Is okay sweet heart, important thing is u shouldn't stress, always be happy. God know exactly right time. I also waiting the journey to get pregnant for years. I pray for all most girl who waiting this journey will always healthy and happy, enjoying our moment and keep faith to God.
I was pregnant with twins till week 10, 1 of my baby decided to depart earlier to heaven, with massive bleeding, my other baby survived and just turn 1 last week 😊 God's knows best, baby will come at the right time - God's timing. Will pray for u ❤
I was experiencing the same 2 years ago. It was called blighted ovum (doctor said it often occurs in first pregnancy), it happened when there was no development of the baby, only the sac, there is no life in it, no heart beats till 8-10 weeks. It broke me and traumatized me. Because I still had my morning sickness, can’t eat, felt nauseous for 10 weeks and still hoping that there is a chance. In the end, I had to do the curettage and pending to have a baby again (it still traumatized me). Now, I’m ready and I’m in 21 weeks. So don’t feel small, don’t give up. We’re strong! I pray for the best for you and Hansol. Much love ❤❤❤
Hai dear, same thing happened to me 3 years ago. One year after curretage I finally pregnant with healthy baby. Hope Jen will have her healthy rainbow baby soon❤
Hai jannet...i not speak english... Aku mau berbagi pengalaman singkat untukmu.. Aku juga spertimu...tapi kuncinya..mari kita berusaha dengan bahagia. Mari percaya Tuhan selalu punya rencana yang lebih baik di waktu yang baik. Tuhan memberkatimu dan keluargamu. Amin
It's been 12 years and I'm still crying watching this video. I lost her/him on 5th Jan 2012 after 5 weeks she/he's with us and I had similar experience with yours. Nobody can put on our shoes to know what we've been through. What we felt about it. It's just a little pain in my heart that I cannot describe. I knew I lost something or someone in this matter but I cannot put it in frame to get the definition. I had one more baby 5 months later and when we do the first check up I was really scared. And I've been feeling that way during the full 9 months pregnancy. I even walked really really slower just in case I accidentally "dropped" the baby again. I only enjoyed my pregnancy after it reached the last trisemester. That's when my baby gave me some kicks and turns. I can feel she's healthy and okay. But when it's time to deliver, we found the oxygen and food is not enough and we had to deliver the baby through the C-section. Luckily she's delivered without any problem, she's 11yo now.😊 So yes, time really heals the heart and soul but to get through to this kind of peace and heal, it took me really half my heart. Even when I smiled and looked okay, I felt empty during that recovery time. So I also want to give myself a pat on my back for safely going through that dark phase of my life. 😊 Thanks you Jean for making this video. It's true that Asian don't do this kind of video, just because they might feel ashamed because of this or it's just taboo in their region. But to talk about this is not taboo, someone needs to come out and talk to you about this so you don't feel alone and you know it's not your fault at all. It's been hard to feel that it's not your fault at that time without anyone say it to you. As I kept recalling what did I eat or do before that happened before. It's not over when you say it's over. Cheers to all the mommies who had the same experience with us. And keep trying, give some time for yourself to heal and keep the faith! God will give you the best on His perfect timing.🎉
when I watched this video right at minute 1.29 I shed tears and wanted to cry, it must be very hard to lose something so precious but behind all that there is definitely a lesson to be learned, a big hug to Miss Jeanette, take care of your health too, I hope you are always strong and healthy.
Big hugs for Mrs Noti. You are not alone. I was experienced the same thing as you. I got miscarriage at September 2023, it was my first pregnancy. I was not expecting that I will got miscarriage after 2 weeks i found out that im pregnant. I still remember how hurt it is. But luckily I got lot of support from people around me. Specially my husband and family, now I already accepted that,even though sometimes I cry if remember about that. So I really hope that you can overcome this, dont stress out and always be happy. 😊 Lets pray for our rainbow baby, lets not give up and lets always be possitive. Lots of love for you Jeannette... ❤
Hi Jeanette, thank you so much for sharing this journey as I experienced the same exact thing last December. I lost my baby at 5/7 weeks (was not even sure cause the embryo failed to develop properly), and it was so painful. When you said that you feel fail as a mom-to-be, I totally get it. As much as people say it is a common phenomenon, everyone who experiences it must be feeling a huge loss and a pain that we never experienced before. I am thankful that you opened up and shared about this, as it creates space for women who go through this stage to feel a lot more support and comfort. I feel more people should talk more about this and understand that this is something normal and not something to put a woman in the corner and feel shameful, we felt guilty enough that it happens. Regardless, my best prayers are for you, me, and all of us here who still wait for a miracle bundle of joy, may the best thing happen really soon to us all! 💝
sending you many many hugs!!! am not a mother yet but I can imagine how painful this whole season may have been for you. praying that you'll continue to stay strong and don't feel lousy about yourself. you're doing great. keeping you both in prayers. Take care and God Bless! ❤
Hey dear, been following you for awhile. sharing with you my experience on miscarriages, to be honest 1 in 3 woman will experience miscarriages in their lifetime and it is very common and it happens because the genes and mutation are abnormal hence the pregnancy’ terminated by itself through the process of miscarriage.. naturally, a loss is a sad event in our life but it happens for a reason and that’s because the foetus wasn’t normal.. I encountered and I felt the same way as you too but i began to accept the fact that in a good way, it is good that the pregnancy self terminated. My gynae also said that it is absolutely common. 😊 Time will heal and when the time is right, God will send. Trust
Yes I’ve watched many video and it said that too… just it’s hard in the moment :’) and at that time I was very comforted.. yet.. very lost as well… but I wanted to be the comfort for someone like me at that time so 💕 big hugs to you too!
This comment is coming from a couple who went through IVF ; always take note of this: don't make kid, but make love! By that, it will reduce a stress level of you two every month. I know it's still very stressful, but again, love each other as your main focus, and you'll get there!
Dear Jean, You are a strong woman who can through it all. Thank you so much for sharing your journey to us. As someone who's still trying even after 5 years, I can relate so much. I pray to God sooner or later God will grace us with healthy and perfect children. You don't need to feel ashamed of it. It's a journey of life. This is how we appreciate life even more. Take your time to heal and move on. We love you Jean 🥰
Jeanette, the fact that you're able to talk this long, is a proof of being brave. You're really strong and I believe everyone agrees with me. He/she would have been so proud and happy with his/her time in your tummy. Thank you for sharing this, I have learned so much from this video, also blessed with all your encouragement and your courage. It's okay not to make another video about how you survived, yet if you still wanna make it, it would be just not for us, but also for you, as a memory that you're doing well even tough life was really tough for you. God bless you & Hansol, and we'll be waiting for the next good news, hopefully soon :)
I came across your street mukbang videos last night and have since been binge watching every video from your channel. I’m now hooked onto your videos and I just wanna send you love and light ❤ Things will get better, and take your time to heal. Don’t rush the process of healing and you can do it girl❤
I'll definitely pray for you and all women out there who are trying to conceive..God has His plan..it will come at the right time.. I feel you,Jeanette..whenever I see one line on the test pack,I used to feel sad and think 'why?' There was even a time when I really hated test pack and didn't want to see it.. but then God sent lovely people to me and encouraged me through them ❤ Thank you for sharing this story with us and encouraging me through this video ❤
My heart goes to all of the mothers who lost their children, whether it's caused by miscarriage or any other causes. I lost my son 2 years ago when he was 6 years old, and the ache is still there. Let's go through this with all of the power we have and send a lot of prayer and love for all of the beautiful souls up there.
Hi Jean. Thank you so much for sharing this story with us. I want to give virtual hug to u🤗🤗 you are such a strong woman Jean. Please don't blame yourself again🫂 I hope God will give you beautiful baby again in the near future! we love you Jean. Please take care 🤍🤍
i just hope that you always be healthy and happy our noti couple, it's okay to feel hurt but don't be sad for too long, i really pray for you and your little family, I LOVE YOUUUUU
sending a huge hugs for you, Jean. Please don't blame yourself. God has a great plan and time and i do believe it all happened for a reason. May God give you new strenght and joy during the healing process. i love you, sister in Christ
Thank you so much for sharing this with your community 💛 it is really not an easy journey for a woman to go through. I pray that you continue to have courage and strength as you embark and continue on this journey to have a child. Sending you lots of warmth (literally and figuratively) and love from Singapore!
Totally needed this warmth :’) 🕊️🤍 especially back from home… I’m sure MANY families go though this and even if is not specifically this, there are many hard times in life that you feel so lost and desperate… but we will get through life together 🩷
Papa God bless you in times of sorrows and pain, may you and your spouse be each other strength and love to go through it all 🥰 thank you for choosing the heart of loving and caring. May God be with your family in every step you take.❤
You will be okay eonnie.. In my case I didn't have a miscarriage but IUFD (Intrauterine fetal death). I lost my unborn baby on 7-8weeks in last September 2023..At that time I scheduled an ultrasound control every week but it was a shame the second week after I heard my Aegi's heartbeat, the next week when we came the heartbeat was no longer there💔 I know how you feel and I can only encourage you because you will get through it, there will be a miracle what God has brought to you, I know it's hard but you are not alone.. sending online hugs 🫂
You are absolutely brave and wonderful to share your story with others and to show that this is common and normal. Not enough people talk about it, but it's nothing embarrassing, it's nature. Many women don't even realize that they have a chemical pregnancy, so it happens more often than people think and nothing is wrong with it. (I myself was the second pregnancy my mother had, after she had a miscarriage.). Wishing the best for you always!
eonnieee🥺 i can feel the sadness🥺 i really wanna hug you, idk how to comfort you but you can always count on your followers here❤ we always be there for you❤
Thank you for sharing about your journey Jeanette ❤ I’m no where near married or wanting a baby, but you sharing your journey helps young girls understand this topic better. You are really strong and I wish you and Hansol all the very best if you are trying for another baby 🤍
Hansol is also sad, he is just being so strong for you for both of you. I pray for your health and in God’s time you will be ready. You’re so strong ❤ sending hug from Indonesia 🤗🤗🤗
It's okay if you crying a lot, but remember that rainbow will come after storm. Hope you and Hansol will have baby rainbow very soon. Love you always, and thankyou for trust us as your followers, your friends and now i feel like were get closer and be a family right now. Always be healty and happy for you two guys. God love you, we love you.🤗
Hello Jannete, I'm from Indonesia, I really like your RUclips videos, I was happy when you tested positive for pregnancy and I was also sad when you miscarried. everything will be fine, you have done your best, don't blame yourself, God is preparing happiness for you. Semangat ya Kaka 😊
There is no other creature stronger than woman. I hope you can heal and come back healthier. Sometimes, God's gift arrive even at the time we did not expect. Take your time Jean, it's on the way :)
I have been following hansol for a long time , and im very happy fo you two that you are going and trying to have a baby. So i really hope the baby will come very soon...❤ I got my positive pregnancy test on the first day my period should come, but i felt very cramps in my stomach just like when in the period. When i tested it, the line was very thick. I kept it silent for a week to making sure of my self that it was really a pregnancy. I tested it like 4 times total in the week and the line still there. On the 7th day, i was planning to make surprise to my husband when i went to toilet and saw the blood spot. It was really shocked me. I was crying a lot. That night we went to doctor and he said it can be safed by total bed rest. I was in bed rest for almost 4 months. So i cant even imagined how sad you are for losing the baby you've waiting for long... how shock you are when you saw the blood spot... i can feel it clearly... Be happy and the next positive line will come for sure ❤❤❤
Hi! Thank you for sharing your experience.. i went through similar experience twice - blighted ovum and real miscarriage.. and after two experience i found out i had blood coagulation issue hence i was given aspirin and it did wonders for me.. dont give up and trust your instinct as a mother❤ i believe the right timing will come soon
Comforting effect comes from your videos. To heal oneself is diffcult much less to heal others, yet you have achieve both, Jeanette. 💪🏻💪🏻fighting. Wish you well and stay happy always.
first of all, i'm really sorry for what you've been going through.. i'm not married yet but i can imagine how hard the loss must be. for a person who are really scared to have kids (me), i'm really terrified watching this kind of video and reading those comments about somebody's experience of their pregnancy losses. i feel like it's so hard for us women!! some of us have to go through this uncomfortable phase of life!? whyyyy!? i wanna pray for every women in this world to be strong of whatever you're going through in your life. (whether it is a happy journey, tough/challenging, etc.) and for jeanette & hansol, please take enough time to heal and just don't forget to be happy again! shine again! :) thank you for sharing, though we know it's not easy to share it. thank you & 힘내. :)
Thank you so much for being so so so brave to talk about your loss, Jeanette. you really have a big heart. take your time to heal as much as you need. it's better to not understand His acts, rather than not believe in Him at all. big hugs for you and Hansol, you guys gonna get through this phase together. ♡
Kudos gal!! You are strong!! When I had my miscarriage at the 9th wk, I was devastated and it took me a long time to get out of the sadness of the loss of my baby because at the same time, my good friend announced her pregnancy while I lost mine. I still remember on the day of my miscarriage, we were preparing to bring our 1st born to the indoor playground, before we left our house, I needed to pee and suddenly I realised I peed blood and it was a lot. Headed straight to A&E tearing and shaking badly. Then I had to go to the toilet again and at that moment..... It was a gush of blood with alot of clots! I screamed like till no tomorrow. At 9am, the doctor did a scan and we heart our baby's 1st heartbeat... But by 5pm, I peed out almost alot of blood and including the baby sac. And baby was gone. Beside me was another mummy who lost her baby at 5mth. I was crying for her as well. You continue to stay strong!! Eat well, sleep well and Im sure your rainbow baby will come back to your REAL SOON!!!! ❤
Aiyoo………. I can imagine in my mind… and thank you for sharing how hard it is when someone around us announce it and how those feelings are so raw… I hated myself I couldn’t be happy for someone cause I just lost it… and I can imagine how hard it is for you too… 🫶🏻 big hugs and… wa… thank you for sharing your story!!!!! I know that our rainbow baby will come one day and we will all rejoice 🌈🕊️
Hi jeanette! I lost my baby when he’s only 1 day old. I’ve been through a painful stressful and miserable moment. But after 10 months, I realized that sometimes you don’t need to be strong, you may break down and cry, but you have to know the value of what’s just happens in life. Be grateful is my only way to survive this misery. Be strong jeanette, I’m grateful that u share ur story, and im super proud of u! Send prayers to our baby angle 🫂👼👼👼👼👼
Hi ka! First of all I wanna say I'm a teen watching this video and I'm so sorry for everything that has happened, I just want you to stay strong believe in god and in his grace and greatness that he may give you a lot more chances to have a child again, now as a young girl of a mom who also keguguran 2 kids before me I want to say that even if I didn't know who my mom was and if she didn't have the chance to have any kids at all she would be the greatest women I knew in my life so yea just do a lot of prayer take care of you're self and believe that god may give you chances to be a mom again just like how god did to mine
Jeanette unni please don't blame yourself that you couldn't protect it and do not feel embarassed, it was your child and if it's 1 day or 20 weeks, it's still a child and the pain you felt for losing the baby is valid and you have the right to feel all emotions. You obviously protected the baby as a mother but sometimes it's hard to control what our body does internally. So please please please know that God is always watching and blessing and soon very soon at the perfect time, he will bless you both with your rainbow baby ❤❤❤ and I will pray for you both to heal, become strong, healthy and for the baby to find you both sooon ❤️❤️❤️ please be happy and I will wait and pray with you always for God's right timing ❤️🙏🏻the baby is with God searching you, once it spots you it'll run to you both so please don't take any stress and keep smiling ❤ lots and lotsssss of hugssss to you 🤗🤗🤗🤗 always always always praying for you both 🌸🌸🌸
Hi jean, i just wanted to say i'm sorry for your lost and little share of what i'd been thru. I did test on feb 6th because i been missed my menses for 7 days and it came faint line but because i never new that it was still positive i thought it was a negative. I felt that time my body was feeling the same as i menses, like crambs, boobie and all. Once i throwed in the morning, and i felt dizzy on mu neck and so on. And then all of sudden my mens came on feb 9th. And when i peed, i saw like blood but it formed like apa ya gumpalan kalo in english. And until i saw ur video i just knew that i was positive that time. But it's okay at leat i can make sure myself and my hubby that we can. Thank for ur sharing video jean. U're not alone. Be happy for u❤
Hi Jeanette, it is normal to feel angry and not ok. Take your time to grieve and time will lessen your pain. This little one will always have a special place in your heart whom you will never forget ❤. I had a miscarriage 14 yrs ago and is a mum of two teenage boys now. So don’t give up trying! Take care & all the best!
Jeanette, someone once told me that your baby's soul chose you to pass through the universe for a moment in his/her life, and even if it was just a really short time, a piece of his/her DNA will always stay in you forever ❤ Really sorry this happened to you and many mamas out there... Had a missed miscarriage back in 2022 and was absolutely shattered by how quietly the baby slipped away & how helpless it feels. It's like you can't trust your body again. Wishing you all the strength and praying with you for a rainbow baby ❤
jeanette is so strong women... never blame yourself, ok pretty? sorry you have experienced this unexpected things, always believe that God will not give trials beyond the capabilities of His people ❤
I feel like this vlog is much more a closure that u need 😇 Just stay positive as always & keep enjoying your life to the fullest (of course with Noti) ❤
Sulit pasti rasanya. Aku juga pernah merasakan keguguran. Tapi waktu terus berjalan, kamu harus tetap hidup, sehat dan berbahagia. Tidak perlu memaksa untuk melupakan karena tidak akan bisa, hanya perlu belajar mengikhlaskan walau sulit. Usahakan jangan pernah sendirian, nanti kamu kepikiran dan itu akan mempengaruhi emosimu. Support dari suami,keluarga, dan teman2 lah yg kamu butuhkan. Dan satu lagi, jangan salahkan dirimu! Stay strong and please be happy!
hello jean, so sorry for your loss, but thank you for sharing the story. I'm proud of you for being brave and grateful for taking good insight for what you have been through. I hope the greatest thing happen for your lil fam in His time ❤
Omg so sorry dear😢 the fact that u keep saying it's june instead of may really hit me what you've been going through.. i hope u recover well and stay being strong, until u finally get back to usual self.. keep praying to God, everything will be just fine in the end ❤
Big hug for youuuuu jean!! Thank you for sharing & openness jeann.. yes its hard, the truth is its okay to be not okay.. take your time & proccess with God. He will walk through it all.. thank God, through His loved, He comfort you & hansol ~ you can still standing & able to share this.. i believe God has been prepare for you and hansol. Dont lose hope, and keep your faith in God ❤
Just wanna say that you’re really strong & brave for sharing this with us, sorry for your loss & I’m praying for your next one 🙏🏻 continue being optimistic & cheerful! Not sure how to cheer you up but I’m sure everything happens for a reason. You can do this! Stay strong 💪🏻❤️🔥💖
You're such an amazing and kind person despite having such experiences, you're willing to help other women. May God continue to bless you to bless others. xoxo 😘🤗😘🤗
Jean, I just want to say, that I admire / proud of how brave and strong you are. I pray that you and Hansol recover soon both of physically and mentally. 💪💪🫂🫂
i'm so sorry dear... it just happened to me too 3 weeks ago... give yourself time to grieve, time to pull yourself together, and time to heal. thank you for sharing this, it must not be easy. sending hugs from jakarta...🤗🤗
Thank you for sharing this journey Jean, i know how hard it is, but you can go through it, this journey will make you stronger than before Jean, God always give the best and has a best plan for every people in this world, hope you both can heal from this, you are loved, you are worthy, Fighting Jean & Hansol!! ❤️❤️
Praying for you Jean Unnie 💕 I can’t imagine how hard it hs been for you but it’s encouraging to see that you know that God DOES love you and He will never forsake you and that He still has His big great plan for you and your family 💕Don’t lose hope and keep praying ❤ Sending prayers and love 💕
It's okay, eonni. I feel you. I experienced it too, then i got PCOS, then i gain lots of weight. Im still trying not to be sad too much, praying, and keep trying to be healthy. Just keep goin ❤ Wish you the best.. ❤
send my love to jeanette. i know it must be hard for you two. i hope time could heal and make u two stronger than before. let's think that this time, it's just not a good body for your baby soul, so your baby choose to wait for the new one. keep fighting to see your pretty baby soul's in the healtier body
Jean, you got this. I feel you because I was in your position too at that times, but the different is Noti still beside you and I don’t; my husband cheated on me and ending divorce. My advice is take some rest and when you really sure positive pregnancy, just takes time for video till pregnancy more than 21 weeks because less than that is risk for miscarriage. TIA. ❤love you Jean. Be happy okay ❤
I did experienced the same thing.. Keep praying and trying the best we can do.. And let God's do the rest. I pray that you both will have a good news about 2nd pregnancy with rainbow baby soon. Big hugs to you Jean
Hi Jeanette, I’m sorry to hear of your miscarriage however I’m glad you are able to move on and admired your courage to share about this episode. Do rest well and let your body recover. Stay healthy and positive, I believe you will be a mother soon when the time comes. God bless 🙏
stay strong jean! I cant understand your pain but I know that God will send you your rainbow child when the time is right. you can grieve and cry but dont ever give up hope and positivity. when a person is positive, positive things will start coming your way. Your little child might just be thinking that they wanna give papa and mama more 2gether time together before meeting you. 🙂😇 just relax and dont be stressed. your time will come...jiayou jiayou!
I imagine it should be a difficult and sad experience, but everything happens for a reason and I am sure God bless both of you, your beautiful family, and when it is the appropiate time you will receive a beutiful miracle in your home. I am sending you infinite Love and Light to you!!! Have Faith and know that you are not alone in your journey, so many invisible but so real shining and beautiful angels surround you and will help you to heal and be prepared for the beautiful experience of parenting.
@@JeanettesWorld 💓! Much Love to You! You are so bright and beautiful soul! God bless you and your husband! ✨✨✨✨ From my heart I am sending you the best of my wishes and positive energy to you!
Hi Jean, is not easy for you and I truly think you are so brave to share your story as not many will. Hope to hear from you soon as I miss seeing ur video.
"I don't know if I want to explain everything from the start again" I related so hard to this as someone who has mental illness in Singapore, whether to all who know me or the healthcare system which isn't seamless and thus I had to keep repeating myself It felt like my childhood trauma and all the emotional scars or wounds were forced open time and again, over and over and alas, I never got to heal P.S. Strength to you fellow female warrior for coming forth to share your thoughts, feelings and experience albeit how heartwrenching it must be
Hi Jeanette, I’m an Indonesian who grew up in Sg and married to Sporean, been following and enjoying your and Hansol’s videos. This is my first ever RUclips comment for anyone, just thought of encouraging you. I had a hard time conceiving my first one and lost 3 babies in between my 2 kids, but my 2 successful pregnancies were smooth and enjoyable, so every story really is different. I’m proud of you for sharing about this because that’s also what helped me in my healing journey, to share about it. And my 2 kids also know that they have 3 other siblings already in Heaven. His grace is sufficient for us and may you both stay restful and continue to enjoy preparing for your parenting journey 😊
Wow… thank you for encouraging me w your stories!!! Gives us lots of hope and yes… I know how it feels like to know is common and is not just me (tho I wished I’m not the one). But we will get there 🕊️🤍
Sending you the biggest hug and lots of prayers to you. I know this is such a tough process to go through, but I know God has a better plan for you and your family :) Take your time to heal, both physically and mentally. We all love youuuuu!!
Is okay sweet heart, important thing is u shouldn't stress, always be happy. God know exactly right time. I also waiting the journey to get pregnant for years. I pray for all most girl who waiting this journey will always healthy and happy, enjoying our moment and keep faith to God.
I definitely pray for you and your rainbow baby to come soon. I wish you a smooth recovering process in your life. ❤❤❤❤
I was pregnant with twins till week 10, 1 of my baby decided to depart earlier to heaven, with massive bleeding, my other baby survived and just turn 1 last week 😊
God's knows best, baby will come at the right time - God's timing. Will pray for u ❤
It's okay Jeanette! We know God has a better plan!
Fighting Nosi!!
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I was experiencing the same 2 years ago. It was called blighted ovum (doctor said it often occurs in first pregnancy), it happened when there was no development of the baby, only the sac, there is no life in it, no heart beats till 8-10 weeks. It broke me and traumatized me. Because I still had my morning sickness, can’t eat, felt nauseous for 10 weeks and still hoping that there is a chance. In the end, I had to do the curettage and pending to have a baby again (it still traumatized me). Now, I’m ready and I’m in 21 weeks. So don’t feel small, don’t give up. We’re strong! I pray for the best for you and Hansol. Much love ❤❤❤
Same to me with 1st pregnancy. Empty sac
Hai dear, same thing happened to me 3 years ago. One year after curretage I finally pregnant with healthy baby.
Hope Jen will have her healthy rainbow baby soon❤
Hai jannet...i not speak english...
Aku mau berbagi pengalaman singkat untukmu..
Aku juga spertimu...tapi kuncinya..mari kita berusaha dengan bahagia. Mari percaya Tuhan selalu punya rencana yang lebih baik di waktu yang baik. Tuhan memberkatimu dan keluargamu. Amin
It's been 12 years and I'm still crying watching this video. I lost her/him on 5th Jan 2012 after 5 weeks she/he's with us and I had similar experience with yours. Nobody can put on our shoes to know what we've been through. What we felt about it. It's just a little pain in my heart that I cannot describe. I knew I lost something or someone in this matter but I cannot put it in frame to get the definition. I had one more baby 5 months later and when we do the first check up I was really scared. And I've been feeling that way during the full 9 months pregnancy. I even walked really really slower just in case I accidentally "dropped" the baby again. I only enjoyed my pregnancy after it reached the last trisemester. That's when my baby gave me some kicks and turns. I can feel she's healthy and okay. But when it's time to deliver, we found the oxygen and food is not enough and we had to deliver the baby through the C-section. Luckily she's delivered without any problem, she's 11yo now.😊
So yes, time really heals the heart and soul but to get through to this kind of peace and heal, it took me really half my heart. Even when I smiled and looked okay, I felt empty during that recovery time. So I also want to give myself a pat on my back for safely going through that dark phase of my life. 😊
Thanks you Jean for making this video. It's true that Asian don't do this kind of video, just because they might feel ashamed because of this or it's just taboo in their region. But to talk about this is not taboo, someone needs to come out and talk to you about this so you don't feel alone and you know it's not your fault at all. It's been hard to feel that it's not your fault at that time without anyone say it to you. As I kept recalling what did I eat or do before that happened before. It's not over when you say it's over.
Cheers to all the mommies who had the same experience with us. And keep trying, give some time for yourself to heal and keep the faith! God will give you the best on His perfect timing.🎉
when I watched this video right at minute 1.29 I shed tears and wanted to cry, it must be very hard to lose something so precious but behind all that there is definitely a lesson to be learned, a big hug to Miss Jeanette, take care of your health too, I hope you are always strong and healthy.
Big hugs for Mrs Noti. You are not alone. I was experienced the same thing as you. I got miscarriage at September 2023, it was my first pregnancy. I was not expecting that I will got miscarriage after 2 weeks i found out that im pregnant. I still remember how hurt it is. But luckily I got lot of support from people around me. Specially my husband and family, now I already accepted that,even though sometimes I cry if remember about that. So I really hope that you can overcome this, dont stress out and always be happy. 😊 Lets pray for our rainbow baby, lets not give up and lets always be possitive. Lots of love for you Jeannette... ❤
JEAN, PASTI KAMU AKAN MENDAPATKANNYA LAGI SUATU HARI NANTI! PERCAYALAH TUHAN SELALU BERSAMAMU DAN MELIHAT PERJUANGANMU! SEMANGAT
KITA MENCINTAIMU ❤
Sending you tons of hugs and kisses, hopefully you guys are doing better 🤗💙
Hi Jeanette, thank you so much for sharing this journey as I experienced the same exact thing last December. I lost my baby at 5/7 weeks (was not even sure cause the embryo failed to develop properly), and it was so painful. When you said that you feel fail as a mom-to-be, I totally get it. As much as people say it is a common phenomenon, everyone who experiences it must be feeling a huge loss and a pain that we never experienced before.
I am thankful that you opened up and shared about this, as it creates space for women who go through this stage to feel a lot more support and comfort. I feel more people should talk more about this and understand that this is something normal and not something to put a woman in the corner and feel shameful, we felt guilty enough that it happens. Regardless, my best prayers are for you, me, and all of us here who still wait for a miracle bundle of joy, may the best thing happen really soon to us all! 💝
Be strong, sis. I hope God always loves his people. We also love Jannett
Thank you for sharing all of this, sist 🥲 I do pray for you to be stronger and happier after this big and hard journey 💕 GBU
sending you many many hugs!!! am not a mother yet but I can imagine how painful this whole season may have been for you. praying that you'll continue to stay strong and don't feel lousy about yourself. you're doing great. keeping you both in prayers. Take care and God Bless! ❤
Hey dear, been following you for awhile. sharing with you my experience on miscarriages, to be honest 1 in 3 woman will experience miscarriages in their lifetime and it is very common and it happens because the genes and mutation are abnormal hence the pregnancy’ terminated by itself through the process of miscarriage.. naturally, a loss is a sad event in our life but it happens for a reason and that’s because the foetus wasn’t normal.. I encountered and I felt the same way as you too but i began to accept the fact that in a good way, it is good that the pregnancy self terminated. My gynae also said that it is absolutely common. 😊 Time will heal and when the time is right, God will send. Trust
Yes I’ve watched many video and it said that too… just it’s hard in the moment :’) and at that time I was very comforted.. yet.. very lost as well… but I wanted to be the comfort for someone like me at that time so 💕 big hugs to you too!
This comment is coming from a couple who went through IVF ; always take note of this: don't make kid, but make love! By that, it will reduce a stress level of you two every month. I know it's still very stressful, but again, love each other as your main focus, and you'll get there!
Sorry to hear about this..be optimistic. You are still young.
Dear Jean,
You are a strong woman who can through it all.
Thank you so much for sharing your journey to us.
As someone who's still trying even after 5 years, I can relate so much.
I pray to God sooner or later God will grace us with healthy and perfect children.
You don't need to feel ashamed of it. It's a journey of life. This is how we appreciate life even more.
Take your time to heal and move on.
We love you Jean 🥰
You will get there soon too!!! Is so hard I know… but hang in there pls…. 🫶🏻🕊️
Jeanette, the fact that you're able to talk this long, is a proof of being brave. You're really strong and I believe everyone agrees with me. He/she would have been so proud and happy with his/her time in your tummy. Thank you for sharing this, I have learned so much from this video, also blessed with all your encouragement and your courage.
It's okay not to make another video about how you survived, yet if you still wanna make it, it would be just not for us, but also for you, as a memory that you're doing well even tough life was really tough for you. God bless you & Hansol, and we'll be waiting for the next good news, hopefully soon :)
I came across your street mukbang videos last night and have since been binge watching every video from your channel. I’m now hooked onto your videos and I just wanna send you love and light ❤ Things will get better, and take your time to heal. Don’t rush the process of healing and you can do it girl❤
Awwww thank you hehe 😚 I hope I can churn more exciting videos for you guys as well!! Thank you for the kind words 🤍🕊️
I'll definitely pray for you and all women out there who are trying to conceive..God has His plan..it will come at the right time..
I feel you,Jeanette..whenever I see one line on the test pack,I used to feel sad and think 'why?' There was even a time when I really hated test pack and didn't want to see it..
but then God sent lovely people to me and encouraged me through them ❤
Thank you for sharing this story with us and encouraging me through this video ❤
My heart goes to all of the mothers who lost their children, whether it's caused by miscarriage or any other causes. I lost my son 2 years ago when he was 6 years old, and the ache is still there. Let's go through this with all of the power we have and send a lot of prayer and love for all of the beautiful souls up there.
Big hugs for you Jean. I wish you and Hansol get stronger. God bless your little family.. ❤
Hi Jean. Thank you so much for sharing this story with us. I want to give virtual hug to u🤗🤗 you are such a strong woman Jean. Please don't blame yourself again🫂 I hope God will give you beautiful baby again in the near future! we love you Jean. Please take care 🤍🤍
We feel you, it's the first time I know what heart drop feels like, can't hold back my tear.
i just hope that you always be healthy and happy our noti couple, it's okay to feel hurt but don't be sad for too long, i really pray for you and your little family, I LOVE YOUUUUU
sending a huge hugs for you, Jean. Please don't blame yourself. God has a great plan and time and i do believe it all happened for a reason. May God give you new strenght and joy during the healing process. i love you, sister in Christ
Thank you so much for sharing this with your community 💛 it is really not an easy journey for a woman to go through. I pray that you continue to have courage and strength as you embark and continue on this journey to have a child. Sending you lots of warmth (literally and figuratively) and love from Singapore!
Totally needed this warmth :’) 🕊️🤍 especially back from home… I’m sure MANY families go though this and even if is not specifically this, there are many hard times in life that you feel so lost and desperate… but we will get through life together 🩷
Papa God bless you in times of sorrows and pain, may you and your spouse be each other strength and love to go through it all 🥰 thank you for choosing the heart of loving and caring. May God be with your family in every step you take.❤
You will be okay eonnie.. In my case I didn't have a miscarriage but IUFD (Intrauterine fetal death). I lost my unborn baby on 7-8weeks in last September 2023..At that time I scheduled an ultrasound control every week but it was a shame the second week after I heard my Aegi's heartbeat, the next week when we came the heartbeat was no longer there💔 I know how you feel and I can only encourage you because you will get through it, there will be a miracle what God has brought to you, I know it's hard but you are not alone.. sending online hugs 🫂
You’re not alone babe 🤍🕊️ you’re so strong…… 🥹 pls stay healthy and take care of yourself and rainbow baby will come to us again!! 🌈
@@JeanettesWorld i will eonnie, thank youu 🫂💖
Jeanette...hugggsss 🤗🫂 I'll keep you and Hansol in my prayers. Stay strong, GOD bless you 🥺🙏❤💕💞
You are absolutely brave and wonderful to share your story with others and to show that this is common and normal. Not enough people talk about it, but it's nothing embarrassing, it's nature. Many women don't even realize that they have a chemical pregnancy, so it happens more often than people think and nothing is wrong with it. (I myself was the second pregnancy my mother had, after she had a miscarriage.). Wishing the best for you always!
eonnieee🥺 i can feel the sadness🥺 i really wanna hug you, idk how to comfort you but you can always count on your followers here❤ we always be there for you❤
Thank you for sharing about your journey Jeanette ❤ I’m no where near married or wanting a baby, but you sharing your journey helps young girls understand this topic better. You are really strong and I wish you and Hansol all the very best if you are trying for another baby 🤍
Hansol is also sad, he is just being so strong for you for both of you. I pray for your health and in God’s time you will be ready. You’re so strong ❤ sending hug from Indonesia 🤗🤗🤗
It's okay if you crying a lot, but remember that rainbow will come after storm. Hope you and Hansol will have baby rainbow very soon. Love you always, and thankyou for trust us as your followers, your friends and now i feel like were get closer and be a family right now. Always be healty and happy for you two guys. God love you, we love you.🤗
I love how jean always honest in every videos
It makes me feel better too 🫶🏻
Hello Jannete, I'm from Indonesia, I really like your RUclips videos, I was happy when you tested positive for pregnancy and I was also sad when you miscarried. everything will be fine, you have done your best, don't blame yourself, God is preparing happiness for you. Semangat ya Kaka 😊
There is no other creature stronger than woman. I hope you can heal and come back healthier. Sometimes, God's gift arrive even at the time we did not expect. Take your time Jean, it's on the way :)
I am sorry for your loss, I was crying while seeing this vlog. I hope you find peace. I am sure it will come at the right time. Sending hug and love
I have been following hansol for a long time , and im very happy fo you two that you are going and trying to have a baby. So i really hope the baby will come very soon...❤
I got my positive pregnancy test on the first day my period should come, but i felt very cramps in my stomach just like when in the period. When i tested it, the line was very thick. I kept it silent for a week to making sure of my self that it was really a pregnancy. I tested it like 4 times total in the week and the line still there. On the 7th day, i was planning to make surprise to my husband when i went to toilet and saw the blood spot. It was really shocked me. I was crying a lot. That night we went to doctor and he said it can be safed by total bed rest. I was in bed rest for almost 4 months. So i cant even imagined how sad you are for losing the baby you've waiting for long... how shock you are when you saw the blood spot... i can feel it clearly...
Be happy and the next positive line will come for sure ❤❤❤
sending a big hug to you!! just trust god's plan is never wrong. Stay strong Jeanette❤
Hi! Thank you for sharing your experience.. i went through similar experience twice - blighted ovum and real miscarriage.. and after two experience i found out i had blood coagulation issue hence i was given aspirin and it did wonders for me.. dont give up and trust your instinct as a mother❤ i believe the right timing will come soon
Comforting effect comes from your videos. To heal oneself is diffcult much less to heal others, yet you have achieve both, Jeanette. 💪🏻💪🏻fighting.
Wish you well and stay happy always.
first of all, i'm really sorry for what you've been going through.. i'm not married yet but i can imagine how hard the loss must be. for a person who are really scared to have kids (me), i'm really terrified watching this kind of video and reading those comments about somebody's experience of their pregnancy losses. i feel like it's so hard for us women!! some of us have to go through this uncomfortable phase of life!? whyyyy!?
i wanna pray for every women in this world to be strong of whatever you're going through in your life. (whether it is a happy journey, tough/challenging, etc.)
and for jeanette & hansol, please take enough time to heal and just don't forget to be happy again! shine again! :)
thank you for sharing, though we know it's not easy to share it. thank you & 힘내. :)
Be strong Jean! This shall too pass, send my love and hug to you and Hansol. Love you both! Please believe, God's timing always the best.
Thank you so much for being so so so brave to talk about your loss, Jeanette. you really have a big heart. take your time to heal as much as you need. it's better to not understand His acts, rather than not believe in Him at all. big hugs for you and Hansol, you guys gonna get through this phase together. ♡
Yes we will trust in Him!!! And lean on his understanding 🕊️
Kudos gal!! You are strong!! When I had my miscarriage at the 9th wk, I was devastated and it took me a long time to get out of the sadness of the loss of my baby because at the same time, my good friend announced her pregnancy while I lost mine. I still remember on the day of my miscarriage, we were preparing to bring our 1st born to the indoor playground, before we left our house, I needed to pee and suddenly I realised I peed blood and it was a lot. Headed straight to A&E tearing and shaking badly. Then I had to go to the toilet again and at that moment..... It was a gush of blood with alot of clots! I screamed like till no tomorrow. At 9am, the doctor did a scan and we heart our baby's 1st heartbeat... But by 5pm, I peed out almost alot of blood and including the baby sac. And baby was gone. Beside me was another mummy who lost her baby at 5mth. I was crying for her as well.
You continue to stay strong!! Eat well, sleep well and Im sure your rainbow baby will come back to your REAL SOON!!!! ❤
Aiyoo………. I can imagine in my mind… and thank you for sharing how hard it is when someone around us announce it and how those feelings are so raw… I hated myself I couldn’t be happy for someone cause I just lost it… and I can imagine how hard it is for you too… 🫶🏻 big hugs and… wa… thank you for sharing your story!!!!! I know that our rainbow baby will come one day and we will all rejoice 🌈🕊️
Hi jeanette! I lost my baby when he’s only 1 day old. I’ve been through a painful stressful and miserable moment. But after 10 months, I realized that sometimes you don’t need to be strong, you may break down and cry, but you have to know the value of what’s just happens in life. Be grateful is my only way to survive this misery. Be strong jeanette, I’m grateful that u share ur story, and im super proud of u! Send prayers to our baby angle 🫂👼👼👼👼👼
Keep fighting, we wish both of your happiness (Jeanette and Hansol)❤
Hi ka! First of all I wanna say I'm a teen watching this video and I'm so sorry for everything that has happened, I just want you to stay strong believe in god and in his grace and greatness that he may give you a lot more chances to have a child again, now as a young girl of a mom who also keguguran 2 kids before me I want to say that even if I didn't know who my mom was and if she didn't have the chance to have any kids at all she would be the greatest women I knew in my life so yea just do a lot of prayer take care of you're self and believe that god may give you chances to be a mom again just like how god did to mine
And I'm a muslim but I still love ur vids ka!
Sending you lots of love from Singapore ❤❤ it’s hard to go through this and it’s even harder to sharing your journey
Jeanette unni please don't blame yourself that you couldn't protect it and do not feel embarassed, it was your child and if it's 1 day or 20 weeks, it's still a child and the pain you felt for losing the baby is valid and you have the right to feel all emotions. You obviously protected the baby as a mother but sometimes it's hard to control what our body does internally. So please please please know that God is always watching and blessing and soon very soon at the perfect time, he will bless you both with your rainbow baby ❤❤❤ and I will pray for you both to heal, become strong, healthy and for the baby to find you both sooon ❤️❤️❤️ please be happy and I will wait and pray with you always for God's right timing ❤️🙏🏻the baby is with God searching you, once it spots you it'll run to you both so please don't take any stress and keep smiling ❤ lots and lotsssss of hugssss to you 🤗🤗🤗🤗 always always always praying for you both 🌸🌸🌸
Big hugss u are not alone u still have noti and us just pray to God that it will be okay
Hi jean, i just wanted to say i'm sorry for your lost and little share of what i'd been thru. I did test on feb 6th because i been missed my menses for 7 days and it came faint line but because i never new that it was still positive i thought it was a negative. I felt that time my body was feeling the same as i menses, like crambs, boobie and all. Once i throwed in the morning, and i felt dizzy on mu neck and so on. And then all of sudden my mens came on feb 9th. And when i peed, i saw like blood but it formed like apa ya gumpalan kalo in english. And until i saw ur video i just knew that i was positive that time. But it's okay at leat i can make sure myself and my hubby that we can. Thank for ur sharing video jean. U're not alone. Be happy for u❤
Hi Jeanette, it is normal to feel angry and not ok. Take your time to grieve and time will lessen your pain.
This little one will always have a special place in your heart whom you will never forget ❤.
I had a miscarriage 14 yrs ago and is a mum of two teenage boys now. So don’t give up trying!
Take care & all the best!
Thank you for sharing your story!!!! I will hang in there 🌈🫶🏻
its okay jean, we will always support you and hansol ❤
Jeanette, someone once told me that your baby's soul chose you to pass through the universe for a moment in his/her life, and even if it was just a really short time, a piece of his/her DNA will always stay in you forever ❤
Really sorry this happened to you and many mamas out there...
Had a missed miscarriage back in 2022 and was absolutely shattered by how quietly the baby slipped away & how helpless it feels. It's like you can't trust your body again. Wishing you all the strength and praying with you for a rainbow baby ❤
Big hugs to you… 🥹 how painful that may be… no pain is ever easier than another… 🤍🕊️
jeanette is so strong women...
never blame yourself, ok pretty?
sorry you have experienced this unexpected things, always believe that God will not give trials beyond the capabilities of His people ❤
I feel like this vlog is much more a closure that u need 😇
Just stay positive as always & keep enjoying your life to the fullest (of course with Noti) ❤
Sulit pasti rasanya. Aku juga pernah merasakan keguguran. Tapi waktu terus berjalan, kamu harus tetap hidup, sehat dan berbahagia. Tidak perlu memaksa untuk melupakan karena tidak akan bisa, hanya perlu belajar mengikhlaskan walau sulit. Usahakan jangan pernah sendirian, nanti kamu kepikiran dan itu akan mempengaruhi emosimu. Support dari suami,keluarga, dan teman2 lah yg kamu butuhkan. Dan satu lagi, jangan salahkan dirimu! Stay strong and please be happy!
hello jean, so sorry for your loss, but thank you for sharing the story. I'm proud of you for being brave and grateful for taking good insight for what you have been through. I hope the greatest thing happen for your lil fam in His time ❤
Sending you lots of love and strength Jeanette. Take all the time you need for healing…
Omg so sorry dear😢 the fact that u keep saying it's june instead of may really hit me what you've been going through.. i hope u recover well and stay being strong, until u finally get back to usual self.. keep praying to God, everything will be just fine in the end ❤
Yea is been a year!! God is with us 🕊️🤍
Big hug for youuuuu jean!! Thank you for sharing & openness jeann.. yes its hard, the truth is its okay to be not okay.. take your time & proccess with God. He will walk through it all.. thank God, through His loved, He comfort you & hansol ~ you can still standing & able to share this.. i believe God has been prepare for you and hansol. Dont lose hope, and keep your faith in God ❤
Yes He will and He has always been!!! So we shall trust in His ways 🫶🏻🕊️
Just wanna say that you’re really strong & brave for sharing this with us, sorry for your loss & I’m praying for your next one 🙏🏻 continue being optimistic & cheerful! Not sure how to cheer you up but I’m sure everything happens for a reason. You can do this! Stay strong 💪🏻❤️🔥💖
Thank you so much for your prayers 🙏🏻 it means a lot to us!
🫂🫂🫂 I'm sorry for your loss, I'll Pray all the best for you Sis, Thankyou for loving yourself. Love you! Be Happy! 🙏
You're such an amazing and kind person despite having such experiences, you're willing to help other women. May God continue to bless you to bless others. xoxo 😘🤗😘🤗
Jean, I just want to say, that I admire / proud of how brave and strong you are. I pray that you and Hansol recover soon both of physically and mentally. 💪💪🫂🫂
i'm so sorry dear... it just happened to me too 3 weeks ago...
give yourself time to grieve, time to pull yourself together, and time to heal.
thank you for sharing this, it must not be easy.
sending hugs from jakarta...🤗🤗
Big hugs to you :(( hang in there… 🕊️🫶🏻
Big hug for you.... God knows the best time for you and Hansol. There will be a beautiful rainbow after the storm
God’s plan is still perfect❤ thanks for sharing your story
Thank you for sharing this journey Jean, i know how hard it is, but you can go through it, this journey will make you stronger than before Jean, God always give the best and has a best plan for every people in this world, hope you both can heal from this, you are loved, you are worthy, Fighting Jean & Hansol!! ❤️❤️
Praying for you Jean Unnie 💕 I can’t imagine how hard it hs been for you but it’s encouraging to see that you know that God DOES love you and He will never forsake you and that He still has His big great plan for you and your family 💕Don’t lose hope and keep praying ❤ Sending prayers and love 💕
It's okay, eonni. I feel you.
I experienced it too, then i got PCOS, then i gain lots of weight.
Im still trying not to be sad too much, praying, and keep trying to be healthy.
Just keep goin ❤
Wish you the best.. ❤
Stay strong Jeanette!
God bless u ❤️
send my love to jeanette. i know it must be hard for you two.
i hope time could heal and make u two stronger than before.
let's think that this time, it's just not a good body for your baby soul, so your baby choose to wait for the new one.
keep fighting to see your pretty baby soul's in the healtier body
Jean, you got this. I feel you because I was in your position too at that times, but the different is Noti still beside you and I don’t; my husband cheated on me and ending divorce. My advice is take some rest and when you really sure positive pregnancy, just takes time for video till pregnancy more than 21 weeks because less than that is risk for miscarriage. TIA. ❤love you Jean. Be happy okay ❤
It is so so brave for you to speak up about this. I have faith that the best is yet to come for both of you! Amen
"..on the way of miscarrying" that completely hurts 😢 You and Hansol are so strong.
I wish you both happiness and abundance of love Jeanette
Sending you big hugs. Appreciate your vulnerability in sharing your struggles with miscarriage.
I did experienced the same thing.. Keep praying and trying the best we can do.. And let God's do the rest. I pray that you both will have a good news about 2nd pregnancy with rainbow baby soon. Big hugs to you Jean
I hope you can feel better now and go on with your happy life with Noti , its gonna be okay 🥰
Hi Jeanette, I’m sorry to hear of your miscarriage however I’m glad you are able to move on and admired your courage to share about this episode. Do rest well and let your body recover. Stay healthy and positive, I believe you will be a mother soon when the time comes. God bless 🙏
Thank you so much for your kind words 🤍🕊️ I believe so too!!
stay strong jean! I cant understand your pain but I know that God will send you your rainbow child when the time is right. you can grieve and cry but dont ever give up hope and positivity. when a person is positive, positive things will start coming your way. Your little child might just be thinking that they wanna give papa and mama more 2gether time together before meeting you. 🙂😇 just relax and dont be stressed. your time will come...jiayou jiayou!
Yes positivity is a great way to start off so let’s hang in there together 🥹🕊️
I imagine it should be a difficult and sad experience, but everything happens for a reason and I am sure God bless both of you, your beautiful family, and when it is the appropiate time you will receive a beutiful miracle in your home. I am sending you infinite Love and Light to you!!! Have Faith and know that you are not alone in your journey, so many invisible but so real shining and beautiful angels surround you and will help you to heal and be prepared for the beautiful experience of parenting.
Yes I’ve learnt a lot and I’m sure it will make me a better and stronger person of God and mother in time to come too 🕊️🫶🏻
@@JeanettesWorld 💓! Much Love to You! You are so bright and beautiful soul! God bless you and your husband! ✨✨✨✨ From my heart I am sending you the best of my wishes and positive energy to you!
Sending you alot of hug Eonnie!! 🩷🫵😣🫂♥️💖💗💘
Hi Jean, is not easy for you and I truly think you are so brave to share your story as not many will. Hope to hear from you soon as I miss seeing ur video.
I also got lost in 9 weeks (past few days ago)! It was break my heart coz also it is my first time to had pregnancy.. But I believe in God time..
Stay strong, Jeanette! God has his own plan and timing for the both of you. :) I believe junior jean and noti is on its way to you :)
thank you for being so brave to tell this kak, big hugs
Keep fighting Jeanette❤🥰
Thank you so much Jeanette for sharing your journey and stay strong ❤
Don't think too much, don't be too tired, you have to get lots of rest, so that your days are always happy jaennete
God loves us, eonnie thank you for being strong and sharing this ❤️
"I don't know if I want to explain everything from the start again"
I related so hard to this as someone who has mental illness in Singapore, whether to all who know me or the healthcare system which isn't seamless and thus I had to keep repeating myself
It felt like my childhood trauma and all the emotional scars or wounds were forced open time and again, over and over and alas, I never got to heal
P.S. Strength to you fellow female warrior for coming forth to share your thoughts, feelings and experience albeit how heartwrenching it must be
You’re strong 🫶🏻
Hi Jeanette, I’m an Indonesian who grew up in Sg and married to Sporean, been following and enjoying your and Hansol’s videos. This is my first ever RUclips comment for anyone, just thought of encouraging you.
I had a hard time conceiving my first one and lost 3 babies in between my 2 kids, but my 2 successful pregnancies were smooth and enjoyable, so every story really is different.
I’m proud of you for sharing about this because that’s also what helped me in my healing journey, to share about it. And my 2 kids also know that they have 3 other siblings already in Heaven.
His grace is sufficient for us and may you both stay restful and continue to enjoy preparing for your parenting journey 😊
Wow… thank you for encouraging me w your stories!!! Gives us lots of hope and yes… I know how it feels like to know is common and is not just me (tho I wished I’m not the one). But we will get there 🕊️🤍
Sending you the biggest hug and lots of prayers to you. I know this is such a tough process to go through, but I know God has a better plan for you and your family :) Take your time to heal, both physically and mentally. We all love youuuuu!!
I love y’all too… 🥹🫶🏻 thank you so c!!!