For those who suffer from psychotic disorders.. There is hope, you are not lost. The universe loves you. Your friends love you. Stormy days are inevitable but I believe in you. You can get through. Take it day by day.
I lost my dog during psychosis brought on by pandemic, loss of job, family moving, and finally becoming paranoid of feeling no one could understand my feelings and reaching out to wrong religious cult like people who did not have my best interest due to their own paranoid beliefs of end times. They convinced me to pull out my retirement money and go live with them even though I still had a home that I did not want to leave. I felt like I was in a horror movie after another paranoid so called Christian showed up to my house trying to get me to just walk away from my life. I couldn’t get my dog back. I was and am still heart broken, back on meds and therapy. Too many stress factors piling up can lead anyone into psychosis, anyone. Never put trust into other paranoid people just because they believe similar beliefs. Logical is best.
@@jeanniecannon4612 Jeannie, I am so sorry that you went through that. 😢You are right, enough stressors and anyone can snap. I hope things are better for you now. 🌻
I had psychosis and it lasted a while, I was sent to hospital for a few months after my family realised my odd behaviour. Now I'm on anti psychotic medication and it makes me feel horrible, im drowsy and just really distant from people, psychosis is a strange thing and I feel for anybody who has to go through it
eww anti psychotics. i know im late replying this situation, but if u start getting into psychosis later in your life. keep it in your own head and try to act normal around ppl. i guess its also series of tests who can make it through. the weakest prospects go instantly insane etc. ive tripped with ayahuasca, dmt and lsd earlier and they made my psyche strong experiencing odd things xd now im tripping everyday without psychedelics its hilarious and fun xdd i like this video game.
@@SXLLXNBXE Do you ever feel overwhelmed by not knowing what is real or not? Or is it always a somewhat positive experience and you're in control? Do you always know when it's your psychosis or do you sometimes get confused and caught in between both the real and not real perceptions?
@@giulianacr2638 sometimes yes. i just try to focus on positive thoughts and visions. its like a psychedelic trip where you try to avoid the bad trip lol. i think im between many perceptions/realities 24/7
The main side effect from Psychosis I have experienced is the effects of Paranoid anxieties that is a daily struggle. I live with this everyday, can't go out, think everyone watching or spying on me, can't figure people out.
so if the was looking at you what are you hiding? you are afraid of yourself! and nothing is wrong whit you you are and always be the whay you are. you cant hide that ! see u my friend
Micah Hagan I had the same thing. I was able to get out of it by asking people close to me why they hated me so much, seeing them look so confused broke the delusion for me overtime. I've fully recovered now.
If you're hearing voices or seeing things other people don't see/hear, please know you are not crazy or even close to. You're actually discerning something spiritual that most other people never experience. Like there are angels, there are also demons, and the don't like you. They will do anything to steal kill and destroy your life. Understanding this will help you have grace for yourself and understand where to look for answers. I suggest you start with Jesus, He wants to see your prosper and do well more than you want to see it for yourself! He loves you and and a plan for you. Give him a chance, give him your life! He wants to surround you with His angels to protect and care for you.
It took me 3 years to get to phase 5. I personally started making real progress as I let go of religious and magical thinking and started to learn how to think rationally, challenge my beliefs and cut through irrationality and self deceptions. And I learned to apply those methods to every aspect of my life. It was the only way I was able to stop relapsing. So hang in there, work hard, don't give up, there is a light to be found in the heart of the darkness.
the early stages of my psychosis were incredible. I've never felt so at one with nature and so enlightened. I felt so powerful it was incredible. Then things took a darker turn and I experiences some pretty intense shit. Was a wild ride that's for sure.
I had the same "enlightenment" experience back in August, where I felt completely connected to myself and everyone/everything around me, but then things took a turn for the worse for me, as well. Now I have a "blank mind" (may be depersonalization) and possibly severe depression. How do you know the 'enlightenment' phase was psychosis? What did you experience after? I'm wondering if maybe we share similar symptoms...
Happened to me too. Exactly the same. Felt so connected. When I put crystals together I literally felt ecstatic. I think these dual experiences are just part of the phase to get you to the other side of being more spiritual and breaking out of your older/less-evolved "shell" so to speak and this might be a more efficient way. Just my theory.
I was watching a movie with my significant other and this is when my experiences started to get more intense. We were watching a movie and I started feeling really telepathic with the movie and with him and it was just so bizarre, but it was magical. You are not alone!
OMG. im so happy to have found this video and thread! the enlightenment is EXACTLY what i went through this time last year..i felt like cars, birds, squireels, sounds, were all 'guiding' me when i was outside and i literally felt like i was in the passenger seat of my own life..and then things to a DARK turn within 24 hours suddenly. I quit my job, broke up with my boyfriend, ran from home with a backpack full of so much random bullshit and walked right into traffic of 6 lanes, before calling a bomb squad into my building thinking i was going to be taken out by the 'elite/illuminati'' for knowing too much about the world we live in..it was the most terrifying time in my life. i really feel like i lost control, but that it was MEANT to happen..in hindseight, the 'bestfriend' i broke it off with was toxic for me and getting me back into the party scene, my boyfriend at the time was HIV+ but undetectable and had admitted to cheating on me within the first 3 months of 'dating', and i just truly needed a break from hustling for so many years..and im only 25. i was in hospital under involuntary hold for 2+ weeks..i thought months had passed. the hospital made me psychosis worse..i literally felt so much more empowered and enlightened then everyone, as if i was *the one* and i was brought to that hospital to live my life out until i could help others in the real world. it was crazy. i felt like i was getting hints and messages even from tv shows, that seemed to speak in code and if you 'understood', then the message was for you... a year later, my psychosis hasnt disappeared..they had me on perphenizine for about 6 months and it wasnt helping so i had to lie to my psychiatrist that things were getting better..but over time, i stopped taking the meds cause i thought it was making me worse and more paranoid, and now i literally reframe my thoughts as soon as i wake up and believe that i *am* in control of everything around me and might be *the one*. the one of what? my own life? a born again jesus? i truly felt so much humanity and peace come over me the past year..ive been severely bullied over my life but was always the fun 'party gay guy', and it all dropped within 24 hours last year around my grama's birthday, april 16th. i was atually releaseed on her birthday! (she has passed), maybe it was her taking charge of my chaotic life and trying to hit *reset* by forcing me to be alone, lose my job, friends, boyfriend, everything so i was just *me* - totally depersonalized. now a year later, its still really hard, but at this point, i feel *constantly* empowered, like the most powerful i have ever felt. and its hard to decide where to apply this new found *energy* perhaps everyone who experiences this, is suppose to be part of the new-age *hunger-games* style leaders of the future, to reset the planet anjd help it survive generations of our future children? whta if we are the *xmen* of our time, receiving this energy and level of consciousness that the *masses* do not experience for some reason.. what if this enlightened state, is suppose to be our all the time state? its kind of terrifying, cause as soon as i leave my house, i go into this heightened sense of awareness and every bird, car, noise kind of *triggers* this light headed feeling, and this voice comes over me like "youre safe, dont worry, that bird that flew by milliseconds ago was meant to, and that bird that just fly and sat down infront of you is telling you youre safe, the blue car that just passed you is telling to you remain *calm* as the color blue can be associated to be known by*...its VERY overwelming. its this feeling that you know whats going on, and whats going to happen, as soon as it happens youre life "uh huh..i knew it" but its every second, as if YOURE the one planning it out as your life happens. i call this the *truman show syndrome* where you feel like you are the producer of your own TV show, and its almost TOO real. im so happy to have found this post, and i hope you guys come back to chat and connect. xo
XKeyscore KLP That sounds like you are becoming more lucid in our 'dream-like reality' / 'simulated reality'. That's what some RUclipsrs/bloggers say about all this. Most of the psychiatric illnesses are not what it seems. It may be possible that we live in a simulation, like the Truman-Show or "The 13. Floor", and being aware of it is hard to handle for our mind so we are labeled as "mentally sick" and brought back on track via therapy/meds. Yes, a lot of people experienced symptoms like you did. Very strange. There will be a lot more stuff happening during the next years. Who knows what all this is good for...
There is a reason for it... I just hit the two year mark last week and mine has settled to a consistently calm and respectful communication. i can't even begin to tell you the hell I went through in the first year and part of the second but despite how subdued the interaction is now there has never been a more critical time with "them" than right now regarding decisions that have been all but demanded of me to make within the next 48 to 72 hours. I challenged and fought often but in the end I knew what was right all along and fortunately I accepted their guidance. Now they want to leave and they've been slowly phasing out letting me know they have dished out all they wanted to and that it is up to me now. Very weird time.
lol... fair enough sebastian nicely done... i promise you this, having asked that you first identify who ":they " are in your mind/life about a week ago without a response until now implies several things: 1. you may not yet feel comfortable revealing who "they" are (or claimed to be); it can be more than just a sensitive a topic . 2.one's deliberate and careful decision to stick with "they" which inherently supports the first reason and begs several questions of a sensitive nature... and a few others... anyway, can you reveal to us who "they" revealed themselves as?
i had an acute psychotic episode in 2009. i had never been that frightened before, totally convinced i was going to be sacrificed at midnight. i was almost naked, wandering in a busy hospital parking lot, with my father trying to stop me getting run over, when the police came and took me to a psychiatric ward. stress was the cause. i was given an anti-psychotic, which i continue to take, and ive not had an episode since.
I have a childhood friends that has been battling psychosis and schitzophrenia for year and refuses to take meds because he doesn’t want to get fat. Eventually we noticed he would say odd things and acted not like himself. Then he stopped all contact with friends and almost all family that tried to get him help. Thinks he’s a film maker and takes a camera everywhere. He knows something not right with his head, but attributes it to navy seal training “he was never a seal” I went from being his best friend, to enemy #1 after he developed many, wild and crazy “memories” with me involved . He saw these random memories as repressed traumas or an awakening. I only know because his family has reached out multiple times after the police were called for his threats. I want to help him so bad. He was like a brother to me, and sadly his brain has taken what it knows “me” and placed it inside horrible delusions. I wish all that suffer through this, the best.
I also deal with similar situation and also refuse to take pills. They will destroy me more than i already am. I rather deal with these issues than to feel like a zombie n
This made me cry. I’m happy you guys experienced each other friendship at least for a while. Im always so afraid of loosing myself like this :( I struggle to let my friends know what I’m experiencing mentally because I’m 1 afraid that it will scare them away and look at me like I’m crazy. And two and they have their own mental struggles like anxiety to deal with and I don’t want them to look at me like a bigger burden. I have really complex ptsd and derealization and I suspect I have something else too because of my symptoms and always afraid of loosing myself in the way your friend has :( . It’s sad too because mental illness and it’s treatments are still taboo too. There’s so much in the medical field still developing so sometimes medication can help or make it worse. Anyways I really hope that one day your friend is able to get help and he goes back to who he is
You remind me of my partner. I believed they were Satan in blood and flesh and they went from being my favorite person to being my worst enemy and I left them and replaced them quickly. I also connected dreams with reality to make sense of these things. It was terrifying. But when I recovered from psychosis, I realized how much I love them but unfortunately it was too late. I had already made the decision of leaving them and moving on with someone else. This someone else ended up taking me to the hospital. I regret what I did very deeply and now I live in remorse guilt and shame. Psychosis is a real tragedy of life.
I feel like I’m losing my memory I feel weak all the time I feel like my life Is just a vision and I’m forgetting everything about my life. I feel like this is not my body just confused. Is that phychoisis ??
it wasn't meant to.... the phases are dead on accurate but my guess is you want to hear about details and specifics of each phase and their possible implications and consequences instead of a general overview.... you gotta dig deeper for that... TED Talks (Tecchnology Engineering & Design) Talks have people who give detailed accounts of their experience... a doctor gave his account of how he came to understand he had psychosis and another woman named eleanor longden dod the same... you'd like it
im so happy to have found this video! psychosis is both incredibly empowering and terrifying at the same time.. the enlightenment is EXACTLY what i went through this time last year..i felt like cars, birds, squirrels, sounds, were all 'guiding' me when i was outside..i could feel their energy, like we were almost communicating. and as soon as this *head rush* dissappeared, the animal would take off and id focus on something else..and i literally felt like i was in the passenger seat of my own life..and then things to a DARK turn within 24 hours suddenly. I quit my job, broke up with my boyfriend, ran from home with a backpack full of so much random bullshit and walked right into traffic of 6 lanes, before calling a bomb squad into my building thinking i was going to be taken out by the 'elite/illuminati'' for knowing too much about the world we live in..it was the most terrifying time in my life. i really feel like i lost control, but that it was MEANT to happen..in hindseight, the 'bestfriend' i broke it off with was toxic for me and getting me back into the party scene, my boyfriend at the time was HIV+ but undetectable and had admitted to cheating on me within the first 3 months of 'dating', and i just truly needed a break from hustling for so many years..and im only 25. i was in hospital under involuntary hold for 2+ weeks..i thought months had passed. the hospital made me psychosis worse..i literally felt so much more empowered and enlightened then everyone, as if i was the one and i was brought to that hospital to live my life out until i could help others in the real world. it was crazy. i felt like i was getting hints and messages even from tv shows, that seemed to speak in code and if you 'understood', then the message was for you... a year later, my psychosis hasnt disappeared..they had me on perphenizine for about 6 months and it wasnt helping so i had to lie to my psychiatrist that things were getting better..but over time, i stopped taking the meds cause i thought it was making me worse and more paranoid, and now i literally reframe my thoughts as soon as i wake up and believe that i am in control of everything around me and might be the one*. the one of what? my own life? a born again jesus? i truly felt so much humanity and peace come over me the past year..ive been severely bullied over my life but was always the fun 'party gay guy', and it all dropped within 24 hours last year around my grama's birthday, april 16th. i was atually releaseed on her birthday! (she has passed), maybe it was her taking charge of my chaotic life and trying to hit *reset by forcing me to be alone, lose my job, friends, boyfriend, everything so i was just me - totally depersonalized. now a year later, its still really hard, but at this point, i feel constantly empowered, like the most powerful i have ever felt. and its hard to decide where to apply this new found energy perhaps everyone who experiences this, is suppose to be part of the new-age hunger-games style leaders of the future, to reset the planet anjd help it survive generations of our future children? whta if we are the xmen of our time, receiving this energy and level of consciousness that the masses do not experience for some reason.. what if this enlightened state, is suppose to be our all the time state? its kind of terrifying, cause as soon as i leave my house, i go into this heightened sense of awareness and every bird, car, noise kind of triggers this light headed feeling, and this voice comes over me like "youre safe, dont worry, that bird that flew by milliseconds ago was meant to, and that bird that just fly and sat down infront of you is telling you youre safe, the blue car that just passed you is telling to you remain calm as the color blue can be associated to be known by*...its VERY overwelming. its this feeling that you know whats going on, and whats going to happen, as soon as it happens youre life "uh huh..i knew it" but its every second, as if YOURE the one planning it out as your life happens. i call this the truman show syndrome where you feel like you are the producer of your own TV show, and its almost TOO real.
holy. fucking. shit. this is LITERALLY what happened to me. down to the very detail, you described what was happening perfectly. i felt this connection with things around me. everything from ads to random looks strangers gave me to songs had a hidden message for me to decode because i was "the one". i was in the hospital too it felt like forever but its was only 2 days. i thought i was taken to the hospital because my IQ level exceeded everyone else's and i was too powerful for everyone else. interesting theory that you brought up though. i'd like to think that this scary episode was just life's way of making me some new-age xman. i also always thought of it like the tru man show. during these episodes i felt like i was the main character and i could do ANYTHING i wanted to. almost like in a dream where you're aware youre dreaming so you try to fly or something.
After my psychosis episode I was scared of the colour green for months 😆 on top of that every time my body didn’t feel what my brain considered “normal” I’d start panicking thinking I have a major health condition this is all due to breaking my back and sternum during my psychosis but after a few months I got sick of being scared of the unknown and decided to figure out why I’m worried so much about being hurt rather than worrying about the experience itself and not long after that my brain has gone back to normal 😆 8 months or more of forced self recovery and discovery did me better than I think medication would’ve but that’s just my experience 🤷♂️
Thanks for sharing that jordan! I’m struggling so much right now. Idk what to Do. I can’t even go out with friends and have a good time because It triggers my derealization so bad. I’m 27 and I’ve just gotten worse and worse
In my psychosis I analysed the meaning behind all colours and red got me. Is it love or lust, what is the difference. Is it hate? I also found a something in 3,6,9, the numbers that fall between fibonacci and I thought I was decoding the spirit.
I’m an alcoholic and I’ve went through the alcohol induced psychosis and I’ll tell youse it’s pure hell, I’m currently going through it right now for 3 days and it feels like I’m being attacked by demons like literally, getting teased like hearing voices, getting touched, saying my name, hearing odd music. I drank 2 weeks straight and this happend. I’m currently attempting to quit drinking cause it only causes this psychosis, drinking ain’t worth it.
I had an episode like this happen to me. I didn't sleep for like 4 straight days and everywhere i went i used to see demons inside other people. Like a demon was behind the human and now i don't trust humans
What’s going on if your reading this just know you won’t lose this battle let me tell you my story .. Im diagnosed with psychosis but not schizophrenic at the age of 26 it’s been a year later and my life changed completely but I learned to go head on with it and not let this break me.. my first episode was at work I was doing an overnight shift and I was hearing voices of ppl I know but I just thought I was tripping so went to go outside to check it out and didn’t see anyone that’s when I started to become paranoid but I just thought hey I just needed some rest.. Finally went home and it gotten worse I decided to head to my sister house where I felt safe . So my sister called my brother, now when it came to him he did not play no games so he was very concerned.. my mother thought it was best to go to the hospital not know that they was going keep me in there for 3 months October-December when I tell you it was it was the worst time .. I couldn’t sleep my dreams were crazy till the point they felt real and when I wake up I hear the “voices” talk about my past and connect it to my dream shit was creepy, body shaking also feel certain parts of body acting weird which I can’t explain I started to think either someone did witchcraft on me or injected me with something because things weren’t adding up and still don’t till this day. I finally came home and was scared to come outside for weeks and was taking med but after my brother got murdered in December I decided to say f’ed that I’m not taking it because it was making me worse and I also told my mother that it went away months later but i didn’t it’s just not bad like it was when this first started..reason is I don’t want to be that on her plate it’s bad enough she had to be by my side during all of the just for other son to get murdered in December , so I promise myself I will never go to the hospital for that again and imma face it head on .. as for today im working again, my social life is not bad just a lot of my friends don’t know im going through this, only like 4 of them know. Im still going through the hearing voices and sometimes still think some out to make my life hell but like I said im going to live it up to the fullest. Also when im sleeping and wake up I hear someone talking and it feels so real sometimes I feel like im fighting demons or more like the devil worker there’s more that goes on but I don’t want to sound crazy . I know it can be draining If anyone need someone to talk to just hit me up on IG @prince_hindrix I would be happy so share more my experience and help out because everyone need someone to talk too who can relate 💯💯💯
I had paranoia always before bed time because i thought aliens were going to abduct me but at the same time i wanted to be abducted because i wanted to feel wanted. I felt that i was a chosen one for “the aliens”. Im glad im recovered now took a long time to even realize that i was having psychosis
I'm really happy living a normal life, Dr Isibor on youtube is the best thing that happens to me! I suffered bipolar/ADHD for 6 years spent all my money on medications and concluded to try dr isibor natural herbal treatment, body cleanser which lasted for 21 days I'm very ok and feel better now.
I noticed I had this when I was in high school 2014ish & have been obsessed with mental health ever since then. I’m always diagnosing/analyzing everybody because it makes me not judge them but understand them as a person. Humans are just so interesting, the mental development is so important for our fragile, innocent brain. That’s why as a mom I’m so protective over my kids development/childhood cause they’ll remember everything later & it shapes their adulthood self. For me I was abused, tortured, molested, bullied (by my own family) & I can’t stop remembering everything, I’m disconnected from the universe cause I’m always replaying childhood memories. the only way I can heal is if they’re not connected/associated w/ me anymore. If there’s no connection, the memories die out eventually& I feel happier & more at peace that way. Moral of the story, do what’s best for you!
This gave me a lot of hope that I desperately needed. I am just coming into stage 4 after 3 long years of it the first three stages. This is incredibly accurate despite being very simple. I've put in a lot of hard work to get through the struggle and this reminded me to be proud of that as I continue in my recovery.
Then i would guess you've never dealt with psychosis before... It doesn't define it and go through an informative detailing of what may happen in any given case,,, but being an atheist as I have been for so long now makes the experience much more difficult...
Atheism perpetuates fear, loneliness, depression, etc. Look around and notice how our bodies are one of the most advanced life forms around. It's a clue. *used to be christian, atheist, now I'm spiritual It makes a huge difference. No pressure, but I know it's surely hell having a hopeless perspective based on false assumptions(even if science says it's true)
actually i think i commented too quickly.... i misread the first line of the second paragraph... would you mind letting me know what this line means? "Atheism perpetuates fear, loneliness, depression, etc. Look around and notice how our bodies are one of the most advanced life forms around. It's a clue." you gave a general opinion and made one easily agreeable statement which in the end regarding this topic is really just a moot point... right?
I'm going on year 2 of being in psychosis. When my doctor upped my dose of Abilify, it threw me right into it. My old roommate died, and then 3 of my family members died within 6 months of each other. My grammie died, and I haven't been able to come out of it. I've been hospitalized twice, rehab once. I'm struggling bad.
If you're hearing voices or seeing things other people don't see/hear, please know you are not crazy or even close to. You're actually discerning something spiritual that most other people never experience. Like there are angels, there are also demons, and the don't like you. They can be talking to you constantly and they will do anything to steal kill and destroy your life. Understanding this will help you have grace for yourself and understand where to look for answers. I suggest you start with Jesus, He wants to see your prosper and do well more than you want to see it for yourself! He loves you and and a plan for you. Give him a chance, give him your life! He wants to surround you with His angels to protect and care for you. Don't be ashamed! ❤️🙌 (Watching a testimony is a great start, "demon testimony")
Quite often it’s the Holy Spirit telling/teaching us. I’ve literally woken hearing songs of praise to God multiple times(a couple times I was the one singing in spirit). Heard demons chanting once, Jesus spoke to me once during prayer. Constantly seeing white shadows in the night... Saw a flame the other night and that was a first... Gotta go to Jesus when psychosis begins, it’s an easy way to get in!
I tried to kill myself twice the same day due to this. I felt like noone can help me and everyone around me thought i was crazy but i felt normal. At the end noone was really there for me like i wanted them to be. Im in recovery with a broken foot i can't walk yet. I was in the hospital for a month and it was terrible. I had 2 painful surgies. I just want to tell everyone who is going through this to be strong and seek help
How did u want them to be there for u. My family member is going through this were about a month in. He keeps telling me we dont understand or get it. I dont want to do more harm.
You stay strong too man, I just recently found out about this and I understand you completely! It sucks hella, I wish I can even give you a hug man😭😭 but hope you doing good💯
danyellwar77 I think he means by talking to them and telling them how he feels, it's hard to talk to someone how you feel because you dont know what the other person is thinking. All you need is someone to listen just listen. For me personally I sometimes try to explain myself but I'd rather write it down, I sometimes would look at my family members and think maybe I should tell them but then seeing them, it hurts me because it's something they wouldnt understand, and then I think there is no point and I should just brush it off . It's hard tbhhhh but fuck it you gotta figure out a way to just do better for yourself it gets hard but theres always a way💯
@@almareyes2192 Hello Alma, if you see this, could you be so kind to respond, i need some answers from people experienced this, since very close person to me had it out of the blue (I guess surpressed from early years, came out with stress) isolated herself and the situation had unfortunate outcome, so I can't ask her anymore and I'm always wondering what could have been done instead and what she was experiencing... I know it is big ask, thank you so much if you consider it!
@@Ibzh-ju5yu I think what could've been done is you talking to that person, assuring them of how they're feeling or just listening to them. I feel like half of the things one says is sometimes hard to understand because you never truly know what the person is trying to explain and in what way. You can only do so much for people too, sometimes you are able to help them sometimes you cant. I think in my position I would just try and figure out what the persons needs are but also see for signs of they want to go through it alone. It's a complicated thing only cause its different for everyone😭
I had psychosis in 2019 at first I felt so good like everything was going my way felt englithed and extremly happy but after a while I started having weird thoughts like thinking people were laughing at me and that my phone eas hacked.I'm better now haven't had another episode and I hope to stay healthy and on my medication
I suffered from a cannabis induced psychosis and went through all stages in about a year. Creatively, it had so many benefits! I went from hobby to professional musician in the process. It was hard coming back to reality when so many people loved and supported my art. But it snowballed, and I luckily I admitted myself to a hospital and I made a full recovery without any medication. I just can't do alcohol and drugs, but that's ok. I have had enough anyway.
The video steps are correct...You have to figure out the in between the steps tho. I had my first psychotic episode when I was around 19 & had 3 more bad experiences as I got older. I was aware of too much... I learned to go seek help when I feel myself becoming beyond myself and slowly re-introduced myself to society...NO LONGER AS A KNOW IT ALL... Alcohol and drugs played a big part in it. You have to change your lifestyle and love yourself beyond how you feel to at least talk with somebody and find out what's best for you...
Cigarettes. Booze. Honesty. Bullshit. God starts talking to you and telling you that you actually are special. If YOU or ANYBODY you know suffer from psychosis, please don't forget. God loves you.
The scary part of psychosis for me were the police and nurses.. doctors.. in a psyh ward I was panicked and the nurse claimed I hit her and the guards violently grabbed me to the ground. My boyfriend at the time also claimed I hit him to get the police to take me in because my mom told him to get the police to take me into the ward even when it started I begged to go and he kept me in his apartment for weeks going mental. The cops were painful. I tried to run because I wanted to go home away from this boyfriend and they tackled me to the ground pushing my skin into the pavement. Mean while I'm having these mental problems due to a head injury that they never took into account. Doctors drugged me up and falsely diagnosed me. Scary times. My family were talking about leaving me in a ward full time and I read the message on my mom's phone saying so and felt so hurt by family. Friends called me psycho every chance they got. I don't have anyone now, psychosis with out people around was wonderful but as soon as people who had no clue what I was going threw intervened I was terrified. I was not violent or had no intent on being violent. The people around me were and did because they thought I was the violent one.
I've had psychosis pertaining to hypochondria since I was around 7, or younger. But 7's when I started to have traumatic anxiety attacks; thinking I had cancer/was having a heart attack, and issues with insomnia. For anyone interested, search up (autoimmune) disorders such as CANS or PANDAS, and their effect on the basal ganglia region of the brain.
I was like that as well too when I was little. My heart would murmur and I would be scared of my own heart beat and would constantly tell my mother to take me to the hospital.
I think Im going through it right now. mild stage. Im sorta delusional it feels like my reality is alittle distorted and random. Im having visual hallucinations and delusions I pray to god that this isnt developing into schozophrenia
It's hard to accurately classify these experiences on the basis of them displaying extraordinary vagueness and uncertainty. There's just so much going on.
I put my psychosis into the hands of god basically and have never felt this normal in a while. Its been 3 months, the first 2 were pretty painful snd full of mysteries that I cannot explain in words. I thought the supernatural was at work and Im still convinced it is, but today Ive come to realize that I lost all rationality and it's been a pain in me arse trying to figure things out Edit: write all your inner thoughts down and re read them. Helps realizing how silly you actually were
1)phase one they study you ;2)they break you; 3 and 4 you suffer and face your mistakes also you learn how to control yourself; 5)you become a normal person with your new shiny brain freshly washed with the phalse ilusion that you are are making your own choises (you can not escape even your family is involved but everybody love you so is for your own good )
Not sure if you were responding to my reply or not... If so why do you consider my point of view to be a "nice point of view""? And in your experience, and mind are you referring to shepherds when you say "they"
What are some of the benefits of a "washed brain"? How is it justifiable to put an individual through so much hardships, what wrong did that person ever do? How does their brain compare to a normal brain in the end, and can these benefits be passed down genetically?
I’m still not even sure if I have psychosis. I’m constantly paranoid that the people around me are judging me. At school, at work, it doesn’t matter, I always just feel like I’m being stared at by everyone around. I’ll spend minutes staying completely still, believing that someone is watching me, only to finally look at them and realize they aren’t even paying attention to me. I feel like the fact that I’m even cognizant of the fact that it’s just in my head would mean that I don’t have psychosis, but if that were the case then their wouldn’t be something in my head. On top of that, knowing that it’s probably just in my head hasn’t stopped me from isolating myself from people more often than I should. I’ve ended up avoiding any social interactions outside of school and work if I can, so I only ever go out to workout or for things I need like doctors appointments and such. The isolation makes it hard to even get in touch with friends unless they’re immediately in front of me. I know that my friend care about me, but I feel like they’re judging me the most. I can’t do anything I enjoy without hearing them say mean things When I fail, and it makes it so hard to talk to them in school, and even harder to talk outside of school. All these things should lead me to believe that I do have psychosis, but I can’t even be sure of that, because while I don’t feel like I’m faking it, I don’t even know if my symptoms are really psychosis symptoms in the first place. I think they are based on a bit of research, but I could be wrong, and maybe I just have paranoia. I don’t know, and I feel like my therapist is just going to try and reassure me that I don’t have psychosis.
I'm between 3 and 4. Getting into a mental health program is proving to be difficult, been jumping through hoops for the better part of 2 years and my cousin got into a program after 2 days by pretending to be suicidal, basically getting drunk as fuck going to everyone's place and giving us all guilt trips, until his mother called the police, then he ran off saying she killed him. The truth is he ran outta money and drugs, stole his dealers computer and laptops and now has people wanting to fuck him up. He stole my laptop but my aunt recognized it and took it back. The fact he's in a psychiatric assessment program after a couple days while faking being suicidal while I've suffered from actual psychotic depression for the better part of 25 years while having suicidal thoughts almost daily, and 2 attempts, pisses me off. He said "Suicide is for the strong, weak people are too afraid to die." It takes more courage to go through everyday NOT doing something stupid and learning to live with the negative paranoia of my inner voices.
same thing happened to me. i thought i was going crazy. i was so aware of my body n thigs around me. n i was asking myself questions bout life it was crazy. it got weirder wen i started hear ing my own consciousness. that. shit was wild.
How do you not always hear your own consciousness? I feel like this is the average person’s version of psychosis when it isn’t psychosis at all, as it would be 90% negative to you if it were.
@@starx8775I feel like there’s levels to psychosis. When I get really baked my counsciouss will run off on it’s own if I let it. But when I was actually psychotic and delusional I would hear multiple voices in my head. That’s when you it’s time to start worrying
I never had a schizophrenic episode in my life until some guy bought me a drink and hours later I started seeing things and could not sleep, I would see scary looking things in walls like demons and in people.. when I would scratch my arm the feeling would be delayed and wouldn't show up until seconds later and when people would talk the words would be delayed with their mouths. The tv would also talk to me and this was literally after I had a drink from some stranger. ( first time it wasn’t even alcohol it was a regular drink ) This “episode“happened for months until my parents realized they couldn’t do anything. I called the police the same night and they tested my blood for drugs and said nothing was found in my system, I was just paranoid. Then, eventually I had to go to the mental hospital because I couldn't sleep for months even when I tried to. This happened in 2018, no schizophrenics in my family or nothing. Now in 2020 back in June the same thing happened some guy bought me a drink , my friend drank out of it as well and nothing happened to her ( I swear I had felt a pill ) and I had another episode and had to go to the mental institution because I wasn't in my right mind, seeing and hearing things. They said I had psychosis and schizophrenia, is it my mind playing tricks on me making me think they did something to my drink or am I actually schizophrenic because I never experienced this ever, the first time it happened I was 19. Now I am 22.
@@HairdresserOrActor it’s very possible you were drugged. Never rule out anything. Trust no one. Psychosis is subjective as most things are. We live in very confusing and violent times. Stress can lead to many more ailments. People, events, being overwhelmed and so many other various factors are involved. I myself experienced psychosis last fall and it has crippled me physically, mentally, spiritually and I must forgive myself for allowing other paranoid people to lead me into despair from losing so much. Helps some to share feelings and I hope we can all heal from these atrocities.
Im not sure if what i experienced in my childhood could be psychosis or schizo, but i still remember things were talking to me, they were communicating with me and it even came to a point that i didnt have friends cause i had them. I remembered plants were talking to me, all my things can speak. I cant even dispose a water bottle because it was begging me not to. My family became bothered when i started collecting trash and junk, when i was 10 years old and i told them, They're my friends. I dont exactly know when they stopped talking but im pretty sure it was when i met my best friend during 8th grade. She believed me and she also wanted to communicate with my things. We are still friends and we just laughed about it sometimes
I feel like this is a positive thing to watch! Makes it seem easier to get better, kind of hopeful for people struggling. Although it was not too educational.
Glad to see there are stages, but no tell how long stages will last. My loved one is experiencing memory problems after a year of stopping medications. Gives me hope they won’t stay on the same stage.
im having sleep deprivation psychosis right now and at about the 45 hour mark i laid down on the sidewalk and was just like transported to another dimension it was the greatest feeling and i was fully conscious some dude came up to meand i could hear him coming and asking if im ok and at that moment i get up and tell him im okay and then i layed back down, im getting home now and the psychosis combined with amphetamines and my knowledge of brain chemistry gives me a very pleasent feeling
Anybody who can say "MILD" psychotic experiences...doesn't know psychotic experience from the inside. There IS no "mild". Maybe he means - "short and passing". But if you're "hit by a truck" for 1 second, you're still "hit by a truck". Try it and see if it's "mild". The first advice anyone should be given suffering psychosis is : stop drinking alcohol and taking any psychotropics (ganja, MDMA, cocaine, etc etc)...and be prepared to go teetotal for several years. Give your brain a break. Unfortunately, psychiatrists don't give this advice, instead they ADD more psychotropics in the form of psychiatric pharmaceuticals.
I don’t even think I have this🤦🏽♀️ I have sleep occasional sleep paralysis and frequent hallucinations. I have hallucinations of people sitting on the floor, people jumping on me, people running, and.....scary things. I’m 13 and my mom just says get over it but like it happens atleast every 2 weeks and it’s soooo creepy. I throught it was a phase but it’s been going on for about 2 and a half years now. I don’t know if I want to be crazy or see....things people can’t
Best experience of my life but fucking terrifying because of how little we are taught as a society about it. To be honest spiritual research should be done extensively on a vast amount of problems people face but until then the chosen ones will have to do the work.
I know what you are talking about "chosen one". During my experience ever mount of my body felt was burning in hell. God showed me Everything! Or my psychosis was an out-of-body experience. I don't know. I just know what I felt after words being in the hospital I could feel others sickness.
My roommate had. Psychotic break and spent 12 days in hospital. Now he stays at a group home, but still isn't getting any counseling type services. Everything depend now on the meds, and I believe there should be more. Anyway, the group home is the best place as he always unable to manage for himself anymore.
I get waves of something like this. Idk what to do. Im diagnosed with depression. Anxiety. Autism. But since my dad ended his life. Harrassment from people i know. Family members dying of cancer and the list goes on. Idk. Can that trigger it? I get waves of feeling pain in my body. High anxiety. Feint. Dizzy. Numbings. I keep thinking i may get a heart attack or a brain seizure or cancer or that ill die. Its hard because sometimes I want to die. And when this happens im scared to die. And its so exhausting to get this. Idk what to do. I have spoken with my docmany times now and slightly mentioned it. And she mentioned health anxiety or something. And i dont want to sound like a hyppocondriac. Sometimes I have problems falling asleep too. Ive had sleep paralysis and astral projection. Seen people i love thats dead. I know they have been visiting me. But ive also had these huge problems falling asleep. Just suddenly quickly waking up time and time again. Just now I heard heavy breathing from the hallway and thought it was my deseased dog. And it was just my mom. Should I try see someone about it? Or are there methods to overcome this yourself? Im scared that it may evolve to something worse. My whole extended family has just genes on genes with mental health disorders. Schizophrenia included. Would be nice with some comforting advice from someone who has gone through the same Ive also gone to the dentist thinking ive had like 4-5 holes in my teeth and rotting teeth. When that hasnt been the case. And it got better a while after i got that confirmed. And now im paranoid again. And always think people hate me. Idk if thats my depression. Autism. Anxiety or if it has anything to do with this. But whenever people dont answer i feel like they may be talking behind my back or avoiding me on purpose. Which some of them probably do but idk. Its just gone so far now i barely talk to anyone anymore...
im so sorry no one ever replied to this. i hope you’re doing okay. this is very similar to the things ive gone through and while i can’t say that im 100% better, im HAPPY again and doing much much better. you’re going to be fine if you aren’t already!
The lack of shamanism, spirituality and information is a big problem why we do not understand this kind of experiences. If you were to live with native americans and you had sympthoms like this you would just seek out the shaman and he will guide you. In modern society we say you are sick, lock you up and drug you. The lack of knowledge is sad.
Oh fuck off. Witchcraft has nothing to do with psychosis. Thinking everyone wants to kill me is supposed to be some inter dimensional activity? Oh, wait, that sounds stupid now. Exactly. Just because it’s not average like what you’re used to from human society, doesn’t mean it’s suffenly some superpower. Good god. That’s like saying obsession is an unguided form of love. No ... it’s obsession.
What the maker of this video probably assumes is that viewers already know what the symptoms of psychosis are like, so I guess it'd be better if the maker included this in this video. ...or referred to another video discussing these symptoms. :)
My first experience in psychosis I believed that I wasn’t allowed to drive home otherwise if I tried to I would be hunted down and wouldn’t make it home. Because of this I drove 1.5 hours in the wrong direction making me about 4 hours from home. I came to and parked my car on the side of the road because I didn’t have enough fuel to get back and I was taken to hospital, I believed a helicopter would land on the road and stop me from going home. Don’t do meth
My boyfriend who is 26 almost 27 had a sudden behavior change. Not sure if it’s due to stress marijuana or a funeral he went too but I started noticing changes like paranoia the first week of May, 2nd week he went into this depression mood because he lost his job due to his paranoia. He was walking around the house non stop for hours and left to his moms because he didn’t feel safe at the house. He wasn’t sleeping for days and it made it worse. He was telling me at the end of the 2nd week he was hearing voices and that’s why he couldn’t sleep. And he was acting odd like taking showers 5 times a day and kept asking me and his mom if we were ok. 3rd week it looked like he was getting better just very quiet. From the 3rd week to the 6th week he was still not the same but better. He was sleeping so he was no longer walking back and forth. He has no interest in looking for a job and he doesn’t go on his phone at all or watch tv. He just lays on the bed and looks at the wall and he don’t talk about how he’s been feeling or if he sees or hears things. This past Tuesday we spoke with a nurse practitioner and he was given antipsychotics. Before he took his first pill he started doing odd things like grabbing something mid air and throwing it outside and he kept looking back like if he hear something. I ask him what he is doing and he says nothing. Once he started taking the antipsychotics it looked like he calm down and now he just sleeps. It’s been so draining for me to see him like this. I know he doesn’t do it on purpose and there’s something wrong. Do you think this is a sign of schizophrenia?
Might be psychosis to a certain degree. When I was on psychotic levels I would be very quiet around other people but my mind would be racing and I only really felt comfortable talking to myself. Id recommend making him a gift or something really personal that’ll get through to him. That raw emotion can help ground him and bring his mind back to this reality.
stanley joseph raphael-cote this is exactly how I feel all the time but not in a positive way at all. People tell me I'm the worst guy and call me every name in the book and it all makes me feel hated and terrible. The worst part is that I cannot control my thoughts or mannerisms
I thought everyone was all against me and then I was at a get together and I thought I solved it by finding out they were all playing a game to mess with me and not tell me they were doing it after I thought I figured it out I was so happy and relieved but soon realized I had something wrong with me mentality and it is leading me to go get help now cus I’ve been thinking like that for a long time now with everyone in my life
Uhhh...psychosis is just at my max and has been for like 4 years...is it bad? My hallucinations start happening more and more often and are worse and more worse
Idk if this is what it is but how I feel is like I can see everything and hear and do my normal things you know but my mind tells me that it’s all fake that nothing is real
everybody out to get me it make me see thing out of the corner of my eyes hear thing it make me feel scared and make feel paranoid I hate feeling like this
This psychosis ruined all my life....I am recovered from this but can't normal anymore..can't concentrate in my study and I feel too lazy....I always stuck before I got this mental illmess.
Im having psychosis and this is my question , is it normal to live past experiences and randomly those intrusive thoughts comes back to remind of your past experience , is it included in the process or not?
I was put on antipsychotics because of my anger behaviour after that when i stopped taking them i really start feeling paranoid because of those pills.
My family member is having psychic behavior , not acting right at all . But yet she has the right to refuse treatment . This is the dumbest thing I have ever heard . Her health is fading fast all we can do is watch .... Now tell me who the Crazy one is ! Heath care or her ? If a Dr. would just come to look & talk to her ( if they are not scared ) They would see she needs help NOW ... Very Sad you can't get help for someone that sick . Yet there are laws that protect animal rights Better . So Mad at the Mental Health Care System :(
A doctor tried to put me on anti psychotics just because I mentioned that Alien life was probably real and our government knows about it. 51% of the population would agree with me. That was enough for him to try and medicate me. He also had a chimera statue in his office. Probably an Illuminati scum bag ;) Do your research rather than judging people you dont understand.
sharpie. nails It used to be that people _were_ forced to get mental treatment if they appeared mentally unstable. We don't force most people into psychiatric care now for a damn good reason: _you would be taking away her rights._ I understand that you're frustrated, but you cannot force her and it's a good thing that you can't. But I am sorry that you have to see someone going through that who refuses care. I hope the situation gets better for the both of you.
tbh meth induced psychosis is the best feeling i have ever experienced. i havent used it in 4 months but i fucking miss that feeling every fucking day.
alejandro kind of hard to, especially when i lack the will to live and crank is the motivator. at one point, my friend caught me trying to hang myself. honestly, i hope it takes my life because using this shit taught how worthless i really am.
I am at number 4. But sadly i have 3 years to fix the damages i made in my life because of borderline personality disorder, I am also suffering from bipolar 1. I really did screw up my life, really so bad. I wish i knew i had this illness before screwing my self up. At least i would have better controlled my self and not screw things up as i did.
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For those who suffer from psychotic disorders.. There is hope, you are not lost. The universe loves you. Your friends love you. Stormy days are inevitable but I believe in you. You can get through. Take it day by day.
Thank you. This was most helpful comment I’ve seen in a long time blessings to you 💐
I lost my dog during psychosis brought on by pandemic, loss of job, family moving, and finally becoming paranoid of feeling no one could understand my feelings and reaching out to wrong religious cult like people who did not have my best interest due to their own paranoid beliefs of end times. They convinced me to pull out my retirement money and go live with them even though I still had a home that I did not want to leave. I felt like I was in a horror movie after another paranoid so called Christian showed up to my house trying to get me to just walk away from my life. I couldn’t get my dog back. I was and am still heart broken, back on meds and therapy. Too many stress factors piling up can lead anyone into psychosis, anyone. Never put trust into other paranoid people just because they believe similar beliefs. Logical is best.
@@jeanniecannon4612 Jeannie, I am so sorry that you went through that. 😢You are right, enough stressors and anyone can snap. I hope things are better for you now. 🌻
I had psychosis and it lasted a while, I was sent to hospital for a few months after my family realised my odd behaviour. Now I'm on anti psychotic medication and it makes me feel horrible, im drowsy and just really distant from people, psychosis is a strange thing and I feel for anybody who has to go through it
I hope you're doing better now, stranger
Me too same
eww anti psychotics. i know im late replying this situation, but if u start getting into psychosis later in your life. keep it in your own head and try to act normal around ppl.
i guess its also series of tests who can make it through. the weakest prospects go instantly insane etc.
ive tripped with ayahuasca, dmt and lsd earlier and they made my psyche strong experiencing odd things xd now im tripping everyday without psychedelics its hilarious and fun xdd i like this video game.
@@SXLLXNBXE Do you ever feel overwhelmed by not knowing what is real or not? Or is it always a somewhat positive experience and you're in control? Do you always know when it's your psychosis or do you sometimes get confused and caught in between both the real and not real perceptions?
@@giulianacr2638 sometimes yes. i just try to focus on positive thoughts and visions. its like a psychedelic trip where you try to avoid the bad trip lol.
i think im between many perceptions/realities 24/7
I worked through psychosis during the 2020 lockdowns. I'm such a boss for working through it on my own. I love myself.
Haha. hats off
Sammeeee 😭😭😭
How did you beat it
@@sansore8868 realise that partially it is a lot of fear
@@sansore8868 trying to work through them (and all trauma’s) by feeling them and understanding them… (doing trauma work)
love researching psychosis at 1 am to a ✨ snazzy beat ✨
A true bop
Wow
Bestie i-
got me
Why am i doing the exact same thing
The main side effect from Psychosis I have experienced is the effects of Paranoid anxieties that is a daily struggle. I live with this everyday, can't go out, think everyone watching or spying on me, can't figure people out.
@Aspie Talk has it gotten any better?
God forbid I see the same car or person twice.... Bed ridden
so if the was looking at you what are you hiding? you are afraid of yourself! and nothing is wrong whit you you are and always be the whay you are. you cant hide that ! see u my friend
Same exact thing I'm going through havent been out in 4 years.
@@lewismcelroy5911 were do i need to go brother? To mental clinic? Do it help u alot? How many years u had it?
My psychosis involves me thinking that everybody around me hates me and makes me start to feel like the only possible solution is to just die.
Micah Hagan I had the same thing. I was able to get out of it by asking people close to me why they hated me so much, seeing them look so confused broke the delusion for me overtime. I've fully recovered now.
Makenna Bolen thank you, I am getting better daily as I talk to my fam about it
Same thing as you. i feel like everybody hates me but I'm pretty sure they actually do and the only thing to do about it is die.
Justin Sotto remember.. It's a delusion. It's not real. your family loves you. Life is beautiful. Live it
If you're hearing voices or seeing things other people don't see/hear, please know you are not crazy or even close to. You're actually discerning something spiritual that most other people never experience.
Like there are angels, there are also demons, and the don't like you. They will do anything to steal kill and destroy your life. Understanding this will help you have grace for yourself and understand where to look for answers.
I suggest you start with Jesus, He wants to see your prosper and do well more than you want to see it for yourself! He loves you and and a plan for you. Give him a chance, give him your life!
He wants to surround you with His angels to protect and care for you.
It took me 3 years to get to phase 5. I personally started making real progress as I let go of religious and magical thinking and started to learn how to think rationally, challenge my beliefs and cut through irrationality and self deceptions. And I learned to apply those methods to every aspect of my life. It was the only way I was able to stop relapsing. So hang in there, work hard, don't give up, there is a light to be found in the heart of the darkness.
Fucking Ayyy this is what I needed to hear bro. Thanks foe your input🤘 sledgeclev@yahoo.cim
Honestly
My rationality is hurting me recently
This is the most plain, simple, and helpful comment to this video
any advice. thanks for your comment.
Can anybody tell me how long the depression lasts? I am feeling depressed since like 7 months now.
the early stages of my psychosis were incredible. I've never felt so at one with nature and so enlightened. I felt so powerful it was incredible. Then things took a darker turn and I experiences some pretty intense shit. Was a wild ride that's for sure.
I had the same "enlightenment" experience back in August, where I felt completely connected to myself and everyone/everything around me, but then things took a turn for the worse for me, as well. Now I have a "blank mind" (may be depersonalization) and possibly severe depression. How do you know the 'enlightenment' phase was psychosis? What did you experience after? I'm wondering if maybe we share similar symptoms...
Happened to me too. Exactly the same. Felt so connected. When I put crystals together I literally felt ecstatic. I think these dual experiences are just part of the phase to get you to the other side of being more spiritual and breaking out of your older/less-evolved "shell" so to speak and this might be a more efficient way. Just my theory.
I was watching a movie with my significant other and this is when my experiences started to get more intense. We were watching a movie and I started feeling really telepathic with the movie and with him and it was just so bizarre, but it was magical. You are not alone!
OMG. im so happy to have found this video and thread! the enlightenment is EXACTLY what i went through this time last year..i felt like cars, birds, squireels, sounds, were all 'guiding' me when i was outside and i literally felt like i was in the passenger seat of my own life..and then things to a DARK turn within 24 hours suddenly. I quit my job, broke up with my boyfriend, ran from home with a backpack full of so much random bullshit and walked right into traffic of 6 lanes, before calling a bomb squad into my building thinking i was going to be taken out by the 'elite/illuminati'' for knowing too much about the world we live in..it was the most terrifying time in my life.
i really feel like i lost control, but that it was MEANT to happen..in hindseight, the 'bestfriend' i broke it off with was toxic for me and getting me back into the party scene, my boyfriend at the time was HIV+ but undetectable and had admitted to cheating on me within the first 3 months of 'dating', and i just truly needed a break from hustling for so many years..and im only 25.
i was in hospital under involuntary hold for 2+ weeks..i thought months had passed. the hospital made me psychosis worse..i literally felt so much more empowered and enlightened then everyone, as if i was *the one* and i was brought to that hospital to live my life out until i could help others in the real world. it was crazy. i felt like i was getting hints and messages even from tv shows, that seemed to speak in code and if you 'understood', then the message was for you...
a year later, my psychosis hasnt disappeared..they had me on perphenizine for about 6 months and it wasnt helping so i had to lie to my psychiatrist that things were getting better..but over time, i stopped taking the meds cause i thought it was making me worse and more paranoid, and now i literally reframe my thoughts as soon as i wake up and believe that i *am* in control of everything around me and might be *the one*. the one of what? my own life? a born again jesus? i truly felt so much humanity and peace come over me the past year..ive been severely bullied over my life but was always the fun 'party gay guy', and it all dropped within 24 hours last year around my grama's birthday, april 16th. i was atually releaseed on her birthday! (she has passed), maybe it was her taking charge of my chaotic life and trying to hit *reset* by forcing me to be alone, lose my job, friends, boyfriend, everything so i was just *me* - totally depersonalized.
now a year later, its still really hard, but at this point, i feel *constantly* empowered, like the most powerful i have ever felt. and its hard to decide where to apply this new found *energy*
perhaps everyone who experiences this, is suppose to be part of the new-age *hunger-games* style leaders of the future, to reset the planet anjd help it survive generations of our future children? whta if we are the *xmen* of our time, receiving this energy and level of consciousness that the *masses* do not experience for some reason..
what if this enlightened state, is suppose to be our all the time state?
its kind of terrifying, cause as soon as i leave my house, i go into this heightened sense of awareness and every bird, car, noise kind of *triggers* this light headed feeling, and this voice comes over me like "youre safe, dont worry, that bird that flew by milliseconds ago was meant to, and that bird that just fly and sat down infront of you is telling you youre safe, the blue car that just passed you is telling to you remain *calm* as the color blue can be associated to be known by*...its VERY overwelming. its this feeling that you know whats going on, and whats going to happen, as soon as it happens youre life "uh huh..i knew it" but its every second, as if YOURE the one planning it out as your life happens.
i call this the *truman show syndrome* where you feel like you are the producer of your own TV show, and its almost TOO real.
im so happy to have found this post, and i hope you guys come back to chat and connect. xo
XKeyscore KLP
That sounds like you are becoming more lucid in our 'dream-like reality' / 'simulated reality'. That's what some RUclipsrs/bloggers say about all this. Most of the psychiatric illnesses are not what it seems. It may be possible that we live in a simulation, like the Truman-Show or "The 13. Floor", and being aware of it is hard to handle for our mind so we are labeled as "mentally sick" and brought back on track via therapy/meds. Yes, a lot of people experienced symptoms like you did. Very strange. There will be a lot more stuff happening during the next years. Who knows what all this is good for...
I have psychosis. Every minute of everyday is a constant battle.
Vladimir Eng Keep fighting, brother!
I had it for 2 years but I was able to get past it. I know you can too.
There is a reason for it... I just hit the two year mark last week and mine has settled to a consistently calm and respectful communication. i can't even begin to tell you the hell I went through in the first year and part of the second but despite how subdued the interaction is now there has never been a more critical time with "them" than right now regarding decisions that have been all but demanded of me to make within the next 48 to 72 hours. I challenged and fought often but in the end I knew what was right all along and fortunately I accepted their guidance. Now they want to leave and they've been slowly phasing out letting me know they have dished out all they wanted to and that it is up to me now. Very weird time.
Who are you referring to when you say "them''
lol... fair enough sebastian nicely done... i promise you this, having asked that you first identify who ":they " are in your mind/life about a week ago without a response until now implies several things: 1. you may not yet feel comfortable revealing who "they" are (or claimed to be); it can be more than just a sensitive a topic . 2.one's deliberate and careful decision to stick with "they" which inherently supports the first reason and begs several questions of a sensitive nature... and a few others... anyway, can you reveal to us who "they" revealed themselves as?
i had an acute psychotic episode in 2009. i had never been that frightened before, totally convinced i was going to be sacrificed at midnight. i was almost naked, wandering in a busy hospital parking lot, with my father trying to stop me getting run over, when the police came and took me to a psychiatric ward. stress was the cause. i was given an anti-psychotic, which i continue to take, and ive not had an episode since.
Can anybody tell me how long the depression lasts? I am feeling depressed since like 7 months now.
How are you today in 2023? Prayers you stayed well and no more psychosis.
Just passed the recovery phase
alejandro what drug?
alejandro seroquel causes psychosis?
alejandro has it gone away? I’m going through the same thing
@alejandro Stop doing drugs. Seek help.
@lupita M contact me
I have a childhood friends that has been battling psychosis and schitzophrenia for year and refuses to take meds because he doesn’t want to get fat. Eventually we noticed he would say odd things and acted not like himself.
Then he stopped all contact with friends and almost all family that tried to get him help.
Thinks he’s a film maker and takes a camera everywhere. He knows something not right with his head, but attributes it to navy seal training “he was never a seal” I went from being his best friend, to enemy #1 after he developed many, wild and crazy “memories” with me involved . He saw these random memories as repressed traumas or an awakening. I only know because his family has reached out multiple times after the police were called for his threats.
I want to help him so bad. He was like a brother to me, and sadly his brain has taken what it knows “me” and placed it inside horrible delusions.
I wish all that suffer through this, the best.
I also deal with similar situation and also refuse to take pills. They will destroy me more than i already am. I rather deal with these issues than to feel like a zombie n
This made me cry. I’m happy you guys experienced each other friendship at least for a while. Im always so afraid of loosing myself like this :( I struggle to let my friends know what I’m experiencing mentally because I’m 1 afraid that it will scare them away and look at me like I’m crazy. And two and they have their own mental struggles like anxiety to deal with and I don’t want them to look at me like a bigger burden. I have really complex ptsd and derealization and I suspect I have something else too because of my symptoms and always afraid of loosing myself in the way your friend has
:( . It’s sad too because mental illness and it’s treatments are still taboo too. There’s so much in the medical field still developing so sometimes medication can help or make it worse.
Anyways I really hope that one day your friend is able to get help and he goes back to who he is
You remind me of my partner. I believed they were Satan in blood and flesh and they went from being my favorite person to being my worst enemy and I left them and replaced them quickly. I also connected dreams with reality to make sense of these things. It was terrifying. But when I recovered from psychosis, I realized how much I love them but unfortunately it was too late. I had already made the decision of leaving them and moving on with someone else. This someone else ended up taking me to the hospital. I regret what I did very deeply and now I live in remorse guilt and shame. Psychosis is a real tragedy of life.
I feel like I’m losing my memory I feel weak all the time I feel like my life Is just a vision and I’m forgetting everything about my life. I feel like this is not my body just confused. Is that phychoisis ??
Estuardo Sevilla get lots of sleep. It's sleep deprivation. I feel like that when I have psychosis but it goes away, eventually.
That kind of sounds like depersonalization to me
Do you get anxiety attacks or panic attacks
are you on anti-psychosis drug? Drugs cause side effects.
Search up de realisation
this didn't tell me anything about any phases of phycosis. I give this an F.
youd understand it better if you experienced all the stages yourself
it wasn't meant to.... the phases are dead on accurate but my guess is you want to hear about details and specifics of each phase and their possible implications and consequences instead of a general overview.... you gotta dig deeper for that... TED Talks (Tecchnology Engineering & Design) Talks have people who give detailed accounts of their experience... a doctor gave his account of how he came to understand he had psychosis and another woman named eleanor longden dod the same... you'd like it
sbdgrwnmrw yes thats what i want, i dont even know what psychosis is.
sbdgrwnmrw we need more people like u in these comment sections.
@@sbdgrwnmrw6085 fking idiot
im so happy to have found this video! psychosis is both incredibly empowering and terrifying at the same time.. the enlightenment is EXACTLY what i went through this time last year..i felt like cars, birds, squirrels, sounds, were all 'guiding' me when i was outside..i could feel their energy, like we were almost communicating. and as soon as this *head rush* dissappeared, the animal would take off and id focus on something else..and i literally felt like i was in the passenger seat of my own life..and then things to a DARK turn within 24 hours suddenly. I quit my job, broke up with my boyfriend, ran from home with a backpack full of so much random bullshit and walked right into traffic of 6 lanes, before calling a bomb squad into my building thinking i was going to be taken out by the 'elite/illuminati'' for knowing too much about the world we live in..it was the most terrifying time in my life.
i really feel like i lost control, but that it was MEANT to happen..in hindseight, the 'bestfriend' i broke it off with was toxic for me and getting me back into the party scene, my boyfriend at the time was HIV+ but undetectable and had admitted to cheating on me within the first 3 months of 'dating', and i just truly needed a break from hustling for so many years..and im only 25.
i was in hospital under involuntary hold for 2+ weeks..i thought months had passed. the hospital made me psychosis worse..i literally felt so much more empowered and enlightened then everyone, as if i was the one and i was brought to that hospital to live my life out until i could help others in the real world. it was crazy. i felt like i was getting hints and messages even from tv shows, that seemed to speak in code and if you 'understood', then the message was for you...
a year later, my psychosis hasnt disappeared..they had me on perphenizine for about 6 months and it wasnt helping so i had to lie to my psychiatrist that things were getting better..but over time, i stopped taking the meds cause i thought it was making me worse and more paranoid, and now i literally reframe my thoughts as soon as i wake up and believe that i am in control of everything around me and might be the one*. the one of what? my own life? a born again jesus? i truly felt so much humanity and peace come over me the past year..ive been severely bullied over my life but was always the fun 'party gay guy', and it all dropped within 24 hours last year around my grama's birthday, april 16th. i was atually releaseed on her birthday! (she has passed), maybe it was her taking charge of my chaotic life and trying to hit *reset by forcing me to be alone, lose my job, friends, boyfriend, everything so i was just me - totally depersonalized.
now a year later, its still really hard, but at this point, i feel constantly empowered, like the most powerful i have ever felt. and its hard to decide where to apply this new found energy
perhaps everyone who experiences this, is suppose to be part of the new-age hunger-games style leaders of the future, to reset the planet anjd help it survive generations of our future children? whta if we are the xmen of our time, receiving this energy and level of consciousness that the masses do not experience for some reason..
what if this enlightened state, is suppose to be our all the time state?
its kind of terrifying, cause as soon as i leave my house, i go into this heightened sense of awareness and every bird, car, noise kind of triggers this light headed feeling, and this voice comes over me like "youre safe, dont worry, that bird that flew by milliseconds ago was meant to, and that bird that just fly and sat down infront of you is telling you youre safe, the blue car that just passed you is telling to you remain calm as the color blue can be associated to be known by*...its VERY overwelming. its this feeling that you know whats going on, and whats going to happen, as soon as it happens youre life "uh huh..i knew it" but its every second, as if YOURE the one planning it out as your life happens.
i call this the truman show syndrome where you feel like you are the producer of your own TV show, and its almost TOO real.
XKeyscore KLP plz message me back..my experience was almost the exact same
holy. fucking. shit. this is LITERALLY what happened to me. down to the very detail, you described what was happening perfectly. i felt this connection with things around me. everything from ads to random looks strangers gave me to songs had a hidden message for me to decode because i was "the one". i was in the hospital too it felt like forever but its was only 2 days. i thought i was taken to the hospital because my IQ level exceeded everyone else's and i was too powerful for everyone else. interesting theory that you brought up though. i'd like to think that this scary episode was just life's way of making me some new-age xman. i also always thought of it like the tru man show. during these episodes i felt like i was the main character and i could do ANYTHING i wanted to. almost like in a dream where you're aware youre dreaming so you try to fly or something.
This is exactly how i felt
We are Frugivores, if you go on fruits and herbs for months you can absolutely heal your pyschosis.. mine went away with fruits + herbs and fasting
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@@movingonstef8944 hope you've been well friend xo
After my psychosis episode I was scared of the colour green for months 😆 on top of that every time my body didn’t feel what my brain considered “normal” I’d start panicking thinking I have a major health condition this is all due to breaking my back and sternum during my psychosis but after a few months I got sick of being scared of the unknown and decided to figure out why I’m worried so much about being hurt rather than worrying about the experience itself and not long after that my brain has gone back to normal 😆 8 months or more of forced self recovery and discovery did me better than I think medication would’ve but that’s just my experience 🤷♂️
So happy for you
If i was scared of the color green don't know what i would do if i had to stop smoking my broccoli
Thanks for sharing that jordan! I’m struggling so much right now. Idk what to Do. I can’t even go out with friends and have a good time because It triggers my derealization so bad. I’m 27 and I’ve just gotten worse and worse
How would a love one be able to help..?
In my psychosis I analysed the meaning behind all colours and red got me. Is it love or lust, what is the difference. Is it hate? I also found a something in 3,6,9, the numbers that fall between fibonacci and I thought I was decoding the spirit.
I’m an alcoholic and I’ve went through the alcohol induced psychosis and I’ll tell youse it’s pure hell, I’m currently going through it right now for 3 days and it feels like I’m being attacked by demons like literally, getting teased like hearing voices, getting touched, saying my name, hearing odd music. I drank 2 weeks straight and this happend. I’m currently attempting to quit drinking cause it only causes this psychosis, drinking ain’t worth it.
Same bro i stop drinking
Please stop drinking, it killed my brother 2 years ago.
I had an episode like this happen to me. I didn't sleep for like 4 straight days and everywhere i went i used to see demons inside other people. Like a demon was behind the human and now i don't trust humans
What’s going on if your reading this just know you won’t lose this battle let me tell you my story .. Im diagnosed with psychosis but not schizophrenic at the age of 26 it’s been a year later and my life changed completely but I learned to go head on with it and not let this break me.. my first episode was at work I was doing an overnight shift and I was hearing voices of ppl I know but I just thought I was tripping so went to go outside to check it out and didn’t see anyone that’s when I started to become paranoid but I just thought hey I just needed some rest.. Finally went home and it gotten worse I decided to head to my sister house where I felt safe . So my sister called my brother, now when it came to him he did not play no games so he was very concerned.. my mother thought it was best to go to the hospital not know that they was going keep me in there for 3 months October-December when I tell you it was it was the worst time .. I couldn’t sleep my dreams were crazy till the point they felt real and when I wake up I hear the “voices” talk about my past and connect it to my dream shit was creepy, body shaking also feel certain parts of body acting weird which I can’t explain I started to think either someone did witchcraft on me or injected me with something because things weren’t adding up and still don’t till this day. I finally came home and was scared to come outside for weeks and was taking med but after my brother got murdered in December I decided to say f’ed that I’m not taking it because it was making me worse and I also told my mother that it went away months later but i didn’t it’s just not bad like it was when this first started..reason is I don’t want to be that on her plate it’s bad enough she had to be by my side during all of the just for other son to get murdered in December , so I promise myself I will never go to the hospital for that again and imma face it head on .. as for today im working again, my social life is not bad just a lot of my friends don’t know im going through this, only like 4 of them know. Im still going through the hearing voices and sometimes still think some out to make my life hell but like I said im going to live it up to the fullest. Also when im sleeping and wake up I hear someone talking and it feels so real sometimes I feel like im fighting demons or more like the devil worker there’s more that goes on but I don’t want to sound crazy . I know it can be draining If anyone need someone to talk to just hit me up on IG @prince_hindrix I would be happy so share more my experience and help out because everyone need someone to talk too who can relate 💯💯💯
I had paranoia always before bed time because i thought aliens were going to abduct me but at the same time i wanted to be abducted because i wanted to feel wanted. I felt that i was a chosen one for “the aliens”. Im glad im recovered now took a long time to even realize that i was having psychosis
I used to feel this exactly
Why do we all have the same delusion maybe there’s truth to it
What helped you recover? I need some help asap.
"We always wait till just before you go to sleep, because then you are most vulnerable." ~ The Voices
I suffer from psychotic depression and it took me 19 years to cope without medications. This video did well on explaining the stages of coping :)
I'm really happy living a normal life, Dr Isibor on youtube is the best thing that happens to me! I suffered bipolar/ADHD for 6 years spent all my money on medications and concluded to try dr isibor natural herbal treatment, body cleanser which lasted for 21 days I'm very ok and feel better now.
I noticed I had this when I was in high school 2014ish & have been obsessed with mental health ever since then. I’m always diagnosing/analyzing everybody because it makes me not judge them but understand them as a person. Humans are just so interesting, the mental development is so important for our fragile, innocent brain. That’s why as a mom I’m so protective over my kids development/childhood cause they’ll remember everything later & it shapes their adulthood self. For me I was abused, tortured, molested, bullied (by my own family) & I can’t stop remembering everything, I’m disconnected from the universe cause I’m always replaying childhood memories. the only way I can heal is if they’re not connected/associated w/ me anymore. If there’s no connection, the memories die out eventually& I feel happier & more at peace that way. Moral of the story, do what’s best for you!
love you stay strong!
This gave me a lot of hope that I desperately needed. I am just coming into stage 4 after 3 long years of it the first three stages. This is incredibly accurate despite being very simple. I've put in a lot of hard work to get through the struggle and this reminded me to be proud of that as I continue in my recovery.
Do not give up on yourself or your goals. You still have a BEAUTIFUL MIND. MAY GOD BLESS AND STRENGTHEN YOU 😇
afairshare Can you tell me how long the depression lasts? I am feeling depressed since like 7 months now.
This video told me nothing.
Then i would guess you've never dealt with psychosis before... It doesn't define it and go through an informative detailing of what may happen in any given case,,, but being an atheist as I have been for so long now makes the experience much more difficult...
Atheism perpetuates fear, loneliness, depression, etc.
Look around and notice how our bodies are one of the most advanced life forms around. It's a clue.
*used to be christian, atheist, now I'm spiritual
It makes a huge difference. No pressure, but I know it's surely hell having a hopeless perspective based on false assumptions(even if science says it's true)
not only are you factually incorrect but misguided in your assumptions/opinions...
actually i think i commented too quickly.... i misread the first line of the second paragraph... would you mind letting me know what this line means?
"Atheism perpetuates fear, loneliness, depression, etc.
Look around and notice how our bodies are one of the most advanced life forms around. It's a clue."
you gave a general opinion and made one easily agreeable statement which in the end regarding this topic is really just a moot point... right?
websurfin2010 i did a google search first so i knew...but I can see that
I'm going on year 2 of being in psychosis. When my doctor upped my dose of Abilify, it threw me right into it. My old roommate died, and then 3 of my family members died within 6 months of each other. My grammie died, and I haven't been able to come out of it. I've been hospitalized twice, rehab once. I'm struggling bad.
you got this, you’re not the first to go through this and you won’t be the last to get better
If you're hearing voices or seeing things other people don't see/hear, please know you are not crazy or even close to. You're actually discerning something spiritual that most other people never experience.
Like there are angels, there are also demons, and the don't like you. They can be talking to you constantly and they will do anything to steal kill and destroy your life. Understanding this will help you have grace for yourself and understand where to look for answers.
I suggest you start with Jesus, He wants to see your prosper and do well more than you want to see it for yourself! He loves you and and a plan for you. Give him a chance, give him your life!
He wants to surround you with His angels to protect and care for you.
Don't be ashamed! ❤️🙌
(Watching a testimony is a great start, "demon testimony")
Quite often it’s the Holy Spirit telling/teaching us. I’ve literally woken hearing songs of praise to God multiple times(a couple times I was the one singing in spirit). Heard demons chanting once, Jesus spoke to me once during prayer. Constantly seeing white shadows in the night... Saw a flame the other night and that was a first... Gotta go to Jesus when psychosis begins, it’s an easy way to get in!
God doesn't help mental illness. Fuck off.
I tried to kill myself twice the same day due to this. I felt like noone can help me and everyone around me thought i was crazy but i felt normal. At the end noone was really there for me like i wanted them to be. Im in recovery with a broken foot i can't walk yet. I was in the hospital for a month and it was terrible. I had 2 painful surgies. I just want to tell everyone who is going through this to be strong and seek help
How did u want them to be there for u. My family member is going through this were about a month in. He keeps telling me we dont understand or get it. I dont want to do more harm.
You stay strong too man, I just recently found out about this and I understand you completely! It sucks hella, I wish I can even give you a hug man😭😭 but hope you doing good💯
danyellwar77 I think he means by talking to them and telling them how he feels, it's hard to talk to someone how you feel because you dont know what the other person is thinking. All you need is someone to listen just listen. For me personally I sometimes try to explain myself but I'd rather write it down, I sometimes would look at my family members and think maybe I should tell them but then seeing them, it hurts me because it's something they wouldnt understand, and then I think there is no point and I should just brush it off . It's hard tbhhhh but fuck it you gotta figure out a way to just do better for yourself it gets hard but theres always a way💯
@@almareyes2192 Hello Alma, if you see this, could you be so kind to respond, i need some answers from people experienced this, since very close person to me had it out of the blue (I guess surpressed from early years, came out with stress) isolated herself and the situation had unfortunate outcome, so I can't ask her anymore and I'm always wondering what could have been done instead and what she was experiencing...
I know it is big ask, thank you so much if you consider it!
@@Ibzh-ju5yu I think what could've been done is you talking to that person, assuring them of how they're feeling or just listening to them. I feel like half of the things one says is sometimes hard to understand because you never truly know what the person is trying to explain and in what way. You can only do so much for people too, sometimes you are able to help them sometimes you cant. I think in my position I would just try and figure out what the persons needs are but also see for signs of they want to go through it alone. It's a complicated thing only cause its different for everyone😭
I had psychosis in 2019 at first I felt so good like everything was going my way felt englithed and extremly happy but after a while I started having weird thoughts like thinking people were laughing at me and that my phone eas hacked.I'm better now haven't had another episode and I hope to stay healthy and on my medication
I suffered from a cannabis induced psychosis and went through all stages in about a year. Creatively, it had so many benefits! I went from hobby to professional musician in the process. It was hard coming back to reality when so many people loved and supported my art.
But it snowballed, and I luckily I admitted myself to a hospital and I made a full recovery without any medication. I just can't do alcohol and drugs, but that's ok. I have had enough anyway.
The video steps are correct...You have to figure out the in between the steps tho. I had my first psychotic episode when I was around 19 & had 3 more bad experiences as I got older. I was aware of too much... I learned to go seek help when I feel myself becoming beyond myself and slowly re-introduced myself to society...NO LONGER AS A KNOW IT ALL... Alcohol and drugs played a big part in it. You have to change your lifestyle and love yourself beyond how you feel to at least talk with somebody and find out what's best for you...
So you've fully healed from a drug induced psychosis since then?
Cigarettes. Booze. Honesty. Bullshit. God starts talking to you and telling you that you actually are special. If YOU or ANYBODY you know suffer from psychosis, please don't forget. God loves you.
The scary part of psychosis for me were the police and nurses.. doctors.. in a psyh ward I was panicked and the nurse claimed I hit her and the guards violently grabbed me to the ground. My boyfriend at the time also claimed I hit him to get the police to take me in because my mom told him to get the police to take me into the ward even when it started I begged to go and he kept me in his apartment for weeks going mental. The cops were painful. I tried to run because I wanted to go home away from this boyfriend and they tackled me to the ground pushing my skin into the pavement. Mean while I'm having these mental problems due to a head injury that they never took into account. Doctors drugged me up and falsely diagnosed me. Scary times. My family were talking about leaving me in a ward full time and I read the message on my mom's phone saying so and felt so hurt by family. Friends called me psycho every chance they got. I don't have anyone now, psychosis with out people around was wonderful but as soon as people who had no clue what I was going threw intervened I was terrified. I was not violent or had no intent on being violent. The people around me were and did because they thought I was the violent one.
rave nebula I had a similar experience. I truly hope you find a way to heal from all the pain. Bless you.
I've had psychosis pertaining to hypochondria since I was around 7, or younger. But 7's when I started to have traumatic anxiety attacks; thinking I had cancer/was having a heart attack, and issues with insomnia.
For anyone interested, search up (autoimmune) disorders such as CANS or PANDAS, and their effect on the basal ganglia region of the brain.
I was like that as well too when I was little. My heart would murmur and I would be scared of my own heart beat and would constantly tell my mother to take me to the hospital.
That's not psychosis, that's OCD and anxiety.
Thats not pyschosis, thats anxiety disorder
I think Im going through it right now. mild stage. Im sorta delusional it feels like my reality is alittle distorted and random. Im having visual hallucinations and delusions I pray to god that this isnt developing into schozophrenia
How are you now?
@@armoredgirl7564 im well it wasnt schizophrenia
@@PlanbSk8terX14 what was it?
It's hard to accurately classify these experiences on the basis of them displaying extraordinary vagueness and uncertainty. There's just so much going on.
@@PlanbSk8terX14 what was it?
Heavy meth use since age 17 until 20. Finally addressing my core and these videos help. If anyone has any questions please ask.
this was the most helpful video summary that I live full episodes of psicosis
I put my psychosis into the hands of god basically and have never felt this normal in a while. Its been 3 months, the first 2 were pretty painful snd full of mysteries that I cannot explain in words. I thought the supernatural was at work and Im still convinced it is, but today Ive come to realize that I lost all rationality and it's been a pain in me arse trying to figure things out
Edit: write all your inner thoughts down and re read them. Helps realizing how silly you actually were
1)phase one they study you ;2)they break you; 3 and 4 you suffer and face your mistakes also you learn how to control yourself;
5)you become a normal person with your new shiny brain freshly washed with the phalse ilusion that you are are making your own choises (you can not escape even your family is involved but everybody love you so is for your own good )
Who are you referring to when you say "they"
:)) nice point of view ,well just for fun let''s say i'm the black sheep with way to many shepherds
Not sure if you were responding to my reply or not... If so why do you consider my point of view to be a "nice point of view""? And in your experience, and mind are you referring to shepherds when you say "they"
What are some of the benefits of a "washed brain"? How is it justifiable to put an individual through so much hardships, what wrong did that person ever do? How does their brain compare to a normal brain in the end, and can these benefits be passed down genetically?
Ioan-Sebastian - i know what you're talking about. well said.
I’m still not even sure if I have psychosis. I’m constantly paranoid that the people around me are judging me. At school, at work, it doesn’t matter, I always just feel like I’m being stared at by everyone around. I’ll spend minutes staying completely still, believing that someone is watching me, only to finally look at them and realize they aren’t even paying attention to me. I feel like the fact that I’m even cognizant of the fact that it’s just in my head would mean that I don’t have psychosis, but if that were the case then their wouldn’t be something in my head. On top of that, knowing that it’s probably just in my head hasn’t stopped me from isolating myself from people more often than I should. I’ve ended up avoiding any social interactions outside of school and work if I can, so I only ever go out to workout or for things I need like doctors appointments and such. The isolation makes it hard to even get in touch with friends unless they’re immediately in front of me. I know that my friend care about me, but I feel like they’re judging me the most. I can’t do anything I enjoy without hearing them say mean things When I fail, and it makes it so hard to talk to them in school, and even harder to talk outside of school. All these things should lead me to believe that I do have psychosis, but I can’t even be sure of that, because while I don’t feel like I’m faking it, I don’t even know if my symptoms are really psychosis symptoms in the first place. I think they are based on a bit of research, but I could be wrong, and maybe I just have paranoia. I don’t know, and I feel like my therapist is just going to try and reassure me that I don’t have psychosis.
Could we talk on Instagram I got pretty much exactly what you have I’m scared man
I'm between 3 and 4. Getting into a mental health program is proving to be difficult, been jumping through hoops for the better part of 2 years and my cousin got into a program after 2 days by pretending to be suicidal, basically getting drunk as fuck going to everyone's place and giving us all guilt trips, until his mother called the police, then he ran off saying she killed him. The truth is he ran outta money and drugs, stole his dealers computer and laptops and now has people wanting to fuck him up. He stole my laptop but my aunt recognized it and took it back. The fact he's in a psychiatric assessment program after a couple days while faking being suicidal while I've suffered from actual psychotic depression for the better part of 25 years while having suicidal thoughts almost daily, and 2 attempts, pisses me off. He said "Suicide is for the strong, weak people are too afraid to die." It takes more courage to go through everyday NOT doing something stupid and learning to live with the negative paranoia of my inner voices.
same thing happened to me. i thought i was going crazy. i was so aware of my body n thigs around me. n i was asking myself questions bout life it was crazy. it got weirder wen i started hear ing my own consciousness. that. shit was wild.
How do you not always hear your own consciousness? I feel like this is the average person’s version of psychosis when it isn’t psychosis at all, as it would be 90% negative to you if it were.
@@starx8775I feel like there’s levels to psychosis. When I get really baked my counsciouss will run off on it’s own if I let it. But when I was actually psychotic and delusional I would hear multiple voices in my head. That’s when you it’s time to start worrying
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never had a schizophrenic episode in my life until some guy bought me a drink and hours later I started seeing things and could not sleep, I would see scary looking things in walls like demons and in people.. when I would scratch my arm the feeling would be delayed and wouldn't show up until seconds later and when people would talk the words would be delayed with their mouths. The tv would also talk to me and this was literally after I had a drink from some stranger. ( first time it wasn’t even alcohol it was a regular drink ) This “episode“happened for months until my parents realized they couldn’t do anything. I called the police the same night and they tested my blood for drugs and said nothing was found in my system, I was just paranoid. Then, eventually I had to go to the mental hospital because I couldn't sleep for months even when I tried to. This happened in 2018, no schizophrenics in my family or nothing. Now in 2020 back in June the same thing happened some guy bought me a drink , my friend drank out of it as well and nothing happened to her ( I swear I had felt a pill ) and I had another episode and had to go to the mental institution because I wasn't in my right mind, seeing and hearing things. They said I had psychosis and schizophrenia, is it my mind playing tricks on me making me think they did something to my drink or am I actually schizophrenic because I never experienced this ever, the first time it happened I was 19. Now I am 22.
schizophrenia has an onset of that age you wouldnt get the symptoms before that
@@zzzz-km5se oh ok so u think I wasn’t laced
@@HairdresserOrActor it’s very possible you were drugged. Never rule out anything. Trust no one. Psychosis is subjective as most things are. We live in very confusing and violent times. Stress can lead to many more ailments. People, events, being overwhelmed and so many other various factors are involved. I myself experienced psychosis last fall and it has crippled me physically, mentally, spiritually and I must forgive myself for allowing other paranoid people to lead me into despair from losing so much. Helps some to share feelings and I hope we can all heal from these atrocities.
OMG hahaha babydoll that guy was trying to drug you lol... h ahaha!
@@cryptocoin5318 fuck is funny about that?
Im not sure if what i experienced in my childhood could be psychosis or schizo, but i still remember things were talking to me, they were communicating with me and it even came to a point that i didnt have friends cause i had them. I remembered plants were talking to me, all my things can speak. I cant even dispose a water bottle because it was begging me not to. My family became bothered when i started collecting trash and junk, when i was 10 years old and i told them, They're my friends. I dont exactly know when they stopped talking but im pretty sure it was when i met my best friend during 8th grade. She believed me and she also wanted to communicate with my things. We are still friends and we just laughed about it sometimes
i’ve had a breakdown without any help and idk how im ok but i worked through that shit so anyone who thinks it’s impossible its not
Recovery is possible. Never give up.
I feel like this is a positive thing to watch! Makes it seem easier to get better, kind of hopeful for people struggling. Although it was not too educational.
You're cute.
it aint easy
You're not broken if you have psychosis you have a gift.
Glad to see there are stages, but no tell how long stages will last. My loved one is experiencing memory problems after a year of stopping medications. Gives me hope they won’t stay on the same stage.
I’m proud of all of you ❤️ you got this
I wish i had the treatment at early stage but instead i had a episode keep going guys !!!
What’s ‘treatment’
im having sleep deprivation psychosis right now and at about the 45 hour mark i laid down on the sidewalk and was just like transported to another dimension it was the greatest feeling and i was fully conscious some dude came up to meand i could hear him coming and asking if im ok and at that moment i get up and tell him im okay and then i layed back down, im getting home now and the psychosis combined with amphetamines and my knowledge of brain chemistry gives me a very pleasent feeling
The music in the video gave me psychosis...
It took me 4 years to start to get more calmer. It helped when I was put on Depakote and Invega. That was about 5 months ago.
Anybody who can say "MILD" psychotic experiences...doesn't know psychotic experience from the inside. There IS no "mild". Maybe he means - "short and passing". But if you're "hit by a truck" for 1 second, you're still "hit by a truck". Try it and see if it's "mild". The first advice anyone should be given suffering psychosis is : stop drinking alcohol and taking any psychotropics (ganja, MDMA, cocaine, etc etc)...and be prepared to go teetotal for several years. Give your brain a break. Unfortunately, psychiatrists don't give this advice, instead they ADD more psychotropics in the form of psychiatric pharmaceuticals.
I don’t even think I have this🤦🏽♀️ I have sleep occasional sleep paralysis and frequent hallucinations. I have hallucinations of people sitting on the floor, people jumping on me, people running, and.....scary things. I’m 13 and my mom just says get over it but like it happens atleast every 2 weeks and it’s soooo creepy. I throught it was a phase but it’s been going on for about 2 and a half years now. I don’t know if I want to be crazy or see....things people can’t
Do you still deal with this?
Marquez LaFontaine yes but it’s definitely gotten better and I’m used to it.
Wow , living past currently, video is uplifting with its order of phases , after having dealt with psychosis, ive been afraid of my future
is this investment advice for bitcoin?
this actually brought me to a smile.Atleast one part of me thinks I'll overcome this symptoms one day.I may also not hihi:(
Best experience of my life but fucking terrifying because of how little we are taught as a society about it. To be honest spiritual research should be done extensively on a vast amount of problems people face but until then the chosen ones will have to do the work.
i'm guessing you got the good kind
I know what you are talking about "chosen one". During my experience ever mount of my body felt was burning in hell.
God showed me Everything! Or my psychosis was an out-of-body experience. I don't know. I just know what I felt after words being in the hospital I could feel others sickness.
I was a chosen one as well
Nics Chao 😂😂😂
I'd rather jump off a bridge
My roommate had. Psychotic break and spent 12 days in hospital. Now he stays at a group home, but still isn't getting any counseling type services. Everything depend now on the meds, and I believe there should be more. Anyway, the group home is the best place as he always unable to manage for himself anymore.
I get waves of something like this. Idk what to do. Im diagnosed with depression. Anxiety. Autism. But since my dad ended his life. Harrassment from people i know. Family members dying of cancer and the list goes on. Idk. Can that trigger it? I get waves of feeling pain in my body. High anxiety. Feint. Dizzy. Numbings. I keep thinking i may get a heart attack or a brain seizure or cancer or that ill die. Its hard because sometimes I want to die. And when this happens im scared to die. And its so exhausting to get this. Idk what to do. I have spoken with my docmany times now and slightly mentioned it. And she mentioned health anxiety or something. And i dont want to sound like a hyppocondriac. Sometimes I have problems falling asleep too. Ive had sleep paralysis and astral projection. Seen people i love thats dead. I know they have been visiting me. But ive also had these huge problems falling asleep. Just suddenly quickly waking up time and time again. Just now I heard heavy breathing from the hallway and thought it was my deseased dog. And it was just my mom. Should I try see someone about it? Or are there methods to overcome this yourself? Im scared that it may evolve to something worse. My whole extended family has just genes on genes with mental health disorders. Schizophrenia included. Would be nice with some comforting advice from someone who has gone through the same
Ive also gone to the dentist thinking ive had like 4-5 holes in my teeth and rotting teeth. When that hasnt been the case. And it got better a while after i got that confirmed. And now im paranoid again.
And always think people hate me. Idk if thats my depression. Autism. Anxiety or if it has anything to do with this. But whenever people dont answer i feel like they may be talking behind my back or avoiding me on purpose. Which some of them probably do but idk. Its just gone so far now i barely talk to anyone anymore...
im so sorry no one ever replied to this. i hope you’re doing okay. this is very similar to the things ive gone through and while i can’t say that im 100% better, im HAPPY again and doing much much better. you’re going to be fine if you aren’t already!
I will tell you the stages
Psychosis first episode>chronic psychosis>symptoms get worse>you become psychotic>schizofrenia
The lack of shamanism, spirituality and information is a big problem why we do not understand this kind of experiences. If you were to live with native americans and you had sympthoms like this you would just seek out the shaman and he will guide you. In modern society we say you are sick, lock you up and drug you. The lack of knowledge is sad.
For true psychosis they will rightly send you to hospital. If you'd ever seen psychosis you'd understand. It's some scary shit!
Unguided psychosis.
Oh fuck off. Witchcraft has nothing to do with psychosis. Thinking everyone wants to kill me is supposed to be some inter dimensional activity? Oh, wait, that sounds stupid now. Exactly. Just because it’s not average like what you’re used to from human society, doesn’t mean it’s suffenly some superpower. Good god. That’s like saying obsession is an unguided form of love. No ... it’s obsession.
*suddenly
Its so hard. I am standing betweem the stools. Am I ill or am I becomong some sort of shaman if I look at it a certaim way?
What the maker of this video probably assumes is that viewers already know what the symptoms of psychosis are like, so I guess it'd be better if the maker included this in this video. ...or referred to another video discussing these symptoms. :)
My first experience in psychosis I believed that I wasn’t allowed to drive home otherwise if I tried to I would be hunted down and wouldn’t make it home. Because of this I drove 1.5 hours in the wrong direction making me about 4 hours from home. I came to and parked my car on the side of the road because I didn’t have enough fuel to get back and I was taken to hospital, I believed a helicopter would land on the road and stop me from going home. Don’t do meth
My boyfriend who is 26 almost 27 had a sudden behavior change. Not sure if it’s due to stress marijuana or a funeral he went too but I started noticing changes like paranoia the first week of May, 2nd week he went into this depression mood because he lost his job due to his paranoia. He was walking around the house non stop for hours and left to his moms because he didn’t feel safe at the house. He wasn’t sleeping for days and it made it worse. He was telling me at the end of the 2nd week he was hearing voices and that’s why he couldn’t sleep. And he was acting odd like taking showers 5 times a day and kept asking me and his mom if we were ok. 3rd week it looked like he was getting better just very quiet. From the 3rd week to the 6th week he was still not the same but better. He was sleeping so he was no longer walking back and forth. He has no interest in looking for a job and he doesn’t go on his phone at all or watch tv. He just lays on the bed and looks at the wall and he don’t talk about how he’s been feeling or if he sees or hears things. This past Tuesday we spoke with a nurse practitioner and he was given antipsychotics. Before he took his first pill he started doing odd things like grabbing something mid air and throwing it outside and he kept looking back like if he hear something. I ask him what he is doing and he says nothing. Once he started taking the antipsychotics it looked like he calm down and now he just sleeps. It’s been so draining for me to see him like this. I know he doesn’t do it on purpose and there’s something wrong. Do you think this is a sign of schizophrenia?
Might be psychosis to a certain degree. When I was on psychotic levels I would be very quiet around other people but my mind would be racing and I only really felt comfortable talking to myself. Id recommend making him a gift or something really personal that’ll get through to him. That raw emotion can help ground him and bring his mind back to this reality.
Read : Suzanne Segal - collision with the infinite
psychosis is an anti social stigma meaning your the cool guy all the time when youre really not even trying to be
stanley joseph raphael-cote this is exactly how I feel all the time but not in a positive way at all. People tell me I'm the worst guy and call me every name in the book and it all makes me feel hated and terrible. The worst part is that I cannot control my thoughts or mannerisms
people get psychosis because they realize there is NO help....jail, institution or death,
That was a good run down. I have experience with such disorders and know that being cognizant dissonant can set up psychosis.
Have you searched for iyhere herbal Naturals on RUclips, I used his herbal Medication and it cured me completely from Psychosis
This video told me enough about it. The world has no answers. Jesus Christ has ALL the answers.
Mooi Nederlands accentje hahaha
I thought everyone was all against me and then I was at a get together and I thought I solved it by finding out they were all playing a game to mess with me and not tell me they were doing it after I thought I figured it out I was so happy and relieved but soon realized I had something wrong with me mentality and it is leading me to go get help now cus I’ve been thinking like that for a long time now with everyone in my life
I experienced psychosis for the first time 2 days ago, I know I’ll get through it but it feels like it’s going to be a bit of a challenge
Nailed it. At least to as I experienced it. Took well over a year to develop before it began to improve.
Psychosis means that you more normal than others.
Uhhh...psychosis is just at my max and has been for like 4 years...is it bad? My hallucinations start happening more and more often and are worse and more worse
Cheer~~~a severe mental condition in which thought and emotions are so affected that contact is lost with external reality.😢
Idk if this is what it is but how I feel is like I can see everything and hear and do my normal things you know but my mind tells me that it’s all fake that nothing is real
I summoned a demon just for fun after browsing /x/ and got psychotic exactly one year later, like to the day. This is definitely spirtual warfare.
Phew at level 4 ..its so hard..to get moving ..
everybody out to get me it make me see thing out of the corner of my eyes hear thing it make me feel scared and make feel paranoid I hate feeling like this
I can't believe how fucking accurate this was step by step
I’ve experienced each stage but am still struggling as if I’m at stage 1
it takes time, maybe try to find someone to talk to and just exercise , eat right
Do these symptoms & steps apply to methamphetamine induced psychosis?
My brother has psychosis i just want to help him get better
Well this is true. Its like waking up after years. Im lucky my indicator was drug abuse. I simply cut drugs and brain starts recovering.
All the best to you 👍
@@gagansachdeva1624 Thank you =)
You cannot make a general five step map of how psychosis is for people lol
Coolmusiclover Actually this was extremely accurate surprisingly
I’ve seen intense regret about past events and career/education choices lead to a psychotic crisis/meltdown 😢
what ever you do dont contact anyone from mental health services they will just treat you badly
This psychosis ruined all my life....I am recovered from this but can't normal anymore..can't concentrate in my study and I feel too lazy....I always stuck before I got this mental illmess.
This is a great video for understanding psychosis
Im having psychosis and this is my question , is it normal to live past experiences and randomly those intrusive thoughts comes back to remind of your past experience , is it included in the process or not?
I was put on antipsychotics because of my anger behaviour after that when i stopped taking them i really start feeling paranoid because of those pills.
Psychosis is like a bad weed trip.
God this comment section is sad
My family member is having psychic behavior , not acting right at all . But yet she has the right to refuse treatment . This is the dumbest thing I have ever heard . Her health is fading fast all we can do is watch .... Now tell me who the Crazy one is ! Heath care or her ? If a Dr. would just come to look & talk to her ( if they are not scared ) They would see she needs help NOW ... Very Sad you can't get help for someone that sick . Yet there are laws that protect animal rights Better . So Mad at the Mental Health Care System :(
sharpie. nails I'm going through the same exact thing with my sibling. Stay strong
sharpie. nails yeah how dare we not force people to have the mentality we demand of them...
A doctor tried to put me on anti psychotics just because I mentioned that Alien life was probably real and our government knows about it. 51% of the population would agree with me. That was enough for him to try and medicate me. He also had a chimera statue in his office. Probably an Illuminati scum bag ;) Do your research rather than judging people you dont understand.
sharpie. nails It used to be that people _were_ forced to get mental treatment if they appeared mentally unstable. We don't force most people into psychiatric care now for a damn good reason: _you would be taking away her rights._ I understand that you're frustrated, but you cannot force her and it's a good thing that you can't. But I am sorry that you have to see someone going through that who refuses care. I hope the situation gets better for the both of you.
Get Jet Cupping done i urge everyone to understand waswaas no matter what. This is your cure you will see it instantly. Insha'Allah
tbh meth induced psychosis is the best feeling i have ever experienced. i havent used it in 4 months but i fucking miss that feeling every fucking day.
alejandro kind of hard to, especially when i lack the will to live and crank is the motivator. at one point, my friend caught me trying to hang myself. honestly, i hope it takes my life because using this shit taught how worthless i really am.
alejandro i am neither. i just want to do what is best for those around me.
Im prolly autistic with psychosis or schizophrenia or something. I try to uncover the truth about my mental disability
I am at number 4. But sadly i have 3 years to fix the damages i made in my life because of borderline personality disorder, I am also suffering from bipolar 1. I really did screw up my life, really so bad. I wish i knew i had this illness before screwing my self up. At least i would have better controlled my self and not screw things up as i did.
How did you screw yourself up?
what if i dont want treatment