Jacob and the Stone Cinematic Cover
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- Опубликовано: 29 сен 2024
- Music written by Emile Mosseri
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· Produced & arranged by Elijah Siegler
· The score for the film Minari gave me a profound feeling of existential beauty. The music acknowledges grief yet seeks to be hopeful. What does it mean to you?
· Film Directed by Lee Isaac Chung
Side Note: I apologize for the inconsistent frame rate, I had trouble with screen recording at the time.
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please aransement hoppipola by jonsi mate...
You are surely an angel under human spoil❤
Hola Elijah i love this piece. I dont know much about music so i dont inerstand wich part Is emile and wich part Is you? Can you please tell
@@alejandrolb the entire piece is written by Emile, I simply produced this arrangement cover, thank you 💙
Jesteśmy tylko zaproszeni na tę planetę i tylko na chwilę
To whoever is listening to this song now, wherever you are.... Sending you love, peace, healing and all good wishes. May your life be good❤
@franscescopaolociampone I wish you the same 🙏❤️
Thank you, your words are very comforting.
Tks, i wish you the same, I dont know you, but its very confortable read your words. God bless you.
Gracias, igualmente Paz, Fuerza y Alegria para ti y sus cercanos
Simply Beautiful. Wish they'd give the story behind the lyrics. Nearly had me in tears, stunning..
Conmovedora poesía músical...llama a la reconciliación.
"Y por que alma mía esa Esperanza que desde las mas obscuras horas de mi infortunio se abre paso luminosamente?". Silo.
Tremy patita te Amo hababa 😢❤
I wonder if it maybe possible to get these notes from piano to Akkordeon?
My Mother and 2 sisters have gone on ahead of me. I told each one as they were dying that I will look for them "in the garden". RIP my darlings.
Rest in peace , i feel you so well .. but this is how life is going .. we'll go and later we will be erased even from memories .. and at the end we will meet again with our beloved people
Stay strong honey ❤
Im sorry, rest in peace🌹🌷
May comfort find your heart 🌹
Mientras tanto, ya que sabes que es lo que te hace feliz, disfruta porque la vida es una vacaciones que nos da la muerte.
Look for me in the garden
In 200 years, we and everyone we ever loved and care about, will be dead and forgotten. Our houses, pensions, possessions, memories, passions, and every other thing we cared about, will be forgotten forever.
Presently I work in a branch of healthcare where I meet very elderly patients, and when they show me photos of their youth, it is incomparable to what they have become. And I realise that man is just a flower, a fading flower. And it has made me depressed and stoic. We are all in a state of decay.
Everything we are, own, love or hate is vanity, is meaningless.
Just as the wind blows over the flower and it dies, so are we.
Enjoy every day you get, it is a gift. Love the people you are privileged to have in your life.
Always keep your beautiful smile sir, and have a good days, God loves you so much, don't forget to go in his house.
Tears right now. I'm a OEF Combat Veteran and I often look back on photos of people I served with. I couldn't have put it into words any better. Thank you❤
Yes, all of this is temporary. Love one another ❤️ I pray that this world become the world Lord Jesus Christ intended it to be. I Pray all finds Jssus Christ. In the end I hope you all call out to Jesus 🙏 love you all. God bless.
I totally agree. We are all "fading flowers".
I think similar when I see videos of men, women, and kids...smiling, alive, curious...and long gone. It makes one sad, but also thankful and at peace.
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I am dancing with my recently past away wife, so tightly that i feel her. 🦋🦋🦋
WOW....what a beautiful thing to say!. 😢❤
Weightless.
oh wow...I have no words...peace and wellbeing ☘☘
💙
Listening to this makes me feel like i really need to start living in the moment before it's too late.
If you haven't, it's hard to start.
If you don't, you'll simply blink 3 times and life will pass you by. For the Love of whatever you believe in, start living life, not just existing. Life's truly precious, don't waste another second. And it's a mind set, it's not hard to do at all.
I might not be long myself, don’t take anything for granted. Love you man
I hope you've started and remember that tomorrow will always be a better day. It's the simple things that matter ❤@ChaoticSpud
i told to my loved ones that when I will die - no matter how hard it may seem- listen this music and imagine myself running through dandelion fields because probably I will do that at the moment my loved ones will catch this energy of this music
🫤💔 (cryin')
If you want the happiness please read more about the religion of Islam and read the holy Quran book
Physical death is not the end beataelnione 😊
❤️🥹🥹💕❤️🩹🪻🌼🌼🌼🪻🪻🗝️❤
Me imagino assim, correndo sem roupa como um animal e um campo onde o vento bate e sinto conectar com meu corpo.
Onde na verdade eu corro junto com o vento, ou sou o vento também.
Onde só existe um sentimento e tudo faz sentido
Death is not the end.
💙 Life means suffering
Mission completed- we came here to grow. Its not easy. But nothing good ever was. Xxx
Yes , life's reflection passes before us, as we
listen❤❤❤
Ya it is
It is the end...
Jesus Christ died for all of us... so we could escape this fallen world one day. I pray that every single one of you that sees this message knows that God loves you. You are not overlooked. You have value, and you are loved more than you will ever be able to understand. Jesus isn’t looking down on you bc of your mistakes or bc you’ve rejected Him in the past. He’s calling you into His arms and He wants you to know that everything is going to be okay. Jesus is all you have. Everything in this world is temporary, but Jesus’ love for you is eternal. Choose Jesus over this perishing world ✝️
Amen ❤
AMEN!!
Amen 🙏🙏🙏when our time on earth is done Repent for the Lord Jesus christ is the King God bless you're comment for it is the truth 🙏 🙌 Bless you 🙏
Amen,❤
Amen
My mom passed away on 19th of February at 54,she was my stone,my best friend and now she’s my angel.She left so fast and I couldn’t realise,now my world is empty and cold without her beautiful presence.I listen to this song everyday and I just miss her so much💔
Damn, sorry for you🌷🌹
Держись друг все мы там будем, проживи достойно свою жизнь, что бы ты знал что не разочаровываешь Маму🤝
@@yousephkarmow1822🙏
@@reidsticksmorrison2652Yes sir,understand🙏
This is your sign to play her favorite song and have a good cleansing cry
This is crazy because the original song was ALREADY cinematic. It’s literally a track from a film.🤣 but this is even better
Some people do piano or guitar covers and such, mine is a “cinematic” cover because it’s produced like it would belong in a film instead of a piano thing, I honestly still like the original more but thank you 😄
This just makes me think of all of the loved ones and friends that are no longer here and just a nostalgic feeling of life..
For a moment I reflect on all my life with this song.
Que poder tem essa música...
Ever since my son was born three years ago my concept of time has been completely flipped. I really wish it would slow down because the days have turned to minutes, weeks to hours and months pass by before they even get started. My appreciation for life in general and the people I love most has narrowed what’s important and I’m so worried about losing them at a moments notice. Death is a reality we all must face someday. This song perfectly encapsulates the inner emotion I feel when I’m laying in bed thinking about my life and the time I have left and how precious it is. Someday I’ll be ready to die and leave behind the life I’ve lived with a smile and a tear. But for now I think I’ll stay.
Your comment speaks to me. I have just turned 30, and I have 2 kids. I can't stop thinking that my son is 10 this year and he only has 8 more years of his childhood, but it's only taken me till now to realise that where has the last 10 years gone.
Please, both of you, don’t waste a second of the precious beauty of your children’s lives. Don’t waste any of it on anger or disappointment. Fill their lives and yours with wonder and kindness and joy and so much love. Have no regrets. Memorize the sound of their voices and laughter. Write down the sweet things they say. Don’t forget to take pictures. Before you know it, that tiny child will vanish into adulthood and it’s beautiful and sad and so bittersweet.
I heard a saying for times like that and it’s always stuck with me. “Don’t be sad it’s over, be happy it happened.” You’re kids are so lucky to have a father that’s been around their entire lives. You’re awesome, man!
@@cheshirekat1023 it’s so true.. my wife and I constantly talk about how it feels like he changes every single day and keeps growing up. The way his eyes light up when he sees me or his mom fills my heart with so much joy it almost makes my heart hurt. Have there been tough times? Absolutely, but we never think about them because he’s the biggest joy in our lives.
My dad was sitting with my wife while she was pregnant and his advice was “don’t blink because before you know it you’ll be sitting here with him and his pregnant wife saying the same thing”
I blinked and he was walking, blinked and he was talking, blinked and he was in school. Unreal
My mother passed away a week ago, these days have been pure emptiness for me, she left too young and my mind can't process she isn't here anymore, we watched this movie together and now listening to this piece I can't help to remember every single moment we went together.
Rest in peace my bonita
Thank you for sharing that, I'm very sorry for your loss. Music & film has a way of infiltrating our lives and memory, touching on our sorrow and gifting us hope.
She's always with you... Watching you from the above
Im very sorry😢😢😢😢😢😢 i would take her place in a second. I swear, im a 45. Year old looser. Im struggling with depression. 😢😢 it hurts. I dont want u to hurt.
I would take her place. SO SHE MAY BE WITH U🙏😢😓🩵💙
I swear.
Its the truth😓🩵💙
My grandmother passed away a few weeks ago, probably around the same time as your mom. You’re not alone 😔❤
You did that , COOKED ATE AND DID THE DISHES TOO LEFT NO CRUMBS
Stay strong people. Trust me I was at absolute lowest recently. A very tough tough time. A lot of sleepless nights because of certain situations and stress like I've never experienced before due to work/personal life. I'm almost at the other side of it thank goodness. You need to believe things will get better as they can. Stay strong 💪
After 4.5 yrs of burying all my family, shutting down a successful business becuz of the 2008 housing crash, and my then wife of 7 yrs divorcing me I walked away with nothing but a mountaineering pack and my blue nose pit. He'd later take a bite from a green Mojave Rattlesnake saving my life.
That was 14 yrs ago. My friends are my family and it's been 14 yrs of recovering from it all. In the end all you have is amazing people in your life and Whatever you believe in that's positive. This is beautiful and thank you for sharing, no matter what no one can ever take those memories from you. Cheers!
"I started to notice things i never saw before.... well, maybe i saw them... i just wasn't paying attention. ...for some reason... everything has become a metaphor. "
ありがとうこの動画 音楽 去った 父に感謝と育ってくれてありがとう。
Amitié de France
A three minutes and fifty four seconds of the earth stop revolving…
esse filme me ensinou a ter um pouco de fé que mesmo as coisas dando errado elas podem sim melhorar, espero que as coisas melhorem na minha vida !
Je vous souhaite une meilleure vie. Priez notre seigneur Jésus Christ il t'aidera. Pour moi ça été le cas. Cordialement.
The pain of this world and the faith that one day when we pass this test and understand the meaning of forgiveness and love. Then we will all be dancing in heaven with the ones we loved on earth. The ones who went befote us. Remember love never dies ☀️🙏
WE ARE NOT FROM HERE. WE ARE JUST HERE!
Estas melodias maravillosas no todo el mundo de hoy la aprecia,porque estamos ciegos, estamos sordos, estamos dormidos para entender la magnitud de esta clase de musica, para meditar, para soñar, por eso tan pocas vistas es entendible
Outstanding. One of the most beautiful sounds my ears have ever heard.
Wonderful relaxing music some would say sad I would say therapeutic. Just heavenly
If nostalgia had a theme song this would be it
You're so right...
My son introduced me to this music. It comes directly from God's loving hands.
Yes, God had a hand in this for sure....❤
This is the most beautiful thing I got here after 2016...trust me I am crying and emotional and at the same time I am feeling blessed. This music directly comes from heaven,
Godly composition.....
i see you elijah,i see you
What is this?
It was meant to make the producer feel acknowledged @@Heredd
Ahhh I was just watching Vampire diaries, and there's a character named elijah' ..Idk is this a coincidence I got this video in my feed and this comment...
I see him also
That’s my name, and even though it wasn’t directed, I needed that. Thank you.
The music for Minari composed by Emille Mosseri is the best modern music I have heard in many years! These are beautiful and very clever. Jacob and the Stone is my favorite, but ALL the music is totally awesome. I also liked the film, though I believe much more could have been done with this storyline. Much more - to equal the sheer scope of this amazing music.
That imagery of the hands on the piano keyboard is so powerful, connecting us to these incredible sounds.
Above the rings of light and the stardust floating between the spheres I soared.
I saw a million suns burning bright in the horizon and the bridge behind me fade into the darkness!
I was finally free! The city of light welcomed me.
The wait was over. I was home, from whence I should have never departed.
To all who stay behind. Farewell my beloved. We shall meet again!
❤
One of the saddest melodies I've ever heard even though the beauty of it is haunting and nostalgic. ❤😢
Привет из России, всем добра!
I recently lost my gran. I've known her for 38 years.
After struggling to conceive (5-6) year's I fell into a deep depression
And I contemplated suicide as there was no point in merely just existing.
Anyway we decided to call my daughter "Alice" in dedication to my gran. Who held on on threw heart failure to meet her name sake.
I wept when she passed, not for me but my daughter who would never see her again
That broke my heart
“He made the One who knew no sin to become a sin offering on our behalf, so that in Him we might become the righteousness of God.”
2 Corinthians 5:21 TLV
He loves you. He cares for you. Trust in him and follow him.
Me quedare con estos 3:54 de lapsus interminables que ocurren cada vez que oigo esta maravillosa pieza musical ,prometo jamas dejar de oirla...te lo aseguro gran maestro ,no sabes como cada nota me emociona de manera tal que no se como agradecerte ,quizas un simple "gracias" no alcanzaria por devolmerme recuerdos tan bellos que estaban escondidos y dormidos en mi mas profundo ser 😢
He vuelto buscando paz❤
My mum committed suicide nearly 3 years ago now.. this masterpiece.. it pulls on my broken strings.. as I mourn my mother.. and question myself everyday.. “what if I had rang her.. would she still be here” “what if I popped by..” I question so much as time goes on & yet I’m left with no answers to why she did it.. grew up not seeing her as she walked out due to drug addiction.. then finally I was old enough to see her & she was back on her 2 feet… so why mother… why do this to me.. to us.. my daughter.. she never got to see you.. you never got to meet her & now I’m scared you never will…💔 I’m doing the best I can each day but it gets heavier as the days go by… I love you so much mum… I hope you found peace in paradise..💔🤍 love you Tiggy..😔😞😣😖😫😭💔
Twiggy. I'm so sorry and heart broken for your loss. Nothing I, or anyone can say will take away the pain you feel. It does and will get easier. But only you will be able to figure out your own way through this nightmare. Just know there are people who care, who have read this and send you thoughts, wishes and love to guide you along this horrid path you are travelling along. I lost my mum to cancer coming up 6 years. I still cry. I'm 46 and male, not the same I know, but I promise, she is at peace and wouldn't want to see you suffer. It was her choice, and her choice only. She's happier where she is, and she'll be looking over you. Sending my love. Simon 😢❤
The pulls out so many emotions. Amazing work, Elijah.
💙
I wont be able to see my children for 2 years. I miss them so much. This song makes me me think of them
I lost my mom and brother and left behind with my dad which diagnosed by alzeimere 6 years ago ... i imagine myself after death with my family again in a huge windy green plain walking by all of them back to my childhood again with this masterpiece ❤
This arrangement is nothing short of mesmerizing. Truly beautiful. I find myself listening to this everyday, I’m sure a lot of people do. Keep doing this.
I dream that I am born again
Ahora que sabes discernir lo que te hace feliz es que debes hacerlo. No hay por qué nacer nuevamente .
1 Corinthians 15:52
in a moment, in the blink of an eye, to the final trumpet; for the trumpet will sound and the dead will rise incorruptible, and we will be changed. 1 Corinthians 15:26 And the last enemy that will be eliminated is death. salmo 37:29 Psalms 37:29 The righteous will inherit the land, And they will live forever on it.
“Life is full of loneliness and misery and suffering and unhappiness, and it’s all over much too quickly”- Woody Allen
That rise at 1:47 seriously gave me goosebumps, amazing work!
Thank you!
Well I do believe that only a fool would say that there is no God because there’s no way a well put execution of notes can lead someone people from different backgrounds to unite on this topic of death and after and of the strength and power of Love Guys chose Christ before one day you part of another’s memory
My mother was my life, she suffered until the day she was with god. Everyday feels like I’ve lost myself in her passing, so now I am just living in this body until I am with her again, I will try to fight this burden, but I feel as though the pain deep inside me will never go away.
Stay tight friend ❤
Your Mother knows and wants you to be happy.
Its definitely not sad, rather extremely calming and great for sleep, the wavelike structure is great for sleep.
holy... This is insane. Brings a lot of feeling into my mind.. amazingly great job..
Cette musique provoque forcément des émotions en chacun de nous !
Oui entre la tristesse, ou des gens disparus, des animaux tendres , un peu de bonheur et d'espoir, des regrets, plein de choses
Awesome. My soul is trembling
Music paints and writes the best stories!
When death departs this shadow of existence
i shall carry the memory of your soul and shed a tear of sweet regret of times gone by
a picture postcard to frame that moment to capture that sweet sublime essence that lingeres on for eternity
My love my soul my heart
I don't know what made them feel make this kind of songs
Ogni piccola particella del nostro corpo diventa anima❤
Mendengarkan ini...aku memikirkan...saat pertama aku menjengah ke dunia ini saat demi saat minit demi minit jam demi jam hari demi hari minggu demi minggu bulan demi bulan tahun demi tahun. Kini usiaku menjengah 40 tahun...masihh....aku tidak tahu apa tujuan aku hidup di dunia ini....aku hanya lalui tanpa erti.
Ánimo ,mucho ánimo las cartas están echadas ,es solo dar con las correctas ,toma el tiempo necesario y el camino solo se abrirá ,que Dios esté contigo !!!
I'm really sad to hear. I'm 23 years old. I'm struggling with the same, your comment scares me what if nothing changes even if reach 40. I have struggled enough. I hope we find peace soon. I don't know what to say.
Eu realmente não consigo descrever em palavras o que essa melodia faz ao coração. É como se tudo ja estivesse dentro de nós o qual trazemos de algum lugar. As histórias de vida assim como no vídeo mostram como somos emprestados e que um dia não estaremos mais aqui. Que seja bom enquanto dure...
gracias gracias no se que peli es pero tu impronta esta eta in creible gracias llega hasta el alma solo para los que la entienden con herror graciasd
My beautiful Willa....
I love you, see you again 😢
The beauty of this composition will always make me cry with happiness and sadness. What a unique existence.
One word, ....Beautiful
Hauntingly unforgettable. Truly so. With each chord in unison with my heartbeat, I could feel the emotion of the music drift through me. Thank you.
Essa canção penetra na alma❤❤
This composition makes me both want to die, and to soar…
This is so beautiful 😮👏🏼
Thanks :))
Believes in Jesus Gospel, he loves you, don't give up.
There are not enough words to describe how moving and incredible this piece is!
Nádhera😢😢❤
Beautiful cover. I cried everytime I listen to Jacob and Stone theme and your cover is even sadder yet beautiful 🤍❤
I love this music as well, Thank you for listening!
Acabo de escuchar una obra tan maravillosa, que alegría produce en mí, muchas gracias estimado por tu maravillosa producción, el sonido me transporta.
Muchas gracias 🙏
The music you wake up to when you take your first breath in heaven and standing a few feet away is the lover of your soul, Jesus Christ running up to you with laughter and joy.
holi
Aveces pongo este tema para llorar me acuerdo de todos los infiernos que pasé y acá sigo de pie solo dios sabe gracias señor por darme las fuerzas necesarias para afrontar las batallas estoy listo para la próxima tu soldado fiel
How amazing are you ?
Это песня поднимает на пойдём когда тебе хорошо и ты идёшь дальше но в тоже время когда тебе плохо, эта песня просто разрывает тебя на части. Хочется разрыдаться но не могу, хочется высказаться но не могу. Просто чувствую огромный наплыв эмоций и воспоминаний как будто песня заставляет чувствовать себя живым. В последнее время я заметил что мне нравится плакать потому что мне становится лучше и я чувствую себя живым. И ты понимаешь сколько тебя еще ждет впереди поражений, боли потерь, победы и полного конца. Если ты это читаешь я желаю тебе добра и что бы ты не когда не расстроился в своей жизни и себе могу пожелать также. Я люблю тебя и знай все пройдет когда то и ты будешь в спокойствии. Я знаю как тебе трудно от этих падений и не понимания ситуации, но знай что потерпи чуток и все наладится, знай что ты не один такой и даже когда я писал этот комментарий я стеснялся своих эмоций. Проживай свою жизнь каждым днем и осознавая это все прибудет, я знаю что ты кликнул на это видео не из за хорошей обстановки и я прекрасно тебя понимаю, но главное не сдавайся, хорошо? Я знаю ты сильный и я верю в тебя. Я знаю как это песня бьет тебя и тебе неприятно переслушивать её ещё раз, но тебе же нравиться это. Желаю тебе чувствовать себя живым как я себя и пойми, что все уже идёт на поправку.
Да уж удивительная эта штука; жизнь.
Слава богу за такое счастье
this is how I feel rn.
Hey man, I really really really love this cover of this incredible music piece and was wondering if you would let me use it for one of my films. Keep it up! :)
Thank you so much! I'd love that, let's talk 🙏
@@envrie9423 sounds awesome! where you want to talk!
Ketika mendenger music ini saya seperti melihat orang tua, anjing dan kucing saya bermain berlari di surga begitu indahnya, sepertinya menunggu waktunya saya untuk bertemu mereka kembali❤
This is absolutely, hauntingly beautiful music. I can listen to this for hours. Love it.💗💗
I cried everyday for the past few months after realizing my loved one....got help before he passed away. The more information i learn... for seven years, i punished myself...
Empecé a soltar mis lágrimas en las últimas melodías. Será porque quiero ver a mis padres juntos otra vez, y a mi familia reunida como era antes. Disfrutar de ellos, de mis hermanas y viajar antes que todo sea demasiado tarde. Y llevar los mejores recuerdos el día en que me muera, deje este mundo para siempre. Vivamos la vida, deja el celular, date un tiempo y goza a tus seres queridos. ✨️
Minari is my favorite A24 film
The Bible shows we can live forever in a paradise earth forever. That was the way it was supposed to be before the first man and woman sinned by rejecting Gods governance over them according to Genesis the 3rd chapter.
According to Psalms 37:29 we will live forever. This hope can be very comforting.
And the Bible speaks about a resurrection at Acts 24:15 that shows that people who have died will come back to life.
When Jesus Christ was on earth, he taught people to pray for God's Kingdom at Matthew 6:9,10. This Kingdom is actually a real Government that will soon replace all human Governments as it says at Daniel 2:44
Jehovah God will end all the suffering, pain, and death as it says at Revelation 21:3,4. What a wonderful hope there is for the future.
i get it. i finally get it !
The tear jerk response to The Music in Minari. Especially "Jacob and the Stone " is caused by what is called tonal harmonic dissonance. Same happens in the song "Married life" from the movie "Up!", and many movements in classical music.
This could be composed by Hans Zimmer but it isn't. So, maybe this is a compliment. Thank you 😇
piece of love inside us
Una obra, maestra la serie de TV que la tiene VERSAILLES
Someday
Someway i see
The way i breath
Is like the trees
Shifting like a week
Without a drop of water or a bite to eat
Shit has gotten me so weak
Addictions to battle and matter over mind
Cause my mind battles me everyday and night
what does it even matter
Lost in the so called free world
I thought id never leave
Was it all a bad dream
Sleep paralysis got me hazy at the seams
Wobbles at the knees
Wish for once
That i could be free
But that for me
Is like waiting an eternity
In wintry solitude
Noones coming for you
But the earie silence got me feeling
That somebody be watching over
Is it an angel or my family
Both entwined with darkness
Wish i could remember my dads voice
Been gone for so long
Since i was 16 years old
I wish the stress would leave
Just want to live and breath
Without stuttering inbetween
Cause when the sun starts to shine
I would go out and see
What the world had to offer me
But when the moon comes out
The battles begin again
Pacing and making me contemplate whats left for me
Death and the latter makes me feel a lack of self esteem
Should i be real?
Or live as a fake
Cause i dont speak to anybody
Who would i fake?
Slither in the grass like the world is at my feet
But deep down i know that theres nothing left here now for me
I want to go and see my dad,
High up above the skyline
I wish i remembered his voice, telling me things would be fine
Well do the seem fine?
Not sleeping
Barely drinking
Smoking and pain
Feeling alone again
Numbing my mind with some green
Dont know what you see in me
May have a child and one more on the way
But i know deep down wothout me they would thrive
Want to be alive
Play in a park and get cut knees and laugh and smile and do what i wish that i could give to my girls
A better life than i could dream about
Cause when i was young
My dad was already old
Couldnt do the same as the majority of dads that are out there
Could call me lucky that i had him
Lucky for what?
His gambling addicts losing 60 racks making us have to move house
For hin to have a heart attack and be diagnosed woth mesothelioma
Leukemia too
Sat in school being told that i really had to go
But now the whole school knew
And what did they do?
Use it to their advantages cause thats the kinda shit that they do
Say your dads gonna die and hes dropped down dead
Little did i know that the day of upset
When he died i chose to go outside and smoke and drink and skate with some peeps
But they just were not my mate cause since i moved back to my home country man they all did leave me alone
I know i fucked up
Too many times to count
I know that im not innocent and i hold my hands up like i did it
But theres gotta be a point where you just cant take all the blame
So one day i ask a guy if he knows how to get a gun
Get one say thanks walk out the door
Never did i say what i would be usong it for
Get back inside my dingy flat
Hands on my face tears flooding my palms till i finish remembering a psalm
Do onto you that you would your own neighbour
But i found out he fucked kids so maybe i should pull back the trigger
Point it at my dome and let the blood be my game
How much can i paint the walls if i stand in the middle and
i watched this film yesterday and i can't explain it but it became my comfort movie
As the world slowly burns and churns in turmoil. Years spent trying to find my footing and a place to call home, years spent looking for a family.
Years wasted internally collapsing under the weight of disappointment.
Years gone by without a call from your friend who died.
Years gone by without a hug.
More years to go... less years, I'll know myself.
.....
This year..
I'm here.
I spent my years and found a hug.
I love you leo.
Appreciate yourself and do not let distractions miss the little moments in life with the people that love you and you love. Be kind with yourself and dont let other peoples actions rob your happiness. We either learn or pay one way or another for our wrongdoings. Life is war, there will be ups and down, life was not meant to be happiness all the time. The mix of emotions is what makes life meaningful.
Essa música é tão bonita, que de alguma forma, faz a gente se imaginar com Deus.
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