully rely on: oneself
"surround yourself with people" that push you to do and be a better people that want to bring the best out of each other no jealousy only higher goals.
Words that I have lived by (the joyful participation in the sorrows of life). My understanding of yin and yang everything good has a little bit of bad more important everything bad has a little bit of good. So when bad things happen look for that little bit of good and focus on that.
Thank you for your honesty. I really appreciate that and I get you! Things didn’t make any sense to me until I read 2 books over 10 years ago: The Great Waves of Change, and, Greater Community Spirituality from Marshall Vian Summers. I highly recommend them. Love and strength to you.
I think we are waiting for others to wake and catch up to the illusions of this world. Normally, I would insert something positive, but I'll respect your wishes.
Sister, we are ALL children of the Most High, there is however, some that walk amongst us that look like us but are not like us. They seek to destroy everything that is dwelling in us (The Holy Spirit) Have Faith and listen to the Most High for it is His Holy Spirit they seek to destroy. Peace and Happiness to you ALL my Brother's and Sister's 🙏🏽
Around me are many good people. Most people have goodness in them. A minority have a darkened heart for various reasons. You have a good heart Rebecca. Our animals can remind us of how important we are in their lives. 😊
It’s almost as if we can see the lines, there is a real fight going on for our mere mortal souls upon this very earth keeping all truths hidden. We may never find the answers for which we seek, for me what really is this world and what are we actually capable of in our innate birth bodies. But what we possibly can find are the lines drawn and our sheer faith for that with me must combat this battle.
I appreciate how you're feeling, how judgemental people have become, how quick they are to judge, indeed to pre judge. When I feel in a rut or too much in the world I listen to Dr Iat McGilchrist, his depth of wisdom is heartwarming, I do recommend. Sounds like you have escaped from regimented routine, working M-F 9-5, which is inspiring. I think I'm hearing a need on your part for self forgiveness. Please be kind to yourself and the wobbliness (ups and downs) will pass. God bless.
Hello Rebecca, new subscriber here 😊 I found your channel on my recommended list, so glad RUclips gave me the gift of finding your fantastic video and I am pleased that there are still good people left in the world 😊
@@cabanachronicles Have a good night and I look forward to future videos. Like you said, we can all help by not contributing to the toxicity and doing the best we can
Dear Rebecca, please know you are NOT alone. Being carnivore(I am new, on day 95), it feels very isolating in real life outside of the internet and social media. I certainly am not around anyone who would understand any of this. I can empathize with you in grieving a former life etc. I think it's a process of life? Who knows. But I just want you to know you are not alone.
Thank you for your comment. I have been accused of spending too much time on RUclips and it’s true! But I don’t know anyone in my friends or family groups who would consider eating this way or refused the arm shot like me. I find it comforting to know there are other people in this world who are radical enough to think for themselves......so I keep watching!
Hi, it's amazing how stuff keeps on getting older! It's a great time for momentous discoveries. I'm totally hooked on all the archaeology and anthropology and stuff. Indeed I was wondering if the quaruple sun spots might have affected your mood that day? Many of us have felt it, its a known effect of them. But then recovery from serious illness and narcissistic abuse would so that too. Been there, too. Eventually the bewilderment ends and we get to a point of equilibrium. Give it time and be nice and easy on yourself. I get the feeling youre an "old soul" too, and it's our role to meet the crazy crazy world with a steady gaze.
I love that thought - meeting the crazy world with a steady gaze. And yes it's absolutely mindblowing how all these archaeological truth bombs are coming out! Despite all the chaos, it's an exciting time.
I hear you, I went through the same. I wish I could escape to where you are though. Try shopping at the Logan Hyperdome, Australia, everyday, let alone working there. It's a literal female war zone. I saw a huge man run away today. It wasn't like this 40 years ago. This is the truth.
I understand what you're feeling 🫂 the world & it's systems are toxic & it's becoming moreso. You have healed your physical health. Now you need emotional healing. Unfortunately these days you have to vet people before trusting them into your life. Too many people with underlying motives. You probably don't believe in a Higher Power but that helps me. I call on Him. I couldn't live life in this world without my Lord Jesus.
Having recently been fired for speaking my mind to help clear the air, i can empathise with your situation. What i mean is when your integrity is undermined, when your Authenticity is disregarded, when your words come back to you with the wrong narrative attached by potentially narcissistic leadership, when we feel under appreciated, under and under utilised. When you hear your name in the same sentence as a source of bullshit and misinformation it really makes you wonder what you are doing to accept that in your life and wonder how it got this bad. I found i was putting way too much importance on others. What i should have been doing was my job and not being concerned about the political machinations and skull duggery of management. Well that's what they said. But that's exactly how i got to have the next worst thing to a nervous breakdown, paranoid, anxious and stressed. I didn't see the slide into it, but now emerging from the other side with more awareness and wisdom i can honestly say that you're not alone, good people suffer when we let our guard down to those that feed off our misery. Just remember, nil illegitemii carborundum. Also meat heals, hugs are a gesture that speaks 1000 words of encouragement in a second and you my love are where you need to be because you heed the wee small voice. 😇🫡❤️🩹
Been there with narcissistic abuse too, and chronic illness. I was a target to them because my experience of sickness made me insecure, longing and lonely. It takes such a long time to heal. Have you tried psilocybin or something similar? Can be useful integrating all that stuff. Your videos are so lovely and relateable, even though I’m not carnivore :)
How i survive? I'm not sure that I am. What we share : 5 year carnivore, healed and not going back. Enmeshed with narcs. Seeing the world go insane. Wake up to take care of my sheep. Living in the southern French countryside. I hear you.
5:42 You are not alone. I'm in the same boat, my Friend. I could not have said it better. I live in the mountains/woods now, alone, so the only time I have to deal with this madness is if I drive at least an hour and a half. These days, that's for entertainment purposes only.
You actually quoted 1 John 5:19 In any case, a well chosen verse on your part as it describes the root cause of the earth's problems. A scripture to read after this one, is Romans 16:20, which tell us what God will do to that wicked one. And we can have full confidence in that promise. Can you imagine what the world would be like without wickedness, greed and pain? Allowing your mind to run wild in this thought, this hope, is actually something the Bible describes as an anchor for the soul. (Hebrews 6:19) Essential to remaining stable and to keep on enduring until the end
Sorry to hear this Rebecca. Just an idea, but have you ever thought about (given your language skills etc) starting some kind of support group / network for people who have (or have had) similar chronic health issues like MS etc..be they "Carnivore", "Vegan" or just boring old "Omnivore"!? They could be local Galicians..or.foreign vistors. It sounds simplistic when you're struggling (been there, done that!) but sometimes focusing on helping others (not "virtually"!) can be hugely beneficial...for all concerned. I'm sure you have a great deal to give and who knows...maybe your current home in Galicia could play a part in that?
I'm 64 yrs, and have been hurt by narcissistic people over the years. I have no friends left after the pandemic and my choice in politics. I have grown to like my own company and love my pets and I love my Lord Jesus. It's all I need. ❤
exactly the same for me
Same here ❤
Me too my "sisters in Christ" :)
The worst part was realising they were never our friends to begin with, this applies to family also. We all saw what everyone was made of a few years ago and it cannot be unseen, wish the good ones out there were easier to find 😔
@@mjay8055 the world wide experiment did galvanize alot of us, feel let down by most of Humanity..
I felt exactly the same. Start of convid I went deep into rabbit holes and was seriously depressed about the state of the world.
But 2 years ago I became a Christian, follow Jesus and my life has meaning again. It says in the Bible what is actually going on in this world and what will happen. I feel comforted finally. 🙏 ❤
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Does it say in the bible or are there some very powerful groups of people making it a self for filling prophecy to bring in the fifth empire which they will control?
You are going through a shift. Just go with it. I understand it's not easy, but you are not alone.
I think most people with any integrity feel the same, we have been manipulated and lied to for a very long time it seems, being on my own for a lot of the time gives me lots of time to worry about these things, thank you for talking it helps, i hope you feel better soon.
Thank you 🙏
The Lord told me last year, you MUST PRAY over all your intake…Food, Water, Spiritual ask Holy Spirit to filter everything you watch and listen too. Pray for your family, friends and your enemies… that the eyes of their hearts will be open.. We are in the last days… watch and pray always… put your Trust in the Lord and He will grace you with Peace that surpasses All understanding. May God Bless you.
Sweet Rebecca, you're not crazy. You explained very well hoe many of us feel. We didn't get the thingy a few years ago and we were dumbfounded about the whole thing and peoples reactions. I'm not sure what's going on exactly, but I know that only God can fix it and I'm on His team. Maybe there's a church near you, where you can sit for a while and light a candle, or maybe even go to mass. This helps us. Please never consider ending the whole thing. A friend of us did on the 25th of October. It's so hard. I'm not a commentwriter, so I hope I don't trigger you with God and church, but hold His hand and you'll feel better. Keep making nice videos, enjoy your animals and this too will pass. love from the Netherlands, Sonja
So sorry to hear about your friend 💔No I'm not triggered by God-talk, thanks so much for your good wishes!
Thank you and God bless you, really. ❤
❤ Wow I relate to so many things you're saying and feeling.
Thank you for your videos.
I love reading all the kind comments that people write. Makes me have a little more hope in the world.
Well, it looks like your sharing has allowed many like-minded people to fill the comments section and allow each of us a little sense of "we're really not alone", rather just somewhat distant from our people.
I could write so many things regarding many topics you touched on, but, to keep this rather short, I'll just share (as a woman who also escaped my country when the insanity hit, and moved to live off grid in rural Mexico), that I often wonder if our cultures made us feel that we're alone or unusual, when perhaps in times not too long ago, MANY women would be living as we are; the simple life in the country with animals. I remember high school was all about how many friends you could have. I always thought it was so ridiculous because the popular ones were so fake, while I was sincere and only had a few friends. Looking back, I should have started to be okay with being a loner a long time ago. Even in the truth community, people still play popularity and domination games. It's seriously ridiculous as adults, but they do, so easy to see. They must be afraid. Many foreigners around me always ask if I'm lonely. I almost have to laugh at the question. I'm alone but have never felt happier in my life. People suck my energy. A few friends visiting or a workaway here and there, that's enough. Dogs cats, chickens, goats... Maybe ducks...
That's enough. Sleep well, my dear, and thank you for sharing!! It really hit me to know there's others like myself out here.
Rebecca, you seem so lovely and honest and come across as a best friend on line. I’m 64 and found carnivore in 2020 and despite regaining my health, I feel I have lost something in my relationships. I was the only one in my friends groups and family who didn’t get the j-b and sometimes I feel like a freak who doesn’t seem to fit in anywhere. I think it’s important to stay true to yourself, but the downside is the feelings of alone.
Aw thank you, that's lovely to hear ❤sorry you have also felt like an outsider, I guess the more of us there are, the less 'outside' we become. Really happy to hear you have regained your health! 🥰🥰🥰
Same here but because of not getting the j-b, I found new and like minded people who want my company and value my outlook in life. They, in fact, are much more valuable to me than any of the old superficial "friends".
Chin up girl, you've got this, claim the little victories as they all add up. When I retired from my factory job in 2019, I was feeling the same way, setting in my 12x16 foot shed in the back yard with all the amenities. Now at 73 years old I'm finding, through the internet and applying reason it's actually a challenge to keep my sanity while running all the errands, as the wife is captured by the media and thinks I'm crazy. While she deals with her type 2 diabetes oblivious to what is causing all her misery, while eating whatever she wants then shooting the insulin. I'm just the guy who lives out back that doesn't know anything.
Oh my, thank you for sharing your story. Indeed, that sounds troubling with a wife like that. The insanity of the situation.
Thank you Rebecca for such a wonderfull courageous conversation. Agree totally with your perspectives and concerns. My view is that you need to do a 180 degree flip on everything that "they" recommend. Being carnivore is not well tolerated in this asylum. I find it easier to remain in stealth mode and prefer the company of my dog and long walks in nature far from the madding crowd. You are not alone. There are a growing number of like minded folk out there, but they are in stealth mode for good reason. Love your channel. I wish you well.
Love, I think the fact that you're so emotional over all of this says everything about the content of your character. The mountain is eternal, and so is the climb. I feel this way often too, I think it's the curse of being a person who thinks and feels deeply. I've also found that these periods of discomfort and cosmic struggle are often a signal that there is a bend in the road ahead. You can't change the whole world, but you can orient yourself towards doing whatever good you can. We are all small in this universe, but not without power. I believe that it has to hurt, I think the pain will tell you the truth about what you need to do, if you listen carefully. You are verging on a change. I have faith in this.
Also, please forgive me, but I don't think it's true to say that MS ruined your life. It caused you intense suffering and threw you into disarray, shattered the world you knew and made you into someone different. And all of it hurt terribly. It changed you. But, and forgive me for this is said with love, I don't think it ruined you. You came out of it wiser, kinder, more beautiful, more compassionate, more determined, and with a desire to hold out a hand to others who are suffering the way that you did. You have been dedicating your time to giving hope, comfort and community to people who need it. Despite the fact that you had none of those things when you needed them the most, instead of being bitter and resentful, you are choosing to be a light in the darkness for others. You are not ruined. Your suffering wasn't for nothing. You are a sun in a world full of shadows and that is so because you've chosen this path, even despite everything that happened to you, despite waking up from your illness into a world that feels beyond hope. There is little that is more honorable and admirable than continuing to fight for good and for truth in a world that feels swallowed by hopelessness and lies. I understand how you feel, I understand the grief and the anger and the despair. I feel it too. But I don't think your life is ruined. Different from how you imagined it being, wildly so, but not ruined.
Listen to what your emotions are telling you. There is a truth underneath it that will guide you. I think meditation (perhaps of the form that we discussed via email) could be tremendously useful for you right now. Please take a break this weekend and enjoy a slow cup of tea, you definitely need it. I am sending you a huge hug ❤
Also, I apologize if this was too forward of me..I got very emotional writing it and may have been a bit carried away. I hate that you feel this way, and I hope you find your peace.
@@Audifan8595 beautiful put I can't put into words what you said, I'm just a bit worried .
Oh wow, what a comment. Thank you so much for taking the time to counsel me, my friend. I have read your words carefully several times over and I could not appreciate them more ❤ *goosebumps* You are a very beautiful person Allison (and an excellent writer!) and I'm so glad we have connected. Email coming soon!!! 😘😘😘
@@Audifan8595 No not too forward at all ❤
@@cabanachronicles ♥️♥️♥️ happy if what I've said brought some measure of comfort or relief. We are living in strange times indeed. Looking forward to hearing from you soon 🥰
Your experience just tells us that you are a real human being.
Im 57, and feeling a similar way, thank you for sharing.
One of the ways I survive is finding channels such as yours, genuine individuals with experience, life skills, wisdom, empathy and understanding. Thank you. Love Donkeys, so cruisy.
Thanks for being so honest. I totally get that alone feeling. I'm 49 and perimenopausal and I don't know it it's hormones that are contributing to my low mood right now or if I'm just going slowly mad.
I was in a toxic relationship that I ended just before the pandemic started. He absolutely slandered me to anyone he could. Everyone started to think I was nuts before I even refused to do the safe and effective thing and once I stood up for what I thought was right for me, it just added to the situation.
It did make me see the people around me in a different light, that most of them were just as toxic and easily swayed and never questioned any information that was put in front of them.
Its a lonely road right now that some of us seem to have to walk right through and some days are really hard.
It's like a veil has been lifted and I'm just stood here in horror watching the nightmare unfold.
Sending you love and best wishes and I believe you of all people have the strength to get through this
I'm so sorry to hear you went through that, but well done for getting out, and for sticking to your guns re: the safe and effective thing. It's a lonely road indeed, but the right one. Thanks for your kind words ❤
did right thing, most are now going 6ft down due to side effects..
Keep at it!! So many of us Carnivore people are in the same situation!
Orchestrated oppression creates crippling negativity.. many of us even if we have a healthy body have an unhealthy concept of life as we are paralysed by fear... Any sensitive human being now sense the agenda of pure evil.. I still have the heart to send you love peace and hope that many of us can keep the vibration of love amongst a thick dark cloud of hate..💕💗💞 I live in a cold damp flat in a tower block in England.. with a deadbeat job that only offers me minimum wage nearly 55 when putting my best foot forward the people that I have believed in knowingly put obstacles in my way. Honey you got to make the most of what you got I'm so hoping to escape this hell hole..
Thank you for sending love and peace. and for reminding me how blessed I am to be living where I am. I hope you manage to escape - sending love and hugs back to you ❤
Thanks for sharing how you feel so publicly. You are amazing and being human is hard. Earth school is hard. You are going through a spiritual awakening. Everyone in the world is an energetic being and has come to earth to experience something and learn something. We all have a purpose and the spiritual awakening is going within to find your purpose and the love in your heart. Our experiences in life, especially as a child has created shame, guilt, lack of self worth, and created a wall around our hearts and blocking love for self and others. Everything changed when I learned about this. Everyone who is nasty to you, critical of you etc. they are showing you how they feel inside. They can also be showing you how you feel inside. We are bouncing of each others energies and each others pain and hurt. The answer is to question everything, question your thoughts, feelings and to connect with your pain and hurt within you to release it, cry it out and heal. Isolating and going within is part of the process of waking up to who you truly are behind all the pain, hurt, guilt, shame etc. Keep going lovely, you are doing great. You will begin to feel more love and more happiness with yourself. Ignore the haters, the bullies and let them be. They will learn to wake up or not, it is their choice. Come back home to yourself and love for yourself and everything will change for you. Sending you so much love 💌
Oooo good chanel!
I am experiencing similar problems after healing very much from several chronic conditions with keto..i am not cured and still have issues but not bed and housebound now..Many times i have wanted to go out and try and have some sort of life..meet people etc however because of the way i see the world, and how humanity has proved to be such a shocking disapointment especially over the last 4 years of compliance and total insanity, i really struggle to relate to anyone anymore so am still just as isolated.It is frustrating and depressing .Luckily i have my grown up kids who also see the b***shi* and my animals who make me keep going...Totally relate to everything you are saying here..refreshing and couragous well done!❤
So glad you have also (mostly) healed your health conditions. Wonderful that your kids see through the bullshit, and that you have animals ❤ It really is shocking what's gone on these past few years.
I like your video and also the comments from the viewers, i thank you all for sharing your thoughts because on this way we feel less lonely.
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Love and hugs! I can relate to it all, and you express yourself so beautifully! I'm 69 years old and an artist, with few other job skills and a lot of financial challenges, and I have felt more isolated with the political climate and especially since COVID. My cat is my best friend at this point, and the beautiful part is the peace and quiet of nature where I live, here in the central prairie of the US.
Hi Rebecca. I have followed you for a while, but never commented. But this really resonated with me. Im a 43 year old woman (living in norway). I have been chronically ill for 22 years. Im doing better and better (been on carnivore for 18 months), but the last years especially has been savage, when you are alone and vulnerable. Very different from my first years of chronic illness. If you got no protection like familyor partner, people have no problem attacking you. Even people that you know, sbd thought would act nice, if they want your company. I have also noticed for a while, that when i engage in peoples wellbeing and show them friendly interessert, im talked to like they are doing me a favor when thry answer me. Like im an underdog. Its weird, but i realized not long back ago, that the world doesnt function like it used too, and i need to adapt to that, and keep my mouth shut, a lot more. Only focus on people who put in the right effort back to me. Which takes practice when you get easily engage in most things and people. I think we could have worked out well as friends. Maybe strange to just ask like that.
Hi thanks for commenting! I'm sorry to hear you've been ill for so long, but happy carnivore is helping. You're right, the focus needs to be on people who reciprocate the right kind of effort. It's so touching to hear that we could be friends, I'm sure it's true. Thank you for your empathy and wisdom. ❤
looking forward to your video about menopause and carnivore. I really suffered for two years, until i started carnivore. After a few months after that almost all of my symptomps where gone. When i do feel any sort of symptoms, its very light and not a problem or possible to even compare with how i felt. I dont know what direction your symptoms took, but i try to convince friends that suffers from menopause, to try carnivore. They dont, but you know. At least they know about the option.
Now that you have your physical health back, you’re strong enough to tackle the trauma of having to deal with a chronic illness and the loss of community that comes with that. It’s a journey on its own. There’s good people out there, don’t lose hope ❤
Not sure how this came on my RUclips recommended videos, but glad it did. I echo your sentiments. I need to get a dog back in my life, I wish I could escape this mad toxic cruel world. Hang in there. ❤
You definitely ned a dog! 🐶 Thanks for your kind words ❤
Same. Apparently they changed the algorithm and stopped shadowbanning some content.
Thanks so much for your honesty and thanks for being brave enough to share your feelings and experiences, many of which I can really relate to. I hope sharing has made you feel a bit better this evening. Your channel seems to me to be unusually authentic and VERY worth while. Your amazing healing journey through the Proper Human Diet gives people with chronic illnessness valuable information and a lot of hope. God bless you in this life and in the next!
Thank you so much, and yes sharing absolutely did help - even more so the wonderful comments that have come in. You guys are amazing ❤❤❤
Love your realness! You are loved and appreciated even from across the pond.
Aww thanks ❤❤❤
You're right. There are some ugly people out there. You meet them in the street, on the net, they get elected to high office. The best defence against such ugliness remains honesty, integrity, truth - qualities that you have in abundance. In the short term, you get scant reward for remaining doggedly true to yourself but I do think it pays in the long term. There is goodness out there. Don't lose heart.
I am absolutely in with you in all this.... this doesn't often happen because I'm labeled autistic and people call me 'lacking empathy' but I genuinely cried just hearing you and your soul pour itself out. Humans must win and overcome and become better.
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Spending my time encouraging people and sharing. The air is literally sucked out of me when they give me cynical looks and words.
Thank you for sharing Rebecca. I find that you are are processing so many of the difficulties that I am. Every day seems like a battle. I have to focus on the smallest of victories to keep me focused. All the best to you.
Hi Rebecca, I don't watch mainstream tv and am subscribed to 10 you tube channels of which you are one ,you are not fake you help so many people. There are a lot more good people than bad it's just they get all the publicity.
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Loved listening to your comments, you are spot on about the crazy world we are living in.
People are finally waking up. Unfortunately a lot of people have been brainwashed by MSM.
I feel that the tide is turning, stay strong and we will hopefully come out of this ok.
Keep away from medical interventions and keep your body pure, you own antibodies will
Protect you.
I am a 70 year old male and have been carnivore for 6 months now. Wow what a difference
It has made to my health.
I might be getting long in the tooth but I have hopefully many years to enjoy yet.
Rebecca you keep going girl. Onwards and upwards and keep smiling.
Looking forward to you next video.
Kind Regards
Antony.
I hear you sweetness. This too shall pass. ❤I've always felt like an alien on this planet. The good news is you're not alone.
Sad to hear Rebecca tomorrow is another day. I’m sure you will feel better, you deserve the goodness you radiate to be reflected on you. 😊
Thank you. I feel better after posting the video and reading all the lovely comments! ❤
Thank you for giving a voice to plenty of us who feel the same. I’m sure meaning will present itself to you soon enough as long as you keep aiming upwards like you are.
I wish I knew why we were here; the thought never leaves. So much suffering and struggle, for what? The world works against those with good-intentions/by-design. I’d love to live in the woods w animals, but again, what does it all mean?
Don't doubt yourself, the world has gone crazy, not you. For now, the only coping mechanism we can control is the food we eat. It's the basis, imho. In the end humanity wins, but it will take some time. Hang in there, in the beautiful place you found, away from the weirdness.
I hope you're right! Thank you 🙏
@@cabanachronicles always welcome in Belgium, we'll have a Christmas dinner and I'll make you a meat dish, and it will all be good. I have always dreamed of just meeting up with my like minded awakened folks on youtube.
Hey... I'm sorry to hear you're feeling lonely. The way I see you, you are a part of a big movement steering people towards health and wellbeing, and you have people who resonate with your particular way, and it helps them a lot. I don't have much in common with you, but still I am drawn by your openness.
I have experienced toxic relationships, and learning about how that happened, and what I can do to prevent that has made me more resilient and confident. I now seek the company of genuine and nice people, have better boundaries, and it all makes for happier experience of life. Acknowledging all, but focusing on the good really makes a difference.
Hope your life gets filled with more and more of the good, of your own and others' making, so the thoughts of doom just don't have a place to hold onto anymore!
Thank you for your good wishes and wise words ❤
Thank you so much for this video. I'm glad you have this channel ❤
When I was living abroad I was very lonely. I had many nice people around me but still I was lonely. Now I live in my home country and I can be alone without feeling alone. I know that I belong. I would say my mental struggles started when I was living abroad. My friends have experienced the same especially when living in Spain. People are very nice but they don't let you in. I'm just sharing. Wish you all the best!
It's true, it's kind of hard to make close friends in Spain - totally different to Mexico where I spent 2 years. I'm slowly getting there though, the people in Galicia are really lovely.
I'm in such a similar place! Like waking up in the wreckage.
Hi Rebecca I could have filmed this, I can relate so hard to what you’re saying. While carnivore hasn’t cured me it has changed my life (I lost 7 stone), I’ve left an abusive marriage and feel so alone - all the things you talked about. I’m trying to say (badly) I get it, I hear you. I think you haven’t felt heard from important people since getting ill, which can lead you to feel crazy, and when you start to feel heard (hopefully this channel helps with that) then you’ll start to feel happier. That maybe is a little deep for a RUclips comment. I did wonder watching this whether you may be autistic. I say this from the context of having been diagnosed myself this year aged 49. I see some familiarities between us. Anyway that’s your business, I really hope you start to feel better soon ❤
7 stone wow well done you incredible. Tell your story. Inspirational.
Thank you dear. Yes the channel certainly does help me feel heard and connected with likeminded people❤I'm not autistic. I grew up in an environment of (unnamed) autism which was pretty confusing, and maybe have some learned autistic behaviours, but not autistic myself. Wow, diagnosis at 49. That's huge. Hope it's been a positive/helpful thing to learn?
@ good to know! Yeah it felt big when it happened in August because at the same time I was in the process of leaving a 10 year emotionally abusive relationship/marriage, trying to lose weight with carnivore (I lost 7 stone), dealing with chronic illness and relocating! Once I told people I am autistic it felt like everything went back to normal tbh. My normal anyway. Your channel really inspires me on a personal level, keep doing what you do.
Bugger everyone else, be yourself, enjoy your good health and continue to build your beautiful home. Id be in my element to be in your position. 😊
Sending love x
I feel your pain Rebecca. The world is upside down - run by the evil light worshippers. The last 4 years have been hell for me and destroyed my relationship. I'm carnivore as well, for pre diabetes. My partner was jabbed and masked and believed everything the tv told her.
Love you xoxo
It takes a good year to recover from an abusive relationship even in the best of worlds. Just keep plodding on and you will get stronger. As for meaning in life, I have never found it and now just accept even small changes as important. Wishing you the best
Thanks for your understanding and good wishes❤
I feel the same as you on many levels. I tend to myself mostly but do help those in need without giving up myself. I had to learn it, it's changing old thought patterns. It feels alone sometimes because so many are going the opposite direction.❤
Also, you know better now on how to make decisions/choices. Make your life beautiful and don't worry about everyone else.😊✌️
Exactly, and I bet like me you sleep at night , easily.
Wow. Know that you're not alone---my journey has been almost the same, eerily so. My animals keep me going as well. They're never fake. Thank you for sharing. ❤
I relate to a lot of what you said. The awakening journey is fascinating but isolating. Of course I’m glad to have this knowledge, for self protection as much as anything, but the reality of the world at large is so much more unpleasant than we ever thought and that is hard to bear. Viewed from above, it’s a journey we chose to take and is very enriching. The dull bits are just when you can’t see past the bend in the road. Just keep walking and the next time you look up there’ll be something interesting in view that will re-energise you. The mental healing I think comes in waves. It was interesting to hear you say what’s on your mind.
Thank you. I'll keep walking.
I feel you. What keeps me going is my healing journey, of both body and mind.
For me carnivore was not enough, I had to restrict more. Things like egg whites, white fish, food additives and coffee are not good for me.
I have been eating only beef, sea salt and water for a year now. After making this change I got better physically and mentally.
Caffeine causes high levels of adrenaline and cortisol, so I felt more calm and mentally stable after quitting. Quitting is hard though, it took 3 weeks before I started feeling awake again, but I recommend it 🌞
Giving up caffeine scares me, but I think at some point I'm just going to have to face it. It's a terrible drug! Thanks for suggesting it.
It is probably best to reduce consumption for a few weeks before quitting, that is what I did.
My major problem is chronic fatigue, I tried to mitigate that with drinking more coffee. After a while I was drinking it all day, with little positive effect, but it caused my dependency to grow large.
It may not be as hard to quit for you, it depends on how much you are consuming.
@@MagnusTheNorthman Sorry that you have chronic fatigue. Amazing that you achieved giving up caffeine while struggling with that. Unfortunately my body has become fully dependent on the stuff - my parents are hooked as well, and allowed me to drink it very young! I have tried to give up twice before, first few days ok, but within a week I'm bedridden and in tears and just want a cup of tea to make it go away! Yes it's a good idea to try to reduce consumption first... it would be truly amazing to make it to a month. I love both tea and coffee, but don't love being so wired all the time!
My grandma used to give me coffee (with a lot of cream and sugar) when I was a small kid 😅 Not good.
If you make it a month it will be a lot easier, even after 2 weeks it will probably start getting easier.
The diet has helped a lot with symptoms related to chronic fatigue (CFS/ME). I no longer have IBS, migraines, low blood pressure, and I sleep less. I still struggle with fatigue, but it has gotten better. Now that I am not poisoning myself with plants, pesticides and processed food, I hope that I am giving my body a break so it can slowly heal.
You're never alone. Your Creator is always there. We'll get better at not being drawn in by things designed to drain our joy and even eventually our faith. We love you 🎉
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Thank you for sharing! You are thinking clearly - seeing the world the way it is.
New sub here. I too feel like most people are of another species! And many days the only reason I get out of bed is to feed my kitty. She keeps me going. I can relate to a lot of this. Thank you for sharing
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You’re not in a weird headspace- I can relate to everything you said, fakeness particularly. I’m 43, male English - lion diet, really wish I could qualify to immigrate to Europe away from this overcrowded place
I'm so sorry you're stuck there. How's the lion diet working for you?
@ it cured or reduced all my illnesses even issues I didn’t realise I had until after they got better- but it didn’t 100% cure my frustration / depression which only confirms that it’s situational rather than clinical- I just hate urban environments & love trees, animals & nature. Problem is that doesn’t exist anymore in England unless you own a small detached house with acres of land… which in England costs £millions where as in parts of Europe or USA you can live off grid for under £100k
This really resonates! I feel compelled to say this particular video is very representative of your healing journey through a RUclips channel. It helps you and everywhere here sort things out and heal. Thank you very much and say hi to those animals for us :)
Thank you! The animals say hi back! 🐶😺🐔
Possibly the main thing is feeling safe. Feeling safe in your body and feeling safe in the world. When we don't feel safe we are in a place were we don't feel safe then we are in a place of dis-ease. I know because I have a chronic illness and I have had it my whole adult life. My childhood was full of trauma and I have never felt safe. I don't think it's about eating meat or eating vegetables. I think it's about psychological safety which then translates to your body. Thus putting your body from the sympathetic nervous system to the parasympathetic and this is what I believe heals your body. I am sorry that you are not feeling good. You opened yourself up to the wrong person or people. You got away from a toxic environment but your head hasn't moved away from it. I am not saying don't process it. Yes process it, it needs processing, learn what you can from it and put it down. You say you need to live a real life. What does that mean to you? None of it makes sense, but does it have to? Hope you feel better soon. ❤️
One reason I am glad you are hear is that you have brought hope and love to those in your audience who did not know MS could be cured. That us no small thing. In fact, it is monumental, it is everything, to those who suffer but do not need to. And also have done so with kindness and a true heart. God bless you and walk with you in good times, and difficult matters of life. Stay the course. You are doing ao well and your audience needs you.
Thank you so much, that means a lot ❤
@@cabanachroniclesYou're welcome😊
❤ Beautiful video. I truly and deeply understand, and appreciate all that you said, even what was unsaid. You're not alone.
Thank you for your beautiful comment ❤
@cabanachronicles You're most welcome 🤗
Definitely feel you. It's a really sad state of the world we're in right now. I'm just trying to be myself and happy and ppl either try to abuse me or hurt me. Good ppl exist but they're definitely much rarer, sadly.
Everyone is going thru similar thing- many channels on youtube where woman lives in the middle of nowhere -it might be way of awakening...
Thank you for your share, honesty, raw emotional realness. You are a beautiful human. 😊
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Thank you for taking charge of your own health. 👍 🙏 👍 🙏
I hope you're feeling a bit better after your chat. I agree that it's so refreshing when you encounter people who are not fake. Have you considered teaching young people English? Living in Greece as an Australian, I've found teaching very rewarding and I'm sure your language skills would be highly valued. Pets are wonderful soul mates but young people who are less affected and fake than adults, can also give you a lift and a purpose.
Thanks - yes I do feel better after talking, and reading all the wonderful comments ❤Yes I'm going to look for English teaching work, I've done it a million times and wanted to move beyond it, but I'm going to go back to it pretty soon I think 🙏
I survive this toxic world by talking with God throughout the day. I stay in a state of gratitude, try to anyway. I work in my garden and talk to my plants. I have only 2 good friends. I really don't engage in the world. It's lonely at times, but peace in my life far outweighs the loneliness. Gave up dating due to a narcissistic man 8 years ago. I pray every day that God will fix this world. If reincarnation is real, I do NOT want to come back. I also do carnivore. Always pray over your food, ask God to bless the animal that gave it's life for us. I believe it's going to get better in the world.
That's very admirable, gratitude is so important - including, as you say, giving thanks for our food. I really hope you're right about the world!
The world will get better, it's God's promise, so take courage in that. Keep enduring now as you are and keep in mind 2 Corinthians 4:17, 18
The hardships we face now are described as momentary and light when compared to how life will be when God brings the world back to how he originally intended
Don't allow any problems to cloud your view of that reward and make you give up. Better times are just ahead. Perhaps also pray for understanding on the outworking of his purpose. And the answers to other huge questions like why we have to suffer, get sick and die.
He pays great attention to sincere hearts and understands how you feel at any given moment
Thank you for sharing. This resonates greatly with me.
You’re so lucky to not be trapped in a city. I feel you! I don’t get it at all. I’m living for my dog.
New subscription here 🙌🏼 nice to meet a fellow carnivore who’s awake and goes deep 💜 Tracey from New Zealand
Welcome! 🥰
The world has not changed, only your perception through your newfound awareness. This has happened to many philosophers, or just every day people who all of a sudden started to think for themselves and see the world through a new lens.
After a friend of old, finally became aware how upside down our world is, she asked me: Who the heck can one depend on and trust?
I told her she can depend and trust the same person each one of us can fully rely on: oneself
"surround yourself with people" that push you to do and be a better people that want to bring the best out of each other no jealousy only higher goals.
Life is difficult. Keep going, even if it is for your animals. Who knows, things may turn and life might make sense.
Words that I have lived by (the joyful participation in the sorrows of life). My understanding of yin and yang everything good has a little bit of bad more important everything bad has a little bit of good. So when bad things happen look for that little bit of good and focus on that.
Great advice 🙏
Thank you for your honesty. I really appreciate that and I get you!
Things didn’t make any sense to me until I read 2 books over 10 years ago: The Great Waves of Change, and, Greater Community Spirituality from Marshall Vian Summers.
I highly recommend them.
Love and strength to you.
Oh, I've done lots of Workaway placements all over Europe.👌
I think we are waiting for others to wake and catch up to the illusions of this world. Normally, I would insert something positive, but I'll respect your wishes.
Hello, I've subscribed, enjoyed your rambling thoughts that resemble my own, we all have a Purpose, even when we can't see it. One day at a time 🤗🌺
Sister, we are ALL children of the Most High, there is however, some that walk amongst us that look like us but are not like us. They seek to destroy everything that is dwelling in us (The Holy Spirit)
Have Faith and listen to the Most High for it is His Holy Spirit they seek to destroy.
Peace and Happiness to you ALL my Brother's and Sister's 🙏🏽
Around me are many good people. Most people have goodness in them. A minority have a darkened heart for various reasons. You have a good heart Rebecca. Our animals can remind us of how important we are in their lives. 😊
I'm glad you are surrounded by good people. Thanks for your kind words, and yes the animals are always there to remind us! ❤
Our spirit is in a hell realm. Trick is to see it, and make sure you NEVER come back here :)
You are a smart cookie !!!
It’s almost as if we can see the lines, there is a real fight going on for our mere mortal souls upon this very earth keeping all truths hidden. We may never find the answers for which we seek, for me what really is this world and what are we actually capable of in our innate birth bodies. But what we possibly can find are the lines drawn and our sheer faith for that with me must combat this battle.
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Whatever the world health organisation say do the opposite
I appreciate how you're feeling, how judgemental people have become, how quick they are to judge, indeed to pre judge. When I feel in a rut or too much in the world I listen to Dr Iat McGilchrist, his depth of wisdom is heartwarming, I do recommend. Sounds like you have escaped from regimented routine, working M-F 9-5, which is inspiring.
I think I'm hearing a need on your part for self forgiveness. Please be kind to yourself and the wobbliness (ups and downs) will pass. God bless.
Yes forgiveness is a big one. I have a long list of people to forgive - including myself, as you say. I'll make sure to check out Dr McGilchrist 🙏
Hello Rebecca, new subscriber here 😊 I found your channel on my recommended list, so glad RUclips gave me the gift of finding your fantastic video and I am pleased that there are still good people left in the world 😊
Wow thank you, that's so lovely to hear! Thanks for subscribing🙂❤
@@cabanachronicles Have a good night and I look forward to future videos. Like you said, we can all help by not contributing to the toxicity and doing the best we can
Love 💗 you and your channel 🙏❤️🔥 Biggest hugs and Love from London ☘️🥰💕💕💕💕💕🙏
Hello London! 😁Thanks for your love and hugs ❤❤❤
A live talk with your followers here would be cool
Dear Rebecca, please know you are NOT alone. Being carnivore(I am new, on day 95), it feels very isolating in real life outside of the internet and social media. I certainly am not around anyone who would understand any of this. I can empathize with you in grieving a former life etc. I think it's a process of life? Who knows. But I just want you to know you are not alone.
Thank you for your comment. I have been accused of spending too much time on RUclips and it’s true! But I don’t know anyone in my friends or family groups who would consider eating this way or refused the arm shot like me. I find it comforting to know there are other people in this world who are radical enough to think for themselves......so I keep watching!
Hi, it's amazing how stuff keeps on getting older! It's a great time for momentous discoveries. I'm totally hooked on all the archaeology and anthropology and stuff. Indeed I was wondering if the quaruple sun spots might have affected your mood that day? Many of us have felt it, its a known effect of them. But then recovery from serious illness and narcissistic abuse would so that too. Been there, too. Eventually the bewilderment ends and we get to a point of equilibrium. Give it time and be nice and easy on yourself. I get the feeling youre an "old soul" too, and it's our role to meet the crazy crazy world with a steady gaze.
I love that thought - meeting the crazy world with a steady gaze. And yes it's absolutely mindblowing how all these archaeological truth bombs are coming out! Despite all the chaos, it's an exciting time.
I hear you, I went through the same. I wish I could escape to where you are though. Try shopping at the Logan Hyperdome, Australia, everyday, let alone working there. It's a literal female war zone. I saw a huge man run away today. It wasn't like this 40 years ago. This is the truth.
While I have a different story, I do have MS and am unsure what is next for me. I have people and animals I love, but right now, I exist. 💛
Best wishes to you ❤
I understand what you're feeling 🫂 the world & it's systems are toxic & it's becoming moreso. You have healed your physical health. Now you need emotional healing. Unfortunately these days you have to vet people before trusting them into your life. Too many people with underlying motives.
You probably don't believe in a Higher Power but that helps me. I call on Him. I couldn't live life in this world without my Lord Jesus.
Jesus is the only way out of this mess, Jesus is the only truth and the only life that brings hope.
@@Elicia341 amen
I do believe in some kind of higher power. Thank you for your understanding ❤
Having recently been fired for speaking my mind to help clear the air, i can empathise with your situation. What i mean is when your integrity is undermined, when your Authenticity is disregarded, when your words come back to you with the wrong narrative attached by potentially narcissistic leadership, when we feel under appreciated, under and under utilised. When you hear your name in the same sentence as a source of bullshit and misinformation it really makes you wonder what you are doing to accept that in your life and wonder how it got this bad. I found i was putting way too much importance on others. What i should have been doing was my job and not being concerned about the political machinations and skull duggery of management. Well that's what they said. But that's exactly how i got to have the next worst thing to a nervous breakdown, paranoid, anxious and stressed. I didn't see the slide into it, but now emerging from the other side with more awareness and wisdom i can honestly say that you're not alone, good people suffer when we let our guard down to those that feed off our misery.
Just remember, nil illegitemii carborundum. Also meat heals, hugs are a gesture that speaks 1000 words of encouragement in a second and you my love are where you need to be because you heed the wee small voice. 😇🫡❤️🩹
Sorry to hear you went through that. Best wishes to you and thank you for your empathy!
Welcome to reality! 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻
I've been here a while!!
Been there with narcissistic abuse too, and chronic illness. I was a target to them because my experience of sickness made me insecure, longing and lonely. It takes such a long time to heal. Have you tried psilocybin or something similar? Can be useful integrating all that stuff. Your videos are so lovely and relateable, even though I’m not carnivore :)
I have tried psilocybin but struggling to get hold of some these past years... I agree it can be really helpful. Thank you for your kind words! ❤
How i survive? I'm not sure that I am. What we share : 5 year carnivore, healed and not going back. Enmeshed with narcs. Seeing the world go insane. Wake up to take care of my sheep. Living in the southern French countryside.
I hear you.
5:42 You are not alone. I'm in the same boat, my Friend.
I could not have said it better.
I live in the mountains/woods now, alone, so the only time I have to deal with this madness is if I drive at least an hour and a half.
These days, that's for entertainment purposes only.
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The whole world is lying in the power of the wicked one 😢😢1Corinthians 4:4 !!!!!!!!!!
You actually quoted 1 John 5:19
In any case, a well chosen verse on your part
as it describes the root cause of the earth's problems. A scripture to read after this one, is Romans 16:20, which tell us what God will do to that wicked one. And we can have full confidence in that promise.
Can you imagine what the world would be like without wickedness, greed and pain?
Allowing your mind to run wild in this thought, this hope, is actually something the Bible describes as an anchor for the soul. (Hebrews 6:19) Essential to remaining stable and to keep on enduring until the end
Sorry to hear this Rebecca. Just an idea, but have you ever thought about (given your language skills etc) starting some kind of support group / network for people who have (or have had) similar chronic health issues like MS etc..be they "Carnivore", "Vegan" or just boring old "Omnivore"!? They could be local Galicians..or.foreign vistors. It sounds simplistic when you're struggling (been there, done that!) but sometimes focusing on helping others (not "virtually"!) can be hugely beneficial...for all concerned. I'm sure you have a great deal to give and who knows...maybe your current home in Galicia could play a part in that?
That's a great suggestion 👍I'd love to do that. Yes I think helping others is a great way to heal. Thanks for the input!